How I Started Late and Still Became an Animator
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In this video I’ll show you what led to me working as a 2D animator on Bleach, Boruto, Lackadaisy, Disney Descendants, Gawr Gura’s first music video, and how I conquered the obstacles of learning animation on my own.
This is the story of how Toy Story’s “We didn’t aim for the truck” changed my life and pushed me to try and make a Gobelins short film on my own.
I hope you too Don’t Aim for the Truck!
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Truely another great video, thank you for putting all this effort into making high quality content, I hope you reach 100K soon!
I'm honestly pretty demotivated. While on one hand being derivative is this big black mark on your work, actually good works like Star Wars THRIVE on their derivation, and that's essentailly what reference is. But you know HOW Star Wars gets popular? By mass audiences hating or ignoring all the source material it's derived from, dismiss the giants on whose shoulders George Lucas stood, and act like he's some decorated genius for coming up with such creative worlds "all by himself".
Now fans want the derivation to come, not from a body of great works like Buck Rogers and Buster Keaton, but all this Legends content, which actually IS just paid-by-hour grunt work, paperback novel writing, that isn't rooted in ANY sort of artistic reference but simply stuff the writers came up with on the toilet. Rule of cool, and for fans by fans, who will outright get offended if you infer anything GEORGE LUCAS seems to have been trying to SAY through the work. Listening to the auteur gets you CALLED making up stuff that was never "official" (but what IS official, is money moving those paperbck novels, in publishing cartels adn their magazine stands).
What does this tell me if I want to make MY art and have my word HEARD? It will only get popualr, if it gets backing by this huge industry of ECONOMICALLY legitimized fan-fiction, that DOESN'T know anything about 100 year old films or 1000 year old poems, and does't WANT to. They want to knee-cap the giants. THEY want movies that HATE the book, for being "only" a book, and "deserves" to be a 1:1 soulless recreation in film form, prioritizing the film MEDIUM. Or, you get the opposite end with Alan Moore and Frank Miller, who think the story s too sacred to adapt.
The only way to make art, in THIS society, is to rob the graves of your predecessors and rely on the credit never being known: but dance like a maniac around all your contemporaries, who are screeching about their "creator's rights" about this or that Twitter art, "my own original chracter, do not steal". The hypocricy, is not something I WANT to get recognition from. I want to carry on the ideas that inspire me, but all it does is generate IP so that mass audiences can only watch stuff FOR the IP adn ignore the soul. For example, Spideverse ONLY is given the opportunity, because they made this fantasti Four or octro Strange kind of story, into a vacuous Spider-Man vehicle for the brand recognition and transforming exploited animator labor into profits. And the "fans" HAE you for not agreeing it's one-sidedly falwless, a thing you are ONLY allowed to have positive opinions on. Fans like that would be my death, as an artist.
Looked up Twitch. You last streamed 5 years ago? Any plans on picking that up again?
woah!!
I mean it when I say, this video is the best thing you can send to a fellow artist struggling to move on. Thank you for your work and for showing many that everyone can reach the top of the mountain.
Thank you for the huge compliment! 🙇 I'm so very glad my emotions came across!
As you can tell I'm extremely passionate about this craft we do, and was worried it could come out as self-centered,
when what I wanted to make was a video that we can go back to when we're feeling down or demotivated. So your comment makes me so happy!
Thanks for being here!!
Anime saved SO many lives, because remember the last time someone got kicked out of art school???
@@Darth_BatemanYour try-hard edgy unfunny comment is not appreciated here.
@@YumegakaMurakumo 👏🏅I agree
@@ManuMercurialI'm Sorry If This Sounds Rude But If You Failed Art Then How Can You WORK Om The Anime In The Thumbnail🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨?”
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. Like many, this moved me to tears. Truly inspiring Manu, thank you!!
I'm not an artist, I've been working on making a game, it has been almost 3 years now (and will take a few more probably), and I definitely felt every word you said. I'm still "climbing" everyday just with the dream of seeing the view and feeling the breeze after reaching the top of the mountain... your video is really motivating. Thanks a ton for sharing. I wish you all the best (tho you already pretty much are :D)
Such a great video, Manu! I didn't realise that you've gone through the path somewhat resembling mine. I was failing miserably at drawing during my teen years, while my friends were improving with every year. I felt like an amateur permanently stuck, and had some progress only at 23 years old, when a colleague helped me out with a life drawing. At 27, no art school finished, but skill still acquired. It costed me one full year of making myself drawing and animating through mental pain and depression, but it paid off greatly in the end.
I wish you all the best! I'm glad you didn't give up.
Ah this is so emotional and motivating. Thank you so much for sharing! I'm in tears. I know this makes me and many artists out there want to keep doing our best. I hope this video reaches more and more people! Congratulations!
I'm currently having a very long artblock, and this video makes me feel better! Thank you! :)
Dude this is a great video
Gotta say, that "failed at art school" part on the title... made my a-hole pucker
Great video!
They had us in the first half not gonna lie
AMAZING 🙌🏽❤️🔥
Thank You soooooooo Much!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
impresionante. gracias.
this is why i stopped using certain types of social media, especially those of which i felt compelled to post. im going to spend a lot of my free time working on design, animation and software that i have given up on frequently. it’s working out. instead of pushing away imperfections, theyre welcome. i’m not going to art school, so im working twice as hard on self-study. we can do this!
My brain disability prevents me from remembering things I’ve learned.
So animation and learning to draw is taking me to basics again after again.
It’s a passion of mine but my brain thinks it’s okay to lose everything I’ve learned.
I’ve got multiple huge steep mountains to climb.
If I can continue to keep climbing time after time, forgetting and relearning every month and year, I know others can too.
That's the spirit! Keep at it!
Maybe give an update too while you're at it!
Wait what's the disability called?
U got no treatment for it or smth?
Hope u doin well tho :)
Can you make a guide for yourself? Something like notes about shortcuts and important steps that you come back to every time. Or even a RUclips playlist dedicated to videos you reference over and over? And put it on your desktop or somewhere easy to find. Something that can make the relearning experience slightly easier next time.
I call cap
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I always wanted to get into art but every time I thought about starting I kept remembering all the inconstancies and failures I had made with my art in the past and decided to put it off. This video has been my equivalent to "we're not aiming for the truck." Thank you.
Toy Story?
@@soku330 yeah. I'm just saying that this was inspiring to me
So very happy to hear this! Wish you the best of luck in your journey! 💪
Same. I was the "little artist kid" growing up and I didn't care about being professional, I found new techniques and that's how I became better with time, but after taking it seriously and comparing myself to people who have much more knowledge than me I kept sabotaging myself and eventually gave up. But after finding this video I'm thinking about grabbing the pen again. I don't know... I'm basically having a battle with myself right now. Well, good luck, I hope you can make it.
@@redpanda6497 don't compare yourself to others! the way you improve is unique to only you and if you must compare, then see what you can learn instead of how far behind you believe yourself to be lacking.
You have no idea how badly i needed to see this. I'm 20 years old now, nearly failed my last semester at college, and feel the same sort of intimidation when I go online and see people who are even younger than me already at a professional level. I struggle to do something even every day, but recently I've been trying to push myself, even if it's just a little bit of drawing/practice every day. I feel really alone in my journey, but after watching this, I feel much less alone. Thank you so much for making this video.
Same here I’m 22 but I feel like you’re one of those people too who’s at a professional level
I’m 16 and I have a dream to start a series, have it well known, and work on a fan fiction of comic/animated series of my fanfiction that is about my favorite franchise, Sonic
I had a spark of motivation after I Binged watched Sonic Prime and I will try everything to reach my dream
I had faced bad art block and creative block
What I find comforting is that even those who draw at a "professional" level often struggle with the same things beginners do. As someone who gets told that my art looks professional at times, I know that more than half of my work doesn't meet the same level as the art that I get those compliments for. And yet, the value of those "better" artworks doesn't diminish because I don't always draw that good. You might even say that makes them more special.
I think I'm an intermediate on the artist growth scale. A lot of the people whose art looks professional are actually just intermediates like me, and we still struggle with anatomy, perspectives, composition, and all that hard stuff. There's a lot of things that I'm afraid to attempt drawing because I know it will look worse than my other work, due to my lack of experience in depicting that specific object. But it's only in taking that plunge and accepting that it will look bad, that I gain the experience needed to perfect it.
When you're at that stage where you start to take art more seriously, it often stops being fun, because you're so caught up in getting better and catching up with those professionals. It's incredibly important to take a step back and examine what made you want to draw in the first place, and what you find most fun about the process. And when I do this for myself, I always remember how much I like experimenting, trying out new things instead of making myself conform to one specific style or theme. So not only was my fear of making bad art keeping me from improving, it also took the fun out of drawing. So when art starts to become stressful, exhausting and embarrassing to you, take a step back and ask yourself, "Why?"
Simmilar here, i'm 20, went to study Logistics cause it's "useful". I passed my egzams and realised how misrable i am. Then decided to sign for art school. I had to made portfolio from a scratch in 3 months. Non of them wanted me. I have last interview next tuseday i Hope they would consider.
Keep pushing forward, you can make it bro 🔥
Bro failed art school but chose the good ending💀
At least He got accepted !
He became a goat and won
Unlike a certain Austrian painter 😂
how original
"Nah, I'd win"
Thank you so much for this. I didn’t take art seriously until I was 17 and I’m 19 now. I see so many high schoolers and even middle schoolers who are leagues better than me. This video made me cry. You’re so inspiring. I hope I reach your level someday. Thank you so much for giving me hope.
Same here 🤚
Exact same situation here
Even though I don't do animation, Music is still in the same ball park, I'm 19 right now as well, And I've only just begun my first steps. I also teared up watching this vid, I hope that you become successful too my friend.
Just remember that just because they’re younger and better than you doesn’t mean that they’re inherently a better artist, it just means they’ve likely done it longer. Even if they are a prodigy, being a prodigy is just a shortcut to something that anyone can achieve. Just because someone is better now doesn’t keep you from becoming as good or better later. I don’t know if this means anything to you specifically but it’s just something I wanted to say.
@@lucio-ohs8828 I just gave a shoutout to a 13 y/o prodigy, so thanks.
I became an animator because my pet hamster stole my sketches and started a rival animation studio with them. To get my art back, I had to become an animator myself.
Hate when my hamster starts an animation studio 😞
@@BocchiTheWall Yes, it really happens in many places, and it is done by other pets too, like cats and otters. They set up their own animation studios.
the street cat used to feed slowly take over my house and job, now I'm homeless and unemployed
@@Achiever88 You must live in the UK. 😆
“And the answer was suddenly very clear, every day of my life when I laid in bed, when I listened to music, when I took a bus, I was thinking of characters and stories that will never see the light of day unless I make them myself.” This was enough to keep me motivated about starting my own journey and making more progress as a small artist who just started making 3D animations
This is genuinely one of the greatest videos I've ever watched on this platform. The animation and art was top-notch and it was genuinely inspiring. I was smiling with your successes and enthralled with your stories. Thank you for making this video.
And to anybody reading this: Practice beats talent, and harder practice beats practice, so no matter how far behind you are to those around you, you can always catch up and even beat them. It just takes a little work.
Wow, thank you!! 🙇I have no words, truly appreciate the huge compliment!
And absolutely!! Practice beats talent! 💪
That + deploying Patience and I truly believe we can achieve the goals we've set for ourselves!
Wish you the best of luck in your journey!
I appreciate this video a lot, and I agree with everything you say on an intellectual level. But on an emotional level, I just can't compute. I'm a 23 yo animation graduate and I feel like giving up. I drew so much lately that my arms constantly hurt now, and yet I feel like I've got nothing to show for it. I'm not creative or anything, I don't have a good story to tell. I just like animation. But I'm losing motivation. Man, it's hard not to feel like a failure, yknow.
You don’t know what you don’t know. Sometimes I spin my wheels practicing and getting nowhere. Idk if this is your issue, and I constantly struggle with motivation, but I can say this:
I improved the most when I started taking classes at Concept Design Academy. They have online classes and all of the teachers are pros.
A lot of schools aren’t great but this one is.
This advice might seem weird, but it sounds like non-artistic problems of yours might be affecting your artistic growth. Personally, when I feel the way you described, I can usually get out of it by improving my mental state. Going for a walk, meditating, sleeping, etc. I find that creativity is mostly subconscious, so no matter how much I focus myself and consciously practice, if my subconscious is a mess then I won't have anything worthwhile to express.
I mean, you said it yourself. You get it intellectually but not emotionally. Maybe what I'm saying is obvious.
Everybody has a story to tell. Your foggy brain is just getting in your way. So clear your head! I hope I'm being helpful here lol
I think that everyone has their own personal things they are good at and things they aren't.
I for example felt very confused when I saw that allmost all my fellow artist friends already have 20 OCs and full on saga of a story in their head. I couldn't grasp to any of that and respected them for that.
I tried to learn how to write stories with all the theory in the world but nothing really sticks in my brain. Like I can tell what is a cool story is and what is a Deus ex machina moment but that's ok. That means that I'm still in the process of finding my artistic voice - what I want to tell.
On the other hand now I'm pretty ok at drawing, colors and digital tools. And if I think about it.. it seems like it's the opposite with a lot of artists I know 😅 and yeah that's what led me to choosing a UX design as my profession and teaching the art side of things I'm good at as my passion project.
Watching anime, cartoons, any sort of animations are the ways I get my motivation back. Don't stop improving, it's a struggle.
Don't give up! Everyone learns differently, for some they can pick it up very easily and others it takes alot longer to understand things. Thats ok, we are all unqiue and special and have our own storys to tell, i feel you should enjoy the journey of exploring and creating your style, enjoy learning how to animate even if it very hard, if you love it you should enjoy it and feel happy your creating artt! Ive been through many ups and down and ive still got do much to learn but im enjoying it and trying to be patient and kind to myself ❤
Good luck i believe in you:)
This video moved me to tears. I believe it's because it spoke to something deep within me. As an artist myself, I was really inspired by your story and what it took for you to get where you are. And it makes me want to work even harder than I am now to achieve my goals. Hearing the authenticity in your voice and story sold me, Manuel. I wish you all the best in the world.
It makes me truly happy.t that I'm not alone in this.
I can't believe I'm sobbing in the middle of the day right now. I only draw as a hobby for the longest time, like really really long, and looking back I don't feel like I made any progress at all. This was like a reality check and it hit me like bricks. When you said "Whatever amount you put into it, you're going to get that amount of progress in return", I felt so guilty about how lazy I am about something I really love. But at the same time, it's very inspirational and it moved me to tears. Thank you sir for sharing this video. I will put more effort into my art!
What really helped me to see if I improved or not is checking your oldest to latest art
As someone who has graduated with a bachelors of Game Art & Design, And struggles with my own worth and progress, I love this video. I can relate a lot with this, and even gives me a bit of inspiration for what I want to eventually do. We all have our own mountain to climb, and one day we'll reach the top we so desire. I wish you the best on your climb!
I`m genuinely crying right now.
I`m not even an animator, I`m a pedagogy student.
I`m horrible at my tasks, my lessons for kids are terrible and everything falls out of my hands.
I watch my groupmates doing this so easily and feel so worthless.
But I have a goal, and I see where I`m now. I just need to understand what to do, so I can achieve it.
Thank you.
I too am a medical student
No matter what profession, seems that we're all facing our weighty weakness haha. Wish the best for you. You'll be a great pedagogy student on your own, keep it up!
knowing where you are now, and where you want to be is just the beginning, finding truth is essential to grow in any part of life.
Sadhguru's words: There is no such thing as failure for a committed human being, if you fail 100 times stand up and take 101th step.
Success is like cooking - Starting fire of efforts to adding your leanings by understand truth and practice, and the time it takes to achieve something can be totally different for each person. but everyone is capable of doing something great.
God did't say everyone must do this and that, if you pay attention to the creation, even ants can teach great things if you are sensible enough to learn from them.
same man, I am an Math teacher but.. It's just so hard.. the most hard part is how to motivate students to learn.. and I suck at that..
@@Luluskuyif you become blissful and joyful you would find ways or you don't do what you don't like to do.
Most people are doing what they don't want to do that is really hard.
To earn money you can find ways.
Basic math is enough for the majority of people.
I loved this video. I started drawing at 18, now 22. I've always had this feeling like I'm behind. I've started many projects, but stopped halfway because I thought I wasnt good enough. This video resonated a lot with me, thank you! I'm gonna keep on working!
And also, congrats for your success, well deserved!
3 years sounds like a long time but a very short time to become extremely skilled at a trade
10:43 Lol, I actually come from the same class at Gobelins as both of your competitors in this festival (I worked on COFFIN in case you're curious). Amazing people.
And indeed, even though a good school can help, it's not mandatory to become a good animator (in fact one of my animation supervisors who worked on Arcane is fully self-taught). It's mainly a matter of investing yourself in your craft, little by little, surrounded by people who share your passion, while enjoying it despite the hurdles.
Huge congratulations on your film and path, and I wish you the best in your future endeavors. 👍
I'm an artist and my dream goal in life is to one day work in the animation industry, and maybe even one day have my own studio. I loved watching cartoons and anime anime growing up. I was so inspired by what I saw that I drew for hours on end. I ddi everything I could to achieve it, from going to an art and design school, to pulling all noghters to hone my skills, etc. Sadly, after I graduated from college I was unable to get a job working as an artist, so I was forced to work as a carpenter. Right now I'm saving money and working on my art in my free time. I never gave up on being an artist, especially one that works in animation.
What kind of art and design school did you go to? it doesn’t look like they taught you art and animation properly
I’d recommend being wary of the industry, considering how shoddily execs pay while time crunching you
i'm not crying you are shut up
In all seriousness, your passion and hard work is seriously inspiring. I literally have your Clip Studio Paint Animation tutorial in another tab right now; I've been watching it religiously in an attempt to force myself to learn to animate (a dream I've had for over a decade now and only just got the courage to actually attempt.)
I too failed art school, and finally decided to try and chase my dreams again. It's almost a relief to see that almost every artist struggles at some point in their lives, and the only difference between a failed artist and those who make it are the ones who keep going. Seeing all your passion and hard work pay off in the end brings me absolute joy.
Thank you for putting yourself out there, and allowing yourself to fail. Who needs a truck, anyway??
Keep doing amazing stuff, Manu!!! You deserve every win you've worked for!
Just know you kinda saved me right now. Sometimes there are road blocks in life from small to big. In front of me right now is the biggest of them all. I have bad health,country at war,barely have time to go to the gym,bad at school,I can be drafted at any point,family slowly falling apart and trying to be a designer. You gave me a little bit more hope to not end it here thank you
Wishing you all the best! Thank you for your kind words
I don't know what to say
I was losing hope in myself cuz of ai and the community that I'm in that doesn't care about artists
But now I'm crying remembering why i wanted to be an animator at first....i want to be someone who gives others hope in themselves just like how you did to me
Thank you for reminding me .
This video was so nice to watch. I graduated from an art school with specifics in Game art, but I have nothing to show for it. In those years I've only done schoolprojects, but I never did anything related to art outside of it. Now looking back, and being 22, I wished I did more of what I've been wanting to do for so long, I wish I had been drawing more all these past years.
I'll let this year be my new starting point in the journey I started so long ago, I want to give myself another chance at doing what I didn't do earlier.
Keep going! For every person that went to art school there’s another who never had the opportunity despite wanting to go! So keep pushing! The world is literally in your hands.
I kinda needed this. I might have a diploma in animation but I kinda felt it'd go nowhere. Hopefully I can still make use of it.
Bro… it’s unbelievable that this guy drew drawings and wasn’t that good and now.. he works on amazing things… Amazing job :)
Thats how all artist starts.
Everyone just like to simplify it as the accursed word that is “TALENT”
@@zefellowbud5970and when you tell them it’s kind of offensive because it diminishes your hard work they just ask you to take the compliment.
It’s like saying to anyone in any other field of work that all their success and progress is due to luck.
BRO LACKADAISY IS SO GOOD
I really appreciate this. You’ve reached the frightened artist in me that no one else has been able to, and encouraged her. Gave her a nice look at the process, and was kind about it. I’m currently where you started off, overwhelmingly scared of the learning curve ahead, and that I’ll fail because art isn’t my strong suit. But you did it. Certainly then, I can as well. Congratulations on your journey. And thanks for sharing it with us. :)
I studied animation in college, then fell off the horse. Been trying to get back on for ten years. I think this helped. Thank you.
This is really comforting, honestly. I'm about to be a senior at SCAD and I honestly feel like I haven't done enough at all. Videos like this make me realize that I just need to keep pushing and that my dreams will come true, too if I see to it.
As someone who’s applying to art schools for animation this year, what do you think of SCAD? I hear wildly different things about it all the time but it’d be nice to see the perspective of someone who’s currently attending
Just one sentence : Thank you
7:44 • Step 1 - Figure out the pieces of the puzzle
8:12 • Step 2 - Finding resources
8:40 • Step 3 - Find a mentor
8:56 • Step 4 - Find a community
9:18 • Step 5 - Ask for help
Love this video Manu, really great story-telling and super heart-warming! I imagine this is going to encourage so many new animators and artists! ❤
2:25
That moment came to me at age 17 the last year of School ,
I was studying Chemistry and Physics , I loved the subject , I still do.
But the moment I came back from my school or Cram school , I went straight into my room to get my sketchbook and start drawing !
One day as I was preparing myself for school, I stopped and looked to my reflection in the bathroom mirror and asked,
"In 15 years from now, you look in the mirror , what do you see? , who are you? , what are you doing for a living , are you happy? "
That day I didn't went to school.
Had to think about that, I knew deep inside me what I really wanted to do , but I wasn't sure about myself.
The day I told my parents about it was a day to remember !
But it all ended well , prepared for art school (it's different in Greece , the school is free, but very, VERY hard to get in),
managed to pass the exams after 3 times (3 years) .
The problems didn't stop there, but I knew that I was in the right path !
Wait, Greece?? Omg is there an art school that's free? I hadn't heard about it!! Which exam is it, a school specific or with the panhellenics score???/gen
Currently I’m a very young artist who has a dream that’s probably way too big. I’m a sucker for one piece. That anime changed my life in ways you cant imagine. I want to create a life changing story like one piece. But right now I’m stuck. I don’t have any motivation to improve because no one seems to care. I’ve been looking at videos like this but this one really opened my eyes. This video gave me to hope to continue on my journey. Thank you so much for that!
I took a day to reflect on your story. You pushed me to start doing animation as a way to further express my creativity. Thank you!
Thank you for this. Seriously. As someone who basically gave up on art after I graduated from high school and my longtime teacher passed away, this made me want to pick up a pencil again. Thank you.
This video brings me tears, its very relateable and to some extent sombre. My art journey it feels so similiar, i too was scared and enrolled into 3d because i didn't believe i could do 2d, i and made a terrible animatic. But the biggest failure that day wasn't the animatic i still believe it was myself. After the grades were out my animation teacher took me to one side and said he gave me a pity pass in hopes i would go to 3d modelling and not waste time restarting the course. I told him i wanted to learn animation not 3d and he said this to me "I've worked in Sega for 10 years... and your work its bad... i can't teach you and if you want to learn animation, you will have to leave this school but take it from me. I've seen a lot of people over the years and some people can't do it, and that includes you..."
I had a lot of respect for him, my teacher did a lot of work in the sonic franchise and i grew up on that. I trusted him and i left the school and went into finance. Its been a decade now i just celebrated my 11th work anniversary a few weeks ago. But its always been on the back of my mine. Could i have really done it? Was he wrong? And as i get older the more i believed i allowed my idolization of him to make me walk away from happiness and a meaningful career. There is no color and no life in finance, i have not smiled or cried or felt anything in years now. I am as emotionless as the price delivery algorithm, the kind of ideas and dreams i had seem.. incomprehensible, looking at archives i can't believe i could ever think or come up with such things i did in the past.
In the past 2 years, i've been working on and off to see if that might change if i could somehow correct that terrible decision that day and for that your channel's videos have been a great help. Its a great window on what could be a happier career.
I believe that your unique experience could spark an amazing and emotional story - even though you lost time changing career paths, its not too late to start. I believe every life experience gives us a unique outlook on the world, like what manual was saying. Practice hard and use it to create something only you can!
“Walk away from…” “No color, no life” wow, thank you for sharing this, it may help me not doing a dumb mistake.
You have potential to turn your actual life journey into an emotionally fueled animated piece. I'm sure a lot of people would relate.
As someone who just turned 20 years old and is really struggling with art, I really needed to hear this, thank you. Man I cried
1:58 ok but these are sick!!
This is gonna be one of those videos I regularly return to for motivation when I'm feeling down.
I'm in my late 20s and I've grown to love art and animation more and more every year. I have so many stories I've wanted to share with others but I've always procrastinated from putting them on paper. Recently I've thought about creating my own comic or manga and the more I think about it the more I know that's the medium I want to tell my story. Only problem Is I'm not good at drawing. I haven't drawn in years and It seems like too big a mountain. Your "We're Not Aiming for the Truck" analogy is really encouraging. I actually have been collecting references recently so I have some understanding of what I needed before, I just need to take that leap of faith at work on my drawing every day.
Bro for bleach, mad respect❤...hopefully in a year I could create a single frame
I'm excited to watch this, your lackadaisy video has been very inspiring to me what a journey!
this is an incredible video, thank you so so much for sharing your story!! truly inspirational!!
Thanks Manu. Great inspiration, and the way to set definite goals was a wonderful reminder of what I should be doing in my own work.
The direction of this video its so inspiring and lovely, thank you for doing this video, it's gonna help me and a lot for the future 😭
I cant even begin to explain how much this helped me.
Thank you for sharing tour story 🙏🏽
Amazing video. Honestly Im on a similar path right now and somehow im at the edge of giving up. I graduated in the philippines called de la salle saint benilde in which the course is animation. I was supposed to go to canada to study in sheridan one of the top animation school in canada as soon as I graduate. I was never good at drawing so a friend of my father's was one of the students in that school I thought Id be able to ask for his help. His work was amazing and when I showed him my work... Well he said I wont make it in the industry and looking back I realize he was right. I try practicing but im always stuck in a loop and somehow something keeps blocking my path for that improvement. I got lost tried studying in CGMA as much as possible but i couldnt improve. I tried working at a studio but I didnt last a month since I was in probation. I was at my breaking point and I couldnt do well at this point and years go by I realize im getting old and im nowhere close to becoming a good animator.
I realize life is a long journey and you have to be at your best but it will pass by so fast you wont realize how far youve gotten. I love animation but with my skills I couldnt be at my best. After watching this video I want to try my best again. Try to improve on my skills further and maybe just keep learning.
Thank you for this video. I will try my best for now on.
2:45 GORILLAZ!!!! LESS GOO!!!!!! YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!
Just found your channel and omg you inspire me man! I'm an artist who's been drawing since I was a child but I have always wanted to make animation! And work within acting is my life passion and the way you describe how to reach your goal, where to go and how to see it is really motivating! As a disabled person I always think ''there's no way I can manage to do this'' but I need to think small steps at a time! Can't reach the top of the stairs by jumping, tysm for this man, genuinely! I will come back to this video when I doubt my art and when I need motivation for my passion in acting!
12:10 "...now I have to do it again- ohh shi-"
Thank you I did a spit take almost HAHAH and I know the feeling but hey just think back to all your work when working and feel your accomplishments then get back to work after a small water break!
This video is making me cry. I recently worked on a short film as part of my degree in animation, and it was the hardest I’ve ever worked on something. But I felt I wasn’t as good as my classmates. They did so much better than me, but thinking about it now, it probably wasn’t easy for them either. Saving this to come back and watch it when I get start on something new !
I love drawing, and I’m pretty good at it. But whenever I think about starting a comic, I remember ALL the things I don’t know how to draw: cars, guns, foreshortening…and it makes me stop before I even begin :(
It's so nice to see your growth overtime. Thank you for sharing it with us
Great storytelling!
20 and stuck in a day job where ill literally get fired if i have a pencil or paper on hand. I really needed this.
"Everyone wants to be on the top of the mountian, but nobody wants to be seen climbing" Such a heartfelt scentence! I just woke up from bed, but I'm already feeling motivated from this quote.
I genuinely have tears in my eyes after watching. I'm already 28, very close to 29, failed my first attemp with my graduation film in university had to go again the next year and even then it wasn't that good. I've been struggling a lot, even more after the pandemic, because getting into the industry in a third world country really feels impossible sometimes. But this year an animated videoclip we made with friends got nominated to its first animation festival and it brought back the hope I had for my future when I was 18. I know I'm considered pretty old for many, but this video truly helped me to gain the energy and focus to go back and practice and learn so I can comeback with new strenght! And as you said be able to tell the stories we all imagined we we were kids. Thank youuuu!
Same like... all of these puppies in the comments claiming they're so old and close to giving up when they just turned 20 🤯
I'm 27 close to 28 so yeah, I know how you feel.
The video was encouraging, it's the comments that make me feel...old and like a pensioner. xD
@@RoxyBane It's so true I think a lot of it has to do with the perception of age on the internet now. People start their "careers" online really young and burn out super quickly because of it. And you have people claiming they're old when they're on their mid 20s. After going to meetings irl this past year I've gotten the comment that I'm still very young by a lot of people and professionals so it's good to have that reminder when you end up so chronically online lmao
Hello! I want to express this feeling inside of me right now, your message resonated with me. I'm currently a student, and art is my dream job, I want to create something that other people would say "wow" to, and I want to be inspiration for artists. But my circumstances now just screams the opposite, my parents want me to get a job in the medical field so my shs strand right now is STEM, I want to prove to them that I am a capable artist and that I have what it takes.
Your video kinda made my eyes moisten and now, more than ever, I feel guided. I just want to say, thank you, I'll make sure to prove them wrong, and I hope a year from now, I can come back to this message and update.
The beauty of this life is when you finally realize medicine itself is also art
I don't comment often and especially on youtube, but I wanted to say thank you for making this video and the one where show how you worked on Lackadaisy. Both were really interesting and well made. It's rare that I find a video that really get all my attention to the point I didn't even notice I watched it until the end, and even more rare that I'm actually really moved by it. Your message through those videos are really encouraring for artists and it motivates me to care less about failing, being behind others or doubting myself. I really liked your video and I hope you continue, everything in it is great from the message to the advices, even the presentation and little jokes.
I didn't expect to actually cry from genuine joy and inspiration/motivation by watching this, and I usually don't cry often, but I think "we're not aiming for the truck" will stay with me for a long time. Again you did an amazing job and thank you a lot for this video, I hope you have a nice day :]
Also you animate and draw really well holy shit-
Bro... What a video.
Congratulations on everything you've achieved.
Im so grateful i clicked on this video. My dream is also to become an animator. But ppl around aren’t supportive and everyone is seeing it weird. But i love drawing and animations. I love creating characters and put life in it and moves. I was starting to think that i wont be successful or “what if i’ll fail?”, but with this video i started to feel that i can. Thank u very much for this video. It rlly helps ppl with this dream. And i was also obsessed with ur animations. Thank u again and wish y’all the best life.
I find the struggles you mentioned towards the middle of the video painfully relatable, aside from the fact that I'm currently a 20y/o from south america with long hair and glasses named Manuel who struggles to draw despite being in design school, the feeling of constantly being scared of not being good enough, of comparing myself to others, and the constant dread of thinking "what if i fail?" makes it hard to keep going sometimes.
Thank you so much for telling your story, as it not only serves as an example of what's possible out of just pure effort and willingness to keep going, but also encourages those who are struggling and provides clear proof that, if you keep climbing, sooner or later you *will* reach the top of that mountain.
This is an underratedly good story telling and motivation,I think tears dropped from my eye.This is one of the best thing I have ever seen on youtube. Thank you for making this
I just finished the video, and I can't begin to describe how much it means to me. For the longest time, but especially as of recent, I've been filled with doubts and worries about whether I have what it takes to pursue a career in the animation industry and I found this video in just the right moment. Thank you for that.
I've tried drawing, so many times in my life, I tried animation just as many, but I always gave up, always thinking I would never make it or that my art would always suck... And after an on/off drawing period I stopped completely.
This video made me grab a pencil and paper, and just sketch, sure, it's not award winning artwork, but it's art that I MADE. Starting today I promise myself I won't give up and I will continue drawing.
Thank you.
phenomenal video, and super inspiring for any passionate animator, or even anyone just dabbling in it.
Thank you for making this
This made me cry.... This is my passion this is what I want to do with my life.... Animation is my dream
as someone who is trying to make a carrer of animation for himself, you video inspired me, i have a animation project that i will start to work back again a try to make it work, thanks for everything
This actually moved me which is making my anxiety increase as I’m afraid to *actually* do the work and try, the SAME thing you just said. But then again…I’ve failed so many times with instruments, homework, trainings, and I still kept going until I managed to complete them. If I can achieve things and get the hang of learning a game pretty quick, then I can do the same with art.
Thank you for this story of yours. It has inspired me to do the same.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, i've become inspired
I'm also 20 yrs old now and was drawing but lost interest 5 yrs ago due to depression, pressure and like your struggle "what are you gonna do now"
the pressure of other people might judge you negatively on your art affected me so hard like a brick, that made a domino effect and made me depressed for years, scared and feels like im losing interest and inspiration
Im scared of what im gonna do.... Im actually lost
I want a hard restart, for a long time, and watching your vid makes me wanna go and draw again
Again, Thank you ❤
The only video on RUclips that's so relatable. I am a multimedia student focusing mostly on 3D softwares, but I do want to learn to draw and get into 2D and share my stories and ideas through art, animation and film. I'm currently in my last year. I had graphic design, web design and a lot of other subjects such as photography etc in the first two years. 3D came quite late. I was always very passionate about story telling and writing. My course never cared about 2D although we did learn the basics of art and drawing. I felt so connected with the guy when he said "every day of my life when I laid in bed, when I listened to music, when I took a bus, I was thinking of characters and stories that will never see the light of day unless I make them myself.” Much love and support to you. Thank you!
man you got me choked up over here. im working on my final project right now, 3d animation, all that jazz. im proud of you dude, and thank you for such a heartfelt video
"i started late"
"At 20"
Oh buddy, you have no idea ...
It’s so crazy seeing this story. I’m an artist and I want to make my animations and art when I’m older. Yet I’ve always felt so scared of failure and whether it will all be worth it in the end
“When im older” shut up buy a refurbished ipad download procreate for $10 and start.
@@Therealbigsaya damn, that was like a slap of reality
bro why are you making me cry your words really hit me. Thank you.
Thanks a lot for your videos. I am a creator too and have found your channel after "Animation post production" video. I like the way you treat your creativity. And I am grateful to you for supporting me and other people on our path ❤ I am also happy that being passionate and purposeful is enough to achieve dreams. I see it in my life as well.
I remember having that SAME tape of Toy Story!
"Now I gotta do it again. Oh SH- - !" LOL, I couldn't help but laugh on that one, I had to stop the video at this point. Yep, you were successful with your animation, now you've got to do more.
Congratulations, all your hard work paid off. I simply LOVE what you and the other artists have done with 'Lackadaisy', and I loved 'Bleach'.
This video helped me a lot, as an autodidact si todo hard to keep learning, sometimes You fell stucked ando the only way to improve si trying ando leant from failure.
shared this with my class of fellow animation/audiovisual students. There are a surprising amon of people who struggle with finding their footing, feel intimidated and hopeless on their art.
This will surely be a saving grace for them, thank you.
I hope you know how many souls you will uplift with this.
Part of that story it's happening to me right now! I've never thought about animating until a few weeks before I finish school, I have zero skills at drawing, I got in college, I was too shy at showing anything I did there and I have made a horrible graduating movie because I had to do almost 3 minutes of animation in a week. Somehow they accepted and I graduated it this week and now... I don't know what to do
You did not fail at art like you said. That would entail much more than what you described. You did not get insulted for your work growing up by family members and other people around you through school, you did not feel ashamed for what you enjoy and for your goals and you did not have art professors agree to meet with you and then leave, you made your dreams happen and that’s something that I will never do. I don’t mean to be rude or anything but seeing art-related videos fills me with dread and self-hatred knowing that I won’t ever make my dreams come true because nothing cuts so deeply than having your self expression completely struck down. I’m glad you had all your successes and I apologize for being like this. People like to say that they’ve hit rock bottom when they’ve never been there in the first place. I don’t like commenting on things but I’m just depressed enough to do it so who cares.
I also can't really enjoy creating art since art school, cause my dad insuslted my skill constantly. After school i broke away frome it through animation and cartoons, since it wasn't directly classic art which my father criticized. For a year it was an absolute bliss, i even almost didn't care after my first relationships broke up, i had art ...Then in film school head master insulted my ability to even create stories. I gained a lot of weight, broke my pancreas, got apathetic and only do stuff for others. I'm gradually getting over those insults, but still am very critical to myself. Though no one can surprise me with rudeness now...
sounds like a you problem and not a manu problem 🤡
Most of the time you are never yo late, their is so so many people from before the age of the internet who started "late". Plenty of the classic disney animators included
I... I can't... Find my story ... I'm feeling lost ... In my mind ... Forever. Noboy never able to see my stories
Thank you so much... Ever since I was a kid, I have been the "art kid" in school, always drawing on the corner of my table, at recess, I have been out pages and pages for as long as I can remember. But I was also the smart kid, always ahead, amongst the very best, congratulated by teachers, I even graduated high school 3 years early. And after that came the decisive moment : what path do I choose ? The art route, or the "normal" route ? After months of searching, crying, and anxiety for my young 15 years old heart trying to decide what I would give my next 40 waking years to, I gave in : I would take the normal route. This made sense money wise (I had been accepted in an animation school, but it was 5000 euros a year, and neither I nor my family could afford it, and taking up a student loan at 15 for a job industry that felt so unstable felt too scary), it felt more realistic, it felt more adult. So I did it. I watched some of my friends go to art school, while I spent 7 years earning many diplomas in social sciences in college, and I loved learning about all of these subjects that are also dear to my heart. And now, at 24, I made it : I'm working a "normal" job. I go to the office from 9 to 6, in a field that recruits a lot of people, and I earn my life quite well for someone so young and who works with engineers without an engineering diploma... And yet, I never stopped drawing. I keep illustrating friends' stories, I keep thinking all day, everyday, of how I could animate this or that, even as my laptop crashed a few weeks ago and I had to go back to filling out entire notebooks. And a few weeks ago, for literally no reason (I think I was just fed up with not catering to this part of my life, to this hope that never went anywhere), I thought "fuck it. I will probably fail. But I don't care, I can try, learn, I can do it anyway. Who the fuck cares. In the end, we all die."
And today RUclips recommended me your video. And it made me tear up. Thank you so much, for sharing your struggles throughout this unusual journey into the animation world. Thank you so much. I wish you all the best ❤ And by the way, Lackadaisy is a gem.
I don't have a dream.
I don't have "willpower"
Don't think this story works for me
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