"what's going through my head?" - original song

Lyrics:
What’s going through my head?
Perhaps it’s wired wrong?
Should it be such a challenge
To stretch a smile on?
Always breaking through tear-gates
To calm the burn in my eyes.
I feel further from heaven,
And somehow deeper in lies.
I have spent every day behaving under your control.
You've sent me plodding up your path,
Claiming it's practical,
Practical.
I climb into every future with my instincts locked.
Finding happiness nowhere in the coming blocks.
So, is there a prize for all the laps I’ve run to date?
Or is this fucking 'success' manual just to make me cooperate?
Were these just rules and goals and obstacles to occupy me long?
I’d rather be gone, I’d rather be gone.
So go on. Threaten me with all the myths you can invent.
Write your history and make me insignificant.
If joy’s my prize, then I’ll gladly pay that consequence.
You’re not the people whom I’m here to represent.
And don’t you worry if you disagree with what’s in my soul.
My life was never meant to keep you comfortable.
These are my days,
This is my journey,
And I’ve wasted too long,
Playing an act for your eyes,
While suppressing my song.
‘Cause, think it’s all a concept that some bastards make.
Applauding a hesitant disguise to leave us irrelevant.
Designing rules and goals and obstacles to move us all along.
I’d rather be gone, I'd rather be gone.
So yeah. Pity me with all the myths you can invent.
Write your history and make me insignificant.
If joy’s my prize, then, yes, I’ll live to face that consequence.
I am the only one I’m here to represent.
I don’t care to hear your nervous thoughts about my soul.
‘Cause life up here is so much more damn meaningful.
I’ve marked my days,
And through my journey,
I have wasted too long.
I’m living a life for my eyes,
And I’m singing this song.
‘Cause, I'll refuse to further set my heart aside.
Since your scripts don’t seem to show me how to feel satisfied.
I’m no paper you can stain and just recycle on along.
I’d rather be gone, I'd rather be gone.

[@spillonal7746]

You have a very smooth voice! It fits the song very well, which is a wonderful song of course 💕. Very powerful

[@Smoshgoddess18]

This is so powerful and meaningful. I'm here for you- you know I'm just a text away. I understand wanting to live as your true self or no one at all. I don't want you to be gone though. 💔

[@valthevegangal4079]

This needs to be in a musical!!

[@deboraha6696]

This song is so beautiful and moving Lynn -- I'm speechless.....would love to see it in an empowering musical some day! haha -- but I'm glad to see how far you've come with loving yourself

[@createonrepeat]

Thank you thank you!