“i just wish it were you” - original song

Lyrics:
Was I the victim? Was I the coward?
I comb through memories each numbing hour.
Now, all my errors, they're playing louder,
Claiming a dreamer fell for a doubter.
Were you the pattern? Or the exception?
Caught in the panic of my projections.
Then forged in silence, my anxious feelings
Led me to charge you without a hearing.
There're no answers to justify,
How I'm letting you pass me by.
Go wherever, and you'll find better to settle into.
But for now, let my tears become,
Lessons in what I've done.
They'll correct me till I'm ready to love someone new.
I just wish it were you.
What are the chances you would reverse this?
Forgive a person so far from perfect?
I'll map a voyage beneath my surface,
If there is time left to find me worth it.
There're no answers to justify,
How I'm letting you pass me by.
Go wherever, and you'll find better to settle into.
But for now, let my tears become,
Lessons in what I've done.
They'll correct me till I'm ready to love someone new.
I just wish it were you.
Just wish it were you.