I Destroy 5 Years of Car Art
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
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I transformed my car to a green egg, a giant chia pet, covered in astro turf, a drivable fidget toy with 9,000 PopSockets and a temperature sensitive mood ring. Now it's time for a new car mod... Which means cleaning it all the way to the bottom. What's under my art car? Let's find out.
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Will you ship it to Dublin in an envelope?
I am just curious.. what is your height?😅😅
Pro tip get the stronger isopropyl alcohol it will take stuff off like magic including dexcoms 😜
Ali, we will watch you regardless what you post.
However, I still vote you put googly eyes on the 88 massages along with the 571 people that liked my comment.
@@Appa-the-huskythat’s a weird question
Here for the multiple videos per project!! I think the actual fans will wholeheartedly agree that we'd rather you slow down and be able to continue instead of working at a break-neck pace and quit in five months. When the finish product is cool, great, but I mostly enjoy watching you be a compelling personality working through the process. SO TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED!! Also, because you asked, here more for the art, less for the music.
Agreed
Also agreed
agree 1000%
agreed
100% agree with all of this
Girl, you better take your time! Getting burned out is totally not outrageous!
It might be just me, but I might even like multi-part video series on projects, so that we get to see more of HOW you do things, the problems you encounter and how you solve them. But that might just be the maker in me talking.
Most of all, you need to do what feels best for you! We don't just watch you for the reveals and the results. The struggle is part of the journey, and I for one would love to join you on that journey.
I clicked on this video expecting to only see you removed 5 years of car coverings, so I'm perfectly content with an additional episode if it means you can take your time creating things.
Another vote for leg-by-leg pants projects! What I love about you Ali is seeing the process. So, to me, multiple part projects is just more time hanging out with your winning personality and watching your struggles, your problem solving, and what you’ve learnt throughout the whole process. Besides, doesn’t getting more emotionally invested in the project by seeing even more of the ups and downs make the end result even sweeter and more satisfying?
As for music - I discovered you because of your music. If the algorithm or metrics (or whatever) will allow you to continue to share your music on this channel mixed between your projects then that would be my preference. But that is mostly because you already work so incredibly hard so the idea of you needing to find even more hours in the day to cultivate and grow a whole other channel dedicated to your music just seems silly. But then again my background is in music and I consider myself ~artsy~ so of course I think music and art and creative projects should exist in a shared space and we will all grow to love each other and share dietary-appropriate snacks around the fire while singing.
Burnout is real, and I'm amazed you didn't hit it sooner. I want you to know that the pants pal-ys will watch multiple episodes!! Art is a journey and it shouldn't be rushed, that's not what art is about. Do whatever you need to do to care better care of yourself and to put out high quality art at a slower speed. We want to hang out with you and we'll stay even if the pace is slower
I second this!
I third this!
yeah, who ever said pants were for running? it would be better to walk in them, so dont run, just walk:D
Absolutely, very well put!
I was thinking in the last video that she was going to burn out soon. I hope she can slow down for and enjoy her art.
Ali, please take your time, I’m here for multiple episodic projects. You have so much talent you will make each episode with a super arc. I’ve been watching Colin furze build a tunnel for 2+ years. It’s never the finale, it’s always the journey that keeps all the pallies coming back. Think this way you can tackle bigger/more complex projects. So many maker channels are going this way, and most importantly is better for your health. You have a great focus on you physical health on your fitness channel, how about having the same focus on your mental health. From a UK pants pally.
Some of my favorite videos from creative RUclipsrs are the ones that show the process. The entertainment value you bring to your videos is YOU, doing the things. The finished reveal is the cherry on top! Multi part videos means you can invest more into your projects, which is awesome for everyone!
yeah. Here for the process, it's where you learn stuff!
the process is the actual art ...
I often like the process more than the finished thing. This isn't a dig on your art, it's just how I enjoy watching makers work. I watch a ton of multi-part video series making the same thing. I hope it works for you, too! You're working too hard and deserve better!
Thank goodness! now all of us that turn our own cars into popsocet-mood ring-astro turf-chia pet-eggs can finally know how to revert our cars back to normal
Multi-episode series are my absolute favorite! The suspense and looking forward to the next part will always keep me coming back for more
I absolutely support the pants pally getting in one leg at a time (multiple videos per project). Also, I'm here for everything you do, art and music and others! But I'd totally support if you make a separate channel for music!
Keep it on, Ali! Call me the adhesive from the astroturf because I'm stuck with you and it will take it a lot of effort to get rid of me!
and also because the addition of alcohol helps you to loosen up a bit?
I totally agree I sometimes watch the shorts and the long anyway so go multivideo!
Yes to giant multi part videos. Yes to mistakes. As a hobby artist with crippling perfectionism, I have literally cried while telling myself "you're a pants pally and pally people make mistakes. Ali has so much talent and they mess up too. Mistakes ARE art. You and so many others that share the full process, mistakes and all, keep reminding me that.
i love how she covers her plates as if this isn't the most spottable and identifiable car in the world
it's so people don't go online and report her license plate for no reason
You can find an address and phone number from a license plate number. The chance of someone who watches her channel seeing her car in public and having bad intentions is way lower than the chance of something bad happening if she shows it online to at least 2 million people
@@Sinn_Sev Is that unique to California, or is it a US thing?
In my country, only government officials can look up a licence plate.
@pileofstuff as far as I'm aware it's not technically as straight forward as just looking up a license plate number to get the info, but you can get some info from it that can be used to find the rest
My thoughts exactly 😂
destruction is itself a form of art, as is every moment captured. the editing, voicework, the video, and the journey itself are all forms of art. by making multiple episodes, you are simply putting even more art out into the world. and you're pacing yourself slightly better. so it's a win-win for everyone
Each video does not need to be a complete project... I prefer more detail. Thanks either way for your content!
I'm all here for you making multi project videos. I respect your reasoning for producing a video every week, but don't over stress yourself. That's the way to burnout.
Embrace the multi part!
We've spent years watching a guy dig a tunnel over multiple episodes and are still as impressed every episode. We'll gladly stick around to multi episode projects
The gift you sent Colin Furze was what introduced me to your channel.
@@KnightRanger38 same! I'm a bit disappointed that Colin haven't used the song yet (or did I just miss it?)
I spent YEARS watching a Texan build a mansion too 😂! I'd say most fans are in it for the person, not the crafts
Absolutely! Parted videos are fine! Please dont break yourself! Your art is amazing, and i adore it! Take more time! ♡♡♡ love it!
Outrageous art takes time. Take the time the art demands and give yourself rest, you of all people know how important rest is to being superhuman and awesome, do that for yourself and your adorable fam. Two part videos are totally chill, Four part videos would be cool sometimes as well if that is what is needed not to burn out and make outrageous art, especially if you wind up involving other creators like with the massager piano, that way everyone has a bit of breathing room.
Honestly having several episodes for one project seems like such a fun idea! I mean think about it you can spend more time on over the top projects and you can go into more depth into the making process! ❤️
Yes, I would love multiple part videos, it will allow you to take more time to do what you love, and still reach any deadlines you have by splitting in it pieces.
I know there are lots of things that would be really interesting over the whole process that had to get cut because it would make the video way too long.
So yes, multiple part projects would be absolutely welcome!
Just adding this comment to say that the work you do and constant level of outrageous is appreciated in whatever form it comes. The care, thought, and joy you put into everything you do really shows. You are amazingly talented in so many fields and have done so much to introduce and expose art to a wide audience (and that doesn't get enough recognition). Creators like you are the best thing about this platform.
I am actually excited for the multi episode projects.
I would love multiple parts. Anything that makes you less stressed. I'm honestly impressed you’ve yet to have burnout. Have you even had burnout before? I'm curious
I'm sure many others have said this, but I'll chime in too: It's not the destination, but how you get there! An art piece is unique - and the end result is cool - but it's the journey we take that is the most interesting part. Give each piece the time it needs, be it one, two, ten, or more videos. Your instinct for storytelling is sharp and excellent. It'll serve you well!
I'm all for a series for each project. The insight into your process is what pulled me into your videos so more of that is even better. I'm a big fan of your music creation journeys too so a second channel for those would be great. Thanks for all the great work!
Not only would I watch multiple episodes per project, that's exactly what I would want to see! I cant believe how you pack so much in relatively short videos. You are so incredibly talented in so many ways, I really enjoy watching your process! Thank you for sharing your talents with us. But be sure to allow yourself to enjoy it, too!
The process is the best part! Especially as someone with a more structured and analytical mind it’s fun to see the thought process through every part of the project. I feel like I’ve learned more about music and art through talking about all the steps of outrageous than I would’ve ever comprehended on my own or through more normal studying
I would much rather watch multiple videos of an art project than watch you work yourself into a frenzy. Multiple videos also allows for more elaborate art projects. I'm a subscriber of both channels and don't watch every video you post, but I'll happily watch every art video, multiple parts or not.
I am here for the multi-episode projects. The amount of chaos you pack into each video is amazing, so having more episodes to fill with chaos without increasing your project load sounds delightful!
when she said "I'm on the verge of insanity" i was like are you sure? i feel like the giant disco skeleton alone implies that you're at least knee deep in... also I'm pumped for the multi part projects! i just know if we het like a four or five parter she might chia pet the house. who knows!!
I just want to say, your struggle to create art is seen, appreciated and inspiring. I and I think many people are on this with me, are here for the creator more than for the creations, your content is genuinely top tier and deserves so much more attention. Can't do that now, but I hope the pop sockets will be still in stock when I have stable income
I like watching this! As an artist too attached to my work, its sort of theraputic! Maybe you could make a whole series/playlist about taking apart your work when you no longer need/want it around!
And in cases like this where youre taking it apart to make something new, you could drop little hints throughout the video and have people try to guess the next project? I dunno, i think it could be fun and engaging ^^
1. I did watch all the way to the end.
2. We notice how hard you work and it is sometimes a little worrying.
3. I'm here from Colin Furze / LMNC so long multipart videos are my fav. (as long as no cheap cliff-hangers used)
Totally in for the two part video! Plus, there's something very cathartic about watching paint being peeled off of your car! Enjoy your time at Maker's Central!
So ready and excited for Part 2.
I'm fine with multiple parts, it makes the final reveal that much more exciting. So bring on the multi-part projects!!
I've been worried about you keeping up with this breakneck pace, so hearing you discuss your struggles to keep up and the insane work hours you've been putting in...
This is more than just an agreement to watch your videos if they're multiple parts-- this is a *plea* for you to do so. I want to see the amazing things you create, and I love hearing you discuss your process! Break them up as much as you need so you can keep going!
I only discovered your music after finding your art, and while I prefer your art, I'd definitely follow a second channel for music or keep watching them here. Whatever works best for you, just keep making this wonderful, outrageous work AND keeping yourself happy and healthy.
I dont know enough about how RUclips works to give any opinion on the second music channel. I'd follow it. But I guess music taste is more niche and subjective than outrageous art and thats why the music videos get less views? I really like both.
I enjoy anything you create be it music or art. I mostly love watching your videos because of your charisma on camera and witnessing you work through the creative process. I think we would rather you take care of yourself and slow down than put pressure on yourself to finish a project every video ❤
If I can watch Colin dig a tunnel for years on end I'm totally up for multi video tear downs and builds from Ali :D
Seconded.
Honestly there’s a whole market of videos out there of cleaning/disassembling/destroying stuff too. Like have you ever seen those rig cleaning videos? Weirdly very engaging. Also I’m sure if you recorded all the sounds as you ripped all that stuff off the car there’d be people keen on the ASMR
I would love to see a 2 part video. I would rather wait for your absolute best, than watch you break yourself to fit a schedule. Pants all the way.
THIS.
I’m happy with multiple episodes of art work. I love clicking the videos and just to see what the idea is. Plus you usually always have some twist in it. So it will be fun to watch that happen
so as someone who has been on youtube for ages, like pre google youtube ages, from what i have gathered youtube dislikes a channel with multiple focuses so i would guess it would be smart to split the music and diy up into two different channels.
it would also be smart to do less videos or split a project up into multiple videos, just you know for your own health's sake
Yeah. Only her art videos show up in my recommendeds even though I'm subscribed to her. I imagine it's bad for her watchtime/ place in the algorithm if people are only watching one type of video from her channel
@@Sinn_Sev i only get like one a month in my subscription feed, then they show up in my recommendation like at random
Agree. I miss seeing the music videos. If getting the music videos back means a dedicated channel, then so be it.
Multiple videos per project is great and may actually drive engagement. When you see these channels that do home makeovers, everything doesn’t happen in one video so they also get return viewers to see how something comes out. It also gives you the opportunity to ask the community their opinion on something, like do you prefer this or that. Keep being creative and keep making outrageous art, that’s what we’re here for and that’s why we come back.
I love the journey video. And I would definitely watch two video projects.
Girl yes take your time! There are plenty of other RUclipsrs I watch who do multi part vids and people love them for them and the process is JUST AS COMPELLING as the end result. Take your time, take care of yourself, and keep making art!!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
Your craziness can absolutely entertain over multiple videos. I watch for the process as much as the results.
The main reason I watch all your videos is to see the process! I dont really care too much about the end product, I really enjoy to see how you are thinking and working out challenges in these videos!. Happy to have them split over multiple episodes :)
This car has gone through so much oml i cant believe you still find new ways to change it!
Totally here for the journey. One of my favorite things is seeing how projects come to be. So, if multiple episodes per project is what you wanna do, I’m so down for it.
Love your videos! I always look forward to them!
I think makin your car a clean canvas is a complete video. Thanks for all the content you make. It always brightens my day.
Firstly, I'm a late pal but I am HERE for multi-video projects. Hanging out with you is so much fun, no matter what you're doing. I'll watch you peel things off objects for a couple hours while becoming increasingly deranged, heck yeah.
Also when I explained pants palis to my wife she rolled her eyes so hard and then laughed. You're touching hearts across the world!
The process is a HUGE part of art! If I just wanted to see great finished artwork I'd go to a museum. I watch art and craft videos on RUclips because I want to see what goes into making a finished piece. I love seeing the passion people put into their projects, and the crazy antics along the way. I will gladly watch any video you put out because you yourself are fun to watch. I love getting the thought process and the ups and downs. I love seeing the fails and the pivots. So please take your time with your art. I will happily watch as many videos as it takes to see you complete a project you are proud of, especially if you bring me along for the ride! ❤❤
Absolutely take more time!! My favorite part is seeing all that the person went through and everything that goes into making it! It's so awesome to see creators go through the process in a very fun and engaging way, it's what inspires me the most to draw or create a story!
THE ART IS WORTH THE WAIT!!! From a viewer stand point (and fellow maker) 2-3 part art videos for your projects defiantly seem to make scene with how complex your pieces are becoming. Maybe focus on identifying parts of a project that have potential to stand on their own. Like sculpting a custom spoiler.
Yes! Give me ten episodes per project if needed! I know you are capable of so much more if you had more time. I want to see the amazing outrageous art you can create!
Love the Misty Cosplay at the end as a nice teaser for the next video!
Please take more time to do your art, it deserves it and I'm gonna watch it even if it takes 5 videos.
I think instead of just showing a finished product, you can show the process of how hard this really is when you say your truth about how hard something is and show that it can be hard but show the incredible work afterwards they can encourage people that want to really get this done or show them how to make it better or for the ones that are like oh that’s a cool idea, but I don’t wanna do that much work
Yes please take more time for each project and spread the projects out over multiple videos!! I only recently started following you but I love your personality and your projects, and I'm happy to have more videos of yours to watch, especially if it means you take some time to rest and not work that many hours in a week.
I´m here to support the multiple videos series for each project, we understand it takes a lot of work to do them and if it betters the quality and lessens your stress I think its worth it
Multi episode projects would be great because it keeps you from burning out while we get to enjoy your progress, especially since each project have been pretty large and involved. Some other creators that do multi episode format will also release a final mega episode with all the episodes of a project compiled into one. You can add this to your release schedule so you'd have a bit more leeway with your timeline while satisfying the algorithm and your sponsors.
OMAH GAWD ITS LIKE A TRANSFORMER
It's been through sooooo much
I love watching your process and hearing your thoughts, whether it‘s an art or music project. So multiple videos per project would be very welcome. I’m here for the ride no matter what. Take care of yourself Ali!
Wow, I've never made it when you first publish! excited see the wacky stuff today!
Same here!! I'm always late
Going to watch the videos no matter the format, you make some wild stuff, and your work ethic is great!
take your time!
Ali, you are the _living_ art that we come to watch, so do what you need to keep being outrageous! I watch multiple eps vids all the time. (Just label them to easily find/follow the series.). And, thanks for the word about the infrequent music vids. As someone who is not musically inclined, watching your process of _how_ you create/recreate a new song is extremely interesting. I have bought a few of your MP3’s. Take care of valuable you!
Having you slow down and make multi-video projects is seriously amazing news to me!!! I've legitimately been a bit worried about you, with how overworked and frantic you seem to always be - the hectic pace with no breaks is basically holding the elevator door open for burnout, and the lack of sleep feels like an accident waiting to happen, especially when working with sharp/hot/etc. tools and/or heavy gym equipment!
Also, I think I'd even like it better if you take more time (and more videos) on each project - getting a better view into the level of detail you put in, and you getting to slow down and be as thorough as you want, makes it suuuuper satisfying to watch 😄
Bottom line: I will be absolutely delighted to watch every second of every video of every project, no matter how many videos it takes to complete a project!!! ❤
THE CASUAL COSPLAY AT THE END! O.o
Commenting to say that I'm definitely here for multiple videos per project as I was growing concerned about you overworking yourself and this style allows more attention to the videography that I realise is a whole additional job you're doing and gives you the time to always execute the highest level of outrageousness.
I had no idea that you were making something. I would stick around for multiple episodes. The editing, storyline, and your humor are what keep me watching until the last second! Thank You for everything. Dont over work yourself.
Definitely down for a multi-video project as often as needed!! I love watching you come up with (and do) amazing things!! That said, do what makes your heart sing. Music or art, we're in it!
I’m more impressed that you were able to remove all those layers. Don’t overwork yourself! From one artist to another burnout is a killer, if you want to work on music for a little as a cleanse, DO IT. We will be here for whatever madness you create
Honestly out of many creators, I feel like you could totally do multiple vids of one project and it would still be great.
You dont just make art, you make a whole story and its so fun to watch and hear.
Take care and don't stress so much about a deadline you forget the fun of making something crazy 🎉
I've been watching (as a Pants Pal-y) for a few months, and I've always been absolutely shocked that you've been able to get these projects done in two weeks! Please, feel free to slow down; you need to take time for yourself too. I love your videos! I honestly wish I could come up with ideas as creative as yours :)
I'm here for you Ali, I'll watch as many episodes as it takes. While I do love watching all the effort you put in to making an artwork I hate how much it hurts you to try and finish it on time.
Absolutely down to see you have the time to continue doing outrageous art while also taking the time to rest and keep yourself healthy! I for one am excited for multiple video projects mostly because I know it means more reasonable working hours for you!
We've seen you drive yourself to the brink in pretty much every video and we're amazed and concerned about how long you've kept this up for! The number of things ive seen in videos and thought, i would love to see more detail on that section! Whatever you think is the most sustainable and best for you is what we want! It's your personality that makes these so fun to watch, as well as your approach to your art! More vids is just more of that 😊
The process is why I keep watching your videos! It always inspires me to keep after the projects I have started. I would much rather multipart episodes for projects just to get to see more of the behind the scenes content on how you accomplished the art pieces.
I love the bigger projects spanning more videos, honestly I feel like you could even upload your “un-edited” footage to a THIRD channels for people that enjoy long forum content and want to hang out longer/ see more of your process. I personally like having a pre recorded stream playing in the background while I do other things 😊 no matter how things turn out I really enjoy your videos ❤
As you've said in a previous video, whenever you make an artwork you're actually making 2 because the video of the process is also one and I wholeheartedly agree. I also just love seeing how you get to these incredible creations because it makes me appreciate the intricacies of the piece more, it's inspiring & motivating to me as someone who likes making art, and I just enjoy seeing you come up with so many creative sollutions. I really hope these videos do well bc you and your work deserve it ❤
I've been watching several channels of house renovation for years. One room could take months. As long as what you do accomplish in an episode is interesting to watch, I'll watch it. If you are overwhelmed and miserable trying to do too much in a week, it won't be as fun to watch.
I'm more of a casual viewer and I clicked on this video because I had watched you spent hours painstakingly place the popsockets, then later painstakingly paint them, and now I wanted to watch them get removed. (I am quite fond of ephemeral art.) Anyway, when you first mentioned a Pikachu car I had no expectations to see the finished product at the end of the video. I'm happy to watch the process, just knowing that you'll follow through on the completed project *eventually* is fine by me!
I always get secondhand anxiety from best pali stressing about projects taking longer than expected. It’s so nice to see you taking a step back for once! I wish you could take longer between episodes without hurting revenues. True pants palis are here for the journey! Take care love!
Honestly this was so interesting on its own. The process of an artwork is often just as interesting as the end result! Episodic projects would be kind of cool as we’d get to see more of the journey. Plus burnout is real and you gotta take care of yourself! Hope you had fun in the UK and can’t wait for the next video
I usually don't sub to anyone with over 1 mill subs, but selling those pop sockets for $12 a piece is phreaking genius so you deserve a subscribe! You work so hard!
At 3:30 and 4:00 of the video - you standing there/ lying there in exhaustion - with a couple of random pop sockets stuck to your knee and shoes just killed me :)
Considering I'm watching a guy rebuild a French Chateau mostly solo and he's well past 300 uploads so far or a 1-week guitar build that has taken over a year so far, I'm all for multi-part Outrageous Art videos.
It also adds to the fact that creating art can be hard, that there are ups and downs and you need to solve problems as you go.
Plus - we need you to be healthy, and 90+ hour weeks is not conducive to that or to being able to create.
Enjoy the UK Ali.
Honestly Ali it hurts me to see you push yourself to the limit each time. I think a lot of us are more than happy to watch multi-part projects if it means you don't have to break your back to put them out. We are pants pallies cause we're here for the long haul!! Much love, keep doing what you're doing
I like the idea of you breaking the projects into more video. Every video that you stress at the end I feel your anxiety. And they won't feel like cliffhangers for view. We know how much time and energy you put into your art. So if that means seeing the art take shape over more than one video would be cool!
The amount of chaos and pain that you can just see in the video makes this so much better because you can see how much she will do for these videos
I'm 1000% here for multiple episodes. I love how wild and outrageous and over the top your art is and it only makes sense that results in it needing more time ❤
I'm down for multiple videos of a project cause girl, we love you and we love how you work hard to get these uploaded for us but I think all the real fans would rather have you be more refreshed and less tired than tired and too weak to do anything cause please TAKE THE TIME YOU NEED cause we won't stop you cause we want you to
*Please* take longer! I would love to see your work broken down into parts. I wasn't dissatisfied with seeing just the demolition portion this time - I love deconstruction - and I'm looking forward to the next video, whenever it arrives!
Yes yes yes!!! I’m so down for multiple part videos! So glad to hear what you’re making of this challenge and I can’t wait to see where it takes you and the channel! 🙌🏾
Hi Ali! Totally up for sticking around for multi-video projects. Your personality and the struggle are the reason I watch, so I look forward to the next one. Take it easy and be kind to yourself!
Multiple project videos sounds awesome! I love seeing the art process that goes along with the amazing creations, and your commentary and humor is top tier to go along with it
As someone who has consistently noticed your mentions of your work weeks, PLEASE SLOW DOWN! I love watching the journey, seeing the progress, the satisfaction gained by watching you work is amazing. Never sacrifice your health! I’d rather you prioritize yourself, that way you can give the HIGHEST level of outrageousness!
Love your struggle. I'm working on my PhD in biochemistry, and my own personal art project. I put so much time and effort into them I get lost from lots of other things. However, I love both so much. Watching you videos and hearing you complain and rant about your struggles and passion make me feel not alone in my efforts.
Sorry I can grab a popsocket. I lowly grad student budget won't allow it, but I support you all I can ❤.
I love your entusiasm. I admire how much you push yourself to make things happen. Please don't brun yourself