I really appreciate this side of Lauren like she is more open and less filtered. She seems so free now like in her videos in the beginning of the year you can tell that she was kinda done with a filter and im glad she letting loose and being herself.
As someone who has been a fan of Lauren for years and has gotten older since then, I love that her content is aging as well. It's something for the older audience who has realized that life isn't all room decor and back to school diy's
When Lauren was talking about how funny Jeremy is for the podcast in alishas video I wasn’t really buying it but after watching this ep boy was I wrong. Jeremy stole the show! He’s perfect for a podcast, has the voice, the quick humor, and does a great job pacing the subjects to talk about. I’m thoroughly impressed!
I am not a podcast type of person. Always love watching a video over just listening. But I know I’m gonna love this podcast, and I can’t wait till all the episodes air.
Lauren: I don’t want to expose my relationship to the public because that is my privacy. Also Lauren: *proceeds to make a podcast about their relationship*
She’s talked about this. Why do we need to compare the two different relationships?? There’s a difference between being on camera for the whole relationship and having a podcast where you share stories.
Child if you are trying to be funny you aren’t. Just like the previous comment said, she is keeping it private and she is keeping it controlled. She is managing people’s curiosity, but still keeping her love life private. So if you are just making a joke, it isn’t funny.
Sαкυяα Sιяσтαη lol this isn’t private tho. i think that’s what the commenter was trying to say. she’s still sharing a business with her boyfriend which is something she said she didn’t want
@@amelianeioko978 I thought she said she didn't want her whole relationship to be public and that she wanted to share what she wanted to because previously she didn't really have that control? This is still a lot more private than her previous relationship tho.
Lauren: "Now you have a fake tooth" Jeremy: "It's like my personality" LMAO. Wow no jokes about his sarcasm. If you're not paying attention, you'll miss it! (@ 33:51 ish)
I like how Jeremy completely skipped sharing he met kirstin maldonado from Pentatonix at the sing off. Dated her and were engaged at one point. I am truly fans of everyone and like how lives overlap.
Duuuude. When they mentioned the sing-off my mind exploded because everything clicked all at once. I thought he looked familiar but didn’t really think about it too much before. But SHIT, that’s awesome. Good for everyone for moving on to better relationships for themselves!! We love to see it.
Listened to this, this morning on Spotify and it’s honestly what I needed.. just general chit chat, relatable issues, and funny content.. best thing to be getting ready to first thing in the morning 🙂
OMG I can’t wait for the premiere I will definitely be listening on my run in the morning and then probably watch it again. I am so happy for you Lauren, you are truly amazing and I can’t wait to see what you and Jeremy have in store for us😊
I honestly went into this expecting a “normal” podcast but I actually really enjoyed this. I will definitely be watching or listening to every episode! I have the attention span of a puppy that’s on a walk, so the fact that I got through this whole thing without skipping says a lot. Congrats you two on this amazing podcast 🤍🤍
Jeremy has such a “British” sense of humour and I’m loving it. It’s right up my street... Basically for all those who don’t know, it’s dry, witty and sarcastic
I love that Jeremy is wearing socks no shoes, cross legged. So casual, I feel like I’m hanging out getting to know you both! Laur, your hair looks good even with headphones!
I have always only listened to podcasts, but this is the only one I will actually watch the video to. Today is Lauren’s birthday, right? If so, happy birthday,Lauren! Ily! ❤️
I have to admit, I was a huge fan of yours when I was in high school. I’m two years younger than you and I stopped watching when I was in college. It felt like I was growing up but your content wasn’t. Don’t get me wrong- I still followed you and stay subscribed kinda for nostalgia sake but also because I did still like you as a person. This is what I’ve been wanting to see from you, less of a huge production and more you. This podcast felt real and genuine and it seems like you and Jeremy have a really good thing going for you and I think y’all compliment each other well. Will definitely be back for more (and I don’t listen to any other podcast so that’s saying a lot)!
Jeremy has such a quick whit and bounces back with (hilarious) responses in minimal time. 😂 I also appreciate how he thinks twice about some of his answers in order to provide the Lauren approved response 😂. I’m here for 2020 open and candid Lauren and I’m glad I get to grow with her again ❤️ Excited for episode 2. 🥳
Literally it hasn't even released yet and there is already 1 dislike...people are so rude Edit: to all the people that think i want there opinion at least read my comment first...THE VIDEO WASNT RELEASED YET SO NO ONE COUND HAVE SEEN IT. I know people are aloud to have their own opinions but they should at least have seen it first
I have the attention span of a baby pig and this pod cast was so entertained and I enjoyed it so much this is probably the only podcast I can actually sit trough and love every second of it
I actually LOVE the fact that Lauren is being more real. I just started watching her again because I can actually relate to what she putting out now and I love that she’s showing more of her personality 💛
i feel like lauren is sorta like rosanna pansino because ro started with “nerdy nummies” and it was just baking and then she changed her yt name and expanded her content
yup! and now ro should start a pod cast lol. but in all seriousness, ro and Lauren used to be the nicest, most wholesome youtubers that weren't categorized as lifestyle and now all of that's changed (except for the nice part)
exactly. they both started off as super cute and wholesome and now they have grown up and shifted into a more mature version of themselves and they’re still SO entertaining
I absolutely love seeing a more mature Lauren, love that she is targeting people more her age! This podcast slaps, wish I had Apple podcasts so I could rate it! Ily Lauren! 💕💕 And Happy Birthday!! 🎊🍻🍻
Dude Lauren’s reading that she got a while back saying she was gonna out down a down payment for her house and she did, and that she would have two loves(Alex and Jeremy) and she’d be married by 27 and THEIR TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE and the weirdest thing is the psychic said her husband has a j and t OMLLLL
I can’t wait for this to come out! Literally so excited that we get to see a whole ‘nother side of Lauren, and so happy that she’s finally able to show the non filtered version of herself! ❤️
OMFGGG, I'VE NEVER KNOWN ANYTHING ABOUT JEREMY AND AFTER LISTENING TO THIS, ALL I CAN THINK IS THAT HE IS SUCH AN AMAZINGG GUY AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR BOTH OF THEM THAT THEY FOUND EACH OTHER.
Constructive criticism: bring Lauren’s face-can up a little bit. She is not in the center on the screen. 😊😊😊! Love this podcast and cate wait to listen to more!!!
@@traceyxxo_ if you want my opinion I liked both guys I don't have anything bad against Alex so if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all 😏👏
i’m not really a podcast person, and i wasn’t gonna watch this, (and i’m a huge fan of lauren, have been for 5 years) but i watched the truth or drink and it was great and so i haddd to watch/listen
I was smilin throught the whole time. I’m just so happy that we’re getting to know Jeremy and Jeremy as a bf in such a genuine way. He seems so easy to talk to and sooo funny and I’m so happy for Lauren
I’m missing the same tooth, but both of them, and it has been my biggest insecurity so hearing that he had it too had melted my heart and made me feel not so bad about it🥺❤️
Why does Jermey sound like he BELONGS on a radio/podcast. That voice tho.
gurleeen smith yes but his voice sounds like he was born to be in one.
@@gurleenrai4312 she did
he really does have a perfect voice! #sexyvoice
RIGHT
Per Lauren’s request on her main channel, we need a truth or drink with Jeremy on the main channel and like it so it’ll go up and Lauren will see this
Alex Fok OMG YES
Yeeeeees
Yess
Yesss!
when you get to change the comment from 999 to 1K
Therapist: $$$$
Jeremy’s Voice: FREE
I don’t want it to eennnnnnndddddd can we be friends y’all are so great
So Jeremy, played sports and did theatre... so he’s Troy Bolton? 👀
I love that sm
Yesssss😂
What team?!
Bitchhhhhhhhhhh when she sang the cats thing I was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Ellen Hanwright WILDCATS!
Petition for “hey friend” to be their opening line for every podcast episode
OMG YES PERIOD
@sssniperwolf hello friends it's me you favourite something something something😀
@@ajhello4186 yess
ima sign
If Lauren and Jeremy get married her vows have to start with”hey friends” ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Haha yesss
Vowels
Such a good ideaaaa ahhhh haha
Eliza Hineman thx I have fixed it ❤️❤️❤️
That’s perfect!!!
“It’s was moose related, which is the way to my heart” - Lauren
Ee4
Jeremy is a natural at this. His voice is really suited for podcasts too. Lauren this was a great podcast. Learned alot about dating apps XD
I lowkey didn't expect his voice to sound like that. It's still so nice though
I really appreciate this side of Lauren like she is more open and less filtered. She seems so free now like in her videos in the beginning of the year you can tell that she was kinda done with a filter and im glad she letting loose and being herself.
"Have you ever paid for porn?"
"It's important to support creators!"
The best answer 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Omg Jeremy 😂!!
And I hate ads 😂
Wait which part is that?
@@nivedithashaine1760 it’s not from this video
IT’S FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!! congrats guys 🥺💕
Heyyy first comment
hii remmm
HI REMI
Hi rwn
“Girls supporting girls”
“Have you ever done butt stuff?”
“Yes”
“Not my butt.”
“And not my butt!”
Only the real ones know hahaha
Omg the truth or drink 😂😂
Hehehe
hahah this killed me
Hahaha
yessss from the truth or drink!!!
As someone who has been a fan of Lauren for years and has gotten older since then, I love that her content is aging as well. It's something for the older audience who has realized that life isn't all room decor and back to school diy's
Same #OGprettylittlelaurs
Right? Very very happy that this content has grown up as we have
Jeremy imitating Lauren:- "I have so much work to do after this"
Lauren:- *takes a nap cause she's drunk*... Iykyk 😂😏
Leah Goldman oh yea
haha oh i know!
🤣🤣🤣🤣
tiffanygriffith p I’m umjmmmummmmmphmmmymmmymmmmmmmmmmmmmhmmymmmmmymmmmmmm
tiffanygriffith umjmummmmmmmummmmh um mom
When Lauren was talking about how funny Jeremy is for the podcast in alishas video I wasn’t really buying it but after watching this ep boy was I wrong. Jeremy stole the show! He’s perfect for a podcast, has the voice, the quick humor, and does a great job pacing the subjects to talk about. I’m thoroughly impressed!
Jeremy's voice is sooo nice and therapeutic
His voice is perf for asmr lol😂😂
Who needs therapy when you can listen to Jeremy’s voice for free???? 🤣
@@janellepualengco1388 yaaassss girl . You've got a point
Lauren's socks:✨💞🌸🌺💐🌻🌼🦄🦚🦩🦜Jeremy's socks: 🌚🖤🕴️🌑🦍🕷️🎼🎥♟️📞🕶️
it just shows their personalities so well😁
Who has been waiting for weeks, months, or even years
👇
me
Me
i love how Lauren is slowly introducing us to Jeremy at her own pace
Lauren, talking about how many people were interested: *"crickets"*
Jeremy, outraged: "I WAS RIGHT THERE"
I don’t usually listen to podcasts but I have a really good feeling about this one 😊
Same!
Same! I’m so excited!
Samee.
Same!!!!
Same
Lauren's mom is named Gale and that is brand new news to me. Like I've honestly only ever know her as Mom DIY.
Same. I also know her dad as DadDiy and idk what his actual name is
They were in a vid called DIY CHALLENGE 2... the dad is Greg. They are sooooo cute
I am not a podcast type of person. Always love watching a video over just listening. But I know I’m gonna love this podcast, and I can’t wait till all the episodes air.
Same
Maybe I’m the only one but when Jeremy speaks I hear Ryan Reynalds. His articulation and aneurisms just is so similar to Ryan
He also reminds me of Bill Rancic!
Aneurysms??
@@irag.6772 woops. *Mannerisms.
Omg. I was thinking the same thing
god, jeremy is HILARIOUS. the dry humor is so up my alley and the rapport between you two is wonderful.
Lauren genuinely getting offended by Jeremy not wanting his co workers to listen to this is everything lmao😂
i love how lauren’s online personality changed as i aged and became more mature hahaha i’ve quite literally grown up with lauren
Lauren so was right when she was talking about Jeremey's humor, I love it. His side comments had me dying lmao
I love his humor sm it’s literally just like mine
THE OLD PODCAST ROOM THIS IS CRAAAAZZZZYYYYYYY!!! AND THE AUDIO. Insane. We love growth :) wow
Lauren: I don’t want to expose my relationship to the public because that is my privacy.
Also Lauren: *proceeds to make a podcast about their relationship*
At least she's able to control what is shared
She’s talked about this. Why do we need to compare the two different relationships?? There’s a difference between being on camera for the whole relationship and having a podcast where you share stories.
Child if you are trying to be funny you aren’t. Just like the previous comment said, she is keeping it private and she is keeping it controlled. She is managing people’s curiosity, but still keeping her love life private. So if you are just making a joke, it isn’t funny.
Sαкυяα Sιяσтαη lol this isn’t private tho. i think that’s what the commenter was trying to say. she’s still sharing a business with her boyfriend which is something she said she didn’t want
@@amelianeioko978 I thought she said she didn't want her whole relationship to be public and that she wanted to share what she wanted to because previously she didn't really have that control? This is still a lot more private than her previous relationship tho.
Feedback: I really enjoyed. It's always refreshing to see Lauren unfiltered and Jeremy is so funny.
Loved this week's sponsors 😂😂
So damn glad this is on RUclips so we can listen on RUclips if we don’t have Apple podcast or stuff.
Yeah 100%
yeah, its easier for me to pay attention when its video too
it’s also on Spotify 👌🏼
"I´m only gonna listen the first 10 min..." ends up listening THE WHOLE THING!!! Loved it
Same 😂 and I loved it
“Did a 19 year sentence there” I ABSOLUTELY understood the joke lmao I did the same sentence in California
I slid into my old crushes DMs with “hey stranger” and were married 5 years with 2 kids so.....it for sure can work
omg first episode and already a cuss word in the title i’m so excited and literally love this new side of lauren
also when this is out it’s lauren’s bday so happy birthday lauren!!🥳🥳🥳
Same
Jeremy is so mature and i think he is good for lauren ... Crafts girl f*cks... loving the new lauren...change your youtube channel name next...
Lauren: "Now you have a fake tooth"
Jeremy: "It's like my personality"
LMAO. Wow no jokes about his sarcasm. If you're not paying attention, you'll miss it! (@ 33:51 ish)
I was so sad she didn’t pick that up 😂
lauren: lauren lewis on the way
jeremy: what?
lauren: what😏😏
in my opinion he seemed like he really wanted to move on
I like how Jeremy completely skipped sharing he met kirstin maldonado from Pentatonix at the sing off. Dated her and were engaged at one point. I am truly fans of everyone and like how lives overlap.
Ohhhh so that was the E word
Myka Manderico yeah Kirstin and Jeremy broke up literally 2 months before they were supposed to get married 😳
holy suit O.O I didn't know that wow how worlds collide
Duuuude. When they mentioned the sing-off my mind exploded because everything clicked all at once. I thought he looked familiar but didn’t really think about it too much before. But SHIT, that’s awesome. Good for everyone for moving on to better relationships for themselves!! We love to see it.
Cory Harbour when did they mention it?
I’ve never wanted to hear a podcast more ever then right now
Omg I’ve literally never got this likes and I don’t even know why
OMG IM SO EXCITED!!! 9 hours left!!!!! I’ve been loving the no filter version of Lauren and can’t wait to learn more about Jeremy!!! Lots of love! 🥰
“Two kids is too many, maybe just one.”
“We will talk”
Listened to this, this morning on Spotify and it’s honestly what I needed.. just general chit chat, relatable issues, and funny content.. best thing to be getting ready to first thing in the morning 🙂
“Me and Alex are boys now” jeremy -2020
OMG I can’t wait for the premiere I will definitely be listening on my run in the morning and then probably watch it again. I am so happy for you Lauren, you are truly amazing and I can’t wait to see what you and Jeremy have in store for us😊
Jeremy: “Imma text alex after this”
Lauren: (takes shot) “I hate that”
That laugh that Jeremy did was so funny when you said “I’m becoming irrelevant now so I should sell my sex stories” died 😂😂😂😂
Jeremy explaining his high school sounds like High School Musical
Jeremys voice is literally so perfect for a podcast and or the radio
I honestly went into this expecting a “normal” podcast but I actually really enjoyed this. I will definitely be watching or listening to every episode! I have the attention span of a puppy that’s on a walk, so the fact that I got through this whole thing without skipping says a lot. Congrats you two on this amazing podcast 🤍🤍
I'm soooo glad this podcast is being recorded for RUclips and not just audio 🤙🏼
Jeremy has such a “British” sense of humour and I’m loving it. It’s right up my street...
Basically for all those who don’t know, it’s dry, witty and sarcastic
I didn't understand at first but yeahhhhh, Lauren definitely upgraded. He's more mature and handsome. Tbh. 💀🤣
Yeah she literally matured and I think that is perfect for him and they are just so good for eachother
I love that Jeremy is wearing socks no shoes, cross legged. So casual, I feel like I’m hanging out getting to know you both! Laur, your hair looks good even with headphones!
I have always only listened to podcasts, but this is the only one I will actually watch the video to. Today is Lauren’s birthday, right? If so, happy birthday,Lauren! Ily! ❤️
I have to admit, I was a huge fan of yours when I was in high school. I’m two years younger than you and I stopped watching when I was in college. It felt like I was growing up but your content wasn’t. Don’t get me wrong- I still followed you and stay subscribed kinda for nostalgia sake but also because I did still like you as a person.
This is what I’ve been wanting to see from you, less of a huge production and more you. This podcast felt real and genuine and it seems like you and Jeremy have a really good thing going for you and I think y’all compliment each other well. Will definitely be back for more (and I don’t listen to any other podcast so that’s saying a lot)!
Jeremy has such a quick whit and bounces back with (hilarious) responses in minimal time. 😂 I also appreciate how he thinks twice about some of his answers in order to provide the Lauren approved response 😂. I’m here for 2020 open and candid Lauren and I’m glad I get to grow with her again ❤️ Excited for episode 2. 🥳
"Hey friend. How art thou?" - oh my soul, Jeremy is the funniest! 🤣🤣🤣
I'm absolutely loving this! ❤️
Watching this back feels illegal
Literally it hasn't even released yet and there is already 1 dislike...people are so rude
Edit: to all the people that think i want there opinion at least read my comment first...THE VIDEO WASNT RELEASED YET SO NO ONE COUND HAVE SEEN IT. I know people are aloud to have their own opinions but they should at least have seen it first
Girl tell me about it, 🙄
@@thairaclass9965 people just can't wait for people to fail
2 dislikes 😭🤧
4 now
Tell me about it
🙄
If they were to make merch the slogan will be “Hey, Friend” lol love the podcast ❤️
Yass love that
Lauren: This-this mother forkin guy...
We love her
I have the attention span of a baby pig and this pod cast was so entertained and I enjoyed it so much this is probably the only podcast I can actually sit trough and love every second of it
is it weird that Jeremy reminds me of Armie Hammer?? It's just the way he talks or something. I love it though and LOVED the episode!!!
I love how they kept saying “ hey friend” back to each other.
A recommendation: you could put time stamps in the info box that show the different topics and when they are talked about in the podcast 👌
Is it bad that I’m waking up at 6 just to listen to it. I will have 3 hrs till I have to be doing school.
YOUR STILL DOING SCHOOL BUT ITS SUMMER WUT ABOUT SUMMER HOLIDAYS
Literally it's August guys so summer ends like next week. Duhhh!
Morgan Dormer same for me lol
Reuben Patel same r u in uk not to be a stalker lol I’m there
ikr haha its 10 am for me rn
I actually LOVE the fact that Lauren is being more real. I just started watching her again because I can actually relate to what she putting out now and I love that she’s showing more of her personality 💛
Jeremy’s voice is soooo soothing and his voice is so well suited to podcasts
i feel like lauren is sorta like rosanna pansino because ro started with “nerdy nummies” and it was just baking and then she changed her yt name and expanded her content
yup! and now ro should start a pod cast lol. but in all seriousness, ro and Lauren used to be the nicest, most wholesome youtubers that weren't categorized as lifestyle and now all of that's changed (except for the nice part)
Yes ezactly
exactly. they both started off as super cute and wholesome and now they have grown up and shifted into a more mature version of themselves and they’re still SO entertaining
When the podcast is so good, there are only 9 dislikes which is probably either bots, or 8 year olds that don’t like cussing 😂
theres 15 right now when i watched it i watched till the end so entertaining to watch there so funny together
I absolutely love seeing a more mature Lauren, love that she is targeting people more her age! This podcast slaps, wish I had Apple podcasts so I could rate it! Ily Lauren! 💕💕 And Happy Birthday!! 🎊🍻🍻
Dude Lauren’s reading that she got a while back saying she was gonna out down a down payment for her house and she did, and that she would have two loves(Alex and Jeremy) and she’d be married by 27 and THEIR TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE and the weirdest thing is the psychic said her husband has a j and t OMLLLL
What does the t mean :o
😱😱😱😱😱
wait when was this video? How did i miss that? :"""(((
It in one of Alex and Lauren like anniversary videos a long time ago
Back than I thought it would be Alex but I guess I was wrong haha
This is so lovely and genuine. You two bounce off eachother so well, I was smiling the whole time!
Jeremy's 'Lauren' voice is so funny😂
But literally his voice sounds like the radio voice that comes when a song is over. In a good way tho😂😂😂😆
I can’t wait for this to come out! Literally so excited that we get to see a whole ‘nother side of Lauren, and so happy that she’s finally able to show the non filtered version of herself! ❤️
Definitely did this backward coming from the main truth or drink. But listened to this on my road trip. And laughed so much so thank yoh
OMFGGG, I'VE NEVER KNOWN ANYTHING ABOUT JEREMY AND AFTER LISTENING TO THIS, ALL I CAN THINK IS THAT HE IS SUCH AN AMAZINGG GUY AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR BOTH OF THEM THAT THEY FOUND EACH OTHER.
I love how Jeremy was like band geek parties are crazy, which is true as I am a band geek, but I’m in love with this podcast
I stan how they are both shoeless in Lauren's asian household. You should talk about welcoming Jeremy into asian culture.
She’s also Canadian and in Canada (where I’m from at least) we don’t wear shoes in the house.
@@averygneufeld so it's a combo of reasons to not wear shoes 😂
Wait is it special to not wear shoes in the house?
@@oneBlackAndWhite I wear shoes in my house and we don't make guests take them off
Angelat in my household people wear: slippers, socks, bare feet, shoes, and anything in between 😎
Will you guys be talking about “the big E” word at all in future podcasts?
Engaged
I’m obsessed with this pod and this side of Lauren. Please continue.
Lauren - “so you have a fake tooth”
Jeremy - “yeah, like my personality”
Me - 🤣🤣🤣
Constructive criticism: bring Lauren’s face-can up a little bit. She is not in the center on the screen. 😊😊😊! Love this podcast and cate wait to listen to more!!!
Jeremy is actually very entertaining kinda glad he’s not boring, i thought i was gonna hate him after alex but he’s actually a very funny person
I like him better than Alex tbh... he’s better for Lauren.
@@briannakellam2089 he seems more mature, alex is immature and seems to use Lauren for his videos views.
@@traceyxxo_ if you want my opinion I liked both guys I don't have anything bad against Alex so if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all 😏👏
“we want him to stick around cuz that sounds really good for me” 😭
“Next topic” 😬
Can I just say that I’m LIVING for this Lauren. She seems to be more comfortable being her genuine self and not camera ready self and happy too!!
This would be something I would listen to in the morning getting ready
i’m not really a podcast person, and i wasn’t gonna watch this, (and i’m a huge fan of lauren, have been for 5 years) but i watched the truth or drink and it was great and so i haddd to watch/listen
I AM SOO EXCITED. Its going to be the best and especially now that Lauren has taken off her filter
1. I’m obsessed with Jeremy’s voice 2. HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEEEEEENN!!!!!!
This is one of the only podcasts I actually plan to listen to. It seems so genuine and open. I love this.
I was smilin throught the whole time. I’m just so happy that we’re getting to know Jeremy and Jeremy as a bf in such a genuine way.
He seems so easy to talk to and sooo funny and I’m so happy for Lauren
Finding out he's an aquarius makes so much more sense why our personality and humor are very similar
This episode aged nicely. Big rock 💎
“The missing tooth was a character builder” I CANT💀💀 i love you guys sm😂💗
Jeremy sounds like the guy from khan academy
THIS IS SO ACCURATE
I’m missing the same tooth, but both of them, and it has been my biggest insecurity so hearing that he had it too had melted my heart and made me feel not so bad about it🥺❤️