Laying down in that ice water will certainly awaken the senses. I'm 71 so I'm a lot closer to the end than the beginning but I don't fear it. When I was about ten or eleven years old I was given a glimpse of our future. I fell out of a tree and on the way down I cursed the situation I found myself in and said to myself "Oh no not again" and professed to get right up even if I was dead. At the time didn't give it much a thought until I was in my 20's and thinking about life in general and I figured I had a glimpse of the fact of past lives. My thought is this we are here to route out the evil in ourselves and learn to appreciate others and ourselves and see the beauty that is all around us. We are in a cosmic class and until we get it right we keep coming back until we master our lessons. Then at that point we are allowed to move to a higher conscious and higher plain of existence the next dimension
@@dragonofhatefulretribution9041I get ya. Your right and he's wrong. What separatist movement do you belong to? Sorry for the sarcasm but your remarks exemplify the polarisation I see growing everywhere causing only hate and fear.
@@glaight6362 The idea that this is some sort of “test” or “school” or “simulation” is a globalist technocrat deception. It’s part of the New (c)Age deception-which was a re-engineering of Christian salvationist ideology. And you seem to be yet another ideologue that you apparently presume myself to be. Hate is a perfectly natural emotion and so is fear. The idea that we should see any of these as a bad thing is entirely incorrect and actually a clear and obvious symptom of neural sickness rooted in ideological malware such as Christianity, or other forms of mind-control as well as world/life-denying cults as such. I’m simply a seeker who found my way to the works of John Lamb Lash & authentic Celtic Paganism / Gaian-Animism. I’m not one of those “Actually, you’re wrong-I’m right”-types, however in this case, and as the world continues going closer to the globalist wet-dream, I think it’s more and more important that people find their way to the truth of the matter. I used to adhere to the teachings that don Juan would assert in Castaneda’s works and tell myself that everyone has their own path which aren’t my responsibility, (“F%€{ ‘EM!”) etc, but nowadays I acknowledge it’s actually quite important that people are guided to the correct path and not endlessly led down deliberate rabbit holes and on endless goose-chases.
@@glaight6362 Lol. “FeAr aNd HaTrEd BaD”. I bet you’re one of those people who throw around the term “Islamophobia” and believe in cultural relativism. I’m actually a follower of Gaian Animism. I read the works of John Lamb Lash & woke up, but I took a long time to get here. I’m not actually the “I’m right-you’re wrong”-type, however in this case it’s important to clarify that he’s wrong. Globalist propaganda is pushing the idea that we live in some sort of “spiritual school/simulation” which is a malevolent deception. John Lamb Lash debunks this multiple times in his lectures. His book is a must-read for any true seeker-regardless of however much you’ve already read.
Most people fail to realize, there is only one actual antidote to stress... it is playing. Living is stressful, even if its easy. But playing and dancing and getting a good adrenaline rush, is the only known and actual cure to stress. Makes you a kid again at any age.
If everyday you go where the day takes you, year after year, with no grand plan, you will "find" yourself again and again. Self discovery has always taken me full circle every time. Wisdom shows up eventually.
Now in my sixth decade of life, I have come to fully realize my mortalness. I have no regrets for the many experiences up to this point, those deemed good and bad. Just like the natural world, we are born, we grow, we transition, and like the birth of Spring, we are reborn in another form. The nature of consciousness is change, there is no avoiding it. Thanks for your beautiful words. ❤
I am lost to myself, for many years now. Never free, all of my creativity stifled and buried beneath years and years of suppression and other people’s expectations. Still finding my way back to myself but I feel that I may be closer to the discovery of the starting point of that path. Your videos make sense and provide the necessary orienting to me. Thank you
I died at the age of 23 in a motorcycle accident. I can not explain this event or describe in any rational manner the journey I had. When I returned to my body 33 minutes later I was changed.
Thanks! So happy to come across you again my friend, I've missed your videos for several months. Let's enjoy every moment we are all blessed with. 💯💜🤗🙏
Ray!! Your words and gift make my heart so happy, I feel blessed right now! To come across your LIGHT. No wonder why you were called this way, you're such a beam of light. You shine. 🤍
Remember, fear is the mind killer! Fear is the little death that consumes the self one piece at a time. Fear Nothing, not even death. Death is a release from the obligations of living and a rejoining of the greater you. Love is the key to ALL!!!😊
I love how we are so strangely pulled again and again towards the people with whom our frequency resonates. Its been almost 2 months ig since I saw your last video. And suddenly I felt like visiting your channel, and here you are Verdant! with a new treasure. You know in many ways we all are lost, all. Its just that only few people realise their ignorance. Very few people realise that they don't know anything, they don't know "who am I?" That they don't know "what is death?" "what all this is? and who created this vast creation? how come I just landed up here on earth one day? and what the hell am I supposed to do?" "Who am I?" And speaking from personal experience, only if you let these questions sink really really deep inside, so deep that your heart cries out to know; the guidance comes. Hope you find your path fellow seeker♥️ Love from the land of seekers- India Shambho🙏🏻
I think people with strong souls,when we give a part of ourselves to something, we give all. So it's easy to get entangled. To give all and forget ourselves. So often painfully, we need to make our way back , over and over again. I find the more strength contained within a person to stand alone the more potent that connection is when they make one. I am one of these souls. Am learning balance to be connected but not attached.
God Vanille, I swear you so often put into words things I've been going through too! There must have been something going on in the stars. Looooved the tree segment, I surrounded myself with them yesterday too :)
I was thinking about you just this morning Reuben! We for sure have some crazy synchronicities you and I! Fact and felt. Maybe we simply come from the same galaxy. 🌌 Can't wait to awaken my inner monkey and learn to climb the trees like you so well do! Thank you for being here, sending so much light on your tracks. 🤍
@@VerdantVanille Such a cool way of viewing things...I love your being so authentic w/ your viewers....I am a new sub and have lived as you reveal here...off grid, wilderness mountains in N. America...My favorite tree, I named Grandfather tree. I was so at peace hugging him, w/ his knotty gnarled old branches, that I could have fallen asleep standing up....I leaned against him for about 20 min one time..and stepped to my right side only to be facing a huge wild buck or male deer...we locked eyes it was powerful!!
Under TWO minutes in and I'm already on the verge of tears as it feels as if you are singing my song as well...I LOVE YOU, SOUL SISTER! Excited to go back in and watch the rest! Just know you have a fan & fellow off-grid pioneer woman CHEERING YOU ON from the Olympic Mountains of the Pacific Northwest 🙌💕🏔🌠🕯🧙♀️🌟🙏🏻🤩✌❣
Verdante, its been a year since I've commented. I wish I could write you pages. Like me, you are an empath. You feel everything, and so intensely. You're like a walking nerve ending, and nature is your only salvation. I've spent my whole life trying to get people to understand, but they don't. You do. I can't explain the depths of my understanding. When we're in society, life is such a struggle to hide this. The worst part is being aware of others suffering and not being able to shed it. We carry that too. I hope knowing that you're not alone (in fact a gem), but very rare, is enough. I always speak of my toolbox of tricks for life, but you being an empath is something you can't undo. Protecting yourself is most important. So, whatever that means to you, do it. Never turn to the world (not even me) for answers. Only nature. I have a home and a job, but I have to stay at campgrounds (tents) on the weekends to heal from each week, reflect, meditate, and yes.....hug trees. Much love from a very understanding spirit brother.
Damn.. the pillow punching .. I feel that so hard😭 that was me this morning. Thank you so much for sharing these vulnerable moments, it’s brought me great comfort to know I am not the only one feeling like my entire world is ending.
When I saw you posted a new video I had to stop everything and dance, after weeks of not dancing, and I didn't know why! After two songs I started watching your video and... you were doing the same thing! I felt so connected to you, I couldn't believe it... Sending you and everyone reading this SO MUCH LOVE❤
Vanilla, you are seriously excelling yourself now. Your films get better and better, the language more and more beautiful, the messages deeper and deeper. They are cinematic in quality. I am so in admiration of your creativity. Wishing you well in this next phase of life exploration. 🙏🏼
Love this video it was so beautiful! So glad to see you again! I am right there with you and how you are feeling. Everything you said is spot on. We are seeing the old world die and its uncomfortable but what this beautiful planet is becoming will be so remarkable and even through my daily struggles, I try to just live in the present so life is not overwhelming, and I know that someday soon it will all flip and all of our lives will get better! We are all here for a reason at this moment in history. Hugs!
This is absolutely beautiful. Embrace the inner darkness beloved 🖤☯️🤍 thank you so much for being you sweet Soul. Much love and many healing blessings to all you beautiful Souls.
What another extrodinary episode, beautiful and metaphysical. I'm probably a fine example of a person who is burnt out from this world. I'm getting older and I'm finding peace in radical acceptance. Not saying it is some remedy but we all find ways to cope with our surrounding reality. Your channel gives me an airing out and taking a breath sensation. It's peace and I want to ravish in it some more if I could or can where ever possible. Thank you for your channel. I wrote in another episode and made an edit and your like erased so I'll try not to edit anymore!
Thank you for sharing this. After long time something that spoke to my soul. I am tired of everything being dressed up on social media to look wild, but your wildness was raw and actually made me feel something, unlike the things I see everyday. I had goosebumps when you danced in front of the car on a modern song, I realised it doesn't have to be perfect, it just needs to be real. And I found the way you showed your emotion on screen, screaming and punching pillows very inspiring. I also loved how you just used a stone for the ice :D For me, that's the real wildness, going with the flow and using whatever's on hand. I'm glad I found this channel, seeing your video helped me connect to my own wildness. I'm looking forward to seeing what you create next :)
I love trees too. They are so majestic and appear protective..watching over us with no judgement.. Nature is so healing. You are in the right place but maybe your soul is calling you to be somewhere else.. Just saying. WE always have a choice and we shouldn;t feel guilty about it. Its all part of the human experience and sometimes we outgrow people, places and things. Peace!
Please explain “life is a game”. I’ve been told this before and I’m not sure I entirely understand. I can relate to you in so many ways! I’ve been stuck for a while now and am ready to change that. I just found you and I will keep watching ❤
The algorithm brought me back to this page, a year later. You are still a profound person. I hope that you find a place of contentment, both physical and spiritual, though even that changes with time. Again, peace to you.
Hello beautiful, thank you for reminding me and all of us about what is really true. It helps when I get overwhelmed and sad by false narratives and illusion. Sending love and light back to you and to everyone here.
Psalm 23. “The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Feels good to know we are all going through similar struggles, we are in it together . My heart opened at the end there , that’s been my work lately . Opening my heart chakra . Know love , know God .
Vanille, I am so deeply touched by your videos and I can agree on so many things you say and do. I am currently in a very similar phase in my life where I am about to move to a lonely place in nature soon, where I am going to embrace whatever is coming out of myself and I think I‘ve been waiting for this for so so long 💜 Watching your videos are helping me stay strong in this decision, and have faith and deep trust in my path now and everything that is opening up for me now 🙏🏼
Aw wow what a beautiful,video showing the vulnerability and love with your strength and weaknesses, challenges come to make way for letting in the new as low times are just as important as the high times for without the low we wouldn't know the highs ❤️shine bright ❤️❤️❤️🙏
What a POWERFULL video ! There's so much energy and wisdom in this ! You are supercharged! The demons can't stand a chance... Bravo pour la qualité de ta video et surtout MERCI pour le message qu ' elle transmet. Janvier-Février ne so sont vraiment pas des mois simples et je ne parle même pas de l'état du monde... You're a spiritual badass! And Wim Hoff will also be proud of you 🎉🎉🎉 ❤ from Quebec
Hello,lovely to see you again beautiful soul!Most of us are going through a spiritual awakening so we feel it!!We so damn feel it!!Is here!!Is happening!The shift has begun and there is no way back!!No more clinging to the fear and pain!!No more obedience!!We are here to remember !!!🌟
No, thank you. Thank you for reminding me that there is a life for me out there. I feel so stuck at this moment in time but your videos open my eyes. Thank you once again. Good luck with everything. I look forward to your next vlog. God bless. ❤
I love the decision, conscious or not, to cry out into the wilderness with a whistle then immediately cry into the depths into a pillow. Beautiful display of the world of polarity we find ourselves in. It's uncomfortable, but I think our mission is to find the uncomfortableness comfortable.
I love you , darling kindred , highly sensitive and deep soul . I so resonate with how you make poetry out of hardship and how you feel this world so deeply ( I do too) . xxx
beautiful beautiful message, I feel you on many levels as I am also going through a separation due to codependency while being on a deeply spiritual path. This was a lovely watch, thank you ❤
Glad to see you back :) 😊 again a huge reminder for me that the present moment, self esteem, self value and so on are so crucial. I just left behind too what no longer serves me . I think is time for a New adventure 🙂 release the past and move forward with love in our hearts. Have a great night.
its so refreshing to see someone so open, vulneralble and authenthic about their inner struggles. Thank you for sharing these very intimate moments with us ❤
So thankful for your videos! I always eagerly wait for each new one. Where you live is absolutely amazing in its natural beauty. I can relate to your burden with life’s duality. Life is a never ending wheel. Merci beaucoup Vanille.🙏
I so resonate with this at the moment ,going through so much with life that sometimes clarity is needed , time by yourself , loving yourself again , questioning my very being and how it’s connections shape me. Than you
oh gosh, your videos are so beautiful. I'm experiencing a breakup at the moment and this makes me feel better, as if i should defocus myself from it and stop identifying too. Of course, grieving is necessary but what if there was another story to tell ourselves about it? A speedy way to gain peace again without feeling so much the loss :) TY
I love to see you become happier by the day. i just love seeing you figure out life and walk the same paths you walked before and having move value for them again. its just so beautiful. ❤❤❤❤❤
I'm thrilled with the way you tell your story! The composition of the music, the videos and your voice made me emotional. I will def remember your words 'You cant pour from an empty cup.' What an important reminder.🧡
Hiiiiii✌️😁 "Light and blessings on our path. High vibes in our walk and a lot of Magic for every day."🙏 I love the way you express yourself and the depth you go to. I understand and know. I perceive and feel how brave you are. 💚 A divine time is waiting for us. 💪So let's go!
Im proud of you walking your path and expressing your deepest emotions as tough as it is, I was an expert at surpressing and repressing which was slowly killing me inside. I wish you the priceless growth and that you will find yourself again. Being stronger to face the ebs and flows of life. I also think its so beautiful that despite us finding ourselves entangled and being lonely and rare finds, there is so many of us out there that share unique but similar journeys. Listen to the messages as they are your biggest lessons to grow from. There you go, hero 😊. We appreciate your art that you create for us and is a great healing for many. Love from South Africa 🌅.
I really appreciate you and your videos. Intuition told me to hop on RUclips for a while and this video was the first on my feed so I figured I needed to watch. You're words spoke to my soul. I'm in a very strange time in my life right now where I'm trying to trust my intuition wholeheartedly rather than continuing to try and squeeze myself in to a life that has never and will never suit me, and it's like living in a foreign land for the first time. But this video really gave me some courage. I really admire your bravery to do all the things you are doing. I truly look up to you and I aspire to be as free💕
Thank you for your new video again! Being myself an introvert, I uderstand how much efforts it could cost to share your life, pain, struggle and wisdom with people. It's true, difficult Buddhist truth that everything in life is changing like the water in the river and our own soul and relation with my self is something worth time and endeavours whatever painful it can be so your honestry with yourself and people is really stunning. You energy and readiness to plunge into the wilderness of a great wanderer! However I think you should be careful in order not to lose your connection with material world. About the intimate relation, it is something that people can only partly control, so I really appreciate concentrating on things that depend on us like personal , spiritual or professional growth.
I do not know how I miss this post! I crave your poetry, your words, your outlook and vision. i wish to devour you, but, in a way that does not take anything away from you, does not harm you or steal from you, yet still filling me with all of you so that I might shine even just a little bit like you. You, to me, are a warm hearth full of welcoming heat after entering home from the cold still stasis of winter where sometimes all of life feels like a cruel bighting winter regardless the actual weather. You are a firelight in the wild mountains on the other side of world from me, but, here, with computer I can sit by your fire for a little while, and feel the comfort of your light. You are a wonderful and amazing spirit, and I see you standing in several worlds all at once; one human world, one natural world, one world of spirit, another world of exploration and discovery, another world of feelings, and yet another one of magic of a kind that only you know. You stand in and walk across all of these and more. You don't have all the answers to all the things but you take us with you and help us find them even if our own questions aren't the same as yours. You fill us up, and also make us hungry, like you, for more, because all the world needs more of everything you are.
Your words fill my soul with pure love. I'm not feeling worthy of everything you say, but I am so honoured to be the mirror through which you can see a bit of yourself. You know, it makes no doubt to me of how special you and your soul are. Don't forget to be proud of yourself beautiful, of who you are in this world. You deserve the praise as much as I do. Thank you for everything. 🤍
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Laying down in that ice water will certainly awaken the senses. I'm 71 so I'm a lot closer to the end than the beginning but I don't fear it. When I was about ten or eleven years old I was given a glimpse of our future. I fell out of a tree and on the way down I cursed the situation I found myself in and said to myself "Oh no not again" and professed to get right up even if I was dead. At the time didn't give it much a thought until I was in my 20's and thinking about life in general and I figured I had a glimpse of the fact of past lives. My thought is this we are here to route out the evil in ourselves and learn to appreciate others and ourselves and see the beauty that is all around us. We are in a cosmic class and until we get it right we keep coming back until we master our lessons. Then at that point we are allowed to move to a higher conscious and higher plain of existence the next dimension
Amen
Yes
Absolutely
Quaint but not quite accurate. We are being dreamed by the Goddess Mother. Life is deathless.
@@dragonofhatefulretribution9041I get ya. Your right and he's wrong. What separatist movement do you belong to? Sorry for the sarcasm but your remarks exemplify the polarisation I see growing everywhere causing only hate and fear.
@@glaight6362 The idea that this is some sort of “test” or “school” or “simulation” is a globalist technocrat deception. It’s part of the New (c)Age deception-which was a re-engineering of Christian salvationist ideology. And you seem to be yet another ideologue that you apparently presume myself to be. Hate is a perfectly natural emotion and so is fear. The idea that we should see any of these as a bad thing is entirely incorrect and actually a clear and obvious symptom of neural sickness rooted in ideological malware such as Christianity, or other forms of mind-control as well as world/life-denying cults as such. I’m simply a seeker who found my way to the works of John Lamb Lash & authentic Celtic Paganism / Gaian-Animism. I’m not one of those “Actually, you’re wrong-I’m right”-types, however in this case, and as the world continues going closer to the globalist wet-dream, I think it’s more and more important that people find their way to the truth of the matter. I used to adhere to the teachings that don Juan would assert in Castaneda’s works and tell myself that everyone has their own path which aren’t my responsibility, (“F%€{ ‘EM!”) etc, but nowadays I acknowledge it’s actually quite important that people are guided to the correct path and not endlessly led down deliberate rabbit holes and on endless goose-chases.
@@glaight6362 Lol. “FeAr aNd HaTrEd BaD”. I bet you’re one of those people who throw around the term “Islamophobia” and believe in cultural relativism. I’m actually a follower of Gaian Animism. I read the works of John Lamb Lash & woke up, but I took a long time to get here. I’m not actually the “I’m right-you’re wrong”-type, however in this case it’s important to clarify that he’s wrong. Globalist propaganda is pushing the idea that we live in some sort of “spiritual school/simulation” which is a malevolent deception. John Lamb Lash debunks this multiple times in his lectures. His book is a must-read for any true seeker-regardless of however much you’ve already read.
Most people fail to realize, there is only one actual antidote to stress... it is playing. Living is stressful, even if its easy. But playing and dancing and getting a good adrenaline rush, is the only known and actual cure to stress. Makes you a kid again at any age.
For sure you said it !
If everyday you go where the day takes you, year after year, with no grand plan, you will "find" yourself again and again. Self discovery has always taken me full circle every time. Wisdom shows up eventually.
You are my soul friend. Your channel makes me feel that I'm not alone, I'm not the only one that feels like I feel every day.
With someone like you in this world I don't feel so lonely! Wonderful soul!! ❤️
Ohh!!! This. ❤️
@@VerdantVanille
You should make movies. You're a good film maker. Get a few actors together and use scripts and make movies.
YU THINK WST IWAS S😮AING TUYU WAS A FAK I WAS SPEEKING WITH MY HART BUT ITS OK
Now in my sixth decade of life, I have come to fully realize my mortalness. I have no regrets for the many experiences up to this point, those deemed good and bad. Just like the natural world, we are born, we grow, we transition, and like the birth of Spring, we are reborn in another form. The nature of consciousness is change, there is no avoiding it. Thanks for your beautiful words. ❤
I am lost to myself, for many years now. Never free, all of my creativity stifled and buried beneath years and years of suppression and other people’s expectations. Still finding my way back to myself but I feel that I may be closer to the discovery of the starting point of that path. Your videos make sense and provide the necessary orienting to me. Thank you
I died at the age of 23 in a motorcycle accident. I can not explain this event or describe in any rational manner the journey I had. When I returned to my body 33 minutes later I was changed.
I'm listening...
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@@Zila626 I do counseling. No charge!
Thanks! So happy to come across you again my friend, I've missed your videos for several months. Let's enjoy every moment we are all blessed with. 💯💜🤗🙏
Ray!!
Your words and gift make my heart so happy, I feel blessed right now!
To come across your LIGHT.
No wonder why you were called this way, you're such a beam of light.
You shine. 🤍
Ohhhh this was an absolute masterpiece. So grateful for your presence on this earth 💚
That’s SO sweet!! ♥️
@@VerdantVanille
@VerdantVanille
You should make movies. You're a good film maker. Get a few actors together and use scripts and make movies.
@@VerdantVanille100 percent so beautiful ~ if ever this sounds inspiring , please teach the rest of us lol
Yes, and I certainly agree, a masterpiece from the heart...@@VerdantVanille
Don’t stay away so long! You are a modern day philosopher, we need you and your voice.
Remember, fear is the mind killer! Fear is the little death that consumes the self one piece at a time. Fear Nothing, not even death. Death is a release from the obligations of living and a rejoining of the greater you. Love is the key to ALL!!!😊
I love how we are so strangely pulled again and again towards the people with whom our frequency resonates. Its been almost 2 months ig since I saw your last video. And suddenly I felt like visiting your channel, and here you are Verdant! with a new treasure. You know in many ways we all are lost, all. Its just that only few people realise their ignorance. Very few people realise that they don't know anything, they don't know "who am I?" That they don't know "what is death?" "what all this is? and who created this vast creation? how come I just landed up here on earth one day? and what the hell am I supposed to do?" "Who am I?"
And speaking from personal experience, only if you let these questions sink really really deep inside, so deep that your heart cries out to know; the guidance comes.
Hope you find your path fellow seeker♥️
Love from the land of seekers- India
Shambho🙏🏻
I love what you shared here ❤️
@@VerdantVanille 🙏🏻
Well said. beautiful words 🙏
@@deadreckoning6288🙏🏻💙
Nothing is a burden, only a challenge. Take it in stride. Take it to heart. Love all times as a lesson being learned. Amen.
I think people with strong souls,when we give a part of ourselves to something, we give all. So it's easy to get entangled. To give all and forget ourselves. So often painfully, we need to make our way back , over and over again. I find the more strength contained within a person to stand alone the more potent that connection is when they make one. I am one of these souls. Am learning balance to be connected but not attached.
I just love your videos! Cinematic delights! Thank you for sharing your beautiful world with us.
You said it perfectly . Feeling life so strongly .. most beautiful things are fragile
God Vanille, I swear you so often put into words things I've been going through too! There must have been something going on in the stars. Looooved the tree segment, I surrounded myself with them yesterday too :)
I was thinking about you just this morning Reuben!
We for sure have some crazy synchronicities you and I! Fact and felt.
Maybe we simply come from the same galaxy. 🌌
Can't wait to awaken my inner monkey and learn to climb the trees like you so well do!
Thank you for being here, sending so much light on your tracks. 🤍
@@VerdantVanille Such a cool way of viewing things...I love your being so authentic w/ your viewers....I am a new sub and have lived as you reveal here...off grid, wilderness mountains in N. America...My favorite tree, I named Grandfather tree. I was so at peace hugging him, w/ his knotty gnarled old branches, that I could have fallen
asleep standing up....I leaned against him for about 20 min one time..and stepped to my right side only to be facing a huge wild buck or male deer...we locked eyes it was powerful!!
Under TWO minutes in and I'm already on the verge of tears as it feels as if you are singing my song as well...I LOVE YOU, SOUL SISTER! Excited to go back in and watch the rest! Just know you have a fan & fellow off-grid pioneer woman CHEERING YOU ON from the Olympic Mountains of the Pacific Northwest 🙌💕🏔🌠🕯🧙♀️🌟🙏🏻🤩✌❣
You are so lovable ❤
Verdante, its been a year since I've commented. I wish I could write you pages. Like me, you are an empath. You feel everything, and so intensely. You're like a walking nerve ending, and nature is your only salvation. I've spent my whole life trying to get people to understand, but they don't. You do. I can't explain the depths of my understanding. When we're in society, life is such a struggle to hide this. The worst part is being aware of others suffering and not being able to shed it. We carry that too. I hope knowing that you're not alone (in fact a gem), but very rare, is enough. I always speak of my toolbox of tricks for life, but you being an empath is something you can't undo. Protecting yourself is most important. So, whatever that means to you, do it. Never turn to the world (not even me) for answers. Only nature. I have a home and a job, but I have to stay at campgrounds (tents) on the weekends to heal from each week, reflect, meditate, and yes.....hug trees. Much love from a very understanding spirit brother.
Your message truly warms every part of my heart. Thank you for shining so bright.
You are a beautiful Soul my friend ❤
Damn.. the pillow punching .. I feel that so hard😭 that was me this morning. Thank you so much for sharing these vulnerable moments, it’s brought me great comfort to know I am not the only one feeling like my entire world is ending.
When I saw you posted a new video I had to stop everything and dance, after weeks of not dancing, and I didn't know why! After two songs I started watching your video and... you were doing the same thing! I felt so connected to you, I couldn't believe it...
Sending you and everyone reading this SO MUCH LOVE❤
Ahhh! This is TOO good! I love it!
I can’t stop smiling haha.
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Vanilla, you are seriously excelling yourself now. Your films get better and better, the language more and more beautiful, the messages deeper and deeper. They are cinematic in quality. I am so in admiration of your creativity. Wishing you well in this next phase of life exploration. 🙏🏼
Wow, thank you Robinia!! ❤️
The aesthetics of your videos are unmatched.
A poetess, how wonderful!
What a beautiful soul you are Vanille. You make me smile, cry, sad and joyful. Your videos touch me on a very deep level.
Thank you! ❤
Love this video it was so beautiful! So glad to see you again! I am right there with you and how you are feeling. Everything you said is spot on. We are seeing the old world die and its uncomfortable but what this beautiful planet is becoming will be so remarkable and even through my daily struggles, I try to just live in the present so life is not overwhelming, and I know that someday soon it will all flip and all of our lives will get better! We are all here for a reason at this moment in history. Hugs!
This is absolutely beautiful. Embrace the inner darkness beloved 🖤☯️🤍 thank you so much for being you sweet Soul. Much love and many healing blessings to all you beautiful Souls.
What another extrodinary episode, beautiful and metaphysical. I'm probably a fine example of a person who is burnt out from this world. I'm getting older and I'm finding peace in radical acceptance. Not saying it is some remedy but we all find ways to cope with our surrounding reality. Your channel gives me an airing out and taking a breath sensation. It's peace and I want to ravish in it some more if I could or can where ever possible. Thank you for your channel. I wrote in another episode and made an edit and your like erased so I'll try not to edit anymore!
Thank you for sharing this. After long time something that spoke to my soul. I am tired of everything being dressed up on social media to look wild, but your wildness was raw and actually made me feel something, unlike the things I see everyday. I had goosebumps when you danced in front of the car on a modern song, I realised it doesn't have to be perfect, it just needs to be real. And I found the way you showed your emotion on screen, screaming and punching pillows very inspiring. I also loved how you just used a stone for the ice :D For me, that's the real wildness, going with the flow and using whatever's on hand. I'm glad I found this channel, seeing your video helped me connect to my own wildness. I'm looking forward to seeing what you create next :)
I love trees too. They are so majestic and appear protective..watching over us with no judgement.. Nature is so healing. You are in the right place but maybe your soul is calling you to be somewhere else.. Just saying. WE always have a choice and we shouldn;t feel guilty about it. Its all part of the human experience and sometimes we outgrow people, places and things. Peace!
Please explain “life is a game”. I’ve been told this before and I’m not sure I entirely understand. I can relate to you in so many ways! I’ve been stuck for a while now and am ready to change that. I just found you and I will keep watching ❤
Beautiful video Vanille, just really really good!
Ohhh thank you so much!!!!
Wow! Thank you RUclips for bringing me here! Love it! ❤️
The algorithm brought me back to this page, a year later. You are still a profound person. I hope that you find a place of contentment, both physical and spiritual, though even that changes with time. Again, peace to you.
Finally you are back ❤❤
I admire them for being so quiet and yet so strong. Reminds me of a poem I wrote in maybe 1992 that I had pretty much forgotten about. Thank you!
Hello beautiful, thank you for reminding me and all of us about what is really true. It helps when I get overwhelmed and sad by false narratives and illusion. Sending love and light back to you and to everyone here.
Psalm 23. “The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Be free beautiful soul
Beautiful beautiful share. Thank you and blessings 🙏💜
Feels good to know we are all going through similar struggles, we are in it together . My heart opened at the end there , that’s been my work lately . Opening my heart chakra . Know love , know God .
Vanille, I am so deeply touched by your videos and I can agree on so many things you say and do.
I am currently in a very similar phase in my life where I am about to move to a lonely place in nature soon, where I am going to embrace whatever is coming out of myself and I think I‘ve been waiting for this for so so long 💜
Watching your videos are helping me stay strong in this decision, and have faith and deep trust in my path now and everything that is opening up for me now 🙏🏼
Love every word of yours. Love your energy. You are so delightful. So so inspirering to watch your vlogs... ❤
That means so much to me. Thank you ❤️
No one and I mean no one that I have ever watched knows how to put artistry and wisdom together the way you do
I smile Susie. I really do. Thank you for being so kind.
Aw wow what a beautiful,video showing the vulnerability and love with your strength and weaknesses, challenges come to make way for letting in the new as low times are just as important as the high times for without the low we wouldn't know the highs ❤️shine bright ❤️❤️❤️🙏
What a POWERFULL video ! There's so much energy and wisdom in this ! You are supercharged!
The demons can't stand a chance...
Bravo pour la qualité de ta video et surtout MERCI pour le message qu ' elle transmet.
Janvier-Février ne so sont vraiment pas des mois simples et je ne parle même pas de l'état du monde...
You're a spiritual badass! And Wim Hoff will also be proud of you 🎉🎉🎉
❤ from Quebec
Ils peuvent aller se rhabiller les démons Abbas! 😂
Your messages never fail at putting a smile on my face.
Thank you for being such a bright soul.
Hello,lovely to see you again beautiful soul!Most of us are going through a spiritual awakening so we feel it!!We so damn feel it!!Is here!!Is happening!The shift has begun and there is no way back!!No more clinging to the fear and pain!!No more obedience!!We are here to remember !!!🌟
Oh my god, long time. I miss you a lot.
Thanks!
Oh wow! Speechless again Lyla. Your kind and kindred heart blow my mind.
THANK YOU ♥️
Visual beauty and poetic language blending together to weave a glimpse of a life worth living
No, thank you. Thank you for reminding me that there is a life for me out there. I feel so stuck at this moment in time but your videos open my eyes. Thank you once again. Good luck with everything. I look forward to your next vlog. God bless. ❤
My heart is so happy to read your words. ♥️
A wonderful feeling in the embrace of nature and the presence of a wonderful woman like you
This truely was an amzing video,Thank you for sharing your beauty.❣⚘😊 Take great care of you.⚘❣
I love the decision, conscious or not, to cry out into the wilderness with a whistle then immediately cry into the depths into a pillow. Beautiful display of the world of polarity we find ourselves in. It's uncomfortable, but I think our mission is to find the uncomfortableness comfortable.
What a beautiful, thoughtful analysis. As always. 🤍
It's all about reconnecting to the pure energy of the heart to feel love so deeply to let it burn the false self and become it in all its essence.
Such beautiful film making
I am in love with your videos, make me heal from my depression and sadness. Thank you.
Really miss your amazing videos ....i wish i had a friend like you ...keep going beautiful soul
I love you , darling kindred , highly sensitive and deep soul . I so resonate with how you make poetry out of hardship and how you feel this world so deeply ( I do too) . xxx
You are an inspiration! You are beautiful! Thank you for sharing your feelings, thoughts and those amazing views ❤
Thank You for being.❤
Thank you sista you as well live your best life.
Wow. This is insanely good ❤
How wonderful to see you again! I was wondering how you were doing, like an old friend! You made my day with your wonderful video!!
beautiful beautiful message, I feel you on many levels as I am also going through a separation due to codependency while being on a deeply spiritual path. This was a lovely watch, thank you ❤
Glad to see you back :) 😊 again a huge reminder for me that the present moment, self esteem, self value and so on are so crucial. I just left behind too what no longer serves me . I think is time for a
New adventure 🙂 release the past and move forward with love in our hearts. Have a great night.
its so refreshing to see someone so open, vulneralble and authenthic about their inner struggles. Thank you for sharing these very intimate moments with us ❤
Wow this video really connected with me so deeply ♥️ thank u for the amazing wisdom in the end 💖
beuatiful video verdant hope and wish you are okay and safe. look good about your health
Your sacred rage was beautiful to witness, thank you for sharing 😌🫀🫧
Your words poured out of my soul like you were talking for me..
Thank you for this
I wish you faith in yourself and the universe
I'd love to join you away from everywhere and everything you are very brave doing what you do living like you do I wish I had the guts to do it
Merci bien Vanille, tu as une magnifique guerrière!!! Dans cette vie difficile ❤
Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m glad my soul got to hear this. It was meant to be 🙏💚
So thankful for your videos! I always eagerly wait for each new one. Where you live is absolutely amazing in its natural beauty. I can relate to your burden with life’s duality. Life is a never ending wheel. Merci beaucoup Vanille.🙏
I so resonate with this at the moment ,going through so much with life that sometimes clarity is needed , time by yourself , loving yourself again , questioning my very being and how it’s connections shape me. Than you
oh gosh, your videos are so beautiful. I'm experiencing a breakup at the moment and this makes me feel better, as if i should defocus myself from it and stop identifying too. Of course, grieving is necessary but what if there was another story to tell ourselves about it? A speedy way to gain peace again without feeling so much the loss :) TY
I love to see you become happier by the day. i just love seeing you figure out life and walk the same paths you walked before and having move value for them again. its just so beautiful. ❤❤❤❤❤
I smile. ❤️
Thank you.
You captured my interest with your creative footage, philosophies of life and your originality. Stay genuine, its a rare quality..
This is one of the most beautifully shot videos I have seen in ages.
I'm thrilled with the way you tell your story! The composition of the music, the videos and your voice made me emotional. I will def remember your words 'You cant pour from an empty cup.' What an important reminder.🧡
your life is more than the best cinema I have seen in decade
thank you for hard work, the god wide jaws of everything have become satisfied
Hiiiiii✌️😁
"Light and blessings on our path. High vibes in our walk and a lot of Magic for every day."🙏
I love the way you express yourself and the depth you go to. I understand and know. I perceive and feel how brave you are. 💚 A divine time is waiting for us. 💪So let's go!
Love that! ♥️
Chin up, higher, now smile 🙂 I needed that
Thank you for this! Many blessings all around
beautiful story again, this videos are amazing!
Thank you beautiful soul.
Hello sweet sister
Many Blessings coming to you.
Prayers up for your relationship
Love you
TamZen in the mountains of Colorado ❤
Im proud of you walking your path and expressing your deepest emotions as tough as it is, I was an expert at surpressing and repressing which was slowly killing me inside. I wish you the priceless growth and that you will find yourself again. Being stronger to face the ebs and flows of life. I also think its so beautiful that despite us finding ourselves entangled and being lonely and rare finds, there is so many of us out there that share unique but similar journeys. Listen to the messages as they are your biggest lessons to grow from. There you go, hero 😊.
We appreciate your art that you create for us and is a great healing for many.
Love from South Africa 🌅.
Thank you! I miss your Voice and your authenticity ❤❤❤
Thank you💛💖 This channel is just what I needed. Gorgeous storyline and editing and so touching🙋🏻♀️🤗🙏✨
I really appreciate you and your videos. Intuition told me to hop on RUclips for a while and this video was the first on my feed so I figured I needed to watch. You're words spoke to my soul.
I'm in a very strange time in my life right now where I'm trying to trust my intuition wholeheartedly rather than continuing to try and squeeze myself in to a life that has never and will never suit me, and it's like living in a foreign land for the first time. But this video really gave me some courage.
I really admire your bravery to do all the things you are doing. I truly look up to you and I aspire to be as free💕
Thank you for your new video again! Being myself an introvert, I uderstand how much efforts it could cost to share your life, pain, struggle and wisdom with people. It's true, difficult Buddhist truth that everything in life is changing like the water in the river and our own soul and relation with my self is something worth time and endeavours whatever painful it can be so your honestry with yourself and people is really stunning. You energy and readiness to plunge into the wilderness of a great wanderer! However I think you should be careful in order not to lose your connection with material world. About the intimate relation, it is something that people can only partly control, so I really appreciate concentrating on things that depend on us like personal , spiritual or professional growth.
I do not know how I miss this post! I crave your poetry, your words, your outlook and vision. i wish to devour you, but, in a way that does not take anything away from you, does not harm you or steal from you, yet still filling me with all of you so that I might shine even just a little bit like you.
You, to me, are a warm hearth full of welcoming heat after entering home from the cold still stasis of winter where sometimes all of life feels like a cruel bighting winter regardless the actual weather. You are a firelight in the wild mountains on the other side of world from me, but, here, with computer I can sit by your fire for a little while, and feel the comfort of your light. You are a wonderful and amazing spirit, and I see you standing in several worlds all at once; one human world, one natural world, one world of spirit, another world of exploration and discovery, another world of feelings, and yet another one of magic of a kind that only you know. You stand in and walk across all of these and more. You don't have all the answers to all the things but you take us with you and help us find them even if our own questions aren't the same as yours.
You fill us up, and also make us hungry, like you, for more, because all the world needs more of everything you are.
Your words fill my soul with pure love.
I'm not feeling worthy of everything you say, but I am so honoured to be the mirror through which you can see a bit of yourself.
You know, it makes no doubt to me of how special you and your soul are. Don't forget to be proud of yourself beautiful, of who you are in this world. You deserve the praise as much as I do.
Thank you for everything. 🤍
Beautiful video! 👏🙌🏽🙌🏽♥️😊
I was wondering where you were since I haven’t gotten any notifications from your channel and lo and behold here you are! ☺️☺️
Nice, really nice, love your peaceful videos and the forest and lakes.