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  • Опубликовано: 26 дек 2024

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  • @VerdantVanille
    @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад +19

    Dear Tribe, thank you so much for watching ♡ If you're curious about my work, here are some ways to connect: zaap.bio/verdantvanille

    • @Alifeofglory
      @Alifeofglory Месяц назад

      Bonjour Vanille cette vidéo a très belle audio et vidéo. Avez-vous eu un nouveau microphone et une nouvelle caméra? Si oui, pouvez-vous me dire les marques. Vous utilisez également un ingénieur audio? J'ai besoin d'améliorer mes vidéos et j'apprécierais les conseils à ce sujet ❤

    • @carissajohns4102
      @carissajohns4102 19 дней назад

      Love your dress ❤

  • @krystleneves796
    @krystleneves796 Месяц назад +20

    Thank you so much beautiful soul sister. You always inspire me with your amazing videos. I’m at a point where I’m lost, stuck in an expensive state Colorado, no money, at a job I hate, and see no light at the end of the tunnel. The lists of what I need is growing with no way to make it happen. I have no friends or family, a few acquaintances, but I’m stuck in my misery and can’t really find a will to want to go on in this life. I’ll be 40 in March and come from a lot of trauma. Thank you for giving me little bits of inspiration and joy watching your videos. Hopefully I can shift for the better. Sending love to you and all who reads this 💜✨🕊️🪬🌀🧚🏼🔮💎📿🕯️🪽🐦‍🔥

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад +14

      I know sometimes you have to dig really deep to find that tiny spark inside of you. The one that will set things in motion and keep saving you time and time again. But my darling I can tell you, you have it in you too, it’s right there. You have the power to feed that fire, I promise you you do. 🤍✨🔥

    • @Gio_Typha
      @Gio_Typha Месяц назад +1

      I wish you all the courage and the positive energy to find a way out🙏❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 I think about you

  • @teresaedwards4175
    @teresaedwards4175 Месяц назад +4

    I want to run wild in the hills, spin in circles on grassy banks, sleep in daisy filled fields, sigh the deepest sigh…..connect with this Beautiful planet…my heart yearns for this. 🙏 Thank you for this video, SO inspiring 😊

  • @tyronevanleyen9880
    @tyronevanleyen9880 Месяц назад +8

    Verdant, You speak some real truths about procrastination and the battles we all have with finding our way. These are tough realities. You seem to embrace it, and are still able to find joy. You give out advice and wisdom in a delightful and inspiring way. You're a real pro film maker. Thanks Verdant!

  • @Mirko_2842
    @Mirko_2842 Месяц назад +10

    Thanks, Verdant! Your videos are always very inspiring! Much Love 💙💙💙

  • @newfiebullet1984
    @newfiebullet1984 Месяц назад +2

    One of THE best channels on the planet. Your attitude, depth of thought, energy, and values are impeccable.

  • @olgaplickova9519
    @olgaplickova9519 Месяц назад +1

    I like to think of myself as a eternal beginner - because there is always more to learn. It saves me from the paralysis of perfectionism. Thank you for another beautiful video… let´s keep finding light in the shadows ❤

  • @alinakozlova7867
    @alinakozlova7867 Месяц назад +1

    What I like most about you vlogs is your ability to make a reflection in a creative and emotional way! "Change your focus if your progress is stagnated" - as simply as magically. Thank you and a hug from one lazy urban cat who is laying and watching lazily your hard trening😀

  • @kiwioffgrid2437
    @kiwioffgrid2437 3 дня назад

    I spent 10 years living offgrid self sufficient life.
    Once the cabins built, the garden's producing, the seed bank full, the water catchment done, the fireplace finished then life takes on an easier pace.
    I loved it.

  • @lulaslabyrinth13
    @lulaslabyrinth13 Месяц назад +6

    By far...
    Hands DOWN...
    My FAVORITE episode of yours ever and I have seen most. Thank you seems inadequate for what was just BLESSED UPON US because you just "flipped a switch" in me! 🐲 This year has been a kick in the pants and I needed THIS kick in the pants to help me heal amd muscle through and see it beautifully to the end. WOW. Seriously, this episode was just so, so POWERFULLLL! Wishing you so much ABUNDANCE 🎉 JOY 😊 and LOVE ❤ dearest, BADASS, soul sister..deepest GRATITUDE 🙏🏻💫😇🙌💕🧙‍♀️🦄🕯🌟✌❣

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад

      That means more than you know. I am honored ♥️🌟

  • @paparay163
    @paparay163 Месяц назад +1

    Thanks! Hi Miss Vanille, happy to see this one today somehow I missed the previous one. I so look forward to your wonderful videos my friend. Blessed to know you. ❤️🤗🙏

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад +1

      It's always a wonderful feeling to receive your energy Ray, in all its form. Thank you with all my heart.

  • @martindurkin8837
    @martindurkin8837 Месяц назад +1

    I cannot believe it has been two years already. I'm one of those older members of the tribe who sits off in the distance nearly out of sight but I am always here. Happy to see you mon cher.

  • @paddythefly
    @paddythefly Месяц назад +4

    I really feel this! Thank you for sharing your progress and learnings with us!

  • @iamFracture
    @iamFracture 9 дней назад

    “We are human-beings not human-doings”. I love that. 🥲

  • @bk-il3md
    @bk-il3md Месяц назад +5

    I so much resonate to what you say! You're inspirational, thank you.

  • @rwoliver2
    @rwoliver2 Месяц назад +1

    Someone wise once told me that wisdom is knowledge in motion. I try to remember this every day!

  • @themysteriousdomainmoviepalace
    @themysteriousdomainmoviepalace Месяц назад +2

    Nice wardrobe! Such a beautiful place. I hope you don't move away from there any time soon.

  • @thenakedsingularity
    @thenakedsingularity Месяц назад +1

    It's really good to listen to someone else struggling with the same issues as you do.

  • @thelostivy
    @thelostivy 21 день назад

    So glad RUclips suggested your channel! I've recently started a similar style channel and dreaming of reaching as many people as you one day 🤎 You're so inspiring and talented, sending my best wishes from the UK and looking forward to seeing more and supporting you! 🤗

  • @ReubenClarke
    @ReubenClarke Месяц назад +2

    I love how over the years you seem to have become more resilient and full of life force. Proud to witness your journey :)

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад

      That means a lot to me Reuben.
      Thank you for being here on Earth.🤍🌟

  • @romemancer7905
    @romemancer7905 Месяц назад +3

    you are such a beautiful Soul i wish you peace and love to your life..

  • @konstantinavalentina3850
    @konstantinavalentina3850 Месяц назад +4

    One of my happy places are the days you post a video. :)

  • @AtHomeWithJenn
    @AtHomeWithJenn Месяц назад +4

    Beautiful video as always 😊

  • @TheKeystoneChannel
    @TheKeystoneChannel Месяц назад

    This is the theme I am encountering exactly!! Stagnation, and changing mind set again, falling back in procrastination and perfection, only to stagnate more. Thank you for making this inspiring video journaling for all of us. We are all in the same boat at this moment. Yet is it more clear than ever betfore to see it all ♥ A Soul Sister in Europe!

  • @freedom2012inworld
    @freedom2012inworld Месяц назад

    It was nice to see you again. I still love your homemade saw! You are precious, be well my friend.

  • @CanadianDayTrader
    @CanadianDayTrader Месяц назад +2

    Such a beautiful and inspiring video, Vani! Much love ❤️

  • @jules7723
    @jules7723 Месяц назад +4

    It is easy to get stuck in routines, particularly for those of us that are working 9-5 office jobs. It can be a challenge to reenergize or reinvent yourself and break out of those ruts considering the time spent on activities of daily living. But it can be something as simple as getting out in nature more often, taking up a new hobby, or pausing to have gratitude of the things that you take for granted. What small thing can you change today?

  • @oggy4418
    @oggy4418 Месяц назад +3

    You just made my day, thanks!❤ I like the music at the end 🙂

  • @fjallsken
    @fjallsken Месяц назад

    Thank you so much, me dear 💜🙏 You made my day ☺

  • @rmariacarlson
    @rmariacarlson Месяц назад +1

    Thank you. This is just the reminder I needed to hear at that deep soul level (of self acceptance) for sharing more of myself and my gifts. You're amazing and this is awesome.

  • @bloodynorahvan2203
    @bloodynorahvan2203 Месяц назад

    🧡 We are aligned completely. The last quarter for me has involved re-starting running, learning Spanish from scratch and the thoughts of clothes choices. I would add to this about the colour seen in the changing of the leaves in their colours to those of autumn: green, yellows, firey reds and rich burnt oranges - it is the finest show before the great clearout and reset, before the stillness. Music, at least for me, tunnels straight through my reasoning brain, to be absorbed and work it's natural magic to my soul. Especially for depression, it transends right through this, for which I am eternally grateful. Replenish through your strongest season, winter my precious, enlightened one - much love, one love 🧡

  • @liannblack2427
    @liannblack2427 12 дней назад

    The winter is for reflection and inner peace. So more rest and doing more things indoors. And hobbies that pace the winter. Winter is the esoteric mind.

  • @NehaBlooms
    @NehaBlooms Месяц назад

    Vanille, Thank you so much for this beautiful reminder :)

  • @JohnFiocchi
    @JohnFiocchi Месяц назад

    I was lived this way when I was young. It was a retreat house in the woods with my hermitage for a year to escape the music business or road. I felt so free and connected to nature which inspired me to compose...but I was unable to ever feel free like that again. Instead I fell into a trap where people all around me kept telling me that I was living in a fantasy world. Then my peace was shattered. I have come into being like the shadows and phantoms of the night...

  • @JoePolcari9464
    @JoePolcari9464 7 дней назад

    Hope your smileing and have a Merry christmss Miss verdant❤

  • @WhiteAvatarLivingSoul
    @WhiteAvatarLivingSoul Месяц назад

    Thank you for making this unique piece of art for us, and sharing your thoughts🙏🏼❤️

  • @angelspills11
    @angelspills11 Месяц назад

    wow your filmmaking skills are getting better and better each video.. awesome

  • @Verenaaschulz
    @Verenaaschulz Месяц назад +1

    I really enjoyed your video.
    Thank you for sharing ☺🌸

  • @jtaylorb88
    @jtaylorb88 Месяц назад

    You definitely can be huge on here your videos and messages are amazing and definitely one of the best parts of RUclips.

  • @Ms.cosmiquesun
    @Ms.cosmiquesun Месяц назад

    I love these videos, they to me are like having a wonderful conversation with a good friend. I enjoy hearing your mind and find more and more similarities in the ways we experience reality. So watching you for me is always a good reminder, a clear mirror to perceive myself deeper. And an inspiration.
    Your visuals and narrative style are deeply penetrating. I got huge doses of good feelings chemicals listening and watching you.
    Ao beautiful over there. We are getting our first dusts of snow over here in middle finland already. Oo how lovely to glimpse the autumnal colours. Although i am ready for snow and the promise of magical winter land ahead.
    Thank you for sharing beauty with us.❤

  • @NamasteSoof
    @NamasteSoof Месяц назад +1

    wow amazing video! thanks

  • @ayanmitra8592
    @ayanmitra8592 Месяц назад +1

    Just one word - Incredible

  • @breathofglori
    @breathofglori Месяц назад

    Beautiful video! I loved the journaling questions, they’re so powerful! ♥️

  • @donaldcordner1936
    @donaldcordner1936 Месяц назад

    Way to go Verdi! A moving target, is hard to hit!! Keep on movin'!

  • @mirandaandrea8215
    @mirandaandrea8215 Месяц назад +1

    So true , all the videos present an ‘illusion’ , a perfect off grid life in exquisite settings, as you say it can’t be perfect!! ! Do you present an illusion of your life to??????

  • @abbasdourasse1975
    @abbasdourasse1975 Месяц назад +1

    Hello Miss Vanille !
    It's always a pleasure and a blessing to receive your sweat, fresh and invigorating energy !
    🔥🔥🔥 Yes, stagnation is often rampant during this time of the year ( more cold, less light) but, as human beings, we have so much tools to shake it off ! Moving our bodies, especially when we are not motivated to do so, is a miracle for our nervous system 💪💪💪
    Bravo pour ton yoga sur la table ! 🙌🙌🙌
    Comme d'habitude, merci pour tous ces moments tellement inspirants que tu partages régulièrement avec nous 🙏🙏🙏
    Greetings from Québec ! Have fun being yourself again and again ♥️♥️♥️
    You are making the World a better place, zero doubt about it 🙂🙂🙂

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад

      It’s always such a pleasure to read you Abbas 🤍

  • @TheMennomilist
    @TheMennomilist Месяц назад

    Go French rap! Working out with that view must give you lots of energy. It is amazing!! Always love your videos. Keep creating, enjoying goodness around you, and always find your drive.

  • @roxana.dreamteller
    @roxana.dreamteller 25 дней назад

    I enjoy so much watching your videos and aknowledging he need to move. I'm also looking forward to ride the bike in the morning, let's see when I'll start and I'll share some pics on social media

  • @XYZG769
    @XYZG769 Месяц назад

    Awaiting a breakthrough now! Thanks for your words and motivation ❤

  • @victorhyman268
    @victorhyman268 Месяц назад

    There’s a clarity with word and action.🙏

  • @jameshotchkiss9957
    @jameshotchkiss9957 Месяц назад

    As always, your content leaves me with a lot to think about. Thank you for your perspective!

  • @camf53
    @camf53 Месяц назад

    Thank you! I needed this advice today!❤

  • @vandoodev
    @vandoodev 13 дней назад

    You are inspiration. God bless

  • @rosagelborange
    @rosagelborange Месяц назад

    Thank you so much for this motivational video. I needed it so much.

  • @FFrrEEddRRiiKK1
    @FFrrEEddRRiiKK1 Месяц назад +3

    Inspiring video in a world which right now seems hopeless.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад +2

      The shift is here, even behind the clouds. 🤍✨

    • @platonkarataev550
      @platonkarataev550 Месяц назад +1

      Even the word hopeless has the hope in it . Whatever is happening, it too will pass.

  • @liberatedlioness6478
    @liberatedlioness6478 Месяц назад

    Great video with important life lessons. Very inspiring. Thank you.

  • @the1andonly
    @the1andonly Месяц назад

    Your videos are amazing. Really enjoyed this one!

  • @mtnshelby7059
    @mtnshelby7059 Месяц назад

    You're a brave soul. ❤

  • @lucgermain8758
    @lucgermain8758 Месяц назад

    Wow, thank you I needed to see and listen to this video.

  • @KxNOxUTA
    @KxNOxUTA Месяц назад

    It is so relatable! That feeling of being disturbed by the presence of others, regardless of how much I love them. I've got a wonderful neurodiverse brain (ADHD type) and it is absolutely vital to be more time in retreat than with others or in the richness of new sensory input. It's good for me to have sparingly. The dream of a life in nature, is not a dream of romanticised "all is pretty and wholesome" but rather a dream of retreat and having a space where reducing or increasing my sensory input is a choice!
    I am very very glad that you could stablish this life for yourself and also have support. That you can really tap into the way of life that puts archaic feminine and masculine principles into a balance and also opens up, in a sense - archaic non-binary spectrums in the middle of it all.
    P.S: it sure is a time of shift and change. As it so happens, your video comes at a time, shortly after I've made a bigger decision to leave something behind and walk on without it. I'm setting myself up for a different new year.

  • @felt_expirience
    @felt_expirience 27 дней назад

    I like how you point out that it is not stillness vs action, but rather constant stagnation vs balanced dynamics. You overwork - you need to be still. If you are still too much, you become salky and you need to push your body and do the work. Too much is as bad as too little. I had the same problem as you, but from opposite angle - too relaxed bastard 🦭, now I push my lazy ass more
    I saw people arguing about the word "patriarchy" and put blame on masculine energy, but I think folk just missing the point that you talk about balance between energies. Nothing wrong with Yang. Unbalanced Yin is as dangerous as unbalanced Yang. I agree with you on patriarchy point 100%, because patriarchy is the idea that masculine should dominate feminine, thus it promotes dissbalance and violence.
    And of course, this is just fantastically beautiful cinematic video. So much love put into it!

  • @janpaulgarde8639
    @janpaulgarde8639 Месяц назад +2

    You look lively sister ❤

  • @mariagunhildsdotter
    @mariagunhildsdotter Месяц назад

    Love your videos and thank you for the questions, I will save them to journal on 🙏

  • @JB-mb1qf
    @JB-mb1qf Месяц назад

    Amazing! Love you! Thank you!

  • @kseniyasbooknook4172
    @kseniyasbooknook4172 Месяц назад

    your videos always warm my soul, thank you!!

  • @UlvOgNatt
    @UlvOgNatt Месяц назад

    Beautiful video, thank you!

  • @janeriksrensen3662
    @janeriksrensen3662 Месяц назад +2

    Thank you

  • @HappinessTheBrand
    @HappinessTheBrand Месяц назад +1

    Congratulations ma ❤

  • @Sadaf-v4c
    @Sadaf-v4c Месяц назад

    This is one of my favorites😊❤

  • @joaquinlopezramos2711
    @joaquinlopezramos2711 Месяц назад

    When you are training with the ax you could hit a log instead of hitting the air. You can also include maceball type exercises, they are great

  • @lulaslabyrinth13
    @lulaslabyrinth13 Месяц назад +1

    Your SMILE on the cover though...❤😊❤

  • @arricawright8194
    @arricawright8194 Месяц назад

    Thank you 🙌

  • @Bhagirathisway
    @Bhagirathisway 15 дней назад

    Beautiful and Brave 🦋💮

  • @hihoware-s6j
    @hihoware-s6j Месяц назад +1

    some sanity at last😁

  • @davidmickles5012
    @davidmickles5012 Месяц назад +2

    This is a very good exposition of the Tantra path ❤🙏 Thank you

  • @tiogoala7654
    @tiogoala7654 Месяц назад

    Strong! ❣

  • @juliel4891
    @juliel4891 Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤ thank you 🙏

  • @PatrickMuta-m2p
    @PatrickMuta-m2p Месяц назад

    So inspiring video,

  • @Daytona2
    @Daytona2 Месяц назад +2

    I'm a perfectionist too, Vanille 🙁

  • @snorkle5041
    @snorkle5041 Месяц назад

    The videos I love watching most on RUclips ❤
    Please can you share where you get your pinafore dress from?

  • @Esraamsterdam
    @Esraamsterdam Месяц назад

    I imagine that you live there without any neighbours even not a dog. You must be very brave.

  • @the-comments-poet
    @the-comments-poet Месяц назад +1

    Let it all fall down
    Don’t look
    There in the valley of white
    Stands a village
    Pretty houses in time
    Chimney and smoke and mist
    And over there the tall mountain
    Ancient and strong
    Keeper of the forest
    Protector of all secrets
    All the beauty of the world
    The roads far and wide
    Passing me by
    Laid before me, for me
    Don’t touch
    Busied my days
    Building fortress and castle
    Strong and safe
    Do not wander, do not wonder
    I didn’t look, I didn’t touch
    Today I bury my failed life-
    Here lies he who never complained
    Never seen
    Never heard
    Today I bury my safety
    Today I fail on purpose
    And I will not don’t run and don’t fall
    And I will not don’t speak
    I will touch and I will look and I will laugh
    Today I trade consent
    For coincidences
    Today I shovel clouds in my window
    And forget about the snow
    Let it all fall down

  • @-Atmos1
    @-Atmos1 Месяц назад

    Like your Bio-geometric pendant ,

  • @watchingthehorizon7799
    @watchingthehorizon7799 11 дней назад

    I find myself stuck for a few years now at a point of transition that I've been unable to understand so that I could move forward. This video essay has brought me more understanding and clarification in 10 minutes than I have been able to get speaking to therapists or family.
    I find myself needing to rebuild my life painstakingly, one small brick at a time and I've chosen to focus on my movement. But it all seems so overwhelming.
    This may seem insignificant to you but, how did you determine your workout routine? I don't mean to ask what your fitness routine is. I'm trying to ask how you determined what exercises or routine you would follow.

  • @kastenolsen9577
    @kastenolsen9577 Месяц назад +2

    You live in a barn, being stationary. I live in a truck, always moving. Soon I will build a monastery.

  • @JohnCash001
    @JohnCash001 27 дней назад

    I want to live this life.. but to live in rural place by myself would be really boring..

  • @Roufbhatt
    @Roufbhatt Месяц назад +4

    First comment ❤

  • @madissiimkull
    @madissiimkull Месяц назад +1

    I believe that unfortunately we live in a sociopathic society, where exploiting each other for the sake of success is normal.

  • @thomasmaldonado8387
    @thomasmaldonado8387 Месяц назад +3

    🤩

  • @nileshsahu6023
    @nileshsahu6023 Месяц назад

    I welcome the loving presence of God in my life 🙏 🌸
    जय बजरंगबली महाराज 🙏 🌸
    Thank you God for everything you blessed me with 🙏 🌸

  • @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN
    @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN 24 дня назад

    Using a proverbial rubber mallet against men in general who actually are our heroes and have created truly WONDERFUL things for our society many 'people' are willfully turning their back on.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  24 дня назад

      @@BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN i don’t understand why people believe I’m criticizing or disliking Men. I’m talking about the minorities governing the majorities. And most of them are ruled by men. I mean, even Wikipedia - the most corrupted source information out there clearly states « patriarchy - a society governed by a man. It is still the most common form of society at this point on Earth. »
      Im not a feminist. I believe Feminism fights the wrong fight for the most part.
      But well, it’s so much easier to believe in black and white than in shades of grey.

    • @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN
      @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN 24 дня назад

      @@VerdantVanille And yet, the REAL world is NOT 'black' or 'white'. It consists of 'shades of grey' as you so well put it. That's WHY we don't say, "all women this... all men that..." etc.
      Using words like "patriarchy" is typically inflammatory and paints an inaccurate picture of the world. "All men" aren't bad (in fact, MOST men I know are just incredible) and women are certainly NOT all "sugar and spice". I speak from my own experience.
      Let's just try to keep things more on the positive, clean and healthy, shall we??

    • @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN
      @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN 24 дня назад

      @@VerdantVanille And yet, the REAL world is NOT 'black' or 'white'. It consists of 'shades of grey' as you so well put it. That's WHY we don't say, "all women this... all men that..." etc.

    • @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN
      @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN 24 дня назад

      @@VerdantVanille Using words like "patriarchy" is typically inflammatory and paints an inaccurate picture of the world.

    • @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN
      @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN 24 дня назад

      @@VerdantVanille "All men" aren't bad (in fact, MOST men I know are just incredible) and women are certainly NOT all "sugar and spice". I speak from my own experience.

  • @Incaensio
    @Incaensio 14 дней назад

    You're stunning

  • @Herbalalchemist
    @Herbalalchemist Месяц назад +1

    🙌🏻💜💜💜

  • @RodrigoHernandez.562
    @RodrigoHernandez.562 Месяц назад +1

    If by any chance you find your self in front of me, I’ll give you a kiss of inspiration

  • @williamkauffman-j9i
    @williamkauffman-j9i 6 дней назад

    🙏

  • @JoePolcari9464
    @JoePolcari9464 Месяц назад +1

    💙

  • @peters9943
    @peters9943 Месяц назад +1

    happy ending is just a story that didn't finish yet...

  • @sarahalruna2686
    @sarahalruna2686 Месяц назад

    💚

  • @rayhunt3244
    @rayhunt3244 Месяц назад

    That waiting phase or stillness is referred to as the sabbath day in the bible.

  • @RenayEmond
    @RenayEmond Месяц назад +2

    ✊🏽🔥🌟❤