Anthony Green -"Writing this either helped saved me or almost killed me I can’t figure out which yet. The vocals were written two years ago to the day and was the last song I wrote before going into treatment for heroin dependency. I can’t sing it without feeling the shame of every lie I ever told so that should be fun. Maybe you’ll feel it too. Ha! Whatever music is playing in your life I hope its freeing and enriching you in some way." reading this before listening to this made the song hit so much harder
Thats crazy, I've been a fan of circa for years but I didn't even know he was addicted to heroin thats wild. I've struggled with opiates too so I can definitely relate. Great song
I honestly cried when I heard of the hiatus status. I was returning from Europe where I went through chemical dependency withdrawal and just started getting the balloon from OLG tattooed.
They're like that band that you always think they're due to not make another great album that can top their previous, yet they still somehow always do. Like it's just too good to be true.
I met a person a couple of months ago I can only describe as my soul mate. Right before we met, I was convinced my life was over. I’d ruined everything and had nothing left to give I thought. Meeting her turned my life around completely. We’ve been ripping into each other’s souls every day. We’ve both been talking about imposter syndrome the whole time as a major factor holding us both back. And the universe has been speaking to us both every day telling us what we need to hear most. Circa has been my favorite band for the last decade, and to see this song, right now, the title and the lyrics and the video, it just somehow cements for me that we are on the right path and being guided by forces we don’t understand. I love you all for the first time in my life. Circa and Anthony have been instrumental in me being alive and experiencing this love today. Absolutely mind blowing.
I first heard circa survive when I was in a group home at 16 years old. I listened to their albums every night and I found peace in a hopeless place partly because of them. I'm with you 💯
@@jasonourso8944 For me it’s been feeling very insecure w being thought of as a “musician” bc even though I was good at guitar and making tons of music, I didn’t feel like I deserved that title in other peoples eyes. It’s basically feeling like I don’t truly belong anywhere.
Everything they put out feels like a gift. I never expect the bands/musicians I love to stick around, but Anthony has been by my side since he was leaving his heart on the stage with Saosin. Glad he's healthy and back at it. Can't wait for the new EP 🤘
@@HeavyDeee210 i know this is a circa video but, i still listen to that saosin - translating the name ep. that ep is an absolute masterpiece and its aged well unlike a lot of "screamo" from that era
Everything they touch is gold to me. ❤ Favorite band forever. 又 It continues to get me through hard things. It makes me feel something. & I am grateful for them.
Found Circa one day while listening to Spotify .. one unique voice Anthony has. Thank you to you Mr. Green and your band mates for the awesome sound track (in all of your work) helping me with my personal pain I’m dealing with now. Love the new record!! Prayers to you that you find peace and release from the grips of living this sometimes turbulent life .
One of the most powerful songs on the Circa Survive's catalog. Anthony is so unique, a talented guy and one of the most beautiful voices on the scene. All the band is great and hugely creatives that makes me proud of every new material, but in my personal opinion, Anthony Green is the key to the sound of Circa Survive. I just love those guys with all of my heart. ❤
The lines "I was searching for a painless way to die", and "I was searching for a painless way through life" hits to well. captures how i'm shuffling trough life wishing all these could end now.
I felt such emotion with this song. Thanks you Circa Survive for being such a big part of my life. Really helped me through really hard times! Never stop being you!
The first album I listened to from circa was on Letting Go, and when I listened to it, I for this feeling I can't describe. It felt nostalgic. It was like the audio version of liminal images. I instantly fell in love with this band, but after listening to everything they had out so many times it stopped feeling special to me, but listening to this revived that feeling I got when I first listened to on Letting Go and I'm loving it so much
I won't lie, and I'm not bashing you in any way, On letting go was my intro to circa as well yet after over ten years none of their music has ever stopped feeling special to me, with the exception of the Amulet. Not bashing the amulet, but it just didn't quite do it for me.
the way he can channel such insecurity and sadness and shame and regret into something so inspiring and I hope hes having a good week and i hope his next week is even better
This man never fails to blow me away with his transparency. These lyrics are soul barring. From a place of pain, frustration, uncertainty and and being in the ultimate fight for your life. I'm proud of Anthony's recovery and how he's still producing kick ass art during one of the most chaotic times in human history. We needed this. He needed this. 🖤🖤❤❤
I've now listened to this song 7 times today. My god this just slaps you in the face with emotion. Probably my favorite CC song ever honestly. Absolutely beautiful, thank you Anthony ❤
I have listened to this for the last 10 hours( along with others) . I just want you to know I love you, and I’ve been through your exact struggle. Your voice has been more than a pivotal mention in my recovery. I love you Anthony, you’re amazing. The journey I’ve gone through with you at my side has been crazy. Thank you for being the person you are.
I love the direction of rise records now they signing established band such as AVA, Circa Survive, Mayday Parade. I remember the day they were signing new band such as SWS, OMAM, Pvris all of em now getting pretty huge and leave the label
I've been experimenting with combining the two EP's into a single album and came up with what I find to be the perfect listening order for all 12 tracks. Here's the track list: 1. Imposter Syndrome 2. Drift 3. Curitiba 4. Late Nap 5. Discount on Psychic Readings 6. Die On The West Coast 7. Electric Moose 8. Our Last Shot 9. Even Better 10. Gone For Good 11. Sleep Well 12. Buzzhenge Of course the full album would be titled "A Dream About Love And Death"
This song and video is one of the most important pieces of art in the last while I’ve seen. Stay strong Anthony. I hope you get that fresh start. It’s been such a struggle for so many years.
Circa, yall rock our world on so many different levels. Indefinite hiatus? Hopefully we get the one where the string stays together instead of snaps. Though, even if the string does break you guys have the magical ability to sew it back together. We know you have it. Support and love always.
Relapsing, feeling like I’m failing my children and wife. Never wanted to give up this bad in my life. But now I’m anchored to this life. How am I to get them to see I’m maxed out I’m doing all I can to be beneficial to ensure they have a future.
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Anthony Green -"Writing this either helped saved me or almost killed me I can’t figure out which yet. The vocals were written two years ago to the day and was the last song I wrote before going into treatment for heroin dependency. I can’t sing it without feeling the shame of every lie I ever told so that should be fun. Maybe you’ll feel it too. Ha! Whatever music is playing in your life I hope its freeing and enriching you in some way." reading this before listening to this made the song hit so much harder
Thats crazy, I've been a fan of circa for years but I didn't even know he was addicted to heroin thats wild. I've struggled with opiates too so I can definitely relate. Great song
Thank you so much for sharing this! Much love
He should be doing ibogaine therapy.
The feelz.
He was on heroin two years ago?
I like to imagine this song as the band’s epilogue. Hope we get to see them again!
I honestly cried when I heard of the hiatus status. I was returning from Europe where I went through chemical dependency withdrawal and just started getting the balloon from OLG tattooed.
I’ve taken on more than seven years.
This is probably the most in your face lyrics this dude has ever written. I love it.
listen to all of decensus.
@@FRIGIDBASTARDS nope. Anthony pretty much says it in the interview regarding this track.
@@crowing3886 what’d he say?
@@FRIGIDBASTARDS it
@@crowing3886 what interview
Damn Rise, Circa is the probably the best band this label can sign.
They're like that band that you always think they're due to not make another great album that can top their previous, yet they still somehow always do. Like it's just too good to be true.
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@@drauc exactly.
DGD beezy
Spiritbox is on this label, so no. Bad opinion
New Circa Survive is an absolute yes
I met a person a couple of months ago I can only describe as my soul mate. Right before we met, I was convinced my life was over. I’d ruined everything and had nothing left to give I thought. Meeting her turned my life around completely. We’ve been ripping into each other’s souls every day. We’ve both been talking about imposter syndrome the whole time as a major factor holding us both back. And the universe has been speaking to us both every day telling us what we need to hear most. Circa has been my favorite band for the last decade, and to see this song, right now, the title and the lyrics and the video, it just somehow cements for me that we are on the right path and being guided by forces we don’t understand. I love you all for the first time in my life. Circa and Anthony have been instrumental in me being alive and experiencing this love today. Absolutely mind blowing.
Good for you mAn! 😎 I'm also a decade old fan.
Explain the “imposter syndrome” and how it was holding you back?
I first heard circa survive when I was in a group home at 16 years old. I listened to their albums every night and I found peace in a hopeless place partly because of them. I'm with you 💯
@@jasonourso8944 For me it’s been feeling very insecure w being thought of as a “musician” bc even though I was good at guitar and making tons of music, I didn’t feel like I deserved that title in other peoples eyes. It’s basically feeling like I don’t truly belong anywhere.
I’m sitting outside watching this. It’s 85 degrees yet I have chills. So good.
You may have Alabama Malaria or Coltron-19. Get to a doctor immediately!!!!
Wear a burka/mask!!!!
Same. Damn.
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@@ericbaum3397 same same
Everything they put out feels like a gift. I never expect the bands/musicians I love to stick around, but Anthony has been by my side since he was leaving his heart on the stage with Saosin. Glad he's healthy and back at it. Can't wait for the new EP 🤘
His voice is so high damn, discovered this band just a week ago and I’m already in love with their music
You listen to dance Gavin dance ?
I heard this one after the Blue Sky stream and instantly fell in love. Chills all over, this resonates so much. Thank you Circa ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Blue sky ❤️❤️❤️
Same!!!! After the live stream I immediately started searching for the song lol it was not out yet and I was upset 💔 such an amazing song ❤️🔥
im assuming most of this comment section grew up listenin to anthony green as teens to adults
You would be correct, this man is the greatest ❤️🔥
he looks like he hasn’t aged. better then ever
Fuck yea... Idk if i'd be here honestly otherwise..
@@HeavyDeee210 i know this is a circa video but, i still listen to that saosin - translating the name ep. that ep is an absolute masterpiece and its aged well unlike a lot of "screamo" from that era
from 14 to 28 so...yep
I’m really glad Anthony invited us to his hair appointment
I can relax during this, because you all are making music that sounds how I feel. You are my (and many others) voice. That is so fucking valuable.
It's been way too long without you. Welcome back 💗
This is your message from the universe to keep going.
Woo... Deep breaths... This comment hit me right in the feels. I needed it. Thank you
Ty
Keep fucking going. Period.
Thank you
Needed this comment clucth timing
Everything they touch is gold to me. ❤
Favorite band forever. 又
It continues to get me through hard things.
It makes me feel something.
& I am grateful for them.
“America is burning from the inside out, I don’t think we’re meant to be free” is the most relevant lyric I’ve heard in any song as of late.
Look up the definition of "artistry" and this is it. Holy hell this is good ❤
That voice. It's been a long time but i still can recognize it anywhere.
It's always a good day when there's new Circa music!! This is awesome!!
Found Circa one day while listening to Spotify .. one unique voice Anthony has. Thank you to you Mr. Green and your band mates for the awesome sound track (in all of your work) helping me with my personal pain I’m dealing with now. Love the new record!! Prayers to you that you find peace and release from the grips of living this sometimes turbulent life .
February is torture without you, here, I don't ever get the relief. DAMN
Ugh I know right
Love it! Anything circa survive / Anthony Green is 🔥🔥🔥
One of the most powerful songs on the Circa Survive's catalog. Anthony is so unique, a talented guy and one of the most beautiful voices on the scene. All the band is great and hugely creatives that makes me proud of every new material, but in my personal opinion, Anthony Green is the key to the sound of Circa Survive.
I just love those guys with all of my heart. ❤
All these years later and circa is still pulling on my heartstrings.
The lines "I was searching for a painless way to die", and "I was searching for a painless way through life" hits to well. captures how i'm shuffling trough life wishing all these could end now.
Feels wish you the best
Finally!! I even learned the song from the ripped version of the stream😂 my heart fills with joy when new circa stuff is out❤
Been a fan for 10 years and Ive enjoyed watching them grow as a band. Can’t wait to see these guys live again in February!
I felt such emotion with this song. Thanks you Circa Survive for being such a big part of my life. Really helped me through really hard times! Never stop being you!
From the bottom of our hearts, thank you for existing Circa Survive!
anthony green and circa overall has made such an impact on my life and my understanding of myself its insane. i owe so much to these guys
The first album I listened to from circa was on Letting Go, and when I listened to it, I for this feeling I can't describe. It felt nostalgic. It was like the audio version of liminal images.
I instantly fell in love with this band, but after listening to everything they had out so many times it stopped feeling special to me, but listening to this revived that feeling I got when I first listened to on Letting Go and I'm loving it so much
The beginning of this song instantly made me think of all your friends are gone.
I won't lie, and I'm not bashing you in any way, On letting go was my intro to circa as well yet after over ten years none of their music has ever stopped feeling special to me, with the exception of the Amulet. Not bashing the amulet, but it just didn't quite do it for me.
I can finally stop listening to a ripped version of this from the streamed concert!!!! So excited for this new EP!
the way he can channel such insecurity and sadness and shame and regret into something so inspiring and I hope hes having a good week and i hope his next week is even better
every member of circa makes the band THAT much better. all incredible musicians
this has been a great few weeks for fans of circa survive, memphis may fire, and spiritbox ❤
Aaaand instantly gonna have a great day! Loving this song love you all so much!
So fucking amazing really needed a Circa EP and new single, I really love the Flesh and Bone Style
This man never fails to blow me away with his transparency. These lyrics are soul barring. From a place of pain, frustration, uncertainty and and being in the ultimate fight for your life.
I'm proud of Anthony's recovery and how he's still producing kick ass art during one of the most chaotic times in human history. We needed this. He needed this. 🖤🖤❤❤
Absolutely incredible song. Been listening to them back in 06 ish. Still incredible!
Today I was in a Anthony Green mood and was gifted this. Golden. 🖤🙌🏾
another brilliant track from this band as expected!
They took you and you remember how to go back and your trying to show others this “feeling” but , logic , brings them “back”
Ugh I love this band.
This is beautiful and powerful
Love when bands explore new instruments. Anthony’s voice is sounding and great as ever.
Always will love CIRCA, the one band that has saved my life!!
This is incredible. I'm cautiously excited to see what rise records allows circa to do
circa has creative control
@@JamesNolasco but rise still has Influence. Helping to approve or deny songs.
@@taylorgrammar7726 naw, and that's why they left atlantic
I HOPE YALL ARE HAPPY. lol jk
Haunting, moving and utterly magnificent.
Oh my god. I needed this. Thank you.
Thank you eternally, Anthony. Your words have kept me going since we met 17 years ago. I cannot appreciate you and your circle enough. ❤️
I blast this in my car to work every morning. Screaming the lyrics in my truck.
so much emotion. i can feel the lyrics. thanks for another great song Mr. Green and Circa Crew.
HOW IS THIS SONG SO SLEPT ON??! THIS SHOULD HAVE A TRILLION VIEWS EASILY!!!
Hell yeah they are back they are back a buddy told me they had new stuff listing to Anthony green from saosin to circa
Nothing feels better than a fresh buzz. Also. Amazing track.
Track is dog shit
@@kyleclarke5810 shut up kyle
His voice just hits my soul so right. ♡
another 10/10 song from the GOAT , if you are surprised you arent paying attention
They always know how to come back into my life 🖤
Y'all have been signing fire bands from high school and I love it.
Mesmerizing-ly beautiful. Entire EP is a true work of Art.
I've now listened to this song 7 times today. My god this just slaps you in the face with emotion. Probably my favorite CC song ever honestly. Absolutely beautiful, thank you Anthony ❤
Well I’m super excited ! Love this new vibe they’re on, refreshing and new but also has ghat circa flair we all love. Can’t wait for more!
No words can say what Circa Survive mean to me. Thank you guys for existing!
This song is hypnotic to no end. And that’s how I like it.
I have listened to this for the last 10 hours( along with others) . I just want you to know I love you, and I’ve been through your exact struggle. Your voice has been more than a pivotal mention in my recovery. I love you Anthony, you’re amazing. The journey I’ve gone through with you at my side has been crazy. Thank you for being the person you are.
Oh man. Might be the best Circa song in years.
Juturna vibes
This song is incredible. He's always been in his pen.
So haunting and powerful! Love this band/Anthony.
This has got to be one of your best works my guys, keep up the fight Anthony, we’re all rooting for you brother .
I love the direction of rise records now they signing established band such as AVA, Circa Survive, Mayday Parade. I remember the day they were signing new band such as SWS, OMAM, Pvris all of em now getting pretty huge and leave the label
I've listened to this song over a dozen times and everytime I get chills, absolutely beautiful song as always 💙
thank you for everything you do, Circa
Absolutely beautiful. Pretty melancholy which is suiting for my mood tonight.
I've been experimenting with combining the two EP's into a single album and came up with what I find to be the perfect listening order for all 12 tracks. Here's the track list:
1. Imposter Syndrome
2. Drift
3. Curitiba
4. Late Nap
5. Discount on Psychic Readings
6. Die On The West Coast
7. Electric Moose
8. Our Last Shot
9. Even Better
10. Gone For Good
11. Sleep Well
12. Buzzhenge
Of course the full album would be titled "A Dream About Love And Death"
I needed this sm. Thank you.
This song and video is one of the most important pieces of art in the last while I’ve seen. Stay strong Anthony. I hope you get that fresh start. It’s been such a struggle for so many years.
cough Children Collide - Loveless Cough
The undertone of this song is inspired by Phil Collins - In The Air Tonight, Mixed heavily over the Tron Soundtrack.
Circa, yall rock our world on so many different levels. Indefinite hiatus? Hopefully we get the one where the string stays together instead of snaps. Though, even if the string does break you guys have the magical ability to sew it back together. We know you have it.
Support and love always.
I love this song! Such a unique sound, I love Circa survive so much !
I can’t believe they didn’t do this song at Riot Fest! So good. Love you guys. 💚
His voice crashes into me like golden waves of euphoria.
Glad you're still here ❤️
my all time favourite band
Had this on repeat from the BSN live stream! Sick video! 😗 🎶
That middle section is one of the best things they’ve ever written period.
It's so good
So happy to see this and to hear this been listening since 05 and I love how different and unique the music is!!! Circa for life breh
It's been wayyyyyyy too long I'm so hype to see my dudes again
I just found this band... Incredible...
This band means everything to me
absolutely incredible. cant wait for the new EP
He’s still gorgeous as an adult man, handsome as hell with a beautiful voice.
Amazing stuff as always. Powerful lyrics. Absolutely love it!
This has become my favorite Circa Survive song!
It was about time to get some new stuff from Circa. Favourite ones.
Relapsing, feeling like I’m failing my children and wife. Never wanted to give up this bad in my life. But now I’m anchored to this life. How am I to get them to see I’m maxed out I’m doing all I can to be beneficial to ensure they have a future.
Circa don't miss.
the timing couldn't be better 🙌🏼 long live CS
I could never dislike anything you create
This happens to me every time I go to Supercuts