Heroin Addict interview-Jonah

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  • @travisechols1570
    @travisechols1570 3 года назад +107

    Jonah has kept his morality throughout his entire addiction. I was one of the homeless friends he let stay. Maybe I wouldn't have got clean and did better if he hadn't. Thanks Jonah and I have no doubt you can beat this shit.

    • @jonahrandomrandomshenaniga6744
      @jonahrandomrandomshenaniga6744 3 года назад +20

      thank you travis

    • @DaMensch86
      @DaMensch86 3 года назад +2

      @@jonahrandomrandomshenaniga6744 God bless you Jonah, I hope you get well. Have you considered methadone treatment?

    • @kristinesmart3134
      @kristinesmart3134 Год назад

      You're a grateful guy. You're a good dude as well and don't cheat yourself out of a great life & livelihood, either.

  • @janceleste
    @janceleste 3 года назад +129

    He seems like a sensitive guy , I feel for him

    • @kadeelacayo4806
      @kadeelacayo4806 3 года назад +6

      Definitely HSP/empath

    • @annaxefta587
      @annaxefta587 3 года назад

      Lol more like clueless. U people r sooo gullible

  • @panslawista
    @panslawista 3 года назад +155

    I thought this guy was in his early 20's I would never have guessed he is 36

  • @pattiwalsh7168
    @pattiwalsh7168 3 года назад +129

    He still has a sober man's thoughts about addiction and still has his morals attached. Someone needs to help him before he loses those wonderful characteristics.

    • @WV_Outdoors
      @WV_Outdoors 3 года назад +2

      He has to want help before he can receive help. I agree otherwise.

    • @sarahxo2689
      @sarahxo2689 2 года назад

      @pinkdostoyevsky money doesn’t help people get clean. People get clean when they’re ready love.

    • @Megetkedelig
      @Megetkedelig 2 года назад

      @@sarahxo2689 that's fucked up to say

  • @sandife4nandes365
    @sandife4nandes365 3 года назад +46

    Jonah suffered from depression even as a child. I don't know who was treating him, but he should have never been put on the meds he was taken. A lot of parents bring their children in for meds when the parent(s) should be in parenting classes. So many people want their kids " fixed" because they don't take the time to know their kids. If you're not consistent, how do you determine changes in your child. I worked with a child psychiatrist, and this way too common and it started in the 90s.

  • @skittlezthatkittlez
    @skittlezthatkittlez 3 года назад +292

    he has a point with his "theory" about the opioid epidemic that we've been facing. this sh!t didn't happen by accident or coincidence. hes also right about the kratom. it saves peoples lives. i wish jonah nothing but the best. he seems like a good guy whos truly trying to do his best. covid has really derailed a lot of peoples lives. heres to hoping for him to get clean and have a find what hes looking for. wishing you the best from boston.

    • @Cbd_7ohm
      @Cbd_7ohm 3 года назад +13

      Kratom is awesome.

    • @YerpDerp17
      @YerpDerp17 3 года назад +5

      I agree, simply because it wouldn't be the first time. It was a conflict from other countries (Latin America), that our military and government stuck their nose in (CIA/Contra), that caused our government to spill tons of crack cocaine into the country, predominantly impoverished communities. This is like the crack epidemic but instead started in the rural parts before spreading everywhere.

    • @JonatanRonnlycke
      @JonatanRonnlycke 3 года назад +15

      @@YerpDerp17 Why did your opiod epidemic start and who caused it do you think? I live in Europe and used to be addicted to heroin but it's far from a epidemic here. It's pretty rare and really stigmatised to use heroin but our government offer pretty good and free help. Rehab is free, tools is free and so is suboxone and metadon.
      About 20 min from me there's something called "fixerum & rökrum" which is basically a building were addicts can shoot up or smoke their heroin, get access to everything they need from needles, acid, nurses etc. Basically everything they need to intake their heroin in a safe way and a safe environment to avoid overdoses and diseases spreading but also get in contact with the social service, doctors etc if they need help to get out of the addiction. A few addicts get heroin prescribed to them but that is pretty rare since you have to be a hardcore addicts who's been addicted for a long time. It's like the last solution but it's better than if they were stealing, robbing or other crimes to afford their drugs for criminal dealers.
      Do you have something similar in the states?

    • @JacksonDunnoKnows
      @JacksonDunnoKnows 3 года назад +1

      That movie, American gangster. That was partially real. And yeah, still goes on. High level military involvement the foreign and domestic drug markets.

    • @vonderloo3184
      @vonderloo3184 3 года назад +4

      @@JonatanRonnlycke Opioids come from Mexico drug cartels, pills like oxy Percocet, vicodin any of the blues, hydocodone, from doctors & pharmacies pain clinics, more heroin comes from afganistan- our military cargo planes were stuffed with bales of cocaine and marijuana also, so this was political doing as Wesley said above. Columbian drug runners to cuba and florida by high priced racing boat mobs buddies with political leaders etc. This was the get rich quick scheme and take out the weak in the population control. How's that for true conspiracy? True.

  • @adamdavis5312
    @adamdavis5312 3 года назад +158

    I can relate to this guy soo much. He’s my age, and It’s almost like looking at where I would be if I didn’t get out of my own shit. Hope he finds his peace.

    • @gregquante8864
      @gregquante8864 3 года назад +6

      I agree. A few wrong choices and I could be right there too. Scary. I find Mark’s work very sobering

    • @jajlertil
      @jajlertil 3 года назад +3

      I feel the same thing from the opposite perspective, like looking at my future self if I don’t get it together

  • @annod6
    @annod6 3 года назад +170

    It amazes me when many of these people are asked what type of childhood they had they respond by saying it was “pretty normal” or “pretty good” then when Mark scratches the surface just a bit, there’s either sexual, mental, physical abuse, drugs, violence. It makes you thankful and fortunate when your own childhood had none of this.

    • @kattihatt
      @kattihatt 3 года назад +7

      Its funny that this comment is on everyone of these videos.

    • @annod6
      @annod6 3 года назад +15

      @@kattihatt really? I honestly hadn’t seen that comment before and by the way, I’m not that desperate to get likes by copying and pasting what others have said. So yes, it’s very funny 🙄

    • @MissyRichmond
      @MissyRichmond 3 года назад +15

      Nobody would ever have known how abusive my childhood was. As soon as we stepped a foot outside the front door, we knew to put on the “perfect Christian family” masks. I didn’t know it wasn’t that way for everyone until I started spending nights with my friends. I was too afraid to tell anyone.

    • @breakweisernorthernsoles
      @breakweisernorthernsoles 3 года назад +2

      I saw someone write something very similar under another SWU video and its so true

    • @a.wanderer5006
      @a.wanderer5006 3 года назад +1

      @@prxess what's a laughing disorder? I want some of that.

  • @powderandpaint14
    @powderandpaint14 3 года назад +45

    He should get back on the suboxen and seek some mental health and addiction support. He's done it once he can definitely do it again.

    • @kristinesmart3134
      @kristinesmart3134 Год назад

      Suboxone.....NO!!!!!! I know from experience. You're trading in one opiate for another. I was duped. I never thought that my car crash was just the beginning of HELL on Earth. A 5 second mistake that only hurt me/killed me, and months later, my life went off the rails. I wish I would've been taken instead of dealing with lifelong severe nervousness and paranoia. I hope you are in a very great life; health, love, and happiness. 😊

  • @li-2020
    @li-2020 3 года назад +78

    I feel that this is a guy with high potential but no spaces to express it. I hope you find what your heart desires Jonah and I hope you get better. Sending you lots of love

    • @niknamsantics9565
      @niknamsantics9565 3 года назад +4

      Exactly. I feel the same way and can relate a lot with him.

    • @annaxefta587
      @annaxefta587 3 года назад +1

      U feel that from a ten min one way video lol. Gullible

    • @richardsherburne6889
      @richardsherburne6889 3 года назад +1

      @@annaxefta587 You can't spell the simple word, "you". LOL

    • @Smashley8708
      @Smashley8708 Год назад

      ​@@richardsherburne6889😂😂😂😂

  • @blackeagle6268
    @blackeagle6268 3 года назад +70

    In the first 2 min you can see that this man is genuine. Regardless of his addiction....his ability to express himself and be respectful to his family....speaks volumes.
    ❤️🦅❤️

    • @LacedwithLacey2424
      @LacedwithLacey2424 3 года назад

      Hey black Eagle! Isn’t this so sad😔💔❤️

    • @shmamyjo
      @shmamyjo 3 года назад +1

      Very lost in though and he just sounds so dejected.

  • @laureltownley1817
    @laureltownley1817 3 года назад +192

    This guy is very perceptive. His thoughts on the poppy fields in Afghanistan, the oxy and drs, the plandemic and never going back to normal. Now worrying about being homeless. Don’t manifest that Jonah. You’re a sensitive guy with a good heart and good sense. Try to visualize being clean and successful. I believe you can do it.

    • @DOLOONEKRL
      @DOLOONEKRL 3 года назад +9

      Poopy fields lol good morning world

    • @JustNate87
      @JustNate87 3 года назад +8

      Poopy fields... 😂

    • @DOLOONEKRL
      @DOLOONEKRL 3 года назад +4

      @@JustNate87 everyone poops

    • @DOLOONEKRL
      @DOLOONEKRL 3 года назад +6

      @@JustNate87 even the Taliban

    • @sandyhusacek2184
      @sandyhusacek2184 3 года назад +1

      @@DOLOONEKRL 😂😂

  • @lizbetpcb3759
    @lizbetpcb3759 3 года назад +46

    💔 Jonah sounds hopeless. We’re failing ourselves and each other.

    • @cogitoergosum4695
      @cogitoergosum4695 3 года назад +1

      The baby boomer generation that hated rules turned around and suffocated the next generations with rules.

  • @katythepsychiclady2342
    @katythepsychiclady2342 3 года назад +37

    I feel so sorry for this guy, PLEASE don't be embarrassed! People out here do care bro!!!! GOD bless you 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @ericaparrott5608
    @ericaparrott5608 3 года назад +39

    We had so many pill mills pop up in the South it was mind boggling. Doctors and Nurse Practitioners flooded Appalachia with opiates, not drug dealers. Then the black market exchange started. Talk about a gateway into drug use. Kids were over prescribed and turned into addicted adults. Then you finally shut the mills with very little help or options to addicts. In comes heroin… it is a viscous cycle of greed.

    • @shmamyjo
      @shmamyjo 3 года назад +3

      I read one article not too long ago that in one city - I don’t remember exact numbers - doctors were prescribing something like a million pills a month when the population of that city was 25k. Those numbers ARE NOT CORRECT but the prescription to person ratio was like 100 pills a day, per person, and that was if every person in that city was talking them. It was outrageous! Of course people from neighboring towns were coming but there was zero chance that those pills were being prescribed safely.

    • @ericaparrott5608
      @ericaparrott5608 3 года назад +1

      @@shmamyjo I believe that to be true.

    • @cogitoergosum4695
      @cogitoergosum4695 3 года назад

      Yeah I’d like to see something done on Texas/Louisiana/Florida. Opiates became huge in pop culture.

  • @alijane6675
    @alijane6675 3 года назад +26

    Tremendous potential here. Intelligent, thoughtful and insightful.
    It’s time to get clean for good, and get out of that town.
    This guy is meant for greater things.
    Start by dropping the excuses, and parenting your child sober.
    You are 36, not 16.

  • @YerpDerp17
    @YerpDerp17 3 года назад +334

    I appreciate him mentioning Kratom. I know there is a massive stigma on this substance, but my mother just started taking it a month ago. She was legally prescribed pain medication for rheumatoid arthritis, but after about 8 months, the medication wasn't helping near as much, they had already upped the dose, and were not willing to up it more. At that moment my mom became an addict. A year before, never wanting, let alone doing pain pills, to a year later, desperately searching for them to feel okay. Not good, just okay. She would spend every moment of the day, searching for any pain pills. It consumed her, she was meeting shady people, and always getting ripped off. It broke my heart to see her go down this path, and I would flood her with information and support, with how to handle it all, but the drug was far more powerful. She heard someone talk about Kratom on TV, decided to try it with nothing to lose. Within 2 weeks, she had tapered off and completely stopped her pain medication, to the point the following month she canceled her pain management appointments, which meant that there was NO way she was ever getting her prescription back. She couldn't be happier. Her life is back, and even better than before. It makes me cry tears of absolute joy, just thinking about it. She is taken every step with Kratom, to not abuse, and fall into the same traps she did with pain pills. I will never claim it's for everyone, very few things in life are for everyone, but I promise, if you are in desperate need and have tried other avenues, I would take the time and do some serious research to see if Kratom could also benefit you. Without them, my mom would currently be waking up to cold sweats, all of her attention on her phone looking for relief from a fix she can't afford but has to have, with no ability to enjoy the world around her. I am grateful I didn't get to witness how worse it would have gotten. I apologize for the rambling novel, ugh. lol I hope you all have a lovely Sunday/Week. Be safe, be understanding and always put love before your actions.

    • @weirdmood8102
      @weirdmood8102 3 года назад +29

      So awesome reading stories like this. Thank you and bless your mom.
      Kratom has given me an amazing life, and I'll forever be grateful for it.

    • @YerpDerp17
      @YerpDerp17 3 года назад +13

      @@weirdmood8102 Aww, you're absolutely welcome! Thank you for the kind words and it makes my heart happy to know it's had massive benefits for you and numerous other people. It gave me my mother back, so I'll forever be grateful. I wish nothing but great things for you and your life, continue to take care yourself!

    • @jennifercochrane8218
      @jennifercochrane8218 3 года назад +9

      Thank you for this! Glad your mom got out of it!

    • @fernandapartridge5174
      @fernandapartridge5174 3 года назад +8

      What a great story, thanks for sharing this. And glad to hear your Mom is doing OK. Kratom works so well for this kind of thing. One of the reasons a lot of people fall into heavy drug addiction, is because their prescription is stopped and they are addicted. It forces them to have to seek alternative methods, so heroin, fentanyl from the streets. I hope more people get to see the benefits of Kratom, to stop them following that road. It can also be addictive, but less so than the really heavy stuff.

    • @dcshortwave
      @dcshortwave 3 года назад +21

      KRATOM saved my life as well. I read about it in comments of a video, can’t remember which, but it piqued my interest, and I sure did need it. It worked so well for me that I opened a kratom shop! I wanted to have a place that could provide quality kratom at affordable prices, along with information regarding getting clean directly from someone who used kratom to do it. You wouldn’t believe how many people come in needing help bc of addiction. Wait a minute, I’m on SWU - you would believe it! For anyone reading theses comments, kratom can help you get off opiates with zero withdrawals. Still ain’t easy, but it’s worth it. You can get out of it and get your life back! Remember the things you used to enjoy doing? Betcha you’d enjoy them again. Try it. Peace to everyone, especially those who struggle. You are loved.

  • @jenniferthomason3431
    @jenniferthomason3431 3 года назад +38

    He’s very intelligent and seems like a good guy. I wish him the best.

  • @iloveyewtewbs
    @iloveyewtewbs 3 года назад +42

    It’s sad that he feels he can’t open up to people out of fear that they’ll use his depression as a weapon against him. I pray that he makes a connection with somebody who is compassionate and trustworthy that will help him take steps toward recovery.

    • @maureenmartini5094
      @maureenmartini5094 3 года назад +6

      I totally get why he feels he can't open up out of fear that his depression will be uses against him. Unfortunately depression and anxiety still have stigmas attached to them. The other thing is, doctors just want to write prescriptions and see you every couple of months. I speak from 25+ years of experience. I hope he can get clean.

    • @iloveyewtewbs
      @iloveyewtewbs 3 года назад +3

      @@maureenmartini5094 You are exactly right. I have pretty severe anxiety coupled with PTSD that I’ve struggled with for 13 years. You are right about the stigmas and the pill pushing as well. I totally know where he’s coming from because I have trust issues. Just about everybody I trusted betrayed me. It’s taken me years of counseling and slowly making new connections to realize that there are still good people in the world.

  • @oopirates96
    @oopirates96 3 года назад +20

    For 36 year old he looks great.

    • @MikeBova1
      @MikeBova1 3 года назад +6

      As long as you brush your teeth heroin seems to slow down the metabolism and the aging process and since its not toxic like meth
      It has that effect physically and mentally

    • @kpeezyforsheezy
      @kpeezyforsheezy 3 года назад +2

      @@MikeBova1 yep! It’s commonly known as a preserver

    • @Ohkeh640
      @Ohkeh640 3 года назад

      @@kpeezyforsheezy how so and what are the side affects

  • @chloeknight1245
    @chloeknight1245 3 года назад +12

    Wow I can’t believe he’s 36! I thought he was like 22-22

  • @Diana-83
    @Diana-83 3 года назад +19

    Jonah, I don't know if you will see this but I just want you to know that you CAN & WILL overcome this. You're so smart, insightful, gentle & deserving of a good life.
    I hope you realize just how much you can accomplish in this life & chose sobriety.

  • @Sammy-cm9ce
    @Sammy-cm9ce 3 года назад +9

    I think with a psychologist, Jonah could really get to the root of what's been going on inside his brain his whole life. Rehab and a great psychologist, the world could be your oyster Jonah ♥️
    You speak with such emotion and purity. I genuinely hope you find your way and find your purpose in this life.
    We need Jonah updates for sure ♥️ or does he have an Instagram or something?

  • @gregquante8864
    @gregquante8864 3 года назад +18

    As usual, great interview. Really enjoy the Appalachian interviews. Very sobering. You are doing a great thing with this channel

  • @LadyRow00
    @LadyRow00 3 года назад +25

    Oh, he's so tired... I was crying right out the gate because I could feel the pain exuding from his voice. You're worthy of a new life, Jonah. Don't ever think for a second that you're not.

  • @tifaray2604
    @tifaray2604 3 года назад +10

    I hate hearing people who have kids and talk about wanting to die. I hope he finds peace and connection with his kid..ffs

  • @MsClaytown
    @MsClaytown 3 года назад +40

    Thank you Mark for giving us so much content from Appalachian region lately. Sending all my love from far western KY ❤

    • @annhelwig4920
      @annhelwig4920 3 года назад +2

      ❤️❤️My mom grew up in Eastern KY much like the very poor we see here, knowing their struggles is a real thing with me.

  • @johncena04101
    @johncena04101 3 года назад +19

    Soft spoken southern folk are nice to listen to.

    • @minigirl6379
      @minigirl6379 3 года назад +2

      Agreed. Their voices are soothing, sound sort of like a melody. It pisses me off when people mock Southerners and how they speak. They equate a Southern accent to stupidity, which couldn't be further from the truth. In fact, the stupidity lies within the people who are accusing Southerners of being stupid because of their accent.. Not trying to disparage people who do not have a Southern accent. Just stating that they also have an accent, which doesn't sound particularly pleasing or melodic.

    • @southernguru1455
      @southernguru1455 3 года назад +2

      I'm a southerner from Texas and honestly the people here are so kind, I've noticed other places aren't the same. The southern accents really are nice lol. Much love from Texas

    • @SophieTheTrophy
      @SophieTheTrophy 3 года назад +1

      Except when they’re racist (I know not everyone’s like that though)

  • @xcv1io2v
    @xcv1io2v 3 года назад +4

    i love his shirt. does he have any contact info? i hope hes ok

    • @Boring_Deborah
      @Boring_Deborah 3 года назад

      He has a RUclips channel. Jonah Random & Random Shenanigans

  • @rockbay79
    @rockbay79 3 года назад +11

    For some of us, this is all difficult to understand. Why? Well, I've worked all my life and I'm 60 years old. The part about "there is nothing to do" part. Try and get some sort of job and you will no longer be bored. Also, really try to get off dope. Your life will never be good when using dope on a daily basis. Just try to save your own life, because no one else will. Now is the time to save your own life!!!!!

    • @sinane.y
      @sinane.y 3 года назад +4

      You think people with jobs can't be addicts?

    • @rockbay79
      @rockbay79 3 года назад +3

      @@sinane.y I did not say that!! I said, "If, they were to get jobs, they would no longer be bored". Not Once, did I even use the word Addict. Some people get really upset when you mention the word WORK!

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 3 года назад +3

      @@rockbay79
      ...I knew what you meant, and I can agree.
      Its weird how some people will just assume you mean something without you even saying it, lol!

  • @JustMeDoc
    @JustMeDoc 3 года назад +9

    Oh Jonah! Sid Vicious should not be your hero! He was a horrid person.
    You should concentrate on getting clean and sober again, so you can be your son's hero.
    I commend you for paying child support, but you should also be there physically for him.
    All the best to you in your future journey!

    • @tiasimmons8213
      @tiasimmons8213 3 года назад +1

      He doesn’t pay child support lol he’s “ordered” to pay it but he damn sure doesn’t. His son is 10 years old and in the entire ten years he’d never once filed taxes until 2020 when he thought he was going to get a stimulus check lol but that joke was on him because they sent it to his child.

    • @stephaniewilliams4621
      @stephaniewilliams4621 3 года назад +1

      @@tiasimmons8213 exactly!! Well said

    • @JustMeDoc
      @JustMeDoc 3 года назад +1

      @@tiasimmons8213 we can only go off of what they say.
      Any monies he comes into should go to the child or the government agency supporting the child...whichever applies.

    • @tiasimmons8213
      @tiasimmons8213 3 года назад +1

      Oh I know you guys don’t actually know the person so you can only trust their response but I am very close to this situation and am fortunate enough to be blessed with a close relationship with that sweet boy he helped create. And thank God that he has a dad that supports and loves him. He’s thriving. He no longer even asks about Jonah as it’s been several years since he even so much as sent a message asking about him.

    • @JustMeDoc
      @JustMeDoc 3 года назад

      @@tiasimmons8213 Sounds like me! I was so fortunate that my mom married a man that treated me like his own! He is and forever will be my Dad!
      Thank you for explaining!

  • @hpswagcraft
    @hpswagcraft 3 года назад +9

    Out of all the videos I've watched, I can't remember anyone else mentioning how embarrassing and humiliating it is to overdose. Regardless of whether people are telling you "don't beat yourself up" or not, it's definitely up there in the list of things that can make a human being feel extremely pathetic. I hope this dude finds his band, he's chill and I fuck with his vibe. I'm more manic usually but when I'm depressed (and even when I'm manic too) I can relate extremely well to what he's saying. I wish I had something I could say that would help this fucked up world, or even just say something that'd make a good ending for this post.

  • @CovertCrow
    @CovertCrow 3 года назад +13

    I really feel like this is me in male form. Everything. The story, the small features, the way people are saying "he looks so much younger than his age"... I related to this story so much its crazy.

  • @Emorydawn830
    @Emorydawn830 3 года назад +9

    I like this dude but meanwhile his child needs a father 😢

  • @BuddhatheRockstar
    @BuddhatheRockstar 3 года назад +12

    I wish I could do something...anything to help Jonah. This particular interview really made me sad.

  • @MudGod1969
    @MudGod1969 3 года назад +8

    Likable guy. wish you the best brother.

  • @Kerry-ft2zf
    @Kerry-ft2zf 3 года назад +13

    All the best to you Jonah, you can overcome your circumstances 💜⭐ don't give in to believing that it's all inevitable

  • @littoww
    @littoww 3 года назад +3

    I'm a heroin addict.i woke up 3 days ago, with no memory of the past few days, having no idea where I am and not remembering who i am. I'm done. I'm quitting. It's been 3 days no heroin

  • @thisisit333
    @thisisit333 3 года назад +5

    America can thank the SACKLER FAMILY for our opiate epidemic.

  • @Donna.M
    @Donna.M 3 года назад +43

    Sending prayers to Jonah. He looks so young would not have put him at 36. Stay strong Jonah hope one day this is all a distant memory and you get clean. Thanks for the video. ❤🙏

    • @heynow7778
      @heynow7778 3 года назад

      I noticed people on opiates if they eat and sleep regularly don't age bad

    • @Donna.M
      @Donna.M 3 года назад +1

      @@opinionsarentfacts3515 lol i meant he looks much younger not that he is old should have worded it different.

  • @motorcycleadventuresperu5979
    @motorcycleadventuresperu5979 3 года назад +8

    Hey brother if you ever read this bad times are temporary you need to hold on. Maybe right now you are not getting the opportunities that you want so bad but try to lower your expectations a lil bit get a chill job to avoid homelessness and then go from there might not sound like YAY but life goes on and we need to move with it YOU GOT THIS JONAH!!!

  • @witchy1395
    @witchy1395 3 года назад +7

    Our hearts are with you 💜💙💚💛🧡❤️ Love& Light 🎁🌺💕✌️💝🏵️✨🌷🌻

  • @melvinaleblue1228
    @melvinaleblue1228 3 года назад +7

    I worked in West Virginia at a health facility there was so many heroin and meth addicts
    we had to keep the Narcan cabinet unlocked

    • @Ohkeh640
      @Ohkeh640 3 года назад

      What’s narcan

  • @autumnsmith3585
    @autumnsmith3585 3 года назад +3

    He kinda reminded of Kurt Cobain.
    I hope he gets clean and does well.

  • @cynditalks
    @cynditalks 3 года назад +11

    This Virus didn't ruin your life Please don't use that as a Excuse it's the Drug that did that. I hope he gets clean hes a smart Man.

    • @mikespain8655
      @mikespain8655 3 года назад +4

      Another person blaming Corona. He had 3bad events happen in one day, and choose to go back to using heroin. Bad things happen in life, it is how we react is what determines success or failure.

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 3 года назад +1

      @@mikespain8655 exactly

  • @GavinskisTutorials
    @GavinskisTutorials 3 года назад +2

    Opium production did increase after the American invasion of Afghanistan, but that was because the Taliban started relying on it as a source of income. The US govt was not 'controlling' opium production, as far as I know

  • @cynthiaconnors183
    @cynthiaconnors183 3 года назад +5

    When he said that most addicts he's ever talked with, had histories of sexual abuse, he's right on the money. The lives lost due to abuse is staggering. Time to fry the sickos.

  • @4tehlulz9000
    @4tehlulz9000 3 года назад +25

    I am very sorry for this guy. All of his problems are always someone else's fault: His addiction comes from Childhood his overdoses come from breaking up with his girl and losing his job to Covid. It seems he uses all "bad things" that one goes through live to justify his addiction. So here we have the old egg and the chicken question... Did his addiction develop because of bad experiences or was the addiction was always there and through some circunstances in his life he ended up like this?
    I can't imagine the pain he feels and really think this is not his fault. I just wish he gets the support he deserves to come out of this vicious cycle.

    • @Snorky_88
      @Snorky_88 3 года назад +6

      Hes also an addict. Me being a fellow ex heroin addict like him. Us addicts are very good at spinning stories around to make us look like the victim. It gets to the point where u start believing the lies as an excuse to keep using. Theres allways someone out there who has had it worse that picked themselves back up and got sober thats for sure.

    • @Emorydawn830
      @Emorydawn830 3 года назад +6

      @@Roman_Sobieszczanski-Paszteski exactly. It is just like how stress can trigger someone to smoke cigarettes after they had quit etc. I feel like he was just being honest.

    • @chelseacollins3782
      @chelseacollins3782 3 года назад +1

      Definitely look into the ACEs (Adverse Chidhood Experience) study. It will answer the question :)

    • @MissTina427
      @MissTina427 3 года назад +2

      I dont hear it as its All the others fault in that sense,some ppl are way more sensitive to what life brings you of bad thing,our coping mecanism and the way we feel and handle All these emotions are All so different and he seems very sensitive,yes,I feel very sad too for him,he seems like a good Guy with alot to give,I Hope he finds his inner strenght to see hes life has much more to offer than give up to the drugs,I really do,its heartbreaking see a good soul ends in this hell of addiction🙏❤⚘

    • @marp4735
      @marp4735 3 года назад +1

      I agree to the point of him thinking his childhood time of medication started then.
      But he should take responsibility for now. If he keeps calling that stuff to mind he will never be fully
      Responsible. I'll tell you something from the other side looking thru his adults in his life they were at a loss with an out of control child. You hav no idea unless you are a mother or teacher that dealt with these kids and do not believe a child was medicated easily or just to keep him asleep and lethargic. It takes several other instances of trying alternative modifications before medication is even discussed.

  • @arthursmith5409
    @arthursmith5409 3 года назад +2

    Dude, you just need to go, leave, start over? Get your passport and go to another country. Your young, body is strong, just get the stuck mentality out of your thinking and go live, Man?

  • @emmaedele1754
    @emmaedele1754 3 года назад +4

    Kratom got me off of alcohol!!@ i was a horrid full blown alcoholic one step from the grave.. Kratom a few times a day I've been sober for almost 3 years now!!!@

  • @ceeaitch11
    @ceeaitch11 3 года назад +3

    who else has noticed, you go to the comments on a brand new video...
    and it says you have liked comments, that you never saw before?

  • @brittneyx3
    @brittneyx3 3 года назад +5

    i felt the need to comment bc of what he said about childhood abuse & using. i was never abused physically, mentally, or emotionally but i became an addict by using pills first & that led me to h. im on suboxone still to this day & i might be for the rest of my life.

  • @amaliadonastorg4173
    @amaliadonastorg4173 3 года назад +6

    I would love to be his friend

  • @meshiar4508
    @meshiar4508 3 года назад +41

    3 minutes in and I started to feel drain listening to Jonah. He is a lost soul and seems to loathe oneself. He needs lots of therapy and his family should show him love. I pray that you grow to love yourself and then live for your son.

    • @sirfitz8125
      @sirfitz8125 3 года назад +2

      and stop wearing tshirts that promote an asshole

    • @1211jinx
      @1211jinx 3 года назад +1

      @@sirfitz8125 I hope you don’t mind me asking sir but who’s that on his shirt?

    • @sirfitz8125
      @sirfitz8125 3 года назад +1

      @@1211jinx marilyn manson.

    • @thekaerichtexas
      @thekaerichtexas 3 года назад

      He is not a lost soul. He has much potential

    • @cogitoergosum4695
      @cogitoergosum4695 3 года назад

      @@sirfitz8125 found the boomer

  • @starportalskye9979
    @starportalskye9979 3 года назад +4

    Take the embarrassment and say that will never be you again. Speaking from experience i still shudder at seeing the people who saw me embarrass myself on substances but I stand in the power of how hard it took to become who I am now.

  • @skyking228
    @skyking228 3 года назад +6

    I remember Kathy Mattea (country singer) talking about going to Nitro High School. Drugs were everywhere and many students would do anything to get them. Always interesting, thanks!

  • @RainbowSludge
    @RainbowSludge 3 года назад +6

    When he said that he was embarrassed after his overdose I just really felt that in my heart. It made me really sad. Cause I wish nobody felt anything bad. I wish we could all have access to the comfort and love that allows us to find our happiness. I wish he could feel happy to be alive. I wish we all could. The system is broken. Which system? It seems like all of them.

  • @carpediem2445
    @carpediem2445 3 года назад +14

    As an introvert, I am surprised that so many people will use the excuse that there is nothing to do around their area. It is like you don't have to be going out and doing stuff all the time. Take some quiet time and self reflect. Or start up something in your community that interests you and keeps you busy.
    The pandemic wasn't too hard g or me in that sense. I enjoy being home and I enjoy being alone at home as well. It is rare that I get the feeling that I want someone to talk to.

    • @weirdmood8102
      @weirdmood8102 3 года назад +3

      I'm this way as well now, But we're all different. Alot of people consider us weird. It's just all about perspective. Enjoy your day, Buddy.

    • @lmeadow8586
      @lmeadow8586 3 года назад +4

      I'm an introvert as well and honestly have loved being quarantined. But I have extrovert friends that became very depressed being stuck in the house. I don't understand it, but some people need to do things around other people. lol

  • @carolfromalbertacanada
    @carolfromalbertacanada 3 года назад +3

    ♥️🤗 Jonah love & hugs from Alberta Canana🇨🇦 You're a good guy

  • @thekaerichtexas
    @thekaerichtexas 3 года назад +4

    I feel like with the right therapy he could turn his life around, he's not a lost cause. I heard him say I don't know alot, but he is spot on with everything he said, he's knows more than what he gives his self credit for. I'd like to see him get a job he loves and kick drugs. Depression is so real and isolating and the fear in your head keeps u stuck. Sometimes u just gotta take a leap of faith and try new things even if it's scary. God bless him

  • @jilprantner6322
    @jilprantner6322 3 года назад +6

    This interview really tugged at my heart strings.

  • @yvonnestephenson6676
    @yvonnestephenson6676 3 года назад +3

    For some reason I'm getting John Lennon vibes from Jonah ☮

  • @stephenschwartz7402
    @stephenschwartz7402 3 года назад +12

    He has a valid point on opium from Afghanistan, before that it was Vietnam, not saying it’s true , but it is possible

    • @fellowviewer1095
      @fellowviewer1095 3 года назад +2

      It was true with crack. People said it was a conspiracy for a long time but now the government has declassified documents showing it was the US government.

  • @pepperco100
    @pepperco100 3 года назад +5

    I think a big reason drugs are so bad nowadays is that teenagers can't buy cigarettes and alcohol as easily as my generation. In the 1960s, cigarettes were sold in vending machines, and it wasn't unusual for a parent to send their kid to the nearby store to buy a six pack. Today, a youth can buy illegal drugs, but not beer!
    Now, this claim of boredom puzzles me -- as there was little for a kid to do in my hometown, and little money for pinball or pool games. Yet, we always stayed busy entertaining ourselves. We had vastly more freedom! Back then, the police were civilians! It astounds me that a modern "militarized" policeman will harass a 16 year old for smoking cigarettes!

  • @WhiteRhino.
    @WhiteRhino. 3 года назад +4

    Props out to Kratom to let people who are trying to get clean and do it right. There's options out there

    • @murphy1011
      @murphy1011 3 года назад +2

      Yeah until the FDA bans it like they’re doing with vaping because it hurts the wrong person’s bottom line. They already tried in 2016 and backed off to worry about the “youth vaping epidemic” because vape companies “advertise fruity flavors to children” (note that sugar filled cereals, fast food, flavored blunt wraps, fruity alcohol drinks/mixes and cigarettes aren’t an issue for them). Then the pandemic happened and they delayed some stuff, but now that they’ve pushed their vape ban through, Kratom and nootropics are next. Mark my words.
      Just like with marijuana, Kratom is a cheap, abundant, safe and most importantly, easily cultivated alternative to big pharma solutions like Suboxone and methadone. That means the government doesn’t want you to have access.
      Kratom makes a good container plant so it can be grown anywhere with the right environmental controls. It’s a tropical plant, but I know people in Arizona who grow their own in a greenhouse with controlled humidity. They can produce years worth of yield with just a couple trees. That fact has the potential to take billions of dollars away from the companies that develop “maintenance drugs”.
      I don’t know if you personally use Kratom or if you just know people that do… either way, I encourage everyone to donate to the AKA which is a lobbying group that has been the only thing standing between Kratom and the FDA for years. I’m not affiliated in any other way than being a donating member, but I believe they’re the only help that Kratom users have in the future. They have access to attorneys and the ability to represent users and that’s what’s needed in Washington to get shit done.
      I’m also an advocate for cultivation sooner rather than later. Kratom trees can be bought as saplings for anywhere between $50-150 and they produce years worth of medicine. Growing one’s own supply is the safest way to assure purity and one of the only ways to guarantee that the rug won’t be pulled out from under your feet so to speak.
      Whether you’re a user or care about someone who is, I encourage sharing this information and urging the people you know to donate to the AKA and look into home cultivation. If Kratom ever does become a controlled substance, which is likely, cultivation is the only way.

  • @liudmilaantropova3773
    @liudmilaantropova3773 3 года назад +3

    Sid vicious was one of his heroes?? Is this guy for real? … Sid vicious was one of the worst humans ever..he was literally a murderer
    In the making….he tortured animals and beat/ killed people……. Awesome role model buddy

    • @SimplyKatieWalks
      @SimplyKatieWalks 3 года назад +2

      I met him and Nancy in person. Truly horrible people. HORRIBLE

  • @celticwarrior777
    @celticwarrior777 3 года назад +9

    paying child support isnt raising your kid
    kids that know their parents do drugs alcoholics often also end up addicts. epitome of utter selfishness. waste their lives, the lives of who has to raise THEIR kids and the lives of their kiudsruined. theres untold emotional damage to kids that have drug addict parents

  • @Blisteryn
    @Blisteryn 3 года назад +6

    If Sid Vicious is your hero, you have no future.

  • @kaydee9583
    @kaydee9583 3 года назад +2

    The giving of Adderall to our kids is coming back to destroying that generation. parents where so fast to drug their kids to make their life easier.

  • @nickoliver3523
    @nickoliver3523 3 года назад +12

    Thanks Mark. For all you do.

  • @luannebaker6936
    @luannebaker6936 3 года назад +7

    Good morning everybody I hope everybody has a blessed day Jonah I wish you the best of luck from North Carolina

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 3 года назад

      Good morning, from West Atl Ga! 😁💜✌

    • @ramrodbldm9876
      @ramrodbldm9876 3 года назад

      Good morning, Pittsburgh Pa

    • @victorianidetch
      @victorianidetch 3 года назад

      Good morning from Jersey Shore, Pennsylvania. Jonah, I wish you a blessed life, your life matters.

  • @justliss1640
    @justliss1640 3 года назад +5

    Thinking of you Jonah ❤
    Amazing interviews always Mark

  • @paulahillman1100
    @paulahillman1100 3 года назад +2

    Such a handsome man! I hope he can get clean ❣️🙏

  • @matteozardinilacedelli7966
    @matteozardinilacedelli7966 3 года назад +5

    You deserve more

  • @jessicaellina3878
    @jessicaellina3878 3 года назад +2

    Jonah told his story simply and honestly.... none of the usual hyper embellishments.. he is not yet too far down the road to total destruction.. l really hope he can turn his life around and see that life can be good... l liked this young man.

  • @lisaclarke2920
    @lisaclarke2920 3 года назад +7

    What a very interesting theory about heroin. It makes a lot of sense to be honest.
    I wish you all the best

    • @user-oz5xb9ed3w
      @user-oz5xb9ed3w 3 года назад +1

      sooo insightful and thought provoking huh 🙄

    • @Hollypenopepper
      @Hollypenopepper 3 года назад

      @@user-oz5xb9ed3w ...kinda like your face 🥴

    • @mattzimmerman2551
      @mattzimmerman2551 3 года назад +1

      This has been pretty widely accepted in the world of geopolitics for a long time. Glad you see it now but your a little late to be just realizing this fact. All wars are for natural resources like opium and oil (both are plentiful in the middle east) so the fact the so many people are just now realizing this is concerning to me. Please ask more questions and think about these theories for yourself

  • @edsherwood2173
    @edsherwood2173 3 года назад +4

    I didn’t even think you could find heroin anymore I thought it was all fentanyl

  • @sandife4nandes365
    @sandife4nandes365 3 года назад +2

    Jonah, please talk to someone. Your life is so IMPORTANT. I promise you. You are a talented and wonderful human. YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE. It's not all gray and black. The grass is green. Please post update on Jonah.

  • @Jessica-og3im
    @Jessica-og3im 3 года назад +4

    Wishing you all the best jonah, hopefully things take a positive turn for you 💙

  • @robertpace901
    @robertpace901 3 года назад +3

    I agree with his theory on the Afghanistan poppy fields. Same thing happened in the 80s with cocaine and our involvement in South America.

  • @jackied912
    @jackied912 3 года назад +2

    I’m just wondering if he’s a Pisces. 🖤

  • @a.wanderer5006
    @a.wanderer5006 3 года назад +33

    He's smart, lost potential once again. His sense about Afghanistan resonates with anyone who has pondered it as well. Now that the U.S. fracks and exports oil, and Fentanyl has overtaken heroin use, we suddenly, disastrously leave Afghanistan, even though the last few years it had been relatively peaceful and there were few causalities.

    • @miapdx503
      @miapdx503 3 года назад +6

      We were over there guarding the poppy fields. Now we have fentanyl, so, kick them th the curb...

    • @666blindrider
      @666blindrider 3 года назад +2

      Population control? The lies the lamestream news has people most people paranoid. The norm is gone. To me " CV" is a scamdemic. Now we have people that don't want to take that poison, I don't blame them. The population control has started a long time ago. He talks really slow, it could be all the damn 💊 medicine which is not a vaccine. And instead of thinking who's wrong or right, the politicians are laughing at us cause alot of people are believing their narrative. I've read alot of countries are pushing back in Europe and other countries. Soon they will start pushing back 😥. But you will not hear that from the actors in the lamestream news. Please we need to start fighting back. And it needs to start now. Prices are going up and they stopped helping people out that really need it. In the future it's going to get worse people. I hope my creater help all of us. Mark your an angel spreading awareness. I wish they're would be more people like you. Take care Mark.
      🙏😊.

    • @Acidlib
      @Acidlib 3 года назад

      I understand why you feel this way, I’ve definitely felt the the same over the years and while to some extent it might be true, you have to understand that their’s a lot of factors at play when it comes to our foreign entanglements, especially with Afghanistan. The main one being how immensely unpopular our presence had become with potential voters. Our last two presidents realized this and both talked about pulling out, but I think both were too afraid of the potential for serious blowback to actually follow through and last month, as we all unfortunately know, those fears ended up coming to fruition.

  • @jamietodd1675
    @jamietodd1675 3 года назад +4

    I’m sorry but businesses are bleeding for workers! He’s using the pandemic as an excuse for his relapse! Also, everyone was getting unemployment in addition to the money from the government! God bless him but he’s making excuses non stop

    • @sheepnomore8063
      @sheepnomore8063 3 года назад +3

      That's true now, but it wasn't true at the beginning of the PLandemic.

    • @deannalawley53
      @deannalawley53 3 года назад +5

      I didn't get one unemployment check during the whole shit show, I lost my job because of covid alot of people did and not everyone was able to get unemployment I tried lol, I have since went back to work because now yes places are in very bad need of workers, at the beginning though no they were not hiring anyone the were actually closing places and letting people go.

    • @maureenmartini5094
      @maureenmartini5094 3 года назад +2

      @@sheepnomore8063 I see what you did there...I totally agree.

  • @thesunbehindthesun1574
    @thesunbehindthesun1574 3 года назад +3

    I understand this theory on Afghanistan and heroin, but it isn’t quite accurate. Our heroin and fentanyl comes from Mexico. I know that for a fact, when I was using all the good connections are Paisa Mexican guys that work a delivery type service. Also, the heroin from Afghanistan makes it’s way to Europe mostly. Afghanistan heroin is #3 heroin, Mexican heroin is either black tar or #4 salt based heroin. The Afghani #3 type is a base, it needs an acid to make it water soluble. Black tar and #4 does not need any additional things to make it water soluble.

    • @RG-rl6hj
      @RG-rl6hj 3 года назад +1

      Those facts don't necessarily cancel out the truth of the opioid epidemic coinciding with the war in Afg.

  • @sealife5462
    @sealife5462 3 года назад +2

    Hhhmmmm,hhhmmmm,hhmmmm..In 10 words the 8 are "like "and"like".....And I m not referring only t this guy..😉❤

  • @Getithowyoulive863
    @Getithowyoulive863 3 года назад +8

    Well America doesn't control the poppy fields of Afghanistan anymore. Finally someone tells the truth about Kratom!

  • @ROBBIETHEMANGATSON
    @ROBBIETHEMANGATSON 3 года назад +2

    I didn’t watch the whole thing but I think every heroin addict has that jacket

    • @emm2937
      @emm2937 3 года назад

      💀💀💀

  • @lauralei6963
    @lauralei6963 3 года назад +4

    His voice is Gentle⛅️

  • @KathleenHemrich
    @KathleenHemrich 2 года назад +1

    36? I thought he was like 27. My heart feels so much for him. He's so beautiful inside and out; I still wonder how much our childhood comes into play. And, I want to know more about Kratom. I've had clients that have used Kraton and I wonder if it's safe to use or even just the lesser of two (or three) evils. He reminds me of Kurt Cobain.

  • @Oh-Yes-Jess
    @Oh-Yes-Jess 3 года назад +3

    I love you jonah. Ill always be here for ya 🖤

  • @monosurge
    @monosurge 2 года назад +1

    I usually empathize with your subjects but this guy is a book of excuses. 'it's the government.' - 'It's boredom.' - 'This virus..' These are the deflections of a man that won't take personal responsibility. Quit daydreaming and self actualizing. Check into a rehab. Make NO friends there. Ditch your current friends, they're enablers you surrounded yourself with. Commit to the program and complete it. Choose to leave the life behind. There are people out here every day that are bored, living under the same government rule and dealing with the pandemic that are not getting high. The difference is _you_.

  • @emmaedele1754
    @emmaedele1754 3 года назад +8

    Love to you Mark from Charleston West Virginia ❤

  • @Jill_MA
    @Jill_MA 3 года назад +5

    Poor baby! Something terrible must've happened to him before he went to live with his Dad. What 6 year old child is suicidal?

    • @minigirl6379
      @minigirl6379 3 года назад +3

      Just stop. Stop trying to create a scenario that never happened. If you go back and listen to him, he clearly states several times that he didn't experience anything negative during his childhood. He did say that his stepmother was the one who made him get on Ritalin. Maybe she saw something going on with him when she started raising him. We don't know. He may have been upset with the fact that his parents were divorced. He may have gone to live with his dad just because he wanted that father influence . Maybe his dad made more money than his mom and he wanted to live with him because of that. You're basically calling him a liar by not accepting his story. Sometimes, people just do what they do and it's not connected to any childhood trauma.

    • @emm2937
      @emm2937 3 года назад

      @@minigirl6379 your logic, common sense and critical thinking is beautiful! I’m with you 100%!

    • @Aynne88
      @Aynne88 3 года назад +1

      @@minigirl6379 nope. He screams trauma. Just ashamed.

  • @gailmendez5465
    @gailmendez5465 3 года назад +2

    Jonah, I wish you the best. You seem to have enough wisdom, to know what you need. Praying you will get clean again, perhaps move out of your present environment if you can. Sadly children whom are put on medication at an early age, majority of the time become addicted to a drug. Doctors, take a person off of the medication, yet, the young child, or teenager, is not weened off of the meds, or given therapy. So therefore their euphoric world is no longer, and their minds are addicted to the drug. The child doesn't know how to cope without the euphoric feeling. I also agree with Jonah about the poppy fields, the doctors, medical profession pushing the drugs into our country.

  • @ryanscarphone4672
    @ryanscarphone4672 3 года назад +1

    Wow I see too much of me in him. Minus the heroin addiction. I'm crazy addicted to weed lol. But the way he talks, saying idk all the time. Ashamed, embarrassed, depersonalization, apathetic, hard time answering questions...has one kid...we gotta do better for our kids man. Depression, drug use, drinking, fuck all of it. We only get one life.

  • @cathyroberts9155
    @cathyroberts9155 3 года назад +4

    Love you soon much. Wish I could help you more.

  • @christinarobinette1265
    @christinarobinette1265 3 года назад +3

    His story is so much like mine! If I hadn’t gotten in a clinic I’d be using period. I am not far from Nitro. If y’all can get to Tazewell County VA I recommend coming, some of the incidents here would blow your mind

  • @anubisthacutest4752
    @anubisthacutest4752 3 года назад +1

    He’s lowkey kinda cute

  • @plutoplatters
    @plutoplatters 3 года назад +1

    I "hustle" for a job ! Sounds like an avoidance of details.

  • @karenfitzpatrick6256
    @karenfitzpatrick6256 4 месяца назад +1

    Hopelessness is one of the most serious challenges to getting into seeking the long hard recovery road. It's worth it, but...