Heroin Addict interview-Paper Doll
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- Опубликовано: 30 сен 2024
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Paper Doll, a heroin addict in Charleston, West Virginia.
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this is my aunt, and i love her and miss her so much. people make fun of those people on drugs and call them junkies until the see it first hand. its the saddest thing anyone could ever watch.
paper doll if you see this, just know im always here for you. i love you so much
Joining your heart in prayer for your aunt....so sorry 💕
@@kareylandreneau7103 there’s another commenter saying it’s their aunt Ok right Sam Francis is the commenter Smh
@@lillily1 she could have more than one niece/nephew maybe they showed each other. 🙄
@@cristeeldo894 Doubt it
60% of Americans are 2 paychecks from homelessness. No health care ( cobra is extremely expensive) and depression make numbing the pain look appealing. It's a rabbit hole.
That's how the elites want it, it's called wage slaves. They got rid of regular slavery because it wasn't as productive as wage slavery
More like one bad day away from total ruin.
Yes, I was ALWAYS on the verge of being homeless, or homeless. Got SICK of it ! Just sick of it. Cleaned myself up, got a job, and now I have SIX MONTHS of bills in savings !!’ I was there and never ever going back !
@@leanneadams2549 You're smarter and doing better than most people. Good for you!😊👏👏👏💖
Singing my pain.
Sometimes you think you are keeping your habit a secret but kids are smart.
Kids know everything.
So true💔
Yep. And kids know what not to bring up.
Absolutely right, Trippin. I couldn't agree with you more. All it takes is recognizing a pattern and knowing the difference between right and wrong and a person's lifestyle choices become blatantly evident. It's how I found out my bf was doing self-destructing.
unfortunately true
I would be interested in hearing an interview from her daughter. It's heartbreaking that her daughter got caught up in the same world.
She (Paper Doll) was the daughter that got caught up in it from her own mother. This is a generational tragedy. It was so sad when. She said "I knew what drugs my Mom was on each day by how the house smelled".
Generational curse
I was thinking the same thing. I’d like to see the daughter too and hear her perspective.
Les Misrables
it's going to be the same story. it's so sad! she won't admit that her Mom had a part in her choices. Her daughter is the same. It's hard believing some people. I think she is a little distorted in her views. She does nothing wrong and everyone else is awful and kicks her out. Don't get me wrong I'm sure she did go through some stuff, but she even admitted she sold drugs and always has. She said her husband lied and said she sold drugs. She goes back and forth. I do feel that she would go get help if it was offered to her. She looks tired of all of this mess. I hope the best for her.
Shooting drugs at 13? I think she had more trauma than shes willing to talk about.
Without doubt
She rocks herself to comfort herself. Most addictions are rooted in the need to be loved, rejection & self hatred. Bless her heart
She’s rooted in the need for self-hatred?
Bless you Paperdoll~
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Our mother would rock the same way.
She may be nerodivergent
“You dress like you are”……. smh
This is my aunt. I never in a million years thought she would be this person. Although not everything in this interview is true, She was always an amazing mother. She always worked, kept a nice clean home, and showed me unconditional love. About 5/6 years ago she completely left her “normal” life. I just never thought addiction would take over her life, she was always so strong.
WHATS not true ? Was she really a cheerleader ? Doubt it
@@opinionsarentfacts3515 dunno He r so called niece says she did
sam. idk who you are and im family. but sounds like something my aunt would say. people forget we are human. drugs truly change a person. and its saddest thing to watch. even harder to be.
Yes. I am sure she was an amazing mom and that her husband took a toll on her. It is very classic unfortunately. Women who separate from men who make them live hell often lose everything in the battle. This is so sad. Tells the patriarchy of our system. Disgusting actually. Our societies should protect mothers from being evicted from their own homes like that. And that happens to many mothers, not even drug addicts. So, no matter the details, her story sounds, in its core, very true.
@@brookekeeten7415Matt is my uncle, her brother.
Wow, lots of judgement in the comments section. You have no idea what it's like to be her. Even if you've had shared experiences, you don't have her genetic inheritance, you are not in her body, in her mind. I really, truly hope she gets the help she desperately needs and lives to her potential. Because she has tons of it. Love and calm to you, Paper Doll. ❤
That’s why there’s a comment section- Free Speech. We All Judge- as You’re “Judging” everyone making comments enh??
Lots of judgement? As you Judge the Judges. See where I am going with this?...
@@lauralei6963 🙄
Lol how dare you try to squash people's joy from passing judgement? It's all some people have....
@@bashmeesh Don’t be so hard on yourself.
Morning .. Recovery is a daily battle stay strong my ppl
Mark’s comment at 9:27 about her choice of attire was uncalled for, inappropriate, and extremely rude. I realize that he meets a lot of people in similar situations and there are patterns of behavior that he frequently sees, but it’s still insulting to assume that someone is a prostitute based on how they look (and/or and the fact that they’re a homeless female addict). And then when she told him no, she doesn’t have sex for money, he had the audacity to seem skeptical of her response.
Agreed 100 percent
💯 She looks like any woman who is dressed for a nice occasion, very demeaning.
I agree, she's simply wearing a red dress, nothing about that screams "prostitute". It was a completely unnecessary comment. If he wanted to know if she did sex worked all he had to do was ask, not base that off her clothing.
It really surprised me as well and seemed really out of character for him?
Take it easy on him
"Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow." - T Real
🔥Love your children first friends.
Lila Worley My son and I have always said it was my soul contract to end the cycle of abuse and his job to end the cycle of addiction. We both agree we have successfully completed the mission 😊💜
chilling line.. people need to be aware of this stuff n be breaking ancestral "curses". godbless🙏
Truth!
@@gldnsunrising7761 I love ❤ 😍 💖 this!
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I love how soft spoken she is. I think she’s a real sweetheart and deserves sobriety!
Hence the name ... I really like what she calls herself
Niko, Deserves sobriety?
You have no clue how this woman is..
Does she even want it though?
I agree.
Grace. Just immense amounts of grace that has been extended to all you hateful people judging her right now in the comments. Paper Doll, you are loved. Mercy is coming
Beautifully said
Love it,, well said
Beautifully said ❤️❤️
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"He told my landlord I sold drugs, he made up lies about me." then "I have always sold drugs" - alrighty then.
I had my first child at 19, oh .... and my life changed at 24 when I had my first child ... what???
lol so many contradictions.
@@petakucas7389 she says she became a mother of 4 at 24. Meaning probably when she adopted the second kid
I didn't hear it your way. I'm still amazed how much people make assumptions as to what people say, as to whether they lie or not, as if that was the core of the message. What I got when she said " He told my landlord I was a drug dealer, he made up lies about me, they didn't even listen to me" was that her husband made up lies about her : it doesn't mean she wasn't selling drugs, or that he lied about that part, but he may have lied about very many other things, and/or he may have exaggerated things, and he may have made her life hell, as it happens numerous times with a battle over custody and separation, and of course that they (the court) didn't listen to her may very be true, as a drug addict in the justice system she is not well seen, and she says it over and over and over, the moment people know you are into drugs they stop having regards for you. So, no, I don't see her as a liar here. What she describes is possibly very true. And even if some things are not exactly said as they happened, the core of the whole thing is that she lost everything. Can you show some compassion or do you just want to make a point ?
@@leilacherradi3485 I listened again. I heard right. Nice essay.
“Be careful who you invite into your home they will take everything you got “ I almost got cleaned out a year ago by letting someone live with me . Very good advice, thank you and God bless you Paper Doll 💯
I think she was also speaking metaphorically.
I know the EXACT feeling.A Thief will always be a thief.
So true. Someone I lived with stole my identity, and I can’t get it back! I had a sealed name change to get away from a violent stalker, and I can’t get my own ID papers from the court! Really interferes with getting work, etc!
@@brittaolson6550 just get the minutes witten out and the the page that has the order for name change by the judge take to DMV for DL.
@@vonderloo3184 Thanks so much! I’ll try that. That’s a major obstacle. I hope it works with employers, too.
I hope she gets help she really needs.
To the person reading this: Even though I don’t know you, I wish you the best of what life has to offer.
Thank u & all the goodness u put into the universe may u get back abundantly 💯🙏❤️🌹😇
Thank you! May your life be full of love and joy.
Thank you..Same to you. Many Blessings to you and happiness always 😊💛
Thank you so much, best wishes!
She complains that her ex lied about her and said she sold drugs. A couple of minutes later she says she's always sold drugs. I feel bad for her but don't believe a lot of what she says.
Thank you! I heard a
A LOT of contradictions in her story. She also said she's "good at manipulation" so I wonder if those contradictions aren't her trying to gain sympathy or something like that. Truth is, you just can't trust a drug addict especially if they are deep in their addiction - and that's coming from a recovering addict.
I don't believe any of what she says.
Lots of lying in this video including that she isn’t a prostitute! I don’t believe most of her story!
100% agree. Master manipulator! Lot's of contradictions.
Addicts lie and manipulate. It's what they're good at.
She has so much dignity left despite it all. Touches me to see how much she is trying so hard to hold onto that. I pray for her future to be brighter.
Would love to hear what the daughters version is…
Even though my father spent a lot of time with me, I got a very negative view of who he was due to addiction. I got it from my mother and from society. I’m so glad there is no record of me being ignorant and condemning when I was a kid. Every day, I wish I could tell him I know better now, and I understand. I can never do that, because I lost him to his addiction. I’m planning to show him, by working with others who are still suffering, starting later this year or next, when I complete the credentials. I hear what you’re saying, and I think kid’s feelings need to be heard and helped with their situation…it does takes a village to raise a child. But kids also take on the attitudes of those around them or, as in my case, can be manipulated to do so. I was very disapproving but I loved and wanted my dad very much. Most kids do.
Maybe next video. Im sure Mark would love to do that vid
Paper doll is very touching.She tells her story simply and calmly. We always think that everything happens only to others, but we are also those others. It's so quick to lose everything and end up on the street. It's a downward spiral. I wish her and her daughter a lot of courage. Good luck Paper Doll.
She says she's very good at manipulating people, I find her fascinating as she reminds me so much of my sister which if she was interviewed you'd all feel so sorry for her but in the world of addiction and what the families go through there's a whole other side to the story, you can not judge ANYONE involved unless you know it personally. Prayers to this lady and her family 🙏
lots of sisters would say the same thing.. and if you can't trust your sister.. her sister ripped her off
@@wendyg8536 that doesn't make sense
@@graciechris1104 your sister can be your best ally... and also your nemesis ... rival.
yes, I feel exactly the same way. Unless you have a drug addict in the family, you wouldn't know. I was blown away with how convinced drug addicts are with their stories and how I would believe them
Yeah. Addiction is a family disease. Through and through!
I put my Mom through Hell growing up. She knew I was an addict. Even so, after I had my two girls, she gave me the best compliment I have ever had. She told me I was the best Mother she had ever seen. Because I took the time to play with my girls.
They are married and very responsible parents now. I raised them on my own. They are not stupid. I know they know the truth although I try to conceal it. We never talk about it.
I married a man I met online when my girls moved out. He was the one because our demons get along 10 years strong. We are both functional addicts.
My girls trust us with the Grandchildren. Our house always is clean and inviting.
I play with my Grands just like I did with my girls.
We aren't all bad people.
Paper doll reminds me of myself in so many ways. I could be her tomorrow if something happened to my husband.
I love how soft spoken she is, she has a certain kind of motherly touch that’s very soothing to the soul. On the other hand, I can feel how deeply sad she is. When she said her regrets were “not catching herself when she fell” which is something she seems to always have done, I felt that. Sometimes life gets so overwhelming that it feels like you have no energy left to pick yourself up anymore. I have faith in you Paper Doll, not everyone just sees the “junkie” your beautiful and your kids love you.
SO EASY FOR YOU TO SAY THAT HYPOCRITE 🎉
As a recovering addict I can say that if you really deep down want sobriety you can get it. I wanted out and I got out
Congrats on your sobriety and hard work. Takes courage.
@@adriannedubins8793 thank you! It was a tough road but it was the best decision I could have made. I didn't want to die out on street
I could listen to her voice all day... haunting, goes right through me.
I wish someone would help her ❤
She has to want to help HERSELF first. All the help in the world won’t do a thing until she is ready . And the family.. they have to keep her at arms length or she will rob them blind.
She needs long term treatment, at least a year. Stable housing and care, mental help, etc.
We need to remove the stigma of abuse being purely physical in nature only.
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Good Morning Mark. Thank you for this channel. Thank you to all the souls who tell their stories. 🌻
This is heartbreaking. She’s so sad. I hope and pray she finds the strength to get clean.
Ditto. 🧐
BLAH , BLAH BLAH DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT TO HELP HER 🎉
"I'm very good at manipulation". Says a lot really. As per usual I suspect we're not seeing the full picture here.
People commenting seem to have missed her say that...
Seen many comments that are like "i don't have sympathy" and tbh i think I know why. She answered no to the abuse question. I think we feel that if a person hasn't suffered sex abuse in childhood then that person is not entitled to have a drug habit. There are other issues that come into play as well. Noone ever wanted to be an addict. Its not a party.
From what I am reading in the comments it seems like people are primarily having a problem with all the inconsistencies in her statements.
Hopefully her daughter comes in for an interview soon.
im extremely uncomfortable about the "do you entertain men," and her saying no then saying "you dress like you are." just because shes an "heroin addict" doesnt mean you should be allowed to degrade someone just by the way they dress.
I couldn’t believe he said that. She looks beautiful and there is NOTHING wrong with her dress. You can tell she cares about her appearance and Mark was so out of line for saying something like that. It was hurtful and judgmental. Shame on you Mark!
If you're uncomfortable then don't watch
im sorry i dont really understand. could you help me understand a bit better?
@The Doll That Says No. .
@The Doll That Says No. i love your reply. thank you for your insight. i understand that he is just trying to get a bit more of an understanding and hear her story. i feel like he came about it the wrong way. instead of saying "you dress like you do" i personally would have just asked if she has ever or has had to. if shes responded no, i would have respected it and moved on to the next question. i feel like you shouldnt ever make assumptions by the way someone dresses, look, talks, and feels. personally i find his response ignorant. i also dont think its okay to make someone uncomfortable, and pry information for someone elses benefit. or to get the response you want. its so easy to judge and harder to understand in some circumstances. so i admire people who do. this is an interview not a therapy session. so its perfectly ok with not talking about things that someone else isnt comfortable with talking about , so respectfully i disagree with his response. even if it wasn't his intention to be disrespectful. i dont know him personally so i dont know what his intentions are or was, thats why i gave my opinion just incase hes genuine and means well. im sure he'd like to know if their is a misunderstanding, or feels misinformed he could explain what his intentions were. its just always good to be careful with words. the worlds too big with beautiful minds. not everyone is going to agree on things. but i appreciate your response. so i respect your opinion, as you do mine.
She really needs a leg up, a tiny home or trailer and rehab. She needs to rewrite the wrongs in her life. I just want to hug her and guide her to get help. So very sad..
I'm recovering addict. I've been on methadone for about 10 years. I haven't used crack or powder cocaine in 3 years.
I say all that so no one thinks I'm judging. This lady doesn't take accountability in my opinion. Everything is everyone else's fault. And I've never met a woman who has a full blown addiction that hasn't done sexual favors. FOH
Also, if she truly believes nobody knew she was on drugs she's tripping. I definitely can see why she says she's good at manipulation and how can she save her daughter if she can't save herself?
Yep, also a recovering addict here - been clean 10 years now. Everything you said is spot on! She didn't hide her addiction any better than her mother did, she just thought she did or she's lying to make it seem like it wasn't as bad as it was. Then she contradicted herself numerous times. For instance, saying her ex lied about her selling drugs then 2 minutes later says, "I've ALWAYS sold drugs to get mine free." Just too many contradictions and things that didn't make sense. She was milking this interview for all she could get out of it - money, sympathy, etc. Truth is you can't trust an addict when they're still deep in the throws of addiction. Addicts, of any kind, are going to lie, cheat, steal and manipulate anyone and everyone they can to feed their addiction. Rarely there is that one or two people some addicts have that they try to stay honest with, be it a spouse, child, parent or best friend but most everyone else is fair game. Sad, but it is what it is and this woman is no different.
It is actually no one's business what she does with her body... and if she has to lie about it to others to protect her right to her privacy and integrity about it then so be it.. you do not own the rights to that truth.
Unfortunately the same argument is unravelling about vaccine status today...of all days....and whether or not people will be judged for being 'vaccine junkies' in the future is no different... and who to blame then for ones health or lack of it ?.. are you going to accept responsibility for what is tagged as mandatory on you by others .
Thank you. Truth .
Recovering addict here too. I've been clean for about 10 years now. My youngest daughter is now 23. She's in therapy for ocd and anxiety amongst other things... I've been sitting in on her therapy appts. I'm in shock how much my pill popping addiction affected her as a child. I had no idea.
are methadone free in your country or do you have to pay for it?
Sorry, but she says doing drugs was not her mother´s fault, her kids had a great childhood and she was so ahead of her years and that she associated with mature people and drugs. Her kid is homeless! What a load of BS. It´s unfortunate that she started and continued with drugs during her developmental years. I had to stop watching her.
- I'm not a drug dealer. My husband lied against me. The landlord wouldn't take rent. The judge didn't listen to me. My sister stole my money while I was in court.
- So what do you do?
- I sell drugs.
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Honey I’m from Danville...not far from you. I know there isn’t a lot here for help. But there are programs. Please seek out help...just takes a helping hand. If you can’t find help message me & I’ll glad help you find some. ❤️ I was a addict years ago...and I understand the functional addiction. 15+ yes clean myself, so know there is hope.
God bless you
So much potential here. I hope she works hard to get her children back. I work with foster kids and gosh they need their parents. Your kids are worth more than your addiction 😓
@@christmastree6817 in my experience most of them would love to try given the opportunity
@@christmastree6817 the children. A lot of the kids I have worked with, especially if they’ve been shielded from their parents and what their parents do/come from, always have a sense of curiosity and once they’re of age go looking for their parents. This sometimes ends badly with them following the same path thinking that this is also what they deserve as this is their blood/real parents and it brings them a sense of closeness and belonging by joining in etc or they’ve had great foster parents who have shown them how to have self worth. I believe everyone deserves one second chance with kids and if rehabilitated early enough I do believe reunification is in the child’s best interest.
@@christmastree6817 each to their own, there are many facets to these sad stories and I do only want what’s best for the children, it is nice to see them go to good foster homes when the chances of having a nice life with their biological is skin but there are also a lot of really crappy foster parents :( it’s sad all round for the poor angels.
@@christmastree6817 totally should be the child’s choice, and when at an age when they can sufficiently make that choice for sure I agree. I am only speaking from my experience.
@@kristy3292 Kids are more likely to be abused in foster homes than with their parents, statistically speaking.
You never have it “together” when drugs are in the picture. That’s an illusion. There are ALWAYS effects. A childhood with drugs in the household is not normal (I realize it’s “normal” to those involved). Paper Doll, get the strength and courage to kick drugs and THEN go help your kids. You said you’d do anything for them…start with yourself first and then everything else is possible.🙏🏽❤️
Damn straight! She needs to fix herself first.
It is indeed normal by today's society. According to Gallup, nearly half of Americans are directly affected by drug use. Add in problems caused by alcohol (because it's rarely counted as a drug despite it being one of the most destructive) and we are well over half.
@@LordofChaos70, yes, alcohol is a highly addictive, legal, liquid drug. It destroyed my family, with the alcoholic becoming a murderer.
She adopted 2 children while being on drugs? Earthed she’s lying or I’m completely disgusted by an agency who wouldn’t drug test foster parents or potential adoptive parents. This is the first story I can’t get past 4:00 minutes
Then you missed Andre's interview a week ago. His interview is so heart wrenching you would not be able to handle it. Or forget it . .....
She may have adopted them through her marriage to her husband. No drug test required there.
Or could've been no drugs in her system the week of the testing ? No one knows the whole story here & sad to say we probably never will ,just I'm praying she gets well soon and finds herself 🙏🏼💕✝️💕✝️🙏🏼
@@margarita8442 I agree. I think she's lying about certain things in case her family watches this.
@@thestrangemanreturns I wish Mark would interview you, I grew up in St. Louis and was always fascinated by that stuff. There was a book 'The Girls Who Went Away' that shines light on the Catholic Church pretty much kidnapping babies for that coin 😒
Before she even start talking I said to myself she look like she from Detroit lol, I guess we every where starting shit
Lol
There really is a Detroit look. I realized it having convos in the comments of other videos (Pill addict Heather and Frenchie). It is something mainly in the shape of the nose and lips.. Maddie on Chosen Won's channel has it too. I think it has to do with the area being settled by majority French.
I was a "closet addict" (what I called being secret) for over 10 years. Whether I, truly, hid it or whether everyone just pretended, when I was exposed, I lost everything! People will believe whatever you present
She used to be a dancer? What kind of dancer? Started on meths aged 12. Finished her GED, married OK at 19, with a good job & husband, eventually with 4 children.
Standard nuclear family, with controlling husband, bitter marriage divorce, & destructive stalking from the ex-husband, despite having the children. Again a very common pattern in the civilized western world.
04:53 i was so kind of rebellious always wanted to push the envelope you know
04:58 i did competitive cheerleading and um i've adopted kids and all that i've done
05:03 drugs the entire time
05:05 i've done drugs 25 years
Clearly a person who likes pushing the limits that physical & chemical bullying can allow. Her continuing life story is about the lack of planning & self-decisions, relying on external bullying from police type of agencies, including chemical drugs. From my social worker background, there is an strong absence of relaxation with gentle & softer interactions. Inner quiet self feelings seem so absent. This self consciousness & self reflection deems embarrassing, unwanted & unfamiliar. The current world seems to have no link or patterns with the past or future worlds. Party time, or crash? This is usually in a sick group, or sick society.
Destructive stalking
Not Liking the camera views and positions.... a couple of them are a little inappropriate angles.... learn to hire a REAL cameraman!!
She used drugs at 12 because she was mature! Wrong, a mature 12 year old doesn't use drugs. They're smart enough to know the effects.
There's thing worse than being an addict, like not being there at all for the kids. Or not caring.
Good luck to this woman, be careful out there hun.
Definitely. And it’s not like no foster parents are addicts, either. My foster homes were much worse than my family.
sad story. this happens often to women leaving abusive situations. blessing to her. she has a beautiful soul
I hope we get an update on her where she and her daughter both get help. Very sad 😞
Hey Abby how you doing? 👋🇬🇧
Homelessness is as destructive as drugs....and extremely dangerous for women.
It costs an extraordinary amount of money being homeless.. more than having a home.
Seems so healthy for someone who started drugs at 12.
This is SO RAW...i really feel for this woman....this channel brings me to tears dude, not in a bad way. I love this channel and im glad i was told about it. Beautiful content....tragic but TRUE and beautiful content. Seeing her rocking while shes talking and having her hands where they are, shes feeling uncomfertablr and vulnerable and thats one of the things that gets me right in the feels. Good thing my wifes asleep, men dont cry lmfao. I dont watch porn when she goes to sleep, i watch stuff that makes me cry hahhaha
Settle down Nancy. Or you may wake your wife and then she’ll give you something to cry about.
Her way of communicating is hypnotic
Your daughter looked at you as an example, that's why she turned out like that..
She's a liar she didn't even tell the truth she is a junkie that had her daughter out here at a young age but she did trick for money and she's too old to still be out here on the street trying to look cute because she's not an addict that is trying to get better she's an addict that is embracing it and trying to be a hustler now now she's f****** her daughter's old man trying to go from a junkie to a hustler laugh out loud but you can't do that when your names PAPERWORK... LOOK IT UP SHE'S ON SOMEONE'S PAPERWORK STRAIGHT SNITCH AARON CHANDLER IS HER REAL NAME
I call b.s.,all contradictory
and her mannerisms yell I'm lying.
16:01 crying about money..... well lady I'm a heroin addict too u think it's easy for any of us? That's what you chose to get most upset about is the money- that shows where your heart lies. Looking for a meal ticket.
But. I'm not hear to judge her- calling out someones b.s. is not judgement. I do hope she gets her life together and gets to enjoy life sober. ❤️
Excuses and stories to accommodate a selfish lifestyle…ugh ugh ugh….
I love her voice. So gentle sounding. But not sure if I believe all that she is saying - not being a sex worker, for one. Her poor kids! Especially the adopted ones.
She's telling the truth I know her and always liked her.
I've been on the streets and I'm here to tell you that there is so much help out there if you just take it and want better.....these story's bother me because peaple feel so sorry for them thinking there's no help.
The Go Fund Me here now has $33,000 in it. To PAY for "rehab" hotel rooms, etc. Most of these people are on Parole and they can ask their Agent for a 3/4 house free. CDCR pays. They are story tellers. It's RUclips. More views more money so they are motivated to create stories for Mark. Try not to let it bother you.
@@alixa4385 👍
No one knows how easy it is to fall into addiction. It is as simple as going to a Dr for help . This breaks my heart to hear - She takes accountability for what has happened . Never judge unless you have experienced such things . Just try to understand everyone and find common ground . Sending you sooo much love xxx
Why would people think of having kids let alone adopting them when they have drug problems, her poor daughter is following in her footsteps, some people are just selfish.
Towards the end she said she would give up drugs for her kids yet she's been on drugs since she was 12
Oh my God I cringed…when she said she adopted children 🙏🏻🙏🏻😳
Such a beautiful woman 💕
How do they give her children for adoption as a drug addict??
As an adoptive mom this really upset me. Adoptive children come with abandonment issues and trauma and need a loving safe secure home. I feel so sorry for her adoptive children.
RIGHT?!? It is absolutely UNFORGIVABLE! Shame on that Agency!
Would love to see more of Paper doll in the future. Maybe her daughter too
Would LOVE to hear from her daughter. I can bet the story is very different from what we're hearing here
I too would like to hear from her daughter.
What a soft spoken, sweet soul.... positive vibes for ya Paper Doll!!!
I have been off drugs for quite a few years, I have been lonely because I have no friends because I cut everyone off. I met a girl and she was so nice and totally my style and she asked me for my phone number before I could ask, I can tell she is high on drugs and it sucks so bad. I really want to call her back but am deathly afraid of her tempting me with drugs.....What should I do? Deep down I do know what to do but.....OMG! I am lonely and need a girl.
Don’t call her. You deserve to remain off of drugs. You will stoop to her level. Drugs are the devil. Loneliness is temporary.
Please, you know she's not good for you. Can you go to meetings? You need to be around others who are fighting the good fight too. Stay up young man. 🌺
Everyone wants you to be where they are , if you sit in the barbers chair ur going to get ur hair cut “your blessed u saw the red flag” find an interest that put you in a group of people”
You don’t need that girl~~ take care of you, she won’t
You can’t have an intimate relationship with someone whose primary relationship is to drugs and getting high. You will always be second fiddle and never fully connected to the individual as again,their first love is drugs or alcohol. So work deeper on the relationship to yourself and dig deeper. Wishing you someone who is fully available and can be present like you. Congratulations on being sober, one day at a time
“You dress like you are” wtf Mark?
Yeah,he needs called out for that one.As much as I like the guy,every now and then he shocks me with some kind of insensitive comment or question.
3 generations of drug addicts 🤔
Paper Doll, What an interesting story you have. It's not to late to get clean and get yourself together and then pull your kids in. It's never too late. They always need their mom. Best of luck to you, I believe in you.
When you come from a broken family you are always looking for validation from another human being, wanting unconditional love, even though you have children who love you no matter what, we need to learn our children come first, in my sobriety the guilt I feel for my children is unbearable and it never goes away, I’m so blessed that I have such a great relationship with them now, drugs drink arnt worth loosing your children for anything..
Her voice is incredibly soothing...she should do ASMR sleep or meditation videos.
You can fool all of the people some of the time, and some of the people all of the time, but you don't fool us Doll. I did believe you when you say you're very manipulative.
on god
I have to agree. I do not find her genuine at all
At least she is honest about being manipulative. I think most addicts are. That's just what addiction does to you. We are naive for believing most of their stories.
@@anniehope8651 though it hurts when you finally figure it out that you've been lied to all this time.
@@tp8615 Of course it does.
Mark--I'm a big fan but I'll take you to task on this one. You asked her if she is "entertaining men sometimes". She responded "no" and you countered with, "You dress like you are." ?? Did you just tell her she dresses like a prostitute?! Did I misconstrue your question? You backpedaled with a follow-up compliment on her attire but dang dude. Knowing you, this was just an uncharacteristic fumble and nothing intentional but this exchange had me pause the clip, replay it and ask, "No he didn't just slut shame her outfit?!
Living on the streets as she does, a woman learns to never dress in a way that’ll get her treated badly…that is, unless she’s doing business there. I was simply trying to get at the truth. Sadly, like many Appalachians, Paper Doll has a lot to hide. I did my research beforehand.
This is my beautiful baby sister. I love you chunk.
How is she? How is her daughter?
She ruined her daughter and has a excuse for everything.
"Time is not my friend. It's now or never". That's deep.
"You are dressed like you are a prostitute" - really Mark??!! WTF
Ikr puke🤢🤮
Well she is dressed like one.and he’s speaking obviously from experience. She has not been very truthful during the interview so I would be shocked if she was telling the truth about not working as a prostitute.
@@susannahill90 how is she dressed like a prostitute. It’s a mid thigh length shirt and a blouse…
@@1Dispretty2me that's far from a blouse 😆.....where do you shop
He explains this in another comment.
paper doll said in a different context, “it’s up to you to listen”. those are strong words that can be put to action. i pray she gets on the path to recovery.
That's crazy this is the first time I have heard someone talk about mini thin. My mom used them as well I can remember my mom getting pills in the mail. My dad told us she had a doctor who really was messed up and gave her this stuff and it would come in the mail. My mom is still a addict too she's over 60 years old. She's died a couple times and was brought back. She's addicted to opioids too now but she is on maintenance and so I am. ... I don't know what the numbers say but I have always felt like I really didn't have much of a future and it seems like alot of children who grew up with addiction somehow we ended up as addicts too.. I feel like she could get help.... Sad!!!!!!😥😥😥😥😥😥😥
Can I ask what a mini thin is?
Must me a 90s thing?? My dad popped mini thins like they were going out of style and chased them with a fifth of ten high whiskey...... He died at 42 when I was 12... Pretty much heart exploded. You used to be able to buy them at the gas stations, my dad would cross state line to get them by the bottles.
@@brendablais6138 it's like a pill form of freakin crack....... Probably not quite that bad lol, but it's a energy pill!! Supposed to be a "dietary supplement" the bottle even says HIGH SPEED ENERGY, they can be dangerous if abused.
@@tawnyjacqueline4106 Thanks for letting know. Yea sounds like scary stuff!!
I would love to hear her daughters story without her mom around.
Another addict wanting to quit, another hustle, another hit, another time.
“I’m very good at manipulation”
Congratulations
Context is important.
This women really upsets me. I will not say another word
You look great woman. Addiction is a mother funked. I hope you come through xx
If she was on the streets of CA or Las Vegas, I would’ve thought she was an entertainer too.
She could be anyone of us. She has a beautiful heart. Praying you don't have to struggle anymore. Blessings to you and your daughter ❤️. Her first line in this video when asked about her childhood she said she had a good childhood, my mother was a drug addict. I think it's hard for some people to separate what the word good means. And It means so many different things to many different people.
Paper Doll has a lovely voice to listen to.
I really hope she can beat her addiction
I hope she is able to get out of the lifestyle.
I’m very upset to hear she adopted two children through the state considering she’s a drug addict. Those children deserved a stable home. Being adopted is lifelong trauma and having a parent like her is absolutely disgraceful. I’m not judging her for her drug problems but to go and adopt children that already have trauma is completely wrong!
I’d rather be adopted by a drug addict who was semi-functional and not violent than by the ones who adopt who are pedophiles and raging alcoholics!!! Those seem to be everywhere!!
@@baublesanddolls …it’s really irrelevant to say that because those kids could’ve very well been chosen by one of the millions of normal nice couples who are waiting for the adoption process to go through
@jamie boss don't cap. you're definitely judging her.
If you’ve been doing drugs since the age of 12 and know you have a drug problem please don’t adopt and further traumatize an adoptive child’s already traumatized life! That’s just plain selfish! It’s bad enough to do it to your own biological children.
100% agree. That agency failed on it’s most basic Duty of Care.
Her Body, Her Choice. Her life.
The Agency was supposed to choose the best possible home from the over 2,000,000 square, clean, law abiding citizens who are on lists eager or desperate to welcome a child. Regardless of her voice, her clothing, her version of life.. drug tests are mandatory for Adoptive Parents in Maine, scheduled and surprise ones. Having a record is no good either. They failed. They should be closed.
She is well spoken and has potential. I can definitely see her as a manager somewhere. Since you like clothing, maybe in retail. Get counseling and see a psychiatrist. You can do it! Better times ahead.
Kandi if you think there is great money in retail management you are cuckoo...
No good money in most jobs anymore.
Such a soft voice... there's a tenderness about her.
Why not ditch the ridiculous name ‘paper doll’ for starters. I’m not downplaying this woman’s horrific circumstance and experiences. But that name alone screams, ‘Hey every trash bag in the area, I’m a drug addled, junkie, vulnerable prostitute who’s open season to be abused and taken advantage of!’.
Everything she said .. I feel you Paper Doll . People are so quick to judge. I emphasize with a lot of this xoxo you are loved 🥰
This woman is blaming a lot of other ppl for her drug addiction.
She insists that her drug addiction never affected her mothering or her kids, but ADDICTION ALWAYS AFFECTS THAT. She’s in denial about that.
I have an anxiety disorder and panic disorder. They are always accompanied by depression. She says she has anxiety and panic, which means she has serious depression too. Her very soft spoken voice, so low, slow, is a sign of depression. I simply cannot imagine the agony this poor soul lives in. The mental health issues, on their own, are overwhelming and need special attention. Add the drug addiction, homelessness, the trauma of being shot, losing her children, and you can believe her life is utter hell. She claims she had a “normal” childhood and then in the same breath says her Mom was an addict too, who just recently died. She by no means, had a good childhood. And her children were most definitely aware of her habit. They’re unfiltered, they KNOW. Oh, God help this poor soul. My nephew, 40 years old, just died of an overdose of heroin. Left behind two kids who he adored. Addiction kills you if you don’t stop. I hope she find the strength, help and courage to address her problems. I pray that she does. The cycle is being perpetuated now. Now it’s her daughter caught in the trap. God, please help them.
First glance , I look at you I see so much beauty .. yet so much hurt behind your eyes and beautiful smile. I am also Michigan bound, I know you are in CA now. Please always look up , and know your worth ❤️❤️❤️
She is so beautiful. She looks like she could live next door.
It can happen to anyone
That Dog Food will get you a long time either way. Addiction or prison time.
Is it just me or are folks with a heroine addiction judged a little differently than someone on crack Or alcohol or other drugs. I’ve noticed that in the comment section at least. It’s interesting. Also, a functioning addict here. 👋🏼. I drink every day. At least 2 glasses of wine now. Used to do drugs. I think a lot of people drink everyday or often. Just because it’s legal doesn’t make you less an addict. Saying you don’t have a problem with it is kinda annoying, because if it’s anything other than alcohol it’s a problem, even if you’re a “functioning”addiction. It’s frustrating. guarantee a doctor you’ve visited has a drug problem.
Who (world health organization) declared Alcohol the most dangerous drug in the world! That is for many different reasons! As a medical professional I can confirm! But you are right, Heroin Addicts have no lobby at all!
Twin brothers; you seen Juan you seen ahmal.. time to branch off and do different interview topics. There's loads of regular people with interesting stories..