“i used to call your cellphone, and that mf would just ring on me” Literally one of the most heartbreaking things ever man. It’s the realisation that he’s gone.
@@CaptainFluffySlipper I hate that my bothers doesn’t ring anymore. Just goes to an error. For a while I held myself together with the hopes that one day he would accidentally answer and ruin his Bruce Wayne disappear act.
Been experiencing that for months now since my best friend passed. I wanna laugh and be happy, but I miss her so much it hurts seeing her mom cry sometimes. We all miss her. I just pray that I’m not disappointing her
@@notsmii7yi bet if you listen real close when you slip and fall you could hear her laughing, i’ll bet she’s clapping every time you win homie, i’ll bet she’s proud of every step you take -and one day she’ll get the chance to tell you that
The video is 14 years old. The man died 21-22 years ago but still I'm crying because of it today and I feel truly touched. Damn brother, I respect with all my heart for.
Half of the men in the world wouldn't be able to do this on camera. You are the realest. Let the tears flow, many of us can't even cry anymore. Everyone needs a homie like you.
+MrChiCity3 You better believe there's a bunch of people waiting on that. This was just posted to reddit and you just made like AT LEAST 500 (Scratch that the post has over 1600 upvotes now) new fans today. And you got some old ones back. Man no pressure on you to make anything but for real man we dont care if you make money off this channel bro! If that's not what you want then don't do that but for real there's channels on youtube today that are making thousands monthly, and those channels are CANCER compared to this (Pranks GONE SEXUAL etcetera). You're spreading good vibes fucking years later man so god bless for that.. I watched this video 6 times today. But I was reading some comments about you today and there's even people willing to donate to that little girls college fund. People can help you set that up. Hell I will set it up if you get in touch. End of the day we know you have your reasons, but we;ll be DAMNED if we don;t try and getcha back! Take care.
Yea i have a feeling he was😢 while i was watching it I was thinking what if his friend sittin right besides him and crying and huggin him man I know how it feels to lose a homey☹️😓
This man’s emotions are fresh and true, you can really hear his pain in his voice…. Missing his friend so much ✨✨✨ What an honorable man, so much love. R.I.P. to your friend, and may God’s greatest blessings be with him as he rests in heaven, Amen ✨✨✨🙏🏻
I can’t imagine feeling so much for someone that I feel the need to start a college fund for their child cause they couldn’t do it themself putting myself in his shoes it hurts there is just so much pain and sadness in his laughter that just trying to feel even a fraction of what he could be feeling makes you create a puddle of tears and I’m not even going through this but seeing someone else having to deal with something like this it hurts, it hurts I wouldn’t wish it on my worse enemy
I watched this as a young 16 year old… I’m 26 now with my own apartment and living life the best I can. This past March, I had the privilege of being a Pallbearer to one of my best friends funeral. I stilll visit his grave everytime I’m near him. I hope you are well Mr. Chi City, I hope you well…
Damn not gonna lie this made me cry like a little kid. God this really hurt. But the fact that he talks to him, brings him gifts, and even sets up a college fund for his daughter. Damn that’s a brother right there.
I had desensitized myself over these past years resulting to becoming a rather numb person, guess i was wrong this video balled out every single drop of tears my eyes could offer..
I be coming to this video all the time… a pain us men can all share, even with vastly different lives. We bleed the same, hurt the same, cry the same, feel the same. Regardless of colour, what rag you rep, what hood you from, regardless of anything. Hope whoever sees this has a great day today, and tell yo homies you love them no diddy. It ain’t embarrassing to show love to ya homies and let them know how much they hold you down while they here. You’ll never know when the ones you feel most complete with are gone forever, praying for good health to all❤️
Honestly the saddest part of this for me is (if you pay attention) the grave has circles and circles of footsteps around it during that jump cut. Looked like he'd been there for hours. Hits hard.
"Lacking of the drawls" had me in fitssssss, yk this man held it down for his homeboy fr. He went from giftin him some shit he'd like if he was here, to updatin him ab his moms & babymoms N everythang! Shit still hits different, even 14 years later ☹️
The part that truly gets me the most is when he says he be lookin in the rear view for his homies Chevy cuz he feels like he should be there riding alongside with him
Forreal man , had sum like this as a kid when my grandpa passed away, its like u miss someone so much , theres these moments when u still dont want to accept that he is gone and imagine and think for a minute that he isnt gone... some real shit
Arguably back then people would make fun if a man cried in a video , so not only this was before cloud existed in RUclips but also people potentially would have made fun of him .
@@Omar-kl3xpthis is before people even knew money was an option to be made too, he did this for free, no clout, possible embarrassment and ridicule too, but he is the realist like he said
the fact that he brought a blanket, I haven't felt such good vibes from someone in a long time :D this legend deserves a card: entering Heaven without judgment,
"When bad shit happen now, I'd look up you at the sky and be like 'Nigga, what the fuck? Tell Jesus to help me out!" That single sentence elicited an inexplicable mixture of laughter and tears from me. The man's got a heart of gold.
i’m glad to see that you’re still hearting comments nearly 15 years later, this video means a lot to many people. i hope you and your friends daughter are doing well
I was about to write the same thing. Even tho happily I have all my loves ones around I have imagined my bro not being here and shit hit me hard. Videos like that make u appreciate all of em.
Every year, for 4 years now I’ve watched this video on this day. And man you’ve helped me feel and deal with things that I’ve needed to for a long time. Thank you for being vulnerable. You’ve made a safe place for other men to do the same.
This video stopped me from killing myself today. Thank you mr chi city, I held a razor blade in my hand and a drink in the other and was about to throw it all away but this video made me realize that I need to be strong so I don’t hurt others by being gone.
My best friend died 9/11/2023. I saw this video years ago. I watched it with my best friend we both watched it so intently. Never knew I’d be sitting here watching it crying harder than I ever have in 2023. The world shakes in a new way now .the support I got was unimaginable. You have no idea how I feel reading this. Thank you. Thank you
Brother passed in July of 2022. I go to his grave every so often and read my Bible. Talk to him. Tell him im sorry. It gets better. But it never goes away. Hope things are going well for you brother.
Man. So fucking real my OG mr chi city is here 12 years later leaving hearts on comments. Damn. Thank you for sharing this incredible story, I watch all the time. I’m sorry for your loss my man. Too soon
Found this video like a decade ago and i thought it was beautiful. Just lost one of my closest friends a few months ago and now im crying with you man. I got his ashes imma start talking to him again even though he cant respond
I struggled with suicidal thoughts for a while. Almost pulled the trigger at one point. Was sheer luck that it was ripped from my hands. Thinking that I was so close to bringing this kind of heartbreak to my loved ones was genuinely the most eye opening shit I’ve ever seen. Deadass was crying for a solid 15 minutes. Thank you, man…
No man needs to apologize when he cries in the remembrance of of a fallen friend. You were just keeping it real. And that doesn't make anybody weak, it makes them stronger as a person.
Sadly this is common for many people to do in the modern world when a friend dies. I would spend months accidentally calling my friend just forgetting it even happened.
i think this legit saved me from suicide once i know i have friends like this and i just cant do this to them i don't know how many times i've seen this now
I love this man so much he bought gifts for his friend got him a blanket started a college fund for his daughter sat down to speak to his friend if that isn’t the most beautiful thing
I watch this once a year, I moved away from my hometown when I was 20. When I wanna have a visit with my brothers who passed, live vicariously through this video. Took me years to accept how life would be without them, just have to keep their memory alive and make em proud. Imagine they up there smiling down watching over us waiting for the day we gonna meet again.
4:45 is the most emotional moment in this video for me. I get a couple of tears at the moment, every single time. I come watch this video when I feel like I need to let a little sadness out but can’t make it happen. This video does it every time. Thanks for sharing this moment with us man. I think it has helped a lot of people.
@@notsmii7yey man, im just a stranger on the internet but i hope you’re doing better and i can’t even imagine the amount of pain you must be feeling. Hope it gets better soon homie
@@notsmii7y your pain will decrease over time. A friend of mine died about 10 years ago, I still feel the pain sometimes, but nowhere near as bad as I used to. feel it.
This makes me feel weird. It makes me happy that this guy sounds real energetic and happy.. but then shit starts to hurt around my chest when he starts choking up..
To this day, it still makes me cry man. Just seeing one of your homies pass hurts, uncle passed away, pops was crying cuz he was like a older brother to him. If your seeing this man, keep going, keep grinding, stay blessed man. Cause u never know when a real one will go without you man. R.i.p to all the family, friends, your dogs or cats. Aye mane everyone stay blessed, god bless yall
Bratha I hope you doing good as well and you stay safe homie , this video hit me deep made me call my boy and be like like ayyye nigga why you ain't call me I love you 😂🤣
Never before has one video made me automatically respect a youtuber in my life. Holy shit....I mean I know you was a real one chi city but to be able to show how you really felt about yo man just had me in tears! God dammit man.... please come back to YT. I'm still subbing to that ass even though you on a 4 year dry streak know'm saying? If you see this, god bless your soul bro.
When I leave this place I hope someone comes and chats with my grave like this. This is love man. You can take something away but you can’t take away the love and happiness that comes with. Mad respect for you checking in with your friend man. Especially keeping it 100% with him. I’m sure somehow, he is so grateful to have had you as a friend. Thanks for the video. That was very heartwarming.
“i used to call your cellphone, and that mf would just ring on me” Literally one of the most heartbreaking things ever man. It’s the realisation that he’s gone.
Still to this day I call my pops cell just to hear it ring because that ring brought me peace knowing that he wasn't suffering anymore
Man no bullshit I miss my dawgs
@@CaptainFluffySlipper I hate that my bothers doesn’t ring anymore. Just goes to an error. For a while I held myself together with the hopes that one day he would accidentally answer and ruin his Bruce Wayne disappear act.
"I set up a college fund for your daughter"
That's it, I'm done.
yeah man that shit hit me
Deadass crying in the club rn
Not A Virgin Yet shut yo bitchass up
Not A Virgin Yet nvm just cried
Got me like a bitch
He started a college fund for his best friends daughter after he passed, he is like a brother to him
link?
@@sen-pz1rb it’s this video
@@se3kerr317 he talking about the college fund
@@Thouxanbanben this was the time when not everyone had go fund mes n stuff this was comin out his pocket
I know he’s such a good soul
The mixture of laughter and tears in his voice is one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever heard
Been experiencing that for months now since my best friend passed. I wanna laugh and be happy, but I miss her so much it hurts seeing her mom cry sometimes. We all miss her. I just pray that I’m not disappointing her
Can’t even talk about her without getting emotional
@@notsmii7yi bet if you listen real close when you slip and fall you could hear her laughing, i’ll bet she’s clapping every time you win homie, i’ll bet she’s proud of every step you take -and one day she’ll get the chance to tell you that
The video is 14 years old. The man died 21-22 years ago but still I'm crying because of it today and I feel truly touched. Damn brother, I respect with all my heart for.
Na bro Istg straight in class listened to this Shi tearing tf and had to j let tear drops bruh, had me so fucking chocked up bruh
Rip to the homie. I still come to this video every so often. Puts a whole bunch of stuff into perspective
But he talking bout ps3 though
Stay strong man
@@tristinaactonYeah, PS3 was released in 2006 this video is from 2009
The college fund made me cry how good of a friend you are to start a college fund for ur homies daughter after he died we need more people like you
And the doctors appointments 🥺
hes such a genuine dude
"College" smmfh....😢
@@nemesis8604 thanks brother i changed it 🥺
The World would be such a better place💯🥰🙏🏾
Half of the men in the world wouldn't be able to do this on camera. You are the realest. Let the tears flow, many of us can't even cry anymore. Everyone needs a homie like you.
100%
yeah honestly, idek when i last cried but i really wish i could
Real
Last time I cried I was twelve years old, it sucks, but no matter how much I want to I can’t cry
On god
"You're probably in a better place than me anyway" 😭😭 absolutely sobbing
you can feel him trying to hide his pain so much while he speaks and laughs it off .
Ikr I’m crying rn
That’s probably the most painful part 😢
Fr man 😢
As someone who lost a dear friend last night, this hurts to hear. I feel the pain in his voice. I’m trying to hold it it, but the crying slips out
@@notsmii7yhope ur doing good bro
The way he talks to him is like he is sitting rite next to him warms the heart
Fr
@@josuelizalde8187 you from Canada bro?
@@trentmccray918 yeahhh
Facts
@@trentmccray918 yes
Chi we need and miss you dawg
Im on da way bro. Trill shyt :-)
+MrChiCity3 you da real MVP!!!!!
+MrChiCity3 hell yea chi ill be checkin every day
+MrChiCity3 You better believe there's a bunch of people waiting on that. This was just posted to reddit and you just made like AT LEAST 500 (Scratch that the post has over 1600 upvotes now) new fans today. And you got some old ones back.
Man no pressure on you to make anything but for real man we dont care if you make money off this channel bro! If that's not what you want then don't do that but for real there's channels on youtube today that are making thousands monthly, and those channels are CANCER compared to this (Pranks GONE SEXUAL etcetera). You're spreading good vibes fucking years later man so god bless for that.. I watched this video 6 times today.
But I was reading some comments about you today and there's even people willing to donate to that little girls college fund. People can help you set that up. Hell I will set it up if you get in touch.
End of the day we know you have your reasons, but we;ll be DAMNED if we don;t try and getcha back! Take care.
+MrChiCity3 I'll keep coming back to check man xD
“It would just ring. There was no voicemail, or nothing” the pain in that man’s voice, I want to give him a hug so bad.
Imagine if his friend was listening and crying as well 😢
Yea i have a feeling he was😢 while i was watching it I was thinking what if his friend sittin right besides him and crying and huggin him man I know how it feels to lose a homey☹️😓
No but his friend is looking down at him smiling because he met a real good friend in his life time
Or laughing and shaking his head...🙂
@Fresh GT bro quit trying to kill the mood
His friend probably listening smiling
This is probably one of the realest videos on the internet. True emotion; you cant help but to laugh and cry with this loyal man.
imma be real with you tho. Those notes werent it lmaooo glad youre keeping your homies legacy alive
@@adamrivas4408the song was beautiful if you can't appreciate then don't but this here is a good whole hearted man
My first time stumbling across it. It hurt like a mf
@@keishawnhenderson1519facts
He's literally me or him cuz I couldn't go away to the ones I love and the ones that meant to me
I always end up watching this video at some point of the year.
For real man, just a wholesome video.
fax
777 likes
Same man, this really has helped me over the years
Ong bro
“when bad things happen i look at you in the sky like WTF!? tell jesus to help ME out!”
:’)
7 or 8 years later and he still honors him as if he passed yesterday. A true brother.
Actually 20 now
@@zay8609 yeah in the moment tho
And is still reading comments
This man’s emotions are fresh and true, you can really hear his pain in his voice…. Missing his friend so much ✨✨✨ What an honorable man, so much love. R.I.P. to your friend, and may God’s greatest blessings be with him as he rests in heaven, Amen ✨✨✨🙏🏻
Loyalty like that is hard to find
“Mountain Dew came out with a new flavor! Code red!” Damn...
😂
Bruh no way in hell they didn’t make it specially for zomebieland
@@MarcusHansen276 how did u not know about code red
@@josuelizalde8187 what’s funny 😐
man u know that sht was good as hell, homie appreciated that sht fr
Vintage classic. Will always be the realest video on RUclips.
Andrew my brotha....all respect to you 🙏
I’m your 420th like
@T.ekchhhu yeah he does lol
Almost 23 years later and he is still being remembered, you are a good friend and a good man. hope you found everything you wanted in life
"you're probably in a better place than I'm at anyway" felt that.
he said that as i read this comment
NAw fr
Ik he hurt saying that
Very sad man 😔 he liked your comment so he’s still active on yt
This dude has such a damn good friend. I'm in tears and then laughing.
Fr man
Surprised to see he hearted your comment!!
💯🥹
For sure
Ever just needed a good cry? This is where you come to cry.
Your sobs hurt me man. Just remember he's never left your heart or side. He's your guardian angel!
watch this once a week for a cry
Watch it high oml
I can’t imagine feeling so much for someone that I feel the need to start a college fund for their child cause they couldn’t do it themself putting myself in his shoes it hurts there is just so much pain and sadness in his laughter that just trying to feel even a fraction of what he could be feeling makes you create a puddle of tears and I’m not even going through this but seeing someone else having to deal with something like this it hurts, it hurts I wouldn’t wish it on my worse enemy
true 😭💙
I watched this as a young 16 year old… I’m 26 now with my own apartment and living life the best I can.
This past March, I had the privilege of being a Pallbearer to one of my best friends funeral. I stilll visit his grave everytime I’m near him.
I hope you are well Mr. Chi City, I hope you well…
14 years later. One of the best videos ever filmed. Raw emotion while coping with the death of a loved one. What a touching scene ❤️
When he talked about calling his friend and it just ringing man that made me tear up.
Agreed.Yeah buddy not lightweight baby
Yeah man I break down in tears every time I see this. I get everything he goes through with this
Means a lot coming from a furry bronie on the internet
@@flippingpenguin9049 furry or not, everyone has feelings my man
Damn son, someone at RUclips saw this and thought we needed to see this, thank you RUclips
@Xx Yy I know, but it's more like chance personified into a human which gives the robotic algorithm turn into something familiar: another soul.
@Xx Yy I wish
Xx Yy shut the fuck up
Damn not gonna lie this made me cry like a little kid. God this really hurt. But the fact that he talks to him, brings him gifts, and even sets up a college fund for his daughter. Damn that’s a brother right there.
Facts
I had desensitized myself over these past years resulting to becoming a rather numb person, guess i was wrong this video balled out every single drop of tears my eyes could offer..
@@fevzi1846 same bro, this is the only video to ever make me cry and man i was balling so much
@@lemon.3569 same man it reminds why be numb when everyone will go sometime u just have to let it out and think about u will do the same for u boy
The fact that you still active cha makes me think you come back to this specific video and look at what the people have to say
I be coming to this video all the time… a pain us men can all share, even with vastly different lives. We bleed the same, hurt the same, cry the same, feel the same. Regardless of colour, what rag you rep, what hood you from, regardless of anything.
Hope whoever sees this has a great day today, and tell yo homies you love them no diddy. It ain’t embarrassing to show love to ya homies and let them know how much they hold you down while they here. You’ll never know when the ones you feel most complete with are gone forever, praying for good health to all❤️
Rs
“it would just ring…” and then he started crying, and it hit me so hard
On me I bout shed a tear
Same :(
at least he’s in a better place now
@ ?
@Antonio Hensley no
@Antonio Hensley no u
Stronger man than I ever was. I lost my friend and still haven't had the strength to walk up to his grave.
Do it man, you'll feel better.
He doesn't care... he is dead.
Antti-Jussi Nieminen I don't like you.
Gunnar Gillespie i like you though.
Gunnar Gillespie
Why the hate?
Honestly the saddest part of this for me is (if you pay attention) the grave has circles and circles of footsteps around it during that jump cut. Looked like he'd been there for hours.
Hits hard.
Damn man....
he was there for 3 hours
LOTTO Thats really good observation.
In the description he says he ended up staying for almost 3hours 'by accident'.
ok I don't cry at all but this comment
LOTTO when?
There’s something so heartwarming about this, the emotion in your voice just says it all and how much this guy meant to you, I’m sorry for your loss.
You are amazing. I can't remember the last time a video made me feel like this. Like damn. Hope you're doing alright.
reddit? I came cause of reddit
+Iron Pineapple Even Dark souls Players can be made to feel QQ
+Iron Pineapple
This the first time you've seen this, Pineapple?
I thought everyone had seen it before. Still sad even after so many years.
+Iron Pineapple shut th eufck up racist
racist supporter shut up go watch kkk videos
This is someone allowing the world into a very real and personal moment. A thumbs up just isn't enough,
The longer Chi has been gone the worse the world gets
UltraTien This some real shit man.
He's back
UltraTien soon.
Its 2019 and I can confirm this is indeed proven true as of recent events
Never really put it into perspective until now..
"Lacking of the drawls" had me in fitssssss, yk this man held it down for his homeboy fr. He went from giftin him some shit he'd like if he was here, to updatin him ab his moms & babymoms N everythang! Shit still hits different, even 14 years later ☹️
Friends are worth gold
But this man is worth millions of diamonds
No price should be assigned to anyone, this guy especially. We are all priceless
its true we are all priceless and MR CHI CITY especially is worth every penny on every globe@@BredTheBreddiest
Realest shit ever commented on a RUclips video. I hope I can be as much a friend to someone as this man. He’s a real legend
@@BredTheBreddiestnot everyone.
No were not tho@@BredTheBreddiest
The part that truly gets me the most is when he says he be lookin in the rear view for his homies Chevy cuz he feels like he should be there riding alongside with him
Damn that part hits you hard
Forreal man , had sum like this as a kid when my grandpa passed away, its like u miss someone so much , theres these moments when u still dont want to accept that he is gone and imagine and think for a minute that he isnt gone... some real shit
same bro
a decade later, i'm still crying automatic to this shit
it's worth it to see and feel real, true, loyal humanity
we need more people like this deadass..
yea
Mane got me like a bitch 😟 real shit a real homie
Its great to be human
A man only dies when his name is forgotten. -Eichiro Oda
This video got recommended to me again. I had to pause it before I started tearing up. This shit just breaks my heart.
@@roselaflare stfu 🧢
@@roselaflare u don’t know what ur talking ab nothing fake ab me chi city man
@@roselaflare stfu bozo
@@roselaflare shut ur bitch ass up
@@roselaflare who would fake talking to someone who died? I hope u go to hell
He did this before clout existed , from the heart and was honest from the heart I do this every month love you homie I hope life treats you eell
Arguably back then people would make fun if a man cried in a video , so not only this was before cloud existed in RUclips but also people potentially would have made fun of him .
@@Omar-kl3xpthis is before people even knew money was an option to be made too, he did this for free, no clout, possible embarrassment and ridicule too, but he is the realist like he said
@@Omar-kl3xpand nowadays too, redpill people make fun of that
@@FemboyKaiSakualways the one weirdo to bring politics up
@@Souc._ since when is redpill considered political lmao
This must be the most human video on youtube.
+Andrew Gietzen you mean crazy human
+Worgos He's not crazy, he's grief-stricken.
+Worgos The level of insensitivity is too damn high.
+Andrew Gietzen I agree Bro. And I think humane is the correct word.
+James Hamilton too true
This video gave me the hardest reality check I have recieved in a while. Thank you Mr. Chi-city. You inspired me to be myself again.
i watch this when i feel like life is getting a little out of control, grounds me back to earth
😇😇😇😇😇😇
@@MrChiCity3 i love how you still interact love you man
@@MrChiCity3 you good rn?
Started up laughing, ended up crying.
Exactly
TGGwithJay same bro
It’s been 14 years , I hope you doing well buddy 🙏🏻💪🏼
this
Wow 14yrs and I’m only now finding this video hope he makes a update
the fact that he brought a blanket, I haven't felt such good vibes from someone in a long time :D this legend deserves a card: entering Heaven without judgment,
He hearted your comment!
Mr.ChiCity please tell us your still around.
Whenver im in a rough spot and feel like i want to cry but cant force it out, this video always gets the floodgates rushing.
This is extremely heartwarming man, I can tell he was a very close person to you, RIP to your bro.
+bakerXderek yoooooooooooooooooooooooooo
+bakerXderek Showing the love, cheah!
Fav moto vlogger and one of the most time realizing video ever, things happen to quick
gotta ruine every video on RUclips by advertising your channel in the comments huh....
TwofiddyFourstroke Commenting on videos you enjoy is advertising ? So you just advertised yourself ? lol what a complete stupid fuck.
"When bad shit happen now, I'd look up you at the sky and be like 'Nigga, what the fuck? Tell Jesus to help me out!"
That single sentence elicited an inexplicable mixture of laughter and tears from me. The man's got a heart of gold.
I bet she’s in college now..🥺🥺❤️
Hopefully
Money adds up
The heart…
He needed to but the Xbox and ps3
i’m glad to see that you’re still hearting comments nearly 15 years later, this video means a lot to many people. i hope you and your friends daughter are doing well
I come back and listen to this periodically. Brings me back down to earth😔
Just had me in tears , had a while without watching it
I do to man. I cry every time I see this shit man ♥️
Been a few years since I cried this hard, man. Hope you doin good.
I was about to write the same thing. Even tho happily I have all my loves ones around I have imagined my bro not being here and shit hit me hard. Videos like that make u appreciate all of em.
Your still touching hearts today bro. Stay strong
I was saying the same thing bro...
Rip ur homie, this shit still so humbling to this day
We're all jealous of a friendship like this. God bless this man's and his homie. God bless
The fact that this was 12 years ago and he laughed while talking to him even though he felt pain is amassing
Maybe the most sincere and sad thing I've seen in a long while.
CJUGames fr
this is one of the rawest displays of human emotion on the internet
Every year, for 4 years now I’ve watched this video on this day. And man you’ve helped me feel and deal with things that I’ve needed to for a long time. Thank you for being vulnerable. You’ve made a safe place for other men to do the same.
Ur going viral on TikTok my guy people feel the pain within this video
For real man years later
So your saying u didn't no mr chi city before 😠
@@erikromo3805 I’ve been down since his fridge video. It’s a classic I still quote to this day
That’s where I’m from
@@HPirate2018 😭😭😭
Why did I never realize I could die any second so many people died young this just opened my eyes
It makes you realize how lucky you are to be alive...
“I couldn’t accept that you were gone”
shit hits way too hard god damn
This video stopped me from killing myself today. Thank you mr chi city, I held a razor blade in my hand and a drink in the other and was about to throw it all away but this video made me realize that I need to be strong so I don’t hurt others by being gone.
😮
I’m so glad you didn’t do that man you’re loved and appreciated ❤
@@bokcchopim scared rn, im scared to do it... im in pain in life in general... im too depressed
on my life i have never seen something this honest
For real man
My best friend died 9/11/2023. I saw this video years ago. I watched it with my best friend we both watched it so intently. Never knew I’d be sitting here watching it crying harder than I ever have in 2023. The world shakes in a new way now
.the support I got was unimaginable. You have no idea how I feel reading this. Thank you. Thank you
Brother passed in July of 2022. I go to his grave every so often and read my Bible. Talk to him. Tell him im sorry. It gets better. But it never goes away. Hope things are going well for you brother.
Fuck man I think about that day everyday because I know it can happen To anyone and any time.
Heavy shit right there dawg. Hang in there bruh. This shit is tough but we’re tougher
Fuck man i get what you mean. It is fucking hard
how did he pass? if you don’t mind me asking
Im 12 years late, but i hope you still talk to him to this day
I don't think I've ever had a friendship this strong
Dont feel too bad. You have to go trough some rough shit with someone to have a relationship this strong. It's an anomaly
Don't apologize for anything. It takes a grown-ass man to show this side of himself.
You got that straight!
Damn. Just being able to hear the pain behind the smil, behind the happiness, that hurts. That was a real homie. Stay strong, man.
That’s the hardest part. Listening to someone choose to laugh when they would rather cry.
Man. So fucking real my OG mr chi city is here 12 years later leaving hearts on comments. Damn. Thank you for sharing this incredible story, I watch all the time. I’m sorry for your loss my man. Too soon
Found this video like a decade ago and i thought it was beautiful. Just lost one of my closest friends a few months ago and now im crying with you man. I got his ashes imma start talking to him again even though he cant respond
this made me cry even more than the video
His friend's daughter owns that university now
Seriously?
@@LS3.. probably
@@pinpyro6790 wym prolly? Tf
@@yusufhoda4588 how we suppose to know bruh
What university ?
“I couldnt accept that you was gone” hit hard, rip to your homie I hope your doing well and I hope his daughters doing well
Not an emotional person but this one got me. You will forever be family for him, blood or not.
same dude
Before this i havent cried in like 3 years
Hope his daughter is doing well now
I hope so to man I hope there all doing good to this day
I struggled with suicidal thoughts for a while. Almost pulled the trigger at one point. Was sheer luck that it was ripped from my hands. Thinking that I was so close to bringing this kind of heartbreak to my loved ones was genuinely the most eye opening shit I’ve ever seen. Deadass was crying for a solid 15 minutes. Thank you, man…
I'm very happy you didn't pull the trigger. I am a suicide survivor. I still itch the feeling inside but don't do it. Please don't
It’s this stuff that reminds me that I still got stuff to live for
@@ItsStartedTosame mane.
Lol
❤
This shit seriously got me choked up.
Fr man
So this is where the clips came from. Man it breaks my heart everytime without fail to hear this man
No man needs to apologize when he cries in the remembrance of of a fallen friend. You were just keeping it real. And that doesn't make anybody weak, it makes them stronger as a person.
"It would just ring..."
Aw fuck, I'm gonna cry.
Sadly this is common for many people to do in the modern world when a friend dies. I would spend months accidentally calling my friend just forgetting it even happened.
Meestordandan same
i think this legit saved me from suicide once
i know i have friends like this and i just cant do this to them
i don't know how many times i've seen this now
Beard Papa I would miss you ❤️
@@beardpapa8752 dude i would miss you too
@@beardpapa8752 of course they would man.
For real man, this could have easily been me. My tombstones going to be Hella lonely
@@beardpapa8752 how you doin today bro
The realest man out here all these years later
I wish I had a friend like you man.
I cried like a little bitch
thanks man, thanks for sharing
greetings from switzerland
+lefenec go switzerland and heavy racism wooo
I fought my tears, I'm not the man, you are.
BG wtf you on about, dickhead?
I love this man so much he bought gifts for his friend got him a blanket started a college fund for his daughter sat down to speak to his friend if that isn’t the most beautiful thing
I watch this once a year, I moved away from my hometown when I was 20. When I wanna have a visit with my brothers who passed, live vicariously through this video. Took me years to accept how life would be without them, just have to keep their memory alive and make em proud.
Imagine they up there smiling down watching over us waiting for the day we gonna meet again.
4:45 is the most emotional moment in this video for me. I get a couple of tears at the moment, every single time. I come watch this video when I feel like I need to let a little sadness out but can’t make it happen. This video does it every time. Thanks for sharing this moment with us man. I think it has helped a lot of people.
Bro I’ve been crying all day. My best friend passed in a car accident last night and it still hard to process it
@@notsmii7yI hope you get better
@@notsmii7yey man, im just a stranger on the internet but i hope you’re doing better and i can’t even imagine the amount of pain you must be feeling. Hope it gets better soon homie
@@lordv1llain thank you. It’s a pain that doesn’t go away easily but I’m hanging in there. Miss her every day
@@notsmii7y your pain will decrease over time. A friend of mine died about 10 years ago, I still feel the pain sometimes, but nowhere near as bad as I used to. feel it.
This hit different, this is what true pain sounds like, I'm sorry and I hope you're doing better now
never delete this bro please.
The most greatest friend on Earth. R.I.P.
This makes me feel weird.
It makes me happy that this guy sounds real energetic and happy..
but then shit starts to hurt around my chest when he starts choking up..
Yeah same
+Doug Yancey yeah exactly man
+Doug Yancey He's holding it all in.
yeah.. you can hear him being crushed
Yeah man he's being a man with his emotions and being 💯even he was like I know y'all be like "stop cryin like a bitch"
To this day, it still makes me cry man. Just seeing one of your homies pass hurts, uncle passed away, pops was crying cuz he was like a older brother to him. If your seeing this man, keep going, keep grinding, stay blessed man. Cause u never know when a real one will go without you man. R.i.p to all the family, friends, your dogs or cats. Aye mane everyone stay blessed, god bless yall
Bratha I hope you doing good as well and you stay safe homie , this video hit me deep made me call my boy and be like like ayyye nigga why you ain't call me I love you 😂🤣
God bless you too brother
Godbless bro@@Kazoku.L
God bless y’all
Bless you bro fr. Hope all is well with you too
omg in crying so hard. you can hear the suffering in his laughs. he's trying so hard.
I come back to this every year and I still end up bawling my eyes out
I haven’t cried like this in a minute
everyone needs a friend like this guy.
I wish I did
be that friend.
@@yodawg I am that friend. I'm always there for the people around me.
@@yodawg right that’s the only words for it bro plus action followed up just for your heart to know you doing right. It comes natural
Never before has one video made me automatically respect a youtuber in my life. Holy shit....I mean I know you was a real one chi city but to be able to show how you really felt about yo man just had me in tears! God dammit man.... please come back to YT. I'm still subbing to that ass even though you on a 4 year dry streak know'm saying? If you see this, god bless your soul bro.
Hes back ‼
He’s back like he never left!!!
When I leave this place I hope someone comes and chats with my grave like this. This is love man.
You can take something away but you can’t take away the love and happiness that comes with.
Mad respect for you checking in with your friend man. Especially keeping it 100% with him. I’m sure somehow, he is so grateful to have had you as a friend.
Thanks for the video. That was very heartwarming.
Man I really wish we could get an update on how everything is going and the daughters career
Fr I've seen this video a few times over the years
Prolly got an OnlyFans by now 😔
@@PermanentHigh I hope she doesn't. That would be such a waste. 😔
@@PermanentHigh shutup dawg js shutup 😐
@@PermanentHigh bro seriously stfu that’s not cool like truthfully that just disrespectful