Being attracted to unattainable men (fictional characters and professors especially for me, one time my therapist), not recognizing the difference between crushes and friendship with guys, desperately wanting to impress girl friends when I was younger but think it’s just because I wanted them to be my best friend or because I admired them, men in fantasies being faceless, etc. there’s more but I can’t remember off the top of my head. I thought I was straight well into my early 20s because I was boy crazy when I was young; but it was always just crushes, any time I was in an actual relationship I never got anything out of it and I never wanted to do more than small kisses or cuddling. I came out as bi when I was 25 or 26, but ever since then have found myself less and less attracted to men over the years. Thinking about it at this moment, I genuinely can’t even imagine myself being sexually attracted to a man anymore. I can certainly appreciate a good looking guy, and certain ideas of guys can make me feel a little fluttery (like for example a rugged good looking dude who also cares for animals or does something else very gentle or caring), but I have absolutely zero interest in a relationship with a man or even having sex with them. I think I might actually be a lesbian after all 😮
What if you want to be in a relationship with men anymore, can be mildly attracted to them initially, but you just end up annoyed and losing attraction.. But am very attracted to femme/stem women, could picture yourself as lesbian but not prefer to eat 😻 all the time..? Would that be Bi or just fluid?
I am only somewhat **sexually** attracted to men. But not emotionally. I would date a transgender man ( only if they chose to keep their biological ***parts***), but i could never see myself dating a cis gender man (im sorry if this is offensive) am i just weird or..? Im so confused 😭
I believe everyone has their preferences and it's okay to feel confused. Sexual attraction isn't something we can always easily define, but it sounds like you have some idea so you can take what you know and explore it.
some trans people dont like this idea because they think you might be seing them as girls dressed as boy. anyhow, i understand you could feel more confortable with a person from the lgbtiqa+ community but always remember trans boy are boys! doesnt matter what they have between their legs. i recomend you to explore and have fun just, live. Hope you meet fantastic people
It was an audio reading. So it's more of an emphasis of the audio and the content rather than my face. There wouldn't be much to see since I'm just reading from a screen haha
Thanks I've been wanting to read this for a long time but reading is really hard for me
Well, I'm a lesbian!
I think I am diagnosed with chronic compulsory heterosexuality 💀 help how to get out .
Thanks for this. I had nowhere readily available to print this out(i cant read on screens for very long).
What part(s) of the Lesbian masterdoc do you resonate with?
all of it
Being attracted to unattainable men (fictional characters and professors especially for me, one time my therapist), not recognizing the difference between crushes and friendship with guys, desperately wanting to impress girl friends when I was younger but think it’s just because I wanted them to be my best friend or because I admired them, men in fantasies being faceless, etc. there’s more but I can’t remember off the top of my head.
I thought I was straight well into my early 20s because I was boy crazy when I was young; but it was always just crushes, any time I was in an actual relationship I never got anything out of it and I never wanted to do more than small kisses or cuddling. I came out as bi when I was 25 or 26, but ever since then have found myself less and less attracted to men over the years.
Thinking about it at this moment, I genuinely can’t even imagine myself being sexually attracted to a man anymore. I can certainly appreciate a good looking guy, and certain ideas of guys can make me feel a little fluttery (like for example a rugged good looking dude who also cares for animals or does something else very gentle or caring), but I have absolutely zero interest in a relationship with a man or even having sex with them.
I think I might actually be a lesbian after all 😮
oh my god i think i'm a lesbian
Congratulations! Join the party 🎉
Wow you really helped me alot so I'm not bisexual I'm lesbian
You are realy amazing and good guidance.
So nice of you!
I think I'm a lesbian!
Congratulations 🎉 welcome to the club 😎
7:15 I need to come back to this😭😭
What if you want to be in a relationship with men anymore, can be mildly attracted to them initially, but you just end up annoyed and losing attraction.. But am very attracted to femme/stem women, could picture yourself as lesbian but not prefer to eat 😻 all the time..? Would that be Bi or just fluid?
Have you dated men and women before? There's more to sex with women besides oral. Are you familiar with that?
the flag in the video is the wrong flag if anyone doesn't know, please don't use it. However the flag in Risa Ru's profile photo is useable.
Is it because the colors are upside down? I straight up copied the flag from the original masterdoc lol
@@risa-ru it was made by a bad person :/
I guess I feel attraction to men that's makes me uncomfortable 🤢.
I like male celebrities and fictionals platonically .
Ooh (I'm pansexual btw) around 28:18, I have genuine attraction to this ONE GIRL :)
Oh! Have you reached out to this girl yet?
oh gosh i think i’m a lesbian
Thanks!! I’ve tried to find the doc but they’ve all been riddled with viruses
I think I am a lesbian
Don't know why I'm here as a cis man lmao
Lmao. Welcome
Omg i feel so exposed😣🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
😜 knowing is half the battle
I am only somewhat **sexually** attracted to men. But not emotionally. I would date a transgender man ( only if they chose to keep their biological ***parts***), but i could never see myself dating a cis gender man (im sorry if this is offensive) am i just weird or..? Im so confused 😭
I believe everyone has their preferences and it's okay to feel confused. Sexual attraction isn't something we can always easily define, but it sounds like you have some idea so you can take what you know and explore it.
some trans people dont like this idea because they think you might be seing them as girls dressed as boy. anyhow, i understand you could feel more confortable with a person from the lgbtiqa+ community but always remember trans boy are boys! doesnt matter what they have between their legs. i recomend you to explore and have fun just, live. Hope you meet fantastic people
Y you don't show your face?
It was an audio reading. So it's more of an emphasis of the audio and the content rather than my face. There wouldn't be much to see since I'm just reading from a screen haha
“Using sex with men as a form of self harm” 🫠
@@imallergictotomatoes3369 ooph