i quit....

Can you even imagine it has been 3 years since i started playing Genshin, well indeed im disappointed in myself where i cannot come up to the top. i really want to continue this career, but given that it destroy my mental health and my will to continue this path. I have fallen into the abyss long ago, i always try to believe and try to attract new audience but i always fail. But still those experience with some of you who i interacted past years brought me unremarkable memories and joy. im tired i felt lifeless, everyday i ask god what have i done to the universe. i put so much effort into one video but yt decide to shadow banned me and not reaching out to anyone. i want to cry i want to runaway i want to end this and find something that i can truly enjoy without needing to feel stress or depressed. im stuck in this hole for years and try to get out is the hardest. after this video uploaded weather or not if anyone want to watch my next 5 videos is up to you. im really done this time
before that thank you all for your support without you i probably would have not given up earlier but now i decided is time for me to take huge break. i hope everyone can find their happiness
- n4r1y
i hope youtube can let me see light again
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[@N4r1yy]

all the video you loook just now is 3 years ago, i would say half of my life has been influence by genshin impact. but its time for me to rest and wake up to see new light. I hope soon or later good luck will come to me. thank you everyone i really love you guys

[@dendroslime69420]

Nari,i hope that after the next few videos,you take your well deserved break,and find the peace you're looking for,i hope the very best for you

[@N4r1yy]

@@dendroslime69420 thank you

[@shibaru24]

Your editing and style is very good, treat it more as a hobby until you feel better about creating content, maybe create a new RUclips account and see how it goes, I’m bad at editing lol but I feel like your videos should definitely be getting at least like 1k per view, yt shorts are also very good for growth, good luck to you!

[@VENOMINTHEBLOOD_]

i wish you the best, Nari !!

[@ZitroneBluete84]

Keep your head up! Dont give up on yourself. Hard times make strong people.

[@Mango191]

Hope you take you break and start feeling better:)

[@iliyastoyanov3302]

Hey will you quit forever 😭, pls take your time and prioritize your physical/mental health! Dont give up you will be a big creator! Your vids are as entertaining as ones from tounto or ant... It really is a shame 😔😔😥

[@m.v.j6804]

Take a break man, health is first priority

[@pogotitan4869]

I hope you find something that u enjoy doing,but for now take a nice rest hopefully ur life will start a go in a good direction

[@marshallpate5405]

How do you know your shadowed banned? you may just not be.

[@DemonBlade-uz7bw]

did you get banned