I'm a recovering addict. I started young as well. I've been doing drugs for 25+ years. I was on the streets the whole 9 yards. There's hope for her. If I can do it she definitely can do it. I've been clean for 1 yr & 7 months. Such an amazing feeling. I'm going to be a recovery coach so I can help ppl like myself & her. I'm 48 & wasted 1/2 my life doing drugs. The second half of my life I want to remain sober and enjoy life. I will pray for her. Unfortunately the odds are against us but she doesn't have to be a statistic. I wish the absolute best for her. I have faith in her. God is good.
Blessings to you my dear heart. Congrats on your sobriety. You deserve to love your life and be present for the rest of your time here. May you always know and remember your immense worth.
I used meth and heroin for 17 years. Been clean 5 years now. It’s really, really important to get away from those people. Tawsha, only you can change this shit. What happened to you can be dealt with without drugs.
Praying for you beautiful women. You deserve to live a pain free life free of addiction. I'm 2.5 years clean and sober you CAN DO IT❤❤❤❤❤ It's beyond clear you are a well educated,genuine soul. I truly hope the right help comes your way to help you succeed. Addiction is the worst, I wish it in no one.
She, at one point in the interview, stated she is not a victim implying that she made her own choices. The truth is that she truly is a victim. Future blessings to you Tawsha, you are very redeemable.
@@PureDiligence Not necessarily others in particular, but we are all victims in some form or another of societal failures and many times don't realize we are.
No, she’s got the right mentality. Even though she is a victim, we all are victims of SOMETHING or someone in our lifetimes but we don’t have to view ourselves through that lens or over identify with being a victim. It’s a trap and one can never hood to get out of it as long as they are feeling victimized. It’s a vicious cycle. Blessings love strength and comfort to all.
My BFF is 47, she just quit meth this year, she quit heroin last year and is trying to wean herself off methadone, she doesn't want to take anything anymore. The doctors told her she would never get off the methadone, she's really trying to quit it though. We've been friends for about 11 years. I never judged her for anything, and she always respected me and never stole anything from me. I'm very glad she was able to get off the street drugs and hopefully the methadone soon. You can do it!
Nincure...A friend of mine was addicted to meth, crack, zanax, morphine, and oxycodone at various points in her life. Now, the providers in her healthcare network insist that she permanently remain on suboxone. The message seems to be that drugs are OK as long as they're dispensed by a dealer with a doctorate degree and a white lab coat.
I was just fixen to back out of this video only due to the fact that the constant use of “ummm” is driving me crazy lol I’m so petty, I know but I am a work in progress in so many aspects. Anywho.. I’m so glad I caught a glimpse of your comment because it hits so close to home. Fortunately I have always been scared of heavy duty more serious drugs but addiction is an addiction and I would take 20-30 tabs a day and finally after 15 years of that, I started the methadone program. It really did save my life! And November makes 8 years since I’ve taken a pain pill so it has definitely helped in so many ways! I was a selfish monster in my active addiction. It feels amazing to be trusted again! However…I am TERRIFIED TO COME OFF OF IT! Your friend is so lucky to have you by her side while she goes through this. Yall are in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for your comment….it’s given me motivation and hope! I appreciate you! ❤from Florida ♥️
I loved this lady and hoping she finds her way because she has so much insight and intelligence. She has all the potential. If you’re reading this, we’re rooting for you!!! ❤
Fear of success is real. She is lucid and self-aware, she sounds completely coherent and present in reality. Many we see here do not. I hope she can come to believe she deserves success and does NOT have to be perfect in life. Long rehab and therapy with full commitment… she could be an amazing addiction counselor. Please please please, you can do it. You can get out. It’s not too late. I am ten years older than you. Don’t wait! You can do this!
Definitely. We all have a story to tell. Mark’s videos have helped me so many times processing my own childhood traumas and I see these stories and think wow. The will to live, adapt and overcome is in all of us and we are all worthy and capable of change if we just put our mind to it. You just have to believe in yourself like Mark says. You deserve it❤
I love listening to her and would love updates as they come along. I hope she finally gets the the chance at happiness and a sober/clean life. You are worth it!! You can do hard things and I wish you nothing but the best ❤
this is such a beautiful, intelligent, self-aware woman. the way she self-reflects, the way she articulates herself. i hope she finds a way out of her addicition, so that she can finally live the life she deserves.
Her son was about to become a ward of the state, he's 15, and she couldn't manage to get on the bus that she had the ticket for?! She really needs to do what she says she's going to and get clean and sort things out.
Myself like other commenters here , got sober from that lifestyle. You can do it. It's a lot of f****** hard work but it can be done. i am hoping for you. You seem so intelligent..
It's so important to have a strong responsible father figure as a child growing up living in the home. It's tragic that the older brother who had so many emotional problems became the negative role model for Tawsha growing up. She seems earnest in wanting to leave the soul rotting life on meth & the streets behind & rekindle her relationship w/ her children. It seems that she's right about how using drugs caused her to become robotic in order to work as a prostitute. Like the other young man mentioned in another interview, post traumatic stress syndrome is common with people who become involved in sex work. He had spent several years focusing on recovery & he still was working on himself to become whole again. Hope she gets help for her depersonalization, depression & other issues that caused her to get stuck in the rut of that type of life.
Oh my gosh I want Tasha to WIN...to beat every challenge...to succeed in every dream she has. She's so very eloquent about her situation and deserves a chance to write the rest of her story.
I see a smart and resilient woman who has learned a lot and now knows what she doesn’t want. Tawsha deserves a better life and I hope she gets clean and sober so she can be there for her son. She can be an enormous emotional support to him even through regular visits. It will make a big difference in his life to have his mom be there for him through tough times to cheer him on. Just take the first (scary) step, Tashawa … and then one day at a time. May God bless you and your kids. Love from Canada ❤️🇨🇦
I wish I had the money to get her into good medical detox as well as rehab. In the meantime, make sure her kids are with family as she gets clean. The last thing would be to help get her employment and first & last months rent - which would give her at least a little piece of mind.
My God, I hope she gets well. She has a great head on her shoulders. She just has to find a way to break that addiction. Rehab saved my life. Im praying she finds her way.❤
What an awesome and intelligent woman. Good luck to you girl, every moment within each day is a chance to swing a left off that roundabout. Success is more terrifying than failing. Scare yourself day by day and keep picking left options x
Tawsha, if you read this - you are so innately intelligent, and I don't know if anyone ever told you that or if you HEARD that! You use your insight and intelligence to survive, I think you can learn to thrive instead. The fact that your son is in college must mean that you have passed on some powerful DNA. You have gifted your children; you must gift yourself the realization that it IS safe to move forward. I don't know if I am saying all that I mean to say, it is late at night and your story has moved me. Blessed Be.
Awe when you said you have to learn how to love yourself, made me cry. It’s not an easy thing to do but every day we have to try. Sending you love mama! 💗💗💗❣️
The sad thing about it is: most of those women blame themselves and even excusing her abusers very normal in this situations bc woman for instinct have to take responsibility ,She can turn her life praying for her having the right help for trauma
I've been watching these videos for years and none ever answered Mark with the regrets of picking up drugs!!! She has been the only one that ever said that, I admire her courage so much and I truly believe she can change her lifestyle 💖 💗 💓 ❤️ ❤❤
Tawsha, I pray the Lord protects you out there. To stop running is the hardest part. (5years clean and I have gotten my kids back) Try something new and run into spirituality. It is what has helped my sobriety and I feel like it is the reason you are still alive. Your story is impactful, but wouldn't be 100 times more if you WIN. If you beat the odds. I am rooting for you and your success. Peace and love
What an honest woman! So hard to admit to things in all walks of life!💔 I hope she finds a better life that she deserves!! If life was easy enough to just decide & that's it! Everyone would be fantastic!!😢❤
“The streets don’t love you”. How well said. “ I am no victim in this” - how refreshing to hear in our culture. No you can’t get the time back, but you can have a new fantastic life if you start now. To thine own self be true.
You know what would be a good help for kids watching this and new drug users. You should show pics of these people as young kids to mid teens to now and let the kids and us see the difference to the body drugs and prostitution does over time. Along with mental illnesses and so on.
The problem with that is it always starts with a certainty that you won't find yourself so far down that road .. No one begins using thinking it will get ahold of their life ..Look at the information we have today about the undisputed dangers of tobacco.. kids still take up smoking and think it won't happen to them because they have control over becoming addicted.. I agree that showing some of these stories has a lot better chance of reaching kids than a standardised drug education pamphlet ✌️
I have 7 months of sobriety off ice crystal meth alcohol xanax heroin and I love it and my parents are the strongest caring people I know and I love them way more than anything else in the world and if you are reading this maw and dad I love you so much thank you for not giving up on me because of your love and prayers for me I'm sober and still walking!!!! And I love you thank you so much I cry daily everyday when I think about the pain and bullshit that I have put them through along with me also being epileptic so the drugs and alcohol canceled out my seizure medication and made my addiction even more deadly maw Dad thank you thank you love you keep praying God answers them
When you don't use a prepaid Greyhound bus ticket on the date you can just reinstate the ticket whenever for an extra fee but cheaper than buying a whole new ticket
Not coping is something she learned from her mother. Her brother was violent and the mother may have worked a lot to avoid the home environment. Goodness what is the point of anything when there is this much violence, exploitation and mistreatment of others.
I wish you strength to go free and to live a life that brings you joy. Be gentle with yourself. You don't have to be an overnight success. Take the time that you need to heal your wounds and just keep focused on your goal. You are a lovely, sweet and intelligent woman. I wish you the best! May God protect you and guide you to freedom.
Ladies if you can't afford a child and don't have a stable life, please get on birth control to spare the child from having a hectic and unstable life.
Exactly. You can smoke a rock every day but can’t swallow a birth control pill? Or get the implant.. something! It’s free at many clinics, especially where these people are from.
i get it. not to bring myself into this.. i started opiates at 15 im 37 and during that time ive had 3 months "clean" i have never lived an adult life without opiates/opioids. i dont know who i am as an adult. my mind is stunted to a teenager with adult obligations. hang in there and ill try and do the same.
She doesn’t belong in the streets doing this .she is a sensitive being.I pray creator sends her guidance and support to get her mind right to be able to change her life for the better
Super incredible woman. God bless her. She'd make an awesome substance abuse counselor, if she could get & stay clean. Very calming personality. God Bless Her.
10 minutes in and you can tell she has great aptitude that wasn't nourished in her younger years. Despite the drug use, I think it's obvious by the way that she articulates herself, the points she emphasizes, and her ability to self-reflect... all these things show intellectual promise. It's a shame that there wasn't a strong male figure or even just parental guidance to encourage her to blossom her talents... encourage her to stay out of the environments that led to such awful experiences that a young girl should never have.
She is so tired. I know she will find her way. Many have. She's right in afraid to fail. Life is not perfect but when u put your mind to it, you can. The love you have for yourself and your children u push for the good stuff. You will have success. Accept all the help. And don't look back. We can't change the past just learn from it. And pray. She will too. Much love sweetheart ❤
I pray for you ! You have have kids. Remember life goes so fast . Make the best of your life and reunite with your family. Not judging you at all. 🙏 For you deserve a chance to get your son back.
😢I'm 18 months sober and clean here in Scotland I thought we where wild and violent being thar we are western Europe murder capital without guns 🔫 mostly knives there are some guns , we are top sadly for drug deaths in Western Europe that's just Scotland not the UK, ice isn't in Scotland speed or brain is, heroine has started to have fentanyl in it mostly people scrapped the patches n smoked that my poison was alcohol and cocaine thankfully I'm clean one day at a time ⏲️
Congratulations on your sobriety - absolutely amazing what you've achieved!! I hope Scotland can get a handle on its drug issues - there are so many factors involved... One day at a time mate. A fellow Brit xx
I never done drugs but, I have had people do drugs in front of me. Mostly pot but, I had people smoke crack in front of me, and people who have done heroin in front of me. The heroin one was more shocking than anything. It was in broad daylight on Hastings Street in Vancouver, Canada. I looked down the street and it had to have been some 20 people shooting up on the sidewalk while cops looked on. It was as if they were waiting for someone to die.
At least she doesn't seem to have lost her mind... She's on meth so she won't have the terrible withdrawal that comes with fentanyl she seems like she could go to treatment and do the right thing while she still can.. My brother in law was in Cali on that new meth and he's now schizophrenic with violent psychotic episodes thirty years old and will probably have to live in a group home for the rest of his life unless by some miracle he gets his sanity back
Another girl child messed about by certain men all her life! Prayers for you, may you choose the right road, and may your kids find forgiveness to apply to your person.
I'm a recovering addict. I started young as well. I've been doing drugs for 25+ years. I was on the streets the whole 9 yards. There's hope for her. If I can do it she definitely can do it. I've been clean for 1 yr & 7 months. Such an amazing feeling. I'm going to be a recovery coach so I can help ppl like myself & her. I'm 48 & wasted 1/2 my life doing drugs. The second half of my life I want to remain sober and enjoy life. I will pray for her. Unfortunately the odds are against us but she doesn't have to be a statistic. I wish the absolute best for her. I have faith in her. God is good.
Hi five that's awesome 👌
@@ianhunkin5384 Thanks a bunch ♥️
Amen!
Blessings to you my dear heart. Congrats on your sobriety. You deserve to love your life and be present for the rest of your time here. May you always know and remember your immense worth.
@@angeldip5797 Thank you so much for the kind words. It truly means a lot ♥️
This lovely lady is more coherent and self aware than half the sober successful people I know.
It's called a functioning addict 😂 not all are drugged beyond repair
Well said and same here!! 😅💯🔥🔥💛💛
@Broski Snowski I mean if shopping addiction was considered as a legitimate addiction, then yes indeed, it's me.
@@NAT-turners-Revenge doesn't matter what it's called! Statement stands! Some people who don't drink are disillusioned.
Well said! She's very smart and well spoken.
I used meth and heroin for 17 years. Been clean 5 years now. It’s really, really important to get away from those people. Tawsha, only you can change this shit. What happened to you can be dealt with without drugs.
This channel has scared me into never trying drugs. I watch daily. Thank you Mark
Me too😊
Same
That’s a good byproduct
But why would you want to
I did coke once in my life hated it never did it again. Not everybody gets addicted
“You have to learn to love yourself where you’re at”…. These are true words of wisdom.
Profound words. God bless you Tawsha!
This woman is so smart and introspective. She has a grip on reality and has a chance to make it clean
Praying for you beautiful women. You deserve to live a pain free life free of addiction. I'm 2.5 years clean and sober you CAN DO IT❤❤❤❤❤
It's beyond clear you are a well educated,genuine soul. I truly hope the right help comes your way to help you succeed.
Addiction is the worst, I wish it in no one.
Well done on your sobriety 🖤
She, at one point in the interview, stated she is not a victim implying that she made her own choices. The truth is that she truly is a victim. Future blessings to you Tawsha, you are very redeemable.
Her mentality is the right mentality to have, regardless of that. Blaming your situation on others only makes it worse for yourself
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@@PureDiligence Not necessarily others in particular, but we are all victims in some form or another of societal failures and many times don't realize we are.
Victim mentality is okay like a hat but u gotta take the hat off for ur head to breath ...sometimes tho u need tht hat to protect u f
No, she’s got the right mentality. Even though she is a victim, we all are victims of SOMETHING or someone in our lifetimes but we don’t have to view ourselves through that lens or over identify with being a victim. It’s a trap and one can never hood to get out of it as long as they are feeling victimized. It’s a vicious cycle. Blessings love strength and comfort to all.
My BFF is 47, she just quit meth this year, she quit heroin last year and is trying to wean herself off methadone, she doesn't want to take anything anymore. The doctors told her she would never get off the methadone, she's really trying to quit it though. We've been friends for about 11 years. I never judged her for anything, and she always respected me and never stole anything from me. I'm very glad she was able to get off the street drugs and hopefully the methadone soon. You can do it!
She should switch to suboxone then cut down and go to kratom
Nincure...A friend of mine was addicted to meth, crack, zanax, morphine, and oxycodone at various points in her life. Now, the providers in her healthcare network insist that she permanently remain on suboxone. The message seems to be that drugs are OK as long as they're dispensed by a dealer with a doctorate degree and a white lab coat.
@@martinmummert5614 you're absolutely right! They ARE trying to keep people addicted to THEIR drugs just because they wear a lab coat! Awful! 😢💯💛
I was just fixen to back out of this video only due to the fact that the constant use of “ummm” is driving me crazy lol I’m so petty, I know but I am a work in progress in so many aspects. Anywho.. I’m so glad I caught a glimpse of your comment because it hits so close to home. Fortunately I have always been scared of heavy duty more serious drugs but addiction is an addiction and I would take 20-30 tabs a day and finally after 15 years of that, I started the methadone program. It really did save my life! And November makes 8 years since I’ve taken a pain pill so it has definitely helped in so many ways! I was a selfish monster in my active addiction. It feels amazing to be trusted again! However…I am TERRIFIED TO COME OFF OF IT! Your friend is so lucky to have you by her side while she goes through this. Yall are in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for your comment….it’s given me motivation and hope! I appreciate you! ❤from Florida ♥️
You’re a kind friend.
I loved this lady and hoping she finds her way because she has so much insight and intelligence. She has all the potential. If you’re reading this, we’re rooting for you!!! ❤
You “ love” her ?
She seems so sweet and thoughtful. I hope she's able to make it
She’s so beautifully broken. I hope you find your recovery. You deserve to love yourself. Rooting for you from the bottom of my heart
Fear of success is real. She is lucid and self-aware, she sounds completely coherent and present in reality. Many we see here do not. I hope she can come to believe she deserves success and does NOT have to be perfect in life. Long rehab and therapy with full commitment… she could be an amazing addiction counselor. Please please please, you can do it. You can get out. It’s not too late. I am ten years older than you. Don’t wait! You can do this!
she has so much potential, very bright.... praying for her
Definitely. We all have a story to tell. Mark’s videos have helped me so many times processing my own childhood traumas and I see these stories and think wow. The will to live, adapt and overcome is in all of us and we are all worthy and capable of change if we just put our mind to it. You just have to believe in yourself like Mark says. You deserve it❤
Thank you for the wonderful interview, Tawsha! Good luck with all!
Thanks, Mark, keep up the good work you do💜🙏
Im so sorry, Tawsha. You deserved care & support & safety in this life. And you are lovely & smart & decent. Sending you hope & light.
I love listening to her and would love updates as they come along. I hope she finally gets the the chance at happiness and a sober/clean life. You are worth it!! You can do hard things and I wish you nothing but the best ❤
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She really pulled on my heart strings. 😢 I hope she gets well and realizes her self worth. ❤
this is such a beautiful, intelligent, self-aware woman. the way she self-reflects, the way she articulates herself. i hope she finds a way out of her addicition, so that she can finally live the life she deserves.
Praying you can turn it around it’s never too late ❤
I really liked listening to her. Such a horrible rough life and she´s so honest, open, thoughtful and well-spoken. All the best to you.
Her son was about to become a ward of the state, he's 15, and she couldn't manage to get on the bus that she had the ticket for?! She really needs to do what she says she's going to and get clean and sort things out.
Be brave and above all, reach for help so you can be in the lives of your children 😊❤
She has such a maternal and comforting way about her. I truly hope she can make it out on the other side
Crystal Meth is a monster and this interview is a testament to the strength and resilience it takes to overcome addiction.
So true
I have a lot of hope for her. What a beautiful person. I hope she gets what she needs ❤
Give your children the gift of your sobriety
Incredibly self aware and insightful. I really hope the best for you and that you reunite with your children
Any coward who hits his mom should be put down immediately
Great interview, love the way she was so honest and spoke about the realities of what holds her back
Myself like other commenters here , got sober from that lifestyle.
You can do it.
It's a lot of f****** hard work but it can be done.
i am hoping for you.
You seem so intelligent..
It's so important to have a strong responsible father figure as a child growing up living in the home. It's tragic that the older brother who had so many emotional problems became the negative role model for Tawsha growing up. She seems earnest in wanting to leave the soul rotting life on meth & the streets behind & rekindle her relationship w/ her children. It seems that she's right about how using drugs caused her to become robotic in order to work as a prostitute. Like the other young man mentioned in another interview, post traumatic stress syndrome is common with people who become involved in sex work. He had spent several years focusing on recovery & he still was working on himself to become whole again. Hope she gets help for her depersonalization, depression & other issues that caused her to get stuck in the rut of that type of life.
Oh my gosh I want Tasha to WIN...to beat every challenge...to succeed in every dream she has. She's so very eloquent about her situation and deserves a chance to write the rest of her story.
She is so smart and I hope she is strong enough to get help and reunite with her family.
I see a smart and resilient woman who has learned a lot and now knows what she doesn’t want. Tawsha deserves a better life and I hope she gets clean and sober so she can be there for her son. She can be an enormous emotional support to him even through regular visits. It will make a big difference in his life to have his mom be there for him through tough times to cheer him on. Just take the first (scary) step, Tashawa … and then one day at a time. May God bless you and your kids. Love from Canada ❤️🇨🇦
I wish I had the money to get her into good medical detox as well as rehab.
In the meantime, make sure her kids are with family as she gets clean.
The last thing would be to help get her employment and first & last months rent - which would give her at least a little piece of mind.
My God, I hope she gets well. She has a great head on her shoulders. She just has to find a way to break that addiction. Rehab saved my life. Im praying she finds her way.❤
Another example of raw talent that was never developed by the world she is in.
What an awesome and intelligent woman. Good luck to you girl, every moment within each day is a chance to swing a left off that roundabout. Success is more terrifying than failing. Scare yourself day by day and keep picking left options x
Tawsha, if you read this - you are so innately intelligent, and I don't know if anyone ever told you that or if you HEARD that! You use your insight and intelligence to survive, I think you can learn to thrive instead. The fact that your son is in college must mean that you have passed on some powerful DNA. You have gifted your children; you must gift yourself the realization that it IS safe to move forward. I don't know if I am saying all that I mean to say, it is late at night and your story has moved me. Blessed Be.
I would never know she lived on the streets and was addicted to drugs..she looks so well kept..I pray a better life for her.
She is so insightful but still has a hard time respecting herself. She has the answers but doesn’t believe them for herself
She is very articulate. You can tell she's an incredibly intelligent woman. I hope she can stay sober and get her family back ❤
Awe when you said you have to learn how to love yourself, made me cry. It’s not an easy thing to do but every day we have to try. Sending you love mama! 💗💗💗❣️
Stay positive! I’m rooting for you to make your life better!
This whole interview was beautifully put.
Good for her
The sad thing about it is: most of those women blame themselves and even excusing her abusers very normal in this situations bc woman for instinct have to take responsibility ,She can turn her life praying for her having the right help for trauma
This lady has a good heart. I pray she'll turn her life to God, get sober, and stay in contact with her children.
I've been watching these videos for years and none ever answered Mark with the regrets of picking up drugs!!! She has been the only one that ever said that, I admire her courage so much and I truly believe she can change her lifestyle 💖 💗 💓 ❤️ ❤❤
Tawsha, I pray the Lord protects you out there. To stop running is the hardest part. (5years clean and I have gotten my kids back) Try something new and run into spirituality. It is what has helped my sobriety and I feel like it is the reason you are still alive. Your story is impactful, but wouldn't be 100 times more if you WIN. If you beat the odds. I am rooting for you and your success. Peace and love
What an honest woman! So hard to admit to things in all walks of life!💔 I hope she finds a better life that she deserves!!
If life was easy enough to just decide & that's it! Everyone would be fantastic!!😢❤
Very well spoken. My hope is that she finds a reason out.
“The streets don’t love you”. How well said.
“ I am no victim in this” - how refreshing to hear in our culture. No you can’t get the time back, but you can have a new fantastic life if you start now. To thine own self be true.
Prayed that she overcome ❤❤ You are more than an addict beautiful
Good morning from the twin cities, MN!
Fargo ,ND here !
Learn to love yourself. Wise words.
You know what would be a good help for kids watching this and new drug users. You should show pics of these people as young kids to mid teens to now and let the kids and us see the difference to the body drugs and prostitution does over time. Along with mental illnesses and so on.
The problem with that is it always starts with a certainty that you won't find yourself so far down that road .. No one begins using thinking it will get ahold of their life ..Look at the information we have today about the undisputed dangers of tobacco.. kids still take up smoking and think it won't happen to them because they have control over becoming addicted.. I agree that showing some of these stories has a lot better chance of reaching kids than a standardised drug education pamphlet ✌️
I hope she makes it. She seems so smart and willing. I wish her all the best.
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Very smart articulate well-spoken woman. Please get your act together and change your life.
I love your story tawsha, you have a great future for the better of you.
Love your work. Will continue to watch every video Mark. Will subscribe to the site soon.
I have 7 months of sobriety off ice crystal meth alcohol xanax heroin and I love it and my parents are the strongest caring people I know and I love them way more than anything else in the world and if you are reading this maw and dad I love you so much thank you for not giving up on me because of your love and prayers for me I'm sober and still walking!!!! And I love you thank you so much I cry daily everyday when I think about the pain and bullshit that I have put them through along with me also being epileptic so the drugs and alcohol canceled out my seizure medication and made my addiction even more deadly maw Dad thank you thank you love you keep praying God answers them
I wanna ask this girl out on a date I hope she messages me
Such a sweet lady I hope find happiness. She certainly deserves better ❤❤❤
When you don't use a prepaid Greyhound bus ticket on the date you can just reinstate the ticket whenever for an extra fee but cheaper than buying a whole new ticket
Very self aware.
Not coping is something she learned from her mother. Her brother was violent and the mother may have worked a lot to avoid the home environment. Goodness what is the point of anything when there is this much violence, exploitation and mistreatment of others.
I wish you strength to go free and to live a life that brings you joy. Be gentle with yourself. You don't have to be an overnight success. Take the time that you need to heal your wounds and just keep focused on your goal. You are a lovely, sweet and intelligent woman. I wish you the best! May God protect you and guide you to freedom.
Ladies if you can't afford a child and don't have a stable life, please get on birth control to spare the child from having a hectic and unstable life.
THIS!!!!!!!! No excuses. There's way too many options to choose from.
Exactly. You can smoke a rock every day but can’t swallow a birth control pill? Or get the implant.. something! It’s free at many clinics, especially where these people are from.
i get it. not to bring myself into this.. i started opiates at 15 im 37 and during that time ive had 3 months "clean" i have never lived an adult life without opiates/opioids. i dont know who i am as an adult. my mind is stunted to a teenager with adult obligations. hang in there and ill try and do the same.
She doesn’t belong in the streets doing this .she is a sensitive being.I pray creator sends her guidance and support to get her mind right to be able to change her life for the better
Super incredible woman.
God bless her.
She'd make an awesome substance abuse counselor, if she could get & stay clean.
Very calming personality.
God Bless Her.
10 minutes in and you can tell she has great aptitude that wasn't nourished in her younger years. Despite the drug use, I think it's obvious by the way that she articulates herself, the points she emphasizes, and her ability to self-reflect... all these things show intellectual promise.
It's a shame that there wasn't a strong male figure or even just parental guidance to encourage her to blossom her talents... encourage her to stay out of the environments that led to such awful experiences that a young girl should never have.
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She is so tired. I know she will find her way. Many have. She's right in afraid to fail. Life is not perfect but when u put your mind to it, you can. The love you have for yourself and your children u push for the good stuff. You will have success. Accept all the help. And don't look back. We can't change the past just learn from it. And pray. She will too. Much love sweetheart ❤
Hope all goes well for her , wishing her all the very best ❤
She's different. Somehow, she will rise above her current life. I just feel it. Thanks
I hope you can make it to AZ and make things right with your life and family! Good luck
Thanks for sharing 👍
A beautiful soul ruined is hard to watch ⌚️
I pray for you ! You have have kids. Remember life goes so fast . Make the best of your life and reunite with your family. Not judging you at all. 🙏 For you deserve a chance to get your son back.
It’s heart breaking seeing these type of women on those kind of drugs, because she seems like a sweat individual
Am I the only one that thinks she sounds like the lady that plays chuckies wife ?
Wishing her the best! ❤️
Wishing you the best of luck
😢I'm 18 months sober and clean here in Scotland I thought we where wild and violent being thar we are western Europe murder capital without guns 🔫 mostly knives there are some guns , we are top sadly for drug deaths in Western Europe that's just Scotland not the UK, ice isn't in Scotland speed or brain is, heroine has started to have fentanyl in it mostly people scrapped the patches n smoked that my poison was alcohol and cocaine thankfully I'm clean one day at a time ⏲️
Congratulations on your sobriety - absolutely amazing what you've achieved!! I hope Scotland can get a handle on its drug issues - there are so many factors involved...
One day at a time mate.
A fellow Brit xx
She seems like she is worthy of a helping hand. Maybe you can help her out Mark
She is so articulate and smart! ❤
Buenos Días Mark!!! Love the Johnny Cash t shirt Tawsha!!!
Mark keeps confirming that drug dependency it's usually a symptom as result of some sort of traumatic life or childhood event
What a lovely woman! I wish her all the best! ❤
HER SOUL STILL THERE I HOPE THE BEST FOR HER I AM SO SAD FOR HER PRAYERS AND LOVE TO YOU TAWSHA
I never done drugs but, I have had people do drugs in front of me. Mostly pot but, I had people smoke crack in front of me, and people who have done heroin in front of me. The heroin one was more shocking than anything. It was in broad daylight on Hastings Street in Vancouver, Canada. I looked down the street and it had to have been some 20 people shooting up on the sidewalk while cops looked on. It was as if they were waiting for someone to die.
She is highly insightful and intelligent. I do believe she will persevere and stabilize and become the favorite grandmother of her kids.
Each addict when they talk about their kids they cry
Cette chaîne est formidable. Merci. Thank you
Hi from sweden❤
Hello from Minnesota, grandparents from Sweden!
Hello from Denver Colorado, USA!!!
Denver here too ✌
@@whooptydoo6256 cold out this morning!!! Have a great day!!!!
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Tasha, you are aware, that’s a good thing.
Good Luck..Never Quit
At least she doesn't seem to have lost her mind... She's on meth so she won't have the terrible withdrawal that comes with fentanyl she seems like she could go to treatment and do the right thing while she still can.. My brother in law was in Cali on that new meth and he's now schizophrenic with violent psychotic episodes thirty years old and will probably have to live in a group home for the rest of his life unless by some miracle he gets his sanity back
Meth always always seems to lead to psychosis eventually.
@@powderandpaint14 unfortunately you are right there especially this new garbage out
Another girl child messed about by certain men all her life! Prayers for you, may you choose the right road, and may your kids find forgiveness to apply to your person.
“I could get a little shiny…” awe. 😢 I hear her.
Drugs numbs what you are running from, but it destroys! Please get a therapist to help you move past that childhood.