My depression is hidden, by almost everyone. When I decide to tell people they think I’m kidding because I have no scars. But I still have it... I still want to cut and die.... but my anxiety is keeping me from doing it...
"I'm Fine!" "I'm okay" "I'm just really tired today" "I didn't sleep well ya know" "I was up all night I'm tired" "I don't feel well.." *My new favorite and most recent words...*
Saying that last sentence is the hardest thing to say and admit to someone. You can only keep the truth and the pain to yourself because you don't want others to see your pain and sufferings you've been through.
i've been depressed since i was a little kid.....i've always felt nothing, i always will be nothing, and everything around me feels like nothing as well...one of the deepest people in this whole chat.....my life is the worst and I am sick of it...everytime something good is going to happen happen to me, someone bad always has to replace it...I've been placed in a position where nothing and no one can convince me thier life is worse...... Go ahead argue with me....but that's not gonna change a thing.....
Attempted suicide Failed Attempted again Failed Hospitalized Got help Attempted again Failed Got help Had Hope Still broken Going downhill I tried I failed I'm done
I'm not going to tell you everything's fine, but you do deserve to live. Just to put everything into perspective, this isn't someone that's fine, I hate myself too. I considered death, but I'm still here, and I'm choosing to fight the pain one day at a time
*your beautiful* *your amazing* *not everything is your fault* *you DO deserve to live* *things will get better* *you are a great person don't talk bad about yourself*
Me: *stayed up crying cause I hate myself* ofc I’m fine just tried Friend:Sure! Good thing you’re okay Me:I” love myself “ everything is oka e-e-everything..is..okay
same btw when I told my friends about how I feel..NOT about my depression but the cause of my depression but they don't know it's the cause of my depression cause they don't know my depression they didn't care..Neither did my family...NOBODY CARED NOBODY WANTED TO HELP ME NOBODY STILL DOESN'T WANT TO BUT EVERYBODY KEEPS HURTING YOU
same but I did tell my friends about my pain but THEY DIDN'T CARE THEY IGNORED IT WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE THEY?WHAT IF THEY FELT THE SAME PAIN I DID THEY COULD MAYBE BUT I WOULDN'T CARE BUT I KNOW MY FRIENDS WILL CARE ABOUT IT CAUSE THEY LOVE THEMSELVES THE MOST THEY ARE ALL AGAINST ME SO ARE THE TEACHERS SO ARE THE PEOPLE I'M IN CLASS WITH I only have god but I hope he will remove my pain :(
I feel this. I HATE it when people ask "what's wrong" then when you say "nothing" they say "I know your lying." Then when you finally tell them all they have to say is "oh, sorry." So then you stop with your cries for help. I'm sorry for my random rant in your comment section. I hope you get through whatever your going through.
For me , death is beautiful , because atleast it's peacefull, there is no pain , no emotions, no worries, nothing it's just so peaceful to go that path.
Mom: "are you okay?" (Mind): "no.im drowning and I can't seem to reach the surface. I cry out for help but no one hears. I hurt...but no one cares. Please help me get through this" Me: "I'm just tired..."
*I* I hate myself *M* Misunderstood _______________________ *F* Forgot how happiness felt. *I* I cry every night.. *N* Negative feelings eat me up daily *E* Either way I'm not okay. I M F I N E. I'm fine is a cry that only a few people know. It's like screaming for help... But NOTHING and NO ONE helps you...
My friend told me "Are you ok" My Mind:....No...I'm dead...I would be better dead.....everyone does anyways Me: " I'm fine😊" Friend"no your not Kim" Me: "I'm positive 😊" Friend: "Ok😊😊💕" Me:....Wow that easy.....
Rushdie martinez You may not physically harm yourself, but you may hurt yourself mentally. Depression comes in all kinds of forms, and even if you don't have it, your problems aren't any less important or valid. Try to tell someone you trust. If there's no one, find ways you can express how you feel instead of bottling it up. I hope everyone gets through these hard times ♡
Friend ask if your okay every single day: me- "I'm okay" "I'm alright" "I'm fine!" .. edit: thank you for all the likes ily all sm. please keep trying and never give up. just know theres someone out there that is like you and struggling aswell. you are loved goodbye, have a good day.
I know how you feel...... And I’m saying I’m tired but I’m actually sad and I’m putting on a fake smile but when it comes die to night time I am cutting and crying and I am going through suicidal thoughts🥲
@@julijaklancisar8498 Mine don't ask me really anything they just talk about themselves and I just stay quiet. And no they don't really care about me they sorta just act like it.
People say I need help... And I completely agree But.. The thing is... I’m terrified..because I don’t even understand it. So if I don’t understand it how am I meant to tell someone what’s going on When I can’t even explain it myself...?
I think i need help but than i feel like i dont want to bcuz now im so used to it i dont even know life without it. I want smthin bad to happen so i can cry and harm myself....
I have a counselor and i just can’t talk to her and be honest, my feelings i can’t put them to words, there’s no way to express how i feel i just want to yell at someone but that’s so cruel of me.... i’m just waiting this out and seeing what happens with me....
She understands... I told a person I had depression and they said “ So you say you have depression just because one person you loved left! Your so selfish! Other people have it worse! “ I got yelled at... Then that person walked out of my life... I trusted them... I thought no one understands... that he’s not the reason I want to give up! It’s everything that is exciting has ever happened in my life seems dull... I can’t even remember the last time I was truly happy... But she understands... Edit: if anyone here needs someone to talk to my Instagram account is @newtie._.pie
Lunar Eclipse Wolf Pup dont care what other people think. I go through so much in my life. And im always depressed. If that person disnt care then they never mattered. I hope that u find that person who does.
"You don't want to keep going but,you know you have to." It hit me really hard Everyday i come back from school I get yelled at every single thing i do wrong And I just dont want to keep going but i have to Because I know there are people who care about me But only online Because my real life friends dont seem to understand And they allways get annoyed when i talk about "anxieth and depression" and i just have to keep to my self
Everyone around me: Are you okay? (My mind): No, I’m internally suffering with the intention of giving up and ending my life because no one cares, everything is bad, the pain is too much for me to take, and I tell myself it’s fine, but it isn’t, you should’ve checked up on me more often to know that I’m NOT. And now it’s gotten to the point where I can’t find a reason to wake up, a reason to carry on living this so called ‘life.’ So god help me you’re lucky if I’m alive for another day. What I actually say: I’m fine.
Okay ... so I hurt myself ... I have scars ... but no one asks ma about it because I'm worthless .... yes I know I'm young and they always say "you don't know what depression is" " it's just a phase" "you're lieing " NO I'M NOT YES I'M YOUNG BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M FAKEING IT (14)
GamerGirl121 hang in there. Youre not worthless. Everyone is always good at something and has purpose in life. You may not be there yet or with right person yet. But u will get there someday. Dont doubt yourself :)
"Leave me aloneeeee" "why?" "I just want to be" No I do want to be, to think how people live without me the silence that you can hear How it is How it feels like to be alone Really alone In mind in heart in life It's unbelievable It's too much for me
As well as I :) I always say "I'm fine" "I'm okay" "I'm just tired" But behind my smile and my laughter so many stories that I want to tell So much pain that I feel so many desires that I want to manifest right but it can't be helped I can only pretend to be okay in front of everyone :)
My friends : "Are you OK?" My mouth : "Yes, of course." (i said like that with my smile) Then my friends said, "Ooh okay." But .... My heart : "No, I'm not OK. I'm broken, I'm in pain, I feel sooo tired with this cruel world, I feel nobody cares about me, I always thought die is the best way. Pls someone! I need someone to talk abt my probs, but ...., hhh."
When someone else isn’t okay everyone is like, “oh my god, are you okay?” “What’s wrong” and many other stuff but when it comes to me.. heh.. everything fine no one notices my pain.. just my “mistakes”
Sameee. A few days ago my lil bro was feeling down all the time my mom thought he is depressed, she was crying and blamed me, she said its all bcuz of me that i bully him. She kept talking to me how she is thinking about taking him on vacation and stuff and i wanted to tell her that im going through worse. I tried to give her hints but she just ignored. They would leave me home and take him oit so he feels better. And btw turns out he was just a lil upset about his school.
Anybody who has ever said any of these things, just shut up, your not helping. 1. Your looking for attention. Then you stop expressing your feelings 2. Don’t keep it in, tell someone. I can’t because that will be attention seeking 3. But you have such a good life. Makes me feel guilty about my depression 4. Your too young to be depressed. Makes me feel stupid 5. Your overreacting. Makes me question it all, and feel like a big baby 6. Cheer up. It doesn’t make a difference, I can’t just cheer up out of no where 7. But there’s no cuts in your wrist. Who’s to say I don’t cut my thighs or my stomach instead 8. Your always so happy. Yeah because I’m hiding the wreck that nobody wants to deal with.
I really love this audio and to be honest I wish I could get help and talk to my family but I’m scared not of what they’ll do or think but how they’ll feel. My teacher once overheard me talking to my friends about how I feel. She told my mother and reported to the school. But when I got home my mother wouldn’t stop crying. So I told her it was a joke. I told her I was joking about depression and feeling like shit. But I wasn’t and I never would joke about something like that. But then she believed it was because of RUclips and now I’m not supposed to be on it but I don’t really care anymore because there’s so many things on RUclips that makes me feel just a little bit better and a little less lonely. Sorry for the rant I just needed to talk and have at-least someone read or care
I'm to scared to tell my mom... she's suffered from depression before and I don't want her to think that her "sweet little "happy" angel" has depression... and I don't wanna make anything else worse..
I never cried so much I was never in a relationship but this is so relatable . I broke down in tears on the friend part no one understood my depression 😭😭😭😭
The thing about depression is that it feels like you’re constantly being bullied by the people around you but none of them are actually doing anything against you. But everywhere you look, you can feel the pressure of everyone’s judgement. I read this quote once. “Having both anxiety and depression is like caring about everything and nothing at the same time. It’s like not wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be around people. It’s like everything is empty but overflowing at the same time.” It’s hell. Especially being bipolar as well. I look for reasons to feel this way but they all come up to be insignificant compared to the situations of others.
*That one person you told all your secrets, that you loved, you thought you loved them,You still do,And they said that they loved you back, they said they would always love you no matter what* This is what im going through rn :).
Hey I just wanna know..how are you doing now...cz I'm going through the same pain rn..I just wanna know..time will heal everything right? Every lie that runs inside my head ?
If she doesn't appreciate u or accepts who u are she doesn't deserve u I had to learn that the hard way and I spent so much time thinking about him when he didn't even care or said anything when he knew things were happening to me if she does care and accepts and appreciate u then maybe yea buh remember you mean so much don't waste ur time on people who don't deserve u
people don't understand what depression really is. it's not just being sad for a certain amount of time. it's being tired, not feeling like doing anything, lack of sleep, and also sadness. sometimes it can happen from the impact of an event.
I've never teared so much in my life before. This is the fist time hearing someone telling me what I'm going through. With each line finished, more tears came down. When she said "i have friends and families who loves me, but that's the type of love i need." I BROKE DOWN. That's exactly what it is that haunts me.
Whate a sekint are you harmony granger ferom hary porter. i fell like this. i lost my brother not going to say y tho my brother has dispersion i mis him so much and he is that peson that undersud me sandid up for me perteed me and i told him my sekerits.and my mom has plats in her hed and forgit that she abuses me the nexst day and i lost my bff and i kut my self and iam gust 10 and i have depression i have had sousidol thots and i have gotin bully'd and choked by a bully and one of my bff savd me and i lost her to. I dont evin say iam fine you are a person that got me thero that i love your movies and i am a big fan of yours and i love you i men wow and i have adhd and separation anxiety from my mom and that's the worst part. Bekuse she ubusd me. Iam ding inside i sub to your Chanel
"I don't know anymore, I really don't" that hit hard I used to hear it from my mom when shed come home drunk or the seemingly never endless weeks after my dad and her broke up it just reminded me of that that hit hard like a damn truck
-• You were my love- -• You were my world- -• You were my muse- -• You were my life- -•You were my everything- And now your gone.. TELL ME WHAT I HAVE TO CHANGE! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO BRING YOU BACK! HOW MUCH DO I NEED TO HURT *i miss you* -cause i still love you-
i dont cry anymore eather.. i feel like its worthless...... i dont have the point of showing it when no one cares..... so i just dont........ alot ppl are like "'yes we do care" but... i feel.. that they dont give a damn about me.. They wouldnt care if i died.... they would just.. forget me... alot ppl i know already forgot abou me... so i have the right... cutting is my thing now... and... if someone doesnt "fix" me... i will end up killing myself... since some of them atcually want me to die... . . . . im fine.. i just want to die... thats all.. =)
Same.....i don't cry anymore i just cut myself untill i sleep. So like that no one is sad for me. Everyone think you are happy but....no. no you are not happy, not really at least. That is fine. When i die i know peapol will not care for a long time...
just because someone can cry doesn't mean they can't be not fucking OK that's not how it works yes you may be deeper in a depressive state but no just because you lack the ability to cry does NOT mean people who can can't be "not fine"
“How are you?” I’m dying. Help. I’m screaming for help. I’m not loved. I want to die. I’m afraid of death. What happens when I die. Would you care? I wanna die so much. PLEASE I’m screaming for help! “I’m fine. How about you?”
Hey! I hope u r alright do u want to talk i know You are tired of torment and you are silently handling it i just want to tell u r worthy of living don't lose hope everything is going to be alright and I pray U get inner peace of mind and soul :)
"I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine" - the word only can say. Only a person with mental health really can understand that. 😔 But our heart sad and crying a lot. 😢
Last year, I just wanted to end it. You know? This one girl in my art class, in my comfort class, kept telling me I was annoying and it hit me hard because I am annoying, the name Gabby means excessively annoying and talkitive. My friend didn't want to get in trouble for calling the girl out. So I had to deal with "I'm ugly..." " I'm stupid... " "I'm fat..." " I suck compared to them... " And I am so scared of death, so I couldn't. I couldn't. I felt trapped, like I was pulled under water, unable to breathe, to understand to respect my life. The only thing that keeps me going is my friends. They are so beautiful and amazing, I would die for them, but most of them are like me. We get it.
I keep telling myself I’m fine even when I’m at my worst and feel like giving up. the sad part is all of my friends think I’m better, when in reality I’m worse, I’ve been worse
Gacha CupCake Cat I lost my grandpa, i lost my best friend for 9yrs, i lost my dad tho he was never really here, lost my friends, lost my sister, lost my nana,lost my cousins,lost my happiness. have ocd, anxiety, social anxiety, depression the list goes on. school is stressful life is stressful just.. be greatful for what you do have, bc once it’s gone it ain’t coming back
Girl i need to talk to you😥When pain come to visit you You may think it will stay permanately but its not it is temporary Every sunrise need to pass the night before she start to shine😥Please be strong i know what am saying i'm in this problem for more than 4 years and till today i still have it My friend use to told my try counting sheep to sleep but my mind keep counting reason to stay awake😢😢😢I exactly know what you are going through😢😢Just be strong 😢I have no word to describe this pain but all i can say is Yes i know how to survive now😢❤Drama/Problems keep happening in my everyday life all i do is just smile just to cry for the late night😢Be strong girl😢Just be the one to get up even you are not in a state to❤😣Because every step you take is just one step closer to your goal 😉Girl be strong NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN JUST PROMISE ME THAT YOU WILL BE STRONG 😭❤
Everyone has their own troubles in life, sometimes we just need someone who we know is going to stay. This world is filled with both love and pain. Sometimes it can cause heartaches and hurricans. Sometimes It's just to hard to deal with, so we start using excuses, because nobodies perfect. We call ourselves useless, even though we should tell ourselves we're worth it. Everyone changes throughtout life, some get sad, some get happy, some just feeling like there's no point in living. I've lived with depression throughtout my whole life. I feel pain and heartbreak everyday. By people who leave, when they said that they would stay. The people who made everything alright and okay. Sometimes I find myself on the edge, I have the choice whether I want to keep hanging on, or if I just want to let go. I try to force myself to breathe. Ever day it gets harder when I can't see myself in the future, as happy. I've been through and through, the thoughts of being suisidal, and being alone. The pain never heals it just piles on and grows. Medication might make you think that it helps, but it doesn't. Depression controls everyone in a different way. It can make ourselves bleed and even cry everyday. But the moment we get happier, the moment we realized that we aren't ever the same. Because the true part of ourselves and the depression, becomes buried deep inside of everyone of us. And just one simple bad thing could trigger us off, and make us feel lonely, and dig our feeling back up.
For one I found someone who gets what I’m going through Edit: thank you so much for liking. The part were you say “you keep thinking about him” I do.. and I’m crying while typing this. Cuz I fell in love before, and it broke me. I tried. I tried to end it. I tried to stay happy. And I met another guy who I still love. And he said he loved me back. But he doesn’t. He never did. He just said he did. And he told me “I will always be here for you, if you need to talk I’m here” but like you said “but what about now??” If I even tell him anything he walks away.. if I try telling him I don’t wanna do it anymore, he doesn’t listen. He says I’m faking. He keeps saying that I’m doing it for people to feel bad for me. I’m balling my eyes. I cut myself everyday cuz of him. I can’t sleep cuz of him. If you are still reading, I thank you. Not to mention the part with the new guy had all happened this month. And I keep telling him “are you gonna stay by my side? Stop lying! Stop saying you get it WHEN YOU DONT! You don’t get it!” I’m not fine, I’m not okay. I’m done pretending I am. Im done pretending that I’m happy. Im done pretending I’m worth it. I’m done pretending that I will be okay..
One day, i feel like "why am i alive in this world?" "what exactly i want?" i feels like, i wanna life but on the other hand, my mind keep telling me to die
Her voice is painful for me, I am going through this situation, I just wanted to say a prayer for you, don't worry everything will just go fine, nothing is permanent in this world everything will go as per time, it just a matter of time it will go away, don't stress out your self. Gods has a plan for you. Go on in life.
This is me, my best friend my brother left me I was so close to him and he left me he doesn't care anymore! I can't go further with this anymore! There is no one here for me and what im going through
What people dont understand is that when you say im fine, just tired. Tired does not just mean sleepy, it means tried of existing. Tired of being alone.
Ye everyone needs me cause they need someone to fight hurt break down no one cares about me i cut and the one person that cared died 6 years ago i try so hard to make him proud i try so hard to not cry or break down i try so hard to stay strong i try so hard to help this family but i cant i really cant i try so hard to get through life without their help i try so hard to not give up i try so hard to help anyone and everyone but i cant i cant do anything i cant help protect this family i cant keep up in english i cant learn spainish as easily as everyone else i cant even talk to adults at all in person i could talk to my amazing grandad but again he left us 6 years ago
Depression for me is like a endless road that I wish it would stop but it doesn't. It just keeps going and sometimes I can't keep moving forward so I give up. I really try but fail I just wish it would stop... until I told someone how I felt than that road I was on was no longer there it was just a little path and I felt finally free...
i had a partner who i loved more than anyone and i shared everything with him. he meant everything to me. and one day we broke up. he was blinded by love until the day we parted. he soon discovered a lot of shit that i did to people i didn't even realize i did until he made a google doc and shared it. i thought it was over. the one i loved the most left me in such a horrible way and all the drama came down like a huge boulder on my back. and in that time period i also lost friends, i lost memories, i lost myself, too. i was a *_horrible_* person. but you know what? i kept going, i researched things i needed to change about myself, i listened to advice from those who stayed. i was still hurting but i tried not to let it get the best of me, and i told myself it would be okay. people told me that, i told myself that, and we were right. one day, the one i loved so very much came back to me. he's my partner again and today is our five month anniversary. he still loved me the whole time. he missed me and i missed him, too... your loved ones might not come back but you need to know that you can be happy by yourself. you don't need anyone to make you happy. spend some time out, do things you love. i never expected him to come back and i tried making myself happy. i did succeed but when he came back it made me happier than ever. if you don't think you're fine, don't worry. you're not supposed to be okay 24/7 and nobody should expect that from you. the only thing i ask is that you keep going. don't try to harm yourself. life has good moments along with the bad moments, and if you stop living then you won't ever experience those good moments. get help, accept it, take advice, reach out. anything you need to make yourself okay again. it's okay to not be okay. -zo 💙💫 p.s. ily keith (3
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Having depression is like being colourblind and people are constantly telling you how colourful the world is..
Absolutely, i wonder how do they dicribed life like that, when i only saw white and black for life
True, I can’t see it
I see everything black and white
My eyes see the beautiful colors but my brain and my heart can’t see/feel the beautiful colors
My depression is hidden, by almost everyone. When I decide to tell people they think I’m kidding because I have no scars. But I still have it... I still want to cut and die.... but my anxiety is keeping me from doing it...
Cave Flower and just see everyone happy and feel even more like shit.
Cave Flower it is like really is.
"I'm Fine!" "I'm okay" "I'm just really tired today" "I didn't sleep well ya know" "I was up all night I'm tired" "I don't feel well.."
*My new favorite and most recent words...*
Carlos Mansilla that are the same things I say to my friends..
Carlos Mansilla
Same here!!
@@lolkp1579 :c I hope it gets better :/
Also, I'm a girl this was my dad's account I have my own this is kinda like backup
Carlos Mansilla
Ok cool
“Hey! Wanna go out today?”
No.
“Why?”
Im tired.
“Tired of what?? You’ve been inside all week and havent done anything!”
_Tired of living_
Exactly
Wow, that's deep😭💔
...💔
Saying that last sentence is the hardest thing to say and admit to someone. You can only keep the truth and the pain to yourself because you don't want others to see your pain and sufferings you've been through.
i've been depressed since i was a little kid.....i've always felt nothing, i always will be nothing, and everything around me feels like nothing as well...one of the deepest people in this whole chat.....my life is the worst and I am sick of it...everytime something good is going to happen happen to me, someone bad always has to replace it...I've been placed in a position where nothing and no one can convince me thier life is worse......
Go ahead argue with me....but that's not gonna change a thing.....
When you can’t even cry anymore and you just feel utterly empty
True .
True 😔💔
True
I cry so much where I can't cry. I guess I'm just drained
same it really sucks
2019 anyone...?😭😪
Me
yt.kimberly05. Sadly.... Yes yes i am .... Alive....
Noone cares in what Day or year your watching
Me
HOPELESSLIFE stay alive fight for your break thru....Become that light you never thought you had and shine it with all your power
Attempted suicide
Failed
Attempted again
Failed
Hospitalized
Got help
Attempted again
Failed
Got help
Had Hope
Still broken
Going downhill
I tried
I failed
I'm done
if you need to talk. I promise you I will listen, I promise it gets better. I want to help you, just... message me on youtube ok? Babe I got you.
@@brooklynbanks9565 thanks for helping people with me! ❤️ god bless you
please dnt take any wrng step
I got hurted by him 2 times but I m still leaving
hv courage leave ur life
Stay strong the pain is temporary things will get better if its not its not over
I just wish I can end. Life I'm tired scared to I don't want to be here anymore those exact words from the vid is the stuff I'm going through
“I’m fine”
F fake smiles
I ignored
N not cared about
E eventually used to it by now
If only I couldn't agree with this.
I say I'm fine all the time .. but don't really realise it, and I'm happy with my life so.. ya know *POSITIVITY*
So relatable
mine is just a F and a E but stil it hurts..
I hate to see me in the mirror
I hate myself...really hate..
I feel that everything is my faults.
I think i don't deserve to live...
I'm not going to tell you everything's fine, but you do deserve to live. Just to put everything into perspective, this isn't someone that's fine, I hate myself too. I considered death, but I'm still here, and I'm choosing to fight the pain one day at a time
*your beautiful*
*your amazing*
*not everything is your fault*
*you DO deserve to live*
*things will get better*
*you are a great person don't talk bad about yourself*
The people who disliked Where Crying so much They didn’t see the right button
I am not fine
My friends are happy
yes 🥺😞
No. The people that disliked, disliked it because they don't want to accept it.
"They said *they loved you back* .. they said they would *always love you no matter what* ... *then what about now ?* "
😔
It's almost 2020 and who is crying and listening this?😭
🖐😞😔
🖐🏽😢
It is 2020 for me April 23rd😕
Here
me!
Friend: are you ok??
Me: **stayed up all night crying about past memories, old friends and the best exes** yea, im fine...
Same 💔😭😔😭
This hit different because it's true.
This is the thing that had me crying not even the video
Heh relatable, I’m crying to this about my old friends it’s 2:45 am =_=
Me: *stayed up crying cause I hate myself* ofc I’m fine just tried
Friend:Sure! Good thing you’re okay
Me:I” love myself “ everything is oka e-e-everything..is..okay
I've never heard anything more like my life ever
Me to
Same
same btw when I told my friends about how I feel..NOT about my depression but the cause of my depression but they don't know it's the cause of my depression cause they don't know my depression they didn't care..Neither did my family...NOBODY CARED NOBODY WANTED TO HELP ME NOBODY STILL DOESN'T WANT TO BUT EVERYBODY KEEPS HURTING YOU
same but I did tell my friends about my pain but THEY DIDN'T CARE THEY IGNORED IT WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE THEY?WHAT IF THEY FELT THE SAME PAIN I DID THEY COULD MAYBE BUT I WOULDN'T CARE BUT I KNOW MY FRIENDS WILL CARE ABOUT IT CAUSE THEY LOVE THEMSELVES THE MOST THEY ARE ALL AGAINST ME SO ARE THE TEACHERS SO ARE THE PEOPLE I'M IN CLASS WITH I only have god but I hope he will remove my pain :(
same
“You need to tell them how you feel”
What’s the point when they’re not gonna listen anyways😔💔
I feel this. I HATE it when people ask "what's wrong" then when you say "nothing" they say "I know your lying." Then when you finally tell them all they have to say is "oh, sorry." So then you stop with your cries for help.
I'm sorry for my random rant in your comment section.
I hope you get through whatever your going through.
Exactly and then you get numb and sadly lay on the floor
“You’re just doing it for attention”
JayJay Smith why would I
Exactly!
Once
Life asked death : ,,why does everyone hates u and love me?"
Death answered:,,because ur a *beutyful lie* and I'm a *painfull truth*..."
best waifu why is life so selfish? Not everybody loves it
I hate it
For me , death is beautiful , because atleast it's peacefull, there is no pain , no emotions, no worries, nothing it's just so peaceful to go that path.
It hit me too hard
“You’re just faking it”. “You just want attention”
“You’re just sad”
“Nothing has happened for you to feel this way”
My current battle with myself
My friend tells me I'm depressed just fro attention 😭💔
My parents
I told my ‘friend’ i nearly killed myself, he said i was feeling this way just for attention
Jasmine awww its ok, i had friends like that i just cut them out of my life
@@serotonin_deficiency4238 Thanks for making me feel a little better today
Mom: "are you okay?"
(Mind): "no.im drowning and I can't seem to reach the surface. I cry out for help but no one hears. I hurt...but no one cares. Please help me get through this"
Me: "I'm just tired..."
Trinity Sanchez same .. I can relate
I can relate
same here just try please
Trinity Sanchez i feel this way every day of my life
Dad: "Are you okay?"
Mind: (ha no I wanna die)
Me: "I'm fine :)"
*I* I hate myself
*M* Misunderstood
_______________________
*F* Forgot how happiness felt.
*I* I cry every night..
*N* Negative feelings eat me up daily
*E* Either way I'm not okay.
I M
F I N E.
I'm fine is a cry that only a few people know.
It's like screaming for help...
But NOTHING and NO ONE helps you...
Michael Is Awesome BMC&DEH I feel the same fucking way
I love this
....It’s gonna be ok....My words won’t affect you at all though....
I feel the same I feel like I mean nothing to anyone
Agree
*we don’t cry because we are weak...it’s just that we’ve been strong for too long*
I agree.
You're absolutely right!
Yeah same I’m breaking inside for that reason 😔
depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die...this one hit me hard
My friend told me
"Are you ok"
My Mind:....No...I'm dead...I would be better dead.....everyone does anyways
Me: " I'm fine😊"
Friend"no your not Kim"
Me: "I'm positive 😊"
Friend: "Ok😊😊💕"
Me:....Wow that easy.....
This is so true......😔
Exactly.
I say that to *all* my friends....they don't *get it*
My firends asking me are you fine
In my mind im not im cutting myself so ya that means im fine right?
Rushdie martinez
You may not physically harm yourself, but you may hurt yourself mentally. Depression comes in all kinds of forms, and even if you don't have it, your problems aren't any less important or valid. Try to tell someone you trust. If there's no one, find ways you can express how you feel instead of bottling it up. I hope everyone gets through these hard times ♡
You said everything I've always thought about my depression💔
_ -Intensity- _ I need some help
Same
I didn't know I had dipresion I just felt guilty about everything that I hated everything from to toe
Mee too
Friend ask if your okay every single day: me- "I'm okay" "I'm alright" "I'm fine!" ..
edit: thank you for all the likes ily all sm. please keep trying and never give up. just know theres someone out there that is like you and struggling aswell. you are loved goodbye, have a good day.
I know how you feel...... And I’m saying I’m tired but I’m actually sad and I’m putting on a fake smile but when it comes die to night time I am cutting and crying and I am going through suicidal thoughts🥲
@@briahnaroberson5093 Same lol
Your lucky that your friends at least care about you. Mine never ask me how do i feel.
@@julijaklancisar8498 yeah same😔😭✋
@@julijaklancisar8498 Mine don't ask me really anything they just talk about themselves and I just stay quiet. And no they don't really care about me they sorta just act like it.
People say I need help...
And I completely agree
But..
The thing is...
I’m terrified..because I don’t even understand it.
So if I don’t understand it how am I meant to tell someone what’s going on
When I can’t even explain it myself...?
I think i need help but than i feel like i dont want to bcuz now im so used to it i dont even know life without it. I want smthin bad to happen so i can cry and harm myself....
I have a counselor and i just can’t talk to her and be honest, my feelings i can’t put them to words, there’s no way to express how i feel i just want to yell at someone but that’s so cruel of me.... i’m just waiting this out and seeing what happens with me....
She understands...
I told a person I had depression and they said “ So you say you have depression just because one person you loved left! Your so selfish! Other people have it worse! “
I got yelled at...
Then that person walked out of my life...
I trusted them...
I thought no one understands... that he’s not the reason I want to give up! It’s everything that is exciting has ever happened in my life seems dull...
I can’t even remember the last time I was truly happy...
But she understands...
Edit: if anyone here needs someone to talk to my Instagram account is @newtie._.pie
Lunar Eclipse Wolf Pup I've been there
This made me cry so much
I feel the same way...
Damnnnnnn 😔💔
Lunar Eclipse Wolf Pup dont care what other people think. I go through so much in my life. And im always depressed. If that person disnt care then they never mattered. I hope that u find that person who does.
Dad:U alright?
My mind:NO Im not..I cry myself to sleep..I hate myself..I wear an fake smile and hide everything..
Ya! Im just an bit tired.
you could always talk with me on insta about watjever you want il be there I promise
So true 😭😭
Ps4 Mad Play I do that to but to my mom because my dad died and I’m depressed
having depression is like having asthma and everyone telling you there is so much oxygen
"You don't want to keep going but,you know you have to."
It hit me really hard
Everyday i come back from school
I get yelled at every single thing i do wrong
And I just dont want to keep going but i have to
Because I know there are people who care about me
But only online
Because my real life friends dont seem to understand
And they allways get annoyed when i talk about "anxieth and depression" and i just have to keep to my self
Sara B ❤️
Same😔💔😭
Samee😔😭
Everyone around me: Are you okay?
(My mind): No, I’m internally suffering with the intention of giving up and ending my life because no one cares, everything is bad, the pain is too much for me to take, and I tell myself it’s fine, but it isn’t, you should’ve checked up on me more often to know that I’m NOT. And now it’s gotten to the point where I can’t find a reason to wake up, a reason to carry on living this so called ‘life.’ So god help me you’re lucky if I’m alive for another day.
What I actually say: I’m fine.
Same but I'll hurt myself really badly and I'll pass out and everyone is like are you ok are you sure and I just say I'm perfectly fine.....
I feel you really sadly I'm telling the truth but I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NEVER MET YOU! You are beautiful! :)
Okay ... so I hurt myself ... I have scars ... but no one asks ma about it because I'm worthless .... yes I know I'm young and they always say "you don't know what depression is" " it's just a phase" "you're lieing " NO I'M NOT
YES I'M YOUNG BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M FAKEING IT
(14)
Somone uderstands....if only I knew her in real life
omg same ;(
I love the fact everyone can say "i'm fine" but I never get ask because am worthless
Hey, youre okay buddy?
@@MyGummybear161 you made my day
GamerGirl121 hang in there. Youre not worthless. Everyone is always good at something and has purpose in life. You may not be there yet or with right person yet. But u will get there someday. Dont doubt yourself :)
Nah u're not. Don't worry about that pls
hey, we are all here for you. ❤️ i’m always here if you wanna talk to someone
"Leave me aloneeeee"
"why?"
"I just want to be"
No I do want to be, to think how people live without me
the silence that you can hear
How it is
How it feels like to be alone
Really alone
In mind in heart in life
It's unbelievable
It's too much for me
Behind My Smile there is a story you would never understand 😭😭😭
As well as I :)
I always say "I'm fine" "I'm okay" "I'm just tired"
But behind my smile and my laughter
so many stories that I want to tell
So much pain that I feel
so many desires that I want to manifest right
but it can't be helped
I can only pretend to be okay in front of everyone :)
Can you tell me your story maybe i understand it
But just If you want too.
@@stefanieweber816 who?
I felt this on a deeper level. She knows how I feel. She’s speaking my feelings for me because, I never knew how to express my feelings .
My friends : "Are you OK?"
My mouth : "Yes, of course." (i said like that with my smile)
Then my friends said, "Ooh okay."
But .... My heart : "No, I'm not OK. I'm broken, I'm in pain, I feel sooo tired with this cruel world, I feel nobody cares about me, I always thought die is the best way. Pls someone! I need someone to talk abt my probs, but ...., hhh."
Your comment a year ago now Are you still alive?
When someone else isn’t okay everyone is like, “oh my god, are you okay?” “What’s wrong” and many other stuff but when it comes to me.. heh.. everything fine no one notices my pain.. just my “mistakes”
Sameee. A few days ago my lil bro was feeling down all the time my mom thought he is depressed, she was crying and blamed me, she said its all bcuz of me that i bully him. She kept talking to me how she is thinking about taking him on vacation and stuff and i wanted to tell her that im going through worse. I tried to give her hints but she just ignored. They would leave me home and take him oit so he feels better. And btw turns out he was just a lil upset about his school.
*Wish he’d talk to me.*
Same
Indeed.
Do Not i wished that he would ask me out so much but now I don’t know what to do in my life
Same
same 😔
Anybody who has ever said any of these things, just shut up, your not helping.
1. Your looking for attention. Then you stop expressing your feelings
2. Don’t keep it in, tell someone. I can’t because that will be attention seeking
3. But you have such a good life. Makes me feel guilty about my depression
4. Your too young to be depressed. Makes me feel stupid
5. Your overreacting. Makes me question it all, and feel like a big baby
6. Cheer up. It doesn’t make a difference, I can’t just cheer up out of no where
7. But there’s no cuts in your wrist. Who’s to say I don’t cut my thighs or my stomach instead
8. Your always so happy. Yeah because I’m hiding the wreck that nobody wants to deal with.
This is so true
This is so true, I've gotten told like all of this
You have no idea how many people have told me this things...and it makes it worst..
This is my life story
These are all the things I tell myself but all my reactions to those thoughts too
I really love this audio and to be honest I wish I could get help and talk to my family but I’m scared not of what they’ll do or think but how they’ll feel. My teacher once overheard me talking to my friends about how I feel. She told my mother and reported to the school. But when I got home my mother wouldn’t stop crying. So I told her it was a joke. I told her I was joking about depression and feeling like shit. But I wasn’t and I never would joke about something like that. But then she believed it was because of RUclips and now I’m not supposed to be on it but I don’t really care anymore because there’s so many things on RUclips that makes me feel just a little bit better and a little less lonely. Sorry for the rant I just needed to talk and have at-least someone read or care
Lunar Eclipse girl i feel you ummm if u need any help i’m here u aren’t alone at all sis❤️🥺
I’m here for you and understand how you feel so if you need anybody I am here
Everything will be alright dear 💟
Eu até gostei do seu discurso, k lindo.❤
Tudo dará certo.❤
Friend:Wanna hang out today?
Me: No, I'm tired
Friend: Tired of what u haven't done anything
Me: I'm tired of living
Me:mom I am suffering from depression
Mom: nahhhh you are such abig fool who are good on kidding me
Same thing my mom said to me when I told her..
*Thats why I'm scared to tell my family....*
@@allzyal1895 agreed...
Allzy al FELT THAT ON A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL
I'm to scared to tell my mom... she's suffered from depression before and I don't want her to think that her "sweet little "happy" angel" has depression... and I don't wanna make anything else worse..
How did she know exactly how I feel. There are some days I'm sad. Some days im happy. I just am a what. Not a who or a thing. I'm a what.
"You'll be fine." "Just push through the day!"
it's not that easy. I cry sometimes. I plaster a non existent smile on my face EVERYDAY.
When she started crying, I gave up and the tears ran like a river down my cheeks
I never cried so much I was never in a relationship but this is so relatable . I broke down in tears on the friend part no one understood my depression 😭😭😭😭
I have everything
I have parents who love me
I pretty smart
I have loyal friends
But why do i feel sad ?
Exactly what i think everytime T.T
me too😭😭😭😭😭💓💓💓I FEEL YOU SOOO MUCH😭😭😭
Same, I don’t understand why I should be sad if I have everything, but I just do and it’s draining me
Relatable..
Same I don't really know why I feel empty..
The thing about depression is that it feels like you’re constantly being bullied by the people around you but none of them are actually doing anything against you. But everywhere you look, you can feel the pressure of everyone’s judgement. I read this quote once. “Having both anxiety and depression is like caring about everything and nothing at the same time. It’s like not wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be around people. It’s like everything is empty but overflowing at the same time.” It’s hell. Especially being bipolar as well. I look for reasons to feel this way but they all come up to be insignificant compared to the situations of others.
*That one person you told all your secrets, that you loved, you thought you loved them,You still do,And they said that they loved you back, they said they would always love you no matter what*
This is what im going through rn :).
Hey I just wanna know..how are you doing now...cz I'm going through the same pain rn..I just wanna know..time will heal everything right? Every lie that runs inside my head ?
When u started crying I started crying ur words are so strong I love them thank you this will give me strength to get up for the next 2 days
I keep thinking about her
milton mejias you will get her buddy, keep trying
If she doesn't appreciate u or accepts who u are she doesn't deserve u I had to learn that the hard way and I spent so much time thinking about him when he didn't even care or said anything when he knew things were happening to me if she does care and accepts and appreciate u then maybe yea buh remember you mean so much don't waste ur time on people who don't deserve u
milton mejias Tell her then.
good morning that you all for the suport but this depression me so lost 😔😓
i miss my Jessica
people don't understand what depression really is. it's not just being sad for a certain amount of time. it's being tired, not feeling like doing anything, lack of sleep, and also sadness. sometimes it can happen from the impact of an event.
I've never teared so much in my life before. This is the fist time hearing someone telling me what I'm going through. With each line finished, more tears came down. When she said "i have friends and families who loves me, but that's the type of love i need." I BROKE DOWN. That's exactly what it is that haunts me.
“How are you?”
“Im fine im just tired” 🤧
DAMN.
Whate a sekint are you harmony granger ferom hary porter. i fell like this. i lost my brother not going to say y tho my brother has dispersion i mis him so much and he is that peson that undersud me sandid up for me perteed me and i told him my sekerits.and my mom has plats in her hed and forgit that she abuses me the nexst day and i lost my bff and i kut my self and iam gust 10 and i have depression i have had sousidol thots and i have gotin bully'd and choked by a bully and one of my bff savd me and i lost her to. I dont evin say iam fine you are a person that got me thero that i love your movies and i am a big fan of yours and i love you i men wow and i have adhd and separation anxiety from my mom and that's the worst part. Bekuse she ubusd me. Iam ding inside i sub to your Chanel
OH NO 666 LIKES OH NOOO
"I don't know anymore, I really don't"
that hit hard
I used to hear it from my mom when shed come home drunk or the seemingly never endless weeks after my dad and her broke up
it just reminded me of that
that hit hard like a damn truck
This made me cry bc the last week it’s just been hard without a break 🥺😭😤
-• You were my love-
-• You were my world-
-• You were my muse-
-• You were my life-
-•You were my everything-
And now your gone..
TELL ME WHAT I HAVE TO CHANGE!
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO BRING YOU BACK!
HOW MUCH DO I NEED TO HURT
*i miss you*
-cause i still love you-
You're fine, yes you truely are. Because you still cry.
Some people don't even cry anymore.
And i'm one of them.
I'm not fine. You are.
i dont cry anymore eather.. i feel like its worthless......
i dont have the point of showing it when no one cares.....
so i just dont........
alot ppl are like "'yes we do care" but... i feel.. that they dont give a damn about me..
They wouldnt care if i died.... they would just.. forget me...
alot ppl i know already forgot abou me... so i have the right...
cutting is my thing now... and... if someone doesnt "fix" me... i will end up killing myself... since some of them atcually want me to die...
.
.
.
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im fine..
i just want to die... thats all.. =)
Even people who do cry aren't fine sometimes. But I get you sometimes I can't cry
Same.....i don't cry anymore i just cut myself untill i sleep. So like that no one is sad for me. Everyone think you are happy but....no. no you are not happy, not really at least. That is fine. When i die i know peapol will not care for a long time...
Tour Guide I don’t cry either
just because someone can cry doesn't mean they can't be not fucking OK that's not how it works yes you may be deeper in a depressive state but no just because you lack the ability to cry does NOT mean people who can can't be "not fine"
“How are you?”
I’m dying. Help. I’m screaming for help. I’m not loved. I want to die. I’m afraid of death. What happens when I die. Would you care? I wanna die so much. PLEASE I’m screaming for help!
“I’m fine. How about you?”
Hey! I hope u r alright do u want to talk i know You are tired of torment and you are silently handling it i just want to tell u r worthy of living don't lose hope everything is going to be alright and I pray U get inner peace of mind and soul :)
@@silentgirl1222 worthy of living sound kinda like get back up so life can throw you down another flight this one has loose nails.
"I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine" - the word only can say. Only a person with mental health really can understand that. 😔 But our heart sad and crying a lot. 😢
Your audios are really deep ella, you're awesome
why is this exactly what is in my life rn :/
same tho but we have to stay strong
Amila Marquez Im sooo sorry!😞
Stay very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very strong!😉💪
Same
I'm just about to end it
Last year, I just wanted to end it.
You know? This one girl in my art class, in my comfort class, kept telling me I was annoying and it hit me hard because I am annoying, the name Gabby means excessively annoying and talkitive.
My friend didn't want to get in trouble for calling the girl out. So I had to deal with "I'm ugly..." " I'm stupid... " "I'm fat..." " I suck compared to them... "
And I am so scared of death, so I couldn't. I couldn't. I felt trapped, like I was pulled under water, unable to breathe, to understand to respect my life.
The only thing that keeps me going is my friends. They are so beautiful and amazing, I would die for them, but most of them are like me. We get it.
I keep telling myself I’m fine even when I’m at my worst and feel like giving up. the sad part is all of my friends think I’m better, when in reality I’m worse, I’ve been worse
Ye im really fine
I LOST EVERYTHING
I LOST MY FRIENDS
WHAS NEXT?
DO YOU ALL WANT ME OR SOMEONE ELSE TO DIE?!
JUST TELL ME
Yeah....I lost family lost friends so lost everything but i'm still keep going for life and just wait to die
Uh how about me? Im down for death seems better than living
Don't die it's not worth it you could miss the good things in life
Right I lost everything I'm scared to loss my family
Gacha CupCake Cat I lost my grandpa, i lost my best friend for 9yrs, i lost my dad tho he was never really here, lost my friends, lost my sister, lost my nana,lost my cousins,lost my happiness.
have ocd, anxiety, social anxiety, depression the list goes on.
school is stressful
life is stressful
just.. be greatful for what you do have, bc once it’s gone it ain’t coming back
Girl i need to talk to you😥When pain come to visit you
You may think it will stay permanately but its not it is temporary Every sunrise need to pass the night before she start to shine😥Please be strong i know what am saying i'm in this problem for more than 4 years and till today i still have it
My friend use to told my try counting sheep to sleep but my mind keep counting reason to stay awake😢😢😢I exactly know what you are going through😢😢Just be strong 😢I have no word to describe this pain but all i can say is Yes i know how to survive now😢❤Drama/Problems keep happening in my everyday life all i do is just smile just to cry for the late night😢Be strong girl😢Just be the one to get up even you are not in a state to❤😣Because every step you take is just one step closer to your goal 😉Girl be strong NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN JUST PROMISE ME THAT YOU WILL BE STRONG 😭❤
Omg I needed to read this thx even know it's not for me it helped
Why Should I Stay Strong😑I Don't Deserve To Live😢Why Was I Even "Alive"😭😭
@@xxmoonlightdeathxx9166 please seek just help and shut the fuck up.. Go cry somewere else.. 😒
Everyone has their own troubles in life, sometimes we just need someone who we know is going to stay. This world is filled with both love and pain. Sometimes it can cause heartaches and hurricans. Sometimes It's just to hard to deal with, so we start using excuses, because nobodies perfect. We call ourselves useless, even though we should tell ourselves we're worth it. Everyone changes throughtout life, some get sad, some get happy, some just feeling like there's no point in living. I've lived with depression throughtout my whole life. I feel pain and heartbreak everyday. By people who leave, when they said that they would stay. The people who made everything alright and okay. Sometimes I find myself on the edge, I have the choice whether I want to keep hanging on, or if I just want to let go. I try to force myself to breathe. Ever day it gets harder when I can't see myself in the future, as happy. I've been through and through, the thoughts of being suisidal, and being alone. The pain never heals it just piles on and grows. Medication might make you think that it helps, but it doesn't. Depression controls everyone in a different way. It can make ourselves bleed and even cry everyday. But the moment we get happier, the moment we realized that we aren't ever the same. Because the true part of ourselves and the depression, becomes buried deep inside of everyone of us. And just one simple bad thing could trigger us off, and make us feel lonely, and dig our feeling back up.
"Depression"
10 words
1 sentence
1000 pain
-mutiara💜
For one I found someone who gets what I’m going through
Edit: thank you so much for liking. The part were you say “you keep thinking about him” I do.. and I’m crying while typing this. Cuz I fell in love before, and it broke me. I tried. I tried to end it. I tried to stay happy. And I met another guy who I still love. And he said he loved me back. But he doesn’t. He never did. He just said he did. And he told me “I will always be here for you, if you need to talk I’m here” but like you said “but what about now??” If I even tell him anything he walks away.. if I try telling him I don’t wanna do it anymore, he doesn’t listen. He says I’m faking. He keeps saying that I’m doing it for people to feel bad for me. I’m balling my eyes. I cut myself everyday cuz of him. I can’t sleep cuz of him. If you are still reading, I thank you. Not to mention the part with the new guy had all happened this month. And I keep telling him “are you gonna stay by my side? Stop lying! Stop saying you get it WHEN YOU DONT! You don’t get it!” I’m not fine, I’m not okay. I’m done pretending I am. Im done pretending that I’m happy. Im done pretending I’m worth it. I’m done pretending that I will be okay..
Hailystar103
Ik. But. Never. kill. yourself. You. will. Regret. It.
She understands me more than anyone ever could
One day, i feel like "why am i alive in this world?" "what exactly i want?" i feels like, i wanna life but on the other hand, my mind keep telling me to die
Her voice is painful for me, I am going through this situation, I just wanted to say a prayer for you, don't worry everything will just go fine, nothing is permanent in this world everything will go as per time, it just a matter of time it will go away, don't stress out your self. Gods has a plan for you. Go on in life.
i cried cause this is actually the same exact thing i went through
Me to
This is my life I cried so hard because I have depression and anxiety and just hearing this makes me so sad 😭😭😭😭
The saddest part about this is that it’s true....
I never knew what was wrong with me, but now I know I'm depressed because this describes me 100%
Literally whenever somone asks how I'm am my answer is fine cause I dont how else to explain it
You need a hug...you should get an Awsome hug like a cuddle it helps
I have done something bad ... and all I say to them is
*"It was my cat"*
*"I fell of my bike"*
*"I scraped myself on the door"*
This is me, my best friend my brother left me I was so close to him and he left me he doesn't care anymore! I can't go further with this anymore! There is no one here for me and what im going through
That *him*💔😭 the one that you miss
I wish I would've saw this last year
What people dont understand is that when you say im fine, just tired. Tired does not just mean sleepy, it means tried of existing. Tired of being alone.
Tired of fighting being alive
*So there is someone who understands my pain...*
What I want to say but can't 😔
I'm really late but if wanna talk with me on insta just add me @cvg_anass il be there for you I promise! "❤️
Please I beg that you are ok I feel so sad please never end your life all of you people please don't leave this world because everyone needs you
This! Peanutpowergaming isnt wrong! you're not alone! WE'RE not alone! Do not give up!
Ye everyone needs me cause they need someone to fight hurt break down no one cares about me i cut and the one person that cared died 6 years ago i try so hard to make him proud i try so hard to not cry or break down i try so hard to stay strong i try so hard to help this family but i cant i really cant i try so hard to get through life without their help i try so hard to not give up i try so hard to help anyone and everyone but i cant i cant do anything i cant help protect this family i cant keep up in english i cant learn spainish as easily as everyone else i cant even talk to adults at all in person i could talk to my amazing grandad but again he left us 6 years ago
I once tried to kill myself..
All the hate I get,I get bullied for being lesbian
ThEn My BfF mOVeS
I literally drag myself through everyday and it’s the hardest thing I’m doing in my life! I think I’m losing myself again
its so sad to see how many can relate to this :(
Always convince myself "I'm FINE. I'm OKAY". But until now, I wonder what it's like to be okay and fine...
Why does this describe me so perfectly it hurts so much to actually hear it
Depression for me is like a endless road that I wish it would stop but it doesn't. It just keeps going and sometimes I can't keep moving forward so I give up. I really try but fail I just wish it would stop... until I told someone how I felt than that road I was on was no longer there it was just a little path and I felt finally free...
The crack n pain in her voice made me emotional......
hey , dude i swear this is first video that ever moved my emotions and i love your voice its incredible
this is what i feel every day
same here
Same
I started crying because that's exactly what i feel (except the "he" motive)
I feel so empty inside and dead already but you know... I’m just having a bad day.
I'm totally Fine.. :/ This is actually my life.. it was so deep ND I started crying at the end... 💔
Thank you❤️
me too......
I dont think fine exists for people with depression
That is so true and sad
I LOST EVERYTHING 😭😅😪
2019 anyone?
this is so fukking beautiful. the world is full of broken people and those who are better at bandaging themselves
i had a partner who i loved more than anyone and i shared everything with him. he meant everything to me.
and one day we broke up.
he was blinded by love until the day we parted. he soon discovered a lot of shit that i did to people i didn't even realize i did until he made a google doc and shared it.
i thought it was over. the one i loved the most left me in such a horrible way and all the drama came down like a huge boulder on my back. and in that time period i also lost friends, i lost memories, i lost myself, too. i was a *_horrible_* person.
but you know what?
i kept going, i researched things i needed to change about myself, i listened to advice from those who stayed. i was still hurting but i tried not to let it get the best of me, and i told myself it would be okay. people told me that, i told myself that, and we were right.
one day, the one i loved so very much came back to me. he's my partner again and today is our five month anniversary.
he still loved me the whole time. he missed me and i missed him, too...
your loved ones might not come back but you need to know that you can be happy by yourself. you don't need anyone to make you happy. spend some time out, do things you love.
i never expected him to come back and i tried making myself happy. i did succeed but when he came back it made me happier than ever.
if you don't think you're fine, don't worry. you're not supposed to be okay 24/7 and nobody should expect that from you.
the only thing i ask is that you keep going.
don't try to harm yourself. life has good moments along with the bad moments, and if you stop living then you won't ever experience those good moments.
get help, accept it, take advice, reach out. anything you need to make yourself okay again.
it's okay to not be okay.
-zo 💙💫
p.s. ily keith (3