You don't need to listen to them. They speak from their own lives, their point of view and what they see as a "flaw". You have to remember people only speak from their level of perception, and most of the time what they hate in you is what they hate/lack in themselves. So do not mind that bullshit, reclaim your life. TAKE CONTROL OF IT because it's YOUR LIFE, not theirs. What will their opinions do for you? will they get you anywhere in life? NO. The only thing that matters is how you view yourself. Self-love is a journey and small steps are still steps. Good luck on your progress🌸
I hate meeting ppl cuz when they first see me after awhile, theyd say ive become fatter or i have more acnes. It hurts when they point out my insecurities. I literally cried the whole day thinking about how i look or overthink what i did or said
@@fionaarmy813 my family yells at me bc im getting bigger and my acne is getting worse. I've worked out for over a month now and I cant lose the weight
U ever be texting ur friend and shes saying she found love and shes so happy but ur on the other crying and thinking ur not good enough for anyone while telling her ur so happy for and she has no idea the pain ur in and the constant numbness
Yeah.. they tell you you could speak to them but you know you can't.. they wouldn't understand because they're happy! And you feel like shit.. but you're happy for them..
Yea happening to me right now. It’s getting bad to the point where I feel like I can’t even talk normal to people bc I’m so worried that I’m never going to be good enough. So I keep my mouth shout and that still isn’t good enough. I’m just so tired of everything. I’m so tired of watching people be so happy while I’m drowning in my own tears.. over and over again.
That happened to me last week, my Bsf got a girlfriend and I told her I was so damn happy for her, but on my side I was crying because anytime I ever love someone I get hurt, and I’m so lonely
What the f* is wrong with me like i don't get abused, bullied, ignored anything! But somehow i just feel broken useless etc and i really don't know why *i just need someone to talk to man*
Same. I feel so fucking insignificant. Like I never really belong anywhere... I always stress over what people think of me... bile rises in my throat. I feel as if I'm gonna be sick, but I never actually throw up. I can't cry anymore. It's going to take a lot for me to burst into tears again. I am numb, I feel nothing. I want it all to end but I don't want to hurt my family or my boyfriend. Even though people say they care and they love me, it feels as if they don't, like they're lying to my face, and I'm falling right into their trap. I fear meeting new people and losing friendships, because I know I won't make new friends. Who would love a girl who is broken, and wants to stay shattered forever? Who would love a forgotten promise lost to the wind. "I'll never cut myself again." I fucking promised him I wouldn't, but here we go again down this endless road, only to hit a dead end. My life was over before it even began, and I'm so sorry, I just can't take it anymore. You all need to stop caging me by telling me it'll be okay. What if I don't WANT it to be? What if I want to die right now? Did you ever consider that? Guess not.
Please do not think you are alone, it's always there someone, at least I'm willing to listen to you. Please don't blame yourself. We are all not perfect, nobody is really, me too not, but we have to fight. Please reach out to me, if you need someone to listen, someone who is there for you, I don't know you but I don't want you to give up, I'm so sorry for the feelings you have been through, But I want you to live. I hope you could fix it, even if you think you are not going to be able to fix it but, at least share that pain with someone, ... Don't give up!
I'm not even Fifteen yet, and I want to die. The starting of this audio is something I relate to so much. I used to be so happy. Nothing could break me down. Nowadays I cant go a day without, lashing out at someone and not meaning it. I cant go a day without wanting to jump off a cliff. I cant go a damn day without having do many damn responsibilities on my back. So many people expect so much from me, but I cant give them my best if I'm in a constant state of wanting to die. I have so many scars, and it feels like nothing is going right everything is going wrong. I had to watch the people I love most either die, hate me, or leave me. My own mother thinks school is more important than my own self love. I truly just want to sleep, and never wake up.
It's okay Johanna... I feel like that too and I'm only 12 almost 13. So many people expect so much from me. To remember all these fucking important dates and homework and chores. And shit like that and I have to help my friends and family. But I fucking can't anymore.... My life is too hard and I FUCKING CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE 😭😭😭
꧁ Johanna ꧂ Don’t give up Please I feel your pain I’m only 14 and suicidal thoughts flood my mind all the time I think I’m not good enough because of my weight and that people aren’t gonna like me cause just because I’m a girl I’m supposed to be thin and wearing all the trends but I can’t give up because I know that there are those around me that care for me and want what’s best for me and no matter what you have people like that in your life and you shouldn’t want to leave then because you should know that you have so much to do in your life So please DON’T GIVE UP JUST YET Reach out to people that you can lean on that help you or people that make you feel like you belong. ❤️
You still alive? Stay strong enough to pass this feeling. You will get to a point when the hurt subsides and you'll be ok with life, it may not be grand and it may not be fabulous, but you'll realize nobodies is, we all love say to day and you gotta find what makes you happy enough to love yourself. Don't let anyone else determine your value.
Thats me....EVERY....SINGLE... DAY.... I always help and love and care for people..... But what do I get in return?..... NOTHING!!! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...... THATS WHY I FEEL LIKE IM NOTHING AND FEEL WORTHLESS!!!!.........😭😭😭
@@shaelynharmon839 I feel you I work so hard to make everyone smile but I get nothing in return. I recently met a new friend that showed me that I matter. Remember to care for your self sometimes we become so selfless that people abuse our kindness, all human on this Earth are special but remember you matter!!!!!! So take care of your self and spreed your kindness to those that love you and deserve your time. ❤️😃
Lmaooooo my whole family say the same to me. *wakes up and doesn't get up cause I have no motivation just pain to lay down and cry* "not a morning person? me too"
You ever want to cry your heart out and just talk about everything that's going wrong, but at the same time you dont want to get judged so you keep it in and cry yourself to sleep every night knowing that tmr isnt going to be better... (update) I wrote this 9 months ago in September, 3 months later i tried to kms, i wish someone woul have noticed...
@@MrCantafio if "I'm ready to go" means what I think, don't do it please I don't know you I don't anything about you but... I love you it will get better and the worse but that's just how life is it hard and then easy and then harder I feel the same as you but do t do it PLEASE. I love you...
@@MrCantafio Don't think these thoughts please, your life will get better, it will get on the right track, this is just a phrase you are experiencing, I've been there too but now everything turned out to be good and I feel happy, you can too! Do not give up, things always get better!!!!
You'll see that tomorrow does get better. I was in the same place as you are, thinking the same thoughts.. but hear me out, those are not real, you matter, you have a purpouse, this is just a phrase, and you will get out on the other side better than ever,don't ever give up and maybe consider opening up to people? Your parents maybe,or family cause they may not always show it but they care about you I know you feel like you're lonely but you're not, you can always talk to me
I cry outside and inside but I hold the tears so I’m practically laughing through my tears..... Plus on top of that I have had a hard life sometimes I with I was dead... but I made a promise to my brother that I won’t give up until there’s nothing left
I kept feelings to myself, people found out and made things worse... some times you just need to accept it, that; when someone leaves your life, don’t let them back in, if they say they love you, don’t believe them, they don’t know you because they left... and you’ll have a missing piece of your life because of that one thing they did... they left ( this is for my dad if he wants to see me, oh wait, he doesn’t because he doesn’t love me, never wanted me..💔😔)
When she told me she loved me and then a few days later broke my fucking heart I knew that love wasn't real but it's still ok. Sorry to comment on this you just reminded me of a memory.
Been there and it does hurt and I understand... I understand the part when you feel like a shattered vase and the pieces can't be put together because you feel there's no hope or help from family or friends or feeling like a jigsaw puzzle and you're missing the last piece because you are lost and confused, but when you get through this obstacle there's always a light through a dark tunnel as I have been still searching for it but as we all know that we will overcome these struggles and battles and be a warrior or a fighter or a survivor from suicide or self harm
1: Hey 2: Yeah..? 1: Do you cry most of the time? 2: No. 1: Do you feel okay? 2: Always. 1: Ever have any suicidal thoughts? 2: No, not one. 1: Do you have any friends? 2: So many i cant even count them. 1: Do you have any scars of cutting yourself? 2: What? No, of course not? 1: Did you feel any love this year? 2: Yeah, a lot. 1: Did you lost people? 2: No, they never left. 1: Did your depressed feelings ever went away? 2: Yeah, they did. 1: Did people ever threatened you 2: ... Everybody that reads this...this is my story but upside down. It's an original one, i wrote this. I hope you like it.
Brokenhearted Girl Currently going through this situation. I’ve given and done everything for him only for him to not realize anything. It hurts...to watch him see love someone else in front of me. Maybe one day he’ll realize that I was there for him when no one wasn’t.
Those moments that I'm actually okay sometimes i see those posts on Instagram saying "you're not useless" and stuff and it just reminds that i don't feel that way. I feel so useless, so unhappy and then i remember how selfish i am because some other kids dont even have a home and i cry over not so serious things.
Well yes you could be grateful for having the chance to live under a roof and have food and wake up everyday with the opportunity to start fresh, start a new day, start a new life, when some kids out there don't. But how you feel is valid, you are needed because you are here for a reason. You have a purpouse,find it, find your passion,everyday you get an opportunity to TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND, you matter and I hope you find whatever it is that makes you happy out there. You got this, you already made it this far💜
This is how I feel but just know, every problem is important no matter how big or small, every person matters, and we all deserve love. Keep fighting💓💓
True everybody has it worse but what's the point in playing oppression Olympics about it? You don't walk up to people who got their leg broken from being ran over by a car and say "suck it up buttercup some people get paralyzed or get their heads severed off." Not gonna make their bones heal any faster now will it? If you feel bad then go have your cry and then work on trying to fix the problem. Crying is natural; its not like you're doing something that actually has a negative impact on anybody.
You are not alone... I suffer through this, and I understand... Just stay strong... Tell your story because it could change someone's life or change the perspective of how they see things through you... You got this... There's always someone out there for you and I care about you and I love you for being yourself...
sucks when you're afraid of losing someone you already lost. loving someone hurts soo much..especially when you know you can't have that one specific person.
When the hard gets harder, When the pain won’t stop, When you want to smile but all that comes out is a lie, When you can’t tell the people closest to you the truth, When you want to cry but your in a room with people you know don’t understand, When I’m sad, I smile. When I’m depressed, I laugh. When you ask if I’m ok, I say I’m fine. When I can’t deal with the pain, I want you to understand that when I say ‘I’m fine,’ and ‘You don’t have to worry.’ Please do because I can’t do it alone. But no one ever seems to understand.
I know how it feels I tried to. Kill my self and I tried to. Run away its not worth it stay fositive please. I hate myself and I hate my life but God is with us and he wants you to go on❤️
Don’t you just hate When you’re crying quietly because of your parents in the other room . And you just need to let all the pain out of your soul but you can’t because the pain won’Don’t you just hate When you’re crying quietly because of your parents in the other room . And you just need to let all the pain out of your soul but you can’t because the pain won’t go away? It’s hard, watching the world continue to turn, the sun continue to rise, the birds continue to chirp, watching everyone continue on without me. While I’m here, stuck, and no matter how hard I try to move forward I just can’t....and it’s killing me inside. I see my friends living the life My sisters &brothers growing up into the people they want to be. Yet..I’m stuck. I try to move, so hard, but I can’t move. I say I want them to keep moving because I don’t want their lives to stop because of mine but..a part of me deep down pleads them to stop and wait for me, and I hate that jealous part of myself. Why can’t I just be happy for them, that they get to live happy? What is wrong with me...Does anyone else hate when people say "You have no reason to be sad. No reason to cry. You do not know what hurt is! They do not know what goes on behind closed doors though." Do you hate when everyone gangs up on you because of someone ese whom did wrong? When your parents fight because of you? When people say it will be fine, but it won't. Do you ever feel alone in a room full of friends?he worst part is when you try to ask for help and no one, not even your friends will listen. They stare at you like your crazy and ignore you. It just hurts but you can't do anything about it. You just sit there and wonder why no one will help you. You don't know how to fix yourself and it's hard. Where you miss that one person and no one understands why your crying. They say stuff about you and if you agree it's not right. Where one of your friends say you need to go to a mental asylum and it hurts so much. No one is helping and you don't know why. Its hard., and you try to play it off as a joke, so they don't call you a freak, then you hear what they call you behind your back...Damn...I am annoyed with myself now...No. I cant turn my frown upside down. I hate being around people. I put myslef down. I want to be okay. Can someone help me? It feels like I'm drowning in a pool of nothing. Surrounded by some friends that I dont want to be around because they make me feel worthless...Feeling like I cant get up to make it just go away?
My entire family and almost every single person in my life thinks I’m completely fine. I’m the farthest from it. But if I can try, try to make it through this and wait for the silver lining of this humongous cloud, then I’ll hope you’ll try with me
I was sitting in English class when I found this comment and I couldn’t hold back tears, I know the feeling and this comment hit me hard because I thought I was alone feeling this way
Its like I'm drowning in an ocean, its dark and lonely. Then my family and everyone I've ever loved is on the shore, watching me drown. They then start to laugh and walk away. why can't they help me? I mean, all I do is stress them out and make them mad. Why am I so imperfect?
I totally agree. It's like you know there's people but you can't really tell that they're there because you're just so alone and it's hard to believe that you're not.
Remember this audio is from shows, where the characters are experiences different chapter in their lives but everything works out for them, and it will for you too. You do not deserve to cry, to feel sad but it happens as a cycle of life, to make you stronger, you have to take the ugly with the good and remember that it's going to be okay and you will overcome this phase🥰
Everybody deserves to cry. Its a natural emotion. But everybody is does not deserve being _made_ to cry. Also, I know whatever idiot who told you that is hyperbolic, but it's literally impossible to do everything wrong.
Hey, everything’s okay you got this!❤️ I completely understand how you feel, somebody out here loves and cares about you and you WILL get through this! Don’t blame yourself for something someone else did! Stay positive even if it’s hard!🥺
Haydon Carrington no, of course not. that’s not his plan. he wants you to keep going. hold on to him. he wants you to live. you have to see what’s stopping you from being “happy”. the thing with therapy is that not every psychologist is in to help people, some love their job and want to genuinely do it, but there’s some that don’t.. i suggest you try someone else until you find the right one. read reviews, recommendations. don’t give up! there’s also hotlines, friends, family, anyone you trust. i hope that you find your way, you’re not alone even if you may feel like it. sending positive vibes
Haydon Carrington hey.. I don’t think that is true. I can not tell you everything will be ok. But I can tell you that at least one person prayed for you tonight.
I fake a smile every day, so nobody thinks I'm broken. But some days I just can't anymore.... I faked a smile for too long I just need to cry so much and end my pain! It hurts, I can't breathe half the time because of the pain!😭😭😭😭
I feel like my mom dont know what a panick attack really is.. when i tell her i stayed home from school because i had a really bad one she just tells me that it helps to get fresh air. Idk how fresh air can stop my shaking, my heart feeling like its gonna burst and me not having any control. I dont really understand my panick attacks myself so how would she possibly do?
I know what you mean. My mum will scream at me, then when I have a panic attack she screams at me to just take some deep breaths despite the fact that I can't take shallow ones. She says I just need to do sport again. I wish parents would just talk less and listen more sometimes
Just search it online and tell her that you are experiencing those exact simptomps, and that is real and it's bad and you need help. She needs to get you to a doctor, so you can keep them in check
@@aylahanson5790 Do it your way, for now the internet is really helpful on how to cope with it so you could use it, goodluck with everything, you got this!
"One day you'll stop crying and you're wrists will cry blood for you instead." That's a quote off the internet that I stole, but damn it's true in my case. I hope you never go through it, and if I'm too late to save you, then I guess I fucked up again.
The LaW amazing....until they leave. And all you ever feel is heart break, numb, it’s worse than someone leaving you....cause this one said they loved you. And broke ir
it feels amazing, wonderful, like nothing could hurt you😍 then they find someone new😐and leave you all alone wondering what that new someone has that you don't😞 wondering what you could've possibly done to make them look for love in another person😞 if your ever given the chance to fall in love... DON'T...it only leads to pain and late nights thinking about them and crying💔
"I fuxking hate myself" I can relate...I feel like that everyday yet I smile for the people who care and love me, even if I don't know what love is anymore..
Man I remember the days where I used to actually be happy and had a good reputation with people. I was more confident with myself then. I had an amazing best friend and good grades. My family was happy. And I guess it all went wrong. I was transferring to middle school.. however it was different. Over the summer over sixth grade year actually.... I lost my best friend. She moved and we had a fight and I never hear from her anymore. I miss her so much. My dog passed during the summer. My brother seemed different he got so abusive and aggressive towards me and my mom. I didn’t feel like doing homework so I always made up excuses or stayed home from school. I wasn’t an honor roll student anymore, my grades slipped. And I just hated the stares people would give me saying “I don’t have it.” Everyone looked disappointed. Those people I once knew and who where once my friends just turned. I remember asking my cousin how she felt starting middle school when she was my age and all she said was “I hate it. It feels like everyone is against you, it’s so hard to trust people.” And I never forgot that. And still to this day all I want to do is talk to my friend and feel happy. I miss my best friend.. Edit: My grandma hates seeing this pain, so she wants to drive the distance for me to find my friend. I know the address... just don’t know if this is right.... what should I do?
I know what losing your friend feels like. Maybe try reaching out to them and make amends, even tho it's more easier said than done. But it might make you feel alittle better. I hope it helps
Balenciaga Oliveira I’ve been thinking about how to reply to this. Thank you for your support. It’s quite different beings we had a fight over text, she had moved about a year before this fight. ( June 26, 2016 ) The last thing she said to me was “Leave me alone. I don’t live in Montana anymore, we both have separate lives. If you contact me again I will call the cops for harassment. Goodbye.” And that was it.. I miss her a lot. It’s been two years and I haven’t stopped thinking about it, it’s in my head everyday. Crazy how attached you can get to someone, isn’t it?
WinterWolf 54, I understand how you feel. I'm completely sorry of that happening to you. Even though we don't know eachother, I'm here if you ever want to talk. I'm not the greatest at comforting people but I can try.
rina vonarx these never made me cry ... only think on the few rare occasions that i would cry i would feel my heart sink .. i know that there is only so much i can do before my emotions take over ... sad part is i’m already so numb to my feelings that i no longer care
I watch these sad audios because it reminds me of how im not good enough. I've been depressed for several years, and still going through it. I mean come on, what is there to do if life? Its a repeating pattern. You basically do the same thing everyday. What also makes me depressed is that i've haven't come out to anyone including my parents. So basically its easier to say on here since im "hiding behind a screen." It's really hard, i will always think about how I'll come out or my future. And if im being honest, i don't really think im going to have one. And the people who try to encourage you, could only try to make you happy while they might be facing their own fight in life. Let me tell you, it is truely hard. And it's really sad that people are scared to say what they want out loud or to someone who'll listen, so they have to say it to a screen. Listen to me, you are not nothing, or worthless, or hated. You don't need a description to describe you because you are you're own self. I mean, what is the point of suicide, Hmm? To "free yourself of your own pain and hatred?" NO, it makes other people suffer including you're loved ones. People say that they are abused or that they cut themselves, or that they are not loved. I've did felt all that. Cutting doesn't help, it makes you more vulnerable. You say you are not loved, we will always love you and if not I'll raise you myself. And if you are getting abused, you need to get as far away from there as you can. The point of why i suffer is that, i grew up with an alcoholic mother and a abusive father. (They weren't always like that before.) They always would've fought. I know how it feels and it is scary. As a kid i use to think my parents were "Heros" but no, they are exactly like me. You see im the oldest and it's really sad cause my younger siblings always look up to me. And i think that if they see me cry they'll see me as "weak" or not "strong." Trust me, I've learned what i am now. That you are beautiful, stunning, handsome, loved. I know why people feel a certain way, it's because of word, "Shame." You are your own person, why let others judge who you are?
Jesus loves you and he wants to help you! Open your heart to him please. It won’t magically disappear but you will be graced with peace and joy that is unexplainable
I'm not sure if what I'm going to say will help but I really hope it does because you deserve to be happy. For me, the way I keep myself going even (I'm not productive most of the time but hey, I'm here and that's my first accomplishment of everyday.) Anyway, a good portion of the time I ask myself is this all worth it. Is the agony of being here and in pain everyday worth it? And it may not be worth it for me right in that moment but it'll be worth it to someone some day. Mostly, I'm terrified that I give up and things were about to get better but I didn't wait long enough for them too. You know that friend that's always late to everything. Happiness is that friend. She never shows up on time and when you all her she says that she'll be there in a minute and then you call her an hour later and she says the same thing. Happiness is that friend and even though she is late a lot, she is the most loyal and reliable (when she is present) of all the possible friends in the world. Because you put up with her crap and she loves the hell out of you for that. I got distracted a lot while writing this so I don't know if it'll make sense but I really hope it helps.
The worst part is when you try to ask for help and no one, not even your friends will listen. They stare at you like your crazy and ignore you. It just hurts but you can't do anything about it. You just sit there and wonder why no one will help you. You don't know how to fix yourself and it's hard. Where you miss that one person and no one understands why your crying. They say stuff about you and if you agree it's not right. Where one of your friends say you need to go to a mental asylum and it hurts so much. No one is helping and you don't know why. Its hard.
Jiselle Leslie I know how you feel when no one understands what it’s like to be hurt by someone so close to you. .... I was sexually abused by my cousin, my dad smokes 2 packs of cigarets a day and drinks, my dad doesn’t pay child support, I’ve tried to kill myself, my family has no money, the only person who truly loved me for me was my best friend who died the other day in a car accident and people who I thought were my friends talk about me behind my back when I’m in the same room with them. So I know what it’s like but please don’t give up. I’m past hope but I don’t want anyone else to be so please, even when it hurts, please stay safe and know you are not alone in this world.
Maybe I'm not good enough... me daily. It hurts so bad I can't breath.... me when I miss her. So every moment since she passed. This audio hurts but I needed it. I lost my mom in 2004 and I miss her terribly.
I had depression for so long since I was 16 then I meet my fence and my depression went away I was happy enjoying life laughing joking around talking about having a family with him then last yr he passed away then I felt worse then I ever have I dont feel love I dont feel pain I feel nothing just emptiness and I cant keep going on like this .... it worst then having pain and sadness ever feel nothing when u should be sad to the point cant even cry anymore.... well I have and it sucks....
"Maybe I'm not good enough Yes you are No, no maybe I'm not Yes you are Maybe I'm not You are Maybe I'm not You are" 0:49 to 0:55 Sounds like me and my boyfriend when I'm crying
@@laurenpeterson4665 I feel the same way. I wish I was told the same things I tell other people, but life doesn't work that way for me. I know this won't mean that much to you, since I'm just a person behind a screen and I don't know you personally. However, I want you to know you ARE good enough. And I don't need to know you in person to know you are. Listen, you're an amazing person and you're perfect just the way you are. You don't need to change a thing. DONT believe anything anyone says about you. They're all blind and clueless nowadays. Just be you and that's already enough..
it’s currently 2:47 am, december 31, 2019. i don’t know why i’m here but i do know that this feeling.... i can’t describe it but it hurts. i want to cry but i can’t. i want to tell someone that i’m in pain but i can’t. i don’t know what to do anymore... i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again
Hey, random broken person That wants to make themselves Feel worse by listening To depressing audio, Curling up on the floor And crying their eyes out. Guess what? Life isn't perfect. Behind every person's Smile are countless Hidden insecurities. And, let's be real, Behind your fake Smiles are the same Things; insecurities. Why are we letting Words ruin our lives? Why do we depend On other people For everything, When we fucking Know we're just As fully fucking Capable? Why do we fight, And argue, And complain Over who has the Worst life? Yeah, I have no clue. And why do we Depend on God To fix our problems When if we just Tried hard enough, We could do it By ourselves. Stop wishing, And praying, And hoping for A miracle. Because you are one. At least To someone. You are a miracle. There's always Someone out there That's going to love you And care for you. And if not, then You have God. He loved you enough To put you on this earth. So you're not useless, You're not worthless, You're not incapable, And you're not a mistake. Cherish your life before it's gone. Who knows what could happen next? Focus on the present, not the past nor future.
@Cole How did you get me 'thinking I know everything,' from this comment? I'm sorry, but that's not what I was going for. I was trying to state a few things from my perspective. And yes, I know that those things exist, I never said they didn't. I wasn't trying to make an entire documentary on everything in life that causes pain, anxiety, depression, sadness, and stress. I'm sorry if you feel that I didn't make my point clear enough. You have good points yourself though, aswell~
I told people how I felt and got nothing in return apart from getting worse and I took my own life 2 days ago but was found and saved its so hard being here 😪
I'm losing my bestfriend right now and I feel lonely and it hurts so much and I just started having a mental breakdown and this hit me hard do much I just loved him a lot I would do anything to get him back💔🥺🤧I loved him more than a bestfriend or friend and it hurts so much because he loves someone else💔🤧 I was happy for him because he was happy but now I'm not because he left and I messed up because a lot if stuff was happening in my life I took it all out on him I was just stupid but this really hurt me and now I'm realizing that he wont come back it hurts me so much because I love him I would die for him and now I'm at the edge of living it's really hard so all I can say is dont lose your loved ones
I have a tough friendship right now with my bff and we have gone thru good and bad times and now we are going thru a rough balance and I just like to listen to this and somehow this keeps my vibe up...😞 it’s tuff out there man .......... have a good day to the 1% that sees this
“you make me feel crazy, you make it me feel like it’s my fault” this is what my abusive stepmom and father would do. they’d make me apologize for nothing. i was 7, silent, well behaved, and they broke me. now, i blame everything on myself. what’s wrong with me
Its crazy how girls at my school wish they had depression and anxiety when i would give my everything up just to feel a little bit okay not even happiness just a little bit of the old me would give me the reassurance that im gonna be okay
I don’t understand why people allow this it’s time to know your worth and don’t give anyone that power over you!!! You deserve better! You mean everything!! 💯
The one thing that really be hitting different is how when your little you are so confident in you and your body but when you get older more and more people start to judge you for who you are so now today your in your room in the dark watching sad edits on RUclips because you don't even know what life is anymore and if thus is how your feeling right now I feel you and just think about it
I just need someone to talk to but when i do they just forget about me and they move on with their lives so i just don't bother anymore Edit 14/3/2021: i was right. They all leave. I'm done.
Hello beautiful, You’re not alone...as much as you feel you are, you’re not. There’s always someone out there going through the same shit and will do anything to make you feel just the slightest happier. As much as you don’t want to continue you have to...you have a purpose even if you think that’s just being a mistake. You’re not. You’re an amazing person even if you’ve made mistakes. A persons statement is showing who they are and is a statement of the kind of person THEY are, it’s not a statement about you. ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong beautiful people. Pls talk to me if you need anything
I was a straight A student, loving what i was doing, had good friends. Then a bunch of family shit happened, and my friends went to different colleges, i was left with people that were more like associates, i’m a year behind in college and i’m still not hitting deadlines, my mum is constantly getting messages about my attendance. I don’t enjoy what i’m doing, I am letting my mum down, I don’t know where to go from here or what to do. I just want to go back and do it all differently.
why is it getting hard to feel...I think I've got so much pain I can't feel anymore I'm going numb can't cry...It hurts please make the pain stop.........
@@Storm1234 Push through buddy, it's hard I know, but we're all a community of broken people here for each other. Now you're a part of my life, and I believe you've got this.
i’ve always said when you get upset all the time and everything hurts, you’re breaking. when all that stops and you stop being sad but stop being happy, you’re broken. numb. when i first watched this video i cried my eyes out. now i sit in silence, expressionless. i think i broke
I'm a monster not a human I'm not beautiful I'm ugly I'm not proud of myself I will never be happy again I don't feel anything I only feel sadness I always fake smile I can't stay positive anymore I'm a mistake😞 Edit: Heh whoever likes this comment agrees huh... Well I'm used to it :)
Anime gurl BHNA&other. You are NOT a mistake, if you were brought into this world you have a purpose, you just need to fine your reasons for living ok. YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT A MISTAKE !! * Keep on fighting your battles you'll overcome them, NEVER GIVE UP!!*
No you're not. Nobody is.... Even if we all feel like we are and that we don't belong! I feel like nobody loves me and that I'm a mistake every day, so I scratch myself....
Give it time ... trust me i was exactly where your like 6 months ago ... i still have my moments but they are getting less and less every day... the secret is to just breathe, get your ass out of bed, and put one foot in front of the other ...
warm tears irritating near the bases of nostrils Mouth full of viscous fluid Intermittent changing glances to check we are hiding safe That moment when we split into innumerable pieces That moment when we cry "It hurts, please make it stop" When literally nobody is listening to us.
my pain is so hard to explain all I do is lay on the floor balling my eyes out. what's happiness I've never felt happy in my life, your lucky if u are happy cause I'm not I just got broken up with! again.... I'm so hurt
Question: Why the hell are there so many people, just in these comments alone, that are so lonely and in so much emotional pain? I am one of these people, too. We need to do better for each other! We need to collectively take seriously the responsibility of having children. Childhood trauma passed down and recirculated through one generation after another, over and over again. That is my guess for at least part of what has caused our pain. It isn't a matter of fault. I think most of us are doing the best we can in whatever our circumstance may be at any particular moment. That's all we can do. We do what we know. Maybe we need to know more so we can make our best better. I'd love to get a discussion going about this, mostly because I really am interested to figure it out, but also it seems to really help people to know that others feel the same and they aren't weird or crazy. Even when we feel completely alone, we are not. The energy of the Universe around us and in us, which includes ALL OF US, is always here. Please reply with your thoughts. Danke ;)
The ptsd coursing through my body as I listen , I’m sorry to all those men and women who fell in love & has been led on to their demise ..💔 nobody deserves it
when u thought u already had everything that made u happy and life is perfect then suddenly someone comes and makes u think that it could be better, when in truth they'll just disappear but now ur used to them being there and everything u had that used to make u happy isn't enough anymore.
People always say “I’m here for you” when actually they aren’t.
True
I'm just in like this situation no
I'm so lost in sorrow
So true
Nobody says that to me because they think I’m fine, they think because I’m always smiling that I’m happy..
Do you know that feeling when you really want to cry but you can't?
Because something inside is broken?
That's how i feel all the time...
Yea i feel that when i cant cry i cut or i do both rn i have cut down my arm...im not enough
@Wayward Masełko but she was my only happiness...she was the reason i was here
@Wayward Masełko nothin ever made me happy except her
Yeah I always fill like that
@@dakotaenoch9014 i sometimes cut my rist or my arm but nobody notice it bc I always were a jacket
It’s hard to love yourself when everyone’s pointing out your flaws
You don't need to listen to them. They speak from their own lives, their point of view and what they see as a "flaw". You have to remember people only speak from their level of perception, and most of the time what they hate in you is what they hate/lack in themselves. So do not mind that bullshit, reclaim your life. TAKE CONTROL OF IT because it's YOUR LIFE, not theirs. What will their opinions do for you? will they get you anywhere in life? NO. The only thing that matters is how you view yourself. Self-love is a journey and small steps are still steps. Good luck on your progress🌸
I hate meeting ppl cuz when they first see me after awhile, theyd say ive become fatter or i have more acnes. It hurts when they point out my insecurities. I literally cried the whole day thinking about how i look or overthink what i did or said
Especially when it’s your father
@@fionaarmy813 my family yells at me bc im getting bigger and my acne is getting worse. I've worked out for over a month now and I cant lose the weight
Learn to love your flaws then, it's apart of you
U ever be texting ur friend and shes saying she found love and shes so happy but ur on the other crying and thinking ur not good enough for anyone while telling her ur so happy for and she has no idea the pain ur in and the constant numbness
I get that all the time
Yeah.. they tell you you could speak to them but you know you can't.. they wouldn't understand because they're happy! And you feel like shit.. but you're happy for them..
Yea happening to me right now. It’s getting bad to the point where I feel like I can’t even talk normal to people bc I’m so worried that I’m never going to be good enough. So I keep my mouth shout and that still isn’t good enough. I’m just so tired of everything. I’m so tired of watching people be so happy while I’m drowning in my own tears.. over and over again.
That happened to me last week, my Bsf got a girlfriend and I told her I was so damn happy for her, but on my side I was crying because anytime I ever love someone I get hurt, and I’m so lonely
Yea and sometimes I just look at my best friend she getting loved by people but me I feel like not good enough
I want to cry sometimes and I feel the tears building up in my eyes, but they never come out
i can understand you.. they'll go down, and is not always a good thing..
Same
Same dude, I want to cry so fucking bad but I can’t ☹️
I’ve cried so hard ... I don’t have any left
Lauren Harvey I can relate
What the f* is wrong with me like i don't get abused, bullied, ignored anything! But somehow i just feel broken useless etc and i really don't know why
*i just need someone to talk to man*
Wanna talk on instagram?? I gotchu.
@b.i.n.a.a.a.a
Same. I’m here to talk
I need someone to talk to, I'm better at listening though. If you ever need someone, I can give you my discord. Best of luck out there..
Same. I feel so fucking insignificant. Like I never really belong anywhere... I always stress over what people think of me... bile rises in my throat. I feel as if I'm gonna be sick, but I never actually throw up. I can't cry anymore. It's going to take a lot for me to burst into tears again. I am numb, I feel nothing. I want it all to end but I don't want to hurt my family or my boyfriend.
Even though people say they care and they love me, it feels as if they don't, like they're lying to my face, and I'm falling right into their trap. I fear meeting new people and losing friendships, because I know I won't make new friends.
Who would love a girl who is broken, and wants to stay shattered forever? Who would love a forgotten promise lost to the wind.
"I'll never cut myself again." I fucking promised him I wouldn't, but here we go again down this endless road, only to hit a dead end. My life was over before it even began, and I'm so sorry, I just can't take it anymore. You all need to stop caging me by telling me it'll be okay. What if I don't WANT it to be? What if I want to die right now? Did you ever consider that? Guess not.
Please do not think you are alone, it's always there someone, at least I'm willing to listen to you. Please don't blame yourself. We are all not perfect, nobody is really, me too not, but we have to fight. Please reach out to me, if you need someone to listen, someone who is there for you, I don't know you but I don't want you to give up, I'm so sorry for the feelings you have been through, But I want you to live. I hope you could fix it, even if you think you are not going to be able to fix it but, at least share that pain with someone, ... Don't give up!
Das deep👀 You gotta be fucking depressed to watch it till the end
I relate to this so much 🥺
It's a horrible feeling when no one know about your pain and you are broken inside
And you don't want to show them that you're broken and you fake a smile every day
Going through that right now
@@lifeofarick when you get fine tell us
I'm not even Fifteen yet, and I want to die. The starting of this audio is something I relate to so much. I used to be so happy. Nothing could break me down. Nowadays I cant go a day without, lashing out at someone and not meaning it. I cant go a day without wanting to jump off a cliff. I cant go a damn day without having do many damn responsibilities on my back. So many people expect so much from me, but I cant give them my best if I'm in a constant state of wanting to die. I have so many scars, and it feels like nothing is going right everything is going wrong. I had to watch the people I love most either die, hate me, or leave me. My own mother thinks school is more important than my own self love.
I truly just want to sleep, and never wake up.
It's okay Johanna... I feel like that too and I'm only 12 almost 13. So many people expect so much from me. To remember all these fucking important dates and homework and chores. And shit like that and I have to help my friends and family. But I fucking can't anymore.... My life is too hard and I FUCKING CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE 😭😭😭
꧁ Johanna ꧂
Don’t give up
Please
I feel your pain
I’m only 14 and suicidal thoughts flood my mind all the time I think I’m not good enough because of my weight and that people aren’t gonna like me cause just because I’m a girl I’m supposed to be thin and wearing all the trends but I can’t give up because I know that there are those around me that care for me and want what’s best for me and no matter what you have people like that in your life and you shouldn’t want to leave then because you should know that you have so much to do in your life
So please
DON’T GIVE UP JUST YET
Reach out to people that you can lean on that help you or people that make you feel like you belong. ❤️
Same currently crying rn gn world
I’m here!!
I died when I was 12. Im just.. dead inside now. I'm 17 and can't wait for this to end.
The feeling you get when you realise you’re not your favourite person’s favourite person. 💔
or when you realise you're no ones favourite person
Wow.. it really really hurts.
Yes 😭 I realize it everyday.
yup 😞💔
i got used to that feeling
I'm not scared of suicide. I'm scared of what would happen if i failed.
I dont want to end my life i just want to end my pain😢😢
Suicide doesn't end the pain. It just passes it to someone else.
Me too
don't do it. i know life sucks, but remembre the good days. it's not all bad
I understand this so much.
You still alive? Stay strong enough to pass this feeling. You will get to a point when the hurt subsides and you'll be ok with life, it may not be grand and it may not be fabulous, but you'll realize nobodies is, we all love say to day and you gotta find what makes you happy enough to love yourself. Don't let anyone else determine your value.
some people are only meant to give love, and never receive it.
True
Lxuise this hits me to next level of unending pain
@@Kaprikun :(
Thats me....EVERY....SINGLE... DAY.... I always help and love and care for people..... But what do I get in return?..... NOTHING!!! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...... THATS WHY I FEEL LIKE IM NOTHING AND FEEL WORTHLESS!!!!.........😭😭😭
@@shaelynharmon839 I feel you I work so hard to make everyone smile but I get nothing in return. I recently met a new friend that showed me that I matter. Remember to care for your self sometimes we become so selfless that people abuse our kindness, all human on this Earth are special but remember you matter!!!!!! So take care of your self and spreed your kindness to those that love you and deserve your time. ❤️😃
Me- “The hardest thing for me to do in the morning, is wake up”
Someone- “Not a morning person? I love sleeping, too.”
Me- “yeah..”
Oof I feel that dude
sad truth
I know what that feels like
Lmaooooo my whole family say the same to me.
*wakes up and doesn't get up cause I have no motivation just pain to lay down and cry*
"not a morning person? me too"
Everything will be ok...I know it feels like it won’t but...stay strong💜
You ever want to cry your heart out and just talk about everything that's going wrong, but at the same time you dont want to get judged so you keep it in and cry yourself to sleep every night knowing that tmr isnt going to be better...
(update)
I wrote this 9 months ago in September, 3 months later i tried to kms, i wish someone woul have noticed...
I'm ready to go. I hope things got better for you
@@MrCantafio if "I'm ready to go" means what I think, don't do it please I don't know you I don't anything about you but... I love you it will get better and the worse but that's just how life is it hard and then easy and then harder I feel the same as you but do t do it PLEASE. I love you...
@@MrCantafio Don't think these thoughts please, your life will get better, it will get on the right track, this is just a phrase you are experiencing, I've been there too but now everything turned out to be good and I feel happy, you can too! Do not give up, things always get better!!!!
You'll see that tomorrow does get better. I was in the same place as you are, thinking the same thoughts.. but hear me out, those are not real, you matter, you have a purpouse, this is just a phrase, and you will get out on the other side better than ever,don't ever give up and maybe consider opening up to people? Your parents maybe,or family cause they may not always show it but they care about you I know you feel like you're lonely but you're not, you can always talk to me
Roses are dead
Roses are dying
Inside I'm crying
Outside I'm smiling
im relating to this.
I cry outside and inside but I hold the tears so I’m practically laughing through my tears..... Plus on top of that I have had a hard life sometimes I with I was dead... but I made a promise to my brother that I won’t give up until there’s nothing left
Same except me and my brother wanna be dead
Same man..
🤯
"The reason why I keep my feelings to myself is, because I can't explain them... 💔"
I feel the same way
True
I feel the exact same
I kept feelings to myself, people found out and made things worse... some times you just need to accept it, that; when someone leaves your life, don’t let them back in, if they say they love you, don’t believe them, they don’t know you because they left... and you’ll have a missing piece of your life because of that one thing they did... they left ( this is for my dad if he wants to see me, oh wait, he doesn’t because he doesn’t love me, never wanted me..💔😔)
nobody cares god is real pm me
Please don’t say “I love you” if you don’t mean it
When she told me she loved me and then a few days later broke my fucking heart I knew that love wasn't real but it's still ok. Sorry to comment on this you just reminded me of a memory.
so true, that word should mean the world
We love you man
The only person I've loved doesn't feel the same. She knows how I feel, but when you know they don't feel the same. Memories soon fade
i’ve unfortunately told someone i loved them when i didn’t, but now i just fucked up a relationship with someone i truly loved
“Sucks doesn’t it?”
“What?”
“Feeling like your nothing.”
“...Yeah...”
@CARLY MACSHANE it's not funny
Lovely gacha Life I think they were being sarcastic
Lovely gacha Life at least I hope they were.
CARLY MACSHANE are you okay?
I guess we're in the same boat..
" Please make it stop it hurts "
The amount of times I've said that i can't count
do-do you need help?
@@Eri-jn6lw nah I'm good thanks 😂
@@klaus5353 okay,just wanted to make sure
@Jackie Irish i promise you it'll get better
@Jackie Irish have faith, my life isn't good either
I wanna go to sleep and never wake up or just stop feeling
I agree. I've tried to end it several times. Idk y im here but wish I could just be gone.
no you dont. every day you wake is a chance to live, to find your place. God hasn't given up on you, so you dont give up
We are all just a bunch of suicidal kids telling the others not to commit
U and me both
Same here... I just want that everything stop, I don't want to feel more pain, I don't want to feel anyting at all...
it hurts more when it’s your own family that makes you feel worthless and like you aren’t good enough 😕💔
Been there and it does hurt and I understand... I understand the part when you feel like a shattered vase and the pieces can't be put together because you feel there's no hope or help from family or friends or feeling like a jigsaw puzzle and you're missing the last piece because you are lost and confused, but when you get through this obstacle there's always a light through a dark tunnel as I have been still searching for it but as we all know that we will overcome these struggles and battles and be a warrior or a fighter or a survivor from suicide or self harm
NO ONE SHOULD FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL OKAY . . . Even you . . . you don't deserve to be pain . . . No one does . . .
You are more deserving that you think you are
Yea it sure does
Yeah... It doesn't.. I know...
1: Hey
2: Yeah..?
1: Do you cry most of the time?
2: No.
1: Do you feel okay?
2: Always.
1: Ever have any suicidal thoughts?
2: No, not one.
1: Do you have any friends?
2: So many i cant even count them.
1: Do you have any scars of cutting yourself?
2: What? No, of course not?
1: Did you feel any love this year?
2: Yeah, a lot.
1: Did you lost people?
2: No, they never left.
1: Did your depressed feelings ever went away?
2: Yeah, they did.
1: Did people ever threatened you
2: ...
Everybody that reads this...this is my story but upside down. It's an original one, i wrote this. I hope you like it.
This was simply beautiful
Can I help?
Best thing I’ve read all day
But are you telling the truth?
It's sad that I don't know what to say to you because I feel the same.
how many good hearted people will suffer from pain because they fall in love with wrong person :(
Brokenhearted Girl I'm here for you stay strong 💛
I i..donno
Kitty Kat thanks and Godbless you :-)
Brokenhearted Girl Currently going through this situation. I’ve given and done everything for him only for him to not realize anything. It hurts...to watch him see love someone else in front of me. Maybe one day he’ll realize that I was there for him when no one wasn’t.
@@OK-yv1uu damn it..anyway,give it time.everything will just fall in olsce
I can’t put my emotions into words but this perfectly describes it...
Sme
Same
Those moments that I'm actually okay sometimes i see those posts on Instagram saying "you're not useless" and stuff and it just reminds that i don't feel that way. I feel so useless, so unhappy and then i remember how selfish i am because some other kids dont even have a home and i cry over not so serious things.
Same..
Well yes you could be grateful for having the chance to live under a roof and have food and wake up everyday with the opportunity to start fresh, start a new day, start a new life, when some kids out there don't. But how you feel is valid, you are needed because you are here for a reason. You have a purpouse,find it, find your passion,everyday you get an opportunity to TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND, you matter and I hope you find whatever it is that makes you happy out there. You got this, you already made it this far💜
This is how I feel but just know, every problem is important no matter how big or small, every person matters, and we all deserve love. Keep fighting💓💓
True everybody has it worse but what's the point in playing oppression Olympics about it? You don't walk up to people who got their leg broken from being ran over by a car and say "suck it up buttercup some people get paralyzed or get their heads severed off." Not gonna make their bones heal any faster now will it? If you feel bad then go have your cry and then work on trying to fix the problem. Crying is natural; its not like you're doing something that actually has a negative impact on anybody.
It's just sick how people tell you they love you and then the next minute they don't wanna be with you
Cameron De La Rosa yes it is
It's not sick it's just sad
Honestly😢😭
@@abigalepolhamus1246 hey abigale
This happened to me today 😢
"- and then you realize.. you don't wanna feel tommorow"
What is this clip from?
this is the worst part.. 😞
I can't even remember what it's like to be truly fucking happy
I use to but my happiness left me
Tbh it's useful
I feel you, but it'll be okay.. ❤
Same.
Nhiooooiio
You are not alone... I suffer through this, and I understand... Just stay strong... Tell your story because it could change someone's life or change the perspective of how they see things through you... You got this... There's always someone out there for you and I care about you and I love you for being yourself...
sucks when you're afraid of losing someone you already lost. loving someone hurts soo much..especially when you know you can't have that one specific person.
Jennmxl facts
i feel you :(
True
Keep preaching
Hell. Fucking. Yes.
When the hard gets harder,
When the pain won’t stop,
When you want to smile but all that comes out is a lie,
When you can’t tell the people closest to you the truth,
When you want to cry but your in a room with people you know don’t understand,
When I’m sad, I smile.
When I’m depressed, I laugh.
When you ask if I’m ok, I say I’m fine.
When I can’t deal with the pain, I want you to understand that when I say ‘I’m fine,’ and ‘You don’t have to worry.’ Please do because I can’t do it alone. But no one ever seems to understand.
Exactly the same, ppl think I'm OK but inside im broken 😢
Do you need to talk to someone?
Kookie Playz I try but I can’t
Kookie Playz no one listens
KC elladaras we have each other when it gets hard so I hope we BOTH can be ok
I'm to afraid to die but so scared to live.
"and then I realized you don't want to feel tomorrow" got me hard
Sometimes I wish I had a switch so I could just turn everything off.
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.💔
I know how it feels I tried to. Kill my self and I tried to. Run away its not worth it stay fositive please. I hate myself and I hate my life but God is with us and he wants you to go on❤️
Nicole Pretorius God doesn’t want me to go on, he wants me to die but thanks anyway😔😔
Same.....
K go. It ain't hard. Maybe overdose just gtfo
SAME 😭😭😭
Probably no one is going to see this but this song is my entire life story in a song. The part where it says I can’t I have experienced and still do
Your loved remember that! Im here if you want to talk.
I feel the same way with all of these audio
"It's hard for our brains to accept...you see the person everyday and then...they're gone"
Damn this hurts..😭🤭😔
It really does :(
This is sometimes how I feel. Yet, giving up is never an option. We have to get up and have the courage to try again.
Don’t you just hate When you’re crying quietly because of your parents in the other room . And you just need to let all the pain out of your soul but you can’t because the pain won’Don’t you just hate When you’re crying quietly because of your parents in the other room . And you just need to let all the pain out of your soul but you can’t because the pain won’t go away? It’s hard, watching the world continue to turn, the sun continue to rise, the birds continue to chirp, watching everyone continue on without me. While I’m here, stuck, and no matter how hard I try to move forward I just can’t....and it’s killing me inside. I see my friends living the life My sisters &brothers growing up into the people they want to be. Yet..I’m stuck. I try to move, so hard, but I can’t move. I say I want them to keep moving because I don’t want their lives to stop because of mine but..a part of me deep down pleads them to stop and wait for me, and I hate that jealous part of myself. Why can’t I just be happy for them, that they get to live happy? What is wrong with me...Does anyone else hate when people say "You have no reason to be sad. No reason to cry. You do not know what hurt is! They do not know what goes on behind closed doors though." Do you hate when everyone gangs up on you because of someone ese whom did wrong? When your parents fight because of you? When people say it will be fine, but it won't. Do you ever feel alone in a room full of friends?he worst part is when you try to ask for help and no one, not even your friends will listen. They stare at you like your crazy and ignore you. It just hurts but you can't do anything about it. You just sit there and wonder why no one will help you. You don't know how to fix yourself and it's hard. Where you miss that one person and no one understands why your crying. They say stuff about you and if you agree it's not right. Where one of your friends say you need to go to a mental asylum and it hurts so much. No one is helping and you don't know why. Its hard., and you try to play it off as a joke, so they don't call you a freak, then you hear what they call you behind your back...Damn...I am annoyed with myself now...No. I cant turn my frown upside down. I hate being around people. I put myslef down. I want to be okay. Can someone help me? It feels like I'm drowning in a pool of nothing. Surrounded by some friends that I dont want to be around because they make me feel worthless...Feeling like I cant get up to make it just go away?
Brooklyn Fountain I completely understand.
@@caseyocean2390 Not many people actually do.
Hey if you ever just wanna talk here is my Instagram juancortez53 ❤
My entire family and almost every single person in my life thinks I’m completely fine. I’m the farthest from it. But if I can try, try to make it through this and wait for the silver lining of this humongous cloud, then I’ll hope you’ll try with me
I was sitting in English class when I found this comment and I couldn’t hold back tears, I know the feeling and this comment hit me hard because I thought I was alone feeling this way
"death
it's a rough one isn't it?
its hard for our brains to accept
you see the person everyday and then
they're gone"😞😞
This part hit me bad
No matter how hard I struggle I’m fine...because as long as I’m smiling I’m ok right? 💔😭
myboi100 yep at least that’s what we want to belive
Do You Wanna Talk About It... It Might Make You Feel Better...?
Im giving up my life
Idk for me its only if im not hurt my loved ones... 😰
@@zer4958 I want to talk
Its like I'm drowning in an ocean, its dark and lonely. Then my family and everyone I've ever loved is on the shore, watching me drown. They then start to laugh and walk away. why can't they help me? I mean, all I do is stress them out and make them mad. Why am I so imperfect?
The worst feeling in the world is feeling completely alone when you're in a room full of friends
Edit: thx for the likes x
Yeah, i can kind of relate to that i guess.
I totally agree. It's like you know there's people but you can't really tell that they're there because you're just so alone and it's hard to believe that you're not.
Me today
Me everyday 😞
I dont have friends i like being alone
Sometimes, I just wanna go back to the days when your happy and where nobody judged you and you could be yourself
“You do everything wrong..”
“You deserve to cry.”
Remember this audio is from shows, where the characters are experiences different chapter in their lives but everything works out for them, and it will for you too. You do not deserve to cry, to feel sad but it happens as a cycle of life, to make you stronger, you have to take the ugly with the good and remember that it's going to be okay and you will overcome this phase🥰
i know i do
Everybody deserves to cry. Its a natural emotion. But everybody is does not deserve being _made_ to cry.
Also, I know whatever idiot who told you that is hyperbolic, but it's literally impossible to do everything wrong.
Hey, everything’s okay you got this!❤️ I completely understand how you feel, somebody out here loves and cares about you and you WILL get through this! Don’t blame yourself for something someone else did! Stay positive even if it’s hard!🥺
i don’t want to be broken anymore. 😓
No one wants, but we are...
Therapy doesn’t work, it’s never helped me. Maybe that’s gods plan for me. To die
Andres Cardona sadly..
Haydon Carrington no, of course not. that’s not his plan. he wants you to keep going. hold on to him. he wants you to live. you have to see what’s stopping you from being “happy”. the thing with therapy is that not every psychologist is in to help people, some love their job and want to genuinely do it, but there’s some that don’t.. i suggest you try someone else until you find the right one. read reviews, recommendations. don’t give up! there’s also hotlines, friends, family, anyone you trust. i hope that you find your way, you’re not alone even if you may feel like it. sending positive vibes
Haydon Carrington hey.. I don’t think that is true. I can not tell you everything will be ok. But I can tell you that at least one person prayed for you tonight.
Jealous of young me
So innocent
Happy
It feels like it was a dream yet it was like that
But life happens right?
Yeah
Tony Life happens...
I smile to make people think I'm at least okay.. I haven't felt truly happy for a long time now.. 😔💔
Same here
You cant remember the last time you´ve been happy too, huh? welcome to the club!
I fake a smile every day, so nobody thinks I'm broken. But some days I just can't anymore.... I faked a smile for too long I just need to cry so much and end my pain! It hurts, I can't breathe half the time because of the pain!😭😭😭😭
A fake smile is shatterable but a real happy smile isn't so why do u wear a glass mask when u don't need it my friend
I can't remember when I was happy with people other than my friends and family, the only problem is, I have no friends.
I feel like my mom dont know what a panick attack really is.. when i tell her i stayed home from school because i had a really bad one she just tells me that it helps to get fresh air. Idk how fresh air can stop my shaking, my heart feeling like its gonna burst and me not having any control. I dont really understand my panick attacks myself so how would she possibly do?
I know what you mean. My mum will scream at me, then when I have a panic attack she screams at me to just take some deep breaths despite the fact that I can't take shallow ones. She says I just need to do sport again. I wish parents would just talk less and listen more sometimes
Just search it online and tell her that you are experiencing those exact simptomps, and that is real and it's bad and you need help. She needs to get you to a doctor, so you can keep them in check
@@aylahanson5790 Make them listen!! And tell her you need a doctor so you keep everything in check
@@cosminatomoiu5882 I wish it were that simple. It's safer for me to just wait a few years until I leave and then try to find the money for therapy
@@aylahanson5790 Do it your way, for now the internet is really helpful on how to cope with it so you could use it, goodluck with everything, you got this!
I cried so much all this relates to me.
"One day you'll stop crying and you're wrists will cry blood for you instead." That's a quote off the internet that I stole, but damn it's true in my case. I hope you never go through it, and if I'm too late to save you, then I guess I fucked up again.
@@magicalpixie710 no you didn't and thx right back to you😳🙄
So how does it feel to be loved back by the person you love?
The LaW amazing....until they leave. And all you ever feel is heart break, numb, it’s worse than someone leaving you....cause this one said they loved you. And broke ir
The LaW how does it feel to be good enough for the one you love to be cared for and adored by the one you love and adore?
I wouldn't know
it feels amazing, wonderful, like nothing could hurt you😍 then they find someone new😐and leave you all alone wondering what that new someone has that you don't😞 wondering what you could've possibly done to make them look for love in another person😞 if your ever given the chance to fall in love... DON'T...it only leads to pain and late nights thinking about them and crying💔
It felt ...like that was all i needed ...it was amazing......until she left 😢broken promises 💔lost dreams
I just wanna be happy again😭
Can i be you friend
Me too
Okay..
+254702102902,thats my whatsApp no.,we can chat
@@emma-dm3kq likewise
"I fuxking hate myself"
I can relate...I feel like that everyday yet I smile for the people who care and love me, even if I don't know what love is anymore..
"It hurts..please make it stop"
I feel that:')
Man I remember the days where I used to actually be happy and had a good reputation with people. I was more confident with myself then. I had an amazing best friend and good grades. My family was happy. And I guess it all went wrong. I was transferring to middle school.. however it was different. Over the summer over sixth grade year actually.... I lost my best friend. She moved and we had a fight and I never hear from her anymore. I miss her so much. My dog passed during the summer. My brother seemed different he got so abusive and aggressive towards me and my mom. I didn’t feel like doing homework so I always made up excuses or stayed home from school. I wasn’t an honor roll student anymore, my grades slipped. And I just hated the stares people would give me saying “I don’t have it.” Everyone looked disappointed. Those people I once knew and who where once my friends just turned. I remember asking my cousin how she felt starting middle school when she was my age and all she said was “I hate it. It feels like everyone is against you, it’s so hard to trust people.” And I never forgot that. And still to this day all I want to do is talk to my friend and feel happy. I miss my best friend..
Edit: My grandma hates seeing this pain, so she wants to drive the distance for me to find my friend. I know the address... just don’t know if this is right.... what should I do?
aw i know how you feel but i hope you get better❤
I know what losing your friend feels like. Maybe try reaching out to them and make amends, even tho it's more easier said than done. But it might make you feel alittle better. I hope it helps
Balenciaga Oliveira I’ve been thinking about how to reply to this. Thank you for your support. It’s quite different beings we had a fight over text, she had moved about a year before this fight. ( June 26, 2016 ) The last thing she said to me was “Leave me alone. I don’t live in Montana anymore, we both have separate lives. If you contact me again I will call the cops for harassment. Goodbye.” And that was it.. I miss her a lot. It’s been two years and I haven’t stopped thinking about it, it’s in my head everyday. Crazy how attached you can get to someone, isn’t it?
WinterWolf 54, I understand how you feel. I'm completely sorry of that happening to you. Even though we don't know eachother, I'm here if you ever want to talk. I'm not the greatest at comforting people but I can try.
Balenciaga Oliveira Thank You, that means a lot😊
The fact that these don’t even make me sad any more .. 💔
rina vonarx these never made me cry ... only think on the few rare occasions that i would cry i would feel my heart sink .. i know that there is only so much i can do before my emotions take over ... sad part is i’m already so numb to my feelings that i no longer care
I know the feeling. Numb. Tired. Empty. Alot of people are going through this
Maybe because you're cold inside strong possibility
Or you never really cared
@@official_her2846 😢
the fact that 2.2 million people have clicked on this is unbelievable.
but i mean, this is just what i needed
I just want to scream and cry so loud that it makes me forget why I’m crying or screaming I just want to let go of stuff yk..
I watch these sad audios because it reminds me of how im not good enough. I've been depressed for several years, and still going through it.
I mean come on, what is there to do if life? Its a repeating pattern. You basically do the same thing everyday.
What also makes me depressed is that i've haven't come out to anyone including my parents. So basically its easier to say on here since im "hiding behind a screen."
It's really hard, i will always think about how I'll come out or my future. And if im being honest, i don't really think im going to have one.
And the people who try to encourage you, could only try to make you happy while they might be facing their own fight in life. Let me tell you, it is truely hard.
And it's really sad that people are scared to say what they want out loud or to someone who'll listen, so they have to say it to a screen.
Listen to me, you are not nothing, or worthless, or hated. You don't need a description to describe you because you are you're own self. I mean, what is the point of suicide, Hmm? To "free yourself of your own pain and hatred?" NO, it makes other people suffer including you're loved ones.
People say that they are abused or that they cut themselves, or that they are not loved. I've did felt all that. Cutting doesn't help, it makes you more vulnerable. You say you are not loved, we will always love you and if not I'll raise you myself. And if you are getting abused, you need to get as far away from there as you can.
The point of why i suffer is that, i grew up with an alcoholic mother and a abusive father. (They weren't always like that before.) They always would've fought. I know how it feels and it is scary. As a kid i use to think my parents were "Heros" but no, they are exactly like me. You see im the oldest and it's really sad cause my younger siblings always look up to me. And i think that if they see me cry they'll see me as "weak" or not "strong."
Trust me, I've learned what i am now. That you are beautiful, stunning, handsome, loved. I know why people feel a certain way, it's because of word, "Shame." You are your own person, why let others judge who you are?
....life is a endless loop.
But worse and worse things happend bc youre older...
yo. stay strong.
Jesus loves you and he wants to help you! Open your heart to him please. It won’t magically disappear but you will be graced with peace and joy that is unexplainable
I'm not sure if what I'm going to say will help but I really hope it does because you deserve to be happy. For me, the way I keep myself going even (I'm not productive most of the time but hey, I'm here and that's my first accomplishment of everyday.) Anyway, a good portion of the time I ask myself is this all worth it. Is the agony of being here and in pain everyday worth it? And it may not be worth it for me right in that moment but it'll be worth it to someone some day. Mostly, I'm terrified that I give up and things were about to get better but I didn't wait long enough for them too. You know that friend that's always late to everything. Happiness is that friend. She never shows up on time and when you all her she says that she'll be there in a minute and then you call her an hour later and she says the same thing. Happiness is that friend and even though she is late a lot, she is the most loyal and reliable (when she is present) of all the possible friends in the world. Because you put up with her crap and she loves the hell out of you for that. I got distracted a lot while writing this so I don't know if it'll make sense but I really hope it helps.
I do the same thing
It's hurts so bad I can't breath ......I'm tired of being broken ...and I won't say help cause no one never hears me......I'm done
The worst part is when you try to ask for help and no one, not even your friends will listen. They stare at you like your crazy and ignore you. It just hurts but you can't do anything about it. You just sit there and wonder why no one will help you. You don't know how to fix yourself and it's hard. Where you miss that one person and no one understands why your crying. They say stuff about you and if you agree it's not right. Where one of your friends say you need to go to a mental asylum and it hurts so much. No one is helping and you don't know why. Its hard.
@@amandalee9756 u just described my life.......but we're gonna be fine😥
@@shuggy18 I hope so...
@@amandalee9756 we all know I'm not 😥but I'm fine 😌😥
Jiselle Leslie I know how you feel when no one understands what it’s like to be hurt by someone so close to you.
.... I was sexually abused by my cousin, my dad smokes 2 packs of cigarets a day and drinks, my dad doesn’t pay child support, I’ve tried to kill myself, my family has no money, the only person who truly loved me for me was my best friend who died the other day in a car accident and people who I thought were my friends talk about me behind my back when I’m in the same room with them. So I know what it’s like but please don’t give up. I’m past hope but I don’t want anyone else to be so please, even when it hurts, please stay safe and know you are not alone in this world.
Maybe I'm not good enough... me daily.
It hurts so bad I can't breath.... me when I miss her. So every moment since she passed.
This audio hurts but I needed it. I lost my mom in 2004 and I miss her terribly.
I had depression for so long since I was 16 then I meet my fence and my depression went away I was happy enjoying life laughing joking around talking about having a family with him then last yr he passed away then I felt worse then I ever have I dont feel love I dont feel pain I feel nothing just emptiness and I cant keep going on like this .... it worst then having pain and sadness ever feel nothing when u should be sad to the point cant even cry anymore.... well I have and it sucks....
,,You see the person everyday, and then.. *He's* gone..." 💔
My boyfriend
"Maybe I'm not good enough
Yes you are
No, no maybe I'm not
Yes you are
Maybe I'm not
You are
Maybe I'm not
You are"
0:49 to 0:55
Sounds like me and my boyfriend when I'm crying
it's always that "but what if i am not good enough" that lingers in the back of our minds...
i just wish i had someone to tell me i am good enough
I heard that multiple times from friends
Ik how u feel sounds like me and my boyfriend too...
@@laurenpeterson4665 I feel the same way. I wish I was told the same things I tell other people, but life doesn't work that way for me. I know this won't mean that much to you, since I'm just a person behind a screen and I don't know you personally. However, I want you to know you ARE good enough. And I don't need to know you in person to know you are. Listen, you're an amazing person and you're perfect just the way you are. You don't need to change a thing. DONT believe anything anyone says about you. They're all blind and clueless nowadays. Just be you and that's already enough..
Man the first words already brought me down to tears
it’s currently 2:47 am, december 31, 2019. i don’t know why i’m here but i do know that this feeling.... i can’t describe it but it hurts. i want to cry but i can’t. i want to tell someone that i’m in pain but i can’t. i don’t know what to do anymore... i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again
XXMetalLamb94Xx exactly.
It's currently 2:37 am , march 17 2020 and this is what i feel....
Which you said..
Fatima Khan :/
Did you find any solution for this?
Did you find any solution for this?
Y'Know...
im not scared of death...
*Im scared of life.*
Hey, random broken person
That wants to make themselves
Feel worse by listening
To depressing audio,
Curling up on the floor
And crying their eyes out.
Guess what?
Life isn't perfect.
Behind every person's
Smile are countless
Hidden insecurities.
And, let's be real,
Behind your fake
Smiles are the same
Things; insecurities.
Why are we letting
Words ruin our lives?
Why do we depend
On other people
For everything,
When we fucking
Know we're just
As fully fucking
Capable?
Why do we fight,
And argue,
And complain
Over who has the
Worst life?
Yeah, I have no clue.
And why do we
Depend on God
To fix our problems
When if we just
Tried hard enough,
We could do it
By ourselves.
Stop wishing,
And praying,
And hoping for
A miracle.
Because you are one.
At least To someone.
You are a miracle.
There's always
Someone out there
That's going to love you
And care for you.
And if not, then
You have God.
He loved you enough
To put you on this earth.
So you're not useless,
You're not worthless,
You're not incapable,
And you're not a mistake.
Cherish your life before it's gone.
Who knows what could happen next?
Focus on the present, not the past nor future.
Oh yeah yeah it’s not all insecurities it’s also things like depression anxiety and self harm
.
Oh yeah yeah I've seen you everywhere
Stop ur going to make me cry
@Cole How did you get me 'thinking I know everything,' from this comment? I'm sorry, but that's not what I was going for. I was trying to state a few things from my perspective. And yes, I know that those things exist, I never said they didn't. I wasn't trying to make an entire documentary on everything in life that causes pain, anxiety, depression, sadness, and stress. I'm sorry if you feel that I didn't make my point clear enough. You have good points yourself though, aswell~
I told people how I felt and got nothing in return apart from getting worse and I took my own life 2 days ago but was found and saved its so hard being here 😪
It’s not sad when your lonely by yourself. It’s sad when your lonely when you are with friends.
Who else is covering their mouth with there hand so nobody hears. While tears slide from your eyes
This perfectly describes how I currently feel that it actually made me cry, good job!
I'm losing my bestfriend right now and I feel lonely and it hurts so much and I just started having a mental breakdown and this hit me hard do much I just loved him a lot I would do anything to get him back💔🥺🤧I loved him more than a bestfriend or friend and it hurts so much because he loves someone else💔🤧 I was happy for him because he was happy but now I'm not because he left and I messed up because a lot if stuff was happening in my life I took it all out on him I was just stupid but this really hurt me and now I'm realizing that he wont come back it hurts me so much because I love him I would die for him and now I'm at the edge of living it's really hard so all I can say is dont lose your loved ones
That happened to me also with my BEST FRIEND AND NOW I HATE THEM SO MUCH BUT I STILL LOVE THEM YK...
I have a tough friendship right now with my bff and we have gone thru good and bad times and now we are going thru a rough balance and I just like to listen to this and somehow this keeps my vibe up...😞 it’s tuff out there man .......... have a good day to the 1% that sees this
“you make me feel crazy, you make it me feel like it’s my fault” this is what my abusive stepmom and father would do. they’d make me apologize for nothing. i was 7, silent, well behaved, and they broke me. now, i blame everything on myself. what’s wrong with me
Its crazy how girls at my school wish they had depression and anxiety when i would give my everything up just to feel a little bit okay not even happiness just a little bit of the old me would give me the reassurance that im gonna be okay
Jesus Christ this hit me in away that ive never felt before
please try to watch and subscribe 🥰
ruclips.net/video/Q6SbPn_45i0/видео.html
I didnt know my true feelings deep inside till i listened tothis and it brought it all out
I don’t understand why people allow this it’s time to know your worth and don’t give anyone that power over you!!! You deserve better! You mean everything!! 💯
Hi people
Have a good life dont give up that fast
Thank you for your word's... you help me thank you
@@loui3785 no worries ill be here for you if u need me
It's hard to not give up, so thank you. You have just helped me more than you can think, simple things make big differences.
@@suncurp9971 okieee no worries just don give up if u need help I'll be here
I’m fighting. I’m going to continue fighting because of this. Thank you.
I love this song. And this song touches my soul.
Whats the song name?
The one thing that really be hitting different is how when your little you are so confident in you and your body but when you get older more and more people start to judge you for who you are so now today your in your room in the dark watching sad edits on RUclips because you don't even know what life is anymore and if thus is how your feeling right now I feel you and just think about it
Feeling lonely even with the whole world around me...
I just need someone to talk to but when i do they just forget about me and they move on with their lives so i just don't bother anymore
Edit 14/3/2021: i was right. They all leave. I'm done.
You talk me when ever you need.
I'm here if you want to talk🌼🌼
I'm here to!
@@johanson4801 thank you so much, I'm sorry i just saw this❤
@@cosminatomoiu5882 thank you, really appreciate it:)
*It feels good to cry*
Hello beautiful,
You’re not alone...as much as you feel you are, you’re not. There’s always someone out there going through the same shit and will do anything to make you feel just the slightest happier. As much as you don’t want to continue you have to...you have a purpose even if you think that’s just being a mistake. You’re not. You’re an amazing person even if you’ve made mistakes. A persons statement is showing who they are and is a statement of the kind of person THEY are, it’s not a statement about you. ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong beautiful people. Pls talk to me if you need anything
I was a straight A student, loving what i was doing, had good friends. Then a bunch of family shit happened, and my friends went to different colleges, i was left with people that were more like associates, i’m a year behind in college and i’m still not hitting deadlines, my mum is constantly getting messages about my attendance. I don’t enjoy what i’m doing, I am letting my mum down, I don’t know where to go from here or what to do. I just want to go back and do it all differently.
why is it getting hard to feel...I think I've got so much pain I can't feel anymore I'm going numb can't cry...It hurts please make the pain stop.........
Thank you for stating my life in words but I may be 17 but I probably will kill myself very soon.
@@Storm1234 Push through buddy, it's hard I know, but we're all a community of broken people here for each other. Now you're a part of my life, and I believe you've got this.
i’ve always said when you get upset all the time and everything hurts, you’re breaking. when all that stops and you stop being sad but stop being happy, you’re broken. numb.
when i first watched this video i cried my eyes out. now i sit in silence, expressionless. i think i broke
I’m so numb to the pain that I can’t even shed a tear anymore
I feel you😔
I'm a monster not a human
I'm not beautiful I'm ugly
I'm not proud of myself
I will never be happy again
I don't feel anything
I only feel sadness
I always fake smile
I can't stay positive anymore
I'm a mistake😞
Edit: Heh whoever likes this comment agrees huh... Well I'm used to it :)
Anime gurl BHNA&other me too
You are not alone, I feel that too, I'm just not good enough
Anime gurl BHNA&other.
You are NOT a mistake, if you were brought into this world you have a purpose, you just need to fine your reasons for living ok.
YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT A MISTAKE !! *
Keep on fighting your battles you'll overcome them, NEVER GIVE UP!!*
Times will be hard, but you have ppl rooting for you every day!
No you're not. Nobody is.... Even if we all feel like we are and that we don't belong! I feel like nobody loves me and that I'm a mistake every day, so I scratch myself....
Im broken and i cant be fix...
Give it time ... trust me i was exactly where your like 6 months ago ... i still have my moments but they are getting less and less every day... the secret is to just breathe, get your ass out of bed, and put one foot in front of the other ...
@@pw968 Easier said than done
You've broken into tiny shards to small to fix
warm tears irritating near the bases of nostrils
Mouth full of viscous fluid
Intermittent changing glances
to check we are hiding safe
That moment when we split into innumerable pieces
That moment when we cry "It hurts, please make it stop"
When literally nobody is listening to us.
him. he’s the only thing keeping me going. i love him.
Omg the song was is like are giving alot of sorrow when was are thinking of someone, when was are wanted to being with that person forever
my pain is so hard to explain all I do is lay on the floor balling my eyes out. what's happiness I've never felt happy in my life, your lucky if u are happy cause I'm not I just got broken up with! again.... I'm so hurt
Honestly this how it feels when the person you love so much makes you feel alive shatters you in million pieces
💯
Question: Why the hell are there so many people, just in these comments alone, that are so lonely and in so much emotional pain? I am one of these people, too. We need to do better for each other! We need to collectively take seriously the responsibility of having children. Childhood trauma passed down and recirculated through one generation after another, over and over again. That is my guess for at least part of what has caused our pain. It isn't a matter of fault. I think most of us are doing the best we can in whatever our circumstance may be at any particular moment. That's all we can do. We do what we know. Maybe we need to know more so we can make our best better. I'd love to get a discussion going about this, mostly because I really am interested to figure it out, but also it seems to really help people to know that others feel the same and they aren't weird or crazy. Even when we feel completely alone, we are not. The energy of the Universe around us and in us, which includes ALL OF US, is always here. Please reply with your thoughts. Danke ;)
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German?
@@camille7651 me...kenyan
@@camille7651 kenyan
I have cherophobia... Im scared to get better. I'm scared of what will happen if I become okay. I'm comfortable where I am.
The ptsd coursing through my body as I listen , I’m sorry to all those men and women who fell in love & has been led on to their demise ..💔 nobody deserves it
This is how I feel..every second of the day, it goes by so slowly I feel like I’m in slow motion..😓💔
when u thought u already had everything that made u happy and life is perfect then suddenly someone comes and makes u think that it could be better, when in truth they'll just disappear but now ur used to them being there and everything u had that used to make u happy isn't enough anymore.