U ever be texting ur friend and shes saying she found love and shes so happy but ur on the other crying and thinking ur not good enough for anyone while telling her ur so happy for and she has no idea the pain ur in and the constant numbness
Yeah.. they tell you you could speak to them but you know you can't.. they wouldn't understand because they're happy! And you feel like shit.. but you're happy for them..
Yea happening to me right now. It’s getting bad to the point where I feel like I can’t even talk normal to people bc I’m so worried that I’m never going to be good enough. So I keep my mouth shout and that still isn’t good enough. I’m just so tired of everything. I’m so tired of watching people be so happy while I’m drowning in my own tears.. over and over again.
That happened to me last week, my Bsf got a girlfriend and I told her I was so damn happy for her, but on my side I was crying because anytime I ever love someone I get hurt, and I’m so lonely
You don't need to listen to them. They speak from their own lives, their point of view and what they see as a "flaw". You have to remember people only speak from their level of perception, and most of the time what they hate in you is what they hate/lack in themselves. So do not mind that bullshit, reclaim your life. TAKE CONTROL OF IT because it's YOUR LIFE, not theirs. What will their opinions do for you? will they get you anywhere in life? NO. The only thing that matters is how you view yourself. Self-love is a journey and small steps are still steps. Good luck on your progress🌸
I hate meeting ppl cuz when they first see me after awhile, theyd say ive become fatter or i have more acnes. It hurts when they point out my insecurities. I literally cried the whole day thinking about how i look or overthink what i did or said
@@fionaarmy813 my family yells at me bc im getting bigger and my acne is getting worse. I've worked out for over a month now and I cant lose the weight
You ever want to cry your heart out and just talk about everything that's going wrong, but at the same time you dont want to get judged so you keep it in and cry yourself to sleep every night knowing that tmr isnt going to be better... (update) I wrote this 9 months ago in September, 3 months later i tried to kms, i wish someone woul have noticed...
@@MrCantafio if "I'm ready to go" means what I think, don't do it please I don't know you I don't anything about you but... I love you it will get better and the worse but that's just how life is it hard and then easy and then harder I feel the same as you but do t do it PLEASE. I love you...
@@MrCantafio Don't think these thoughts please, your life will get better, it will get on the right track, this is just a phrase you are experiencing, I've been there too but now everything turned out to be good and I feel happy, you can too! Do not give up, things always get better!!!!
You'll see that tomorrow does get better. I was in the same place as you are, thinking the same thoughts.. but hear me out, those are not real, you matter, you have a purpouse, this is just a phrase, and you will get out on the other side better than ever,don't ever give up and maybe consider opening up to people? Your parents maybe,or family cause they may not always show it but they care about you I know you feel like you're lonely but you're not, you can always talk to me
Thats me....EVERY....SINGLE... DAY.... I always help and love and care for people..... But what do I get in return?..... NOTHING!!! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...... THATS WHY I FEEL LIKE IM NOTHING AND FEEL WORTHLESS!!!!.........😭😭😭
@@shaelynharmon839 I feel you I work so hard to make everyone smile but I get nothing in return. I recently met a new friend that showed me that I matter. Remember to care for your self sometimes we become so selfless that people abuse our kindness, all human on this Earth are special but remember you matter!!!!!! So take care of your self and spreed your kindness to those that love you and deserve your time. ❤️😃
I cry outside and inside but I hold the tears so I’m practically laughing through my tears..... Plus on top of that I have had a hard life sometimes I with I was dead... but I made a promise to my brother that I won’t give up until there’s nothing left
I'm not even Fifteen yet, and I want to die. The starting of this audio is something I relate to so much. I used to be so happy. Nothing could break me down. Nowadays I cant go a day without, lashing out at someone and not meaning it. I cant go a day without wanting to jump off a cliff. I cant go a damn day without having do many damn responsibilities on my back. So many people expect so much from me, but I cant give them my best if I'm in a constant state of wanting to die. I have so many scars, and it feels like nothing is going right everything is going wrong. I had to watch the people I love most either die, hate me, or leave me. My own mother thinks school is more important than my own self love. I truly just want to sleep, and never wake up.
It's okay Johanna... I feel like that too and I'm only 12 almost 13. So many people expect so much from me. To remember all these fucking important dates and homework and chores. And shit like that and I have to help my friends and family. But I fucking can't anymore.... My life is too hard and I FUCKING CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE 😭😭😭
꧁ Johanna ꧂ Don’t give up Please I feel your pain I’m only 14 and suicidal thoughts flood my mind all the time I think I’m not good enough because of my weight and that people aren’t gonna like me cause just because I’m a girl I’m supposed to be thin and wearing all the trends but I can’t give up because I know that there are those around me that care for me and want what’s best for me and no matter what you have people like that in your life and you shouldn’t want to leave then because you should know that you have so much to do in your life So please DON’T GIVE UP JUST YET Reach out to people that you can lean on that help you or people that make you feel like you belong. ❤️
I kept feelings to myself, people found out and made things worse... some times you just need to accept it, that; when someone leaves your life, don’t let them back in, if they say they love you, don’t believe them, they don’t know you because they left... and you’ll have a missing piece of your life because of that one thing they did... they left ( this is for my dad if he wants to see me, oh wait, he doesn’t because he doesn’t love me, never wanted me..💔😔)
You still alive? Stay strong enough to pass this feeling. You will get to a point when the hurt subsides and you'll be ok with life, it may not be grand and it may not be fabulous, but you'll realize nobodies is, we all love say to day and you gotta find what makes you happy enough to love yourself. Don't let anyone else determine your value.
Lmaooooo my whole family say the same to me. *wakes up and doesn't get up cause I have no motivation just pain to lay down and cry* "not a morning person? me too"
What the f* is wrong with me like i don't get abused, bullied, ignored anything! But somehow i just feel broken useless etc and i really don't know why *i just need someone to talk to man*
Same. I feel so fucking insignificant. Like I never really belong anywhere... I always stress over what people think of me... bile rises in my throat. I feel as if I'm gonna be sick, but I never actually throw up. I can't cry anymore. It's going to take a lot for me to burst into tears again. I am numb, I feel nothing. I want it all to end but I don't want to hurt my family or my boyfriend. Even though people say they care and they love me, it feels as if they don't, like they're lying to my face, and I'm falling right into their trap. I fear meeting new people and losing friendships, because I know I won't make new friends. Who would love a girl who is broken, and wants to stay shattered forever? Who would love a forgotten promise lost to the wind. "I'll never cut myself again." I fucking promised him I wouldn't, but here we go again down this endless road, only to hit a dead end. My life was over before it even began, and I'm so sorry, I just can't take it anymore. You all need to stop caging me by telling me it'll be okay. What if I don't WANT it to be? What if I want to die right now? Did you ever consider that? Guess not.
Please do not think you are alone, it's always there someone, at least I'm willing to listen to you. Please don't blame yourself. We are all not perfect, nobody is really, me too not, but we have to fight. Please reach out to me, if you need someone to listen, someone who is there for you, I don't know you but I don't want you to give up, I'm so sorry for the feelings you have been through, But I want you to live. I hope you could fix it, even if you think you are not going to be able to fix it but, at least share that pain with someone, ... Don't give up!
sucks when you're afraid of losing someone you already lost. loving someone hurts soo much..especially when you know you can't have that one specific person.
When the hard gets harder, When the pain won’t stop, When you want to smile but all that comes out is a lie, When you can’t tell the people closest to you the truth, When you want to cry but your in a room with people you know don’t understand, When I’m sad, I smile. When I’m depressed, I laugh. When you ask if I’m ok, I say I’m fine. When I can’t deal with the pain, I want you to understand that when I say ‘I’m fine,’ and ‘You don’t have to worry.’ Please do because I can’t do it alone. But no one ever seems to understand.
I know how it feels I tried to. Kill my self and I tried to. Run away its not worth it stay fositive please. I hate myself and I hate my life but God is with us and he wants you to go on❤️
Those moments that I'm actually okay sometimes i see those posts on Instagram saying "you're not useless" and stuff and it just reminds that i don't feel that way. I feel so useless, so unhappy and then i remember how selfish i am because some other kids dont even have a home and i cry over not so serious things.
Well yes you could be grateful for having the chance to live under a roof and have food and wake up everyday with the opportunity to start fresh, start a new day, start a new life, when some kids out there don't. But how you feel is valid, you are needed because you are here for a reason. You have a purpouse,find it, find your passion,everyday you get an opportunity to TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND, you matter and I hope you find whatever it is that makes you happy out there. You got this, you already made it this far💜
This is how I feel but just know, every problem is important no matter how big or small, every person matters, and we all deserve love. Keep fighting💓💓
True everybody has it worse but what's the point in playing oppression Olympics about it? You don't walk up to people who got their leg broken from being ran over by a car and say "suck it up buttercup some people get paralyzed or get their heads severed off." Not gonna make their bones heal any faster now will it? If you feel bad then go have your cry and then work on trying to fix the problem. Crying is natural; its not like you're doing something that actually has a negative impact on anybody.
I feel like my mom dont know what a panick attack really is.. when i tell her i stayed home from school because i had a really bad one she just tells me that it helps to get fresh air. Idk how fresh air can stop my shaking, my heart feeling like its gonna burst and me not having any control. I dont really understand my panick attacks myself so how would she possibly do?
I know what you mean. My mum will scream at me, then when I have a panic attack she screams at me to just take some deep breaths despite the fact that I can't take shallow ones. She says I just need to do sport again. I wish parents would just talk less and listen more sometimes
Just search it online and tell her that you are experiencing those exact simptomps, and that is real and it's bad and you need help. She needs to get you to a doctor, so you can keep them in check
@@aylahanson5790 Do it your way, for now the internet is really helpful on how to cope with it so you could use it, goodluck with everything, you got this!
I totally agree. It's like you know there's people but you can't really tell that they're there because you're just so alone and it's hard to believe that you're not.
Remember this audio is from shows, where the characters are experiences different chapter in their lives but everything works out for them, and it will for you too. You do not deserve to cry, to feel sad but it happens as a cycle of life, to make you stronger, you have to take the ugly with the good and remember that it's going to be okay and you will overcome this phase🥰
Everybody deserves to cry. Its a natural emotion. But everybody is does not deserve being _made_ to cry. Also, I know whatever idiot who told you that is hyperbolic, but it's literally impossible to do everything wrong.
Haydon Carrington no, of course not. that’s not his plan. he wants you to keep going. hold on to him. he wants you to live. you have to see what’s stopping you from being “happy”. the thing with therapy is that not every psychologist is in to help people, some love their job and want to genuinely do it, but there’s some that don’t.. i suggest you try someone else until you find the right one. read reviews, recommendations. don’t give up! there’s also hotlines, friends, family, anyone you trust. i hope that you find your way, you’re not alone even if you may feel like it. sending positive vibes
Haydon Carrington hey.. I don’t think that is true. I can not tell you everything will be ok. But I can tell you that at least one person prayed for you tonight.
The LaW amazing....until they leave. And all you ever feel is heart break, numb, it’s worse than someone leaving you....cause this one said they loved you. And broke ir
it feels amazing, wonderful, like nothing could hurt you😍 then they find someone new😐and leave you all alone wondering what that new someone has that you don't😞 wondering what you could've possibly done to make them look for love in another person😞 if your ever given the chance to fall in love... DON'T...it only leads to pain and late nights thinking about them and crying💔
Maybe I'm not good enough... me daily. It hurts so bad I can't breath.... me when I miss her. So every moment since she passed. This audio hurts but I needed it. I lost my mom in 2004 and I miss her terribly.
You are not alone... I suffer through this, and I understand... Just stay strong... Tell your story because it could change someone's life or change the perspective of how they see things through you... You got this... There's always someone out there for you and I care about you and I love you for being yourself...
Hey, everything’s okay you got this!❤️ I completely understand how you feel, somebody out here loves and cares about you and you WILL get through this! Don’t blame yourself for something someone else did! Stay positive even if it’s hard!🥺
"One day you'll stop crying and you're wrists will cry blood for you instead." That's a quote off the internet that I stole, but damn it's true in my case. I hope you never go through it, and if I'm too late to save you, then I guess I fucked up again.
rina vonarx these never made me cry ... only think on the few rare occasions that i would cry i would feel my heart sink .. i know that there is only so much i can do before my emotions take over ... sad part is i’m already so numb to my feelings that i no longer care
Man I remember the days where I used to actually be happy and had a good reputation with people. I was more confident with myself then. I had an amazing best friend and good grades. My family was happy. And I guess it all went wrong. I was transferring to middle school.. however it was different. Over the summer over sixth grade year actually.... I lost my best friend. She moved and we had a fight and I never hear from her anymore. I miss her so much. My dog passed during the summer. My brother seemed different he got so abusive and aggressive towards me and my mom. I didn’t feel like doing homework so I always made up excuses or stayed home from school. I wasn’t an honor roll student anymore, my grades slipped. And I just hated the stares people would give me saying “I don’t have it.” Everyone looked disappointed. Those people I once knew and who where once my friends just turned. I remember asking my cousin how she felt starting middle school when she was my age and all she said was “I hate it. It feels like everyone is against you, it’s so hard to trust people.” And I never forgot that. And still to this day all I want to do is talk to my friend and feel happy. I miss my best friend.. Edit: My grandma hates seeing this pain, so she wants to drive the distance for me to find my friend. I know the address... just don’t know if this is right.... what should I do?
I know what losing your friend feels like. Maybe try reaching out to them and make amends, even tho it's more easier said than done. But it might make you feel alittle better. I hope it helps
Balenciaga Oliveira I’ve been thinking about how to reply to this. Thank you for your support. It’s quite different beings we had a fight over text, she had moved about a year before this fight. ( June 26, 2016 ) The last thing she said to me was “Leave me alone. I don’t live in Montana anymore, we both have separate lives. If you contact me again I will call the cops for harassment. Goodbye.” And that was it.. I miss her a lot. It’s been two years and I haven’t stopped thinking about it, it’s in my head everyday. Crazy how attached you can get to someone, isn’t it?
WinterWolf 54, I understand how you feel. I'm completely sorry of that happening to you. Even though we don't know eachother, I'm here if you ever want to talk. I'm not the greatest at comforting people but I can try.
The worst part is when you try to ask for help and no one, not even your friends will listen. They stare at you like your crazy and ignore you. It just hurts but you can't do anything about it. You just sit there and wonder why no one will help you. You don't know how to fix yourself and it's hard. Where you miss that one person and no one understands why your crying. They say stuff about you and if you agree it's not right. Where one of your friends say you need to go to a mental asylum and it hurts so much. No one is helping and you don't know why. Its hard.
Jiselle Leslie I know how you feel when no one understands what it’s like to be hurt by someone so close to you. .... I was sexually abused by my cousin, my dad smokes 2 packs of cigarets a day and drinks, my dad doesn’t pay child support, I’ve tried to kill myself, my family has no money, the only person who truly loved me for me was my best friend who died the other day in a car accident and people who I thought were my friends talk about me behind my back when I’m in the same room with them. So I know what it’s like but please don’t give up. I’m past hope but I don’t want anyone else to be so please, even when it hurts, please stay safe and know you are not alone in this world.
I watch these sad audios because it reminds me of how im not good enough. I've been depressed for several years, and still going through it. I mean come on, what is there to do if life? Its a repeating pattern. You basically do the same thing everyday. What also makes me depressed is that i've haven't come out to anyone including my parents. So basically its easier to say on here since im "hiding behind a screen." It's really hard, i will always think about how I'll come out or my future. And if im being honest, i don't really think im going to have one. And the people who try to encourage you, could only try to make you happy while they might be facing their own fight in life. Let me tell you, it is truely hard. And it's really sad that people are scared to say what they want out loud or to someone who'll listen, so they have to say it to a screen. Listen to me, you are not nothing, or worthless, or hated. You don't need a description to describe you because you are you're own self. I mean, what is the point of suicide, Hmm? To "free yourself of your own pain and hatred?" NO, it makes other people suffer including you're loved ones. People say that they are abused or that they cut themselves, or that they are not loved. I've did felt all that. Cutting doesn't help, it makes you more vulnerable. You say you are not loved, we will always love you and if not I'll raise you myself. And if you are getting abused, you need to get as far away from there as you can. The point of why i suffer is that, i grew up with an alcoholic mother and a abusive father. (They weren't always like that before.) They always would've fought. I know how it feels and it is scary. As a kid i use to think my parents were "Heros" but no, they are exactly like me. You see im the oldest and it's really sad cause my younger siblings always look up to me. And i think that if they see me cry they'll see me as "weak" or not "strong." Trust me, I've learned what i am now. That you are beautiful, stunning, handsome, loved. I know why people feel a certain way, it's because of word, "Shame." You are your own person, why let others judge who you are?
Jesus loves you and he wants to help you! Open your heart to him please. It won’t magically disappear but you will be graced with peace and joy that is unexplainable
I'm not sure if what I'm going to say will help but I really hope it does because you deserve to be happy. For me, the way I keep myself going even (I'm not productive most of the time but hey, I'm here and that's my first accomplishment of everyday.) Anyway, a good portion of the time I ask myself is this all worth it. Is the agony of being here and in pain everyday worth it? And it may not be worth it for me right in that moment but it'll be worth it to someone some day. Mostly, I'm terrified that I give up and things were about to get better but I didn't wait long enough for them too. You know that friend that's always late to everything. Happiness is that friend. She never shows up on time and when you all her she says that she'll be there in a minute and then you call her an hour later and she says the same thing. Happiness is that friend and even though she is late a lot, she is the most loyal and reliable (when she is present) of all the possible friends in the world. Because you put up with her crap and she loves the hell out of you for that. I got distracted a lot while writing this so I don't know if it'll make sense but I really hope it helps.
I had depression for so long since I was 16 then I meet my fence and my depression went away I was happy enjoying life laughing joking around talking about having a family with him then last yr he passed away then I felt worse then I ever have I dont feel love I dont feel pain I feel nothing just emptiness and I cant keep going on like this .... it worst then having pain and sadness ever feel nothing when u should be sad to the point cant even cry anymore.... well I have and it sucks....
“you make me feel crazy, you make it me feel like it’s my fault” this is what my abusive stepmom and father would do. they’d make me apologize for nothing. i was 7, silent, well behaved, and they broke me. now, i blame everything on myself. what’s wrong with me
" I'm ashamed of you being my sister. " " I wish you weren't born so these problems won't come" .. Ouch... That hurts but you still hide it in your head.
Its crazy how girls at my school wish they had depression and anxiety when i would give my everything up just to feel a little bit okay not even happiness just a little bit of the old me would give me the reassurance that im gonna be okay
I have a tough friendship right now with my bff and we have gone thru good and bad times and now we are going thru a rough balance and I just like to listen to this and somehow this keeps my vibe up...😞 it’s tuff out there man .......... have a good day to the 1% that sees this
Sometimes I just wanna cry and never stop, but I realized that the tears won’t come out anymore so I just sit here mentally and physically abusing myself trying to let my emotions out, but the tears never come, so I no longer can cry to make myself feel better...
Hello beautiful, You’re not alone...as much as you feel you are, you’re not. There’s always someone out there going through the same shit and will do anything to make you feel just the slightest happier. As much as you don’t want to continue you have to...you have a purpose even if you think that’s just being a mistake. You’re not. You’re an amazing person even if you’ve made mistakes. A persons statement is showing who they are and is a statement of the kind of person THEY are, it’s not a statement about you. ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong beautiful people. Pls talk to me if you need anything
I'm losing my bestfriend right now and I feel lonely and it hurts so much and I just started having a mental breakdown and this hit me hard do much I just loved him a lot I would do anything to get him back💔🥺🤧I loved him more than a bestfriend or friend and it hurts so much because he loves someone else💔🤧 I was happy for him because he was happy but now I'm not because he left and I messed up because a lot if stuff was happening in my life I took it all out on him I was just stupid but this really hurt me and now I'm realizing that he wont come back it hurts me so much because I love him I would die for him and now I'm at the edge of living it's really hard so all I can say is dont lose your loved ones
I just need someone to talk to but when i do they just forget about me and they move on with their lives so i just don't bother anymore Edit 14/3/2021: i was right. They all leave. I'm done.
the feeling you bring up something about your soulmates past and they start crying so now your debating if you should leave this place or stay.. but you know that that would hurt everyone but your feeling so numb..
The one thing that really be hitting different is how when your little you are so confident in you and your body but when you get older more and more people start to judge you for who you are so now today your in your room in the dark watching sad edits on RUclips because you don't even know what life is anymore and if thus is how your feeling right now I feel you and just think about it
I don’t understand why people allow this it’s time to know your worth and don’t give anyone that power over you!!! You deserve better! You mean everything!! 💯
When everyone thinks your happy because your always making other people laugh but inside you're broken into a million pieces. Constantly feeling the need to cry but cant until ur alone
You know what hurts the most? When you think your friends with someone and when you try to talk to them they just ignore you like you don't exist, that's the most painful feeling every she was one of my best friends and now it feels like her and my other friends think *I'm not good enough* yea, I guess I'm not...
I was a straight A student, loving what i was doing, had good friends. Then a bunch of family shit happened, and my friends went to different colleges, i was left with people that were more like associates, i’m a year behind in college and i’m still not hitting deadlines, my mum is constantly getting messages about my attendance. I don’t enjoy what i’m doing, I am letting my mum down, I don’t know where to go from here or what to do. I just want to go back and do it all differently.
Give it time ... trust me i was exactly where your like 6 months ago ... i still have my moments but they are getting less and less every day... the secret is to just breathe, get your ass out of bed, and put one foot in front of the other ...
why is it getting hard to feel...I think I've got so much pain I can't feel anymore I'm going numb can't cry...It hurts please make the pain stop.........
@@Storm1234 Push through buddy, it's hard I know, but we're all a community of broken people here for each other. Now you're a part of my life, and I believe you've got this.
my pain is so hard to explain all I do is lay on the floor balling my eyes out. what's happiness I've never felt happy in my life, your lucky if u are happy cause I'm not I just got broken up with! again.... I'm so hurt
Question: Why the hell are there so many people, just in these comments alone, that are so lonely and in so much emotional pain? I am one of these people, too. We need to do better for each other! We need to collectively take seriously the responsibility of having children. Childhood trauma passed down and recirculated through one generation after another, over and over again. That is my guess for at least part of what has caused our pain. It isn't a matter of fault. I think most of us are doing the best we can in whatever our circumstance may be at any particular moment. That's all we can do. We do what we know. Maybe we need to know more so we can make our best better. I'd love to get a discussion going about this, mostly because I really am interested to figure it out, but also it seems to really help people to know that others feel the same and they aren't weird or crazy. Even when we feel completely alone, we are not. The energy of the Universe around us and in us, which includes ALL OF US, is always here. Please reply with your thoughts. Danke ;)
I have this thing that I am. Afraid of being happy because it always end up in my face 😔. I can't do this enymore I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up
The ptsd coursing through my body as I listen , I’m sorry to all those men and women who fell in love & has been led on to their demise ..💔 nobody deserves it
I'm a monster not a human I'm not beautiful I'm ugly I'm not proud of myself I will never be happy again I don't feel anything I only feel sadness I always fake smile I can't stay positive anymore I'm a mistake😞 Edit: Heh whoever likes this comment agrees huh... Well I'm used to it :)
Anime gurl BHNA&other. You are NOT a mistake, if you were brought into this world you have a purpose, you just need to fine your reasons for living ok. YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT A MISTAKE !! * Keep on fighting your battles you'll overcome them, NEVER GIVE UP!!*
No you're not. Nobody is.... Even if we all feel like we are and that we don't belong! I feel like nobody loves me and that I'm a mistake every day, so I scratch myself....
You can rise above everything. Your value can never be taken away from you. You are enough. Never give up Keep pursuing your goals and the things you find joy in. Life itself is so extraordinary that everything can change the next day for the good or bad - always meet the sun when it rises and thank it when it sets.... too much beauty in the world to miss it staring down on the ground and missing everything. You can do it.
let me tell you it hurts . . . Especially when you’ve convinced yourself that that’s the only option left so therefore it also becomes the best option too
I love my classmates. I’d like to call them my friends but I make sure to keep my interaction inconsistent so that we aren’t quite friends but aren’t quite strangers. We talk in class but not outside. They make me laugh so much that I forget everything and it doesn’t matter because in that moment, I almost know what happiness is. But then when I go home, I have no one. The worries weigh me down, I become anxious and hide away in my room. I lost my appetite a few years ago and have struggled to get it back. The thought of eating is unpleasant, I stay up til 2 in the morning and then sleep through the afternoon after school, I barely eat inbetween. At school I’m okay because for roughly 6 hours everyday, I have people who can make me laugh until I cry. But then at home, I forget what it feels like to laugh and I sit wondering what it felt like. How tragic.
Best lesson I learnt in life. NO ONE CARES like you could ever care about yourself. NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU the way you can love yourself. So screw everyone else. Never look for someone to make you happy. Others are there to add to your happy. Not to create or take. You’ve got 5 minutes to cry and feel sorry for yourself. After that... you will get up and you will get out there and find your happy. You will look at yourself with love. You will care about how you feel. No excuses anymore... leaving and giving up is not an option. You want to feel carry on blaming others because they hurt you? No that’s your fault for holding onto it longer than necessary. Stop blaming others for your weakness and start commending yourself on your strengths.
i like how feels safe here i love you all and i like reading all your comments uWu edit: im trying to read all of your comments and trying to make you feel better❤
warm tears irritating near the bases of nostrils Mouth full of viscous fluid Intermittent changing glances to check we are hiding safe That moment when we split into innumerable pieces That moment when we cry "It hurts, please make it stop" When literally nobody is listening to us.
The way it’s 1:30am and I’m crying silently while having a panic attack but I’m too scared to call my close friend because I don’t want to be a burden to them
You probably won't burden them. Burdens are things people don't want to deal with. If s/he is your friend, like your actual friend, if s/he didn't want to deal with or be around you s/he wouldn't interact with you, and especially not get close to you.
When maroon 5 said "i was there for you in your darkest times. i was there for you on your darkest nights. but i wonder where were you?" yeah i felt that :/
When im around people, I hold in my pain... my tears... my feelings. When I'm alone..... i cry.... i hurt.... its unbearable. It hurts so bad, i can't hold it in. The painful cries out and screams from pain. The pain in my throat, my eyes burn.😭😭
Sometimes i feel like i just want to give up but i have to support my mom cause she said that " You are the reason why im alive" and that hit so hard i cryed for weeks knowing i dont feel good enough my mom and my whole family has multiple mental illnesses and i just sit there and watch cause i really cant do anything if i try it always leads to trouble
The worst feeling to ever feel is when your friends with someone for a long time and something horrible happens🥺idk this sing just describes me.....she used to be my everything but she Hatess me now and she wants nothing to do with me🥺I hate myself😭😭
I lost my best friend too were we so close and then out of the blue she hated me. I was very upset and I still am today but I have accepted that I gave her my best and I did nothing wrong she just chose that she did not want to be my friend anymore I have no clue why. Juts know that it's ok you will find new friends that find value in you, you will find friends that love you and will allways have your back.
Please, if you read this ... You are wonderful and you are not stupid or anything you are you . Love yourself please someone love you ! Many people loves you . Thank you for your attention ❤️
U ever be texting ur friend and shes saying she found love and shes so happy but ur on the other crying and thinking ur not good enough for anyone while telling her ur so happy for and she has no idea the pain ur in and the constant numbness
I get that all the time
Yeah.. they tell you you could speak to them but you know you can't.. they wouldn't understand because they're happy! And you feel like shit.. but you're happy for them..
Yea happening to me right now. It’s getting bad to the point where I feel like I can’t even talk normal to people bc I’m so worried that I’m never going to be good enough. So I keep my mouth shout and that still isn’t good enough. I’m just so tired of everything. I’m so tired of watching people be so happy while I’m drowning in my own tears.. over and over again.
That happened to me last week, my Bsf got a girlfriend and I told her I was so damn happy for her, but on my side I was crying because anytime I ever love someone I get hurt, and I’m so lonely
Yea and sometimes I just look at my best friend she getting loved by people but me I feel like not good enough
It’s hard to love yourself when everyone’s pointing out your flaws
You don't need to listen to them. They speak from their own lives, their point of view and what they see as a "flaw". You have to remember people only speak from their level of perception, and most of the time what they hate in you is what they hate/lack in themselves. So do not mind that bullshit, reclaim your life. TAKE CONTROL OF IT because it's YOUR LIFE, not theirs. What will their opinions do for you? will they get you anywhere in life? NO. The only thing that matters is how you view yourself. Self-love is a journey and small steps are still steps. Good luck on your progress🌸
I hate meeting ppl cuz when they first see me after awhile, theyd say ive become fatter or i have more acnes. It hurts when they point out my insecurities. I literally cried the whole day thinking about how i look or overthink what i did or said
Especially when it’s your father
@@fionaarmy813 my family yells at me bc im getting bigger and my acne is getting worse. I've worked out for over a month now and I cant lose the weight
Learn to love your flaws then, it's apart of you
Do you know that feeling when you really want to cry but you can't?
Because something inside is broken?
That's how i feel all the time...
Yea i feel that when i cant cry i cut or i do both rn i have cut down my arm...im not enough
@Wayward Masełko but she was my only happiness...she was the reason i was here
@Wayward Masełko nothin ever made me happy except her
Yeah I always fill like that
@@dakotaenoch9014 i sometimes cut my rist or my arm but nobody notice it bc I always were a jacket
People always say “I’m here for you” when actually they aren’t.
True
I'm just in like this situation no
I'm so lost in sorrow
So true
Nobody says that to me because they think I’m fine, they think because I’m always smiling that I’m happy..
The feeling you get when you realise you’re not your favourite person’s favourite person. 💔
or when you realise you're no ones favourite person
Wow.. it really really hurts.
Yes 😭 I realize it everyday.
yup 😞💔
i got used to that feeling
I want to cry sometimes and I feel the tears building up in my eyes, but they never come out
i can understand you.. they'll go down, and is not always a good thing..
Same
Same dude, I want to cry so fucking bad but I can’t ☹️
I’ve cried so hard ... I don’t have any left
Lauren Harvey I can relate
You ever want to cry your heart out and just talk about everything that's going wrong, but at the same time you dont want to get judged so you keep it in and cry yourself to sleep every night knowing that tmr isnt going to be better...
(update)
I wrote this 9 months ago in September, 3 months later i tried to kms, i wish someone woul have noticed...
I'm ready to go. I hope things got better for you
@@MrCantafio if "I'm ready to go" means what I think, don't do it please I don't know you I don't anything about you but... I love you it will get better and the worse but that's just how life is it hard and then easy and then harder I feel the same as you but do t do it PLEASE. I love you...
@@MrCantafio Don't think these thoughts please, your life will get better, it will get on the right track, this is just a phrase you are experiencing, I've been there too but now everything turned out to be good and I feel happy, you can too! Do not give up, things always get better!!!!
You'll see that tomorrow does get better. I was in the same place as you are, thinking the same thoughts.. but hear me out, those are not real, you matter, you have a purpouse, this is just a phrase, and you will get out on the other side better than ever,don't ever give up and maybe consider opening up to people? Your parents maybe,or family cause they may not always show it but they care about you I know you feel like you're lonely but you're not, you can always talk to me
" Please make it stop it hurts "
The amount of times I've said that i can't count
do-do you need help?
@@Eri-jn6lw nah I'm good thanks 😂
@@klaus5353 okay,just wanted to make sure
@Jackie Irish i promise you it'll get better
@Jackie Irish have faith, my life isn't good either
some people are only meant to give love, and never receive it.
True
Lxuise this hits me to next level of unending pain
@@namesshit7653 :(
Thats me....EVERY....SINGLE... DAY.... I always help and love and care for people..... But what do I get in return?..... NOTHING!!! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...... THATS WHY I FEEL LIKE IM NOTHING AND FEEL WORTHLESS!!!!.........😭😭😭
@@shaelynharmon839 I feel you I work so hard to make everyone smile but I get nothing in return. I recently met a new friend that showed me that I matter. Remember to care for your self sometimes we become so selfless that people abuse our kindness, all human on this Earth are special but remember you matter!!!!!! So take care of your self and spreed your kindness to those that love you and deserve your time. ❤️😃
Roses are dead
Roses are dying
Inside I'm crying
Outside I'm smiling
im relating to this.
I cry outside and inside but I hold the tears so I’m practically laughing through my tears..... Plus on top of that I have had a hard life sometimes I with I was dead... but I made a promise to my brother that I won’t give up until there’s nothing left
Same except me and my brother wanna be dead
Same man..
🤯
I'm not even Fifteen yet, and I want to die. The starting of this audio is something I relate to so much. I used to be so happy. Nothing could break me down. Nowadays I cant go a day without, lashing out at someone and not meaning it. I cant go a day without wanting to jump off a cliff. I cant go a damn day without having do many damn responsibilities on my back. So many people expect so much from me, but I cant give them my best if I'm in a constant state of wanting to die. I have so many scars, and it feels like nothing is going right everything is going wrong. I had to watch the people I love most either die, hate me, or leave me. My own mother thinks school is more important than my own self love.
I truly just want to sleep, and never wake up.
It's okay Johanna... I feel like that too and I'm only 12 almost 13. So many people expect so much from me. To remember all these fucking important dates and homework and chores. And shit like that and I have to help my friends and family. But I fucking can't anymore.... My life is too hard and I FUCKING CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE 😭😭😭
꧁ Johanna ꧂
Don’t give up
Please
I feel your pain
I’m only 14 and suicidal thoughts flood my mind all the time I think I’m not good enough because of my weight and that people aren’t gonna like me cause just because I’m a girl I’m supposed to be thin and wearing all the trends but I can’t give up because I know that there are those around me that care for me and want what’s best for me and no matter what you have people like that in your life and you shouldn’t want to leave then because you should know that you have so much to do in your life
So please
DON’T GIVE UP JUST YET
Reach out to people that you can lean on that help you or people that make you feel like you belong. ❤️
Same currently crying rn gn world
I’m here!!
I died when I was 12. Im just.. dead inside now. I'm 17 and can't wait for this to end.
"The reason why I keep my feelings to myself is, because I can't explain them... 💔"
I feel the same way
True
I feel the exact same
I kept feelings to myself, people found out and made things worse... some times you just need to accept it, that; when someone leaves your life, don’t let them back in, if they say they love you, don’t believe them, they don’t know you because they left... and you’ll have a missing piece of your life because of that one thing they did... they left ( this is for my dad if he wants to see me, oh wait, he doesn’t because he doesn’t love me, never wanted me..💔😔)
nobody cares god is real pm me
I'm not scared of suicide. I'm scared of what would happen if i failed.
I dont want to end my life i just want to end my pain😢😢
Suicide doesn't end the pain. It just passes it to someone else.
Me too
don't do it. i know life sucks, but remembre the good days. it's not all bad
I understand this so much.
You still alive? Stay strong enough to pass this feeling. You will get to a point when the hurt subsides and you'll be ok with life, it may not be grand and it may not be fabulous, but you'll realize nobodies is, we all love say to day and you gotta find what makes you happy enough to love yourself. Don't let anyone else determine your value.
"- and then you realize.. you don't wanna feel tommorow"
What is this clip from?
this is the worst part.. 😞
Me- “The hardest thing for me to do in the morning, is wake up”
Someone- “Not a morning person? I love sleeping, too.”
Me- “yeah..”
Oof I feel that dude
sad truth
I know what that feels like
Lmaooooo my whole family say the same to me.
*wakes up and doesn't get up cause I have no motivation just pain to lay down and cry*
"not a morning person? me too"
Everything will be ok...I know it feels like it won’t but...stay strong💜
What the f* is wrong with me like i don't get abused, bullied, ignored anything! But somehow i just feel broken useless etc and i really don't know why
*i just need someone to talk to man*
Wanna talk on instagram?? I gotchu.
@b.i.n.a.a.a.a
Same. I’m here to talk
I need someone to talk to, I'm better at listening though. If you ever need someone, I can give you my discord. Best of luck out there..
Same. I feel so fucking insignificant. Like I never really belong anywhere... I always stress over what people think of me... bile rises in my throat. I feel as if I'm gonna be sick, but I never actually throw up. I can't cry anymore. It's going to take a lot for me to burst into tears again. I am numb, I feel nothing. I want it all to end but I don't want to hurt my family or my boyfriend.
Even though people say they care and they love me, it feels as if they don't, like they're lying to my face, and I'm falling right into their trap. I fear meeting new people and losing friendships, because I know I won't make new friends.
Who would love a girl who is broken, and wants to stay shattered forever? Who would love a forgotten promise lost to the wind.
"I'll never cut myself again." I fucking promised him I wouldn't, but here we go again down this endless road, only to hit a dead end. My life was over before it even began, and I'm so sorry, I just can't take it anymore. You all need to stop caging me by telling me it'll be okay. What if I don't WANT it to be? What if I want to die right now? Did you ever consider that? Guess not.
Please do not think you are alone, it's always there someone, at least I'm willing to listen to you. Please don't blame yourself. We are all not perfect, nobody is really, me too not, but we have to fight. Please reach out to me, if you need someone to listen, someone who is there for you, I don't know you but I don't want you to give up, I'm so sorry for the feelings you have been through, But I want you to live. I hope you could fix it, even if you think you are not going to be able to fix it but, at least share that pain with someone, ... Don't give up!
sucks when you're afraid of losing someone you already lost. loving someone hurts soo much..especially when you know you can't have that one specific person.
Jennmxl facts
i feel you :(
True
Keep preaching
Hell. Fucking. Yes.
I'm to afraid to die but so scared to live.
"and then I realized you don't want to feel tomorrow" got me hard
I can’t put my emotions into words but this perfectly describes it...
Sme
Same
I can't even remember what it's like to be truly fucking happy
I use to but my happiness left me
Tbh it's useful
I feel you, but it'll be okay.. ❤
Same.
Nhiooooiio
When the hard gets harder,
When the pain won’t stop,
When you want to smile but all that comes out is a lie,
When you can’t tell the people closest to you the truth,
When you want to cry but your in a room with people you know don’t understand,
When I’m sad, I smile.
When I’m depressed, I laugh.
When you ask if I’m ok, I say I’m fine.
When I can’t deal with the pain, I want you to understand that when I say ‘I’m fine,’ and ‘You don’t have to worry.’ Please do because I can’t do it alone. But no one ever seems to understand.
Exactly the same, ppl think I'm OK but inside im broken 😢
Do you need to talk to someone?
Kookie Playz I try but I can’t
Kookie Playz no one listens
KC elladaras we have each other when it gets hard so I hope we BOTH can be ok
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.💔
I know how it feels I tried to. Kill my self and I tried to. Run away its not worth it stay fositive please. I hate myself and I hate my life but God is with us and he wants you to go on❤️
Nicole Pretorius God doesn’t want me to go on, he wants me to die but thanks anyway😔😔
Same.....
K go. It ain't hard. Maybe overdose just gtfo
SAME 😭😭😭
Those moments that I'm actually okay sometimes i see those posts on Instagram saying "you're not useless" and stuff and it just reminds that i don't feel that way. I feel so useless, so unhappy and then i remember how selfish i am because some other kids dont even have a home and i cry over not so serious things.
Same..
Well yes you could be grateful for having the chance to live under a roof and have food and wake up everyday with the opportunity to start fresh, start a new day, start a new life, when some kids out there don't. But how you feel is valid, you are needed because you are here for a reason. You have a purpouse,find it, find your passion,everyday you get an opportunity to TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND, you matter and I hope you find whatever it is that makes you happy out there. You got this, you already made it this far💜
This is how I feel but just know, every problem is important no matter how big or small, every person matters, and we all deserve love. Keep fighting💓💓
True everybody has it worse but what's the point in playing oppression Olympics about it? You don't walk up to people who got their leg broken from being ran over by a car and say "suck it up buttercup some people get paralyzed or get their heads severed off." Not gonna make their bones heal any faster now will it? If you feel bad then go have your cry and then work on trying to fix the problem. Crying is natural; its not like you're doing something that actually has a negative impact on anybody.
Probably no one is going to see this but this song is my entire life story in a song. The part where it says I can’t I have experienced and still do
Your loved remember that! Im here if you want to talk.
I feel the same way with all of these audio
"death
it's a rough one isn't it?
its hard for our brains to accept
you see the person everyday and then
they're gone"😞😞
This part hit me bad
I feel like my mom dont know what a panick attack really is.. when i tell her i stayed home from school because i had a really bad one she just tells me that it helps to get fresh air. Idk how fresh air can stop my shaking, my heart feeling like its gonna burst and me not having any control. I dont really understand my panick attacks myself so how would she possibly do?
I know what you mean. My mum will scream at me, then when I have a panic attack she screams at me to just take some deep breaths despite the fact that I can't take shallow ones. She says I just need to do sport again. I wish parents would just talk less and listen more sometimes
Just search it online and tell her that you are experiencing those exact simptomps, and that is real and it's bad and you need help. She needs to get you to a doctor, so you can keep them in check
@@aylahanson5790 Make them listen!! And tell her you need a doctor so you keep everything in check
@@cosminatomoiu5882 I wish it were that simple. It's safer for me to just wait a few years until I leave and then try to find the money for therapy
@@aylahanson5790 Do it your way, for now the internet is really helpful on how to cope with it so you could use it, goodluck with everything, you got this!
No matter how hard I struggle I’m fine...because as long as I’m smiling I’m ok right? 💔😭
myboi100 yep at least that’s what we want to belive
Do You Wanna Talk About It... It Might Make You Feel Better...?
Im giving up my life
Idk for me its only if im not hurt my loved ones... 😰
@@zer4958 I want to talk
The worst feeling in the world is feeling completely alone when you're in a room full of friends
Edit: thx for the likes x
Yeah, i can kind of relate to that i guess.
I totally agree. It's like you know there's people but you can't really tell that they're there because you're just so alone and it's hard to believe that you're not.
Me today
Me everyday 😞
I dont have friends i like being alone
This is sometimes how I feel. Yet, giving up is never an option. We have to get up and have the courage to try again.
“You do everything wrong..”
“You deserve to cry.”
Remember this audio is from shows, where the characters are experiences different chapter in their lives but everything works out for them, and it will for you too. You do not deserve to cry, to feel sad but it happens as a cycle of life, to make you stronger, you have to take the ugly with the good and remember that it's going to be okay and you will overcome this phase🥰
i know i do
Everybody deserves to cry. Its a natural emotion. But everybody is does not deserve being _made_ to cry.
Also, I know whatever idiot who told you that is hyperbolic, but it's literally impossible to do everything wrong.
i don’t want to be broken anymore. 😓
No one wants, but we are...
Therapy doesn’t work, it’s never helped me. Maybe that’s gods plan for me. To die
Andres Cardona sadly..
Haydon Carrington no, of course not. that’s not his plan. he wants you to keep going. hold on to him. he wants you to live. you have to see what’s stopping you from being “happy”. the thing with therapy is that not every psychologist is in to help people, some love their job and want to genuinely do it, but there’s some that don’t.. i suggest you try someone else until you find the right one. read reviews, recommendations. don’t give up! there’s also hotlines, friends, family, anyone you trust. i hope that you find your way, you’re not alone even if you may feel like it. sending positive vibes
Haydon Carrington hey.. I don’t think that is true. I can not tell you everything will be ok. But I can tell you that at least one person prayed for you tonight.
Jealous of young me
So innocent
Happy
It feels like it was a dream yet it was like that
But life happens right?
Yeah
Tony Life happens...
So how does it feel to be loved back by the person you love?
The LaW amazing....until they leave. And all you ever feel is heart break, numb, it’s worse than someone leaving you....cause this one said they loved you. And broke ir
The LaW how does it feel to be good enough for the one you love to be cared for and adored by the one you love and adore?
I wouldn't know
it feels amazing, wonderful, like nothing could hurt you😍 then they find someone new😐and leave you all alone wondering what that new someone has that you don't😞 wondering what you could've possibly done to make them look for love in another person😞 if your ever given the chance to fall in love... DON'T...it only leads to pain and late nights thinking about them and crying💔
It felt ...like that was all i needed ...it was amazing......until she left 😢broken promises 💔lost dreams
Maybe I'm not good enough... me daily.
It hurts so bad I can't breath.... me when I miss her. So every moment since she passed.
This audio hurts but I needed it. I lost my mom in 2004 and I miss her terribly.
Who else is covering their mouth with there hand so nobody hears. While tears slide from your eyes
It’s not sad when your lonely by yourself. It’s sad when your lonely when you are with friends.
You are not alone... I suffer through this, and I understand... Just stay strong... Tell your story because it could change someone's life or change the perspective of how they see things through you... You got this... There's always someone out there for you and I care about you and I love you for being yourself...
I just want to scream and cry so loud that it makes me forget why I’m crying or screaming I just want to let go of stuff yk..
I just wanna be happy again😭
Can i be you friend
Me too
Okay..
+254702102902,thats my whatsApp no.,we can chat
@@emma-dm3kq likewise
Hey, everything’s okay you got this!❤️ I completely understand how you feel, somebody out here loves and cares about you and you WILL get through this! Don’t blame yourself for something someone else did! Stay positive even if it’s hard!🥺
"It hurts..please make it stop"
I feel that:')
I cried so much all this relates to me.
"One day you'll stop crying and you're wrists will cry blood for you instead." That's a quote off the internet that I stole, but damn it's true in my case. I hope you never go through it, and if I'm too late to save you, then I guess I fucked up again.
@@magicalpixie710 no you didn't and thx right back to you😳🙄
The fact that these don’t even make me sad any more .. 💔
rina vonarx these never made me cry ... only think on the few rare occasions that i would cry i would feel my heart sink .. i know that there is only so much i can do before my emotions take over ... sad part is i’m already so numb to my feelings that i no longer care
I know the feeling. Numb. Tired. Empty. Alot of people are going through this
Maybe because you're cold inside strong possibility
Or you never really cared
@@official_her2846 😢
Man I remember the days where I used to actually be happy and had a good reputation with people. I was more confident with myself then. I had an amazing best friend and good grades. My family was happy. And I guess it all went wrong. I was transferring to middle school.. however it was different. Over the summer over sixth grade year actually.... I lost my best friend. She moved and we had a fight and I never hear from her anymore. I miss her so much. My dog passed during the summer. My brother seemed different he got so abusive and aggressive towards me and my mom. I didn’t feel like doing homework so I always made up excuses or stayed home from school. I wasn’t an honor roll student anymore, my grades slipped. And I just hated the stares people would give me saying “I don’t have it.” Everyone looked disappointed. Those people I once knew and who where once my friends just turned. I remember asking my cousin how she felt starting middle school when she was my age and all she said was “I hate it. It feels like everyone is against you, it’s so hard to trust people.” And I never forgot that. And still to this day all I want to do is talk to my friend and feel happy. I miss my best friend..
Edit: My grandma hates seeing this pain, so she wants to drive the distance for me to find my friend. I know the address... just don’t know if this is right.... what should I do?
aw i know how you feel but i hope you get better❤
I know what losing your friend feels like. Maybe try reaching out to them and make amends, even tho it's more easier said than done. But it might make you feel alittle better. I hope it helps
Balenciaga Oliveira I’ve been thinking about how to reply to this. Thank you for your support. It’s quite different beings we had a fight over text, she had moved about a year before this fight. ( June 26, 2016 ) The last thing she said to me was “Leave me alone. I don’t live in Montana anymore, we both have separate lives. If you contact me again I will call the cops for harassment. Goodbye.” And that was it.. I miss her a lot. It’s been two years and I haven’t stopped thinking about it, it’s in my head everyday. Crazy how attached you can get to someone, isn’t it?
WinterWolf 54, I understand how you feel. I'm completely sorry of that happening to you. Even though we don't know eachother, I'm here if you ever want to talk. I'm not the greatest at comforting people but I can try.
Balenciaga Oliveira Thank You, that means a lot😊
It's hurts so bad I can't breath ......I'm tired of being broken ...and I won't say help cause no one never hears me......I'm done
The worst part is when you try to ask for help and no one, not even your friends will listen. They stare at you like your crazy and ignore you. It just hurts but you can't do anything about it. You just sit there and wonder why no one will help you. You don't know how to fix yourself and it's hard. Where you miss that one person and no one understands why your crying. They say stuff about you and if you agree it's not right. Where one of your friends say you need to go to a mental asylum and it hurts so much. No one is helping and you don't know why. Its hard.
@@amandalee9756 u just described my life.......but we're gonna be fine😥
@@shuggy18 I hope so...
@@amandalee9756 we all know I'm not 😥but I'm fine 😌😥
Jiselle Leslie I know how you feel when no one understands what it’s like to be hurt by someone so close to you.
.... I was sexually abused by my cousin, my dad smokes 2 packs of cigarets a day and drinks, my dad doesn’t pay child support, I’ve tried to kill myself, my family has no money, the only person who truly loved me for me was my best friend who died the other day in a car accident and people who I thought were my friends talk about me behind my back when I’m in the same room with them. So I know what it’s like but please don’t give up. I’m past hope but I don’t want anyone else to be so please, even when it hurts, please stay safe and know you are not alone in this world.
Man the first words already brought me down to tears
I watch these sad audios because it reminds me of how im not good enough. I've been depressed for several years, and still going through it.
I mean come on, what is there to do if life? Its a repeating pattern. You basically do the same thing everyday.
What also makes me depressed is that i've haven't come out to anyone including my parents. So basically its easier to say on here since im "hiding behind a screen."
It's really hard, i will always think about how I'll come out or my future. And if im being honest, i don't really think im going to have one.
And the people who try to encourage you, could only try to make you happy while they might be facing their own fight in life. Let me tell you, it is truely hard.
And it's really sad that people are scared to say what they want out loud or to someone who'll listen, so they have to say it to a screen.
Listen to me, you are not nothing, or worthless, or hated. You don't need a description to describe you because you are you're own self. I mean, what is the point of suicide, Hmm? To "free yourself of your own pain and hatred?" NO, it makes other people suffer including you're loved ones.
People say that they are abused or that they cut themselves, or that they are not loved. I've did felt all that. Cutting doesn't help, it makes you more vulnerable. You say you are not loved, we will always love you and if not I'll raise you myself. And if you are getting abused, you need to get as far away from there as you can.
The point of why i suffer is that, i grew up with an alcoholic mother and a abusive father. (They weren't always like that before.) They always would've fought. I know how it feels and it is scary. As a kid i use to think my parents were "Heros" but no, they are exactly like me. You see im the oldest and it's really sad cause my younger siblings always look up to me. And i think that if they see me cry they'll see me as "weak" or not "strong."
Trust me, I've learned what i am now. That you are beautiful, stunning, handsome, loved. I know why people feel a certain way, it's because of word, "Shame." You are your own person, why let others judge who you are?
....life is a endless loop.
But worse and worse things happend bc youre older...
yo. stay strong.
Jesus loves you and he wants to help you! Open your heart to him please. It won’t magically disappear but you will be graced with peace and joy that is unexplainable
I'm not sure if what I'm going to say will help but I really hope it does because you deserve to be happy. For me, the way I keep myself going even (I'm not productive most of the time but hey, I'm here and that's my first accomplishment of everyday.) Anyway, a good portion of the time I ask myself is this all worth it. Is the agony of being here and in pain everyday worth it? And it may not be worth it for me right in that moment but it'll be worth it to someone some day. Mostly, I'm terrified that I give up and things were about to get better but I didn't wait long enough for them too. You know that friend that's always late to everything. Happiness is that friend. She never shows up on time and when you all her she says that she'll be there in a minute and then you call her an hour later and she says the same thing. Happiness is that friend and even though she is late a lot, she is the most loyal and reliable (when she is present) of all the possible friends in the world. Because you put up with her crap and she loves the hell out of you for that. I got distracted a lot while writing this so I don't know if it'll make sense but I really hope it helps.
I do the same thing
I had depression for so long since I was 16 then I meet my fence and my depression went away I was happy enjoying life laughing joking around talking about having a family with him then last yr he passed away then I felt worse then I ever have I dont feel love I dont feel pain I feel nothing just emptiness and I cant keep going on like this .... it worst then having pain and sadness ever feel nothing when u should be sad to the point cant even cry anymore.... well I have and it sucks....
“you make me feel crazy, you make it me feel like it’s my fault” this is what my abusive stepmom and father would do. they’d make me apologize for nothing. i was 7, silent, well behaved, and they broke me. now, i blame everything on myself. what’s wrong with me
" I'm ashamed of you being my sister. " " I wish you weren't born so these problems won't come"
..
Ouch... That hurts but you still hide it in your head.
I got told the Same thing and i told him so do i and that when i just gave in
Its crazy how girls at my school wish they had depression and anxiety when i would give my everything up just to feel a little bit okay not even happiness just a little bit of the old me would give me the reassurance that im gonna be okay
I have a tough friendship right now with my bff and we have gone thru good and bad times and now we are going thru a rough balance and I just like to listen to this and somehow this keeps my vibe up...😞 it’s tuff out there man .......... have a good day to the 1% that sees this
Sometimes I just wanna cry and never stop, but I realized that the tears won’t come out anymore so I just sit here mentally and physically abusing myself trying to let my emotions out, but the tears never come, so I no longer can cry to make myself feel better...
Feeling lonely even with the whole world around me...
Let’s be honest. Depression doesn’t care how old you are, or how good your life is.
Hello beautiful,
You’re not alone...as much as you feel you are, you’re not. There’s always someone out there going through the same shit and will do anything to make you feel just the slightest happier. As much as you don’t want to continue you have to...you have a purpose even if you think that’s just being a mistake. You’re not. You’re an amazing person even if you’ve made mistakes. A persons statement is showing who they are and is a statement of the kind of person THEY are, it’s not a statement about you. ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong beautiful people. Pls talk to me if you need anything
I'm losing my bestfriend right now and I feel lonely and it hurts so much and I just started having a mental breakdown and this hit me hard do much I just loved him a lot I would do anything to get him back💔🥺🤧I loved him more than a bestfriend or friend and it hurts so much because he loves someone else💔🤧 I was happy for him because he was happy but now I'm not because he left and I messed up because a lot if stuff was happening in my life I took it all out on him I was just stupid but this really hurt me and now I'm realizing that he wont come back it hurts me so much because I love him I would die for him and now I'm at the edge of living it's really hard so all I can say is dont lose your loved ones
That happened to me also with my BEST FRIEND AND NOW I HATE THEM SO MUCH BUT I STILL LOVE THEM YK...
I just need someone to talk to but when i do they just forget about me and they move on with their lives so i just don't bother anymore
Edit 14/3/2021: i was right. They all leave. I'm done.
You talk me when ever you need.
I'm here if you want to talk🌼🌼
I'm here to!
@@johanson4801 thank you so much, I'm sorry i just saw this❤
@@cosminatomoiu5882 thank you, really appreciate it:)
How can I have so many friends and family that care about me...and still feel so alone?
Hi people
Have a good life dont give up that fast
Thank you for your word's... you help me thank you
@@loui3785 no worries ill be here for you if u need me
It's hard to not give up, so thank you. You have just helped me more than you can think, simple things make big differences.
@@suncurp9971 okieee no worries just don give up if u need help I'll be here
I’m fighting. I’m going to continue fighting because of this. Thank you.
the feeling you bring up something about your soulmates past and they start crying so now your debating if you should leave this place or stay.. but you know that that would hurt everyone but your feeling so numb..
This perfectly describes how I currently feel that it actually made me cry, good job!
The one thing that really be hitting different is how when your little you are so confident in you and your body but when you get older more and more people start to judge you for who you are so now today your in your room in the dark watching sad edits on RUclips because you don't even know what life is anymore and if thus is how your feeling right now I feel you and just think about it
I love this song. And this song touches my soul.
Whats the song name?
when i try to talk about this to my firends they always say "you can move on" "cheer up!" They.. just dont know what i felt..
I don’t understand why people allow this it’s time to know your worth and don’t give anyone that power over you!!! You deserve better! You mean everything!! 💯
I didnt know my true feelings deep inside till i listened tothis and it brought it all out
When everyone thinks your happy because your always making other people laugh but inside you're broken into a million pieces. Constantly feeling the need to cry but cant until ur alone
You know what hurts the most? When you think your friends with someone and when you try to talk to them they just ignore you like you don't exist, that's the most painful feeling every she was one of my best friends and now it feels like her and my other friends think *I'm not good enough* yea, I guess I'm not...
the death of all good things I know the feeling and I still have to keep my head up and smile like nothing's wrong
I was a straight A student, loving what i was doing, had good friends. Then a bunch of family shit happened, and my friends went to different colleges, i was left with people that were more like associates, i’m a year behind in college and i’m still not hitting deadlines, my mum is constantly getting messages about my attendance. I don’t enjoy what i’m doing, I am letting my mum down, I don’t know where to go from here or what to do. I just want to go back and do it all differently.
i came here again, i listened to these when i was with my ex i felt so bad, sometimes its sad missing the good memories, but i finally feel free
Im broken and i cant be fix...
Give it time ... trust me i was exactly where your like 6 months ago ... i still have my moments but they are getting less and less every day... the secret is to just breathe, get your ass out of bed, and put one foot in front of the other ...
@@pw968 Easier said than done
You've broken into tiny shards to small to fix
why is it getting hard to feel...I think I've got so much pain I can't feel anymore I'm going numb can't cry...It hurts please make the pain stop.........
Thank you for stating my life in words but I may be 17 but I probably will kill myself very soon.
@@Storm1234 Push through buddy, it's hard I know, but we're all a community of broken people here for each other. Now you're a part of my life, and I believe you've got this.
Honestly this how it feels when the person you love so much makes you feel alive shatters you in million pieces
💯
my pain is so hard to explain all I do is lay on the floor balling my eyes out. what's happiness I've never felt happy in my life, your lucky if u are happy cause I'm not I just got broken up with! again.... I'm so hurt
Question: Why the hell are there so many people, just in these comments alone, that are so lonely and in so much emotional pain? I am one of these people, too. We need to do better for each other! We need to collectively take seriously the responsibility of having children. Childhood trauma passed down and recirculated through one generation after another, over and over again. That is my guess for at least part of what has caused our pain. It isn't a matter of fault. I think most of us are doing the best we can in whatever our circumstance may be at any particular moment. That's all we can do. We do what we know. Maybe we need to know more so we can make our best better. I'd love to get a discussion going about this, mostly because I really am interested to figure it out, but also it seems to really help people to know that others feel the same and they aren't weird or crazy. Even when we feel completely alone, we are not. The energy of the Universe around us and in us, which includes ALL OF US, is always here. Please reply with your thoughts. Danke ;)
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@@camille7651 me...kenyan
@@camille7651 kenyan
I have cherophobia... Im scared to get better. I'm scared of what will happen if I become okay. I'm comfortable where I am.
I have this thing that I am. Afraid of being happy because it always end up in my face 😔. I can't do this enymore I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up
The ptsd coursing through my body as I listen , I’m sorry to all those men and women who fell in love & has been led on to their demise ..💔 nobody deserves it
I'm a monster not a human
I'm not beautiful I'm ugly
I'm not proud of myself
I will never be happy again
I don't feel anything
I only feel sadness
I always fake smile
I can't stay positive anymore
I'm a mistake😞
Edit: Heh whoever likes this comment agrees huh... Well I'm used to it :)
Anime gurl BHNA&other me too
You are not alone, I feel that too, I'm just not good enough
Anime gurl BHNA&other.
You are NOT a mistake, if you were brought into this world you have a purpose, you just need to fine your reasons for living ok.
YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT A MISTAKE !! *
Keep on fighting your battles you'll overcome them, NEVER GIVE UP!!*
Times will be hard, but you have ppl rooting for you every day!
No you're not. Nobody is.... Even if we all feel like we are and that we don't belong! I feel like nobody loves me and that I'm a mistake every day, so I scratch myself....
I never thought I would be this lonely, I was popular before. I have nobody left
You can rise above everything.
Your value can never be taken away from you.
You are enough.
Never give up
Keep pursuing your goals and the things you find joy in. Life itself is so extraordinary that everything can change the next day for the good or bad - always meet the sun when it rises and thank it when it sets.... too much beauty in the world to miss it staring down on the ground and missing everything.
You can do it.
Hanno Swart Thank you so much, it’s nice to talk to someone friendly!
@@haydoncarrington3518 it's a great pleasure! Always remember that there is always more good than bad in this world. Always.
Haydon Carrington Same here
You dont need to be popular to be happy❤
0:48 Feels like an argument my boyfriend and I would have.
isn't that what we all want. someone to us in a way we don't see ourselves in. to see the goodness in us, the beauty...
I what u michelle
i said that once with tears in my eyes because i seemed to truly believe my own words in the moment
let me tell you it hurts . . . Especially when you’ve convinced yourself that that’s the only option left so therefore it also becomes the best option too
Everybody who knows what total emptyness and depression feels like, can relate to this
him. he’s the only thing keeping me going. i love him.
I love my classmates. I’d like to call them my friends but I make sure to keep my interaction inconsistent so that we aren’t quite friends but aren’t quite strangers. We talk in class but not outside. They make me laugh so much that I forget everything and it doesn’t matter because in that moment, I almost know what happiness is. But then when I go home, I have no one. The worries weigh me down, I become anxious and hide away in my room. I lost my appetite a few years ago and have struggled to get it back. The thought of eating is unpleasant, I stay up til 2 in the morning and then sleep through the afternoon after school, I barely eat inbetween. At school I’m okay because for roughly 6 hours everyday, I have people who can make me laugh until I cry. But then at home, I forget what it feels like to laugh and I sit wondering what it felt like. How tragic.
Selena in the beginning broke my already shattered heart
Best lesson I learnt in life.
NO ONE CARES like you could ever care about yourself.
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU the way you can love yourself.
So screw everyone else. Never look for someone to make you happy.
Others are there to add to your happy. Not to create or take.
You’ve got 5 minutes to cry and feel sorry for yourself.
After that... you will get up and you will get out there and find your happy.
You will look at yourself with love.
You will care about how you feel.
No excuses anymore...
leaving and giving up is not an option.
You want to feel carry on blaming others because they hurt you?
No that’s your fault for holding onto it longer than necessary.
Stop blaming others for your weakness and start commending yourself on your strengths.
We all feel this way sometimes...😢😭🤧
All the time, since...
its 3am , im alone
i like how feels safe here
i love you all and i like reading all your comments uWu
edit: im trying to read all of your comments and trying to make you feel better❤
warm tears irritating near the bases of nostrils
Mouth full of viscous fluid
Intermittent changing glances
to check we are hiding safe
That moment when we split into innumerable pieces
That moment when we cry "It hurts, please make it stop"
When literally nobody is listening to us.
This hit me so hard. I’m crying here and hating myself 😭
Same and I'm only 12 😟😥😫😫
The way it’s 1:30am and I’m crying silently while having a panic attack but I’m too scared to call my close friend because I don’t want to be a burden to them
Same😕
You probably won't burden them. Burdens are things people don't want to deal with. If s/he is your friend, like your actual friend, if s/he didn't want to deal with or be around you s/he wouldn't interact with you, and especially not get close to you.
When maroon 5 said
"i was there for you in your darkest times. i was there for you on your darkest nights. but i wonder where were you?"
yeah i felt that :/
When im around people, I hold in my pain... my tears... my feelings. When I'm alone..... i cry.... i hurt.... its unbearable. It hurts so bad, i can't hold it in. The painful cries out and screams from pain. The pain in my throat, my eyes burn.😭😭
Mom's words to me on grad night: "Strive more."
I had the highest final grade among my graduating batch.
Guess whatever I do will never be enough huh
My mothers words were "go throw youself under a bus nobody will miss you"
Ahkalis I’m sorry about that
@@ahkalis2283 I'm so so sorry your mother is so heartless and so mean. Don't do that, people love and care about you
when the love of your life tells you that you arent doing enough and arent good enough ;)
I was looking ppl being in pain and I was like wtf why? life is beautiful but after I grew life is not how used to be....
Sometimes i feel like i just want to give up but i have to support my mom cause she said that " You are the reason why im alive" and that hit so hard i cryed for weeks knowing i dont feel good enough
my mom and my whole family has multiple mental illnesses and i just sit there and watch cause i really cant do anything if i try it always leads to trouble
The worst feeling to ever feel is when your friends with someone for a long time and something horrible happens🥺idk this sing just describes me.....she used to be my everything but she Hatess me now and she wants nothing to do with me🥺I hate myself😭😭
Don't. You didn't do anything to her. She's just an asshat
I lost my best friend too were we so close and then out of the blue she hated me. I was very upset and I still am today but I have accepted that I gave her my best and I did nothing wrong she just chose that she did not want to be my friend anymore I have no clue why. Juts know that it's ok you will find new friends that find value in you, you will find friends that love you and will allways have your back.
@@luciapatino2211 I know their are so many fake people in this world
@@Shadow-dz2mf what's the point of all her friends already think I'm a. Fake friend 🥺
@@Giss.. sadly it's true, your right there are many fake people in this world.
Please, if you read this ... You are wonderful and you are not stupid or anything you are you . Love yourself please someone love you ! Many people loves you . Thank you for your attention ❤️
@@lillianstiffler9389 you're welcome, don't think that you're the worst cause you're the best and yeah stay strong fighting! ❤️
@Destini Pelfrey you can talk here and I can answer you if you want. You're right :(
@Destini Pelfrey no problem I know this feeling ;)..
@Destini Pelfrey thank you I hope society will change one day. :( Don't think too much about this and.. be free of who you are :)
@Destini Pelfrey ;)