MY STRUGGLE WITH PORNOGRAPHY... | a very raw video
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- Опубликовано: 8 сен 2024
- This video was honestly very hard to make. And it was even harder to get myself to post it. But here you go. All for God, and for you. ♡
2 Corinthians 12:9 (CEV)
But He replied, “My gift of undeserved grace is all you need. My power is strongest when you are weak.” So if Christ keeps giving me His power, I will gladly brag about how weak I am.
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Update: Jesus has set me free from the chains of pornography!! 😭♥️
I’m glad that you came back on at 7:20 to add what you did about: ‘just because we know that God will forgive us when we sin or when we make choices that cause us to Relapse into sinning again in a specific way that we’ve already repented of (like watching porn), doesn’t mean we should ‘take advantage of God’s grace’ by continuing to repeat what we know we should not.’ THAT is a very important point for truly born again Christians to remember. Basically, even though ‘some relapses’ are a nearly unavoidable part of our sinful human nature, ‘true repentance’ always requires ‘truly changed behavior’ patterns. Thank you for sharing about this tabu topic that nearly all of us can relate to in one form or another. May we all strive to become progressively more sanctified and holy, today, tomorrow and all the days of our lives.
@@reFocusZone Amen ❤️
Where are you from deae
Amen
Nagaland
According to different studies and surveys almost every guy AND GIRL masturbates and watches porn but for a girl to ever dare herself to be honest enough to admit it is nearly impossible. Unlike guys who seem to be more honest and upfront about it we keep it to ourselves and instead rather lie about it saying we never do it. Your testimony makes other girls see how we are not alone and we are as human as guys and everybody else. Lets continue moving forward.
So u also watch🤣
@@alexamin4934 As a teenage virgin boy you might find it funny and exciting.
@@laylalayla6630 ofc, cuz it all comes under character, self Decipline, faith, eternity and believes that a person should have.
@@alexamin4934 So whats so funny about something you have also done?
@@laylalayla6630 no I didn't
Hey Limaya,
Even I'm struggling with Porn Addiction,
I thought of giving up being a Christian and quit calling myself "Follower of Christ",
I thought its beetter to leave Christ than to be a Hypocrite. I almost gave up on Christ,
But your words really touched my heart,
"Jesus didn't give up on us, So we dont give up on him"
These words still resonates within my soul
So i decided I'll NOT give up for Jesus!
Any addictions of this world, I'll give up on these worldly addictions and Live for Jesus!
Thank you so much,
Your deeply Loved and Blessed!
Love and support from South India (Karnataka)! ❤
Strength is not measure by one's perfection but it is measure by his/her courage and struggle.
I don't wanna believe that I came across your video by coincidence. I felt like God is speaking to me through you. Be blessed and be a blessing for others❤
God be with you.
Take care and stay safe
I'm really glad to hear this.
Thank you so much!
God bless you. Praying for you :))
I cannot imagine how much courage you had to muster for this Lims. Really proud of you ♥️
Thank you Ching 🤎
Lim, I’m so proud of you. You’re such a blessing not only to me but to everyone who’s watching your video. I’m so happy for where you are right now. Love you 😘 🤍
Thank you so much. Lyt 🤎
The courage itself to speak about shows how genuinely she meant it about the relation between God and herself.
Remember not everyone has the will to change. What you decided to speak on will continue to encourage others
Be strong.
Hey! Thankyou so much ❤️ You spoke my heart out. I felt like this video was made just for me🤧. Because I fall into temptations which I promised God I wouldn't repeat it again and I feel so guilty and ashamed of myself thinking "God would be so done with me" I am trying, struggling with it. And I am confident that God will help me. Thankyou so much sister. Bless you ❤️
So glad to read this! I'll be praying you 💗
It takes a lot of courage to open up with one's own struggles... Thank you for reminding why it is necessary to acknowledge oneself...
You're not alone sister. Many youths struggle with pornagraphy, they just don't have the courage like you to speak about it. You're doing a great job 👍. God loves you.
Watching pornography can have several potential negative effects, including:
1. **Addiction**: Repeated viewing can lead to compulsive behavior and addiction, which can disrupt daily life and relationships.
2. **Distorted Views of Sex**: It can create unrealistic expectations and distorted views of sexual relationships and body image.
3. **Relationship Issues**: It can cause trust issues and dissatisfaction in intimate relationships.
4. **Mental Health**: It may contribute to feelings of guilt, shame, anxiety, and depression.
5. **Desensitization**: Over time, it can lead to desensitization, requiring more extreme material to achieve the same level of arousal.
6. **Performance Anxiety**: It can lead to performance anxiety and decreased sexual satisfaction in real-life encounters.
7. **Objectification**: It can reinforce the objectification of individuals, often portraying them as mere objects of sexual pleasure rather than full human beings.
While not everyone who watches pornography will experience these negative effects, they are potential risks to be aware of.
You are a brave girl....I can't even imagine the courage it takes for a person to speak about porn, especially in our naga society. I'm a boy struggling with the same addiction but I'm not brave enough to open up and talk about my addiction to anyone, not even my close friends. I've always been ashamed of it. Seeing you, a girl, speak about struggling with porn addiction has just blown my mind. You go girl!! God bless you, your heart is a hundred times stronger than mine.
Thank you! We're all strong and weak in different areas. May you succeed in overcoming this struggle through Christ.
@@ayayayatai 💛
Girl, you are an inspiration. I found your short video on IG and follow the link into here.
My promise to God is; "Whether i am a utmost sin or righteous I will Go to him." Because even if I don't want him in my life, He will always be the ultimate if everything. And ultimately I will only need God in the end
From where is she ?
So proud of you sista 🤗💕👊🏽 Your testimony will bless and inspire others. God's grace is incomparable to anything in this world...that includes people's opinions. Stay the course...He is with you.
Thank you, Miss Koko. and Amen!!
Wow Lim! Ngl, I feel so blessed to be watching this video rn ✨🙌🏻 The way u connect with people's emotions and speak is just so wonderful! God bless ❤️
Thank you so much 🤎🤎
Imperfect humans in a fallen world ? Definitely but you also showed and shared that there is a perfect God with perfect love . And that is amazing . You're truly a blessing and an inspiration Lima
Thank you Vikri. That means a lot 🤎
Hats off to you sister for speaking out . God bless you and continue to use you to draw people to Christ ❤️
Thank you so much 🙏
I saw your recent interview and I'm shocked that we had almost same similar story to tell.
I'm happy that you are now free from the struggle and I'll pray that your commitment will remain strong and not go back to the same old bad addiction 😊
Please pray for me too as I've not overcome my porn addiction😢
For this reason now I've 0% self-esteem, 0% confident, 0% in everything 😢 I wish to be the real me and be the salt and light some day 😢
Please support me in your prayers 🙏 ❤️
Hello. Will definitely remember you in my prayers! Don't give up. You can always overcome through Jesus 🙏
@@ayayayatai thanks for your response finally 🙏
Bro you are my best example of "There's strength in vulnerability"🙌❤️
Honored, bro 🤎
Thank you Jesus for the message,and thank you Lim for you sharing ,I'm always falling back but you have told a real thing.
Thanks for listening!
wow. i admire your courage and your articulation as you share. thank you for this and keep sharing your story; it’s making an impact ❤️
Thank you so much, Vonne 💝 It's all because of Christ
Thank you so much for sharing you're testimony with us, it honestly took so much courage and love for God's people, because this will help so many people to understand that no matter we are forgiven and we are loved by God, and that is amazing ❤❤
I pray that it will 🤎🤎
Your testimony is So relevant to most of the Christian youths.. That's a greater Testimony, there.. I was also a sinner like you, happened to me exactly like you said but God is great and HE never gives up on US. If we really want to stop sinning and seek his Help God really comes to help us In an unexpected way. Which also Shows his love for Us.
Amen! 🙏🩷
Why am i crying watching your video?
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I m late viewer of your,😢 you did great.🤍👍
Thank you! 😃
He(Jesus) who set us free, is free indeed.
Sooo much blessed with your testimony .
Being struggling with the same problem and still the wave is strong but proclaiming The Name of Jesus Christ over it as There is power in the name . God Bless You❤️💕
Amen. 🤎 thank you
I think this is a Sign. Thank you for your message. I needed to hear this.
I'm glad it helped 🤎
Really proud of u Limaya and thankyou for this video.
It's truly amazing to see young youths preaching words of God
Kudos to you!!! God bless 🥺✨✨✨
Thank you so much
I came across your Instagram reel randomly and I was really impressed by you.God bless you . Lots of blessing and wishes from my side❤️
Thank you 🤎
Am so blessed and encouraged by her testimony.....Love you
Thank you!
I'm fighting this fight right now...
Ya sis right may God bless you more ❤️
Happy you’re back❤️❤️🔥
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the timing is insane. I'm struggling for years but living through it somehow. It has impacted my life in many ways. One of them is with problem in sleeping and getting tired throughout the day and brain fog.
The act has just become a habit and feels like autopilot which turns on during night.
so that's why just today I was just trying to keep myself busy and stay away from it, and somehow this video is in my recommendation.
I understand the struggle.
But God is so good. I believe you understand the problems with pornography well. I hope you can overcome it!
The fact that this video reached you is a proof of God's love for you. There's always hope. 🙏
It's takes courage to accept what wrongs you are doing with you .. well your words makes me to do something with me too😊
you are saying everything that I am, hoping to break free from it. Congrats to you
Came here through RUclips recomendation,and now i go crazy after watching all your videos. I love you❤.
Thank you
thank you so much...we all need this❤May GOD Bless You🙏🏻with GOD we can do it....and we will do it💪🏻
Amen 🙏
Everything you just said
I literally agree with you
It happens to me too😔👌
Praying for you!
It takes guts to say those and open up. But, when God works things doesn’t stay same anymore. Praise the Lord.❤
Amen 🩷🙏
Thank you Lima for sharing all your testimony.And i watched you interview as well.God blessed you.
Thank you
@@ayayayatai pleasure
I want to be set free.... Please save me Lord Jesus
He's listening. Continue to pray to Him. 🙏
Thanks you for sharing us sister God bless you.
M not crying 😢 i swear one day i will do this confession 😢😢
I hope you can!
@@ayayayatai tq we love you stay blessed ♥️
Thanks for Sharing it Limaya. The Lord will use you to testify his love. Continue to inspire those around you.
Thank you so much ❤️🙏
That courage... I envy 🥺❣💞🌱
Thank you 🤎
I hope this video will encourage people alot, God bless ya
Yati, Aunty is very proud of you 👍, keep going, my prayers is always with you ❣️
Thank you so much
Hi Limaya I am so blessed and inspired through your powerful testimony...as well your testimony is so bring related to my life story.,many a time I felt to fall in temptations through addiction in many ways till now, so pls remember me in your personal prayer 🙏 thank you and new subscriber from Nagaland 🇮🇳
I'm glad to know that you are encouraged. I will definitely remember you in my prayers. 🩷
More power to you girl 🖤
MORE POWER TO YOU!!
❤️❤️❤️
Girl its been 3 years. Do you ever regret doing this video?
Nope! I have seen that my weakness has glorified the love and power of God! That's all I want.
@@ayayayatai You are very brave. I watch porn too & I go a little further than that, if you know what I mean but even as a young carefree man myself, I couldn't admit that in public. More Power to you girl.
Thanks for testimony and yes, Christians are something different , if they trust they will be better than ever . ❤
All glory to God 🩷
Thank you for speaking it out
Really proud of you ❤❤❤
All glory to God!
@@ayayayatai Amen indeed
Jesus be magnified ❤️🙏
the one good thing about jesus, his benovelance is that, I can be a saint my whole life and you can be a sinner your whole life, but, the you repent and choose his path, we are on the same level. god bless you young girl.
about the 'SAINT', it's just a reference, i'm as much a sinner as you were.
🙌💖💖
God bless you immensely. You are amazing 😘.
#your new subscriber ❣️
Thank you so much!
Everything is possible n His precious blood... God bless you sister where ever you are 😊
Amen! Thank you brother
New subscriber
"Find God first so you will overcome temptation"❤🙏
Thanks for subbing!
Amen Amen He is faithful 🙏 our God is faithful and merciful.
Amen!!
Wow such a bold personality u are absolutely god child really appreciated that you shared this 🥰
Keep Faith in him ❣️
He always wants his childrens
God Grace is mighty is love is endless 💓
Amen. Thank you!
seeing the thumbnail, I thought that you are a Japanese.
but after visiting your channel know that you are a Indian.
congratulations for overcome the addiction 🎉
really addiction is very dangerous, it's takes us into hell.
stay safe stay secure.
Thank you so much for celebrating with me. I appreciate it 🩷
You're really brave , i respect you
Thank you ❤️
God bless my child.
Thank you
Please don't beat up yourself to much
Great work 💚💚💚
Thank you 🤎
I struggle with same thing but believed in god and kept fighting even after loss and finally doing good 😃🖤
Great! May you overcome it through Christ.
Hope u left it now ?😅
This is the reason we r humans,if we r perfect we would be god n there would be no Jesus,we all need improvement we can't be perfect 100% but can be 99.9% 🤙
❤ God bless you 🙏❤
Thank you ❤️
Your brave
Hope it help's many ❤️
Huge respect and love
Thank you!
Really blessed ❤️
I'm glad!
The way you speak makes you look very innocent girl😳its good that you admit and confess about your addiction god will definitely help you ❤and you should get a parmanent boyfriend who will help you to get rid of pornography addiction ❤
Forgive me lord...n thank you sis for sharing ur testimony
It's my pleasure
Amen all Glory to Jesus Christ of Nazareth🙏
Amen!!!
Good messages good English, I proud of you sister'.❤
Thank you so much!
2 years ago but today i found this wonderful video...im sure this video will change somebody's life 😊😊 not gonna lie you're such a preety girl ❤ love from Nagaland 😊😊😊
I hope so! Thank you
Morality over religion anytime ❤️
That is very addictive thing..thnk god u got recovery
Right. Thank God!
I watch this video after 3yrs God bless u
Thank you
Im also addiction from this... Guys i need your help please pray for me also...
Kindly request 😊
No hate and speaking directly from heart ,the real question is did you recover it ? Are you clean now + this video is uploaded 2 years ago ? Let us know
Yes, I'm clean now by the grace of God.
I CAN SEE THE CONSUMING FIRE ON YOU GOD BLESS YOU MAY BE PRECIOUS VESSEL OF THE LIVING GOD LORD JESUS CHRIST. YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD MAY PEOPLE CAN SEE THE LIGHT ON YOU IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME AMEN
This means so much. Thank you! May He be glorified. 🙏
I am here and a new subscriber, I saw this at random video, i really appreciate it, You can do all things through Christ, and also what can separate love Christ.
We overcome because Jesus overcomes the world,
The goodness of God led us to repentance. Romans 2.4
Amen,
Keep it up you are helping young people in God
Amen! Amen!
Thank you.
No matter what Jesus always loves us
Right
❤ thank you for reminding me God is great ❤
🙏🩷
@@ayayayatai actually today is my birthday.... lately I have been thinking about giving up bad habits but never ever watched RUclips videos for these kind. Isn't it God work ?! A 2 years old video just recommended on RUclips? Thank you 😊
God is so amazing! He hasn't given up on you :)
3 years ago is crazy
Ty so much Jesus.
Amen 🩷
Oh dear, i can understand the struggles of addiction. I will pray for you. As a boy i get that realisation only whenever it is released. And then i start praying and keep trying so hard not to do it but always failed tremendously so one thing i can suggest you is that you keep getting busy with studies or work. You can never stop doing masterbation because we are human being, you can only give some gaps and time but doing some tricks of making your mind busy.This is like HIV disease
Thanks me later!
Human beings can live without masterbating. It's possible.
@@ayayayatai oh dear i wish you goodluck!
I admire your courage
God bless you
Thank you
❤❤❤ no word but thanks 🙏
All glory to God 🙏
💛💛💛
🥰 Blessed
I'm so glad!! 🤎
Praise the Lord
🙏
Amen🙏
You are indeed very brave
All glory to God who gave me strength and hope. 🩷🙏