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My miscarriage experience (VERY detailed)
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- Опубликовано: 20 фев 2020
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PS - thank you all SO MUCH for the overwhelming response to this video!!! All of your support and encouragement has been SO healing for me. I love you guys!!!
Thank you for being open and honest about what happened with your baby, your body and your emotions. The kindness and understanding you have been able to give yourself and encourage others to have is such a special and important thing! I was fortunate enough to not have been through this myself and because I have not known anyone closely that has gone through this I did not understand what a huge process miscarrying really is. Hearing your story will help me respond in a much more helpful and validating way when miscarriage comes up and if someone close to me does experience a miscarriage I will be able to offer adequate support. You are amazing! ❤️❤️❤️
I hope you have a big family ❤️
And it is amazing that you don't cry when you talk about
We love you Christina. Your baby is in heaven watching over you. Your sweet baby is being taken care of by their 5 aunts and uncles in heaven.
AlleyIsNotFamous aww thank you so much!!!! 💗💗💗
Isnt it 4 because there were 15 and then 11
nibz nibbles no, Christina said one of her moms miscarriages was twins
That is not biblical but I digress.
Lu Lu . What
If your husband feels okay with it, maybe he can talk a little about his experience with it. What he thought/felt during the miscarriage, what other men can do when they find themselves in that situation. How he deals with the loss and how he or other men can support their wifes/girlfriends during that time.
Thank you Christina for sharing! Lots of love and strength
I agree! There's not enough videos like this for our partners, it would be very helpful!
Wonderful information to be putting out there. Not enough women feel like they can talk about this and you are helping to break the stigma. Thank you for your strength!
It’s very important for women to talk about this because misscarriges are very common and it’s something that for some reason is considered “bad” to talk about. Such a powerful video.
Nurse here... Advice: EVERY single person in your family should get tested for blood disorders, in order to prevent other major health issues in the future. Blood clots are too dangerous. A common consequence is stroke.
My mom had a miscarriage 10 years before I was born. She and my dad kept trying for a baby and she kept losing them. Eventually she looked to adoption and adopted my brother. 5 years later, adopted me. Now I’m 19 years old and my family is strong. I love my mom and I know it was extremely hard for her to keep losing her babies but just know that God has a plan for you. Gods plan for my family was adoption. I’m so proud of how strong you are through this
Aww
That’s so sweet!!
Christina, I'm not sure who these people are who shame women for talking about miscarriages, but those people are the ones who should be ashamed. This topic should most definitely be discussed more & more, especially if there's concern for a genetic blood clotting disorder. We cannot keep living in the Dark Ages where we sweep things under the rug and ignore the harsh realities that will inevitably have to be faced. Thank you for sharing your story; and I hope that God willing, you will have a second chance at bringing new life into the world :)
I think that your impulse to immediately pick up the baby when it passed is very telling of how nurturing you are and what a great mother you already are
alfamelia13 exactly what I thought
I don't think that's fair because I'm sure a lot of women have an impulse to flush because it's too painful for them, but that doesn't mean they're not nurturing mothers.
@@Matea448 Exactly. I don't think you can judge a mother's character by her actions in such a traumatic moment.
@@Matea448 I don't think they were saying that mothers who dont do this aren't nurturing. More so commenting on Christina's nurturing nature.
Absolutely! ❤️
I had an early miscarriage last week, and I have to say you popped into my mind a couple of times throughout so I felt the need to come back and comment on this video. Watching your whole story has truly helped me see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
This is literally proof that talking about this HELPS. I have been very open with the people around me since mine definitely somewhat because of you because I now TRULY see that being open about such a topic really can help others.
I remember watching this video when it was put out, not thinking for a second that it would happen to me but that just goes to show how common and normal (is that the right word) and just how often this happens to women.
All my love.
Praying for you!
Plot twist, she is pregnant in this video. Love u Christina! 💖
I'm happy that you can share this story with other that may have experienced similar things 😔
thank you for sharing because I always wondered what happens. I'm sorry you lost your baby, he/she is in a good place!
Thank you for sharing your beautiful, yet tragic story. I hope it has brought comfort and hope to other women. I myself lost two beautiful babies much later (20 & 21 weeks) it’s absolutely devastating. I do agree that being able to name and burry your child is very healing and provides much needed closure for the parents/family. Blessings to you always.
When I had my miscarriage I was between 8-9 weeks and when people would ask how far along I was and when I told them the reaction was almost always "oh so barely pregnant" and acted like since I really wasn't "that far along" that I shouldn't be too upset about it... it really broke me down for the longest time.
Omg I’m so sorry for your loss! Your pain is/was totally valid. I’m so sorry you had that experience! I’m right there with you 💗
Thank you.. God has now blessed us with 4 beautiful babies here on Earth and we are so very thankful for every single one. I can't wait to watch your little family grow 💗 I have watched you for 10 years here on RUclips and I love watching you all grow as individuals and as a group.
Oh I felt the same way. Like I am not allowed to grieve. But I was. You were! ♥
it was the hardest thing I've ever went through. I wasn't in good terms with my family at the time and for people to say that "oh u wernt that far along ,etc." made me feel horrible and alone til this day it's hard for me but nobody really knows what I went through. But I'm here for everyone who's lost a lil Angel. Blessings and much love 💕
I'm so sorry people tried to invalidate your experience. It is painful REGARDLESS of how far along. People dont realize that it's not just the loss of a child. It's the loss of all the Hopes and dreams that you had for you and your baby.
Keep strong and don't let others tell you what is okay to feel and what isn't. This is your life and you deserve to grieve and experience your emotions. Stay strong 💛
Gosh, you are such a strong person for being able to talk about this twice in a video! You are such a genuinely amazing person, so strong 💪🏼 my family has has a lot of pregnancy issues (infertility, miscarriages, needing surgery’s to become pregnant, etc.) I’ve tried to make myself very aware of the possibilities of everything possible when I do become pregnant, and even though I’ve never been, I have this feeling that I either can’t become pregnant or that I will have a miscarriage (due to my family’s history) and I’m so thankful for this video! I’ve watched both videos, and I’ve cried with you and prayed for you and your family. Thank you for your strength! ♥️
I've never had a child, never been pregnant, but this is very interesting and insightful. You're a strong woman to talk about this in the detail that you did. I'm glad that you got some potential information on why it happened.
Sending you bucketloads of cuddles, lovely lady xx
We lost our daughter at 15 weeks in 2018. She had a hole in her skull and had no chance of survival. The absolute worst experience of my life.
I shared my story on my channel and the support I received was incredible. Sharing your story will help other women and hopefully help with you healing too!
AWWWWWWW WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH CHRIS ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭
I’m the Chilean girl that at the Boston show just a week after this happened. We knew you were going through something but not exactly what, that’s why the only thing I could do it was pray, give you a big hug and the genuine “thank you for being here” I told you right before you went into the van. I really think God sent me at that moment to support you in every way I could. You’re so strong and I will for ever support you! Ly sis
Im sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage in November. I want to thank you for being open about yours. I agree that they aren’t talked about enough and we shouldn’t feel like we need to hide it. I have found talking about mine has only made me stronger. I do wish I knew more about miscarriages before I experienced mine because I didn’t expect a lot of what happened and the cramps I’m still getting.
My amazing friend sent me a beautiful necklace from Seededhope. It is to honour the baby I lost. I wear it everyday and hold it tight often when in grieving.
I really appreciate how raw and even graphic this is. What's important is normalising talking about these things, so thank you. You've done a wonderful thing by posting this.
Why on earth would someone dislike this? You’d have to have the coldest heart ever for that
My miscarriage was 1. The most devastating experience of my life. 2. In my case, MUCH more painful than unmedicated labor. I had that fun humongous-clots-gotta-go-to-the-ER kind. You are already so strong and although you didn’t get to see this baby grow, you are in the Mom club. 🖤
Im so sorry. God will take care of you!
I'm so sorry :( that sounds like a nightmare.
I was 10 weeks when I lost mine. I also found out I had a genetic disorder as well as a clotting disorder. I was never able to conceive again but I was having IVF. I suffered through god awful pain. I was alone, at times on the floor on my knees begging god to make it stop. Went to dr next day and confirmed. Then had to have a DNC. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Sandi Butler so sorry for you.🥺
@@rokayanasrr thank you!
Thanks for sharing, Sandi. I hope you and your family are well. You are a strong woman! Your pearl opening video was neat, you should consider doing more like it. :)
@@dandymcgee oh gosh, forgot that was there, lol. I don't think I'm ment to behind the camera but thank you!
Sending you a virtual hug x
The strength it takes to share this kind of story... i had a miscarriage on my second pregnancy and it is still hard to talk abou and that was almost 6 years ago now. Thank you for sharing your story 💗 we love you!
I knew i was miscarrying/was going to miscarry and was given strong pain killers to help which didnt even touch some of the cramps. Can't imagine how much worse it would have been being both unexpected and without painkillers. I'm sorry this happened to you and best wishes for the future.
I appreciate you uploading this not once but twice. Even during a difficult time in your life that will be painful for the rest of your life, you still show amazing strength and you still wanna help people. I thank you for that! You are so very strong and appreciated. The cim fam loves you 💕 happy to be apart of this amazing family! Ps still praying for you!
who else was confused when it said “chriscim” 😂😂 i kinda forgot about this channel
Yeah.. me too.. I kinda forgot this channel and the latest video upload in this channel is 9 years ago 😂
@@kathh_1467 lmaooo
Me too i forgot.
I thought it was one of those channels that steal content and re-upload it as theirs. Was literally running to report it lol
Imagine my confusion :/
I‘m glad that Nick was supportive and educating himself as well. You deserve that.
I am so sorry for your loss. I have so much respect for you making this video and I can’t imagine how hard this must have been for you but it is so helpful to be open and talk about this 💛
I APPRECIATE HOW YOU ARE WILLING SHARE THIS EXPERIENCE WITH US. YOU'RE SUCH A STRONG WOMAN. I LOVEEE YOUUU CHRIS
You’re so strong Christina. We love you.
I cant watch this RN (im doing school work) but I wanted to let you know that you are so so sooo strong 💜
I’m so sorry Christina.. praying for you guys💕
I'm so sorry for your loss. You are so strong and such an amazing person. I love you and stay strong. 💜
I'm so sorry for your loss, Christina. I hope you find closure, and have a beautiful baby when you're ready❤
my sister miscarried back in November 2019. she doesn’t like to talk about it but she definitely knows how christina is feeling.
Thank you so much for sharing. I went through this two different times. I have always spoken out about my miscarriages because I have wanted others to feel safe talking about it too. The amount of negativity, shame, belittling I got was disgusting. Such a tough time in my life. We need to end the stigma and taboo surrounding miscarriages. Yes, that’s still your baby. Yes, you’re a mom. Yes, you’re strong as hell. ❤️
Thank you for this. Miscarriages need to be talked about more, and I’m praying for you and baby spero in heaven❤️❤️❤️
I'm so so sorry you went through this. I can only imagine how traumatizing it was for you. I'm not a mother but I thank you for sharing this and for your strength. If one day I am in the same position, I will be more educated on what might happen. So, thank you. Hugs hugs hugs.
omg yay, was waiting for this. you’re so strong Chris, we love you so much 🥺
"i haven't uploaded in sO long"
sis it's been an eternity, 9 years haha
Christina, I applaud you for having the courage to upload this video, and I cannot imagine how hard it must have been for you to talk about it.
We're all here for you!
Chris you are amazing and so strong. The way you are so open about your baby to us is beautiful. It makes me feel closer to you and that you trust us. I love you so so much and pray for you and nick everyday. Love you so much
I will be praying for you.
Thank you for sharing your story with us. I just lost my baby on February 8th and I’ve been so depressed and my anxiety has been crazy. My husband and I had/have been praying for a baby since we got married in 2017, but we have been together for 10 years. This has been the hardest thing I have been through. I lost my mom in 2012 and she was my best friend but this pain has hurt far worse then I imagined and I’m not just speaking about the physical pain. But thank you for sharing your story, I’ve only talked about it with my pastors wife, and a couple others because I am feeling a lot of different emotions. Guilt being the hardest one I am dealing with. Praying for you and Nick to have a successful pregnancy❤️
MnB family You're in my prayers.
Christina! You are so strong girl! And an angel for making this video! It was hard to watch but the part where you said “ feeling like something is wrong with you” really yanked the tears out! I feel like that EVERYDAY! And every negative test after my miscarriage brings that feeling of “something wrong with me” a million times stronger! It’s been almost 2 years and it hasn’t gotten easier for me. I want to thank you for the first video and thank you again for this one. It’s so helpful when someone else can relate. To also look out for these extra tips! I’m so sorry you had to experience this awful thing, but you are an angel for talking about it for others benefit after! I love you so much girl and I PRAY for you and Nick to get another Blessing. God Bless you, God Bless Nick, and God Bless your angel baby. 💞
I’m so glad you have talked about this and opened up about your experience, my mum has recently been through a miscarriage and this video has helped me understand what she may of went through, thank you ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss xx
Christina, you’re such a strong woman... I can’t even imagine all the pain you went through. Like your song says “It’s only gonna make you better in the end” and I really glad that it did.
My best friend had a miscarriage with her first pregnancy and she knew that their was a genetic blood clotting issue in her family and her doctor just ran a test and said that her levels were low so it’s fine. She lost the baby and was devastated, such an awful thing and I’m so sorry. Anyway she changed doctor and when she got pregnant again and told her doctor about the history the new doctor was adamant that even if her levels were low they should have treated her because as you go through pregnancy the levels rise. So she had to inject herself daily through the pregnancy and now has a gorgeous baby boy! Please get second and third opinions about what caused it and how to avoid it next time. You are so strong ❤️❤️
I’m so happy that she is open to helping people and that she is open to helping others love you!!!
you are so strong. I love you.
awww i’m so glad you shared this!! i know this will help so many people!!
You are so strong. I found when I had mine 20 years ago, itvwas also my first pregnancy, that writing a letter each year to who they would have been helped get through it. I've had 2 more children since then and I tell both of them about their sibling. Stay positive. Stay strong. :)
I'm in awe of how you have dealt/are dealing with this! On behalf of everyone that's seen this, I can proudly say that we're all so proud of you, and we love you so much!
You are so strong and amazing! Everyone close to you is so lucky to have you in their life!
I am so sorry for your loss Christina and I also want to thank you for making these videos. I went through a miscarriage as well. Found out Feb 8th i was 4.5 weeks and then Valentine's night I started bleeding. I waited because I didnt know if it was just spotting or what, but in the morning I ended up going to the hospital after I had massive bleeding and cramping. They did confirm I was pregnant, but my hcg was 16. They did confirmed it, but I knew. I felt so off for three days. Fainting spells, cramping and just off. I expressed to everyone I felt like the baby wouldnt survive and they thought I was being overdramatic. I've watched you guys for years, but havent been really active the last couple of months. My friend told me to watch your video and I cant tell you the weight lifted off my shoulders after watching it. You helped me get peace and helped me start to heal from the loss. I love you so much for being so open with us ❤❤ You didnt have to, but you do make a difference being so real with us.
You are an angel. I look after you even more after this video. Thank u for being so strong and true. I love you Chris ❤️❤️
Thank you for being a Big sister to not only your own birth siblings, but to any of us that may need one. This conversation is important, and you’re goin to help a lot of people by sharing it. ❤️
Bringing this into awareness is so good. I’m so proud on how you took this on and how you shared it. This is really help you. Love ya.
You are so strong for sharing this!!My miscarriage experience was similar to yours. Only I was bleeding so much that I actually thought i was dying (no one had educated me on what to expect so I thought mine was going really south). I passed out in the bathroom and was able to eventually go back to sleep once the pain sort of subsided. I think my body was just so tired from what I had been enduring for hours that i was able to sleep. When I woke up I had bled through the "pad diaper" I had made myself and my leggings were even soaked. Still had not passed anything so i was honestly very anxious. I drove home (I went through all the prior stuff overnight at my boyfriend's house), and when i got home the first thing I did was go to use the bathroom, and immediately pushed out when I know was my baby. It was the weirdest feeling ever and I was so upset and couldn't handle what had happened mentally so I didn't even look, I just reached around and flushed. That whole experience was scarring, but I have had two healthy pregnancies since! You will too and you will make a wonderful, beautiful mother! Thank you for sharing your story!!
I am so sorry but so happy that you were brave enough to put your story out on RUclips to help other women going through the same thing. I love you so much❤️
we love you christina :)
I'm so sorry for what you have gone through 😔
You're amazing Christina, thankyou for sharing your story with us, you're helping so many women who go through this or have concerns about this in their lives. Miscarriages run in my family as well, I'm not pregnant, but I've always been too scared to ask the women in my family about it because I don't want to hurt them. Thankyou, we love you!
You are so brave to talk about it like that, with open heart. Thanks a lot, I'm sure that your video will help someone who's dealing with the same thing. You will be a GREAT mom one day! =D
you’re so strong & brave for sharing this. it must be such a difficult & painful thing and by sharing what you went through you must be helping many others out there. much love 💘
My Mother experienced a miscarriage, and another child (My Sister) that died at 6 days old, so I grew up aware of those things. I know you said that your Mother experienced that too. I think you have handled it about as well as anyone could. Stay strong Christina.
Thank you so much for sharing this. Miscarriage is something that is not talked about enough. And I agree, it sounds like you’ve handled it so well. You are so strong.
Please do a couple more videos. About what you wish you’d known, and how you recovered.
I have had a chemical pregnancy, and there was so much I wish I had known beforehand. ❤️ sending love and prayers
I just came from finding out she is pregnant again! But Christina and everyone going through a miscarriage is so strong I couldn't imagine.
You're so strong Christina, thank you for sharing your story with us. It's so important to talk about these things and take away some of the "taboo-ness" of it. The CimFam loves you and supports you.
this (and the one on the other channel) is the first miscarriage video I've ever watched that made me feel like I could ever get through a miscarriage myself and come out the other side!
especially the way you said in the other video that you were able to see the baby and even share that moment with your husband and the two of you could name the baby, mourn it together and that you see yourself as parents of a baby that's in heaven and I believe something similar. (In my personal religious belief I believe that god would keep my baby his memory exactly how it would have been in for as long as it takes until he could resurrect it in the new world to live forever with me and my family in paradise on earth.) But the basic principle is very similar, so it made me feel very comforted that you were all able to think of it that way and I now think me and my family could see it like that as well.
I'm not pregnant, I'm not married yet and I'm not even in a relationship yet, so who knows if I ever even get to be pregnant. I haven't decided if I really want to have biological children either. But whenever I've thought about it in the past, as a woman I've always felt like miscarriage is something I could never recover from. And I was so terrified of the possibility that it was genuinely a big reason why I thought maybe it would be best not to try to have children even if I ever did get the opportunity. I know that my grandma lost a baby, so there is definitely a chance that it could happen. But I can honestly say that, now that I watched your videos, possible miscarriage would not be a reason for me to decide against trying to have children anymore, because now I think I could get through it and I know that I would already be a mum no matter whether the pregnancy ends in birth or miscarriage.
so thank you so, so much for sharing! ❤ ❤ ❤
You’re literally so strong, Christina. Thank you for sharing your story. God bless you and your family. ❤️
Thank you for sharing the details of your story with us, Christina. It took a lot of courage to do it, but you pulled through. Stay strong, okay? We all love you. 💕
Been waiting for this. We love you Christina ❤️
Thank you for speaking up about this! You are truly helping women by showing a healthy way to cope with a very difficult situation. ❤️
Anna Muster thank you!!!
your so inspiring! we all love you so much especially after sharing your experience that takes a lot!!💜
Aww you are so strong, baby girl. I’m so proud of you. We all are. And we are all here to support you! Thank you for making this video, I bet it’s helped out a lot of other women in your position. You are amazing. Stay strong, and stay beautiful. Love you always!❤️❤️
pls i’m so glad i edited this comment 😃 proud of you chris, ilysm. you have come a long way
My heart goes out to you.. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks back in November the day after seeing my babys heart beating away.. the morning of my miscarriage I had no warning apart from spotting until I went to the toilet and my little one came out into my hands😪 perfectly formed with fingers and toes. Its heartbreaking.. even more so when you feel like you cant talk to anyone about it as people act like it isnt a big deal.. thank you for sharing this story as its helped me feel less lonely about everything xo
Christina thank you so much for sharing this with us. It really feels like you’re my big sister sitting here explaining what you went through and giving us advice on possibilities in the future 🥺 I’m looking forward to the videos you plan to make in the future as well 💙
You are amazing! I think it's so important to talk openly about your feelings and experiences just for your mental health and at the same time it is so educating for everyone else. This video is nothing to expect from anyone who went through this, because it is so personal and intense. But thank you for sharing!
If you want to continue educating about your experience, maybe Nick could tell about his perspective, too. I imagine that a miscarriage is also a pretty intense experience for the father..
You are so strong and one day, you'll be an amazing mother to lots of perfect children!
I'm sending you lots of love and strength from Germany :)
I dont know if you need to hear this but Christina, none of this is your fault!
I am so grateful for this video Christina. Thank you for sharing such a big part of your life with us. I am in the early stages of going through IVF due to my partner having fertility issues so I am researching miscarriages as I am very likely to miscarry at some point and this video was very very helpful to me for me to understand and prepare myself. Thank you again. You are SO strong. God bless you x
You are a very strong woman, we are always with you, we will always support you, you are a piece of my heart, I love you very very very much ❤️❤️😭
I had no idea but a loooooot of pregnancies end in miscarriage, which is sad when people say they think something is wrong with them. I’m sorry about the baby.
you're a beautiful person for being so vulnerable and uploading this Christina. thank you for it! I'm praying for your healing! you're a gorgeous human being xx
Thank you for sharing all of this. I really do feel like knowledge is power and helping educate people on what could happen and breaking the taboo is very important! I feel pretty well informed from information I have found from people like you willing to share their stories. And in-depth sharing seems very necessary. I like knowing that I won’t be blindsided if something like this happens to me. Which i know is a very high possibility because my mom and aunts have all had at least one miscarriage. So thank you for being so open. It is helpful. And I’m very sorry for your loss❤️
I love you so much Christina! You’re so strong ♥️ I’m so sorry you had to experience this :(
You are so strong honey and thank you for sharing this. There are probably a lot of people who suffered through the same experiences and will feel comforted by this. ❤️
You are so incredibly strong for sharing your heartache and your feelings on a public forum. I love you so much.
Your baby is looking down on he's /hers mummy 💕💕
Awww I'm so sorry for you loss Christina, to be able to talk about this so soon after shows how strong you are,I hope you feel okay now just know you have a little guardian angle watching you and you husband
My aunt has lost 15 and has one she gave birth to and one she adopted
I hope God blesses you with many blessings much love from Missouri
I am so so sorry for your loss. I just experienced my first miscarriage last week and was also about 6-7 weeks pregnant. I am so proud of you for being so brave and being so open about this. I have kept to myself because I hadn't told anyone I was pregnant yet.
I’m so sorry my sister had a miscarriage as well. but you just have to know it’s all apart of a great big plan and you just have to trust it. It will be ok. Stay strong 💪
You are so strong and brave Christina. Thank you so much for putting yourself out there for others who may be going through similar situations. It really helps. ❤️
You are so brave for sharing this. You are such a strong beautiful woman! We love you so so much Christina! ❤❤❤
I love you Christina you are so incredibly strong ❤️
I had my miscarriage at 11 weeks earlier this month. If you/anyone in the comments have any tips or suggestions on how to push through alllll of the feelings, I’d be incredibly grateful. So sorry you went through this, Christina. Praying for you and your family (and I’m sure that precious baby is praying for you and Nick in heaven as well)