Krista, holy crap I respect you so much. I am so turned off by many MANY bloggers (some who you might honestly know sorry!) because like you said on one blog post, they all look and act the same and I find it so inauthentic and too magazine. I respect the work they do, but you were one of the first and one of the few I follow because beyond your beautiful style and grace, you’re just a real chick and as someone who is also emotional sensitive and who can really sense personalities, I always felt this authenticity and comfort from your (online) presence - sure I would get that if we knew eachother in real life. This video just solidified that to me and I too have been feeling so anxious and scared lately and while I am sad to hear you went through it, I’m happy to know someone who has such an admirable life, is still like me in some way. I wish I was strong enough to get off meds, but I am anxious at just the thought of it. Sorry for the long post, but thank you so much for being you and I’m very excited to watch your journey along the way. xx
I admire the fact that you put this all out there. So many people shy away from mental health issues. I got laid off after working 19 years for a company just before Thanksgiving and six weeks before my husband passed away. My employer was aware that he was seriously ill and I would need serious FMLA time had he survived. My package gave me the luxury of time to grieve without the stress of having a demanding job and money concerns. I later had a health issue which required attention before I could even think of looking for a new job. My point in saying this is that I had time to make necessary changes and start moving forward with my own life. I have a totally different type of position with another well-known company (some may mock me for taking an entry level position, but I have a flexible schedule and benefits) and also have begun my own entrepreneurial endeavors. I now have other income streams and am downsizing. I'm saying this to encourage you. Krista, you have a lot to offer outside of the role you played at MLB! I LOVE your unique Blue/Ralph Lauren interior decorating style and your clothing sense. I'm sure there are good things in store for your future. God bless!
Don't forget- that "sure thing" job at MLB let you go after 5 years. One of the hardest lessons for me to learn was to embrace the uncertainty of life. If the blog/vlog makes you happy and gives you energy, then do it! And if it ends, guess what- you'll get right back up and do something else! Just an older person, a few steps farther down the road, giving you my opinion.
I’m going through this same thing right now. I’d been going through the depression/anxiety attacks for about a year. I just recently got to my lowest of lows and made a change. It’s so hard but I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know what triggers mine and I got rid of the things that were causing it. It’s so hard but we can get through this
My dear Krista, I am so happy that you shared this with us! I know the struggles of depression, anxiety and being overly sensitive very well. Thank you for sharing and for being so real and vulnerable 💖 thinking of you!
Just remember when one door closes another one opens. You're amazing Krista and I love reading your blog and watching your videos! You're such an inspiration to so many of us around the world. Keep up the great work and keep being you. The best is yet to come :)
I’m excited for you to vlog but I worry that it will be super stressful and too much for you. Just remember to do what you need to do for yourself and we will always be here reading and watching. Good luck!!!
I’ve never left a comment before but as someone who loves your blog and has struggled with severe anxiety myself, I love this. One of the things that helps with my anxiety the most is watching vlogs before bed. I will absolutely be watching all of yours and I’ll be cheering for you!! Thank you for always keeping it real and relatable!!
Krista, I’ve followed along on your journey since...pictures on a porch. So how long, a decade? And, my gosh, it hurts to hear you’ve had some struggles, but I’m equally as happy for you that you’re in such a better place. I’m in the same boat, I took three years off (to raise a child) and now I’m trying to get back in my game and it’s been a bit of a struggle. Things change, and if you’re not constantly fighting, it’s easy to be left behind. I’ll never regret having taken those three years off, either. There was so much growth, so many lessons learned, much needed time to regroup. So I’m 100% supportive in this explorative stage in your life. I’m excited to see this next journey, I know you’ll totally kill it. Sending lots of love!
I’m not sure if many people are into Pinterest like everyone was a few years ago but, it’s where I found you! I still love looking at your boards and ideas. P.S. - I will absolutely watch any kind of video you come up with, just keep the content coming! ❤️❤️
Krista, you were one of the first blogs I found years ago. What I’ve always loved about you is that you always seemed so genuine and real. So many bloggers have seemed one dimensional but you just seemed real. Thanks for sharing this. You are so incredibly strong. I know it couldn’t have been easy to post but I appreciate you and your story. And it feels reassuring to hear someone have some of the same struggles I’ve always had. Looking forward to whatever you feel comfortable sharing with the world! I know I’m just one random girl out there but I’m rooting for your success!
I never post comments on youtube, but this touched me. I don't really watch your channel but have always been subscribed, I was going through my subscriptions and just happened to click on this video (I am so glad I did it's kinda like I was supposed to watch it). it shows that mental health is so important. with instagram/youtube/social media in general life seems great with the bloggers I watch and even my peers around me, everyone has struggles & it's not just me. thank you for posting this, I really needed it. you're not alone!
Agree with you about the long term longevity of social media influencers. Having a “real” old school 9-5 also seems like it is fulfilling in a different way.
Thank you for sharing your story, Krista! As someone who was also diagnosed with clinical depression at a young age, I can sometimes forget how much it can still affect me today. You are incredible - don’t ever forget that! This moment in your life has inspired so many of your followers (myself included!), and that type of influence is so powerful. You may have truly changed lives for the better by telling your story and being so real with us. We will all be here to listen and love you in whatever capacity works for you!
I was laid off last year from my job of 6+ years, and it was a total shock. It’s hard to get used to not having that routine anymore, and losing an income is a big deal. Lucky for you, you’ve got a backup! I hope it all works out! Good luck!
I respect you so much! Not enough people talk about this so here's to you for talking about it!❤️don't forget, it's ok to cry because tears travel to God when we can't speak❤️sending prayers and try to stay strong💙💜
I can’t believe how much of an inspiration you are. I have always struggled with depression and anxiety also and to see your views and how your doing is amazing. Keep your head up and keep slaying!
Thank you for sharing , I’m very proud of you for making this video . I’ve followed you on Instagram for years and I could sense something was up. I just figured you and Andrew were living y’alls best life . I have been laid off before ugh. I feel you no fun at all . Just remember you are a badass . I look forward to seeing more awesome content from you . Sending prayers and positive vibes your way 😊
I have been watching your youtube channel for the last three years and your youtube channel/ instagram has really inspired me! Be strong girl! No one is perfect. Everybody has their ups/downs! Just remember there will be bad days but there will always be good days as well! Watched your first vlog and loved cooking with krista
Krista, you’ve always been a role model to me as a young successful woman in the sports industry. I wish you the best of luck and am proud of how you have handled this.
Thank you for your honestly! I just went though/am going through a job loss and I completely understand the sense of embarrassment and sadness. Truly now a firm believer in the “meant to be” mantra. Not a lot of people talk about job loss, especially being a young person.
Wow! It's incredible to hear that someone I admire struggled with some of the same feelings as I do. I'm excited to see more of your day-to-day life and how you handle life's challenges! Thanks for sharing!!
Thank you for sharing, I to just lost my job, I understand the feeling of relief, and anxiety. Y was not treating me well. And now I’m doing better. Your story help me to heal.
I was laid off from my first job after college - I was there for 4 years - and there's totally no shame in the layoff game. It happens to SO MANY PEOPLE! You may feel embarrassed but I promise you it's not that bad. Also, I've hired a lot of people in my career and as long as they can explain gaps they're no big deal. If you told me at an interview that you spent your gap on the couch eating cheetos I wouldn't be impressed but that's not what you're going to do :-) I admire you for posting this.
You are amazing. Thank you for everything you've done to inspire me over the past 4 years of following you and your story. You've always been an inspiration and this just solidifies it. It takes an incredibly brave person to be this vulnerable to complete strangers. I only wish the best for you going forward and I can't wait to LITERALLY see how you bounce back and shine from this dark and difficult time in your life. Thank you for always being unapologetically you. You rock, don't ever change.
I am literally crying. I feel for you. I hope you are getting the help you need. You are so loved by people you haven't even met. Thank you for sharing you are human and everyone needs support and is going through something. I love you!
Krista you are so strong. You are so strong. I can see how nervous you are in this video, but you are so brave. It’s so hard to talk about these emotions to anyone. You will get through this, you are getting through this.
I normally don't leave comments but I am so inspired by your realness in this video. This is something I always try to do on my own blog but it is so nerve-racking. I too had a hard year and am excited for the new year. I can't wait for your vlogs! Sometimes the hardest things lead to an amazing new chapter. Can't wait to see how it unfolds for you!
Thank you for your truth. I have had a year of uncertainty, job insecurity, reduced income and the daily fear of losing my confidence in myself. This just feeds into anxiety. Just awful. But life is changing now. I love your honesty and am inspired by the faith you have in the future. I'm certainly going to be following you...!
I'm so excited to follow along with you during this new adventure! I recently changed jobs after five years (my first job after college) and it was so much harder and easier than I expected. This is a part of adulting that I feel like isn't talked about enough in an honest fashion. It's tough and the unknown (I took a bit of a gamble with my new salary because I really needed the change) can be so intimidating. Like paralyzingly so. All of that is why I'm stoked to follow as you go through this process, because I'm in a similar place right now. I also understand what you are saying about feeling other people's emotions. I was just talking with my therapist about how distressed I can get because of taking in everything that everyone around me is feeling. While it can be a super advantage (I work in human services) it can also be exhausting (see working in human services). Thanks for putting yourself out there.
Relate to this so much. I think it's natural to initially think of your time away from full-time work as a "gap," but you'll still be working if you switch focus to your blog. If/when you decide to work on the brand side again, you'll have the experience from MLB and running your own business (blog). Companies will find your skill set extremely valuable. Plus, you worked for a reputable brand in the past. I have no doubt you'll find a job tomorrow or 2 years from now.
This is the best video you’ve done, thank you for your honesty. I also am very emotionally sensitive, and I read people very well. I find it exhausting if I don’t get enough alone time to recharge and sort of detach from other people’s emotions. I’ve found over the years that sometimes walking away completely, from a friend, a situation, a relationship, is the only way for me to pull myself out of another person’s emotions or a low work environment. In terms of resume gaps, it’s not a concern usually within the first couple of years, especially if your time at previous jobs was significant. Best of luck with the job search and looking forward to the vlogs!
Thanks for sharing, Krista! I’ve enjoyed following you the past few years. I love the fact you were around my age, from Chicago and unlike many influencers out there, you had a 9 to 5 job. I found you extremely relatable and motivating. Couple years ago, I was also laid off from my first job after college around the holidays. There were ups and downs, but it was one of the best thing that happened to me. After 2 years of non-stop working and studying for my professional license, it was a break that I needed. I was worried about the gap on my resume as well, but as long as you explain it in a positive way companies doesn’t seem to care. Definitely take your time choosing your next role if you can afford it because I made the mistake of accepting a job that wasn’t a fit and was stuck for year, even though it did prepare me for my current role at a company that I love! I’ll be looking forward to your new videos and sending good vibes your way :)
I really like your candor. It’s nice to see your vulnerability, your acknowledgment of your privilege/advantages and your disadvantages. I’m excited to watch this journey and see you #win
Almost the exact thing happened to me! I was having panic attacks as well and it was because of work. And then my boss and HR person sat down with me and gave me the option to quit and I was SO CALM. Like my decision was already made in my head but I needed someone to force me to go.
Thank you for making this video. I struggle with depression and anxiety too along with my college classes and my part time job. I’m excited for your vlogs and I’m thankful to have a role model like you to look up to! 💕
Your are amazing Krista! So humbling, raw, and REAL, thank you for being honest and sharing what many wouldn't. Can't wait for vlogs- yay!! Love and respect you a whole lot! xo
It happens. I was laid off after 8+ years in my position. I went through the same stages your going through. But i took the time off to reflect what i wanted to do with my life. If i wanted to continue with the same career or expand my horizons. I found a job that i love and feel like it is all meant to be. Don't feel ashamed it's life. But what u do after is what matters. Ull come up from it.
Thank you for opening up! You are really brave for doing that. I also had a similar feeling when I got laid off from my first job post college. I still love the company and everything they do, but it was horrible when it happened.
Thank you so much for sharing Krista! The way you described what you are going through, and what you went through really resonated with me. I cannot EXPRESS how EXCITED I am that you are vlogging again - especially in this exciting (and scary) time when many people may not usually vlog.
Love your realness! Your courageous for sharing your story and letting us in. My option of you has changed for the better not that it was bad before but I feel I can relate to you in a honest authentic way now. 🤗
I can’t tell you how much this speaks to me. I relate with you so much. I’m only recently discovered that I suffer from anxiety. I would always assume I was depressed or hormonal or I don’t know what. I actually started to figure out why I was feeling that way around the time that you shared that you had anxiety on stories. Like “hmm.. 🤔”. I also went through a very similar job lay off and “ahh.. I can breathe” moment this time last year. So I totally get it. Hang in there! I’m excited for you on your journey! I’m moving to NYC (from FL) this month to be with my boyfriend, I’m scared but super excited for this next adventure. Looking forward to the Vlogs! ❤️
Thank you for sharing! I am so happy you will be vlogging again because I lovedddd when you did vlogmas a couple of years ago! I am excited to see what happens for you too!
Loved the realness of this video! Thanks for sharing your story and for being open about a topic that people can be hesitant to talk about these days. Hoping for good things coming your way this year! :)
Thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable like this Krista. I have been through something very very similar to this and I'm still going through it. so thank you for speaking out. I can't wait to see you come through on the other side
I am so glad you got the help you needed to move though life ! I have watched for many years and have admired your work ethic and attention to detail. I hope that you know that by doing this you are helping many other people who struggle as well. Sending my love and positive vibes :)
Krista, thank you so much for sharing this with us. I've been a longtime reader of your blog and I always appreciate how real and honest you are, and I'm so glad to hear that you're doing better. Mental health is SO important. I'm also really excited for you to start vlogging again! I just finished my degree and I'm about to start applying to jobs as well, so it will be fun to watch you go through the same process.
Wow I'm so sorry these last few months have sucked. But your outlook on this next chapter of your life is so inspiring! Also def looking forward to the vlogs! Rooting for you, girl!!
❤️ you are an amazing person. I remember meeting you at Ohare a couple years ago and you where so kind and humble. Maybe this is a blessing in disguise and you are destined for something greater. Much love from. Chicago
thank you so much for sharing this. one of the most important things i've learned as i've gotten older and progressed in my career is that everyone seems to get laid off at least once, and its not something to be embarrassed about it. it happens to everyone and doesn't speak to your skill level. also, as someone who has hired people and been involved in that process; don't worry about the gap. it honestly doesn't matter. so many people have them now, and if you do feel weird about it, it's something you can discuss in interviews. you'll be great! :) also, thank you for offering to be the support system for people who don't have anyone else. that's v sweet of you. i went through something similar mental health wise, and didn't have anyone to lean on (things are going well now! i have a great therapist:)), that offer touched my heart. all the best in 2019
Thank you for sharing this! Been around since the very beginning of your southern shopaholic days, i’m definitely rooting for you and excited to see what kind of amazing things you accomplish this year!
If someone hears you were laid off and their immediate thought/reaction was that you must have been a terrible employee then that speaks VOLUMES about what kind of insecurities that individual has. I’m happy that you’re feeling back to your ‘normal’ self! xoxo
Krista! You got this girl! Also if it makes you feel any better, I rarely use Instagram, and I type your blog name in the URL! I love your blog, and keep rocking it out!
Thank you for deciding to open up about your mental health and current situation. Sending you hugs. Re: being afraid of Instagram disappearing - isn’t that the same as someone being employed by a company (and that’s their only job/income) and then that company shutting down (or getting laid off and not having a backup job/income)? I don’t know. I would totally feel the same way and be thinking the same thoughts you are in considering your options. Good luck with the job application & interview process!! I’m excited to see the vlogs!
I'm totally the same way - I also absorb people's emotions and have a really hard time with it. Are you also INFJ in Meyers-Briggs? haha. Also, I respect you so much for posting this.. I'm sure it wasn't easy to share. Thank you for being you :)
So sorry you got laid off. It seems like the stress you were under was manifesting into panic attacks. Stress is so horrible to deal with. Praying you move onto a new job that you will love.
You are very confused right now. This was very exhausting to watch. You lost your job after solid 5 years. You are really lucky that you worked somewhere for 5 years which is a long freaking time in this economy. As far as the depression thing, you can't just stop medication just cause your life situation improves. Depression is very very serious and you have to be very careful when you stop your meds. You are very lucky to have such an incredible support system according to you. You are coming across as a little ungrateful. There is no surety in life. People who are breadwinners of their families lost their jobs, and they have no place to vent like you do. You are actually making money off of this. Count your blessings.
Krista, holy crap I respect you so much.
I am so turned off by many MANY bloggers (some who you might honestly know sorry!) because like you said on one blog post, they all look and act the same and I find it so inauthentic and too magazine. I respect the work they do, but you were one of the first and one of the few I follow because beyond your beautiful style and grace, you’re just a real chick and as someone who is also emotional sensitive and who can really sense personalities, I always felt this authenticity and comfort from your (online) presence - sure I would get that if we knew eachother in real life. This video just solidified that to me and I too have been feeling so anxious and scared lately and while I am sad to hear you went through it, I’m happy to know someone who has such an admirable life, is still like me in some way. I wish I was strong enough to get off meds, but I am anxious at just the thought of it.
Sorry for the long post, but thank you so much for being you and I’m very excited to watch your journey along the way. xx
I admire the fact that you put this all out there. So many people shy away from mental health issues.
I got laid off after working 19 years for a company just before Thanksgiving and six weeks before my husband passed away. My employer was aware that he was seriously ill and I would need serious FMLA time had he survived. My package gave me the luxury of time to grieve without the stress of having a demanding job and money concerns. I later had a health issue which required attention before I could even think of looking for a new job.
My point in saying this is that I had time to make necessary changes and start moving forward with my own life. I have a totally different type of position with another well-known company (some may mock me for taking an entry level position, but I have a flexible schedule and benefits) and also have begun my own entrepreneurial endeavors. I now have other income streams and am downsizing. I'm saying this to encourage you.
Krista, you have a lot to offer outside of the role you played at MLB! I LOVE your unique Blue/Ralph Lauren interior decorating style and your clothing sense. I'm sure there are good things in store for your future. God bless!
Don't forget- that "sure thing" job at MLB let you go after 5 years. One of the hardest lessons for me to learn was to embrace the uncertainty of life. If the blog/vlog makes you happy and gives you energy, then do it! And if it ends, guess what- you'll get right back up and do something else! Just an older person, a few steps farther down the road, giving you my opinion.
I’m going through this same thing right now. I’d been going through the depression/anxiety attacks for about a year. I just recently got to my lowest of lows and made a change. It’s so hard but I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know what triggers mine and I got rid of the things that were causing it. It’s so hard but we can get through this
My dear Krista, I am so happy that you shared this with us! I know the struggles of depression, anxiety and being overly sensitive very well. Thank you for sharing and for being so real and vulnerable 💖 thinking of you!
Just remember when one door closes another one opens. You're amazing Krista and I love reading your blog and watching your videos! You're such an inspiration to so many of us around the world. Keep up the great work and keep being you. The best is yet to come :)
I’m excited for you to vlog but I worry that it will be super stressful and too much for you. Just remember to do what you need to do for yourself and we will always be here reading and watching. Good luck!!!
I’ve never left a comment before but as someone who loves your blog and has struggled with severe anxiety myself, I love this. One of the things that helps with my anxiety the most is watching vlogs before bed. I will absolutely be watching all of yours and I’ll be cheering for you!! Thank you for always keeping it real and relatable!!
Krista, I’ve followed along on your journey since...pictures on a porch. So how long, a decade? And, my gosh, it hurts to hear you’ve had some struggles, but I’m equally as happy for you that you’re in such a better place. I’m in the same boat, I took three years off (to raise a child) and now I’m trying to get back in my game and it’s been a bit of a struggle. Things change, and if you’re not constantly fighting, it’s easy to be left behind. I’ll never regret having taken those three years off, either. There was so much growth, so many lessons learned, much needed time to regroup. So I’m 100% supportive in this explorative stage in your life. I’m excited to see this next journey, I know you’ll totally kill it. Sending lots of love!
I’m not sure if many people are into Pinterest like everyone was a few years ago but, it’s where I found you! I still love looking at your boards and ideas.
P.S. - I will absolutely watch any kind of video you come up with, just keep the content coming! ❤️❤️
Krista, you were one of the first blogs I found years ago. What I’ve always loved about you is that you always seemed so genuine and real. So many bloggers have seemed one dimensional but you just seemed real. Thanks for sharing this. You are so incredibly strong. I know it couldn’t have been easy to post but I appreciate you and your story. And it feels reassuring to hear someone have some of the same struggles I’ve always had. Looking forward to whatever you feel comfortable sharing with the world! I know I’m just one random girl out there but I’m rooting for your success!
I never post comments on youtube, but this touched me. I don't really watch your channel but have always been subscribed, I was going through my subscriptions and just happened to click on this video (I am so glad I did it's kinda like I was supposed to watch it). it shows that mental health is so important. with instagram/youtube/social media in general life seems great with the bloggers I watch and even my peers around me, everyone has struggles & it's not just me. thank you for posting this, I really needed it. you're not alone!
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Agree with you about the long term longevity of social media influencers. Having a “real” old school 9-5 also seems like it is fulfilling in a different way.
Thank you for sharing your story, Krista! As someone who was also diagnosed with clinical depression at a young age, I can sometimes forget how much it can still affect me today. You are incredible - don’t ever forget that! This moment in your life has inspired so many of your followers (myself included!), and that type of influence is so powerful. You may have truly changed lives for the better by telling your story and being so real with us. We will all be here to listen and love you in whatever capacity works for you!
I was laid off last year from my job of 6+ years, and it was a total shock. It’s hard to get used to not having that routine anymore, and losing an income is a big deal. Lucky for you, you’ve got a backup! I hope it all works out! Good luck!
I respect you so much! Not enough people talk about this so here's to you for talking about it!❤️don't forget, it's ok to cry because tears travel to God when we can't speak❤️sending prayers and try to stay strong💙💜
I can’t believe how much of an inspiration you are. I have always struggled with depression and anxiety also and to see your views and how your doing is amazing. Keep your head up and keep slaying!
Thanks so much for taking and showing your emotions! You really helped me. I struggle with everything that you said!
Thank you for sharing , I’m very proud of you for making this video . I’ve followed you on Instagram for years and I could sense something was up. I just figured you and Andrew were living y’alls best life . I have been laid off before ugh. I feel you no fun at all . Just remember you are a badass . I look forward to seeing more awesome content from you . Sending prayers and positive vibes your way 😊
I have been watching your youtube channel for the last three years and your youtube channel/ instagram has really inspired me! Be strong girl! No one is perfect. Everybody has their ups/downs! Just remember there will be bad days but there will always be good days as well! Watched your first vlog and loved cooking with krista
Krista, you’ve always been a role model to me as a young successful woman in the sports industry. I wish you the best of luck and am proud of how you have handled this.
Thank you for your honestly! I just went though/am going through a job loss and I completely understand the sense of embarrassment and sadness. Truly now a firm believer in the “meant to be” mantra. Not a lot of people talk about job loss, especially being a young person.
Wow! It's incredible to hear that someone I admire struggled with some of the same feelings as I do. I'm excited to see more of your day-to-day life and how you handle life's challenges! Thanks for sharing!!
Thank you for sharing, I to just lost my job, I understand the feeling of relief, and anxiety. Y was not treating me well. And now I’m doing better. Your story help me to heal.
I was laid off from my first job after college - I was there for 4 years - and there's totally no shame in the layoff game. It happens to SO MANY PEOPLE! You may feel embarrassed but I promise you it's not that bad. Also, I've hired a lot of people in my career and as long as they can explain gaps they're no big deal. If you told me at an interview that you spent your gap on the couch eating cheetos I wouldn't be impressed but that's not what you're going to do :-) I admire you for posting this.
You are amazing. Thank you for everything you've done to inspire me over the past 4 years of following you and your story. You've always been an inspiration and this just solidifies it. It takes an incredibly brave person to be this vulnerable to complete strangers. I only wish the best for you going forward and I can't wait to LITERALLY see how you bounce back and shine from this dark and difficult time in your life. Thank you for always being unapologetically you. You rock, don't ever change.
I am literally crying. I feel for you. I hope you are getting the help you need. You are so loved by people you haven't even met. Thank you for sharing you are human and everyone needs support and is going through something. I love you!
Krista you are so strong. You are so strong. I can see how nervous you are in this video, but you are so brave. It’s so hard to talk about these emotions to anyone. You will get through this, you are getting through this.
I normally don't leave comments but I am so inspired by your realness in this video. This is something I always try to do on my own blog but it is so nerve-racking. I too had a hard year and am excited for the new year. I can't wait for your vlogs! Sometimes the hardest things lead to an amazing new chapter. Can't wait to see how it unfolds for you!
Thank you for your truth. I have had a year of uncertainty, job insecurity, reduced income and the daily fear of losing my confidence in myself. This just feeds into anxiety. Just awful. But life is changing now. I love your honesty and am inspired by the faith you have in the future. I'm certainly going to be following you...!
I'm so excited to follow along with you during this new adventure! I recently changed jobs after five years (my first job after college) and it was so much harder and easier than I expected. This is a part of adulting that I feel like isn't talked about enough in an honest fashion. It's tough and the unknown (I took a bit of a gamble with my new salary because I really needed the change) can be so intimidating. Like paralyzingly so. All of that is why I'm stoked to follow as you go through this process, because I'm in a similar place right now.
I also understand what you are saying about feeling other people's emotions. I was just talking with my therapist about how distressed I can get because of taking in everything that everyone around me is feeling. While it can be a super advantage (I work in human services) it can also be exhausting (see working in human services).
Thanks for putting yourself out there.
Relate to this so much. I think it's natural to initially think of your time away from full-time work as a "gap," but you'll still be working if you switch focus to your blog. If/when you decide to work on the brand side again, you'll have the experience from MLB and running your own business (blog). Companies will find your skill set extremely valuable. Plus, you worked for a reputable brand in the past. I have no doubt you'll find a job tomorrow or 2 years from now.
We support you, Krista, and we are rallying behind you!!! Thank you for your courage to share this with us!!
This is the best video you’ve done, thank you for your honesty. I also am very emotionally sensitive, and I read people very well. I find it exhausting if I don’t get enough alone time to recharge and sort of detach from other people’s emotions. I’ve found over the years that sometimes walking away completely, from a friend, a situation, a relationship, is the only way for me to pull myself out of another person’s emotions or a low work environment. In terms of resume gaps, it’s not a concern usually within the first couple of years, especially if your time at previous jobs was significant. Best of luck with the job search and looking forward to the vlogs!
Thanks for sharing, Krista! I’ve enjoyed following you the past few years. I love the fact you were around my age, from Chicago and unlike many influencers out there, you had a 9 to 5 job. I found you extremely relatable and motivating.
Couple years ago, I was also laid off from my first job after college around the holidays. There were ups and downs, but it was one of the best thing that happened to me. After 2 years of non-stop working and studying for my professional license, it was a break that I needed. I was worried about the gap on my resume as well, but as long as you explain it in a positive way companies doesn’t seem to care. Definitely take your time choosing your next role if you can afford it because I made the mistake of accepting a job that wasn’t a fit and was stuck for year, even though it did prepare me for my current role at a company that I love!
I’ll be looking forward to your new videos and sending good vibes your way :)
I really like your candor. It’s nice to see your vulnerability, your acknowledgment of your privilege/advantages and your disadvantages. I’m excited to watch this journey and see you #win
thank you!
Almost the exact thing happened to me! I was having panic attacks as well and it was because of work. And then my boss and HR person sat down with me and gave me the option to quit and I was SO CALM. Like my decision was already made in my head but I needed someone to force me to go.
Thank you for making this video. I struggle with depression and anxiety too along with my college classes and my part time job. I’m excited for your vlogs and I’m thankful to have a role model like you to look up to! 💕
Krista, thank you so much for being so transparent. You are BRAVE
I have never resonated more with a video then this one. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to following along with your journey.
you are incredible. this was incredible. thank you so much for sharing. always remember: you grow through what you go through!!!
Your are amazing Krista! So humbling, raw, and REAL, thank you for being honest and sharing what many wouldn't. Can't wait for vlogs- yay!! Love and respect you a whole lot! xo
Thank you for sharing your struggles so openly. I can relate to many of the experiences you mentioned. You are a brave soul!! 🥰
It happens. I was laid off after 8+ years in my position. I went through the same stages your going through. But i took the time off to reflect what i wanted to do with my life. If i wanted to continue with the same career or expand my horizons. I found a job that i love and feel like it is all meant to be. Don't feel ashamed it's life. But what u do after is what matters. Ull come up from it.
Thank you for opening up! You are really brave for doing that.
I also had a similar feeling when I got laid off from my first job post college. I still love the company and everything they do, but it was horrible when it happened.
Thank you so much for sharing Krista! The way you described what you are going through, and what you went through really resonated with me. I cannot EXPRESS how EXCITED I am that you are vlogging again - especially in this exciting (and scary) time when many people may not usually vlog.
Love your realness! Your courageous for sharing your story and letting us in. My option of you has changed for the better not that it was bad before but I feel I can relate to you in a honest authentic way now. 🤗
you're one of my favorite people!!!!!! I feel the same way when it came to the dinner table thing. thats a trigger for mine i get it in a weird way.
You’re just the best! This is such a hard thing to go through and you’re handling it with such grace.
I can’t tell you how much this speaks to me. I relate with you so much. I’m only recently discovered that I suffer from anxiety. I would always assume I was depressed or hormonal or I don’t know what. I actually started to figure out why I was feeling that way around the time that you shared that you had anxiety on stories. Like “hmm.. 🤔”. I also went through a very similar job lay off and “ahh.. I can breathe” moment this time last year. So I totally get it. Hang in there! I’m excited for you on your journey! I’m moving to NYC (from FL) this month to be with my boyfriend, I’m scared but super excited for this next adventure. Looking forward to the Vlogs! ❤️
Love you Krista!!! Thank you for your honesty ❤️ Do not be ashamed of anything, we are all SO proud of you and your journey.
Thanks for being so real Krista. Best of luck in the job search!
wishing you all the best. Truly one of my favorite bloggers I have stayed following over the years
Thank you for sharing! I am so happy you will be vlogging again because I lovedddd when you did vlogmas a couple of years ago! I am excited to see what happens for you too!
Loved the realness of this video! Thanks for sharing your story and for being open about a topic that people can be hesitant to talk about these days. Hoping for good things coming your way this year! :)
You have no idea how much I needed this.
Thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable like this Krista. I have been through something very very similar to this and I'm still going through it. so thank you for speaking out. I can't wait to see you come through on the other side
I am so glad you got the help you needed to move though life ! I have watched for many years and have admired your work ethic and attention to detail. I hope that you know that by doing this you are helping many other people who struggle as well. Sending my love and positive vibes :)
thank you for sharing
Krista, thank you so much for sharing this with us. I've been a longtime reader of your blog and I always appreciate how real and honest you are, and I'm so glad to hear that you're doing better. Mental health is SO important.
I'm also really excited for you to start vlogging again! I just finished my degree and I'm about to start applying to jobs as well, so it will be fun to watch you go through the same process.
Wow I'm so sorry these last few months have sucked. But your outlook on this next chapter of your life is so inspiring! Also def looking forward to the vlogs! Rooting for you, girl!!
Thank you for sharing this. Takes LOTS of guts to post this! I wish you all the best ❤️
❤️ you are an amazing person. I remember meeting you at Ohare a couple years ago and you where so kind and humble. Maybe this is a blessing in disguise and you are destined for something greater. Much love from. Chicago
thank you so much for sharing this. one of the most important things i've learned as i've gotten older and progressed in my career is that everyone seems to get laid off at least once, and its not something to be embarrassed about it. it happens to everyone and doesn't speak to your skill level. also, as someone who has hired people and been involved in that process; don't worry about the gap. it honestly doesn't matter. so many people have them now, and if you do feel weird about it, it's something you can discuss in interviews. you'll be great! :)
also, thank you for offering to be the support system for people who don't have anyone else. that's v sweet of you. i went through something similar mental health wise, and didn't have anyone to lean on (things are going well now! i have a great therapist:)), that offer touched my heart. all the best in 2019
Thank you for sharing this Krista. I would love to see you vlog more but please don’t overburden yourself
Thank you for sharing this! Been around since the very beginning of your southern shopaholic days, i’m definitely rooting for you and excited to see what kind of amazing things you accomplish this year!
If someone hears you were laid off and their immediate thought/reaction was that you must have been a terrible employee then that speaks VOLUMES about what kind of insecurities that individual has. I’m happy that you’re feeling back to your ‘normal’ self! xoxo
Thank you for sharing Krista! Keep your head up girl you got this!
Thanks so much for sharing your story! Sending lots of love to you and best of luck with your career endeavors.
Feel better 💛
Thank you for this video. My mental health story is very similar and it’s encouraging to know I’m not alone. Hope you’re doing well:)
Krista! You got this girl! Also if it makes you feel any better, I rarely use Instagram, and I type your blog name in the URL! I love your blog, and keep rocking it out!
Thank you for deciding to open up about your mental health and current situation. Sending you hugs. Re: being afraid of Instagram disappearing - isn’t that the same as someone being employed by a company (and that’s their only job/income) and then that company shutting down (or getting laid off and not having a backup job/income)? I don’t know. I would totally feel the same way and be thinking the same thoughts you are in considering your options. Good luck with the job application & interview process!! I’m excited to see the vlogs!
28:36 😭😭😭😭😭 that’s amazing!!!
Praying for you. You got this!
You will always do well Krista. I can't put my finger on why this is true, but it is. Plain and simple. You exude it. Urgh, jealous :-)
I'm totally the same way - I also absorb people's emotions and have a really hard time with it. Are you also INFJ in Meyers-Briggs? haha. Also, I respect you so much for posting this.. I'm sure it wasn't easy to share. Thank you for being you :)
Thank you so much for sharing! 🧡
I wonder if you could work for Man Repeller?
I suffer from major depression and anxiety disorder
You got this ❤
So sorry you got laid off. It seems like the stress you were under was manifesting into panic attacks. Stress is so horrible to deal with. Praying you move onto a new job that you will love.
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Your not alone 😔 watch my video on my channel. I to have a hormonal imbalance
You are very confused right now. This was very exhausting to watch. You lost your job after solid 5 years. You are really lucky that you worked somewhere for 5 years which is a long freaking time in this economy. As far as the depression thing, you can't just stop medication just cause your life situation improves. Depression is very very serious and you have to be very careful when you stop your meds. You are very lucky to have such an incredible support system according to you. You are coming across as a little ungrateful. There is no surety in life. People who are breadwinners of their families lost their jobs, and they have no place to vent like you do. You are actually making money off of this. Count your blessings.