I don’t know what love is, never had parents that wanted me. All my life I’ve been alone surviving. This song reminds me of how far I’ve survived in this cruel world.
I used to listen to this song as an extremely depressed teenager with a very abusive home life. I always cried to this, and revisiting it as a traumatised adult who gave up on her family by now has made me sob all over again.
"And if I bleed I'll bleed Knowing you don't care And if I sleep Just to dream of you I'll wake without you there" Nearly brought me to tears I can relate to that
It's a bit strange, the day I came to listen to this, I thought I had just lost the person I cared about the most, and that part was frighteningly close to what I was feeling. Then the next day, she came over and we ended up together. Very rarely do things work out the way you want, but sometimes it happens.
My go-to song when I was depressed. Genuinely thought no one cared about me and that I was better off dead and to no longer exist in this world. In the end, I'm glad I held it out there and found the will to get the right help because now I have found a purpose for myself in life. Always remember that there is someone out there that cares about you.
Smile used to be the perfect picture of victory, happiness, joy, achievement and all those good things. But since I know people can fake their smiles, I don't really trust them when they smile... I'm so used to fake ones that when I see someone smiling, I search what pain it tries to hide, and if I don't find, instead of admitting this is a true smile, I search even deeper what it could hide.
I fake smile ALL the time............my parents think: "oh she's ok. She's actually smiling which means she's happy" but its not true........I'm not happy at all...my bipolar depression takes over everyday and they don't realize that every night I'm crying in my sleep....
To all whom read this: stay strong and never give up. If a complete stranger with barely any experience in life can care about you (me) then those who are in your personal life do as well.
You chose your mom. You felt that she would best serve you within this soul incarnation to achieve the things that your soul needed to learn. Now. You need to completely forgive her and release the huge significant amount of pain and abandonment that she has done to you. The karma's that you had to make right are now done Paid in full. Release Believe it or not your mom is a soulmate of yours from previous experiences . Infinite blessings Eternal love and light Namaste ♾🕉☮☯️🌬💚🦋🕊🦄
Same here. My mom died 7 years ago. I am a strong confident person now and have come a long way from who I used to be. I realized after she died that she bipolar and there was nothing I could have done to be good enough.
You can feel pretty lonely even in a big crowd of lonely people if you can't feel connected. You need like-minded people (and a proper mindset) But if anyone will do, I'm sure there are tons of meet ups already being organized in your local area. (try meetup.com for example)
Has anyone ever been that one loner at a party and a few good friends are there but they don't notice you and you leave and no one knows about it... please tell me I am not the only one
+Megan Pons I never wanted to be a loner coming from a large family but other than my spouse I am alone. Tried to fit in but I never could as much as I tried. Gave up on my family. Learned to trust a few who like me the way I am. Learned to love myself and my own company. My spouse is now as independent as I have become and we are okay. We are seniors and leaving the past behind tightly closed doors is best for us. Megan, you will find inside yourself to survive and create your own happiness. It is no fun to feel apart but it is manageable and in the end find/create your happy dance to just feel alive.
I grew up listening to this music. It helped me and made me sad at the same time. What I mean is whenever I felt this way, I would put their music on and shut the world out and I would cry a lot but it helped me release my emotions. music has and always will be my safe place, my peace, my coping mechanism. And these guys had a lot of music I could and sometimes still can relate to. And amy lees voice is so beautiful. There isnt anyone ive heard that I enjoyed more then hers.
This reminds me of the place I was in when I was married. The depression I was in. Reminds me how my ex husband used to make me feel like I could not get out of it without him. After leaving and asking for divorce things got so much better. A few years after I look back and see how much I grew. I feel like nothing can break me again. Once I got back to my feet alone I can keep on going.
@@audrasisler791 you can do it...just one day at a time. I relapse sometimes but I remember I have to take care of a lot of things in life and my current boyfriend is there to help. It gets better just try to focus more on what you need to get there.
No cares for me even though they act like they do they don't I can tell. I have two sisters who never talks to me and a older brother who abuses me and gets away with it. My mom she hates me and even though she sees me get abused mentally and physically she doesn't do anything. My dad he left me a year ago leaving me with those hating me for liking him my family. This song reminds me how lonely I am. But this song is why I am still alive. Because if there's something as beautiful as this song then it's worth enduring all of this pain it's wort crying like a baby left in the dark with no one who cares for it. Because I know there's something beautiful for me out there. My life may suck but that is what helps me make others a little bit brighter.
The next time your brother tries something, fight back. Get away, get to a phone, and call child services. Find what number it is wherever you live. Maybe just spontaneously beat him up one day, when he's off guard. Make him realize that you will fight back. Grow your nails, and cut them sharp. Nails can be crucial weapons.
This song expresses how I'm feeling now. I am surrounded by people, but I may as well be on my own in the Delta Quadrant. Instead of moping around feeling sorry for myself, I'm working at my life and rebuilding it from scratch. This song will always remind me of where I started, so I'll be able to look back to this moment and see how far I came.
Whispering voices : Can you stop the fire? (Please , please) Can you stand to fight her? (Please , please) You can't stop the fire. You won't say the words.
Most aren't saying how this music saves them, most is just them wanting to die. Very few say that it saves them. I find that sad, there's so much to live for.
***** Not all of us are 8 years old and our "sob stories" are things we didn't want to happen to us. We didn't have a choice in deciding what happened to us. So please stop being a bigot. Some of us are reaching out because no one near us actually listens. Evanescence has done a wonderful job of making songs that people can relate to. Just consider that this might be a way of moving on or coping for some people. This could be the one thing that could make someone feel like they are real and not just a shadow.
***** You obviously don't know the mental disorder called depression. You also don't seem too keen on learning about it (or believing it). It may have seemed that I implied that you said 'all.' But I didn't I was just restating what you said in a less offensive way. So please come up with a more valid argument other than syntactical preferences. Thanks.
You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me
I'm not trying to make a sad comment, and add to the thousands that are already there I just want to write this here on this video so if i come back here years from now, i will remember I used to listen to this song when i was around 12, on repeat for hours A very important person in my life broke all contact with me Someone like family And this song is a sad one, but its the only song that made me feel better For the first time ever, I came to realize what music can do to you Years later i am somehow led here again, exactly when i need this most Thank you to this band. You have truly always helped me in my hard times. Thank you so much, if you ever see this
In this life, we strive for people. We want to be important to people. But first of all we have to value ourselves, but we often fail to do that. We value people and want to see that value in return. But life is often unfair to us.
I have listened to this band for as long as they've been around, and I still come back to them, be it the newer songs or the priceless classics like this one. They have helped me through so much. I absolutely love and adore Amy Lee for what she does. Her music has saved me many times. And I am glad this artist had helped so many others. Rock on y'all.
This is my favorite song from Evanesence. Reminds me of my daughter. I especially love " Though id die to know you love me, Im all alone. " and " if i bleed , I'll bleed knowing you dont care "
I love her music…She speaks to my entire life she’s so deep I would love to sing my heart & feelings out just like her…. Dez Landry your so beautiful & perfect don’t change for no one love & miss you… Michelle Landry ❤
"..You won't cry for my absence, I know. You've forgotten me long ago...! Am I that unimportant..? Am I so insignificant..? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me??.."
What a song. This world is loneliest to the ones who love the most. Not about just one. Don’t think I was loved by any of the hands that touched me. I don’t cate if you miss me. I don’t want to feel this way again. Don’t look up snd cry when I’m gone When I was here you didn’t give a damn Frozen hearts and I found everyone I jus want to go
Amy knows how to express her feelings plus she is a great singer But not as great as Chester from linkin park But I can't believe he passed away this year although he was gone but never forgotten 🌺🌺R.I.P. Chester Bennington🌺🌺 😢💔
yes it is. I don't know why they feed children such lies about a happy life when in reality it is pretty miserable and full of loneliness and responsibilities.
People who can relate to this song, you are not alone, I just realized the massive amount of comments this video have and for sure there’s a lot of good people out there, it may take a time to find them as it took me to find the love of my life, so stay strong and carry on. Never lose hope.
+Caitlin Biggs i'm going to take this comment as from a person who's never watched her doing live. while i love evanescence, i strongly prefer albums, because in live, she gets so terribly off key... can't find any solid evidence one way or another about things like auto-tune, but the poor girl sounds terrible at concerts.
I had a friend with a family of children. She and I had a fall out years ago and I lost them. This is the song I sing about her and the family I lost. I wonder if, not my friend but others, if they miss me and still love me. I doubt it but I still wonder and will keep asking no matter what. I looked after my friends children years ago when they were babies and I still have memories that haught me. Please bear with me and pray that I'll move on from it all.
Hey kid's.. Have been where you all have been . I'm old enough to be your grandfather.. Life sometimes sucks. It makes you have something to compare to when life is going well.. Try to focus on thing's that make you happy. No one said life is going to be in totally happy all the time. That's unrealistic.. Ask for help if thing's start spinning out of control. Turn into the spin, don't crash.. I pray that you all find happiness..
I guess everybody is having a depressed party down in the comment section. I used to be part of it. But after six suicide attempts, you come to realize maybe you are just simply ought to live.
***** It depends what you believe in. Some people think the purpose of life is happiness, some people think it's to serve their God. Some people think it's a mistake, some people think there's a divine purpose. No matter what, we're alive, and we need to make the best of it, because we only get one shot.
Daniel Mejia I'm glad you're still alive, I'm glad those attempts didn't succeed. Even though I don't know you at all, and you're just a stranger on the net to me I'm honestly really really glad you didn't die :D
Indeed, i have gone over my depression 15 years ago, i learned a very important lesson. Just do whatever you like to do, hobby or sport DO something!!.. In many stages of depression you learn to deal with situations a lot easier, but that also depends on the persons mindset.. If people relate themselves to this song, then it's their period they're in right now, I consider this song just a pretty song though lol :P.
I know i'm not the only one, but this exactly describes my life. I would use up like 40 lines explaining why so i won't do that but it really does. High five to anyone else who feels like i do, You're not the only one!
I love Evanescence, but this song reminded me of the lonely journey I had growing up and still now. I know I am surrounded by people and family, but I feel like they cant really see or hear me and its not a great feeling... To anyone whos reading this, know that you're not alone and I understand what pain and loneliness is behind laughs and smiles. I pray for whoever needs an angel by their side.
I saw Evanescence two days ago in Leeds UK, my second Evanescence gig, and wow, how amazing, her voice, stage presence is mind blowing, I've loved Evanescence and Amy since I was 12, im now 31 and still in love with this woman!
funny how this song makes everyone talk about depression. Fitting, evanescence definitely got me through depression because of how relatable and sad all the songs are its like "Isn't someone missing me?" and I'm like *tear face* "yeah is someone" :(
this song makes me think of my twin brother who just erased me from his life and treats me like a stranger now. and saw me getting bullied for 9 years and did nothing. he is a coward and so troubled but i still love him to bits.
Omg..... I love n live for all her songs i have met her in person n she is so sweet n an amazin person i love her so much. Her music has had an effect on me n always will.... :-)
Evanescence is a beautiful legend. Her voice is a true gift of emotions. She helped me through out my whole life I am 34 now. I have always been an Evanescence fan. Till the end
For so long I've been feeling this way,but I kept telling myself it was just my depression speaking. Four days ago i turned off my phone. Today I turned it on and find out that in four days none of my "closest" friends had texted me once. Zero messages. Zero everything. And now I really know that it's not just my depression. No one cares.
+Alex Bailey It really depends of what friendship you have with your friends, except my gf I used to see my friends only at school and to pre-organized meetings. We spent good times but we don't really message us when vacations...
This song is so beautiful, I can't stop listening to it. The words are so meaningful, the message she is trying send across is mysterious and different in people's perspective.
I wonder if anyone miss me.. This song matches me a lot.. But obviously my family do care about me and miss me.. But I don't know about my classmates and friends... I have this one best friend who cares about me a lot... Whenever I'm sad, I'll open this song and start listening to it... But this song really do match me a lot..
I'm a huge Evanescence fan, I can appreciate you're honesty here, but listening to this while sitting on the couch won't help to be honest, go out make relationships, friends, anything! Depression can kill people, sadness won't stop until you guys decide its over, have fun in your lifes , that's the most important thing in my opinion.
Depression is just a psychologically forced *_austerity_*. We cant all be soaring all the time. for every smooth sailing person there is another person(s) doing the unpleasant work. Sometimes a person can even do their own chores. That's not a disorder (bipolar). Its just normal. Dishes/clothes get dirty and need washed. Someone's gotta do it whether they like it or not, depressing as the work might be. But remember this is capitalism. Dont work for others unless they work for you. Then again, "thank you"s can be used as currency too if you let them.
Favorite Evanescence song. Its nice to come back to these types of songs I used to listen to years ago when I was in a bad place and see how far I've come. I'm not entirely better and probably never will be but I now listen to artists like Linkin Park and Evanescence because I enjoy their music and not just because I was feeling sad and alone like in the past.
Ive been sick of my kidneys very painful treatments and im glad i can listen 2 Linkin Park n evanescence there my sanity. Keep me strong thru all the PAIN. 🖤🎼🖤🎼
You are worth everything to the One who gave everything. You dont have to have your life together, you dont have to be a good person. God is for the broken not the saints. It is not about a religion or what you are ashamed of. Because all that God wants is a relationship with you and he will free you of anything and everything that you ask for. Im coming back to this video because I use to be suicidal. I pleased myself with everything I could of this world. But it eventually passed because it was a cheap version of the One original. He is a God that cannot be replaced with anything. If you want to experience a love that cannot be measured, a love that is everlasting you can submit your life to Him. Romans 10:9 says, "If you confess with your mouth that jesus is Lord you shall be saved." Simple as that. We dont have to make it anymore complicated. Call out to Him, yell at Him, get mad at him but acknowledge that he's been there, waiting for you to surrender.
EXACTLY, GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR US, NO MATTER OUR SINS!! GOD JUST WANTS A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH US, AND HE HAD ME HEAR AMY SINGING TO HEAL MY DARKEST PART OF ME THAT WOULD NEVER HEAL, IT WASN'T ME FEELING UNLOVED BY GOD BECAUSE GOD SHOWED ME HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ME OVER AND OVER I REALIZED GOD NEVER STOPPED LOVING ME, BUT FEELING UNLOVED, REJECTED BY MY OWN MOTHER, CAN BE DEVASTATING TO A SON, AND WILL NEVER TREAT A WOMAN RIGHT IF THIS HOLE IS ALWAYS THERE AND NOT DEALT WITH. I TRIED TALKING WITH MY MOM BUT SHE NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHERE I WAS COMING FROM, REALIZING IM NOT THE ONLY ONE DEALING WITH A MOM'S REJECTION OF ONES TRUE SELF. OR SOMEONE DEALING WITH REJECTION SO PAINFUL YOU ATTEMPT SUICIDE TO FILL THE VOID, I NEVER KNEW HOW DEEP THAT PAIN WENT TIL I EXPOSED IT TO GOD, AND PROBABLY NEVER WOULD HAVE EXPOSED IT SO GOD COULD START HEALING THIS HOLE IN MY HEART, IF IT WASN'T FOR HER PASSION IN HER SINGING AND HER MUSIC, ALONG WITH HER BAND!! GOD IS AWESOME! HE KNOWS OUR TRUE INNER BEING LIKE HOW A SOULMATE WOULD KNOW US! AND GOD IS STARTING TO HEAL THAT VOID TOO, REALIZING UNTIL I HEAL FROM THE VOID OF NEVER HAVING MY MOTHER'S APPROVAL 💯 OF ME, I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH TO LOVE SOMEONE 💯 LIKE THEY SHOULD BE, ESPECIALLY LOVING MY SOULMATE 💯 WITH ALL MY HEART, CANT WHEN THERE IS A HOLE IN IT, THAT GOD HASN'T FILLED YET, CUZ I DIDN'T REALIZE IT WAS THERE AND WHY IT WAS THERE UNTIL A FEW DAYS AGO, MUSIC IS A BIG WAY HOW GOD COMMUNICATES AND HEALS US! HE JUST DOESN'T USE GOSPELS BUT ALL TYPES! HE IS AN AWESOME GOD!! HOW DEEP HE TRULY KNOWS US! AND STILL LOVES US, FLAWS AND ALL!
It's ironic how close you are with someone for 5 years long. Then one day he suddenly decides your not on the first place anymore.. Seems the dreams and hopes I had, are nothing but a wish.. And wishes hardly come true.. God I miss you :(
Hey, I know it must be so hard living with the pain of losing someone you love, of him leaving you for something or someone else. But you've done so much to stay here and you're so important to so many people who care about you. Keep moving forward; no matter how hard it gets there will always be people who will be there for you ok? :) Feel better
Listening to this after my "friends" left me alone for like an hour in a crowded mall. They both know that I suffer from anxiety and get scared of people easily. But they didn't care at all. They are really surprised by the fact that I'm angry on them lol They're not my friends anymore :)
"Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant?" That's what i asked myself when my friends replaced me with the new girl at my school, it sucked. But at least i was able to make new friends. So much for "friends forever".
Everytime I think about school~ High School Diploma and College Degree, looking for a job and wondering if any of my school mates/teachers/professores ever think about me~
I feel alone all the time cause everyone i know has someone to love and i don't... men don't want me cause I'm a big girl.. well i say that their just scared but it still hurts.. i give everything i have in a relationship and i get hurt.. why does this happen?.. my whole life all I've ever done was open myself up and help people and all i get is a broken heart... i don't deserve this... all i do is sit alone waiting for my soul mate cause that's all i can do now.. where is he? when will my true love appear? i am a simple country girl and i don't ask for much.. the biggest thing i want money cant buy.
hey ellie listen girl, I know it's easier said than done..you need to change some things about yourself..first of all, stop having pity on yourself..it's a sin..it only makes you weak..and rather than waiting for somebody to come, make yourself desirable and I am not talking about physical appearance..I am talking about attitude..learn to motivate yourself..have confidence..I have seen girls who fell and then they got up and became even more beautiful and desirable..start fighting for what you want and GO GET IT...that's it.
thanks for the advise, but im already doing that.. the only thing most guys look at is outer beauty and since im not the smallest woman i get nothing.. and my mom tells me all the time well then their not worth it.. and i know that and im just glad i knew that before get hurt worse.. but it still sucks being single at 26 and never get to go anywhere.. its hard to stay "sain" when ur stuck in a house all the time.. and i dont pity myself,far from it.. i am somewhat happy with myself but i do despise myself for giving up when i was in school and letting the hell i was going through win, now i cant get a job anywhere.. its like ones i have 1 good thing in my life 2 or more worse things happen.. its really stressful and hard to keep my Christianity but my mom keeps me from going over that cliff
dont worry about the suicide thing, i wont do that.. ive always felt that no matter what happens it wont break me to that point and its sad that people feel they need to do that but i think suicide is just an easy way out and its wrong
I can relate. well, except for the fact that you've been in a relationship. I believe that waiting is really the only thing to do. that's pretty much all I've got to say about that, wish I were better at this...
"I'd die to know you love me" Brandon. I'd also do a lot of other things for you. But. We're just friends. And you wanna keep it that way. So. If you're happy. I'll stay away from you. Just please understand. These scars aren't from you. They're from me being dumb enough to fall for someone who wouldn't care if I was starving myself to be skinny for you. Or wear a bit of makeup to look prettier for you. Or sacrifice my time for doing regular things like school work and being happy. To cry over you. But I understand. I really do. So I'll stop. Trying to breathe. For you.
I been there. scars will always be there, I always carry that part of myife with me, seeing the scars reminds me sometimes, on my leg, looks like a bear clawed me, half an inch wide about 8 inches long 1 inch deep 4 slashes, yeah I've been there. but I beat it, sometimes love is all you need
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I don’t know what love is, never had parents that wanted me. All my life I’ve been alone surviving. This song reminds me of how far I’ve survived in this cruel world.
I wish the happiness for u
I wish happiness 4 U!!! I am like U...
One day I hope you find happiness and love
Hi
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I used to listen to this song as an extremely depressed teenager with a very abusive home life. I always cried to this, and revisiting it as a traumatised adult who gave up on her family by now has made me sob all over again.
Right! Same! Hugs ❤
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Yes!!! Same here
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I'll hide you. ❤️
"And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep
Just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there"
Nearly brought me to tears
I can relate to that
I feel you ;~;
same T~T
exactly
It's a bit strange, the day I came to listen to this, I thought I had just lost the person I cared about the most, and that part was frighteningly close to what I was feeling. Then the next day, she came over and we ended up together. Very rarely do things work out the way you want, but sometimes it happens.
I don't understand the line if I bleed I'll bleed Knowing you don't care
There comes a moment in a life when you can completely relate to this song :/
this is me since i was born but i got a bf now
Ana Kulić I agree.😞
AGREE :'(
Ana Kulić my whole life
Ana Kulić yes 😔😔😔😔💔
My go-to song when I was depressed. Genuinely thought no one cared about me and that I was better off dead and to no longer exist in this world. In the end, I'm glad I held it out there and found the will to get the right help because now I have found a purpose for myself in life. Always remember that there is someone out there that cares about you.
a smile can hide so many secrets.
Smile used to be the perfect picture of victory, happiness, joy, achievement and all those good things. But since I know people can fake their smiles, I don't really trust them when they smile... I'm so used to fake ones that when I see someone smiling, I search what pain it tries to hide, and if I don't find, instead of admitting this is a true smile, I search even deeper what it could hide.
You're right.
Midnight Galaxy The Kindest smiles have felt the most pain
A smile make other peoples think that i'm fine
I fake smile ALL the time............my parents think: "oh she's ok. She's actually smiling which means she's happy" but its not true........I'm not happy at all...my bipolar depression takes over everyday and they don't realize that every night I'm crying in my sleep....
Surrounded by people, still feeling all alone.
you and me both
same
+Ish right???
alone forever.....
*****
i understand
The type of song you just wanna listen to while laying outside at night, staring into the dark sky.
ridinginsaiyan EXACTLY
Totally use to do that actually
Exactly what I plan on doing tonight. A beer, music and the sky
It is funny how I saw this comment while doing it
Doing that now
To all whom read this: stay strong and never give up. If a complete stranger with barely any experience in life can care about you (me) then those who are in your personal life do as well.
+GO TO NEW CHANNEL (ItzzGaming) well said
+GO TO NEW CHANNEL (ItzzGaming) how do i really see that you care?
***** yep, how can some people know they care and that they're not just saying that they care but really they don't
+Cathrine Winkler He cared enough to say it didn't he?
My mom wanted to abort me. She never loved me. When I hear this song I think of her. I never stopped loving her.
same...Omg i'm crying. :(
You chose your mom. You felt that she would best serve you within this soul incarnation to achieve the things that your soul needed to learn.
Now. You need to completely forgive her and release the huge significant amount of pain and abandonment that she has done to you.
The karma's that you had to make right are now done
Paid in full.
Release
Believe it or not your mom is a soulmate of yours from previous experiences .
Infinite blessings
Eternal love and light
Namaste
♾🕉☮☯️🌬💚🦋🕊🦄
Same here. My mom died 7 years ago. I am a strong confident person now and have come a long way from who I used to be. I realized after she died that she bipolar and there was nothing I could have done to be good enough.
Elle Love maybe she didn’t love you But God does that is why you are alive and sharing this world with us 🙏🤲
Let her hear the song she might change
Am I the only one who still enjoys evanescence..?
Nope! You are not alone!! c:
nope
Obviously fucking not, fool.
no
I do!!!
why don't all us sad people have a meeting and not be alone anymore 😕😖😖😖😭😭😭
:) Good point
+Sarvesh Pathak yaah xD
yass xD shall we set one up then? O .o maby???
Yaaasss!!!😄
You can feel pretty lonely even in a big crowd of lonely people if you can't feel connected. You need like-minded people (and a proper mindset)
But if anyone will do, I'm sure there are tons of meet ups already being organized in your local area. (try meetup.com for example)
Has anyone ever been that one loner at a party and a few good friends are there but they don't notice you and you leave and no one knows about it... please tell me I am not the only one
Your not the only one , one time I was at a party no one even noticed I was there 😔
You're not the only one. I even cried but they just stared at me and then they went away... :c
I feel you. I always feel like my friends don't notice or ignore me too. We are all in this together.
I REFUSe TO BE SAD ABOUT THIS lol wtf am I saying
+Megan Pons I never wanted to be a loner coming from a large family but other than my spouse I am alone. Tried to fit in but I never could as much as I tried. Gave up on my family. Learned to trust a few who like me the way I am. Learned to love myself and my own company. My spouse is now as independent as I have become and we are okay. We are seniors and leaving the past behind tightly closed doors is best for us. Megan, you will find inside yourself to survive and create your own happiness. It is no fun to feel apart but it is manageable and in the end find/create your happy dance to just feel alive.
I grew up listening to this music. It helped me and made me sad at the same time. What I mean is whenever I felt this way, I would put their music on and shut the world out and I would cry a lot but it helped me release my emotions. music has and always will be my safe place, my peace, my coping mechanism. And these guys had a lot of music I could and sometimes still can relate to. And amy lees voice is so beautiful. There isnt anyone ive heard that I enjoyed more then hers.
nevaeh miller I know how you feel/felt
I know what you mean. That's exactly what I do.
Exactly how I feel about thier music
Music is also a coping mechanism of mine
Jessie miller 💕
when I was 15, i felt like this. And now 24 it should be different, but it isn't. invisable...
Same thing
Ricardo Silva please don’t lose hope..God loves you, & there are good people that still exist, look in the right places 💕
This reminds me of the place I was in when I was married. The depression I was in. Reminds me how my ex husband used to make me feel like I could not get out of it without him. After leaving and asking for divorce things got so much better. A few years after I look back and see how much I grew. I feel like nothing can break me again. Once I got back to my feet alone I can keep on going.
Thank you for that, I'm in the same position, been gone emotionally for along time, now to leave physically
@@michellekiddhalbert68 hope you get happy 💕
I am in that exact position right now ......😭I just came across this song and holy crap!!!!!! 😭😭😭 This hurts......... Glad you got out❤
@@audrasisler791 you can do it...just one day at a time. I relapse sometimes but I remember I have to take care of a lot of things in life and my current boyfriend is there to help. It gets better just try to focus more on what you need to get there.
I can't tell if this song makes me feel worse or better
It all depends on how you feel when you listen to it!
both, probably.
Melancholic
It makes you feel better because your feelings are validated, but at the same time you realise that this sad thing is real which makes it depressing.
Rebekkah-Of-Limonium نرمججنمنتهجاههاههههههههههه
No cares for me even though they act like they do they don't I can tell. I have two sisters who never talks to me and a older brother who abuses me and gets away with it. My mom she hates me and even though she sees me get abused mentally and physically she doesn't do anything. My dad he left me a year ago leaving me with those hating me for liking him my family. This song reminds me how lonely I am. But this song is why I am still alive. Because if there's something as beautiful as this song then it's worth enduring all of this pain it's wort crying like a baby left in the dark with no one who cares for it. Because I know there's something beautiful for me out there. My life may suck but that is what helps me make others a little bit brighter.
The next time your brother tries something, fight back. Get away, get to a phone, and call child services. Find what number it is wherever you live. Maybe just spontaneously beat him up one day, when he's off guard. Make him realize that you will fight back. Grow your nails, and cut them sharp. Nails can be crucial weapons.
You must have a really mean family!
4 years later... sh*t get better?
I really hope you’re okay and still singing to help move onto the next day.
It's hard, but in the afterlife (not including suicide) Christ will give us a wonderful life worth all of this suffering
This song expresses how I'm feeling now. I am surrounded by people, but I may as well be on my own in the Delta Quadrant. Instead of moping around feeling sorry for myself, I'm working at my life and rebuilding it from scratch. This song will always remind me of where I started, so I'll be able to look back to this moment and see how far I came.
Whispering voices :
Can you stop the fire?
(Please , please)
Can you stand to fight her?
(Please , please)
You can't stop the fire.
You won't say the words.
Thank you so much I’ve been trying to figure out what they said
I keep forgettimg not to read comments on Evanescence videos because everyone seems to be depressed then it makes me feel sad.
most people are saying how they want to die but the music saves them. Yea it seems sad but look at the deeper meaning, :)
Most aren't saying how this music saves them, most is just them wanting to die. Very few say that it saves them. I find that sad, there's so much to live for.
***** Not all of us are 8 years old and our "sob stories" are things we didn't want to happen to us. We didn't have a choice in deciding what happened to us. So please stop being a bigot. Some of us are reaching out because no one near us actually listens. Evanescence has done a wonderful job of making songs that people can relate to. Just consider that this might be a way of moving on or coping for some people. This could be the one thing that could make someone feel like they are real and not just a shadow.
***** You obviously don't know the mental disorder called depression. You also don't seem too keen on learning about it (or believing it). It may have seemed that I implied that you said 'all.' But I didn't I was just restating what you said in a less offensive way. So please come up with a more valid argument other than syntactical preferences. Thanks.
***** Why can't Ty Domingue share her "sob story" on the internet?I'm not trying to be rude, but you don't sound like a very understanding person.
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me
WOW !!
Like these
yes... i really loved that line... i can relate
Keexe Budne me too
Same here
I used to sing that when my dad failed to pick me up at school on time.
+TheDrEamSpEcTral lol
LOL
vbb
Some dad that is...
I sang that when my family forgot me and left me at church and san fransico
NOW THIS IS WHAT I CALL A SONG. Only linkin park and Evanasence gives me chills... Huge respect for the both bands.
iTxSaBiR Pool All my friends think I’m emo or something for enjoying said bands, but oh my gosh- how much I agree with you.
Dont drink to this song, the emotions will hit hard... I love Amy with a passion
I feel Ya There 100%
I'm currently very drunk, listening to songs I haven't heard in years. And now I'm on an evanescence binge. 💜
wise words 😅
Ok 😊☺😥☺😌☺
Hi
I'm not trying to make a sad comment, and add to the thousands that are already there
I just want to write this here on this video so if i come back here years from now, i will remember
I used to listen to this song when i was around 12, on repeat for hours
A very important person in my life broke all contact with me
Someone like family
And this song is a sad one, but its the only song that made me feel better
For the first time ever, I came to realize what music can do to you
Years later i am somehow led here again, exactly when i need this most
Thank you to this band. You have truly always helped me in my hard times. Thank you so much, if you ever see this
In this life, we strive for people. We want to be important to people. But first of all we have to value ourselves, but we often fail to do that. We value people and want to see that value in return. But life is often unfair to us.
Ok
10 points to Gryffindor!
That’s very true, well said indeed, thank you 🙏
So damn right😭😭
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I have listened to this band for as long as they've been around, and I still come back to them, be it the newer songs or the priceless classics like this one. They have helped me through so much. I absolutely love and adore Amy Lee for what she does. Her music has saved me many times. And I am glad this artist had helped so many others.
Rock on y'all.
Such a lovely, depressing song with wonderful structure. It's been far too long since I've listened to Evanescence regularly.
This is my favorite song from Evanesence. Reminds me of my daughter. I especially love " Though id die to know you love me, Im all alone. " and " if i bleed , I'll bleed knowing you dont care "
This sounds like a suicide letter...
Can relate
Can you still relate ?
@Zayne simard moore sorry to hear that glad to hear she's doing better
Maybe my best choice...
Man up
Ify
10 years later and I’m still listening to this ❤️
I love her music…She speaks to my entire life she’s so deep I would love to sing my heart & feelings out just like her…. Dez Landry your so beautiful & perfect don’t change for no one love & miss you… Michelle Landry ❤
This song, my goodness the entire vocal arrangement is perfection.
"..You won't cry for my absence, I know. You've forgotten me long ago...! Am I that unimportant..? Am I so insignificant..? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me??.."
wé (y) :'(
What a song. This world is loneliest to the ones who love the most. Not about just one. Don’t think I was loved by any of the hands that touched me. I don’t cate if you miss me. I don’t want to feel this way again. Don’t look up snd cry when I’m gone
When I was here you didn’t give a damn
Frozen hearts and I found everyone
I jus want to go
I love her voice. It's so strong ❤️❤️
Amy knows how to express her feelings plus she is a great singer
But not as great as Chester from linkin park But I can't believe he passed away this year although he was gone but never forgotten
🌺🌺R.I.P. Chester Bennington🌺🌺
😢💔
life is a gift and a curse
surrounded by people, but is still alone
yes it is. I don't know why they feed children such lies about a happy life when in reality it is pretty miserable and full of loneliness and responsibilities.
+Lillian Akira You're right. Happy endings don't exist.
Edgy.
Sad but all too true.
Lillian Akira yeah.... this.... TT TT Im so lonely..... 😭
Am I the only one here that doesn't have a depressing life and is just here to enjoy music?
yes youre the only one.
Probably not but I guess we're all a little bit messed up sometimes tbh😂😩
I honestly don't know
+MadeByJade It's true. We're all a little insane.
+Bint Nur.
Sweet Sacrifice reference, nice.
People who can relate to this song, you are not alone, I just realized the massive amount of comments this video have and for sure there’s a lot of good people out there, it may take a time to find them as it took me to find the love of my life, so stay strong and carry on. Never lose hope.
One of my favorite groups. Hits some of my lifes experiences quite often, but that doesn't depress me.
I love the voice of Amy Lee!
I luv it
Sonu jha
Starlight Joy
Her voice is absolutely amazing they don't have to do anything to it like some other singers because she's tahrs amazing
+Caitlin Biggs i'm going to take this comment as from a person who's never watched her doing live. while i love evanescence, i strongly prefer albums, because in live, she gets so terribly off key... can't find any solid evidence one way or another about things like auto-tune, but the poor girl sounds terrible at concerts.
Depending on how I die, this song will be played at my funeral.
I had a friend with a family of children. She and I had a fall out years ago and I lost them. This is the song I sing about her and the family I lost. I wonder if, not my friend but others, if they miss me and still love me. I doubt it but I still wonder and will keep asking no matter what. I looked after my friends children years ago when they were babies and I still have memories that haught me. Please bear with me and pray that I'll move on from it all.
Hey kid's.. Have been where you all have been . I'm old enough to be your grandfather.. Life sometimes sucks. It makes you have something to compare to when life is going well.. Try to focus on thing's that make you happy. No one said life is going to be in totally happy all the time. That's unrealistic.. Ask for help if thing's start spinning out of control. Turn into the spin, don't crash.. I pray that you all find happiness..
I guess everybody is having a depressed party down in the comment section. I used to be part of it. But after six suicide attempts, you come to realize maybe you are just simply ought to live.
***** It depends what you believe in. Some people think the purpose of life is happiness, some people think it's to serve their God. Some people think it's a mistake, some people think there's a divine purpose. No matter what, we're alive, and we need to make the best of it, because we only get one shot.
Daniel Mejia or maybe you suck even at this.
HaNcOcK070208
Twice with knives and the rest just mixing pills. Pills do not seem to work and my knowledge on pharmaceutical drugs is very limited.
Daniel Mejia I'm glad you're still alive, I'm glad those attempts didn't succeed. Even though I don't know you at all, and you're just a stranger on the net to me I'm honestly really really glad you didn't die :D
Daniel Mejia I agree with Lea!
Beautiful song! But wow, the comments are super depressing
Indeed, i have gone over my depression 15 years ago, i learned a very important lesson.
Just do whatever you like to do, hobby or sport DO something!!..
In many stages of depression you learn to deal with situations a lot easier, but that also depends on the persons mindset..
If people relate themselves to this song, then it's their period they're in right now, I consider this song just a pretty song though lol :P.
Me too
Smenny They are very sad, but so is the song.
Still gives me chills to this day, especially the ending
Evanescence is such an amazing band, they deserve much more credit than they get
I know i'm not the only one, but this exactly describes my life. I would use up like 40 lines explaining why so i won't do that but it really does. High five to anyone else who feels like i do, You're not the only one!
Same
Same here I will never be happy ever again
Haha, shush
3 months later after you wrote this comment, are you happier?
Kiernan May things will get better but I feel ya
I love Evanescence, but this song reminded me of the lonely journey I had growing up and still now. I know I am surrounded by people and family, but I feel like they cant really see or hear me and its not a great feeling... To anyone whos reading this, know that you're not alone and I understand what pain and loneliness is behind laughs and smiles. I pray for whoever needs an angel by their side.
She is so amazing beautiful voice… Her concert was awesome I’ll never forget it…
❤❤❤
I saw Evanescence two days ago in Leeds UK, my second Evanescence gig, and wow, how amazing, her voice, stage presence is mind blowing, I've loved Evanescence and Amy since I was 12, im now 31 and still in love with this woman!
I feel this should've been in corpse bride or nightmare before Christmas.
YESSS
Agree also it sounds like a song that the Hex Girls would sing
I don't know about Nightmare but defiantly Corpse Bride
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sure got the vibes
funny how this song makes everyone talk about depression. Fitting, evanescence definitely got me through depression because of how relatable and sad all the songs are its like "Isn't someone missing me?" and I'm like *tear face* "yeah is someone" :(
"And if I bleed, I'll bleed.
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just a dream of you,
I'll wake without you there.."
That hit hard..
I’m so happy I found this song, I listened to this in elementary school. I just remembered it again! In college!
this song makes me think of my twin brother who just erased me from his life and treats me like a stranger now. and saw me getting bullied for 9 years and did nothing. he is a coward and so troubled but i still love him to bits.
Definitely soothes my soul. . . . I can relate so much to this song.
Omg..... I love n live for all her songs i have met her in person n she is so sweet n an amazin person i love her so much. Her music has had an effect on me n always will.... :-)
Love it
Evanescence is a beautiful legend. Her voice is a true gift of emotions. She helped me through out my whole life I am 34 now. I have always been an Evanescence fan. Till the end
Brother. I miss you 🥺 so much. Happy Birthday. I love you.😢💔
Long Live Bro 💛🙏🏾
She is the most moving singer in the history of modern music. she makes me feel incredibly something very very good something like hope.
i cried ;_;
when i listen to this my eyes are full of tears
Amy knows how to write beautiful a song :)
This is easily my utmost favorite song by Evanescence.
It's so beautiful!
U cant never forget me
U will find me in the song u listened to
U will find me in the book u read
U will find me deep inside your heart
Is there something missing? Yes - a 'C' from 'Conscious'!!
+templarseries Haha...you noticed that too?
+Valli Corrigan AHAHAH......what are you guys talking about tho? x3
+Faris Syairazy at 0:31, it says consious instead of conscious
templarseries hi
templarseries .....
For so long I've been feeling this way,but I kept telling myself it was just my depression speaking. Four days ago i turned off my phone. Today I turned it on and find out that in four days none of my "closest" friends had texted me once. Zero messages. Zero everything. And now I really know that it's not just my depression.
No one cares.
I am here for you.
i am the same, don't worry, my "close" friends don't bother texting me for 2 MONTHS, I have a harder life because of this happening
***** no you're not, i'll give you something that helps you, watch anime...that helped me SO much with my problems, it will do the same for you
omg same anime helps me so much it just feels so good to leave reality
+Alex Bailey It really depends of what friendship you have with your friends, except my gf I used to see my friends only at school and to pre-organized meetings. We spent good times but we don't really message us when vacations...
This song is so beautiful, I can't stop listening to it. The words are so meaningful, the message she is trying send across is mysterious and different in people's perspective.
If you are watching this lyric video in july 2022 YOU ARE A LEGEND
I wonder if anyone miss me.. This song matches me a lot.. But obviously my family do care about me and miss me.. But I don't know about my classmates and friends... I have this one best friend who cares about me a lot... Whenever I'm sad, I'll open this song and start listening to it... But this song really do match me a lot..
This song is one of my favorites. I first at a rough time in my life and this song still brings tears to my eyes.
she has such a beautiful voice, i love everything from her!
I'm a huge Evanescence fan, I can appreciate you're honesty here, but listening to this while sitting on the couch won't help to be honest, go out make relationships, friends, anything! Depression can kill people, sadness won't stop until you guys decide its over, have fun in your lifes , that's the most important thing in my opinion.
But what's the point in that when your friends just leave you without an explanation..
this song is so sad and beautiful it's hard to find people who put feelings into their songs now a days . Anyone from 2016?
Gyffindor 4 eva 2016 = Shot a guy, $€x and got arrested and OMG NO DONT LEAVE ME!!! Did I miss anything?
Fluttershy2002 ??
aino lol 2018 :(
I'm in this mood again :(
Same shit back again to it after so many years
Same :(
Turn that frown upside down! :)
Jess Stevens
):
Lol
2 years late
How are you guys doin’ now? 💕
Yes, something is missing from my life.
Some lyrics are so true....
I feel like this so often it hurts. Isn't depression great?? *sarcasm in case some people don't get it immediately*
Same here.
same
Depression is just a psychologically forced *_austerity_*. We cant all be soaring all the time. for every smooth sailing person there is another person(s) doing the unpleasant work. Sometimes a person can even do their own chores. That's not a disorder (bipolar). Its just normal. Dishes/clothes get dirty and need washed. Someone's gotta do it whether they like it or not, depressing as the work might be. But remember this is capitalism. Dont work for others unless they work for you. Then again, "thank you"s can be used as currency too if you let them.
Do you use humour as a defense mechanism, too?
My friend told me she couldnt tell when I was being sarcastic or telling the truth anymore.
Favorite Evanescence song. Its nice to come back to these types of songs I used to listen to years ago when I was in a bad place and see how far I've come. I'm not entirely better and probably never will be but I now listen to artists like Linkin Park and Evanescence because I enjoy their music and not just because I was feeling sad and alone like in the past.
Ive been sick of my kidneys very painful treatments and im glad i can listen 2 Linkin Park n evanescence there my sanity. Keep me strong thru all the PAIN. 🖤🎼🖤🎼
That moment when you really miss someone, but your not sure if the feelings are mutual. I got the feels... ❤️💔😢
Only me here on 2024?🤔
I'm here too
🙋🏻♀️
I'm here
No
attendance ✅
Wow. This song hits home for me. It’s beautiful.
Idk why but this just popped in my head after 3 or so years of not listening to the song XD
same
this song appeared in my dreams after 1 year
+CI A in your dreams? Awesome!
It's been 9 years since I last heard this song. I remembered it just yesterday and I have been listening to it again since.
You are worth everything to the One who gave everything.
You dont have to have your life together, you dont have to be a good person.
God is for the broken not the saints. It is not about a religion or what you are ashamed of.
Because all that God wants is a relationship with you and he will free you of anything and everything that you ask for.
Im coming back to this video because I use to be suicidal. I pleased myself with everything I could of this world. But it eventually passed because it was a cheap version of the One original. He is a God that cannot be replaced with anything. If you want to experience a love that cannot be measured, a love that is everlasting you can submit your life to Him.
Romans 10:9 says, "If you confess with your mouth that jesus is Lord you shall be saved."
Simple as that. We dont have to make it anymore complicated.
Call out to Him, yell at Him, get mad at him but acknowledge that he's been there, waiting for you to surrender.
Jessica Perez Mondragon God bless you girl ,keep on keeping , your in my prayers always and forever
EXACTLY, GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR US, NO MATTER OUR SINS!! GOD JUST WANTS A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH US, AND HE HAD ME HEAR AMY SINGING TO HEAL MY DARKEST PART OF ME THAT WOULD NEVER HEAL, IT WASN'T ME FEELING UNLOVED BY GOD BECAUSE GOD SHOWED ME HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ME OVER AND OVER I REALIZED GOD NEVER STOPPED LOVING ME, BUT FEELING UNLOVED, REJECTED BY MY OWN MOTHER, CAN BE DEVASTATING TO A SON, AND WILL NEVER TREAT A WOMAN RIGHT IF THIS HOLE IS ALWAYS THERE AND NOT DEALT WITH. I TRIED TALKING WITH MY MOM BUT SHE NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHERE I WAS COMING FROM, REALIZING IM NOT THE ONLY ONE DEALING WITH A MOM'S REJECTION OF ONES TRUE SELF. OR SOMEONE DEALING WITH REJECTION SO PAINFUL YOU ATTEMPT SUICIDE TO FILL THE VOID, I NEVER KNEW HOW DEEP THAT PAIN WENT TIL I EXPOSED IT TO GOD, AND PROBABLY NEVER WOULD HAVE EXPOSED IT SO GOD COULD START HEALING THIS HOLE IN MY HEART, IF IT WASN'T FOR HER PASSION IN HER SINGING AND HER MUSIC, ALONG WITH HER BAND!! GOD IS AWESOME! HE KNOWS OUR TRUE INNER BEING LIKE HOW A SOULMATE WOULD KNOW US! AND GOD IS STARTING TO HEAL THAT VOID TOO, REALIZING UNTIL I HEAL FROM THE VOID OF NEVER HAVING MY MOTHER'S APPROVAL 💯 OF ME, I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH TO LOVE SOMEONE 💯 LIKE THEY SHOULD BE, ESPECIALLY LOVING MY SOULMATE 💯 WITH ALL MY HEART, CANT WHEN THERE IS A HOLE IN IT, THAT GOD HASN'T FILLED YET, CUZ I DIDN'T REALIZE IT WAS THERE AND WHY IT WAS THERE UNTIL A FEW DAYS AGO, MUSIC IS A BIG WAY HOW GOD COMMUNICATES AND HEALS US! HE JUST DOESN'T USE GOSPELS BUT ALL TYPES! HE IS AN AWESOME GOD!! HOW DEEP HE TRULY KNOWS US! AND STILL LOVES US, FLAWS AND ALL!
I found my song....
I HAVE FOUND YOU, MY SMALL CINNAMON ROLL.
+Brianna Blank hello
Mathew /Canada Williams
*SCREECHES AND FALLS OVER*
+Brianna Blank *pokes you* um are you ok?
Mathew /Canada Williams
*Latches onto you*
It's ironic how close you are with someone for 5 years long. Then one day he suddenly decides your not on the first place anymore.. Seems the dreams and hopes I had, are nothing but a wish.. And wishes hardly come true.. God I miss you :(
Hey, I know it must be so hard living with the pain of losing someone you love, of him leaving you for something or someone else. But you've done so much to stay here and you're so important to so many people who care about you. Keep moving forward; no matter how hard it gets there will always be people who will be there for you ok? :) Feel better
Thanks, i didn't expect someone reacting on it. You made me smile for real ^^
No problem. Hopefully you feel slightly better :)
Listening to this after my "friends" left me alone for like an hour in a crowded mall. They both know that I suffer from anxiety and get scared of people easily. But they didn't care at all. They are really surprised by the fact that I'm angry on them lol
They're not my friends anymore :)
This is exactly why I still listen to evansceance songs it describes my emotions and dark side I love emo songs
"Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant?" That's what i asked myself when my friends replaced me with the new girl at my school, it sucked. But at least i was able to make new friends. So much for "friends forever".
Everytime I think about school~
High School Diploma and College Degree, looking for a job and wondering if any of my school mates/teachers/professores ever think about me~
Laughter and smiles hide so much pain and hurt so very well..
I feel alone all the time cause everyone i know has someone to love and i don't... men don't want me cause I'm a big girl.. well i say that their just scared but it still hurts.. i give everything i have in a relationship and i get hurt.. why does this happen?.. my whole life all I've ever done was open myself up and help people and all i get is a broken heart... i don't deserve this... all i do is sit alone waiting for my soul mate cause that's all i can do now.. where is he? when will my true love appear? i am a simple country girl and i don't ask for much.. the biggest thing i want money cant buy.
hey ellie
listen girl, I know it's easier said than done..you need to change some things about yourself..first of all, stop having pity on yourself..it's a sin..it only makes you weak..and rather than waiting for somebody to come, make yourself desirable and I am not talking about physical appearance..I am talking about attitude..learn to motivate yourself..have confidence..I have seen girls who fell and then they got up and became even more beautiful and desirable..start fighting for what you want and GO GET IT...that's it.
thanks for the advise, but im already doing that.. the only thing most guys look at is outer beauty and since im not the smallest woman i get nothing.. and my mom tells me all the time well then their not worth it.. and i know that and im just glad i knew that before get hurt worse.. but it still sucks being single at 26 and never get to go anywhere.. its hard to stay "sain" when ur stuck in a house all the time.. and i dont pity myself,far from it.. i am somewhat happy with myself but i do despise myself for giving up when i was in school and letting the hell i was going through win, now i cant get a job anywhere.. its like ones i have 1 good thing in my life 2 or more worse things happen.. its really stressful and hard to keep my Christianity but my mom keeps me from going over that cliff
dont worry about the suicide thing, i wont do that.. ive always felt that no matter what happens it wont break me to that point and its sad that people feel they need to do that but i think suicide is just an easy way out and its wrong
Te entiendo perfectamente pero animo mientras haya vida hay esperanza nunca dejes de confiar en las personas, hay alguien para ti cuidate!!!!!!!!
I can relate. well, except for the fact that you've been in a relationship. I believe that waiting is really the only thing to do. that's pretty much all I've got to say about that, wish I were better at this...
"I'd die to know you love me" Brandon. I'd also do a lot of other things for you. But. We're just friends. And you wanna keep it that way. So. If you're happy. I'll stay away from you. Just please understand. These scars aren't from you. They're from me being dumb enough to fall for someone who wouldn't care if I was starving myself to be skinny for you. Or wear a bit of makeup to look prettier for you. Or sacrifice my time for doing regular things like school work and being happy. To cry over you. But I understand. I really do. So I'll stop. Trying to breathe. For you.
Dear it's not the end of the world. This too shall pass.
I know, trust me. But I'm being a dumb teen. Thank you.(no sarcasm)
@@peach_pudding_cup hey, are you moved on🤥
This song was playing in my head and now I am here. I don't even know why I just suddenly thought of this but eh. I still love this song.
Thanks for uploading this song. Loneliness and feeling unwanted is truly the greatest poverty.
When all you wanted was to be loved as a child but you had to leave home at 12 years old and you still wish for them to love you
Every child deserves to grow up with parents who love them. I just hope you're alright.
i literally want to cry when i listen to this because it explains what im feeling to well ;;
This song helps me whenever i feel suicdal i have lots of scars and health problems from attempts ALSO IM LISTENING TO THIS IN 2016 OMG
i totally understand Because i been There as Well be Blessed hang on
I do too and realized I have Bipolar II. Go get help, we deserve to be happy and live life positively.
I been there. scars will always be there, I always carry that part of myife with me, seeing the scars reminds me sometimes, on my leg, looks like a bear clawed me, half an inch wide about 8 inches long 1 inch deep 4 slashes, yeah I've been there. but I beat it, sometimes love is all you need
+Braxton Marshall theres no love in my life...
same
This is such a beautiful and touching song. I connected deeply with this song for many years.