I know how it feels. I lost my precious wife Bella in 2003 from a cerebral aneurysm. It came on suddenly and was horrifyingly painful for her to go through. I had always promised to keep her safe and protected, and I couldn't save her that night in our apartment. 15 days in the hospital, she didn't make it out. I was praying like a mad man for someone to help her and bring her back to me. It's been 21 years since the funeral, and I have never gotten over it, or recovered from the trauma and the pain.. I have been suicidal, depressed, and an emotional wreck every day thereafter. A few years later, I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and PTSD from watching it happen in front of me. I am a loving man, a hard man, but this broke me. Today, I still feel like I can't go on. There's nothing left. I have no other purpose other than to be Bella's husband. That's why I was born. The hardest things to go through for me are still daily struggles. Waking up alone, showering by myself, cooking for one, and just talking to her in the air. I don't know if I will ever recover, and sometimes I don't really want to. I never want to forget her. Bella was one of God's favorites, and I miss her everyday! Losing someone that meaningful and important in a person's life is a devastating blow. It's sad and it hurts like hell! I just wish that you are able to find comfort in some way. Peace is out there. Just because I haven't found it yet, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I hope you are able to heal. I was crying watching this video. I felt your pain and my pain all at once. ❤🎉🙏 (I'm still crying) Bless your tender heart!!!
BROTHER there are many good women out there that are struggling so and just praying for God to bring them a HERO! its time to get off your ass and make Bella proud of you again. COME ON !
Thank God We mean it...thank him My family have endured unspeakable tragedies for decades...some of us are here to remember, some are with God Thank him THAT will be the beginning of healing for you and HOPE for the remainder of your life until you meet Bella again Life is tough for all of us I am 64 soon...could have had life snuffed out from 4 yrs of age...so so many close calls...I was patting the head of a deadly poisonous snake on a dam bank on our farm as a 4 yr old...my elder brother calmly called me away...my father shot another snake with a shotgun as it struck coming out of a mouse hole, blowing the first 100mm of the snake into the dam...and it has gone on and on and on...I'm OK through it ALL thanks 10,000+ times to God
Hello to whoever made this. I was friends with Kale. What happened to him? I am just shocked that he is gone. I have a workbench in my garage that he made....
Such a great guy , worked by his side for a long time in Purcell. Was the guy coming from Perryton. He gave me soo much crap for still living there… I’m so sorry for everyone’s loss , he will be missed
Hey Trent. Danny. He gave me a “Come and Take it Flag” that used to hang in his house. I am about to take it down because I almost can’t stand to look at. Never would have thought we would lose him. So smart and fun. Worst part of a shit year.
You did an awesome job Jaycee!
Thank you, that means a lot ❤❤
This video makes me so sad for JoJo, she really loved this man!
I know how it feels. I lost my precious wife Bella in 2003 from a cerebral aneurysm. It came on suddenly and was horrifyingly painful for her to go through. I had always promised to keep her safe and protected, and I couldn't save her that night in our apartment. 15 days in the hospital, she didn't make it out. I was praying like a mad man for someone to help her and bring her back to me. It's been 21 years since the funeral, and I have never gotten over it, or recovered from the trauma and the pain.. I have been suicidal, depressed, and an emotional wreck every day thereafter. A few years later, I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and PTSD from watching it happen in front of me. I am a loving man, a hard man, but this broke me. Today, I still feel like I can't go on. There's nothing left. I have no other purpose other than to be Bella's husband. That's why I was born. The hardest things to go through for me are still daily struggles. Waking up alone, showering by myself, cooking for one, and just talking to her in the air. I don't know if I will ever recover, and sometimes I don't really want to. I never want to forget her. Bella was one of God's favorites, and I miss her everyday! Losing someone that meaningful and important in a person's life is a devastating blow. It's sad and it hurts like hell!
I just wish that you are able to find comfort in some way. Peace is out there. Just because I haven't found it yet, doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
I hope you are able to heal. I was crying watching this video. I felt your pain and my pain all at once.
❤🎉🙏
(I'm still crying)
Bless your tender heart!!!
BROTHER there are many good women out there that are struggling so and just praying for God to bring them a HERO! its time to get off your ass and make Bella proud of you again. COME ON !
Prayers hoping you find strength to cry on for her. She’d want you happy
Thank God
We mean it...thank him
My family have endured unspeakable tragedies for decades...some of us are here to remember, some are with God
Thank him
THAT will be the beginning of healing for you and HOPE for the remainder of your life until you meet Bella again
Life is tough for all of us
I am 64 soon...could have had life snuffed out from 4 yrs of age...so so many close calls...I was patting the head of a deadly poisonous snake on a dam bank on our farm as a 4 yr old...my elder brother calmly called me away...my father shot another snake with a shotgun as it struck coming out of a mouse hole, blowing the first 100mm of the snake into the dam...and it has gone on and on and on...I'm OK through it ALL thanks 10,000+ times to God
To buckryan
Beautiful 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
Hello to whoever made this. I was friends with Kale. What happened to him? I am just shocked that he is gone. I have a workbench in my garage that he made....
That's cool Kale was a Sagittarius like me
Such a great guy , worked by his side for a long time in Purcell. Was the guy coming from Perryton. He gave me soo much crap for still living there… I’m so sorry for everyone’s loss , he will be missed
Hey Trent. Danny. He gave me a “Come and Take it Flag” that used to hang in his house. I am about to take it down because I almost can’t stand to look at. Never would have thought we would lose him. So smart and fun. Worst part of a shit year.
Omg. I love this wish we had done this for tristan. I love it so much
Thank you so much ❤❤
What happened?? He was so young?? 😔
All I can learn is that it was sudden and unexpected. He and JoJo had plans.
Car accident
Was it an accident or was health reasons?
All I can learn is that it was sudden and unexpected. He and JoJo had plans.
After a bit of research, I found out he died in a motorcycle accident. @@rtqii
@@joeydupre6153 ty for responding.
Self inflicted.. few miles from the house, best friend found him.
@@flman1284I guess that could make sense, seeing how she never responds to how or what happened. So sad