Hi Tan, I really relate to so much you have said in this video. I am 18 years old and have always struggled with understanding the "why" of the relationship I have with my father. Four years ago astrology showed me the aspect (sun in sixth house square pluto in ninth house), but I have been through cycles of forgiving and feeling resentment for his treatment towards me. He is a steady provider, but is emotionally unavailable and is stuck in the pain of his past trauma. I always feel like my healing is "one step forward and three steps back" when he is around. I always tried my best to make him realize his actions, but I learned that you cannot heal someone who does not want to heal. I have been able to find peace with my place in life, and I am going to college soon, so I am excited to find out who I am outside of our relationship! I understand his pain, but I hope he can find peace soon like your father did :)
I was reminded of your channel in a very blunt way, by energy who shapeshifted into your smiling face while trying to blame my for my own sexual boundary violation to which i replied "whichever shape you wear, when you echo the voice of evil you are dead" naturally meaning that energy not you the face they shifted into. So i immediately seeked your channel again and see this video. Right now pluto is in saturn sign so shofting notions of karma - actually shifting from old karma perception such as lineage you come from to not enabling child rape and rape in general. Now I see why they shifted into you. This is not to contradict what you say, only to remind various context where other karmic notions are needed - pluto saturn - transforming notion of karma itself. But wow - what a way to be reminded of your channel! Lovely to watch your content again. ❤
Minutes after I returned home from the walk during which this occurred was a demonstration to returned the raped and tortured kidnappers of 7 Oct (I live on israeli side) calling "we will not betray/sacrifice them (the kidnapped)!!! The energy was of a psychologist who was also kidnapping me before the war Wow! Revision of Buddhist contribution to secret societies and zionist secret intelligences
What a moving and profound deep share. Thank you so much. I just released a lover after 7 years of on and off, uniting and discourse. I can’t even find my words yet to share, except I feel relief more than grief, but that is there too. The complexities of karmic relationships seem to keep telling their stories even when that bond has distance and/or death. They never stop revealing and enlightening our lives. The gift is when we really allow for an opportunity, like you having to have that week with your Dad, to have a new insight. The numerology and the rings of Saturn framing your journey, are fascinating and I see the medicine of your willingness and wisdom has made you more whole. I appreciate you❤
Hey Tan, some coincidences that made me write this long comment. First, thank you for sharing your story, this helps me also to open up. My father passed away almost a month ago, liver cancer. Our relationship was not an easy one, and still, he was the only one I had a connection with; and many of his interests and talents were inspiring to me. Both projectors, btw, only that he was a 5/1 and I am a 4/6. I feel freer after he's gone, and I can finally change things that I wanted to change many times in the past but he was opposing. The very karmic element in all this little story of me and him is that I returned temporarily to my home town after a break-up and failing to settle in London, and my father convinced me to come and live at least until I settle again, with him and my mum, in their big house. In a few months from my return he passed away and he left me, or the fate wanted so, to deal with a lot of things that were his, my mum's and their parents. There is a very complicated process I need to sort out, reconciling a bigger karma, involving all of this family lineage. And I feel like is probably the biggest trial I ever had in my life so far. I'm 39, feel I can do it and I need to do it to free myself from something very heavy that accumulated generationally.
Hi tan. I have been into Myers Briggs for a long time. I think you're an istj. I believe I've found the 16 personality types in the mandala. I think istj is in gate 25, 17, 21, and 51.
Like I listen my life story. I have also Sun in 12 house, and the 12 house is ruled from Mercury conjunct Pluto. We were totally disconnected. I was not talking to my father may be 8years straight until he become sick. Then he died few years ago. He had a dreams, first was to become fire worker, then the second was to become wrestler, and also he wanted to train military dogs. But all of these were refused either from his father, or from the government itself, because his father was not from the 'right' political structure. So I did not had argues with my father, but I was ruled by his terrorizing aggression. He was despot in our home, and no one could say a word. He had addiction and he was drinking a lot. At least your father provided for you something, while mine was killing my masculanity and was killing my self esteem with words. He was getting our money, sometimes hitting our mother and so on. When he was sick in 2019, I was at his apartment, and there was like after war. Everything was for the trash, there were marks of rats on the floor. He was sick from 7 illnesses at the same time. I could not connect to him while he was alive and could not forgive him. So know he is living in other people around me, with whom I have to fight. In understood that I have hidden inside so many things that he has, like sexuality, aggression, and assertiveness. So now I have to accept all things that he has that are actually in me as well.
I am sorry for making so many comments - i have also life number 6 and 33. 33 is mk ultra mason top rank dear I grew outside mason but you may find it interesting. I am also half dutch. Hopefully i am not like your dad to you and vice versa. The themes you mentioned are powerful. 6 and 33 also came to me with a deceased man who i channeled in netherlands and have affected my life path and mission deeply. This is so sudden! I don't think one must go for other to live as how come so many 33 life paths live among us? We are here now to abolish slavery (masonic theme in modern time but tribal in tribal time). I am life year 1 (foundation) right now. Also sol pluto and solar themes appeared before the event i described to you.
Are you maybe saying that he was in a way psychologicaly controlling you, or bonding you. Like I have the Pluto Moon conjunction and I live with my mother and is not easy, it is like always, like 90% of the time is this tension, and this flight or fight, ..hard relationship. And that Moon Pluto also in conjunction with Mercury is in 12th house, and the Sun also in 12th house is in conjunction with Psyche and Nessus.
I have found out that most of the planets switch to opposite houses between our composite and davison chart while remaining in the same sign and nearly in the same degree. Can this be called karmic?
Are you not making or thinking too deeply and complicated rather than taking things less intense = maybe I’m wrong just how I see life , Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly, take care nice soul = me .
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Hi Tan, I really relate to so much you have said in this video. I am 18 years old and have always struggled with understanding the "why" of the relationship I have with my father. Four years ago astrology showed me the aspect (sun in sixth house square pluto in ninth house), but I have been through cycles of forgiving and feeling resentment for his treatment towards me. He is a steady provider, but is emotionally unavailable and is stuck in the pain of his past trauma. I always feel like my healing is "one step forward and three steps back" when he is around. I always tried my best to make him realize his actions, but I learned that you cannot heal someone who does not want to heal. I have been able to find peace with my place in life, and I am going to college soon, so I am excited to find out who I am outside of our relationship! I understand his pain, but I hope he can find peace soon like your father did :)
I was reminded of your channel in a very blunt way, by energy who shapeshifted into your smiling face while trying to blame my for my own sexual boundary violation to which i replied "whichever shape you wear, when you echo the voice of evil you are dead" naturally meaning that energy not you the face they shifted into.
So i immediately seeked your channel again and see this video. Right now pluto is in saturn sign so shofting notions of karma - actually shifting from old karma perception such as lineage you come from to not enabling child rape and rape in general. Now I see why they shifted into you.
This is not to contradict what you say, only to remind various context where other karmic notions are needed - pluto saturn - transforming notion of karma itself.
But wow - what a way to be reminded of your channel! Lovely to watch your content again. ❤
Minutes after I returned home from the walk during which this occurred was a demonstration to returned the raped and tortured kidnappers of 7 Oct (I live on israeli side) calling "we will not betray/sacrifice them (the kidnapped)!!! The energy was of a psychologist who was also kidnapping me before the war
Wow!
Revision of Buddhist contribution to secret societies and zionist secret intelligences
Beautiful share. I wanted to cry in some parts. A perspective I’ve never considered before. Thanks
Thank you so much❤ for sharing. I am in awe of your deep reasoning🙏 So interesting and compelling…
What a moving and profound deep share. Thank you so much. I just released a lover after 7 years of on and off, uniting and discourse. I can’t even find my words yet to share, except I feel relief more than grief, but that is there too.
The complexities of karmic relationships seem to keep telling their stories even when that bond has distance and/or death. They never stop revealing and enlightening our lives. The gift is when we really allow for an opportunity, like you having to have that week with your Dad, to have a new insight.
The numerology and the rings of Saturn framing your journey, are fascinating and I see the medicine of your willingness and wisdom has made you more whole. I appreciate you❤
Hey Tan, some coincidences that made me write this long comment. First, thank you for sharing your story, this helps me also to open up. My father passed away almost a month ago, liver cancer. Our relationship was not an easy one, and still, he was the only one I had a connection with; and many of his interests and talents were inspiring to me. Both projectors, btw, only that he was a 5/1 and I am a 4/6. I feel freer after he's gone, and I can finally change things that I wanted to change many times in the past but he was opposing. The very karmic element in all this little story of me and him is that I returned temporarily to my home town after a break-up and failing to settle in London, and my father convinced me to come and live at least until I settle again, with him and my mum, in their big house. In a few months from my return he passed away and he left me, or the fate wanted so, to deal with a lot of things that were his, my mum's and their parents. There is a very complicated process I need to sort out, reconciling a bigger karma, involving all of this family lineage. And I feel like is probably the biggest trial I ever had in my life so far. I'm 39, feel I can do it and I need to do it to free myself from something very heavy that accumulated generationally.
My condolences to you and your family, and thank you for sharing in this space. You got this, what might come next
Thank you for all your share Tan 🙏.
You bring such amazing perspective and insights that can help so many people. ❤
What a beautiful story. 💫💕✨
when it comes to your video "Tropical and Sidereal Human Design Body Graph" im curious to know how you use each and what you think now about it
Hi tan. I have been into Myers Briggs for a long time. I think you're an istj. I believe I've found the 16 personality types in the mandala. I think istj is in gate 25, 17, 21, and 51.
Like I listen my life story. I have also Sun in 12 house, and the 12 house is ruled from Mercury conjunct Pluto. We were totally disconnected. I was not talking to my father may be 8years straight until he become sick. Then he died few years ago. He had a dreams, first was to become fire worker, then the second was to become wrestler, and also he wanted to train military dogs. But all of these were refused either from his father, or from the government itself, because his father was not from the 'right' political structure. So I did not had argues with my father, but I was ruled by his terrorizing aggression. He was despot in our home, and no one could say a word. He had addiction and he was drinking a lot. At least your father provided for you something, while mine was killing my masculanity and was killing my self esteem with words. He was getting our money, sometimes hitting our mother and so on. When he was sick in 2019, I was at his apartment, and there was like after war. Everything was for the trash, there were marks of rats on the floor. He was sick from 7 illnesses at the same time. I could not connect to him while he was alive and could not forgive him. So know he is living in other people around me, with whom I have to fight. In understood that I have hidden inside so many things that he has, like sexuality, aggression, and assertiveness. So now I have to accept all things that he has that are actually in me as well.
I am sorry for making so many comments - i have also life number 6 and 33.
33 is mk ultra mason top rank dear
I grew outside mason but you may find it interesting.
I am also half dutch.
Hopefully i am not like your dad to you and vice versa. The themes you mentioned are powerful. 6 and 33 also came to me with a deceased man who i channeled in netherlands and have affected my life path and mission deeply.
This is so sudden!
I don't think one must go for other to live as how come so many 33 life paths live among us? We are here now to abolish slavery (masonic theme in modern time but tribal in tribal time).
I am life year 1 (foundation) right now.
Also sol pluto and solar themes appeared before the event i described to you.
The time I came here to see this video was at Time 6:28pm
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Are you maybe saying that he was in a way psychologicaly controlling you, or bonding you. Like I have the Pluto Moon conjunction and I live with my mother and is not easy, it is like always, like 90% of the time is this tension, and this flight or fight, ..hard relationship. And that Moon Pluto also in conjunction with Mercury is in 12th house, and the Sun also in 12th house is in conjunction with Psyche and Nessus.
I have found out that most of the planets switch to opposite houses between our composite and davison chart while remaining in the same sign and nearly in the same degree. Can this be called karmic?
It’s called a petting zoo
Are you not making or thinking too deeply and complicated rather than taking things less intense = maybe I’m wrong just how I see life , Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly, take care nice soul = me .
Ah, life is but one beautiful joke 😘
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