I just watched your post and thank you for sharing this. I am sending you happiness and strength and I pray that you and your family. Sending you a huge hug and positive vibes
This was so beautiful and honest. Its great that you're standing up for your feelings. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this at once, but I think its wonderful that you shared it with everyone who sees this video. I hope some help comes your way soon. You are not alone. While I'm physically healthy, I live in New York City and these last two years of this virus and its effects on my friends and family have been taxing on my mental health. I don't feel okay most days, but I have a few days where I feel good again, and I cherish them. I hope you get a few good days soon.
What a lovely video! I used to be a social worker before I became not okay and I wish I had had a friend like you to share with. I am labeled 'disabled' and I struggle with my identity too. I look forward to the day when I'll be okay instead of not okay. Hugs my Darling💜💜
I just kinda felt like no one was talking about their ‘Elephant in the room’ . Since then I have found when digging though peoples channels, the elephant does get a mention at times.
@@Dooartchannel so many elephants and so little time. Besides, we color to escape the obvious pain in our lives but we need a safe space to share with others without judgement and I'm so happy you called attention to the herd of elephants in the coloring rooms. 💜💜
I am just like you! Feeling lonely, depressed and feel unimportant. Have for a while. I have been depressed for years. You have one more friend than I do.
Sending you well wish and blessings. Thank you for your bravery to say what you are feeling. You are worthy and a person on this earth. Seems like you a very lucky that you have your children that love you and can care for you while you are in this physical situation. May you have a quick recovery and you find a job that can appreciate you and the service you provide.
Hope you are feeling better today! Please, remember a job doesn't define you. You are so much more than a title job and, maybe, this is an opportunity to do something greater! Sometimes, when we don't see the light, solutions come from where you least expect. I hope you the best! And believe things will get better!
@@Dooartchannel I hope so! Sometimes we are forced to take the path that benefit us the most! Also, hope you can recover from your health issue. My sister is in the same situation as you and I understand perfectly. She also is using some of her free time to make videos on YT and it makes her feel better, at least in her spirit. Hope you have the same joy! I send you a big hug from Madrid, Spain!
@@LauraHernandezArt That’s good to hear Youtubing is helping your sister! I’ve found it is giving me a reason to get out of bed in the morning, so it definitely can help when you have chronic pain 🥰
I'm hoping that you are in a better place (mentally and emotionally. Either way though, I'm hoping that you know that you are seen and appreciated). This video really resonated with me... I worked with a company for 17 years and was laid off without any warning as they outsourced my department. My whole life was wrapped in my job. I also thought I had bunch of friends there but what I had was that I was friendly with coworkers (I know this because of the dozens of people I worked with for YEARs, two reached out to see how I was doing. Silence from the rest). That affected me for all the other jobs I've had since. Hugs my dear! Thank you for sharing this.
Know the feeling, have only had one person from work ask where I was, and haven't heard from them since I replied. I think some of us just care a lot more, and realise that unique individuals are very, very important and not replaceable. I have an appointment with an Employment Lawyer in an hour for the Personal Grievance. They have broken employment laws by firing me.
Girl you broke my heart with this. 🥺 I've been fired before but for the opposite reason. I worked to much and they wanted to say I was "stealing time" 🙄 While I was trying to fight it and have it reviewed I looked for a another job. And found one luckily. However this is not your case. I understand the mixed emotions but please don't ever think you are not worthy or any less of anything. You're a mother it is in us to feel we failed when we can't provide how we feel we are programed to provide. Look on the outside of the box. You have provided so well and raised your children in a manner that they now help you in return for the years you have done the same. Uncontrollables for the over thinker is an anxiety within itself. Easier said than done I know. Life is not without worry. I am here as well if you need me🥰 The motto that has always been hope for the best prepare for the worst. Basically c'est la vie = /ˌsā lä ˈvē/ You are worth way more than what life hands out. 💜💚
I was very touched by your honest and brave video.I AM reading Thijs three months later. How are you doing now?? I live in the Netherlands and I am 65 years of age. I battle all my life with depression in a time IT was not all right tot talk about depression and loneliness. So I take courage of you talking about these topics and how they Hurt you do deep insider. Wisch you all the best. Be proud of yourself and thanks for Boeing my voice. Love and hugs. Praying for you💞💞💞
Well, my back isn’t any better and I’m struggling to get anywhere with our medical system here. My steroid injection I had in my back has worn off now, and my back pain is worse and I have sciatic symptoms down my left leg again. I just want someone to explain why my prolapsed disc isn’t healing. So I’m struggling to keep a brave face again. So tired of being in constant pain. Depression shouldn’t be a taboo subject, it should be as easily discussed as the weather is. Glad my video helped in some way. Love and hugs to you also ❤️
Hi there, I understand you. I have been doing what you say for a long time. To long. Working, surviving and pretending that everything is fine. While feeling that my life is not how I want it to be. And that I have to change what is not right for me anymore. To CHOOSE what is right for me. And not always try to please others and try to be perfect. Keeping up appearence.😌 Thank you for your honest words!🙂🌟 I hope you find help and answers. And support. You are worth it! I've been dealing with back and hip pains on and off for 25 years, so I know what that feels like. 🍀Warm hugs and stay strong.♥️💋☀️🤗🌸
It takes a lot of courage to change your life and even to dive in and make hard choices! Ouchies!! I don’t know how you have managed with chronic pain for 25 years!! 🥺 Hugs to you! Happy new year 🥳
I have spinal issues thanks to a deformity that forced me to quit work about eight years ago. I also have a late in life ND diagnosis(adhd). Sending you love. I have up years ago telling people I was fine when I wasn't, pretending to be something you're not is a bit harder for ND people I think. I never saw the point in it.
I just try to be myself. Most people don’t seem to understand me, but I’d rather be the real me then a ‘fake’ me just to make life easier - If people don’t want to take the time to get to know me then they probably aren’t my peers anyway 🙂🙃🙂
You are not alone, you are not alone. I have recently won my disability, while that is good it is also bad. It means the government sees me as disabled, I am labled as disabled. I can't work. I have Multiple Sclerosis and I am also Bipolar. Some days a good but more are bad. So you are not alone. I hear you and feel for you. Katrina.
My Email is csmurfdooart@gmail.com if you need to 'talk' to someone. Thank you for watching. It is OKAY to share.
I just watched your post and thank you for sharing this. I am sending you happiness and strength and I pray that you and your family. Sending you a huge hug and positive vibes
Thank you so much! I really appreciate it
This was so beautiful and honest. Its great that you're standing up for your feelings. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this at once, but I think its wonderful that you shared it with everyone who sees this video. I hope some help comes your way soon. You are not alone.
While I'm physically healthy, I live in New York City and these last two years of this virus and its effects on my friends and family have been taxing on my mental health. I don't feel okay most days, but I have a few days where I feel good again, and I cherish them. I hope you get a few good days soon.
It's very sad to see how much damage this pandemic has caused - mentally alone.
Thank you for your support
What a lovely video! I used to be a social worker before I became not okay and I wish I had had a friend like you to share with. I am labeled 'disabled' and I struggle with my identity too. I look forward to the day when I'll be okay instead of not okay. Hugs my Darling💜💜
I just kinda felt like no one was talking about their ‘Elephant in the room’ . Since then I have found when digging though peoples channels, the elephant does get a mention at times.
@@Dooartchannel so many elephants and so little time. Besides, we color to escape the obvious pain in our lives but we need a safe space to share with others without judgement and I'm so happy you called attention to the herd of elephants in the coloring rooms. 💜💜
@@justbeingbeth8108 Thank you. If you ever need to vent about the elephants you’ll find me on insta for a DM.
@@Dooartchannel Thanks Doll, you're welcome to find me there too💜💜
I am just like you! Feeling lonely, depressed and feel unimportant. Have for a while. I have been depressed for years. You have one more friend than I do.
Awww! email me! I’ll be your keyboard pal. 🥰 Or if you have instagram I’m @csmurfdooart we can chat away in direct messages.
Sending you well wish and blessings. Thank you for your bravery to say what you are feeling. You are worthy and a person on this earth. Seems like you a very lucky that you have your children that love you and can care for you while you are in this physical situation. May you have a quick recovery and you find a job that can appreciate you and the service you provide.
Aww thank you so much!
Thanks, and you still have this channel !!!
That is a valid point that I didn’t really think about
Hope you are feeling better today! Please, remember a job doesn't define you. You are so much more than a title job and, maybe, this is an opportunity to do something greater! Sometimes, when we don't see the light, solutions come from where you least expect. I hope you the best! And believe things will get better!
Lately I've been wondering if it is the shove I needed to become a full-time doodler lol
@@Dooartchannel I hope so! Sometimes we are forced to take the path that benefit us the most!
Also, hope you can recover from your health issue. My sister is in the same situation as you and I understand perfectly. She also is using some of her free time to make videos on YT and it makes her feel better, at least in her spirit. Hope you have the same joy!
I send you a big hug from Madrid, Spain!
@@LauraHernandezArt That’s good to hear Youtubing is helping your sister! I’ve found it is giving me a reason to get out of bed in the morning, so it definitely can help when you have chronic pain 🥰
I'm hoping that you are in a better place (mentally and emotionally. Either way though, I'm hoping that you know that you are seen and appreciated). This video really resonated with me... I worked with a company for 17 years and was laid off without any warning as they outsourced my department. My whole life was wrapped in my job. I also thought I had bunch of friends there but what I had was that I was friendly with coworkers (I know this because of the dozens of people I worked with for YEARs, two reached out to see how I was doing. Silence from the rest). That affected me for all the other jobs I've had since.
Hugs my dear! Thank you for sharing this.
Know the feeling, have only had one person from work ask where I was, and haven't heard from them since I replied. I think some of us just care a lot more, and realise that unique individuals are very, very important and not replaceable.
I have an appointment with an Employment Lawyer in an hour for the Personal Grievance. They have broken employment laws by firing me.
Powerful.
Thank you. Was quite hard to share but needed saying. I’ve felt much better since and it has opened a lot of conversations
Girl you broke my heart with this. 🥺 I've been fired before but for the opposite reason. I worked to much and they wanted to say I was "stealing time" 🙄 While I was trying to fight it and have it reviewed I looked for a another job. And found one luckily. However this is not your case. I understand the mixed emotions but please don't ever think you are not worthy or any less of anything. You're a mother it is in us to feel we failed when we can't provide how we feel we are programed to provide. Look on the outside of the box. You have provided so well and raised your children in a manner that they now help you in return for the years you have done the same. Uncontrollables for the over thinker is an anxiety within itself. Easier said than done I know. Life is not without worry. I am here as well if you need me🥰 The motto that has always been hope for the best prepare for the worst. Basically c'est la vie = /ˌsā lä ˈvē/ You are worth way more than what life hands out. 💜💚
Oh man, you made me tear up! 🥰 Thank you for your kind, wise, understanding words ❤️❤️
You are not alone! Sending you a hug from Ukraine 🇺🇦 🤗 ❤
Aww thank you! Hugging you back!
I was very touched by your honest and brave video.I AM reading Thijs three months later. How are you doing now??
I live in the Netherlands and I am 65 years of age.
I battle all my life with depression in a time IT was not all right tot talk about depression and loneliness. So I take courage of you talking about these topics and how they Hurt you do deep insider. Wisch you all the best. Be proud of yourself and thanks for Boeing my voice. Love and hugs.
Praying for you💞💞💞
Well, my back isn’t any better and I’m struggling to get anywhere with our medical system here. My steroid injection I had in my back has worn off now, and my back pain is worse and I have sciatic symptoms down my left leg again. I just want someone to explain why my prolapsed disc isn’t healing. So I’m struggling to keep a brave face again. So tired of being in constant pain. Depression shouldn’t be a taboo subject, it should be as easily discussed as the weather is. Glad my video helped in some way. Love and hugs to you also ❤️
I am so sorry that your condition is nor improving Wish you the best.
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Thank you
Hi there, I understand you. I have been doing what you say for a long time. To long. Working, surviving and pretending that everything is fine. While feeling that my life is not how I want it to be. And that I have to change what is not right for me anymore. To CHOOSE what is right for me. And not always try to please others and try to be perfect. Keeping up appearence.😌 Thank you for your honest words!🙂🌟 I hope you find help and answers. And support. You are worth it! I've been dealing with back and hip pains on and off for 25 years, so I know what that feels like. 🍀Warm hugs and stay strong.♥️💋☀️🤗🌸
It takes a lot of courage to change your life and even to dive in and make hard choices! Ouchies!! I don’t know how you have managed with chronic pain for 25 years!! 🥺 Hugs to you! Happy new year 🥳
Wish you a Happy new year full of joy and new opportunities.🌸
Thank you for your kind words. Same to you
I have spinal issues thanks to a deformity that forced me to quit work about eight years ago. I also have a late in life ND diagnosis(adhd). Sending you love. I have up years ago telling people I was fine when I wasn't, pretending to be something you're not is a bit harder for ND people I think. I never saw the point in it.
I just try to be myself. Most people don’t seem to understand me, but I’d rather be the real me then a ‘fake’ me just to make life easier - If people don’t want to take the time to get to know me then they probably aren’t my peers anyway 🙂🙃🙂
Sending you hugs 👭 I too been feeling alone but I hold tightly to people that love me
Thank you Dawn, hugs to you too 🙂
Thank you x
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You are not alone, you are not alone. I have recently won my disability, while that is good it is also bad. It means the government sees me as disabled, I am labled as disabled. I can't work. I have Multiple Sclerosis and I am also Bipolar. Some days a good but more are bad. So you are not alone. I hear you and feel for you. Katrina.
Thanks Katrina! Let's hope for more good days then bad in 2022
@@Dooartchannel definitely!! 😁🤩
But surely you have a union who would fight this for you.
I'm filing a Personal Grievance.