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  • @RayhartTwins
    @RayhartTwins 6 лет назад +898

    We're not crying our eyes are just sweating..

  • @SUD-yb2pn
    @SUD-yb2pn 6 лет назад +614

    Dude had the shittiest childhood but still came up on top. Respect

    • @AcidHead710
      @AcidHead710 6 лет назад +6

      Agreed, proof you can change your life.

    • @colourstories1868
      @colourstories1868 5 лет назад +2

      Look at all the shitty desis. They doing arrange marriage. Love marriage is never a choice as a woman will never give herself to such a man. Then mommy has to find girl and girl is uneducated etc. That's the shittest kind of life. History repeats snd then no changes ever. They become the weakest of all in society.

    • @dez2950
      @dez2950 5 лет назад

      Shiv Desai same ;(

  • @Moonflavoredtears
    @Moonflavoredtears 4 года назад +898

    Why does Shane playing the drunk lady remind me of garret

  • @MacKaili
    @MacKaili 6 лет назад +505

    Can I forgive him? "I want to."
    That's the most real shit I've ever heard. Coming from someone who has big daddy issues as well, I literally FELT that shit.

    • @Olivia-kk1mn
      @Olivia-kk1mn 6 лет назад +5

      Mikaili ok this is weird but in ur pfp u look so much like Trisha paytas it's trippy

    • @Joseru_
      @Joseru_ 6 лет назад

      Mongoo lmao so true

    • @starrcheer10
      @starrcheer10 6 лет назад

      Mikaili same. I play softball and my parents got divorced when I was young like 2. And whenever he does pick me up (which hardly happens) an says he "supports" me with softball, all I can think about it how he has gone to 2 games I have played in 5 years. I play select, so I have played thousands of games in that time.

    • @bluexwings
      @bluexwings 6 лет назад +2

      Same here, man. My dad and I didn't speak for 10 years due to his emotional abuse, and I know how that pain creeps up ok you and weedles it's way into every aspect of your life, your relationships, your own self-worth. Yet all you want is that bone-deep love and security that only a parent can provide. It's hard as hell, and fixing that relationship is even harder... My heart absolutely ached for Shane in this video. 😢

  • @gustavoperez8937
    @gustavoperez8937 6 лет назад +406

    Here i am. A 20 year old man crying in his dorm room while his roomate thinks he is a total psycho.

    • @jazmin9758
      @jazmin9758 6 лет назад +21

      Memer Dreamer I respect this so much.. A 20 year old man with a heart 😭❤️

    • @donlydSkYiSfaLLing
      @donlydSkYiSfaLLing 6 лет назад

      Jazmin : I'm a guy but I can't cry but that doesn't mean I don't have a heart okay? Like I'm failing college and my stress lefel is so dangerously high I want to cryyyy but noo it's so dried up and idk why but it only comes out when I get into a fight which is the worst possible time anyone could cry.. #shitigotreal #4amMOOD

  • @joanafreitas7692
    @joanafreitas7692 4 года назад +147

    My mom had a terrible mom and dad. But my mom is the best mom ever. She says that she wanted to be everything she never had.

    • @brookekelley5665
      @brookekelley5665 Год назад +1

      Same thing with my mom. She’s tried so hard to do right by me even after my dad died and she became a single mom for a few years. She admits there are things she would have done differently, but I know she was doing the best she could with what she had and that’s all I could ever ask of her ❤

  • @shockedducky1379
    @shockedducky1379 5 лет назад +596

    Does anyone else realise how beautiful Shane's eyes are..?

    • @simonelliott5804
      @simonelliott5804 4 года назад +9

      Shocked Ducky they’re a gorgeous colour, they match his shirt, I love it 💚

    • @sinjun1973
      @sinjun1973 4 года назад +3

      How could anyone miss them???

    • @lpsolivstudios4577
      @lpsolivstudios4577 4 года назад +2

      yes they r like a grey green coulor

    • @JE-io9pi
      @JE-io9pi 4 года назад +2

      They are the exact same colour as my cats eyes haha when I got him my boyfriend asked me what colour his eyes were and that’s how I described them haha

    • @meh9104
      @meh9104 4 года назад +5

      You can see the evilness in his eyes

  • @youjustgotvectored3989
    @youjustgotvectored3989 6 лет назад +3128

    I have a memory from 1st grade when it was mother’s day, and i remember we were making cards. One of the kids wrote it to their dad instead. They got in trouble and started crying and i remember the teacher saying “Were writing mother’s day cards! Not father’s day cards. You need to learn to follow directions” and the kid choked out “But i don’t have a mom!” and the teacher was silent. I still think about that moment a lot.

    • @ElleS572
      @ElleS572 5 лет назад +58

      😪💔

    • @starryskies8445
      @starryskies8445 5 лет назад +45

      You just got V E C T O R E D oh my...

    • @isabellaaaaz
      @isabellaaaaz 5 лет назад +93

      I always think about that possibility when we make those. I was always weirded out by cousins because most had divorced parents, and my parents were never divorced, but I know I’d be heartbroken (my cousin fell in depression because her parents divorced)

    • @icbnewsnews9836
      @icbnewsnews9836 5 лет назад +53

      Yeah my dad's in jail and that happens to me at one point while it was on Father's Day I mean I was going to school was over the summer but oh I know it was people were sitting there making Father's Day gifts and everything when I didn't have an actual dad to give them to I just had to give them to my stepdad which I really love him is just I don't want to actually have a father cuz my father is in jail so I know how you feel your cousins and how that one kid felt

    • @lilly9380
      @lilly9380 5 лет назад +32

      I’ve been reading this for 5 min

  • @jadecurran1537
    @jadecurran1537 5 лет назад +2863

    His eyes legit match his shirt anyone else notice

  • @magpiesmyth6310
    @magpiesmyth6310 5 лет назад +368

    My dad left when I was 7, I tried reaching out to him at 18 but he pretty much snubbed me.. maybe it's for the best

    • @agoogleaccount5859
      @agoogleaccount5859 5 лет назад +15

      ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @butterflylambily
      @butterflylambily 4 года назад +48

      His loss

    • @ravioli1387
      @ravioli1387 4 года назад +6

      my dad left when I was 5

    • @luzz9689
      @luzz9689 4 года назад +33

      When your rich and he asks for money( which he will) kick him in the ass. DONT BETRAY YOUR MOTHER AND DITCH HER FOR HIM

    • @kailynwilson1320
      @kailynwilson1320 4 года назад +6

      You stay positive girl

  • @foreverandalwaysadancer8774
    @foreverandalwaysadancer8774 5 лет назад +1293

    “I’m getting emotional, and I’m on my period so I’m getting *REAL* emotional!”

  • @annaiasmina9011
    @annaiasmina9011 5 лет назад +3193

    When shane says "whats up you guys" with no enthusiasm,you know the video is really sad

    • @starsdrawnpastel
      @starsdrawnpastel 5 лет назад +34

      Anna Iasmina and without the “yes” at the end

    • @annaiasmina9011
      @annaiasmina9011 5 лет назад +7

      @@starsdrawnpastel exactly

    • @claire1228
      @claire1228 5 лет назад +6

      Anna Iasmina and without the “yes”

    • @claire1228
      @claire1228 5 лет назад +7

      JJfunstuff - omg I said the same thing but I swear I didn’t even look 😂
      You prob won’t believe me but I was also like- what if someone else says that... NAH that wouldn’t happen

    • @will-he8kc
      @will-he8kc 5 лет назад +2

      AND HE DIDNT SAY YES
      HE MIGHT AS WELL SAY NO
      REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW

  • @SonicRider1110
    @SonicRider1110 6 лет назад +833

    Okay but can we talk about what a good role model Shane is by being so open with this? Like he’s not only encouraging people to face their demons, but to talk about with people instead of bottling them up. I’m so proud of Shane for doing this for himself and for everyone else. These videos are doing a lot of good for everyone involved.

  • @palelittlegoblin3153
    @palelittlegoblin3153 4 года назад +601

    Who else is binging Shane during quar... social distancing!?

    • @dashawelch2268
      @dashawelch2268 4 года назад +8

      Yeah 2030 is odd

    • @iratewewwwp7796
      @iratewewwwp7796 4 года назад +1

      Molly Newell ...

    • @sophiamancha5866
      @sophiamancha5866 4 года назад +2

      MEEE HES MY NEW BEST FRIEND NOW🤣🤣🤣

    • @n4sti4
      @n4sti4 4 года назад +1

      yup ))

    • @melani9967
      @melani9967 4 года назад +1

      @@dashawelch2268 wow 2030 was a weird year im here in 2045

  • @harleymohn4548
    @harleymohn4548 4 года назад +361

    I feel like me and him are kinda the same because:
    My dad cheated on my mom and my mom and dad got a divorce when I was 5 and from there he tried to make my moms life hell and they would argue all the time and when I didn’t call him he would call the police and they would come to my house. Then when I was 10-11-12-13 which is now I eat all the time and now I’m insecure about my body because I have fat thighs and stretch marks all of my thighs and when I wear shorts my younger cousins ask me what are those. And I tell them. But ever since I stared watching Shane Dawson he has made me laugh and smile and he makes me feel like I’m not alone in life. And even though he might not read this all I want to say is Thank You

    • @sameckman3110
      @sameckman3110 4 года назад +4

      Harley Mohn Please DM me. We have so much in common!

    • @tangie777
      @tangie777 4 года назад +3

      I hope you’re happier now! You’re perfect and deserve everything good that comes your way :) ❤️

    • @xx_xd_xx9897
      @xx_xd_xx9897 4 года назад +1

      Sureeee

    • @piperbloom5069
      @piperbloom5069 4 года назад +1

      xX_xD_Xx what’s with this comment huh

    • @emmiegarvey7895
      @emmiegarvey7895 4 года назад +4

      wait we have so much in common?? i’m sorry that happened but we’re all stronger for it ❤️

  • @AleandroValente
    @AleandroValente 6 лет назад +480

    You're going to be a great father shane.

    • @baltic4309
      @baltic4309 6 лет назад +1

      Aleandro Valente ❤I agree❤

    • @londoneliza3690
      @londoneliza3690 6 лет назад

      aw i couldn’t of said it better

    • @someone.621
      @someone.621 2 года назад

      i don’t understand how a gay couple can have kids like it’s just wierd to me the kid is going to grown up one minded and want to be gay low key that’s fucked

    • @bluetrapp9502
      @bluetrapp9502 Год назад

      Good timing to dig this comment up lol. He is truly going to be an incredible father. I can see it having a lot of ups and downs for both him and Ryland, it will be a big learning curve. It always is that way with becoming a parent but even more so for these two. But they'll do amazing and love their children and do what they truly feel is right. I just hope they listen to the people around them and try to see things from every perspective as they learn.

  • @shyfie
    @shyfie 6 лет назад +2631

    What did I say again?

    • @heicam194
      @heicam194 6 лет назад +2

      Shy Fie Ik he is such a great person !!❤️❤️

    • @kijoramirez
      @kijoramirez 6 лет назад +3

      Gotta realize that it took him almost 10 years on youtube to start being more open about stuff like this

    • @lilbear646
      @lilbear646 6 лет назад +1

      Same

    • @eviethaqueen5426
      @eviethaqueen5426 6 лет назад +1

      B

    • @queenofpheasants3435
      @queenofpheasants3435 6 лет назад +1

      ......potato

  • @missfrizzlelife5040
    @missfrizzlelife5040 4 года назад +191

    I also got depressed when my mom and dad divorced but when I stared watching u I got happy again

  • @bill_y500
    @bill_y500 4 года назад +46

    To this day, this series in particular keeps hitting me.

  • @OmgLilly
    @OmgLilly 6 лет назад +1874

    As someone who also doesn't have a strong relationship with their father, I'm really interested in seeing where this little series ends up.

    • @OmgLilly
      @OmgLilly 6 лет назад +21

      And now I'm feeling impatient

    • @juancorvera7073
      @juancorvera7073 6 лет назад +2

      Mood

    • @dearsiri9428
      @dearsiri9428 6 лет назад +5

      Omg Lilly glad to know that’s what you got from this video instead of an emotional touch

    • @arianakylie8661
      @arianakylie8661 6 лет назад

      Omg Lilly, i love you and your videos :)

    • @justinsantizo5934
      @justinsantizo5934 6 лет назад +1

      Omg Lilly wow

  • @Meredith.A
    @Meredith.A 4 года назад +396

    People should watch this and many other of his videos help people to understand the type of person he is and how far he has come.

    • @msm686
      @msm686 3 года назад +4

      Well, he’s bullied a nineteen year old so I don’t think so

    • @PeppyMeppy
      @PeppyMeppy 3 года назад

      Whi

    • @PeppyMeppy
      @PeppyMeppy 3 года назад +1

      Who*

    • @pepsimastr89
      @pepsimastr89 3 года назад +5

      @@msm686 they where 19 they can take a bad or a good joke I am younger and I get bullied

    • @lemxn1190
      @lemxn1190 3 года назад +4

      @@pepsimastr89 it does not matter the age, everyone has feelings.

  • @Itsqetsiyah
    @Itsqetsiyah 6 лет назад +1491

    My eyes are sweating.

    • @aaliyahs
      @aaliyahs 6 лет назад +1

      same

    • @groovyhippiechick
      @groovyhippiechick 6 лет назад +1

      yodahchronicles aww, you're too funny! 😢

    • @gummy555
      @gummy555 6 лет назад +2

      yodahchronicles mine are leaking

    • @lsp8431
      @lsp8431 6 лет назад

      Lies!

    • @abby8033
      @abby8033 6 лет назад +1

      yodahchronicles same

  • @haleighbliss2358
    @haleighbliss2358 3 года назад +36

    I miss Shane. I want him to start making videos again. His videos always helped me through the bad time of my life. Even if I was watching videos from 3 years ago. They still make me smile, but I’ve been really stressed out lately and his videos help, I can’t wait till he makes new ones. Love you Shane❤️

  • @theBrooklyn1238
    @theBrooklyn1238 2 года назад +28

    This really makes me feel for you Shane. No matter what no matter any cancellations of you , you still have feelings.

  • @MonicaGartner
    @MonicaGartner 6 лет назад +730

    Shane, you're gonna be an amazing dad one day!

  • @rct07
    @rct07 6 лет назад +644

    I don’t like seeing my queen sad:(

    • @Eyzabellah
      @Eyzabellah 6 лет назад +7

      Rebecca Castro that made me laugh thx

    • @melaniegirl5480
      @melaniegirl5480 6 лет назад +1

      Rebecca Castro same tho ;(

    • @kariwatson5919
      @kariwatson5919 6 лет назад +1

      Queen...lol also I literally cried at my pig queen

    • @rct07
      @rct07 6 лет назад +1

      Doggylover 38 sure anytime😂

  • @existentialcrisis1921
    @existentialcrisis1921 5 лет назад +107

    Shane is honestly going to be the best dad.
    He's going to give them the world.
    He's going to be amazing.

    • @getnoob3946
      @getnoob3946 4 года назад

      ryland is gonna be a good mom too :')

    • @honeybearbethany
      @honeybearbethany 8 месяцев назад +1

      well do I got some news for you...

  • @1dlyrics363
    @1dlyrics363 4 года назад +87

    Shane I rlly hate when u cry just puttin it out there
    I cry when u cry

  • @meganh8145
    @meganh8145 6 лет назад +3345

    *when Shane cries I just want to bear hug him and not let go* 😩😩

  • @MonicaGartner
    @MonicaGartner 6 лет назад +446

    the throwback videos :( why am i crying in the club

  • @aeylores9022
    @aeylores9022 4 года назад +53

    I was crying when Shane was crying omg

  • @emilyabbett7498
    @emilyabbett7498 4 года назад +2

    This is so raw honest and SOOO Brave of you!! Bless you!

  • @-LFA
    @-LFA 6 лет назад +2580

    Shane Dawson’s the REAL OG of RUclips. Been watching since I was 12 and I’m 22 now. He’s still the same great person. Love ya older bro

    • @jazmin9758
      @jazmin9758 6 лет назад +21

      ViralVids 10 years?! That’s amazing 😭

    • @mabelbomediano1071
      @mabelbomediano1071 6 лет назад +8

      same here!

    • @jayfawn8478
      @jayfawn8478 6 лет назад +9

      wow... or wew we're same age but lol when I was 12 I didn't know about youtube cause my city haven't reach by internet yet

    • @WaterPoloFreak805
      @WaterPoloFreak805 6 лет назад +7

      same ! I'm also 22 . started watchi ing him when I was 14 tho

    • @kaykay-py4gq
      @kaykay-py4gq 6 лет назад +9

      Me too!! I grew up watching Shane and his skits

  • @TiaVapes
    @TiaVapes 6 лет назад +467

    I AM SO EMOTIONAL FUCK!

    • @tiffanyluna7486
      @tiffanyluna7486 6 лет назад +1

      Same and I think I’m going to start ughhhh lol

    • @coffin652
      @coffin652 6 лет назад +2

      YOU BETTER DRY DEM TEARS, WE JUST GETTING STARTED

    • @casshalll
      @casshalll 6 лет назад +1

      TiaVapes omg i love your channel

    • @shellbear124
      @shellbear124 6 лет назад

      AHH IM SO SCARED AND EXCITED TOO 😂😭❤️❤️❤️

    • @missgirl1000
      @missgirl1000 6 лет назад

      TiaVapes girl, you do realize vaping is bad for you? Do you even know the consequences if you vape too much?

  • @hythegreatest
    @hythegreatest 4 года назад +33

    This is why I watch this channel. I relate to this on a VERY personal level and I’m glad I’m not the only one who had to deal with this. Thank you Shane 🤍☁️✨

    • @camblake2153
      @camblake2153 4 года назад +13

      mayadotcom “even after everything” meaning the things everyone already knew about and was sorted back then but people are acting like he was never punished. You mean that?

    • @fawzamaisarah459
      @fawzamaisarah459 4 года назад +3

      @@Rocketwm dont get things mixed up. if u dont like what he did, fine. dont hate him for everything. dont proudly boycotting or hating someone just because other people do it too. i know what u think "Shane's fan is defending him for doing racist, pedophilic jokes!" no.. im just saying, just be nice and be respectful. we never know if in the future we will be in a spot like shane is now.

    • @tooth-gapmartinez2434
      @tooth-gapmartinez2434 4 года назад

      @@Rocketwm i watched his hannel knowing what he did. his humour was disgusting.

    • @rhyscaboom4977
      @rhyscaboom4977 4 года назад

      Yeah about that

  • @notanotherchaseatlanticfan1537
    @notanotherchaseatlanticfan1537 5 лет назад +6

    This made me cry so much😭😭 I love you shane so much!!

  • @Katie-ge2qw
    @Katie-ge2qw 6 лет назад +696

    The fact that Shane can be hilarious but also serious and open to his fans is why I love him

  • @RyleeLouisaPrenatt
    @RyleeLouisaPrenatt 6 лет назад +494

    you, Shane, are so strong. we love you

  • @hayleyl9667
    @hayleyl9667 5 лет назад +4

    I LOVE that you adopted an older kid. God bless you. Your heart is so pure.❤

  • @autumnburton2527
    @autumnburton2527 2 года назад +2

    Shane literally is the one channel I always come back to it’s so comforting here ❤️

  • @cozyyote3552
    @cozyyote3552 6 лет назад +917

    i didnt get my permission slip signed for this feels trip

  • @katies1652
    @katies1652 6 лет назад +573

    THE 2008/2009 VIDEOS ARE SO FREAKING SWEET

  • @melissamcclung5885
    @melissamcclung5885 4 года назад

    shane listen i know how hard it is to go through what u have wnet through but all ur fans are here if u ever wanna talk about anything and ur the best and there was a time in my life and i wanted to die and things but i would come home from school and wake up each day i would watch u and u helped me get through it and i just want to say stay positive and keep doing what u do and i love u

  • @orionmakescontent262
    @orionmakescontent262 4 года назад +10

    This hits hard cause same Shane💙

  • @DonYelleandDiana
    @DonYelleandDiana 6 лет назад +8720

    a moment of appreciation for how far Shane's hair has come

  • @camillechartier727
    @camillechartier727 5 лет назад +2078

    "we havent really talked about-
    *ad pops up*
    -vaginal discharge"

  • @lauramiller751
    @lauramiller751 3 года назад +5

    This is my favorite series. My dad died when I was 7 so I understand what it's like to grow up without a father and how much it must have meant to reconnect with him in this series. When I was a teenager, I used to always think about what it would be like to meet him again when I was older and this series is pretty much how I imagined it would be. I miss you Shane and hope you come back to keep making meaningful videos like this. ❤️

  • @jessig5523
    @jessig5523 5 лет назад +1

    Omg sewing him cry and being so honest and raw I really admire him since the beginning he’s made us see his deeper side with all his struggles and for many of us who are going through similar situations it makes us feel closer to him he’s the real deal compared to other you tubers who only show the bright side this makes us relate to shane we love u

  • @marsthephrog
    @marsthephrog 6 лет назад +891

    When you realize you've seen all of Shane's old sad videos and remember them by heart

  • @JoeyGraceffa
    @JoeyGraceffa 6 лет назад +7287

    • @eoque6475
      @eoque6475 6 лет назад +25

      Joey Graceffa joeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @emt1954
      @emt1954 6 лет назад +13

      Joey Graceffa me too

    • @harnoorkaur6175
      @harnoorkaur6175 6 лет назад +13

      i agree

    • @missgirl1000
      @missgirl1000 6 лет назад +17

      Joey Graceffa OMG JOEY, I love you and Shane both so much ❤️

    • @lonelyjadyn5832
      @lonelyjadyn5832 6 лет назад +8

      Joeyyyyy😭😍

  • @shayleejeanne
    @shayleejeanne 5 лет назад +2

    shane, i can’t explain how proud of you i am. you have come such a long way, starting from almost nothing. seeing you positively progress just fulfills my heart with so much joy because you deserve every bit of it.

  • @madisonchesnutt8918
    @madisonchesnutt8918 4 года назад

    I seriously relate to this so much. Thankful for our awesome moms who do it alone!

  • @Angela-ci3wf
    @Angela-ci3wf 5 лет назад +980

    The green of the sweater matches the green in his eyes

    • @Scandinavian96
      @Scandinavian96 5 лет назад +7

      Angela Yes! I noticed that too, couldn’t stop staring!

    • @xshaneen
      @xshaneen 5 лет назад +7

      I’ve been waiting forever to see this comment !!! His eyes are Beaitiful !!!!!

    • @CristianMartinez-xl8lc
      @CristianMartinez-xl8lc 5 лет назад +1

      :/

    • @yesyes-jv9xu
      @yesyes-jv9xu 5 лет назад +1

      @Amna their green...

    • @user-pc3vs3bd4j
      @user-pc3vs3bd4j 5 лет назад

      It's more blueish than greenish

  • @Yasminbunny
    @Yasminbunny 6 лет назад +443

    Shane. WE FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH

  • @crystalwolfe5807
    @crystalwolfe5807 5 лет назад +1

    Your so real and so genuine ! Love you! Moving forward and focusing on what you have now will bring more sunshine in your days ahead! #yougotthis

  • @StellaLunaStar94
    @StellaLunaStar94 5 лет назад +3

    I remember "Why was I born". And I'm so glad you referenced it! I still cry when I watch the video.

  • @AmberRooster
    @AmberRooster 6 лет назад +254

    You're going to be a stunning amazing father someday precisely because of how you relate to your childhood.

    • @AmberRooster
      @AmberRooster 6 лет назад +6

      And the truth is that it doesn't matter how it went/goes with your dad (although I do hope it goes well),, because you have everything you need inside of you.

  • @kileyelise826
    @kileyelise826 6 лет назад +174

    I've never been more proud of a youtuber...

  • @eicarg4663
    @eicarg4663 4 года назад +2

    There is so much strength in in vulnerability and this is exactly why we love you!!!!

  • @FilthySoapCore
    @FilthySoapCore 4 года назад +39

    My dad died when i was young
    But i think having a dead abusing you is far worse :(

    • @Lex-nm5to
      @Lex-nm5to 4 года назад +2

      my mom and dad got divorced when i was 18 months because he would get really drunk with his friends and come home angry at my mom and start to physically abuse her and me and i haven't seen him since

  • @ButtersTheBean
    @ButtersTheBean 6 лет назад +911

    I find what you're doing very brave.

  • @charlies8369
    @charlies8369 6 лет назад +768

    Parents really don’t realize how much they can actually fuck u up
    I know a lot of people say this... but damn, that’s a lot of likes... like imagine all of those people in one building. Like damn. I feel so relevant 😂

    • @And-ph3el
      @And-ph3el 6 лет назад +22

      Charlotte Sluiter most bad parents also had bad parents. I think the worse thing is is that they do realize, they just either don't care or won't change

    • @chantelleadlington
      @chantelleadlington 6 лет назад +7

      And My dad is a horrible dad, but I don't understand why because he had a great upbringing and his parents were such lovely, amazing people. I miss my grandparents so much

    • @leonardosobi3650
      @leonardosobi3650 6 лет назад +1

      👌

    • @nikitabrundritt-howell4421
      @nikitabrundritt-howell4421 6 лет назад +3

      My parents are so mean and inconsiderate of me but it's wierd coz my mum also has anxiety and depression and yet she is the one that is always making me have panic attacks and other shit. My dad at least tries to understand how i feel but he is also verbally abusive at times. They are bad parents in the fact that they only see themselves and not the people that they are affecting but I don't think that they actually know... They are the people who make us, they form our personality and it can go very well or so bad. I used to be a great kid but now i have depression, anxiety, insomnia, anorexia, ADHD, PTSD and other psychotic disorders because of how they have changed and their personalities don't suit mine anymore (which isn't completely their fault) . Long story short, they fucked up.
      *I had to refrain so much during this from adding extra comments...

    • @jadecartwright5966
      @jadecartwright5966 6 лет назад +1

      i reckon aye.. try being scared for your life at the age of 9 because ur parents split. my nanna parked behind my car so we couldnt leave and my dad was standing behind the car as well because he knew we wouldnt reverse.. Then your mum having to call the police andnthen your dad trying to drag you out of the car then doing that all again when you are 13. Not fun. Its the reason i suffer from anxiety, depression and anger in general. (it happened at 13 because me and my siblings left my dads house cus we werent getting treated right). I dont have a good childhood honestly.. its scary.. still cant sleep right now.. i think about it everyday.. its like a haunting memory that you dont want to remember

  • @alyssaeve8436
    @alyssaeve8436 5 лет назад +8

    You were my first youtuber I ever watched and Sha Nae Nae always made me laugh and pulled me out my funk. I stopped watching you for years and coincidentally I’ve been in my lowest of lows. Every time I get anxious I turn on you tube and the passed couple weeks I’ve been watching your videos and you’ve pulled me out of a super low time. So every time I get down I will remind myself to come watch one of your videos because you always make me laugh when others can’t. I know people say it’s just RUclips, but for some of us it’s not. I’ve always dreamed of just starting RUclips and trying to be myself but I get scared every time and make excuses on why I can’t do it. I have a feeling you went through the same and I think it’s amazing that you were able to pull out of what was your rock bottom. That truly is beyond inspiring. Thank you for always being you which in return has helped me♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

    • @2IGHT2EER
      @2IGHT2EER 4 года назад

      Alyssa Eve Sha Nae Nae aha 😂

  • @raquellmasker7448
    @raquellmasker7448 5 лет назад +2

    Shane truly puts his heart in soul into every. single. one. of his videos. Always be my favorite ♥️

  • @Dana-koc
    @Dana-koc 6 лет назад +288

    ❤❤ Thumbs up for single moms ❤❤ they don't have easy life....

    • @karmenletourneau9574
      @karmenletourneau9574 6 лет назад +2

      Dana Kocourková and single Dad's, even Grandparents these days raising their Grandkids, they are the real heroes!!!

    • @Samantha10887
      @Samantha10887 6 лет назад +2

      Dana Kocourková they don't !! My mom took care of all four of us kids all by herself , she did her best and I commend her for it , I have a husband and a son and we both work and times still get hard , these women who do it on there own are superheroes in my eyes

    • @gensearcaigh4738
      @gensearcaigh4738 6 лет назад +1

      Moms are the backbone of civilization. All moms, but single moms especially, are legit fucking superheroes.

    • @macy1090
      @macy1090 6 лет назад +1

      And for single dad's.......my dad is single and I live with him and it's definitely not easy

    • @Bianca-pu8sk
      @Bianca-pu8sk 6 лет назад +1

      I currently live with a single dad (my mom died) it’s really hard on him

  • @bleach4568
    @bleach4568 6 лет назад +1192

    *Crying in the club y’all*

  • @angelamilcarek9230
    @angelamilcarek9230 4 года назад

    I love you Shane. Every video I watch of yours makes me love you more. You are an inspiration to ppl like myself with mental health issues night terrors and childhood traumas. Please keep sharing your story! You make me smile when I'm depressed, and push through whatever is holding me back. I would love to meet you someday. Your just so genuine and humble and loving. I love you!

  • @carliegossett8430
    @carliegossett8430 5 лет назад +1

    When you just spend the whole day binge watching Shane.. I love your videos and each one I’ve watched today has brought me to tears! I watch the Sophie pecora, the hater series, a lot of other old ones and you’re truly an amazing person and anyone would be lucky to have you in their life, you bring so much joy to people and you always find the good in the bad and it shows how big your heart is ❤️ you’re the realest RUclipsr other than Jeffree, don’t ever stop what you’re doing! ❤️❤️

  • @BenBluee
    @BenBluee 6 лет назад +6032

    Oh. My. Gosh.
    After watching you for a solid 10 years or so and seeing all the videos you made about your dad, this is so intense.
    Can’t wait for the next one

    • @taeso0o
      @taeso0o 6 лет назад +31

      Same I’ve been watching him since 2009 and finally getting to see what his dad looks like and how he is really excites me and makes me nervous at the same time.

    • @sparecoochie8074
      @sparecoochie8074 6 лет назад +3

      Ben Blue saaame

    • @bellsbelly
      @bellsbelly 6 лет назад +2

      Ben Blue ikr this is honestly crazy

    • @lokiismyking0692
      @lokiismyking0692 6 лет назад

      shane hi Shane!

    • @amandajaydexo
      @amandajaydexo 6 лет назад +2

      Ben Blue I agree with you 100%

  • @Hello-rx5rj
    @Hello-rx5rj 6 лет назад +1879

    this is why i love shane. he is so open and kind and considering.

    • @5dollafootlong609
      @5dollafootlong609 6 лет назад

      Did you gain subs from this comment

    • @Imnotactiveanymore744
      @Imnotactiveanymore744 6 лет назад +2

      shane you aren't the real Shane. If you were your name will be in bold and he won't do stuff like this. So stop it.

    • @5dollafootlong609
      @5dollafootlong609 6 лет назад

      You have 705 and 1 vid

    • @nerd5686
      @nerd5686 6 лет назад

      mikayla come on people give her 10 more likes!!!

    • @5dollafootlong609
      @5dollafootlong609 6 лет назад

      amazingespeon LTG I like your double chin oops triple chin

  • @maxw.3429
    @maxw.3429 4 года назад +26

    Seeing Shane cry makes me want to hug him. 😭😭 He’s so adorable and pure. I love him!

  • @emily-jx8xm
    @emily-jx8xm 5 лет назад

    that whole fatherless day and dance thing hits home. when shane cried i wanted to hug him. it hurts for me and shane. i love you shane.

  • @Gina1731x
    @Gina1731x 6 лет назад +912

    I hope this works out for you. You deserve so much.

    • @anastasiaanson2691
      @anastasiaanson2691 6 лет назад +1

      Shan I'm Ana my mom kicked my dad out last year I was 11 this year it will be the 2nd birthday he wasn't here for I just want to say I'm just like you P.S. I'm going to be 12 on December 11th and I have a friend Sam I found out she's my sister she's my only sister I just found out a couple months ago one more thing I love your videos and you mean a lot to me and not just me but alot of other people we love you Shan and we will never stop loving you

    • @AwkwardItsSadiyahhh
      @AwkwardItsSadiyahhh 6 лет назад

      Right!

  • @AkanshaBasnet
    @AkanshaBasnet 6 лет назад +1920

    I can't see my Shane being so sad :(

  • @starcandyslays9559
    @starcandyslays9559 5 лет назад +1

    This video made me think of everything negative ive ever been through in my whole life, I literally broke down in tears. Thank you shane, for showing everybody your radiant personality and your strong willpower. May you continue to prosper and make more videos entertaining and supporting others ❤❤❤ much love and support❤

  • @phreepeace
    @phreepeace 4 года назад +2

    I don’t care that I’m a year late to this video. You did a great thing Shane! Bring the families together...that’s amazing....you’re amazing

  • @lifeinthegrey
    @lifeinthegrey 6 лет назад +1264

    I'm so emotional, oh god.

  • @sal0n33
    @sal0n33 6 лет назад +1557

    The 1K people who disliked, got teary and clicked the wrong button.

    • @jennblue2464
      @jennblue2464 6 лет назад +32

      Either that or it was Onision on all of his accounts.

    • @lemonke7546
      @lemonke7546 6 лет назад +5

      5SecøndsØfTwentyØneCrybabies!AtTheDiscø lol nice one

    • @sstyles4828
      @sstyles4828 6 лет назад +3

      5SecøndsØfTwentyØneCrybabies!AtTheDiscø your name like bitch
      5SOS
      TØP
      MELANIE MARTINEZ
      AND PANICCCCC ! At THE DISCO
      YOU JUST NAMED MY LIFE

    • @asterism7586
      @asterism7586 6 лет назад +3

      Or they just disliked the vid cuz of the cliffhanger

    • @sphmaybe7817
      @sphmaybe7817 6 лет назад +7

      pls change your username for the sake of sanity

  • @advocityalexa2882
    @advocityalexa2882 3 года назад +14

    I don’t understand how people say he hasn’t changed when these videos are proof. I don’t approve of his actions but he’s just clearly changed.

  • @Ambertheenthusiastic
    @Ambertheenthusiastic 4 года назад

    I love watching this 2 years later after just watching the video of you and your dad meeting up again. My brother has a very difficult time with my mom and i sent him this video, I hope it helps him reach out to her! I love your videos and how much you help everyone. Thank you💜

  • @DISHWASHINGLICKWID
    @DISHWASHINGLICKWID 6 лет назад +519

    i literally cried

    • @JulieSchillling
      @JulieSchillling 6 лет назад

      DISHWASHINGLICKWID same

    • @cindyangel6492
      @cindyangel6492 6 лет назад

      DISHWASHINGLICKWID same

    • @jesdessertss
      @jesdessertss 6 лет назад

      DISHWASHINGLICKWID fucking SAAAME

    • @MyaESings
      @MyaESings 6 лет назад

      ME TOO

    • @Rose9096
      @Rose9096 6 лет назад +1

      DISHWASHINGLICKWID same, but I’ve never seen my dad.....

  • @devincorwin
    @devincorwin 6 лет назад +2596

    you know you’re a true fan if you remember all of the old videos he played back

  • @xxid0txx421
    @xxid0txx421 4 года назад

    Thank you for sharing this. It’s great to know that I am not alone in feeling this way. I hope you know you are not alone.

  • @tnee1382
    @tnee1382 4 года назад +6

    Dude I still remember being like 13 watching the dad videos and legit crying. I love Shane so much

  • @KaysCornerr
    @KaysCornerr 6 лет назад +507

    ...When you become dehydrated because of how much you cried...
    Don’t worry Shane we’re here to watch you be amazing 😉

    • @paulasutton670
      @paulasutton670 6 лет назад

      omg hahaha

    • @Stephanie-ib6sy
      @Stephanie-ib6sy 6 лет назад

      I went to the pool today and had a mouthfull of pool water yet I'm still dehydrated cause I cried way to much 😥

    • @ripoffranter
      @ripoffranter 6 лет назад

      Cailin McDonald I love how the comment has over 200 likes, but it only has 8 replies

  • @lainarae816
    @lainarae816 6 лет назад +551

    I never got the chance to tell my dad I forgave him. He died before I could. Glad you're getting a second chance

    • @SylviaChao93070
      @SylviaChao93070 6 лет назад

      Laina Rae same situation with my mom. anyways, im so sorry for your loss💖💖💖

    • @AlexPerez-ci8dm
      @AlexPerez-ci8dm 6 лет назад

      i never met my dad so this is sort of a blessing. it gives him a lot of clarity i can imagine

    • @loomingbyD
      @loomingbyD 6 лет назад

      Aw no 💘 sorry for your loss c

    • @Heatherlily
      @Heatherlily 6 лет назад

      I know exactly how that feels. I’m so sorry :(

    • @Administradoronline
      @Administradoronline 6 лет назад

      Same here.

  • @melissacoviello2886
    @melissacoviello2886 5 лет назад

    You’re so sweet and so vulnerable.

  • @jessie92801
    @jessie92801 4 года назад

    Shane I'm always crying watching ur videos. U bring out the emotional part.

  • @maliagoodwin8850
    @maliagoodwin8850 6 лет назад +229

    whenever Shane cries.....I cry

    • @sab4053
      @sab4053 6 лет назад +1

      Malia Goodwin same aff

    • @nicolegrantham7081
      @nicolegrantham7081 6 лет назад +1

      Malia Goodwin i swear i cried my eyes out

  • @Onclee
    @Onclee 6 лет назад +379

    When Shane starts crying, I start crying.

    • @lilravioli4336
      @lilravioli4336 6 лет назад

      Spiral Wolfy me to

    • @mogles2882
      @mogles2882 6 лет назад

      Same...

    • @luv4destinyy
      @luv4destinyy 6 лет назад

      Spiral Wolfy You stole those words out my mind, but true.

    • @lunastar7757
      @lunastar7757 6 лет назад

      Whenever I see anyone cry it makes me cry. Like I just pick up people’s emotions just by seeing them experience an emotion

    • @jackiegarcia2235
      @jackiegarcia2235 6 лет назад

      samee

  • @babycakesxo9625
    @babycakesxo9625 2 года назад +1

    Omgggg shane I loved those little episodes you did . Those where amazing

  • @iipaigegamingx5463
    @iipaigegamingx5463 4 года назад +1

    We’re so happy for you Shane!
    We’re all here for you. :)

  • @MonicaGartner
    @MonicaGartner 6 лет назад +3548

    I love seeing such a different side to Shane... He works so hard for all of us and I feel like his work is so under appreciated. Keep it up Shane, we love you!!

    • @littlebrain4482
      @littlebrain4482 6 лет назад +10

      You think 11 mil is underappreciated?

    • @MonicaGartner
      @MonicaGartner 6 лет назад +13

      obviously not, but for the hard work and dedication he puts in, he's deserving of even more!

    • @lizbethrmz8474
      @lizbethrmz8474 6 лет назад

      Monica Gartner I

    • @emilyireland311
      @emilyireland311 6 лет назад +4

      yes he is such a amazing youtuber

    • @caroldeaton619
      @caroldeaton619 6 лет назад +2

      Monica Gartner oh this is about the fifth or sixth video I've watched of Shane I can tell the passion in his soul he has for people more than any other RUclipsr I have watched on here in the last couple years. The reason I started watching RUclips and musically is because my husband passed away and I couldn't get out of bed for long so my granddaughter turned me on to the internet which helped me to keep from being so depressed. I thank God that I came across Shane Dawson don't care how long it takes me to watch all his vlogs but that is my mission in life right now. I love this young man and don't even know him.

  • @LolitaAngel6
    @LolitaAngel6 6 лет назад +369

    This video really made me emotional. You can see how many emotions he's feeling. The fear in his eyes. Just god, Shane is such a good-hearted, kind person. He really is amazing. We support you, Shane! Don't forget that!

  • @kat-ih6uy
    @kat-ih6uy 4 года назад

    We love and support you Shane ❤️

  • @beeznuts23
    @beeznuts23 3 года назад +4

    i miss Shane so much i’m going back and watching old videos 😭

  • @sleepi9389
    @sleepi9389 5 лет назад +3262

    *let's take a moment of appreciation for how far shane has come*

    • @jongteez
      @jongteez 5 лет назад +6

      I like how nobody replied 😂👏🏻

    • @sleepytune1233
      @sleepytune1233 5 лет назад +1

      1.2k like

    • @isaiahcarter9451
      @isaiahcarter9451 5 лет назад +1

      @@jongteez lol

    • @joeelledge5941
      @joeelledge5941 5 лет назад

      We love you Shane!

    • @Santi29o
      @Santi29o 5 лет назад +1

      Isaiah Carter did you just put an @!?🤣🤣 Nigga this aint insta

  • @JossAndJanik
    @JossAndJanik 6 лет назад +604

    It is so insane to see the evolution not only of your channel but of u as a person through your videos. From someone that has been watching u since the beginning you have no idea how proud I am of you. Hands down one of the realest big RUclipsrs out there.

  • @aleaflrs1028
    @aleaflrs1028 4 года назад +1

    Shane you’re such a amazing person this makes so emotional and always have since I was going because of these kids without dads but their dads are probably horrible people or good but we never know we only know they have left and I get emotional bc this situation is the worse thing to happened but I’m happy that you’re saying ur childhood and I’m proud of everyone and support everyone going through this or not they’re amazing this makes me so sad I cried watching this 🥺😭

  • @viv2469
    @viv2469 5 лет назад

    i think it’s amazing that you are learning from his mistakes than do what he did, i feel like now a days when kids become parents they do what their parents did instead of learning from their mistakes. you’re gonna be an amazing dad and an amazing person all together i love you shane and you’ve made an impact on my life and i hope many others ❤️🙂💛