how June 10th 2010 changed my life. it is very hard for me to talk about this. but here goes. tyvm

this is the story of my 27 days in hospital for my sister in ICU. it was a very hard video. so bare with me.
I get asked all the time when did you realize you was going weight? here is when the exact time is. and here's the story.
#passedloedsister #sisterlove #openingup #crying #weightloss #lifeblogging #thisismystory #12years #nativesaiyan

[@ladeanjohnson1419]

Pretty effen proud of you son. I brag about you and my gbaby constantly. I love you more than you know. ~ we are all proud of you.

[@jerryowens5949]

I know what you are feeling I lost my sister when she was young

[@stevenwilliams4563]

You are very strong for sharing and keep going I am proud of you and I bet your sister is proud of you aswell keep being strong and keep the goals going and remember to keep a positive mind set and don't let the negative in and over the past year or two I have watched your videos I feel like I have made a friend even tho we don't know each other I just want you to know I care about you and I hope you find your inner peace and when ever the inner voice happens just remind yourself that there are people who care about you

[@The7fingeredman]

I can only imagine how hard it is to open up about your sister. As for learning to be able to show your emotions, it is really hard. Men, as you said, are taught to never open up and show emotions cause emotions are said to be weakness. Add you can do is work on it. It is SUPER hard to unlearn all the stuff men have have been thought by friends, family, and society.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us all.
Much love!

[@goobmastercheeto3539]

I'm sorry to here this, but I guarantee that she is proud of the job you've done.