Coming Off Of Anti Psychotics

Поделиться
HTML-код
  • Опубликовано: 4 ноя 2023
  • 🌈 If you'd like to help support us and the channel, you can take a peek at our Patreon here! / pixielocks
    💕 Thank u my sweet angel Glitter Patrons!!
    4stro, Abigail Stevenson, Abraham Atess, Addie McElreath, Adra Sagr, August, Andy Légasse, Ashlea, Ashton, Alex Pietinen, Alaina Schaffner, Allison Light, Alyssa Wheeler, Amanda Ahrens, Amanda M Gilmour, Ambar Perez, Amber Bunni, Amber Redford, Angel Williams, Anna Marie, Ash's Adventures, August, Ava Marie, Silas Ode, Bannarchist, Bec, Becki, Bea Heidman, Bee, Breanna Gibreal, Brooke Blumenstock, Bunny V, Buttercup N, Calista Frost, Camie, Camille Weeks, Caroline, Caroline Cordaro, Caroline Gaston, Cas Rooney, Cass, Cas Violet, Cat, Catherine D, Cecilia S, Cindy, Charlie, Charlie Irae, Charlotte, Cherii, Chloe A Moffet, Christi-Anne, ChronicIdol, ClockworkQueer, Cor Taylor, Cosmic Pink, Cosmo Morgan, Courtney, Crow, Christin Carlano, Chubby Bunny, Courtney, Daisy, Daea Anton, Courtney Fretwell, Dani Snow, Dee S, Dizzy, Doedle, Echo Urban, Eddie, Elise Smith, Elliott Wathne, Émylie Héneault, Emily Lavender, Emily Maree Garrett, Em (Subaru), Ellie, Erica Halliday, Etc System, Evabee, Excaloser, faerie, Fiona Sundaes, Georgie, georgia saul, gingertortoise, Hallie Lands, Hannah Lise, Hanne Marte Ramsli, Hobbes, Holly Boudicca Cannon, IrisIrae, Jahnny Vomit, Jana Cordero, Jasny J, Jasper Huber, Jemma Hart, Jennifer Wardle, Jesse, Jessica Clause, Jessica Davis, Jessica Turner, jolly roger, Jordan Risch, Jorinde Lebeda, Juliana Egge, Kait Hull, Karley Page, Kayla Rice, Kawaii Fluffy Jo, Kelsey Albright, Keito Gasai (Katy Davidovich), Kiah Leo, Kristian Petillo, Kristine Diana Tsiknaki, Krystal Halford, Kt, Laura!, Lauren, Lauren L, Lauren O'Neill, Lava, Leo Munck, Leon Walsh, Lilli Grubb, Lily Atwood, Lily Pine, Lion, Lucy Simkins, LoaBunny, LocalCanadian, Local Familiar, Louis, Lyris, Mae, Madison Jones, Mahou.Club, Maia Roderick, MagicalGirl Obsess, Mark, Marshmallow Faerie, Mathilde McInnes, Max May, Megs, Melissa Baldwin, Mikaela Forrester, Mikaela Given, Miranda Johnston, Miranda Moonstar, Miri, Mipha, Molly Kent, Naru, Moon Prince Cade, Natalia Moroz, Nebutea, Nekob4by, Nerdy Thrift, Nneka Onwuta, Noa Smashy-Smash, NoxMelodia, Olive Mars, Perotine (Bunny) Boileur, Penguin Idol, Pink Sugar Darling, PixxieStixx, Poppy Clare, Puck Castle, PurpleLulleen, Rae S, rainb0wfaerie, Raine, Rebecca Power, Riley Tishma, Rosalie x, Robyn Muise, Sachi the Cat, Saribel Atencio, Serena, Sierra, Sierra Krug, Skelemaple, Shadrack Corfixen, Shalice Mathis, She-Love Cleopatra, Sofia Kallestrup Perersen, Sabrina Howes, Sam, Snail Farmer, Sonya, Sienna, Soft Goblin, Sophie Bates, Sora Trancy, Stan Marsh, StariaDream, Sugar Bones, Susanna Kemerling, Talon Uchiha, Taylor de Victoria, Taylor V, Tea Fawn, The GreyS, Tillan Edwards, Unifae, Valerie Nietsche, vanilla, VERA, Virginia Mayhem, Violet, Vixen, Wednesday, Yolanda Robson, and Yuki-kairi 💕
    🌈 PIXIELINKS:
    Instagram: / pixieelocks
    Twitter: / pixieeelocks
    Facebook: / pixielockss

Комментарии • 216

  • @gnomerome
    @gnomerome 8 месяцев назад +108

    no one asked for my opinion but i just want to say thank you for being so careful about labeling your twitching as tics. as someone with tourette’s it has been INFURIATING watching people say they have tics when it’s someone stimming or just getting a shiver or twitching. genuinely, i appreciate the transparency of being careful around calling symptoms as tics.

    • @Pixielocks
      @Pixielocks  8 месяцев назад +13

      A million percent!!! 😭💗

    • @savhardt
      @savhardt 8 месяцев назад +11

      as a fellow ts'er I was thinking the same thing :) muscle spasms are so so different from the whole process of experiencing a tic! not better or worse just different haha

  • @chaotika693
    @chaotika693 8 месяцев назад +22

    I explained brain zaps to my doctor when we lowered my dosage because at the time I didn't hear anyone talk about it and he said that it wasn't normal and just scared me even more.😭 It's so nice to hear people talk about these things, thank you!

    • @cbnz2929
      @cbnz2929 6 месяцев назад +2

      That's really irresponsible of your doctor because brain zaps are a very very well known and common symptom of mental health medication use/withdrawal. 🫂 sorry you had to experience that invalidation.

  • @summerhunny
    @summerhunny 8 месяцев назад +56

    i find it so funny that when i was in psychosis i thought i had did and while you were having did they thought you had psychosis lol

    • @arcsballss
      @arcsballss 7 месяцев назад +1

      @woooogie672you literally just repeated that comment

  • @andythedinosaur1382
    @andythedinosaur1382 8 месяцев назад +26

    The thumbnail is a profound slay and the Ebony Dark'ness reference made my day hahahah

  • @yunamikyu
    @yunamikyu 8 месяцев назад +64

    Hi honeys!
    As someone that also struggled with medication issues having an honest talk like this made me feel so seen! Thank you guys once again!
    ALSO OH MY GOD I LOVE THE LAVENDER BOWS ON THE HAIR I MIGHT COPY THAT

  • @MaryLoveMew
    @MaryLoveMew 8 месяцев назад +11

    I started getting brain zaps as an anxiety symptom over the last few years and they are so alarming to experience I honestly though I had a brain tumor! I’m SO SORRY you had such a rough experience but I’m so glad you were able to get through it and are on the up and up

  • @gurocandii
    @gurocandii 8 месяцев назад +64

    Sorry this isn't related to the video topic but I HAVE to say it, your eye makeup looks absolutely gorgeous in this video 🤩 I don't know what it is but your eyeliner is perfect and your eyelashes are gorgeous but that eyeshadow is so so pretty, that really soft purple is so beautiful and it's blended so nicely I literally could Not stop staring through the whole video🥹

    • @plushdragonteddy
      @plushdragonteddy 8 месяцев назад +3

      i’m honestly so glad u pointed this out bc i was mostly listening to this video while working on other stuff, and UR RIGHT THOSE LASHES ARE FIRE !!

    • @angelsnaiilz
      @angelsnaiilz 8 месяцев назад +1

      literally!!!

  • @magicalbeancosplay
    @magicalbeancosplay 8 месяцев назад +33

    I really appreciate all your refreshing candor on the topic of meds /gen I remember going off Effexor and onto Wellbutrin and the brain zaps, nausea and intense *un-aliving* thoughts were so so so so hard, but I am glad I made that change!!! This makes me feel less alone in that experience!! Med changes suck, but I am glad yall seem to be past the bad and its working all right now xoxoxo

    • @franciszekdo
      @franciszekdo 6 месяцев назад

      I've been through worse but I loathed the feeling of brain zaps, so glad changed meds.

  • @blob9907
    @blob9907 7 месяцев назад +2

    As someone whose on seroquel for Bipolar I'm always so sad when I hear about it being misprescribed. I'm so glad you're on a better medication now!!

  • @perfiaume
    @perfiaume 8 месяцев назад +11

    I love watching your mental health videos, I feel like my entire life and personality revolve around how fucked up my brain is and how it affects other people, and idk- when you show your video diaries, it's like I'm looking in a mirror. Thanks for being there for us cluster b/did/ptsd baddies, bestie ✨️💗✨️

  • @ashrichfield7135
    @ashrichfield7135 8 месяцев назад +10

    i have a lot of similar mental health problems and im starting an antidepressant tomorrow, so this vid has me so psyched! (/pos) its wild how much our journeys are similar. you make me feel like i'm not alone!
    it annoys me when people who wouldnt criticize someone for taking medication for a broken bone will criticize you for taking medication for mental health. the brain is an organ just like your heart, stomach, etc and it deserves treatment just like every other illness. plus its true that the psychiatric industry has problems, but so does every other one! the food in the store is full of damaging and untested additives, but i still have to eat what's accessible to me. medical treatment is the same way. i will do the best with the flawed system instead of just sentencing myself to death, which is the alternative to seeking treatment.

  • @qo692
    @qo692 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you so much for this pixie!! 💗 and for being you 😊

  • @EthicalMyths
    @EthicalMyths 8 месяцев назад +19

    At one point I was anti medication mostly out of fear and feeling a loss of control in my life
    When I did find the right med though my life got so much better I'm starting to feel happier and I'm growing out my hair again trying to find my new self and be the healthiest I can be

    • @plushdragonteddy
      @plushdragonteddy 8 месяцев назад +2

      i’m so happy for y’all !! the right medication can really unlock so much in life. i’ve had a couple friends say i’m different on and off my meds, but the ones who really know me well say they can’t tell the difference, and that rly makes me happy. i’m still my fabulous self, just more functional and happy!

    • @EthicalMyths
      @EthicalMyths 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@plushdragonteddy That's a great thing! I'm happy for you.
      In my case my identity has never really been able to find stability because of feeling unsafe, anxious, or depressed. So I'm still finding myself🙂

    • @plushdragonteddy
      @plushdragonteddy 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@EthicalMyths i totally understand that. i hope you find the stability & safety you need 💖 neither of us may know who you are, but for what it’s worth, whoever you are seems really cool :)

    • @EthicalMyths
      @EthicalMyths 8 месяцев назад +1

      @plushdragonteddy Thank you, that is greatly appreciated! 😁

  • @nausicaa428
    @nausicaa428 8 месяцев назад +4

    Brain zaps are sooo scary I've experienced that before!! Especially tied together with unstable thoughts/emotions. I had to go cold turkey from zoloft and it was awful. Thank you for sharing your experience I'm sure you're helping many people out there feel seen and less alone :)) P.S. You're awesome!!

  • @FrillyDisaster
    @FrillyDisaster 8 месяцев назад +15

    Pixie, I’m so glad your doing better mentally and physically. Don’t listen to the toxic people, you coming out about your DID and mental issues must feel so great and your so brave! 🩷🩷🩷

  • @GayRiku
    @GayRiku 8 месяцев назад +8

    I still can't believe I was put on an EXTREMELY high dose of Seroquel at thirteen. I was suicidal and depressed, but I can't even begin to fathom how much that might have hurt me being so young on such a high high dosage. I'm on different medications now, but jeez. I wasn't experiencing psychosis, just CPTSD, suicidal ideation, depression, anxiety and dissociation. It's good to hear you went through something similar (though I'm sorry you did!!!) because sometimes I feel so alone since I don't know anyone else who was on Seroquel.

  • @niamhturner2443
    @niamhturner2443 8 месяцев назад +17

    Been having such a difficult time in my life right now, struggling with change and moving on etc and videos like this always help ground me, thank you so much for always being a comfort for me 💖

  • @Saturnm0ss
    @Saturnm0ss 8 месяцев назад +13

    Having a really difficult time with meds and doctors right now, that k you for being so open with things like this

  • @gingersnap7347
    @gingersnap7347 8 месяцев назад +1

    This was such a reassuring video. I'm heading back to the doctors to try medication again soon and have been too nervous to go but this helped my confidence a lot. Hope you are all having a comfy cosy November!

  • @odetosilas
    @odetosilas 8 месяцев назад

    Hi Pixie!!!! I’ve suffered with medication anxiety for pretty much my whole life so its so interesting to see such a bright and positive attitude towards it! I love that you’ve found something that works for you and i hope it continues to make your life more peaceful and enjoyable!! ❤️🖤❤️✨

  • @CuteFluff8
    @CuteFluff8 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you you all for being here with us sharing your struggles because it has helped me feel less alone in similar struggles; needing constant distraction to avoid my dark thoughts. ❤️

  • @shiloh8404
    @shiloh8404 8 месяцев назад +4

    I really appreciate you and I look forward to all your videos. They really make my day and provide company in my time of loneliness. I have BPD and there are many moments I feel extremely lonely. However, watching your vlogs provide warmth in my moments of sadness. Thank you Pixie!

  • @phoebabe3220
    @phoebabe3220 7 месяцев назад

    i won’t go into much detail but this video is something i needed to see

  • @Vultureen
    @Vultureen 8 месяцев назад

    This video and the comments made me feel so seen! I'm currently on new meds for my anxiety and the symptoms you described (hot sweats, cold flashes, weird skin sensations) are all too familiar. Our brains just get grumpy when things are changing! I'm talking with my doc this week and probably going to try another medication instead, the side effects are just too intense for me, hah. I'm glad to see you doing so well Pixie :) It's very encouraging!!

  • @honorbound1337
    @honorbound1337 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing your experience, and for talking about how evolving understanding of your own mental health can create changes in the medication you're prescribed. I've been up and down with meds for the past several years, but I can wholeheartedly say that the correct ones work really really well! Just...getting there can be a nightmare.

  • @patchworkpantsenjoyer
    @patchworkpantsenjoyer 8 месяцев назад +1

    I remember going through this! at first my new psychiatrist just told me to try to get off of it over the spam of two weeks but omg i almost ended up in the hospital :(( it ended up taking me six months to get off of it and symptoms pursued the majority of the time :( so proud of the pixie crew for getting through this and thank you for sharing your journey

  • @manicantsettleonausername6789
    @manicantsettleonausername6789 8 месяцев назад +1

    This was a really insightful video and I enjoyed the honest talk, wishing you guys well as always!

  • @SparkleP8nter
    @SparkleP8nter 8 месяцев назад

    You look stunning, as usual! 🌺
    I haven't seen your videos in a while, they haven't been coming up in my feed. I'm glad to see you again. Sending good energy and healing vibes through your medical journey 💕

  • @meowmeowghost
    @meowmeowghost 8 месяцев назад +1

    i'm so happy for you!! and i just wanna say i loveee the way u did ur lips!! the whole look is so good

  • @zefrontg60
    @zefrontg60 8 месяцев назад +4

    Rly nice to be able to see that even if your meds aren't perfect at a point in time, there is still adjustments to be made that can help.

  • @Trixie0026
    @Trixie0026 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you for making this video! I am so happy for you to have been able to get trough this change in meds.
    One thing I relate to you is the muscle twitches! omg when I had my allergic reaction to paroxetine I went from shaking uncontrollably to having weird muscle spasm in my fingers and legs for about two weeks. Even the brain zaps during the first few days I took it, such a weird reaction!
    I hope this new medication works well for you, your mental health journey is so intresting and at the same time so inspiring, thank you for sharing!

  • @tofutofutofu444
    @tofutofutofu444 8 месяцев назад

    honestly taking long term and also acute emergency antipsychotics has saved my life many times (even as someone without any diagnoses of psychosis, but other diagnoses that can greatly disturb my mental health and behaviour) so it’s amazing for me but … I can’t even tell you how proud I am of you for getting through the withdrawal to figure out what’s best for you. there have been a couple times where they weren’t able to organise my seroquel in time so I withdrew for only three days, and that was already torture. so you are basically just an absolute soldier and I’m very proud of you

  • @nanneichii9811
    @nanneichii9811 8 месяцев назад +3

    as someone who’s experienced medicinal withdrawal multiple times off stuff like lexapro (fluctuating financial situations, etc) and has been hospitalized for it, watching you say all the stuff it felt like made me feel like i have been much less of a baby every time. it’s really not something you can explain well or understand fully until you go through it. thanks y’all. also wellbutrin buddies!!!

  • @hellomew
    @hellomew 8 месяцев назад +1

    absolutely love your eye makeup omg

  • @juliagarness6857
    @juliagarness6857 8 месяцев назад +7

    Just started very curious to see how I relate as someone who went off anti psychs years ago love ya

  • @kuehnerthanyou3409
    @kuehnerthanyou3409 3 месяца назад

    I know I'm late to the party but damn has this video given me a lot to think about. I'm currently on both Welbutrin and Seroquel (morning and night respectively). I was prescribed seroquel for short term use originally, to help with chronic insomnia and the near daily night terrors I was having when i eventually fell asleep for a couple hours, and my dr decided to keep it long term, so I've been on it for about 5 years now, with no plans to go off of it for a while yet, I still have plenty to work through in therapy before i consider it. But I'm surprised Ive never heard about these killer seroquel withdrawals before, and while it's a bit alarming I really appreciate you being open with your experience. I feel a bit more informed and prepared for that experience when it comes down the line. Thank you for always being so transparent with your audience, despite the negativity it sometimes brings to you. 💜💙

  • @icaro_andstuff
    @icaro_andstuff 8 месяцев назад

    This kinda videos make me feel seen and not crazy, I don't have the same issues but I'm having a bad time, and I feel like I need to change my pills, and I've been so down lately. Videos like this are a blessing. ❤

  • @fartmagus
    @fartmagus 7 месяцев назад

    thank you so so much for this video 💖💖

  • @plushdragonteddy
    @plushdragonteddy 8 месяцев назад +2

    i totally know what u mean when u say the side effects were worth it; i can’t imagine what it must b like to go thru all that, but i’m So Much more able to function & feel calm and happy and productive when i’m on my meds, and i have to imagine i’d be willing to endure a lot in order to get these benefits. like obviously not if it was permanent, but my ADHD literally gave me social anxiety, and my meds helped me almost entirely kick social anxiety’s ass to the curb !! the feeling of security i get in social situations alone (not to mention all the other benefits) is enough for me to b willing to go thru a lot, but i’m glad i didn’t have to. i’m excited for ur new life after this !!

  • @adrielleplays9600
    @adrielleplays9600 8 месяцев назад +2

    thank you for sharing this, it's going to help so many people feel less alone and feel hope that they will feel better eventually!! i went through similar side effects when trying to lower my dose of sertraline and i couldn't handle it so i went back up to my original dose. but i did add wellbutrin after that and i absolutely love wellbutrin.

  • @Flareontoast
    @Flareontoast 8 месяцев назад +4

    Personally never took anything other than Sertralin(e), and I have been immensely lucky that it's always worked for me ever since I started taking it. It's unfortunately common for people to think of meds as negative. And yeah, I can understand that antipsychotic medication can make you feel super weird about your perception and identity and a lot of drugs can be hit or miss.
    Thanks for talking about this, Pixie system/whoever was involved in the making of this video. It's such a vulnerable topic, and I have a lot of respect for y'all for talking about it.

  • @TheSightOfTheStars
    @TheSightOfTheStars 8 месяцев назад

    Med changes can be scary, figuring out what works to get your life together and "your head on straight" is a difficult process, and so individual, even without medication in the picture. I'm wishing the whole Pixie system well, and appreciate your candor and openness in how y'all are navigating your experience! 🌈 ✨ 💖

  • @MeliMiyoko
    @MeliMiyoko 8 месяцев назад

    Hi Pixie System! Thank you for being so honest about this topic. Medication, especially antipsychotics, are still so widely criticized and misunderstood. You made something really useful here, I feel. Best wishes for continued progress on your health journey
    ❤️😄

  • @columbina.
    @columbina. 8 месяцев назад

    new pixie video!!! so excited to watch!!

  • @Boggythefroggy
    @Boggythefroggy 8 месяцев назад

    I’ve had many brain zaps happen to me if I forget to take my lexapro, or couldn’t get it refilled in time and damn are they gnarly oof. Also you kinda pushed me into going back to my clinic’s psychiatrist to talk about different meds bc the ones I’ve been on for years are uh, not working. Much love to you and your system!💖

  • @DorianObscura
    @DorianObscura 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing your journey
    I have my own experiences with mental health, and starting SSRIs was tough at first, due to some internal shame and stubborn pride to overcome. Your openness about medication changes and side effects is genuinely appreciated. Keep being the inspiring individual you are!

  • @paradomicsintonix8025
    @paradomicsintonix8025 8 месяцев назад

    Pixie u define a generation. Keep it up! Appreciate the videos!

  • @mushroomfarmer1603
    @mushroomfarmer1603 8 месяцев назад +3

    I recently was hospitalized due to anti-psychotics and how bad they messed me up and coming off sucked so so bad. This made me feel less crazy because it is so hard

  • @pastellewitch
    @pastellewitch 8 месяцев назад +1

    The validation I feel about the "i must run away" feeling. It doesn't happens has much now that I'm older and medicated, but something if I'm really activated PTSD wise my brain goes into a small place and just keeps going "I want to go away" over and over. Or "I want to go home" b word YOU ARE HOME. I realize that, for me at least, It's my brain wanting out of it's state but that's not something you can magic away. Also I went from someone who never sweats TO SWEATY MCSWEATY ALWAYS THIRSTY FOR WATER WHYYYY? Thank you for being real about that, feel less alone. I'm glad it was worth the hard days, and I hope you keep finding things that make your life better!

  • @hellokittyfan9
    @hellokittyfan9 8 месяцев назад

    Wowow! I relate, I’m currently weening off anti depressants becasue I finally realised I’ve lost like 5 years of my life to the horrible side effects - they just become a normalised part of your life. Also forgetting to take them for 4 days and experiencing thaaaat idiation was not cute fun or fresh. I wish you well on this journey pixie! ♡

  • @blondiephantasia995
    @blondiephantasia995 8 месяцев назад +1

    This video made me feel less alone ❤ I’ve never been on antipsychotics, but I have BPD and recently went through a year of repeated highly traumatizing events due to an abusive partner. I’m starting to feel better more consistently now but I really know what it’s like to feel afraid of your own brain and your own thoughts. I couldn’t be alone. I struggle to shower. I can’t do anything in quiet. I’ve experienced being completely out of control of my emotions and hospitalized, a few months ago. And I also am obsessed with surrounding myself in cute stuff. I just try to keep going

  • @littlerayray5156
    @littlerayray5156 5 месяцев назад

    I'm so happy that you fought through getting off of antipsychotics.
    I was put on antipsychotics when I was 15 and I ended up having to quit cold turkey, it was horrible, I couldn't even move my eyes without feeling motion sick, I had chills 24/7, could barely eat or drink, for a month. I lost so much weight but after I was off and it was completely out of me I felt so light and happy

  • @paulinedauteuil9581
    @paulinedauteuil9581 8 месяцев назад +1

    Hello! I can definitely vouch for the heat sensitivity side-effect. Just be on the lookout for heatstroke, especially during the summer.

  • @qirlymimi
    @qirlymimi 8 месяцев назад

    So I like never comment on anything but today I was just thinking about you and I saw this video I love how you're open about everything. I'm actually schizoaffective but after all these years I'm tired of hiding. I too want to be open about what I'm dealing with to advocate and just make people feel less alone but I don't know how to go about it. You've inspired me today so, thankyou ✨

  • @peachyjjarred
    @peachyjjarred 8 месяцев назад

    Im so so proud of you all Pixie 🩵🩵🩵🥰🥰🥰

  • @KuteKryptid
    @KuteKryptid 8 месяцев назад +1

    Psych meds are no joke. I have ADHD and anxiety and I started a non-stimulant med Strattera for it and it effed me up BAD. Talking SI, chest pain, tachycardia, derealization, panic attacks, sleeping all the time, it was terrible. Symptoms were even worse if I missed a dose. Some nights I'd call my parents at like 2am freaking out because I thought I was going to die because I felt my heart pounding and kept asking if I was dead bc I didn't feel like I was a real living person. I didn't last long on that med. Wellbutrin made me anxious all the time. Now I'm back on ole reliable Zoloft so I can at least not panic all the time. I'm a nurse so I know how psych meds work, idk why my doctor keeps taking me off something that works and trying something new because I can take two meds at the same time as long as they're compatible. I need the energy from an ADHD med but also not the panic attacks that come with it. I'm still hesitant to see psych because of bad experiences as a teenager, but I think I need my regular doc to stop managing it because nothing is giving me the feelings I need 😢

  • @taylerjones2986
    @taylerjones2986 7 месяцев назад

    wow i completely understand the medications you were taking. I was on zoloft for the longest time. i started when i was in 5th grade to almost 12th grade. i hated it. by the time i got in my early adulthood it was enough for me. i finally got on the right medication and i feel so much better. im glad your doing so much better.

  • @EggPlantsBelieve
    @EggPlantsBelieve 8 месяцев назад +1

    I also had a hell of a time getting off seroquel nearly 2 years ago after being on it for 2 years. It was awful but I’m so glad that I got through it. Hugs!

  • @emilymitchem9498
    @emilymitchem9498 8 месяцев назад +1

    I recently came off anti-depressants I’d been on for 6 years. I had brain zaps and a lot of the other symptoms you mentioned, it was a really difficult couple of months, but worth it in the end!

  • @feathers13
    @feathers13 8 месяцев назад

    Proud of all of you working through the whole weaning and withdrawal phase, even if it sucks! I know that very well! I was on anti-psychotics for 8.5 years for C-PTSD, Seroquel and Wellbutrin included of the meds you mentioned. They said they put me on Seroquel for sleep to prevent nightmares (which did work, but yeah, my whole mood and affect were severely dampened.) I'm surprised I was still able to function to some degree. Throughout those years, I was on Seroquel all that time, but the other two meds swapped out off and on until they found something that worked. Funnily enough, Seroquel, I had no issue getting off of. The one I did have severe withdrawal symptoms from was Cymbalta. I was sick as a dog for a month straight, with every flu-like symptom under the sun, including teeth and jaw pain. It felt like I was dying! But, I am happy to have weaned off of everything completely in the end. The struggle was absolutely worth it! 😄

  • @minette6644
    @minette6644 8 месяцев назад

    i totally sympathise with the brain zaps oh my goddddd. worst thing ever you described it so well! hope ur having an amazing day pixie 🌸🌸💞💞💞

  • @salviaexpedition
    @salviaexpedition 8 месяцев назад +6

    I came of antidepressants a month ago and I felt so physically ill. I got waves of nausea and my heart was pounding. I also cried a lot more, but I felt like I returned to the person I was before medication. So the medication really did something. But yeah so relieved it’s over and I have a new one which should have less withdrawal effects for someone who is forgetful with taking meds😅
    Edit: The previours medication made me also so sweaty!

  • @pixxieestixx
    @pixxieestixx 8 месяцев назад

    this outfit is EVERYTHING btw

  • @emmargaret
    @emmargaret 8 месяцев назад

    Pixie, I’m so sorry about everything you’ve been dealing with for the last couple years. I hope you find more peace and healing on the other side of each challenge you face & become more confident & comfortable with yourself. I can’t help but notice the difference in you before and after the “new face & new pronouns” video & I get the sense you’re really going through it. I keep going back & watching your old videos, like your Japan vlogs, & still love your bubbly & sweet personality. 💖 Also, your rainbow aesthetic has always given me a huge serotonin boost, so thank you for that.

  • @echoanddandelion8890
    @echoanddandelion8890 8 месяцев назад

    Also the pink and lilac combo is so cute 🥺

  • @eg8736
    @eg8736 8 месяцев назад

    the way you describe brain zaps is SO REAL
    i got them coming off of viibryd and it IS like you’re falling
    but just for a second
    but it feels terrifying in that moment

  • @LongSoulSystem
    @LongSoulSystem 8 месяцев назад

    Wait OMG Brain Zaps!! I've had them for years. Usually have them when I'm late on my meds. I call them "zoom zooms" or "buzzz buzzz". Thank you so much for this video.
    We used to take antipsychotics, and both on them and their withdrawal were horrible. I hope you feel better everyday now!

  • @vampyressence
    @vampyressence 8 месяцев назад +1

    Came to check if your new vid dropped today and it loaded in just as I refreshed, fuck yes! (If this is a heavy vid sorry) Glad to see a pixie vid!!

  • @princessunicornrose
    @princessunicornrose 7 месяцев назад +1

    Hi! I'm 42 and love wearing pastel cute things. Just found your channel, and you look great. I have disassociative problems, including voices and hallucinations. Also, other mental health problems. Just come off anti psychotic meds. I also have autism etc. Well done, yes, meds really can work. I'm on anti depression and anti anxiety meds. Keep up the good work x

  • @lidda9010
    @lidda9010 8 месяцев назад

    Thanks for sharing ♥️
    Side note that while Citalopram is an anti-depressant (SSRI), it's usually prescribed for anxiety disorders because it's mostly effective for that!

  • @kctrash3208
    @kctrash3208 8 месяцев назад

    Omg I went off Lexapro one time and it was the WORST. I was seriously having flu symptoms for weeks. I also ran out of Trileptal for bipolar for a few days and just that alone was enough for me to have crying spells and flu symptoms for days. I definitely feel for you. Withdrawal is not a joke!

  • @nikfiendluvr666
    @nikfiendluvr666 8 месяцев назад +2

    I was on a lower dose of quetiapine for anxiety and sleep problems. I also had a feeling of like sudden realisation about how they made me feel after I came off of them. It was like "oh, I can string a full sentence of words back together again and I've stopped having all those weird side effects. Maybe I do feel much better when I'm not taking them" lol.

  • @misscrackwood
    @misscrackwood 8 месяцев назад

    I'm glad you found something that works better for you! The mind is a complex thing, and it sucks when it's not working the way we want it to work! Finding the right way to care for it and use it is fantastic!
    Unrelated to this particular video, but have you seen Jacksfilm's announcement about him getting on watching videos and doing constructive criticism on them? I figured it would be fun to submit one of yours, as he's the reason I came across your channel years ago, when he did a ''fix your intro'' or something like that!

  • @lizzie4271
    @lizzie4271 8 месяцев назад

    I know exactly what this is like! Finding a new doctor too is SO hard right now.

  • @ginnyisley3329
    @ginnyisley3329 8 месяцев назад +2

    Hi 👋 I hope you are doing well 😊 and that everything is going well for you and that you're having a happy weekend and a happy Sunday 😊.

  • @stariadreamtea
    @stariadreamtea 8 месяцев назад +1

    I can relate to this with pain medication actually!
    I did stop mental health medications years ago cold turkey (I know that's not recommended) and found that easy and relieving.
    But pain medications was the first time I had empathy for withdrawals. It was utterly horrific.

  • @yannicktheunicorn
    @yannicktheunicorn 8 месяцев назад +6

    I take Quetiapine for non psychosis reasons for many years and lately I have been wondering if I should change my meds. Thank you for a realistic look into what that will be like 💖

    • @Pixielocks
      @Pixielocks  8 месяцев назад +1

      It works for many people with different symptoms!! Just for me particularly we thought we were treating one thing when it was actually another 💗 Best of luck to u 🥺🌈💕

  • @faeirybaby
    @faeirybaby 8 месяцев назад +3

    Wellbutrin is the best medicine change ive made in my life 😭

  • @mariclements
    @mariclements 8 месяцев назад +5

    Your outfit is so cute! Is that a jacket y'all made? It reminds me of the tassel jacket you made :D 💖

    • @Pixielocks
      @Pixielocks  8 месяцев назад +5

      Thank youuuuu no but it’s similarish!! This one is from Romantic Standard in Harajuku hehe

  • @keyholes
    @keyholes 8 месяцев назад

    Switching my antidepressants gave me a solid month of feeling like an absolutely monstrous person; so irritable, so angry, every feeling was Too Much. It was worth changing, the new meds work so much more, but god it was hard. I hope your switch is as kind to you all as it can be.

  • @bellajenkins5669
    @bellajenkins5669 8 месяцев назад +3

    Proud of you

  • @Xxbubbly10
    @Xxbubbly10 8 месяцев назад

    I didn’t know it made you more sweaty that would explain why I was sooooo sweaty at work this summer and when I started going back to the gym omg so much sweaty

  • @rachietofu
    @rachietofu 8 месяцев назад +2

    Sooo, my doctor straight up said that Seroquel wouldn't be "dangerous" and wouldn't be too bad to get off of of I ever needed to, and I thought that sounded sus at the time, and now you've confirmed I was right. It may not be dangerous sure, but clearly it's not an easy time! Oof. I am curious how much your dosage was, as I'm only on 40mg, 2 years in. And I'm not planning on going off it anytime soon, but thank you so much for sharing this!! Now I know what to prepare my self for!❤

  • @kuromi_pink77
    @kuromi_pink77 8 месяцев назад

    OMG this is crazy relevant to me right now! I finally began getting off an anti depressant (SSRI) this fall and i did not ween off enough and oh my god was that soooo rough, i realized it was too much and took a step back and began taking a smaller dose again. Im just barely fully getting off it but from a smaller dose and Im hoping itll be an easier transition 🤞🏻

  • @annki413
    @annki413 3 месяца назад

    Pixie wanting to run away from their own house, is like me when I have the feeling of wanting to go home but I am home 😭

  • @slothbunny3382
    @slothbunny3382 8 месяцев назад +2

    Hii, I love your makeup this video❤

  • @charissadubin9355
    @charissadubin9355 8 месяцев назад

    Oh hey, I need to refill my meds. Thanks for the reminder!

  • @moroam
    @moroam 8 месяцев назад

    I’m too scared to get off my antidepressants, but my ass needs to stay medicated. I’m so glad you are mindful and open minded to different things to help yourself.

  • @scribblerat9083
    @scribblerat9083 8 месяцев назад +1

    I'm glad the medication change worked for you :)

  • @harleighmcgowan643
    @harleighmcgowan643 7 месяцев назад +1

    I'm currently wanting to get off my seroquel but if I don't take it, I have intense insomnia. I also get nightmares while taking it as well. I really don't want to be dependent on it anymore, but I'm scared of not sleeping for a week.

  • @evelyndalto9110
    @evelyndalto9110 8 месяцев назад +1

    Right medication its a relief. If you think your doctor dont listen to you , that dont pay attention to you, go to another one, dont give up on therapy. It saved my life. I'm getting better and doing all I can to get better. The process is slow but it s still process . I learn to have patience with my self

  • @bellajenkins5669
    @bellajenkins5669 8 месяцев назад +3

    Early and just happy to be here! Hi pixie

  • @ropeandflowers
    @ropeandflowers 8 месяцев назад

    Hey love!The muscle spasm reminds me of serotonin syndrome which happens when your body has too much serotonin. So it probably means as soon as you started weaning off the antipsychotics, your serotonin levels went up majorly. ❤

  • @sygillegion
    @sygillegion 8 месяцев назад +2

    ive been thinking of getting off quetiapine but im so scared of touching my meds, it was a good idea to scroll through tiktoks of folks going through it, im stealing the idea if it ever comes up lol. i also took welbutrin at some point but idk when or why we got off that. brains are stupid. :')

  • @Xxbubbly10
    @Xxbubbly10 8 месяцев назад

    I don’t think I’ve gone without listening and watching something in years both for my thoughts and to distract so I don’t fall into depersonalization or derealization more than just a veil

  • @alexandragabitto2573
    @alexandragabitto2573 8 месяцев назад +2

    I’m being weaned off Klonopin (it’s a stronger version of Ativan for anyone wondering and it’s such a great sedative like I knew going into it my sleep will never be the same) and I can’t stress enough how much of a PHYSICAL effect it has on a person. I’m just getting used to 1.5 mg because the brain zaps and brain fog were affecting my ability to focus/work. Luckily I 1. knew this was going to happen and 2. felt these side effects before and have a great support system, but it was agonizing even though I wasn’t nervous at all.

  • @tillydavvers
    @tillydavvers 8 месяцев назад +3

    Me on my phone watching this because i cannot be alone with my thoughts ever 😂

  • @eliontheinternet3298
    @eliontheinternet3298 8 месяцев назад

    Hello! You mentioned having to go to the ER if you don't have a primary care physician. I'm from the US, not CA, but over here when I was in that position I went to an urgent care. It was sort of in between an ER and a primary care. Lots of people with stuff that needed to be seen soon but that wasn't life threatening, and a few people like me waiting to have prescriptions filled or talk about concerns that they would normally discuss with a PCP.

    • @mtheletter6416
      @mtheletter6416 8 месяцев назад +1

      I live in the same place as pixie, there’s no urgent care, just the ER. There are like two after hours clinics but they’re impossible to get in to, and even if you do, if it’s urgent care level they’ll send you to the ER

  • @joylox
    @joylox 3 месяца назад

    Thank you for sharing. I was on 4 3 different ADHD medications in a year during university, and it was a mess. Turns out of one of my other medical conditions is affected by stimulants, and they also make me sleepy. But there wasn't enough research on it, nor does my GP understand all my medical conditions and how they work (some medical trauma there, oof). I tried a non-stimulant one too and I just felt so flat. Like all the fun in life was gone. So then I tried a herbal route backed up by multiple studies, but I kept forgetting to take it and it didn't work as quickly. So I'm just managing, but I did think about asking about wellbutrin, but I just assumed everything would have the same side effects, and when ADHD meds wear off, it's like all the hyperness coming back, but you're not supposed to take it at bedtime, so then I had to take stuff to sleep, and it was a mess. It's so important to get things right.

  • @nejdalej
    @nejdalej 8 месяцев назад +1

    First, possibly? Best of luck with your meds changes and much love to you and the rest of the system ❤