I was having pain in both my sides and my liver was/is huge! 2 months of sobriety and counting. I'm with you brotha...I can't have another drink the rest of my life. Doc said the same thing to me
@@liverdisease-qb6rk a little. It's not NEAR as bad as it was when I was drinking but there's still somewhat of a dull pain there. It's not constant but tender to the touch
Hey brother, you're doing a great job spreading your message through your experiences. It takes a lot of courage for you to talk about your past. I hope this reaches those who can use your support. I stopped drinking over 3 years ago and it's amazing how clear your mind can be without alcohol.
Thank u so much for saying that! I really appreciate you watching! That's so awesome! That's a long time sober! 3 years is an amazing feat! Thank u again! God bless
You are such a honest, down to earth guy. Your message about your journey will help alot of people struggling. Have alot of respect for you !! God bless !!
Man.... these nice comments are overwhelming! This is truly a miracle! I am just blown away by how nice everyone has been! Thank you so much!!! God bless!
First of all, I just want you to know that I am praying for you and the regaining of your health. Your videos have been keeping me sober. The past couple of weeks, I have been very stressed, and the evil thoughts have been trying to invade. I quit on June 5th of this year because I started drinking in the mornings (on weekends) and I KNEW it would be just a matter of time that I would start drinking during the weekday mornings before work. I drank every night until I passed out but the thought of drinking before work, terrified me. Thank you for being candid and your selflessness is helping many people including me. I pray you will be able to get through your procedure in January with the least amount of pain possible. God bless you.
I'm so happy to hear that you have remained sober! I know how tough it can be!!!! Trust me!!!! You are doing great and those thoughts are going to happen. We all have them. All of us! Thank you for saying that! I really appreciate all the kind words. You're so kind. God bless
Thanks for the video brother. I'm struggling with a shitload of health problems because of my drinking for 20+ years. Just taking it one day at a time, your vids help a bunch. Right now just laying in my bed (10 days already), can't get up, your vids really help. Please don't stop
Hey... don't you worry! These videos are for everyone struggling, but especially for the ones that are laying in the bed right now. I know how you feel, I really do. I want to give people something to watch and not feel so alone. I've been there man. I'm so sorry you are going through that .... there is hope though! I didn't think I would pull through, and I did. I'm going to pray for u! God bless!
Awhh. Ty. We ❤ you too. Can you possibly talk more about why you could not quit? Even when you might have known it was affecting your health and your family. I would like to have a better understanding why my parents continued to drink even though it was tearing the family apart emotionally and financially. Maybe through your life experiences some of the loved ones of alcoholics can have a better understanding and heal through your experience. Love you and stay strong. You have a great support system with your viewers, family and friends who love you too!
I feel really thankful for people telling these stories because it has given me the power to not drink every evening. Usually I had 2-3 beers every night, about 4 months ago i started doing whiskey at night. 1/4 a bottle or so. Got off the elevator before the basement thanks to you and others. Scott Freda too
Thank you for sharing your very personal journey with everyone. It is channels like yours that are a part of what helps me in my journey of sobriety. I am 88 days sober and cigarette free today! I pray whatever damage I may have done to my body will be healed from this 180 degree turn in my life. I have completely changed my diet and eating habits, fast for 18 hours daily and have lost 15 lbs so far. I also fully committed myself to God and spend at least an hour every morning reading my Bible and spending time with Him. It has been the main reason I am able to do this. I will be praying for you next week. The 4th is my birthday so I will definitely be sure to pray for a successful surgery and swift recovery for you (and hopefully minimal pain). Keep on doing what you are doing - there are many people out here like myself, that truly appreciate it. God bless ✝️❤️🙌 🙏
All I can say is wow! Thank you! You are too kind. I'm so happy to hear that you are 88 days sober! 2 more days until 90! I'll have to remember to wish you a happy birthday on that day! I'll be in the hospital for a few days afterwards. Thank you! God bless!
The tripod is the gift that keeps on giving!!!! Love seeing you full screen. So funny, the best videos tools are those that are made using recycled materials like those tires!
I’ve been praying for you brother. I really believe the Lord is going to keep you here for many more years to share your testimony and experience to help and witness to others. I developed an infection (from drinking) in my intestines that spread to my abdomen. It was extremely painful and I had to have an ileostomy. Fortunately it was able to be reversed. The GI doc had to remove a foot of my colon. The surgery and recovery were no fun but it sure did provide a ton of relief and pain hasn’t returned. Keep on moving forward and being thankful for each day you get with your wife and kids. God bless you and your family
Thank you so much forbthe prayers! I really do appreciate it! Tha power of prayer is real! Sorry that you went through that, but glad to hear you're doing better now. Thanks again! God bless!
I’m really enjoying watching your videos (not trying in the sense that I’m enjoying your suffering, but in the sense that you speak well and reveal interesting truths about the human experience). I think RUclips recommended your initial video to me because I’m sort of in the sober curious stage of things. I’ve never gotten into trouble from drinking. I don’t drink every day, and I don’t drink in the morning or anything like that. I’ve commented before that my dad died of alcoholism, and he was very similar to you, and got taken out by one bender after a period of seeming to improve. My grandpa also died of alcoholism, under quite similar circumstances. My sister is an alcoholic who has been sober for about two years. Her health is good, but she experienced some really dark times. She is extremely adamant that it’s okay to drink around her, but your Christmas video has made me rethink doing so. I mean, in general, I’m rethinking drinking at all. I only do about twice a week, but I find it hard to stop once I start (at least if I’m in a situation where getting more takes no effort. If I buy two beers and then lay down in bed with my PJs on, there is no chance that I’ll go out for more, but if I go to a bar, all bets are off). I think the fact that I consistently drink twice a week even though I’ve wanted to stop 100% for more than a year is a sign that it’s not the right thing for me.
Hello! Thank you for your comment! I really appreciate everything you said. I know what you mean, if you start and can't stop... that's definitely a sign. Please... while you are ahead, really think about it. This is why I am making these videos. I want to share the horrible things that come along with it. I know how good it feels.... trust me! Thank you again, and keep me posted on how you are doing please. God bless you!
Thanks for bringing up the subject of getting your Dr. involved, mine wanted me to go into an inpatient rehab but I am stubborn and chose to do it at home, I asked for something incase I got bad, I think I was given adivan (sp). It can get bad so get guidance. There are many topics to discuss, I have been at this awhile, so , I hesitate because I don't want to discourage anyone. Take things 1 step at a time.
Hello. Thank you for the comment! If there is anything you would like to see discussed, please let me know. I appreciate all feedback. Thank you! God bless
Good chit chat & insight of your journey. Yes, thank you ❤ great gift from the young fella. Im happy for ya keep strength, good food & well being of mental health. Goid family love & support sure helps too. Ive walked away from some when i sobered, after time some came back & some did not. Blessed for it all. Hit like ya'll ❤
Please make it through. 🙏🏿psalm 23 A psalm of David. 1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. 4 Even though I walk through the darkest valley,[a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
i’m going to keep you in my prayers. And I’m going to pray that you have a speedy recovery and that your health improves. FYI, I started implementing some things that you discussed in your video and it’s helping my stomach at least try to go down a little bit so thank you so much.
Thank you! Time flew by..... next week.... man. I'm not looking forward to this! I have all of you guys support though! It's going to help so much this time! Thank you! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I will be in Summerville, close to Charleston... let me no if u end up overnight and I can send u and your family your favorite dinner, doordash etc.
What a blessing you are ✨️. Helping others, and i hope it helps you as well. Keeping you in my prayers. Thank your for sharing & being so open & honest . Stay strong, feel better. God Bless you 💕 😊 ✨️ 🙏 👍!
@@liverdisease-qb6rkI really do hope 2024 is a good year for you and your family. Hope your health improves greatly and you get everything taken care of at home, replacing things. Your more then welcome for the prayers . Have a good day. God Bless you 😊🙏✌️.
I'm 65 yrs old, so during my childhood years, my dad was an alcoholic, his drink of choice was beer and back then it was not commonly understood that a person could be an alcoholic "just by drinking beer" ...I am not an alcoholic but listen to your story to better understand my father and why he could never stop drinking beer. Now I get it. Thank you for your sharing your story
Thank you! I never knew that so many people would watch my channel just for that reason alone. There are so many people who watch to understand "why" just like you. I am so glad that I am able to give you the perspective and others to understand why this disease is the way it is. Thank you for watching! God bless!
My sons girlfriend step dad is starting to swell up with ascites but he refuses to get help all I can say is you have to want to get better God bless to all who are struggling 😢
I hope that he goes! He really needs to. Probably doesn't want to hear that he will have to stop drinking if he still is though. That's why I would never go to the Dr. Thank you! God bless!
You are so kind. Your camera looks great whichever way. I’ll think about topics …. One off top of my head now is what do u think … Are we masking emotional trauma? Does every alcoholic/addict have trauma u think?
Thank you! You are so nice! I really appreciate you! I absolutely do think that! I just haven't wanted to dig into it yet. I have never talked with anyone about it other than my wife. I know I need to. Thank you! God bless
So true. Drinking in the morning speeds the spiral up exponentially. That's when everything went to hell for me. The minute I learned I could drink a hangover away, it was off to the races. Threw up every morning like it was no big deal.
Man... me too. Everyday. Have you ever seen Scott Freidas videos? He does a lot of shorts. If u haven't, go watch it. It's scary how on point he is about morning dri king. That was me, literally every morning! Thank you! God bless
After YEARS of abusing boooze, I've been trying to shake it for 6 months. 13 days is all I've ever made it. Just long enough that you think you are doing well and it comes back with a vengeance. Now I'm on day 1 again, pacing around the house in the middle of the night trying to stay strong. 🙏
I believe in you!!!! You can do it!!!! If you haven't had any health consequences yet.... now is the time! Please use me as an example of why not to drink. I have ruined my liver, pancreas, spleen, I have varicese veins covering .y organs, have had internal bleeding multiple time with like 14 blood transfusions, I have spent 2.5 months in the hospital over the past year and 7 months! It's not worth it! Keep me posted on how you're doing! I would really like to know. If u need to talk... hit me up on fb or Instagram. God bless!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Thanks man. I've made it to like 36 hours, this time. It's so strange because I always read that the first 3 days is supposed to be the worst but for me it never is. It's always day 7 or 13 or something. Some raging anxiety that feels like death comes over me and then next thing I know I'm breaking into a handle. I'm legit praying not this time 🙏🙏 I subbed, so I'll keep you posted.
@@sircasm6578me too bro I have been drinking almost everyday for 9 years and feeling immense pain in my stomach and liver side it's really tough to abstain from alcohol for me the longest duration I have stayed sober is 8 days I don't know what to do 😔
I would throw up and continue to drink....just absolutely insane...I wouldn't drink first thing in morning right when i woke up...but 1030-11 rolls around....1st half pint!!!
Thanks for sharing your experience, I watched on Tv and looked great, don’t mind background noises as at least you’re out in the real world with real people doing you guessed it real stuff. Liked that you have a transcript I wanted to check out the dude who you mentioned Scott Freda and was easy to find. Will spider veins recover over time if people completely stop using alcohol? Wishing you luck bro you are a guiding light
Thank you for everything you said! That's so nice of u! I do not believe that they will go away on their own. I think that there are creams that u can apply that will help, I don't want to remove mine. They are a reminder to me everyday when I look in the mirror or watch my video to make sure all is good. It reminds me why I quit and why never to go back. Thank you! God bless
Thank you! This has been going on since my last procedure and I really think it's because of the food I have been eating lately. I never eat like I have over the holidays. There have been things that I knew better than to eat, but did it anyway trying to be polite. I try and explain that I shouldn't eat certain things, but my families know that I really appreciate food and want me to try things. Especially new foods they have cooked. Thank you for the concern! That means a lot! God bless! If I have anything else happen I will go. Promise
Thank you for watching! I was a full blown functioning alcholic. I wouldn't get trashed at work, I just maintained myself during the day. I would have a drink here and there. Just enough to keep me right on the edge. I would have a "buzz" but not get drunk. Thank you!
Doctor told my friend he was dead not to set another appointment because he wouldn’t be around for it. That caused him to stop drinking two years ago but he still battling some health problems but he’s getting a lot better. You’re gonna be better bro.
You mentioned hiding spaces. My granddad did that and when we cleaned out his work shed, I was floored by the amount of bottles. Have you cleared all your hiding spaces? Have you come across any since you stopped drinking?
Hey! Thank you for the comment. Well.... I need to talk about this one in a video, because yes and yes. I have come across both. I will talk about that in a video so tgat everyone can hear it. Thank you! God bless!
Awesome idea! I’ve come across empty subsolv wrapper tabs. I’ve found empty bottles of narcotics. Scares me to death. I quit taking Adderall for my add because for one split second I had a thought.. instead of opening a capsule and shaking a little bit more under my tongue what if I sniffed it? OMG NO NO NO NO I called my psych & told him no more of that med now. I tell him all the time I don’t like seeing u once a month anymore. I joke & say now u don’t give me anything. Lol I’m happy I can look back & laugh. God had my back when I thought that.
Hey.... thank you. Yes... spirits are not good. The whole reason they are called spirits is enough of a reason to quit than anything. I need to make a video on that one day. God bless.
@liverdisease-qb6rk one day at a time, you know? Called another liver hospital today to hopefully get my liver transplant sooner. I'm praying for you that your procedure goes well on January 4th. Christ is in control either way. I'm so blessed to have a relationship with Him and be available through the hard and good times. Some never do make it and die in their alcoholism. God Bless
Look into a plant forward diet man, getting rid of processed rubbish like bread, deli meats cakes etc. Will definitely help. I cleared up my psoriasis by cleaning up the rubbish from my diet
Keep strong my friend and positive thoughts for a successful surgery on the 4th. Did your drinking ever become an issue while cooking in a clients home? I know we become a master at our craft until we’re not.
Thank you! Yes.... it did. I did a lot of cooking in people's homes during covid. The clients would actually give me booze to drink when I would go to their homes ..... I don't anyone ever noticed though because they were all drinking so much during private wine dinners anyway. Thank you so much! I'm guessing you are a chef as well? God bless
Thanks for your bravery!! It is very inspiring. Wanted to ask, did you or anyone ever experience intense itching? Mine had been so bad that I had to cut my fingernails off and wear socks at night.
Hey brother, I am well versed with the drinking in the morning routine. I did it to get rid of the hangovers and just to feel what seemed normal. On another note, I know you take protein supplements. I’m sure you know that too much is very toxic to your kidneys. I was a gym rat years ago and drank more whey protein shakes than I did water. I started having serious problems with frequent urination, stomach issues and other kidney related symptoms . This probably has nothing to do with your current stomach problems, but I just wanted to point this out in case you weren’t aware …as always, love the channel! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk there are so many different types of protein (animal/plant) based. I’m not an expert by any means, but I would stay away from the pre-mixed proteins on the market and instead use a powder from a reputable source and mix myself. Who knows what else these premixed brands contain…I’m sure you need something else to do 🤣, so perhaps a protein study is in order…stay strong brother!
I have to add this although people will hate on me but I come from a long drinkers and recently my friends mom recently passed do you alcohol… my uncle is dead my other uncle is currently dying. But it sound like you may have been sick before you even started drinking! My history on this issue is huge I wish I could put out my email so I could go into more detail! Much love
@@liverdisease-qb6rkhey man you've been Sober for 2 years Health wise does anything ever get better? I'm hoping my body heals but the only thing that's really happening is my urine turned back normal and my bowel movements are now solid. I don't have ascites but I feel really bloated still....just hoping something gets better. Anxiety through the roof
I drank my whole adult life, I was drinking as a kid too. My alcoholism really got bad around my late 20s early 30s. I drank hard hard for about 10 years.
Yes. I would be more than happy to discuss it. I haven't gone too far into it. I do have cirrhosis. Thank you for the question. Stay tuned! I'll do one on it this week. God bless
Pancreatitis is a real miserable condition. Yes they can do ERCP and work to keep the pancreas working. Alcohol has a real deleterious impact on the gastrointestinal system that’s for sure. It’s actually pretty toxic on the whole body. One time I got pulled over and the officer could smell alcohol, I had just finished work and I always used sanitizer.
Yes... it's horrible. The pain is really unbelievable. You wouldn't think that such a small organ could cause the amount of pain it does. That's crazy about the hand sanitizer! I could see that happening though... my wife used some in the truck the other day and it was so strong. Thank you for the comment! God bless!
Uhh. Got a new job and that is triggering me, like crazy. My mind wants to celebrate. Holy shoot, I'm second away from relapse. Don't worry, It's about sharing. That, I did. Hope, I'll be sober this evening. Never knew, that trigger. Party, because, I feel good? It can't get any more stupid than that. 🔨 Good, I have a connection to you. Unfortunately, Facebook? Lost my password. They won't let me in again. But I pull though....
Hey... I know how you feel! Even the good things make us think it's ok to drink..... SMH. It's always going to be there in the back of our minds. I do it all the time, all the time. Thank you!!!! You could always just create another Facebook account.... just a thought. God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk it's like my mind is turning into a bazar in Kabul. ( Hope the comparison isn't rude) it's like trading on a cheap oil lamp. A) we did good, we can have a bottle of vodka B) No, I can't. I'll get heart burn and feel shitty. A) all right, all right. Let's get to a pharmacy and get medication, to help with the stomach issues, before the vodka B) Nope. Srew my job up? Won't drink A) alright, alright..... So let's get a six-pack then, right? B) Im leaving. Go for a walk with the dog. A) Yeah right. But take money. You may want to go to the supermarket. Yeah. It's like I'm trying to persuade myself. But I had a walk. Left money at home. Now I'm glad it's over. Still sober, but that was close. Was sweating, like a nun at a summer camp. Thank you for listening. Crazy thing is, the whole charade lasted just 20 minutes.
@@liverdisease-qb6rk shed ice the wine down so much she’d constantly b going back to the bottle for more because she said it’s all just watered down. 🤔
@liverdisease-qb6rk Let me know if you try the aloe juice and if it helps. You're voice is soothing to me, it helps to calm me down in the situation I'm trapped in. Prayers and Blessings to you and your family. Your channel caught my eye because I've had to deal with alcoholics my whole life; my mom was an alcoholic, her drink of choice was dewars with a splash of water, so glad she quit. My sister was a hard-core vodka alcoholic for about 5 years, so glad she quit. My little brother is an alcoholic and has been drinking at least a case to a case and a half of beer daily for many many years. My mom was married 6 times, all but one were alcoholics. Devastating childhood and home life being exposed to all that goes with alcoholism. One good thing about it was that it made me never, ever want to drink alcohol! I'm 60 years old and have never drank alcohol, also have never done any kind of drugs. Hugs to you 🤓
@@teeka7777 I will for sure let you know. Thank you for all the kind words. That is just so nice of you to say. I'm blown away that my voice calms you down! Another reason I can't stop making these videos. Thank you again! God bless
Thank you so much you have helped me a lot in my journey to live an alcohol free life. During these times when you knew you had a problem, did you ever stop? And how long did you ever stop for? 🙏🏽🫶🏽
Hello! Thank you! I did... I stopped a couple of times. Longest was a month. Wish I had stayed the course, but I didn't. Now I'm here and I believe that God had a reason. God bless
I was having pain in both my sides and my liver was/is huge! 2 months of sobriety and counting. I'm with you brotha...I can't have another drink the rest of my life. Doc said the same thing to me
I'm sorry to hear that man. I can definitely understand your situation then. Are u still having pain on both side?
@@liverdisease-qb6rk a little. It's not NEAR as bad as it was when I was drinking but there's still somewhat of a dull pain there. It's not constant but tender to the touch
Hey brother, you're doing a great job spreading your message through your experiences. It takes a lot of courage for you to talk about your past. I hope this reaches those who can use your support. I stopped drinking over 3 years ago and it's amazing how clear your mind can be without alcohol.
Thank u so much for saying that! I really appreciate you watching! That's so awesome! That's a long time sober! 3 years is an amazing feat! Thank u again! God bless
You are such a honest, down to earth guy. Your message about your journey will help alot of people struggling. Have alot of respect for you !! God bless !!
Man.... these nice comments are overwhelming! This is truly a miracle! I am just blown away by how nice everyone has been! Thank you so much!!! God bless!
First of all, I just want you to know that I am praying for you and the regaining of your health. Your videos have been keeping me sober. The past couple of weeks, I have been very stressed, and the evil thoughts have been trying to invade. I quit on June 5th of this year because I started drinking in the mornings (on weekends) and I KNEW it would be just a matter of time that I would start drinking during the weekday mornings before work. I drank every night until I passed out but the thought of drinking before work, terrified me. Thank you for being candid and your selflessness is helping many people including me. I pray you will be able to get through your procedure in January with the least amount of pain possible. God bless you.
I'm so happy to hear that you have remained sober! I know how tough it can be!!!! Trust me!!!! You are doing great and those thoughts are going to happen. We all have them. All of us! Thank you for saying that! I really appreciate all the kind words. You're so kind. God bless
Thank you for all the info you share with us….. keep strong, blessings from the UK 🙏❤️
You are so welcome! Thank you and blessings back from the US! God bless
Thanks for the video brother. I'm struggling with a shitload of health problems because of my drinking for 20+ years. Just taking it one day at a time, your vids help a bunch. Right now just laying in my bed (10 days already), can't get up, your vids really help. Please don't stop
Hey... don't you worry! These videos are for everyone struggling, but especially for the ones that are laying in the bed right now. I know how you feel, I really do. I want to give people something to watch and not feel so alone. I've been there man. I'm so sorry you are going through that .... there is hope though! I didn't think I would pull through, and I did. I'm going to pray for u! God bless!
Ps you are such a blessing for your community...and I hope our support is helpful and comforting for you as well!
It sure is!!! You have no idea!!! Thank you so much!!!! God bless!
Ditto that
Yes my meld score went from a 33 to a 10. But it took me a year for it to get that low. I was dying. It’s a miracle that I’m alive ❤
That is so awesome to hear!!! I know exactly what you mean! I went from 30 something to 7! It's a real miracle! Thank you for sharing! God bless
Awhh. Ty. We ❤ you too. Can you possibly talk more about why you could not quit? Even when you might have known it was affecting your health and your family. I would like to have a better understanding why my parents continued to drink even though it was tearing the family apart emotionally and financially. Maybe through your life experiences some of the loved ones of alcoholics can have a better understanding and heal through your experience. Love you and stay strong. You have a great support system with your viewers, family and friends who love you too!
That is so nice of you! I will absolutely talk about that! Stay tuned! That's a good idea! God bless!
I feel really thankful for people telling these stories because it has given me the power to not drink every evening. Usually I had 2-3 beers every night, about 4 months ago i started doing whiskey at night. 1/4 a bottle or so. Got off the elevator before the basement thanks to you and others. Scott Freda too
Thank you!!!! That's so good to hear that! I really appreciate you watching and so happy these videos help! God bless
Feel you completely I’m in your shoes 20 months sober now and just got off the active transplant list.
That is so awesome to hear!!!! And off the list now? Did your meld score change? Thanks in advance. God bless!
Thank you for sharing your very personal journey with everyone. It is channels like yours that are a part of what helps me in my journey of sobriety. I am 88 days sober and cigarette free today! I pray whatever damage I may have done to my body will be healed from this 180 degree turn in my life. I have completely changed my diet and eating habits, fast for 18 hours daily and have lost 15 lbs so far. I also fully committed myself to God and spend at least an hour every morning reading my Bible and spending time with Him. It has been the main reason I am able to do this.
I will be praying for you next week. The 4th is my birthday so I will definitely be sure to pray for a successful surgery and swift recovery for you (and hopefully minimal pain). Keep on doing what you are doing - there are many people out here like myself, that truly appreciate it.
God bless ✝️❤️🙌
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All I can say is wow! Thank you! You are too kind. I'm so happy to hear that you are 88 days sober! 2 more days until 90! I'll have to remember to wish you a happy birthday on that day! I'll be in the hospital for a few days afterwards. Thank you! God bless!
The tripod is the gift that keeps on giving!!!! Love seeing you full screen. So funny, the best videos tools are those that are made using recycled materials like those tires!
You're not kidding! I feel like a professional with that tripod now! Joking! Thank u for the feedback! I like it better this way too! God bless!
I’ve been praying for you brother. I really believe the Lord is going to keep you here for many more years to share your testimony and experience to help and witness to others.
I developed an infection (from drinking) in my intestines that spread to my abdomen. It was extremely painful and I had to have an ileostomy. Fortunately it was able to be reversed. The GI doc had to remove a foot of my colon. The surgery and recovery were no fun but it sure did provide a ton of relief and pain hasn’t returned. Keep on moving forward and being thankful for each day you get with your wife and kids. God bless you and your family
Thank you so much forbthe prayers! I really do appreciate it! Tha power of prayer is real! Sorry that you went through that, but glad to hear you're doing better now. Thanks again! God bless!
Thank you for sharing and being honest and real, I am praying for you 💕🙏
Thank you so much! And thank you for the prayers! God bless!
You are very welcomed 💝
I’m really enjoying watching your videos (not trying in the sense that I’m enjoying your suffering, but in the sense that you speak well and reveal interesting truths about the human experience). I think RUclips recommended your initial video to me because I’m sort of in the sober curious stage of things. I’ve never gotten into trouble from drinking. I don’t drink every day, and I don’t drink in the morning or anything like that. I’ve commented before that my dad died of alcoholism, and he was very similar to you, and got taken out by one bender after a period of seeming to improve. My grandpa also died of alcoholism, under quite similar circumstances.
My sister is an alcoholic who has been sober for about two years. Her health is good, but she experienced some really dark times. She is extremely adamant that it’s okay to drink around her, but your Christmas video has made me rethink doing so.
I mean, in general, I’m rethinking drinking at all. I only do about twice a week, but I find it hard to stop once I start (at least if I’m in a situation where getting more takes no effort. If I buy two beers and then lay down in bed with my PJs on, there is no chance that I’ll go out for more, but if I go to a bar, all bets are off). I think the fact that I consistently drink twice a week even though I’ve wanted to stop 100% for more than a year is a sign that it’s not the right thing for me.
Hello! Thank you for your comment! I really appreciate everything you said. I know what you mean, if you start and can't stop... that's definitely a sign. Please... while you are ahead, really think about it. This is why I am making these videos. I want to share the horrible things that come along with it. I know how good it feels.... trust me! Thank you again, and keep me posted on how you are doing please. God bless you!
You are incredibly brave! You give me hope thank you for sharing it’s helping all of us.
Thank you! I'm so glad to hear that I bring you hope, hope is something that is so important! It really really is. It's all we have! God bless you!
Thanks for bringing up the subject of getting your Dr. involved, mine wanted me to go into an inpatient rehab but I am stubborn and chose to do it at home, I asked for something incase I got bad, I think I was given adivan (sp). It can get bad so get guidance. There are many topics to discuss, I have been at this awhile, so , I hesitate because I don't want to discourage anyone. Take things 1 step at a time.
Hello. Thank you for the comment! If there is anything you would like to see discussed, please let me know. I appreciate all feedback. Thank you! God bless
Our wives deserve more credit in this whole process
the angle looks good like that! take care buddy hope your procedure goes well
Thank you for the feedback! I appreciate it! I turned it on, on my TV and it filled the whole screen, so it worked! Thank you again! God bless
I’m not traditionally religious but God bless you mate. ❤
God bless you too my friend! God bless
Proud u stayed & worked through it. Showed u how strong u are in your sobriety
Thank you! God bless!
Good chit chat & insight of your journey. Yes, thank you ❤ great gift from the young fella. Im happy for ya keep strength, good food & well being of mental health. Goid family love & support sure helps too. Ive walked away from some when i sobered, after time some came back & some did not. Blessed for it all. Hit like ya'll ❤
Thank you so much! You are awesome! God bless!
Love the new full screen! Your son is awesome! Hope you start feeling better. Great video friend!❤❤
That's awesome to hear! Guess I'll keep it that way! Thank you! God bless!
I just showed him your comment! Huge smile!
Please make it through. 🙏🏿psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.
Thank you Veronica! God bless you! I am still praying for you everyday. I really am. I am really hoping that you recover! Thank-you! God bless!
i’m going to keep you in my prayers. And I’m going to pray that you have a speedy recovery and that your health improves. FYI, I started implementing some things that you discussed in your video and it’s helping my stomach at least try to go down a little bit so thank you so much.
Thank you so much for saying that. I really appreciate you praying for me! I'm glad I could help! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk you’re welcome. Your videos are something that I look forward to. They are really helpful.
@@auntteadeetechroadscholar that's so awesome! New one is up now! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk i will check it out.
God bless!! 🙏 praying for u to be healed and that your procedure goes well!!
Thank you! Time flew by..... next week.... man. I'm not looking forward to this! I have all of you guys support though! It's going to help so much this time! Thank you! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I will be in Summerville, close to Charleston... let me no if u end up overnight and I can send u and your family your favorite dinner, doordash etc.
What a blessing you are ✨️. Helping others, and i hope it helps you as well. Keeping you in my prayers. Thank your for sharing & being so open & honest . Stay strong, feel better. God Bless you 💕 😊 ✨️ 🙏 👍!
Thank you! That really means a lot to me! I really appreciate you! Thank you for the prayers and for watching! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rkSo welcome, and thank you 😊 🙏 👍.
@@liverdisease-qb6rkI really do hope 2024 is a good year for you and your family. Hope your health improves greatly and you get everything taken care of at home, replacing things. Your more then welcome for the prayers . Have a good day. God Bless you 😊🙏✌️.
Picture please looks great 👍 hope things improve soon will be praying for you brother 🙏
I will post one up tomorrow! Thank you so much for the prayers! You're awesome! God bless!
Take care of yourself....Thank you for your videos
Thank you! And you are welcome! Thank you for watching! God bless!
I'm 65 yrs old, so during my childhood years, my dad was an alcoholic, his drink of choice was beer and back then it was not commonly understood that a person could be an alcoholic "just by drinking beer" ...I am not an alcoholic but listen to your story to better understand my father and why he could never stop drinking beer. Now I get it. Thank you for your sharing your story
Thank you! I never knew that so many people would watch my channel just for that reason alone. There are so many people who watch to understand "why" just like you. I am so glad that I am able to give you the perspective and others to understand why this disease is the way it is. Thank you for watching! God bless!
Great video, I was curious what the tire plywood table looks like? Good camera angle to my perspective!
Thank you! I'll take a picture of it today and post it on my Facebook and Instagram. God bless!
Get better soon. Thank you
Thank you! God bless!
My sons girlfriend step dad is starting to swell up with ascites but he refuses to get help all I can say is you have to want to get better God bless to all who are struggling 😢
I hope that he goes! He really needs to. Probably doesn't want to hear that he will have to stop drinking if he still is though. That's why I would never go to the Dr. Thank you! God bless!
You are so kind.
Your camera looks great whichever way.
I’ll think about topics ….
One off top of my head now is what do u think …
Are we masking emotional trauma?
Does every alcoholic/addict have trauma u think?
Thank you! You are so nice! I really appreciate you! I absolutely do think that! I just haven't wanted to dig into it yet. I have never talked with anyone about it other than my wife. I know I need to. Thank you! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I totally understand. After making dinner I thought that’s an awfully complex ? Kristen lol sorry
@@liverdisease-qb6rk ditto that one
Appreciate u for allowing my thoughts a safe place to
So true. Drinking in the morning speeds the spiral up exponentially. That's when everything went to hell for me. The minute I learned I could drink a hangover away, it was off to the races. Threw up every morning like it was no big deal.
Man... me too. Everyday. Have you ever seen Scott Freidas videos? He does a lot of shorts. If u haven't, go watch it. It's scary how on point he is about morning dri king. That was me, literally every morning! Thank you! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I will check it out! I kept watching yours because I did everything you did. It's like your telling my story too.
Good job, brother. Keep going. Stay strong.
Thank you so much! God bless!
Forthcoming and honest. Keep these videos coming. Thx 4 sharing Ur story :-)
Thank you! I really appreciate you saying that! You're awesome! God bless!
After YEARS of abusing boooze, I've been trying to shake it for 6 months. 13 days is all I've ever made it. Just long enough that you think you are doing well and it comes back with a vengeance. Now I'm on day 1 again, pacing around the house in the middle of the night trying to stay strong. 🙏
I believe in you!!!! You can do it!!!! If you haven't had any health consequences yet.... now is the time! Please use me as an example of why not to drink. I have ruined my liver, pancreas, spleen, I have varicese veins covering .y organs, have had internal bleeding multiple time with like 14 blood transfusions, I have spent 2.5 months in the hospital over the past year and 7 months! It's not worth it! Keep me posted on how you're doing! I would really like to know. If u need to talk... hit me up on fb or Instagram. God bless!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Thanks man. I've made it to like 36 hours, this time. It's so strange because I always read that the first 3 days is supposed to be the worst but for me it never is. It's always day 7 or 13 or something. Some raging anxiety that feels like death comes over me and then next thing I know I'm breaking into a handle. I'm legit praying not this time 🙏🙏
I subbed, so I'll keep you posted.
@@sircasm6578me too bro I have been drinking almost everyday for 9 years and feeling immense pain in my stomach and liver side it's really tough to abstain from alcohol for me the longest duration I have stayed sober is 8 days I don't know what to do 😔
I would throw up and continue to drink....just absolutely insane...I wouldn't drink first thing in morning right when i woke up...but 1030-11 rolls around....1st half pint!!!
Man... half a pint before 10 in the morning for me. I still don't understand my logic..... I had none. I was a full blown alcoholic!
Thanks for sharing your experience, I watched on Tv and looked great, don’t mind background noises as at least you’re out in the real world with real people doing you guessed it real stuff.
Liked that you have a transcript I wanted to check out the dude who you mentioned Scott Freda and was easy to find.
Will spider veins recover over time if people completely stop using alcohol?
Wishing you luck bro you are a guiding light
Thank you for everything you said! That's so nice of u! I do not believe that they will go away on their own. I think that there are creams that u can apply that will help, I don't want to remove mine. They are a reminder to me everyday when I look in the mirror or watch my video to make sure all is good. It reminds me why I quit and why never to go back. Thank you! God bless
Fasting, milk thistle, carnivore will fix liver issues and reverse it. Takes dedication and strength.
Isn’t meat hard to digest?
Thank you for the advice! I really appreciate it! God bless!
You should call your doctor now. Tell him what’s going on. Please don’t wait. My opinion. Take care.
Thank you! This has been going on since my last procedure and I really think it's because of the food I have been eating lately. I never eat like I have over the holidays. There have been things that I knew better than to eat, but did it anyway trying to be polite. I try and explain that I shouldn't eat certain things, but my families know that I really appreciate food and want me to try things. Especially new foods they have cooked. Thank you for the concern! That means a lot! God bless! If I have anything else happen I will go. Promise
Thanks for sharing. How did you function at work during the day?
Thank you for watching! I was a full blown functioning alcholic. I wouldn't get trashed at work, I just maintained myself during the day. I would have a drink here and there. Just enough to keep me right on the edge. I would have a "buzz" but not get drunk. Thank you!
Thanks for the honesty!! Good for you with the channel. Bringing awareness where it’s needed!
Doctor told my friend he was dead not to set another appointment because he wouldn’t be around for it. That caused him to stop drinking two years ago but he still battling some health problems but he’s getting a lot better. You’re gonna be better bro.
Thank you! That's an awesome story! Glad to hear your friend is doing better. God bless!
Good angle.And have you said if you are inline for a transplant yet?
Thank you! No... no transplant yet. We have to try these other angles first. Thank you! God bless
Stomach acid is never supposed to be in contact with tooth enamel. Frequent vomiting can lead to accelerated tooth decay and loosening of teeth.
I hope you had a lovely Christmas , I’m rooting for you so keep up the good work ,🎄🎄🎄🎁🎁❤️
Thank you! I did! I hope you did as well! God bless!
You mentioned hiding spaces. My granddad did that and when we cleaned out his work shed, I was floored by the amount of bottles. Have you cleared all your hiding spaces? Have you come across any since you stopped drinking?
Hey! Thank you for the comment. Well.... I need to talk about this one in a video, because yes and yes. I have come across both. I will talk about that in a video so tgat everyone can hear it. Thank you! God bless!
Awesome idea! I’ve come across empty subsolv wrapper tabs. I’ve found empty bottles of narcotics.
Scares me to death. I quit taking Adderall for my add because for one split second I had a thought.. instead of opening a capsule and shaking a little bit more under my tongue what if I sniffed it? OMG NO NO NO NO
I called my psych & told him no more of that med now.
I tell him all the time I don’t like seeing u once a month anymore.
I joke & say now u don’t give me anything. Lol
I’m happy I can look back & laugh.
God had my back when I thought that.
Thank you for what you do
Thank you! And you're welcome! God bless!
Great video man. You're doing awesome things for this community. I was just wondering: do you use insulin to control your diabetes?
Thank you so much! Yes, I use lo g acting and fast acting daily. God bless
Good luck with it all man
Happy holidays to you and your liver pal⚜️
Thank you! Merry Christmas to you to! God bless
Your videos help me no drinking tonight, I used to drink lots of beer I became sensitive to beer switched to spirits but they are both just bad
Hey.... thank you. Yes... spirits are not good. The whole reason they are called spirits is enough of a reason to quit than anything. I need to make a video on that one day. God bless.
@@liverdisease-qb6rk yes make a video on that! I feel I got worse since I stared with vodka ect
@@cute7g467 I sure will. I will talk about that in tomorrow's video. Thank you! God bless!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk thank you
love the pods, as I have said. a little more volume would be great, trouble hearing you and my volume is at 100%, thanks
Btw it's scary how much we alcoholics have in common.
You are not kidding! I try and read every comment. It's crazy how much is exactly the same with all of us.... mind blowing! How are you doing?
@liverdisease-qb6rk one day at a time, you know? Called another liver hospital today to hopefully get my liver transplant sooner. I'm praying for you that your procedure goes well on January 4th. Christ is in control either way. I'm so blessed to have a relationship with Him and be available through the hard and good times. Some never do make it and die in their alcoholism. God Bless
Look into a plant forward diet man, getting rid of processed rubbish like bread, deli meats cakes etc. Will definitely help.
I cleared up my psoriasis by cleaning up the rubbish from my diet
Keep strong my friend and positive thoughts for a successful surgery on the 4th.
Did your drinking ever become an issue while cooking in a clients home? I know we become a master at our craft until we’re not.
Thank you! Yes.... it did. I did a lot of cooking in people's homes during covid. The clients would actually give me booze to drink when I would go to their homes ..... I don't anyone ever noticed though because they were all drinking so much during private wine dinners anyway. Thank you so much! I'm guessing you are a chef as well? God bless
I like the full screen bro.
Hey man what’s your first name?
Thanks
Thank you so much. I would rather keep my name private at this point, but you can call me Sean. I'll have to address that at some point. God bless
Landscape mode looks much better
Thank you!
Man I really need to stop , struggling so much
I'm really sorry to hear that. If you need to talk. Message me on Facebook or Instagram. I'm here if u need me. God bless
Hey mate just a follow up I’m 7 weeks sober feeling really positive for the future .
Thanks for you videos they have really helped me .
Stay strong
Thanks for your bravery!! It is very inspiring. Wanted to ask, did you or anyone ever experience intense itching? Mine had been so bad that I had to cut my fingernails off and wear socks at night.
I had very bad itching in my hands. I never had it in my feet. Thank you for the question. God bless
Hey brother, I am well versed with the drinking in the morning routine. I did it to get rid of the hangovers and just to feel what seemed normal. On another note, I know you take protein supplements.
I’m sure you know that too much is very toxic to your kidneys. I was a gym rat years ago and drank more whey protein shakes than I did water. I started having serious problems with frequent urination, stomach issues and other kidney related symptoms . This probably has nothing to do with your current stomach problems, but I just wanted to point this out in case you weren’t aware …as always, love the channel! God bless
Hey! Thank you for letting me know about that! I had absolutely no idea! I appreciate you letting me know. Thank you for everything! God bless!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk there are so many different types of protein (animal/plant) based. I’m not an expert by any means, but I would stay away from the pre-mixed proteins on the market and instead use a powder from a reputable source and mix myself. Who knows what else these premixed brands contain…I’m sure you need something else to do 🤣, so perhaps a protein study is in order…stay strong brother!
@@rsuber6210 thanks again!!!
Need to take copper glysinate in order to metabolize iron or protein
We can do it, man!
Yes we can!!!! Thank you!!! God bless
Neighbor is running a wood-chipper…
Me - “Someone should do a welfare check on his family members”. 🤭 Also me - 🙋♀️ Follows true crime too much 🙋♀️
Hahahaha!!!! Coming from that guys house... it might be! He is kinda crazy subtract the kinda! God bless!
Good video.
Hope your doing ok..
Kind regards from Leonard.
Thanks again!!!! God bless
I have to add this although people will hate on me but I come from a long drinkers and recently my friends mom recently passed do you alcohol… my uncle is dead my other uncle is currently dying. But it sound like you may have been sick before you even started drinking! My history on this issue is huge I wish I could put out my email so I could go into more detail! Much love
I'm sorry. If u want to talk to me outside of here. You can dm my Facebook or Instagram. God bless
Woah how nice!!!
Yep looks great 👍🏻
I would come home from working nights and be drunk by 9 am. I would tell myself it was my afternoon and it was normal. I lied to myself for years
I know that feeling all too well! Thank you! God bless
How old are you? And what age did you stop drinking?
I am 44. I quit when I was 42. Thank you for watching and for the question! God bless!
@@liverdisease-qb6rkhey man you've been Sober for 2 years
Health wise does anything ever get better? I'm hoping my body heals but the only thing that's really happening is my urine turned back normal and my bowel movements are now solid. I don't have ascites but I feel really bloated still....just hoping something gets better. Anxiety through the roof
I have a strange question? What did and or does your urine look like?
At one point it was very dark brown. That was when my bilirubin numbers were out of wack. It's clear now. God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rkhow long did it take for those numbers to return to normal?
noon in what time zone, for saturday, bud?
Eastern standard. Hope to see u there! God bless!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk 👍 you will!
On a lighter note...sometime share some of your favorite dishes/recipes that you enjoy cooking
I will. Thank you! God bless
Thank you
You're welcome! God bless! Thank you for watching!😊
Video looks good
Thank you!!!!😊
And how much
How many years did you drank
I drank my whole adult life, I was drinking as a kid too. My alcoholism really got bad around my late 20s early 30s. I drank hard hard for about 10 years.
Could alcoholism cause you to have a fistula in your bowel?
Or complete constipation?
Using stool softeners ?
I have never had a problem in that department when I drank, as a matter of fact, completely opposite!
Can’t hear the woodchipper and if I did I’d love to hear it
I know you have a Pancreas issue, but can you talk about your liver health? Is there any Cirrhosis?
Yes. I would be more than happy to discuss it. I haven't gone too far into it. I do have cirrhosis. Thank you for the question. Stay tuned! I'll do one on it this week. God bless
Just added it to my notes to discuss
Pancreatitis is a real miserable condition. Yes they can do ERCP and work to keep the pancreas working. Alcohol has a real deleterious impact on the gastrointestinal system that’s for sure. It’s actually pretty toxic on the whole body. One time I got pulled over and the officer could smell alcohol, I had just finished work and I always used sanitizer.
Yes... it's horrible. The pain is really unbelievable. You wouldn't think that such a small organ could cause the amount of pain it does. That's crazy about the hand sanitizer! I could see that happening though... my wife used some in the truck the other day and it was so strong. Thank you for the comment! God bless!
Uhh.
Got a new job and that is triggering me, like crazy. My mind wants to celebrate.
Holy shoot, I'm second away from relapse.
Don't worry, It's about sharing.
That, I did.
Hope, I'll be sober this evening.
Never knew, that trigger. Party, because, I feel good?
It can't get any more stupid than that. 🔨
Good, I have a connection to you.
Unfortunately, Facebook? Lost my password. They won't let me in again.
But I pull though....
Hey... I know how you feel! Even the good things make us think it's ok to drink..... SMH. It's always going to be there in the back of our minds. I do it all the time, all the time. Thank you!!!! You could always just create another Facebook account.... just a thought. God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk it's like my mind is turning into a bazar in Kabul. ( Hope the comparison isn't rude) it's like trading on a cheap oil lamp.
A) we did good, we can have a bottle of vodka
B) No, I can't. I'll get heart burn and feel shitty.
A) all right, all right. Let's get to a pharmacy and get medication, to help with the stomach issues, before the vodka
B) Nope. Srew my job up? Won't drink
A) alright, alright..... So let's get a six-pack then, right?
B) Im leaving. Go for a walk with the dog.
A) Yeah right. But take money. You may want to go to the supermarket.
Yeah. It's like I'm trying to persuade myself.
But
I had a walk. Left money at home. Now I'm glad it's over. Still sober, but that was close.
Was sweating, like a nun at a summer camp.
Thank you for listening. Crazy thing is, the whole charade lasted just 20 minutes.
My mom would just lie and say she “added ice” to her wine
Was it liquor?
@@liverdisease-qb6rk shed ice the wine down so much she’d constantly b going back to the bottle for more because she said it’s all just watered down. 🤔
@@Kristen10-22 gotcha
When u were growing up did one or 2 of your ears get real red or hot to the touch?
Yep! So hot! Always my left ear! Why do you ask oh wizard of tarot?
@@liverdisease-qb6rk lol!!! I think it’s a red headed thing idk our son had that too. Lol! No weird voo doo stuff.
I’m just totally random at times
@@liverdisease-qb6rk you r funny honestly
At least your wife stood by you
She is truly the love of my life. God bless
Red face means liver issues ?
The spider veins do. God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk 😅I’m gonna be careful
@@cute7g467 please do! God bless!
Oh and Nick put out a new video as well
Cool. Thank you! What's the name of the channel again?
@@liverdisease-qb6rk fortress farms
Are you left-handed?
No, I'm right handed.
@liverdisease-qb6rk Let me know if you try the aloe juice and if it helps. You're voice is soothing to me, it helps to calm me down in the situation I'm trapped in.
Prayers and Blessings to you and your family.
Your channel caught my eye because I've had to deal with alcoholics my whole life; my mom was an alcoholic, her drink of choice was dewars with a splash of water, so glad she quit. My sister was a hard-core vodka alcoholic for about 5 years, so glad she quit. My little brother is an alcoholic and has been drinking at least a case to a case and a half of beer daily for many many years. My mom was married 6 times, all but one were alcoholics. Devastating childhood and home life being exposed to all that goes with alcoholism. One good thing about it was that it made me never, ever want to drink alcohol!
I'm 60 years old and have never drank alcohol, also have never done any kind of drugs.
Hugs to you 🤓
@@teeka7777 I will for sure let you know. Thank you for all the kind words. That is just so nice of you to say. I'm blown away that my voice calms you down! Another reason I can't stop making these videos. Thank you again! God bless
Thank you so much you have helped me a lot in my journey to live an alcohol free life. During these times when you knew you had a problem, did you ever stop? And how long did you ever stop for? 🙏🏽🫶🏽
Hello! Thank you! I did... I stopped a couple of times. Longest was a month. Wish I had stayed the course, but I didn't. Now I'm here and I believe that God had a reason. God bless