Chester Bennington | Depression (tribute & awareness)

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  • Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
  • my intention in making this video was to portray chester’s long and difficult struggle with his mental health. every 40 seconds someone takes their own life and we need to talk about it. we need to end the stigma surrounding mental health and suicide. chester unfortunately was an victim of it and didn’t survived but there’s still hope for others. seek for help and know you are not alone!
    as you can see in the video, even though chester was struggling, he inspired and tried to help others. he took his life, he wasn’t okay. it takes one moment...
    (i know there’s some mistakes in these subtitles, but i hope you can ignore it. it’s exhausting to come back to edit everything again so i’ll leave it this way).
    thank you for watching!
    i have a page dedicate to chester: / chestersbe
    in memory of chester charles bennington (1976 - 2017). 🖤
    #chesterbennington
    #ripchester
    #depressionawareness

Комментарии • 430

  • @doc8765
    @doc8765 3 года назад +322

    I forgot which interview I heard it in but I remember he said something like "Depression is when things in your life seem like they're going OK. But you still hate yourself and feel guilty about it." And that still resonates with me.

    • @frankietrovao6931
      @frankietrovao6931 2 года назад +4

      Thats exactly what I was feeling no way out. Wife made me go to the doctor and luvox. Its working something to look at.

    • @brianseiberth3776
      @brianseiberth3776 Год назад +1

      Same me too

    • @veersingh6993
      @veersingh6993 Год назад +2

      When you love this fake world and forget GOD ,Then the journey starts including loneliness, depression, sadness, anxiety.so it's better to stay connected with the lord and save yourself.

    • @МаринаВоробьева-е1з
      @МаринаВоробьева-е1з Год назад +2

      Любовь всей Сибири ❤

    • @christiangraham-i3t
      @christiangraham-i3t 9 месяцев назад +1

      I been going through depression since I was 15 in 2009 freshman in highschool I'm 30 now and it never really goes away my dad passed away of stomach cancer in 2020 and I'm still going through some shit depression is a big problem in this country and in general not something to play around with if you need help

  • @Joelle2005
    @Joelle2005 3 года назад +315

    The sentence „I'm afraid of losing my mind I have 7 kids“ Hurts so much

    • @karenwilliams3540
      @karenwilliams3540 3 года назад +14

      I’m in that place right now 😥

    • @Tendo641
      @Tendo641 3 года назад +47

      which is why it pisses me the fuck off when people accuse him of being selfish and not thinking about his family--putting aside the fact people just love to shame suicidal people and make them feel like shit for even considering it instead of giving them reasons to actually not feel suicidal, as though people should just live for the convenience for others and not themselves.

    • @montybyers1487
      @montybyers1487 3 года назад +3

      @@karenwilliams3540 me too

    • @xXsoloJXx
      @xXsoloJXx 3 года назад +9

      That feeling when daddy isn't coming home....

    • @heaththornton763
      @heaththornton763 2 года назад +4

      I thought he had 6 kids not 7

  • @idahamidah2211
    @idahamidah2211 2 года назад +34

    You could never understand what depression is like unless you ever had one

    • @chuckietroutman322
      @chuckietroutman322 23 дня назад +1

      Depression is not a one. Depression is a part of life and if you escape it, it's only temporary. It's an every day sadness you struggle with. No matter how well you do at anything, you feel like a failure. You feel like you ruined everything around you when that's not the case. You can have the best day ever yet you still hurt and make it a bad day. You see yourself making everyone around you sad but can't fix it. The guilt you feel now stays with you and the guilt you feel from 30 years later is still there. It piles up until you are physically paralyzed.

  • @emy15377
    @emy15377 4 года назад +181

    We tend to forget what he'd been through because he's hiding it behind his smiles and laughter ❤️✌🏻

    • @KC-fl1ek
      @KC-fl1ek 3 года назад +7

      And sometimes we just get tired of people asking about how we're feeling. There are days when we have no idea how to explain what's going on, because so many people have no idea about this illness. You get that strange look... WTF is wrong with YOU!!! Z

    • @tomasklecer6674
      @tomasklecer6674 3 года назад +6

      He is not necessarily hiding his feelings behind smile and laughter. I mean, his smiles and laughter were real, but they just were not with him always...

    • @thedude4794
      @thedude4794 3 года назад +3

      Chester went through alot, he was a cool fucked up guy though, his humour was so funny, that place in the mind where you cant help but you go there anyway is not good, he is right about being out myself is the best place to be.

    • @Kristen10-22
      @Kristen10-22 3 года назад

      The best always do

    • @dannyflores9752
      @dannyflores9752 3 года назад +2

      That's the thing bout it, we can hide it

  • @idkyou69
    @idkyou69 3 года назад +54

    Im crying because I relate to everything he is saying

    • @aliciabokor9879
      @aliciabokor9879 Год назад +1

      Me too

    • @carriesunday5581
      @carriesunday5581 6 месяцев назад +3

      It's been 2 years since you made this comment. I'm praying your still here with us you are loved and needed here remember you are important you are someone we're all here for you please rise above 😢❤

  • @first_niko
    @first_niko 3 года назад +30

    This People... Laughing behind... Really??? Makes me sick to my stomack.... They are soooo low. Really.

  • @kerryrevells7607
    @kerryrevells7607 3 года назад +98

    As someone who has battled depression for almost 24 years, this video was extremely hard to watch, when the guy told him nice glasses, and he said thanks,hiding the tears,....
    I broke

    • @chestersbe
      @chestersbe  3 года назад +20

      i can relate too. hugs to you, darling. 🖤

    • @aliciabokor9879
      @aliciabokor9879 2 года назад +5

      God so upsetting , iv we can take anything away from this is depression can break the best of us , we just gotta keep fighting , that's what he would want.lRIP Chdster

    • @devilnier
      @devilnier 2 года назад +5

      i agree depression sucks man like most of the time i dont wanna do or be likje i wish i never existed to begin with

    • @rt.0017
      @rt.0017 Год назад +2

      Unfortunately he was a drinker and was using as well.
      So sad.
      Those things may give one temporary bandaids, but are more harmful to someone struggling with depression.
      Hang in there Kerry.
      Educate yourself as much as possible about the condition.
      That helps to stamp your mind deep within that there is hope and that things can get better.
      There are nany things online that can help to cope when going through it.
      Meditation, prayer etc.

    • @rt.0017
      @rt.0017 Год назад +1

      @@devilnier
      Hang in there.
      Never give up.
      Seek help if needed.

  • @teresas8173
    @teresas8173 3 года назад +168

    It’s not possible to feel joy, hope, love, or pleasure of any kind when depressed. Only deep dark sadness or sometimes nothing at all. The world, your life is always gray and lonely. The pain is unbearable. Rip Chester. He’s free from his pain, but I wish he could have been free of it while alive. He will be FOREVER missed by all those who loved him.

  • @heisenberg8414
    @heisenberg8414 3 года назад +119

    I can understand Chester very well. I am going through something similar and I know how exhausting the daily fight against oneself is. Most people will never understand the horror of not being able to control your own thoughts. But maybe in a better place I will be able to ask Chester for a talk and autograph....

    • @cherylmcewan8836
      @cherylmcewan8836 3 года назад +3

      I Know Exactly How Chester Felt Been Depressed Since 4yrs Old& I'm 52! Chesters Music I Followed 1st CD! Beautiful Soul😭😥😭😭

    • @jackgardner1247
      @jackgardner1247 3 года назад +2

      Please explain .....I'm genuinely interested

    • @sheldonmetler8239
      @sheldonmetler8239 2 года назад +3

      I understand what your feeling my friend. Just know I care whether I know you or not, I care! Hang in there and I'll do the same.

    • @sheldonmetler8239
      @sheldonmetler8239 2 года назад +10

      Depression sucks! Social anxiety and PTSD is what I deal with everyday. I'm a combat veteran who is broken in so many ways but I hold on and push forward. Anyone who understands this and feels this way just know I care!

    • @mikeunsworth775
      @mikeunsworth775 2 года назад +3

      @@sheldonmetler8239 Same my friend social anxiety is ruining my life. I hope your PTSD gets better over time. I've witnessed a really tragic accident and the only positive is I somehow escaped PTSD for now, but also have depressive days. Goodluck dude

  • @linkinlady79
    @linkinlady79 4 года назад +95

    I wish I could take all the pain away..Chester&Chris 💔

    • @Deadthing268
      @Deadthing268 3 года назад +2

      I can't, you can't. We are feeling are feeling. We "me myself" you're friend, your mom or dad. We must do it. It's hard seeing as, and being as.

    • @wasg3ht774
      @wasg3ht774 3 года назад +1

      Chris died because of medication

    • @reneeherr4145
      @reneeherr4145 6 месяцев назад +1

      He died because he was hung

    • @reneeherr4145
      @reneeherr4145 6 месяцев назад

      And this hits home I lost a friend that hung herself and miss her so much

  • @alexhackleman5441
    @alexhackleman5441 2 года назад +56

    It's very sad when he says, Trust Me Life Gets Better because things didn't get better for him. Things only got worse for him. Even after 4 years since he had passed away I'm still weeping with sadness.

    • @lanpot7566
      @lanpot7566 Год назад

      I love this comment but with depression and living with it I wanna follow him.

    • @aliciabokor9879
      @aliciabokor9879 11 месяцев назад +2

      We gotta remember he had good times in his life and it did get better he tried to die in 2006 he got better and did well but as we know depression and addiction has cycles, he had good and bad times sure they weren't all bad, I hope, he was such a beacon of hope it seems no good deed goes unpunished even after 6 years it still can easily bring g me to tears , he seemed to be a good guy who was really trying to get his shit together and he sadly list his battle , so sad weighs heavy still.

    • @firefly1229
      @firefly1229 3 месяца назад +1

      I do too and its really hard to carry bc no one understands that Chester feels like a dad to me what my father never did. And everyone is like: why do you love a dead person so much? Probably just a huge fan or sth. I dont feel like a huge fan, I just feel very very sorry for chester and I miss him like I never missed someone before. And going through that alone thinking that even my biggest heroe couldn't handle it keeps me up at night

    • @jesusjimenez6755
      @jesusjimenez6755 Месяц назад

      ​@@firefly1229Awwhe man I'm so sorry to hear this 🥺 I feel you so deeply and so hard with what you're saying. It really hits my heart too, 🥺🥺 so so much.. But it's also important to remember his legacy. All the amazing things he did! He is not gone! He will forever be alive and living in our hearts and our minds! 🥹🥺🥺🥺🫶🏼🤍 Let's keep his memory alive and strive our best to keep fighting and living! If our armor breaks, we'll fuse it back together! Let's make Chester proud! 🥺🥺🥺🫂🤍🤍 I know I don't know you, but I love you! Okay? 🥺🤍🫂🫂🫂 I love you so much! You're amazing!

    • @firefly1229
      @firefly1229 Месяц назад +1

      @@jesusjimenez6755 yea you're right and deeply thank you man

  • @dipanshugupta6941
    @dipanshugupta6941 3 года назад +160

    Everytime I hear Chester talking about his mental health I am like f*ck I feel it everything. Hopefully it will get better 🙌

    • @davebecinski8235
      @davebecinski8235 3 года назад +4

      I feel the same way! I wish you the best! Idk me I'm trying every day to shake this 🙏!!!

    • @davebecinski8235
      @davebecinski8235 3 года назад +5

      It gets better right???

    • @patheticentertainmentt.v916
      @patheticentertainmentt.v916 3 года назад +1

      6 months later. . How are you doing ??

    • @brianseiberth3776
      @brianseiberth3776 Год назад +1

      Same

    • @letsrockaus
      @letsrockaus Год назад

      Even if it doesn't..... take the good..... even shit is good.. .. but more importantly you are ..... fuck others opinions.... believe in you..... nit the now the whole

  • @andynewman9637
    @andynewman9637 3 года назад +21

    When he is talking about the save in the skull between the ears is a bad place and the other guy has the audacity to laugh pisses me off so much like you can see in chester's face like that's not funny I'm serious like he is telling you his legit feelings it just breaks my heart seeing that pain cuz I have felt the same way and just had someone brush it off
    Rest in power chester

    • @seabass2767
      @seabass2767 3 года назад +4

      It pissed me off too. Thats the problem sometimes,people dont take depressed people seriously. This guy laughs like its a joke. He needs to be educated on mental health.

    • @andynewman9637
      @andynewman9637 3 года назад +3

      @@seabass2767 exactly I wish someone would and it definitely hits hard when you feel the same way we may not be going through the exact same stuff but when someone doesn't feel safe in their own headspace you don't laugh even if you don't know what they are going through just be there and listen we can do better people

    • @canadasweetie
      @canadasweetie 3 года назад +1

      Yeah inappropriate laughter.

  • @joshkarge2983
    @joshkarge2983 2 года назад +24

    The thing that really sucked about Chester’s depression was that he was really good at hiding it but that’s what made it suck even more cause it was harder for people to help him.

    • @barrettara28
      @barrettara28 2 года назад +2

      People with that kind of disorder are typically reallyd good hiding IT and when people finds out IT too late.. sorry for my english

  • @Koraeffect
    @Koraeffect 9 месяцев назад +16

    I remember for a project my senior year in high school that I received an award for, titled”Die ary”. I used a black pen and a brown thick page of paper from my own personal journal to describe the signs of someone going through depression. Writing how i don’t like to do the things I use to enjoy, I don’t enjoy anything anymore. Asking questions about these never ending thoughts.Wishing to numb the pain, not understanding how these waves of emotions paralyze me. Before getting to the bottom of the page, I wrote that “in the end, it doesn’t even matter…… “ I included a drawing on the left side, creating a border/ background for it. In the distance a home and towards the front a shadow person standing there. This project was back in 04, a lot of students chose topics that have been done before. I was scared to present my project to my class because it made me feel like an even bigger outcast, watching other students present happy go lucky and “normal” topics. Here I am, going up with a piece of paper that had disturbing thoughts and a drawing to go with it. My turn to go up to the class, I held up my project covering my face as I read from a second copy I made so I can recite it to the class while they observed. After I was done reading it, I looked up and saw a mix of responses, my teacher broke the silence by complimenting the creativity and asking for me to elaborate the meaning and why I chose it. I told her it’s suppose to symbolize the thoughts of someone going through depression and I chose it because I found out how many sew icides happen every day. At the end of the class as we all walked to exit through the door to get to our next class, so many students complimented me and the next day my teacher asked to keep it. ❤to use as an example for future classes

  • @angelbravo3519
    @angelbravo3519 3 года назад +13

    He really have a bad depression

  • @oceanstaiga5928
    @oceanstaiga5928 3 года назад +65

    This sums up how I feel perfectly. Fuck depression :(

  • @aaronreinhart8164
    @aaronreinhart8164 3 года назад +39

    To hear him say life gets better at the end of this and knowing he committed suicide to me is like a slap in the face to all people battling depression and still going on with life like me and many others who admired him for years

    • @aliciabokor9879
      @aliciabokor9879 Год назад +7

      He tried for years to be OK , we will never know what happened in his last moment b I'm sure it wasn't meant as s slap in the face , he hurt himself more than he hurt us and was not thinking about how it would affect the world , thought he was a burden and a problem to the ones he loved . He couldn't stop drinking and had no control over his feelings and addictions its a complicated life in the public eye . We dont all win the fight .....

    • @Zion-exile
      @Zion-exile Год назад

      Why

    • @SeanEvan-tc8gm
      @SeanEvan-tc8gm Год назад

      Totally agree

    • @SeanEvan-tc8gm
      @SeanEvan-tc8gm Год назад +1

      Depression is a daily battle. Sometimes hourly battle

    • @Sun-008
      @Sun-008 11 месяцев назад

      I think trying to constantly fighting a battle that is bigger than ourselves, does not help anybody. People, doctors & therapists can be partly helpful, but if the enemy lives inside of us like in him. Accusing him of everything, there is no easy way out....
      But being open, vulnerable & authentic is a start. Finding a hope & faith that helps to confront the lies, he thought of himself, helps a lot.
      But if we are in a depression, or often face bad thoughts, it helps to know what God thinks about us. That we are here on purpose, that we are loved, that we don't need to play God to be good, We can be ourselves & still be enough.

  • @WTC999
    @WTC999 3 года назад +29

    i lost my lust for life whene i lost you chester! i am hardly hanging on anymore!

  • @heraldezekielcastro7326
    @heraldezekielcastro7326 3 года назад +7

    Lonely is the night when you find yourself alone and the demons come to light and your mind isn't your own.

  • @julieharrison5772
    @julieharrison5772 3 года назад +30

    That inner dialogue is crucial to mental health and wellness. May we be more self aware and aware of those around us.

  • @tonyd3752
    @tonyd3752 3 года назад +22

    I wish he waited it out i love you chester. One in a million brother

  • @patriciasauzon8023
    @patriciasauzon8023 3 года назад +38

    So sad to hear show much he suffered 😢❤

  • @phillilley336
    @phillilley336 2 года назад +20

    Thank you Chester for putting into words Real Depression... you are dearly missed...thank you see you on the other side

  • @davebecinski8235
    @davebecinski8235 3 года назад +38

    I so wish I could have met chester & talked to him when I hear him explain his feelings. They are so close to how I feel daily!! Thank you Chester for sharing your live with us! RIP CHESTER!!!

  • @YouMayLoveThisSong
    @YouMayLoveThisSong 3 года назад +6

    "nothing makes me happy"

    • @twolak1972
      @twolak1972 7 месяцев назад +1

      Look to Jesus. He can take away all your pain. Only he .

  • @KC-fl1ek
    @KC-fl1ek 3 года назад +16

    He's explaining it just the way I feel at times 😢 like he's saying... Fuck all of you... I don't want to talk to anybody... With everything that's going on in this world right now sure doesn't help at all!!!
    I miss you Chester 💔😢

  • @canadasweetie
    @canadasweetie 3 года назад +35

    His analogy/explanation of depression is spot on. It is exactly how I feel. When he says: “ what is my problem..”
    That is hard. Nobody wants to be depressed yet you can’t just snap out of it or “ choose happiness.” As people think. It is a very difficult mental illness to overcome and for many it is a life long struggle.

  • @thecraig2023
    @thecraig2023 24 дня назад +3

    RIP Chester you will never be replaced your are linkin park!!!😢really miss you

  • @tannerangiletta7901
    @tannerangiletta7901 3 года назад +4

    It sucks when the words you want to say just don’t come out

  • @josephchavez9067
    @josephchavez9067 3 года назад +17

    What people tend to forget, is that "Celebirties", are human beings still. Anytime Chester saw a fan, they want his autograph, or they want a photo, yet they don't wanna stop and ask how hes doing. To help him through the shit hes going through, the demons hes fighting. I can't speak on his personal life, but it's obvious he was desperate for someone just to hug him. Tell him he means something, that God loves him as much as everyone else in this life!

  • @curlyfries1265
    @curlyfries1265 3 года назад +9

    I’m might go soon. I’m just so tired of being like this, feeling like this. I’ve tried so hard to be ok but I’m so weak. I hate myself so much.

    • @blackdoberu
      @blackdoberu 3 года назад +6

      Hey bro u still here?

    • @rachdiva
      @rachdiva 3 года назад +2

      Are you still here? if so I'm proud of you

    • @sylviaruiz2296
      @sylviaruiz2296 4 месяца назад

      Are you still here? If u are, ur awesome and loved and I’m proud of you. ❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

  • @Piercer85
    @Piercer85 3 года назад +17

    I crying. My eternal love for him

  • @lp.2520
    @lp.2520 3 года назад +18

    Is following the work since I was 5 years old Until now I was 15 and just came back to listen to drought music, just realized that my favorite singer since passed away 3 years ago (2017) still loves and misses.❤️
    คือติดตามผลงานมาตั้งแต่อายุ 5 ขวบจนตอนนี้อายุ 15 เพิ่งกลับมาฟังเพลงแล้งเพิ่งรู้ว่านักร้องคนที่ชื่ยชอบเสียชีวิตเมื่อ 3 ปีที่แล้ว (2560) ยังรักและคิดถึงเสมอ.❤️

  • @Gryffin1319
    @Gryffin1319 8 дней назад +1

    Emotionally abused when I reached out to people. They made me to develop schizophrenia, derealization, anxiety, panic attacks, bipolar depression type 2, anhedonia.
    I was so happy before opening up about my childhood physical abuse with my first love.
    I am dead inside.

  • @jperry8572
    @jperry8572 27 дней назад +1

    I honestly think the one important aspect of all suffering depression: is all the people in their families and in their circle of friends is that nobody understands how it is and many times day and do things that can make a depressed person spiral in their negative thoughts. Please never ever dismiss a depressed person! Waking up and trying to function takes every bit of strength and energy we have. Please show compassion, empathy, understanding, love and make us feel loved and as if we belong. Depression is horrible. Everyday death crosses our minds ( usually multiple times in a day) Please understand how fragile depressed people are no matter how big we smile, how loud we laugh and how hard we try to act normal like all is fine. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 to all those who are in the struggle & battles with depression. Keep fighting, don’t give up, you are loved, valuable & important🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰
    I love and miss you Chester Charles Bennington: you were Amazing and have so many that still love you and miss you. You helped so many people. RIP my friend, fly high and keep singing with your amazing voice🕊️🕊️🕊️❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔2024 and I still miss you like it was yesterday🥺😢😭

  • @arnegotz7579
    @arnegotz7579 3 года назад +35

    R.i.P Chester. Thank you for your great music.

  • @danielplasencia7724
    @danielplasencia7724 3 года назад +19

    This 4:30 seemed a lot longer than the time it ran because the story was true and is true to those who are going through this same thing or have lost someone to it or still going through it. Sad we lost Chester at such an early age but to know he is in a better place than this hell is kind of a feel for ease...

  • @minthang1372
    @minthang1372 2 года назад +5

    That smile is so beautiful

  • @Veholder.
    @Veholder. 7 месяцев назад +2

    God, please take me out of this extraordinary depression, and I don't know how long I can survive.

  • @lisaluvsmusic2603
    @lisaluvsmusic2603 3 года назад +10

    2021 and still hurting. I Miss Chester....Still Chester 9/30/2024

  • @rknine7998
    @rknine7998 3 года назад +7

    I wish I could have helped him in person. He was having internal problems with himself, because he's fighting himself.

  • @minnierose-lee3882
    @minnierose-lee3882 3 года назад +16

    God bless him. RIP Chester 💔🙏

  • @MrKillwaukee414
    @MrKillwaukee414 3 года назад +8

    Why do I feel this way?

  • @talbit
    @talbit Год назад +3

    Depression is hell.
    Hold on to the ones that love you.

  • @scontogoulas
    @scontogoulas 6 месяцев назад +2

    On the outside everything might seem perfect. But on the inside only you know what demons exist, and the fight that you're having to go through every single day. RIP Chester, you will forever be missed.

  • @justynkassss
    @justynkassss 3 года назад +16

    I hope you’re feeling better now, and I will never forget you how much you helped me. Love you forever, Chester Charles Bennington.

  • @MerdanLp
    @MerdanLp 3 года назад +14

    I love you Chester

  • @heekyungkim8147
    @heekyungkim8147 3 года назад +12

    Chester. Thank you. 🖤

  • @SouravskpXD
    @SouravskpXD 3 года назад +16

    This probably the best tribute for chester and i kinda relate to this since i am dealing with depression. Nothing makes me happy anymore and probably want to disappear from this world too.

    • @chestersbe
      @chestersbe  3 года назад +6

      thank you! and I’m sorry that you feel this way. stay strong and get some help. you’re definitely not alone and your life matters. 🖤

  • @vampiredemonspookyghost
    @vampiredemonspookyghost 2 года назад +6

    He is a beautiful person and he shouldn't go through this .

  • @Jiih00
    @Jiih00 10 месяцев назад +2

    ”I don’t know if you guys can understand this feeling…” we all do bro

  • @besch1974
    @besch1974 2 года назад +2

    Das der Moderator am Anfang noch lacht. Unglaublich.
    Ich wünsche dem Typen das er die Krankheit nie bekommt, denn dann lacht er nicht mehr.
    Viel Kraft für alle!

  • @imnotacake3400
    @imnotacake3400 3 года назад +33

    Where I live it's now nearly midnight and, I always come back to this video when I feel alone. Thank you so much for making it, you did a great Job ❤

    • @chestersbe
      @chestersbe  3 года назад +6

      you’re definitely not alone. and thank you! 🖤

  • @getmeouttahere3595
    @getmeouttahere3595 3 года назад +25

    Thank you, Chester, for making music about depression. You've put into words what my mouth couldn't say.
    I felt everything he said, and It's sad how his music has helped me during my darkest moments but it wasn't enough to help him.

  • @zatch6782
    @zatch6782 5 месяцев назад +1

    It’s sad when the person who said "It gets better " takes his own life

  • @Lupzen
    @Lupzen 2 года назад +6

    I know his pain.. I go through it 24/7. Only reason I'm still hear is because of my kid. Only light in my life.

  • @corkonians
    @corkonians 2 года назад +2

    "I wanna let go but there's comfort in panic"

  • @esthergutierrez5084
    @esthergutierrez5084 Год назад +4

    Some of the greatest people in the world. Are not meant for this world

  • @Cocorost
    @Cocorost 3 года назад +35

    Thank you for the incredibly beautiful video of Chester! 1:52 is very sad. Legends never die!

  • @elaine8823C
    @elaine8823C 3 года назад +8

    Depression is fu##ing 💩.....it has taken so many talented & lovely people......its taken Chester Rip ❤......trouble is it never gose away its aways with you.....😥

  • @monikaszymanowska5142
    @monikaszymanowska5142 3 года назад +4

    The saddest thing is that he seemed to have it all worked out, yet he missed just one banana skin and slipped... RIP Chezzy Chez.

  • @TheBuri00
    @TheBuri00 3 года назад +3

    Everyday is a battle. To anyone who feels alone, we're fighting together, hang on.

  • @GrannyD247
    @GrannyD247 3 года назад +2

    It sucks you can explain it perfectly and people still just don't get it....

  • @nyymii7564
    @nyymii7564 3 года назад +5

    I miss you so much bro! See you!

  • @niamhgillvarry1569
    @niamhgillvarry1569 2 года назад +4

    Still can't believe Chester's gone rip Chester 😔

  • @yamilaaquino6817
    @yamilaaquino6817 7 месяцев назад +2

    Pobre hombre 😢
    Era una persona rota,se lo que se siente tener el alma completamente destruida y tener que fingir y seguir ..hasta que no se puede más
    Lo juzgan por rendirse pero hay que estar en el lugar del otro antes de hablar sin saber..Además el luchó y luchó tanto tiempo hasta que finalmente y tristemente decidió que ya no podía mas Y que necesita dejar de sentirse asi
    Perdimos a alguien impresionantemente increíble y eso es lo que mas pena da.que le pasen cosas malas a gente buena😢

  • @bobsidog
    @bobsidog 3 года назад +14

    Chester blames himself, typical of someone who’s being manipulated and abused. -#truthforchester #justiceforchester

    • @bobsidog
      @bobsidog 3 года назад +5

      Jaime admitted in an interview that he would take drugs and call Chester up and lecture him on how he was wrong about things and said he diagnosed Chester as mentally ill 😑 (trying to extort $ from him?) ... what kind of impact did this have on Chester? 🤔

  • @ira1811
    @ira1811 3 года назад +5

    Мужчины,не смейтесь,не проходите мимо-помогайте своим друзьям! Честеру не повезло-вокруг Него были равнодушные люди!!!

  • @wraithgirl2156
    @wraithgirl2156 2 года назад +6

    You weren't alone Chester..I feel this way..I'm fighting to be the change..and anyone reading this...you aren't alone..every day is a damn struggle..but I'm here...and I'm here for anyone else going through this..we need to be there for each other.. We aren't a stigma..we are perfectly human...and perfectly imperfect...and I couldn't imagine being any other way...and neither should anyone else going through this. I'm here.. I'll be the one that listens if you need me..comment if you want. I am here.❤️

    • @azmihl5475
      @azmihl5475 2 года назад

      Hi how are you? I need someone I'm in bad situation and I feel alone if you want messenger or Whatsapp?

  • @Ollykirkham
    @Ollykirkham 3 года назад +6

    I can literally relate to everything he says coming from someone who doesn't have any family has severe bpd and an alcoholic and someone who has tempted suicide twice and haves to put up with my own negative thought day in day out

  • @Safcmackemlad
    @Safcmackemlad 5 месяцев назад +1

    I know all about anxiety , depression , psychosis and social agoraphobia and ptsd, I have it and it's not nice at all I wish I was normal it feels like im not meant to be here. We are only here for a while i know that now.

  • @RShack13ford
    @RShack13ford 3 года назад +9

    I'm in this spot now and he's words as dark as they sometimes may be have always helped me in some strange way. I miss a stranger that I knew RIP Chester 😓

  • @whatiftherewerejust100peop8
    @whatiftherewerejust100peop8 2 года назад +2

    We all knew he is clinicaly depressed and yet nobody realy helped him. I can't get it right in my mind. I'm myself diagnosed with clinical depression and I believe I understand him and others like us well. And still there is very vibrating feeling inside of me, of how we can be so blind to others around, such pointless rediculuos thing to do - suicide and such devastating lose as Chester, can't accept it fully. I hope we don't go to hell cause of it, I hope that it's considered an illness that kills us, like cancer do. I hope God thinks like that, not like people do. Rest in peace, beautiful Chester.

  • @arva7821
    @arva7821 Год назад +1

    "I don't want to do anything, I don't feel like doing anything and I don't like anything". That's exactly how I feel these last 5 months now.

    • @solsirhibragusowl2221
      @solsirhibragusowl2221 Год назад

      I feel you. Battling for a long time. It's strange. After he died, I feel more alone than ever. He was like an older brother though I never knew him or met him.

  • @jenniferellis3621
    @jenniferellis3621 5 месяцев назад +1

    I do feel like this no one will never understand

  • @michellecannon5301
    @michellecannon5301 3 года назад +9

    I Hide it Behind my smile my Laughter as well I want everyone to be happy and laugh💛💛💛

    • @riccardinac6777
      @riccardinac6777 3 года назад +5

      I want you to be happy, too 😘

    • @michellecannon5301
      @michellecannon5301 3 года назад +4

      @@riccardinac6777 aww thank you so much it means alot to me💛

    • @riccardinac6777
      @riccardinac6777 3 года назад +5

      @@michellecannon5301 😘💖

    • @michellecannon5301
      @michellecannon5301 3 года назад +2

      🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤💛💛💛💫💫💫💫💫

    • @michellecannon5301
      @michellecannon5301 3 года назад +4

      If you watch his last concerts he shows some me signs🖤🖤🖤💛💛💫💫💔💔💛

  • @bato-o-5959
    @bato-o-5959 3 года назад +15

    That’s so powerful and true, I’ve been down Chesters path and 3 times ended up in hospital from bad choices. 8 years sober from alcohol and drugs now and learnt how to deal with my depression. Thank you for sharing your clip and you’ve got a lot of RESPECT ✊🏾 from me. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @chiaracragnolini434
    @chiaracragnolini434 Год назад +3

    When I hear people talking about strange conspiracies, I get angry. I get very angry. It's a total lack of respect towards him, towards his family. This man was severely depressed, and I am amazed at how much strength he showed until his last day. In many of his interviews he talked about the topic, he explained, he analyzed the problem, he tried to explain what happens to a person who suffers from depression. There are some really good moments, there are smiles and laughter, but Inside, how are you?
    I am so sorry for him...he lost his fight but he gained his peace.
    Such a beautiful and kind person..with a soul too delicate for this world.
    I hope you're hitting the horizon with Chris.

  • @chengfusaechao7243
    @chengfusaechao7243 3 года назад +3

    I heard a family friend
    sexually assaulted Chester
    at age 7..soooooo SAD..it's
    no wonder he was so
    Depressed,RIP Chester.B

  • @fazbearboi
    @fazbearboi 21 день назад

    It's absolutely heartbreaking... he didn't deserve this kind of pain... he was such a sweetheart... RIP Chester. It hasn't stopped hurting, even after 7 years.

  • @jperry8572
    @jperry8572 27 дней назад

    Chester explained depression, better than anyone has ever explained it. You really don’t know what depression is or what it feels like until you KNOW what it is and KNOW what it feels like. I’ve battled now for 7 yrs, everything Chester said is spot on. It’s horrible, it’s even worse when nobody in your family or friends circle understands it. Some of the things they say or do,makes the inner thoughts much worse. I miss Chester , he truly was an amazing man. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 to all my fellow depression sufferers, please keep fighting, please reach out: YOU HAVE A PURPOSE, YOU ARE IMPORTANT! DON’T GIVE UP❤❤❤

  • @peterpauchlik1815
    @peterpauchlik1815 3 года назад +15

    Most beautiful thing I've seen this year really.

  • @davebecinski8235
    @davebecinski8235 3 года назад +9

    I don't know who response to these comments but when I saw the response I teared up! Thank you!!!

  • @VictoriaKateyezTSS
    @VictoriaKateyezTSS Год назад +1

    I'm 66 yrs old & I have felt or tried to deal with Depression My Entire Life! Even When Things Are What You Call "Good".....I'm Still Depressed💔😔

  • @samanthasmith4815
    @samanthasmith4815 3 года назад +8

    I feel ya Chester. I feel ya. :/

  • @cuitlahuacchavez7121
    @cuitlahuacchavez7121 3 года назад +4

    It's not like that no more..staying sober helps.

  • @Spartacus45
    @Spartacus45 6 месяцев назад +2

    Real sad you had to leave the way you did Chester, but I fully understand there was no other way to turn.
    God bless you, hope you're now at peace? Rest easy brother!! 🙏

  • @johnnystevens3587
    @johnnystevens3587 11 месяцев назад +2

    the pain of years of this

  • @ethanestorgio2987
    @ethanestorgio2987 6 дней назад

    Chester was the most masculine man we have ever seen and heard him he suffered from depression he battled and fought it alone and at the end it did matter he passed away he died and now his in heaven

  • @musiclove543
    @musiclove543 2 месяца назад +1

    The prettiest smile has gone 🤟 ❤️ Chester never resented always missed and loved

  • @masha_svami
    @masha_svami 3 месяца назад

    Этот человек сделал всё, что мог. Настоящая звездная Душа. Таким Душам очень тяжело морально находится на Земле, когда вокруг беспредел. Честер отдал весь свой Свет, исцелил через себя множество людей и ушёл. Настоящий воин Света. Благодарю ❤

  • @jperry8572
    @jperry8572 27 дней назад

    I honestly think the one important aspect of all suffering depression: is all the people in their families and in their circle of friends is that nobody understands how it is and many times say and do things that can make a depressed person spiral in their negative thoughts. Please never ever dismiss a depressed person! Waking up and trying to function takes every bit of strength and energy we have. Please show compassion, empathy, understanding, love and make us feel loved and as if we belong. Depression is horrible. Everyday death crosses our minds ( usually multiple times in a day) Please understand how fragile depressed people are no matter how big we smile, how loud we laugh and how hard we try to act normal like all is fine. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 to all those who are in the struggle & battles with depression. Keep fighting, don’t give up, you are loved, valuable & important🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰

  • @kevinhughes3739
    @kevinhughes3739 2 года назад +5

    It's the first time I have seen this video. I am crying my eyes out. Everything he said is what I have been trying to explain to people who just don't understand and just judge me I wish I could just switch it off.

  • @Cheng-jq6fc
    @Cheng-jq6fc 5 месяцев назад +1

    Chester is such a
    ARTICULATE MAN....& he can
    speak about his sickness in
    ways.... that i CAN NOT
    express or explain into words
    Chester is speaking for me &
    what I'm going through..for the
    life of me..i cannot explain my
    Deep Depression into words😢

  • @bato-o-5959
    @bato-o-5959 3 года назад +10

    R.I.P brother 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
    I feel your pain and struggle everyday.
    I hope you and Chris Cornell are chilling up there playing some awesome tunes
    🤙🏾🤙🏾🤙🏾

  • @dianarue7329
    @dianarue7329 9 месяцев назад +2

    i know, what and how he felt 😭😭😭😭

  • @rolandkunzjr263
    @rolandkunzjr263 5 месяцев назад +1

    Rest In Heavenly Peace My Brother 🙏

  • @Justagirlnamedshawn
    @Justagirlnamedshawn 4 месяца назад

    Fuck, Chester absolutely 100% described how i feel. 😢

  • @mrsgsatractor8925
    @mrsgsatractor8925 7 месяцев назад +2

    When someone is in that black hole of depression and thoughts of suicide and actually does commit suicide and they think of ending it all, they don't realise they are leaving there loved ones with a swirling plug hole of whys?! Why couldn't you come to us and so many many other whys!! Please if your thinking of suicide please please get help, ask for help please