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  • @Amnah_Umar
    @Amnah_Umar Год назад +5233

    Even while stressed depressed lemon zest you continue to rock that flawless shampoo commercial hair

    • @KaitiYoo
      @KaitiYoo  Год назад +738

      LMAOOOOOOOOOOO why thank you

    • @FortyFourAndGore
      @FortyFourAndGore Год назад +59

      Doesn't she, though?! ❤

    • @bryangrunauer
      @bryangrunauer Год назад +96

      "Stressed depressed lemon zest" is awesome thank lolll you for adding a happy note to this heavy video ❤

    • @wowhuge
      @wowhuge Год назад +7

      Just relax and enjoy the life...

    • @Molly-og6wt
      @Molly-og6wt Год назад +5

      Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?

  • @MUSAFIRBEFIQR
    @MUSAFIRBEFIQR Год назад +3055

    Feeling numb is the worst, today I cried for no reason and you know what crying is much better than not feeling anything.

    • @softsparkles3630
      @softsparkles3630 Год назад +33

      I agree so much

    • @rawanbadran829
      @rawanbadran829 11 месяцев назад +49

      i agree it def sucks. i’ve felt so numb these past few months that i can’t even cry no matter what

    • @lunemlp
      @lunemlp 9 месяцев назад +2

      Fr

    • @17honhathong56
      @17honhathong56 9 месяцев назад +14

      I cry whenever I have the urge to cry, it's sooooooo satisfying

    • @gonnareclaimmycrown
      @gonnareclaimmycrown 9 месяцев назад

      @@rawanbadran829 Have you overcome it cause I have the same problem, I'm so tired of feeling nothing but the constand urge to disappear and kms, I wish I was able to cry cause that would help so much with coping, at this point i just walk with a dead face, faking a smile whenever around my friends and family and also anger issues appeared, i just hurt myself to calm down wonder when it'll get to the point of cutting my arms. I just write out my problems on the internet so it will easen my mind and distract me, sorry if you feel overwhelmed because of it

  • @anon7057
    @anon7057 Год назад +1318

    The thing about hurrying is an American mentality. Yesterday I saw there was a line behind me at self checkout but for once I decided I didn’t need to rush to finish as quick as possible and could do the task calmly. It’s not rude to slow down, it’s about giving weight and energy to the right things. Despite what American society tells you, you don’t need to be exceptional at anything, you can just vibe your whole life and it will be a great one! ~lessons from an Italian expat

    • @ocarter3560
      @ocarter3560 11 месяцев назад +26

      Thank you for sharing this! Something I’ve started practicing this last ~6 months and it’s scary but feels right for me! I don’t need to be or live exceptionally, just want to move forward, grow and enjoy it!

    • @greenjoonpie
      @greenjoonpie 9 месяцев назад +17

      god this is quite brave of you. I applaud your courage. I often have experiences with social anxiety (no diagnosis) but the burden to be more accustomed to people and failing them, worrying about their thoughts on who I am is still a difficult task for me to unwrap so thank you for sharing. You are indeed an inspiration for what mindset I want to be in

    • @vvelvettearss
      @vvelvettearss 9 месяцев назад +4

      love this you're so right. it's a much more stress free life to live it slowly and calmly. I try to do it whenever I can
      no need to rush
      thankyou for sharing

    • @yousufleads
      @yousufleads 8 месяцев назад +2

      Omg I HATE slow people in line

    • @anon7057
      @anon7057 8 месяцев назад +9

      You can be annoyed… but we don’t have to go faster just because you’re mad :)

  • @Jennifer-bw7ku
    @Jennifer-bw7ku 10 дней назад +198

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

    • @patriaciasmith3499
      @patriaciasmith3499 10 дней назад

      Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

    • @steceymorgan814
      @steceymorgan814 10 дней назад

      Yes, dr.sporessss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @elizabethwilliams6651
      @elizabethwilliams6651 10 дней назад

      I wish they were readily available in my place.
      Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
      He's constantly talking about killing someone.
      He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

    • @patriaciasmith3499
      @patriaciasmith3499 10 дней назад

      Is he on instagram?

    • @steceymorgan814
      @steceymorgan814 10 дней назад

      Yes he is. dr.sporessss

  • @just_shhh
    @just_shhh Год назад +894

    I cried so hard while watching this video. I genuinely know how BAAAD it feels to feel empty. During the peak of my depression, it felt so scary and disgusting to wake up feeling empty, fall asleep at night still feeling empty, and going through the day and facing people with a smile, ALL while still feeling empty. I'm just really really happy that you have found even a glimpse of light in that dark cave you are currently in, Kaiti. I also thought before that there is no end in what I'm feeling.. but I'm proud to say that I am here, after almost 2 years.. present and alive. Not fully happy, not fully at peace, but still breathing and existing. Love you so much, my Kaiti Yoo. 💗

    • @Puxi
      @Puxi 9 месяцев назад +1

      I ate some cat and dogs because of her looks. Hoo chigini siang tao!

    • @tulipbubbly3748
      @tulipbubbly3748 9 месяцев назад +1

      Pls Do Gyan mudra /chin mudra everyday for atleast 30 minutes. Also do Ashtanga yoga everyday, especially pranayam and meditation. You can also wear rudraksha mala which has been proven to help mentally. Have lots of natural sunlight(vitamin d helps a lot). Have a good ayurvedic diet which has all important minerals and vitamins. All this helps a lot in anxiety and depressive disorder and it's proven. It helped me too.
      Even if you can't do all others, do the chin mudra. Best of luck !

    • @LB-rc3nt
      @LB-rc3nt 3 месяца назад

      Oh dear heart..Try the Carnivore diet!! (all meat and meat by products ) People are giving many anecdotal reports of getting set free from long standing major depression and anxiety on this diet!! It seems to happen very quickly too!! The carnivore testimonials are all over the internet right now!! ..And also; from a more spiritual standpoint now.. I would encourage you to try opening your mouth and praying to God, through the Lord Jesus Christ, and say: "Lord Jesus please save me and be my Lord..I give you my life today..Please take it and make of it what you will..I thank you for loving me and hearing me now!!" ...My heartfelt and loving prayers going with you

    • @Starbaby713
      @Starbaby713 3 месяца назад

      Hugs 🥰

    • @ChristianMaxwell-sz6bf
      @ChristianMaxwell-sz6bf Месяц назад

      Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Germany. Really need

  • @BreMue
    @BreMue Год назад +588

    This is 100% how i felt the last few years. Went from a job i worked overtime becauase i was passionate about it to barely able to get anything at all done in a day.
    Cycle of exhaustion, guilt, shame, fear

    • @veronicagrave159
      @veronicagrave159 Год назад +19

      I 100% have been going through this for 3 years. I was so hyper productive and busy for 10+ years. And I’ve crashed and burned since the pandemic and a series of personal/family issues. It’s been difficult to recover from the burn out after the depression has gone away.

    • @BreMue
      @BreMue Год назад +3

      @@veronicagrave159 hoping things improve for you!!
      Things have gotten much better than they were but wow do I hope to be back to normal eventually

    • @tulipbubbly3748
      @tulipbubbly3748 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​Pls Do Gyan mudra /chin mudra everyday for atleast 30 minutes. It works so well. Also do Ashtanga yoga everyday, especially pranayam and meditation. You can also wear rudraksha mala which has been proven to help mentally. Have lots of natural sunlight(vitamin d helps a lot). Have a good ayurvedic diet which has all important minerals and vitamins. All this helps a lot in anxiety and depressive disorder and it's proven. It helped me too.
      Even if you can't do all others, do the chin mudra. Best of luck !

    • @SSM12457
      @SSM12457 5 месяцев назад

      @veronicagrave159 How are you currently feeling? I feel a burnout myself and find it difficult to move forward in life.

    • @RedaReda-vl9ff
      @RedaReda-vl9ff 2 месяца назад +1

      ​@@SSM12457dont give up,take it easy,you are beauthifull and smart

  • @amelialucy8778
    @amelialucy8778 Месяц назад +177

    I have been depressed for a long time, but after taking shrooms few months ago, l feel much happier and highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.

    • @ingridsara213
      @ingridsara213 Месяц назад +2

      I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. I tried shrooms and it made me function so much better.

    • @antoniojames5766
      @antoniojames5766 Месяц назад

      Eek I’m autistic too and might wanna try mushrooms. How do I go about it?

    • @ingridsara213
      @ingridsara213 Месяц назад

      Yeah doc.brenttt is your guide. Man is exceptional with anything psychedelics.

    • @gainwithmo2679
      @gainwithmo2679 Месяц назад

      He on instgrm??

    • @ingridsara213
      @ingridsara213 Месяц назад

      Yes doc.Brenttt

  • @zoeunlimited
    @zoeunlimited Год назад +1131

    So incredibly proud of you Kaiti for being brave and vulnerable. Hope you feel better soon❤️‍🩹🫂

  • @rosieee5545
    @rosieee5545 11 месяцев назад +256

    The scariest thing is that you seem so okay. People can not see what happens within a person if it is not an obvious wound. So much healing has to come and it will.
    My dad died on this Christmas Day, I was only 14. My mum’s had serious mental health problems and has been unstable my entire life. I have been struggling so much and people can’t see it. It makes you feel helpless and invisible.
    I just want to let anyone out there know that you will get through this. You can and will. Even though you have a lot to get through, the light is always lurking somewhere in the dark, you just have to find it.
    Thank you Kaiti, for being vulnerable and sharing your experiences, hopefully everyone can grow and support each other. Smile at someone next time you see them, you never know how much they need it. ☀️

    • @discipleofjesus719
      @discipleofjesus719 11 месяцев назад +1

      I’m so sorry to hear that. You are so brave for sharing that and I want to remind you that you are loved and worthy. Depression is so hard, but there is always hope out there. Make sure that you reach out to someone to talk about this because you deserve the help you need. Please stay safe, and may God bless and strengthen you and your family 🤍 and remember God loves you unconditionally as He gave His only Son to live, die, and rise for you. He is there for you too
      “Come to Me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest” Matthew 11:28

    • @SanctityOfShutUp
      @SanctityOfShutUp 9 месяцев назад

      my dad also died when I was 14 😢

    • @harleylinnX
      @harleylinnX 2 месяца назад

      I'm so sorry. Prayers

  • @tsunami8141
    @tsunami8141 Год назад +392

    she is one of the strongest. the fact she took a risk and shared this with us, filmed it, and realize what she was going through. Take care, lots of support

  • @user-jz8oh1qc9v
    @user-jz8oh1qc9v Месяц назад +9

    When I search up videos of people dealing with depression to try to feel not so alone, I end up feeling even more alone. Even other people with depression seem happier than me. People can see my depression on my face and my body language and they treat me differently because of it. I try to hide it and it still comes through. I hardly have the energy and motivation to fake a smile. I feel so alone.

    • @mosaicolaico
      @mosaicolaico Месяц назад

      I feel you :( me I am with no intentions of keep living. My boyfriend has left me, I had to move back with my Grandma, my friends are far now and I cannot work in my dream job yet

  • @Emilia-yk1xg
    @Emilia-yk1xg Месяц назад +19

    I have depression, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I’ll ever find happiness. I feel so lost and hopeless.

    • @Chespin_
      @Chespin_ 19 дней назад +1

      Why are you depressed tell me. you have to release your emotions or else it will become worse.

    • @depressoexpresso8248
      @depressoexpresso8248 17 дней назад

      It’s all good man, I think you are focusing too much on your depression it doesn’t do anything but add to it

    • @SandyCoco1
      @SandyCoco1 12 дней назад

      I am too, and I'm just here watching videos to understand this situation better

  • @yung_Latios
    @yung_Latios 8 месяцев назад +283

    It all sucks. I hate my job, I hate my life, no one wants to hangout, my family hates me, I have no time for myself I'm just a wage slave still struggling to get by. I do everything alone. I go outside everyday but it reminds me of everything I don't have. Seeing so many people enjoying themselves with tons of friends and then there's me, just some nobody no one cares about who's been completely left behind. I can relate to you so hard. Whatever days off I do have, I don't even get out of bed. My life is a complete regrettable waste. I wish I was never born.

    • @javierpacheco8234
      @javierpacheco8234 6 месяцев назад +36

      Wish I wasn't born either, my life is full of loneliness as well and I'm just 23.

    • @yandangao9258
      @yandangao9258 6 месяцев назад +26

      I wish I was never born. I think about that everyday.😢

    • @yung_Latios
      @yung_Latios 6 месяцев назад +20

      @@javierpacheco8234 sorry you feel that way man. People are fake anyway. All they care about is what you're going to do for them. It's better to be alone

    • @yung_Latios
      @yung_Latios 6 месяцев назад +6

      @@yandangao9258 Same I think about that every night before I go to bed. I even thought about suicide many times last year when my life hit rock bottom. I'm still struggling trying to get myself back together. The pain only makes us stronger.

    • @charonrose3306
      @charonrose3306 6 месяцев назад +3

      I'm 53 that feeling never ends

  • @whithehearthro
    @whithehearthro Год назад +155

    Been there girl. I was also superwoman until I got depressed and realized I was a normal person. Gives you a lot more empathy!

  • @simonesquared
    @simonesquared Год назад +39

    aw my love you have so much support behind you, and a community and friends that love you. i hope you feel better soon. always here for you.

  • @dancingbiologist2688
    @dancingbiologist2688 Год назад +40

    proud of you for seeking help and getting on the meds! they saved my life. 2 years later i am now coming off of them. It gets better❤❤❤ lots of love

  • @elainej9557
    @elainej9557 Год назад +150

    I can’t describe how timely finding your video was. I struggle with anxiety, am starting lexipro, and I’m going to start therapy (for the third time) on Thursday. As an asian christian woman who is also led by creativity, you have given me a glimpse of hope to carry on down the same paths you are taking.
    This season will not be forever. Thank you for sharing your journey and here’s to getting healthier and better!

    • @Eserr7856
      @Eserr7856 7 месяцев назад +2

      How are you feeling now? Are you still on meds and therapy? I'm seriously considering it for the first time for my depression and anxiety

    • @SSM12457
      @SSM12457 5 месяцев назад

      ​@Eserr7856 I have been going to therapy but still feel empty inside. Life is too difficult in my eyes. How is your journey going?

    • @Eserr7856
      @Eserr7856 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@SSM12457 i have started therapy and anti depressants for the first time so I am hopeful that I will greatly benefit from them, especially after seeing my mom recover using them. Also staying really close to God by prayer and reading scripture is a source of great comfort. I wish you health and peace 🙏

    • @SSM12457
      @SSM12457 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@Eserr7856 Thanks for the reply. I wish you the best and send prayers your way. 🙏

    • @RedaReda-vl9ff
      @RedaReda-vl9ff 2 месяца назад

      ​@@Eserr7856dont give up,i wish you a really nice day

  • @boredstephanie
    @boredstephanie Год назад +79

    I can feel your pain through this video, I'm so happy the later clips felt more energetic. Depression isn't easy to navigate but I hope you continue to feel better❤

  • @gloriale6462
    @gloriale6462 Год назад +112

    Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journey with us. It's beautiful to see how you're growing in character and faith this season. I'll be praying that you will be healed from depression, this season will end.

  • @kcd1998
    @kcd1998 Год назад +5

    You spoke into what I'm going through. Thank you for your vulnerability Kaiti, you've been such a blessing!

  • @ceooflonelinessinc.267
    @ceooflonelinessinc.267 3 месяца назад +11

    I (34) have been depresses all my life.
    The wors thing is that I'm depressed due to something that will never change, speaking I can't cruse my depression. I (33) have a learning disability. My IQ is approx 80. I got tested twice in school. It is mainly due to the fact that my mother drunk alcohol during her pregnancy (FASD spectrum/Fetal Alcohol Syndrome)
    Everything is harder in my life. No matter how hard I try, I always fail. I needed to visit special ed class till 18, I never had many friends, I never had the ability to visit college or achive high education, I only work at sign holder jobs...or fast food...currently I'm unemployed. I also never had a girlfriend, let alone something as a date. I still live with my parents. I couldn't survive on my own. I only learned how to do my taxes last year.
    I don't know what to do anymore. My counsellor gave me also antidepressants. But they don't help. All I ever wanted is to be healthy, but these pills can't change me. What should I do?

    • @chicagobigchungusbobungus8842
      @chicagobigchungusbobungus8842 2 месяца назад

      IQ means literally nothing, there is no scientific basis in that being an accurate measurement of intelligence

  • @Katie-iq2vw
    @Katie-iq2vw 9 месяцев назад +4

    Thank you so much for making this

  • @fyrusgrey5153
    @fyrusgrey5153 Год назад +133

    Seasonal depression is the worst, it definitely got to me back when I thought it was *me* that was the problem. It never is. Trust me, you'll get better if you keep bettering yourself. Keep away from crap foods, get sun and fresh air everyday, keep moving around and try not to sit still for long amounts of time. I find the easiest exercise for me personally is going up and down stairs, even if in short bursts, but each person has something that works for them. Don't start with a lot, even 5 minutes of being outside in the sun a day, and 2 minutes of exercise, is good enough at first.
    A lot of people think depression comes from bad experiences and traumatic events, when it doesn't, not directly. Such events are catalysts that start you on your spiraling path, but life choices, even the smallest ones, are what determine whether you're able to detour from it. Whether life events tear you down, or make you stronger, is entirely dependent on the choices you make. The path to beating depression is not a short one, it takes months of small consistent steps to get better. But it does get better.
    I believe in you! I believe in all of you!

  • @arunimaaa
    @arunimaaa Год назад +82

    November 2022 was really a point where everyone was on their breaking point(it seems), including me. Some major endings happened in my life too- relationship, and a new career. I have been suffering for the past 6 months. Only in May that I started to feel better. All the best and all the power to you Kaiti. Remember to take care of yourself. Take your meds, eat healthy and go for long hot girl walks. Snapping out of an overthinking spiral is really important to me. Also dancing or some form of expressing yourself can help❤

    • @CaptainSoftboy501
      @CaptainSoftboy501 10 месяцев назад

      Okay but fr tho!! 😭😭😭 November 2022 was wild. I was so stressed trying to finish my last fall semester, I also got into a relationship, I graduated in May, am trying to find a stable job, and I can't remember a day in June where I didn't cry myself to sleep. It's been a lot but I'm hoping it gets better 😭 I'm so happy it's getting better for you and I hope it continues to get better 💖💖💖

    • @crazygunner567yt2
      @crazygunner567yt2 9 месяцев назад +1

      It’s something about November Fr.

    • @derrickogole
      @derrickogole 7 месяцев назад +1

      It's November now and it honestly feels awful.

    • @RedaReda-vl9ff
      @RedaReda-vl9ff 2 месяца назад

      ​@@derrickogoledont give up

  • @buddingsurgeon1360
    @buddingsurgeon1360 Год назад +22

    Depression really sucks , having pms dysphoria made me realise this .
    Those of you who are fighting it are so brave and more power to you !!

  • @jasminewei948
    @jasminewei948 Год назад +5

    You are soooo strong for posting this. Thank you for sharing your story

  • @kawaii4235
    @kawaii4235 4 месяца назад +4

    Watching this has been very cathartic b/c it just makes me feel less alone and so seen, so thank you for making this video. Being vulnerable in front of anyone let alone a huge audience is so incredibly courageous

  • @watsonmelon6575
    @watsonmelon6575 Год назад +8

    Welcome back! I hope that you're doing better, even if the road to getting there isn't linear. Thank you for being so vulnerable about such a personal topic.
    :)

  • @alaremsegruslak
    @alaremsegruslak Год назад +369

    Sending love Kaiti.🤍✨
    You are the one thing in this world, above all other things, that you must never give up on... You are more precious to this world than you'll ever know…✨
    Thank you for your honesty & transparency… I admire you.. proud of you!🤍
    ​Isaiah 41:10.🙏🏻

  • @classicalfengshuiwithgeorge
    @classicalfengshuiwithgeorge Год назад +14

    Glad that you are doing better and thanks for sharing your vulnerable with us. That takes lots of courage. Glad that you are celebrating your small wins. Wishing you a full recovery with your depression. Also you have a new subscriber ;) Cheering for you Kaiti!

  • @AnnaLin
    @AnnaLin Год назад +5

    Appreciate your rawness Kaiti! You are lovely and so thankful you are still here 🩵🩵 hope you are able to seek professional help!

  • @isamonsta
    @isamonsta Год назад +54

    going through the same shit rn. whoever's reading this, please take comfort knowing that you are not alone.

    • @PassionDancer44
      @PassionDancer44 3 месяца назад

      @isamonsta I needed to hear this thank you

  • @callmefernley
    @callmefernley Год назад +6

    Im so sorry you are struggling lately but thank you for being so open about it. I think society needs to talk about mental health MORE.
    I feel you with the medication oh my life!!!! I didn’t respond well to any of mine so I have been raw dogging it on and off for years (7 years no meds depressed & anxiety) its so god damn HARD! Im thrilled yours started working for you & I hope you find the light at the end of this dark tunnel ❤❤

  • @kirstencano5435
    @kirstencano5435 Год назад +8

    May God bless your life Kaiti! May He continue to help through healing and going forward. You're a good example to all of those who are struggling, myself included

  • @PrettyLittleMrsFitz
    @PrettyLittleMrsFitz Год назад +5

    This was SO brave. I’m there now and this is the first thing that’s really brought me some comfort. Thank you for sharing this

  • @pfeffer_corp7877
    @pfeffer_corp7877 5 месяцев назад +2

    You were someone I really admired from the first video of yours that I saw. I really appreciate you posting this, I'm going through my own mental health stuff at the moment and knowing that even someone as impressive as you are has to deal with this bullshit makes me feel less defective. I wish you well.

  • @girlher9720
    @girlher9720 8 месяцев назад +18

    I had anxiety last year, Nov. 2022 and thought I’ll be in darkness for the rest of my life.. Started lexapro @ 5mg and it gets worse before it gets better at first.. But don’t give up.. comply to your meds and it usually takes 3-4 weeks to feel relief but in my case, I wasn’t sleeping well and feeling physiololigical symptoms.. it took me 5 months to really feel a relief. And for now, I’m back to normal Praise God! Therapy helps and don’t stop taking meds once you started unless your doctor tell you to do so. Try to change your routine. I know it’s really hard at first. You’ll get better. This too shall pass. Have faith!

  • @carlygreen2293
    @carlygreen2293 Год назад +47

    Aw, proud of you, Kaiti Yoo!! Meds are hard to get right. Even if you don't get it right at first, it's still so nice to get a break from being SO sad all the time. And if you're paying attention to HOW they're helpful, (even if it's not your perfect fit,) you will glean great wisdom from your journey. Wishing you the best of luck, and better days ahead!! :)

  • @juhyunn525
    @juhyunn525 Год назад +39

    Wishing you peace, Kaiti! It's scary to be so raw and vulnerable, and you're a brave and strong soul! Sending you loveee 💓🙏🏽

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw7736 8 месяцев назад +4

    Im SO GLAD you are alive!!!! You are living. You can do this and im happy for any small growth 💓

  • @samisugarcube
    @samisugarcube Год назад +3

    you're so awesome for this kaiti sending much love to you

  • @sanikagodbole7705
    @sanikagodbole7705 Год назад +6

    So sorry about what you've been going through, and I'm glad you're doing better. Sending love and hope 💕

  • @rwankyo3
    @rwankyo3 10 месяцев назад +2

    I’ve been feeling this way for a year and half. Hope better days for you. Your video makes me feel so heard

  • @user-mp9xz8yg4j
    @user-mp9xz8yg4j 4 месяца назад +16

    Creating the feelings of love is what has taken me out of my depression. It can work for you too.

    • @tedwilson1477
      @tedwilson1477 4 месяца назад

      THIS! Love is underneath every negative emotion, if you let it shine through.

    • @PassionDancer44
      @PassionDancer44 3 месяца назад

      How did you create yours?

    • @GurvinderKhehra-lu6pr
      @GurvinderKhehra-lu6pr 2 месяца назад

      How h did it? Can u give me some tips.

  • @allithinkabout
    @allithinkabout 3 месяца назад +3

    thank you for your vulnerability

  • @kikiursalone
    @kikiursalone Год назад +6

    Thank you for being so vulnerable! Keeping you in prayer, Kaiti! ❤

  • @divyaaa013
    @divyaaa013 Год назад +3

    Kaiti...thank you sooo soo much for documenting this video! It helps so much. I am so glad to know you are getting better😭 loads of love💗💗

  • @Emily94035
    @Emily94035 Год назад +9

    Kaiti ♡ Your videos has helped me gone through my hardest and darkest moments in life, and I wanted to reach out to remind you that you are loved even in those darker moments when you feel unlovable 🫶 It is okay to take your time for yourself❤️ Best wishes xoxo

  • @emmabacchus8043
    @emmabacchus8043 Год назад +5

    Kaiti you're so strong! Your vulnerability is something you should be proud of. Struggling with our mental health is tough but better times will come no matter what. Spread love always, you never know what someone is going through

  • @jncfrrr
    @jncfrrr Год назад +8

    Katie! Thank you for sharing this vulnerable side of yours. We're with you

  • @idontevenknow2578
    @idontevenknow2578 9 месяцев назад +12

    Thanks for your honesty. As a person going through depression right now I realize how valuable that really is.

    • @SSM12457
      @SSM12457 5 месяцев назад

      I'm in a bad mental state myself. Its not easy getting through life. How is your journey going?

  • @amoo7061
    @amoo7061 Год назад +8

    Oh my gosh thank you so much for this video I am going through one of the worst episodes of my depression and coming out of a hospitalization so you really made me feel seen❤

  • @mesCheerios
    @mesCheerios 9 месяцев назад +4

    thanks for this i feel so alone in my depression so it helps me and i wish u all the recovery

  • @matiascabrerag
    @matiascabrerag 2 месяца назад +1

    I love you! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this. You deserve the world

  • @awanderfullifeblog
    @awanderfullifeblog 10 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you so much for sharing your story! I can relate on so many levels and the biggest takeaway is to stay faithful. Once I focused on trying to find the light, little steps of improvement everyday are appearing. AND be kind to yourself !!!🙏

  • @user-rd7wk5du6o
    @user-rd7wk5du6o Год назад +46

    Giving you a virtual hug. I feel you. You’re already making progress. Cheers. ❤️

  • @praiseachom
    @praiseachom Год назад +10

    Hey Kaiti❤️ thanks for sharing.
    Sending lots of hugs and loves, and praying for strength for you in this season❤️

  • @ryerye5855
    @ryerye5855 6 месяцев назад +1

    I'm watching this right now as I am currently going through something similar. This gives me comfort knowing that I am not alone in this albeit for different reasons. You earned a subscriber btw and I am looking into your other content. Thanks Kaiti :))

  • @eureka2286
    @eureka2286 Год назад +4

    I’m very proud of you! And I thank God that he has been helping you! I will pray for you so he can give you peace and strength 🤍✨

  • @luciaramirez2693
    @luciaramirez2693 Год назад +4

    i appreciate your vulnerability and i'm sending you so much love 💓

  • @entropy7301
    @entropy7301 Год назад +58

    Kaiti, I am so so so proud of you. As someone is going through depression right now and am unable to get help, I know how hard it is. Thank you so much for the thoughts you've been putting out and I hope you have a great day

  • @katibrah2872
    @katibrah2872 Месяц назад +3

    i feel so much better knowing that i'm not alone, thank you for sharing this.

  • @shrutireddy6176
    @shrutireddy6176 8 месяцев назад +1

    Its so so so so so SO brave of you to be so open about depression! It feels horrible and knowing we aren't alone is SUCH A RELIEF. Sending you SO MUCH Love 💗💗💗💗

  • @MinnzPiano
    @MinnzPiano Год назад +3

    You are so brave Kaiti. Thank you for sharing, thank you for being you. Sending you so much love and strength.❤

  • @warmhug84
    @warmhug84 6 месяцев назад +7

    Your journey of overcoming difficulties and now working to help others is truly admirable. Your experience sends a message of hope to many, aiding them in overcoming their own challenges.

  • @shaunoleary7092
    @shaunoleary7092 Месяц назад

    More power to you for posting this. I've suffered from depression and anxiety for years, and IMHO it can be a very cruel thing to live with. Hoping things are looking up for you since this time.

  • @halepham6963
    @halepham6963 Год назад +1

    thankyou of posting this. your timing couldn't have been better.

  • @anishacherry
    @anishacherry Год назад +3

    kaiti, thank you so much for your vulnerability- my heart aches for you because i felt/feel the same way after i got my anxiety diagnosis last year. If it’s one thing that’s been constant - it’s that God remains the same and faithful. in our highest of highs and lowest of lows, we can rely on Him ❤ i am praying that these past few weeks have been kinder to you, sending so much love 💕

  • @brandimilliken841
    @brandimilliken841 9 месяцев назад +6

    I really needed to see this. I have been battling with depression on and off my meds due to not wanting to have that stigma over my head and not feeling comfortable with taking the medication. I have caught myself not taking proper care of myself or my work and it’s affecting more than even so back on my medication I am going. At the pharmacy now to get myself back in alignment with the better side of myself

  • @taliw7736
    @taliw7736 8 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you for voicing so many of my thoughts. Im taking medication too and i feel a crushing wait to be better. To have my energy, genuine personality and moving has been a struggle

  • @DonnHowes
    @DonnHowes Месяц назад +27

    I suffered severe depression and mental disorder several years ago after divorce with my wife. Got diagnosed with ADHD. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

    • @SharonFalcon-fj7nb
      @SharonFalcon-fj7nb Месяц назад +1

      Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

    • @Malikrooney-hq5jj
      @Malikrooney-hq5jj Месяц назад

      Can you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.

    • @SusanaGomez-mp8sk
      @SusanaGomez-mp8sk Месяц назад +4

      Yes very sure of Dr.benfungi. Psychedelics/psilocybin made me quit a lot of bad habits and gave me a more positive outlook on life and the appreciation for other people.The day after one trip I came out as a better me, nothing can compare, I owe it to psychedelics, it cannot be described in words.

    • @nicholda436
      @nicholda436 Месяц назад

      Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the
      morning after. So no hangovers. No
      depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now
      have a more calm mind

    • @JaimeGlaze
      @JaimeGlaze Месяц назад

      How do i reach out to him? Is he on Instagram

  • @SaraH-hs9wo
    @SaraH-hs9wo Год назад +32

    so so SO glad to see that you're on the mend! Depression is no joke, but it will pass. Just keep taking it one step at a time, and give yourself grace. You've got this

  • @carolinasanabria7069
    @carolinasanabria7069 Год назад +4

    Thank you for sharing Katie❤ sending much love and happiness to you! This video helped me to understand my brother’s situation more.

  • @johnwilkinson5910
    @johnwilkinson5910 3 месяца назад +1

    Thank you for the video, Kaiti . I'm so proud of you. As a fellow depression sufferer, you are truly an inspiration ❤

  • @user-js6dt9bq2j
    @user-js6dt9bq2j 3 месяца назад +2

    big respect for psoting this sis

  • @maysa994
    @maysa994 Год назад +5

    Thank you for being honest and sharing this struggle bc I’m in the same boat as you been struggling the past 2 yrs after high school feeling stuck and guilty for it my classmates moving on with their lives and I’m not in school I’m ashamed but this reminds me it’s okay to struggle this makes me feel less alone:(

  • @gindokki
    @gindokki Год назад +2

    One little step forward at a time, at your own pace. I’m glad to hear you are doing better and sending many prayers and lots of love your way ❤

  • @em__spc
    @em__spc Год назад +2

    So proud of u Kati, thx for sharing your journey + thoughts with us.

  • @Angel-yd9ek
    @Angel-yd9ek Год назад +1

    thank you Kaiti, for being so raw about your experience. I know everything you go well because you deserve the best ❤

  • @colincorkery.9427
    @colincorkery.9427 9 месяцев назад +3

    This is video is more important than you'll ever know. People need to be able to see what depression is from a day to day period. I have had periods of depression that were absolutely debilitating and would spend weeks without ever leaving the house. Suicidal thoughts would cross my mind most of the day. This lasted for 5-6 years. Now I am in a great place, but depression is horrific. You're so brave. Thank you.

  • @jubilee4
    @jubilee4 Год назад +5

    Thank you for sharing, Kaiti. Been having a lot of bad weeks lately myself, but somehow, today was an okay day. So, let's celebrate the small wins together🎉🎉❤

  • @hannahxu5193
    @hannahxu5193 Год назад +1

    you made me cry, i really needed this

  • @Yazuroshi
    @Yazuroshi 9 месяцев назад +2

    You are an amazingly strong person. I believe you will get better as time passes. Let yourself rest and try to be a little bit nicer towards yourself.

  • @kaileycheng5660
    @kaileycheng5660 Год назад +5

    You go this Kaiti! :) it was so great to see how you progressed through the video, and i know God has great things planned for you

  • @hannah3341
    @hannah3341 Год назад +8

    I'm praying for you Kaiti! These three months have been hard for you, but I know God is going to use it for good and bless you abundantly. We're so proud that you're going on strong!

  • @judithmahlangu
    @judithmahlangu Год назад +2

    I love you so much Kaiti! I hope the journey of navigating life with depression helps you move from one small win to another until you feel much lighter and optimistic about life again :)

  • @yunjzns
    @yunjzns Год назад +2

    so proud of you and how far you’ve come we love you

  • @druidriley3163
    @druidriley3163 Год назад +4

    Poor thing. Working is difficult. You have to push through personal things to work and support yourself. There is no other way unless you move back in with people who will support you. Adulting is hard. If you can cut out some high pressure things - school, toxic/demanding people - it will help you rest and recover. Good luck.

  • @janiyarenee9304
    @janiyarenee9304 Год назад +21

    I’m so proud of you Kati💕

  • @Xoxo345c
    @Xoxo345c 9 месяцев назад +2

    I love that this is raw and real and you’re not out here pretending or pushing brand deals

  • @m0rethanahandful
    @m0rethanahandful Год назад +1

    take care of yourself kaiti. i went through the medication melodrama before and it’s so defeating when things aren’t working or make your conditions worse.

  • @ninili830
    @ninili830 Год назад +15

    You're seriously so brave just for doing this....Sending love and hugs your way♥️💕

  • @Mlleblueraincoat
    @Mlleblueraincoat 11 месяцев назад +20

    here i sit, with a broken kneecap, the sun is blazing and yet i sit inside, not really able to finish a task that i still need to do and not really being able to apply for a job though i reeeally need money. very relatable kaiti, and very good to see your ups!

  • @joannaj.
    @joannaj. Год назад +2

    Gave me goosebumps watching this. kaiti - thank you for sharing. May light lead your way.

  • @michaelng03
    @michaelng03 7 месяцев назад +2

    Wow Kai you are so brave for being vulnerable in front of the camera. Give you a lot of respect for that not many can do that. We all go through it and one thing I know is your not alone just remember that.

  • @eykyra
    @eykyra Год назад +273

    I relate to this video so much. The pressure and guilt to work but you just can't. It's so hard to explain because life goes on but you're just paralyzed and can't move along with it so you feel worse as you miss out on things, events, deadlines... Despite we've been improving as a society in terms of raising awareness about it, this is a disease that's impossible to truly understand unless you experience it. So glad you decided to make a video about it. And so happy that treatment is working for you. We got this

  • @stephc3522
    @stephc3522 Год назад +12

    Currently going through a super heavy depressive period of my life after a few months of joy and it feels so confusing to get so low again after feeling so okay. Thank you for sharing this - authenticity can mean different things online nowadays but this is exactly what we need. I appreciate your vulnerability so much ❤️

  • @soya795
    @soya795 Год назад +1

    Thanks to you kaiti for spreading mental awareness about this....not everyone talks about it...kudos to u

  • @femalenuwanda8033
    @femalenuwanda8033 Год назад +1

    i feel you so much thanks for sharing this and im so proud of you kaity

  • @Starburstluver69
    @Starburstluver69 9 месяцев назад +18

    I was diagnosed with depression shortly after I turned 14 and I have struggle with it for so many years. I’m 19 now and i still struggle. But not at much as my past self, who was in therapy two times per week. I want to be thank you for this video and for being so vulnerable. Depression is so hard and it’s so common and I’m so glad that we are starting to be able to talk about it more openly. ❤ I’m so sorry that you struggled with depression and I’m so happy to hear you are doing better now ❤❤❤❤

    • @SSM12457
      @SSM12457 5 месяцев назад

      I struggle mentally as well. Life is difficult living. Too many problems. Im trying my best though. How is your journey going?

    • @RedaReda-vl9ff
      @RedaReda-vl9ff 2 месяца назад

      ​@@SSM12457dont give up,i wish you a wonderfull day