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  • @melaniepatriciacruz4943
    @melaniepatriciacruz4943  Год назад +347

    this is why I hate ranting on camera, I completely left out the fact that the reason why I went into a bulimic stage in my life was not just because I was called “too skinny” I thought having a super flat stomach was considered “acceptable” while trying to get thick at the same time since having curves was also considered “pretty” & it just messed up my mentality badly to where I thought if I binged eat & regurgitate in the same day, ill have society’s acceptable body standards. While I was gaining weight throughout the years in school I went from feeling “too skinny” to “not torso skinny enough”. Basically I was never good enough to myself. I also gained a bad eating habit that I “HAD” to finish my full plate due to my childhood self being told I needed to eat all my food even when I was full. But when I force fed myself I felt guilty & too full when I did finish. So either way I felt horrible eating & not eating. Sorry I didn’t explain that part correctly.

    • @fruitizhere
      @fruitizhere Год назад +15

      Thank you for sharing your story & journey with body image issues. A lot of us can relate. We tend to be our own worst critics & societal expectations/ social media are especially toxic to our confidence. Its harder to do than In theory, but we need to stop comparing ourselves to other body types and work on being the healthiest version of YOU. Working on the best version of YOUR body. I think you’re beautiful inside & out. And your body is amazing & strong!! You inspire us every day, so thank you

    • @ninanegedu
      @ninanegedu Год назад +2

      Thanks for the explanation, Melanie. Thank you for sharing your story❤

    • @dodinoguchi1706
      @dodinoguchi1706 Год назад +1

      I relate 100% to this, and seeing your journey with fitness and food and mental health is super inspiring

    • @kristenlebron1508
      @kristenlebron1508 Год назад

      sending you such good energy n luv😭❤️ n a big internet hug

    • @helena003
      @helena003 Год назад

      thanks I was also bulimic and it was absolutely THE WORST period of my life, it was like a nightmare and im sure it has extreme negative effects on my body. I had no idea you had struggled with this and you are so strong for overcoming xxx

  • @mangotango2286
    @mangotango2286 Год назад +73

    Girl…. You’re 20????? I’m so proud of you for the life you live, I was a complete MESS at 20, didn’t get my life together until I was 25, I applaud you for your progress, and how you’ve handled yourself thus far your story is incredible, keep being amazing!

    • @biteme3470
      @biteme3470 Год назад

      I was the same exact way as you! Lol

  • @valerieromero7938
    @valerieromero7938 Год назад +43

    As being a big girl my whole life I understand the unhealthy relationships with food and nutrition. I’m still learning to get it right since culture has so much to do with it too. Glad I found you on here! You inspire me to get up and move even when I feel unmotivated to. Thanks for all you do! ✨

  • @spiritualaesthetic
    @spiritualaesthetic Год назад +12

    I appreciate your transparency in this video. Makes me fangirl over you even more. It's encouraging when you hear the person who inspires you talk about how they have struggles too. I got sober 12 years ago when I found out I was pregnant. My daughter is my angel, totally saved our lives. But I gained 80 lb and have never put it off. It's like my addiction switched and now I can't control my eating habits. It's a black cloud that follows over my head everyday. I beat myself up because there are people in the world dealing with issues they can't control, like cancer for example, and my biggest problem is something that I can physically control. How dare I not be able to fix it! Especially when my mother and father had cancer and I know I need to eat better and take care of my body so I can be around for my beautiful babies. I beg and pray to God please take my will away, just do with me what you want and help me make good decisions. When I see young girls being self-conscious about their body and makes me want to tell them how when I was young I always thought I was chubby. Until I actually gained that weight and became obsese pretty much !I would kill to have my old body. All I can do is keep trying. It's when you give up that you're really done for. This is the most personal comment I've ever posted online. 🙈 Anyway, didn't mean to unload my baggage in your RUclips comments. Maybe people can relate, maybe people will talk shit. Who knows. Oh well. The point is thank you Mel for being open and honest. Your channel is a happy place for me, so thank you for providing it. ✨

    • @shedocs
      @shedocs Год назад +1

      It’s so much easier said then done…but I speak from gaining 60+ lbs every child( I have 4) so for a total of 240 and would have kept the bulk of em if I hadn’t done the things I did(SO I I COMPLETELY GET YOU!!).everyone is different but a few things I did that were universal I believe is drink a glass of water before I eat and after to” trick” my stomach. Eat off of platters only ( the small plates) not the full ones , and did quick workouts whenever I could ( just dance or move for 30 min a day, twice a day was a plus) and replace one of my meals with just a salad or special k cereal… one thing that has help me keep it off is intermittently fasting , stop eat at 8 most days ( some 10) and don’t eat until 1pm the next day … hope this helps, and you can fact check me in my vids if needed( the baby’s) and my current weight .. I documented it over the years but never posted it 😅..I think I’m gonna post it soon

  • @Brownsunflower
    @Brownsunflower Год назад +5

    Thank you for this video. I’m 28 and I have several major health issues. I’m diabetic and when i tell you I cried watching this video. You have inspired me to get my shit together girl. Most of my late 20s I have been unhealthy. In my early 20s I was so in shape and healthy. Moving forward I’m working on creating a healthier and fuller life for me and my son 🤎 Thank you so much.

  • @hanpark3r
    @hanpark3r Год назад +6

    thank you so much for talking about your body insecurities so openly and your athletic childhood. I've never been athletic bc of health issues, and I've had body insecurities but hearing about your experiences and them relating to me makes me feel much better abt my own insecurities.

  • @melissastillies6923
    @melissastillies6923 Год назад +18

    Thank you for all the inspo girl! Absolutely adore you. Love from South Africa 🇿🇦💖

  • @DeborahJones2823
    @DeborahJones2823 Год назад +18

    Hey Mel!! Love the transparency about your relationship with food. Mine wasn’t the same as yours but I have my own demons I’ve learned about being healthy. I laugh sometimes watching your videos cuz I have kids older than you but you do so much I can relate to. I wanted to comment to let you know that you are reaching people of all ages. Keep doing your thang and inspiring us all.

    • @mariadesolsanchez3263
      @mariadesolsanchez3263 Год назад

      SHE IS A TREMENDOUS HELP TO SO MANY PEOPLE LOVVE HERRR❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉

  • @Vanessa-ge4eh
    @Vanessa-ge4eh Год назад +5

    Funny how we pick ourselves apart so hard, but there are so many people who'd LOVE to look like us.
    I would give anything to look like you!! And you can see in the comments how many people you motivate.
    But I get it with being "too skinny" and not "skinny enough" at the same time. Trying to get juicy curves but it not being in our genetics... I GET IT. I'm slowly shifting that mentality to just wanting to be STRONG and FIT.

  • @Findinglifesbeauty
    @Findinglifesbeauty Год назад +14

    Love that you shared your fitness journey. We all have stories that led us to weightlifting, and I think that’s a beautiful thing. Everyone in the gym is fighting past demons and improving themselves. It’s as much mental as it is physical, and I’m so glad you shared this ❤❤❤

  • @sukidavis9141
    @sukidavis9141 Год назад +2

    thank you for being so vulnerable mel

  • @taylorformica4993
    @taylorformica4993 Год назад +2

    I love the bond you have with your cats. They absolutely love you

  • @chantellaa
    @chantellaa Год назад +1

    i watched this whole video while getting ready!! i love your longer videos and i’m so glad you shared a little bit more of your childhood it honestly means so much that you are comfortable with us like that !!

  • @LindsayWallace
    @LindsayWallace Год назад +6

    I love and admire you’re transparency 🫶🏾

  • @sharmika04
    @sharmika04 Год назад +2

    Cilantro is life! I put it on everything and anything I can! For 20 years old you are so wise. I wish I had that mindset at that age. I just recently started to come to terms with what I need in my life to thrive. Although you are very shy in my head you are my friend. Thank you for opening up to us. I know that is not easy to do when it comes to such emotional and personal information.

  • @jessnielsen
    @jessnielsen Год назад

    This is a wonderful video a wonderful message; I struggled greatly with binge eating in high school because I so badly wanted to be tiny and stick thin, sometimes I think the mental and emotional effects from that time are still here, and sometimes I still catch myself going all day without eating to stay slim. Thank you for speaking on this topic, I know its hard, but you are making so many men and women feel seen and heard by sharing your life and stories.

  • @Cosplaybykoneko
    @Cosplaybykoneko Год назад +1

    I can tell you’re such an awesome person because the way you treat your babies- they’re so cute and loved it’s transparent definitely gained a forever follower and fellow cat lover ❤️

  • @sonorasays
    @sonorasays Год назад +1

    thank you so much for being so real and raw about your relationship with food and body image. i've struggled with my weight all my life, going through periods of being a healthy weight and exercising, to binge eating, etc. every time you post it gives me hope that i can still change for the better and i shouldn't give up, even if i can't change everything i want to change overnight. (also the espresso shaking was hilarious and the coffee looked gorgeousssss)

  • @arianagomes4732
    @arianagomes4732 Год назад +1

    I love you and watching you doing hip trust back then verse now really motivates me to be consistent at the gym. I get so discouraged going to the gym Monday to Saturday and not see any results but you really help me think that if I don’t quit I will see better results. I love all your videos 😘😘

  • @brittonrosewilson4855
    @brittonrosewilson4855 Год назад +7

    The food segment was beautiful thank you for opening up to us

  • @niak.3923
    @niak.3923 Год назад +1

    your personality is so pretty and refreshing on camera, i love how your coming out your shell with that and talking ,more.

  • @ShayyButter
    @ShayyButter Год назад +1

    I completely agree with you! Thanks for being so transparent about your past eating habits and body image issues. Honestly, now instead of restricting myself and limiting my food options, I've learned go make healthy alternatives / healthier recipes of those take out foods that I love. It helps me satisfy my cravings and I don't feel guilty or beat myself up about it.

  • @FireflyTM247
    @FireflyTM247 Год назад +3

    The fact that everyone in your home has similar love languages is soooo damn awesome to me! Love you Mel and Thanks for sharing. I’m going to try that “Panda Express” recipe because I was craving beef and broccoli the other day. ❤❤❤❤

  • @merelzomerdijk3153
    @merelzomerdijk3153 Год назад

    Omg to see you on those videos when you where young and now to have see you grown is so inspiring

  • @AmandaRivera902
    @AmandaRivera902 Год назад +5

    Mel you are BEAUTIFUL always have been always will be ! So proud of you and all you continue to do !

  • @mansijha337
    @mansijha337 Год назад +3

    Oh my god !!! Girl you look amazing

  • @AaliyahjColon
    @AaliyahjColon Год назад

    Awww the bond between you and your white and black cat 🥺🥺

  • @candylishx3527
    @candylishx3527 Год назад

    I just want to stop dead in my tracks watching to take time to thank-you for feeling so open to share so much of this with us! I know since watching you from the beginning how much you've kept quiet about your own struggles & that's progress alone being able to share it with us all. I think something I'm realizing even at my age (31), is that most females have some form of an eating disorder at 1 point in their lives... I STILL struggle myself with starving/binging only to realize at the end of the day I can't starve off my 'bloat' more than likely caused from under-eating/binging. Just know that all of you, it is ENOUGH💜 (something I need to tell myself a lot more tbh)

  • @Inspirewithkay
    @Inspirewithkay Год назад +1

    Loveeee your transparency about your body.

  • @SimplySasha414
    @SimplySasha414 Год назад +3

    Really love your videos ! Great content!!

  • @carmenmears1595
    @carmenmears1595 Год назад +1

    loooove your vibe and videos!!

  • @kimberlyzamora6018
    @kimberlyzamora6018 Год назад

    Proud of you mel keep living your best life❤️🙏

  • @carlie5850
    @carlie5850 Год назад

    Love your honesty Mel 💕 you look so beautiful in white it makes your face glow. Thanks for sharing with us!! 💐🌷💞

  • @katherinesipan19
    @katherinesipan19 11 месяцев назад

    Hi Mel,
    I love watching all your RUclips videos!
    Just wanted to say, thank you for your honesty and for inspiring a lot of us to continue fighting to change bad habits and turning them into a more positive life. I am 29 and just last year started making better choices when it comes to eating healthier and exercising 4-5 times a week. My fiancee and I go workout together, meal prep everything together, cook a variety of meals that are filling and cleaner, allowing us to feel better overall. Don't take me wrong but we tried so many times eating clean or making healthier decisions, but it would never last. I would often suffer from stomach problems, felt nauseous, burped a lot and just felt disgusted overall, so it got to the point where we started together to change things little by little and now it got to the point of feeling better and energized. This changes don't just happen very fast. You have to be patient with yourself and care enough for yourself to make a good change that will lead to living a longer and fulfilling life.
    PS. I love your cats, they are so beautiful!
    I have 4 of my own

  • @kathiaserrano7740
    @kathiaserrano7740 Год назад +1

    If vlogmas is overwhelming, I would suggest uploading weekly. Like a compilation of the week's activity.

  • @graytheartist481
    @graytheartist481 Год назад +3

    When you said how your parents house always felt dirty I never related more I knew exactly what you meant like cleaning it would feel pointless for the most part

  • @deenaray6739
    @deenaray6739 Год назад +1

    Wow you are only 20, you seem really grown I'm 46 and my baby girl is 20, I enjoy your content and not sure if you know how truly gorgeous you are be proud you inspire an older gal like me, also couldn't see who you said to follow for recipes, much love also I love cilantro. 💖

  • @Charhana
    @Charhana Год назад +1

    Sending Aroha to you and your loved ones🤍 Thank you so much for helping me creating a healthy food relationship with myself xx

  • @MirandaLanae
    @MirandaLanae Год назад

    The love from you cat fills my heart omg so cute

  • @soulfulrenia
    @soulfulrenia Год назад +1

    Your videos make me so happy❤

  • @pauladuncan7891
    @pauladuncan7891 Год назад

    Hey mel always love watching your videos you are inspiration to me

  • @faithiseverything777
    @faithiseverything777 Год назад

    Girl watching you work out is such motivation. 💜 🔥 And your health habits 🔥 thank you for your energy transfer. God bless you beautiful sister 💜💜💜💜

  • @her.writtenthoughts8828
    @her.writtenthoughts8828 Год назад

    I know you’re a few years younger than myself. I’m 25 will be 26 in April ♈️. But I just wanted to say your blogs are so so inspirational and help me as a grown ass woman to get back on track!

  • @billie0102
    @billie0102 Месяц назад +1

    The kitty needing a hug in 01:05

  • @caitlynscelfo9169
    @caitlynscelfo9169 Год назад

    Recently started following your you tube page. Really enjoy what you share with us…thank you ❤️ the positive vibes and realness are a blessing. Thank you.

    • @caitlynscelfo9169
      @caitlynscelfo9169 Год назад

      Oh and that coffee you made was BOMB! And your cats are adorable 😊

  • @kenyaortiz8079
    @kenyaortiz8079 Год назад

    Recent subscriber but love your talkative love and getting to hear your thoughts and overall personality more!

  • @adrianaluciani_
    @adrianaluciani_ Год назад

    thank you for sharing - i am in this position. can you make the next video about how you started to incorporate fitness *workouts/splits/etc* and eating more to get strong.

  • @veronicatalavera9454
    @veronicatalavera9454 Год назад

    Omg your cats are so adorable and way they kept giving you so much love 😻😻😻😹😹😹😸😺

  • @Noone-rt1mv
    @Noone-rt1mv Год назад

    Girl your a goal❤
    I was going to ask you. What do you do to prevent injuries from working out? Also you should a workout video blog. I need your routine !

  • @mariadesolsanchez3263
    @mariadesolsanchez3263 Год назад

    you're such a strong strong woman for putting yourself 1st and your own Mental Health care beforehand ....THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR MESSAGE MEANS EVERYTHING to me because I too suffer from this a greatly ❤ I wish you all the Best on your journey
    I would like to know more about your doing well and lovve your work-out videos your upper body strength is incredible giirl❤❤❤ YOUR Body is your Temple and it SHOWS!!! GREAT WORK

  • @BeesVlogss
    @BeesVlogss Год назад

    I swear you are such a dope individual love ya style !

  • @oliviamarie9835
    @oliviamarie9835 Год назад

    Girlll the love from a distance is real

  • @quinnrouseyt4293
    @quinnrouseyt4293 Год назад

    can't believe ur 20!!! I'm turning 20 in a couple of months and i'm very far from being independent. I haven't been able to find a job (Uruguay's magic), and even if I did it's pretty imposible to get a place here if your family doesn't have money.
    Not only that, u are STUNNING, like HOW

  • @heyyissalexi6358
    @heyyissalexi6358 Год назад

    We love you Mel💕🌻

  • @EnlightenedBeing33
    @EnlightenedBeing33 Год назад

    I wish I could workout/weight lift like I used to. I have to be careful since I’m currently pregnant (also being in my first trimester). I’m starting to become insecure about my body even though I shouldn’t be at the moment. I love your videos btw, they give me the drive and motivation to keep working towards my goals ❤

  • @priyadarshinisahu3672
    @priyadarshinisahu3672 Год назад

    I could relate to you the most atm because I had a binge session last night. The things you told Abt people calling you skinny the opposite happened to me ppl calling me fat and shit when I felt so comfortable in my body and now that I have lost wt and skinny and what not I don't feel comfortable.... Irony, thanks for sharing man ❤️❤️

  • @hayley623
    @hayley623 Год назад

    Thank you for sharing your journey ❤

  • @adelegamba5463
    @adelegamba5463 Год назад

    Hi from Sputh Africa. Been watching your for like forever. You calm my anxiety

  • @deirdremiller1339
    @deirdremiller1339 Год назад

    I love your vlogs I'm am always looking for healthier coffee recipes and meal recipes I have 3 daughters and I'm trying to teach them how great it is and how delicious it can be to eat healthy

  • @thatgirltiatee
    @thatgirltiatee Год назад

    From Namibia 🇳🇦 just showing love to a sistaaa❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @emilyroseellis
    @emilyroseellis Год назад

    I love hearing your backstory. Please keep talkin.

  • @RebeccaABeaudoin
    @RebeccaABeaudoin Год назад +1

    It’s your life girl, no need to explain yourself. You do what you can, the best as you can like the rest of us

  • @day6386
    @day6386 Год назад

    can you do a skin care video? ur skin looks so good!

  • @thriveflourishmotivate
    @thriveflourishmotivate Год назад +1

    Unlisted gang. Love you Mel, you are beautiful ❤

  • @thehoodoraclecarmencatalin4521

    I loved your baked oats. And I too had bad relationship with food growing up and currently. And I need to workout more and be more fit. Def thinking about getting trained to be personal trainer. Thanks for sharing your journey.

  • @aylinduran9835
    @aylinduran9835 Год назад

    luv ur videos

  • @courtneychambersmusic
    @courtneychambersmusic Год назад

    I LOVE cilantro!

  • @bossbaby8931
    @bossbaby8931 Год назад

    Beautiful family I love watching your videos ❤️💐

  • @saraabotaleb545
    @saraabotaleb545 Год назад

    loveeeeeeeee ur vlogs😍

  • @BhadBishopp
    @BhadBishopp Год назад

    I love cilantro too!

  • @anfisa.libkind
    @anfisa.libkind Год назад

    This is the first time I've seen such Tactile cats😍🦋

  • @BeesVlogss
    @BeesVlogss Год назад +1

    Cilantro is LIFE

  • @Milbia
    @Milbia Год назад

    i LOOOOVE cilantro!

  • @celebrityInstagramTV
    @celebrityInstagramTV Год назад

    Thank you for sharing because i really need hear that

  • @tracy361361
    @tracy361361 Год назад

    This might sound weird but it taste so good. Try adding chopped up apple without the skin to your tuna. It’s the best.

  • @adinadade8167
    @adinadade8167 Год назад

    Since youre still having painful cramps, try cutting out shellfish (bottom feeders) and pork. Shellfish tend to be very high in mercury.
    Ive been Kosher for several years now and the most i get is bloating and discomfort from gas but no more cramps.
    I used to have crippling pain from cramps and severe nausea and dizziness, haven’t had any of those symptoms since being Kosher.
    Not saying it will work for you but its worth a try, i think.

  • @ABSVabeautifulsunsetvlog
    @ABSVabeautifulsunsetvlog Год назад +1

    Damn Mel, that thumbnail😍(my favorite youtuber and it’s not close…)

  • @Findinglifesbeauty
    @Findinglifesbeauty Год назад

    Love cilantro and tomatoes!! 🍅

  • @tammyjones6779
    @tammyjones6779 Год назад

    I love everything you do. Can you send about sharing your recipes please and thank you. I appreciate all the help and tips. Information. Keep up great work. Lots of love 💘 💕 ❤.

  • @ABSVabeautifulsunsetvlog
    @ABSVabeautifulsunsetvlog Год назад +1

    I’m gonna need you to start posting a music playlist of the music in your vlogs. Even your intro music is hella 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥….the song playing at 29:51???? Yoooooo……

  • @CeceMEFit
    @CeceMEFit Год назад

    Lol i LOVEEE both cilantro and tomatoes! I could eat both raw😊Also appreicate you being open about your journey with food🫶🥺

  • @gstepp98
    @gstepp98 Год назад +2

    you’re absolutely gorgeous and wonderful ❤

  • @jillianhamilton872
    @jillianhamilton872 Год назад

    love cilantro hate tomatoes. I cant do mushrooms either, its a texture thing. But cilantro tastes so good!

  • @anonalice4380
    @anonalice4380 Год назад

    I was struggling with bulimia for 3 years it ruined my life, I uses to binge and purge multiple times a day everyday 🙃 now 2 years later finally recovered but I've really done damage to my teeth and my throat, worst part was I had no one to talk to honestly. I recovered on my own just by watching RUclips videos and reading books, you sharing this is definitely going to help some one who is struggling with it ty Mel.

    • @laurelpowell8536
      @laurelpowell8536 Год назад

      I have anorexia and bulimia and have for almost 30 years. It has destroyed my life too and I now have dentures in my 40s. Was there anything you found helpful for your recovery? I am glad you found your way to health!

    • @anonalice4380
      @anonalice4380 Год назад

      @@laurelpowell8536 I was constantly watching videos and listening to other people's advice and then I started doing intermittent fasting it helped me to stop binging and if I did binge I'd do something productive instead of running to the toilet bowl.Then I got into weight training. Even tho I feel like you can never really get rid of an Ed but you can control it. It took me a long time and a few relapses here and there but I finally made it. Just focus on your health and put yourself first you will get through it I promise. I was terrified of gaining weight and I did in the beginning of my recovery because I was binging without purging but then the binging episodes stopped and I slowly got back to a healthy weight and that's what happens to most people, it's never too late to be healthy and to truly love yourself, I hope this was helpful ❤.

  • @StephanieTianaWest
    @StephanieTianaWest Год назад

    Really like your talking vlogs 👏

  • @shainakascak7259
    @shainakascak7259 Год назад

    Mel I’m new to your videos! I have been watching you the past couple weeks and absolutely love you! You are just so chill and real. You said your birthday is in December Im guessing you are a Sagittarius?

  • @soulfulrenia
    @soulfulrenia Год назад +1

    You look amazing ❤

  • @serinabird9914
    @serinabird9914 Год назад

    “Idk why you’re still here
    because people get sick of me real easily,
    I do” I felt that
    Me too 😂

  • @kianaross7504
    @kianaross7504 Год назад

    I am so happy to have found your channel! I relate to you in almost EVERY aspect, but your resilience to be aware & keep going strong is inspiring! I've been craving for a healthy change in my life again but couldn't get out of this rut no matter what drastic change I've made. Thank you T__T

  • @christinamccarthy557
    @christinamccarthy557 Год назад

    Love your content. Thank you! I was wondering What type of face oil are you using. My skin breaks out so easy. Yet I need some hydration?

  • @adelegamba5463
    @adelegamba5463 Год назад

    Thank you for sharing so much about you

  • @BudgetLikeALoser
    @BudgetLikeALoser Год назад

    I notice I get less stomach aches or bloating when I drink my water with my meals! Especially a lemon water

  • @morganwatkins9743
    @morganwatkins9743 Год назад

    i love cilantro

  • @fairybi_boo
    @fairybi_boo Год назад

    this woman is just turning 21???????? wow girl!!!!!

  • @courtneyflowers2244
    @courtneyflowers2244 Год назад

    I’m same as you! Love cilantro, hate tomatoes

  • @thelifeofmaribel77
    @thelifeofmaribel77 Год назад

    Thank you so much for sharing. I appreciate it so much. Dios te bendiga!

  • @Inspirewithkay
    @Inspirewithkay Год назад

    My cat is so needy too lol. Love it.

  • @alexislopez3861
    @alexislopez3861 11 месяцев назад

    Follow because of the way you shake your espresso 😂

  • @Arrivamore
    @Arrivamore Год назад

    Love your videos!
    Also, You should get that skin spot checked out JUST to be safe. Had someone I knew who had something smaller and similar above the eyebrow and they had to have it surgically cut out. Take care! ♥

  • @msbarbieecouture
    @msbarbieecouture Год назад

    Where is the all white set from?! So cute!