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Lockdown 23and1 could you do a video on all tiers/levels of prison and what to expect and differences from level 1 prison all the way up to super max? If you can, that would be awesome dude!
First time I went to jail I had no shoes, nobody's phone number, no money, was going through withdrawals and I ended up getting the worst flu a week later just as I was starting to feel better from the withdrawals. Shit was Crazy.
gaol/prison sounds so HORRIBLe i think i'd almost rather be dead than go in there with all those psychos and cheek busters/bustees/rump roasters/drug addicts/sadistic guards/shit food etc...
Yep, same same, ( the flu you can get 1/2 weeks after cos your bodys struggling ) the first couple times. Learnt from that to make sure always prepared 😁. Though nowadays the freedom is way better than....
Thanks for sharing your experiences. My son is in fed at Marion and it gives me an idea what he's up against. As for the withdrawals and sugar craving, alcohol is basically fermented with sugar. As an alkie myself, I hated sugar when I drank but craved it when I sobered up. That was 35 years ago after a stint in county with state hanging over my head. Hope neither of us ever has to go back! Blessings to you.
Thanks for your episodes man. Things are a bit different in California but a lot is the same and I relate to you in so many ways. I spent my 30s locked up on 3 different terms. Sometimes I thought I would never shake the vicious cycle. Like I was doing life on the installment plan. I have been off parole since 2013. And I’m never going back. I’m sorry to hear about your friend. We all make choices. Jimmy SFV
@Pna 1981 Chomos should get shot on site. They should lose all legal rights and whoever that beats their ass should never suffer any legal repercussions.
@Colin Walsh I'll never understand why they get protected. Cuz if I was a CO I'd have inmates beat a chomo bad as they please and reward them for it. I wouldn't even have them written up for it. Gotta love the good ole "don't ask don't tell".
Awhile back I was going to see my PO after violating probation. I had a dream the night before. It was all black and all I could see was a pair of handcuffs. The next morning I wore sweatpants, a tank top and a sweatshirt/hoodie. My man at the time asked why I was wearing a sweatsuit in the middle of Texas summer. I said "better to be free and sweaty than locked up and freezing" and wouldn't ya know..I was taken to jail. 3 days in the holding cells. I had girls keep asking me if I knew I was coming cause they were in tanks and shorts freezing their nips off. I said "nah, I had a dream and I never doubt my intuition." BOY WAS I HAPPY I DRESSED THE WAY I DID. I had a pillow if it got too hot.. and I was nice and toasty in those cells. Plus, I was lucky enough to have my case dropped by the judge. HALLELUJAH, GOD IS GOOD. CAN I GET AN AMEN?
Booking is a bitch! I was begging to get a bed...I was freezing but lucky I had a small jacket on! I just knew I was going to get my ass kicked as soon as I got a cell, but the ladies were cool, but everyone was a jailhouse lawyer. LOL
Sugar hits some of the pleasure censors in the brain that heroin and opiates hit, so jollys or fruit punch etc, anything with sugar in it helps supress the bad feelings for a few seconds, literally only a few seconds
was going to write this myself being in recovery. even when i was using i used to crave chocolate BAD and go through so many chocolate bars, i still do today and im in recovery and on subs
During active addiction the brain can get so used to creating dopamine through the use of outside substances, such as drugs or alcohol, that it may actually stop producing it in a natural way. When a person gets sober, this process does not immediately return to normal, but it takes some time, and this is where a person’s sugar addiction goes far beyond a simple 'sweet tooth'. Since the brain is not producing the usual amount of dopamine in the beginning of sobriety, any amount of sugar that is consumed provides a semi-euphoric feeling, or at the very least a release from the lack of dopamine in the system. Since most addicts and alcoholics are creatures of comfort, getting this relief can create a scenario where the person learns that sugar makes them feel good and so they reinforce this habit. If taking place subconsciously, the symptoms created by the brain unknowingly craving sugar day after day, cause the road of sobriety to become much more difficult.
From my experience, the worst way to enter jail is entering jail coming off of heroin and having an abscess...the withdrawals mixed with the pain is HELL!!
I recently got clean after being in jail, the withdrawals were unbelievable, I don’t remember all of it but yeah I didn’t eat for weeks, couldn’t sleep my whole bit, wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy.
Candy, and powder coffee mixed with Pepsi help me quite my demons, and it's something to do with the sugar. And i use to mix the commissary Pepsi with the coffee powder shit. I still eat a ton of candy sometimes. But I've been clean for 12 years now.
The reason why people going through opiate withdrawal crave sweets and nothing else is because sugar and chocolate release many more endorphins than most regular types of food, so your body will more naturally crave it to try and make up for the lack of endorphins you're now experiencing. It honestly doesn't do much of anything to stop the withdrawal, but at least you're not starving to death, because it is near impossible to eat when WDing. Honestly, for many users, it isn't the high that keeps them using, it's the fear of withdrawal. I know plenty of users who don't even feel anything when they dose, they simply do it because it stops them from feeling like their body is dying.
@@laurenj432 Even if you're entirely committed to the straight life, if you're on probation/parole or have ever even had an interaction with the criminal justice system, it is just basic common sense to be prepared to go to jail. You really don't have to do anything wrong to get hemmed up by law enforcement in America, especially if you have any type of record.
BLAM Thats a good point, being prepared for the unexpected, but for me, a shy, quiet rule follower, keeping whites in my car feels like foreshadowing. I’m a minor as well, I’d have to have my mom or dad with me if I were to be questioned for something along those lines anyway.
@@blam279 Sound like you're projecting some serious insecurities or reading too many SJW forums. No, you won't go to jail if you're not breaking a significant law. This is coming from a black man whose raised in the hood.
I remember entering county jail in strung out on Fentanyl and another horrible idea I didn’t have any list of phone numbers, everything was in phone. Couldn’t let anyone know where I was. Fuck that!! Thank god im sober now. THANK GOD. I never want to experience that again.
Your channel rules man. I have some friends that been in jail and they have said the same things you have said. Listen to him people. Cause if the things he says scares you, straighten up! cause actually being there, instead of just hearing about it, will have you petrified. My buddy is 6'2" 275lbs and used that size to intimidate and get his way outside prison and thought of himself as the baddest dude around. When he went in, he was humbled real fast. And that two years was the worst and scariest two years of his life. He won't even Jay walk now. Crosses at all the corners and looks both ways and everything. Ha. Don't matter how bad you are. People in there are definitely worse.
@@raymonddowling5553 you'll be so happy when u get off of it dude. You'll make much better decisions. That stuff really fucks with your head and you cant even notice. And ppl notice.
@@jjf5042 They might help a benzo addict to avoid a lawsuit. Alcoholics might get a muscle relaxer at least 1 guy did that I was locked up in county with. They make addicts talk to the nurse then they decide .
Were you ever locked up with any military veterans, and could you give some insight on what their life in jail, or prison, is like? Especially combat veterans. I'd appreciate it.
Lockdown 23and1 good looking out, man. I just found your channel a couple nights ago so I haven't seen everything, but I'll probably come across them soon. Appreciate it.
MrGummibearsoup any and evergthing. I jumped bail 3 years ago and have to turn myself in soon so I'm curious. I've been in mental hospitals where vets are separated and stuff. I was only in jail for a day, so just curious as to if there's programs for vets, how inmates treat vets, stuff like that.
Great SHOW! You only want sugar to eat in withdrawl because you can't really process food in you lower gut very well. But sugar starts being digested as soon as it hits a person's mouth. it's literally the only way they can keep their cells fed. oh, i'm a nurse
I had a ear infection that got so bad half my head swolled up to where i couldnt see. After 2 months they gave me 4 cough drops and charged me 23 dollars for them. I'll never forget that 😂😂
wow that's fucked up, I had the same thing ear infection where half my head swolled up. I even got dizzy as fuck and wanted to sleep all the time. In the UK they sent me to the hospital straight away and I got IV antibiotics (they said it was cellulitis but it started with an ear infection)
I've commented on a couple of your other videos... not sure why this 'prison' stuff is so interesting to me, but I love your videos, man. Keep up the good work! Also, I've been an alcoholic for 12 years. Alcohol withdrawals are f***ing terrifying. I don't know how I'm still alive. My twin brother watched me as I seized out on his bedroom floor, I quit breathing and everything. That's only one of the many times that's happened. As for candy, the taste in your mouth changes. At least for me, it does. I crave gummy worms or really savory foods (ribeye steak). It's weird.
Hey man, love your channel and I'm proud of the man you're becoming here before our eyes. I've been blessed that I never got caught doing dirt except when I was a minor. But I could have very easily found myself in Canadian max had I been pinched up for the dirt I've done. I have worked with people with addictions and have wrestled my own demons and so I wanted to answer your question about candy cravings from my experience. 1. Alcohol is technically a sugar so it helps with cravings. 2. Drug use depletes the neurotransmitters that allow us to be feel things like happiness, contentment, joy etc. Sugar helps to elicit those same neurotransmitters that substance use depletes and so not only do the candy habit help people deal with cravings but also to elicit those neurotransmitters they're burned through using dope. Hope that helped. Keep it up, Death. I love the movement you created and the opportunities and solid things you do for former convicts. Plus ya got me saying Jank again. Much love. You take guests from Canada? My bro did a 3 year bit for armed robbery and is struggling to find his place on the outside. He's an amazing musician and writer and has some intense stories. I recently got him into a your show and he's hooked in. Vega is a dope name. Tarantino characters Vincent Vega (Pulp Fiction) and his bro Vic Vega (Mr. Blonde Reservoir Dogs)
Dude you’re awesome I’m a new fan and I’ve been binge watching all week but you definitely gotta do Theo Von’s podcast i think you guys would have dope conversations anyways I love your content man keep it up
As a Doc.... opiate detox feels *way* worse.... and opiate withdrawal symptoms include a need for sugar. Alcohol withdrawal symptoms do not feel worse, but can kill you seizure, heart attack.
@@regardles1783 long & short of it.... opiates hit many of the same sensors in the brain that things like chocolate and many other specific sugary products do.
the reason someone in withdrawal would want candy is 1. it is impossible to stomach just about anything and 2. their dopamine/seratonin levels are so low they are craving sugar as a way to increase them. i have gone through heroin withdrawals in jail twice, but methadone is a lot worse which i've done 3 times. it just never ends and you just don't eat and don't sleep and feel like you are barely alive and in pain all over and really cold but also really sweaty and depending on the jail you probably aren't gonna get anything to help. the 3 times i did methadone withdrawal they just gave me 1 cup of gatorade a day........
Dam bro don't they give you methadome in jail or prison here in Australia they do but you have to be on da program first before you go in coz if your not then you have to wait til you get to prison and wait to get on it so your gonna be withdrawing for a while
Peace brother death from Jersey I have a couple bids under my belt brotha and going back gets harder and harder every time unfortunately I have to turn myself in today to do what they call here in Jersey a 3 flat which means a 3year sentence with no stip I have enjoyed all your videos and hope to see you when I get out on here I'll be sure to share some stories much love brotha
I hope you're getting on okay, or at least - as best you can. You should do some videos like this when you're out, I'm sure you could help a lot of people. God bless, and stay safe. Good on you for turning yourself in too instead of running, that takes bravery,
I'm a recovering alcohlic so maybe I can shed some light. Alcohol is made from the breakdown of sugar with no oxygen present, aka fermentation. Your body actually doesn't recognise much of a difference between alcohol and sugar, so when you get sober your body tries to adjust to the lack of alcohol by giving you sugar cravings.
You are a wonderful storyteller my man. I’m sure others like me would love to hear some gambling stories! Like the different things you gamble on other than spades LOL Thanks bro for all you do for us you tubers
I've withdrawn from both Heroin after 5 yrs IV use and also alcohol from 7 or 8 yrs a pint or more vodka a day... in my experience H withdrawal is the worst. But everyone experiences withdrawal differently so I would never doubt anybody who says they're going through hell bc in their experience it is.
Being honest here, until I discovered this channel, I was done and over the prison themed channels, as they were done to deaty, and I doubted their integrity overall. This channel, I am really liking in it's current state. I'm not an ex-con, or felon, or anything, but I enjoy seeing examples of people turning their life around FOR THE BETTER. Seems like it worked out very well for Mr Death here, and that's awesome. I was stationed out near Virginia Beach, and I absolutely loved it there. Made frequent trips to fuck around and catch concerts there.
Lockdown 23and1 Hell yes. I look forward to your content man. In a short time, it really has been helpful in a difficult spot in my life, where decisions do not come easily. That is, decisions I believe will have positive effects on my future. I'm just curious man, how are US military combat veterans treated in the pen? I would imagine nothing would be different than a non vet, all depending on how you carry yourself. I hope to not have to find out personally.
I just want to say I have never been to jail or prison but I do love hearing your stories. I came across your video of you making a prison tattoo gun and just want to say it’s awesome that you telling your stories and trying to help people out. Take care bro
if you drink heavy stuff...like 40%+ alcool... the withdraw will be dangerous.. the sugar craving is simply due to ,well, there's alooooot of sugar in alcool...and the body craves it. if you drink a 15+ beers a day, you'll not freak put but sugar craving will defenily be there. respect death.
I've been through alcohol withdraws several times. One time in particular I was saying my goodbyes to people. I was shaking so bad I was one step away from a seizure. Couldnt stop throwing up, it's no joke.
i did it... like 30 years pal... oh... im from québec , canada... 5.0% budweiser...canadian budweiser... i still drink 15 a day... when i take a break, its fine for 2 days... sugar rush last a week... respect.
OMG YES CUZZ... This dude I was at a program with was detoxing from alcohol and the whooole hallway we were staying in together smelt worst than shit itself, it was CRAZY 💩 😱
I'm a retired CO and I've seen it all. I've worked max, medium, pre-trial, seg. In Alaska, pretrial is where booking occurs. If you were cooperative, which most people were, we'd let you get the numbers out of your cell phone. We issued underwear, socks, tops and bottoms and felony flyers. No shower shoes. You had to buy your own on commissary or grab a pair someone left behind. We also issued a blanket, two sheets, a pillowcase and a towel. You would get to see a nurse pretty quick during the day, but they only worked 12 hours shifts from 0700 to 1900. No night nurse, as we were a very small facility (about 100 prisoners). So if you came overnight, you'd see the nurse in the morning. Alcoholics were immediately transferred to Anchorage, where they could have 24 hour care in an infirmary. Drug addicts were treated in house. Trouble is, if you were on probation or parole, you denied using drugs, so you'd have a really rough time, because you didn't want the PO to know you were using. But we'd find out anyway. I worked for the Security Sgt and one of my duties was to monitor phone calls. My two emphasis areas were segregation and intake, where new arrivals were housed. I'd hear the druggies whining about their withdrawals and I'd notify Medical and their PO. The thing is, Medical wouldn't do anything until the prisoner asked for help. I'd still notify Medical just to cover our side of the house. In our system, coming to jail all bruised up was no big deal, as we don't have the turf wars more common down in the lower 48. As far as covering vents is concerned, I only had a problem if you covered up a camera or a speaker. I never got hung up about covering vents or deflecting the air flow. We only had three holding cells and one of them was against an outside wall. In the winter, it was freezing cold in there. If you were a management problem, that's where you went. It was informally referred to as "cold storage". One holding cell was reserved for females and the other for those who weren't causing any problems. To us, it was the fairest system. Even prisoners can understand that kind of rational. But, that's all behind me now.
I used to always double sock blacks on the outside and white underneath! And i used to point out gang bangers in bars that did the same thing and always had that white undershirt too they’re ready to go down at any time!
What's up brother great video from someone who did time and now has gone 10yrs without legal issues and 10yrs clean entering prison or jail with a opiate habit is by far the worst experience ever they do nothing for you just have to wait it out I dont miss it for one sec
I would have killed for the AC being to cold. When I did my time in Texas we were doing summers with no AC. It was literally like being in hell 24/7. It was normal for inmates to get heat strokes. Shit on some days I was probably damn near close to passing out as well.
Yeah I live in Texas and people would rather go to federal prison than state just because of the air conditioning. I think it’s inhumane not to have air conditioning in such a hot state.
I'm 25. Been drinking almost 7 years heavily. When I wake up in the morning I'm shaking bad enough that I need to drink a lot before I can put my contacts in because trying is useless. I definitely agree with his point on alcoholism being dealt with cold turkey.
Branndy Hontz You need to have Medical Attention while coming off Alcohol.Then steady AA for a couple of years life does get better .BUT NEVER EVER PICK UP THAT FIRST DRINK.
Richard Trudeau Thank you. I'm seeing two therapists & discuss my drinking issues with them. I also am in a position where my husband works out of state often & i have a son in school so inpatient is an issue for now. I am going to a local AA meeting for the second time this Saturday & found a program that accepts my insurance that's outpatient so at least that's a start. I appreciate your words. :)
man iv been locked up twice having to go through withdrawl from opiates the first time i messed up and made it sound like i was gonna die in intake so they put me in "med ops" i was like cool im going to a good part.......NOPE! just seg... i saw where i was goin there i was like Waite theres a mistake...they left me there for ten days b4 i could hit gp..and i wasn't that sick....the 2nd time i had lernd what to say cuz it was only like a few months later and luckily i just got put into a medical dorm wich wasn't to bad the phones were always open but it was kinda boring in there now thank god i haven't had to deal with drugs or jail or prison for 2 years now...
J.geezy Hope you can stay clean and out of jail. You have done it for two years so you know it can be done. I want to congratulate you on the two years clean and I will be pulling for you. Just remember to take it one day at a time. Good luck to you.
thanks brother, i know i can do it as well ,, but i still live around alot of my temptations, i live in a poorer part of the city and sometimes after a lonng day at work when i come home inn pain from working so hard (wich is like everyday) all i do is move stacks of lumber a centerblocks all day. already have alot of metal rods and pins in various places throughout my body from a car reck in 2007... luckily i get by with asprin instead of a shit load of hard drugs, but i make it by one day at a time hour by hour , sometimes its mnute by minute sometimes i have i have to talk myself out of stopping at certin places on my way home,,but it is what it is,, im stil clean after 2 years and i think ive got it for the most part and i do have peopl,e i talk to that help me stay clean, but thanks for the well wishes , they mean alot every time some one tells me they believe in me now i just look at it as one more person who would i will be letting down wich after 2 years is ALOT of people,,,,but thank you again man it means alot..
When u go through heroin withdrawals, u crave sweets, it helps with giving u energy, its really hard to eat anything else. When i got locked up, i went through heroin withdrawals. I was puking everywhere.
One of my friends was picked up for a violation on Halloween dressed like Beth from Dog the Bounty Hunter hahahahaha. By the time they threw him in remand he was in a jumper but he still had smeared make up all over his face. Lucky we had a bunch of boys in there at the same time or it would have been a lot more awkward for him than it already was
Bro I did the same shit with the toilet paper wrapping my arms after court cuz I had no sweat shirt yet, completely forgot til u said this, haha, jail is a crazy life, sucks to be thier but teaches u Everything u need to survive, seriously, 23 and 1 is best show on RUclips, shit helped me when I came home, thanks for keeping shit a buck! Real recognize real, you def real, be safe bro, and keep doing what you do!★
You are correct. Heroin withdrawals will make you feel like you are dying and in some cases can if the body is in bad shape. But alcohol withdrawals DTs will in fact kill you. Heroin withdrawals are no where near as serious as alcohol. I am an RN and have dealt with both and neither is pleasant
I know personally from meth and heroin withdrawals, the reason for sweets is because your taste buds are all messed up and all real food takes on a weird flavorless quality to it. And smell. I've made baked mac n cheese, one of my favorite meals, and I had to throw it away after one bite. It was that bad tasting to me at the time. Sweets, yogurt stuff like that is the only food that still tastes the way it's supposed to when your very addicted or withdrawlong from drugs and meth. I also think sweets are one of the only things that gets your endorphins firing off when your withdrawing.
Benzo withdrawl will kill you as well. I was addicted to heroin to. And you say you can't die from heroin withdrawl. That might be true. But the thing is that you really want to die. It's a million times worse than kicking alcohol. For real, for real:-) And about the candy. Sweets can be addictive to. It give you some kind of tiny rush
I came off methadone and dope cold turkey in jail and I didn’t eat for about a week, sold all my trays. By the second week all I wanted was Gatorade and candy. I attribute that to the methadone as being on that for about 3 years, that itself made me crave candy and sweets stuff.
Youre right about the alcohol withdrawals, but benzos will also kill you, or cause seizures but depending on the opiate, it can be a much longer withdrawal
Opioids/heroin raises your blood sugar while you're high which makes people enjoy candy/carbs more and the accompanying drop in blood )sugar when it begins to wear off and you (eventually) go through withdrawal causes people to crave sugar. Not to mention eating sugar can cause the release of dopamine as well as endorphins/endogenous opioids (especially if you're used to eating a lot of sugar), which is another reason people like to eat candy during withdrawal.
Prisoners aren't animals. Treat them with respects. Then they will walk out of prison as a true gentlemen. I hope, in the future of our American children. Hope, there will be empty prison. Education. Dreams can be made true if we work together in the community. Empty Prisons. Wow.
You can't judge one inmate by another or even the majority! It's like judging an entire race by one. There are people who are not guilty in there too - they do exist. DNA coming into existence would prove this, we even put innocent people to death that DNA would prove to be innocent! Our system is the problem! Locking up addicts vs substance treatment is wrong! Placing non violent offenders with violent offenders is wrong and ignorant. Them people behind bars are someone's loved one and sadly when locked up they find they had no true friends or family when they never get letters etc. A real mf won't abandon you! Our system is not the only problem but most things start at home! We have break down of families, most marriages ending in divorce and a lot of those leaving children with one parent absent or two fighting! You got grown ass adults/parents using dope with their kids - meth, heroin - just sick! Another let's look at MANY GUARDS - smuggling drugs and many illegal items in! So criminals to watch over inmates? We have lost morals in America, in the free-world few show others respect and it should mean something to people today! However, people rather pass judgement among others not even knowing them or a damn thing they been through which helps no-one. People need to fix their own flaws before trying to fix another's. We as a society should give a fuck how prisons are ran "structured, criminal guards fired and prosecuted, prison reform, inmates to be treated like humans and be expected to act the same or go to lock-down, give them respect when they are earning it, offer educational courses" - because when released to society which do you think would be most likely to know how to act, make it on the outside...the one's that were transitioned to do so!!!
As an ex heroin addict I can confirm that alcohol withdrawals are so much more dangerous/worse and idk what it is about candy you just crave sugar like crazy
@James Fafal because alcohol is pure refined sugar to the body. It’s your body still craving the alcohol but now you’re focusing on sugar because the body still craves it but your mind is focusing on something not forbidden.
I have 5 years clean from heroine... withdrawing makes you crave sugar. It helps in a way. Craving sugar you need that candy.. My father passed away he was an addict and alcoholic. The alcohol killed him. You are correct.
Going with withdrawal is terrible did it once in my past when I was younger and very thankful I'm not living like that anymore. Iv gone through opiate withdrawal and alcohol before the opiates felt worse but you're correct that alcohol and benzos can actually kill you from seizures and crap. I think alcohol depency really sucks when you have to drink a tall can or something just to settle down but you're so sick it's so hard to keep the liquid down very miserable. Don't do drugs or over drink kids!
As a former day to day user of Heroin, and then a day to day user of Methodone, (and having kicked *BOTH* ) in the end, the hardest part was the psychological. I had to try, _TRY_ to will myself and teach myself how to find joy in anything I once found joyful or even mildly pleasant, or even merely _entertaining_ in life. To find happiness to learn happiness and even other emotional responses to things in life. I had to _learn_ to get over things _without_ using an opiate to *numb* the pain and misery, or even minor irritations away... Methodone was like that but WORSE because you psychologically and physically agonize even more. That *pain* that *ache* you cant quite place that spreads tgroughout your veins with every heartbeat is *way* more intense. I did around 1.5~ G/day (was gettimg a decent deal at 80 bucks for a G but still...) I smoked all my savings and income to the dome and puffed that shit away. But the one withdrawal i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy is *alcohol* withdrawals. The shaking, sweating, tremors, sheer fucking *PANIC* and anything else mental _on top_ of anything else physical requires medication to stabilize you. The physical withdrawal alone (esp if you spent a decent length of your life _being_ the liquor) and the fact alcohol is IN. YOUR. FACE. everywhere you go is enough to drive someone mad with the joneses. 😬😬😬 At least the physical withdrawal I experienced from smoking black was 3-5 days tops and was surprisingly mild. But alcohol? Fuuuuuuck... 😞 The physical withdrawal has ppl soaking their bed down to the box spring with sweat. The spasms and nightmares Among other shit. Its fucked. It is *fucked* 😬 So glad I never got into that rotten stuff. Chasing the dragon was bad enough. Embibing, habitually mind you, in spirits then having to quit? Thats a living hell you couldn't pay me with all the heroin in the golden triangle to experience. 👹
Kristina Rain When I was a medic, we a few runs to the city jail to transport an inmate to the university hospital who were in dts. I remember one case where the jail dr gave an inmate a large dose of Thorazine by injection and the correctional officers tied the guy to our stretcher with heavy duty rope. Made it a bit tricky to apply the heart monitor electrodes and start the iv, and they sent two officers for security, ours. He had really flipped out. I cannot recall if the er dr we communicated with instructed me to administer 5 mg of Valium by iv push though.
I'm a medicinal chemist and pharmacologist (study of how drugs impact people). Why do heroin (and all opioid) addicts eat sugar ? It's because, sugar hits the opioid receptors and dopamine receptors, the same way opioids do. Triggers the release of endogenous opioids (endorphins) and dopamine (pleasure chemical). If you need more info, I'm happy to explain further.
Im running it back through some of your old vids and when you mention the jolly ranchers and candy bars i felt my stomach twist. That sugar stroke gets real.
There is a lot of sugar in alcohol (wine specifically) when I was in rehab detoxing from alcohol I was constantly eating sweets. The body still craves..
Dope sick in jail is definitely the worse. I’ve been through it a few times and wouldn’t wish it on my worse enemy but he’s right.... can’t eat any food but jolly ranchers!
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Lockdown 23and1 could you do a video on all tiers/levels of prison and what to expect and differences from level 1 prison all the way up to super max? If you can, that would be awesome dude!
Lockdown 23and1 this 4 update. Hope he gets the letter I mailed out last week 😊
Hey man! The icaregifts . com goes straight to the homepage. Is it just me or is there a direct link to grizzy’s page cheers boss.
First time I went to jail I had no shoes, nobody's phone number, no money, was going through withdrawals and I ended up getting the worst flu a week later just as I was starting to feel better from the withdrawals. Shit was Crazy.
Damn! How you doing these days?
When it rains it pours. I bet you got your shit straight after tho
gaol/prison sounds so HORRIBLe i think i'd almost rather be dead than go in there with all those psychos and cheek busters/bustees/rump roasters/drug addicts/sadistic guards/shit food etc...
So the whole list? Sheesh 😭
Yep, same same,
( the flu you can get 1/2 weeks after cos your bodys struggling )
the first couple times.
Learnt from that to make sure always prepared 😁.
Though nowadays the freedom is way better than....
Thanks for sharing your experiences. My son is in fed at Marion and it gives me an idea what he's up against. As for the withdrawals and sugar craving, alcohol is basically fermented with sugar. As an alkie myself, I hated sugar when I drank but craved it when I sobered up. That was 35 years ago after a stint in county with state hanging over my head. Hope neither of us ever has to go back! Blessings to you.
The worst way to enter prison is by entering prison. Period. End of story.
Dalton evans no, a comma, followed by a longer sentence, and then a period, period.
Dalton evans that pretty much sums it up.
I agree. It would suck to actually be in a position to where you actually have to remember some of dude's rules. LOL!
It probably would suck to enter prison on your period. I wouldnt know though but il take your word for it.
Everyone says this... Idiots... Best way to deal with cancer is to not get cancer... No... Fucking... Shit
Thanks for your episodes man. Things are a bit different in California but a lot is the same and I relate to you in so many ways. I spent my 30s locked up on 3 different terms. Sometimes I thought I would never shake the vicious cycle. Like I was doing life on the installment plan. I have been off parole since 2013. And I’m never going back. I’m sorry to hear about your friend. We all make choices. Jimmy SFV
I think the worst way to enter jail is being charged with anything that has to do with a child...from what I've heard~
Chomos get their wigs split
@Pna 1981 Chomos should get shot on site. They should lose all legal rights and whoever that beats their ass should never suffer any legal repercussions.
@Colin Walsh I'll never understand why they get protected. Cuz if I was a CO I'd have inmates beat a chomo bad as they please and reward them for it. I wouldn't even have them written up for it. Gotta love the good ole "don't ask don't tell".
@Pna 1981 -Thats true here in the states too.
HiveDes Please excuse my lack of knowledge of the term, but would getting head split open mean the same thing?
Awhile back I was going to see my PO after violating probation. I had a dream the night before. It was all black and all I could see was a pair of handcuffs. The next morning I wore sweatpants, a tank top and a sweatshirt/hoodie. My man at the time asked why I was wearing a sweatsuit in the middle of Texas summer. I said "better to be free and sweaty than locked up and freezing" and wouldn't ya know..I was taken to jail. 3 days in the holding cells. I had girls keep asking me if I knew I was coming cause they were in tanks and shorts freezing their nips off. I said "nah, I had a dream and I never doubt my intuition." BOY WAS I HAPPY I DRESSED THE WAY I DID. I had a pillow if it got too hot.. and I was nice and toasty in those cells. Plus, I was lucky enough to have my case dropped by the judge. HALLELUJAH, GOD IS GOOD. CAN I GET AN AMEN?
Booking is a bitch! I was begging to get a bed...I was freezing but lucky I had a small jacket on! I just knew I was going to get my ass kicked as soon as I got a cell, but the ladies were cool, but everyone was a jailhouse lawyer. LOL
Amen !!!
Made in Resita Some time ago bulllshiiit
The night I was arrested they took me in shirtless, yea I was below freezing. Was happy to finally get into my pod 😂😂
Sugar hits some of the pleasure censors in the brain that heroin and opiates hit, so jollys or fruit punch etc, anything with sugar in it helps supress the bad feelings for a few seconds, literally only a few seconds
That's not why
was going to write this myself being in recovery. even when i was using i used to crave chocolate BAD and go through so many chocolate bars, i still do today and im in recovery and on subs
During active addiction the brain can get so used to creating dopamine through the use of outside substances, such as drugs or alcohol, that it may actually stop producing it in a natural way. When a person gets sober, this process does not immediately return to normal, but it takes some time, and this is where a person’s sugar addiction goes far beyond a simple 'sweet tooth'.
Since the brain is not producing the usual amount of dopamine in the beginning of sobriety, any amount of sugar that is consumed provides a semi-euphoric feeling, or at the very least a release from the lack of dopamine in the system. Since most addicts and alcoholics are creatures of comfort, getting this relief can create a scenario where the person learns that sugar makes them feel good and so they reinforce this habit. If taking place subconsciously, the symptoms created by the brain unknowingly craving sugar day after day, cause the road of sobriety to become much more difficult.
Sugary products release Dopamine just like Drugs do.
DaYDreaMz you got that right! Mountain Dew is a bitch 😎
Bro I swear you're the only RUclips who I sit through all the way until the end // remind ppl to like your vids, cuz they owe you!
From my experience, the worst way to enter jail is entering jail coming off of heroin and having an abscess...the withdrawals mixed with the pain is HELL!!
damn, suckage.
Agree
Good times huh
Absolutely was the worst way to go in, heroin or methadone withdrawals.
😶☮️🌏
You are absolutely right about alcohol. Again, thank you for your shows!
"Their teeth pulling game is on a 100" 😂
FUNNY AF!!😂😂
It’s true though....
I recently got clean after being in jail, the withdrawals were unbelievable, I don’t remember all of it but yeah I didn’t eat for weeks, couldn’t sleep my whole bit, wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy.
Their teeth pulling game is on 100.
That address and phone number shit is for real 100% facts right there
Candy, and powder coffee mixed with Pepsi help me quite my demons, and it's something to do with the sugar. And i use to mix the commissary Pepsi with the coffee powder shit. I still eat a ton of candy sometimes. But I've been clean for 12 years now.
The reason why people going through opiate withdrawal crave sweets and nothing else is because sugar and chocolate release many more endorphins than most regular types of food, so your body will more naturally crave it to try and make up for the lack of endorphins you're now experiencing. It honestly doesn't do much of anything to stop the withdrawal, but at least you're not starving to death, because it is near impossible to eat when WDing.
Honestly, for many users, it isn't the high that keeps them using, it's the fear of withdrawal. I know plenty of users who don't even feel anything when they dose, they simply do it because it stops them from feeling like their body is dying.
So true about the wds bro.
Closest I’ve ever gotten to jail is watching you, after prison show, and 60 days in. I plan on keeping it that way 😂
60 Days In is scripted.
Great video's man. You're an authentic guy with an authentic message - that always does well from music to acting to sports.
I think I’m addicted to your videos!
I’m watching them as I can ❤️
Right. And I don't do dirt, and don't have plans to go to prison. But he makes them interesting. LOL!
Did he get his shit pushed in
If you’re keeping ‘whites’ in your trunk ‘just in case,’ it’s probably time to re-evaluate
This is America, it is always smart to be prepared to go to jail.
Yeah if you’re thinking ahead to keep whites, you should probably stop doing things that would lead you to be locked up
@@laurenj432 Even if you're entirely committed to the straight life, if you're on probation/parole or have ever even had an interaction with the criminal justice system, it is just basic common sense to be prepared to go to jail. You really don't have to do anything wrong to get hemmed up by law enforcement in America, especially if you have any type of record.
BLAM Thats a good point, being prepared for the unexpected, but for me, a shy, quiet rule follower, keeping whites in my car feels like foreshadowing. I’m a minor as well, I’d have to have my mom or dad with me if I were to be questioned for something along those lines anyway.
@@blam279 Sound like you're projecting some serious insecurities or reading too many SJW forums. No, you won't go to jail if you're not breaking a significant law. This is coming from a black man whose raised in the hood.
Candy makes u feel good it hits on ya dopamine receptors and that’s what they’re addicted to
Pillsbury Dough Boi I quit drinking 5-6 yrs ago and have been addicted to sweets ever since. I gotta quit that too now...lol
Proud of you j keep it up!
So glad I found this channel. Lol thank God you tryna help ppl. I've dealt with some of the issues you bring up.
I remember entering county jail in strung out on Fentanyl and another horrible idea I didn’t have any list of phone numbers, everything was in phone. Couldn’t let anyone know where I was. Fuck that!! Thank god im sober now. THANK GOD. I never want to experience that again.
Your channel rules man. I have some friends that been in jail and they have said the same things you have said. Listen to him people. Cause if the things he says scares you, straighten up! cause actually being there, instead of just hearing about it, will have you petrified. My buddy is 6'2" 275lbs and used that size to intimidate and get his way outside prison and thought of himself as the baddest dude around. When he went in, he was humbled real fast. And that two years was the worst and scariest two years of his life. He won't even Jay walk now. Crosses at all the corners and looks both ways and everything. Ha. Don't matter how bad you are. People in there are definitely worse.
Alcohol & benzos can kill when withdrawaling
Ive came off everything cold turkey and for me personally nothing was as bad as methadone.
@@GuyFromTheSouth That is literately my nightmare. Down to 80 going down 3mg a month
@@raymonddowling5553 you'll be so happy when u get off of it dude. You'll make much better decisions. That stuff really fucks with your head and you cant even notice. And ppl notice.
So what happens when severe xan/alch addicts get locked up? Do they give you anything to help?
@@jjf5042 They might help a benzo addict to avoid a lawsuit. Alcoholics might get a muscle relaxer at least 1 guy did that I was locked up in county with. They make addicts talk to the nurse then they decide .
You're really real and thats a characteristic second to none... Stay up and stay strong...
Were you ever locked up with any military veterans, and could you give some insight on what their life in jail, or prison, is like? Especially combat veterans. I'd appreciate it.
Yes I actually made a video telling a few stories on it but I will do a detailed one for sure
Lockdown 23and1 good looking out, man. I just found your channel a couple nights ago so I haven't seen everything, but I'll probably come across them soon. Appreciate it.
Kris Sr. Im a veteran. Been in too many times! What specifically are you interested about?
MrGummibearsoup any and evergthing. I jumped bail 3 years ago and have to turn myself in soon so I'm curious. I've been in mental hospitals where vets are separated and stuff. I was only in jail for a day, so just curious as to if there's programs for vets, how inmates treat vets, stuff like that.
Kris Sr. Based on this vid, get a full dental check and a flu shot first.
Great SHOW! You only want sugar to eat in withdrawl because you can't really process food in you lower gut very well. But sugar starts being digested as soon as it hits a person's mouth. it's literally the only way they can keep their cells fed. oh, i'm a nurse
I had a ear infection that got so bad half my head swolled up to where i couldnt see. After 2 months they gave me 4 cough drops and charged me 23 dollars for them. I'll never forget that 😂😂
wow that's fucked up, I had the same thing ear infection where half my head swolled up. I even got dizzy as fuck and wanted to sleep all the time. In the UK they sent me to the hospital straight away and I got IV antibiotics (they said it was cellulitis but it started with an ear infection)
I've commented on a couple of your other videos... not sure why this 'prison' stuff is so interesting to me, but I love your videos, man. Keep up the good work! Also, I've been an alcoholic for 12 years. Alcohol withdrawals are f***ing terrifying. I don't know how I'm still alive. My twin brother watched me as I seized out on his bedroom floor, I quit breathing and everything. That's only one of the many times that's happened. As for candy, the taste in your mouth changes. At least for me, it does. I crave gummy worms or really savory foods (ribeye steak). It's weird.
I had a pub intox few years back.. Man I'll tell you what it sucks getting out with only one shoe...😂😂😂
Hey man, love your channel and I'm proud of the man you're becoming here before our eyes. I've been blessed that I never got caught doing dirt except when I was a minor. But I could have very easily found myself in Canadian max had I been pinched up for the dirt I've done.
I have worked with people with addictions and have wrestled my own demons and so I wanted to answer your question about candy cravings from my experience. 1. Alcohol is technically a sugar so it helps with cravings. 2. Drug use depletes the neurotransmitters that allow us to be feel things like happiness, contentment, joy etc. Sugar helps to elicit those same neurotransmitters that substance use depletes and so not only do the candy habit help people deal with cravings but also to elicit those neurotransmitters they're burned through using dope. Hope that helped. Keep it up, Death. I love the movement you created and the opportunities and solid things you do for former convicts. Plus ya got me saying Jank again. Much love. You take guests from Canada? My bro did a 3 year bit for armed robbery and is struggling to find his place on the outside. He's an amazing musician and writer and has some intense stories. I recently got him into a your show and he's hooked in. Vega is a dope name. Tarantino characters Vincent Vega (Pulp Fiction) and his bro Vic Vega (Mr. Blonde Reservoir Dogs)
Dude you’re awesome I’m a new fan and I’ve been binge watching all week but you definitely gotta do Theo Von’s podcast i think you guys would have dope conversations anyways I love your content man keep it up
Love your stories man...20 mins almost for a video and I do not get bored at all well done
Prison stories are very interesting. I am addicted to lockup raw.
You have a good attitude for somebody that's been in prison
As a Doc.... opiate detox feels *way* worse.... and opiate withdrawal symptoms include a need for sugar.
Alcohol withdrawal symptoms do not feel worse, but can kill you seizure, heart attack.
Y do u have a need for sugar?
@@regardles1783 long & short of it.... opiates hit many of the same sensors in the brain that things like chocolate and many other specific sugary products do.
yeah I been threw both. alcohal wasnt nearly as bad . feeling wise.
Doc? Like MD and can write scripts? Shit hook it up then wood 😂😂
RN in the ICU here. You're correct about alcohol being the most dangerous withdrawal
the reason someone in withdrawal would want candy is 1. it is impossible to stomach just about anything and 2. their dopamine/seratonin levels are so low they are craving sugar as a way to increase them. i have gone through heroin withdrawals in jail twice, but methadone is a lot worse which i've done 3 times. it just never ends and you just don't eat and don't sleep and feel like you are barely alive and in pain all over and really cold but also really sweaty and depending on the jail you probably aren't gonna get anything to help. the 3 times i did methadone withdrawal they just gave me 1 cup of gatorade a day........
Dam bro don't they give you methadome in jail or prison here in Australia they do but you have to be on da program first before you go in coz if your not then you have to wait til you get to prison and wait to get on it so your gonna be withdrawing for a while
This advice is 100 !!! Been locked up from Cali to Florida!! Part of being a hustler!!
Peace brother death from Jersey I have a couple bids under my belt brotha and going back gets harder and harder every time unfortunately I have to turn myself in today to do what they call here in Jersey a 3 flat which means a 3year sentence with no stip I have enjoyed all your videos and hope to see you when I get out on here I'll be sure to share some stories much love brotha
I hope you're getting on okay, or at least - as best you can. You should do some videos like this when you're out, I'm sure you could help a lot of people. God bless, and stay safe. Good on you for turning yourself in too instead of running, that takes bravery,
Are you still in prison?
I'm a recovering alcohlic so maybe I can shed some light. Alcohol is made from the breakdown of sugar with no oxygen present, aka fermentation. Your body actually doesn't recognise much of a difference between alcohol and sugar, so when you get sober your body tries to adjust to the lack of alcohol by giving you sugar cravings.
Hey man I have been to Jail and everything you said is true man very true
You are a wonderful storyteller my man. I’m sure others like me would love to hear some gambling stories! Like the different things you gamble on other than spades LOL Thanks bro for all you do for us you tubers
Teeth pulling game 💯💯💯 oh shit that made my day 😎 keep up the good work 👍 #hatersjustneedahug #realtalk
I've withdrawn from both Heroin after 5 yrs IV use and also alcohol from 7 or 8 yrs a pint or more vodka a day... in my experience H withdrawal is the worst. But everyone experiences withdrawal differently so I would never doubt anybody who says they're going through hell bc in their experience it is.
Being honest here, until I discovered this channel, I was done and over the prison themed channels, as they were done to deaty, and I doubted their integrity overall. This channel, I am really liking in it's current state. I'm not an ex-con, or felon, or anything, but I enjoy seeing examples of people turning their life around FOR THE BETTER. Seems like it worked out very well for Mr Death here, and that's awesome. I was stationed out near Virginia Beach, and I absolutely loved it there. Made frequent trips to fuck around and catch concerts there.
Thank you my friend I hope your feelings do not waver over time... I can promise you one thing .... I will NEVER change
Lockdown 23and1 Hell yes. I look forward to your content man. In a short time, it really has been helpful in a difficult spot in my life, where decisions do not come easily. That is, decisions I believe will have positive effects on my future. I'm just curious man, how are US military combat veterans treated in the pen? I would imagine nothing would be different than a non vet, all depending on how you carry yourself. I hope to not have to find out personally.
Its because he's good looking, thats why.
I just want to say I have never been to jail or prison but I do love hearing your stories. I came across your video of you making a prison tattoo gun and just want to say it’s awesome that you telling your stories and trying to help people out. Take care bro
I got some juvenile hall stories man from wen I was a minor in Los padrinos detention facility in Southern California never made it to county though
So glad i changed my life. Thx for the great vids bro!
if you drink heavy stuff...like 40%+ alcool... the withdraw will be dangerous.. the sugar craving is simply due to ,well, there's alooooot of sugar in alcool...and the body craves it. if you drink a 15+ beers a day, you'll not freak put but sugar craving will defenily be there. respect death.
I've been through alcohol withdraws several times. One time in particular I was saying my goodbyes to people. I was shaking so bad I was one step away from a seizure. Couldnt stop throwing up, it's no joke.
It doesn't matter how strong the alcohol is. Try drinking like 24 beers daily for a few months.
i did it... like 30 years pal... oh... im from québec , canada... 5.0% budweiser...canadian budweiser... i still drink 15 a day... when i take a break, its fine for 2 days... sugar rush last a week... respect.
@@mattihaapoja8203 you can withdraw from a heavy binge. Much less heavy drinking for years
That's some good info man. I've gone in a few of those ways and they are rough af man.
OMG YES CUZZ... This dude I was at a program with was detoxing from alcohol and the whooole hallway we were staying in together smelt worst than shit itself, it was CRAZY 💩 😱
I'm a retired CO and I've seen it all. I've worked max, medium, pre-trial, seg. In Alaska, pretrial is where booking occurs. If you were cooperative, which most people were, we'd let you get the numbers out of your cell phone. We issued underwear, socks, tops and bottoms and felony flyers. No shower shoes. You had to buy your own on commissary or grab a pair someone left behind. We also issued a blanket, two sheets, a pillowcase and a towel. You would get to see a nurse pretty quick during the day, but they only worked 12 hours shifts from 0700 to 1900. No night nurse, as we were a very small facility (about 100 prisoners). So if you came overnight, you'd see the nurse in the morning. Alcoholics were immediately transferred to Anchorage, where they could have 24 hour care in an infirmary. Drug addicts were treated in house. Trouble is, if you were on probation or parole, you denied using drugs, so you'd have a really rough time, because you didn't want the PO to know you were using. But we'd find out anyway. I worked for the Security Sgt and one of my duties was to monitor phone calls. My two emphasis areas were segregation and intake, where new arrivals were housed. I'd hear the druggies whining about their withdrawals and I'd notify Medical and their PO. The thing is, Medical wouldn't do anything until the prisoner asked for help. I'd still notify Medical just to cover our side of the house. In our system, coming to jail all bruised up was no big deal, as we don't have the turf wars more common down in the lower 48. As far as covering vents is concerned, I only had a problem if you covered up a camera or a speaker. I never got hung up about covering vents or deflecting the air flow. We only had three holding cells and one of them was against an outside wall. In the winter, it was freezing cold in there. If you were a management problem, that's where you went. It was informally referred to as "cold storage". One holding cell was reserved for females and the other for those who weren't causing any problems. To us, it was the fairest system. Even prisoners can understand that kind of rational. But, that's all behind me now.
Your stories absolutely crack me up!keep up the great work
I used to always double sock blacks on the outside and white underneath! And i used to point out gang bangers in bars that did the same thing and always had that white undershirt too they’re ready to go down at any time!
Coming from a white kid in the suburbs - what did you just say?
"Their teeth pulling game is on 100 !" Good one. Funny
Omggg salvation army thing made my day man....it's crazy. Ty lockdown 23 n 1
What if I go into jail and can't watch "Lockdown 23and1"? WTF do I do then?! Gonna have to escape!
Fortunately Death is here to help you know not to enter the gates of prison..
What's up brother great video from someone who did time and now has gone 10yrs without legal issues and 10yrs clean entering prison or jail with a opiate habit is by far the worst experience ever they do nothing for you just have to wait it out I dont miss it for one sec
I would have killed for the AC being to cold. When I did my time in Texas we were doing summers with no AC. It was literally like being in hell 24/7. It was normal for inmates to get heat strokes. Shit on some days I was probably damn near close to passing out as well.
Gabriel L. That is inhumane conditions and the prison system should be sued in federal court.
Even in Rikers during the summer they give you a fan and believe people fight for it
Gabriel L. Yep Texas and Florida prisons don’t have AC. I’m sure there are other states as well but those two don’t for sure. Such bullshit.
Charles Joseph naw it was dumb cold af and they threw us a thin ass blanket
Yeah I live in Texas and people would rather go to federal prison than state just because of the air conditioning. I think it’s inhumane not to have air conditioning in such a hot state.
I'm 25. Been drinking almost 7 years heavily. When I wake up in the morning I'm shaking bad enough that I need to drink a lot before I can put my contacts in because trying is useless. I definitely agree with his point on alcoholism being dealt with cold turkey.
Branndy Hontz You need to have Medical Attention while coming off Alcohol.Then steady AA for a couple of years life does get better .BUT NEVER EVER PICK UP THAT FIRST DRINK.
Richard Trudeau Thank you. I'm seeing two therapists & discuss my drinking issues with them. I also am in a position where my husband works out of state often & i have a son in school so inpatient is an issue for now. I am going to a local AA meeting for the second time this Saturday & found a program that accepts my insurance that's outpatient so at least that's a start. I appreciate your words. :)
man iv been locked up twice having to go through withdrawl from opiates the first time i messed up and made it sound like i was gonna die in intake so they put me in "med ops" i was like cool im going to a good part.......NOPE! just seg... i saw where i was goin there i was like Waite theres a mistake...they left me there for ten days b4 i could hit gp..and i wasn't that sick....the 2nd time i had lernd what to say cuz it was only like a few months later and luckily i just got put into a medical dorm wich wasn't to bad the phones were always open but it was kinda boring in there now thank god i haven't had to deal with drugs or jail or prison for 2 years now...
it happens all the time here, sadly most of the times its just swept under the rug....
J.geezy Hope you can stay clean and out of jail. You have done it for two years so you know it can be done. I want to congratulate you on the two years clean and I will be pulling for you. Just remember to take it one day at a time. Good luck to you.
thanks brother, i know i can do it as well ,, but i still live around alot of my temptations, i live in a poorer part of the city and sometimes after a lonng day at work when i come home inn pain from working so hard (wich is like everyday) all i do is move stacks of lumber a centerblocks all day. already have alot of metal rods and pins in various places throughout my body from a car reck in 2007... luckily i get by with asprin instead of a shit load of hard drugs, but i make it by one day at a time hour by hour , sometimes its mnute by minute sometimes i have i have to talk myself out of stopping at certin places on my way home,,but it is what it is,, im stil clean after 2 years and i think ive got it for the most part and i do have peopl,e i talk to that help me stay clean, but thanks for the well wishes , they mean alot every time some one tells me they believe in me now i just look at it as one more person who would i will be letting down wich after 2 years is ALOT of people,,,,but thank you again man it means alot..
When u go through heroin withdrawals, u crave sweets, it helps with giving u energy, its really hard to eat anything else. When i got locked up, i went through heroin withdrawals. I was puking everywhere.
One of my friends was picked up for a violation on Halloween dressed like Beth from Dog the Bounty Hunter hahahahaha. By the time they threw him in remand he was in a jumper but he still had smeared make up all over his face. Lucky we had a bunch of boys in there at the same time or it would have been a lot more awkward for him than it already was
Stizzfoshizz haha wtf
What's good lockdown good podcast man
Lmao "teeth pullin game on 100" 😂😂😂
Bro I did the same shit with the toilet paper wrapping my arms after court cuz I had no sweat shirt yet, completely forgot til u said this, haha, jail is a crazy life, sucks to be thier but teaches u Everything u need to survive, seriously, 23 and 1 is best show on RUclips, shit helped me when I came home, thanks for keeping shit a buck! Real recognize real, you def real, be safe bro, and keep doing what you do!★
Sounds like your persistent cough was actually bronchitis
You are correct. Heroin withdrawals will make you feel like you are dying and in some cases can if the body is in bad shape. But alcohol withdrawals DTs will in fact kill you. Heroin withdrawals are no where near as serious as alcohol. I am an RN and have dealt with both and neither is pleasant
When I shoot up dope , I get cravings for something sweet. Candy, ice cream, milkshakes, whatever....etc etc.
I know personally from meth and heroin withdrawals, the reason for sweets is because your taste buds are all messed up and all real food takes on a weird flavorless quality to it. And smell. I've made baked mac n cheese, one of my favorite meals, and I had to throw it away after one bite. It was that bad tasting to me at the time. Sweets, yogurt stuff like that is the only food that still tastes the way it's supposed to when your very addicted or withdrawlong from drugs and meth. I also think sweets are one of the only things that gets your endorphins firing off when your withdrawing.
Joshua Landon yuh
Benzo withdrawl will kill you as well. I was addicted to heroin to. And you say you can't die from heroin withdrawl. That might be true. But the thing is that you really want to die. It's a million times worse than kicking alcohol. For real, for real:-) And about the candy. Sweets can be addictive to. It give you some kind of tiny rush
I came off methadone and dope cold turkey in jail and I didn’t eat for about a week, sold all my trays. By the second week all I wanted was Gatorade and candy. I attribute that to the methadone as being on that for about 3 years, that itself made me crave candy and sweets stuff.
What did the "enemy" that you shanked do to you?
Rooman *asked too many questions.*
Youre right about the alcohol withdrawals, but benzos will also kill you, or cause seizures but depending on the opiate, it can be a much longer withdrawal
I got busted in my 20s dope sick. Worst experience ever!
Opioids/heroin raises your blood sugar while you're high which makes people enjoy candy/carbs more and the accompanying drop in blood )sugar when it begins to wear off and you (eventually) go through withdrawal causes people to crave sugar. Not to mention eating sugar can cause the release of dopamine as well as endorphins/endogenous opioids (especially if you're used to eating a lot of sugar), which is another reason people like to eat candy during withdrawal.
Prisoners aren't animals. Treat them with respects. Then they will walk out of prison as a true gentlemen. I hope, in the future of our American children. Hope, there will be empty prison. Education. Dreams can be made true if we work together in the community. Empty Prisons. Wow.
There will never be empty prisons. Private prisons kick money to the States for keeping their prisons full
You can't judge one inmate by another or even the majority! It's like judging an entire race by one. There are people who are not guilty in there too - they do exist. DNA coming into existence would prove this, we even put innocent people to death that DNA would prove to be innocent! Our system is the problem! Locking up addicts vs substance treatment is wrong! Placing non violent offenders with violent offenders is wrong and ignorant. Them people behind bars are someone's loved one and sadly when locked up they find they had no true friends or family when they never get letters etc. A real mf won't abandon you! Our system is not the only problem but most things start at home! We have break down of families, most marriages ending in divorce and a lot of those leaving children with one parent absent or two fighting! You got grown ass adults/parents using dope with their kids - meth, heroin - just sick! Another let's look at MANY GUARDS - smuggling drugs and many illegal items in! So criminals to watch over inmates? We have lost morals in America, in the free-world few show others respect and it should mean something to people today! However, people rather pass judgement among others not even knowing them or a damn thing they been through which helps no-one. People need to fix their own flaws before trying to fix another's. We as a society should give a fuck how prisons are ran "structured, criminal guards fired and prosecuted, prison reform, inmates to be treated like humans and be expected to act the same or go to lock-down, give them respect when they are earning it, offer educational courses" - because when released to society which do you think would be most likely to know how to act, make it on the outside...the one's that were transitioned to do so!!!
President Trump "real original" whose trashy? Are you saying every single person behind bars?!
what about the families that love them?
Some prisoners are animals lbs
As an ex heroin addict I can confirm that alcohol withdrawals are so much more dangerous/worse and idk what it is about candy you just crave sugar like crazy
@James Fafal because alcohol is pure refined sugar to the body. It’s your body still craving the alcohol but now you’re focusing on sugar because the body still craves it but your mind is focusing on something not forbidden.
I have 5 years clean from heroine... withdrawing makes you crave sugar. It helps in a way. Craving sugar you need that candy.. My father passed away he was an addict and alcoholic. The alcohol killed him. You are correct.
Ok I already have my answer is WITHDRAWAL and broke lol
Withdrawal is literally HELL!!
Heroin is literally and physically the worse!!
Just shared your ramen noodle sandwich video with my teammates at work... It's sparked some very interesting conversations lol
LMAO let them fu#*in know you need some Ramon noodles
Going with withdrawal is terrible did it once in my past when I was younger and very thankful I'm not living like that anymore. Iv gone through opiate withdrawal and alcohol before the opiates felt worse but you're correct that alcohol and benzos can actually kill you from seizures and crap. I think alcohol depency really sucks when you have to drink a tall can or something just to settle down but you're so sick it's so hard to keep the liquid down very miserable. Don't do drugs or over drink kids!
As a former day to day user of Heroin, and then a day to day user of Methodone, (and having kicked *BOTH* ) in the end, the hardest part was the psychological.
I had to try, _TRY_ to will myself and teach myself how to find joy in anything I once found joyful or even mildly pleasant, or even merely _entertaining_ in life.
To find happiness to learn happiness and even other emotional responses to things in life.
I had to _learn_ to get over things _without_ using an opiate to *numb* the pain and misery, or even minor irritations away...
Methodone was like that but WORSE because you psychologically and physically agonize even more. That *pain* that *ache* you cant quite place that spreads tgroughout your veins with every heartbeat is *way* more intense.
I did around 1.5~ G/day (was gettimg a decent deal at 80 bucks for a G but still...) I smoked all my savings and income to the dome and puffed that shit away.
But the one withdrawal i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy is *alcohol* withdrawals.
The shaking, sweating, tremors, sheer fucking *PANIC* and anything else mental _on top_ of anything else physical requires medication to stabilize you.
The physical withdrawal alone (esp if you spent a decent length of your life _being_ the liquor) and the fact alcohol is IN. YOUR. FACE. everywhere you go is enough to drive someone mad with the joneses. 😬😬😬
At least the physical withdrawal I experienced from smoking black was 3-5 days tops and was surprisingly mild.
But alcohol? Fuuuuuuck... 😞
The physical withdrawal has ppl soaking their bed down to the box spring with sweat. The spasms and nightmares Among other shit. Its fucked. It is *fucked* 😬
So glad I never got into that rotten stuff. Chasing the dragon was bad enough. Embibing, habitually mind you, in spirits then having to quit?
Thats a living hell you couldn't pay me with all the heroin in the golden triangle to experience. 👹
Kristina Rain When I was a medic, we a few runs to the city jail to transport an inmate to the university hospital who were in dts. I remember one case where the jail dr gave an inmate a large dose of Thorazine by injection and the correctional officers tied the guy to our stretcher with heavy duty rope. Made it a bit tricky to apply the heart monitor electrodes and start the iv, and they sent two officers for security, ours. He had really flipped out. I cannot recall if the er dr we communicated with instructed me to administer 5 mg of Valium by iv push though.
good on you hope you stay off it total respect to you.
@@jamespurks1694 wow that's insane!
@@shaunozzyoz425 thanks boo!
I'm a medicinal chemist and pharmacologist (study of how drugs impact people). Why do heroin (and all opioid) addicts eat sugar ?
It's because, sugar hits the opioid receptors and dopamine receptors, the same way opioids do. Triggers the release of endogenous opioids (endorphins) and dopamine (pleasure chemical).
If you need more info, I'm happy to explain further.
Sugar is crack according to the brain. 😂😂
Love your content man
That death jank
Towlie
POP "You wanna get high?"
Great job on this video, bro! And I'm gonna watch all of 'em. You just picked up a new subscriber!
I’m an attorney. Don’t forget your attorney’s phone number.
Im running it back through some of your old vids and when you mention the jolly ranchers and candy bars i felt my stomach twist. That sugar stroke gets real.
All facts!!!
Women's Prison Talk you gained my sub thru this comment. Good publicity maybe :-). Cheers both
That would be a 100 hour video
There is a lot of sugar in alcohol (wine specifically) when I was in rehab detoxing from alcohol I was constantly eating sweets. The body still craves..
After a car crash or drunk asf
Mr Violator No. Drunk you chill out..
Mr Violator No. Drunk you chill out..
I puked 60+ times during 20 hours of intake... Not fun
Dope sick in jail is definitely the worse. I’ve been through it a few times and wouldn’t wish it on my worse enemy but he’s right.... can’t eat any food but jolly ranchers!
Whats good in the hood
Stompdown dead niggas...?
You are correct - heroin withdrawal is unpleasant. Untreated delirium tremens is fatal in 15% of folks.