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  • @allieeeee123
    @allieeeee123 5 лет назад +644

    the goody bags are honestly an awesome idea. its definitely not necessary, but doing something out of kindness for others is almost always a great thing

    • @Mellovesdeep25
      @Mellovesdeep25 5 лет назад +16

      Allie Ruggles i think its genius too. It seems like more for the mom to feel less anxiety because she is acknowledging that she feels bad but at the end of the day, what can you do? It’s very sweet

    • @thornlings
      @thornlings 5 лет назад +4

      Couldn't have said it better myself. Definitely not *necessary* and not something I think non-parents should feel they have a right to *expect* when on a plane with a little one, but a very kind gesture and kindness is always a good thing.

  • @zunairahsareen2944
    @zunairahsareen2944 5 лет назад +331

    Colleen’s face in the thumbnail was everything!!😂

  • @bellak46
    @bellak46 5 лет назад +863

    “Piss off a bunch of people by making goodie bags.”
    I love how unapologetic you are. People need to mind their own business. The goodie bags are a really nice gesture. 💙

    • @Its_Faith_617
      @Its_Faith_617 5 лет назад +28

      yeah I thought it was so sweet and kind I thought it was so incredibly kind and considerate to do that for other people

    • @sudeux5746
      @sudeux5746 5 лет назад +6

      I read ur comment at the same time she said it on the video 😂

    • @EmGreer
      @EmGreer 5 лет назад +1

      Jingothebear 56 Same

  • @katym2487
    @katym2487 5 лет назад +268

    Definitely sounds like a panic attack and I am so proud of you for doing a whole show afterwards, the few times I've had proper panic attacks I've been out of condition for at least a day with exhaustion and headaches.
    You'll be fine, you really will because you are so freaking strong!

  • @Victoriacccoelho
    @Victoriacccoelho 5 лет назад +679

    Flynn’s mood all the time: 😯
    SO CUTE

  • @katiemcdaniel8252
    @katiemcdaniel8252 5 лет назад +187

    "That was a very aggressive belch, you've learned from your mother so well" 🤣

  • @tothmancometh
    @tothmancometh 5 лет назад +432

    You are literally such a good mom!! And Flynn looks so much like his dad 😩♥️

  • @shaynah7866
    @shaynah7866 5 лет назад +680

    omg you made goodie bags that’s the cutest thing ever 😭❤️❤️❤️

  • @ambertully3283
    @ambertully3283 5 лет назад +275

    13:20 sounds like you had a panic attack... I have them all of the time, it's totally normal to feel like that. I love you Colleen, things will get better❤💜

    • @cbroui8
      @cbroui8 5 лет назад +18

      Definitely sounds like a panic attack. My first was at 19. Definitely have gotten them worse postpartum.

    • @sabrinanarvaez1626
      @sabrinanarvaez1626 5 лет назад +6

      Omg, I related to her so much, i also have them and I try to calm myself but sometimes it doesn't work

    • @reginagarcia22
      @reginagarcia22 5 лет назад +3

      That’s exactly what I thought

    • @pdtsshady5544
      @pdtsshady5544 5 лет назад +3

      It’s not a panic attack a panic attack is when you have a strong feeling like your going to die even though you are totally fine. What she had was more like a anxiety attack. When I have panic attacks I can’t breath and my legs and hands start to feel numb and I start thinking I am having a heart attack when I am not. Normally when people have panic attacks they are not able to cry because of the fear they are in they usually cry after the attack is over. She was having an anxiety attack not a panic attack.

    • @sabrinanarvaez1626
      @sabrinanarvaez1626 5 лет назад +2

      @@pdtsshady5544 omg
      That happens to me too, the exact same
      My arms feel numb and my face and I think I'm having a heart attack, I thought no one else had it like me

  • @Itschloeanne95
    @Itschloeanne95 5 лет назад +2471

    Grandma camp is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard of

    • @amberfiallo6502
      @amberfiallo6502 5 лет назад +6

      Itschloeanne95 right

    • @bellac5413
      @bellac5413 5 лет назад +20

      Itschloeanne95 when I was younger and my mom and my aunts were busy my dad and my uncles and their children(my cousins) would have dad camp! 🤗

    • @lizzyshappycookies3285
      @lizzyshappycookies3285 5 лет назад +4

      Ur comment almost has 1k likes

    • @Itschloeanne95
      @Itschloeanne95 5 лет назад +3

      lizzy's happy cookies :3 so it does! How bizarre 🙈

    • @chelseybaker4470
      @chelseybaker4470 5 лет назад +1

      I know

  • @jortiz8636
    @jortiz8636 5 лет назад +917

    And I love how at 3:18 the door actually says "not so sexy" 😂

    • @kakan1584
      @kakan1584 5 лет назад +3

      J Ortiz 😂

    • @immgeoff9356
      @immgeoff9356 5 лет назад +14

      Ha ha I didn’t even notice that! 😂🤣Who has that in a hotel! 😂😂

    • @chrisc5095
      @chrisc5095 5 лет назад +23

      And the other side says "sexy" but it's harder to see.

    • @anzleycastro3238
      @anzleycastro3238 5 лет назад +1

      ImmGeoff I know right 😂😢

    • @emilygrasley9161
      @emilygrasley9161 5 лет назад +8

      She legit says it.... Like seconds before.....

  • @haydenmary103
    @haydenmary103 5 лет назад +277

    I struggle with dermatillomania too and then some, you aren’t alone 💜

    • @sophiebrandi_5554
      @sophiebrandi_5554 5 лет назад +4

      i have dermatillomania too, we understand how hard it is ❤️❤️

    • @baileyshaffer3362
      @baileyshaffer3362 5 лет назад +3

      HAYDEN Mary I wouldn’t say I struggle with it, but I still do have it. Mines very mild but I have a problem with picking at my arms and face

    • @haydenmary103
      @haydenmary103 5 лет назад +1

      Bailey Shaffer it’s hard but I’m glad you don’t struggle

    • @haileyjohnson454
      @haileyjohnson454 5 лет назад +2

      HAYDEN Mary I do too

    • @stormchaser768
      @stormchaser768 5 лет назад +2

      I think I might to,I always pick at my saws and I eat the skin and it’s gross I am not sure if I have it I am quite young so yeah, I didn’t even know it was a thing

  • @hxneyedbellsss
    @hxneyedbellsss 5 лет назад +686

    Flynn just looked confused the whole time lol. He's just like um what is my mom doing

    • @oswaldomendez5037
      @oswaldomendez5037 5 лет назад +1

      Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooy

    • @4ng3lic4
      @4ng3lic4 5 лет назад +2

      Ikr!

  • @kimberlysalas3360
    @kimberlysalas3360 5 лет назад +137

    OMG I MADE YOU THAT JACKET 😭 IM SO SO SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT , I LOVE YOU COLLEEN❤️ THANK YOU!

    • @pris_an
      @pris_an 5 лет назад +8

      Aww it’s gorgeous 😍😍😍💕💕

    • @kimberlysalas3360
      @kimberlysalas3360 5 лет назад +4

      Priscilla Thank you so much , you’re so sweet💓😢

    • @betyourbottomdollar7
      @betyourbottomdollar7 5 лет назад +6

      Great work! It's Awesome!!

    • @Gretapop
      @Gretapop 5 лет назад +5

      Wow amazing do you have a degree in art

    • @monicaroca7542
      @monicaroca7542 5 лет назад +2

      You are a arist look so real

  • @emily914
    @emily914 5 лет назад +170

    Flynn: *barfs*
    Colleen: *WHY ARE YOU BARFING SO MUCH? STOP BARFING*
    lol i love you colleen

  • @altacc3534
    @altacc3534 5 лет назад +115

    Flynn reminds me so much of jack jack from the incredibles

    • @cmbsrep
      @cmbsrep 5 лет назад +2

      alt acc IKRRR😂😂

  • @kristianhigginbotham969
    @kristianhigginbotham969 5 лет назад +118

    Post Partum Anxiety is so real. Sending so much love.

  • @abigaillively4569
    @abigaillively4569 5 лет назад +66

    Flynn looks just like Eric! You are such a good mom!

  • @samanthamarie7836
    @samanthamarie7836 5 лет назад +258

    Flynn is growing tooooooo quick... he's such a gorgeous boy ❤
    Colleen you are doing a f**king amazing job...
    Keep doing u girl 😊❤

  • @adelinesadventures5196
    @adelinesadventures5196 5 лет назад +97

    Your panic is probably also connected to the finger skin thing.
    I have anxiety which is a lot of how you’ve described and I’ve worked on it a lot so once you meet with a professional and find ways to manage it it gets better!

  • @raniyah643
    @raniyah643 5 лет назад +24

    I have the same habit of peeling my skin and I can't stop and it always bleeds and stings when I put sanitiser on or liquid so I'm with u colleen!♡

  • @neelynewcomb4710
    @neelynewcomb4710 5 лет назад +137

    flynn looks like The marshmallow ghost thing from Ghostbusters
    when he is in his sleep onesie😂

    • @marcy7540
      @marcy7540 5 лет назад +1

      Neely Newcomb yes!!!

  • @mylufCGH
    @mylufCGH 5 лет назад +586

    Anxiety can tell you that you're body is just not keeping up with everything you're doing even tho your mind is.... ❤️❤️

    • @sarapatchkid1835
      @sarapatchkid1835 5 лет назад +15

      Eo I suffer from anxiety and this really spoke to me. My mind is going faster than my body can.

    • @aikobacon275
      @aikobacon275 5 лет назад +6

      I have anxiety thanks for this comment.❤

    • @Liz2727271
      @Liz2727271 5 лет назад +2

      @@aikobacon275 I've had anxiety, but thanks to a daily antidepressant its very rare now.

    • @mylufCGH
      @mylufCGH 5 лет назад

      @@sarapatchkid1835 I have the exact same thing. What sometimes helps me is sports/yoga, not even for health or muscle but just for taking some time to actually feel how my body is doing.. But I feel u, the struggle will be there forever... ❤️

    • @mylufCGH
      @mylufCGH 5 лет назад

      @@aikobacon275 Same, hang in there ❤️❤️

  • @flynnpelayo5518
    @flynnpelayo5518 3 года назад +44

    omg she was even talking about her dermitolomania back in 2019😔

  • @nerdynat6847
    @nerdynat6847 5 лет назад +445

    Colleen: Flynn’s gonna take a bath in the sink
    *shows camera to Erik holding Flynn up in the air like Simba*

  • @excuseyou3442
    @excuseyou3442 5 лет назад +250

    TINIEST SMILE COMPETITION i can’t they are sooo cute 🥰💕

  • @alrightyaphrodite4997
    @alrightyaphrodite4997 5 лет назад +35

    i absolutely love Flynn’s little nirvana jumpsuit!! absolutely adorable!! 💛🖤

  • @johnniestoker2933
    @johnniestoker2933 5 лет назад +171

    I love the whole “Grandma Camp” idea! My grandma and grandpa used to do Cousin Week when we were younger over the summers so us cousins can hang out and bond and that’s the reason why I’m so close with my family. So wonderful. ❤️

  • @delaney7435
    @delaney7435 5 лет назад +319

    I'm not trying to diagnose you but it sounds like you had a panic/anxiety attack. Just look after yourself and be safe 💜

    • @rblxstrey8031
      @rblxstrey8031 5 лет назад +4

      It kinda did

    • @corinthiap6044
      @corinthiap6044 5 лет назад +12

      Yep, definitely panic attack. Post partum anxiety is very real, and terrible. Causes chewing fingers too.

    • @hannahrenan4980
      @hannahrenan4980 5 лет назад +3

      ๔єlคภєy that’s exactly what I was thinking. And she explained exactly what happened to me when I had a panic attack.

    • @alli61962
      @alli61962 5 лет назад +3

      Agree with everyone - sounded like a classic anxiety attack.

    • @Supernatastic
      @Supernatastic 5 лет назад +1

      Yeah, sounds exactly like what I deal with...panic attacks

  • @marissadavis7563
    @marissadavis7563 5 лет назад +97

    I love how Colleen is so chill about Flynn barfing like I know she’s a mom and she’s like used to it but I could never get used to that. The sight of barf makes me gag 😂

    • @MaayanLovesUnicorns1
      @MaayanLovesUnicorns1 5 лет назад +3

      Marissa Davis once you’re a mom you get used to a lot of things, you’d surprise yourself 😆😆

    • @definitelynotmarissa9358
      @definitelynotmarissa9358 4 года назад

      Omg same name!

    • @arson_jalapeno1105
      @arson_jalapeno1105 4 года назад

      I want to like your comment bit you have 69 likes and I dont want to ruin it for you 😅

  • @kellykelbe
    @kellykelbe 5 лет назад +260

    My QUEEN is back to wearing crop tops & being the fiercest mom ever

  • @anikas7337
    @anikas7337 5 лет назад +417

    ok but tiniest smile competition has to become the next inside joke on the vlog channel. Kinda like the jurassic park theme song hahaha :)

  • @cheyenneyoswalt
    @cheyenneyoswalt 5 лет назад +3

    My best friend has the same skin picking disorder. The one thing that has helped her immensely is getting manicures every two weeks with dipping powder over her short natural nail. It makes it very hard to pick the skin because it thickens and kind of rounds the edge of your nail. She also applies first aid beauty ultra repair cream every night once they start to heal some. She has been doing this for about four months and her fingers have improved so much!

  • @arielsamdahl
    @arielsamdahl 5 лет назад +184

    I have the same finger-problem as you (but not diagnosed yet), and it's so nice to hear of other people who deal with the same, so you don't feel so alone! 💛

    • @palmerjohnson7884
      @palmerjohnson7884 5 лет назад +7

      I have the same problem but it felt like no one else had it and I thought it was just me! Thankful to know I'm not alone!

    • @maddyb9095
      @maddyb9095 5 лет назад +4

      Yeah me too I really struggle with it :(

    • @kaylafaithspencer1078
      @kaylafaithspencer1078 5 лет назад +5

      I pick at my cuticles and bite my nails is really bad actually

    • @paigehaase4396
      @paigehaase4396 5 лет назад +5

      Do any of u chew on ur skin while watching TV

    • @danahhhhh
      @danahhhhh 5 лет назад +3

      I do it on my thumbs

  • @livelaughlove5767
    @livelaughlove5767 5 лет назад +111

    you described exactly how i feel when i have anxiety/ panic attacks

    • @alytsosa3906
      @alytsosa3906 5 лет назад +1

      Bella Walker everyone does 😒 it’s normal

    • @Amanda-yp7js
      @Amanda-yp7js 5 лет назад

      Blue_ Edits not everyone gets anxiety/panic attacks.. it’s not normal :/

  • @rosiesmith1422
    @rosiesmith1422 5 лет назад +497

    Absolutely no one:
    Flynn:
    👁 👁
    👃🏻
    👄

    • @exulqnsis_111
      @exulqnsis_111 5 лет назад +4

      😂👏

    • @sui7586
      @sui7586 5 лет назад +5

      I love your profile picture
      Jimin ?

    • @Ryleet888
      @Ryleet888 5 лет назад +4

      Rosie Smith the eyes r blue so ur incorrect 😬😬

    • @aya-dd3sx
      @aya-dd3sx 5 лет назад +1

      HEY IM JIMIN >:(
      😂

  • @IssyIngenito
    @IssyIngenito 5 лет назад +173

    Colleen singing the Waitress song is everthing & my heart exploded. I can't wait to see you as Dawn!!!!

    • @ravelove1260
      @ravelove1260 5 лет назад +2

      I am just as excited as you are.

  • @matchalattebb
    @matchalattebb 5 лет назад +56

    That feeling you described with the shaking, crying, and confusion about it all while not being able to talk is what I experienced my first anxiety attack.
    I hope you don't get episodes like that more frequently bc they're terrible.

  • @ellabrumley9929
    @ellabrumley9929 5 лет назад +1

    Thank you so much Colleen for talking about how you bite your fingers. I have been doing that for years and it has gotten really bad and I always felt that I could not stop. I had no idea other people did this I thought I was just some freak zombie. Thanks for opening up and making me feel not alone. LOVE YOU GIRL💓💓💓

  • @notveryserene9648
    @notveryserene9648 5 лет назад +658

    but did Erik choose the sexy shower or not so sexy shower??

    • @larkinpatsch5242
      @larkinpatsch5242 5 лет назад +18

      notveryserene that’s what I was wondering!!

    • @kristen-yayaaksca3565
      @kristen-yayaaksca3565 5 лет назад +6

      notveryserene both 🤣

    • @ssapotter
      @ssapotter 5 лет назад +1

      Lmaoo

    • @hazelryan7864
      @hazelryan7864 5 лет назад +14

      the not so sexy shower cause she said he was in the shower and then went "Lovey! Naked!" when the water turned out, meaning she didn't see his body until after he got out.

    • @thatpiscesgal
      @thatpiscesgal 5 лет назад +4

      asking the REAL questions

  • @mochiteacutie
    @mochiteacutie 5 лет назад +454

    I don't think I've ever loved how you look more than in your thumbnail 🤣❤️

    • @saracarlson6776
      @saracarlson6776 5 лет назад +2

      Yay! I’m the 100th like

    • @dezaray3372
      @dezaray3372 5 лет назад +4

      IKR her thumbnail is everything😂

    • @hardlyhannah9556
      @hardlyhannah9556 5 лет назад +4

      Is the thumbnail the pic you see before you watch it?

    • @dezaray3372
      @dezaray3372 5 лет назад +1

      @@hardlyhannah9556 its the cover of the video so yes its the pic of colleen and flynn in a plane before u click on her video😋

  • @tatertotc4881
    @tatertotc4881 5 лет назад +1

    so funny thing this may help out with issues you had a BIG panic attack with everything going on around you I’am 13 and I struggle with this stuff a lot and I get the feeling of not understanding why it happened so just trying to help out you probably know it was a panic attack but just in case you didn’t I know the feeling of feeling out of body and mind and ps hope you see this so you know how much you’ve helped me get through anxiety and panic attacks just by you making a video it has changed my life from never wanting to get out of the house to going back to public school forgetting anxiety is a thing and making me feel happy so thank you soooo much !!😊😊😊

  • @Anonymous-me5hc
    @Anonymous-me5hc 5 лет назад +14

    Colleen, I’ve dealt with PD and GAD for over 13 years. That sounds like 100% like a panic attack. I always remember that it’s a “wave” and it too shall pass. Love you girl.

  • @leylahxol.q.7894
    @leylahxol.q.7894 5 лет назад +144

    Flynn”s eyebrows are more perfect than my entire life

  • @ianamos3830
    @ianamos3830 5 лет назад

    Colleen thank you,I just today had a loss in my family and have been very hurt because a week ago my dog also passed away,but thank you for me being able to come here and laugh through this hard time in my life,I love you and I hope you and your family are doing well❤️

  • @lifewithinnagrace
    @lifewithinnagrace 5 лет назад +78

    Flynn is getting sooo big and handsome!

  • @jemmastockwell295
    @jemmastockwell295 5 лет назад +124

    Thank you for your honesty, about your fingers and panic 💕

  • @DuctTapeCrazieHere
    @DuctTapeCrazieHere 5 лет назад

    I love that you openly talk about experiencing dermatillomania. I have had that forever and other things like that and I know how you feel about feeling embarrassed. My whole legs are spotty and marked up so I appreciate that you share the not so glamorous parts of your life! Love you Colleen!!

  • @samanthaalmora5789
    @samanthaalmora5789 5 лет назад +29

    I think goodie bags are so sweet and considerate of you!!
    Don’t ever feel the need to apologize for you actions! People will get mad no matter what

    • @jenellegast8547
      @jenellegast8547 5 лет назад

      samantha almora 💯💯💯💯💯 I agree I am a mom and I feel like you do you I do me

  • @madtingz2288
    @madtingz2288 5 лет назад +86

    Anxiety and stress! Probably the lack of sleep too ❤️

  • @carlyochoa1402
    @carlyochoa1402 5 лет назад

    So glad you talked about your struggle with dermatillomania so openly and honestly. I've struggled with it for 6 years on the palms of my hands and fingers. It is so refreshing and comforting to see you talk about on your large platform!
    Thanks for making me feel not alone 💕

  • @summersantana00
    @summersantana00 5 лет назад +119

    Sounds like an anxiety attack, happens to me all the time 😩 hope you are doing well!

  • @vegangetaways
    @vegangetaways 5 лет назад +122

    literally the cutest thing ever making goodie bags for other people omg

  • @auvks1
    @auvks1 5 лет назад

    Thanks for being so open about anxiety and mental health. I had my first panic attack a couple months ago and i have been dealing with anxiety almost everyday since. You and everyone in the comments has seriously made me feel better about it, because it’s comforting knowing i’m not the only one going through it.

  • @j3nnart
    @j3nnart 5 лет назад +33

    That is so kind and thoughtful of you to make goodie bags incase Flynn made started crying! Shows us just how caring you are! Love you!!

  • @haileychan9832
    @haileychan9832 5 лет назад +131

    Erik is honestly such a good cameraman 😂♥️

  • @charmingflame786
    @charmingflame786 5 лет назад

    I have severe OCD and dermatillomania is actually extremely common for me. I’m always picking at my skin, especially any dry skin or hanging skin near my nails will start as me peeling it off to there being practically no more skin around my nail... it also tends to get worse when I have a lot of stress, tension, anxiety or even excitement and that jittery feeling... it calms me down completely and I get into this zone and can’t stop. Just wanted to let you know that you aren’t alone in this and I hope you find a way to cope with it. Take care of yourself!! Sending you & your family tons of positive vibes 🙌🏽💛

  • @susiandjoannavlogs5333
    @susiandjoannavlogs5333 5 лет назад +259

    15:00 sound like a panic attack or anxiety attack... I have had those before and I'm glad ur okay

    • @kaitlyncottrell1757
      @kaitlyncottrell1757 5 лет назад +9

      as someone who has panic attacks on a semi-often basis, that's definitely similar to what i feel

    • @susiandjoannavlogs5333
      @susiandjoannavlogs5333 5 лет назад

      @@kaitlyncottrell1757 same

    • @ellie3526
      @ellie3526 5 лет назад +4

      Same I have them but I cry and I can’t breathe and I faint, I have really bad panic attacks!!!

    • @susiandjoannavlogs5333
      @susiandjoannavlogs5333 5 лет назад +2

      @@ellie3526 for me I shake alot I get dizzy I literally go blind, I'm out of breath and I cry or scream and like I just can control anything

    • @ellie3526
      @ellie3526 5 лет назад +1

      Susi And Joanna Vlogs OMG same! Do you get like blurry or everything just blacks out? They happen to me

  • @courtlis2021
    @courtlis2021 5 лет назад +24

    you’re the sweetest person ever❤️❤️ the goodie bag idea is so kind & you’re so selfless💓💓

  • @mackenziekelly934
    @mackenziekelly934 5 лет назад +4

    Omg I just want to give Flynn the biggest hug he is just so cute

  • @wilsonwoman3
    @wilsonwoman3 5 лет назад +236

    Coming from someone who has struggled with them her whole life, that experience was DEFINITELY an anxiety attack Colleen. You just kind of have to work through them.

    • @Sarah-Harvey
      @Sarah-Harvey 5 лет назад +6

      This was my first thought too, anxiety/panic attacks are the worst and can appear out of nowhere x

    • @fanceydanceyvlogs
      @fanceydanceyvlogs 5 лет назад +1

      I also get panic attacks and I know that the first time it happens it is very scary and mine happen for no reason normally but a tip I use is I find five pink things in the room or three sounds I hear

  • @keithlaitinen8456
    @keithlaitinen8456 5 лет назад +41

    I NEED you to make a song about a few things...
    1.a new "My family" music video
    2. A song of being stressed and or getting everything off your chest about the drama during shows

    • @lizzieluter454
      @lizzieluter454 5 лет назад +2

      Keith Laitinen ive thought about a new “My Family” music video

    • @xxrobloxgirlxx9945
      @xxrobloxgirlxx9945 5 лет назад +1

      Yeah the my family one NEEDS to be done!!!

  • @thomasbrooks3908
    @thomasbrooks3908 5 лет назад +41

    Nobody:
    Absolutely nobody:
    Flynn: 👁👄👁

  • @alexapulido9494
    @alexapulido9494 5 лет назад +135

    Pretty sure that thing you felt was an Anxiety/Panic attack, I can say so bc all you described reminded me of what I felt when I had one months ago

    • @ally86ozzy
      @ally86ozzy 5 лет назад +5

      I was also thinking this, those are the exact symptoms I experience when I have a panic attack

    • @camilaalvarez4872
      @camilaalvarez4872 5 лет назад +2

      Yes, exactly what I was thinking. Sucks I don't wish it on anyone.

    • @elenagibbons4719
      @elenagibbons4719 5 лет назад +2

      It also seemed like it was accompanied by a little derealization(/dissociation?) from the way she was describing it. I find that a little interesting, because when I dissociate it tends to stop panicking.

  • @courtneyjeddore8711
    @courtneyjeddore8711 5 лет назад +4

    I love how you openly talked about dermatillomania, I've struggled with it too and it's comforting knowing that one ofthe people I look up to most deals with it too! I recommend getting a bead bracelet, I twirl it in between my fingers when I'm anxious and have the urge to pick. Love you!

  • @mysticalli7741
    @mysticalli7741 5 лет назад

    Love how it looks like Flynn is comforting her at the end when she is talking about the how she felt during the sound check! So sweet!❤❤❤❤

  • @elissaoclock3573
    @elissaoclock3573 5 лет назад +267

    Oh my colleen the thumbnail 😂🤣 you look so done with life lol

    • @mya3035
      @mya3035 5 лет назад

      Elissa Oclock that was from the smallest smiling contest 😂😂😂

    • @oswaldomendez5037
      @oswaldomendez5037 5 лет назад

      Colleen l lo ve you

  • @hannab6265
    @hannab6265 5 лет назад +5

    HOLY YES! I was recently diagnosed with dermotillomania, im constantly picking at my face. Thank you for talking about this I literally thought I would never know of someone else with this condition. I am with you!!!! I have been really struggling recently with this and am encouraged to know that someone else has this problem. Keep your head up!

  • @Annie-ph4tb
    @Annie-ph4tb 5 лет назад +1667

    This is how many people love Flynn
    👇🏻

    • @ComplexMold
      @ComplexMold 5 лет назад +7

      Tomlikes Cookies poor flin

    • @thatboleyngirl7
      @thatboleyngirl7 5 лет назад +3

      Lol me too

    • @rachaelmurrayy
      @rachaelmurrayy 5 лет назад +4

      im sure people love him more than 204
      P.S im not being cheeky or anything

    • @anna_banana3935
      @anna_banana3935 5 лет назад +4

      NO THERE CANT JUST BE 293 LIKES THAN DERE NEEDS TO BE 123432156788765910019 LIKES!

    • @brycesusong6307
      @brycesusong6307 5 лет назад +4

      It needs 7,000,000,000 likes

  • @sophiadavies6758
    @sophiadavies6758 5 лет назад +255

    At the end of the vid when you where talking about being stressed about the show you had a panic attack xx

    • @CoraMack
      @CoraMack 5 лет назад +9

      Sophia Davies yes that’s what I’m thinking too. Plus the skin picking is anxiety as well

    • @mirandaburgin1512
      @mirandaburgin1512 5 лет назад +9

      I agree that sounds a lot like a panic attack probably just from her stress, exhaustion, and anxiety. Glad she's okay tho!

    • @kathryncavaretti3956
      @kathryncavaretti3956 5 лет назад +6

      Came to say the same. I’ve been there plenty of times. It’s scary and overwhelming. Post partum anxiety is a thing not many people talk about.

  • @msMuffet.
    @msMuffet. 5 лет назад +39

    I feel you Colleen.
    I am currently in the process of moving. After long sleepless nights of packing, the movers are finally here.
    Wish everyone all the best!

  • @Lavenders_Literature
    @Lavenders_Literature 5 лет назад

    I have dermatillomania and I completely understand what you’re going through, it’s hard to combat for me and I have similar feelings as you. Thanks for repping even though you probably don’t want to, it means a lot to see people in a similar situation. Love you Colleen!!!!!

  • @imogenelytle3085
    @imogenelytle3085 5 лет назад +34

    Can you do a tour in Canada soon pls😽 I live there and I really want to come to one of your shows❤❤❤💛💛💛💚💚💚💙💙💙💜💜💜

  • @elliegames4379
    @elliegames4379 5 лет назад +11

    Awwwww omg 😍😍😍 Flynn is so cute now

  • @oliviajoyce8675
    @oliviajoyce8675 5 лет назад +28

    That’s definitely anxiety. I have anxiety attacks a lot and my symptoms are shaking, crying, and shortness of breath. You may want to see a doctor about that if it happens again. ❤️

  • @Monst3rsss
    @Monst3rsss 5 лет назад +47

    I recently started tackling my own skin picking issues and to see someone I regularly watch talk about it is a huge help💖

    • @lilycooper8612
      @lilycooper8612 5 лет назад +5

      Same my cheeks are completely wrecked from that and I didn’t know anyone else dealt with it

    • @weirdpotat5652
      @weirdpotat5652 5 лет назад +1

      I also pick at my skin, it helps my anxiety,

    • @Megzsy98
      @Megzsy98 5 лет назад +2

      You aren't alone, my mum picks her fingers when she's stressed and anxious. She basically has no fingerprint left on one of her fingers. I'm always holding her hand so she stops thinking about it💓

    • @idellekell
      @idellekell 5 лет назад +1

      I used to compulsively pick my skin when I was younger. Some people grow out of it, but a lot don't. I think hair pulling is in the same category of OCD behaviours. Anti-anxiety medication helps!

  • @tasiacross5173
    @tasiacross5173 5 лет назад +18

    Praying for you. Love you guys. So proud of you. Flynn is perfection

  • @cyna.8021
    @cyna.8021 5 лет назад +1

    Hi Colleen, I’ve been watching you since you first started & Im 51!! I’ve dealt with what you’re talking about for MANYYYYY years!!! I’ve worked in Mental Health for over 25 years... it’s an OCD/Anxiety- Nervous energy type of thing. It always has embarrassed me when someone says “What happened to your finger/fingers!!??.... sometimes it’s hard to explain. I’m SO glad you’re educating people about it because sooooo many people do it & don’t understand it is an actual condition. 😁. Good job!!!!

  • @apocalypseinsight
    @apocalypseinsight 5 лет назад +283

    5:01 the question is....
    was he in the sexy shower or in the not so sexy shower?🤔
    7:49 alright he was in the sexy shower.

  • @hopetikvah
    @hopetikvah 5 лет назад +26

    I have diagnosed anxiety and constantly pick at my legs and sometimes my hands and never have heard of this. Thanks for mentioning it cause now I’m going to ask my dr about it

  • @kaitlynjohnson1223
    @kaitlynjohnson1223 5 лет назад

    Colleen I struggle with the same thing. I’ve always had bad anxiety and I pick at the sides of thumbs. I now sit with my thumbs inside of my fist. I’m trying everyday to break this habit!! You’re not alone!!

  • @emilyfieseler1439
    @emilyfieseler1439 5 лет назад +5

    LOVE YOU COLLEEN

  • @shellegriffin
    @shellegriffin 5 лет назад +30

    I do the same thing with my fingers. My Dad called it a nervous habit. Usually it gets worse with the more I need to do. Wish I was at the show. Maybe next year.

    • @Rosalie_Jansen
      @Rosalie_Jansen 5 лет назад

      I do this too, it's really annoying. I can recommend using Burt's Bees Lemon Butter Cuticle cream on your cuticles, it softens the skin so that there are fewer rough edges to pick at. Also when it gets really bad I recommend trying to find something to do that occupies your hands, for me i like to knit or crochet (especially on public transport commutes). And it's not only that my hands are busy so they can't scratch at my skin, but the repetitive motion of the knitting or crochet actually soothes the anxiety that I would otherwise alleviate with the repetitive motion of skin picking, only this is much healthier, plus after a while you'll suddenly have a sweet new hat or money pouch or what have you. Just some little unsolicited tips from an experienced skin picker.

    • @Clairebear69420
      @Clairebear69420 5 лет назад

      I do too

    • @rachelroed4004
      @rachelroed4004 5 лет назад

      I do tooooooo

  • @sydnimcclanahan7142
    @sydnimcclanahan7142 5 лет назад +67

    "this is dangerousss" that's where I took my baths 😂😂

    • @addisonfrankel9425
      @addisonfrankel9425 5 лет назад +1

      Probably inly when you were a newborn . Because when you are a newborn it is not safe to go in a bath

    • @goaway4625
      @goaway4625 4 года назад

      But it's hygienic

  • @liv1985
    @liv1985 5 лет назад +13

    Colleen I've had anxiety for my entire life. I'm so sooooo sorry you had to go through it.
    LOVE YOU! Take care

  • @TheAgeofFabulous
    @TheAgeofFabulous 5 лет назад +27

    Colleen: Quit barfing.
    Flynn: Mom, I’m just showing off my talents!

  • @MrsSpaceCadet
    @MrsSpaceCadet 5 лет назад +4

    I love watching Flynn watch you on stage! So cute!

  • @sonjaepling9163
    @sonjaepling9163 5 лет назад +34

    Omg, Flynn is so adorable. I can’t even take is eeeek. XD ❤️

  • @mandylam5439
    @mandylam5439 5 лет назад +39

    "You just wanted to barf about it?" me with everything

  • @kristenhall4340
    @kristenhall4340 5 лет назад

    Colleen!! Thank you for talking about this...I have really bad dermatillomania and have since I was in 10th grade and I’m 21 now. Ive always felt so insecure about it. Not a lot of people know about it but it is a real thing!! It does help by someone like you being real and open about it. Love you 💛

  • @Valeria-wy1th
    @Valeria-wy1th 5 лет назад +6

    Omg i luv yall i hope all yall are doing welll he is sooooooo cute

  • @its_just_hayden7615
    @its_just_hayden7615 5 лет назад +7

    sooooo cuuuuttttteeeee! Congrats on your role! I always look forward to your videos

  • @zaramcivor9377
    @zaramcivor9377 3 года назад +2

    Erik was saying Dance Party to Flynn and now every day they dodance parties!

  • @kayleighlang
    @kayleighlang 5 лет назад +102

    When you said you always try to get suits if you can afford it. My broke ass thought you meant candy 😂😂😂

    • @lindseyreads8573
      @lindseyreads8573 5 лет назад +2

      Same here. I was so confused 😂😂😂

    • @ksenia1016
      @ksenia1016 5 лет назад +3

      My Life is on the Internet! Same😂

    • @jazja7723
      @jazja7723 5 лет назад +2

      Same

  • @melissagressley6345
    @melissagressley6345 5 лет назад +9

    I dig my scalp when I am anxious. It is so interesting to me how stress manifests differently in people.

    • @sweetcanada17
      @sweetcanada17 5 лет назад

      My scalp finally healed up after I had picked it raw over the course of a few months. I also just got a new haircut to help my scalp heal completely.

    • @LauraCuba
      @LauraCuba 5 лет назад

      Head and hands ☹️

    • @katiemarie5725
      @katiemarie5725 5 лет назад

      I’d been doing that for years, I never even knew until my therapist mentioned it to me. I’d make myself bleed and for awhile I was losing hair. I immediately thought of that when she said her OCD finger situation.

  • @Lena-zt5uz
    @Lena-zt5uz 5 лет назад +37

    Can we all just take a minute and appreciate Andrew for always beeing part of the show. He is so funny.

  • @malibu124
    @malibu124 5 лет назад +4

    I haven't been professional diagnosed, but I have trichotillomania. It is very similar to your disorder, but I pull my hair out. When I was younger, it was much worse. Essentially, half of my head was bold. Now it is just small spots, but from doing it so much, my hair is growing back fully. It is also probably stemmed from anxiety or OCD. I feel powerless because I can't overcome it, and of course I want beautiful hair without bald spots. Thank you for sharing because I don't know anyone personally who had trichotillomania.

  • @ana-maria2635
    @ana-maria2635 5 лет назад +5

    Yey !!!! New video ! :)

  • @Jezodi
    @Jezodi 5 лет назад

    I truly appreciate that you are so honest everything. This is what the world needs - for people to be open and honest about everyday "weird " thoughts, things, and feelings....that actually a number of other people go through. Love you Colleen xxx

  • @swiftiemaddie
    @swiftiemaddie 5 лет назад +20

    sweet Flynn grabbing her face when she says she’s stressed 😭