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I am Myuu. A musician who loves writing dark piano songs. They are free to use as long as credit is given. I always try to make the music sound creepy and beautiful at the same time. In addition to my piano and horror soundtracks I also do orchestrated pieces and industrial/experimental work. 
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Please enjoy every moment with your loved ones.
You never know when it's too late.
Time is limited in this world.
Never hesitate.
Time was our allie now it abandoned us
You would have to be a fool to disagree with that.
Most sad song yet. I know that pain. My grandma never got to know me past my childhood
I am so sorry for your loss, I wont say that I know how that feels because I don't but I am still very sorry to hear that and I wish you strength though these very difficult times
:,(
This made me cry. I felt this bad. I lost my dad when I was 10. He died of a blood clot in his heart. He died doing his job( a tire job). He called my mom and said he had just thrown up. My mom told him to come home and they would deal with this at home. But my dad said he had one last tire to fill... He never finished. He just had to screw in the bolts that connect the tire to the car, and he would be done. He died before he could finish. They said it was a painless death. He simply laid down and went to sleep, and never woke up. Just the day before, my mom and dad had talked. My mom said that they had come so far with 3 kids, and that she really loved him. He said," Yeah, we've done pretty good huh?" My mom thinks this conversation was a sign that something was going to happen. It was just after Christmas, and my mom had a bad feeling through out it. Then, my dad died on January 3rd, 2012.
**Thanks for reading this if you did.**
That's beautiful and heartbreaking all at the same time. Thank you so much for sharing
PrideInIndividuality
Thanks for reading.
DemonLordSaracon Dude thats hard :/
May your dad rest in peace
May your father rest in peace. Even though I never knew him, I can tell, he must of been an amazing figure to you. Just remember, he is alive in your heart and memory.
Home is not any place. It is not a building. A house. It is in your heart. It's memories. Love. Pain. All shared with people who find the same feelings with you. That is truly home.
100% agree
I lost my father, too. But I still have memories. No matter where I go.
"They say, wherever somone is thinking of you. that is a place you can call home" -Jiraiya
Mathew Martinez I was about to write this. Definitely agree to those words :)
Frisk the human ur da best :,)
"This song is dedicated to my father"
* a few mins later*
Me: * crying*
Lady Hysteria same
R.I.P.
same here
Same
Another one...
Me too 🥺😫😭
On August 13th 2014
My best friend committed suicide
And it was one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with
And your music helped me through it
Thank you
It was by an overdose
My mom passed away 2 years ago, wallowing in drunken reminiscing pain with Myuu helping me release it, I feel you my friend. I hope you're doing good still after all this time
🫂
This piece is absolutely gorgeous. It's clear you've put your heart and soul into it. I'm sure your father is very proud of you :')
My thoughts exactly.
Madame Macabre :3
"Well of course, pride is nothing without hero's"-Patrick Raym
Hi
This hit me hard it's a masterpiece.
I think that out of respect for Myuu and his father, this song should remain untouched and unused. A tribute and testament to the man who influenced and supported our most beloved composer. I for one believe that creepypasta narrators should not defile this song by using it in their videos.
I may be alone in this sentiment, but I just can't stand the thought of such a beautiful memorial being desecrated and sullied by being used in a narration.
I don't think you are alone in that feeling. I will be respectful and not use this song in any of my videos. I respect Myuu too much to do something so disrespectful and in bad taste.
I'm torn between agreeing and not. I agree we should be respectful but Im sure Myuu would want his music to be used.
I agree.
100% agree, shouldn't be used unless he puts it in his creepypasta playlist or he (of course) says its fine
I agree greatly. This song should be left as a memorial to Myuu's father. But I'm still going to listen to this beautiful song no matter what.
How people can dislike this is beyond me.
Internet trolls who have nothing better to do than hate on good things.
Or maybe it is because this song made them cry and they disliked out of shame over their tears...I don't know. xd
i agree!
Ninaha Kazuko
They accidentally clicked the dislike button cuz they couldn't see through all those tears :c
Jts_ Sørensen It's easy to fix it. Either find where they live and torture them, or making 4 accounts just for this video to like it, making their dislikes pointless.
Such a heartwarming song... It reminds me of my grandma... She was always nice, caring and funny. The best grandma I've ever had. Though, she had been in a bad condition for a while. She was fighting, fighting for her life because of all the different kinds of cancer she had. She isn't here with us anymore, but I'm extremely proud of her. She has been strong for 3 years long. I will love her forever. She will always have a place in my heart and will never be forgotten by anyone in our family. I've never told this story online on RUclips, but I had to. You hit me right in the heart with this gorgeous song.
There's only one thing left for me to say.
Grandma, I love you and miss you...
Hearing is the last sense to go when one dies. He heard your song, Myuu.
I need to call my dad.
Damn ninjas are cutting onions again...
I know right... 😢
ikfr??
No, that's just your heart giving it's all.
Beautiful, I know how it is when you lose someone important. I could sympathize every note and word in the song. R.I.P.
@WorldCreepypasta Same goes for me, friend. It really does. Losing the ones you love is a pained burden no one must face alone. I will never face it alone...
i'm really crying .
me too.
same
me too
Same
He heard this. He cried and gave you a hug. You have a wonderful life and father. He isn't away. He is Home with you. Spending time smiling at his son with love and pride. You are a great man. You followed a great man. Now. You must carry on his legacy. Your father. Is resting. Waiting for the day he can see you again. But until then. Live the life he gave you because that is the most amazing gift a father can give. His love and your life.
Know that we are here. We feel your pain. We are a family and a family sticks together. And this family is holding you tightly in our arms.
I hope you read this and know that we love you.
-A brother.
Literally hearing this again makes me almost tear up.
Your father would be proud of you from heaven man, you are a beautiful person, never give up on your art.
"Distant hearts, when joined by one may find the light within."
This song clearly shows that you deeply had a stable relationship with your father. I'm sure that he's watching you from above, next to everyone else's loved one who passed. Just know that you aren't alone and never will be. People here who feel your pain have come to you to tell their stories of their families when they were still with them. It's amazing how many people have come together from this rather from fighting in the comments about how people beg for attention. But people here have their own experiences as a child, teen, or adult.
R.I.P To the fallen loved ones who have passed to the other side. We thank you for the cherished moments you have given us.
Extremely emotional and beautiful piece Myuu!! Im sorry for your loss, this piece is perfect and will heal many who have/will experience the sadness of loss
I also lost my father at a young age. Its awesome too see you dedicating a song to your father. He sounded like a very strong willed individual. He would be proud of you and where you are at in the world today. =)
Holy sh!t haunted
I just don't understand, why this video haven't reached millions of views.
It's been years since I've heard this masterpiece, but everytime; and I mean everytime I watch this,
I always feel the sad emotions that I've felt the first time I heard it.
This is why Myuu's channel is always special to me.
I feel really sad, it reminds me that death can come at anytime to someone I love. Myuu, your talent never fails to give me thoughts an otherwise normal teen would be worrying about. Your works never fail to bring up inspiration and ideas. Your mind is so interesting when it comes to pieces like this. Love from America!
Also I am very sorry for your loss, it can be very hard and difficult to overcome, grief can seemingly take over everything like a fog creeping up on you, you can't feel it coming until it's there. The feelings of sadness, hopelessness, can loom behind you like a shadow, just behind a charade of happiness can be distorted inside by grief, but there is a way out, I do believe that. It may not be the easiest or the quickest way, but it is the best way. I am very sorry for what happened!
I write this with tears still streaming down my face. Your music is always beautiful and packed with emotion. This one is just as beautiful and packed with the love your father gave to you myuu but with your sense of loss and grief. I am sorry for your loss, as I know how hard it is to lose someone you love. The only thing I'm certain of is that your father will always be proud of what you do. Continue striving ahead, battling the hard times in life, but know that you are never alone. Thank you for continuing to do what you do.
-A faithful fan and viewer
I don't think there's a single person here who didn't shed a tear...
This song could make me shed tears even without knowing the story behind it. It is so rare that a song moves me like that and I just want to say thank you for doing what you do myuuji.
Wonderful tribute video for your Father Myuu. I loved it.
Your dad would be proud to hear this.
*is
this is fucking beautiful to be honest.
it feels like you poured your heart and soul into this.
the text on the screen telling the story was what kicked me, and your comment saying "enjoy every moment with your loved ones" was my breaking point.
i'm sorry for your loss, and i'm sure your dad would have loved this piece.
i lost my mother when i was a teen, i thought i was over it but this song makes me cry each time i hear it, i love a song like this one, it litteraly sing a story without using words its beautifull.
thank you Myuu
I just heard this song in an ad. I knew it sounded familiar, but I just found it unusual that it was in an advertisement.
fucking bullshit how could someone dislike a heartwarming video like this, this made me think about my dad and made me tear up.
This masterpiece made me bawl my eyes out. I'm sick, in pain and sleep deprived and really just needed a good cry.
This song reminds me of my grandpa and mother figure (no blood relation) but she has saved my life and gave me the chance to turn my life around. Without those two, I wouldn't have been where I am today.
Sadly they both passed away in 2016 two months apart of each other. They still give me strength to keep moving
I lost my father in November of 2012, during 2012 is actually when I discovered your music, as he got sicker and his health started to fail, quiet mornings 4 am by the flag pole with your music, winds wreck reversion, rising walls, somethings wrong, moonlight menschen, you were my only comfort for so long.. To have to suffer such a pain with me so soon right after me, I found you for a reason and I will always love you myuu. Thank you for being here for all of us, the least we can do now is be here for you
I’ve heard this song thousands of times before, listening to creepypastas in high school, and I thought nothing of it at the time.
Now I’m in my 20s, and I see my dad for the first time as an old man with vulnerability. It’s terrifying me how I see how fragile life really is now, and how despite that, how agonising it can be when I’ll lose the ones I love.
Thank you Myuu, you have educated my understanding of life through the medium of music.
I listened to this when it first came out, it really spoke to me when i was a 11/12 year old I came back at 17 and it still really lights something in me. I hope you see this you changed a lot in my life with your music
Edit : I didn't think you would actually see this, but I thank you This made my day. P.S I showed a lot of my friends your songs and they really like them : )
This almost made me cry.... that hasn't happened in a while. I'm sorry for your loss and I know I'm a year late but I hope you are feeling better.
Moment of silence for you, good sir. Sorry for your loss. May his soul watch over you with caring thoughts. You deserve to be playing this music in concerts.
I came looking for this song because I remembered crying with it in the background at the end of Borasca V, only to cry again knowing who this song was for. It’s been years, I know, but I wish you and your family the best in your recovery and your future. Keep on making beautiful music and doing what you love. Now if you’ll excuse me, i’m going to to hug my parents.
Normally I would write a short poem to accompany such a masterpiece, but any words I could pen could never do justice to the sheer beauty of this song. I am so sorry for your loss.
Beautiful composition. May your Father rest in peace.
This song made me want to be a better father to my kids and call my dad both at the same time. Thank you for sharing this and helping to put things back in perspective.
I could not contain my tears, it is a beautiful piece, I remember my father and the last moments that I could be with him.
Thank you
This song makes me cry every time. It just shows the amount of passion he put into this piece. So much love, passion, and heartache put into a work of art. I love it. I could listen to this on repeat, then ignore it for a week, and when I listen to it again, I cry all over again. I'm so sorry for your loss, Myuuji. He sounds like he was a good man. And I'm sure he can still hear this beautiful piece every time you play it. Because he knows it's for him. Bless your kind heart.
Rest in Peace.
And Myuu, I am sure he heard your song.
And I am sure he loved it.
I heard this on a commercial just now and was like I know that song!!!! So beautiful, I love it.
WHO THE HELL DISLIKED THIS VIDEO!
It's a beautiful and emotional video cmon man
I'm years late but dang I'm really out here crying at 7 in the morning huh
This was. Absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking. Truly a masterpiece.
I can totally relate Myuu. Truly great fathers really do inspire. They were from a different time. It is up to us to keep what they stood for alive in this generation....god bless.
Your music is awe inspiring Myuu, I enjoy listening to the beautiful craftsmanship of your music. I have lost people close to me aswell, my best friend Mathew killed himself in 2018 and then after that I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia. Your music has always helped me throughout all of it and I cannot say thank you enough.
I am sure your father is very proud of you, you’re a good man, making songs for others to enjoy just to see their creations from yours. We all love you Myuu. Please never stop creating these masterpieces. Everyone here loves it. I love your art.
I lost my father 15 years ago next year. It breaks my heart. He left his doctor’s office after a perfect report. My Mom said he lingered at the door and looked longer at her and she wondered if he was ok…did he know? She went off to yoga for an hour. When she got home, he was gone. He had heart issues as well and fought it. A year later my Mom had Ovarian Cancer and fought that. Thankfully, she’s still with us. I was my Daddy’s girl. I miss him every day. He taught me so much, also. I feel your pain and celebrate our fathers. Thank you so much for sharing that and your beautiful music. 😘
RIP RIH RIH
Rest in Peace, Rest in Harmony, Rest in Happines.
I enjoy your music dude, keep your head up and fight, show your father what a great boy he has!!! And whenever you feel like crying, do it. It helps you.
Everything about this video is perfection. I haven't cried in three years because my heart got hardened after having a bunch of tragic events happen to me and my family. And I know only the small version of the pain you must feel Myuu. I'm not gonna say I've had a harder life because I haven't lost my father, but I know sort of the pain you feel. The music was beautiful. The video was beautiful. My sincere condolences go to you and your family Myuu. You are one of the most talented people around, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I wish you the best of luck in the future of your amazing work.
I just lost my Grandpa who I was very close with on August 4th. He had bone cancer but that's not what killed him. He fell down some stairs and landed on a marble tiled floor, which caused a brain bleed, which caused immediate surgery, which caused a stroke, which caused pneumonia, which caused death. All within 10 days.
Aww :( I'm really sorry
I understand you. I lost my grandpa when I was 10-11 years old and he was the greatest man of my life that I ever knew. I always loved playing with him and we were so attached
Myuu, I'm so sorry for your loss. The death of someone you love and care about, family or not, never goes well... Both of my grandparents died of cancer when I was a kid and I almost lost my dad to a heart attack when I was 10. Thank god he pulled through, but the doctors had even me convinced he was going to die... Your father wanted you to follow your dream, and you did. Were he still here, I know he'd be saying how proud he was of you. Don't forget, all of us, your fans and subscribers, we're all here to support you. Keep on living your dreams and be happy for the time you spent with him. That, in my opinion, is the best way to honor his memory.
May he rest in peace.
Mein Beileid, Myuu. Ich finde es stark von dir trotzdem mit allem weiterzumachen, und es sogar deiner Community zu erzählen. Ich hoffe, dass du schnell über diesen Verlust hinwegkommst, wenn du es nicht schon bist. Herzliches Beileid,
Einer, der deine Musik und Einstellung feiert.
I'm certain he heard every chord was heard, and still is with this beautiful piece. He should be proud... He most likely is proud.
25 people missed the like button..
25 people liked ur comment
PRAISE ME IM THE NUM 25
lul
IN LIKES ON UR COMMENTS NOT DISLIKES ON THE VIDEO OK?
i liked the video :D
theyre probably just in china damn upside down chinese people
@@teriyakikush HAhahaha
55... ;(
Or tears blocked them from seeing correctly and they thought the dislike was the like button
It was November the 22nd at exactly 6:01 pm I first laid eyes on our precious little boy, Bentley. I knew right then and there I would never love anything more then him.
Boy, was I right. He is now five and I've cherished everyday and every moment we've had together. He is my light, my happiness, my reason to keep pushing, he's my heart!
The way he smiles when he's happy and the little twinkle in his eyes just pushes me over the hills.
He has the biggest heart and love for all people and animals. I couldn't be happier to call him my son. He brings joy to everyone around him and can light a room with his laughter. I know he will become a better man and father then I am. He will move mountains, and put his mark on this earth. For anyone who has the pleasure of meeting him, I know you will see it too, he's one of a kind! I love you son and you will always be daddys shooting star no matter where you are or what your are going through just know that I am rooting for you!
Love daddy.
Myuu this is truly the only sad song you have written so far. It means something more than any other song you have written, maybe because you explained what was going on in your life when you wrote this, but maybe because it actually conveyed something more than sadness, maybe it was a desire to forever fight until the strength you have as a mere mortal is used up, and to fight even after such an event. I feel saddened by this truly beautiful work of art, no, this true masterpiece which could only have come from the tug you felt on your heart... the sign to keep going. Thank you Myuuji for never giving up. We all appreciate your beautiful music. Life gives us many paths to walk, when a choice is made more paths are as well, finding the right path is determined by the heart, you found that path. I just wish i could find mine.
I am so sorry Myuu for your loss.. Stay strong and like you said, your father will always be there close to you, so you are never truly alone. Beautiful work as always *big hug*
Hit me right in the feels.. im crying.. sorry im a little late but... i feel so bad for you...
Never take loved ones for granted, for family doesn't last forever
aw this is so sad :( atleast, your father would be happy to hear his son's voice in his last moments. it's so amazing that you still did this music for us even tho it must have been hard for you. he must be so proud of you myuu. keep going and never give up! you have our support n love forever ♡︎
I listen to this song, and I can't stop crying! Two years ago, I moved out to other country with my love, I left my home: my friends, and my family (I had my own reasons) I can only talk with them online, and I miss them so much. I started new live with (nearly) husband. That song remind me about time of my childhood, and the happiest moments. My every day goes so fast, without any minute to think about it, but when I heard that music, I felt this special loneliness and emptiness. Thank You so much to remaind me to stop for a moment and write even one massage "I love you, and I miss you"
I'm sending many hugs to You! You are the best in write the emotions with your music. Let God bless You!
I wish the world would all stop fighting and arguing and just stop to think. We are the only known life in the entire universe. We're together on this planet for a reason. And that reason is to enjoy life. We need to make every second of our precious lives count. And spend our lives with the ones we love. We're only together for 80 years approximately and if we love someone who's older or younger that time is even shorter. Love everyone and make everyone's day better and spend time with the people and things you love most.
PREACH ma boi
How do you know that the reason we are alive is to enjoy life? The reason there is conflict is because people think different things about life an example being religion. As long as we exist there will be conflict and people do think about this, sometimes thinking about it only fuels the conflict. There are people out there who hate your guts for believing life is meant to be enjoyed and if you don't know this maybe you should be the one stopping to think. There is a reason behind everything, bad things don't just happen for no reason.
I agree. After losing my sister over 13 years ago, the pain is still there, but the most important thing to remember: your memories are your own. This song and your memories are also your own. No one can take them from you. Thank you for writing such amazing pieces of music. Stay strong and keep your memories, always.
Stay strong Myuuji, I am so sorry for your loss, as I read the story, I felt even more sad than before. I'll be praying for you!
this is beautiful... it left me in tears when I got to the end, this piece is so gorgeous along with the remarkable yet tragic story. you really did an amazing job with this myuuji, absolutely amazing. best wishes to you and your father, take care.
29 people got tears covering their eyes that they thought the dislike button is the dis i like button
Lol.
BIG BLACK TYRONE why do u dislike tho?
I remember when I first heard this I cried. I had just lost my uncle to a surgery that had left him to weak ta keep going. He had cancer, and the first surgery revealed more they hadn't known of. He tried so hard ta keep going, but God finally took him home. That was like... 2015... Maybe 16? It was a while back. And sense then I've lost so many others from old age and other things. But that's a story for another day. This is honestly so amazing and I'm glad I found this channel again. God Bless you Myuu.
Sorry to hear about your dad man, My mum died in 2017 due to Bronchopneumonia so I know all to well how painful losing a parent is and the saying "Home Is Where The Heart Is" couldn't be more true thanks for this dude
Your music is just so beautiful ❤️ the story behind this amazing piece just brings tears to my eyes, I lost my father back in 2002 so I know how you felt 💔 the Story behind this priece is shattering but your memories will always live on...
This is beautiful :( i was drawing on my computer and just played this and after i just sat there replaying it and didnt realize the story there.. I wish u a happy life and we all know your dad is proud of you >^
Wunderschönes Lied Myuu. Ich sitze grade an meinem Schreibtisch und habe Tränen in den Augen. Ich bin gerade so unglaublich dankbar für meinen Dad, weil er vor ein paar Tagen ganz knapp einen Schlaganfall überlebt hat. Teilweise machen mich Familienmitglieder nieder, weil ich jeden Tag bei ihm bin, obwohl er biologisch gesehen nicht mein Vater ist. Dieses Lied und deine Geschichte geben mir gerade die Kraft da drüberzustehen. Mit diesem Kommentar will ich dir nicht meine Geschichte erzählen, sondern dir zeigen, wie sehr du mir mit deiner Musik hilfst. Ich hoffe ich konnte das richtig rüberbringen. Also noch einmal Danke. Dein Vater ist ganz sicher verdammt stolz auf dich.
Du sprichst mir aus der Seele.
I thought this was brilliant musically, then I saw the text...it's more than brilliant, it's a love observed. Thank you for posting. It's great without the story but with it, it is transcendent.
Jeremy Night here, Sorry for your lost bro, I went through the same thing with my father, I understand the pain of losing someone so close, my heart goes out to you and your family. Remember you are not alone and we as in your friends,fans and other readers are with you. Keep the music alive with your touch. Take care myuuji : )
I just lost my dad in November. He didn't even make it to his 49th birthday, I never thought of it, I never thought I would lose my dad. I saw him as a man with strength, bravery and always caring. I never sat back and thought I would lose him. Hold on to your parents guys I had to say goodbye to him Viva video chat he was already gone. Brain dead. I didn't get to hold his hand as he left me. But I know he heard me. He always came home from his hospital visits but not this time. I'm back where I grew up to grab his ashes im not ready but I know he's here with me.
Being one who never has experienced loss before, I can't say I know how you feel. I can't imagine how awful it must feel, but the fact that you keep fighting and pushing forward every day is amazing. This piece is beautiful, Myuu, and may his soul rest in peace.
As soon as the text starts, so do the tears. That was moving, and I rarely if ever cry..
i listened to this so much when my dad was found hanging from a cliff in santa barbara, california. and i couldn't stop crying, he ran away on my birthday and then weeks after not telling us where he was i got the newspaper with him in it. thankfully he survived and he apologized to my brother that he put him through that, but never to me
That is something noone should go through. I think your father saw the world like through a curved mirror. He was not fully Aware of what he was doing, as for most depressed People. This has to be really hard for you, but stay strong.
A couple months or so ago, give or take my terrible memory,
My father died of cancer I believe in his liver...
My only wish was that I spent more time with him...in fact at one point I was told he may have a solution, and there was a possibility of recovery...he was even feeling better...
...
We were already planning of going back to Wisconsin for the rest of our stuff during a visit... I was gonna hang out with him, even planned on doing that one father and son thing and even maybe fish with him if possible...
I loved my father more than anyone... I just never had the time or thought due to stress and drama at home with my step dad and our ability to never get along...
I was told a while later he was in hospice...for those who dont know...
That's where you go when you are pretty much gonna die without hope of recovery...
He was skinnier than he should have been...almost never moved, and I only heard him once, and it took so much of his strength it seemed just to LURCH towards me, hug me. and tell me he loved me...
..............
He died about a weekish or so after on our way back...
I wanted to do so many things...even if it was us talking, drinking if at all possible...(I'm not a drinker but I would with him IF he could because of the condition) and doing things we loved or even did stuff and jokingly complained about us doing something we didnt like... he was a great father, even though the later bf of my life he wasn't there, that wasn't his fault... it was mine... and...I'll live for him...
I need to...
I made a promise... and a promise is sacred...I only make them when I mean them... and I'll be damned if something gets in the way of my promises...I'll fucking die keeping them...
The promise was to live as happily as I could, for him.
That is more than just beautiful he must be so very proud of you ....god bless you both❤️and your whole family
to the people who put a dislike on this song for shame. this man wrote a beautiful song to commemorate his father and you should respect that
Ich bin 19, mein Papa starb vor fast einem Jahr, doch bei mir lief einiges so blöd ab.
Mein Papa und Ich waren immer ein Herz und eine Seele; mit ihm konnte man Pferde stehlen. Irgendwann trennten sich meine Eltern; er & ich wuchsen noch mehr zusammen. Ich wollte nie den neuen Freund meiner Mama kennenlernen; ich wollte nur meinen Papa und habe es nicht akzeptiert das meine Mama einen neuen hatte.
Meine Papa zog weg und da ich die Schule besuchte, konnte ich nicht einfach mit ihm mitgehen, also zog ich und meine Schwester zu meiner Mama.
Ab da begann es, das der Kontakt zu meinem Papa immer weniger wurde, er meldete sich kaum noch, ich war Jung und Dumm & war der Meinung, er ist mein Papa, er müsse sich doch melden...
So kam es das wir erst Monate, dann Jahre keinen Kontakt hatten.
Ich hab sooft an ihn gedacht, verdammt wieso habe ich mich nie gemeldet.
Mit 15 dann wurde ich unerwartet Schwanger, mit 16 kam dann mein kleiner Engel zur Welt. An diesem Tag (der 01.10.2011) kam unerwartet mein Papa zu Besuch ins Krankenhaus, ich war sprachlos & glücklich. Endlich war er mal wieder da, hat meine kleine gehalten... ich war so glücklich. Mein Papa spielte mit ihr, ich muss dazu sagen, das mein Papa immer bei meinen Neffen der "Spaßopa" war, weil er der lustigste Mensch der Welt war. Er hatte auch eine neue Freundin, er erzählte das sie schon einige Zeit zusammen waren und das sie auch ein Grund war, warum er sich nicht meldete. Mit ihr wollte er soviel nachholen, auf Reisen gehen... denn damals ging das nicht, denn er hatte 6 Kinder, für die er alles gab und sein Leben aufgab, damit es uns gut geht.
Er sah die Trennung meiner Eltern als Chance alles nachzuholen.
So schnell er da war, ging er auch wieder, mit dem Worten, das wir uns nun öfters sehen.
So wars dann leider nicht. Die Zeit verging, und er meldete sich nicht.
Ein "Hallo & wie gehts dir?" auf Facebook, danach wieder Funkstille.
Ich war Traurig und aus Protest meldete ich mich nicht mehr... ich hasse mich so dafür.
Dann, 16.11.2013, gegen Nachmittag, ich spielte gerade Just Dance, bekam meine Schwester eine Nachricht von meinen Bruder, der schrieb: "Weißt du es schon, das mit Papa?". SIe verneinte und er sagte das er gegen 12:00 Uhr, in Gera verstarb.
Alles zerbrach für mich, ich weinte mich bei meinem Freund aus, zog mich zurück. Ich konnte es nicht fassen...
Er verstarb nach langer, schwerer Krankheit im Alter von 61 Jahren.
Wie gern hätte ich ihn nochmal gesehen...
Wie gern wär ich bei ihm gewesen als er ging...
Verdammt, Papa, wieso hast Du uns allen nie gesagt, wie es Dir ging?
Seine Freundin erzählte uns, das er an Weihnachten vorbei kommen wollte, zu jedem von uns, um sich zu entschuldigen, wieso er sich Jahrelang nie die Mühe machte, den Kontakt zu suchen. Das konnte er nichtmehr. Er ging mit dem Gedanken, das wir ihn vermutlich alle hassten, aber da ist nicht so. Papa wir lieben dich!
Ich vermisse dich. Vermisse dein Lachen, deine Späße, vermisse deine Stimme.
Ich hoffe du hast dein Leben noch gelebt, bevor du gingst.
Ich hoffe dir gehts da oben besser.
Wieso ich euch das schreibe? Weil es mir hilft, das alles zu verstehen und zu verarbeiten, denn trotz bald einem Jahr, habe ich es immernoch nicht verstanden.
Verbringt soviel Zeit wie es geht mit euren liebsten, seid nicht nachtragend und vergebt Fehlern, denn irgendwann ist es zuspät.
Danke fürs lesen.
:')
Mein beileid :( Ich muss leider sagen zu meinem Vater habe ich noch nie wirklich eine Bindung gehabt. Vieleicht einfach weil wir viel zu verschieden sind (Mein bruder kommt wesentlich mehr nach ihm) oder es mag auch daran liegen das er immer so oft und lange Arbeiten musste. Auch wenn ich es mir nicht eingestehen wollte es tat schon weh vor allem wenn man hier liest wie eng manche familien zusammenhalten. Aber nun kommen wir zum Punkt. Ich bin schon vor fast 3 Jahren ausgezogen, und zu meiner Freundin gezogen. Da dies eine enorme entfernung ist (Man bedenke ich wohne nun in Bayern und meine Eltern in nrw) hatten wir nur Telefonkontakt. Dann im Juli bat er mich (anlässlich seines Geburtstages) vieleicht doch mal sie zu besuchen. Nun dies habe ich auch getan es war ein schönes fest und man schien sich wirklich gefreut zu haben mich zu sehen. Ich habe erzählt was alles so passiert ist und auch das ich endlich ne ausbuldung gefunden habe. Dann einige Zeit später als mein Vater und ich in der Küche saßen unterhielten wir uns. Er sagte er wüsste das wir uns nicht so nahe ständen, und auch das er durch die langen Arbeitszeiten und das wir so wenig gemeinsam haben wahrscheinlich viele fehler gemacht habe und, es verstehe warum ich eher ablehnend bin. Aber er sagte auch das er sehr stolz auf mich sei, auch wenn ihn mein weggang sehr traurig gemacht hat. Er ist stolz das ich meinen eigenen Weg gehe und das ich einen guten Job erlerne. Und dann habe ich ihn zum allerersten mal in meinem leben wirklich weinen sehen... Das klingt vieleicht nicht so emotional oder besonders, aber wenigstens gibt es einen aus meiner familie dem etwas wirklich an mir liegt :( Danke Papa auch wenn du es nicht lesen wirst
:(((((((((
Diese Worte haben mich zum weinen gebracht. Du schaffst das. Ich glaube an dich!
I dont really understand what you say but be strong forever!
Ich fühle mit Ihnen...
Liebe Grüße
This is so beautiful and touching. Thank you so much for sharing. Love and Blessings to you.
Beautiful. This made me tear up. I'm sorry for your dad.
this reminds me of the times i had with my great grand parents they grew up during the toughest times and served in the toughest war. They loved every minute together and after my great grandma died he was heart broken and finally told us the saddest stories which were the best moments of his life, meeting her, their first date, their marrage and finaaly their family they started i was sad because i had to work on my great grandpas funeral and i still regret not being able to say goodbye to him but i do go and see my grand parents when i go where my dad lived and we stop at the family cemetary. my grandma died at 96 and my grandpa died at 100. i miss them and still love them no matter what
Not many songs have the power to generate as much emotion as this one did. Congratulations my friend, your stunning piece has made me cry. It is sad enough as is, but then you have the origins of the song being told above. I am so sorry about your father... I know the feeling of losing one close to you, I lost my sister back in August... Anyways, it left me speechless and my face drenched with tears. And it emits such a powerful message, one that so few people today actually listen to. Be thankful for your gift, not many people have it to the magnitude you do.
Myuu... I thought about it for a while. I don't think that you should make sheet music / a tutorial for this song. Every note you played called your father's name. This is the most personal, and greatest song you have ever written. Keep it close to your heart. Nobody would ever be close to playing it with so much emotion, passion, and sorrow as you did. I mean it when I say this, truly one of the most beautiful songs I have every heard in my entire life. Keep it, and don't let anybody else have it except you and your dad... :')
Even if you don't read the story, you can definitely feel emotion in every single note. I agree, It's an amazingly beautiful and touching piece.
elementblue780 I very much agree... Even without the story, you can feel how powerful and meaningful the song is. The words give the song even more meaning.
Because of Myuu's loving and kind heart, he made sheet music for this beautiful song. I thank him very much for that. It will be an honor to learn this song, and for anybody, too. I am very thankful for this opportunity. :')
My dad was a stroke survivor, he had 2 major strokes which left his left arm partially paralysed. He also was hit by a car right after the 1st stroke and the second one was right after my parents 19th anniversary. I felt every moment of your story and I have lived through it too. You’re not alone, you will always and forever have my support. We love you and stay strong! Rest in peace
3:40, I think i had a tear or 40...Im so sorry man. I really don't know what else to say besides that I am so grateful that you still perused your passion. Your music is amazing and I have had many emotional connections with it. Thanks for being so great.
I just bursted into tears. :') yet another beautiful piece.
This is so beautiful and your dad was very strong myuuji
if it's sad, I am not watching it
Its sad
Brenda Ochoa
Watch it, it is worth every second
moggycat99 *sighs* i don't like crying. but if it's really good, then i will
Thanks for all the memories and good times myuu, your music has always struck a chord within and listening to this reminds me of my parents; your father is watching from heaven with a smile on his face. You got this Myuu!!! Love you man
Thank you so much! 🖤
Every time I watch this I say that I won't cry... But I always do. This is so beautiful
it's so beautiful. I just love this song. Sincerely, I'm touched by your story, it's so sad. I'm crying, now... I... It's so strong... Congratulations. Your father may be proud of you. Really...
Você é o cara!
Oh man, this has me getting all puffy around my eyes. Myuu this is a beautiful piece of music you composed here, I love your music anyways but this is touching. Your dad would love this, rip papa Myuu 💔
Beautiful, inspiring piece, sir. It also shows how much you love your father. I'm certain he would be very proud of you, cherish the happy time you had with him.
I also want to say I am one of the biggest fans of your work, I loved this great song and it brought tears to my eyes. Blessings and merriness to you, Myuuji, never stop making music.
wirklich gute arbeit! danke dafür =)
HA! da iser wieder XD
it's been a year now and i still have cried everytime i watch it/hear it. you really can hear the pain in the music and that is what hit me right in the heart. this is a true beautifull piece of work. If your dad could see you now, i bet he would be very proud
The way you compose music is so hauntingly beautiful, dear. Stories like yours just leave me with absolutely no words to say. Listening to this actually draws tears to my eyes, it leaves me bewildered that things like this can just spontaneously happen to people who don't deserve the pain. I am amazed that such beauty could come OUT of that immense suffering, you are truly strong to be able to turn your sorrows into something so unforgettable.
I've known about your composing skills for a while, having been a fan of MrCreepyPasta's narrations for the longest time, but I never subscribed to your channel, for some reason. I guess it just slipped my mind, since I usually check your channel every day, but I'm definitely going to fix that now that I've noticed.
Thank you for doing what you do, Myuuji, you're a truly wonderful musician, and I hope your loss doesn't weigh itself too heavily on your heart. You are truly a free spirit, and you are fantastically talented. I hope you keep doing what you're doing, because your art is so much more amazing than I can even comprehend.
I haven't lost anyone yet and I pray I don't anytime soon. But it's stories like these that remind you how important it is to always cherish the love that you have while you have it.
I need to call my dad right now..