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  • Опубликовано: 29 июн 2024
  • yeah i have summer seasonal depression and i really hate it. def do not recommend. the bed is kinda my enemy at the moment since it's so hot. maybe i should invest in an AC? idk ugh it's so heavy. i'll see lol. tbh i don't even know what I'm typing here at the moment. but yeah this week wasn't as bad as my previous depressive episode. i think here i was just slightly anxious. i just get nervous to go out by myself sometimes coz i'll get too caught up in how i'm being perceived that i just start sweating and just want to go straight home. but the gym has been my safe place lately. but yeah this vlog was so funny since i started getting into the habit of just pulling out my v10 camera to talk whenever. sometimes i forget the camera is even there lmaoooooo. some shots are literally so unflattering but soooo funny lol.
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  • @theramelvina
    @theramelvina 6 дней назад +510

    “being anxious once again” .. are we all living the same life? 😭💕

    • @DOUAAJJ77
      @DOUAAJJ77 6 дней назад +6

      girl my life are worst i don't even move 😭😭😭😭

    • @Eylxldeniz
      @Eylxldeniz 6 дней назад +4

      Literally

    • @levis527
      @levis527 6 дней назад +3

      😂ikr when I am healing suddenly I go back to my depressed mood in a second

    • @Ryhan97Hallo-bw9jg
      @Ryhan97Hallo-bw9jg 6 дней назад

      Tell u why dear because you are living without rolls in this life i tell u the truth.♡ just in one time think about what is the main goal from this life.♡ be muslime that's my advice❤be good and be alright❤

    • @michelledo6645
      @michelledo6645 6 дней назад +2

      Yes😭 anxiety everyday

  • @Estriena
    @Estriena 6 дней назад +295

    this girl is literally my therapist 😭❤️

  • @KeevanNorton
    @KeevanNorton 6 дней назад +143

    the title? me too girl. this whole week has been full of anxiety! i’m excited to watch this, i’m so grateful for your content via

  • @amezhinwuche2188
    @amezhinwuche2188 6 дней назад +77

    I'm 15 and I've never felt the same way with an adult and i truly love how you just deal with your problems, instead of pushing them away. you are an awe-inspiring person and I'm hitting the subscribe button

  • @cheesefan-ms7jp
    @cheesefan-ms7jp 5 дней назад +11

    trust me, it IS normal to be anxious, feel down or just be slow at times, if anything its what makes us human !! just keep doing what your doing because you seem like a really cool person who confronts negative emotions instead of ignoring them

  • @Paula01953
    @Paula01953 6 дней назад +52

    "if i constantly let myself down it's going to become a habit" is just what i needed to hear! I totally relate to being able to fulfill other people's expectations but not my own. This video made my day!! :) I'll get things done now for myself

  • @Sakurarchive-
    @Sakurarchive- 6 дней назад +35

    Literally what I needed now because of school stress. Thank you via for always comforting me ❤

  • @LivT04
    @LivT04 6 дней назад +13

    My anxious, avoidant, depressive self completely relates to all of this ❤ celebrating every single win…brushing teeth, getting out of bed, going to work, cooking healthy meals…and being around people and not just my precious fur baby…the simple things keep me going. Thank you 🙏🏼 for highlighting the effort of the journey.

  • @aimeeloushawox9637
    @aimeeloushawox9637 6 дней назад +21

    I need videos like these on a Sunday to motivate me to do something on Monday

  • @therosecolored
    @therosecolored 6 дней назад +21

    thank you for bringing slices of life to us. so we can grow together. youre my fav youtuber! stay healthy and safe!

  • @christinetran916
    @christinetran916 6 дней назад +22

    When it comes to Via’s videos, I click so quick to watch 🏃🏻‍♀️💨Hope you’re enjoying your trip girlie!!!

  • @vodkadani
    @vodkadani 6 дней назад +9

    girl, honestly? i get it! life is about amplitudes. i'm bipolar and life is shitty, then it's not that shitty and then it's shitty again LMAO. but as you said, it gets better! then it gets worse, and that's just how life is. fighting!! i feel you very deeply. your vlogs recently pop up in my home page so i'll be around. thank you for showing that not everything is as good as it seems, but at the same time it can get better

  • @kaiqk
    @kaiqk 6 дней назад +12

    i was literally binge watching her videos and then i get a notification that she posted again! istg i love her sm 😭💗

  • @naviinea
    @naviinea 4 дня назад +3

    Summer hasn't been great either for me and being stressed out while anxious, unproductive. But watching Via has made me feel that I don't have to be doing amazing every single day and I can't be like people on the internet or compare myself. Instead I can be a better version of myself, improve, treat myself, and grow along the way. This video has made my day:)

  • @angelc8re
    @angelc8re 6 дней назад +9

    ur vids r so fun and motivating so glad to be healing w u

  • @noorhussein7073
    @noorhussein7073 6 дней назад +6

    My feeling when watching your vlogs is happy relaxing, your videos is my therapy 💕

  • @daydreamer.1997
    @daydreamer.1997 3 дня назад +1

    You literally inspired me to finally get out my bed and walk my dog. The summer heat had died down so the air was nice and cool. Thank you, I really love your vlogs rn ❤ Even tho you are having a hard time (same) you still make the most out of your days and I really admire that!!!!

  • @sunghoeeebnd
    @sunghoeeebnd 6 дней назад +6

    awhh via cheer up!! seasonal depression will make you feel bad, but you got this. its okay to feel the way you do, things will start feeling better soon 💗💗

  • @vijayanidhi6463
    @vijayanidhi6463 День назад +1

    I am so anxious rn. Like I can't tell you. College and career stress is taking such a toll on me. I am so scared of the uncertain future. Your videos are so therapeutic 🌷🩷

  • @laisa_143
    @laisa_143 6 дней назад +4

    Sunday is my self care day, and then Via posting this video will give me the best start of the week

  • @Gofittwice
    @Gofittwice 6 дней назад +4

    I absolutely love how you act in front of the camera. It always makes me smile ❤

  • @burcusezgin8989
    @burcusezgin8989 3 дня назад +1

    I've been watching your videos lately and you give me so much peace. You're my safe space. When you express yourself about personal boundaries and friendships in your other videos, I always feel like you are saying things that I cannot say but are inside me. I think we would be great friends, but we're not even in the same country or continent lol. Just know that your vlogs reduce my stress and I love u so much ♥

  • @elizabethwarren9612
    @elizabethwarren9612 5 дней назад +3

    I just tuned in to this channel and I gotta say I love how you have no patience to pretend to be someone you're not and how you don't hold back your thoughts at all very refreshing in an algorithm that is very much attuned to a certain kind of content creator 10/10 you're very funny too

  • @Its_aesthete
    @Its_aesthete 3 дня назад

    Girl you litterally ✨RADIATE✨ energy, you are the one that really gets real and relatable! When you smile I feel like I can get through this! Love you viaaaaaa 💗

  • @Tsukuyomi_99
    @Tsukuyomi_99 6 дней назад +2

    Daym thats relatable af

  • @jayonai
    @jayonai 3 дня назад

    can’t describe how much i enjoy your videos and feel the warmest ever

  • @cherryberry9636
    @cherryberry9636 6 дней назад +6

    20 minute Via-video, let's goo!! 😍 "Let's go slay the day away" I'll be using that from now on haha

  • @NinaYen-uu3qi
    @NinaYen-uu3qi 6 дней назад +5

    OH MY GOD 13 MINUTES AGO? Damn I'm early. Btw don't push urself out of feel anxious because u might overwork urself, sometimes you need a period of your life where ur just empty just to rethink life and get back together. Anyways I wish you feel better :)

  • @yuialive
    @yuialive 6 дней назад +4

    SO EARLY BRO I LOVE UR CONTENT SO MUCH. I reward myself after every study session by watching your videos 😭 Your videos helped me so much u don't even know thank you so much🫶🏻✨

  • @-Sooyasoo-
    @-Sooyasoo- День назад

    Love to see via this happy❤ shes such an adorable pretty lil human that's rlly relatable ❤❤

  • @amasinterlude
    @amasinterlude 2 дня назад

    You're my comfort RUclipsr Via I love watching your vlogs and your journal entry episodes because we have similar thoughts and you inspire me to keep going love you lots

  • @mai1tsy
    @mai1tsy 4 дня назад +1

    YESSS FOR A VIA PODCAST !!!! WE WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU MORE YAPPING

  • @AliceBruce6661
    @AliceBruce6661 3 дня назад +2

    Spanish girl here -- I'm so glad you enjoyed the food! I hope it was authentic! By the look of that tarta de Santiago and those gambas al aijllo, it must have been nice

  • @SuperShellos
    @SuperShellos 6 дней назад +2

    Gosh via every time you post my day gets SO SO SO MUCH BETTER 😸😸💕 luv you girl

  • @jood28
    @jood28 2 часа назад

    i love drinking coffee and watching ur vids
    also me too girl i sometimes feel anxious for no obvious reason but thats okay :)
    ily💖

  • @taataacoo
    @taataacoo 2 дня назад

    Aaah Via i love u !! I always watch you while i eat or before bed because your videos are very cozy ~ but remember to keep things at your own pace, its ok not to be ok !! we are all just people

  • @carys4897
    @carys4897 6 дней назад +1

    Falling in love with your videos, and super helpful for a summer sublettor in Boston. Keep it up girl ✨

  • @Fifibluee
    @Fifibluee День назад

    You’re getting prettier day by day and tbvh I freaking LOVVVEEEEE YOUR STYLE 😻😻😻😻😻😻

  • @mercurys6882
    @mercurys6882 4 дня назад

    You are a big inspiration to me, Via. I struggle with a lot of anxiety as well and honestly I think its incredibly beautiful how you talk about your depression and anxiety but still come back the next week with another video.
    You're still moving forward despite everything you are dealing with. You inspire me and I am proud of you ❤️

  • @i07jo
    @i07jo 6 дней назад +1

    you have become a role model in the past few weeks for me. thank you so much for your down-to-earth video's

  • @aisha2663
    @aisha2663 6 дней назад +1

    OMG SWEET MOBSTER I LOVE ITTT SM (via i so recommend summer strike and liberation notes)

  • @imeunhae7933
    @imeunhae7933 День назад

    This video (and your previous one I watched before this) finally got me brushing my teeth and cleaning part of my room.

  • @kaylanngg
    @kaylanngg 6 дней назад +2

    I love via’s vlogs so much 😭😭

  • @yaa.todoro
    @yaa.todoro 6 дней назад +1

    her makeup is always so pretty and delicious

  • @Aloealice-mz8xp
    @Aloealice-mz8xp 6 дней назад +2

    THE QUEEN HAS POSTED!!!! Love your videos ❤

  • @sylviamonr
    @sylviamonr 4 дня назад

    as a student who lives alone I LOVE these vlogs sm ❣

  • @Aashuuuu918
    @Aashuuuu918 6 дней назад +1

    I was literally waiting for ur vlog i needed a comfort place soo badly ily via and im proud of u

  • @noureenahammed1701
    @noureenahammed1701 6 дней назад +1

    I love these videos tysm for being honest it makes me feel less alone

  • @jean.trousers
    @jean.trousers 6 дней назад

    I love how raw your videos are and how unfiltered you are. So relatable

  • @bo_Om2806
    @bo_Om2806 6 дней назад +1

    Ah yes the heavens have gifted me with another via upload

  • @chemila6884
    @chemila6884 6 дней назад +1

    The fact that ur vlogs are always uk in ryt time is crazy like sis are u reading our minds n life like a book!!!😭✨

  • @hanane8692
    @hanane8692 6 дней назад +1

    I was rooting in bed and the moment I saw the post I knew I'm gonna get better 😌 ❤

  • @samiraljevo2614
    @samiraljevo2614 6 дней назад +4

    Queen is back❤❤❤❤❤

  • @estefaniaaguilera873
    @estefaniaaguilera873 6 дней назад

    Girl, thank you, watching you always help me feel less lonely 🤍✨

  • @mx4ryy
    @mx4ryy 6 дней назад +1

    Via, I have been having the same issue as well but honestly your videos are so comforting to watch!! Definitely my comfort RUclipsr 💗🌷

  • @aml14rblx
    @aml14rblx 6 дней назад +1

    Your so inspiring, I needed some motivation bc I get anxious so bad bro omg I love you so muchhhhhh

  • @707mimi
    @707mimi 6 дней назад

    i swear if i could only watch one youtuber for the rest of my life and never get bored i would choose you, your videos are so relatable and interesting you’re like the big sis that i never had ❤

  • @superquiz6357
    @superquiz6357 6 дней назад

    Girl, a podcast series from you would be literally THE BEST THERAPY. You're amazing❤❤

  • @Lessgour
    @Lessgour 6 дней назад +2

    Dude I love your videos, like no joke. Like wtf your so lovely 💗

  • @elua1415
    @elua1415 5 дней назад

    You’re so so real girl I recently found your channel and you’ve immediately became my favorite RUclipsr 💕

  • @brilleuo
    @brilleuo 6 дней назад +2

    one thing i love about your channel is that your 100% transparent and consistent with us and your content, regardless of how much joy you feel, you still work your way out of anxiety🦢🤍

  • @heckleyeah399
    @heckleyeah399 6 дней назад

    You can get window ac units that aren't too heavy! As someone living in a historic apartment, getting actual AC drastically improved my mood and decreased the amount of heat migraines I would get.

  • @angelica5784
    @angelica5784 5 дней назад

    girl you look so pretty, i love your videos so much, they heal my stress

  • @ariieee_beaupre
    @ariieee_beaupre 6 дней назад +1

    I loveee that you are so authentic and relatable❤

  • @meenymo1083
    @meenymo1083 3 дня назад

    literally binge watching your vids rn 😭😭

  • @SuzumeG-pm3ln
    @SuzumeG-pm3ln 6 дней назад +1

    I love your videos so so much! I always watch them on school mornings ^_^

  • @pam_journal
    @pam_journal 2 дня назад

    we need a grwm cuz ur makeup look so good via !!

  • @ines-xc3kb
    @ines-xc3kb 6 дней назад

    watching your videos always feels like a warm hug :)

  • @scarffz.
    @scarffz. 6 дней назад +1

    i literally love you, youre so awesomeeeee!

  • @aatmajajha4202
    @aatmajajha4202 6 дней назад +1

    😢😢I was just numb right now and now you're here 🎉❤❤amazing timing 🙌

  • @k4ayl3333
    @k4ayl3333 6 дней назад

    i love ur outros, when u say bye to us, the way u do it makes me happy lol

  • @bangchanstoez
    @bangchanstoez 6 дней назад

    via you are WITTEWALLY my spirit animal

  • @d_iya._
    @d_iya._ 5 дней назад +1

    she : let's start the vlog 3 2 1
    youtube : start to play an ad

  • @s.z2435
    @s.z2435 День назад

    School starting up again soon
    Needed this video 🎉

  • @auchfernweh14
    @auchfernweh14 5 дней назад

    you’re literally saving my life rn

  • @nikytamorley
    @nikytamorley 3 дня назад

    Another amazing vlog thank you via 💗💗

  • @juliet8501
    @juliet8501 6 дней назад +1

    Hey bestie! Actually I was having a really really bad day!! I just couldn’t stop having breakdowns idk why! But your video surely made me feel so good! I hope tomorrow is a better day!>3

  • @winterrcherryy
    @winterrcherryy 6 дней назад +2

    this motivated me so much 🥰thank u!!

  • @Aa21et
    @Aa21et 4 дня назад +1

    You make me smile with your videos ❤

  • @ImACookingRat
    @ImACookingRat 6 дней назад

    Help I thought I was the only one that put honey on my avocado toast also via I love your videos their so relatable yet aesthetically pleasing it’s absurd how your not very popular

  • @meepzu3724
    @meepzu3724 5 дней назад

    Generally for chocolate (I’ve had experience) ideally you should put some in a pan on a stove on low heat and stir it, both so it doesn’t burn and also to get a good consistency! Also at the beginning my Miffy was next to me and they waved at Vias Miffy, I think they enjoyed seeing another one of them

  • @giuxgll
    @giuxgll 5 дней назад

    how can someone be this pretty? 😭😭

  • @7iaa
    @7iaa 6 дней назад +1

    i love these vlogs so muchhhhhh

  • @skalerj801
    @skalerj801 6 дней назад

    Ok via i just love your vlogs gurl i really feel like we both are so alike 😭

  • @CallmePrincess78
    @CallmePrincess78 6 дней назад +1

    I just got done Journalling and now im watching this ❤❤

  • @buildmeawillowcabin
    @buildmeawillowcabin 2 дня назад

    I clearly haven’t properly explored Bow Market the stationery store looks so cute. Love the walk from union square to assembly! There’s a quieter way through some side streets. 💕

  • @busrahlz.
    @busrahlz. 6 дней назад +1

    Last Night I have felt a lot of anxious and cried myself to sleep and today now you uploaded via ilysm 💞

  • @Lashay-px2oz
    @Lashay-px2oz 2 часа назад

    Have you thought about looking into seeing if you have adhd? Some of the symptoms like, not being able to keep a deadline, hyperfocusing when things are due (and getting them done), but finding it difficult to stay on routine for things that aren’t as important.

  • @user-gt1fl2tl3h
    @user-gt1fl2tl3h 6 дней назад +1

    my theraphist is here 😊

  • @vampycatt
    @vampycatt 6 дней назад +1

    i love being at home but i also want to go out but i never do and i will admit i can feel jealous seeing people i know doing things i want to do

  • @brisal9310
    @brisal9310 6 дней назад +1

    I love this girl💗💗

  • @ehh5004
    @ehh5004 6 дней назад +1

    Girl, u’re so prettyyyy >

  • @loveiridleuv
    @loveiridleuv 6 дней назад +2

    omooo im so earlyyyyy via! i just wanna say that i love your content! it brings so much comfort and inspiration esp for women! i started my youtube channel because of how you inspired me to follow what i really want to pursue. ❤ i just got 1 sub & i am so thankful for that 🎉

  • @bumblekoo
    @bumblekoo 6 дней назад +1

    missed you sm 🫶

  • @miffyz.
    @miffyz. 6 дней назад +1

    YIPPIE VIA POSTED!!! hope you're having fun in Shanghai 💕

  • @anotherdepresiveyamskinnie5207
    @anotherdepresiveyamskinnie5207 3 дня назад

    You really cut the avocado really well. I'm Mexican and I get a little anyone watching gringos cut avocado's. But you did it so well. 10/10 girl

  • @sandrearose2956
    @sandrearose2956 5 дней назад

    You are so real, you help me a lot 🫶🧚🏻‍♀️😭

  • @katpat-rice
    @katpat-rice 6 дней назад

    watching this video while i’m also anxious ✨🎀

  • @Juice-lr7ji
    @Juice-lr7ji 6 дней назад +1

    girlie is too real 😭

  • @parniayeganeh5675
    @parniayeganeh5675 6 дней назад

    Giiirl you are my comfort person love u soo much please don't change❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🤌🤍