Forgive Me - Instrumental Sad Piano | Emotional Hip Hop Beat | Prod. Tower Beatz (SOLD)

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  • Опубликовано: 5 окт 2024
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    🎧 Forgive Me - Instrumental Sad Piano | Emotional Hip Hop Beat | Prod. Tower Beatz
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  • @matttroutt4020
    @matttroutt4020 5 лет назад +785

    Who else listened to this shortly after a breakup? Let me get a like and some sort of encouragement. I really need it.

    • @ANIKDPRI7
      @ANIKDPRI7 5 лет назад +5

      Be happy bro

    • @ANIKDPRI7
      @ANIKDPRI7 5 лет назад +1

      Btw check mah channel

    • @derekmcgee197
      @derekmcgee197 5 лет назад +7

      It's okay to be sad, venting in comment sections is a very rare yet annoying disease. I hope you'll overcome it soon.

    • @littledragon192
      @littledragon192 5 лет назад +3

      I'm feel tht all right now. Just wish thing would change.

    • @stvn1
      @stvn1 5 лет назад +1

      same but the word love meant fuck you for my ex

  • @grilledmusic4953
    @grilledmusic4953 3 года назад +35

    Literally the 1% people who’s reading,,, May your parents Live More Than 100 years with good health

    • @TowerBeatz
      @TowerBeatz  3 года назад +3

      Thanks 🙏🏼

    • @ReelOutdoorActivities
      @ReelOutdoorActivities 5 месяцев назад +5

      Just read this lost my dad i hope everyone stays in good health and spirits in general 🙏🏽

  • @hinal5329
    @hinal5329 5 лет назад +13

    I see people writing songs according to the beats so accurately and it feels so natural and true how they are expressing their feelings in describing their lives. God bless us all :)

  • @davonadavis6254
    @davonadavis6254 5 лет назад +258

    💔Everyone that is listen to this is hurt in some way😭

  • @joshpittman3176
    @joshpittman3176 6 лет назад +32

    Forgive me for the man I am
    See me for the kind soul I am
    You say I can't I say I can
    But no matter doesn't change who I am
    Starts back on the bus back when It was the old us
    I looked at you you looked at me
    Things were getting brighter it seemed
    but no matter how much I tried you brought me to my knees
    I swore one day id change for the better
    But it seems that your god didn't get my letter
    Because he gave me you
    Looked like a blessing that's true
    But there couldn't be a darker hell than that in you
    In my darkest hour you up and left
    You couldn't handle me even at my best
    But that was my mistake
    I should've known all the promise were fake so now here I am
    A broken man
    I'm a pill pooper till the day I fall
    You say I can't I say I can
    Who better after all
    But no matter doesn't change who I am
    I'm just a broken man
    Inside and out I may seem dark
    But you played your part
    I told you I was hurting and whatd you say oh yea yea okay do what you want i don't care but it seems to me you knew it was a lot to bear
    I miss the old me
    But who better to be than the real me this is the end it seems
    God doesn't answer cries
    And I'm to tired to fight
    I don't want my life
    But hey you were right
    I should just stay out of sight...
    If god don't wanna love me maybe the devil might after all my soul was his love at first sight

    • @unknown-6664
      @unknown-6664 Год назад

      Is this a rap or lyric
      💕❤️ Genuinely interested in knowing these brother
      🙌Could u please let me know..?

    • @ziongmariam8177
      @ziongmariam8177 Год назад +1

      Ohhhhhhh. Who are you man 😱😱😱😮❤

    • @creators.daughter
      @creators.daughter Год назад +2

      I like this

    • @moon_2312
      @moon_2312 Год назад +1

      🖤✨

    • @joshpittman3176
      @joshpittman3176 Год назад

      @@unknown-6664 it can be used as either I was high at the time when I wrote it anyways. I’m sober now feel free to use it it’s not me anymore anyways.

  • @JensenBade
    @JensenBade 4 года назад +152

    “Nice guys always finish last, should’ve known that”😔💔

    • @Visionaryakafonzfoederl
      @Visionaryakafonzfoederl 3 года назад +15

      Nah man, nice guys always win in the end
      The second we start getting bigger than them
      When thee ones who left us silent start falling behind us
      Because now they’re life is drowning, and we just getting sighted
      We don’t have to let the hate bottle up
      We just got wait until the bottle pops
      That’s when we start getting treated as such
      As the ones who called us losers and crumbs
      Pick up the pieces that’s what they tell us
      Get yourself better than will help you out
      No get yourself ready for us to come
      Cause we will be there one day
      But you might not be able to come
      Especially if you need us to help
      What if I give you your energy back
      am I supposed to say leave the past in the past
      Go get a mask and forget about the scars
      Or should I just move on, and let you get a few marks
      Take my pride and get my ass moving, while you struggle alone
      Saying I wish I was better before, maybe I wouldn’t be here right now
      Trying to keep my feet on the ground, but the struggle is hard
      Drinking til my mind is corrupt, just like the government is
      Become that asshole, in the streets looking dumb
      But me and you are just one coin, playing two different parts
      Ones the victim, ones the cause and effect, now life is flipping around
      Now I landed myself a new life
      From look down upon, to remember me now
      The one who was nice, and now is living the life
      While you was getting success, until you lost it, now it’s you looking down
      Like wishing for someone to help
      But everyone is just done
      So please don’t ever say that they have won
      Because it’s only a matter of time, until you making us proud
      So I challenge you to keep your feet on the ground
      Until life’s starts giving you signs
      That you deserve to be heard
      You deserve to be loved
      You don’t deserve to be dumped
      You don’t deserve to feel less than anyone
      Because their doing better right now
      Because when that luck finally runs out
      They’ll be coming to you for help
      So you can chose to help them or not
      I say Do what best for you, but do not become one of them

    • @keywannikousefat615
      @keywannikousefat615 3 года назад +3

      I'm nice and always left alone ..... but then I remember my goals and dreams , that's what I only have my man:)

    • @OnnaComeUpp
      @OnnaComeUpp 2 года назад

      @@havierxo so sad

    • @BornToCreateContent
      @BornToCreateContent Год назад +2

      Facts 💯

    • @phoenixyang2034
      @phoenixyang2034 Год назад +2

      Healthy-minded women do value you. Let life filter out the broken women. Sorry it's a painful process💔

  • @TowerBeatz
    @TowerBeatz  5 лет назад +61

    💰 *SIMILAR BEAT HERE:* ruclips.net/video/Wu7vesg1cJU/видео.html

    • @lacheynemoss7947
      @lacheynemoss7947 5 лет назад

      I love your song you just made my heart go let's just go in I Llosa's well and you should really get the books on something I love you your my favorite B in the world don't tell in body OK let's just get to the week is me as me your

    • @haitivibe509
      @haitivibe509 4 года назад

      Nice beat bro

    • @felixbackstrom6954
      @felixbackstrom6954 4 года назад

      LaCheyne Moss järnverk hyhgg

    • @VegasLady81
      @VegasLady81 4 года назад +1

      Hey Tower Beatz... How many BPM is this song? Just curious...

    • @gottaglow2867
      @gottaglow2867 4 года назад

      Can I use this beat for a song I'm making plz

  • @lilzay5814
    @lilzay5814 7 лет назад +746

    I'm on my hands and knees
    Lord please forgive me
    For the things I did
    As a young kid
    I'm sorry for my sins
    And I know it's to late
    But I feel like u closed the heaven gates
    So keep teo safe up there for us
    And Jesus u the only one I trust
    Thru it all u was here
    Now I could see I wish I cared
    Lord I love you
    Thanks for the food
    Sorry to all the people that I have been rude
    Ima fool
    But now there's nothing I can do
    But wait
    For the trumpet to play there's nothing to say
    But I love you if u reading this
    And u never alone
    Just get off the phone and pray❤️thank u lord 💚🌎

  • @princessriri7686
    @princessriri7686 5 лет назад +208

    Who was crying when they sang this if u were then put a thumb up to this I was crying

    • @millievanillie9349
      @millievanillie9349 4 года назад +1

      When I was singing I was crying to dot jouge people because u don't know what is going on in there lifee

    • @diybeast3943
      @diybeast3943 3 года назад

      uuh...hi

  • @cinnamoreep7683
    @cinnamoreep7683 5 лет назад +7

    I love this beat, i'm writing lyrics to it and i'm crying to myself inside because of how perfect it is. Thanks!

  • @mashiloshakeng
    @mashiloshakeng 6 лет назад +11

    I wrote a tribute song for a close friend of mine that I grew up with who recently passed away using this incredible beat thanks Tower Beats one love.

  • @xKiingEasyx
    @xKiingEasyx 8 лет назад +650

    I keep my heart open, closing out the world of hopeless,
    clouded my mind through bottles, i used to swallow my emotions,
    Lost my pops, sad part is thats what got me focused,
    family pictures' missin a member, that frame is now broken,
    Were all alive but are we really living, who the hell knows,
    I never been the type to judge the man feeding his family, when he forced to sell dope,
    This fire that burns inside, i get in the booth and smell smoke,
    This thing called life can be funnier than a chappelle joke.
    where happily ever after is just a fairy taled quote,
    trying to provide old bread for my son, without the stale toast,
    At times i seem worthless,
    Lost my feelings for it all can be hurt less,
    certain things make me feel as if im deserted,
    In a crowd of uncertains, me versus,
    every soul that controls a body on the earths surface,
    followed by trouble so long the imperfections seem perfect,
    guess sometimes you get what you deserve even if you didnt earn it,

  • @pelin6282
    @pelin6282 4 года назад +7

    A few days ago I found a song called “ruthless” and as soon as I heard the first few seconds I felt nostalgic. Turns out the melody in the song is this beat which I used to listen to while reading when I was a kid. When I realized it I kind of felt happy and sad at the same time, I think I’ll start to read again

  • @nalliahharley6503
    @nalliahharley6503 5 лет назад +167

    starts at 0:22
    All this weight on
    My chest is a ton
    I am so done
    I'm actually numb
    All these fake people
    Mentally unstable
    Like im in a fable
    Why am i at this table
    I feel so empty
    Like no one is w me
    Except the monster
    That's tryna haunt me
    0:55
    Oh god why me
    I'm so sorry
    Just a mistake
    Why you all hate me
    I'm tryna survive
    So I can just strive
    But i feel like I'm
    Losing my mind
    1:18
    This fake smile
    Was here for a while
    Tried to show gratitude
    Constantly changing my attitude
    My smile is a shield
    The world is a war
    I've gotten so far
    But i just can't anymore

    • @draineddestiny7521
      @draineddestiny7521 5 лет назад +3

      Damn that’s good especially the last verse (in my opinion it was the best verse)

    • @drawingnerd9825
      @drawingnerd9825 5 лет назад +1

      Wow 😲

    • @Bio_Rozay141
      @Bio_Rozay141 5 лет назад +2

      That was so good, I can tell it came from the heart

    • @FriezaCold
      @FriezaCold 5 лет назад +1

      That is how I feel. I was racially discriminated in my personal life in my whole childhood so I feel the pain. 😭 I’m with you there!

    • @saudadae
      @saudadae 4 года назад +3

      Can i use this lyrics for my song ?.i will give you the credit..please

  • @shaolin6
    @shaolin6 4 года назад +2

    inspiring to see a beat thats been around for 4 years still have comments flooding in. respect

  • @JustWuffles
    @JustWuffles 7 лет назад +4

    to all the people who wrote a song or rap to this beat u guys are very talent thank u for sharing you creativity with me and everybody who read them. to be honest most of the songs and raps were very powerful to me i really loved them. i just wanted to say was keep up the beautiful jobs^^

  • @lovebagga134
    @lovebagga134 7 лет назад +86

    A guy sold me this instrumental...told me that he made it...Wow just Wow

  • @rainsaarits
    @rainsaarits 8 лет назад +27

    salm1
    its cold, lets go inside,
    u know, we gonna be okay,
    everythings gonna be fine,
    i like writing down rhymes,
    but girl i love you the most,
    we have the trust,
    my problems are like dust,
    you are the wind,
    u blow them away,
    u gonna stay,
    here, with me, forever
    and after, its like,
    fairytale,
    whats never gonna end,
    cuz we dont have an end,
    we are best friends,
    so as lovers,
    im gonna bring u flowers,
    and then u smile,
    with u, i feel like flying,
    pretty high,
    and then my hearthbeat,
    its fast, my feelings
    are deep and so true,
    as they can be,
    i can see,
    it in your eyes,
    that u luv me too,
    ref 2x
    you i see,
    love i feel,
    my hearth is big,
    like a sea,
    and only you i need
    salm 2
    when we fight,
    i really think,
    its gonna be okay soon,
    nothing can break us,
    cuz we have found the real love,
    we are doing everything together,
    and like this , its going forever,
    yeah, i wrote this letter,
    for u babe, oh,
    forgot to say hey,
    we wont give promises,
    what we wont keep,
    our love is bigger,
    than any sea,
    i was listening,
    to this beat,
    and i thinked,
    of these words,
    and now i write them down,
    then gonna sing a song,
    headline is going to be,
    our song.

  • @Noryxx1
    @Noryxx1 4 года назад +10

    Forgive me for what I did
    I promise I'll make it right
    Just give me one more chance
    And we can call it a night
    If you just stay with me
    I wont mess up again
    I am sorry for what I did
    Forgive me please
    Give me one more chance
    I promise, I'll make it right
    What happened.. A couple days ago everything was alright
    Now I have no one, my family hates me too
    Man, I wish I had you
    Cause it's always my fault, and they all blaming me
    Think it's time I end this now
    To scared to fight
    To scared to tell why I'm crying every night
    These tears drying quick, but they keep coming back
    Cry every fucking day, wishing I had you back
    Now your gone and all I can do is sit here all alone
    Wishing you would come back
    I'll sing you another song,..
    Forgive me for what I did
    I promise. I'll make it right
    Just give me one more chance
    And we can call it a night..
    Baby I'm missing you
    Do you miss me to
    Just last week I saw you
    With another girl
    Think you moved on but you left me in the past
    What happen to what we had?
    Can I please have that back?
    Can we please start over
    Because your all I need
    You were the sunshine to my day
    You took all the rain away
    You took all the pain away
    And told me things were gonna be okay
    You held me when I was on my knees crying
    When I felt like fucking dying
    When I had no one
    When I was all alone
    But now you moved on..
    Forgive me, please..

    • @AionDario
      @AionDario 6 месяцев назад

      Wow you are really talented you should start making music consistently and that's a future artist! Hope your alright now its been 4 years, hope you are okay man peace and much luck pls be good and do music your super talented😊💪❤️

  • @homie-gtv322
    @homie-gtv322 Год назад +3

    Finally found the beat I wrote half a song to several years back. Wow!!!!!!!! Time to complete the song!

  • @meetsamuelmojica
    @meetsamuelmojica Год назад +6

    Holding on to anger, it's like holding on to a flame
    It'll burn you up, it's not worth the pain
    Forgiveness, it's the path to take
    To move on and live life for your own sake
    I held on to anger, like it was my best friend
    But it was only holding me back in the end
    I had to let it go, had to make a change
    Forgiveness was the key to break the chains
    I had to forgive myself, before I could forgive others
    I had to let go of the hurt, it was like a weight off my shoulders
    I'm not perfect, Yea I've made mistakes
    But forgiveness, it helped me learn from them and to make a change

  • @sindysus5865
    @sindysus5865 5 лет назад +4

    0:22 You had me
    Feeling like dirt again
    Then you lost me,
    But the wounds wouldn't go away
    But now I
    Try to forgive
    But I can't.
    You want me
    To play along with your lies
    Oh... with your lies
    0:56 (chorus)
    How will I, survive
    With you that
    Makes me wanna die
    And now I feel this way
    I can heal me
    1:18 Cause you can't forgive me
    I will still be in disbelief
    Until I'm perfectly
    Healed
    1:40 I'll heal
    Yeah I'll heal
    I'll heal these self-made wounds

  • @isminfoymushort
    @isminfoymushort 5 лет назад +35

    Au fond dis moi, toi, qui tu es vraiment
    Au fond je t’aimais, mais je pense que ça dérange,
    Au fond tant de haine, dans le fond sa me démange,
    Un grand cœur noir, pour un si petit ange,
    Dans l’fond dans l’fond
    On aura essayer x2
    On a vécu dans le peut-être une âme pour deux ces dur
    Et je sais perdure

  • @brittanieirish1964
    @brittanieirish1964 4 года назад +8

    FIRE. you gonna hear me on the radio to this beat I promise

  • @crawler123
    @crawler123 2 года назад +2

    This is where "nice guys finish last" came from, nice

  • @amber-ik5ls
    @amber-ik5ls 6 лет назад +208

    0:22
    Factory Reject
    i hate how i talked people down because of my insecurities
    i swipe and try to filter them as if they were impurities
    but its never getting better like a sponge thats getting wetter
    till i drip down like the blood thats staining all my sweaters
    and i lack self control even though people think i dont
    ill make a promise and say ill keep it even if i really wont
    see thats the problem with my head it doesnt know what it wants
    and it fucks up until it realizes what i love is gone
    and its just another depressive cycle that keeps going on and on
    and i tried to look to the bible when all my hope was gone
    but the truth is sometimes you cant fix what cant be touched
    cause how can i improve my worth when i think im not enough
    so i cut my feelings off and stayed up on my phone
    searching up ways to make me feel less alone
    then one morning i woke up thinking to myself
    i wanna die, i wanna get out of this hell..
    so slice after slice i ended up cutting thrice
    i looked up in the mirror and saw the pain in my eyes
    this is not what i wanted.. i used to have a dream
    to live my life as best as possible when i turned 18
    so i dropped the razor and put my wrist under the sink
    my heart and my head were so out of sync
    i couldnt comprehend why i felt so depressed
    cause everytime i brought it up they would tell me to get some rest
    i couldnt sleep that night so i prayed myself to sleep
    tears rolling down my eyes i asked god hear me please
    im just a girl trying to live i want to have a normal life
    but how can i do that when i dont wanna be alive
    how can i do that when every second i think about pills and cyanide
    when my once innocent mind is filled with dynamite
    how i thought about jumping off buildings and a rope around my neck,
    about the people that hated me and treated me with no respect,
    the people that hurt me, the people i tried to protect,
    how i try my best but im still treated like a factory reject..

    • @icutie6113
      @icutie6113 5 лет назад +4

      amber Wow i like this

    • @adrianmartinez4226
      @adrianmartinez4226 5 лет назад +4

      Be mine

    • @Leena-uh4un
      @Leena-uh4un 4 года назад +3

      This was amazing

    • @faithgoltry5745
      @faithgoltry5745 4 года назад +2

      That was amazing I love it that would be something I’d listen to

    • @doseofjosh909
      @doseofjosh909 4 года назад +6

      Yea
      And this goes to show you
      No matter how much love
      No matter how much pain
      You always think you aint worth enough
      Call it major pain
      Cause the love that once hit too
      Now thats the pain you commit too
      Suicide
      Who the lie?
      Who the guy?
      Who really be angelic with the devil as disguise
      Who really behind my back talking and spreading lies
      See
      we built different
      You think depression is a lie
      Till I'm gone now you're missing
      Remembering all the times
      I hope your brain sizzling!
      Replay that image!
      When you thought I was kidding!
      I said I need help and you didnt even listen!.............
      .
      .
      .

  • @alonetillicanfunctionramsr7392
    @alonetillicanfunctionramsr7392 4 года назад +3

    Stupid thoughts are killing me
    Hung over the things you said to me
    I don’t know what to feel anymore
    Try to ease the pain by replacing you, ain’t the same
    I guess I’m who to blame I’m hurting myself in a way
    How could I just let you go
    You used to love me oh
    Was there through all the sows
    Helped me with problems you didn’t know
    And now I’m traveling alone
    Whatever happened to us
    How could it blow in the dust
    You used to see all the trust
    Now I am the one who is stuck
    They say just to let go
    Oh honey if they know
    I’ve been stuck chasing you
    Used to dance to no music
    Used laugh cause we stupid
    All the troubling we were doing
    Now we’re in the ruining
    We pursuing a life that’s confusing

  • @user-qg7lb1jx8b
    @user-qg7lb1jx8b 7 лет назад +209

    Freestyle as i heard this beat..
    Dear mom and dad,
    I know that it's been hard,
    After all I put you through,
    I know i've left you scarred
    I wanna say i'm sorry,
    For all the shit I've done,
    I'm sorry for the buying guns
    I'm sorry for the hit N runs,
    I don't deserve forgiveness,
    My crimes are their own witness,
    I know I let you down,
    And fallen into this sickness,
    But I can make you proud,
    Maybe go back to fitness,
    Maybe I'll be around,
    I really hope you get this,
    This cell is *lonely* nobody *knows* me I think i'm done
    Wish you could *hold* me, you don't *owe* me it wasn't worth the fun
    This shit's my fault and I know I've made it real hard for you
    I've thought a lot and reflected on what I have to do,
    Was it bad choices, or the devil that's living within me,
    I love you both and I hope you someday.... forgive me.

    • @brandonnn5688
      @brandonnn5688 6 лет назад +1

      Wow❤️

    • @natefola3201
      @natefola3201 6 лет назад

      Seun damn

    • @Alelomejor
      @Alelomejor 6 лет назад +2

      Yo this is so touchy can I use this on my sound cloud all creds go to you of course just give me the correct credentials

    • @rusy3770
      @rusy3770 5 лет назад

      Seun k

    • @Lexi.sleepy
      @Lexi.sleepy 5 лет назад

      Dang this is beautiful

  • @atkaztecha6233
    @atkaztecha6233 5 лет назад +46

    Who else just sits and listens to this like a normal song? Only me... Okay

  • @huntersutton1747
    @huntersutton1747 5 лет назад +6

    I know I can do this
    I will push through this
    Head in the abyss
    All I’ve done
    What have I become
    Lord forgive me
    I want to be a chosen one
    Rise above the sun
    There’s so much more to come
    This battle isn’t done
    I’m ready to run

  • @diegodoyle9530
    @diegodoyle9530 5 лет назад +23

    I been tryin too damn hard
    I been tryin to live too damn large
    To three girls life in I barge
    But i was left with a dead battery to charge
    So now i’m left with only myself
    Lonely like i’m the only book on the shelf
    And suicide calls me wanting to die
    But when that gun goes off it was only a lie
    My brain just stayin inside
    Instead of changin in size
    And i never came to realize
    But the one who i love the most
    Might never be the one to set my heart alive
    And everyday i just try
    But others tear my heart open and pry
    And i just sit there waiting to cry
    But nothing comes out my eye
    Cuz i truly know that i’m dead inside
    Not a single tear drop to come down my cheek
    Everything she does just makes me weak
    So everytime i see her smile and talk
    My mind leaves to go take a walk
    And then i’m stuck there nothing in stock
    And my brain disappears like a pack of white chalk
    And now i’m stuck waiting to be chosen
    But all those girls ignore me and keep posin
    Now i’m playin life like ski ball tryna win a token
    But for now all I know is that my heart is broken

  • @CreateJDM
    @CreateJDM 5 лет назад +5

    lil tjay-traumatized he killed it

  • @SamaryaGuerra
    @SamaryaGuerra 7 лет назад +9

    All it took was a couple a' days
    For you to take my heat away
    I cant name all the many ways
    Ways you taught me
    Hard work forever pays
    N That You just gotta get out of your way
    Like i did to try to make you stay
    I acted like i didn't know
    Know that it was wrong
    But anyway if i didn't why would i sing this song
    I need you in my life
    Your as sharp as knife
    Cause just thought of you kills me every time
    I need you
    I need you
    I need you
    I need you to stay in my life
    Just forgive me
    Just forgive me
    Forgive me cause i need you here in my life
    Forgive me
    Forgive me
    Forgive me cause i need you here tonight
    I cant describe all the many ways
    The way you make my heart ache everyday
    In a way where i forget how to breath
    In a way where i just want to leave
    And belive you feel the same way
    Well how can i expect that of you?
    After everything i put you through
    Its been so long
    Since ive seen your smile
    In a way i can tell
    Tell it was all over me
    And how can i not see
    The beauty who was sitting right beside me
    I need you
    I need you
    I need you
    I need you to stay in my life
    I need you
    I need you
    I need you
    I need you to stay in my life
    Now it just wouldnt be right
    To leave you without a fight
    So ill stay
    Stay the rest of the night
    So just stay with me
    Just one last night
    So stay with me until the night decends
    Just call opan me if you ever need a friend

  • @Jedi_DGAF
    @Jedi_DGAF 6 лет назад +163

    I can't remember the last time I felt like I was me
    I can't remember what it really feels like just to be
    To exist in a world populated with lost souls
    The love I used to feel no longer fills all the holes
    I put this bottle to my lips trying to erase the past
    Hoping to slow down the time cuz it's moving too fast
    Making memories one day I hope that I can forget
    Making choices one day I know that I will regret
    So what's the point I feel like all this really has no purpose
    What's the reason for me to be alive and feel worthless
    Why do my questions go unanswered and ignored
    Am I supposed to keep looking behind all the doors
    Cuz I feel like I'm just running in circles and going nowhere
    Why the fuck is life the way it is why can't life just be fair
    I'm sick of all this shit sometimes I feel like I just wanna quit
    Jump and free fall into a bottomless pit
    Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast
    I can't hold on, I have to let go
    Cuz I find myself stuck in the past
    I can't hold on, I have to let go
    Please tell me where I went wrong and what I can do to change this
    Cuz I feel I've gotten to the point where the edge don't exist
    I wanna scream fuck the world at the top of my lungs
    And let it be known I forgot what it feels like to be loved
    This shit's really driving me crazy I can't take it anymore
    I wanna pack all my shit and run out the fucking door
    I've given life my all I have nothing left to give
    The only reason I'm still breathing is my beautiful kids
    If it wasn't for them I'd just be another buried corpse
    Cuz life fell off track and I can't put it back on course
    But I'm not gonna quit, no I can't really quit, no I'm not gonna quit, cuz I can't really quit
    I have to fight for me and I have to fight for them
    They have to know they got my all before my end
    But this is it, it is now, goodbye to my family and friends
    This is it, the time is now, goodbye to my family and friends
    Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast
    I can't hold on, I have to let go
    Cuz I find myself stuck in the past
    I can't hold on, I have to let go
    Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast
    I can't hold on, I have to let go
    Cuz I find myself stuck in the past
    I can't hold on, I have to let go
    Forgive Me... 😔

  • @paciithao5148
    @paciithao5148 5 лет назад +1

    Even though our dad lived far away
    I knew i could depend on him and I knew he wouldn’t let us down
    Baby sister, one day when you grow older you will understand
    I know moving down here without our dad is hard
    But just know that he will always support us
    Every thing we had even tho mom can’t support
    You know she Truly love us and won’t let us down

  • @dexxterthatguyy8180
    @dexxterthatguyy8180 8 лет назад +1105

    Starts at :22)
    Life isn't always so simple
    Let me give u an example
    I lost the girl I truly loved...........over something so damn dumb
    Now I feeling so damn numb
    My heart is really broken into pieces...........Only if I had three wishes
    (Starts at :44)
    1 to get good grades in schoo
    2 to not be played like a foo
    3 to have everything be coo..........Man I wish I had her back
    (Starts at :55)
    My life really has been shaky
    My older brother jus had a baby
    Now I'm looking at him like he's crazy.......smdh
    My mom feeling really confused
    Asking me what did she do??
    I turn to her with a dead stare............And told her life jus ain't fair
    1:18-2:03 chorus
    By Traellis miller

    • @YaFaveGuerita
      @YaFaveGuerita 7 лет назад +16

      Traellis Miller this is so good

    • @123-x3x7c
      @123-x3x7c 7 лет назад +13

      Traellis Miller daaaaaamn homie i fucking love it

    • @linceevevo1329
      @linceevevo1329 7 лет назад +13

      Can I cover this 😍😍😍

    • @z-skin9785
      @z-skin9785 7 лет назад +6

      Hey ! I'm french , I love your work man 😏💪🔥

    • @snmsnm5149
      @snmsnm5149 7 лет назад +7

      Traellis Miller Shit man this is deep👌🏽💯💯

  • @davidross-titlow3772
    @davidross-titlow3772 6 лет назад +17

    Lord Bless Me For Sins For What I’m Bout To Do Please Lord I’m Begging You Please Keep My Family Safe In Your Hands I Beg You Lord Don’t Let Anything Happen To My Family

  • @zylynn
    @zylynn 5 лет назад +4

    0:22
    I just want to say
    I’m tired of being hurt
    I’m tired of hurting while I’m
    Putting other people first
    Decisions that I’ve made
    That led up to this day
    All this making people happy
    Everyday I pray
    Sometimes I sit and think
    I think and reminisce
    About the times where I
    Never had to stress like this
    A lot on my chest
    I just can’t express
    I think I’ve reached a point
    Where I feel depressed
    😔😔😔

    • @xanarchyygaming4080
      @xanarchyygaming4080 5 лет назад

      mind if I use ur lyrics ? I can give u credit for the lyrics if not its alright

  • @TheChef_07
    @TheChef_07 2 года назад +1

    i've never told my self the truth, the way i opened up to my self with this beat.........🥺🥺🥺💔

  • @introllgaming1878
    @introllgaming1878 5 лет назад +2

    Look
    I'm rejected
    Neglected
    If there's any love or hope in the world
    Haven't felt it
    Cuz I'm
    "So dang ugly" or
    "Not good enough"
    and I'm treated that way
    But I guess life is rough
    Had enough
    of tryna be tough
    I find so many flaws
    I call so many bluffs
    In this world that I can't stand it
    Neither as well can I understand it
    So many reasons I'd be discriminated
    Yet I don't get why I just have to be hated
    I'm an innocent kid
    With a few weird talents
    But people hate me cuz of it
    and I've just about had it
    Get mad in the scenario
    Well your emotions
    Almost nobody cares you know
    Where's the hope
    Scared and alone
    Somethin' I go through everyday
    And I don't give a crap
    Just as long as this ingrained feeling
    Goes away
    (P.S. Me IRL like if u are relatable).

  • @eiboneb5480
    @eiboneb5480 5 лет назад +3

    I love your sad music ! Lost cal is my favorite. Good job

  • @ynaciana3433
    @ynaciana3433 5 лет назад +3

    Sorry for the time I left u
    Sorry for day I make u cry........
    Owner of my heart pls don't go
    Sorry for the time u called me
    I didn't answer u cuz am far away
    Sorry for the moment u need me
    I wasn't there to hold u
    Owner of my heart pls for me
    I don't know Wat do
    Chorus:......
    Pls for give me, pls for give
    Pls forgive me
    I can't let you go
    Pls for give me
    Pls for give me
    I can't leave without you

  • @bigkosongsp7833
    @bigkosongsp7833 5 лет назад +5

    Setiap kata2 ku luah sebelum terlambat
    Pandangan ku kabur engkau tolong melihat
    Dari ku liat engkau ajar dan buat ku ligat
    Ku jatuh kau tarik ku dan panjat
    Bukan cinta bukan suka bukan dia
    Tiada apa yang boleh pisahkan kita
    Mungkin ku salah kau tiada lagi bersama
    Harungi bersama pancaroba kni tiada
    Cinta tak buta yang buta tuannya
    Bila cucuran air mata mengalir dibirai mata
    Mengalirnya air mata ku bila kau tiada
    Malangnya kita tidak lagi boleh berjumpa
    Kerna kau ku pandai bersabar
    Sengan untuk ku tanya khabar
    Bangunnya aku dari tidur sayangmu ku lapar
    Sakitnya diriku bagai mukaku ditampar
    Berperang dalam kata aku engkau anggap musuh
    Tidak ku sangka hubungan kukuh lagi utuh
    Ku hanya redho istana kita sudah runtuh
    Pedih dari hati sakit ia buat ku terbunuh
    Tiada harapan tak mungkin bersama semula
    kau dan aku hanyalah memori...
    Tiada maknanya lagi sudah tiada lagi
    Fantasi dalam komplikasi ilusi jadi reality
    Yang hanya kontroversi hubungan semula jadi
    Boleh bertuka orang nangis boleh bernyanyi
    Tak bererti senyum tanda ku gembira
    Di luar orang tahu di dalam tuhan saja
    makin rebah makin jatuh dalam lembah
    Memang susah hati gusar mula parah
    Tiada macam dirimu ku tunggu terus menunggu
    Sekali pun tak berpaling biarpun kau tahu
    Sejadah dibentang ku bersujud sambil tangisi
    Meminta pada DIA agar engkau pulang kembali...
    Selamat tinggal ku harap engkau bahagia =']

  • @noureldinmohamedjokebat9477
    @noureldinmohamedjokebat9477 4 года назад

    10 million just in days it deserves💙💙💙🙌💙all beats that begin with forgive me are all good.i noticed that.

  • @katelyncrain8188
    @katelyncrain8188 5 лет назад +2

    Sing "my heart will go on" with this its perfect

  • @JussTravia
    @JussTravia 5 лет назад +659

    Who has a song written on paper other than me so no one steals it
    Bro this got so much attention thank you so much but if you really wanna see something check out my Instagram hotheaded._baby_g

  • @EksoticBeats
    @EksoticBeats 2 года назад +4

    It is very positive message! Christians need to make more beats like this! So I will be and I am :) Great beat! 💎🎹📀

  • @Jay-or5ex
    @Jay-or5ex 8 лет назад +18

    Hey G, I know you're young living in a cold reality- thinking these kids are too selfish to notice their fantasy, as they live happily you face your calamities in quiet agony! You're being wise and logical while the other kids think you lost sanity!
    You're saying you're alright, that you aren't depressed, keeping a cool posture while facing the stress, you forget all your feelings while you reminisce about Jess! You're living life but not to it's fullest.
    You now write some bars, with all this rage and sadness that you have barred- you can only hold it so far- you're trying to be normal as it rips your heart apart! You can trust friends cause they've been playing you like a card, girls do the same that's why you're emotionally scarred, 18 hours in your room playing and studying as the years grow hard- What's the worst of it is that you sob at night resolving that the end of your life is when true happiness starts.
    You've helped others that have hurt you, you tell girls to be real in your view, yet they cry for guys who think the knew, even when you're being genuine and trying to do your best to help them, they still hate you.
    You can say you're the Dark Knight, you do what's just right. These White Knights use their ego on you to shine bright- despite you've been living a parasitical beautiful life.

  • @ernestgreen254
    @ernestgreen254 2 года назад +2

    Something I 4got to mention the Harmony in this beat is 💯 I'm infacutuated with harmony not just in instrumentals but in life that's what makes you a powerful,, creative producer keep bringing that 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @francesca0046
    @francesca0046 5 лет назад +2

    i’m here because my hamster passes away at 7:20 this morning. i know people think it’s just a hamster and they’re only £10 so why not buy a new one. but hamsters are just as meaningful as any other animal. i got my hamster during such a hard time of my life and he would bring a smile to my face everyday. but today only tears have been spread across my face and the aching pain of loss. i’ll never forgot my first hamster. my first pet. my best friend. fly high lil’ dude. i’ll always love you.

    • @dotti5089
      @dotti5089 3 года назад

      im very sorry man . its 2 years ago but i know it still hurts a bit so ... sorry for your loss

  • @gigia.2563
    @gigia.2563 8 лет назад +5

    Love this. Brings up so many mixed emotions. Keep doing what you're doing. :)

  • @btbenzolast1640
    @btbenzolast1640 5 лет назад +6

    0:11
    This days got me going insane
    Wish someone can put me back in my place
    Seems happiness is fading away
    And depression keeps coming up
    Mind stuck
    Calling for my daddy but he aint picking up.
    Asking the lord
    For a sign.
    Then get these vibes
    Body chilled
    I think your here
    Damn dad been missing you remember all the bad time
    But very few of the good was just a little kid when you passed away couldnt let go of the passed days
    Hoped shit would change but already been over 10 years
    Tell you my life
    This yo son
    Got arrested in 7th grade for some shit me and my niggas done
    Start of a bad life mom came next morning knew this would happen always in the streets.
    Just a little kid missing his pops damn
    This was me
    Makinh money on the side trying to make things right
    Tired of seeing my niggas die
    Dad i need to vent
    To let go of this shit
    Im praying
    Asking again to forgive me for all the sins i done did
    Darkness surrounds me
    Follows me
    I just want this shit to end
    All the hopes and dreams
    Seeming to far to reach
    Still hear begging on my knees
    Fuck why arent you here
    But have to stay strong
    Then i fall again
    Hope you see the pictue
    Finding myself waiting to be with you again
    Dad dont trip this is just to escape
    All the problems i face
    Im still here
    Mom staying strong but last one here
    Worry for how long cause i cant seem to think of both my parents gone especially after pops died i was just a kid
    Hit high school fooled around
    Got played like a fool used like a tool
    Not done😞

  • @vader-hook6489
    @vader-hook6489 4 года назад +4

    Why is my family going without me
    They put me into a foster home
    Probably undoubtly
    What did i do?
    I never scream or shout
    Now my heart feels like it's about to explode
    All my thought i have would put me in the deathrow
    But to be honest i'm just sad, not mad
    Why did i get left alone with no one
    No one even talked to me when i was on the phoneline
    I was crying saying mom please help me back
    I love you so much
    When i got to the family reunion
    Everyone almost got a heart attack
    Whos this kid? And what's he doing here
    Saw my mom sitting in a pool full of tears
    She obviously didn't expect me here
    Without a doubt i ran to her
    With tears in my eyes
    Hoping for a better life
    Hoping for everything
    Hoping to see my mom smile
    Hope she answears whenever i call on the phoneline
    But we came back
    Stroger then ever
    My family had missed me
    Said no one ever
    I got to see my mom smile
    First time in 6 years
    6 years man
    That got me chills
    I said mom listen
    I'll pay all your bills
    I'll even suprise you with a nice thing
    She asked what? The fear in her eyes made her shook
    Dad was alive this is not a dream or a book.

  • @sanctus2962
    @sanctus2962 Год назад +1

    Drive myself insane with the games that I play,
    One day in seventh grade I took a blade to my wrist
    And split it like papier mache,
    Watch the liquid evacuate my veins
    Wonder why I felt that way
    No cover from the bandaid
    Hate myself, maybe I was born this way
    Thought I could get away with each slit
    Thought I could miss you without getting hit with depression and recklessness
    Cinematic like you make me want to grab my life and run over it with a ton of bricks
    Just to prove I’m not affected by your change in digits
    How long will I chase my tail like an addict,
    I’d learn Arabic to forget what your name rhymes with
    M - a, uh uh yeah anyway
    Yeah, it's always one more hit, one more hit
    Till the morning I come back like this
    Hypnosis, light-headedness, weakness, go to bed in seizures
    God make me a believer
    Why are my fantasies filled with cleavers and pain relievers
    I see you in the speakers I see you in all these creatures
    I deny three times like I’m Peter
    I cry cause I need ya, my misdemeanour
    I call you like a subpoena
    Athena I just can’t believe ya

  • @Sensy-br9wj
    @Sensy-br9wj 4 года назад +2

    Będzie magik,będzie magik, podejrzewam, że będzie magik za 2 lata

  • @liebeming
    @liebeming 5 лет назад +3

    0:22
    I'm sorry
    That I'm not
    Sorry
    Sorry
    I didnt do anything
    Yet I did
    I am sorry you hate me
    Sorry
    Forgive me
    I am different
    And I know that
    I know
    I know
    I know
    I do
    I love something
    I love someone
    You dont accept it
    I am sorry
    You dont
    I cant stop myself
    This is who I am
    Forgive me
    Please
    I beg for you
    To
    Forgive me
    Sorry
    Sorry
    Sorry
    Sorry
    (Repeat)

  • @SignoRap
    @SignoRap 9 лет назад +64

    Me encanto esta base men, bonito trabajo.

    • @Gustavo98
      @Gustavo98 6 лет назад

      Signo Rap saludame bro yo estoy suscrito a tu canal. 😌

    • @azael-jd6fi
      @azael-jd6fi 6 лет назад

      Hola tengo un tema con ese beat te invito a mi canal para que la puedas escuchar y votar si te gustó o no.saludos ☺

  • @marie7949
    @marie7949 5 лет назад +4

    Man I love this beat a lot and I really want to make a song to this one day

  • @Lovemom222
    @Lovemom222 3 года назад +2

    this beat kill my heart everytime i listen ....... can't stop crying

    • @aleanmusic1515
      @aleanmusic1515 3 года назад

      check out my beats bro! 100% you gon like them🔥

    • @Lovemom222
      @Lovemom222 3 года назад

      @@aleanmusic1515 okay

  • @Tango1306
    @Tango1306 3 года назад +1

    Who is listening while making his own lyrics on this music...??😄
    You are true artist buddy... so high ...
    LIKE 👍🏻

  • @ch3ritr33
    @ch3ritr33 5 лет назад +4

    There’s so many lyrics that I relate too :(

  • @ruthomosigho2849
    @ruthomosigho2849 8 лет назад +5

    this beat is so touching it's make me cry

  • @ktk6859
    @ktk6859 3 года назад +3

    قالوا لي اكتب عن الي عشته…
    واوي♥️

    • @Closed374
      @Closed374 3 года назад

      😔

    • @ktk6859
      @ktk6859 3 года назад +1

      @@Closed374 😿😂😂😂😂😂😿😂😂

  • @gonebeforethesunsets
    @gonebeforethesunsets 4 года назад +2

    Your love was like a fire and the warmth would draw me in
    But every time I get to close, I’m left with burns across my skin
    (There’s Painful) (A hundred) open wounds that just never seemed to heal
    Cause every time they start to close, the new marks would appear
    Now I’m lost and feeling broken always sitting here inside my head
    Going over every lie and every sentence you have said
    “I would never hurt you” “I was a great mother”
    Words are just words, because your actions say another
    What you don’t understand and just what you won’t accept
    Is the fact that I have anxiety depression, post traumatic stress
    from the abuse,- psychological,- emotional
    I believed that I was nothing but purely disposable
    You built me up, just to put me down
    When I tried to get back up I was shoved back on the ground
    I’d look up, your eyes were cold but you were smiling
    Yelling in my face, saying “STOP YOUR FUCKING CRYING”
    Directly after,
    you say that nothing happened
    Overloaded with emotion
    You just sit there fucking laughing
    Telling me I’m losing it, I need to be committed
    but I cannot show emotion
    Unless it has been permitted
    I knew Just what would happen if I let those feelings out
    So I Did what I was taught to do
    Never scream and never shout
    Don’t even smile if momma doesn’t want you to
    Suffering in silence wishing someone fucking new
    I am just a puppet, you were pulling on the strings
    You wrote the script, rehearsed the lines,
    I wasn’t to say a thing
    I was so damn tired of the abuse and the games
    when you packed your shit and left,
    I started breaking the chains
    The chains that bound me to my mother
    One that I was told to trust
    The one that dragged me to the bathroom
    Saying “spill your fucking guts
    You hid so well behind your mask
    a wolf in a sheep’s skin
    Posing as a loving mother
    with some difficult children
    No one knew what happened that when that metal door had shut
    I thought that this was all normal, just how every kid grew up,
    so I hid away my feelings and I never opened up
    Never told a soul, So i found comfort in a cup
    And that had turned into a bottle
    Drinking as a young teen
    To deal with the neglect that always went unseen
    Never called out for no help
    Never thought that I would get it
    Even if I had the courage I knew you would not admit it
    So I dealt with all the pain and I just took all the abuse
    Because In everybody’s lives your reign was absolute
    And after 13 years I was done with all the hurting
    I was done internalizing, time to get rid of this burden
    So I told you I was leaving, I was done I couldn’t do it
    And ever since that day I’ve been steadily improving
    It’s been a few years years since I last saw your face
    Looked in those cold green eyes, been in that dark depressing state
    But I’m still working through these memories that just won’t go away
    To keep them all at bay, I sit down and fucking say-
    To myself that I can do it
    I can overcome these demons
    to myself I choose to commit
    There’s all a deeper meaning

  • @foodruraltv
    @foodruraltv 2 года назад +1

    Thank you so much for the great upload, big like for you my new friend!

  • @vibewitha9917
    @vibewitha9917 7 лет назад +28

    Should I Post my cover to this smooth instrumental? Lemme know, my lyrics are below .
    lord forgive me cos you know that ive been sinnin lately,
    lost uncle luther, lost my cousins , now im goin crazy,
    this world dont need me anymore . idk why you made me.....
    lo siento por favor dont ever forsake me ,
    i know i blame you for my loss,
    cos i be so damn angry i forget that u the boss ,
    i know u have a plan , i just needa take a walk ,
    beside u , hand in hand cos oh God we needa talk (oh god we needa talk)
    yeah ive been sinnin lately , just a few weeks ago i gave up the gift u made me
    im only 16 years old , man i cant be havin babies
    i honestly dont know my purpose why did u create me ( why did u create me)
    Chorus:
    I should slow down , so young but so grown now .. (x2)
    man my life was never easy , but i really cant complain because the lord aint ever leave me ,
    deep inside i feel this pain . as if the devil tryna cleave me,
    i just needa get some strength to tell that mothafucka leave me,
    the hell alone , i be tryna call my angels but get dial tones
    will u crack open them gates , or act like u aint home..
    dear lord, yeah i know that ive been sinnin lately

  • @yacinekdr4439
    @yacinekdr4439 5 лет назад +4

    I can’t hide from these problems I can’t run
    Can’t handle the pain so always looking to bun
    this weight on my shoulders feeling like a ton
    Can’t feel nothing can’t tell if this is fun
    Never looking forward to wake up tomorrow
    Constantly numb due to the regret and sorrow
    Always panicking want to know for how long
    Am I right or is everyone wrong
    But what should I do
    What the fuck is even true
    Is there a life or is there two
    Scared to die and scared for the boo
    Never able to make a decision
    Scared to stop following a religion
    Can’t deny that there’s always suspicion
    Following one but still out there fishing
    Forget it get some music and just listen
    Watch the stars and just see them glisten
    I look calm but always in pain
    Overused but am i going insane
    Is it just me or is everyone the same
    My whole life can be expressed In a frame
    Had big dreams and goals what a shame
    Luckily distracted by all the games
    i feel alone, all these thoughts inside my dome,
    heart of stone, feel so cold, while i do this on my own
    no one knows, what im feeling, cut my wrists and now im bleeding,
    only free inside my dreams and, always surrounded by my demons,
    lost in the dark as I sit and fall apart, i call this art,
    where to start?on this world I plan to leave my mark,
    broken hearted empath, wanna die but when's that?
    hoping for the end of my life, and the end of this path.
    I know the stress ain't too bless and that sometimes life a mess
    I know the doctors make it worse by prescribing you them meds
    I know its hard to be happy in a world tearing to shreds
    I know you feel like crying man just get it off your chest
    I swear to god I'm trying but depression wants me dead
    Living day to day unhappy have to make money instead
    Got to wake up feed my family how are they gon get that bread
    I don't want to go to work Fuck I'd rather stay in my bed
    Think of how my life is shit, how I wish that I were dead
    Late on all my bills Fuck I barely paid my rent
    Government don't care probably never clear my debt.
    Fuck the system all corrupt making money on our heads
    I can’t hide from these problems I can’t run
    Can’t handle the pain so always looking to bun
    this weight on my shoulders feeling like a ton
    Can’t feel nothing can’t tell if this is fun
    Never looking forward to wake up tomorrow
    Constantly numb due to the regret and sorrow
    Always panicking want to know for how long
    Am I right or is everyone wrong

  • @phroot3260
    @phroot3260 5 лет назад +6

    I lost the girl I loved believe me, I know going through this $h*t ain’t easy
    Gotta come home with my mom having a black eye, and my brothers sitting around wasting their lives.
    Now that I think about it, my life was pretty bad, but now I remember the few good memories I had.
    I first met her, she was the love of my life. It was like how you say, love at first sight.
    I took her out to dinner, and we had a fun time. I have her 100 percent every single time ,
    gave her all she wanted, and then gave her these rhymes.
    I loved her she loved me, we were the best thing that could ever, be.
    Right when I thought my life was gonna change, she left my heart and my life that day.
    I knew something was up when she got “sick” but I didn’t know it was this serious.
    Now the love of my life is dead, because I didn’t speak up.
    Hope you enjoyed

  • @AlysiaRowe-TheApple
    @AlysiaRowe-TheApple 5 лет назад +1

    Start 0:22
    Your good enough,
    Trust me I know it,
    You got a fake smile on but I see through it,
    You sit there crying,
    All night long,
    Thinking what the hell,
    Did I do wrong,
    You wear long sleeves to school so no one asks you questions
    Thinking about you girl,
    Your a blessing,
    You shouldn’t suffer,
    It’s not your fault but,
    When your brother and mother hits you, it gets too much,
    They beat you down with words, names and criticism,
    Making you feel low,
    Your so done with livin,
    Kicking, punching, screaming, crying it doesn’t help,
    But when you in your room,
    You don’t know nothing else,
    (0.55)
    When your feeling down,
    With nothing else to do,
    All of the memories come back and flood you,
    You’re sat in school, blank face, no emotion,
    Everything is moving,
    Around you in slow motion,
    Your friends ask you “hey, what’s wrong”,
    You sit there feeling like you just don’t belong,
    But then you go and lie,
    Saying your feeling alright,
    Holding back the tears,
    You’ve built up inside,
    (0.17 ish)
    When they hit you, beat you, make you feel so low,
    You don’t go tell nobody so you go and cry some more,
    Your friends think that your living in a happy home,
    But really, your trapped inside a dome,
    It’s full of anger, hurt, pain and suicide,
    Making you feel alone,
    You just wanna die,
    (All I got so far)

  • @cartervenzon
    @cartervenzon 4 года назад +3

    Nice guys always finish last should’ve known that

  • @gpoficial2845
    @gpoficial2845 9 лет назад +16

    escuché este beat y se me puso la piel de gallina haha XD ¡
    buen beat Bro

    • @azael-jd6fi
      @azael-jd6fi 6 лет назад

      HadryanGP Oficial ツ hola te invito a mi canal ❤

  • @FriezaCold
    @FriezaCold 5 лет назад +4

    My verse: I remembered all the times that broke me down in tears
    I was trying to stay strong with every heartbreak
    Why has the Lord forsaken my soul?
    Why has the Lord forgotten about me?
    I never understood the guilt beneath the shame
    When the tears rolled down, it was like they never saw them
    Did they see who they were messing with? Why am I alone?
    Just let me end this suffering
    I want to live in God’s paradise
    I never expected life to be so cruel
    What have I done that hated me so much?
    Who is I to blame of all the lies that came my way?
    I never wanted to be a victim who cried every night
    I remembered so many days where I came home crying
    From school to home, I felt so miserable inside
    The tears roll down that flooded like rivers
    The tears in my heart flooded and my broken heart
    I wept and I cried for countless nights
    I asked the Lord with the pain in my heart
    Lord I want to leave this world and come back to heaven
    Where I belong… forgive me father, I have sinned, forgive me God, I want to go home...

    • @tonycruise
      @tonycruise 2 года назад

      God hasnt forgotten you, stay faithful to him and be patient, its preparing you

  • @stainedredsheetz
    @stainedredsheetz 8 лет назад +31

    I stare at the sky with a mourn
    That bubbles deep inside of my darkest soul
    To punish my body for being a big, god damn mess,
    Though here is my testament, I must confess...
    I'll be here for a while longer now too
    'Cus i still have a thing or two i got to do
    Hell, I've got a fuckload of things that I want to accomplish
    But my minds a different person and it's really mean and selfish
    Yeah i fight with myself from most time, time to time
    But it's usually something of how I just do whine
    'Cause Im not really even sad even though I want to die
    And that's the reason why my mind says this with a dissapointing sigh;
    "How in the hell do you think anyone's gonna remember
    You if you dont even yourself remember, fool
    Cus you're a little snappy
    and those people aren't crappy
    it's all in your mind i'll slap you soon for being so damn happy, gosh"
    My mind's a fucking liar I can hear it in my ears
    'Cause all I seem to do is cry those inside shown tears
    You don't even cry nomore because it's just not worth it
    Or is it because you're scared to show that you're just hurtin?
    And that's what they said too, they said you never show
    Any emotion, and though you tried to deny still you deeply know
    "Im good i swear, i'll keep myself on a regular pace
    Im going trough this thing, others say it's just a phase and i mean
    Ill be better, i swear and not to mention
    All these things you'd be born to be ever faced on
    The daily basis Im a phantom run away and count to ten, son, im not gone anyway
    I'd never lie to my own face
    I swear on Jim and Amja and what's his glace
    I forgot his fucking name
    He discraded me his my discrace
    But either way im sorry
    Shit i remembered not to seek for glory
    I didnt just mean to hurt you
    Even though you said dont worry
    Im sorry
    Im sorry for all these things That I always forgot to say
    And ill say em now cus why the hell not im alive anyway
    I fucking hate this, kinda love it like a memorial day;
    I hate this feeling, im just leaning to spend an religious holiday
    Man, i hate the way it's god and i hate the way it's jesus,
    But i love the way how you just can lock in and never leave us
    And it's so hard and it's so tiring to try to be like it's no fuss
    When reality im cringing like a sign named 11- plus
    What the fuck was i just talking
    I don't know why I was speakin
    I should just shut up, im leaving
    Im not sure why i start running
    When my heart started to gunnin
    And i realize that im just walkin
    I speed up but see nothing
    I cant but to help now im fallin
    No
    See again? My mind trails off easily this way
    I can talk about depression and start speakin bout my day
    That has nothing to do woth what I just do
    Im staring at me im staring at you
    But the main thing is about this so g that I just wrote
    Somehow writing this makes me have some a bit of hope
    I dont know why im rappin cus I know i cant sing,
    No, and why'd the hell did I choose to get the beat to sound like swings
    Hanging from a tree, you're not listening
    You're just running, im sinking and glimmering
    But you dont seem to care, no
    Im trailing off again, sho (sure)
    Anyway im speakin, im spitting and I cant keep in
    What's inside my brain, im not crazy im just vain
    No im okay really dont worry about it
    Ill turn around and go back along the way that's lit
    Highways with cars and some human company
    Man it's nice to feel like there's something beside me.
    theres someone beside me.
    im all alone, please.

  • @kaytlinfilander934
    @kaytlinfilander934 4 года назад +2

    Listen closely to my words than youll understand
    Im out here losing hope and praying for the fear i had
    Life was getting to hard to rough i couldnt take it
    It was getting worse and i thought i woulndt make it
    My fears was getting worse coz i couldnt face it
    My dreams was dying to coz i couldnt chase it🙂✊

  • @christinaharris4479
    @christinaharris4479 5 лет назад +2

    starts at :22 so far I got/ forgive me, I know I fucked up, I tried to fix now, but my love wasn't enough, I tried to show you, you where worth my time and my trust, but enough is enough, left in the dust, cuz all you wanted was lust, my love wasn't enough👌💯

  • @aestheticedits7241
    @aestheticedits7241 6 лет назад +180

    I started the rap at 0:33
    Forgive me dear Lord I think I have sinned, I'm fighting a battle that I never would win , or is my soul already condemned, if I die do it really just ends, people say keep it all in, they think I'm weird because I don't fit In , they say be normal but I don't comprehend, I dream of days that I'm not in, is suicide , just an attempt, I live in a place where daddy's the victim,even though he touched and raped them, and mama she doesn't believe it because,she's way to blind to see it, and they get to have a normal life, while the daughter's all screwed up inside, but it's a secret, and she has to keep it or the family gets broke into pieces, so she thought she'd take it to her grave, so she took pills to take away the pain, she thought she had no reasons to live she had no family,and no friends, she went to school and was bullied by kids, and then she came home and her dad did what he did, but still the mother didn't know, and she had to go though it all alone.
    Part 2 soon.......

  • @vanessaefthimaki5129
    @vanessaefthimaki5129 5 лет назад +5

    Well one day I’ll mess my life up well it already is and it’s getting so tough
    They think that I’m happy but underneath it all
    My anxiety’s stalking yea it’s getting way to tall
    And I always think that there’s depths in my own holes
    The voices in my head they ain’t going slow
    Too bad that they’re so deep that barely know one knows
    I guess I’m that bad shit that shouldn’t be here at all
    I said step by step step by step step by step step by step step by step ,
    Enough of this ,half of this abys
    Step by step step by step step by step step by step
    Enough of this shit ‘enough
    As I cry my self up into the brightness ‘I see the angels staring at my face
    I hear the darkness pleading for attention ,I don’t turn around because I really am afraid
    I see the gates .theyre close to me .escape from reality I’m on my feet praying on repeat please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me forgive me please forgiv please forgiv me
    Time goes on but I stay in my own past it makes me feel stronger but sadder at the last
    I feel like I’m nothing ‘with nothing else left
    I’m fighting these demons that are all in my heads , step by step x5

  • @banter245
    @banter245 6 лет назад +46

    I’m blessed to have you in my life,
    Life only had me stressed,
    Yet It’s because of you that I’m alive,
    But it’s hard to tell the story and make everything rhyme,
    Basically when we met,
    I was just messing around,
    But the tables turned around,
    When i asked you if we could sit down and get to know each other better,
    I asked for your snap,
    You said yes,
    And I thought crap I’ll get rejected just like the others,
    Turned out you were really nice and affectionate,
    And it was only a few seconds,
    That I was really reacting to her,
    Gettin’ happy just talkin’ to her,
    And I was so into chatting with her I was blocking everything out,
    I was getting pretty quick about liking her,
    Wondering if I should ask if we could stay together forever,
    But I thought no that’s too much,
    And I hesitated and didn’t say nothin’,
    She said I’ll figure out in a few days something she was gonna tell me,
    I thought this was it, my life had failed me,
    She was gonna tell me she couldn’t do this anymore,
    I was boring or flat out annoying,
    But boy, was I wrong, I thought maybe she’ll agree to leg bigons be bigons,
    But it turned out she liked me back,
    I was ecstatic,
    I had thought I’d made her mad or something,
    At this point I was on the verge of tears,
    I was so happy ,
    I had to keep chill,
    And make it seem like I wasn’t being dramatic,

  • @chasityjade8556
    @chasityjade8556 6 лет назад +1

    every single word that you whispered
    engrained in my mind
    you are not what i had pictured
    but to you, my heart i signed
    i fell in love with you
    now a pile of broken bones
    put my heart into your hands
    you dropped it, my very own
    drowning in silence
    swimming in tears
    your grip tightens
    confirmed all my fears
    but was i fool to perceive
    you were Gods gift to me
    lifted me up to bring to my knees
    now i sit here in permanent disbelief
    lose myself in men and lust
    to forget your existence
    the path of least resistance
    now it’s i, i no longer trust
    i have wounds of which the world will never see
    behind bars, leaving cuts just to breathe
    momma please forgive me

  • @trinitywilliams2878
    @trinitywilliams2878 5 лет назад +1

    Okay I see all y'all spitting them bars

  • @kinfjfjdlol7463
    @kinfjfjdlol7463 5 лет назад +12

    There’s a lot in my head
    Just laying in bed
    Gotta wipe my own tears
    Yeah, because this pain right here I can’t bear
    You watched it all
    You watched it all fall
    I fought to keep it alive
    You saw the give up pool and decided to dive
    But it’s alright
    I’m fine
    Just shut the door
    I’ll be fine
    Just shut the door
    (That’s all I got and I know it sucks but I’m h well)

  • @GiFlashLVGO
    @GiFlashLVGO 7 лет назад +7

    HI! i want use this beat for NO commercial use. i can?

  • @xl3942
    @xl3942 5 лет назад +20

    When your pump still does 9 damage after the buff

  • @jesska6010
    @jesska6010 5 лет назад +1

    I love your beat so much it’s so relaxing

  • @Nick2xOfficial
    @Nick2xOfficial 3 года назад +3

    “Nice guys always finish last, should’ve known that give you my heart n you fucked around n broke that “😞💔

  • @siamiedvds1264
    @siamiedvds1264 5 лет назад +3

    I want a backing track for my song so please can i use this for my song??Please reply me..

  • @babylynn2711
    @babylynn2711 4 года назад +8

    I don’t like to get emotional
    But this is kinda getting deep
    World on my shoulders
    It’s a whole burden on me
    I can’t seem to relax
    Cuz people got it out for me
    See the world In a different light
    When the moon wasn’t in the sky at night
    Praying just to get through life
    People hate on me just in spite
    Wish my worries fly away like a kite
    Forgive me if I didn’t turn alright
    Always a battle that’s why I stay in fights
    They say new challenges it’s a new day
    Can’t listen to what the fools say
    If u ain’t the predator then u are the prey
    Gotta protect myself cuz who else is (x2)
    Forgive me if the truth hurts
    But that’s just how reality is
    Can’t be weak or the world
    gone break me down easily
    Forgive me but I ain’t sorry
    I’m just preaching
    That’s why from a young age
    Pain hit me quickly
    Build up my tolerance
    But it never comes easy
    I just deal with the fact
    That when u happy
    Pain will be back and
    Toughen up
    Build up my muscles
    Go and get my hustle
    Blood runs deep
    It’s a treasure that I keep
    Looking for god
    His presence is what I seek
    Sometimes I feel alone
    Even though he’s by me
    Every time I write
    Then u will know it’s by me
    Looking for these snakes
    So they can’t convince me
    To be like Adam and Eve
    and eat the apples off the tree
    Ain’t nobody gone worry
    bout if I’m alright though
    They only care if I’m successful
    So they can beat me down
    they so dirty to stoop so low
    This the reason why I ride solo...
    I don’t like to get emotional
    But this is kinda getting deep
    World on my shoulders
    It’s a whole burden on me
    I can’t seem to relax
    Cuz people got it out for me
    See the world In a different light
    When the moon wasn’t in the sky at night
    Praying just to get through life
    People hate on me just in spite
    Wish my worries fly away like a kite
    Forgive me if I didn’t turn alright
    Always a battle that’s why I stay in fights
    They say new challenges it’s a new day
    Can’t listen to what the fools say
    If u ain’t the predator then u are the prey
    Gotta protect myself cuz who else is (x2)

  • @PichHaNi
    @PichHaNi 5 лет назад +5

    This what I think n write it like I dream.... 💫
    0:01
    I try to find you
    who’s I can’t see
    I try to hear you
    who I can’t hear
    Then I start to see thing I couldn’t see....
    hear thing I couldn’t hear ...
    because after you left from my dream ...
    when I close my eye , I see those eyes .
    My heart kept arching, So I want to forget ...
    if this is a dream , pls let me wake up .
    0:20
    Are you really my destiny ?
    Falling you..... oh baby
    Bae Are you the line of my fate ?
    Falling you .... oh Man
    Are you the one I’ve been waiting for ?
    Why is my heart sinking ?
    This time of fate is passing slowly .
    I’m still looking at you because I keep running out of breath .
    Stay with me baby You are my Everything....
    everything because of you .........
    Rap : 1:18
    Are you living deep in my heart ?
    The truth hidden in me !!!
    My heart is racing .
    I’m still watching over you from far away
    why am I being like this ? No way ... 💆🏻‍♀️
    My heart was racing again cause of you .
    Feel like I’ve love you from a long time ago .
    Feels like I’m being pulled by something oh No !
    The faint light was turned off but my eyes are lightning up again because of you ...
    you’re the one I’m waiting for
    I’m sick of you ! Bad man ! I love you ♥️
    you said : If You need me , I’ll be your side
    So where are you now ♥️

  • @isminfoymushort
    @isminfoymushort 5 лет назад +2

    Un jour je t’aime
    Et l’autre je t’aime plus ( plus )
    Car tu en demande plus ( plus )
    Le jour où tu es perdu,
    Et je sais que sa perdure,
    Tu t’évade dans ta tête,
    A force que ton âme brûle a l’allure d’une cigarette,
    Dis moi qui tu es, je te dirais qui je voulais être,
    Car je laisse transparaître ceux que je ne veux pas faire apparaître,
    On as vécu dans le peut-être, une âme pour deux ces dure
    Et je sais que sa perdure,

  • @anthonybennett3885
    @anthonybennett3885 5 лет назад +1

    It one of them song when you know you are about to do and you fight with all you have to stay alive for someone you love

  • @s33j4y8
    @s33j4y8 5 лет назад +8

    Can I use this for non-profit with credit?

  • @nhbp9929
    @nhbp9929 7 лет назад +4

    Gửi em, người con gái mà anh yêu nhất
    Yêu em không phải nhất thời, mà đêm từng đêm anh thao thức
    Trượt dài trong chuyện tình không buông bỏ a biết là quá cố
    Tượng đài anh nguyện mình nhưng đã đổ vỡ vì anh cố quá
    Duyên mang tình tới lại bỏ ngang, đành để vật cản dần ngỡ tan
    , rồi tâm anh mãi chờ dỡ dang một mình cùng đêm ngồi thở than
    Ai gặp ai giữa phố thị rồi dần trở thành thân quen
    Nhưng sao đành bước rồi để nổi nhớ là 1 vết ố hoen
    Bước ra phố thị hàng đường thẳng tắp
    Nhưng bên vệ đường hàng đèn chẳng thắp
    Có được em chỉ là ngăn nắp nhất thời vì khi e đi nơi a bừa bộn
    Yeu e nên tim vừa trộm
    Khi mang e về chẳng khác nào hình nộm đá
    A nhận ra niềm vui nơi a đã hoá thành niềm đau
    Nơi tim ai trở nên khô héo đánh thức tâm trí a tìm mau

    • @taito7484
      @taito7484 6 лет назад

      Tủn Vlog khó vào quá. Bạn cho cái nhịp

  • @alluredxo
    @alluredxo 7 лет назад +10

    why everybody else gotta keep taking pics I know who I came up to be and that's me Im just an average person whose the beat I guess we cant all come up but here's my apolige I wrote to myself but know Im carrying on i wish I could turn back but Im headed for the future what we have is memories and I don't look back at that cause Im done.

  • @zulyaguilar04
    @zulyaguilar04 Год назад

    Everytime I hear these beats, I hear "Tower on the beat" so I just type in that, so I can find the main channel and I did. 😂

  • @Kingsss92
    @Kingsss92 5 лет назад +2

    Forgive me for what I’m about to do,
    But I only see one way through,
    Hoping the lord will open his arms,
    And protect me from harm

  • @mezkla3657
    @mezkla3657 6 лет назад +8

    Facile de m'oublier mais pas facile d'avancer
    J'étais la solution mais j'étais aussi la clé.
    Va bien falloir un jour changer et continuer
    Faire comme si j'étais pas là une épreuve à surmonter.
    Je ne veux pas te retrouver du moins pas cette année
    Je t'aime chérie je t'ai toujours aimer
    Te voir dans cet état ne me rend pas heureux
    Mais au contraire mais plutôt malheureux
    J'aimerais pouvoir te serrer dans les bras
    J'aimerais pouvoir revenir sur mes pas.

    • @haru7451
      @haru7451 5 лет назад

      😢😢😢😢😢😭

    • @haru7451
      @haru7451 5 лет назад

      Je vais pleurer 😢

  • @feselim7533
    @feselim7533 5 лет назад +3

    I'm not *novelist* but now i have my story with you,
    I'm not a *singer* but now i have beautiful voice when i'm with you,
    Thanks to be with me

  • @nhbp9929
    @nhbp9929 7 лет назад +4

    Anh tự làm thẩm phán ban cho mình tội chung thân
    Rời xa em là bản án mà không đựợc khung ân
    Bạn của anh là chiếc gông dài cùng với đó là dây siềng xích
    Anh chỉ nói là rất mong đời hãy giam tôi vào nơi viễn tích
    Nước mắt lăn dài trên má khắc lên gông là nổi buồn nhất
    Quá khứ cứ mãi hét la vọng âm thanh thực ngày buồn nhất
    Tâm anh vẫn cứ chông chờ mong thời gian trở về đúng mốc
    Chỉ để khoá con tim anh lại để không phải một mình đứng khóc
    Tội lỗi anh gánh chịu
    Yêu thương anh giằng co
    Baoo giờ nhạc đúng điệu
    Chẳng có ai dành cho
    Em chẳng bao giờ hiểu
    Không anh thì ai lo
    Họ thấy anh cười đểu
    Anh mất thứ đã cho
    Anh đã ngỡ chẳng từng yêu em bằng nước mắt
    Hay tìm e đơn giản sự thay thế trước mặt
    Anh ngại nói ngôn tình khi đang đứng trước mặt em
    Anh chỉ tự chôn mình mang yêu dấu trói chặt đêm
    Ngôn tình đành thả vào rap anh tự trói vần vào đêm
    Anh tập cười tập nói để chẳng phải ồn ào thêm
    Sau bao đem dài là những chuổi ngày vất vả
    Sao tim mong chờ nhưng chẳng là gì đúng hả
    Bởi lẽ là tình cạn người quay đi
    Nên cuốn nhật kí đóng lại
    Anh mong ngày e ra đi là vì quyết định đúng đắn
    Bởi chẳng muốn e quay về lại con đường đã từng gọi là phố vắng

  • @ericconger9157
    @ericconger9157 6 лет назад +2

    Wish I could join in on all the goods but dam, the lyrics you peeps be illing on are formidable keep it up....

  • @shelliebuscus5239
    @shelliebuscus5239 5 лет назад +2

    I just wrote a song with this beat, this is so amazing. Thank you so much for making it ❤️🌹