this song takes me back to when i was 12-13 and was getting severely bullied by the boys in school for being ugly. they would call me stupid for my interests, make rude remarks about my appearance and exclude me at all times so i’d be all alone and miserable. today, even though a part of me forgave them, because i understand that they were children who didn’t know any better, a big part of me is still afraid of being hurt like this. these experiences completely shattered my self-confidence, my relationship with my self and my future relationships with men. in my high school years, i thought that i had no value as a human being since i was not beautiful and was very depressed. i had no hope for myself and would obsessively research plastic surgery operations to make me an enough beautiful person worthy of love, developed eating disorders etc. when i heard this song for the first time i started crying uncontrollably because this just sounded like empowering war music that validated this invisible war i have been fighting in my head for years and years now. it made me feel seen. i have gone to therapy for this but tbh listening to this song helped me more than someone asking me “so how did that make you feel?” for the 73738 th time to me explaining these draining experiences. anyway. i am glad this song is getting praised and hopefully it reaches out to girls everywhere who went through similar experiences like this when they were teenagers.
What did he call? Ya’ll really basing this on a bald man? Jesus christ, enjoy the music. Its great. Maybe a future classic. Just dont wait for validation from a bald man.
my best friend recently died to suicide, this was one of their favorite songs. I used to find this album to be kind of chipper and kind of christmasy (especially little deer), but after they died and i listened to these songs again, I realized so many of the underlying themes of these wonderful songs. Especially the outro of this song really makes me cry every single time I hear it. I am reminded of my friend and think about how those words were probably how they felt about their life and death
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@@evelynmartins8849 Girl: Do you think I'm beautiful? Boy: No Girl: Do want to be with me forever? Boy: No Girl: Do u even like me? Boy: No Girl: Would u cry if i walked away? Boy: No She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes The boy grabbed her arm Boy: Your not pretty...your beautiful Boy: I dont want to be with u forever...I need to be with u forever Boy: I dont like u...I love u Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away. Boy Whispers: Plz stay with me Girl: I will... *Tonight at midnight your true love will realize she/he loves u *Something good will happen to u at 1-4pm *Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!! *Get ready for the shock of your life! *If u dont post this to 5 other comments... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years
1:47 felt like a more magical, extravagant version of the first few notes of Kid A by Radiohead. I knew i'd love this song the moment I was reminded of that.
Out of the thousands of songs I’ve listened to, out of all the albums I’ve put as my topsters, this is literally one of if not the best songs I’ve ever heard in my entire life. Kudos to her, she did a fantastic fucking job.
Take me to the Lord before the boredom takes me over I am waiting on his move I'm going under the floor What am I waiting for? Floating down the hall Through all the voices, through all the walls Thought you could be the one to set me free Tomorrow I turn 16 years and I don't want to grow older I hate the boys at school They never play the rules I hate the boys at school They never play the rules The body is the law and I'm only human after all Wanted to bе the one that you need Tomorrow I turn 16 years I don't want to grow oldеr (You don't even know, you don't even bother) (You gave me a heartbeat, you gave me a heartbeat) I guess you'll never know How much this moment means to me You were the hero on my T.V Tomorrow I turn 16 years and I don't want to grow older (You don't even know, you don't even bother) (You gave me a heartbeat, you gave me a heartbeat) I hate the boys at school They never play the rules I hate the boys at school They never play the rules Shut out the sun until I'm small again I'm way too tired to climb out of bed Four walls is all I need of friends I'm meaner than you think And I'm not afraid Of how lonely it's going to be If I change my mind I'll go walking outside Just to see how the law is
This is honestly one of the best songs I've ever heard. Definitely the best song of 2021. It makes me think of teenage 80s movies or something and it's so dark and haunting, and it's not often we can hear this beautiful lyrics nowadays, it's like poetry. Goosebumps for 7 minutes straight.
I just found SPELLING through the youtube recommendations today. I'll be turning 16 years old in january and this perfectly captures the feelings of uncertainty, hightened emotion, and wonder that come with being an afab person at this age. I've been having a lot of anxiety about my birthday, i like art and thats (at least in some capacity) what i want to do with my life but I dont know if i want to go to college or not, dont know where to move if i move out at 18, dont know how to make a living off my passion, etc. This made me feel a bit better about it, thank you spelling :).
I will advise you to follow your passions. Don't give up your art and talent. A fancy job isn't worth the nice salary if you're working yourself to death and you have no time to create and grow as an artist. I make very little money but I've learned if you're frugal you really don't need that much money for just one person until you have kids. Stay strong. Keep Creating!
The production on this album is absolutely flawless. I hear a lot of influences from acts like Pink Floyd, Kate Bush, Grace Jones and even Dream Theater. Truly a classic. Thanks for allowing me to hear this, Melon.
Melon man brought me here. My God, this song is absolutely insane!! How can human beings even conceive shit like this?!?! Bravo Spelling, I’m now a fan for life. What a genius
this song is fucking brilliant, no one could ever do something like this... you're truly an artist and i appreciate every single second of this masterpiece.
I have faces where I am obsessed with certain songs. One time was Ghost Town by Kanye, the other one was The show must go on by Queen. Now it’s this one, fucking flawless song.
It’s like Pink Floyd teamed up with Donna Summer and Queensryche to do a song!! Dear God, I haven’t been floored by music like that since Poe’s Album Haunted and Santigolds first album. Explosions
I love the fact that I get to see a wonderful musician like SPELLLING in my lifetime. I'm only 16 and I got into good music last year, this is really the first masterpiece album that I've witnessed so far, I can't wait for the great music I'll hear now that I'm listening for it.
I tried to sample this for a hiphop beat and it felt like I was drawing a mustache on the Mona Lisa. God forgive me.
This just gave me the giggles lol
🤣🤣🤣🤣
How very Duchampian!
oh my glob spectre
this is the best comment ive ever read lmao
this song does NOT seem like it has over 7 minutes!!!!!! i want MORE
RIGHT????
Holy shit! I've been listening to this song for months and did not notice that until I saw your comment.
whole album is insane so glad i found it but this shit hits so much harder
Man, when the drums kick in after that synth segment, fucking brilliant
Right!!!
this song takes me back to when i was 12-13 and was getting severely bullied by the boys in school for being ugly. they would call me stupid for my interests, make rude remarks about my appearance and exclude me at all times so i’d be all alone and miserable. today, even though a part of me forgave them, because i understand that they were children who didn’t know any better, a big part of me is still afraid of being hurt like this. these experiences completely shattered my self-confidence, my relationship with my self and my future relationships with men. in my high school years, i thought that i had no value as a human being since i was not beautiful and was very depressed. i had no hope for myself and would obsessively research plastic surgery operations to make me an enough beautiful person worthy of love, developed eating disorders etc. when i heard this song for the first time i started crying uncontrollably because this just sounded like empowering war music that validated this invisible war i have been fighting in my head for years and years now. it made me feel seen. i have gone to therapy for this but tbh listening to this song helped me more than someone asking me “so how did that make you feel?” for the 73738 th time to me explaining these draining experiences. anyway. i am glad this song is getting praised and hopefully it reaches out to girls everywhere who went through similar experiences like this when they were teenagers.
this is genuinely one of the best songs i’ve ever heard
And the sky is blue
Hands down the best song on the album, they're all great but this one is just so cinematic and transportive. Love love love
this one, the future and awaken are all perfect to me
100th like
Always is my favorite
@@gabrielb.3647I like awaken future the most and whole album is tight, solid and 🔥🔥🔥🔥
this WILL BE the album of the year, mark my words! Another flawless song from Spellling, fuck! This is supreme!
YOU CALLED IT
Your words are marked
This aged like fine wine
You have perfect taste
What did he call? Ya’ll really basing this on a bald man? Jesus christ, enjoy the music. Its great. Maybe a future classic. Just dont wait for validation from a bald man.
godddd the second that little synth crawl picks up... fucking shivers
The way the snares are mixed especially is glorious
Oh shit it’s Spectre
@@PLAGUE-KARM Soon you'll learn I'm everywhere.
@@Spectre0799 😲
I kinda feel like the album lacked dynamic range but it was gorgeous anyways
I kinda want a “The Turning Wheel but it’s just my voice” now. I know you’re a dude but… idk
2:22 that effect is just too perfect, sounds like her spirit is singing
Yeah! And the ones at around 4:39 and 4:48 sound very much like her angry spirit coming out of her.
Reversed reverb! I think Jimmy Page from Led Zeppelin used it first on a record. Such a haunting effect
@@ale305zCool, thanks for letting me know what that is
One of the best Songs Ive ever heard and firmly in the "Afraid to play in front of friends cuz they will not appreciate" category.
Yes, I discovered this because of the fruit man. But I can't act like this shit ain't magical.
🍉
Kate Bush vibes, Enya vibes, but also just very much her own thing. It's a masterclass in everything.
That what I’m talking about
Currently obsessed with this song. The instrumentation, the vocals, the mixing.... Everything about it is SO good
my best friend recently died to suicide, this was one of their favorite songs. I used to find this album to be kind of chipper and kind of christmasy (especially little deer), but after they died and i listened to these songs again, I realized so many of the underlying themes of these wonderful songs. Especially the outro of this song really makes me cry every single time I hear it. I am reminded of my friend and think about how those words were probably how they felt about their life and death
I've been thinking this album i kinda Christmasy especially little deer as well
The presence and just timing of each instrumental element of this track is out of this world. Just a masterclass of composition.
shoutout to horn sections at the climax of moody indie songs fr got to be one of my favourite genders
God I love the moment when song’s intro starts fading away and the beautiful synth line comes to build the chorus up. So fkinnnng goooodd
I'm feeling that AOTY contender right here
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@@evelynmartins8849 balls
@@evelynmartins8849 cringe
@@evelynmartins8849
Girl: Do you think I'm beautiful?
Boy: No
Girl: Do want to be with me forever?
Boy: No
Girl: Do u even like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would u cry if i walked away?
Boy: No
She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes
The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: Your not pretty...your beautiful
Boy: I dont want to be with u forever...I need to be with u forever
Boy: I dont like u...I love u
Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away.
Boy Whispers: Plz stay with me
Girl: I will...
*Tonight at midnight your true love will realize she/he loves u
*Something good will happen to u at 1-4pm
*Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!!
*Get ready for the shock of your life!
*If u dont post this to 5 other comments... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years
@@evelynmartins8849 Obama hamburger sussy balls "dream" "technoblade" mrbeast Kanye East I'm hella gay baka 100 gecs "Drake bell"
Music like this makes me want to make my own music while also making me not want to because I could never top this, not in a million years!
Omg same
but we could do a great job trying!!
masterpiece of an album, the production is literally the most breathtaking thing I've heard this year.
Yo
The entire song is absolutely marvelous, but that outro...ughhhh, so freakin' gorgeous.
1:47 felt like a more magical, extravagant version of the first few notes of Kid A by Radiohead. I knew i'd love this song the moment I was reminded of that.
this is probably the best thing i've ever listened (and will listen) in my entire life. i can't believe this piece of art exists. should be illegal.
literally one the best songs EVER made.
Out of the thousands of songs I’ve listened to, out of all the albums I’ve put as my topsters, this is literally one of if not the best songs I’ve ever heard in my entire life. Kudos to her, she did a fantastic fucking job.
Take me to the Lord before the boredom takes me over
I am waiting on his move
I'm going under the floor
What am I waiting for?
Floating down the hall
Through all the voices, through all the walls
Thought you could be the one to set me free
Tomorrow I turn 16 years and I don't want to grow older
I hate the boys at school
They never play the rules
I hate the boys at school
They never play the rules
The body is the law and I'm only human after all
Wanted to bе the one that you need
Tomorrow I turn 16 years I don't want to grow oldеr
(You don't even know, you don't even bother)
(You gave me a heartbeat, you gave me a heartbeat)
I guess you'll never know
How much this moment means to me
You were the hero on my T.V
Tomorrow I turn 16 years and I don't want to grow older
(You don't even know, you don't even bother)
(You gave me a heartbeat, you gave me a heartbeat)
I hate the boys at school
They never play the rules
I hate the boys at school
They never play the rules
Shut out the sun until I'm small again
I'm way too tired to climb out of bed
Four walls is all I need of friends
I'm meaner than you think
And I'm not afraid
Of how lonely it's going to be
If I change my mind I'll go walking outside
Just to see how the law is
OKAY FANTANO IS RIGHT THIS IS LOVELY
This is honestly one of the best songs I've ever heard. Definitely the best song of 2021. It makes me think of teenage 80s movies or something and it's so dark and haunting, and it's not often we can hear this beautiful lyrics nowadays, it's like poetry. Goosebumps for 7 minutes straight.
Oh hey you're here too i see you under a lot of kate reaction videos
For real, that synth lick gives me very HEATHERS vibes.
This song kept turning in directions I wasn’t expecting. Very very nice!
Best song I've heard since...I don't even know since when, best song I've heard.
We are witnessing the start of a musical superhero
2:22 gave me serious chills
1:47 is up there with some of the best things ive ever heard
that’s when i start rising into the air
this song is sooo good, i am so excited for this album! wish i had this song when i was a 16 year old girl!
Why?
@@californiansniper2133 because she hated the boys at school 😤
@@californiansniper2133 I think they refer to the fact that Spellling wrote at least part of this song when she was 16.
@@educostanzo what?
@@paystation4pro15 I think not the lyrics, but the main melody of the piano, that's what I heard from an interview
A level of composition from another world Jesus Christ
I just found SPELLING through the youtube recommendations today. I'll be turning 16 years old in january and this perfectly captures the feelings of uncertainty, hightened emotion, and wonder that come with being an afab person at this age. I've been having a lot of anxiety about my birthday, i like art and thats (at least in some capacity) what i want to do with my life but I dont know if i want to go to college or not, dont know where to move if i move out at 18, dont know how to make a living off my passion, etc.
This made me feel a bit better about it, thank you spelling :).
I will advise you to follow your passions. Don't give up your art and talent. A fancy job isn't worth the nice salary if you're working yourself to death and you have no time to create and grow as an artist. I make very little money but I've learned if you're frugal you really don't need that much money for just one person until you have kids. Stay strong. Keep Creating!
1:48 That piano 🔥
this totally deserved fantano's 10
It's jaw dropping from beginning to end. Those are rare
Jesus Christ man he's just a reviewer do your own stuff
@@debigribs9458 and I liked the reviewer's opinion, there is nothing wrong with it lol
This and Kids See Ghosts… yeah they’re unquestionably worthy of 10/10s. Like c’mon.
@@DDub04 guitar solo in magic act tho...
Production, composition, vocal delivery, instrumentation, everything hits the mark. Stellar album!
why i'm i crying
It's am + you fell + L
@@zaidnassar.2569 am just enjoying the music and your out here hating
@@riktich bro take a fucking joke
youtube music comment sections hit different LMAO
Music takes my head to all sorts of places. This song fits every single type of movie and video game I've seen and played.
Honestly this is probably the greatest piano power ballad ever made if you can even call it that
My favorite album of the year so far this track feels haunting. Very modern but also very classic. I’m in love
She's a teacher as well. I feel her.
oh wow! 😮 i didn't know that - interesting!
I just love to read old comments before fantano's review lol.
Amazing album btw
It's so magical.
spellling why isn't this 10 minutes long, 7 isn't enough
The long outro with the changes of two rhytms is so brilliant!
So incredible I restarted it just to experience it again.
I tuned in on this in the middle of the song and was fascinated. Immediately Shazamed it.
Fantano got taste NGL
At 1:46 I get the chills
Great Song.
WHEN THE BASS KICKS IN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
U also listen to this spectre? Lesgoooooo
@@milesoyasumi I may or may not be remixing this song in the near future 👀
@@Spectre0799 aight if you do im gonna be so suprised, i didnt expect you to be here lmao
That bass really settle the entire song for me. And that electric guitar is gorgeous too
@@nibyafternight1983 Such a gorgeous piece of music
shortest 7 minutes of my life. love every second... absolutely crazy
I love this song 😭
The production on this album is absolutely flawless. I hear a lot of influences from acts like Pink Floyd, Kate Bush, Grace Jones and even Dream Theater. Truly a classic. Thanks for allowing me to hear this, Melon.
so so thankful i stumbled upon spellling. i swear i’ve heard this in dreams, one of the most beautiful songs i’ve ever heard
dope and underrated
Best track on the album
the best track in this LP，maybe the best track in 2020s
I can't get this out of my head, and I don't want too
Melon man brought me here. My God, this song is absolutely insane!! How can human beings even conceive shit like this?!?! Bravo Spelling, I’m now a fan for life. What a genius
They evolved out of nowhere like tf 😳
He repetido esto más de 4 horas y sinceramente no me canso
such a mood
The atmosphere of this and Little Deer reminds me a bit of the Dead Moon Circus in Sailor Moon
She is genius personified.
This song is so good and just thank u spellling for this and the rest of this album
Masterpiece. Just perfection!
this is the best song of 2021 by far
This song is MASSIVE
Holy shit another killer song
this song is fucking brilliant, no one could ever do something like this... you're truly an artist and i appreciate every single second of this masterpiece.
One of the best songs I've heard in at least half a decade. Amazing.
I have faces where I am obsessed with certain songs. One time was Ghost Town by Kanye, the other one was The show must go on by Queen. Now it’s this one, fucking flawless song.
Album of the year hands down but this song man ...... this song legit words can't describe it 👾
I have been avoiding listening to this song because I knew it was going to be amazing. And, sure enough.
this is perfection, I always get goosebumps listening to it
Wow, this sounds extraordinary and magnificent! Incredible job🙌❤
These first 2 minutes melt my spirit
This like the best song I ever heard lowkey
It’s like Pink Floyd teamed up with Donna Summer and Queensryche to do a song!! Dear God, I haven’t been floored by music like that since Poe’s Album Haunted and Santigolds first album. Explosions
I don't even like fantano reviews too much but without him I probably wouldn't have find this, so yeah
best song on the album for me
Brilliant Work ..SPELLBOUND !
I love the fact that I get to see a wonderful musician like SPELLLING in my lifetime. I'm only 16 and I got into good music last year, this is really the first masterpiece album that I've witnessed so far, I can't wait for the great music I'll hear now that I'm listening for it.
This hits different
Check out the arrangement on KEXP, it's even better IMO. Stellar song.
This is it, this is really as good as it gets, and I’m all the happier for it.
When those synths come in though hoooolllyy fucking shiiiiiiieeett
Masterpiece
WHY DOES THIS SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING KATE BUSH WOULD DO? UGHHH THIS IS SO GOOD
Because it’s a blatant rip-off
This sounds like groovy Kate Bush. Awesome
@@deathmetalpotato no
Just a perfect, mind blowing song from a great album.
We need a video for this!!!
Track of the year hands down
It’s very close
ameii, mto bom!!
One of my favourite songs of 2021.
One of ?
This song made me cry u_u