Scandal Central oof your friends aren’t really your friends then, only friends will actually try to look into why you are feeling this way and will try their best to make you feel better, not leave you in that state...
Being numb is worse than having feelings. Whenever I feel pain, I'm rather relieved 'cause I haven't felt anything at all for a long while so knowing I still have my senses is reassuring.
Rylie Mason you’re so beautiful and I understand bc I did the same :( your comment is the same thing I said to myself when I saw this persons comment. But you’ll get through this, I promise. And I know it feels like ur alone but you aren’t. Pls trust me. I feel alone too. But we aren’t. You’re okay! Keep trying and don’t let anyone treat u bad in life. If something is bothering you then stand up for ur self. Also there this quote I live by, by My favorite rapper named Xxxtentacion. It was “make life your bitch.” :) bc don’t let anyone bring u down or do u wrong I life. YOU GOT THIS 💪🏻 WE GOT THIS. YOURE OKAY WERE OKAY! 💜💜
It's the prolonged nothingness that stars starts to be in unbearable. Along with sadness you lops happiness and all other emotions. At a certain point you stop being human. Just a roblox trying to have the correct responses to other humans. That's when dieting doesn't seem like such a big difference.
my friend sent me a few messages. she was called fake depressed, so she tried to be happy. she said she loved me, don't spend my time thinking about her. she has been gone for almost a month, im so sad. I can't believe she's gone.
When you're the funny friend in your friend group and the most sad.. Edit: hope everyone who relates to this is doing fine! Dont worry your friends may have not noticed your pain because they've never been in the same situation before. Hold on and stay positive ❤
All these songs always include someone. "When I lost you" "You" this and that. I don't have a "you". I've always just had noone. I like this song but when words like that come, I get this aching feeling because noone comes to mind when someone sings about "you", or that special person. I have nobody. I can't relate. Edit: I'm 19, college freshmen. Just to ward off assumptions that I'm a sad 14yr old
bro I dont even know you but I truly apologize that you feel this way but keep in mind that the "you" doesnt always mean another human being on this planet, it could also mean yourself. for example, many writers like to write from their perspective of things (basically think of them like mini writers that can write in third, first, or second person and most the time they do!) soooo like you said, I lost "you" could have a double meaning of I lost another person or I lost myself and I'm just talking to my self (song writers also do this often as well, they base songs off of personal experiences and they just talk. that's what they do. they speak to other people or they are talking to themselves about what they learned or what situation they are in and most people can relate to it) so, I want you to know that that "you" doesnt always have to mean another person and that you will find people. your people. who love and care for you, and maybe you have already found these people and you just havent noticed it? people could be reaching out to you but you've isolated yourself so much with this idea that your always going to be alone. idk your situation I'm just giving tips from my experience btw I am a depressed, suicidal, anxiety-filled 14 year old song writer but I always try to answer things that I hope can help. I just want you to know from random stranger to random stranger that I love you and I'm sure they're are other people in this overpopulated planet that love you as well. anywaaaaay that was super long, thanks for reading my ted talk :)
@@bloomdoom13 I'm really glad that I made someone feel just a smidgen better :) I appreciate you for taking the time and ready that lol tbh it was reeeeally long but if I helped you in any way I'm always happy I could help!
Sorry for your lost... But I did the same my mom had cancer but she didn't die but my family always asked me why I didn't cry and I wanted to say ...I can't 🤷♀️ but don't feel guilty..💜💜
How does it feel to have no feelings? It's like your on auto pilot. Your not living to live, your just surviving. You could sit on your bed and star at the wall for hours without thinking and just go to bed. And do it all over again. Being numb, you can still laugh and cry but you dont actually feel it. It sucks. It drives you crazy. It took almost a year for me to really feel something again and I think I'm going numb again
Feeling nothing is the absolute worst you just feel so empty inside and you wanna cry, or just something but you cant even do that and its *absolultey horrible.* And when it's something that happens daily it's something you wouldn't ever want to wish on another.
hey it’s okay :) you’re not alone 💓 I’ve been through it and it really does suck.you feel nothingness which is so scary.you don’t know how feel anymore :( but you’ll get through it,I’m glad all of you made it this far :)
How does it feel To feel nothing at all, I wonder I imagine it's grey Like the world suddenly lost its color But I'd be lying if I said I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times To feel nothing Cause feelings are painful And I don't wanna suffer through All those moments without you When I lost you Anger and sadness they're always there They're always pretty rough to cope with Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart I wish I could start again But I know that there's the other side The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it And when I do I'll be So better for the rest So much better in my chest Can you feel can you feel And when you do you'll be So happy that you felt So happy that you dealt with it Yeah you dealt with it Feelings, oh feelings you tear me apart And I wish I could start again, again But I know that there's the other side The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it And I used to think That being numb would ease the pain But I was wrong, I was so wrong It's just better to feel and know you're alive While reminding yourself that it's temporary Oh, it won't last for long
trust me, anyone feeling like this, please don't wish you didn't feel anything. my 2 moods are sad and empty, and although feeling sad is horrible, it's better than feeling numb. when i hear that one of my best friends has attempted suicide, i feel nothing. savour your feelings. edit: tw suicide uh🧍🏻♀️it’s been a year since i commented this and my mental health never got better LSHSKDGSJDGSJ at least my sense of humour and music taste did tho😍 n e ways i attempted suicide a few weeks after the original🙈🙈🤩🤩👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩
Feeling nothing but emptiness is terrible, but I personally prefer feeling nothing over feeling overwhelmingly sad or angry because that is when I am likely to cause the most harm to myself or worse. Everyone's experiences are different, but let's hope and strive to feel okay or better than yesterday for once.
Not feeling anything is so terrible . When you're supposed to be happy , you're not , and sometimes , for once , you just want to be sad or whatever but you can't , so you do everything and anything for your emotions to come back . I don't wish to anyone to feel this way . Enjoy your emotions , its not good to be numb .
* Me, sobbing my heart out * "I NEEED LOOOOOOVE" Classmates in middle of bio lecture: "Da fuuuuu-?" dge... Just in case you were wondering. :) have a good day!
I remember the day when my heart was broken into pieces. Being stabbed by a betrayal knife right through my heart. Being tear apart hearing all the fights and the broken home. Stressed studying to get better grades just so people won't judging you. Faking myself being someone else that they want. But what the hurt the most was my family.They separated.Everything changed.I don't want this to happened.I fear this the most since i was a kid and i keep praying that we all will always stay together forever happily. Never thought this day would happened.All these problem happened to me in one day.I was so depressed,sad,dont want to smile,want to be left alone ,angry..... I keep cried and cried until at some point,i can't feel anything anymore.I don't know, im sad but i can't let it out anymore.i don't how to feel when the problems keep hitting me. Suicide attempts actually across my mind for awhile but i remember Jesus.He sacrificed his life for me. I don't have anyone to depend on other than god and my sister. My sister was my only hope at that time.i called her and she was so strong eventhough our family separated.She motivated me to be strong to.But i heard her broken heart through her voice but she know how to handles them. Since that day i became stronger. I believe there must be something beautiful from all these pains.
i've never seen something that has hit so close to home than this. thank you for describing most of what i've been feeling for the past 7 years and have never been able to put it into words. even though i can't exactly relate to the end part about having someone to rely and depend on, it just helped me a little bit right now to see that what i feel can be put into words and that i'm not the only one. it's great to see that it does get better and i hope you continue to thrive and become stronger. :)
Last night I felt super shitty. I decided to run myself a bath and tried to drown myself because I was so done of feeling empty for so long. I filled it up high and put my head under but in a split moment, I decided that tonight was not the night I was gonna die. I found hope for a minute. And then I wasn't numb, suddenly, the emptiness went away and my brain decided to have another try. I wasn't empty and all my feelings came out in that moment, I sat up in the bath tub and cried, about everything, I finally felt relief, I felt sad and low but I didn't feel as numb and that numbness pain was gone.
You described my problem pretty well - I like being sad sometimes. But it soon turns into emptiness and nothing keeps me alive. So the last line hit the nail on the head. Thank you.
What depresses me the most is the fact that time will keep going. Everything and everybody I’ve ever known will leave me. Nothing stays the same, and yet, I don’t want to be a burden. So I never mention how afraid I am of my siblings leaving, or my parents growing old. I don’t want them to feel like they need to stay with me. After all, who am I to keep them from their dreams? I push everyone away so I can protect myself. In the end, I only hurt myself further.
Im a guy, one many would describe as stoic and generally lacking empathy. I like listen to this song when i cry, which i try often to do. Sometimes I just listen to it for the comfort. It makes me feel like tjere is a warm blanket wrapped around me,lol. I like the song,even though i listen to grunge and darksynth, very different genres.lol.
I feel like this song just describes me because I haven't feel anything since entering highschool and I just be empty and cold but when I look at a certain girl I feel full and warm but I honestly don't know what I am feeling if I go get with her just to feel full I couldn't forgive myself for using he for myself just to feel good
feeling nothing is genuinely so bad because when something happens you don’t feel happy or sad, just straight up empty. i can’t cry whenever i want to/need to, forcing laughs is exhausting, and wanting to care is difficult. when i used to feel, i always wished to not feel anything at all and now that i don’t feel, it just sucks
Hey, I know this is just some comment from a random person...but you’ve got this. We all have things we go Through...but that doesn’t mean your alone. Look on the bright side of things and be happy that even though it’s over, you at least got to feel that good for a bit 🥰
I hope everyone in this reply section is doing okay ;( I personally have never lost a friend or close family member before but I have a very close friend who has attempted to end it all before and it shattered me, I cant imagine the pain of actually losing them though, you guys are strong ;(((
shi.... i have manic-depressive disorder and wow this song accurately describes how i feel. I've been struggling to find these words to express what i feel when i'm in my lows. this is it
When you're numb, its easy to deal with dark feelings which are anger, sadness, etc. ( Cause it will not affect you that much) But on the other hand, it's really hard cause even the positive one will be gone, like happiness and the feeling of love. No one will understand it. My friend said that maybe I'm just stress. But no! All my life? I'm stressed? HAHAHAHAHA That's the first that I open up, but i was really disappointed. From that moment i swear to myself that I should not say anything about this. And, I never talk to that person again.
is there any way for you to talk to a trained professional? bc i know that i can’t do that, and i can’t talk to anyone else. if therapy is an option for you, i’d take it.
im usually numb all of the time sometimes i get hints of sadness or guilt or pain but i feel so heavy and i hate waking up every day i feel like such a disappointment but i really do hope that my nothing is temporary
being numb is something else, ive been experiencing it for a long while all throughout childhood and its something where ive programmed myself to react certain ways, i could smile so much it hurts but when i really think about what made me so happy it just fades away. im also really sensitive though and if anyone yells at me, even for a silly reason. or i think someones leaving me even as a joke i instantly cry. so dont take your emotions for granted because feelings yes they are painful but not feeling them at all makes you feel like your not alive
honestly when it first wasn’t so bad i wish i hadn’t felt nothing at all. but now it’s so lonely and probably the worst feeling it really is like seeing grey and black. i miss being able to cry at the little things and smiling at the big things. some days i wake up seeing colors others i see grey and not a purpose even moving slightly. just don’t wish not feeling anything upon your self bc it sucks and i wish i didn’t let it get this bad
I have a friend in my friend group who has clinical depression. He talks about how he's the only one but he's not, I just don't tell people bc I don't want anyone to worry about me. I'm supposed to be the happy one that's always optimistic. If I dont feel numb then I'm feeling sad. It starts to get hard to hide your true feelings so no one worries for you.
facts from one with depression you never stop being suicidal. anyone who says they are "better" is lying. it can fade but you will never be the same again. suicidal thoughts/idealation never ends.
Como é How does it feel Para não sentir nada, eu me pergunto To feel nothing at all, I wonder Eu imagino que seja cinza I imagine it's grey Como o mundo de repente perdeu sua cor Like the world suddenly lost its color Mas eu estaria mentindo se dissesse But I'd be lying if I said Eu não queria sentir nada às vezes I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times Não sentir nada To feel nothing Porque sentimentos são dolorosos Cause feelings are painful E eu não quero sofrer com isso And I don't wanna suffer through Todos esses momentos sem você All those moments without you Quando eu te perdi When I lost you Raiva e tristeza estão sempre lá Anger and sadness they're always there Eles são sempre muito difíceis de lidar They're always pretty rough to cope with Sentimentos, oh sentimentos, você me separa Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart Eu queria poder começar de novo I wish I could start again Mas eu sei que tem o outro lado But I know that there's the other side O que eu não posso ver agora, mas eu vou encontrá-lo The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it E quando eu fizer, serei And when I do I'll be Então é melhor para o resto So better for the rest Muito melhor no meu peito So much better in my chest Você pode sentir que pode se sentir? Can you feel can you feel E quando você vai ser And when you do you'll be Tão feliz que você se sentiu So happy that you felt Tão feliz que você lidou com isso So happy that you dealt with it Você lidou com isso Yeah you dealt with it Sentimentos, oh sentimentos você me separa Feelings, oh feelings you tear me apart E eu gostaria de poder começar de novo And I wish I could start again, again Mas eu sei que tem o outro lado But I know that there's the other side O que eu não posso ver agora, mas eu vou encontrá-lo The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it E eu costumava pensar And I used to think Que estar dormente aliviaria a dor That being numb would ease the pain Mas eu estava errado, eu estava tão errado But I was wrong, I was so wrong É melhor sentir e saber que você está vivo It's just better to feel and know you're alive Enquanto se lembra de que é temporário While reminding yourself that it's temporary Oh, isso não vai durar muito Oh, it won't last for long How does it feel To feel nothing at all, I wonder I imagine it's grey Like the world suddenly lost its color But I'd be lying if I said I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times To feel nothing Cause feelings are painful And I don't wanna suffer through All those moments without you When I lost you Anger and sadness they're always there They're always pretty rough to cope with Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart I wish I could start again But I know that there's the other side The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it And when I do I'll be So better for the rest So much better in my chest Can you feel can you feel And when you do you'll be So happy that you felt So happy that you dealt with it Yeah you dealt with it Feelings, oh feelings you tear me apart And I wish I could start again, again But I know that there's the other side The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it And I used to think That being numb would ease the pain But I was wrong, I was so wrong It's just better to feel and know you're alive While reminding yourself that it's temporary Oh, it won't last for long
I feel too much...and I think that’s why I’m always so sad looking...I’m glad this song understands how I feel at the moment. I’ve cried too many tears..but I know that things are temporary and they will get better..and although sometimes I don’t want to feel what I feel...it’s better to feel pain and cry then to store that pain and never let it out.
I hate feeling empty. It’s the worst feeling ever. It’s like you wanna rip out your heart and shatter your soul just to feel something, anything, but you can’t, because you’d still feel nothing. It gets even harder when you feel genuinely happy one time but the feeling faded away and you miss it so much that you search for it whoever you can but can never find it.
Being nothing is difficult, the emotions you had are gone and you try to recreate them, but in the end of the day you question yourself, was that really me?
Does it feel like you’ve been pretending to be happy for so long you’re not sure what happy actually feels like anymore so now it just feels like you can’t feel anything but sadness
Numb or anxious seem to be my only two options atm. Sometimes both at the same time! (I know, I'm talented like that!) :) Think; numb but with the uncontrollable obsession with the fact you feel numb.
“Using a smile is hiding the frown, isolating yourself is isolating your problems from others, hurting yourself is showing the scars from the people that hurt you” ~PjtheFox
To be numb..is like waking up to something you’d never expect. Something you have to be greatful before or you’ll be judged. To go through the day...and start again. It’s like having to always remind ur self...”stay here” “don’t get lost” “ don’t lose yourself or... it’ll be permanent to fatal...” but.. we all have our experiences. It gets...overwhelming to the point you wanna go back but you’ve lost yourself so much...your stuck with only a brutal thought..
i’ve been numb ever since my sisters died. it was my fault. i could’ve done something. I don't even know what I've become. I've been so distant more then usual lately. I just feel like opening up to people is a huge mistake. Because every time I open up to someone, regret it shortly after because they always disappoint me. I've become so tired of being let down that I just keep everything on the inside even though it breaks me. I never asked to become a cold hearted bitch but I guess that's what being emotionally numb does to people.
I'm an extroverted introvert. That means I'll either talk your ear off like I've done 4 lines of coke, taken 30mg of Admiral and drank 7 cups of coffee OR I'll be Buddhist monk vow of silence mute. There is no in between.
Being numb actually sucks. I've felt that once, and wish I would never again. It was a time when everything just piled up, my bf broke up with me, grades decreased, I got removed from top and my parents pressured me rather than comfort. The feeling's scary, I could only feel the cold on my toes and fingers, my chest felt so hollow and empty. I didn't know what to do until I cried and cried. I was panicking but I had to stay quiet because my mom was asleep next to me. And eventually I started feeling again.
I was 6 when my mom get breast cancer and I didn’t even understand it. But she lived and now with my aunt died from liver cancer and my 6 year old cousin dealing with that. I realized how lucky I was. Love you mom and I’ll miss you Aunt Martha.
hey beautiful person scrolling through the comments.....always remember there is somewhere who wont give up on you......you are that special and hold a huge worth.........no one is like you.....embrace yourself and have a nice day
I pretend to be happy all the time, so no one knows how I truly feel. And I can't tell people how I feel without them worrying about me and I hate it when people worry about me because I worry about them worrying about me and I can't explain it, but it's just too much to handle. Because of school being out I don't have to take my stress medicines anymore, but when it starts back my migraines are going to be back and I'm going to have to take medicine again even though every medicine I've tried doesn't work. I should get help instead of talking about it on the internet but I can never talk to anyone about it because no one is around to listen. My Depression, my Anxiety, my PTSD. It all gets worse every day but I can't help but keep it inside so people don't spend there time worrying about my life. To anyone who can, please tell someone if you are feeling this way. it will get better. I hope one day we will all be better.
![I Promise I'm Trying - Cavetown [Lyrics]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/nNpm9RUL-eM/mqdefault.jpg)
Is it just me but pretending you’re happy more exhausting than being depressed?
It's the same for me, it's not just you. 🌸
Yea same here. But when you act normal your friends think your ruining the mood of the whole group and abandon you
Scandal Central this-
Scandal Central oof your friends aren’t really your friends then, only friends will actually try to look into why you are feeling this way and will try their best to make you feel better, not leave you in that state...
Ryan Thach tell me if u find someone like that ever
Her voice gives me a Adventure Time aesthetic like Marceline
it does
Myra Perez yeah...
Yes!! Lol
Yyeess
absolutely, thats the first thought i had. 100% no joke
Being numb is worse than having feelings. Whenever I feel pain, I'm rather relieved 'cause I haven't felt anything at all for a long while so knowing I still have my senses is reassuring.
Thats the reason I cut... cause I want to FEEL something
Rylie Mason you’re so beautiful and I understand bc I did the same :( your comment is the same thing I said to myself when I saw this persons comment. But you’ll get through this, I promise. And I know it feels like ur alone but you aren’t. Pls trust me. I feel alone too. But we aren’t. You’re okay! Keep trying and don’t let anyone treat u bad in life. If something is bothering you then stand up for ur self. Also there this quote I live by, by My favorite rapper named Xxxtentacion. It was “make life your bitch.” :) bc don’t let anyone bring u down or do u wrong I life. YOU GOT THIS 💪🏻 WE GOT THIS. YOURE OKAY WERE OKAY! 💜💜
It's the prolonged nothingness that stars starts to be in unbearable. Along with sadness you lops happiness and all other emotions. At a certain point you stop being human. Just a roblox trying to have the correct responses to other humans.
That's when dieting doesn't seem like such a big difference.
Unrequited Lover I’ve lost all feelings before, then got them back. And for some reason, I did better when I didn’t have feelings and I was numb :/
this is the truest shit I've read in a while
she's like the girl version of cavetown
ikr
Probably why they are going on tour together lmao
she is her own amazing person. who isn't a 'version' of someone. just a fabulous, gorgeous, and truly relatable artist.
ImpressiveFly well he is producing her new album and they’re friends
h o n e y p a s t e I’m not saying they are the same person I’m just saying about their music, it’s kind of similar like the theme
my friend sent me a few messages. she was called fake depressed, so she tried to be happy. she said she loved me, don't spend my time thinking about her. she has been gone for almost a month, im so sad. I can't believe she's gone.
I feel your pain. I’m here if you need to talk.
My snap is mnstrm_hpstr
my friend passed away yesterday, so i know how you feel
@@afrinafariha9048 yeah keep trying your best and keep trying for yourself its so worth it
*"It doesn't do you well to dwell on it"*
I'm sure she would want you to be happy. Hope it helps, sorry if it kinda seems mean.
Im here for you.
mxmtoon and Cavetown should do a collab and you can't change my mind
Wait For Me they did! prom dress!
The very reason why I have mxmtoon and cavetown in the same playlisit
I disagree she should just join them
@@justme.sugarbee.6810 Prom dress was a solo
I AGREE 😭😭
When you're the funny friend in your friend group and the most sad..
Edit: hope everyone who relates to this is doing fine! Dont worry your friends may have not noticed your pain because they've never been in the same situation before. Hold on and stay positive ❤
Tfw home after day out w friends
Fr
Me
and its so sad because you wish they can sense your sadness but they just dont
ok me
All these songs always include someone.
"When I lost you"
"You" this and that.
I don't have a "you".
I've always just had noone. I like this song but when words like that come, I get this aching feeling because noone comes to mind when someone sings about "you", or that special person.
I have nobody.
I can't relate.
Edit: I'm 19, college freshmen. Just to ward off assumptions that I'm a sad 14yr old
It's alright dude, god always has better plans for people like us...?
bro I dont even know you but I truly apologize that you feel this way but keep in mind that the "you" doesnt always mean another human being on this planet, it could also mean yourself. for example, many writers like to write from their perspective of things (basically think of them like mini writers that can write in third, first, or second person and most the time they do!) soooo like you said, I lost "you" could have a double meaning of I lost another person or I lost myself and I'm just talking to my self (song writers also do this often as well, they base songs off of personal experiences and they just talk. that's what they do. they speak to other people or they are talking to themselves about what they learned or what situation they are in and most people can relate to it) so, I want you to know that that "you" doesnt always have to mean another person and that you will find people. your people. who love and care for you, and maybe you have already found these people and you just havent noticed it? people could be reaching out to you but you've isolated yourself so much with this idea that your always going to be alone. idk your situation I'm just giving tips from my experience
btw I am a depressed, suicidal, anxiety-filled 14 year old song writer but I always try to answer things that I hope can help. I just want you to know from random stranger to random stranger that I love you and I'm sure they're are other people in this overpopulated planet that love you as well. anywaaaaay that was super long, thanks for reading my ted talk :)
@@averyh.7325 you're so intelligent man. I feel better just reading this :)
@@bloomdoom13 I'm really glad that I made someone feel just a smidgen better :) I appreciate you for taking the time and ready that lol tbh it was reeeeally long but if I helped you in any way I'm always happy I could help!
@@averyh.7325 14 year old song writer. However with an old soul - whose age might not fit in numbers
I feel guilty for not crying when I found out my mother had breast cancer. I love you mama.
Xyriel Axyl Sorry for your loss, we can feel guilty together.
I'm sorry for your loss. I also didn't cry when I found out about my mothers breast cancer. You're not alone.
Sorry for your lost... But I did the same my mom had cancer but she didn't die but my family always asked me why I didn't cry and I wanted to say ...I can't 🤷♀️ but don't feel guilty..💜💜
Update: my mama's funeral was in march. Thank you everyone for the support ❤️
:c ♡
*when you see a plastic bag drifting through the wind in an alleyway*
That should be the whole video for this song, just a lonely bag floating through an empty town
@@Sam-cl7wq or paper
pick it up dumb bitch
@@deerhavoc LMAO I LOVE YOU
do you ever feel
like a plastic bag?
drifting through the wind?
How does it feel to have no feelings? It's like your on auto pilot. Your not living to live, your just surviving. You could sit on your bed and star at the wall for hours without thinking and just go to bed. And do it all over again. Being numb, you can still laugh and cry but you dont actually feel it. It sucks. It drives you crazy. It took almost a year for me to really feel something again and I think I'm going numb again
I believe in you and I’m so proud of how you’ve overcome that issue! ❤️
There’s living then
there’s people like us who are just existing.
I feel ya dude! I FEEL YA TEN FOLD 😐😐😐
Feeling nothing is the absolute worst you just feel so empty inside and you wanna cry, or just something but you cant even do that and its *absolultey horrible.*
And when it's something that happens daily it's something you wouldn't ever want to wish on another.
True..
Trust me not feeling anything is horrible-- I have personal experience with it ;-;
Chloe Evans hope you're doing okay 💜 stay positive!
It’s hurts 😔
Yeah it fuckin sucks like god damn let me cry just really fuckig hard that would be noice
hey it’s okay :) you’re not alone 💓 I’ve been through it and it really does suck.you feel nothingness which is so scary.you don’t know how feel anymore :( but you’ll get through it,I’m glad all of you made it this far :)
It feels worse than being sad, at least for me. Before I actually had something to feel, now it’s just empty.
How does it feel
To feel nothing at all, I wonder
I imagine it's grey
Like the world suddenly lost its color
But I'd be lying if I said
I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times
To feel nothing
Cause feelings are painful
And I don't wanna suffer through
All those moments without you
When I lost you
Anger and sadness they're always there
They're always pretty rough to cope with
Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
I wish I could start again
But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
And when I do I'll be
So better for the rest
So much better in my chest
Can you feel can you feel
And when you do you'll be
So happy that you felt
So happy that you dealt with it
Yeah you dealt with it
Feelings, oh feelings you tear me apart
And I wish I could start again, again
But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
And I used to think
That being numb would ease the pain
But I was wrong, I was so wrong
It's just better to feel and know you're alive
While reminding yourself that it's temporary
Oh, it won't last for long
this is a lyric video tho-
@@kizhiie5467 but it's easier for me to sing along
@@kizhiie5467 i want to read the next sentence in advance so that i can sing along easily
just do it for myself bro
Duyen My ah okok
trust me, anyone feeling like this, please don't wish you didn't feel anything. my 2 moods are sad and empty, and although feeling sad is horrible, it's better than feeling numb. when i hear that one of my best friends has attempted suicide, i feel nothing. savour your feelings.
edit: tw suicide
uh🧍🏻♀️it’s been a year since i commented this and my mental health never got better LSHSKDGSJDGSJ at least my sense of humour and music taste did tho😍 n e ways i attempted suicide a few weeks after the original🙈🙈🤩🤩👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩
mara. Same
Feeling nothing but emptiness is terrible, but I personally prefer feeling nothing over feeling overwhelmingly sad or angry because that is when I am likely to cause the most harm to myself or worse. Everyone's experiences are different, but let's hope and strive to feel okay or better than yesterday for once.
people want to be numb to not feel any pain anymore but being numb is actually a different kind of pain you can't describe
My two emotions are empty and sad too. My mask is just so good, no one notices
it genuinely is terrible
I’m so sad rn the tears won’t even come out my brain is so blocked
hello, r u okay now? if you're still not, i hope the light comes in your life. i hope you're doing well. we'll get through this, i promise you.
i was sad before i listened to this and as soon as she sung the first line, i just bursted into tearsssss :/ love bein’ sad ❤️
Same here.... I like being able to feel something again 😌
ya this song literally brings out emotions
If you don’t have a little dark in your life you’ll never know when the happy times come
- Bob Ross
Not feeling anything is so terrible . When you're supposed to be happy , you're not , and sometimes , for once , you just want to be sad or whatever but you can't , so you do everything and anything for your emotions to come back . I don't wish to anyone to feel this way . Enjoy your emotions , its not good to be numb .
I'm so in love with this song
* Me, sobbing my heart out *
"I NEEED LOOOOOOVE"
Classmates in middle of bio lecture:
"Da fuuuuu-?"
dge...
Just in case you were wondering. :) have a good day!
*hugggg* 💗💞
@@kihi1129 Those are always appreciated lol
@@epiphany8429 glad to hear it ◝(⑅•ᴗ•⑅)◜..°♡
this song legit perfectly encapsulates what i've been going thru the past 4 months oof
why am I crying in the club?? 😢😢
damn biitch you just earned a sub friend
You're I the club?
cause they're ain't no crying in the club no crying I say hey now
youre on the club?
@@mikrobangos4190 a true intellectual
I remember the day when my heart was broken into pieces.
Being stabbed by a betrayal knife right through my heart.
Being tear apart hearing all the fights and the broken home.
Stressed studying to get better grades just so people won't judging you.
Faking myself being someone else that they want.
But what the hurt the most was my family.They separated.Everything changed.I don't want this to happened.I fear this the most since i was a kid and i keep praying that we all will always stay together forever happily.
Never thought this day would happened.All these problem happened to me in one day.I was so depressed,sad,dont want to smile,want to be left alone ,angry.....
I keep cried and cried until at some point,i can't feel anything anymore.I don't know, im sad but i can't let it out anymore.i don't how to feel when the problems keep hitting me.
Suicide attempts actually across my mind for awhile but i remember Jesus.He sacrificed his life for me.
I don't have anyone to depend on other than god and my sister.
My sister was my only hope at that time.i called her and she was so strong eventhough our family separated.She motivated me to be strong to.But i heard her broken heart through her voice but she know how to handles them.
Since that day i became stronger.
I believe there must be something beautiful from all these pains.
This should be a song
i've never seen something that has hit so close to home than this. thank you for describing most of what i've been feeling for the past 7 years and have never been able to put it into words. even though i can't exactly relate to the end part about having someone to rely and depend on, it just helped me a little bit right now to see that what i feel can be put into words and that i'm not the only one. it's great to see that it does get better and i hope you continue to thrive and become stronger. :)
ok
Keep strong :)
if you’re ever feeling sad, this is my favorite song to cry to and i 10/10 recommend it lol
When i can't feel anything, I chose to feel pain. And sometimes i never even feel it. It's like a habit. I can't stop it anymore
i luv this
jamming and crying at the same time in the car right now
I lost my friend today from depression. This song resonates with me alot. thank you. It's helping me cope.
UNDERRATED ARTIST OF THE DECADE !! ♡ ♡
It's nice being safe from all those crappy feelings, but then you get reminded that not all of them are bad and kind of miss them
Yep, this is going on my playlist-
Last night I felt super shitty. I decided to run myself a bath and tried to drown myself because I was so done of feeling empty for so long. I filled it up high and put my head under but in a split moment, I decided that tonight was not the night I was gonna die. I found hope for a minute. And then I wasn't numb, suddenly, the emptiness went away and my brain decided to have another try. I wasn't empty and all my feelings came out in that moment, I sat up in the bath tub and cried, about everything, I finally felt relief, I felt sad and low but I didn't feel as numb and that numbness pain was gone.
I'm glad you're still here
You described my problem pretty well - I like being sad sometimes. But it soon turns into emptiness and nothing keeps me alive.
So the last line hit the nail on the head. Thank you.
"and i used to think, that being numb would ease the pain but I was wrong.."
that hit hard.
I can't describe with words how much I needed this. I tend to ignore my emotions so this hit me hard. Thank you
I love this its now my favorite song
ohmygod this song is so beautiful
What depresses me the most is the fact that time will keep going. Everything and everybody I’ve ever known will leave me. Nothing stays the same, and yet, I don’t want to be a burden. So I never mention how afraid I am of my siblings leaving, or my parents growing old. I don’t want them to feel like they need to stay with me. After all, who am I to keep them from their dreams?
I push everyone away so I can protect myself. In the end, I only hurt myself further.
Im a guy, one many would describe as stoic and generally lacking empathy.
I like listen to this song when i cry, which i try often to do. Sometimes I just listen to it for the comfort. It makes me feel like tjere is a warm blanket wrapped around me,lol. I like the song,even though i listen to grunge and darksynth, very different genres.lol.
ever wished someone missed you?
im going through a crappy breakup rn and this is really helping a lot. thanks
I don’t understand how you can cry to this song. Her voice is too calming and warming
I feel like this song just describes me because I haven't feel anything since entering highschool and I just be empty and cold but when I look at a certain girl I feel full and warm but I honestly don't know what I am feeling if I go get with her just to feel full I couldn't forgive myself for using he for myself just to feel good
feeling nothing is genuinely so bad because when something happens you don’t feel happy or sad, just straight up empty. i can’t cry whenever i want to/need to, forcing laughs is exhausting, and wanting to care is difficult. when i used to feel, i always wished to not feel anything at all and now that i don’t feel, it just sucks
This song literally describes me in every way. 😭
Hey, I know this is just some comment from a random person...but you’ve got this. We all have things we go Through...but that doesn’t mean your alone. Look on the bright side of things and be happy that even though it’s over, you at least got to feel that good for a bit 🥰
The lyrics sre all i needed to hear. Thank you to whoever wrote the song.
Encontré tu canal gracias a Amantes de una noche, dentro de la caja de comentarios estaba el tuyo.
Neta que bonito canal, buena música, acá me quedo❤
" but id be lying if i said, i hadnt wished to feel nothing at time to feel nothing."
hit way harder than it needed to tbh...
this is the only thing that gives me hope that things will get better :)
When you have nothing left anymore, even my mother is done with me now.
i feel you i lost 3 friends in one day i feel so... small
I never had friends...ha ha...
I hope everyone in this reply section is doing okay ;( I personally have never lost a friend or close family member before but I have a very close friend who has attempted to end it all before and it shattered me, I cant imagine the pain of actually losing them though, you guys are strong ;(((
shi.... i have manic-depressive disorder and wow this song accurately describes how i feel. I've been struggling to find these words to express what i feel when i'm in my lows. this is it
When you're numb, its easy to deal with dark feelings which are anger, sadness, etc. ( Cause it will not affect you that much) But on the other hand, it's really hard cause even the positive one will be gone, like happiness and the feeling of love.
No one will understand it.
My friend said that maybe I'm just stress.
But no! All my life? I'm stressed? HAHAHAHAHA
That's the first that I open up, but i was really disappointed. From that moment i swear to myself that I should not say anything about this.
And, I never talk to that person again.
this is so me wtf
is there any way for you to talk to a trained professional? bc i know that i can’t do that, and i can’t talk to anyone else. if therapy is an option for you, i’d take it.
im usually numb all of the time sometimes i get hints of sadness or guilt or pain but i feel so heavy and i hate waking up every day i feel like such a disappointment but i really do hope that my nothing is temporary
being numb is something else, ive been experiencing it for a long while all throughout childhood and its something where ive programmed myself to react certain ways, i could smile so much it hurts but when i really think about what made me so happy it just fades away. im also really sensitive though and if anyone yells at me, even for a silly reason. or i think someones leaving me even as a joke i instantly cry. so dont take your emotions for granted because feelings yes they are painful but not feeling them at all makes you feel like your not alive
honestly when it first wasn’t so bad i wish i hadn’t felt nothing at all. but now it’s so lonely and probably the worst feeling it really is like seeing grey and black. i miss being able to cry at the little things and smiling at the big things. some days i wake up seeing colors others i see grey and not a purpose even moving slightly. just don’t wish not feeling anything upon your self bc it sucks and i wish i didn’t let it get this bad
This song.. It gives me shivers.. Her voice is so beautiful
I really needed to hear this song thank you sincerely thank you so much
I have a friend in my friend group who has clinical depression. He talks about how he's the only one but he's not, I just don't tell people bc I don't want anyone to worry about me. I'm supposed to be the happy one that's always optimistic. If I dont feel numb then I'm feeling sad. It starts to get hard to hide your true feelings so no one worries for you.
facts from one with depression
you never stop being suicidal. anyone who says they are "better" is lying. it can fade but you will never be the same again. suicidal thoughts/idealation never ends.
Im not crying
And you shouldn’t cry either
You shouldnt care about what other people say
Luv u sis, your special. PERIODT 😗💅❤️
Mr. Cicada this made my smile because the end
I've been convincing myself that i'll heal someway and somehow
But it's been 5 years, n still wanted to die.
Rania H Do a backflip
When I felt numb I just slept my day to get it over it with...
Como é
How does it feel
Para não sentir nada, eu me pergunto
To feel nothing at all, I wonder
Eu imagino que seja cinza
I imagine it's grey
Como o mundo de repente perdeu sua cor
Like the world suddenly lost its color
Mas eu estaria mentindo se dissesse
But I'd be lying if I said
Eu não queria sentir nada às vezes
I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times
Não sentir nada
To feel nothing
Porque sentimentos são dolorosos
Cause feelings are painful
E eu não quero sofrer com isso
And I don't wanna suffer through
Todos esses momentos sem você
All those moments without you
Quando eu te perdi
When I lost you
Raiva e tristeza estão sempre lá
Anger and sadness they're always there
Eles são sempre muito difíceis de lidar
They're always pretty rough to cope with
Sentimentos, oh sentimentos, você me separa
Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
Eu queria poder começar de novo
I wish I could start again
Mas eu sei que tem o outro lado
But I know that there's the other side
O que eu não posso ver agora, mas eu vou encontrá-lo
The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
E quando eu fizer, serei
And when I do I'll be
Então é melhor para o resto
So better for the rest
Muito melhor no meu peito
So much better in my chest
Você pode sentir que pode se sentir?
Can you feel can you feel
E quando você vai ser
And when you do you'll be
Tão feliz que você se sentiu
So happy that you felt
Tão feliz que você lidou com isso
So happy that you dealt with it
Você lidou com isso
Yeah you dealt with it
Sentimentos, oh sentimentos você me separa
Feelings, oh feelings you tear me apart
E eu gostaria de poder começar de novo
And I wish I could start again, again
Mas eu sei que tem o outro lado
But I know that there's the other side
O que eu não posso ver agora, mas eu vou encontrá-lo
The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
E eu costumava pensar
And I used to think
Que estar dormente aliviaria a dor
That being numb would ease the pain
Mas eu estava errado, eu estava tão errado
But I was wrong, I was so wrong
É melhor sentir e saber que você está vivo
It's just better to feel and know you're alive
Enquanto se lembra de que é temporário
While reminding yourself that it's temporary
Oh, isso não vai durar muito
Oh, it won't last for long
How does it feel
To feel nothing at all, I wonder
I imagine it's grey
Like the world suddenly lost its color
But I'd be lying if I said
I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times
To feel nothing
Cause feelings are painful
And I don't wanna suffer through
All those moments without you
When I lost you
Anger and sadness they're always there
They're always pretty rough to cope with
Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
I wish I could start again
But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
And when I do I'll be
So better for the rest
So much better in my chest
Can you feel can you feel
And when you do you'll be
So happy that you felt
So happy that you dealt with it
Yeah you dealt with it
Feelings, oh feelings you tear me apart
And I wish I could start again, again
But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
And I used to think
That being numb would ease the pain
But I was wrong, I was so wrong
It's just better to feel and know you're alive
While reminding yourself that it's temporary
Oh, it won't last for long
I feel too much...and I think that’s why I’m always so sad looking...I’m glad this song understands how I feel at the moment. I’ve cried too many tears..but I know that things are temporary and they will get better..and although sometimes I don’t want to feel what I feel...it’s better to feel pain and cry then to store that pain and never let it out.
I love this all of this persons songs. They’re also so amazing.
I hate feeling empty. It’s the worst feeling ever. It’s like you wanna rip out your heart and shatter your soul just to feel something, anything, but you can’t, because you’d still feel nothing. It gets even harder when you feel genuinely happy one time but the feeling faded away and you miss it so much that you search for it whoever you can but can never find it.
It like spoken word turn into song and i like it!
Who gave this person the right to be so Frikin Relatable??? Like, I wanna know-
this voice so pure it could heal wounds
Being nothing is difficult, the emotions you had are gone and you try to recreate them, but in the end of the day you question yourself, was that really me?
I’m so tired of sadness like I always say it’s gonna get better but things are just getting worse
full of emotion while listening to this
Does it feel like you’ve been pretending to be happy for so long you’re not sure what happy actually feels like anymore so now it just feels like you can’t feel anything but sadness
Why is it when I want to cry....nothing comes out.
it’s so easier to just be numb and accept it than to try.
I love this song I can put this song on every day and every night
We are the ones being left by everyone but we are the last of our kind
Numb or anxious seem to be my only two options atm.
Sometimes both at the same time! (I know, I'm talented like that!) :)
Think; numb but with the uncontrollable obsession with the fact you feel numb.
“Using a smile is hiding the frown, isolating yourself is isolating your problems from others, hurting yourself is showing the scars from the people that hurt you” ~PjtheFox
Btw i adore the music. Need more of these.
To be numb..is like waking up to something you’d never expect. Something you have to be greatful before or you’ll be judged. To go through the day...and start again. It’s like having to always remind ur self...”stay here” “don’t get lost” “ don’t lose yourself or... it’ll be permanent to fatal...” but.. we all have our experiences. It gets...overwhelming to the point you wanna go back but you’ve lost yourself so much...your stuck with only a brutal thought..
This songs makes me want to remember the things i don't but it's such a good song
i’ve been numb ever since my sisters died. it was my fault. i could’ve done something. I don't even know what I've become. I've been so distant more then usual lately. I just feel like opening up to people is a huge mistake. Because every time I open up to someone, regret it shortly after because they always disappoint me. I've become so tired of being let down that I just keep everything on the inside even though it breaks me. I never asked to become a cold hearted bitch but I guess that's what being emotionally numb does to people.
KrystalKat LuvsCreepyPasta thank you love ❤️
KrystalKat LuvsCreepyPasta ❤️❤️❤️🥺
I'm an extroverted introvert. That means I'll either talk your ear off like I've done 4 lines of coke, taken 30mg of Admiral and drank 7 cups of coffee OR I'll be Buddhist monk vow of silence mute. There is no in between.
Being numb actually sucks. I've felt that once, and wish I would never again.
It was a time when everything just piled up, my bf broke up with me, grades decreased, I got removed from top and my parents pressured me rather than comfort.
The feeling's scary, I could only feel the cold on my toes and fingers, my chest felt so hollow and empty. I didn't know what to do until I cried and cried. I was panicking but I had to stay quiet because my mom was asleep next to me. And eventually I started feeling again.
I rather feel sad than not feeling numb, when you’re sad it’s easier to pretend that you’re happy
AME EL VIDEO Y AMO TU CANAL💕
Cavetown and this made me love songs like these
I was 6 when my mom get breast cancer and I didn’t even understand it. But she lived and now with my aunt died from liver cancer and my 6 year old cousin dealing with that. I realized how lucky I was. Love you mom and I’ll miss you Aunt Martha.
It sucks , being numb sucks , I wanna feel something for real ...
hey y’all, i listened to this song where i was at my lowest.
im back after 2 years and i just wanted to say that life does get better :)
Love this song 💎🥺💖
Why is this all I've been thinking for the past week
Amo tu canal 💘
it feels lonely.. it hurts :(
hey beautiful person scrolling through the comments.....always remember there is somewhere who wont give up on you......you are that special and hold a huge worth.........no one is like you.....embrace yourself and have a nice day
I pretend to be happy all the time, so no one knows how I truly feel. And I can't tell people how I feel without them worrying about me and I hate it when people worry about me because I worry about them worrying about me and I can't explain it, but it's just too much to handle. Because of school being out I don't have to take my stress medicines anymore, but when it starts back my migraines are going to be back and I'm going to have to take medicine again even though every medicine I've tried doesn't work. I should get help instead of talking about it on the internet but I can never talk to anyone about it because no one is around to listen. My Depression, my Anxiety, my PTSD. It all gets worse every day but I can't help but keep it inside so people don't spend there time worrying about my life. To anyone who can, please tell someone if you are feeling this way. it will get better. I hope one day we will all be better.
58th comment before this blows up LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH , ALSO IM A HUGE FANNNN 😢
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