Hayd - Suffocate (lyric)
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- Опубликовано: 11 фев 2020
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• Hayd - Suffocate
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Suffocate lyrics (for everyone that likes reading ahead):
I'll be back
I'll be back
That's what you said
When you left me
I wish I could stay
I wish I could stay
But I need some space
And you're in the way
Can you see me?
I'm dancing on my own
Can you hear me?
I'm crying out for help
Is it ignorance?
Or selfishness?
You said stay here
But I'm running out of air
I hope you know
As I wait
I suffocate
I hope you know
I hope you know
The air gets cold
When you don't hold me
The sky turns grey
The sky turns grey
The flowers fade
And blow away
Can you see me?
I'm dancing on my own
Can you hear me?
I'm crying out for help
Is it ignorance?
Or selfishness?
You said stay here
But I'm running out of air
I hope you know
As I wait
I suffocate
Should I chase you down?
Or should I keep waiting
Should I move on?
Or should I keep waiting
(Should I chase you down?)
Can you see me?
(Or should I keep waiting )
I'm dancing on my own
(Should I move on?)
Can you hear me?
(Or should I keep waiting )
I'm crying out for help
(Should I chase you down?)
Is it ignorance?
Or selfishness?
(Or should I keep waiting)
You said stay here
But I'm running out of air
(Should I move on?)
I hope you know
As I wait
I suffocate
Thank you
Thank you so much angel 💙
special thank for u @ina
Thanks
thank you so much
I love how this song doesn’t mention anything specific about the person they’re missing. At first glance, some people might brush it off as a broken hearted love song. But the lack of description allows people to imagine whoever they want in those shoes. An unrequited love, a long-time friend who left without a word, a parent who wasn’t there, or a loved one who has passed on. The lyrics can relate to every situation- it’s not a break up song, it’s a song about dealing with the loss of someone in your life and choosing whether to keep waiting on them or to finally move on.
Why doesn’t this comment have more likes lol
Katrina Johnson I know right, this is amazing.
‘that’s one of the great things about music. you can sing a song to 85,000 people and they’ll sing it back for 85,000 different reasons’ - dave grohl. this song fits perfectly into this quote for me
@@rattaluffy4551 85000 people think about different names while listening to this song
Well said buddy.
At this point
Its not even sadness anymore
Its just
Emptiness...
I hope everything gets better!!
Yeah-
I can't cry, my tears don't flow anymore
Yes me too. I had depression a bit ago and I think I’m falling back into it. I just feel numb when I’m alone
@@akari8747 I have the same problem
Does anyone else know this feeling
when you want to cry, but you can't.
I like this feeling when im cyring.
When my eyes and cheeks start burning (does anyone's else cheeks start burning because of the tears?)
and my head starts hurting....
At this moment I can finally feel something.
Even if its sadness.
Its worth it.
I think I felt that feeling before, one time a lot of sad stuff was happening in only one or two weeks, and so when I found out my the dog my aunt kept died.. I couldn't cry because I already cried so much.
That’s when you find another way to let the sadness out
@@jessicamcglaughlin9152 depends on what u mean, its just worse if ppl cut or take their life.... pain is only temporary death isnt worth it.... even if it feels like it is...
Fuck man.... "Even if its sadness. Its worth it." That hit me man..... Fucking hell
ifkr
The ticking in the background is lowkey amazing
thank you :)
He's running out of time as he's suffocating :(
He responded to you!
rein it really is isn’t it? I love it☺️
did you also notice the phone changes within every alternate beat its soothng.
The lyrics really hit home for me
⚠️WARNING: Long story ahead⚠️
When I was younger I had a real close relationship with my mom, but as I got older she started to not really want to be my mom in a way, until one day when I was 10 she just left. There was a note on my front door saying she left and took all my siblings with her, at the time I only lived with her and my dad lived across town and I had no way to know where and how to contact him. So I waited and waited for so long for her to come back, but she never did... about two weeks later I was still alone and my dad came to visit to see I was the only one there and she left. Later down the line, like 1 year later, she came back and asked me to live with her again and so I did, but then after a month she just dropped me off at the airport to wish my grandma off on vacation and never came to pick me back up, so I lived back with my dad. I haven't heard from her since and this song has expressed every emotion I went through during the times I spent. The time I spent, wondering why my mom didn't want me or love me as her daughter, but as you see now I'm dancing on my own and it's suffocating to know that my mom hasn't been here for the time I needed her the most.
If you read this all, thank you for reading ❤
I hope you're okay. Stay strong. If your mom doesn't love you, then she doesn't know how amazing you are. Live your life the way you want to. Ignore the haters.
I'm sorry a child should never have to go through anything like that😢 I hope you are better now..
SENDING HUGGGG
I'm sorry you wet through this. I just want to let you know that sometimes people aren't ready to give so much love that they just run away. It is heartbreaking that your ow parent made you go through this. But you are loved and no matter what always keep your head up. Stay strong and Stay brave no matter what obstacle you face in life.
I hope your ok
Lyrics
"I'll be back"
"I'll be back"
That's what you said
When you left me
I wish I could stay
I wish I could stay
But I need some space
And you're in the way
Can you see me?
I'm dancing on my own
Can you hear me?
I'm crying out for help
Is it ignorance?
Or selfishness?
You said stay here
But I'm running out of air
I hope you know
As I wait, I suffocate
I hope you know
I hope you know
The air gets cold
When you don't hold me
The sky turns grey
The sky turns grey
The flowers fade
And blow away
Can you see me?
I'm dancing on my own
Can you hear me?
I'm crying out for help
Is it ignorance?
Or selfishness?
You said stay here
But I'm running out of air
I hope you know
As I wait, I suffocate
Should I chase you down?
Or should I keep waiting?
Should I move on?
Or should I keep waiting?
Can you see me?
(Or should I keep waiting?) I'm dancing on my own
(Should I move on?) Can you hear me?
(Or should I keep waiting?) I'm crying out for help
(Should I chase you down?) Is it ignorance?
Or selfishness?
(Or should I keep waiting?) You said stay here
But I'm running out of air (should I move on?)
I hope you know
As I wait
I suffocate
I listen to this every night and cry thinking about how my dreams are so unrealistic, and my grandpa and uncle are both dying, I literally have no friends, my dog is getting old... just everything.
Ay im sure everything will be fine and yeah everyone says that but believe my words. Words from a stranger but one who cares so yell ur worry into ut pillow and breath get up and grab some water and do something you love. Tell your uncle and grandpa you love them and make many memorys because you should live a life you'll miss not one you'll regret now have a great day or night and remember you'll be ok
hey, i hope you are strong and are making the best out of your situation. im always here. im your friend starting from now on. reply to this comment if you need anything
Hey you ok if you wanna talk i there
My uncle died .We miss him so much everyday inshallah we meet him in Jannah but this is life she takes u some and she gives u some.I hope everything will be okay.Allah is always with u ,u never are alone .if Allah take u one u love he will give u someone in your life inshallah.
Listen dear,
I don't know if you're feeling okay this very moment, but remember, although I am a stranger, let's talk if you want to. Although most people don't, but if you talk, it feels a little bit of your shoulder. I hope the next coming moments will be in your favour.
2am I couldn't sleep then I found this song
This feeling is just-
It feels empty but it's comforting
Same. So many people are lonely, and just need someone/thing to relate to that loneliness.
Same here
@@starchild8822 jesus, i relate :(
Relatable c:
What a coincidence. Came across this at 2am too...
This song makes me wish that I was living a life that isn't mine. I want to be in a different body that works better for me, I want to be in a home that doesn't suffocate me every day, but I'll stay here till I learn how to breath properly.
Fucking same
Wait do you have a deathhawk ur profile pic looks like a deathhawk with bangs
Cos I have a death hawk by just not bangs
❤️
you are so strong i love you
my minecraft dog in some random survival world i forgot about:
😭😭
ayy Todoroki in your pfp
not a single depressing comment had made me cry and when I saw this I bursted into tears 🤜🏻👶🏻
yo, this just made me think about the dogs in nintendogs and i havent played it in years
:,(
Me, not really depressed but an anxious, angsty teen who has no clue wtf is going on in his life.
I hope you find someone to help you find direction so you have a goal to look towards...or find something that motivates you enough to open that road so you have a path to follow...but don't give up, look within yourself to find something to light that path for you to travel, it'll change a long the way and more roads will open up so you can see the many paths that are there for you to travel to give you a little meaning in life....life is but a big game with many obstacles to overcome, big or small...you're not living if you never have problems....it's life.
cheer up!
it will all be better soon! and it’ll be worth it:)
I'm supposed to be adult now but really? I want my parents and I hate how quickly my life changed since I graduated this year. Heads up, I hope you feel better, maybe found a clue in life. And if not it's okay because we all go through these kind of phases.
Same , sigh same
I just want to lay down and listen to this song in peace, weird feelings rushing through rn
Same .. .exactly what I'm doing
:))
You know what.
I lost myself and I don't know how to get it back.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Same
Everyone gets mad at me for listening to music like this, but honestly music like this relax me, but they dont like it when I listen to "sad" music
danny leo are you a male?
Because I think I’m one of the few guys that can vibe to this kind of music and just love it.
Because in this Society, they will think that ur a "13 years old boy/girl that is saying 《im depressed》"
*disclaimer* long story-
i can honestly relate, like i have really bad panic attacks and closing my eyes whilst i listen to sad music makes me feel better, or at least calms me down. and everyone is constantly like ' your emo' or 'attention seeker' especially when they see me do it. or if i tell them. and i don't really care what they think or say anymore. Because trying to please everyone is tiring. my sister gets mad at me for listening to "sad" songs and tells me constantly that upbeat music will have the same effect. But i like this kind of music better anyway, so it doesn't really matter.
I totally fkn relate to this. They tell me thats y im sad all the time. Cuz the music i listen to. NO . im "SAD" all the time bcuz i live in a world that will never understand me. Let alone ACCEPT me. The music actually is the only place i can be myself & be OKAY !!! If ANYTHING.... The SAD music they talk about... Is the only reason that I'm not just ANOTHER fkn suicide statistic. & thats 💯
*The only time when the RUclips algorithm is right is when I'm depressed*
*when the youtube algorithm is better at reading your mood than everyone around you*
@@sophiahealy8264 nice one 👌
but my youtube algorithm is correct most of the time
*oh*
And mine is always like this..I guess I'm always depressed 😓
I accidentally click this and it was the best accident that ever happened to me.
I asked myself a long time how this song Name is
So do I :] it's crazy how life gathers us here
I've seen this comment somewhere....
Oh my gosh mee too last year and now aghh love his voice😭
BRO SAME
My dad had a wife and he secretly had a girlfriend. Then he cheated on his girlfriend and had me. I lived with my mom until I was four when my dad took me from her. I don't know where she is and I want to find her. She was my love and my heart. Now that I am older the memories that I had of her are fading. I forgot how she looked like and whenever I ask my dad about her he says nothing. I feel like I am always chasing after someone I don't even know. I miss her even though if I don't remember too much. I just remeber her holding me and I could feel the warmth of her smile. I remeber being happy when I felt her presence. I wish I could have made more memories with her. Since I've been with my dad life has been pretty hard. He married his girlfriend and pretends as nothing happened. I live my life searching for a warmth that I will never find. This song makes me think of the love that I lost when I was taken away from her. I feel I am chasing her down but at the same time, I am waiting. I am waiting do give up. To accept that I won't find her. I will never see her again and accepting that it seems impossible. Being trapped in the past really ruins someone.
If you read this, thank you.
Edit: thank you for all the support
I kinda have the same situation so I feel you I want to give you a virtual hug though 🤗
I hope you find joy and happiness
yo you made me cry :(
i pray and hope you finally meet her soon
I wish you the best of luck
This part of the lyrics hit me hard since it describes my situation perfectly.
Should I chase you down?
Or should I keep waiting
.
Should I move on?
Or should I keep waiting.
James Fitze honestly this song says everything I need to tell someone yet Ik I won’t :/
same man i dont even know what to do like i am stuck and is fuckinh me up
Move on bro...
Joshua Galvan i wish it was that easy
@@joshuagalvan464 the same type of people who says depressed people to cheer up
One of those worse is feeling is waiting for someone to suddenly come back or that you feel as though you are drifting from someone or an ideal. I found this song to relate to the absence of my own father or to somehow find myself, the one before everything happened all at once.
I hope anyone reading this can understand it's okay to feel this way and you are never alone.
I remember when I saw this video in my recommended the day it was uploaded. How I was at my lowest at the time, often having this song on loop while begging to myself in the mirror to keep going. The amount of friends I've lost or gained in that period, the amount of built up pain no where to let out, no one there to listen, just alone. Got even worse during quarantine, I was miserable.
Hearing this again after a good year since I've last listened to it, I feel bittersweet. I'm much happier than when I first found this song. I do have my days where I relapse, breakdown wishing someone would hold my hand and tell me that everything will be okay. I never believed it will be, but now I do.
You will be okay. It may take a while to feel like it'll be okay, that things will never look up. I understand, and I see how hard you're trying. Keep going, be the person that the future you will be proud of for continuing. I know it'll get tiring, think you're going nowhere, but you got this. I believe in you.
Everything will be okay
damn, i didn't know i needed to read this. thank you so much for making me feel a little better
@@teodoratriscaru6685 aw it's nothing mate, I'm happy to hear that my little message helped someone feel better :))
Know that you are loved
" Someday we will look back and realize how far we've come."
Thank you so much for giving voice to your experiences that I feel mirrored in myself. The backsliding and the progress and the bad days and the good moments really are worth it, and on of those good moments was reading this and remembering people are still choosing to live everyday, and I'm so glad you are
Okay everyone in this comment section is low-key depressed so I’m giving everyone here virtual hugs and head pats until you all stop being sad
ಥ_ಥ We don't deserve you
Sondra Sue back at you
awe, right back at ya stranger
༎ຶ‿༎ຶ same back at you as you wouldn't be here if you weren't too(个_个)🙃
ದ-ದ love it
Does anyone else just have those moments where you’re getting better, but you have this feeling like it’s not what you want. It’s an empty feeling saying that this isn’t what you expected after years of depression. A feeling like being 1 and a half months clean, looking at the scars, and suddenly you just get that feeling. I honestly just want to have a reason to be depressed again. I want a reason to cry again. I want a reason to cut again. I want a reason to die again. And I know some people will disagree, but.....I just don’t want to continue. The only reason I’m still here is because I keep thinking about the children that are innocent that I will have in the future. I’m just not so sure anymore.
I know what you mean. I don't have depression, but I always want to cry. I can't cry.
Sometimes I want to be far away.
But we'll get through this.
At some point in your life, you'll be happy without any heavy doubts.
You've got this.
I have depression, and I know what it's feel like to fall apart from a happy social fun girl to a stupid sad useless broken little girl none of my ''Friend'' knows because I always play-pretend because they won't understand I want to cry but I can't i want to die but I'm a coward I can't I want to be happy but I can't nothing comes out well they finally care if I committed suicide? .
Healing from Depression was the worst I have ever felt. It's scary and I tried to hold on to the only thing I really knew for years so badly. But I can tell you, it will never leave you, it will forever be there and sometimes it will just be as unbearable again, like you can't get up or even breathe. But then there are moments of genuine happiness, moments in which nothing matters except for your friends and your laughter, in those moments you can forget in those moments it's not a fight anymore.
wait, you feel it too? I thought I was crazy because all I want to do is cry because it feels good, like it’s my way to release all my pain. and it feels amazing after. glad I’m not the only one ❤️
Hey idk if this will mean anything to you, but this is completely normal well recovering! Your brain used to do those things and maintain those sad feelings in a way of protecting yourself! Meaning: I feel sad so people will see me OR leave me alone. If I hurt myself I release the overwhelming feeling that felt too out of control. This was your body trying to protect itself from life. HOWEVER it’s completely normal for when your experiencing stress, anxiety, or just a hollow feeling to feel the need to go back to old habits (like muscle memory!). The best thing to do durning these relapse feelings is to 1: immediately change your situation (I do temperature change so I’ll put an ice pack on my neck or a hot water bottle if I’m numb) 2: tell at least 1 person you trust that your feeling like you used too, they then will know to check in on you later if you need a moment. 3: tell a medical professional you trust!! Again this is all normal and part of the process so they can help you!!! Best wishes guys and hang on, I’m cheering for you and I’ve never even met you :3
It's kinda heartwarming when everyone tell their story in here. Reading while listening, WOAH, some of the story really hit hard
I hope wherever you are, whatever you're getting through, hear me, although you don't want to believe in it, there will be better days.
Love y'all 💙
Well, just in case you wanted mine lol. When I was a toddler, I witnessed my mom getting abused almost every single day. When I was very small about 4, I started to develop the habit of talking to myself in the mirror and pretending I was talking back. I had already been physically abused by my older brothers. Once I was about 7-8 my eldest brother decided to sexually molest me, that went on for about 5 years. After it happened, I started to get super depressed and cry myself to sleep. I didn't know what this feeling of depression was until I got a bit older, I started cutting myself deep, started getting into toxic relationships, only to cry every day. My mom tried to get me therapy, but it didn't work. My dad started verbally abusing me, my mom's boyfriend at the time was abusive to my mom, me, and my brothers. I was just ready to die at that point, one kid even told me to hang myself. I had nobody who cared at the time, I would scrub my skin in the shower and try to get rid of what my brother did. I developed PTSD, I wasted so many years fighting with my mom. My mom is married to someone else now, he was abusive for a while, he's not now. My brothers left me to live with my dad, my mom cried, she was pregnant at the time. She gave birth to my little sister whom I have devoted my life to protecting and doing whatever it takes to keep her from having the same childhood as me. But before she was 3, I had started planning my suicide day. The vacation I was going to kill myself on never happened, I had to live with my grandparents for a while and went to church with them. After a while of going, I laid all my sadness down while praying. I still got depressed sometimes, still do. I now have a boyfriend who listens, he's never made me feel like I'm not loved, he's never made me feel bad for having emotions, and I have friends who ACTUALLY care. (I'm crying while typing this) I hope you enjoy my story, thanks if you read it.☺
@@thatlagthobruh7467 I am so sorry these things happened to you but its nice to see things got a little better in the end
@@nikiajulien1618 Thank you☺️ It's people like you who make others who don't feel loved or heard feel important and cared about.
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank you.. I really needed this. I broke into tears reading this. You may not see my reply but I wish you the world 💕
thank you
Thank you :)
you don’t know how much I needed this, thank you so much, even though I might never see you again I’m glad I saw your comment at this moment :)
Thank you so much for this beautiful word❤
Remember when we were all happy little kids? Running around playing tag without worrying about getting judged or made fun of? Yeah me too... it feels like forever since I haven’t worried about what other people thought of me. I want a time machine..
me too tbh
I'm not even in high school and I miss it. I took that for granted
@@st-xj7bx same, I’m still in middle school.. :(
yep, mood. my parents always mention that i used to be talkative and it hurts. fRICKING INSECURITIES-
@@st-xj7bx Same. It wasn't even that long ago since I was still a child laughing and enjoying life. Now I'm feeling overwhelmed with school work because my younger self didn't worry about studying. Playing outside with my cousins and summer were the only 2 things on my mind. I'm screaming on the inside because if I scream out loud my grandparents will just tell me to stfu so wee woo wee woo,,
This song, I found this song before Valentine's day.
Long story:
I met this girl online, we talked everytime. Until one time I confessed my feelings for her. She said she liked me too. She became my girlfriend. Our first month, we celebrated it through calling each other. We we're planning on meeting (we are an ldr couple). I really wanted to see her, so I saved up for our 2nd month. We met :>, It was the best day ever! We went to the arcade and ate some street foods. She introduced me to her parents. I got to sleep with her. I was only staying for 3 days. 3 days passed It was time to go home, I went home crying. I missed her so much. I planned to suprise her on our 3rd month (Valentine's day). I saved up again. A day before Valentine's day I discovered this song. I liked it. I downloaded it. Valentine's day, I bought her plushies, a bouquet, and her favorite food. When I got to her house I asked her where she was, her parents said she's in a mall. I went there. I found her! But, she's with another guy. I went home, went to bed immediately, I remembered this song. I listened to it, I cried.
I’m sorry for that, it’s not your fult . I wish you get over her and keep going . Stay strong we are with you💙💙.
Aww
How do i like a comment 50 times
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Hey bud I'm having the same experience here. I feel pathetic
Hah, this world is so damn crazy. We’re all feeling sadness, hopelessness, despair, and confusion, but we all go through our own problems yet we’re here to support others even when we’re hurt.
I’m just glad that we found a way to connect with each other and we’re here to look out for each other. Thank you for the people that make other people’s days better.
i want everyone to go watch something that makes them laugh after listening to this song or scrolling through the comments, okay?? shit I don't want you crying........... cuz your my fwends
Friends? You don't know any of us.
I wanna be fwends 🥺
@@nomicnx2212 well then have a hug
@@nomicnx2212 don't be rude
Man this comment right here helped me... I'm going thru some stuff with my gf and it feels like its ending and it hurts man....
my wrists sting a little, but its bearable.
the room is dim, the light being from my window.
the tears on my cheeks are dried.
its a comfortable but sad feeling.
Yo! My name is Nyx, and if you need anyone to talk to I'm listening to you as an internet stranger. Don't give up!
my wrists sting too. its the only thing that can convince me im still here.
@@nyct0phile same..just i cut where no one can see cuz i dont want anyone finding out...i wear a hoodie or jacket all the time cuz of dysphoria and i dont have a binder yet so i couod cut my wrists if i wanted to but my dad once saw my wrists and i had to make up an excuse and i said "oh yeah,i walked past the wall and i tripped and scratched my wrist" he believed me..i think.. but now i cut where no one can see..i want the opposite of attention..
But they would think im doing it for attention..like when i finally came out to my friend as pan and trans and told her i was cutting she said i just wanted attention...
Ill never be the same again,i just dont want to be lonely anymore...
@@yalikejazz4130 hey just wanna say your valid and also im here if you need to talk to someone
Same.
I love the sound of the clock ticking in the background.. its like the symbolic 'of we running out of time and i dont know what to do, should i chased you down, move on, or keep waiting?'
As i read this comment the lyrics played omg it was so whOA
yes! literally why i did that :)
Just go
This song reminds me of a book called Feed by Mt. Anderson. One of the characters, Violet, was really sick and was losing function of her body. Her boyfriend, Titus, who is the main character left her to die all on her own. She tried everything to get him to spend time with her before she went into a vegetative state, but he ignored her. She was a toy to him, and once she was broken or damaged and didn’t “work” anymore, he threw her away. Like she never meant anything to him. He used her.
Was the ending sad too?
Perfect book to cry to but wtf THATS SO SAD WHY WOULD HE DO THAT. NOOOOOOO. I’m about to read this book :(
Only if these types of people didn't exist...our lives would've been much easier...they don't want to understand people...they only live for themselves
I'm sitting here with the song on loop listening to the rain fall outside crying wanting everything to just go away. We are all just so tired and need a break.
Sadly we probably won’t get a break anytime soon..
I’m tired… but I don’t want to sleep yet, I don’t want my mom to cry, because I won’t wake up If I close my eyes…
I used to follow you closely on my old account Shadow Gaming at 250k, I came back to see you at 1.1mil,, im so proud of you
My goodness Shadow Gaming? o.O can't believe you still stick around with me :') just letting you know your longtime support really means a lot to me! much love
@@khbplaylist yes i missed your channel so much
omg same it’s just makes me feel so happy that this channel got so many subscribers since then (,: 🥺❤️
Diana Duran i know im so happy for them 🥺 them and equilanora too
becca yess! they have honestly grown so much and it’s great to be a part of that journey (,:
if you're reading this ur music taste is i m m a c u l a t e
u-u fax
how can you hear this music and how can you see what your tying if your helen keller😏
@@lilyj48 oop
A E S T H E T I C
@@chunsoo5575 yessir
A lot of people are listening to this song and remembering a parent that left them. While my story isnt about one of my parents, its about a kid i used to know, we were really close when i was younger. He was a smart kid, he had good grades and would always get awards at school. He was very nerdy, small kid, he had glasses like i did and looked like me when i was younger. He was really energetic and always seemed happy, he talked to everyone and seemed to know everyone. But really he would get bullied and i would just watch, i couldnt do anything. At the time i didnt know how. The boy still seemed very happy although. But i knew he wasnt. He would always let out his emotions and talk about his feelings, which led to him being called weird, or crazy. So he stopped talking and became less energetic. He was now a quiet kid with good grades, still scrawny, still nerdy, and also happy. They began calling him puny, they would push him around and make fun of him. So he began working out, slowly his scrawny appearance left him and he became a more fit taller kid, but he was still the same nerdy happy boy. I still did nothing when i would see him get harrassed and bullied, i still didnt know how. Then he was called a nerd, 4 eyes, loser, geek. So he stopped trying in school, his grades dropped and he began wearing contacts rather than glasses, even though he hated them, and he thought he was happy. But he wasnt himself anymore, i am that boy, and i lost myself so many years ago, the boy that was happy is gone, now i look different, act different, and although im no longer bullied, im also no longer happy. Ive tried bringing back that boy ive tried looking for him, but its seems to be too late, hes gone. Ive already died once. Now i dont know who i am.
I also agree with this. You cannot be successful if you are like everyone else. But society likes unified content. So I let go of creativity.Then I went from being a strange person to being an ordinary person.If this society doesn't behave like this, it scares me. In order to gain the upper hand, they unconditionally ignore and ridicule other ideas.
it's useless trying to bring back someone who's gone. now stop finding people, trying to please them. you weren't born in this world to please others. The people who're gonna stay will find you. They're gonna love you for you and you don't have to try so hard. Until then, hey,
Just hold on. okay?
Care for a hug?
dude made such a beautiful song out of an 8 bar melody. that ticking clock. the reversed thingie that comes in the second verse. all working together to tell a story. such a journey.
The worst thing is almost everyone listening to this is depressed
Sad but true
the person I think about when I listen to this song used to have the same profile pic as you do I feel like life is teasing me 😅😵
Angelo Mercado u ok dude?
Btw this is cereal cult (not really a cult ) talentless writer RUclips
ya I'm good now
Tru
I listened to this song with earbuds on max volume and I think I've ascended into an ethereal realm of both peace and sadness, but it's comfortable here. I think imma repeat this song for 3 hours
yeah me too
This makes me feel better when I feel like crying in the middle of the night for no absolute reason.
the fact that it even sounds like he was crying while singing this..
close eyes, earphones in,lay down in bed,cry
*overthink*
Yes 😔😢💜💜
Don't , it's unhealthy
I overthink a lot but I can’t cry ..
it’s been a lot of months since the last time I cried
👁️💧👄💧👁️ basically what im doing now
How did you know my entire life without me saying anything
Every word in this song left a meaning. Goosebumps.
Ikr? :') I'm happy you're feeling it 💖
I had a randomized playlist and before I took my dog to the vet, this song was playing in the background of a video I took of him. Little did I know it was going to be the last video I'll ever be able to take of him. Getting to there to the vet, his condition worsened and we had the option to put him down or save him, however if we were to save him he would never be the same. So we chose to put him down. With time passing by I still haven't gotten over it, it's been a year and as I looked back on his videos. This song was in one of them and it took me about a week to finally find out the song but just listening to the lyrics makes me think "is this what my dog felt? When I took him to the vet?" And it makes me feel so terrible but may he rest in peace. He was more than just a dog. He was my best friend.
😭
I remember listening to this song on repeat while I prepared for my uni entrance exam. I felt hopeless and trapped. I used to close my eyes, lie down and play this song. Trying to breathe a little.
A couple months have passed since then and somehow i feel worse than before. Even though i got accepted into a uni, which generally is a happy time for people.
Listening to it again makes me nostalgic.
Who dared to dislike this beautiful sound?
haha thank you!
haters '
The smile in your profile picture is lovely. Keep smiling please.
@@fusionofmyth thank you ☺️ I will 😄
no meh
Ohh man !! its 2:04Am,
My Laptops battery on 32%, I can hear the soft whistle of cold wind outside my window, the unending drops of water from my bathroom faucet,low battery reminder on my nokia e72,dogs on the street,and I'm feeling a rising rush in my body when I feel nothing after listening to this soothing audio.. Thank you,mate !!
Feels💓
This comment. ❤️😔
I know it's a coincidence, but there's a wattpad book that's name is ' everything happens at 2:04 am' and it gives the same vibes as your comment!
@@hicaratland why the sad face if it's good. ?
@@Stephanie-eb1yu does it ..? I gave up writing about 2years ago, sometimes I feel like starting it again :) appreciate your comment,luv !!
⚠️kind of a long story⚠️
ive been friends with the same people who have only hurt me for years. just earlier they were being jerks and laughing about it, and ive been questioning myself for a very long time wether i should stick or leave. i wish i could leave and make myself a better person, but it’s hard when they’re still like family. anyways, there were lyrics like “should i chase you down, or should i keep waiting..?” and “is it ignorance? or selfishness?” that hit real hard. this man gets me 💪🥹
I lost my dad when I was 5. He died from cancer. He told me he would be okay. He told me. I didn’t even get to hear his last words... I have a bottle of pills with me. Just waiting for me to sallow them all. But I don’t want to die. But I’m too hurt and numb to stay. I’m confused and scared. I’m lonely. I’m scared. I want to be loved but I don’t want to be heartbroken like in the past. I want to be hugged. I just want to be able to feel. But I’m scared.
Wish I could give you a hug 😭❤️
Sending you all my love and a virtual hug❤️Stay strong and keep fighting!Life is a unique and valuable gift 💝 BETTER DAYS ARE COMING YOU JUST NEED TO BE A LITTLE MORE PATIENT❤️
Ik I'm late...but hang in there...you will meet a person dear to you...a person who supports you during all your hard times
I have ADHD so it's hard for me to tolerate somethings, this is the one song that can help me with those stressful things. I've always been judged for who I was, even my gender. This song lets me get those thoughts away, for me it's a song like this that can make even someones day better.
Whoever read this have a great day!
ralatable
Ow... Why does it hurt?
you can hear the pain in his voice too
So many emotions..
I've loved this song for years now, I feel like it resonates with the part of me that is looking for love. Whenever I feel depressed or sad, I can always crawl into the embrace this song provides me. I'm 27, I've been in relationships before. I met this girl a few months ago, and she is amazing. Perfect. And we get along great. And I've never actually asked a woman out before. Today I did, and today she said she is seeing someone. I didn't think it'd hurt this bad. I didn't believe in soul mates necessarily, but she was the closest thing to making me believe. I guess I'll be playing this song a lot more for a while.
I'm smiling from outside but I'm dying inside... it's getting worse every day..I'm suffocate
i thinkim aleady dead
This comment really brought back some painful memories so I hope reading this makes your day a little better if possible.
I don’t know the reason you smile or as to why you try but instead of trying for someone, do it for yourself because the person you’re trying so hard for may not be satisfied with what you do for them. That often tears people apart and sometimes it can be very traumatizing.
If you wanna talk about it, I can listen.
@@Personal_Info8 :)
Hi Suffocate
This song is so touching. This song is so much of emotions i literally cried. I never usually comment but ur song made me cry and even ur voice ♡♡♡♡♡ love it absolutely
Jimin's loni he didn’t sing this song though....
sameeee
Now I want to read some more
thank you :) that's so kind of you!
@@hayd omg.
This song reminds me of my friend so much. She is adored by everyone, while also making enemies, but also somehow making friends out of them too. We have been through everything together, but now where she has so many separate strings of acquaintances, it feels as if shes drifting away like a fickle wind. But as the lyrics reflects that, the soft melody drags me back into the vast ocean of nostalgic memories we have shared over the many school years and summers. Sometimes I feel like I must keep chasing her to stay close, no matter how much she tells me I am the only true friend she has ever had.
Lunavo : if she’s growing. Grow for yourself too. Live.
@@sumaya9123 yes.
I am laying here listening to this song and I realized 6.7M people have stumbled upon or looked for this song. 164K out of those 6.7M people liked this song. 3.9K have commented on this song. That means, for sure, 164,000 people have sat and listened to this song because it makes them feel something even if that something isn't so great. That is beautiful to me. How all of us can come here and just feel. To be human is to have pain but in the same breath it is to have joy. The joy will come. I promise. Live from and out of love and I promise you we can change our worlds and the worlds around us and eventually just the world. Love to all. I hope you find what you have been looking for.
U too thanks
There's a numbness to this song that hits hard for me. It's like how I smile every day on the outside but the inside is just an empty shell. It's a beautiful song, but it has more to it then a beautiful tune
When I listen to this song I read all these comments whit the life of everyone, and then listen to my mind telling to me: "Why are you sad? They can be sad, they have a reason to be sad, you don't"
And that's true
Then why I'm like this?
It's okay for everyone to feel sad. Don't ever feel bad for being sad out of nowhere because that means you're human. Maybe you had a bad day maybe you didn't, maybe you remembered something a fragrance of memory that makes you feel something or just come across a flower so beautiful that made you tear up. My point is you can't be happy always or be sad always. You need a balance between these feelings and sometimes it just comes and goes.
@@rrr37835 🥺
i know what you mean but everyone experiences their own pain and other things hurt more than others but it's what you've experienced but everyone's going to feel sad for whatever reason and everyone has their own personal amount of pressure, pain, loneliness, etc that will eat them up inside. so don't worry although others pain may seem way larger than yours, you still have your own experiences that make you feel the way you do. also a lot of people explain their life with only the negatives but you view your life as positive with some negatives, so it's hard to know it what period of time they've had to deal with stuff, take me for example if i say i had to deal with pain for 4 years it will sound awful but if i say i had a lot of good times but i also felt down a lot it sounds less bad it just depends how it's worded so don't feel like you should be sad because everyone deals with stuff in their own ways and pain or sadness between people cannot be compared.
You don’t need an excuse to feel sad. Your emotions are just as valid as everyone else listening to this song. Sadness isn’t a competition and we are all going through different things. Don’t feel bad for being sad :)
its okay to feel sad even if its just out of no where, i know how you feel, from the outside my life looks so peaceful and it is most of the time, it gets to me because my dads always working and my moms almost always in Tara but i shouldn't worry about it i just do. It's okay to be sad or feel like you don't want to carry on.
The ticking in the background remembers me to the late nights when I used to go to the living room and just watch the world, crying in silence. I'm not gonna denied that that little detail make the song hits me harder... ♡
care for a hug? :
I thought the same. All the nights I couldn’t sleep. I only heared my clock and this triggered me so hard.
I discovered this song about a year ago when everything was just extremely draining and I was completely overwhelmed. Anger, hurt, anxiety, sadness, they were all there and they completely drained me. This was in the middle of some of the toughest times of my life, I’ve never done so bad in school, never struggled so much with things that usually came easy for me, I was starting to lose interest in everything, and I was so, so, so tired all the time. Stress and hurt came together along with insecurity and it brought me all the way down. I started to feel so lost and I didn’t know where everything went wrong. My dad didn’t help, he was the cause of so many of my problems, especially my self image. I started restricting my food intake. I started taking drastic measures. None of my family was there to help me and I had no friends. The few family members that I’d meet every few months would mention how fat I got and how I was ugly. People were hurting me. It was getting suffocating and I couldn’t function correctly anymore. I hid from everyone and I shut down. This song was one of the only things that comforted me while even I wasn’t able to be nice to myself, and I’m really grateful for that. To the people who are out there struggling alone, it’s ok to not be ok, it’s ok to not be perfect, and it’s ok to simply be human. You are not stuck where you are. Take care of yourself and show yourself some kindness. I’m in the process of learning to be kinder to the people around me and myself too. It takes time but it’ll be worth it.
I remember I sent this to my friend who needed help falling asleep after a bad episode.... we really don't talk to each other anymore but I really really miss them. I hope they miss me like I miss them....
Aamiin
Do I have to be awake In 5 hours and am I currently crying and just feeling every single word... HEARTWRECNHING...
robyn Is the best your not alone I’ve been listening to this song for a week in a row crying 80% of the Time I’ve been listening to it. I hope things turn out alright for you whatever your going through.
while listening to this I thought of how fast my life changed to a little girl running in a field to a girl sitting alone in a field of dead flowers and grass, My heart aches with every word he says,
i felt that deep down ouch🥺
Music like this explains something i cant explain within myself. Listening to something u can relate is really a thing
This song is really relaxing and it felt like home that i never have. I've been waiting for my death to come, but because i'm still alive, i suffocate. I was born in a weak body, i don't have a good immune system so i get sick often. I have terminal disease, I have respiratory problem too. I have few mental disorder including ocd, depression. I was living in a broken home with broken family members. They don't care about my physical or mental health at all. I can't seek for a doctor to help me because we're poor, i don't think my mother want to pay the hospital fees if she had the money too, she only care about older sister. I bet she regretted for having me. Im dying and i don't know how much time i had left, i just love to leave some comments on youtube because they stay here for a long time. Longer than my life would be.
Hey.....you still here?
from a stranger across the internet:
I hope you're still here, it may be suffocating you are allowed to be and hope you were able to see past the pain and be okay.
and if i don't hear from you...
Good morning, good afternoon, good night and Sweet Dreams...
are you still alive?
You still there?
I'll remember you.
Y e e a h h
Hearing this after watching A Silent Voice doesn't--
It doesn't hit well--
Ow-
Try Me Before You
;-; ohhhh my gosh
@MADELYN HART 😭
OwWww
ive seen one scene from that, i should watch the actual movie. but i already know what you mean xD
This is one of those songs who have the emotions of a man "shouting in rage, crying his eyes out, cursing with all his might and hurling things back and forth like madman" but still retains that melancholic and calm progression and it really makes you tick. Such power in a calm song
lots of people might say that this is a song about a break up-
but it reminds me of a time where i was in a very low state, suffering and slowly getting closer to suicide with each day.. My parents fight a lot and it made me feel like shit each day, my friends told me they would get me away from the toxic environment but i waited months, and months. It was taking too long. One day I nearly decided to do something, going offline for awhile and worrying a ton of my friends. Someone even said to let me die, which only made the feelings worse after i got online. It hurt a lot. the song just reminds me of that time, crying out for help, waiting for my friends to save me and lift me from the dreaded hole of depression.
-it was a dark time for me, but I'm feeling better.
I'm tired of virtual hugs. I just want to be held by someone who cares
This song brings so many feelings??? How and why it's like being up at three am with fairy lights on and nobody else awake it's so surreal and pretty
💕
0:20-0:30 when your in the car and your mom says she'll be back
OOF
bruh this literally made me laugh when i was overthinking
i needed this so bad lol
HAHA
My current mood isn't ready for this. I was over here feeling depressed and sad and when I read your comment I was like "Ha... that's... that's funny-" in this sad voice x3
The ticking in the background is triggering all my unus annus memories.
Memento Mori, Unus Annus, my dudes.
this song reminds me of my constant anxiety. When i met this person all of it had gone away and soon they made me happy. But now, they are so nice to me it hurts, because i expected something else. They are the cause of my anxiety, as well as the recurring expectations of others for me. The reason i feel suffocated.
I'm laying in bed thinking about my past loves, mistakes, and thoughts. It really hits, but there's a somber peace to it like I'm coming to terms. This song helps bring out a good part in me that not many songs do. Absolutely lovely, many tears have been shed but they pale in comparison to how beautiful they look right now.
A few days ago I ended my relationship between my dad and I
This song represents my feelings leading up to it perfectly
I'm tired of waiting around for him to love me, I'm tired of feeling like a dog, eager for a pat on the head, sad and attention starved.
I'm suffocating under his absence even when I'm with him.
To my dad: I love you, but I won't let you drag me down. You may have decided to die, but I decided to live. Don't expect me to lie down with you and wither away.
i did the exact same thing a few weeks ago...
@@ihatesnakeu9827 it takes some serious strength to walk away from a parent. It's so engraved into our biology to just want comfort and love from them, I hope you're doing ok. ♥️
hi sophia. i hope you are doing well and that you are thriving. i understand your pain and im sorry. your comment hit me like a rock because its exactly describes the situation i have been in the past 10 years. im so numb, ive given up just like he did years ago. i hope you are happy and rid of that toxicity now and forever
@@allywatling5983 I'm so sorry you're going through that. Even though I'm a stranger, I'm always here to talk if you need it. ♥️
Sucks when you've been in love with someone who never loves you. When you give them everything and in the end you're all alone. When that person says they love you but you know they don't. Life feels so empty.
And you know its not even their fault, its not like you can control how you feel. Sucks that you had to go through that, sorry
I miss him so much, man. This song resonates so much with us, with me, with our story.
I feel frustrated, confused, I hate him but I love him, I wanna wait but in the same time I’m like ‘if he really loved me he wouldn’t put me through all this’.
Love is beautiful kids, but love shouldn’t hurt us. No matter how much it hurts, you’re strong, beautiful, an amazing person and you can do anything! Love yourself more than anything else, give them only 50% of you and keep that 50% for yourself. In case it don’t work out, your 50% can fight against the other half and win the battle!
Love yourself, be kind, be humble!
It's me again, you're fine now, it took you awhile to heal, but I'm proud of you. I'm glad you haven't changed much. You are still full of love, humble, kind, caring. I know sometimes feels like everyone's cold, but everyone has their own problems and they're fighting with their own demons. Don't be too hard on yourself, or others. Keep being you and someday, someone would love you the way you loved him. I know sometimes still hurts, when you remember all the stuff you've been through but, don't let the darkness to get in. Someone is gonna see you for who you are and they will appreciate you and adore you like no one ever done. Have hope. I love you and we will meet again at the same song next year. Tell me how you done. Tell me if someone came into your life and how he makes you feel. Tell me if your tears still flow as much on this song as they once did, or if they stopped. Tell me how it feels to be loved. And if you're still by yourself, tell me how you kept going! You are loved. Take care!
Do I know you? What do you miss him so much? Please someone tell me that my missing family is ok.
@@remonagrubbs9787 wait what😂?
This song is great for my unsure self. Every time I message someone and it takes them a while to respond I feel like I messed up. Or when they respond with short answers like they don't care...I feel like I could disappear out of everyone's life and no one would notice...I'm gonna stick around, but I really wish I was really important to someone.
the same thing happens to me.
"it is both a blessing and a curse to feel things so very deeply"
it is possible you may never meet someone with a heart as big as yours. do not let that be a reason to stop having one. the world needs people like you. i promise 💕
dude, you and me both
I feel like this song associates with my life rn, my friends said they'd always be there, I told them how many times others have left me, how many times I'd gotten burned in the end, how I was hurt. They left me as well, They said they'd be back, they didn't even look back as they left me behind to wonder what's wrong with me, why I can't keep a friend, why I'm not good enough for anyone, why I even try. I can't take it if another person leaves me behind, I can't take being stabbed in the back anymore. I can't let another person in my life, can't allow them to hurt me anymore, I have to build my walls up, and be my own friend. For now I'll just sit in the background and suffocate.
Sorry for venting, I just had to get it all out, if you read this thanks for listening
My friends got mad because I didn’t give them my Netflix accounts 💀😔 stupid bullshit
@@AnaHernandez-fw7po i- tf y should they use urs bruh ur paying not them
@Mint Tea I’ll be ur friend 🥺 AND I WOULD DEFINITELY NIT LEAVE
@@MonkeyDluffy-by4ot *Sees your username, literally just came from watching One Piece*
I can die happy if we can be friends. 🥺💀
It's good to vent out !!!! We all want to be heard!!
A sad lullaby that puts little ones to sleep in minutes. Love it!
This song always keeps me calm yet sad.
"You lay down and listen to the song, listening to the peacefulness of the song, a calm, reassuring feeling surrounds you. It comforts you. It lets you know that you're all loved, no matter what happens...No matter how bad it gets...No matter the cost."
For all you people who have, abusive parents, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, paranoia, and so many other things...You're loved, and remind yourself of this: "Who would I be hurting if I were to, run away, or...kill myself?"
I know your parents...may not seem like they don't love you, but...I know for a fact they love you deep inside...I know by experience...
This is for everybody, even the kids who have it 'good' and all that:
You're beautiful, inside and out, you don't NEED to change yourself to be friends with somebody.
Your fear of being abandon? You'll never be alone...heck, if you ever feel like you're alone, go talk to a teacher! Go to your neighbor's, if you know them or not, just be careful of that though, it doesn't matter who you talk to.
Just be you. NEVER try to change yourself because somebody ELSE told you to, it's not right, just be yourself...its a lot better than trying to be somebody else...I, again, know by experience.
You're loved, you are beautiful, you aren't fat, you are not a freak, you're yourself, and people love that, maybe not some, but do you want to know why they don't like that?
They're jealous, they wanna be you, they want to have the "Weird" personality.
Even after everything that happens...
You're still loved...people still love you...
but as I always say:
Your life is priceless, a PERSONS life is priceless, you can't put a price on a person's life...
Yes, We meet, we laugh, we lose, but we forgive, and give people another chance...
Just remember...save this if you have too...but never forget who you really are...and remember...
You're worth fighting for,
You're worth living for,
People love you...
Thanks this is so good and heartfelt thanks it makes me happy that some one is there for people like me and my friends
Thank you. I really needed that right now.
I love the little screen flashing yellow besides him and the ticking clock sounds. The song is so beautiful and voice is so soothing.
I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!
Thanks you ❤️, I wish you to be happy
Thank you ❤
I listen to this when I’m depressed, whoever made this has such a beautiful voice honestly 😭✨💞
The artist who made this song is Hayd
anyone think that this is depressing
yeah I feel the same when i heard it :')
Yeah i feel it bro:’)
same I am making this as a reference of something I am working on
same I am making this as a reference of something I am working on
I wish I could just lay on the ground like this dude. 😪
This song makes me feel a certain way like no other song has. It’s sad but calming and it makes me feel safe and it’s like I’m at peace with myself, like I’m the only person on this planet
one day she'll notice ill never get over her. i just need at least one text from her to know shes alright
Dear AS,
you probably felt this way
exactly, like the lyrics.
I'm sorry.
Nisha Sabila awe :(
Someone...
You deserve a good life
Imagine walking in this place, and finding that boy, inconscious. You stare at him, kneel down at his side, and close your eyes. When you open them again, he wakes up, and you smile. Days after days, you get to know eachother. You always meet at this place, happy and smily. And then, you become the best friends ever, homies, bro, besties.
Yes, this story is rushed. Yes, I have no imagination. 😅
No no, it was a good story for such a short one
Well wow-
Wow
Honestly, this made me smile stupidly big- I love you lmao
this song doesnt make me feel any negative emotions unlike the rest of the comments lol it just reminds me of my grandma. shes my favorite person in the world. she basically raised me. i love her sm C:
Everyone reading this.I LOVE YOU. Yeah i don't know you but i love all the humans on this planet who are trying to keep themselves together and continue to live ever single day. I'm proud of you and i wish for your happiness. Don't give up ever. Okay?
Why do I feel like I’m the only one that clicked this video cuz the the thumbnail is too appealing..
that makes us two ...
Three..
five
Marionettesss oh yeahhh keep the gang goingggg
six
I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SO MANY PEOPLE CAN DISLIKE A SONG SUCH AS THIS.
It's becuz they ain't like us. They're what people call, 'Happy' oOoOO special 😜
Losers 😭 lol
💪😭 #Teamdepressed
I used to listen to this song ALL THE TIME it's been 1 year senced I listened and it took me 20 minutes to remember the name!!!! So happy I found it!!!
This song stopped me from dying tonight
Don' t ever consider death a choice, please! You are beautiful, not pretty. You are smart, not mediocre. You are more than enough, not just enough. You are you, and you are perfect, just the way you are.
Hi it's been 2 months and I really hope you're still here.
Don't ever give up on life, please. You are worth more than you realize and life is worth more than you realize. Don't throw life away. And don't throw yourself away.
You are loved, you are precious and you are enough in every single way.
Don't give up.
@@raiiven5268 hah I’m still fighting! Thanks for being here man your one of the people that make the world a better place. Wish you and your family a merry Christmas or Hanukkah and hope your staying safe
@@raiiven5268 I instantly thought the same thing!
c l o u d y r o s a I’m genuinely so glad to know that.
I wish you a Merry Christmas/Hanukkah/etc. too and I hope things get better!
Idk why but i started to cry immediately when i listen to this sad songs :(
This is the only song that will make me cry immediately
It's because this is the kind of song that you relate to but no one even notices when u cry out for help :,>
A friend- rather, one time I told a friend I wanted to go on an adventure. Escape my reality, leave it all behind. They then told me "What good would that do? When you come back, all your problems will still be here." That hit me pretty hard. I just wanted to get out of the mundane. I was suffocating.
Now, I came to peace with my reality. I made changes. I left my financial peace- the pursuit of a computer science degree- in exchange for heartfelt peace, a double major in film and psychology and the intentions of getting a masters in psych and training in Catholic psychology. But it's all so dry, and I feel like I haven't retained anything this semester. My psych professors couldn't teach, at least in the way I needed them to. I've lost the peace in pursuing psych. I still love film. I'm taking photos everyday and training my cinematic eye. I'm just so lost and lack purpose. I want to help people but the road there is so long. And now we're in a pandemic. I need to sign up for classes, but don't know which or desire to do so.
Cudos for reading this far. Praying for you. Peace.
And I will be praying for your peace
@@thecrownsknight5105 Thank you. Much needed now. Working as a cashier 8-5, 5 days a week for the summer. Mom's not doing well. I'm pretty beat. Wish I could just figure things out. I'll be praying for you, too.
Damn, I can relate a bit, Im also going in for my last yr of CS undergrad degree and I honestly have no idea of what I want from life, its suffocating, Kudos to you for breaking away from the mundane and pursuing something of ur own, I wish I had the courage to do that.
Things will get better soon, hopefully, u'll figure it out, stay strong💜
I'm not the kind of person who goes around saying I'm depressed--I'm just not depressed. But I do get sad. And this song....just hits you hard. Beautiful.
This song is honestly amazing it always shows up in my feed when I need it most❤️❤️