Schizophrenia and Me
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- Опубликовано: 6 июн 2019
- A short documentary made by Thomas Hallifax.
A little jump into my world, and what I have been doing since my time away from RUclips.
EDIT: 16/01/2023
Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date!
Art Instagram: / albino.fawn
When are you going to make another video?
I'm planning on returning to RUclips in the coming months! Should be really fun & I have some cool ideas:)
@@AlbinoFawnArt That is so cool.
Do you still do paintings by comission?
@@AlbinoFawnArt Please! we miss you
Yes please we need updates! ❤
Yes it would good
Twas a very pleasant suprise when your name popped up in my notification bar, i immediately came over then watched your video. Nice to see you're doing so well now and happy the period you had in hospital is over. Your video was very inspirational and fresh, and those little video edits looked so professional :)
We're more than happy to see you are well Emily (i know an Emily who is another artist like you, your age too).
I'd like to buy one of your paintings too as i'm sure many many people would. I loved that orange but i bet that's gone, i probably couldn't afford it anyway. It seems odd that an artist would sell their paintings, i mean, wouldn't you miss them?
If you are short of buyers i'm absolutely sure that if you put links to how we can buy your stuff, people would snap them up straight away.
Take care Emily, so so happy you are well.
Thank you for the inspiration.
amen
Wow it's been so long! so happy to see an upload from you, these paintings are amazing!
Thank you so much!
@@AlbinoFawnArt Keep doing these!
Outstanding! What a wonderful young woman you have grown to be. Keep on being You.
Delighted to see you are doing ok. All power to you...
Damn.. I’ve had drug induced psychosis several times. And my hearts out to anyone that has to deal with that all the time. I couldn’t even imagine. For me once the drugs effects were over so was the psychosis so I never had to live with it exactly.
Hey girl, I'm glad to see you made another video and gave us an update on how you are doing. I love your tiger painting.
It's so amazingly heartwarming to see you talking so bravely about your condition, I love hearing you speak about it and I wish you the best of luck in the future.
SO glad that you post again ❤ your face full of life makes me so happy!
Your videos have helped me so much I can't express it. Thank you! I just want to give you a big hug. You're such a beautiful soul.
Beautiful camera work! It's great to hear that you're keeping up with your art!
So glad you are doing so well. You look so happy and strong. I’m so thrilled for you. I wish you so much luck, health and happiness. Xxx
Awesome, Emily is back. I am very happy you posted an update about your precious life - that you are doing so well. Your paintings have that special something about them that really do provoke an emotional response. The painting are more than just pretty pictures in that they have deeper meanings that you seem to mix in well with your paint.
Having to cope with a mental condition can be difficult, but you also paint as an artist which is not always easy either. I know the feeling of trying to get inspired, coming up with different ideas that have meaning that simply just work. You as an artist/painter are more than likely your own toughest critic - you are truly an artist.
You keep going and never, never ever - never stop. We all love you.
What a nice surprise! I bought your painting like over a year(?) ago and there it is on my guitar cabinet. I love it! "Dark Dreams"
Hey Emily so nice to see you posting again and get a little update how you're doing. Thanks for sharing these things, it's brave and important. I like the art -- I'm an artist too. Nice stuff.
i'm so happy to know that you're doing fine and art is helping you ❤
this was such a beautifully shot video, I've been watching yr channel for ages and am really happy you're doing well, your art is so good!
So nice to hear from you again.I have often wondered how you've been getting along. Glad to see your staying busy.
Happy to see you doing alright, you a true fighter. Never give up, your light will shine bright one day, just keep living.
im so happy you're back
Welcome back, missed ya
I stumbled upon you're first video, then watched some of the later ones and then i watched this one and it made me so happy. To see you have this horible time with your mental health, and to now come out the dark tunnel and just that you are okay. you are a total stranger to me but its just kind of lovely to know that you are doing better now, and finding some passions.
I'm really happy to see that you're better now, Emily! Keep fighting 💜🙏🏻
OMG! Can’t believe I missed this episode when it came out!!!
Great video, and it looks so refreshing!
The cool approach you took this time around and actually showed yourself in a different way is a statement that you are evolving your video making capabilities!
Only wished it was half an hour longer 😕
Happy to hear from you, good luck with everything :)
I truly hope you continue your journey creating content for this channel, you're a very genuine person and a unique voice in this world.
I'm so glad to see that you are doing so well. I think everyone was worried because we didn't here from you for almost a year. I'm so happy that you have found so much to connect with. Nature really is beautiful and tends to ground people , I know it does for me. I'm wishing the absolute best for you and I hope that you decide to keep us updated on how your doing.
I love your creativity and paintings ☺ , I especially love the cat / human painting .
Thank you for sharing
Angel hugs n Blessings to you and yours ~ 💜💜💜 ~
Thank you for putting yourself out there, I'm happy to see that you're doing what makes you happy!
Thank you for updating us.
Thanks for the videos! Please excuse my grammer im under edcuated n.n but good to see you doing better . I myself have been recently diagnosed with Schizophrenia and just wanted to thank you because during one of my episodes i came across one of your videos and for whatever reason it brought me into a realm of more sanity during that hour and i havent fell and lower in my head since . so i couldn't thank you enough and hope you take it day by day! Keep being postive! I know the struggle! Peace and love from california ✌
Hi Emily! It's good to see that you're doing fine! This video is very well edited.
I'm happy to hear your update, stay healthy ;*
I was just watching your last video yesterday wondering where you have been. Yay!
So good to see you, great indie doc
i was never notified you had uploaded a video till now😕 But even if i am "late to the party" , it is so uplifting to see you in such a good place 🙆🙅👧 Your art is awsome to. So so happy you're doing and looking so well. It's great to get such good and uplifting news in what can sometimes seen not so great times these days. Keep it up sweet heart, i hope you upload again sometime soon. I wish you and all the very very best 🖒🖒🖒
Bless you Emily thank you for sharing your talent great paintings . I pray these spirits don't bring you real harm and I pray for a friend to bring protection , always nice to hear from you . Of light and sand blessings.
It's nice to hear from you again! I was starting to wonder what happened to you. The art is really good lots of detail without detail I really like the tiger and the flying whales.
hope you're doing good love your art it inspires me to get back into art myself anyway keep up the great work
I find the idea of you painting your hallucinations absolutely fascinating, in fact I really want to see all those other paintings you didn't show us.
Good luck mate.
Hope you’re doing good! You’re so strong 💯
I'm so glad you're okay
Its good to see you I really like to hear you talk and your paintings
Good to see you back and well =)
I just found out your channel and watched your videos. All i have to say is that you are a really strong girl, and as i see here, also a talented artist. I suffer from OCD (pure OCD, the worst kind). Four years back, when it hit me, i went through hell, suffered each and every day of my life. From the morning i walk up to the time i went to bed. My obsessions where so strong and felt so real that for a time i though i might have schizophrenia (wasn't diagnosed at the time). I possible had psychotic episodes. I lost a lot of things, had to quit university among others. But here i am, a few years later, and i'm 90% better. I din't think this would be possible. I thought i might have to commit suicide to get away from all of this. I used to take three seroquel pills along with prozac, now i take just one seroquel before bed. Your videos moved me, i have seen others talking about their experiences with mental illness, but for some reason i can really, really identify with you . If you ever feel sad, distressed, or you want to talk to someone for any reason whatsoever, you are welcome to send me at petyrsak@gmail.com. I wish i had the option to talk to someone when i went through my darkest days, unfortunately i didn't... Take care Emily! And keep in mind that the future will always be better than the past.
Hope you're doing alright 💙 love ur new name btw
Yea!!! I’ve yet to watch, but I thought ‘could it be’? And yes. So glad to see you healthy!
Always good to see you kiddo. Don't stay away to long. Stay awesome
Brilliant! & you are soo beautiful! You just made my let’s see probably month. Thank you
My mother is schizophrenic, and she has been stable for the last 10 years, no hospitalizations. She was diagnosed at 40 years old and at the time of diagnosis i was a teenager. I witnessed all her symptoms and i have been terrified of inheriting it ever since. I am 28 years old now, still thinking about it time to time. I am somewhat relieved that it is very much possible to live very meaningful life even after this illness, as you show. My mother is not so lucky as she suffers from severe anxiety of all kinds and shes been retired since her diagnosis.
I hope the best to you in your journey with this illness.
Hello, good to see u back with ur channel. Hope you are feeling better. Wish you the best.
It was such a pleasant surprise to see you back :)
I hope you will continue uploading :)
Maybe something about your art?
It's good to see you're doing well. Take care
You're very talented. I really do like your paintings. I look forward to viewing more of your uploads you do, in the future :)
I hear voices periodically, too. In my mind, I insult them back. It's gotten easier to deal with since that became a new tactic. It's as if they are restless ghosts leaching off of my energy...
Good to see you again. I wish you all the best! :)
That painting with the blue hair is awesome
Oh, haven't heard from you for long, finally you back in RUclips)
Choices for jobs is the most important thing. Keep up the good work. Greetings from Sweden!
Her art is so pretty and unique I love it so much
I loved your video; please post more often.
Hey, you're very brave and beautiful. You will get through this. You're very talented.
Glad to see that you are back and are doing well. Love your art btw. Its amazing. I also suffer with mental health issues. Its tough but we can get through these tough times together. :)
Thank you, we'll fight through this :)
aw yay you are back, I'm glad you are doing ok =) I hope to see another vid soon *hugs*
Yay! Thank you :)
I love that flying whale painting. You're extremely talented.
Thank you so much! :D
Glad you're back 👍
Your art is wonderful. Hope you’ll be ok and become a great artist. Actually you are already. Please do more videos, they are so informative
awh! Thank you :)
I hope shes doing well. Good luck young one!
So glad to see you're doing better. Your art is amazing.
thank you :p
I'm glad you're doing okay :D your work is amazing, the whale painting is really beautiful, you're really talented ^^ hope you have a great day~ ♡
Thank you :)
great to see that you are actually doing well and coping with life , seeing somebody even a bit happy is always a something that puts a smile on persons face. we look forward for your update
Thank you! Managing my illness and coping isn’t always 100%.. but when it is I feel so happy and free and.. well.. ‘normal?’.
I’m hoping to come back to RUclips soon and create more content, (also art content!) hope you’ll be around!
@@AlbinoFawnArt i would love an art content from you, i follow you on instagram and love your work
Wow your art is amazing.. You are an amazing artist.. they look really natural..
Your artwork is so awesome!
You’re art is so wonderful and you’re so amazing for sharing them with the world. Where is your art for sale? Do you have a website
She has an Instagram linked in the description, which contains her email address for inquires. :)
your paintings are so eye catching! i paint as well. i absolutely LOVE the cat one. i hope you're doing well
glad you're doing well. I've been reading up about the condition. At the basic level the common trait is that facts in the mind of someone with this condition are sometimes not in tthe correct time order meaning if asked what they did that day they would get the events out of sequence when describing them. Also people with the condition tend to take things quite literally e.g. say 'every cloud has a silver liing' someone with the condition would literally think that the outline of clouds is just silver (extreme case). The halucinations etc I don't know much about. I like your painting, I use acrylics on miniatures painting for wargaming and I love it
You had a long time you didn’t upload a video hope you upload more often thanks 🙏🏻
You are so talented and such a sweet person. Hope all is well.
heeyy welcome back
Nice to see you uploading hope your doing better now your an awesome painter love you
Thank you so much :)
@@AlbinoFawnArt hope you keep uploading you seem so sweet and a very interesting talented person
This full video is just art itself
Great video! I take seraquel/quetiaphine for my schizophreniform. Now it’s just a struggle for looking for a job.
Keep doing art I am jeweller and it saves me time and time again a great stress reliever.
You're an awesome artist 🎨
Thank you for posting your video.]
nice to hear from you its been a while, u looking well, i have skitz too btw
I love you art!! And you are so beautiful too
Just keep getting better ;*
Wow you're a artist too your work is soooo beautiful I wish I could buy it
Hello from Chicago Emily. I just wanted to say that i think you are a very beautiful and talented young lady. I love the editing you did in this video. The part where there were three of you was cool. I also think your art work is pretty cool too. Tell me what can i do to go about buying some of your paintings? I was also wondering if you might have heard of the band Wolf Alice. If you haven't heard of them yet you should check them out. I think you might like them.
What an awesome surprise!
Great paintings. I would love to buy one of your paintings, but your shop page is not working at the moment...
Hey I hope you are doing okay you are a lovely person. I'd love to see you in an updated video you are a sweet person.
All love ❤❤
Awesome stuff, would love to see more videos and more artwork - are you on instagram?
Yes I am! The link is in my description!
brave of you to talk about your experiences. i have done the same thing on my channel and explained what schizophrenia has done to my life.
Seems like you are doing great! 🤗
Hope your doing okay💙
The end scared me.
Beautiful paintings , I got one....I wish more people know about your artworks
Which one did you buy?