@parakeet10 blud spends enough time in the comment section to remember all of the other mediocre comments and find one that look's the same and legit shame's someone because his comment was similar to the other dork, anyways the fact that you reply to the comments with this exact poem shows that you're a mf that has no father and play's league of legends that never steps foot outside his house.
Why does this happen? I mean i haven't and can't cry (other than getting hit in the liver cause oof that hurts) since i was 9. And the last time i cried was because of a homeless man story. That's it after that i couldn't anymore
Aint we all, tho man? Who gives a fuck anymore. Life gonna screw you over one way or another. The important thing is to keep pushing and keep marching. Even in the face of hopelessness, keep going. I promise you there is gonna be something good there. The horizon is glowing, man. Keep pushin'.
@@TheTotallyRealRedMistevery possible arrangement of the 3.4x10^81 particles in the universe throughout all 10^10^10^1.1 planck times of a poincare recurrence, endlessly repeated as the universe expands and returns to a singularity before inevitably expanding again vs the boundless human spirit
I'm noticing many people who are struggling gathering in this comment section and I'd like to send a personalised message to each and every one of you. Coming from a severe major depressive disorder survivor, it really does get better. But you don't wait for those feelings to fall into your lap. You must take action and change. Do things that'd make people you look up to proud. Set tough goals and work towards them, it's the only way. If you feel the boulder slipping, don't stop pushing, the only way is up my friends. The best of luck. I love you all.
He estado mucho tiempo perdida y tampoco sabía nada de la vida, sólo te puedo decir que ahora sólo quiero vivir, no tengo rumbo, sólo quiero sentir lo que es el presente, el futuro puede esperar.
endlessness is eternal... zero end roads are infinite... run circles around a track thinking where getting somewhere... space never ends... time is a boundless river... everything past the multiverse never ends... _______________________________________________ pushing a rock up a hill only for it to fall again... everything above this message is every thought sisyphus has
One day you find someone who fits a similar mold. One day you’ll stop making her unique and someone else will fill those shoes. Someone will give you hope if you don’t seclude yourself. Ive been where you are now.
I hate my life so much I wish it would end already because every day is a constant loop of pain every day, I wake up, go to school, and go home exhausted. Nothing feels worth it anymore. I can barely feel any emotions other than sadness at this point. I've been waiting so long for it to get better, everytime I thought it was, anything slightly negative happens it all falls apart. Words from my phone burn into my eyes. My world has turned into a living nightmare. I fantasize about a different life, hoping one day I'll wake up and see my dream come true. I would do anything just to not feel like a burden to society. If I disappeared I'm sure nobody would care. I spend my time caring for others the best I can, encouraging them to keep going, meanwhile, I'm neglecting my own feelings and bottling them up until the cap bursts open on a school morning at 12 in the morning. I seem optimistic to other people until I get overstimulated wherever I am. I write those letter knowing damn well that nobody is gonna bother to read half of it. It's all crumbling. I hate myself more than anyone I know.
Stop hopping for your life to get better all out the sudden, that wont happen. If you want things in your Life to change you gotta make them change by yourself. No one Will save you except yourself. If you want people to care about you then set yourself some goals that would make other people but most important you proud. You can make It, If you need help you can ask other people, just keep pushing the boulder friend
Desperation, Depression. I feel both in this song. I always see my neighbors, friends, and family all have someone they like, or friends that care about them. Keep talking about how your friend saved you from depression, or he/she really cares about you. Hell, I would consider it a jackpot if a girl hugged me. At this point I don't care either male or female, I really, really, really want someone to love and care about me. I isolate myself in my room for 3/4 of the day because of the outside world. Every single time I go out, "Hey, go clean your room!" Its literally some clothes on the floor. I have a fear, a large fear infact, that my parents could get me into a conversation, and question my private life. I tell FEW about my private life. Its like a virus, infect 1, infect 2, 4, 8, 16, 32, 64, 128, and so on. I would hate for it to break out. Sometimes I stare off into nothing, thinking. But, at the same time, im not thinking, or im thinking about monday on friday. There are these instances, very slight instances where i feel my body weaken and realize this is real, and im in control. I swear I will see just 1 person comment, "Furry vent L." Or something. W-w-w-w-w-w-well sorry to be a smartass, b-b-but I dont give *2 shits* about what you think. I dont think you truly understand the meaning of humanity and the structure of emotion of a being. Opinions....? Aren't worth *shit* on the internet, sorry to make you butthurt. Anyways, no I dont care. In summary, I am alone, I have diagnosed moderate servere depression, my sanity is done, I overthink, and I do not care.
the day i stop listening to this song is the day everyone realizes im not perfect have all my talent fed to me on a silver spoon because i am a human being too and i try hard too 🤟🤟‼️‼️ (never)
thats what i also thought when i put it there:) it not only made me sad back then cause thats what i wished for those few years ago but also wanted to remind myself and others that this is what we will all get one day❤ turns out that day came for me and i hope it comes soon for everyone who happens to be here
This place isn’t my paradise ,mine is up there while I’m stuck down in this hell , I’m wanting a escape but the best one is Following Jesus Christ amen 🙏
I be making Sisyphus analogies all the time and when people ask me why, i just say "because Sisyphus is the ultimate myth because it's not about Sisyphus. It's about me, about you, abour your mom, your dad, your neighbour, everyone has a boulder they gitta push. You just have to find your own way to do it."
I pooped while listening to this, saddest poop I've ever had.
omg 🥺🥺🥺
Broke my heart🙁😪
my heart was broken..
Same man
Tf I’m literally trying to take a poop while listening to this rn lmao
Man this song went from the anthem of suicidal and depressed people to pushing rocks up a hill.
biggest glow up
real
Realest of the realest realer
Real
You could say instead of depressed people its depressed people with a acceptance of the strangeness of life
the voices get stronger day by day
real.
Dont do it, some1 somewhere in the future needs you and you Will love them and they ll love you back
real
real.
The voices even left me
this song is so deep it gives me the masculine urge to push a boulder up a hill for eternity
@parakeet10 blud spends enough time in the comment section to remember all of the other mediocre comments and find one that look's the same and legit shame's someone because his comment was similar to the other dork, anyways the fact that you reply to the comments with this exact poem shows that you're a mf that has no father and play's league of legends that never steps foot outside his house.
@BaliDogyou got one like bruh
Being a lost and destroyed person has lead me to some of the greatest music
🤖
Just so you know I rated your comment terrible and when asked what specifically was bad I chose redundant I felt as though you ought to know
"The struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy" - Albert Camus
🫸🪨⛰️
Top 3 strugglers
Guts
Sisyphus
Us
@@ultra3163tf is us struggling with? McDonald's going bankrupt?
real
Imagine that you are happy
the slideshows are winning
real
real
real
real
Real
I cried so hard listening to this while laying down. It’s been a while since I cried. Thank you
I miss the feel after crying but i can't cry anymore
@@alireza9132 exactly.
@@alireza9132real
Why does this happen? I mean i haven't and can't cry (other than getting hit in the liver cause oof that hurts) since i was 9. And the last time i cried was because of a homeless man story. That's it after that i couldn't anymore
@@alireza9132real
You see there’s times where I’m laughing and smiling but when that ends I’m just a blank face waiting for something joyful to happen again
Aint we all, tho man? Who gives a fuck anymore. Life gonna screw you over one way or another. The important thing is to keep pushing and keep marching. Even in the face of hopelessness, keep going. I promise you there is gonna be something good there. The horizon is glowing, man. Keep pushin'.
Laughter can conceal a heavy heart, but when the laughter ends, the grief remains.
@@jackeronie6490das tru asf
Thank you for commenting this I’m glad I’m not alone and the only one feeling this
@@virificreal
this song makes me cry like a baby
You too?
🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💯💯💯💯WE PUSHING THE ROCK FOR ETERNITY WITH THIS ONE💯💯💯💯🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
🪨🏃=🗿🍷
I can't even cry anymore
Society.
Men.😔
I can't explain how relatable is this
Same ...
Join the club
my favorite song
crystal castle
@@0okcin605 crystal castle 😇😇
@@Hayjax25 crystal castles 😮💨
Darude Sandstorm >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
thank you god for making this appear in my recommendation i was searching for the artwork in this for so long
Its been one of those days for five years now ‼️‼️💀😭🔥💯💯
One?? 😭😭😭
real 😭🙏
the everlasting agony wont stop the trance of the indomitable human spirit
YESSIR thats what were on about 🙍♂🪨🗻
Who woud win? AGONY and dispear vs Perseverance.
@@TheTotallyRealRedMistevery possible arrangement of the 3.4x10^81 particles in the universe throughout all 10^10^10^1.1 planck times of a poincare recurrence, endlessly repeated as the universe expands and returns to a singularity before inevitably expanding again vs the boundless human spirit
It feels like life is just an endless spiral of false hope that leads you into depression
im starting to believe conspiracy theories. one of them is called "it will get better"
the thoughts get stronger day by day
Yes🗿😔
gosh bushing a boulder up a hill with this playing, so calming...
I'm noticing many people who are struggling gathering in this comment section and I'd like to send a personalised message to each and every one of you.
Coming from a severe major depressive disorder survivor, it really does get better. But you don't wait for those feelings to fall into your lap. You must take action and change. Do things that'd make people you look up to proud. Set tough goals and work towards them, it's the only way.
If you feel the boulder slipping, don't stop pushing, the only way is up my friends.
The best of luck. I love you all.
Thank you, God Bless your soul.
was it CMRD though
Im adding this to my post-nut clarity playlist.
Relatable
listening to this while having that rn ngl
real
Gave me a laugh. Thank you…
Sisyphus moment🗿
Él inicio de la canción me recuerda cuando tenía 15 años y no sabía nada de la vida con un futuro incierto..hoy 6 años después sigo igual.
you deserve love
:(
:(
He estado mucho tiempo perdida y tampoco sabía nada de la vida, sólo te puedo decir que ahora sólo quiero vivir, no tengo rumbo, sólo quiero sentir lo que es el presente, el futuro puede esperar.
relatable
“I still love you, I always will” yeah she really meant that when she said it 😒
Fucking same, dude..
Real shit right there
REAL😂😂😂
real
Who else fades away and starts crying listening to this song?
Me😔
Me
me
not me
@@softthorns604 same bro
This music is inderrated
everybody knows about duster you're not special
Don’t act like they weren’t underground up until a few years ago. Peasant.
@@qasi111 well I didn't till now so igs not everyone knows
The voices in my head are so strong
The voices are on your head, if they are strong then you are too, you can beat this, im sure
the photo makes me cry its so cute but i wont have something as perfect as it for a long while
You may find something like that or maybe you wont so just enjoy the moment, it doesnt Matter if its short or long
The best song to listen to alone
this song reminds me of my brother, its been 4 years and i still miss him :)
im so sorry for your loss :(
Bruh
@@nekk222 wdym bruh
@@MsKaz1982 Ur Brother dies and u come and Say that under a Song comment section? Bruh Just stfu 💀
i'm sorry for your loss 🙁
literally 51% of the peoples: normal comment
49% of the comment: sisyphus
they aint know duster kuh
endlessness is eternal...
zero end roads are infinite...
run circles around a track thinking where getting somewhere...
space never ends...
time is a boundless river...
everything past the multiverse never ends...
_______________________________________________
pushing a rock up a hill only for it to fall again... everything above this message is every thought sisyphus has
That first measure is so gutwrenching
I miss her so much, she was the first person to make me feel wanted and loved.
her loss bro
Idk anymore... I feel empty
One day you find someone who fits a similar mold. One day you’ll stop making her unique and someone else will fill those shoes. Someone will give you hope if you don’t seclude yourself. Ive been where you are now.
One must imagine the voices in their head
I hate my life so much I wish it would end already because every day is a constant loop of pain every day, I wake up, go to school, and go home exhausted. Nothing feels worth it anymore. I can barely feel any emotions other than sadness at this point. I've been waiting so long for it to get better, everytime I thought it was, anything slightly negative happens it all falls apart. Words from my phone burn into my eyes. My world has turned into a living nightmare. I fantasize about a different life, hoping one day I'll wake up and see my dream come true. I would do anything just to not feel like a burden to society. If I disappeared I'm sure nobody would care. I spend my time caring for others the best I can, encouraging them to keep going, meanwhile, I'm neglecting my own feelings and bottling them up until the cap bursts open on a school morning at 12 in the morning. I seem optimistic to other people until I get overstimulated wherever I am. I write those letter knowing damn well that nobody is gonna bother to read half of it. It's all crumbling. I hate myself more than anyone I know.
Hey bro, I know how you feel, but I swear you, all will be okay, please don’t be sad
You don't wait. You must take action. I'm rooting for you
Stop hopping for your life to get better all out the sudden, that wont happen. If you want things in your Life to change you gotta make them change by yourself. No one Will save you except yourself. If you want people to care about you then set yourself some goals that would make other people but most important you proud. You can make It, If you need help you can ask other people, just keep pushing the boulder friend
i hope your doing better
the voices in my head are winning
same
Men.😔
I love this song so much it makes me wanna rip my skin, specifically my face
real
Real
This song truly makes me think bad things. I listen to it when my parents argue, school,in the car, and in my room rn 11:32 pm on a school night .
The guitar really shows how depression feels like
its 11pm and the internal hallucinations when i close my eyes wont go away. ready for another sleepless night!
my life is so trash now that even looking at the thumbnail made me shed a few tears
what a happy fucking new year
pushing a rock slowly up a mountain for eternity with this beat 😔
Dam imagine the boulder going down 😞
LoL it never gets better😂😂😂
It will never get better unless you change it
real
real
@@ineedmentalhelp5996for someone else.
I may have lost everyone and everything. But I still have one special person, god✝️❤️
I dont think even god can help me
he can@@F0ltox
you have 200 subs now!
thank u!
Intro is so real
the voices continue to speak
idk how to explain but it's just sounds like my inner voice when I'm about to cry
You just explained it
@@anjelousmoonwolf1940 ohlala
If you ever worry about the past, its stupid. Worry about the future cuz its never getting better gng
Real sh*t bro
the boulder fell again...
Solid Bro
One must imagine Sisyphus Happy
looking back at the memories of my childhood and how its going now:
Desperation, Depression. I feel both in this song. I always see my neighbors, friends, and family all have someone they like, or friends that care about them. Keep talking about how your friend saved you from depression, or he/she really cares about you. Hell, I would consider it a jackpot if a girl hugged me. At this point I don't care either male or female, I really, really, really want someone to love and care about me. I isolate myself in my room for 3/4 of the day because of the outside world. Every single time I go out, "Hey, go clean your room!" Its literally some clothes on the floor. I have a fear, a large fear infact, that my parents could get me into a conversation, and question my private life. I tell FEW about my private life. Its like a virus, infect 1, infect 2, 4, 8, 16, 32, 64, 128, and so on. I would hate for it to break out. Sometimes I stare off into nothing, thinking. But, at the same time, im not thinking, or im thinking about monday on friday. There are these instances, very slight instances where i feel my body weaken and realize this is real, and im in control. I swear I will see just 1 person comment, "Furry vent L." Or something. W-w-w-w-w-w-well sorry to be a smartass, b-b-but I dont give *2 shits* about what you think. I dont think you truly understand the meaning of humanity and the structure of emotion of a being. Opinions....? Aren't worth *shit* on the internet, sorry to make you butthurt. Anyways, no I dont care. In summary, I am alone, I have diagnosed moderate servere depression, my sanity is done, I overthink, and I do not care.
Furry vent L! 😂😂😂😂
that is why your mom and dad left you on the streets@@thatonerandom17
@notafurry2011 not to be rude but what is that pfp
not to be rude but that pfp is dog shit @@GreenSansReal 💀
Physically weak…
One must imagine sisyphus happy...
I am so ready to kms😂😂😂💯💯💯💯
real
Real
real😂
u alive?
@@hajfjhxcj somehow yeah
The thoughts are eating away at me
POV : You graduate from elementary school and all your friends stay behind
My reaction to this song⛰️🪨👐🚶♂️
pov: another day without a catboy bf
NOOO THE ROCK FELL AGAIN
Me when I got stuck on the test: 0:01
Me When i got stuck in the chair space: 0:01
One must imagine
WE MAKIN IT TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN WITH THIS ONE 🗣🔥🔥🙏🙏
It fucking rolled down again
the day i stop listening to this song is the day everyone realizes im not perfect have all my talent fed to me on a silver spoon because i am a human being too and i try hard too 🤟🤟‼️‼️ (never)
The voices are winning
Every day gets harder and my legs are starting to give
This made me push a boulder up a hill forever
1 and a half years later. The slideshows still haunt me.
Damn, now no one can imagine sisyphus happy
this song makes me feel like am with my peace(real)
feel so empty just laying on bed cant do nothing i just wanna be noticed bro what can i do when i cant do nothing
i just want to do something that makes me happy
@@kusiuonkusiu Imma end It on my 21st bday
same bro ive been feeling really down lately but hopefully we both get thru this :)
the photo is wholesome tbh
thats what i also thought when i put it there:) it not only made me sad back then cause thats what i wished for those few years ago but also wanted to remind myself and others that this is what we will all get one day❤ turns out that day came for me and i hope it comes soon for everyone who happens to be here
The voices in my head are winning😮😮😮😮😮😮
Would hide in the school bathrooms to listen to this 😂
You have to love yourself to love someone right? Then I'll hate myself, so I won't love anyone.
I don't deserve any of this.
the voices are getting louder.
Romans 8:18
,,The Pain that you've been through cannot compare to the joy that's coming to you"
This place isn’t my paradise ,mine is up there while I’m stuck down in this hell , I’m wanting a escape but the best one is Following Jesus Christ amen 🙏
@@John_doe627 basedbasedbasyidibweruipybgvpruihegi0ujh56ihji0jfgi0[jrt4h56
at this point, the only thing stopping me is the thought of my dad finding my body.
"Why are you doing this?"
The masculine urge to jump off the tallest building of my city
When bro finally stops watching the 300+ catalog of Tik Toks You’ve been sending him.
Background makes me jelly
The voices are winning. (Gonna pull the trigger)
Don’t do it, people love you. People need you. If your joking about this, don’t do it again. It’s a terrible thing tk joke about
@@octaviocarrillo2379 nobody need me🤣💀
Same honestly
The smog is winning.
just pain....
"Ain't no shame in looking for a better world" Arthur Morgan
I be making Sisyphus analogies all the time and when people ask me why, i just say "because Sisyphus is the ultimate myth because it's not about Sisyphus. It's about me, about you, abour your mom, your dad, your neighbour, everyone has a boulder they gitta push. You just have to find your own way to do it."
It’s not. It’s just mythology and there is a book that became popular with npcs because of some jewtuber. Nothing.
the thoughts are getting more severe hour by hour
Bro, when did I listen to this.
im going insane help lol
u can always talk to me
@@moegore I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone
@@moegore hey helpme bro😁
All i can give you is a virtual hug
pain.
"real."
-Luvfiti 2022
Man I wanna push a boulder up a mountain
Yes 🗿
ill never find love
this song makes me want to punch the wall over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
Me when the voices are winning😂😂😂😭😹😹😭
school starts tomorrow.