Update to those who are waiting for the Duster Sleep Mix 2. It is finished and ready. But there are some issues with copyright and im trying to get that sorted out so i can upload it finally.
Thank you for making This video, I am a fan of duster and I like when people make a video with songs in one video, it’s like I don’t need to click on a video after it’s done playing and watch ads. I really appreciate it
god i love this playlist! (i haven’t felt so fucking ill in my life mentally like i can’t get this fog out of my head everything feels slower than usual but i blink and weeks pass without me even realising) duster are truly great aren’t they
Hey y’all, just wanna say that God has designed a purpose just for you and that you matter to him. So much so that he send his only son to die and rise again so that we could spend forever and have relationship with him. He created this beautiful planet and you!! Real belief in this sacrifice and repentance for your sins (aka steps in the opposite direction that God planed for us) is the first step to a beautiful relationship with God. He wants us to grow in him and not perish without knowing his great love🫶🏾🫶🏾
such a good playlist! (last year i fell into a endless loop of constant depression and i didn’t know how to express or tell anyone about it but eventually i finally climbed out of it. just a few weeks ago this girl i loved with all my heart broke up with me out of nowhere and now i am afraid to fall back into that rabbit hole but i think i already did and have no idea what to do anymore i just feel like life has no purpose anymore.) would recommend to friends and family!
Make a journal logging your journey out of the hole, you’ve done it before and you can do it again, keep this journal with your for the rest of your life as a reminder of how good life can be sometimes. Your purpose right now is to reply to me
start a long term project on a different field on your farm, like say youre creative in music, film is also creative so go and make a music video, joining hobbies are so frickin fun, its such a release at least for me. and having something longterm like a music video, its really fulfilling when you complete it. humans are here to learn so dont stop learning, make the effort to learn the shit you want! good luck mate!!
It does get better my friend, I’ve been in a similar spot and I thought id never escape the pain and eventually fall victim to myself, but I didn’t! I have a healthy relationship now that puts my past to shame. I’ve slowly learned to love myself for the first time since I was a young kid. Do what these people said and find a hobby you love and express yourself. Just be you. Nobody is perfect and bad days still sneak up. But I wish you all the best and I hope you keep fighting for yourself and make it out of that hole again!
i haven’t used it to try and sleep but i often use duster as study music. i can’t explain why, their music isn’t very depressing to me outside of a few examples (echo bravo, me and the birds, and topical solution being 3 that come to mind), they’re mainly just very calming and help me get rid of my stress
This is a really cool playlist! (Nothing's wrong and I've actually been in a way better place than I was a few years ago back when I used to cry at night thinking I was a total screw up, I just like Duster. I wish the best to you guys though and hope you're doing better)
damn I love this playlist sm! (I'm listening to this on the floor with a fucked up leg while I paint. I'm so proud of how far I have come, I haven't enjoyed painting or anything else really for so long, and looking at these comments I remember of how it felt to be in that hole, how it seemed to never have an end, to not have any hope to have a life that felt any different or that even felt like anything at all. I want to let everyone in this comment section know that there is something better, and even if things don't get better, you will. Recovery is never impossible, please don't give up)
i second this…. i felt the exact same way reading everyone’s comments. my heart hurts for everyone but it’s possible to recover and it’s crazy how i never thought i’d be okay.
Duster is a unique band it makes you feel almost emotionless like down but also not the kind of down where you cry its the kind of down where you don’t know how to feel lost almost its like you’re staring at an empty abyss trying to figure out where it went wrong
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
hey! If everything does feel the same then maybe you got to do what you like for even day, if its possible you can just change your 1 day in the year and you could learn something from that day and that thing will help you see futher in life, keep on truckin.
i too love this music (i want to comfort you but im not sure how to in yt comments but ik exactly how your feeling. you got this. sooner or later youll get out of this hole, and you'll be more happy. you might not stay happy but theres always the end before the next beginning. everyday can bring something different.)
@@kdubz222 No, you cant possibly feel what he/she is feeling, we can only make assumptions but sometimes assuming what other people feel might make them even feel worse so just be there to support not assume..
Nice mix man😃Love it😄(Every day I tell myself that tomorrow will get better, but every day it gets worse and worse, hope fades and emotions are absent, and only deep inner anger remains, because of which I constantly feel irritated and hurt my friends and loved ones, then i feel guilty and starting to hate my life even more)
I luv duster( I'm in a perpetual state of constant self destruct and need constant reassurance or I will spontaneously combust at 12:37 am on July 13th)
hey man, it's gonna be okay. your very loved and I know you are a good person. just keep pushing through, i promise it'll get better.. eventually. and please don't combust at 12:37am on July 13th. your needed
I love duster fr (I’ve become soulless, a husk of a man and I haven’t felt real self love or even happiness for that matter. But at the same time I don’t feel sad, I’m just existing at this very moment.)
I drove a 73 Plymouth Duster in the late 80's. It sat in my backyard for 5 years, me and my siblings use to play in it when we were younger pretending to drive. Started right up after sitting for all those years. I held the cracked dashboard together with duct tape and put as many bumperstickers on it as possible. Got pulled over by cops when I was 20, it was all they could do was stand there and laugh at the 'No Nukes', 'Abolish Apartheid' 'Robin Hood was right' while I did the DUI test, scared to death. Drove that black Duster to Southern Utah in the middle of summer, no AC and the gas gage didn't work. Wish I could go back and play this album on my portable boombox while driving through the empty desert.
I'm sure you will find your sparks soon. I know its hard knowing that you won't be happy unless a certain thing happens, but that doesn't really have to be the main part. I really hope you find a path to the next stage of life, it is hard but keep on fighting :)
i know exactly how your feeling, when i experienced this i became a very nonchalant person and everyday was the same for me. i was no longer happy. you'll get out of this hole i promise you sooner or later. life is hard sometimes but its just about fighting the battles we're given. someone told me today sometimes we wait for something big to happen so we can be happy again when in fact sometimes if we just take a moment and appreciate the way the little things are, we can find some sort of contentness and happiness. i dont know how life is for you right now but hopefully duster is bringing you some sort of serenity
gosh, I can't express how alive this makes me feel! ( I relapse every hour, and I avoid looking at any reflections because I can't stand the sight of myself.)
i love this so much (noone trusts me noone cares about me, noone appreciates me, i have screwed up my life, i lost myself, my emotions, my character, my smile, my childhood friends and im in a depressive state making me not appreciate anything)
i never feel sad listening to duster, just really calm, like i have someone gently whispering in my ear that they understand how i feel and its gonna be fine.
Love this playlist! (When I was younger I thought people were depressed only for attention, so I never spoke out about how I was feeling. Now as the years have passed I have seem to have fallen into an endless loop of depression and I’m not sure if I’m able to get out of it.)
you are, I promise. in the future you'll look back to now and realise how much progress you are able to make, even if it feels small. (here's some advice if u want it, feel free to ignore. I am just a stranger on the internet after all) if u can, set small goals for yourself, no matter how small as long as they feel somewhat significant to you, and try to achieve one more each day, tell yourself that at least today was different from yesterday because of this. And don't beat yourself up for not achieving these goals, relapsing and slowing down is only natural in healing, as long as you pick back up, even if it's at a slower pace, you will get better
maybe you will get out of it maybe you wont but never give up trying if theres even a chance at being happy go for it all you can do is fight and never stop and know your important.
This is just what i needed! (its seriously been so hard the past couple of months, i've relapsed back into self harm after 2 years and my mental health is taking a huge hit, i've isolated from friends, i just sit in bed all day and all night rotting away, all the while feeling like im useless. I stopped going to college, stopped going out with my friends and just going out in general. My parents noticed and now im going back to therapy once a week. I honestly don't feel like trying anymore. I just want to give up. Every little movement like moving my hand or getting up just feels so hard, even as i type this now its probably the most work im going to get all day. Living like this isn't nice, the amount of people i've seen romanticize these living conditions, clothes everywhere on the floor, trash, debris. I just feel like a slob, scum even. I hate feeling like this, these emotions that haven't come to me for so long, they really hurt. I really don't know how long i can continue on like this. The only thing actually keeping me alive is my partner. Sometimes I just wish I was normal. I have nothing else but myself basically. I hate living in this dump of a room but i have no motivation or will to clean it, i feel like a patient stuck in a hospital bed. Since I've been gone from my friends, everything apparently is now just falling apart, people are showing actual hate for each other, we've known each other and been friends for literally over 10 years, its crazy how 10 years of friendship can end in just 2 months, or is it 3 now? I'm not too sure, the days are blending into one another like usual. My best friend of 10 years literally doesn't seem to care for me anymore, calling me selfish, generally not trying to dm me, and hes the one who complains I don't talk to him much, I wonder why hm? I'm sick of everything, these people that I considered my friends turn out to be just people I knew, strangers. I feel like I'm really going to regret putting this comment in but it definitely feels better to get all of this off my chest. I have no hope for the future at the moment, I just hope things turn for the best soon. But it's not like I'm going to try am I? It's just useless at this point.)
im glad people have the guts to speak out like this. i wish you luck on your recovery and i hope you find true meaning and pleasure in life. you aren't truly alone
Heyy I’m so sorry your going through this…I’m also going through the same thing,..I’m skipping classes a lot and I can’t stand people…I get way too anxious. If you wanna be friends I’ll be here
You’re not alone. You just explained my situation almost to a T. Thank you for this little bit of time I don’t feel completely isolated even though I am
I love duster and this playlist ( I feel like I’m worthless, that my potential is being wasted I can’t process anything I can’t even cry at a loss anymore I don’t think I can cry all together I simultaneously want to sleep forever and stay awake forever, I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I hate myself I hate the way I look and the way I’m perceived I can’t even interact with people anymore I have no friends anymore I can’t feel anything and I can feel everything at the same time I want to succeed but idk how I fear failure I fear life I fear everything)
It breaks my heart seeing all these people that are absolutely broken ☹️ I wish y'all overcome your struggles soon and actually become your better self instead of hanging onto your past self, which is long gone . I'm here for you guys
Feels nice to listen to something that really conveys the feeling and emotions that we all feel about our lives. Whether it’s shitty or not. We all have a sense. Or feeling that we can’t shake off. But duster finds a way to convey that feeling. Into something beautiful. Helps a lot when you know life is shit. And it feels like no one can save you.
What a great compilation! (some nights I try so hard to cry, just so that i can feel some sort of emotion, but even when if i do, i know that emotion is temporary and i will return to the gray again.)
Life may seem though and I believe it is, but I'm sure someone will come into your life and make you see something else in life. I know it may not be true, but I met a person that made me change the way I see life, and showed me alot to it. I KNOW it may not seem like a real thing to happen but in whatever you believe, that is the ANSWER. keep on fighting
At a park, my girlfriend is sleeping on my lap.Im trying my best not to fall asleep too trying my best not to wake her up writing this.I used to listen to this when i had trouble sleeping, those bad times.ive been there and back and now im here. It does get better everyone keep hanging on. It really does get better.
man, i love duster, this playlist is the best! (I miss being genuinely happy, because whenever I feel happiness now I always know in the back of my mind I will always return to feeling nothing but misery at the end of the day, and nothing and nobody can save me anymore. the days go on without me noticing and they're all the exact same as the last, I don't know how many more of them I can go through, I need to make it stop somehow, I'm not living anymore, I'm suffering.) it puts me right to sleep! (i need to be medicated.)
In love with this band! (I am stuck in a cycle where I think I have moved on until I remember a particular memory of her in vivid detail and all of a sudden there is a part of me missing and it will not come back.)
I love this playlist! (I've spent every single day of the summer so far just in my room either sitting watching streamers on twitch or working out but I haven't seen anyone because my best friend basically ghosted me to go spend time with her boyfriend and my girlfriend is in the mental hospital for the whole summer and my other friends just kinda don't wanna hang out so my depression has been getting worse and I listen to this everyday and just cry because I don't know what emotion im feeling and it just physically hurts because I can't think of what emotion im feeling and I just want to have it go away or at least know what it is)
when everyones busy, i go out alone to just relax and clear my head, with music. theres a comfort in spendimg time alone. try to enjoy what you've got and keep on the grind 🦾
Hey! If you want you could try to get some online friends for comfort. If real friends are ghosting you, why not an online friend? Its like talking to someone that you don't know but you might get along. I'm sorry to hear that your girlfriend is in the mental hospital, I hope you both stay strong.
this playlist made me feel so sad. I want to document all my memories with my friends and ex-friends. i dont have good memory so i wont remember these fleeting moments that mean so much to me. i'll miss the past so much i just want to hear the voices of me and my friends as kids when im older. i want to see everything we did, the promises we made, the sad moments and happy ones. every little moment means so much to me. the time when i got hit by a volleyball when i was walking into the locker room, the time when my teacher pulled me aside during class to talk about my day and my feelings, the time when i was crying in my mom's car because someone at my table insulted my friend, the time when arjay always kept saying he wanted to play my electric bass, the time when kingston mistook a cello for a bass, the time when me and my friends were having the time of our lives, the first time i went to bella terra after school with my friends, my first day of middle school, the year i always had a low ponytail (so embarrased from that). moments with people im not even friends with i want to keep so badly. i want to remember everything. i want to continue being friends with all of my friends even if end up talking less in the future i still want us to be connected in some way. i hope all my friends live healthy lives and enjoy life the fullest and meet the people they want to be with forever and i hope they achieve their dreams. as for me, my dream is to become a fashion designer despite not having any motivation, no inspiration, and no actual driving force/reason to become one. I want to try everything i want to have the time of my life. I dont want to leave the friends that i have now. I dont want to go to seperate highschools, seperate places after highschool, seperate pathways in life. I want all of us to be together. hopefully we'll never have to seperate but i know its inevitable cause no matter what we'll die and go our own ways and live our own lives...
Can’t tell if i agree to the comments about this being comforting or not. But because I’m still doing miserable, whenever I listen to this while studying or something I start crying and the voices in my head about leaving go lower in tone but louder in strength.
Duster touches me so deeply I don't even know how to describe it. Stars Will Fall is exactly what healing sounds like I don't understand how they did it.
thank u for this i love duster (i hate the person ive become and at this point i dont even know who i am anymore. i cant recognise myself. i have no clue where my life is going or where ill be in the future and im scared. i stay up every night thinking about what will become of me. and yet, despite this fear, in response, i do nothing about it. i simply embrace the fact that im weak and ill die alone. i try to occasionally comfort myself and cover up this acceptance with random 3am pep talks or desperate attempts to try and fix myself but in the end i am only left with the realisation that i may never change. that i may never improve. that ill never grow as a person. i could only dream of someday becoming the normal kid ive always wanted to be. i feel trapped. trapped inside a hole where there are only me and my thoughts scattered all over the walls, constantly screaming at me every second of the day with whatever i decide to busy myself with. i cannot cry for help because i am afraid. i instead hide away tucked in the corner avoiding anyone who tries to help, ignoring that voice inside my head telling me to stop. and when that person goes away i am drowned out in guilt and despair knowing that opportunity i had was just ripped away because of my own selfishness. and there i lay inside that hole alone, foolishly expecting a friend to just magically appear. but nobody is there. not even the shadow of a person casting down on me watching as my sanity slowly deteriorates. the only thing i can do is pathetically rot away inside this hole, feeling sorry for myself and expecting someone to save me despite knowing nobody will and its all my fault. i watch helplessly as life repeats itself over and over as more and more thoughts flood my head as if my existence itself has turned against me and is trying to drive me insane. all i do in response is attempt to blind myself from the harsh reality of life with "the little things" that give me that tiny ounce of happiness until it all fades away and i return to this world of nothingness.)
Duster is such comfort music to me. (I am so exhausted all of the time i am forced to watch as i ruin my life. Everything feels so fast and so painfully slow. I just wish time would stop. i wish i could feel that someone is beside me and I wouldn’t feel so alone all the time. I wish i knew why i hated being around others and yet crave their company. I wish i was nicer to the few people who care about me but im so irritated all the time i find myself saying the wrong things each time I open my mouth. Sometimes I secretly wish i had a terrible illness, so people would know and care about me.) i listen to them all the time.
I’m typing this as being outside whilst my friends r inside and I always feel like I’m the least respected in the group and the punching bag and no1 thinks I’m smart, it’s so hard to tell how much of its real or me over reacting it’s so hard to know when to be firm and let something go but it gets better im much better at it then I was a year or 2 years ago u jusr gotta do what u like / enjoy because when it comes down to it you just have to enjoy it because if ur not enjoying it and ur focusing on the negatives why ? For the long list of negatives there is a long list of positives we just tend to focus on the negatives for some reason and I believe this wastes time and you’ll look back wishing you had just been happy with what u had / Where u were try to appreciate the moment as cheesy as that is it’s true trying to be like I’m here this is fun , life is good god is good life is good
@@joshnolan2514 probably because they're all inside and you're outside typing a comment. Find another friend group or accept the fact you don't have social skills
This sad music, listening, not watching anything, really gets me in the moment. Content like videos and movies drown me. These get me in my thoughts. I need that mindfulness. Connection to my mind and to my body. I am so lost usually. This exposes a sadness but it also exposes to me reality.
I Love duster ( I feel an eternal emptiness, I want to be better but I just can’t do it anymore. I want to let go but I’m scared of letting go, I’m done but I’m not finished, my very being disgusts me and the hallucinations won’t stop) they’re my favourite band!!
I love this playlist ( last year was a living hell I fell into depression in a constant loop of torture all of the people I loved would blame me, but now I'm doing better in life.) would recommend to friends.
omg i love this band! (I have moments when i go numb and others when i feel everything at such high intensity that i can feel my head explode from the weight of the emotions, and i get overwhelmed by any human interaction because of my severe anxiety that makes my head hurt, i barely get any sleep or i sleep the whole day while i stay awake at night with my thoughts eating me alive. i don’t feel safe anywhere because there’s always panic inside my mind)
Dude this playlist is amazing! I love it!!!!( I’m always stressed about everything and scared that I will be forever alone because I was always the wired quiet kid and always scared others away. I never had anyone to be friends with, to hangout with them or joke around. I had one time but I hurt them and now they’re gone forever. They moved on while I still think about how I couldn’t even apologized to them. I isolate myself from others rather than hurting someone again without realizing it. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this. I’m trying to fit in but I’m still so different from others. I’m so tired from it.)
man this is awesome, i've loved duster since i found then in 2019 :) (nothing makes me sadder seeing old friends hanging out with each other, i'm scared that no one will ever ask to hang out with me ever again and it makes me sad)
This is indeed a wonderful mix to sleep to! (I haven't been able to have a good sleep in months. I cannot fall asleep, I stay awake rotting in my bed for days on end.)
this playlist is great! thank you so much for the calming mix! ( my abandonment issues are crippling and and despite having good relationships i cant help but think they are temporary and that they will one day end and the people i love will leave)
I love you all so much and you’re all so loved. Find peace in yourself and be able to maintain physical independence. You are the only real thing in this world, love yourselves. ❤
this is the kind of music that plays in your head when its raining in the morning and you're waiting for the bus. haven't been to school in 5 years but this brought me back, thanks.
Great playlist!! Currently at my absolute lowest and feel nothing but genuine misery and emptiness and fuel it with depressing music yet can't listen to any other music because it doesn't resonate the same
realest shi Ive ever seen 💀💀(I hate seeing people succeed at stuff I can't even comprehend doing, my love for people has been decreasing vastly. Not to mention my own self confidence is little to none which makes me be awkward around people I want to reach out to.)
This is my favorite mix! (I haven’t felt so empty and emotionless in the past month, I feel like no one will understand the shit that I’m going through and I feel even worse because of it, I’m losing so many people that I love and I’m probably losing even more people in the upcoming months and I’m losing myself to a void of my mind and everyday I wake up I cry because I woke up alive)
thanks for making this playlist it really helps me fall asleep! (i try every night to dream my suffering away, im running out of options now, i dont know how it could possibly get any worse)
Guys it gets better, Life really is like a book. Every chapter is accompanied by one main emotion. This chapter was about love that was never meant, this chapter made me want to kill my self. School was awful, hanging out felt awful, girls made me feel awful. But now, I feel the pages flipping. My last chapter was depression and now that I've changed schools and stoped talking to her i start to feel that happiness again. It was worth all the pain it really was. My pages finally turned and this is a new chapter, a chapter of happiness. I don't care how long it lasts, its here now. School makes me happy again, i really want to go. Friends make me happy again, old and new ones. They make me feel giddy, like some happy child. When I'm not crazy in love I can actually feel like a child and its great. I stoped talking to the girl that was everything because a girl shouldn't be everything. Now I don't feel the urge to be with some one, I don't feel pain when I hang out with girl friends because I dont want to be with them. Thats why it hurt to be with her, because I needed her, she didn't need me. You shouldn't haave to need any girl that doesn't need you, no girl should be able to dictate your life, now that I cht her off I feel greater than ever. It hurts to cut some people of but it hurts more to keep people you love but dont love you back in your life. Cut peole off because some times it really makes you happy. I'm happy now. I'm in a new chapter and life doesn't suck. If life sucks maybe it's time to start a new chapter. I know it's easy to stay sad. I fought hard not to die and it was worth it, living was worth it.
the way dusters music conveys emotions like sadness, loneliness, emptiness etc through instrumentals alone is on a completely different level than any sad rap or pop song i've ever heard. that's why duster makes me cry so much, they convey raw emotion so well. completely unparalleled
love these songs! (sometimes i miss the feeling of cutting. i’ve been almost two years clean and i still vividly remember it like yesterday. the pain, the burning, the adrenaline, how it became so addicting. i thought i was better. im trying to be better. yet sometimes my anger gets the best of me and i just want to relive it all over again. i miss feeling something, even if it was something like relapsing. i want to just finally be happy. truly happy. i just want to stop thinking. im tired of the constant overthinking i can’t sleep. im so tired yet i can’t sleep. i wish i just stopped caring abt what others thought abt me. i wish i only cared for my own well-being. i hate being such a push over. im tired of letting people treat me like shit, i thought i changed for the best yet im still the same pathetic pushover i was before. the funny thing is no matter how bad i want to relapse i just can’t. my shitty pride just won’t let me. when i get upset i get the strong urge to change something whether it’s to cut my hair, dye it, get a piercing, just something. i constantly feel like i have to have some kind of control over myself or else something bad is gonna happen, i hate myself so much that i want to relapse. i just want to be happy. i wish i could love myself as much as i love others.)
This is so cool. This vid is basically its own Internet Pitstop of sorts, but It has also introduced many people to the band. I’m really glad vids like this exist (I don’t want to get into details, but in my youth I went through some traumatic experiences that led me to develop severe social anxiety. When I think about all of the past experiences I’ve missed out on, all of the relationships I could have formed but didn’t, it really starts to become so debilitating. This thing has ruined my life. Everyone always misinterprets me or finds other reasons for why I am the way I am. “Oh, stop talking to him he doesn’t like to talk” “you have no voice” “it’s almost like you’re not even here” I can go on and on. I really want to change. Even if I sound stupid or look stupid. I can’t keep living like this.)
things can, and will eventually get better with such a mind like that. I may not know the exact detail, but I already relate to some parts of your story. Good luck on your journey!
I love Duster (i feel beaten down by life's daily challenges. I've been oversleeping and ive lost my grip. I feel like im missing something. Nothing convinces me to be happy. I know people try. They try so hard. I wish i could stop having nightmares and have peace of mind so i can appreciate being here.)
Adore this piece of media! (I can’t handle it anymore, can’t look happy anymore without thinking about him, but he moved on. He didn’t even care about the relationship, but I did. I can’t feel any emotion anymore.)
i love duster sleep mix (i havent felt anything, for years. people think im happy and i laugh a lot, but duster has returned some of my emotions, i love it) we all love duster sleep mix!!!!
Yooo this just instantly became one of my favorite playlist thanks man!! (i'm at the lowest point of my life rn I'm so tired of relapsing over and over again)
I’m studying to be a psychiatrist. Psychology, history and sociology are my biggest inspirations and I can guarantee you that I’ve experienced a lot these past years I’m sure many have. All I can say is keep your chin up because you have to be the best you. I can also say that it’s very hard to keep being happy any fucking longer.
doing nothing is better than doing something wrong, but thats okay if you even do waste time doing something bad or good, it doesn't even matter. Everyone does die but, its not worth it to be thinking about death, it can make people more paranoid. keep on fighting :)
Duster is so special to me because I found out about them on a Instagram meme post back in 2018 and have been listening to them ever since. I love their sound and the obscurity of their popularity back then.
so cool! great mix! (i cant get what happened out of my head. i havent cried in so long and its genuinely so painful. i need help but no one is there for me.)
Hey! If no one was ever there for you, well I believe that someone out there cares for you, and that may be me. I will think about how your life is going and I won't forget it, because, people being happy is everything to me. I'm sure your gonna cry sometime in the future, maybe something will sadden you and you will feel emotion again. Someone could come into your life and give you sparks, stay strong man.
This playlist really sparks joy in me! (I suffer alone as I hold up a strong smile, unable to truly describe to others what has been devouring me from inside silently.)
I really love this!( I feel this overwhelming, indescribable emptiness that is slowly eating me alive. I can’t even make myself speak to people. Nods and murmurs are how I speak now. I don’t know what to do anymore. Why can’t this end? Why can’t my life just simply stop. Then I wouldn’t have to feel this way.) amazing playlist
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Update to those who are waiting for the Duster Sleep Mix 2. It is finished and ready. But there are some issues with copyright and im trying to get that sorted out so i can upload it finally.
LETS GOOOOOO
Thank you for making This video, I am a fan of duster and I like when people make a video with songs in one video, it’s like I don’t need to click on a video after it’s done playing and watch ads. I really appreciate it
Thank you for this mix, its my go to study playlist for some reason, even though it feels like im in a pit of despair
🎉🎉🎉😊😊@@bliggzz
thanks! 👍
Love this! (I havent been able to feel any sort of emotion in the past 8 months)
Same brother. Jam on.
Kind of ironic, I come here to stop feeling emotions.
@@devonbacha4037 Jam On For As Long As The Universe Lasts.
same sonic
wow, yeah i absolutely love this ( i dont even know what to do with my life anymore, except listening to duster )
listening to duster opens the real me (i am at my limit, i cant take it anymore)
Sometimes I prefer pears over apples (Life is an endless struggle with your own mind and character, your journey will never satisfy your needs.)
Real
off topic but is that walter white in your profile picture
@@vobh yes it is with hank they are there like :D
same ong (I am a minor inconvenience away from putting a bullet through my brain)
god i love this playlist! (i haven’t felt so fucking ill in my life mentally like i can’t get this fog out of my head everything feels slower than usual but i blink and weeks pass without me even realising) duster are truly great aren’t they
Find something to do like a hobby. Maybe learn guitar or get some plants to take care of. It Fr helps, it gets better
Me with the late onset grief brainfog rn 😁
Um? Real? (?)
I’m decaying slowly.
real
for me this is not depressing, it's comfortable and kinda relaxing
Ikr, people out here using yhe comments like a pychiatrist
i fall asleep to this and wake up really well rested
dis shi is luh calm
yeah i agree
Literally "goodnight world" album of Yakui the Maid, if he didn't fixed his depression for a some time.
I love how people shares their experiences and how they're feeling in here
Absolutely. I agree. What a time to be alive. Alive with all of you's.
Yea because everybody just doesn't know eachother :)
perfect to cry myself to sleep 10/10
Frfr
FR
Real
fix yourself
Real
I love this mix 😌 (The panic attacks won’t stop, I keep overthinking and making everyone despise me)
I HATE the panic attacks, the last one I had I couldn’t stop shaking for 3 hours straight and my arms where sore after.
this one >
Everyone has their own method but I found certain tricks to calm down attacks, I see it’s been 5 months hope all is well man!
Hey y’all, just wanna say that God has designed a purpose just for you and that you matter to him. So much so that he send his only son to die and rise again so that we could spend forever and have relationship with him. He created this beautiful planet and you!! Real belief in this sacrifice and repentance for your sins (aka steps in the opposite direction that God planed for us) is the first step to a beautiful relationship with God. He wants us to grow in him and not perish without knowing his great love🫶🏾🫶🏾
ily
such a good playlist! (last year i fell into a endless loop of constant depression and i didn’t know how to express or tell anyone about it but eventually i finally climbed out of it. just a few weeks ago this girl i loved with all my heart broke up with me out of nowhere and now i am afraid to fall back into that rabbit hole but i think i already did and have no idea what to do anymore i just feel like life has no purpose anymore.) would recommend to friends and family!
Make a journal logging your journey out of the hole, you’ve done it before and you can do it again, keep this journal with your for the rest of your life as a reminder of how good life can be sometimes. Your purpose right now is to reply to me
start a long term project on a different field on your farm, like say youre creative in music, film is also creative so go and make a music video, joining hobbies are so frickin fun, its such a release at least for me. and having something longterm like a music video, its really fulfilling when you complete it. humans are here to learn so dont stop learning, make the effort to learn the shit you want! good luck mate!!
It does get better my friend, I’ve been in a similar spot and I thought id never escape the pain and eventually fall victim to myself, but I didn’t! I have a healthy relationship now that puts my past to shame. I’ve slowly learned to love myself for the first time since I was a young kid. Do what these people said and find a hobby you love and express yourself. Just be you. Nobody is perfect and bad days still sneak up. But I wish you all the best and I hope you keep fighting for yourself and make it out of that hole again!
same
@@devynglenn7697 no it doesnt
has anyone actually been able to sleep to this without breaking down into tears
last night
Haven't been able to cry in some time, everything feels so empty and tiring, so yes...
meeeeeee!
i haven’t used it to try and sleep but i often use duster as study music. i can’t explain why, their music isn’t very depressing to me outside of a few examples (echo bravo, me and the birds, and topical solution being 3 that come to mind), they’re mainly just very calming and help me get rid of my stress
me :D
listening to duster always makes me cry and reminds me of my loneliness
Damn
same
oh, it makes me happy and is calming for me
Mood
You're a burning bit of stardust! Don't be ashamed of your existence! Be genuine and you will ALWAYS burn bright!
this playlist is so calming! (i’m a piece of dust floating around the universe. i am meaningless.)
real
We all are, but we all have the gift of experiencing
Real
real
But u ain’t tho
This is a really cool playlist! (Nothing's wrong and I've actually been in a way better place than I was a few years ago back when I used to cry at night thinking I was a total screw up, I just like Duster. I wish the best to you guys though and hope you're doing better)
major w
So proud of you man
I’m very happy for you
Im doing better also it’s kinda dope good shit
I feel you some much , I wish to everyone here to find peace . love !
damn I love this playlist sm! (I'm listening to this on the floor with a fucked up leg while I paint. I'm so proud of how far I have come, I haven't enjoyed painting or anything else really for so long, and looking at these comments I remember of how it felt to be in that hole, how it seemed to never have an end, to not have any hope to have a life that felt any different or that even felt like anything at all. I want to let everyone in this comment section know that there is something better, and even if things don't get better, you will. Recovery is never impossible, please don't give up)
im trying to not give up trust me.
Thank you so much 💗
i second this…. i felt the exact same way reading everyone’s comments. my heart hurts for everyone but it’s possible to recover and it’s crazy how i never thought i’d be okay.
THIS ONE >
This meant so much to read. Thank you. Also, I'm very proud of you.
Duster is a unique band it makes you feel almost emotionless like down but also not the kind of down where you cry its the kind of down where you don’t know how to feel lost almost its like you’re staring at an empty abyss trying to figure out where it went wrong
empty enough to realise that no matter how long you stare the abyss wont ever look back
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
I love these songs! (i don't know how much longer i can go on, everyday feels the same and i can't break the cycle of it please help)
let me know when you find out
hey! If everything does feel the same then maybe you got to do what you like for even day, if its possible you can just change your 1 day in the year and you could learn something from that day and that thing will help you see futher in life, keep on truckin.
i too love this music (i want to comfort you but im not sure how to in yt comments but ik exactly how your feeling. you got this. sooner or later youll get out of this hole, and you'll be more happy. you might not stay happy but theres always the end before the next beginning. everyday can bring something different.)
break out of the matrix
@@kdubz222 No, you cant possibly feel what he/she is feeling, we can only make assumptions but sometimes assuming what other people feel might make them even feel worse so just be there to support not assume..
Nice mix man😃Love it😄(Every day I tell myself that tomorrow will get better, but every day it gets worse and worse, hope fades and emotions are absent, and only deep inner anger remains, because of which I constantly feel irritated and hurt my friends and loved ones, then i feel guilty and starting to hate my life even more)
how i’m feeling right now
That’s how I felt, if it provides any comfort, it does get better but it takes a hell lot of patients and time. Hang in there!!
literally me
Me 😁
real
I luv duster( I'm in a perpetual state of constant self destruct and need constant reassurance or I will spontaneously combust at 12:37 am on July 13th)
i hope you will be alright
hey man, it's gonna be okay. your very loved and I know you are a good person. just keep pushing through, i promise it'll get better.. eventually. and please don't combust at 12:37am on July 13th. your needed
me too
ya good?
Today's the day. Are you dead?
I love duster fr (I’ve become soulless, a husk of a man and I haven’t felt real self love or even happiness for that matter. But at the same time I don’t feel sad, I’m just existing at this very moment.)
this is a really good mix (if you’re reading this i love you)
thanks :)
-your friendly italian egg
please make out with me then
all i need to hear bruj💀
@@miscrew4life you’re welcome :)
- jexx
@@sillybillyhill sure 😳
I drove a 73 Plymouth Duster in the late 80's. It sat in my backyard for 5 years, me and my siblings use to play in it when we were younger pretending to drive. Started right up after sitting for all those years. I held the cracked dashboard together with duct tape and put as many bumperstickers on it as possible. Got pulled over by cops when I was 20, it was all they could do was stand there and laugh at the 'No Nukes', 'Abolish Apartheid' 'Robin Hood was right' while I did the DUI test, scared to death. Drove that black Duster to Southern Utah in the middle of summer, no AC and the gas gage didn't work. Wish I could go back and play this album on my portable boombox while driving through the empty desert.
this is so calming! (I can't remember the last time I was happy. everything feels like a motion blur and I'm scared ill never get out of it.)
I'm sure you will find your sparks soon. I know its hard knowing that you won't be happy unless a certain thing happens, but that doesn't really have to be the main part. I really hope you find a path to the next stage of life, it is hard but keep on fighting :)
@@bacon7248 thank you so much. you're such a kind person, I wish the best for you :)
i know exactly how your feeling, when i experienced this i became a very nonchalant person and everyday was the same for me. i was no longer happy. you'll get out of this hole i promise you sooner or later. life is hard sometimes but its just about fighting the battles we're given. someone told me today sometimes we wait for something big to happen so we can be happy again when in fact sometimes if we just take a moment and appreciate the way the little things are, we can find some sort of contentness and happiness. i dont know how life is for you right now but hopefully duster is bringing you some sort of serenity
real
gosh, I can't express how alive this makes me feel! ( I relapse every hour, and I avoid looking at any reflections because I can't stand the sight of myself.)
I love you friend
this is so #me!! (im sorry you feel like that you deserve everything)
i love this so much (noone trusts me noone cares about me, noone appreciates me, i have screwed up my life, i lost myself, my emotions, my character, my smile, my childhood friends and im in a depressive state making me not appreciate anything)
damn, same.
i never feel sad listening to duster, just really calm, like i have someone gently whispering in my ear that they understand how i feel and its gonna be fine.
Love this playlist! (When I was younger I thought people were depressed only for attention, so I never spoke out about how I was feeling. Now as the years have passed I have seem to have fallen into an endless loop of depression and I’m not sure if I’m able to get out of it.)
dw itll only get worse
you are, I promise. in the future you'll look back to now and realise how much progress you are able to make, even if it feels small. (here's some advice if u want it, feel free to ignore. I am just a stranger on the internet after all) if u can, set small goals for yourself, no matter how small as long as they feel somewhat significant to you, and try to achieve one more each day, tell yourself that at least today was different from yesterday because of this. And don't beat yourself up for not achieving these goals, relapsing and slowing down is only natural in healing, as long as you pick back up, even if it's at a slower pace, you will get better
maybe you will get out of it maybe you wont but never give up trying if theres even a chance at being happy go for it all you can do is fight and never stop and know your important.
This is just what i needed! (its seriously been so hard the past couple of months, i've relapsed back into self harm after 2 years and my mental health is taking a huge hit, i've isolated from friends, i just sit in bed all day and all night rotting away, all the while feeling like im useless. I stopped going to college, stopped going out with my friends and just going out in general. My parents noticed and now im going back to therapy once a week. I honestly don't feel like trying anymore. I just want to give up. Every little movement like moving my hand or getting up just feels so hard, even as i type this now its probably the most work im going to get all day. Living like this isn't nice, the amount of people i've seen romanticize these living conditions, clothes everywhere on the floor, trash, debris. I just feel like a slob, scum even. I hate feeling like this, these emotions that haven't come to me for so long, they really hurt. I really don't know how long i can continue on like this. The only thing actually keeping me alive is my partner. Sometimes I just wish I was normal. I have nothing else but myself basically. I hate living in this dump of a room but i have no motivation or will to clean it, i feel like a patient stuck in a hospital bed. Since I've been gone from my friends, everything apparently is now just falling apart, people are showing actual hate for each other, we've known each other and been friends for literally over 10 years, its crazy how 10 years of friendship can end in just 2 months, or is it 3 now? I'm not too sure, the days are blending into one another like usual. My best friend of 10 years literally doesn't seem to care for me anymore, calling me selfish, generally not trying to dm me, and hes the one who complains I don't talk to him much, I wonder why hm? I'm sick of everything, these people that I considered my friends turn out to be just people I knew, strangers. I feel like I'm really going to regret putting this comment in but it definitely feels better to get all of this off my chest. I have no hope for the future at the moment, I just hope things turn for the best soon. But it's not like I'm going to try am I? It's just useless at this point.)
im glad people have the guts to speak out like this. i wish you luck on your recovery and i hope you find true meaning and pleasure in life. you aren't truly alone
ong or fr
Heyy I’m so sorry your going through this…I’m also going through the same thing,..I’m skipping classes a lot and I can’t stand people…I get way too anxious. If you wanna be friends I’ll be here
You’re not alone. You just explained my situation almost to a T. Thank you for this little bit of time I don’t feel completely isolated even though I am
It’s just what I needed too!!
I love duster and this playlist ( I feel like I’m worthless, that my potential is being wasted I can’t process anything I can’t even cry at a loss anymore I don’t think I can cry all together I simultaneously want to sleep forever and stay awake forever, I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I hate myself I hate the way I look and the way I’m perceived I can’t even interact with people anymore I have no friends anymore I can’t feel anything and I can feel everything at the same time I want to succeed but idk how I fear failure I fear life I fear everything)
real
just like me fr
me
It breaks my heart seeing all these people that are absolutely broken ☹️ I wish y'all overcome your struggles soon and actually become your better self instead of hanging onto your past self, which is long gone . I'm here for you guys
Feels nice to listen to something that really conveys the feeling and emotions that we all feel about our lives. Whether it’s shitty or not. We all have a sense. Or feeling that we can’t shake off. But duster finds a way to convey that feeling. Into something beautiful. Helps a lot when you know life is shit. And it feels like no one can save you.
What a great compilation! (some nights I try so hard to cry, just so that i can feel some sort of emotion, but even when if i do, i know that emotion is temporary and i will return to the gray again.)
I wish I could trade, and feel nothing.
Life may seem though and I believe it is, but I'm sure someone will come into your life and make you see something else in life. I know it may not be true, but I met a person that made me change the way I see life, and showed me alot to it. I KNOW it may not seem like a real thing to happen but in whatever you believe, that is the ANSWER. keep on fighting
real
I love this mix! (I’m at my limit and honestly don’t know if I can take this much longer. )
Bro u still here?
i love you :/
Stay strong. You are on this Earth for a reason.
duster makes me cry i love you duster
At a park, my girlfriend is sleeping on my lap.Im trying my best not to fall asleep too trying my best not to wake her up writing this.I used to listen to this when i had trouble sleeping, those bad times.ive been there and back and now im here. It does get better everyone keep hanging on. It really does get better.
i’m in love with this mix! (i wish i could count the days i have left on one hand)
man, i love duster, this playlist is the best! (I miss being genuinely happy, because whenever I feel happiness now I always know in the back of my mind I will always return to feeling nothing but misery at the end of the day, and nothing and nobody can save me anymore. the days go on without me noticing and they're all the exact same as the last, I don't know how many more of them I can go through, I need to make it stop somehow, I'm not living anymore, I'm suffering.) it puts me right to sleep! (i need to be medicated.)
@@loveheart14 the only thing thats corny is ur inability to pick up women
i hope your okay man
Why is this is relatable?
deftones pfp checks out lol.
in reality though i hope that you are doing much better, i can relate to yr struggles
real
duster songs are always so similar but so different, love them sm
thisssss
It makes them perfect to listen to all at once
I don't know why Duster is getting so much attention lately but I'm all for it.
i don’t know aswell but it makes me happy for duster
best gym playlist no joke. gets you in your feels to lift
listening to this has always helped me to calm down and stop crying. thank you
In love with this band! (I am stuck in a cycle where I think I have moved on until I remember a particular memory of her in vivid detail and all of a sudden there is a part of me missing and it will not come back.)
I love u
Real
as soon the inside out starts playing my tears suddenly fell on my cheeks and now it won't stop
i think its a good song to start the mix with
I love u
I love this playlist! (I've spent every single day of the summer so far just in my room either sitting watching streamers on twitch or working out but I haven't seen anyone because my best friend basically ghosted me to go spend time with her boyfriend and my girlfriend is in the mental hospital for the whole summer and my other friends just kinda don't wanna hang out so my depression has been getting worse and I listen to this everyday and just cry because I don't know what emotion im feeling and it just physically hurts because I can't think of what emotion im feeling and I just want to have it go away or at least know what it is)
when everyones busy, i go out alone to just relax and clear my head, with music.
theres a comfort in spendimg time alone. try to enjoy what you've got and keep on the grind 🦾
Hey! If you want you could try to get some online friends for comfort. If real friends are ghosting you, why not an online friend? Its like talking to someone that you don't know but you might get along. I'm sorry to hear that your girlfriend is in the mental hospital, I hope you both stay strong.
this playlist made me feel so sad. I want to document all my memories with my friends and ex-friends. i dont have good memory so i wont remember these fleeting moments that mean so much to me. i'll miss the past so much i just want to hear the voices of me and my friends as kids when im older. i want to see everything we did, the promises we made, the sad moments and happy ones. every little moment means so much to me. the time when i got hit by a volleyball when i was walking into the locker room, the time when my teacher pulled me aside during class to talk about my day and my feelings, the time when i was crying in my mom's car because someone at my table insulted my friend, the time when arjay always kept saying he wanted to play my electric bass, the time when kingston mistook a cello for a bass, the time when me and my friends were having the time of our lives, the first time i went to bella terra after school with my friends, my first day of middle school, the year i always had a low ponytail (so embarrased from that). moments with people im not even friends with i want to keep so badly. i want to remember everything. i want to continue being friends with all of my friends even if end up talking less in the future i still want us to be connected in some way. i hope all my friends live healthy lives and enjoy life the fullest and meet the people they want to be with forever and i hope they achieve their dreams. as for me, my dream is to become a fashion designer despite not having any motivation, no inspiration, and no actual driving force/reason to become one. I want to try everything i want to have the time of my life. I dont want to leave the friends that i have now. I dont want to go to seperate highschools, seperate places after highschool, seperate pathways in life. I want all of us to be together. hopefully we'll never have to seperate but i know its inevitable cause no matter what we'll die and go our own ways and live our own lives...
Can’t tell if i agree to the comments about this being comforting or not. But because I’m still doing miserable, whenever I listen to this while studying or something I start crying and the voices in my head about leaving go lower in tone but louder in strength.
every duster song is a song to sleep to.
These songs are relaxing (I thought I gotten better and recovered but im slowly going back to the way I was and im scared im going to be worse)
LMAOOO (same)
mmm its 4 am and this playlist is really hitting hard! ( Im screaming into my pillow crying)
I've went through all hard times. I'm happy now. But I still love listening to it. You can do it guys, I believe in you
Thank you.
i love this mix thank you so much! (im rotting in bed for the past 5 hours)
Duster touches me so deeply I don't even know how to describe it. Stars Will Fall is exactly what healing sounds like I don't understand how they did it.
thank u for this i love duster (i hate the person ive become and at this point i dont even know who i am anymore. i cant recognise myself. i have no clue where my life is going or where ill be in the future and im scared. i stay up every night thinking about what will become of me. and yet, despite this fear, in response, i do nothing about it. i simply embrace the fact that im weak and ill die alone. i try to occasionally comfort myself and cover up this acceptance with random 3am pep talks or desperate attempts to try and fix myself but in the end i am only left with the realisation that i may never change. that i may never improve. that ill never grow as a person. i could only dream of someday becoming the normal kid ive always wanted to be. i feel trapped. trapped inside a hole where there are only me and my thoughts scattered all over the walls, constantly screaming at me every second of the day with whatever i decide to busy myself with. i cannot cry for help because i am afraid. i instead hide away tucked in the corner avoiding anyone who tries to help, ignoring that voice inside my head telling me to stop. and when that person goes away i am drowned out in guilt and despair knowing that opportunity i had was just ripped away because of my own selfishness. and there i lay inside that hole alone, foolishly expecting a friend to just magically appear. but nobody is there. not even the shadow of a person casting down on me watching as my sanity slowly deteriorates. the only thing i can do is pathetically rot away inside this hole, feeling sorry for myself and expecting someone to save me despite knowing nobody will and its all my fault. i watch helplessly as life repeats itself over and over as more and more thoughts flood my head as if my existence itself has turned against me and is trying to drive me insane. all i do in response is attempt to blind myself from the harsh reality of life with "the little things" that give me that tiny ounce of happiness until it all fades away and i return to this world of nothingness.)
real
Oh....this hit hard honestly I just.....I've got nothing at this point
real, but actually real👌😂
omg i’m in love with duster songs (i’m tired i’m tired i’m tired everything is just too much for me)
i am happy u stay awake even tho your tired. It gets better
Duster is such comfort music to me. (I am so exhausted all of the time i am forced to watch as i ruin my life. Everything feels so fast and so painfully slow. I just wish time would stop. i wish i could feel that someone is beside me and I wouldn’t feel so alone all the time. I wish i knew why i hated being around others and yet crave their company. I wish i was nicer to the few people who care about me but im so irritated all the time i find myself saying the wrong things each time I open my mouth. Sometimes I secretly wish i had a terrible illness, so people would know and care about me.) i listen to them all the time.
This is me , I relate to u , just enjoy life as it is focus on the positive
I’m typing this as being outside whilst my friends r inside and I always feel like I’m the least respected in the group and the punching bag and no1 thinks I’m smart, it’s so hard to tell how much of its real or me over reacting it’s so hard to know when to be firm and let something go but it gets better im much better at it then I was a year or 2 years ago u jusr gotta do what u like / enjoy because when it comes down to it you just have to enjoy it because if ur not enjoying it and ur focusing on the negatives why ? For the long list of negatives there is a long list of positives we just tend to focus on the negatives for some reason and I believe this wastes time and you’ll look back wishing you had just been happy with what u had / Where u were try to appreciate the moment as cheesy as that is it’s true trying to be like I’m here this is fun , life is good god is good life is good
cornball
@@joshnolan2514 probably because they're all inside and you're outside typing a comment. Find another friend group or accept the fact you don't have social skills
@@MeIlw what are you on about?
if this mix had songs from the new album "together" it would be one of the best mixes I've heard in my life, nice job!
ah true, i really only looked at their classics
@@lol4bit you also forgot the unreleased albums, there are EXCELLENT songs on albums like Experimental Dust or On The Dodge!
@@karkaaaaa i might re-do this mix in the future with more songs
Their new album is kinda weak tho can’t lie
@@dylanolson6077 i thought so too on my first listen but i started to appreciate it more on repeat listens
This sad music, listening, not watching anything, really gets me in the moment. Content like videos and movies drown me. These get me in my thoughts. I need that mindfulness. Connection to my mind and to my body. I am so lost usually. This exposes a sadness but it also exposes to me reality.
I Love duster ( I feel an eternal emptiness, I want to be better but I just can’t do it anymore. I want to let go but I’m scared of letting go, I’m done but I’m not finished, my very being disgusts me and the hallucinations won’t stop) they’re my favourite band!!
I love this playlist ( last year was a living hell I fell into depression in a constant loop of torture all of the people I loved would blame me, but now I'm doing better in life.) would recommend to friends.
Thanks for the playlist! (Rather than sleeping, i ended my dreading my existence instead)
omg i love this band! (I have moments when i go numb and others when i feel everything at such high intensity that i can feel my head explode from the weight of the emotions, and i get overwhelmed by any human interaction because of my severe anxiety that makes my head hurt, i barely get any sleep or i sleep the whole day while i stay awake at night with my thoughts eating me alive. i don’t feel safe anywhere because there’s always panic inside my mind)
real
Dude this playlist is amazing! I love it!!!!( I’m always stressed about everything and scared that I will be forever alone because I was always the wired quiet kid and always scared others away. I never had anyone to be friends with, to hangout with them or joke around. I had one time but I hurt them and now they’re gone forever. They moved on while I still think about how I couldn’t even apologized to them. I isolate myself from others rather than hurting someone again without realizing it. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this. I’m trying to fit in but I’m still so different from others. I’m so tired from it.)
real
😬🙈✌
real
awesome playlist! (i cant cry anymore, no matter how hard i try no tears fall out, i havent been able to show emotion for the past 2 years)
best music ever! ( i am crying in the void forever and there is no hope of coming back)
I love this, very good mix! (when I have nightmares I can't tell if I'm asleep or awake)
real
man this is awesome, i've loved duster since i found then in 2019 :) (nothing makes me sadder seeing old friends hanging out with each other, i'm scared that no one will ever ask to hang out with me ever again and it makes me sad)
This is indeed a wonderful mix to sleep to! (I haven't been able to have a good sleep in months. I cannot fall asleep, I stay awake rotting in my bed for days on end.)
this playlist is great! thank you so much for the calming mix! ( my abandonment issues are crippling and and despite having good relationships i cant help but think they are temporary and that they will one day end and the people i love will leave)
I love you all so much and you’re all so loved. Find peace in yourself and be able to maintain physical independence. You are the only real thing in this world, love yourselves. ❤
this is the kind of music that plays in your head when its raining in the morning and you're waiting for the bus. haven't been to school in 5 years but this brought me back, thanks.
i love this playist sm!! (every day the pain gets worse, i dread waking up in the mornings. I cant ever sleep properly and i lack all emotion)
Such a great mix (this is what im going to listen to while i lay down contemplating life)
Great playlist!! Currently at my absolute lowest and feel nothing but genuine misery and emptiness and fuel it with depressing music yet can't listen to any other music because it doesn't resonate the same
realest shi Ive ever seen 💀💀(I hate seeing people succeed at stuff I can't even comprehend doing, my love for people has been decreasing vastly. Not to mention my own self confidence is little to none which makes me be awkward around people I want to reach out to.)
perfect mix! (i turn everyone away from me and i repulse myself every day by convincing myself i am self centrered)
This is my favorite mix! (I haven’t felt so empty and emotionless in the past month, I feel like no one will understand the shit that I’m going through and I feel even worse because of it, I’m losing so many people that I love and I’m probably losing even more people in the upcoming months and I’m losing myself to a void of my mind and everyday I wake up I cry because I woke up alive)
thanks for making this playlist it really helps me fall asleep! (i try every night to dream my suffering away, im running out of options now, i dont know how it could possibly get any worse)
I've been a fan for quite a while but nothing still beats listening to Duster under a dark gray sky or when it's raining.
Guys it gets better,
Life really is like a book. Every chapter is accompanied by one main emotion. This chapter was about love that was never meant, this chapter made me want to kill my self. School was awful, hanging out felt awful, girls made me feel awful. But now, I feel the pages flipping. My last chapter was depression and now that I've changed schools and stoped talking to her i start to feel that happiness again. It was worth all the pain it really was. My pages finally turned and this is a new chapter, a chapter of happiness. I don't care how long it lasts, its here now. School makes me happy again, i really want to go. Friends make me happy again, old and new ones. They make me feel giddy, like some happy child. When I'm not crazy in love I can actually feel like a child and its great. I stoped talking to the girl that was everything because a girl shouldn't be everything. Now I don't feel the urge to be with some one, I don't feel pain when I hang out with girl friends because I dont want to be with them. Thats why it hurt to be with her, because I needed her, she didn't need me. You shouldn't haave to need any girl that doesn't need you, no girl should be able to dictate your life, now that I cht her off I feel greater than ever.
It hurts to cut some people of but it hurts more to keep people you love but dont love you back in your life. Cut peole off because some times it really makes you happy. I'm happy now. I'm in a new chapter and life doesn't suck. If life sucks maybe it's time to start a new chapter. I know it's easy to stay sad. I fought hard not to die and it was worth it, living was worth it.
the way dusters music conveys emotions like sadness, loneliness, emptiness etc through instrumentals alone is on a completely different level than any sad rap or pop song i've ever heard. that's why duster makes me cry so much, they convey raw emotion so well. completely unparalleled
well said.
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love these songs! (sometimes i miss the feeling of cutting. i’ve been almost two years clean and i still vividly remember it like yesterday. the pain, the burning, the adrenaline, how it became so addicting. i thought i was better. im trying to be better. yet sometimes my anger gets the best of me and i just want to relive it all over again. i miss feeling something, even if it was something like relapsing. i want to just finally be happy. truly happy. i just want to stop thinking. im tired of the constant overthinking i can’t sleep. im so tired yet i can’t sleep. i wish i just stopped caring abt what others thought abt me. i wish i only cared for my own well-being. i hate being such a push over. im tired of letting people treat me like shit, i thought i changed for the best yet im still the same pathetic pushover i was before. the funny thing is no matter how bad i want to relapse i just can’t. my shitty pride just won’t let me. when i get upset i get the strong urge to change something whether it’s to cut my hair, dye it, get a piercing, just something. i constantly feel like i have to have some kind of control over myself or else something bad is gonna happen, i hate myself so much that i want to relapse. i just want to be happy. i wish i could love myself as much as i love others.)
this is fire bro 🔥(the voices wont stop get them out of my head)
This is so cool. This vid is basically its own Internet Pitstop of sorts, but It has also introduced many people to the band. I’m really glad vids like this exist (I don’t want to get into details, but in my youth I went through some traumatic experiences that led me to develop severe social anxiety. When I think about all of the past experiences I’ve missed out on, all of the relationships I could have formed but didn’t, it really starts to become so debilitating. This thing has ruined my life. Everyone always misinterprets me or finds other reasons for why I am the way I am. “Oh, stop talking to him he doesn’t like to talk” “you have no voice” “it’s almost like you’re not even here” I can go on and on. I really want to change. Even if I sound stupid or look stupid. I can’t keep living like this.)
well said. you'll get better
things can, and will eventually get better with such a mind like that. I may not know the exact detail, but I already relate to some parts of your story. Good luck on your journey!
That’s genuinely so sweet. Thanks for taking the time to respond to my comment and for the encouraging words. It’s greatly appreciated
I love Duster (i feel beaten down by life's daily challenges. I've been oversleeping and ive lost my grip. I feel like im missing something. Nothing convinces me to be happy. I know people try. They try so hard. I wish i could stop having nightmares and have peace of mind so i can appreciate being here.)
Adore this piece of media! (I can’t handle it anymore, can’t look happy anymore without thinking about him, but he moved on. He didn’t even care about the relationship, but I did. I can’t feel any emotion anymore.)
this makes me feel so alive (im struggling with overthinking rn)
Same
duster has my heart ( i cry to duster when I feel like everything’s my fault. maybe it is no one knows)
It’s not your fault.
Best playlist I've heard so far(im at the point of giving up, i can't keep up much longer)
i love duster sleep mix (i havent felt anything, for years. people think im happy and i laugh a lot, but duster has returned some of my emotions, i love it) we all love duster sleep mix!!!!
Great playlist! (if you are reading this I love you! don't give up!!)
This is the only thing I wanna hear from somebody
Yooo this just instantly became one of my favorite playlist thanks man!! (i'm at the lowest point of my life rn I'm so tired of relapsing over and over again)
real
I don’t understand why duster makes people so sad? I really love the music it makes me feel thoughtful and content
its strange but im glad you aren't suffering like everyone else in the comments.
slowcore is an "aesthetic" for the non aesthete
Duster is so good. I have "contemporary movement" and "together" on vinyl, these are probably my favourite sadcore/slowcore albums out there
I’m studying to be a psychiatrist. Psychology, history and sociology are my biggest inspirations and I can guarantee you that I’ve experienced a lot these past years I’m sure many have. All I can say is keep your chin up because you have to be the best you. I can also say that it’s very hard to keep being happy any fucking longer.
I LOVE DUSTER (someone help me i can't stop thinking about how much time i waste doing nothing, i feel like my life will fade away into nothing)
real
doing nothing is better than doing something wrong, but thats okay if you even do waste time doing something bad or good, it doesn't even matter. Everyone does die but, its not worth it to be thinking about death, it can make people more paranoid. keep on fighting :)
Who cares what your life will be if you don’t enjoy it while you have it
real
Duster is so special to me because I found out about them on a Instagram meme post back in 2018 and have been listening to them ever since. I love their sound and the obscurity of their popularity back then.
fr i found duster from a chris chan meme
so cool! great mix! (i cant get what happened out of my head. i havent cried in so long and its genuinely so painful. i need help but no one is there for me.)
Hey! If no one was ever there for you, well I believe that someone out there cares for you, and that may be me. I will think about how your life is going and I won't forget it, because, people being happy is everything to me. I'm sure your gonna cry sometime in the future, maybe something will sadden you and you will feel emotion again. Someone could come into your life and give you sparks, stay strong man.
Listened to this at one of the lowest moments I've had recently, cried more than I do normally. Thank you Duster and thank you for this playlist
This playlist really sparks joy in me! (I suffer alone as I hold up a strong smile, unable to truly describe to others what has been devouring me from inside silently.)
@4i9ou top 1 greatest manga fr
I love it too! (Penis)
I really love this!( I feel this overwhelming, indescribable emptiness that is slowly eating me alive. I can’t even make myself speak to people. Nods and murmurs are how I speak now. I don’t know what to do anymore. Why can’t this end? Why can’t my life just simply stop. Then I wouldn’t have to feel this way.) amazing playlist
stay strong