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  • Опубликовано: 20 окт 2024
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    Lyrics
    Chorus:
    Selfish I've been feeling lost that’s the truth, I'm an introvert struggle with my thoughts all i do, please jus let me be I don’t wanna break your heart too, faded memories open up these scars like new
    Verse 1
    Please don’t hit my phone left it on silent, late night driving, I think too much this shit is tiring, see the sirens, my speakers loud can’t stand the silence, I'm fuckin wilding,
    while my anxiety has been moving up a couple levels i just need space, the person i try to be is in a battle with devil telling me to go stray, i had some people around me i swore that were real but they all turned to fake, the truth of this cold world is it hurts to feel its part of the price that we pay, I'm used to the struggle I'm good on my own, these ain't emotions I usually shown, because i keep carrying all of this well, don’t mean that the pain disappear cause it won’t, already been down this road know all too well, somewhere along the line I lost myself, i lost myself dont know who I became,
    Chorus:
    Selfish I've been feeling lost that’s the truth, I'm an introvert struggle with my thoughts all i do, please jus let me be I don’t wanna break your heart too, faded memories open up these scars like new
    Verse 2
    All i do is think ain't got no free time, bottled up a tendency by design, lately move to fast wish I could rewind, sanity I struggle just to keep mine, keep mine
    I used to be someone else then I changed, driving a hundred I'm switching through lanes, i picked up all my pieces an put em together but something ain't feeling the same, i guess I'm not sure that id do it again, gave up my life with the stroke of a pen, this all of me I swear,
    Chorus:
    Selfish I've been feeling lost that’s the truth, I'm an introvert struggle with my thoughts all i do, please jus let me be I don’t wanna break your heart too, faded memories open up these scars like new
    #ollie #morethanmusic #selfish

Комментарии • 471

  • @Flitch
    @Flitch 2 года назад +201

    Thank you for writing this. Going through this kinda thing is always hard, and it hits me way more than I care to admit. Thank you Ollie.

    • @brandonvandenheuvl6371
      @brandonvandenheuvl6371 2 года назад +2

      Yup yep

    • @patrickatay3953
      @patrickatay3953 2 года назад +2

      😭😭

    • @bricehursey9347
      @bricehursey9347 2 года назад +5

      Sucks living like this it's not fun life feels like a battle .... I miss being a kid and being happy but ik that will never come back my anxiety I can't even live a normal life

    • @BamaSquirrel
      @BamaSquirrel 2 года назад +3

      @@bricehursey9347 it is a tough life when we are empaths and introverts, however, I wouldn’t want it any other way for that would mean to become more like the world which I don’t want to be. When we choose compassion and our empathy side in life the struggles will make us stronger as we choose to keep moving forward and always heal

    • @gaminginhell707
      @gaminginhell707 2 года назад +1

      🥺😞 yeah... Thankyou Ollie

  • @BenWarrenMusic
    @BenWarrenMusic 2 года назад +97

    **LYRICS**
    [Chorus] x2
    Selfish
    I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
    I'm an introvert
    Struggle with my thought's all I do
    Please just let me be
    I don't wanna break your heart too
    Faded memories, open up your scars like new
    [Verse]
    Okay, please don't hit my phone, left it on silent
    Then I drive in, I think too much, that shit is tiring
    See the sirens, my speakers lack, can't stand the silence
    I'm fucking wildin'
    While my anxiety is been moving up a couple levels
    I just need space
    The person I try to be is in a battle with the devil telling me to go straight
    I had some people around me I swore that were real but they all turned out to be fake
    The truth of this cold world is it hurts to feel is part of the prize that we pay
    I'm used to the struggle
    I'm good on my own
    These ain't emotions I usually show
    Because I keep carrying all of this well don’t mean that this pain disappear cause’ it won’t
    Already been down this road, know all too well
    Somewhere along the line I lost myself
    Lost myself, don't know who I became
    [Chorus] x2
    Selfish
    I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
    I'm an introvert
    Struggle with my thought's all I do
    Please just let me be
    I don't wanna break your heart too
    Faded memories, open up your scars like new
    [Verse]
    Yeah
    All I do is thinking, got no free time
    Bottled up, pretending ........
    Lately move too fast, wish I could rewind
    Yeah, sanity, I struggle just to keep mine
    Keep mine
    I used to be someone else and I changed
    Driving a hundred, I'm switching through lanes
    I picked up all of my pieces and put them together with something
    They fit in the same
    Guess I'm not sure that I'd do it again
    Give up my life with a stroke of a pen
    This is all of me, I swear
    [Chorus] x2
    Selfish
    I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
    I'm an introvert
    Struggle with my thought's all I do
    Please just let me be
    I don't wanna break your heart too
    Faded memories, open up your scars like new

  • @jessenunez3971
    @jessenunez3971 2 года назад +50

    Busting out the new year with a banger, this year is for Ollie to take over🙏🏽

  • @JustVurb
    @JustVurb 2 года назад +63

    criminally underrated

  • @atlus_music
    @atlus_music 2 года назад +74

    Your music is so good!!!

    • @blakejacobson7387
      @blakejacobson7387 2 года назад +1

      Dude, that's what I'm saying!! Your music also very healing, love you bro

    • @torremth
      @torremth 2 года назад +2

      Bro both of you. Ty for your stories also Atlus ❤

    • @Theadventurefox123
      @Theadventurefox123 2 года назад +1

      Atlus love to see u here!

    • @devilishly_jaded3308
      @devilishly_jaded3308 2 года назад +1

      yo Atlus its dope seeing you here, you both are amazing and listen to you guys almost every day. both of you should make some music together

    • @dunkindu
      @dunkindu 2 года назад

      So is yours Atlus!!!🖤💚🖤😏

  • @f3llino
    @f3llino 2 года назад +25

    Your timing is incredible. You just dropped this when im getting away of everyone to rethink about my whole decisions in these past years.
    Ty for this song.

  • @yahairamendoza2946
    @yahairamendoza2946 2 года назад +51

    As someone who tends to keep everything inside and refuse to let anything out cus it makes me feel weak, hearing you speak everything you feel and think within some lyrics makes me understand I’m not alone, and it’s normal to have feelings :) I learn sm from you.Ty, Ollie. Much love! Can’t wait for more

    • @BamaSquirrel
      @BamaSquirrel 2 года назад +1

      ❤️ well said 💕

    • @VibersVibin
      @VibersVibin 2 года назад +1

      never alone ❤️

    • @bricehursey9347
      @bricehursey9347 2 года назад

      I feel you man

    • @DP-helps_92
      @DP-helps_92 Год назад

      I felt every word of that nobody to lean on I'm the body they lean on!!! ❤

  • @kingutt7775
    @kingutt7775 2 года назад +14

    It’s amazing to me that this dude isn’t a massive star at this point. Always puts out great music.

  • @PowfuOfficial
    @PowfuOfficial 2 года назад +5

    hard work

  • @zdiosdetox7318
    @zdiosdetox7318 2 года назад +55

    Brother it’s crazy how far you have come, this is fucking masterpiece. Keep up the good work.

  • @BackInNam2836
    @BackInNam2836 2 года назад +6

    "A candle in the air for the ones who are going through shit"

  • @kaylallen5643
    @kaylallen5643 2 года назад +5

    There are no words for how much this can relate to how I feel. Man, you make some of the best music out there. This one really hit home man. I hope you are feeling better day by day. Because the constant feeling of thinking is not a good one. And the worst part about it is that people get used to it after so long that being happy and comfortable with being around people is not a feeling that is enjoyable because it's not what you've done for so long. I hope you read this and I hope things get better.

  • @seekthetruth336
    @seekthetruth336 2 года назад +27

    Ollie, you weren't kidding when you said you had more bangers on the way. Incredible! Much love

    • @ollieraps
      @ollieraps  2 года назад +22

      you going to lose it when you here the next ones...

    • @RubyCane-l1f
      @RubyCane-l1f 7 месяцев назад

      What are bangers stories of women he fucked

  • @branden3757
    @branden3757 Год назад +1

    So focused on moving forward, avoiding temptation by sacrifice

  • @princeshah.
    @princeshah. 2 года назад +1

    Ollie if you seeing this i just want to thank you for everything you just don't know how much energy you give me by your music.. when I listen your music it's feels like I'm not alone anymore.

  • @Terencelei_
    @Terencelei_ 2 года назад +2

    Back in 12 seconds, Cant stop loving Ollie.

  • @mcsmiles5127
    @mcsmiles5127 2 года назад +1

    thanks for putting your music out there Ollie and letting people out here know we're not alone in our struggles. It's a beautiful thing and you're a beautiful person, so thank you

  • @im5hy
    @im5hy 2 года назад +20

    Selfish
    I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
    I'm an introvert
    Struggle with my thought's all I do
    Please just let me be
    I don't wanna break your heart too
    Faded memories, open up your scars like new
    ❤️‍🩹

    • @KalvinMoon
      @KalvinMoon 2 года назад +1

      Thank you ❣

    • @im5hy
      @im5hy 2 года назад +1

      @@KalvinMoon 🥀❤️‍🩹

  • @FlawlessCSF
    @FlawlessCSF 2 года назад +1

    You're music has truly saved me over the last couple of years. Thank you for all the great music

  • @diegoarevalo6947
    @diegoarevalo6947 2 года назад +1

    Thank you, Ollie, you always seem to release songs when I need them the most. Been struggling with life for the past year, failed relationships, heartbreaks, used, played on like I was on Toy Story, betrayed by someone I thought was my friend, lost my best friend my dog to cancer. Don't really know how to continue, but your music has held me together for the past year, I owe you more than you can imagine. Thank you.

  • @leonlightsks
    @leonlightsks 2 года назад +1

    ollie you and NF are my inspiration thanks man

  • @cynthias.1871
    @cynthias.1871 2 года назад +6

    That line about anxiety and the whole song in general, I have felt all too well. My anxiety has been acting up lately and I am not sure why. A song you wrote a while ago called "Broken Down" is relatable af too and I was hoping you would have sang the song when you were in Chicago last time because I wanted to cry so badly. The point is I want to say that your music has helped so much, thank you Ollie 🥺❤

    • @ridethatslapthat
      @ridethatslapthat 2 года назад

      That's the effect this song gave me when I first heard it. Tears instantly came on as it's so simple but so accurate how anxiety feels and depression all while in the midst of not wanting to open up cause it's too exhausting. 😢🖤

  • @skeller200
    @skeller200 Месяц назад

    "I just need lil bit of time" the way he hit this omg

  • @vincelucciano4294
    @vincelucciano4294 2 года назад +3

    I been depressed af so thank you for this.

  • @VibersVibin
    @VibersVibin 2 года назад

    This hit deep dam bro amazing

  • @exstatictermz2025
    @exstatictermz2025 2 года назад

    Been listening to you forever now and swear you never miss ollie

  • @meshe9203
    @meshe9203 2 года назад

    I don't know if I could live without listening to your music it helps me at the worst of times and the best of times.

  • @luisdimas8894
    @luisdimas8894 2 года назад +3

    Ollie you're a 💎
    You got mad talent Ollie Hope the new year brings you blessings and you reach all your goals.

  • @Mai_Tai04
    @Mai_Tai04 2 года назад

    Damn, these lyrics hit hard. 1am, high af and it's a different vibe. Every single word just resignates.

  • @r3deyedj3d14
    @r3deyedj3d14 2 года назад

    Goosebumps.. your music is so deep and meaningful.

  • @nickysspot3228
    @nickysspot3228 2 года назад

    Love every song and I swear you've read my journals craziness

  • @austindeadmond1267
    @austindeadmond1267 2 года назад +1

    The only dude I feel like I can blast through the speakers while the music saves my life day by day. Keep fighting people!

  • @arielcartwright5853
    @arielcartwright5853 2 года назад

    Thanks for always being you and sticking to your music, it keeps me going through the hard days amazing music

  • @Thrive.motivations
    @Thrive.motivations 2 года назад +5

    Your OG Fans will always be here for you brother ❤️🙏💯

  • @FrankensteinLover
    @FrankensteinLover 2 года назад

    God Bless America Ollie is So Real and Hits you in the Wounded Soul with Music with Meaning.

  • @marcutarciziu6781
    @marcutarciziu6781 2 года назад +1

    Ay man
    Thank u for doing this
    Your music keeps me going sometimes
    I love u

  • @JustRap1d
    @JustRap1d 2 года назад +1

    Recently I heard your music and I've been addicted ever since. You really are underrated man, keep up the amazing music

  • @rg6982
    @rg6982 2 года назад +1

    YOOOoooooo
    This DROPPED on my bday and describes ME!!!
    THANKS BRO🔥

  • @aliramono6768
    @aliramono6768 2 года назад +1

    Your music is always relatable. Lyrics always hit 🔥

  • @hyp3thelyricist923
    @hyp3thelyricist923 2 года назад +1

    Whooo another daily banger for the playlist 💪🏻💯💪🏻🔥🔥🔥

  • @abz95xo
    @abz95xo 2 года назад +1

    absolutely love ollie, his music is so relatable and has helped me through more than he could ever know, absolute amazing person, artist

  • @chantelleaquilina5271
    @chantelleaquilina5271 2 года назад +2

    The timing of this song is insane. The line "faded memories open up these scars like new" and
    "Late-night driving, I think too much, that shit tiring"
    All hit hella home with me right now. I needed this song, thank you ❤

    • @briggsethan
      @briggsethan 2 года назад

      Hello Chantelle how are you doing?

  • @diddykongo1222
    @diddykongo1222 2 года назад

    fell in love with this song right after listening to it for the first time, thx for your music

  • @shadowfigure5338
    @shadowfigure5338 2 года назад

    Legit been scrolling thru this page clicking random songs and they all got some real vibez man💙🦋 just subscribed💯

  • @yolover111
    @yolover111 2 года назад +1

    sheeesh man, the words at the start, wow.
    keep making art sir, 2022 im excited what you got in the bag

  • @JayCole_211
    @JayCole_211 2 года назад +6

    Best way to start the new year! Let's gooo!

  • @philipsfinds648
    @philipsfinds648 2 года назад +1

    Man the day will come when they realize what you bring to this world - I‘ll be there

  • @Arr.man_capital
    @Arr.man_capital 2 года назад

    Standing by the road side thinking boat my life and how nobody really cutting it for me, I didn't even realize am all teared up had to play your songs just to feel better. Ty for all the songs man.

  • @Evan_Blood
    @Evan_Blood 2 года назад

    How is this song not bigger then this should have millions of plays

  • @blueprintsofficial4022
    @blueprintsofficial4022 2 года назад +1

    This will keep me goin for the rest of the year ✨

  • @dakotahyaworski5355
    @dakotahyaworski5355 2 года назад

    You took the words/feelings straight from my head and made them true. This is beautiful & so raw. Thankful for people like you who can make it real & be vulnerable & put this out there. Thank you.. 🖤

  • @connorsullivan3419
    @connorsullivan3419 2 года назад +2

    Keep them coming Ollie👏🏼

  • @jgsource552
    @jgsource552 Год назад

    this song... is just special man

  • @jaybajan
    @jaybajan 2 года назад +1

    This man never disappoints with his music. A really good track to start off the 2022 year!

  • @edwharton5600
    @edwharton5600 Год назад

    He Is A STAR That's his whole point The people that feel him r his gifts

  • @nothingmatters1170
    @nothingmatters1170 2 года назад

    Gave me all the chills. ❤️

  • @Floresbrandon95
    @Floresbrandon95 2 года назад +2

    I gotta say man, you’re one of my favorite artists. I love the beats, the flow, the vibe itself. I don’t think there’s a single song you have made that I don’t like. Keep doing your thing man! -Brandon

  • @mzwaffles
    @mzwaffles 2 года назад

    Beautifully done sir keep on keeping things real like you do. Love you Strange kitty 😸🐾❤We 💙you Ollie

  • @KalvinMoon
    @KalvinMoon 2 года назад

    You kept the sad boy vibe and you played a lot with your lyrics and flow on this one. Love you man stay healthy

  • @nocturnal2284
    @nocturnal2284 2 года назад

    Thank for writing this it’s always good to here people still are going strong with what ever your going threw will get better bro I have high hopes for u

  • @patriciakollarova6244
    @patriciakollarova6244 2 года назад

    Cant disappoint me... Love to drive while u on repeat 🌸

  • @TyroxEffects
    @TyroxEffects 2 года назад

    This song hits me in so many ways. Love your music!

  • @everclearwonderful8796
    @everclearwonderful8796 2 года назад +1

    Amazing man, thank you...exactly had me crying seriously felt this

  • @LetsTalkNFLtv
    @LetsTalkNFLtv 2 года назад

    Your talent is out of this world. One of these is going to catch fire like crazy and you’re going to be a star

  • @trongnghianguyen4431
    @trongnghianguyen4431 2 года назад +1

    Masterpiece 🔥🔥🔥

  • @alaamedhat6982
    @alaamedhat6982 2 года назад

    I have no words to say it about this song and this man all what can I say this so perfect

  • @darkestcrymusic
    @darkestcrymusic 2 года назад +1

    So do you make your own beats Ollie? Cause i love everyone of your songs.

  • @SimonsSymposium
    @SimonsSymposium 2 года назад

    havent heard any of your stuff in forever, thanks youtube for reminding me

  • @saint5223
    @saint5223 2 года назад

    Easily one of my top favorites!

  • @ROG-123
    @ROG-123 2 года назад

    Ollie, your one of my favorite artists! I connect with your music so much it’s incredible. I can’t thank you enough for helping!!

  • @Dabbztv
    @Dabbztv 2 года назад

    Love and respect the work this dude does. Won't sellout and keeps grinding on his own! The music touches your soul.

  • @AtreiuTargaryen
    @AtreiuTargaryen 2 года назад

    I love this song! Hits so deep, spreading the aura that so many of us feel but dont know how to express! Amazing work ollie!

  • @LxnelyWxlf666
    @LxnelyWxlf666 2 года назад

    every music of yours is more then music to me, this one stayed pretty good... glad you keep making music :)

  • @sheameeker7290
    @sheameeker7290 2 года назад

    I love every song you come out with I feel all of it. Your a beautiful soul ❤️✨✨💫🫂💫✨❤️

  • @sammo8638
    @sammo8638 2 года назад

    OLLIE! Bro this is a banger!! I hope this is your year, you deserve it

  • @ashcole1692
    @ashcole1692 2 года назад

    It's like you just take the emotions straight from my mind and put it into words, it hits me more than you know 🤯🤔

  • @Real_Deal_Martian
    @Real_Deal_Martian 2 года назад

    Bro ur music is amazing 💯 it's a hella vibe 🧘‍♂️

  • @KaosModzzzz
    @KaosModzzzz 2 года назад +1

    Love the music Ollie and i’m sure u heard this many times but i listen to u every day and it helps me go through the day👍🏼

  • @duanebauer4948
    @duanebauer4948 2 года назад

    Thanks Ollie you help me so much on how to just be myself and cut out all of the negative thoughts. 💯🗣

  • @abdalrahman-saqr
    @abdalrahman-saqr 2 года назад

    Real music . Respect

  • @RegularDude
    @RegularDude 2 года назад +2

    Another absolute banger man. Love it.

  • @alexdagamer8024
    @alexdagamer8024 2 года назад +4

    Hey Ollie Thsnks for the amazing music
    It’s helped me through so much stuff

    • @NakirTasi
      @NakirTasi 2 года назад

      Check out my music i make lofi hip hop similar to ollie and phora 🥺 check out my new single “don’t go” feat mere

  • @nunya.B.
    @nunya.B. 2 года назад +1

    What a great song
    Love ur music Ollie❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏god bless u

  • @WanderingUnderground
    @WanderingUnderground 2 года назад

    Ollie always comes back with an instant classic!

  • @BadVibesForever88
    @BadVibesForever88 2 года назад

    To be honest Ollie normaly i only listen bass house but your music is my life dude.

  • @BamaSquirrel
    @BamaSquirrel 2 года назад

    Love the introvert side of you, it is all part of the whole of us ❤️ we all got this and we are not alone 💕 Thank you Ollie for walking forward and being real, reaching and connecting us all 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

  • @BmwolotlE90
    @BmwolotlE90 2 года назад

    beautiful tune bro, keep it up. much love from Ottawa

  • @jonathanhatcher3907
    @jonathanhatcher3907 2 года назад

    I could never thank you enough for the music you make

  • @xabertremble2158
    @xabertremble2158 2 года назад +1

    lets go bro love the song

  • @kiteweaverphoenix625
    @kiteweaverphoenix625 2 года назад

    Your songs!

  • @nxxze3697
    @nxxze3697 2 года назад

    So good I had to replay man. Thank you for all of the feelings you share with us.

  • @NixxDK
    @NixxDK 2 года назад

    Another fire song, well done Ollie i am so thankful that i found you and your music.

  • @R2K_TV
    @R2K_TV 2 года назад

    Can't beat this vibe!

  • @YE-CE
    @YE-CE 2 года назад

    Your music is truly art and underrated af but for us that know u you’ve helped us so much ❤️

  • @jacobsuwalski6315
    @jacobsuwalski6315 2 года назад

    A very relatable song!! Thank You for this!

  • @nguyenang5036
    @nguyenang5036 2 года назад

    This song touched my heart. Thank u so much.

  • @tomF87
    @tomF87 2 года назад

    Another great song, really feeling this one,,thank you, you're music always helps

  • @gethinroberts3269
    @gethinroberts3269 2 года назад

    I love your music and I’m glad there’s other artists recognising your craft well deserved

  • @lowvibez8043
    @lowvibez8043 2 года назад

    Never disappoints with the chill vibes

  • @அந்தி
    @அந்தி 2 года назад

    I see myself in this song and it realy helps me to accept this part of me. thankx luv u