"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes.” ~William Gibson 💜
I'm halfway through pile 2. You are describing my 2022 to a tee. Tiny studio apartment, no going out, no friends. Truly healing. Thank you for your work. ❤
Pile 2. What you described was so dead on in a place where I usually am not even thinking about , & definitely never see these truths I experience reflected to me from others, that I just cried. The people I feel seen by are people with psychic gifts, periodt...
Pile 2- Watching this in my studio apartment, feeling guilty for spending so much time alone and trying to figure out my next steps. Always putting so much focus and energy into others, never getting it back in return
Pile 2: So spot on! "This person can chat up a wall!" When I was a kid, my English teacher used to say that even a rock would start talking if she put me next to one :)). But I feel like I lost my chatty personality ....
You've just put into words what I have been feeling but failing to express for so long, so eloquently. Thank you for making me feel so understood. I need to listen to pile 2 again and then once more to truly accept and internalize these truths about myself. Thank you.❤
Pile 2, you describe me I am on hermit mode, and I have gone out and I’m just disappointed 😩 I am exhausted and this reading just brought a light, I do have options but I honestly feel empty and see the facade in people and I am starting to realized less is more. I yearn soul connection that realness 😩I spend most of my days inside my room in my home. I’m happy at peace. And I am studying to become transformational life coach.
Pile 2 .. I've even done an email address named social hermit. Sometimes I thought that maybe it's me that has something wrong because I am enjoying myself alone quite a lot, idk, it feels like freedom mostly. You're super cool, smart and beautiful, Jess!❤️
Pile 2. It’s me. I am researching Avoidant Attachment after a long phase of a flirting disaster with a guy (it was becoming obvious it was an unhealthy situation not leading to a real relationship due to his behavior) I AM SURE has it. Once I realized it, I “dumped” him quickly. And yes, I would have never thought of it that way (thank you Jess and spirit!) that AA could apply to how other people treat me in my life. They don’t actually have Avoidant Attachment but they act like it and it’s exhausting and hurtful dealing with them. I am a giver and they took advantage of it. They want control and want EVERYTHING on their own terms and aren’t there for me when I want and need them to be BUT they always expect me to be there for them no matter what. And they all think I am the problem! Hence, I have cut those inappropriate takers out of my life for that reason. Thank you!
I just listened to the ‘general messages’ part - I was playing that song ‘I can buy myself flowers’ (Miley Cyrus) ALL yesterday and the day before on my phone!😂😂😂 And there is another man from years ago, I did reject him, he did put me in a third person situation. And I don’t trust him.
Listening to pile 1 and I really do warn people that I’m not a door mat. I say it plainly “ I get mistaken for being a doormat. Do not assume I am a doormat.” Then what do they do? They gotta mess around and find out for themselves anyways.
“What’s the warning? The warning is this person is tryna YEET back into your life” lmaaaooo Jess you are HI-LARIOUS. (Also I pretend to have a prayer wheel in my hand and yell “compassion ! Compassion! compassion!” When I’m driving in my car hehehe)
He’s always so talkative in your reading Jess but when it comes to being real he’s like the air everywhere but can’t be seen, I was/am done with this a while ago , yes I do have options me, myself and I 😂😜
General messages. I broke up with this person last July. He texted me during this. He’s married to the turbulent person. He creates a lot of drama, then says he wants peace 🕊️
Pile 3. You just summed up my last 6 months. I'm trying to decide between commiting to my job or moving abroad. I'm always so unsure and my life feels like it's falling apart because I can't commit to either one.
I picked card two, saw card one and decided to listen to both. Card one speaks on an ending situation thats taking way too long to end, unfortunately. Card two is where I'm at now. Self imposed alone time. In order to heal as well as center myself. Become myself again. Or at least better. I've been saying I dont need someone tearing me down I can do that on my own. "Treated like trash". The ending situation was just that. I was viewed as dispensable and told this dude, I'm not trash, my kid isnt trash, our house isnt trash. So stop leaving your trash here for me to clean up, ive got enough of my own mess to handle. Thank you. I appreciate your energy, very much like my own.
Thank you so much for the Pile 2 reading and parts of Pile 1. They resonate so much! I appreciate your helpful and supportive insight. Pile 3 spoke well of some energies that I moved away from. 🙏🏻💕🌞🕊
Pile 1: I have Pluto conjunct moon, Pluto square Venus, Venus square moon, Scorpio rising, and a Yod with my Pluto!!! But I also have a lot of mars and Venus, sun and moon….it’s been a wild ride. Also I grew up internationally, and move every few years. I connect the most to other nomads
Lately (this month) I have been feeling very confused. Don't forget to look at the comments section Jess, we are still here! even if we are not in the live chat. 😋
Hi Jess! I just really want to express my gratitude to you as a fellow reader and as someone who has watched your videos for what? three years now? 😄 I quote you I feel a kindred spirit towards you and I just appreciate you showing up for us in this way, 1000 blessings to you and your loved ones!!!
You’re a sweetheart, Jess! 💗💞💖Great readings! You nailed my situation and his energy towards me at the very end of the general messages. Lovely candle! ✨
Jess, please don’t get mad but your articulation and eloquence are so accurate, smooth and hilarious at the same time, that at one point you reminded me of one of the princesses from Shrek 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I think she wears a green dress of something, I forgot her name, but I am saying this as a compliment, because the princesses are so raw and authentic, sometimes hilariously violent and blunt, so priceless 😂❤❤❤❤
Yes pile 2😎😶🌫️! Aquarian heyoka: and I am also an artist as well as being a mother and having a broad variety of interests and hobbies I don't really get bored ,when I'm alone!😆🥰 I realised quite a while ago that it wasn't necessarily punishment to be rejected by people that I wouldn't want to have to spend time around!🙄😁 authenticity is its own filter!☺️ working on things with higher purpose sometimes others involvement kind of twists the intentions around and greed should never outweigh purpose, or people! This day and age honesty seems evasive concerning anything surrounding sex or money and sometimes we move faster alone and it's more important to be on the higher path that it is to be in a partnership if it becomes convoluted! Thank you so much for your reading🥰😎
I understand the third pile now i came back for my mom.. what’s not true about her MS or health overall.. her mobility and mind is struggling severely now and this fit perfectly but she actually can’t control it because it’s neurological 😢 she’s lost her job because of it and her quality of life before 55
this made me emotional., pile 1 thank you. yeah, ive been moving through a lot of anger, and especially towards myself for being so dissociated and using abusive people an anchor, without understanding that they were using me, I been feeling these people in spiritual jail lately, mourning me. it's really screwy and annoying. im trying to find peace in knowing what has occurred...something else that's crazy with the sexual object thing, I have a LOT of placements in common with Marilyn Monroe. I resonate with her soul so heavily, and I use her beauty and grace as well as her pain as a guiding light. My black moon Lilith is literally in Aquarius. my badass dark fem energy coming online ~ sexy sexy haha
I went through chemo and told him to go because I knew he would not be able to be there anyway. I am the 2nd pile person and he is the third pile. Sad.
Our tower came in two parts, first on the 21st then the 30th May and the energetic fall out is intense and relentless. I was wondering where my guides went and I appreciate hearing the message of they’re waiting for me to cut the cords that have been intensified by him, clear my energy and get back on track. I want to simultaneously go outside to scream and also sleep. Chaotic energy. Yes, active meditation is the answer to all of that. I wish I was a fly on the wall to see the Judgement/karma for him but that’s none of my business. Having done some of my own shadow work, I’m now wary of unchecked or unhealed/un-subconscious shadow aspects of a partner/men/people. Whilst i appreciate energy is just energy until I put an interpretation on it, I thought it was odd, like there was a blip hiccup charge on the event, that his 19 year old daughter gave him a large film poster of “The Last Night in Soho” and he framed it and hung it at the main entrance foyer to his house 👁️👁️ Oh my, the intense eyes of the actress in that poster whenever you walked in… and I was/am a fashion designer for my own label… I talked to him about the film (that I still haven’t seen) and he didn’t have a good vocabulary or much to say about it, other than his daughter knew it was a fave film of his. I thought his lack of words or disclosure to be odd, for an executive who was paid to communicate and negotiate. He was either not very aware of himself or was hiding something. Highest white light of clearing and love to us all 🤍🧝🏻♀️🪽
I initially picked pile 2…and then pile 3…Pile 3 was my person…but it is over because of the split minds…thank you…this puts everything into perspective…
Pile 1 and yeah this speaks to Pluto in the 7th. I attract Plutonic types and yeah I appear super sweet and docile Im a Libra and I hide that powerful destructive side. People don’t really understand me and project what they want me to be and I try to hide things about me that I think they won’t like. I look innocent and alluring and they think they can take advantage of me. I end up being peoples lessons and I’m tired of it. This definitely resonated. Pile 2 resonated too cause I am in hermit mode after getting hurt badly but I don’t like being alone. I need friends and companionship.
Pile 1. Taurus and I have Aquarius rising, Pluto in Libra 😂 I am accused of doing "crazy" stuff that isn't at all. Pushed to force action almost. Rebel without a cause but I never do anything without great thought and I am not impulsive at all!
Do you think it’s possible to find that root chakra feeling with somebody else? pile 3 sounds like the person who I finally felt a root chakra with ….the reason why it was hard to let go is bc it was hard to accept that they didn’t care for me because I know they must’ve felt love in their heart chakra for me. We both surprised each other. But he missed the boat. I hope to feel that chemistry with somebody else
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes.” ~William Gibson 💜
😂😂❤love this!!
- Sigmund Freud
I'm halfway through pile 2. You are describing my 2022 to a tee. Tiny studio apartment, no going out, no friends. Truly healing. Thank you for your work. ❤
Pile 2... Yes...me. dealng with bullshit that never originated from me.. thank you Jess. You had me cry a little..
Pile 2. What you described was so dead on in a place where I usually am not even thinking about , & definitely never see these truths I experience reflected to me from others, that I just cried. The people I feel seen by are people with psychic gifts, periodt...
Pile 2- Watching this in my studio apartment, feeling guilty for spending so much time alone and trying to figure out my next steps. Always putting so much focus and energy into others, never getting it back in return
Pile one and two. Definitely had solitude imposed on me with panic attacks and agoraphobia. There have been gifts in it though. 💎
Pile 2: So spot on! "This person can chat up a wall!" When I was a kid, my English teacher used to say that even a rock would start talking if she put me next to one :)). But I feel like I lost my chatty personality ....
You've just put into words what I have been feeling but failing to express for so long, so eloquently. Thank you for making me feel so understood. I need to listen to pile 2 again and then once more to truly accept and internalize these truths about myself. Thank you.❤
I'm so glad it was helpful for you! 🩷🤗
Pile 2, you describe me I am on hermit mode, and I have gone out and I’m just disappointed 😩 I am exhausted and this reading just brought a light, I do have options but I honestly feel empty and see the facade in people and I am starting to realized less is more. I yearn soul connection that realness 😩I spend most of my days inside my room in my home. I’m happy at peace. And I am studying to become transformational life coach.
Pile 2 .. I've even done an email address named social hermit. Sometimes I thought that maybe it's me that has something wrong because I am enjoying myself alone quite a lot, idk, it feels like freedom mostly. You're super cool, smart and beautiful, Jess!❤️
Pile 2. It’s me. I am researching Avoidant Attachment after a long phase of a flirting disaster with a guy (it was becoming obvious it was an unhealthy situation not leading to a real relationship due to his behavior) I AM SURE has it. Once I realized it, I “dumped” him quickly.
And yes, I would have never thought of it that way (thank you Jess and spirit!) that AA could apply to how other people treat me in my life.
They don’t actually have Avoidant Attachment but they act like it and it’s exhausting and hurtful dealing with them.
I am a giver and they took advantage of it. They want control and want EVERYTHING on their own terms and aren’t there for me when I want and need them to be BUT they always expect me to be there for them no matter what. And they all think I am the problem! Hence, I have cut those inappropriate takers out of my life for that reason.
Thank you!
Exactly how I feel
I just listened to the ‘general messages’ part - I was playing that song ‘I can buy myself flowers’ (Miley Cyrus) ALL yesterday and the day before on my phone!😂😂😂
And there is another man from years ago, I did reject him, he did put me in a third person situation. And I don’t trust him.
Listening to pile 1 and I really do warn people that I’m not a door mat. I say it plainly “ I get mistaken for being a doormat. Do not assume I am a doormat.” Then what do they do? They gotta mess around and find out for themselves anyways.
Me too lol Scorpio here...I am always underestimated..
“What’s the warning? The warning is this person is tryna YEET back into your life” lmaaaooo Jess you are HI-LARIOUS.
(Also I pretend to have a prayer wheel in my hand and yell “compassion ! Compassion! compassion!” When I’m driving in my car hehehe)
I think the second pile fit me best.. i struggled trying to make the others fit even though i like when they all mend and blend together .
Pile 2. You bowl me over. Your ability to verbalise all this is second to none. Thank you, Jess!!
OMG!!! Pile 2 is me 100%. I wasnt able to articulate my feelings but you did it so eloquently. Thank you so much. ❤️
Pile 3: I’ve relied on plan B, C, and D for too long and need to stick to plan A
Yes he created a LOT of anxiety for me, he put me in the headspace of feeling anxious.
He’s always so talkative in your reading Jess but when it comes to being real he’s like the air everywhere but can’t be seen, I was/am done with this a while ago , yes I do have options me, myself and I 😂😜
General messages. I broke up with this person last July. He texted me during this. He’s married to the turbulent person. He creates a lot of drama, then says he wants peace 🕊️
# 1 Yaeh, I had a great towermoment for 💩people and took all my power back. I'm dynamite 😂🎉 You too, great reading! ❤😊
Since discovering you two videos ago. Let me just say thank you for finding me. I don't care how long it took you.Thank you
Pile 3. You just summed up my last 6 months. I'm trying to decide between commiting to my job or moving abroad. I'm always so unsure and my life feels like it's falling apart because I can't commit to either one.
Pile 2.
Felt so understood😇
Pile 2 wow this resonates unbelievably well
, I haven’t commented on anything before thank you xx
You’re welcome 😊
I picked card two, saw card one and decided to listen to both. Card one speaks on an ending situation thats taking way too long to end, unfortunately. Card two is where I'm at now. Self imposed alone time. In order to heal as well as center myself. Become myself again. Or at least better. I've been saying I dont need someone tearing me down I can do that on my own. "Treated like trash". The ending situation was just that. I was viewed as dispensable and told this dude, I'm not trash, my kid isnt trash, our house isnt trash. So stop leaving your trash here for me to clean up, ive got enough of my own mess to handle.
Thank you. I appreciate your energy, very much like my own.
Thank you so much for the Pile 2 reading and parts of Pile 1. They resonate so much! I appreciate your helpful and supportive insight. Pile 3 spoke well of some energies that I moved away from. 🙏🏻💕🌞🕊
Pile 1: I have Pluto conjunct moon, Pluto square Venus, Venus square moon, Scorpio rising, and a Yod with my Pluto!!! But I also have a lot of mars and Venus, sun and moon….it’s been a wild ride. Also I grew up internationally, and move every few years. I connect the most to other nomads
Thank you so much Jess. Your readings are so spot on. I truly appreciate the info you bring to light. It's very affirming for me.
Lately (this month) I have been feeling very confused. Don't forget to look at the comments section Jess, we are still here! even if we are not in the live chat. 😋
Hi Jess! I just really want to express my gratitude to you as a fellow reader and as someone who has watched your videos for what? three years now? 😄 I quote you I feel a kindred spirit towards you and I just appreciate you showing up for us in this way, 1000 blessings to you and your loved ones!!!
Pile 1 was me the past few years and now I’m pile 2
This reading was soooo good i truly needed this
Many other readings have told me they are "craving" me.
You’re a sweetheart, Jess! 💗💞💖Great readings! You nailed my situation and his energy towards me at the very end of the general messages. Lovely candle! ✨
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Yes they left me in a time of need.
Pile 3...yeah sprit is right...I don't wanna pray...pray for what??? Money? Love? Sprit is deaf...so no point to pray...I have nothing to lose...
Jess, please don’t get mad but your articulation and eloquence are so accurate, smooth and hilarious at the same time, that at one point you reminded me of one of the princesses from Shrek 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I think she wears a green dress of something, I forgot her name, but I am saying this as a compliment, because the princesses are so raw and authentic, sometimes hilariously violent and blunt, so priceless 😂❤❤❤❤
Yesssssssssss. Pile 3 took me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I chose pile one and pile two. I have a 12th house Pluto(and Uranus). I relate very much to both piles. Thanks, Jess!
Pile 3. New here.. offft called out. Thank you
Yes last October this person caused problems in my life.
Yes pile 2😎😶🌫️! Aquarian heyoka: and I am also an artist as well as being a mother and having a broad variety of interests and hobbies I don't really get bored ,when I'm alone!😆🥰 I realised quite a while ago that it wasn't necessarily punishment to be rejected by people that I wouldn't want to have to spend time around!🙄😁 authenticity is its own filter!☺️ working on things with higher purpose sometimes others involvement kind of twists the intentions around and greed should never outweigh purpose, or people! This day and age honesty seems evasive concerning anything surrounding sex or money and sometimes we move faster alone and it's more important to be on the higher path that it is to be in a partnership if it becomes convoluted! Thank you so much for your reading🥰😎
This reading was FOR ME like I’ve never been read like that. THANK YOU i needed this reading so badly.
I'm so glad! You’re welcome 💗
I never feel more at peace then when I am in my own energy embracing serenity.
I understand the third pile now i came back for my mom.. what’s not true about her MS or health overall.. her mobility and mind is struggling severely now and this fit perfectly but she actually can’t control it because it’s neurological 😢 she’s lost her job because of it and her quality of life before 55
this made me emotional., pile 1 thank you. yeah, ive been moving through a lot of anger, and especially towards myself for being so dissociated and using abusive people an anchor, without understanding that they were using me, I been feeling these people in spiritual jail lately, mourning me. it's really screwy and annoying. im trying to find peace in knowing what has occurred...something else that's crazy with the sexual object thing, I have a LOT of placements in common with Marilyn Monroe. I resonate with her soul so heavily, and I use her beauty and grace as well as her pain as a guiding light. My black moon Lilith is literally in Aquarius. my badass dark fem energy coming online ~ sexy sexy haha
Wow pile 2 is exactly like my life except I'm in a relationship
Yes spot on about my family ..🤗🔥🦄🦁💞
Pile 2 🤍 Thank you! This is me. Thanks for sharing this message ❤
You're so welcome! 🩷
Thank you Jess ❤
Thank you so much! #2 was definitely about myself... you are amazing!❤ lots of love from The Netherlands
I went through chemo and told him to go because I knew he would not be able to be there anyway. I am the 2nd pile person and he is the third pile. Sad.
Thank you!! I’m so glad you were brought into my life 💕
I am moving into my North node..🔥🤗🧿🦄🦁👸💞🥳🧚♂️👏🏼
Pile 3… some people just like holes… 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️ So sad. For him.
Our tower came in two parts, first on the 21st then the 30th May and the energetic fall out is intense and relentless. I was wondering where my guides went and I appreciate hearing the message of they’re waiting for me to cut the cords that have been intensified by him, clear my energy and get back on track. I want to simultaneously go outside to scream and also sleep. Chaotic energy. Yes, active meditation is the answer to all of that.
I wish I was a fly on the wall to see the Judgement/karma for him but that’s none of my business.
Having done some of my own shadow work, I’m now wary of unchecked or unhealed/un-subconscious shadow aspects of a partner/men/people.
Whilst i appreciate energy is just energy until I put an interpretation on it, I thought it was odd, like there was a blip hiccup charge on the event, that his 19 year old daughter gave him a large film poster of “The Last Night in Soho” and he framed it and hung it at the main entrance foyer to his house 👁️👁️ Oh my, the intense eyes of the actress in that poster whenever you walked in… and I was/am a fashion designer for my own label… I talked to him about the film (that I still haven’t seen) and he didn’t have a good vocabulary or much to say about it, other than his daughter knew it was a fave film of his.
I thought his lack of words or disclosure to be odd, for an executive who was paid to communicate and negotiate. He was either not very aware of himself or was hiding something.
Highest white light of clearing and love to us all 🤍🧝🏻♀️🪽
I initially picked pile 2…and then pile 3…Pile 3 was my person…but it is over because of the split minds…thank you…this puts everything into perspective…
His actions caused me to be defensive.
Yes i am very queen of swords, have a lot of libra and Aquarius in my chart ..yes i walk like a boss now 😎👸🔥😂
Pile 1 and yeah this speaks to Pluto in the 7th. I attract Plutonic types and yeah I appear super sweet and docile Im a Libra and I hide that powerful destructive side. People don’t really understand me and project what they want me to be and I try to hide things about me that I think they won’t like. I look innocent and alluring and they think they can take advantage of me. I end up being peoples lessons and I’m tired of it. This definitely resonated. Pile 2 resonated too cause I am in hermit mode after getting hurt badly but I don’t like being alone. I need friends and companionship.
I like your green shall.
I took back my power now ..👸🦁🦄🔥💞
Pile 2: 53:00
Pile 1&2.. I have moon Pluto in scorpio in the 8th house…I have cptsd..I also have Venus opposite Pluto 😅
Pile 1. Taurus and I have Aquarius rising, Pluto in Libra 😂 I am accused of doing "crazy" stuff that isn't at all. Pushed to force action almost. Rebel without a cause but I never do anything without great thought and I am not impulsive at all!
Wish I knew your channel when i was in relationship with the pile3
Wilmamarks8.....he hide a lot of post cancer pain. After I left .....he deserved it😂
Yes spot on so accurate 🤗🔥
Pile 2. Thank you 💜
Thank youuuu ❤❤❤
Your readings are the best 💕
Thank you! ☺️
Pile 1: I feel so seen!!!!❤❤
im taking 5 before #2
My reading ..I am a Gem...
I am I am
Do you think it’s possible to find that root chakra feeling with somebody else? pile 3 sounds like the person who I finally felt a root chakra with ….the reason why it was hard to let go is bc it was hard to accept that they didn’t care for me because I know they must’ve felt love in their heart chakra for me. We both surprised each other. But he missed the boat. I hope to feel that chemistry with somebody else
Tyvm xxx
Yup they are in karma now..
Yes karma is starting to kick arse now ..🔥
I’m pile two i guess 💕
Love Cake!!
Ty!! 😊
Pile 2
Wow
Pile 2 is kind of painful to hear ngl 😢😭
What is a boon?????
He’s 63 years old!!!! 😮
Card 3
Is that a Harmoni necklace?
Pile 2,
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2❤
All these decks are not true?
🙏🙏🙏🙏🫶🫶🫶🫶🧡🧡🧡🧡
i love your miley rendition! you got de voice for it ✨
omg thank you. i saved this reading because i need to listen to this again sometimes soon 🤍🦄
I’m so glad! Thank you 💗
Pile 2. Thank you 💜
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