I have been in a similar situation, brought up a Christian but backslid and neglected my faith. Did things the way I wanted - got addicted to weed too - smoked it daily for years. I managed to somehow graduate with a bachelors in physics however I've been struggling to find work ever since graduating (its been literal years now). My self-esteem has been non-existent so much so to the point of pushing the only person I cared about away. She eventually decided she had enough of my mistreatment and split up with me. Two weeks later - I gave it all to God saying I really don't want to be in control anymore and he took away my addictions. Its been almost two months since then - I had no withdrawal symptoms I really just never felt like smoking again. This was after like smoking daily and multiple times a day. I am still looking for work but your testimony helped me realize maybe I still am still relying on my own strength and should also be giving this to God too. I have been battling with low self worth still and dealing with a broken heart which has been a challenge. I feel like depression is right there lol but God is keeping it back giving me the strength I need to get out of bed every day. Just thank you for posting this - I needed it. God bless you and I pray he fills you and gives you peace. I'm off to pray about all this lol
Beautiful watch. Thanks for sharing!
Great testimony. Thank you for sharing!
this was great! - MUCH better than the scribbles you call handwriting
Peace of Christ upon you Kath.
Katherine reborn in da houseeeeee (do not delete this)
I have been in a similar situation, brought up a Christian but backslid and neglected my faith. Did things the way I wanted - got addicted to weed too - smoked it daily for years. I managed to somehow graduate with a bachelors in physics however I've been struggling to find work ever since graduating (its been literal years now). My self-esteem has been non-existent so much so to the point of pushing the only person I cared about away. She eventually decided she had enough of my mistreatment and split up with me. Two weeks later - I gave it all to God saying I really don't want to be in control anymore and he took away my addictions. Its been almost two months since then - I had no withdrawal symptoms I really just never felt like smoking again. This was after like smoking daily and multiple times a day. I am still looking for work but your testimony helped me realize maybe I still am still relying on my own strength and should also be giving this to God too. I have been battling with low self worth still and dealing with a broken heart which has been a challenge. I feel like depression is right there lol but God is keeping it back giving me the strength I need to get out of bed every day. Just thank you for posting this - I needed it. God bless you and I pray he fills you and gives you peace. I'm off to pray about all this lol
God bless you. He has a plan for you, things will come together in time if you put your faith in him. Thanks for sharing