This entry was from the other night, I wasn't sure about posting it... But i figured why not. Some of you find my voice relaxing. So have at it. Love you all, sincerely.
Satan got you man. Their is no reincarnation. You think that because fallen angels are making you think that you are them. Hope you're set free by Jesus. I figure you prolly a mason tho so you cooked.
Yes, your yapping is very relaxing. Love it. Have you thought of doing ASMR videos? You could still talk about whatever you want and in your own style, but perhaps it would reach more people
@@InwardWitness33 they will not get it, we know we are trying but because of insensitive humans we have to suffer just because it makes them happy which is the most absurd human can be my advice to you is just try and God is planning something better for you believe in it and death is an amazing experience intself it gives you the chance to see ending, so never fear brother as there is nothing to fear
I am in this place. Unemployed. And in a spot where practicality and fear are asking me to move, but I don’t want to. Complete refusal, and feeling guided to trust that’s okay. I don’t want to go back to making pieces of pennies to make someone else so wealthy. I want to be. I just want to be and that be okay. I cannot force myself back into the mold of yesterday. The thought alone disgusts me. Working some job to survive disgusts me. I want to live. Thank you for sharing your journey. I feel less alone.
I'm stuck with the morals of it. I dream about a world where ppl aren't slaves to the ratrace. Imagine just what would happen if everyone stopped feeding the machine and started taking care of eachother full time instead of selfish self-gain. And the ONLY thing keeping this beast of a machinery alive is to submit and go to work in fear of missing out life otherwise, -which btw IS an illution. This needs to stop. Can't take a lot longer this zombie world. I actually think I'd rather be dead
@ I share a lot of these feelings. I actually had a moment of insight the other day: perhaps we were made out of love, to mend a greater loneliness, made to take care of each other, the world. It’s strange you say a zombie world because I had a dream just the other night that I was overcome by zombies in a mall and while trying to help someone out, had the thought “I’m about to die” only to make it out. We’ll find our way.
I definitely relate to this mate. I'm going to have to go back to work but I'm going to use it as a self improvement method to push myself through so much inner pain that I discover a higher state of conciousness
well we’re all already slaves weather u wanna accept it or not. u can either give up and do nothing or accept you were forced within a reality where u need a physical currency to survive and live a comfortable life
Sitting here new years eve, alone, unemployed and 30 wondering what went wrong. Thanks for making me feel a bit more valuable instead of beating myself up. Amazing video and subscribed. Wish you the best.
Nothing went wrong man. You're just taking more time than others. Don't hate yourself because you're just getting a delayed start. While everyone else is being the Hare, you're just being the tortoise. Keep moving, even if it's slow. You'll get there in the end
@@nhx180 Love you man. Always remember, no matter where you are in the world or what you're doing, there are others in the same position, feeling like you do, walking the same road. You're not alone man. Take as much time as you want in life. The only person you're racing is you. Everyone else is attempting to compete with people they don't know, just to gain nothing but debt and further confusion later on down the line. I always say, I hit a mid life crisis early. I recognized death, the time line we all have, that we don't have an infinite number of life hours but incredibly finite. Run your own race. You'll win in the end. Hope you had an ok new year
@sloht4061 love you too man, we probably won't ever meet unfortunately but when you're in dark days come back to this. Don't give up, I'll do the same. Everything you said is right, it is our own race. Let's enjoy it & win at the same time. 2025 man, here we come ❤️
I'm 42 and watching as human rights are treated as a courtesy and civil rights as an inconvenience. So...what are we doing this whole thing for, exactly?
I feel you, I’m 32 stuck in a dead job with no career and no friends or social life, Your not the only one going through the confusion of life. I think we all just have to keep moving in a general direction til we find the path that feels right. Best of luck brother. Love your videos
@@ThatsWild-t1q well obviously, you think anyone who doesn’t accomplish things in a specific timeline isn’t putting in effort? Some goals simply take longer to achieve. It doesn’t mean people aren’t trying.
I was unemployed at 32 as well as a single mother and extremely introverted. Since then I have obtained my BS in Industrial Engineering, been working as a rotational engineer for a year, and slowly making strides towards planning trips etc. I will be 36 this upcoming March and I feel 25. Sometimes we need isolation to heal, grow, and understand what we’re capable to achieve once we place ourselves as a priority. ❤
im 20 and unemployed. i live in an abusive household and my mum is threatening to kick me out if i don’t give her money by getting a job. i really have been trying, ive worked on my resume and have qualifications but no place gets back to me. i don’t want my worth to be based on whether or not i work. my mum shames me for being unemployed and it makes me really hurt. i feel scared but this video feels comforting and makes me feel like im not alone and im not a loser
Identify multiple things you WANT to do, and just do them. I've dealt with stuckness for the last 10 years and when i pull myself out of my own head and just make space and time for personal projects, life is good. Then i feel like im doing something productive. Balance in all things. Take care of stuff, play, rest, work, socialize, be alone, when all else fails, throw the phone on the ground and be without it for the rest of the day. The answers will come to you once you clear the mind.
29 never had a girlfriend never hold a hand, besides my moms, had 6 jobs in the past year can’t find passion in life, struggling with alcohol and porn I verly talk to people, finding peace getting close to god, don’t really have real connections just coworkers, I open my heart and accept god in my life, I have to trust my progress thank you for your channel
Lots of churches suck but if you're truly seeking God then you need to find a good church, real lovers of Jesus will meet you in your afflictions and walk with you like brothers to the finish line. I have brothers like this in church. Seen me hit rock bottom (police, drugs, jail, etc) all the way to married with kids and career I love. Jesus is King.
32, also unemployed. Was a fireman, diagnosed with Schizoaffective so its been tough. Was debating on even commenting because like you said, spiritually I guess it doesn't matter. I also make music to cope though, similar to you and this channel. Thank you for sharing man, this helped me get through another 20 minutes of life lol.
32, also unemployed. The layer of reality I've been living in is one where there is no free will and never was. It's feels like one layer parallel to psychology and determinism where something is actively moving me around physically and mentally. I bike, read, and zone out when I'm not being dragged down a particular alley
33, unemployed, never had a proper girlfriend and got my heart broken horribly rather recently, been losing touch with a good portion of my friend group, got very little interest in the outside world right now, yet weirdly I feel strangely very at peace despite being in a very much less than ideal place right now. So yeah, I feel you and understand you for sure, bro.
Same age, close to same story. For me I knew deep down I wasnt around the right people, still not exactly sure why. Can’t say I’m happier now, but for sure less stressed by myself.
Got my heartbroken recently too and yes very similar never had a proper bf they all manipulated me into thinking thag they loved me have only 1 fren no social life, and still i feel quite okay and happy in general 😅
I'm an introvert. Best thing I did at 45 was starting my own lawn care company. I don't have to deal with people all day other than clients. I can work by myself which is great and i'm in better shape than most people. Helps to have a touch of ocd to enjoy your work.
@@adisondenham2426 Cheap startup cost, just need a truck, mower, weedwacker, blower, and you are good to go. You could do local ads or drive around and look for people that need work done.
I'm 32 too, unemployed* too, lost too and I'm fine with it too. My life has been CRAZY, I'm grateful for that and also terribly exhausted. Right now I'm just existing. I trust the process. I don't know anymore why I'm here exactly but I know who I am. Cheers. Believe. (*) Well, I've always been "unemployed", I was always a freelancer, I've never been in a regular career path or a regular job in my entire life, my life has not been conventional at any point, always weird/unique (and supernatural, almost paranormal). Any consequences? Well... I have the life experience of a 300-year-old and the money savings of a 3-year-old. I don't regret it, btw.
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Matthew 17:22-23 ESV - As they were gathering in Galilee, Jesus said to them, “The Son of Man is about to be delivered into the hands of men, and they will kill him, and he will be raised on the third day.” And they were greatly distressed.
John 3:16-21 ESV - “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God.”
Been there, bro. Unemployed at 35, living in a shared bedroom with my mom, with IBS and back issues. Now I have my own high-rise apartment, make over $100k, and am in the best shape of my life. Best unsolicited advice: listen to positive audiobooks every day and write your goals down every day.
This year, I would advise you to start eating, exercising and reading, for example book called Your Life Your Game by Keezano. It beautifully shows how connecting with God and building meaningful relationships can lead to spiritual growth and success in both your personal and professional life. This book truly changed my life, maybe it will change yours too...God bless💗
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
I turn 23 in like 12 days and my anxiety has been horrible. I’ve had horrible anxiety and depression throughout my life. I’m also an alcoholic as I started drinking very young and found it was the perfect solution to the fear and insecurity I always feel. I’ve been in recovery these past 2-3 years but I keep relapsing and I’m just stuck in the horrible cycle. I realize that what I’m feeling is everything I’ve been running from and pushing away with drug use/alcohol/isolation. I’m super intro verted but I’ve always wanted to be WITH people, or have friends, that I can do stuff with. All we can do is keep fighting for what’s best for us. This video was nice, thanks man.
I started very young with drugs and alcohol as well, fortunatley for me it never became to big of an issue but there was a time where i felt alcohols grip ever so slightly. And when i got diagnosed with Crohn's it pretty much slammed the door shut on drinking. Hearing your story makes me want to stream, so that if people who are struggling feel the relaps they can tune in to be with someone, someone who sees infinite potential in everybody.
Just know you are not alone. There are many of us going through the same thing and thinking we are alone in the universe. It’s hard in this climate to make something of yourself. Just know that you can do it. It is all within you. Something I try to remind myself of on a regular basis. If I was able to get off heroin , who knows what else is possible. We all have a talent. Stay positive man. Much love
I fuck with you so tough homie. I'm 24 no job, no idea how this is working out, but business is picking up spiritually and I want you to know you doing your part raising the consciousness of the Earth is living in your purpose. Thanks for being who you are divinely called to be. ❤
That’s amazing that you help out your friend with the children. I’m 32 with 4 children and it’s just me and my wife doing it on our own while I work 50 hours a week. You’re a great friend 👍
Literally my life turned upside down, lost my kids, wife, house, I hate my job, I hate waking up. I just just can’t cope with this world its too much….
Dont lie...Noone is with him.We all walk this same path.Jesus walked it too,on his terms.He felt all shiet and feelings too. Just walk man.Maybe in 20 years we Will come back Here to laugh how this all was path.I dont know,but dont surrender.Ive lost girl,kids,car,no job,no money and still walking and breathing.Noone cant deny me those things...ok maybe legs can deny walking but Ill breathe till last one.promise.
Proud of you being here, searching for answers. I know you’re saying you can’t, but I believe you wouldn’t be here listening or posting that if you weren’t curious of another way. I hope you find the strength to push forward to find your answers.
Bro synchronicity is real i felt it and now I'm searching for it again. The Channel is blowing up bro, this is a recurring state and people are looking for understanding and as you grow from now on people will too. I believe there's a deeper language being spoken per se and you're learning that language and everyone hears this voice but not everyone chooses to.🙏🔥🔥 It's already happening bro you are free!
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
When you said this is what I want to do, do nothing, I cried. That has always been me. Although I have a full-time job, spiritually, I'm free, thanks to my savior Jesus. I'm very much at home when I do nothing. I truly believe some people were not meant to live the working lifestyle.
Im 34, stuck in a dead end retail job for the last 10 years. No wife/gf, my family lives in another country, no friends. Plagued with some chronic health issues which zap my energy, low testosterone, no motivation or drive to pursue any goals and then I look at my friends and they all seem to think I'm a bum who's ambitionless. It's exhausting explaining to people how you feel on a daily basis. The only thing I'm proud about is for the last 2 years I've been working out religiously and it's the only area in my life where I'm seeing result albeit slowly. I'm optimistic that my best days are ahead of me.
Bro I feel you on how it is trying to explain these things to people. I am 27 and have felt lost and directionless for several years now. I’m unemployed have been since September. I’ve never lived on my own away from my family. I’m about to go back to school with a plan but not really sure how it will go. Trying to find a part time job because school will be my top priority. It’s hard to be around people because I often feel alone and not understood. Even some of my own family make me feel dismissed and like my issues/struggles are nothing to them. I just have felt like an empty shell of a person just existing but not really living. I only have like 2-3 really good friends. One of which is going through a similar situation and we relate on how much of a struggle adulting is. He’s like the only person I feel that truly knows and understands me. It’s truly sad how many people are experiencing this problem of existentialism.
Actually yes, just narrate, it’s nice. So many of us feel the same way and have a lot in common with you. You’re right where you are supposed to be. Love from Egypt❤❤❤
I am glad you posted this! I truly am! I am turning 28 soon (jan 7th) and it is funny because I am an introvert. I truly love hanging out with myself and my family (especially my mom because my father travels alot for work). My parents financially take care of me (yes I have a job, but the dynamic I have with my parents has been the same since I was a kid). I travel here and there, but I also feel like I don't really do anything even though I do alot. I have a routine (gym 3x a week, grocery shopping, other errands, checking on my grandparents, watching youtube videos, cooking lol). I am always here helping others too! I do not have any kids and I am not married nor am I dating, but I enjoy my life (it is weird seeing so many people with kids my age and families of their own). Some people tend to call me boring, but I do not care because I enjoy it. I am also on a spiritual journey. Work has been slow and in the beginning I was stressed, but now? I am calm. So happy I found your channel. You are so authentically yourself and it is so lovely!
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
Psalm 18:46-48 ESV - The LORD lives, and blessed be my rock, and exalted be the God of my salvation- the God who gave me vengeance and subdued peoples under me, who rescued me from my enemies; yes, you exalted me above those who rose against me; you delivered me from the man of violence.
I like this video because it isn’t overly edited, manicured, or polished. You are very relatable for the majority of people. Thank you for your courage to post. I wish you well on your spiritual journey.
Im so glad that YT is recommending the newer channels to me.. listening to you for the duration of that video was very relaxing and im sorry that you lost your job but i think we can all be truly inspired by the healing and positivity in your words!! And omg the bg music is just what my soul needed. New sub ❤ Happy New Year!
Listening to this made me cry. The good kind. I'm in a similar situation, being unemployed, I'm 29 and everything feels like too much sometimes, but listening to you made me feel like I'm not alone. I like the new format, keep em coming whichever way these videos manifest from the ether. Much love ♥️
Same boat, turned 33 and will have to quit studying law for financial reasons. Never had a goal besides finishing the exams one day. Now I have none, unemployed, nothing on the horizon.
@@mkelleyaggie thanks, surely hope so. For now I’m completely lost in the void, nothing to look forward to, no drive to start much. Gonna take up some part time job to keep afloat I guess, no idea where that’s supposed to lead to though.
@@jinkazama2555 I run a small online shop / dropshipping. But since Germany is in a slowly worsening recession, it doesn’t cover the bills anymore. Will have to do unskilled labour now I guess, got an interview at Lidl to fill shelves -.-
People dont seem to highlight that there is so much to life than just keeping a career and being stable. More unknowns,health, mental fortitude ,personal responsibilities that can take over your life. That focusing on those is not a bad thing. As long as you dont give up. Especially as men who dont ever really start learning about themselves till their 30s. Even wealthy people and celebrities dont have it together and nobody really does and if they say they do thats a lie. Being able to free yourself from that is a blessing. Theres a verse in the bible that says seperate yourself from the world. Im 24 in the USMC and people would think i have it together but i dont, im ready to leave an organization that just milks you dry. I have no real plan but thats life we live and learn. This is just a chapter and a new one will open eventually. Being able to support others is honestly amazing and a key to life. that's what i think. Thank you for your wisdom your awesome man.
Please keep going and yapping to us, I’ve not met anyone who speaks the same subject that I’ve been constantly chatting to myself about, constantly working on myself like you express in your videos. It’s really incredible to sit and listen to you, because I don’t feel crazy anymore, finally-someone out there exists and has the same mindset about the external and internal- just thankyou mate- I also hope you make money from this soon because each video is a deep dive of incredible insights and I’m personally enjoying the journey. Thanks for opening up- I’ll be staying as a subscriber for a long time
jan 2, new year... but i feel hopeless. introvert af, college drop out, no job and the problem is i have no desire and i'm 26 years old. every day I wake up with a great shame that it could be way, way better.
I'm in my mid 30s and can no longer keep an employer. Because times have changed so much that working anywhere is unrecognizable. Many college degrees are useless, yet business continue to hire interns that don't get paid and replace the actual employees. Survival in America requires numerous amounts of cash and it wasn't this way when I started my own journey. Hang in there, remember that gratitude is the answer to most things.
Please watch "Europa the last battle" 12h documentary and "the protocols of the learned elders of zion" audio recorded text/document in order to understand what is really going on around us all. Cheers!
I don’t comment often but anyone here who is feeling alone remember you are not there is a person or group of them out there waiting for you to join them, it will change you and you will have to face your own inner monologue and adjust your lens of the world to continue thriving, but if one thing is certain we all have one thing in common and that is we tend to choose to work and live for something no matter what it is. Happy new year.🎉
I think I just found my new favourite channel, every word you’re saying resonates in my whole being. I feel so lonely in these feelings normally, and it relieves me knowing that there’s other people with the same mindset out there. Please keep these videos going, I’m here to stay!
thanks for posting this, sometimes i feel like im the only that hasn't everything figured out, which i know is impossible but sometimes it feels like it
I feel you totally about not wanting to do things once they feel like work - the only way to live seems to be to hustle at a high level… I have hustled for a very long time to see more of it ahead of me and I am very tired. I don’t mind working but I have to admit I am burnt out and every job I got attempting to find purpose or passion turned into me feeling trapped in a repetitive grind that overtook my life and became my life. I really miss having a sense of connections to people or a community and that is the hardest thing to find. This video is really inspiring and seems like a good release for you. This is a great way to transmute this restless energy. Thank you for sharing
You are such an interesting person with a truely unique way of living. I love how you are such a normal guy and at the same time you are on that spiritual journey. I am glad that you have so many people around you. I dont do much myself, i am an occupational therapist (might wanna give that a try yourself? Haha) and i just love helping people through talking or exercises, but other than that i just am at home playing video games. When i was 21 i got into a relationship with guy who was dealer and i got badly addicted to opiates and other shit. I am 27 now and for the past 1,5 years i am on that spiritual journey and i feel a connection whenever you are talking. It‘s really strange, i‘ll never see you in real life but… you make me feel something special. Thank you and wish you honestly all the best ❤
You are 32 and still here. Those are 32 years of self-love and preservation that can be an invaluable example to someone struggling with just existing. Documentation of your human experience will and already has helped more than you know. I appreciate the vulnerability.
Wow I heard this at the right time…. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us bc sometimes you just don’t know but you know you have to go with what feels authentic to you even if the path isn’t clear . Thank you ❤
I know how you feel I’m going through this now. I’m unemployed and have no idea how I will pay my bills. But for some reason I feel at peace. I don’t want to work just to make money and be at a job where I am so unhappy. I’m just enjoying the moment.
Also, how amazing it must feel to have a friend like you.. and how amazing is it that you still find the will to help when you’re going through everything. You’re a great person. You will find yourself again.. in fact, I don’t feel you’ve lost yourself- there’s a dissociation going on.. because you’re not used to doing what you really want. Which from what you said is what you are doing- Nothing. Ride the wave. I Love you 🙂
I just came upon your channel and decided to hear you out. Happy New Year. This video made me sad, I'm recently widowed woman, my late husband took care of everything and I was a stay at home wife for more than 20 years, I haven't worked at a job at all. But now that he's gone, I've been grieving and trying to figure out where and how do I start all over again now as a widow. It's mentally draining and stressful to worry about so much all at once.
29 y.o working a shity job in another city far away from my hometown, no house of my own no car no savings no girlfriend, coming from a broken poor family, heading to the unknown i really have no clue what am doing in life , thank you for sharing some parts of your life , i wish life to be fair with us soon
To me it sounds like you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be, right now. And what else is there? All we have is right now. And just as an observer and as someone who’s never made content, but as someone who really enjoys the space / content you’re sharing, you don’t owe anyone anything. I feel blessed to have you open up your world to me, us. I feel weird just commenting, I can’t even imagine putting my words and life out to the universe like you’re doing. I love that you say that you don’t know what you’re doing. Because that’s what we’re all doing. Well, maybe not all but I think it’s most. I certainly don’t know what the fuck I’m doing and why are we supposed to know? I think that’s just one of those running programs we get as humans in this world. Like we have to always be striving to achieve something outside of ourselves to be better. But what if this is it? Just being human? This is an experience and I don’t think there is a wrong way to experience anything. We might be told that we’re supposed to feel this way or that way but that completely negates the individual journey of the soul. We don’t have to do anything. Long after this earth has evaporated into space dust we will still be us and we’ll always have this experience, whatever that may be for each of us. All the rules, all the politics, religions, whatever, none of that matters to the soul. The soul ultimately rejoins the source anyways. Time doesn’t exist outside of here. We literally have nothing to do but just be, to experience this. So what else is there to do? We’re here. It’s weird, indeed. But weird is where the good stuff is. While in this world we have to pay, at least how it works now. I work in a plant nursery selling plants. I’m 57 and working retail. I’m a failure in the eyes of the money chasing system but I’m happy with what I’m doing now. Do I always want to sell plants? No. I could easily earn minimum $100 an hour doing design work working for super rich entitled people who want amazing landscapes. But I’ve done that and it sucks. My heart just isn’t in it anymore. I’m cool hanging out with all the different people that come in wanting plant info. I rent a 12x12 cabin on acre of untouched natural land up on this mountain. I am completely off grid, no fence, coyotes, mountain lions, bobcats, quail, doves, tons of rabbits all pass here. It’s just me and a tortoise named Tobias who lives in a big enclosure I built for him. That’s all I’ve got and I’m happy with it. You sound like you’re in the perfect spot for you and your friends. You’re a healer and a storyteller. It sounds like they need you now and everything that needs to happen “later” will happen exactly as it’s supposed to, when it’s supposed to. I think you’re on a good path, it feels good from here. You’re videos always make me think, you’re never telling me what to think or how I should be. You’re already free and you being free allows everyone who comes into your space to be just as free. That’s your gift and it’s beautiful. It feels good. It’s not just your voice that is calming, it’s you. Michael, you’re calming. You’re the safe spot in the storm. Shelter from the wind. The clearing in the woods. You just being you is the greatest gift to this world and I sincerely thank you for it. Much love to you brother.
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
32 and unemployed here as well. Started my healing journey 5 years ago, my spiritual awakening hit a year after, and all I wanna do is just be me and get paid for it. All the best to you.
Seeing you go through this process is what drew me to your channel. I’ve had the same thoughts and paradoxes you’re having. Your authenticity and vulnerability is consistent. It’s comforting to know we’re not stepping through these bear traps alone. Thank you for sharing what you do everyday 🙌🏽 Possible idea for content- you mentioned rolling with things and accepting what comes externally. I struggle with the acceptance and surrender part. Maybe your POV in that would be helpful?
I feel you so hard bro 28 in a very similar situation Global awakening unfolding You are realizing your true self The old false self falls away God is with you, you’re his son Stay blessed ✌🏻
You sound just like me, even the background music is the ambient I listen on the walks. What helps me is either very early walks or late ones, when there are no people around, to at least have those small gratitude moments. I just live my boring little life, with books instead of people and ovethinking same as you. I wish breakthrough for you this year, from one lost soul to another 😀😊
I got fired at 52 and was being bullied. I decided to work as a medium/clairvoyant. I wrote a book that will be released this month. That was 10 years ago. F the Universe. Walk right into it and never give up.
I’m 28 and resonate with this deeply. I have recently started the carnivore diet to give myself a mission and a simple structure and I’m only a couple weeks in but it has begun to lift some type of veil, not even a fog because the clarity of what you’re hitting on I think we can all relate to, but rather it has begun to dissipate some self imposed weight. I’m not a mad proprietor of this diet but the effects are substantial and I noticed your mention of crohn’s and thought I’d share it just because. Regardless I appreciate this message and clearly many other young men in our age group do as well. Stay grounded brethren. Peace.
BRO; too relatable. I SHOULD be freaking out right now but I'm not. I just know I'll be ok, thrive even. I feel humbled and empowered simultaneously. 🙏
I find your video in a very difficult days of my life same as you, feels meant to be. Love your speech, it’s from the heart and very moving. The BGM is on point. Thank you for the deep insight, it gives me courage and don’t feel so along anymore. Hope it will all work out for you soon. Bless.
Hello, had to subscribe!! your video gave me soo much peace/ calmness but at the same time spoke right through to me. I’ve been into spirituality since I was 13 years old. I’m in my mid twenties & I resonated with your video. I always self sabotage in everything especially in jobs just avoid socialism. I’m an introvert always at home & love being at home. Moreover, you seem soo peaceful / genuine & kind. Might be weird but l love your voice it’s soo soothing. I tend to always watch RUclipsrs who have calming voices random but yeah. This was a very great video. I truly appreciated your vulnerability/honesty. I hope to see more of your journey & hopefully more content on your daily like life. Praying you good health & blessings. Keep it up. 💕
Your role in the universe is the same as you roll in the house. Just help out where you can. Remember who you are and always will be, but most importantly; Keep Going, Always 🕯️🚪🗝️
“I should work hard for what I want but there’s something about it” I feel exactly the same way. 31 here. Last year, I broke up with my 4 year partner and quit my job with burnout. Currently staying at my mum’s place in my home country because I was really depressed there. i lived that country for 7 years but eventually I realised I got nothing, no job, no partner, no friends. In a way, it’s a perfect opportunity for me to reset and do whatever I want. Thankfully my mum is financially stable and wiling to help her son in his 30s (I’m still embarrassed from time to time). The thing is I can’t decide things. They’re overwhelming and I’m so indecisive. I do whatever shit I do for daily life, go swimming, volunteering twice a week, go see dentist or something. But I know I’m not doing my best for what’s really important. Knowing that, I can’t still put my 100% energy on what really matters and it is really frustrating. I thought I knew who I am but I’ve started to doubt that too these days. Fuck.
I'm 33 years old, not unemployed but I do work a high stress, labor intensive 3rd shift job and in the winter time, it's dark when I go to work and it's dark when I come home. I definitely have my mood swings up and down throughout that time. But I can relate on being unsure what my next move is. We're all on this magical journey called life and it may not always go our way. But what we can do is make the best of the hand we're delt. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us!
I read the title and I’m in the exact same spot. Then I listened, and I feel even more seen, heard and understood. I’ve also been told I have a nice voice so maybe I should talk more. But it feels funny. This is the first video of yours I’ve seen but this was nice and raw. I’ll watch some more. Thank you.
I'm twenty, yet your experiences resonate with me. Similarly, life circumstances led me to unemployment and chronic illnesses, both of which may be healed throughout this year. Ever since the latter half of 2023, I've been empathetic and assisting my friends and family. Since my college schedule wasn't too demanding, I could stretch my resources in multiple directions. Take care of the dogs? Check. Be a listening ear? Check? Hanging out with people to take their edge off? Check. These past few years have been less about me and more about my helpfulness to others, and honestly, that's so humbling to know. I know that I am the most privileged person in my home, and both resourcefulness and resources prove that. But it makes me feel so weird. There are days where I feel inherently isolated, like I'm the only one pushing through with an "empty" life. However, I noticed that since starting my healing journey, I don't feel the need to have abundance. When it comes, I'm grateful. But it's to a goal. Best of luck, my guy. Hope this year helps.
25 here. Self employed. For some reason I could just never have a job job 9-5. Not that I didn’t want to work. It just felt exhausting not like oh I’m old I can’t do it. Just time is limited and I have these ideas, I been doing gardening, especially during the summer, spring and fall. I’m not 30 yet. But soon I will be. And sometimes I walk around like am I a bum? Am I a loser for not working a 9-5? Took me sometime to realize but figuring out what really matters is trying to find what we love to do, like this, just talking, me watching your video and listening to you speak. It’s enjoyable, relaxing, relatable. But most of all, it is something that is what a lot of people feel.
You just earned a new sub! I feel so seen man. This is the exact way I feel when it comes to making content. It’s like, you can’t understand why sensible thoughts never tend to form when in front of the camera, but at the same time you don’t wanna make your content scripted l, inauthentic. BUT AGAIN … you feel that you should put effort, research into your work, but then again this shouldn’t feel like work it should just be something natural and authentic… then you end up in a rabbit hole of self evaluation, doubts, static, etc … it’s so weird man
You're solid. You're well-"made". You're going to find your way. Funny - as you were speaking, it suddenly dawned on me - what it is I must do, to make my life better. THANK YOU!
You made me cry. I’ve never worked cause at 16 I started having health issues, and now I’m 30 and it’s not going away (I have a severe genetic condition) in fact it will get worse as I age. I just can’t compete in the job market, so I try to cultivate my brain with different skills and knowledge so I feel a little less worthless, but I guess I’ve learnt to live with it.
@@PossibleBat I am sorry to hear about your unique condition. And I wanted to add that your value or self worth is not and should not be derived from participating in the system. Your experience and perspective is your intrinsic value and it is as important as anyone else’s. Your story is yours and what you are going through is for reasons unknown to us right now, but it is all part of your souls mission. Don’t get to caught up in societal expectations or judgements or fears. I believe this is just one stop in our infinite journey. And you are more than your physical body. I hope you find peace and relief, and I hope this channel can help you feel apart of something. You are part of this community
@@InwardWitness33 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
@@InwardWitness33 Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
@@InwardWitness33 Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
I'm glad to see a small community in this comment section that I can relate to. Been unemployed for the whole of 2024 but I guarantee you it's the best spiritual year that I have ever had. It's 2025 and I'm still lost as hell but I guess things will turn out fine in the end. Wishing everyone here will eventually find their ultimate purpose of life!
Loved every part of this homie. I'm currently 25 and live with my family and as of recently I am unemployed. I am trying to use this tough time to self reflect and get a better understanding of who it is that I am as a person. I've never felt understood or seen by anyone my whole life and eventually somewhere along the way I started to act like the person I believed people wanted me to be as I was desperate to have people want me in their lives. I didn't realize I was doing this until recently and it took a big toll on my mental health despite playing it off as always being nonchalant about everything. Things aren't ideal at home mainly due to conflicting ideals and personality conflicts but all I can do right now is take care of myself and get a better grasp on my identity and better understand what defines me as an individual and learn to love and embrace it even if others may not. To everyone reading this don't give up. We're all gonna make it
I feel that uncertainty now. at least you have this channel. I'm just lost. I'm an introvert, so a job where I have to meet people regularly is mentally exhausting. But I don't want to sit at the same place for so long either. I don't even know what I want. I'm confused. I'm lost.
I'm in my late twenties and have recently resigned from my job in digital marketing to focus on filmmaking. I feel like I’ve spent enough time on things that don’t truly matter to me. My parents view this decision as a gamble, but pursuing my passion brings me satisfaction and happiness. The journey ahead may be long and tough, but I know it won’t make me miserable.
I am jobless for some times, and next Monday I will start a new job. I am quite nervous because I dont know what the working environment likes and what the colleagues like. I just try and hope that the job will fit me - but now it is unknown yet.
I'm happy finding things like this in my recommended. I think you'll find your way towards fulfillment, and as long as you're getting by, you're leading a good life. I turned 30 in 2024 and felt like no matter my successes it never feels like enough. The older I get the more I understand everyone feels this and it's not just my flaw. You talking about your life helps many people, I'm sure of it.
You just being you is all you have to do. We can hear it in your voice that it’s all authentic, and in the world today, with so much fake, … well it’s refreshing to hear someone else just talk out loud about their spiritual path…. And the nothingness of it. I think a lot of us are going through similar times and situations right now, so although we are alone, and like being alone, it’s nice to know you and others are out there somewhere. Very strong Donnie Darko vibe to the vid… can’t go wrong.
Thank you for this video... I really mean it, I can relate to so much stuff, same here. Thank you for this video and for being yourself. You got some hidden talent
The only thing humans must do is eat, poop and sleep. Everything else is up to you, if you are happy where you are it is up to you. You are living for yourself, not for anyone else.
Hey man, thank you so much for being so real, I think your situation is something most of us men go through at least once in our lives, knowing that we’re not the only ones can make us feel less alone, I know exactly how you feel, I don’t know you but I love you man, we’re all one, peace ✌️
Dude! You’re ascending and it’s just so good. Yay don’t even trip! I’m over here snapping my fingers in the air for you. We see you ✨ If you don’t meditate, a really good one is focusing on each energy centers, bottom to top. Blessing them with feel good energies. Thoughts. Gratitude. When you get to the top, imagine all that energy coming back down and around your body like a rainbow energy. Ground yourself. (Super important if you’re spending time in your thoughts a lot) this is so good for anyone going on their journeys. Heads up: things will start to come up for you, write them all down. Lots of love to you and anyone else reading. :)
Man this video made me relax the noise in my head that urges me to do more and more, i like to live slow and I'm very content with that, but i think I need to reverse the mind washing of the city life good video, your mental health is good.
This entry was from the other night, I wasn't sure about posting it... But i figured why not. Some of you find my voice relaxing. So have at it. Love you all, sincerely.
Satan got you man. Their is no reincarnation. You think that because fallen angels are making you think that you are them.
Hope you're set free by Jesus. I figure you prolly a mason tho so you cooked.
first time listener. Tthanks for posting this, seriously. It's nice listening to these kinda videos, more often on my fyp
Yes, your yapping is very relaxing. Love it. Have you thought of doing ASMR videos? You could still talk about whatever you want and in your own style, but perhaps it would reach more people
I am going through same shit man stick there you will always have faith and love around you, may you get blessed with everything
@@InwardWitness33 they will not get it, we know we are trying but because of insensitive humans we have to suffer just because it makes them happy which is the most absurd human can be my advice to you is just try and God is planning something better for you believe in it and death is an amazing experience intself it gives you the chance to see ending, so never fear brother as there is nothing to fear
I am in this place. Unemployed. And in a spot where practicality and fear are asking me to move, but I don’t want to. Complete refusal, and feeling guided to trust that’s okay. I don’t want to go back to making pieces of pennies to make someone else so wealthy. I want to be. I just want to be and that be okay. I cannot force myself back into the mold of yesterday. The thought alone disgusts me. Working some job to survive disgusts me. I want to live. Thank you for sharing your journey. I feel less alone.
I feel you, It's nice to see others being able to relate
I'm stuck with the morals of it. I dream about a world where ppl aren't slaves to the ratrace. Imagine just what would happen if everyone stopped feeding the machine and started taking care of eachother full time instead of selfish self-gain. And the ONLY thing keeping this beast of a machinery alive is to submit and go to work in fear of missing out life otherwise, -which btw IS an illution. This needs to stop. Can't take a lot longer this zombie world. I actually think I'd rather be dead
@ I share a lot of these feelings. I actually had a moment of insight the other day: perhaps we were made out of love, to mend a greater loneliness, made to take care of each other, the world. It’s strange you say a zombie world because I had a dream just the other night that I was overcome by zombies in a mall and while trying to help someone out, had the thought “I’m about to die” only to make it out. We’ll find our way.
I definitely relate to this mate. I'm going to have to go back to work but I'm going to use it as a self improvement method to push myself through so much inner pain that I discover a higher state of conciousness
@@Seppo-k2sur life matters. As crazy crippling exhausting it is keep finding ways that work for u n keep at it
"Only a slave quantifies its existence through productivity." ~RJ Spina
I resonate SO much with this ! :)
Resonates so deeply. Thanks a lot for the share!
well we’re all already slaves weather u wanna accept it or not. u can either give up and do nothing or accept you were forced within a reality where u need a physical currency to survive and live a comfortable life
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Sitting here new years eve, alone, unemployed and 30 wondering what went wrong. Thanks for making me feel a bit more valuable instead of beating myself up. Amazing video and subscribed. Wish you the best.
Happy New Year! Hope things get better for you :)
Nothing went wrong man. You're just taking more time than others. Don't hate yourself because you're just getting a delayed start. While everyone else is being the Hare, you're just being the tortoise. Keep moving, even if it's slow. You'll get there in the end
@sloht4061 I really appreciate your kind words, i needed that ❤️
@@nhx180 Love you man. Always remember, no matter where you are in the world or what you're doing, there are others in the same position, feeling like you do, walking the same road.
You're not alone man. Take as much time as you want in life. The only person you're racing is you. Everyone else is attempting to compete with people they don't know, just to gain nothing but debt and further confusion later on down the line.
I always say, I hit a mid life crisis early. I recognized death, the time line we all have, that we don't have an infinite number of life hours but incredibly finite. Run your own race. You'll win in the end. Hope you had an ok new year
@sloht4061 love you too man, we probably won't ever meet unfortunately but when you're in dark days come back to this. Don't give up, I'll do the same. Everything you said is right, it is our own race. Let's enjoy it & win at the same time. 2025 man, here we come ❤️
i was an unemployed single dad introvert at 32, im now working, met people and am happy. the moment comes.
I'm 33 in this position as I'm typing this I'm just like fuck
Oh ffs well done for being a sheep
How long does it take for the moment to come though. I am 32 and haven't worked since I was 30.
@ArsenalGal1990 Sheep? Youre a 34 Yr old woman replying useless troll comments online. What does that make you?
I'm 42 and watching as human rights are treated as a courtesy and civil rights as an inconvenience. So...what are we doing this whole thing for, exactly?
I feel you, I’m 32 stuck in a dead job with no career and no friends or social life, Your not the only one going through the confusion of life. I think we all just have to keep moving in a general direction til we find the path that feels right. Best of luck brother. Love your videos
The entire life is trial and error.
Nobody 32 is stuck anywhere 😂 apply for a different job, learn to do something new, etc.
@@ThatsWild-t1q if it was this easy every single person would be doing it.
@@jkeelin1_ It requires effort.
@@ThatsWild-t1q well obviously, you think anyone who doesn’t accomplish things in a specific timeline isn’t putting in effort? Some goals simply take longer to achieve. It doesn’t mean people aren’t trying.
I'm 31. Still living at home, not many friends, no savings. Still in universtiy.
How much time you have left in university?
I was unemployed at 32 as well as a single mother and extremely introverted. Since then I have obtained my BS in Industrial Engineering, been working as a rotational engineer for a year, and slowly making strides towards planning trips etc. I will be 36 this upcoming March and I feel 25. Sometimes we need isolation to heal, grow, and understand what we’re capable to achieve once we place ourselves as a priority. ❤
Thank you for this comment. I needed to hear that for so long.
Now doing it with kids is a real challenge, good for you!
Hello beautiful
thanks for your insight also bringing good hope
im 20 and unemployed. i live in an abusive household and my mum is threatening to kick me out if i don’t give her money by getting a job. i really have been trying, ive worked on my resume and have qualifications but no place gets back to me. i don’t want my worth to be based on whether or not i work. my mum shames me for being unemployed and it makes me really hurt. i feel scared but this video feels comforting and makes me feel like im not alone and im not a loser
Whats up beautiful
@ hi :))
You’re not alone bro. Thanks for being vulnerable
Identify multiple things you WANT to do, and just do them. I've dealt with stuckness for the last 10 years and when i pull myself out of my own head and just make space and time for personal projects, life is good. Then i feel like im doing something productive. Balance in all things. Take care of stuff, play, rest, work, socialize, be alone, when all else fails, throw the phone on the ground and be without it for the rest of the day. The answers will come to you once you clear the mind.
29 never had a girlfriend never hold a hand, besides my moms, had 6 jobs in the past year can’t find passion in life, struggling with alcohol and porn I verly talk to people, finding peace getting close to god, don’t really have real connections just coworkers, I open my heart and accept god in my life, I have to trust my progress thank you for your channel
32 and I've held one hand; 4/10 blind date a friend whose has 6+/10 gf his whole life set me up with and got a handjob, thats it sucks.
Lots of churches suck but if you're truly seeking God then you need to find a good church, real lovers of Jesus will meet you in your afflictions and walk with you like brothers to the finish line.
I have brothers like this in church. Seen me hit rock bottom (police, drugs, jail, etc) all the way to married with kids and career I love.
Jesus is King.
Better times are coming, wish you all the best and a abundance of meaningful connections
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32, also unemployed. Was a fireman, diagnosed with Schizoaffective so its been tough. Was debating on even commenting because like you said, spiritually I guess it doesn't matter. I also make music to cope though, similar to you and this channel. Thank you for sharing man, this helped me get through another 20 minutes of life lol.
32, also unemployed. The layer of reality I've been living in is one where there is no free will and never was. It's feels like one layer parallel to psychology and determinism where something is actively moving me around physically and mentally. I bike, read, and zone out when I'm not being dragged down a particular alley
33, unemployed, never had a proper girlfriend and got my heart broken horribly rather recently, been losing touch with a good portion of my friend group, got very little interest in the outside world right now, yet weirdly I feel strangely very at peace despite being in a very much less than ideal place right now. So yeah, I feel you and understand you for sure, bro.
Real ones are isolated
Same age, close to same story. For me I knew deep down I wasnt around the right people, still not exactly sure why. Can’t say I’m happier now, but for sure less stressed by myself.
Same story here bro
Are you me? Exactly the same here man.
Got my heartbroken recently too and yes very similar never had a proper bf they all manipulated me into thinking thag they loved me have only 1 fren no social life, and still i feel quite okay and happy in general 😅
Takes courage to put yourself out here and be authentic.
I'm an introvert. Best thing I did at 45 was starting my own lawn care company. I don't have to deal with people all day other than clients. I can work by myself which is great and i'm in better shape than most people. Helps to have a touch of ocd to enjoy your work.
Did the exact same thing at 45! Blew me away to see your comment. Finally found peace. Good luck to you.
How does one start this kinda company and get clients?
Same
@@adisondenham2426 Cheap startup cost, just need a truck, mower, weedwacker, blower, and you are good to go. You could do local ads or drive around and look for people that need work done.
Same, I was 33 though. Business is great and I had a house built 9 years ago.
I'm 36 and unemployed. Welcome to the club
38 unemployed for 3 freaking years
30 here and same
Haha im 37 and unemployed. Im starting to think that as a collective, we are kinda done working to live. I wanna live for the sake of life
@@everybodyyogastudio212 same. Humans weren’t meant for this kind of existence
Your a good guy, im sure they are extremely grateful for you!
I'm 32 too, unemployed* too, lost too and I'm fine with it too. My life has been CRAZY, I'm grateful for that and also terribly exhausted. Right now I'm just existing. I trust the process. I don't know anymore why I'm here exactly but I know who I am. Cheers. Believe.
(*) Well, I've always been "unemployed", I was always a freelancer, I've never been in a regular career path or a regular job in my entire life, my life has not been conventional at any point, always weird/unique (and supernatural, almost paranormal). Any consequences? Well... I have the life experience of a 300-year-old and the money savings of a 3-year-old. I don't regret it, btw.
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Matthew 17:22-23 ESV - As they were gathering in Galilee, Jesus said to them, “The Son of Man is about to be delivered into the hands of men, and they will kill him, and he will be raised on the third day.” And they were greatly distressed.
John 3:16-21 ESV - “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God.”
Been there, bro. Unemployed at 35, living in a shared bedroom with my mom, with IBS and back issues. Now I have my own high-rise apartment, make over $100k, and am in the best shape of my life. Best unsolicited advice: listen to positive audiobooks every day and write your goals down every day.
This year, I would advise you to start eating, exercising and reading, for example book called Your Life Your Game by Keezano. It beautifully shows how connecting with God and building meaningful relationships can lead to spiritual growth and success in both your personal and professional life. This book truly changed my life, maybe it will change yours too...God bless💗
you honestly just being yourself is enough, even your voice/energy is such a calming presence, keep going :)
Thank you so much!!
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
@@InwardWitness33 WHAT AREA ARE U IN?
I turn 23 in like 12 days and my anxiety has been horrible. I’ve had horrible anxiety and depression throughout my life. I’m also an alcoholic as I started drinking very young and found it was the perfect solution to the fear and insecurity I always feel. I’ve been in recovery these past 2-3 years but I keep relapsing and I’m just stuck in the horrible cycle. I realize that what I’m feeling is everything I’ve been running from and pushing away with drug use/alcohol/isolation. I’m super intro verted but I’ve always wanted to be WITH people, or have friends, that I can do stuff with. All we can do is keep fighting for what’s best for us. This video was nice, thanks man.
I started very young with drugs and alcohol as well, fortunatley for me it never became to big of an issue but there was a time where i felt alcohols grip ever so slightly. And when i got diagnosed with Crohn's it pretty much slammed the door shut on drinking. Hearing your story makes me want to stream, so that if people who are struggling feel the relaps they can tune in to be with someone, someone who sees infinite potential in everybody.
Just know you are not alone. There are many of us going through the same thing and thinking we are alone in the universe. It’s hard in this climate to make something of yourself. Just know that you can do it. It is all within you. Something I try to remind myself of on a regular basis. If I was able to get off heroin , who knows what else is possible. We all have a talent. Stay positive man. Much love
@@InwardWitness33 I think that’d be awesome man
@@tatetwar7792 thanks 😊
I fuck with you so tough homie. I'm 24 no job, no idea how this is working out, but business is picking up spiritually and I want you to know you doing your part raising the consciousness of the Earth is living in your purpose. Thanks for being who you are divinely called to be. ❤
partner, thank you 🤠
That’s amazing that you help out your friend with the children. I’m 32 with 4 children and it’s just me and my wife doing it on our own while I work 50 hours a week. You’re a great friend 👍
i think even more than advice, when you share your stories people RESONATE which is a beautiful thing
Literally my life turned upside down, lost my kids, wife, house, I hate my job, I hate waking up. I just just can’t cope with this world its too much….
Same, I lost everyone and everything. Hang in there. Be strong 💪
Suffering builds a man. When you're going through a storm, keep going. Jesus is with you in the boat even though you may feel like you're sinking.
Dont lie...Noone is with him.We all walk this same path.Jesus walked it too,on his terms.He felt all shiet and feelings too.
Just walk man.Maybe in 20 years we Will come back Here to laugh how this all was path.I dont know,but dont surrender.Ive lost girl,kids,car,no job,no money and still walking and breathing.Noone cant deny me those things...ok maybe legs can deny walking but Ill breathe till last one.promise.
Proud of you being here, searching for answers. I know you’re saying you can’t, but I believe you wouldn’t be here listening or posting that if you weren’t curious of another way. I hope you find the strength to push forward to find your answers.
@@HahariHallers Life is sick sometimes be strong my friend
the background music is super cool, helps me concentrate. thanks for sharing, excited to find this from fellow introverts.
i feel you man once you get to 30 and run into stuff like this it kinda hits harder than usual
Bro synchronicity is real i felt it and now I'm searching for it again.
The Channel is blowing up bro, this is a recurring state and people are looking for understanding and as you grow from now on people will too.
I believe there's a deeper language being spoken per se and you're learning that language and everyone hears this voice but not everyone chooses to.🙏🔥🔥
It's already happening bro you are free!
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Beautiful soul, you are. And because you are authentic, people are attracted to you.
Your content is your overthinking, sharing in your Journey.
@@FranNoesse I love this perspective
When you said this is what I want to do, do nothing, I cried. That has always been me. Although I have a full-time job, spiritually, I'm free, thanks to my savior Jesus. I'm very much at home when I do nothing. I truly believe some people were not meant to live the working lifestyle.
Im 34, stuck in a dead end retail job for the last 10 years. No wife/gf, my family lives in another country, no friends. Plagued with some chronic health issues which zap my energy, low testosterone, no motivation or drive to pursue any goals and then I look at my friends and they all seem to think I'm a bum who's ambitionless. It's exhausting explaining to people how you feel on a daily basis. The only thing I'm proud about is for the last 2 years I've been working out religiously and it's the only area in my life where I'm seeing result albeit slowly. I'm optimistic that my best days are ahead of me.
Bro I feel you on how it is trying to explain these things to people. I am 27 and have felt lost and directionless for several years now. I’m unemployed have been since September. I’ve never lived on my own away from my family. I’m about to go back to school with a plan but not really sure how it will go. Trying to find a part time job because school will be my top priority. It’s hard to be around people because I often feel alone and not understood. Even some of my own family make me feel dismissed and like my issues/struggles are nothing to them. I just have felt like an empty shell of a person just existing but not really living. I only have like 2-3 really good friends. One of which is going through a similar situation and we relate on how much of a struggle adulting is. He’s like the only person I feel that truly knows and understands me. It’s truly sad how many people are experiencing this problem of existentialism.
Get off social media.
guys. You dont need to be effective or productive. You dont have to prove that you deserve to be alive.
Be yourself. Stay blessed and safe
Actually yes, just narrate, it’s nice. So many of us feel the same way and have a lot in common with you. You’re right where you are supposed to be. Love from Egypt❤❤❤
I am glad you posted this! I truly am! I am turning 28 soon (jan 7th) and it is funny because I am an introvert. I truly love hanging out with myself and my family (especially my mom because my father travels alot for work). My parents financially take care of me (yes I have a job, but the dynamic I have with my parents has been the same since I was a kid). I travel here and there, but I also feel like I don't really do anything even though I do alot. I have a routine (gym 3x a week, grocery shopping, other errands, checking on my grandparents, watching youtube videos, cooking lol). I am always here helping others too! I do not have any kids and I am not married nor am I dating, but I enjoy my life (it is weird seeing so many people with kids my age and families of their own). Some people tend to call me boring, but I do not care because I enjoy it. I am also on a spiritual journey. Work has been slow and in the beginning I was stressed, but now? I am calm. So happy I found your channel. You are so authentically yourself and it is so lovely!
You sound like you are right where you are supposed to be! Thank you for sharing
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
Psalm 18:28 ESV - For it is you who light my lamp;
the LORD my God lightens my darkness.
Psalm 18:46-48 ESV - The LORD lives, and blessed be my rock,
and exalted be the God of my salvation- the God who gave me vengeance
and subdued peoples under me, who rescued me from my enemies;
yes, you exalted me above those who rose against me;
you delivered me from the man of violence.
I like this video because it isn’t overly edited, manicured, or polished. You are very relatable for the majority of people. Thank you for your courage to post. I wish you well on your spiritual journey.
Im so glad that YT is recommending the newer channels to me.. listening to you for the duration of that video was very relaxing and im sorry that you lost your job but i think we can all be truly inspired by the healing and positivity in your words!! And omg the bg music is just what my soul needed. New sub ❤ Happy New Year!
Listening to this made me cry. The good kind. I'm in a similar situation, being unemployed, I'm 29 and everything feels like too much sometimes, but listening to you made me feel like I'm not alone.
I like the new format, keep em coming whichever way these videos manifest from the ether. Much love ♥️
You are awakening. I wish you well man.
Same boat, turned 33 and will have to quit studying law for financial reasons. Never had a goal besides finishing the exams one day. Now I have none, unemployed, nothing on the horizon.
Because this system is wicked and must fall…
Your soul thanks you for quitting.
You’ll see soon man.
@@mkelleyaggie thanks, surely hope so. For now I’m completely lost in the void, nothing to look forward to, no drive to start much. Gonna take up some part time job to keep afloat I guess, no idea where that’s supposed to lead to though.
so how do you live then? financially
@@jinkazama2555 I run a small online shop / dropshipping. But since Germany is in a slowly worsening recession, it doesn’t cover the bills anymore. Will have to do unskilled labour now I guess, got an interview at Lidl to fill shelves -.-
@@MacroAnarchy
In bollywood there is dialogue No job is beneath and every work is worship.
Do it proudly and never settle.
People dont seem to highlight that there is so much to life than just keeping a career and being stable. More unknowns,health, mental fortitude ,personal responsibilities that can take over your life. That focusing on those is not a bad thing. As long as you dont give up. Especially as men who dont ever really start learning about themselves till their 30s. Even wealthy people and celebrities dont have it together and nobody really does and if they say they do thats a lie. Being able to free yourself from that is a blessing. Theres a verse in the bible that says seperate yourself from the world. Im 24 in the USMC and people would think i have it together but i dont, im ready to leave an organization that just milks you dry. I have no real plan but thats life we live and learn. This is just a chapter and a new one will open eventually. Being able to support others is honestly amazing and a key to life. that's what i think. Thank you for your wisdom your awesome man.
Please keep going and yapping to us, I’ve not met anyone who speaks the same subject that I’ve been constantly chatting to myself about, constantly working on myself like you express in your videos. It’s really incredible to sit and listen to you, because I don’t feel crazy anymore, finally-someone out there exists and has the same mindset about the external and internal- just thankyou mate- I also hope you make money from this soon because each video is a deep dive of incredible insights and I’m personally enjoying the journey. Thanks for opening up- I’ll be staying as a subscriber for a long time
@@ksb0095330 appreciate you partner 🤠
jan 2, new year... but i feel hopeless. introvert af, college drop out, no job and the problem is i have no desire and i'm 26 years old. every day I wake up with a great shame that it could be way, way better.
Keep going things change,do what you don’t want to,push it,in the future you be in better position
I’m 26 too.. same .. same
26 and in the same boat man. both of my older brothers are lost aswell. Its tough to find a purpose..
Atleast your not captured by Isis and getting tortured everyday
I'm in my mid 30s and can no longer keep an employer. Because times have changed so much that working anywhere is unrecognizable. Many college degrees are useless, yet business continue to hire interns that don't get paid and replace the actual employees. Survival in America requires numerous amounts of cash and it wasn't this way when I started my own journey. Hang in there, remember that gratitude is the answer to most things.
Please watch "Europa the last battle" 12h documentary and "the protocols of the learned elders of zion" audio recorded text/document in order to understand what is really going on around us all. Cheers!
I don’t comment often but anyone here who is feeling alone remember you are not there is a person or group of them out there waiting for you to join them, it will change you and you will have to face your own inner monologue and adjust your lens of the world to continue thriving, but if one thing is certain we all have one thing in common and that is we tend to choose to work and live for something no matter what it is. Happy new year.🎉
I’m 28 and I’m exactly the same Bro, introvert life! I’m happy I found this channel! I’ve been on my spiritual as well!
I think I just found my new favourite channel, every word you’re saying resonates in my whole being. I feel so lonely in these feelings normally, and it relieves me knowing that there’s other people with the same mindset out there. Please keep these videos going, I’m here to stay!
Thank you for your candidness. This was really refreshing. ❤
thanks for posting this, sometimes i feel like im the only that hasn't everything figured out, which i know is impossible but sometimes it feels like it
No one has it figured out, thats the fun part. Could you imagine if we always knew what was in store (in the physical world). It would be boring!
@@InwardWitness33So true.
@@InwardWitness33Sometimes I prefer boring though, it’s chill.
@@InwardWitness33Aint nothin’ going wrong, when things are boring and I get no attention 😏❤️
@@InwardWitness33 Thanks for the heart, G.
32? Dude, you look 20. At least you look really good for your age.
I feel you totally about not wanting to do things once they feel like work - the only way to live seems to be to hustle at a high level… I have hustled for a very long time to see more of it ahead of me and I am very tired. I don’t mind working but I have to admit I am burnt out and every job I got attempting to find purpose or passion turned into me feeling trapped in a repetitive grind that overtook my life and became my life. I really miss having a sense of connections to people or a community and that is the hardest thing to find. This video is really inspiring and seems like a good release for you. This is a great way to transmute this restless energy. Thank you for sharing
You're brave for posting stuff like this. You have my respect, hope you find your way
Trust your exactly where you need to be brother ❤️
You’re not alone man. Been in this introspective time in life myself. 2025 will be big and a path for a shift towards something greater
You are such an interesting person with a truely unique way of living. I love how you are such a normal guy and at the same time you are on that spiritual journey. I am glad that you have so many people around you. I dont do much myself, i am an occupational therapist (might wanna give that a try yourself? Haha) and i just love helping people through talking or exercises, but other than that i just am at home playing video games. When i was 21 i got into a relationship with guy who was dealer and i got badly addicted to opiates and other shit. I am 27 now and for the past 1,5 years i am on that spiritual journey and i feel a connection whenever you are talking. It‘s really strange, i‘ll never see you in real life but… you make me feel something special. Thank you and wish you honestly all the best ❤
You are 32 and still here. Those are 32 years of self-love and preservation that can be an invaluable example to someone struggling with just existing. Documentation of your human experience will and already has helped more than you know. I appreciate the vulnerability.
Wow I heard this at the right time…. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us bc sometimes you just don’t know but you know you have to go with what feels authentic to you even if the path isn’t clear . Thank you ❤
I know how you feel I’m going through this now. I’m unemployed and have no idea how I will pay my bills. But for some reason I feel at peace. I don’t want to work just to make money and be at a job where I am so unhappy. I’m just enjoying the moment.
Also, how amazing it must feel to have a friend like you.. and how amazing is it that you still find the will to help when you’re going through everything. You’re a great person. You will find yourself again.. in fact, I don’t feel you’ve lost yourself- there’s a dissociation going on.. because you’re not used to doing what you really want. Which from what you said is what you are doing- Nothing. Ride the wave. I Love you 🙂
I just came upon your channel and decided to hear you out. Happy New Year. This video made me sad, I'm recently widowed woman, my late husband took care of everything and I was a stay at home wife for more than 20 years, I haven't worked at a job at all. But now that he's gone, I've been grieving and trying to figure out where and how do I start all over again now as a widow. It's mentally draining and stressful to worry about so much all at once.
29 y.o working a shity job in another city far away from my hometown, no house of my own no car no savings no girlfriend, coming from a broken poor family, heading to the unknown i really have no clue what am doing in life , thank you for sharing some parts of your life , i wish life to be fair with us soon
To me it sounds like you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be, right now. And what else is there? All we have is right now. And just as an observer and as someone who’s never made content, but as someone who really enjoys the space / content you’re sharing, you don’t owe anyone anything. I feel blessed to have you open up your world to me, us. I feel weird just commenting, I can’t even imagine putting my words and life out to the universe like you’re doing. I love that you say that you don’t know what you’re doing. Because that’s what we’re all doing. Well, maybe not all but I think it’s most. I certainly don’t know what the fuck I’m doing and why are we supposed to know? I think that’s just one of those running programs we get as humans in this world. Like we have to always be striving to achieve something outside of ourselves to be better. But what if this is it? Just being human? This is an experience and I don’t think there is a wrong way to experience anything. We might be told that we’re supposed to feel this way or that way but that completely negates the individual journey of the soul. We don’t have to do anything. Long after this earth has evaporated into space dust we will still be us and we’ll always have this experience, whatever that may be for each of us. All the rules, all the politics, religions, whatever, none of that matters to the soul. The soul ultimately rejoins the source anyways. Time doesn’t exist outside of here. We literally have nothing to do but just be, to experience this. So what else is there to do? We’re here. It’s weird, indeed. But weird is where the good stuff is. While in this world we have to pay, at least how it works now. I work in a plant nursery selling plants. I’m 57 and working retail. I’m a failure in the eyes of the money chasing system but I’m happy with what I’m doing now. Do I always want to sell plants? No. I could easily earn minimum $100 an hour doing design work working for super rich entitled people who want amazing landscapes. But I’ve done that and it sucks. My heart just isn’t in it anymore. I’m cool hanging out with all the different people that come in wanting plant info. I rent a 12x12 cabin on acre of untouched natural land up on this mountain. I am completely off grid, no fence, coyotes, mountain lions, bobcats, quail, doves, tons of rabbits all pass here. It’s just me and a tortoise named Tobias who lives in a big enclosure I built for him. That’s all I’ve got and I’m happy with it. You sound like you’re in the perfect spot for you and your friends. You’re a healer and a storyteller. It sounds like they need you now and everything that needs to happen “later” will happen exactly as it’s supposed to, when it’s supposed to. I think you’re on a good path, it feels good from here. You’re videos always make me think, you’re never telling me what to think or how I should be. You’re already free and you being free allows everyone who comes into your space to be just as free. That’s your gift and it’s beautiful. It feels good. It’s not just your voice that is calming, it’s you. Michael, you’re calming. You’re the safe spot in the storm. Shelter from the wind. The clearing in the woods. You just being you is the greatest gift to this world and I sincerely thank you for it. Much love to you brother.
I love the sound of your situation, and what a cool gig. Can't go wrong working with nature. send Tobias my best.
1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
Hebrews 13:8 ESV - Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.
32 and unemployed here as well. Started my healing journey 5 years ago, my spiritual awakening hit a year after, and all I wanna do is just be me and get paid for it. All the best to you.
Seeing you go through this process is what drew me to your channel. I’ve had the same thoughts and paradoxes you’re having. Your authenticity and vulnerability is consistent. It’s comforting to know we’re not stepping through these bear traps alone. Thank you for sharing what you do everyday 🙌🏽
Possible idea for content- you mentioned rolling with things and accepting what comes externally. I struggle with the acceptance and surrender part. Maybe your POV in that would be helpful?
I feel you so hard bro
28 in a very similar situation
Global awakening unfolding
You are realizing your true self
The old false self falls away
God is with you, you’re his son
Stay blessed ✌🏻
You sound just like me, even the background music is the ambient I listen on the walks. What helps me is either very early walks or late ones, when there are no people around, to at least have those small gratitude moments. I just live my boring little life, with books instead of people and ovethinking same as you. I wish breakthrough for you this year, from one lost soul to another 😀😊
I got fired at 52 and was being bullied. I decided to work as a medium/clairvoyant. I wrote a book that will be released this month.
That was 10 years ago. F the Universe. Walk right into it and never give up.
You are not alone Bro!, I'm also in the same place but I keep hope alive.
I’m 28 and resonate with this deeply. I have recently started the carnivore diet to give myself a mission and a simple structure and I’m only a couple weeks in but it has begun to lift some type of veil, not even a fog because the clarity of what you’re hitting on I think we can all relate to, but rather it has begun to dissipate some self imposed weight. I’m not a mad proprietor of this diet but the effects are substantial and I noticed your mention of crohn’s and thought I’d share it just because. Regardless I appreciate this message and clearly many other young men in our age group do as well. Stay grounded brethren. Peace.
BRO; too relatable. I SHOULD be freaking out right now but I'm not. I just know I'll be ok, thrive even. I feel humbled and empowered simultaneously. 🙏
I find your video in a very difficult days of my life same as you, feels meant to be. Love your speech, it’s from the heart and very moving. The BGM is on point. Thank you for the deep insight, it gives me courage and don’t feel so along anymore. Hope it will all work out for you soon. Bless.
Hello, had to subscribe!! your video gave me soo much peace/ calmness but at the same time spoke right through to me. I’ve been into spirituality since I was 13 years old. I’m in my mid twenties & I resonated with your video. I always self sabotage in everything especially in jobs just avoid socialism. I’m an introvert always at home & love being at home. Moreover, you seem soo peaceful / genuine & kind. Might be weird but l love your voice it’s soo soothing. I tend to always watch RUclipsrs who have calming voices random but yeah. This was a very great video. I truly appreciated your vulnerability/honesty. I hope to see more of your journey & hopefully more content on your daily like life. Praying you good health & blessings. Keep it up. 💕
Your role in the universe is the same as you roll in the house. Just help out where you can. Remember who you are and always will be, but most importantly; Keep Going, Always 🕯️🚪🗝️
“I should work hard for what I want but there’s something about it” I feel exactly the same way. 31 here. Last year, I broke up with my 4 year partner and quit my job with burnout. Currently staying at my mum’s place in my home country because I was really depressed there. i lived that country for 7 years but eventually I realised I got nothing, no job, no partner, no friends. In a way, it’s a perfect opportunity for me to reset and do whatever I want. Thankfully my mum is financially stable and wiling to help her son in his 30s (I’m still embarrassed from time to time). The thing is I can’t decide things. They’re overwhelming and I’m so indecisive. I do whatever shit I do for daily life, go swimming, volunteering twice a week, go see dentist or something. But I know I’m not doing my best for what’s really important. Knowing that, I can’t still put my 100% energy on what really matters and it is really frustrating. I thought I knew who I am but I’ve started to doubt that too these days. Fuck.
Nobody is as failed as I am. I can assure you. I encourage people like yourself to never give up because you are clearly much better off than others.
I'm 33 years old, not unemployed but I do work a high stress, labor intensive 3rd shift job and in the winter time, it's dark when I go to work and it's dark when I come home. I definitely have my mood swings up and down throughout that time. But I can relate on being unsure what my next move is. We're all on this magical journey called life and it may not always go our way. But what we can do is make the best of the hand we're delt. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us!
I read the title and I’m in the exact same spot. Then I listened, and I feel even more seen, heard and understood. I’ve also been told I have a nice voice so maybe I should talk more. But it feels funny. This is the first video of yours I’ve seen but this was nice and raw. I’ll watch some more. Thank you.
I'm twenty, yet your experiences resonate with me. Similarly, life circumstances led me to unemployment and chronic illnesses, both of which may be healed throughout this year.
Ever since the latter half of 2023, I've been empathetic and assisting my friends and family. Since my college schedule wasn't too demanding, I could stretch my resources in multiple directions. Take care of the dogs? Check. Be a listening ear? Check? Hanging out with people to take their edge off? Check. These past few years have been less about me and more about my helpfulness to others, and honestly, that's so humbling to know.
I know that I am the most privileged person in my home, and both resourcefulness and resources prove that. But it makes me feel so weird. There are days where I feel inherently isolated, like I'm the only one pushing through with an "empty" life.
However, I noticed that since starting my healing journey, I don't feel the need to have abundance. When it comes, I'm grateful. But it's to a goal.
Best of luck, my guy. Hope this year helps.
Refreshing authenticity and honesty ❤😊
25 here. Self employed. For some reason I could just never have a job job 9-5. Not that I didn’t want to work. It just felt exhausting not like oh I’m old I can’t do it. Just time is limited and I have these ideas, I been doing gardening, especially during the summer, spring and fall. I’m not 30 yet. But soon I will be. And sometimes I walk around like am I a bum? Am I a loser for not working a 9-5? Took me sometime to realize but figuring out what really matters is trying to find what we love to do, like this, just talking, me watching your video and listening to you speak. It’s enjoyable, relaxing, relatable. But most of all, it is something that is what a lot of people feel.
You just earned a new sub! I feel so seen man. This is the exact way I feel when it comes to making content. It’s like, you can’t understand why sensible thoughts never tend to form when in front of the camera, but at the same time you don’t wanna make your content scripted l, inauthentic. BUT AGAIN … you feel that you should put effort, research into your work, but then again this shouldn’t feel like work it should just be something natural and authentic… then you end up in a rabbit hole of self evaluation, doubts, static, etc … it’s so weird man
well-articulated friend
You're solid.
You're well-"made".
You're going to find your way.
Funny - as you were speaking, it suddenly dawned on me - what it is I must do, to make my life better.
THANK YOU!
You made me cry. I’ve never worked cause at 16 I started having health issues, and now I’m 30 and it’s not going away (I have a severe genetic condition) in fact it will get worse as I age. I just can’t compete in the job market, so I try to cultivate my brain with different skills and knowledge so I feel a little less worthless, but I guess I’ve learnt to live with it.
@@PossibleBat I am sorry to hear about your unique condition. And I wanted to add that your value or self worth is not and should not be derived from participating in the system. Your experience and perspective is your intrinsic value and it is as important as anyone else’s. Your story is yours and what you are going through is for reasons unknown to us right now, but it is all part of your souls mission. Don’t get to caught up in societal expectations or judgements or fears. I believe this is just one stop in our infinite journey. And you are more than your physical body. I hope you find peace and relief, and I hope this channel can help you feel apart of something. You are part of this community
Sounds tough! Life's got a plan for you
@@InwardWitness33 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ESV - Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you-unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures,
@@InwardWitness33 Romans 10:9 ESV - because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
@@InwardWitness33 Romans 10:8-11 ESV - But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”
I'm glad to see a small community in this comment section that I can relate to. Been unemployed for the whole of 2024 but I guarantee you it's the best spiritual year that I have ever had. It's 2025 and I'm still lost as hell but I guess things will turn out fine in the end. Wishing everyone here will eventually find their ultimate purpose of life!
You'll be okay!!! Fingers crossed! ❤❤❤
Loved every part of this homie. I'm currently 25 and live with my family and as of recently I am unemployed. I am trying to use this tough time to self reflect and get a better understanding of who it is that I am as a person. I've never felt understood or seen by anyone my whole life and eventually somewhere along the way I started to act like the person I believed people wanted me to be as I was desperate to have people want me in their lives. I didn't realize I was doing this until recently and it took a big toll on my mental health despite playing it off as always being nonchalant about everything. Things aren't ideal at home mainly due to conflicting ideals and personality conflicts but all I can do right now is take care of myself and get a better grasp on my identity and better understand what defines me as an individual and learn to love and embrace it even if others may not. To everyone reading this don't give up. We're all gonna make it
I feel that uncertainty now. at least you have this channel. I'm just lost. I'm an introvert, so a job where I have to meet people regularly is mentally exhausting. But I don't want to sit at the same place for so long either. I don't even know what I want. I'm confused. I'm lost.
Same
I'm in my late twenties and have recently resigned from my job in digital marketing to focus on filmmaking. I feel like I’ve spent enough time on things that don’t truly matter to me. My parents view this decision as a gamble, but pursuing my passion brings me satisfaction and happiness. The journey ahead may be long and tough, but I know it won’t make me miserable.
I am jobless for some times, and next Monday I will start a new job. I am quite nervous because I dont know what the working environment likes and what the colleagues like. I just try and hope that the job will fit me - but now it is unknown yet.
appreciate the realness brother, this is life, no ordinary moments, forever flowing
Brother I sincerely enjoyed this!!!! Wonderful, insightful, and wise! Keep it up!
Much love,
Brando.
I'm happy finding things like this in my recommended. I think you'll find your way towards fulfillment, and as long as you're getting by, you're leading a good life. I turned 30 in 2024 and felt like no matter my successes it never feels like enough. The older I get the more I understand everyone feels this and it's not just my flaw. You talking about your life helps many people, I'm sure of it.
You just being you is all you have to do. We can hear it in your voice that it’s all authentic, and in the world today, with so much fake, … well it’s refreshing to hear someone else just talk out loud about their spiritual path…. And the nothingness of it. I think a lot of us are going through similar times and situations right now, so although we are alone, and like being alone, it’s nice to know you and others are out there somewhere. Very strong Donnie Darko vibe to the vid… can’t go wrong.
You and many others who have cultivated patience with yourselves will be there when the world comes to an end. Soon, we all feel it.
Thank you for this video... I really mean it, I can relate to so much stuff, same here. Thank you for this video and for being yourself. You got some hidden talent
The only thing humans must do is eat, poop and sleep. Everything else is up to you, if you are happy where you are it is up to you. You are living for yourself, not for anyone else.
Hey man, thank you so much for being so real, I think your situation is something most of us men go through at least once in our lives, knowing that we’re not the only ones can make us feel less alone, I know exactly how you feel, I don’t know you but I love you man, we’re all one, peace ✌️
much love and gratitude partner
Dude! You’re ascending and it’s just so good. Yay don’t even trip! I’m over here snapping my fingers in the air for you. We see you ✨
If you don’t meditate, a really good one is focusing on each energy centers, bottom to top. Blessing them with feel good energies. Thoughts. Gratitude. When you get to the top, imagine all that energy coming back down and around your body like a rainbow energy. Ground yourself. (Super important if you’re spending time in your thoughts a lot) this is so good for anyone going on their journeys.
Heads up: things will start to come up for you, write them all down.
Lots of love to you and anyone else reading. :)
Man this video made me relax the noise in my head that urges me to do more and more,
i like to live slow and I'm very content with that, but i think I need to reverse the mind washing of the city life
good video, your mental health is good.
Wishing you the best man