Wow it’s me!! Thank you Mark for giving me the opportunity to share my story. MDD isn’t a death sentence- it can get better :) Some things about TMS that I left out- It has a 50-60% success rate, and 1/3 (the group I was in) experience total remission. There’s a correlation between the success rate of TMS and listening to guided meditation. (I tried this for a week or so but got bored and just watched Twin Peaks during my sessions.) The most major risk is seizures, but before each session they ask about risk factors (caffeine intake, how much sleep you got, etc.) I’m so grateful for this opportunity to share my story and destigmatize alternative methods of treatment!
You should be proud of yourself and ty thankfully you are in a position to help others. Depression is definitely like a vortex that is hard to pull yourself out from and you feel like the sun will never shine. I'm so glad society is bringing mental health issues out into the open. All we can do help educate ourselves and others about this debilitating condition.
I have a similar success story to yours, Gwendolyn! I am now 26, I had experienced depression since I was 18 and thought that I would eventually overcome it on my own. It got really bad this year, I had no will to live as well as very low self esteem. Luckily for me, EMDR therapy and lexapro helped pull me out of the darkness. Like you, I’m smiling and laughing again. I’m so happy that you were able to overcome the obstacles life threw at you ❤
Hi there! Thank you for coming and sharing your story with us 😃 I'd never heard of TMS until now. I'm 29 and have had depression since about 12. I've tried so many methods to help it, but the most useful and long-lasting tool for me is to simply put in the effort to follow my most desired path in life (my "true calling"). Being productive helps to release the endorphins and when what I'm doing is acknowledged and appreciated by others, I guess it makes me feel as though I'm okay and doing the right thing and definitely have a place here. Easier said than done, but not impossible. Your smile is the proof in the pudding. Thank you.
People that know, know. It's impossible to explain what life is like with debilitating depression to someone that has no experience with it. Sharing like this is affirming and encouraging for all of us. Thanks for that.
It is impossible to understand but it’s not impossible to know exactly what you need to do to.. the chemical imbalance thing is disproven and it’s old news… we recreate new chemicals and repair new neural pathways… yes she’s right if anybody wins the lottery that has nothing to do with ur personal happiness what ur purpose is and exercise sleep stuff like that diet… ignoring all that and taking pills and therapy is absolutely ignorant and part of the problem
It’s because they got no backbone. Everyone has depression. It’s normal. Some are just stronger than the others. It’s evolution weeding out the weaker ones.
Depression (clinically diagnosed) is as real as juvenile diabetes. It is a disease. You cannot just “wish” depression away. Its a chemical imbalance. I’m glad she is doing better.
It's impossible to explain any mental health issue. Dimole as that. But there's two different kinds of people. There are the ones that don't really listen and therefore don't understand shait. And there's the other ones who try to listen. And even though they never will understand, they try their hardest. They are the ones with empathy and patience. And they NEVER use the words I understand how you feel. I'm so frustrated to the point of being a walking bomb because of people's ignorance when it comes to depression, anxiety, OCD, ADHD, ADD, all the freaking rest of the letters in the alphabet! How difficult can it be to understand OCD? Or anxiety? For real! Most people have been very afraid and had anxiety once during their life time. How difficult is it to take that feeling and think about it and implement it into another person's life? Are people this ignorant? Or do they make themselves stupid?
“I am bent, but not broken. I am scarred, but not disfigured. I am sad, but not hopeless. I am tired, but not powerless. I am angry, but not bitter. I am depressed, but not giving up.”
What an amazing transformation! To see the pure joy she exudes is heart-warming and inspirational! I'm so glad that there are mental health practitioners who go beyond just trying another type of pill or just talking. TMS therapy was clearly life-changing for her and could also be for others who suffer from depression like me. I will definitely have to look into this with my doctor and therapist.
While going through an intensive outpatient therapy, I met several people receiving TMS therapy. I'm a curious person, so I asked them about it, casually. It worked for them. One guy is the owner of a popular local restaurant and he was very open about what they did and how it worked. Unfortunately, covid hit and eventually, everything switched to an online setting. A lot of people's mental health suffered during the pandemic. Mine certainly did. I am diagnosed with depression, GAD, OCD & PTSD. A combination of talk therapy and medication worked for me. Initially, I was on an SSRI & blood pressure rx. During IOT, a mood stabilizer was added and that's when I experienced her moment from TMS therapy. Everyone said I was like a ball of sunshine, but I felt totally normal, like nothing had changed. Ha, imagine that! Anyway, I just wanted to share some of my experiences with you in hopes that it will further encourage you to definitely explore your options. I may not have needed TMS therapy, but I have seen it work for others. All the best to you moving forward in overcoming your battle with depression ❤
My 70 year old sister has been using TMS. She feels free from all the thoughts that hold her down. Over the past 2-3 years, I believe she’s had 3-4 series.
Gwendolyn your interview was so needed today. I have been on Lexapro for about 3 months now. It has helped me. I'm 65 years old. In the early 80's President Reagan closed a lot of mental health hospitals in America. We need to get more funding and change laws in our country addressing mental health. Sending you love and light ✨️💖✨️
Thank you for sharing this story. I'm 43 years old and I have lived with depression since I was 11. I wish I could have had the same support from my family that you did. I didn't start getting help until I was in my late 30's.
She has an aura of kindness and light- even if she doesn't know it, she is helping people- that meet her and have their day brightened, by her smile or hearing her laugh. If she ever reads this: thank you for being this way- also know you are human, and things will still get you down from time to time, that doesn't mean that you are failing, or that it will all crash down on you again, it just means that you are human- keep fighting, and get help when or where you may need it. Have a great life, young lady!
Me too! I struggled with depression for 20 years, taking antidepressants... earlier this year, I did 38 TMS treatments, and I finally got some relief!!!! I am so grateful 🙏
Can you explain TMS, I know I can Google it and I will. Just would wish from a personal experience. Do you have to go to a hospital? Does someone have to drive to and from treatment? How long do treatments last? Do you have to be under pyschiatric care? Etc.... thxs.
Sonya I haven't been but I've done a lot of research. It is done in and office, no hospital stay. It requires no anesthesia or anyting. They map your brain out to see where there are neurons that aren't connecting and then you go in every day for however many sessions are prescribed and the Machine knocks your head in those mapped out places and causes those neurons to make Pathways back to where they meet. The protocol is slightly different for anxiety. Most people have to go back once a year or every couple of years and sort of get it redone but from what I've heard is totally worth it. I'm sure someone will come on who has had it done and clear up anything I may have gotten wrong. My insurance doesn't cover this or I would have it done. I'm 63 and really too depressed and suffer from chronic fatigue syndrome so it's hard to get out of bed most days so I don't even have energy to pursue it much and not even sure I can make an appointment everyday., as I have lived as this lady did my whole life with no break. Something to look into and Google. Best wishes to you!
@@suzqzer I'm 59 and feel so much the same. My depression and depression causes anxiety, kicked into high gear around 34. And, at this point I just feel numb most of the time. Never wanting to do anything. My life... pray read a little Bible, watch utube, sleep, repeat. I have Medicare and Medicade. I doubt I would get any coverage either. Also, the ability to get ready, drive, go through process and everything else, I couldn't do it most likely. 😪. Ty for explaining though. Prayers and love for you, from Asheville, N.C. ❤🙏
I was diagnosed with clinical depression over 20 years ago and life has been tough. I get what she says when she sees things in black and white as I do exactly the same. My aim is to one day be able to laugh again although at times it seems impossible. This story has given me a little hope, which is all I need right now
Diagnosed with clinical depression and severe anxiety 37 years ago. Even so, i managed to finish my academical degree, got married and fronted my own business for 28 years. I live alone now (6 years) and im still trying hard to be able to cope with everyday life. All the best
What a lovely young lady. I not only feel happy for her getting the help she needed, but for her loved ones as well who get to share her in well being.
Mark you continue to amaze me with the diversity in your interviews. Thank you for this video..this one will help many people. Gwendolyn did a fantastic job and i am so happy for her.
"I lost the genetics lottery..." Gwendolyn is intelligent, articulate, self-aware, beautiful, and the complimentary list goes on. She seems like a winner to me! I'm happy this amazing woman was able to find the right path for her. Thank you for sharing her story.
This interview is incredible. As someone who studies psychology it always warms my heart to see people change for the better as a result of effective treatment. Thank you for sharing your story!
So many people out there claiming that depression is not real and that depressed people are just spoiled and lazy, it's unbelievable! I had phases when I was calming and relaxing myself thinking how one day I will not exist anymore. Yeah, definitely sounds like something that you can fix with working out and willpower.
Top-tier mushroom sweater. What a beautiful soul and inspiring story. I get the sense that great things are ahead for you! Thank you so much for sharing your unique perspective on this particular type of therapy. It doesn't get a ton of exposure, but you are proof that it can work! ☮
Ive suffered from deep depression for over 2 years. After seeing this video I decided to try TMS. After 2 weeks, I have experienced a complete remission, zero depression. zero anxiety. Every aspect of my live has seen an impact, I am in a good mood most of the time, for no good reason. Nothing has worked prior to this. Thank you Gwendolyn for telling your story, I have felt like there was no hope for so long, I forgot what it feels like to be normal, and it feels good.
I’m also 23 and haven’t felt true happiness not induced by acid for as long as I can remember. Thanks for verbalizing the exact way I feel. I’m working on sobriety and have my first therapy session monday. Thanks for the encouragement❤️ your sweater is awesome
I was hired at SoCal TMS in Pasadena,Ca. There were many satisfied patients. I didn’t work there long but in my training I learned the complexity of measuring the skull properly for TMS to be effective. It’s definitely a life-changer for some. Also she said the Lexapro was taken in conjunction with the TMS & so I’m glad she stayed on the medication consistently. It’s really common for people to think they don’t need their medication anymore & then stop it, only to find out again that they will need it. I’m happy for her!!! ❤🎉
Not every TMS facility does brain mapping, but so glad yours did and you mentioned that, because it's super important. I think a lot of the worst side effects happen when no mapping is done too. Like obviously, not everyone has the same anatomy.
I sympathise and empathise with Gwendolyn completely. 16 years old has been a complete game-changer for me in terms of my own depression - I don't feel alone anymore, and I hope Gwendolyn is doing well too.
@@mariehillard1742Get a makeovers with your Hair and makeup and clothing style and get out there with your fun friends..not depressing friends and do some wonderful activities together..Life is too Short to be depressed anymore.. Volunteer. walk get a dog get a pet go on an adventure..You can do it. Make others happy and laugh. I'm 63 and trying to salvage my remaining years finding Joy 😊. The world is crazy so go for it..
As someone else who had their life changed and arguably saved by TMS thank you so much for posting this video and thank you to Gwendolyn for sharing her story. I hope TMS continues to become more widely known about and helps others as much as it helped Gwendolyn and I!
What a lovely video to find on this channel. Kind of like a light in the dark. I'm in my late 20s and have suffered from depression since about 12. It's a daily struggle just to survive, so it's uplifting to see how Gwendolyn has overcome and it gives me hope that the rest of us can also reach our potential for life.
Mental condition conversations are so thought provoking and useful for anyone interested in such things because that's what life is all about. Good interview. Thank You.
What a beautiful young lady. It's so nice to see someone exit the tunnel that is depression. Been there done that.....exercise is the key that helped me. I'm 64 years old and just like Gwendolyn.....depression followed me around like a storm cloud on and off my entire adult life......and still does from time to time. I'm not a medical professional, but you look *so* damn happy :-) If you ever need support at some point or someone to talk to, I'm sure that if you contact Mark and let him know you need some folks for moral support....there's a lot of us that would be honored to help you on your journey. Your smile is worth a million bucks:-) Keep up the good work.
I felt so sad for her when she said “I’m not pretty” when she actually is. It really sucks how we by default believe our thoughts when a lot of times we really shouldn’t. Happy she found treatment. Wishing Gwendolyn continued healing and true self love.
Thank you ♡ It took a lot of work and time with myself after treatment to rebuild my self image, but I’m happy to say I don’t feel like that anymore :)
11:16 oh goodness yes that’s always wonderful when people tell me that I don’t have anything to be depressed about. One of the worst things for me is when somebody tries to “cheer me up” and I can’t immediately just become a happy person and the disappointment that is just in their face and they just shut down completely and it feels like I’ve destroyed this person, I wasn’t trying to. I’m just depressed and when you’re depressed it’s not the same as being sad. It’s not like I’m lonely and need somebody to talk to you. I have the feeling and it’s just taking me over and they can’t understand that and that’s the hardest part for me.
i'm just crying from her smile and energy. it's so beautiful to see that se is happy. i've been batteling deprission on and of and just so glad she is better.
18:46 that’s the really big problem in the Catch-22 with depression is that it makes people not want to be around you. So it’s really hard to get treatment for something when you can’t produce necessary, energy and vibe to make people want to help you
I've been battling deppresion all my life. It sucks seeing everyone around you enjoying life, and you're not able to enjoy it with them. I also feel stuck in my life.
Do you ever wonder if those people are just as depressed as you are, but they put on an act as if they're not? I think this sometimes...and sometimes I'M that person putting on an an act as well.
i wish everyone who is in the depths of depression could watch this interview......she makes you want to keep trying....your beautiful Gwendolyn! Thank you❤
I have treatment resistant depression and I have been doing ketamine infusion therapy since 2021 and it saved my life. So happy that you found a treatment that helped you! You exude such a positive energy ❤❤
This story definitely hit home for me. My wife and I recently found out that our 12y/o daughter has been depressed and we found online posts of her talking about ending her life. She, too, has high anxiety and there isn't a specific "trigger" that makes her sad/upset most days; she just generally isn't happy. She has spoken with a doctor, who was quick to diagnose her with ADHD and start writing scripts. My daughter felt like the anxiety medicine helped her focus, but that the anti-depressants actually made her more depressed, so she's no longer taking them. It's scary to think that she's this young and already feeling punched down by life, and I sometimes feel hopeless and wish I knew the magic "fix" to make it all better and give her the happiness she deserves.
I got out of a cult 2 years ago and coming to the realization throughout these last two years that I was a victim of the cult spiraled me into a multi layer depression, I feel like I’m taking a few steps up and out of the hole now, it feels to me like I’m in a deep muddy hole, but now it’s not so muddy and I can start to climb out
I left a cult when I was 18 and I’m 38 now. It wasn’t easy by any means but I am thankful to be here. I’ve seen some very dark places but my life is drastically better most days.
Mark, most people do not know, and probably can not know what depression like this young lady had is like. She described what it feels like, to the tee. I know i have had major clinical depression. I am so happy to hear this treatment worked for her. Thank you for sharing her story with us.
Didn’t know antidepressant withdrawals was a thing but knowing it exists helps me understand so many incidents my mom had growing up and even currently !
Oh how I know how she felt. I’ve struggled with depression since a child. My parents either didn’t notice or care. It came and went throughout my life. I’ve been on every med that exists, did TMS and ECT. Nothing helped lift the low mood. I’m managing to live with it and pray some day it will lift. I’m so happy for this girl. I hope she never experiences it again.
Hi Gwendolyn--thank you for your courage in sharing your experience; I'm glad you are still here and working at it. You deserve the very best. I can relate. Peace--and thank you again. Don
I started Lexapro this Summer and it’s honestly hard to imagine going back. I think my thing was more about anxiety than depression, but I definitely got to a point where I had no desire to keep on top of tasks at work, at home, etc. and I became very forgetful about important events happening. Before Lexapro, I had been dealing with a lot of death and grief and around my family and friends and I think it just put me in a rut I couldn’t escape from. Now I have a similar outlook to Gwendolyn here, and when she said she can “see color” she was spot on. I have more motivation now than I’ve had in years and I feel like I can actually move through life without having my brain spiral so bad and so often even over the most inconsequential things.
as a schizo affective person, id rather have mania or a short strong psychosis than a period of depression, its horrible. i can relate a lot to her and learned some new insights from this video
I definitely struggle with depression and have since 3rd grade,I'm 62 now and on disability. The doctors tried every medication known to man, which did absolutely nothing .I've lived as a loner my whole life without ever having a goal,dream,passions,or relationships .I've attempted suicide more than once when I was young,which resulted in hospitalization. The years behind me are far greater than the years that are left,so I'm grateful for that
I am feeling you . I know exactly what you mean . I have been throught this nearly since childhood and it still going on for me . I believe it will get better for all of us .
Depression isn’t easy, if you’re misdiagnosed it sets you back because you’re prescribed medications that are useless and if you don’t have a good support system life can be difficult.
I’ve dealt with Major Depressive Disorder since I was in grade school, I’m 54 now. It is a horrible way to live and has set me back in relationships, my career, financially. It is a monster that will someday take me. I’ve just accepted that. One day I will have had enough.
Im 55. I have always suffered. When we were young, depression was a character flaw. With this much experience, it is hard to hope but I am much better than 10 years ago. Much of my condition correlates with my relationship with my wife.
Such an articulate explanation of true depression - what a fantastic video! Depression sufferers tend to be quite intelligent, emotionally empathetic and vulnerable. The hardest part is that we WANT to succeed, be happy, prosper. We usually have big goals and a diverse array of hobbies and interests, but the intense weight of depression makes it virtually impossible to follow through. Being unendingly tired/weak, having mind fog, and the horrendous weight of the dark empty world that depression puts you in keeps you from accomplishing your goals. It’s so HEAVY, the feeling and a weird combination of anguish, emptiness, fear, and apathy. Many depressives think of death as like, a comforting option, if it gets too bad.
@@johnbenedetto3096 I agree. I definitely do not condone it and people should always realize that it gets better! I was trying to say that for deep depression, it makes your brain so dark that you can make the mistake of thinking in that direction as a resolution, which it is NOT the right choice.
I go through much the same as her, have since 2005. Things have improved for me recently, but I've still got battles to fight. I'm glad she seems to be doing well, I related to this so much from the therapy, the feelings and even the names of the drugs. All power to people like us.
Such an important topic to cover. Thank you for shining a light on this subject. The depression & suicide rates have skyrocketed in the past couple years.
How amazing! She describes it with such eloquence. Any sufferer would know that it is a difficult thing to describe given the symptoms, thank you! It is truly an inspiration.
I've been depressed for probably 13+ years now and I'm 23 years old. I had never heard about this treatment before even though I have a psychiatrist and have had a lot of therapists through all those years (maybe because I live in Brazil, I don't know how that works here). I've been taking SO much different medication throughout all those years and I just feel like it keeps me "stable", more like a zombie tbh. I'm SO glad about this video because now I feel like something can actually help. Thank you SO much Mark for all the amazing work and content you've been putting out and thank you so much Gwendolyn for sharing your experience!! When I read "recovered depression sufferer" I just thought "no way this is real" cause up until now I really had just accepted the fact that I was never going to be happy, or truly happy, and that depression is simply incurable. I think about death 24/7 and have been trying to k1ll myself since I was 13, but it has never worked because I have an amazing mother and doctors who are always able to bring me back to life. Well the point is, after watching this video, now I really feel like something may work and I can't wait to discuss it with my doctor, so thank you so much
My hugs to you. Also google a brain retraining program naimed Lightning Process. It helped a lot of people including me. I didn't have depression but a neurological condition that was unbearable as well
I think there are many different types and causes of depression. I believe most people have dealt with depression in one form or another for sometime in their lifetime but this young lady must have had an extremely rare cause / genetic disposition to have such extreme depression at such a young age. I am very glad she found her magic bullet and I pray her mood never gets anywhere close to where it was before. I could only imagine what a fall that would feel like coming from where she is now. I hope she can find someone to share that happiness with and make this world just that much brighter. Thank you Mark for another wonderful interview.
I don't think that it's very rare. I was diagnosed as an adult with having depression back to my childhood. I've also had anxiety as long as I remember, so from I was like 3 years old. As a child I was very flat compared to other children. Exept from when something like bullying or changes happened then I reacted like crazy and cried and was hysterical. But I learnt to suppress that when I got older like before 10 probably. I'm sure many other people can relate.
I’ve been debilitatingly depressed since I was a child and still suffer now at 37. It’s not rare at all, I know several people who struggle like I do. Suicide is number 10 on causes of death in the US.
Thank you so much Gwendolyn for your bravery honesty and really taking the time to learn about, and not giving up in finding solutions. I am grateful for people like you. Be well. Thank you for sharing your journey on swu. Love and light to you always in your lengthy amazing life journey. ❤🕊️🤗
This is beautiful to see.....and Gwendolyn don't ever believe you are not beautiful or funny. You are clearly an intelligent young woman....but look at you now. You just radiate positivity. I wish you a long, happy & beautiful life xxx
This video unfolds brain chemistry imbalance and more hope for happiness for those who suffer. My husband, who is an MD, has been through major depressive episodes that surely would have resulted in death. Electro Convulsive Therapy saved his life. He inherited this condition that manifested in his mid-sixties. He remained episode free for nearly 18 years with no medication. Long story. Suffice it to say he is a living example of overcoming this brain chemistry imbalance. Thank you for posting Mark 👍
That's great to hear. I was clinically diagnosed in 2000. been on SSRIs ever since. Tried twice to get off them and both times was disastrous. How many times did he undergo the ECT?
@@royharper2003 He has suffered 6 major depressive episodes. Each one was directly linked to loss or perceived painful life events. However, he was hospitalized each time once I recognized his signs. He not only was a doctor with a busy practice, but also an athlete (both of us are runners if ultra distance). He was also an autopsy surgeon for two counties. He stuffed all that loss. That was contributory. Nowadays he emotes and openly discusses his depressions and losses which are a reality of life. His mother suffered this same kind of depression. At age 90, we as a family collectively, are going to celebrate his health for these latter years. One day at a time. I remain forever grateful that this treatment worked for him. He is also maintained on an older antidepressant these last 10 years. He was treated at UCLA. It’s a great facility. 😀
But you are beautiful, so glad you are doing well and heard your story. My adult son has been battling depression, going thru all the antidepressants and their side effects.... very awful feeling. This will probably be my son's next step.
I’ve just had a quick search for this treatment in the UK for my son. It looks as if it’s around £5000 for 20 sessions, and unlikely on the NHS. Gwendolyn was correct to emphasise that she was very lucky. I’m so glad for her, her joy is infectious ❤
Thank you so much. You are absolutely right, one size doesn't fit all. And its a struggle just to begin to reach out to go to your first therapy appointment. And when you realize how good you are with your mask, (which you're sooo use to having on to survive), its a let down when they don't SEE you. Even when you try to shake the mask off, they still don't see it and wonder why you are there...Hard to try it again. Just like when doctors close their eyes and point to a new med in their book, and say "lets try this one"...uuggh😑 Thank you so much for your insight and your hope and beauty. 💙🌎
Spot on Gwen. Mine was always moderate. Cocaine cured me for years. Then sobriety and my drug became getting up at 5am and staying busy all the time. I accomplish so much for myself and others. I’m so successful. And then the darkness starts to creep in and I jump up and get even busier. And I eat clean. Off all meds. Depression is 100% individual. Like getting sober. Do exactly what you need to do to stay sober and stay healthy. Mind and body are 1. We are what we think we are. Look in the mirror and smile at the amazing person looking back. I do it often during the day. God bless you, Gwen. We can come out the other side. Then like what you're doing here…we serve others.
I can't speak for anyone else, but for someone like me, that's solid advice. Just a couple of years ago, I wouldn't have understood this, or seen it as a possible solution. I still have moods about me, but I let the thoughts play out...I have a pity party, I guess and then I move on. I've not always been able to do that. Through grace and by faith, I am able to look at myself and appreciate the person looking back at me. I love her now and I am finally starting to care for her, take care of her and allow for her to heal. I'm going through a lot of intense, life changing events, at the moment and I'm still standing. I'm still healing and I am still setting daily goals to accomplish for myself, a peaceful and healthy environment. I am becoming a better person, as well. Blessings to you. Thanks for sharing that. It gave me some positive reflection time.
@johnsanzone3965 yes we are and thank you 🌻 Hey... do you think that your success is directly related to your calling/purpose, or totally separate life experiences?
Somehow i missed the notification about this video months ago. But am glad you re-posted the link recently Mark. I just watched this and saw an amazing, brilliant, and articulate young woman shining through the screen! How I wish more insurance companies would get on-board, so that countless people could try TMS or some of the other new treatment modalities out there. When it's all about Big Pharma's greed, which goes hand-in-hand with a majority of doctors and insurance companies, it is hard to buck the trend, and people continue to suffer. Can you please provide updates on this lovely young lady, and others who have suffered and been filmed by you before. I have still so many of your videos to watch, and I do when time permits. You provide an important public service where us viewers get a glimpse into lives of those you interview, and it truly "humanizes" rather than provides a text-book-view.
Being diagnosed as chronically depressed and BPD at the age of 28, this is what taking lexapro for the first time felt like, now it’s worn off a bit and I do feel some numbness but it’s still better than living in a slow silent flame
That was beautiful!! I love that you found you way to the right treatment. And I couldn’t agree more about the promise of psychedelics, especially for veterans and first responders! Thank you for your beautiful share ❤️
What about people with depression that have only one supportive parent or no family or friends to count on? What about people that don't get the brakes this person has gotten and was given medication that only made things worse? What about people that have been melancholy at best their whole lives? But I am glad she received the help she needed and is doing better and now we know about TMS. I've never heard of that before.
What about people who can't afford treatment, even after being diagnosed properly. What about people who pioneered this crap when no one was cool with it and no one understood it or tolerated the thought. 00what about if you lost your job over it, which was the love of your life , and someone you hired fired you for " losing it"
Gwendolyn, you *are* helping people by telling what you went through! It feels almost like hearing my own (early) story. I'm going to ask about TMS therapy, thanks to you. Best of luck in the future, sweet girl! 🤗🙏✌💜
The bit mentioned about feeling stuck is absolutely correct in this complex issue. Finding fluidity and a sense of meaning and purpose is essential. I'm still not convinced about the one size fits all phamaceutical drug prescription though. Wish her all the best.
I totally understand and give her credit for telling he story , I suffer from cptsd from childhood trauma that sometimes leads me into a depressive state it’s hard to put into words
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Wow it’s me!! Thank you Mark for giving me the opportunity to share my story. MDD isn’t a death sentence- it can get better :)
Some things about TMS that I left out-
It has a 50-60% success rate, and 1/3 (the group I was in) experience total remission.
There’s a correlation between the success rate of TMS and listening to guided meditation. (I tried this for a week or so but got bored and just watched Twin Peaks during my sessions.)
The most major risk is seizures, but before each session they ask about risk factors (caffeine intake, how much sleep you got, etc.)
I’m so grateful for this opportunity to share my story and destigmatize alternative methods of treatment!
You should be proud of yourself and ty thankfully you are in a position to help others. Depression is definitely like a vortex that is hard to pull yourself out from and you feel like the sun will never shine. I'm so glad society is bringing mental health issues out into the open. All we can do help educate ourselves and others about this debilitating condition.
I have a similar success story to yours, Gwendolyn! I am now 26, I had experienced depression since I was 18 and thought that I would eventually overcome it on my own. It got really bad this year, I had no will to live as well as very low self esteem. Luckily for me, EMDR therapy and lexapro helped pull me out of the darkness. Like you, I’m smiling and laughing again. I’m so happy that you were able to overcome the obstacles life threw at you ❤
God Bless You Gwendolyn ..that's a miracle !
Hi there! Thank you for coming and sharing your story with us 😃 I'd never heard of TMS until now. I'm 29 and have had depression since about 12. I've tried so many methods to help it, but the most useful and long-lasting tool for me is to simply put in the effort to follow my most desired path in life (my "true calling"). Being productive helps to release the endorphins and when what I'm doing is acknowledged and appreciated by others, I guess it makes me feel as though I'm okay and doing the right thing and definitely have a place here. Easier said than done, but not impossible. Your smile is the proof in the pudding. Thank you.
You are so inspiring! Keep it up and thank you for sharing your story. Wishing you nothing but the best 💛
People that know, know. It's impossible to explain what life is like with debilitating depression to someone that has no experience with it. Sharing like this is affirming and encouraging for all of us. Thanks for that.
Experiencing a remission, even for a short while is a miracle. Long time depression makes you forget what it feels to be normal, and it's horrible.
It is impossible to understand but it’s not impossible to know exactly what you need to do to.. the chemical imbalance thing is disproven and it’s old news… we recreate new chemicals and repair new neural pathways… yes she’s right if anybody wins the lottery that has nothing to do with ur personal happiness what ur purpose is and exercise sleep stuff like that diet… ignoring all that and taking pills and therapy is absolutely ignorant and part of the problem
It’s because they got no backbone. Everyone has depression. It’s normal. Some are just stronger than the others. It’s evolution weeding out the weaker ones.
Depression (clinically diagnosed) is as real as juvenile diabetes. It is a disease. You cannot just “wish” depression away. Its a chemical imbalance. I’m glad she is doing better.
It's impossible to explain any mental health issue.
Dimole as that.
But there's two different kinds of people.
There are the ones that don't really listen and therefore don't understand shait.
And there's the other ones who try to listen. And even though they never will understand, they try their hardest. They are the ones with empathy and patience. And they NEVER use the words I understand how you feel.
I'm so frustrated to the point of being a walking bomb because of people's ignorance when it comes to depression, anxiety, OCD, ADHD, ADD, all the freaking rest of the letters in the alphabet!
How difficult can it be to understand OCD?
Or anxiety?
For real!
Most people have been very afraid and had anxiety once during their life time. How difficult is it to take that feeling and think about it and implement it into another person's life?
Are people this ignorant?
Or do they make themselves stupid?
“I am bent, but not broken. I am scarred, but not disfigured. I am sad, but not hopeless. I am tired, but not powerless. I am angry, but not bitter. I am depressed, but not giving up.”
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Trauma is what breaks people
Aaw. As a sufferer it's lovely to see someone feeling so much better. I hope she stays that way.
What an amazing transformation! To see the pure joy she exudes is heart-warming and inspirational! I'm so glad that there are mental health practitioners who go beyond just trying another type of pill or just talking. TMS therapy was clearly life-changing for her and could also be for others who suffer from depression like me. I will definitely have to look into this with my doctor and therapist.
Never give up trying something new! There's always a solution
While going through an intensive outpatient therapy, I met several people receiving TMS therapy. I'm a curious person, so I asked them about it, casually. It worked for them. One guy is the owner of a popular local restaurant and he was very open about what they did and how it worked. Unfortunately, covid hit and eventually, everything switched to an online setting. A lot of people's mental health suffered during the pandemic. Mine certainly did. I am diagnosed with depression, GAD, OCD & PTSD. A combination of talk therapy and medication worked for me. Initially, I was on an SSRI & blood pressure rx. During IOT, a mood stabilizer was added and that's when I experienced her moment from TMS therapy. Everyone said I was like a ball of sunshine, but I felt totally normal, like nothing had changed. Ha, imagine that! Anyway, I just wanted to share some of my experiences with you in hopes that it will further encourage you to definitely explore your options. I may not have needed TMS therapy, but I have seen it work for others. All the best to you moving forward in overcoming your battle with depression ❤
My 70 year old sister has been using TMS. She feels free from all the thoughts that hold her down. Over the past 2-3 years, I believe she’s had 3-4 series.
Gwendolyn your interview was so needed today. I have been on Lexapro for about 3 months now. It has helped me. I'm 65 years old. In the early 80's President Reagan closed a lot of mental health hospitals in America. We need to get more funding and change laws in our country addressing mental health. Sending you love and light ✨️💖✨️
Thank you for sharing this story. I'm 43 years old and I have lived with depression since I was 11. I wish I could have had the same support from my family that you did. I didn't start getting help until I was in my late 30's.
Thank you for sharing. Exactly the same for me. 43 and have had depression since age 11.
She has an aura of kindness and light- even if she doesn't know it, she is helping people- that meet her and have their day brightened, by her smile or hearing her laugh.
If she ever reads this: thank you for being this way- also know you are human, and things will still get you down from time to time, that doesn't mean that you are failing, or that it will all crash down on you again, it just means that you are human- keep fighting, and get help when or where you may need it.
Have a great life, young lady!
Me too! I struggled with depression for 20 years, taking antidepressants... earlier this year, I did 38 TMS treatments, and I finally got some relief!!!! I am so grateful 🙏
Can you explain TMS, I know I can Google it and I will. Just would wish from a personal experience. Do you have to go to a hospital? Does someone have to drive to and from treatment? How long do treatments last? Do you have to be under pyschiatric care? Etc.... thxs.
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I haven't been but I've done a lot of research. It is done in and office, no hospital stay. It requires no anesthesia or anyting. They map your brain out to see where there are neurons that aren't connecting and then you go in every day for however many sessions are prescribed and the Machine knocks your head in those mapped out places and causes those neurons to make Pathways back to where they meet. The protocol is slightly different for anxiety. Most people have to go back once a year or every couple of years and sort of get it redone but from what I've heard is totally worth it. I'm sure someone will come on who has had it done and clear up anything I may have gotten wrong. My insurance doesn't cover this or I would have it done. I'm 63 and really too depressed and suffer from chronic fatigue syndrome so it's hard to get out of bed most days so I don't even have energy to pursue it much and not even sure I can make an appointment everyday., as I have lived as this lady did my whole life with no break. Something to look into and Google. Best wishes to you!
@@suzqzer I'm 59 and feel so much the same. My depression and depression causes anxiety, kicked into high gear around 34. And, at this point I just feel numb most of the time. Never wanting to do anything. My life... pray read a little Bible, watch utube, sleep, repeat. I have Medicare and Medicade. I doubt I would get any coverage either. Also, the ability to get ready, drive, go through process and everything else, I couldn't do it most likely. 😪. Ty for explaining though. Prayers and love for you, from Asheville, N.C. ❤🙏
I was diagnosed with clinical depression over 20 years ago and life has been tough. I get what she says when she sees things in black and white as I do exactly the same. My aim is to one day be able to laugh again although at times it seems impossible. This story has given me a little hope, which is all I need right now
Same 👍👍
Hope can take you far and serve you well, sir. Keep a supply of it like your life depends on it.
Diagnosed with clinical depression and severe anxiety 37 years ago. Even so, i managed to finish my academical degree, got married and fronted my own business for 28 years. I live alone now (6 years) and im still trying hard to be able to cope with everyday life.
All the best
life's a bitch and then you'll marry one or die
@a.laroze4638 does medication help you?
What a lovely young lady. I not only feel happy for her getting the help she needed, but for her loved ones as well who get to share her in well being.
Mark you continue to amaze me with the diversity in your interviews. Thank you for this video..this one will help many people. Gwendolyn did a fantastic job and i am so happy for her.
"I lost the genetics lottery..." Gwendolyn is intelligent, articulate, self-aware, beautiful, and the complimentary list goes on. She seems like a winner to me! I'm happy this amazing woman was able to find the right path for her. Thank you for sharing her story.
@-RoyBatty- Wow Roy, that was nice. NOT.
@@Toonces666 what did expect from a replicant? 😏
awwwww poor white girl.
Gwendolyn the conclusion of your story gave me goosebumps that lasted for a good 35 seconds - very beautiful, very powerful testimony . Thank you
This interview is incredible. As someone who studies psychology it always warms my heart to see people change for the better as a result of effective treatment. Thank you for sharing your story!
So many people out there claiming that depression is not real and that depressed people are just spoiled and lazy, it's unbelievable!
I had phases when I was calming and relaxing myself thinking how one day I will not exist anymore.
Yeah, definitely sounds like something that you can fix with working out and willpower.
The people saying that are Red pill incels and have no clue!!! Don't let the buttholes bother you!!!
@@Gram72534 Thanks, man.
I'm pretty sure that's a human thing not a depression thing
And I say that I think I'm depressed and 100% think it's real, but what u're talking about seems more like a normal thing that we all do
@@LR-vw8yu It's normal to want not to exist without any particular reason? No, dude, you have some wrong ideas about normal.
Top-tier mushroom sweater.
What a beautiful soul and inspiring story. I get the sense that great things are ahead for you!
Thank you so much for sharing your unique perspective on this particular type of therapy. It doesn't get a ton of exposure, but you are proof that it can work!
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Ive suffered from deep depression for over 2 years. After seeing this video I decided to try TMS. After 2 weeks, I have experienced a complete remission, zero depression. zero anxiety. Every aspect of my live has seen an impact, I am in a good mood most of the time, for no good reason. Nothing has worked prior to this. Thank you Gwendolyn for telling your story, I have felt like there was no hope for so long, I forgot what it feels like to be normal, and it feels good.
I’m also 23 and haven’t felt true happiness not induced by acid for as long as I can remember. Thanks for verbalizing the exact way I feel. I’m working on sobriety and have my first therapy session monday. Thanks for the encouragement❤️ your sweater is awesome
As depressed people, our options are to suffer greatly or suffer a little bit less but feel nothing most of the time from all the medication.
This is truth
Exactly
100 percent right!!!
id rather suffer greatly than help bigpharma keep scamming people out of their lives
@@iyraspusjfzifzocyoyxyoxyoxoy I'm sure most people genuinely want to help other people, I'm sorry you feel this way.
I was hired at SoCal TMS in Pasadena,Ca. There were many satisfied patients. I didn’t work there long but in my training I learned the complexity of measuring the skull properly for TMS to be effective. It’s definitely a life-changer for some. Also she said the Lexapro was taken in conjunction with the TMS & so I’m glad she stayed on the medication consistently. It’s really common for people to think they don’t need their medication anymore & then stop it, only to find out again that they will need it. I’m happy for her!!! ❤🎉
Not every TMS facility does brain mapping, but so glad yours did and you mentioned that, because it's super important. I think a lot of the worst side effects happen when no mapping is done too. Like obviously, not everyone has the same anatomy.
I sympathise and empathise with Gwendolyn completely. 16 years old has been a complete game-changer for me in terms of my own depression - I don't feel alone anymore, and I hope Gwendolyn is doing well too.
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I'm 68 & still depressed.
@@mariehillard1742 Gary Go - wonderful . It's a great song 🎵
@@mariehillard1742Get a makeovers with your Hair and makeup and clothing style and get out there with your fun friends..not depressing friends and do some wonderful activities together..Life is too Short to be depressed anymore.. Volunteer. walk get a dog get a pet go on an adventure..You can do it. Make others happy and laugh. I'm 63 and trying to salvage my remaining years finding Joy 😊. The world is crazy so go for it..
@@furiousstyles7998Tom macdonald - fighter
As someone else who had their life changed and arguably saved by TMS thank you so much for posting this video and thank you to Gwendolyn for sharing her story. I hope TMS continues to become more widely known about and helps others as much as it helped Gwendolyn and I!
What a lovely video to find on this channel. Kind of like a light in the dark. I'm in my late 20s and have suffered from depression since about 12. It's a daily struggle just to survive, so it's uplifting to see how Gwendolyn has overcome and it gives me hope that the rest of us can also reach our potential for life.
Such a lovely person, and a courageous one. I whish her all the best and happiness she can find.
Mental condition conversations are so thought provoking and useful for anyone interested in such things because that's what life is all about. Good interview. Thank You.
What a beautiful young lady.
It's so nice to see someone exit the tunnel that is depression.
Been there done that.....exercise is the key that helped me.
I'm 64 years old and just like Gwendolyn.....depression followed me around like a storm cloud on and off my entire adult life......and still does from time to time.
I'm not a medical professional, but you look *so* damn happy :-)
If you ever need support at some point or someone to talk to, I'm sure that if you contact Mark and let him know you need some folks for moral support....there's a lot of us that would be honored to help you on your journey.
Your smile is worth a million bucks:-) Keep up the good work.
As someone who has suffered from depression, this person is so articulate & insightful! And beautiful! :) Thank you for sharing!
I felt so sad for her when she said “I’m not pretty” when she actually is. It really sucks how we by default believe our thoughts when a lot of times we really shouldn’t.
Happy she found treatment. Wishing Gwendolyn continued healing and true self love.
Thank you ♡ It took a lot of work and time with myself after treatment to rebuild my self image, but I’m happy to say I don’t feel like that anymore :)
@@GwendolynKH awe that’s amazing! And you’re welcome 🤗
What an excellent interview and she is helping so many people by doing this interview....
11:16 oh goodness yes that’s always wonderful when people tell me that I don’t have anything to be depressed about. One of the worst things for me is when somebody tries to “cheer me up” and I can’t immediately just become a happy person and the disappointment that is just in their face and they just shut down completely and it feels like I’ve destroyed this person, I wasn’t trying to. I’m just depressed and when you’re depressed it’s not the same as being sad. It’s not like I’m lonely and need somebody to talk to you. I have the feeling and it’s just taking me over and they can’t understand that and that’s the hardest part for me.
i'm just crying from her smile and energy. it's so beautiful to see that se is happy. i've been batteling deprission on and of and just so glad she is better.
18:46 that’s the really big problem in the Catch-22 with depression is that it makes people not want to be around you. So it’s really hard to get treatment for something when you can’t produce necessary, energy and vibe to make people want to help you
I've been battling deppresion all my life. It sucks seeing everyone around you enjoying life, and you're not able to enjoy it with them. I also feel stuck in my life.
Do you ever wonder if those people are just as depressed as you are, but they put on an act as if they're not? I think this sometimes...and sometimes I'M that person putting on an an act as well.
They probably are.@@wesleyAlan9179
i wish everyone who is in the depths of depression could watch this interview......she makes you want to keep trying....your beautiful Gwendolyn! Thank you❤
I have treatment resistant depression and I have been doing ketamine infusion therapy since 2021 and it saved my life. So happy that you found a treatment that helped you! You exude such a positive energy ❤❤
Ketamine was a game changer for me too. Like a vacation from 4 decades of hell.
That's reassuring!
Such a frustrating place to be stuck. Very relatable.
This story definitely hit home for me. My wife and I recently found out that our 12y/o daughter has been depressed and we found online posts of her talking about ending her life. She, too, has high anxiety and there isn't a specific "trigger" that makes her sad/upset most days; she just generally isn't happy. She has spoken with a doctor, who was quick to diagnose her with ADHD and start writing scripts. My daughter felt like the anxiety medicine helped her focus, but that the anti-depressants actually made her more depressed, so she's no longer taking them. It's scary to think that she's this young and already feeling punched down by life, and I sometimes feel hopeless and wish I knew the magic "fix" to make it all better and give her the happiness she deserves.
Just keep being there and listening to her. That matters so much to know that your parents are there for you.
I got out of a cult 2 years ago and coming to the realization throughout these last two years that I was a victim of the cult spiraled me into a multi layer depression, I feel like I’m taking a few steps up and out of the hole now, it feels to me like I’m in a deep muddy hole, but now it’s not so muddy and I can start to climb out
@@BuyRawrXDhe/she is special. Very interesting story and I'd like to know how that climb out of the mud goes.
I left a cult when I was 18 and I’m 38 now. It wasn’t easy by any means but I am thankful to be here. I’ve seen some very dark places but my life is drastically better most days.
I got out of a cult too. It took a while to trust myself, still learning how to
Mark, most people do not know, and probably can not know what depression like this young lady had is like. She described what it feels like, to the tee. I know i have had major clinical depression. I am so happy to hear this treatment worked for her. Thank you for sharing her story with us.
Didn’t know antidepressant withdrawals was a thing but knowing it exists helps me understand so many incidents my mom had growing up and even currently !
What an amazing story! Very glad i had the opportunity to watch Gwendolyn's story, and thank you Mark for making it possible.
I feel like you making this video is being a huge advocate for so many people suffering depression and anxiety!! Thanks Gwendolyn 😊
Oh how I know how she felt. I’ve struggled with depression since a child. My parents either didn’t notice or care. It came and went throughout my life. I’ve been on every med that exists, did TMS and ECT. Nothing helped lift the low mood. I’m managing to live with it and pray some day it will lift. I’m so happy for this girl. I hope she never experiences it again.
Hi Gwendolyn--thank you for your courage in sharing your experience; I'm glad you are still here and working at it. You deserve the very best. I can relate. Peace--and thank you again. Don
I started Lexapro this Summer and it’s honestly hard to imagine going back. I think my thing was more about anxiety than depression, but I definitely got to a point where I had no desire to keep on top of tasks at work, at home, etc. and I became very forgetful about important events happening.
Before Lexapro, I had been dealing with a lot of death and grief and around my family and friends and I think it just put me in a rut I couldn’t escape from.
Now I have a similar outlook to Gwendolyn here, and when she said she can “see color” she was spot on. I have more motivation now than I’ve had in years and I feel like I can actually move through life without having my brain spiral so bad and so often even over the most inconsequential things.
Such a powerful Story! These Stories need to be told and shared. Thank you for being so open.
as a schizo affective person, id rather have mania or a short strong psychosis than a period of depression, its horrible. i can relate a lot to her and learned some new insights from this video
I definitely struggle with depression and have since 3rd grade,I'm 62 now and on disability. The doctors tried every medication known to man, which did absolutely nothing .I've lived as a loner my whole life without ever having a goal,dream,passions,or relationships .I've attempted suicide more than once when I was young,which resulted in hospitalization. The years behind me are far greater than the years that are left,so I'm grateful for that
I'm sorry. I hope & pray that your later years are more peaceful and easier to bare.
@@AnnaH4R Thank you
@@Pault3788 you're very welcome 💓
Sorry to read that Drew. Hope there will still be light for you.
I am feeling you . I know exactly what you mean . I have been throught this nearly since childhood and it still going on for me . I believe it will get better for all of us .
Depression isn’t easy, if you’re misdiagnosed it sets you back because you’re prescribed medications that are useless and if you don’t have a good support system life can be difficult.
Some times medications just poop out and it's horrible.
@@adrt9688 I know because I was prescribed so many different medications that I slept a lot, I went through my daily routine in a hazy.
I’ve dealt with Major Depressive Disorder since I was in grade school, I’m 54 now. It is a horrible way to live and has set me back in relationships, my career, financially. It is a monster that will someday take me. I’ve just accepted that. One day I will have had enough.
Im 55. I have always suffered. When we were young, depression was a character flaw. With this much experience, it is hard to hope but I am much better than 10 years ago. Much of my condition correlates with my relationship with my wife.
I have been fired 6 times and conveniently terminated 8 times.
Pharmacology is alchemy.
Psychology is mysticisms.
I hope to try psychedelics and meditation.
Such an articulate explanation of true depression - what a fantastic video! Depression sufferers tend to be quite intelligent, emotionally empathetic and vulnerable. The hardest part is that we WANT to succeed, be happy, prosper. We usually have big goals and a diverse array of hobbies and interests, but the intense weight of depression makes it virtually impossible to follow through. Being unendingly tired/weak, having mind fog, and the horrendous weight of the dark empty world that depression puts you in keeps you from accomplishing your goals. It’s so HEAVY, the feeling and a weird combination of anguish, emptiness, fear, and apathy. Many depressives think of death as like, a comforting option, if it gets too bad.
yah but even as a depressed person choosing the death route is a cowardly bitch move and you're lying to yourself if you think otherwise
@@johnbenedetto3096 I agree. I definitely do not condone it and people should always realize that it gets better! I was trying to say that for deep depression, it makes your brain so dark that you can make the mistake of thinking in that direction as a resolution, which it is NOT the right choice.
@@johnbenedetto3096even if they are suffering?
I go through much the same as her, have since 2005. Things have improved for me recently, but I've still got battles to fight. I'm glad she seems to be doing well, I related to this so much from the therapy, the feelings and even the names of the drugs. All power to people like us.
Such an important topic to cover. Thank you for shining a light on this subject. The depression & suicide rates have skyrocketed in the past couple years.
How amazing! She describes it with such eloquence. Any sufferer would know that it is a difficult thing to describe given the symptoms, thank you! It is truly an inspiration.
I've been depressed for probably 13+ years now and I'm 23 years old. I had never heard about this treatment before even though I have a psychiatrist and have had a lot of therapists through all those years (maybe because I live in Brazil, I don't know how that works here). I've been taking SO much different medication throughout all those years and I just feel like it keeps me "stable", more like a zombie tbh. I'm SO glad about this video because now I feel like something can actually help. Thank you SO much Mark for all the amazing work and content you've been putting out and thank you so much Gwendolyn for sharing your experience!! When I read "recovered depression sufferer" I just thought "no way this is real" cause up until now I really had just accepted the fact that I was never going to be happy, or truly happy, and that depression is simply incurable. I think about death 24/7 and have been trying to k1ll myself since I was 13, but it has never worked because I have an amazing mother and doctors who are always able to bring me back to life. Well the point is, after watching this video, now I really feel like something may work and I can't wait to discuss it with my doctor, so thank you so much
My hugs to you. Also google a brain retraining program naimed Lightning Process. It helped a lot of people including me. I didn't have depression but a neurological condition that was unbearable as well
I think there are many different types and causes of depression. I believe most people have dealt with depression in one form or another for sometime in their lifetime but this young lady must have had an extremely rare cause / genetic disposition to have such extreme depression at such a young age. I am very glad she found her magic bullet and I pray her mood never gets anywhere close to where it was before. I could only imagine what a fall that would feel like coming from where she is now. I hope she can find someone to share that happiness with and make this world just that much brighter. Thank you Mark for another wonderful interview.
I don't think that it's very rare.
I was diagnosed as an adult with having depression back to my childhood.
I've also had anxiety as long as I remember, so from I was like 3 years old.
As a child I was very flat compared to other children. Exept from when something like bullying or changes happened then I reacted like crazy and cried and was hysterical.
But I learnt to suppress that when I got older like before 10 probably.
I'm sure many other people can relate.
I’ve been debilitatingly depressed since I was a child and still suffer now at 37. It’s not rare at all, I know several people who struggle like I do. Suicide is number 10 on causes of death in the US.
Thank you so much Gwendolyn for your bravery honesty and really taking the time to learn about, and not giving up in finding solutions.
I am grateful for people like you. Be well. Thank you for sharing your journey on swu. Love and light to you always in your lengthy amazing life journey. ❤🕊️🤗
She has a pretty smile, a smile that is genuine straight from the heart ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
This is beautiful to see.....and Gwendolyn don't ever believe you are not beautiful or funny. You are clearly an intelligent young woman....but look at you now. You just radiate positivity. I wish you a long, happy & beautiful life xxx
This video unfolds brain chemistry imbalance and more hope for happiness for those who suffer. My husband, who is an MD, has been through major depressive episodes that surely would have resulted in death. Electro Convulsive Therapy saved his life. He inherited this condition that manifested in his mid-sixties. He remained episode free for nearly 18 years with no medication. Long story. Suffice it to say he is a living example of overcoming this brain chemistry imbalance.
Thank you for posting Mark 👍
That's great to hear. I was clinically diagnosed in 2000. been on SSRIs ever since. Tried twice to get off them and both times was disastrous. How many times did he undergo the ECT?
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He has suffered 6 major depressive episodes. Each one was directly linked to loss or perceived painful life events. However, he was hospitalized each time once I recognized his signs. He not only was a doctor with a busy practice, but also an athlete (both of us are runners if ultra distance). He was also an autopsy surgeon for two counties. He stuffed all that loss. That was contributory. Nowadays he emotes and openly discusses his depressions and losses which are a reality of life. His mother suffered this same kind of depression. At age 90, we as a family collectively, are going to celebrate his health for these latter years. One day at a time.
I remain forever grateful that this treatment worked for him. He is also maintained on an older antidepressant these last 10 years. He was treated at UCLA. It’s a great facility. 😀
Thank you for sharing your story, Gwendolyn! How fortunate you are to have found relief so young! Thank you for your work, Mark.
Really enjoyed this one, seeing the light and joy from her gives inspiration to others struggling 😊
im gonna do TMS for depression soon and this video gives me hope. Thank you! The girl also seem very genuine and real
Did you do it yet?? Update? My son is supposed to start it in a couple weeks.
But you are beautiful, so glad you are doing well and heard your story. My adult son has been battling depression, going thru all the antidepressants and their side effects.... very awful feeling. This will probably be my son's next step.
I don't remember feeling as happy for someone I don't know as I do for this beautiful young lady... Makes your heart smile!
So happy for you Gwendolyn, Wish you all the best.
I cannot wait to look up that treatment. Thank you! ❤
I’ve just had a quick search for this treatment in the UK for my son. It looks as if it’s around £5000 for 20 sessions, and unlikely on the NHS. Gwendolyn was correct to emphasise that she was very lucky. I’m so glad for her, her joy is infectious ❤
May she always be happy.
Thank you so much. You are absolutely right, one size doesn't fit all. And its a struggle just to begin to reach out to go to your first therapy appointment. And when you realize how good you are with your mask, (which you're sooo use to having on to survive), its a let down when they don't SEE you. Even when you try to shake the mask off, they still don't see it and wonder why you are there...Hard to try it again.
Just like when doctors close their eyes and point to a new med in their book, and say "lets try this one"...uuggh😑
Thank you so much for your insight and your hope and beauty. 💙🌎
Good for her! So glad to see she found a solution to leading a higher quality of life.
a person who has suffered from depression understands exactly what she is talking about
Beautiful girl! Inside AND out. Thank you for sharing your story with the world!!
I love her! My son had TMS and helped so much!
Aww I love how you feel now Gwendolyn , I´m so happy for you and the people around you :)❤
Thank you this is such a wonderful story and I’m sure this young woman has a happy life in front of her.
Thanks for sharing this Mark. Again I'm admiring your interaction and this helps understand depression that some people feel.
She is absolutely gorgeous. Glad she is doing better😊
Spot on Gwen. Mine was always moderate. Cocaine cured me for years. Then sobriety and my drug became getting up at 5am and staying busy all the time. I accomplish so much for myself and others. I’m so successful. And then the darkness starts to creep in and I jump up and get even busier. And I eat clean. Off all meds. Depression is 100% individual. Like getting sober. Do exactly what you need to do to stay sober and stay healthy. Mind and body are 1. We are what we think we are. Look in the mirror and smile at the amazing person looking back. I do it often during the day. God bless you, Gwen. We can come out the other side. Then like what you're doing here…we serve others.
I can't speak for anyone else, but for someone like me, that's solid advice. Just a couple of years ago, I wouldn't have understood this, or seen it as a possible solution. I still have moods about me, but I let the thoughts play out...I have a pity party, I guess and then I move on. I've not always been able to do that. Through grace and by faith, I am able to look at myself and appreciate the person looking back at me. I love her now and I am finally starting to care for her, take care of her and allow for her to heal. I'm going through a lot of intense, life changing events, at the moment and I'm still standing. I'm still healing and I am still setting daily goals to accomplish for myself, a peaceful and healthy environment. I am becoming a better person, as well. Blessings to you. Thanks for sharing that. It gave me some positive reflection time.
God bless you. We are created in Gods image. Will be ok. :)@@AnnaH4R
@johnsanzone3965 yes we are and thank you 🌻 Hey... do you think that your success is directly related to your calling/purpose, or totally separate life experiences?
Somehow i missed the notification about this video months ago. But am glad you re-posted the link recently Mark. I just watched this and saw an amazing, brilliant, and articulate young woman shining through the screen!
How I wish more insurance companies would get on-board, so that countless people could try TMS or some of the other new treatment modalities out there. When it's all about Big Pharma's greed, which goes hand-in-hand with a majority of doctors and insurance companies, it is hard to buck the trend, and people continue to suffer.
Can you please provide updates on this lovely young lady, and others who have suffered and been filmed by you before. I have still so many of your videos to watch, and I do when time permits. You provide an important public service where us viewers get a glimpse into lives of those you interview, and it truly "humanizes" rather than provides a text-book-view.
I had a similar experience on Zoloft. A life saver. Talk therapy can rarely treat hard core depression
it is great she was able to get through this. and i hope anybody going through this gets through easily and well. you all can do it.
Such a beautiful young woman and story, it’s nice to see her smile and laugh.
You’re very pretty Gwendolyn. Congrats on your recovery and I pray you don’t re-visit those dark times.
You are absolutely radiant & so strong! Thank you for sharing your story, for your courage, wisdom & commitment to living life with joy ~
It’s tough living with this but I still push through
Being diagnosed as chronically depressed and BPD at the age of 28, this is what taking lexapro for the first time felt like, now it’s worn off a bit and I do feel some numbness but it’s still better than living in a slow silent flame
God-damn, this is such a beautiful story that I was brought to tears. May all beings be well...🙏
That was beautiful!!
I love that you found you way to the right treatment. And I couldn’t agree more about the promise of psychedelics, especially for veterans and first responders!
Thank you for your beautiful share ❤️
Very encouraging story. I'm so happy for her ❤.
Very eye opening interview, thank you for the insightful conversation and to the many comments that are providing more awareness and support.
What about people with depression that have only one supportive parent or no family or friends to count on? What about people that don't get the brakes this person has gotten and was given medication that only made things worse? What about people that have been melancholy at best their whole lives?
But I am glad she received the help she needed and is doing better and now we know about TMS. I've never heard of that before.
What about people who can't afford treatment, even after being diagnosed properly. What about people who pioneered this crap when no one was cool with it and no one understood it or tolerated the thought. 00what about if you lost your job over it, which was the love of your life , and someone you hired fired you for " losing it"
No doubt I can't afford tm whatever.
Yeah. We out here
@@kandycepeterson2482 Insurance will cover it if you've failed a certain number of antidepressants. Look into it.
That was very interesting and it changed my perception of certain things. Thank you.
I am 48 years old and I can connect with you 100% thank you so much for sharing
Gwendolyn, you *are* helping people by telling what you went through! It feels almost like hearing my own (early) story. I'm going to ask about TMS therapy, thanks to you. Best of luck in the future, sweet girl! 🤗🙏✌💜
Thanks for sharing your story, Gwendolyn.
The bit mentioned about feeling stuck is absolutely correct in this complex issue. Finding fluidity and a sense of meaning and purpose is essential. I'm still not convinced about the one size fits all phamaceutical drug prescription though.
Wish her all the best.
Lots of different things to try, some wreck your gut, some spin you out 🤢
I totally understand and give her credit for telling he story , I suffer from cptsd from childhood trauma that sometimes leads me into a depressive state it’s hard to put into words