@@Allywatt-2 she wrote the script of her last words, along a third person to read about her being in “critical condition at the Sarasota memorial hospital”.
@@spiderthatstoleyourbacon3222 forgot to add, according to the E! Television special show called Boulevard of broken dreams, they mentioned that in her notes, she wrote her final goodbyes to co workers and loved ones, and that she also requested the show to be taped in the first place and wanted everyone to see it.
This is a surprisingly common phenomenon amongst the truly suicidal. It's the elation of knowing their suffering is nearing its end... by force. If you know someone who has been badly depressed for some time and they then quickly appear to have turned over a new leaf for no discernable reason, i.e. going from isolationism to being a social butterfly overnight, you should brace yourself for bad news. While I believe strongly that suicide is the (literal) ultimate act of selfishness and should be avoided or averted at _any_ cost, that's me and how I choose to live. If an individual believes theirself to have so little agency or control over their own life, lives daily in unbearable pain whether physical or emotional, or is facing a hopeless future with no or next to no alternatives available to them (like terminal illness, prolonged incarceration, or irreconcilable incompatibilities between their own life-state and their environment), then suicide becomes not just a viable option, but the _only_ option. In such cases, *it is not our place to intervene.* Suicide is a horrible, selfish end for many, but *it is not our right to force life upon those unwilling to live it.*
@@rucianapollard7098 but im guessing anyone in her mind would feel some sort of worryness knowing your about to end your own life despite remaining calm. But im not one to speak about this stuff, just a guess. Rip to anyone lost to suicide.
@@rucianapollard7098 No she doesn't, she even fumbled a couple of words which is unusual for a news reader. She's definitely going fast, especially when she goes off script knowing her colleagues might cut her off.
Yea ok In her final words Chubbuck says how she’ll keep in the practice of the “immediate and complete reports of local blood and guts”. While it can be considered as a sick quip, it can also be seen as satirical commentary on the exploitation of violence in the media. How many times do we hear horrible things occurring on the news over the positive? Whether for some entertainment or some instinctual reason it’s human nature to be drawn to morbid things. And so in a way, she is proving herself right time and time again since we are here, choosing to click on a video that is meant to display the last moments of a grisly suicide. Her death continues to be a subject of interest, and there are still people that seek to find the real footage. She criticized how people continue to seek morbid things, and here we are proving it.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@factsmachine0I think you might be the "regarded" one. Have you never heard of sampling? That song is an extreme metal track, if you knew anything about metal you'd know that bands like Carcass, Cannibal Corpse and Mortician have used samples similarly in their music. That song was released after this video was put up, and I don't even know why you would think that a band would fake something like this for an unrelated song.
She made a great point with this. Violence is a big attraction on television, and the same goes for cinema. If we are being honest, we have to admit that negativity is what the general audiences love to consume. She was sick of that and gave everyone what they wanted.
As horrific as this tragedy is, human beings focus naturally on the negative because it can impede us from our daily tasks, like bad weather or a car accident on a highway are negative events but are sometimes necessary to know about if you live within the general area and maybe even travel along the same highway. Regardless, what happened to Christine was an absolute tragedy and my heart goes out to her remaining living relatives who had the privilege to know her.
She isn't commenting on the violence in fictional television/cinema, she's commenting on the exploitation of violence in news programming. This is a product of her disillusionment with the news industry after being hired as a newscaster and being assigned violent crimes as stories.
We can't get enough of violence and death, yet we treat sex and lust almost as living cancers while secretly indulging in them behind closed doors. The influence of the poison of religion suppressing natural human desires and fanning the flames of hatred and many are two faced supporting the ideology in public then surrounding themselves in it in secret
There's nothing wrong with violence in fiction. She was clearly against news stations exploiting tragedies for viewership, nothing to do with TV and Cinema
She said "attempted suicide"... Even weirder. It was clear she would not survive a shot to the head. I think it was a cry for help - but why choose to shoot yourself in the head then? Who the fuck attempts suicide with a gun and with the intention not to die?
Jesus, the moment I heard the words "blood and guts coverage" my stomach churned knowing that was the beginning monologue to an actual suicide just seconds later. Even if I do have my doubts as to the legitimacy of this recording, it's still damn crazy to hear. Rest in Peace.
This absolutely IS legit. I've heard her voice before (I believe it was during another broadcast where she was shown on tv.) I understand why you'd truly want to doubt the veracity of the audio. So harrowing and so matter-of-fact.
@@Moja421 It's from the TV station Christine worked at. They released it a while after the event, but just the audio. I believe the video was either destroyed or is locked away somewhere. It is indeed real. Maybe try to GOOGLE it? It's so sad and harrowing.
You hear her hesitate between "local" and "blood and guts news" and I wonder if that's the last moment she has to stop herself but felt she had to go through with it. She didn't hesitate through any of the other monologue...just that moment. It was so fast...she clearly was prepared and thought things out according to what they said she left for the production team to say after she did this. That's lot of pain she must've been in. My heart aches for her and her family.
She didn't hesitate through "any of the other monologue" because she's reading a teleprompter all the way up until that part. I guarantee she wasn't rethinking her entire plan or feeling pressured to go on with it in that split second that she took a breath. You're projecting.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@eric63131 regarded, imagine being that much of a pussy. Also this ain't real, theres zero hard evidence that says so, and by being her you proved her point, that no one cares to watch the news unless theres blood, or guts, which she hated, this "audio" isn't real and it has nothing to do with a song that doesn't exist. Don't ever excuse yourself as part of the problem kid, you're a millennial zoomer, you are equally as "regarded" as everyone else on this trash site.
@@deftoneslover I've read and heard from more than one source that there is no tape of it. that technology was in its early stages at the time and they didn't save very much footage from the earlier decades
I’m pretty sure this is legit, the whole thing is entirely Christine’s voice. Good god, she’d already voiced her disapproval of the ‘if it bleeds, it leads’ protocol of her station. All her stories were violent crime. God bless her, I hope she is at peace now.
@@christopherfoote4643 I’d rather believe in a god who promotes peace than one who punishes people for something they don’t deserve when they were already suffering so much in life. So yes, I like to believe people who offed themselves are at rest.
I apologize, I didn’t mean to start a religious argument with my comment, all I Can say is, I hope Christine is at peace and I believe she is. Any God that condemned her to hell for her actions, while obviously mentally ill, isn’t the one I pray to. I respect all of your beliefs, but just had to voice my opinion on this, god bless all of you, and Christine, and I believe she is in heaven, with the Lord, now, I know she is. Rest In Peace Christine.
This is one of the most insane yet groundbreaking pieces of lost media ever found! We may never see the video but the fact the audio has been leaked is HUGE! I've known about this for so many years and now that this lost audio has been found, it makes it that much darker...Rest in Peace.
You mean the same video you can now see on RUclips? Cause that wasn’t the real video. It’s been confirmed a fake, which is why you can find it on YT. Best gore never had the video as it hasn’t been released.
I didn't expect her to pull the trigger so fast, that caught me off guard. I heard about the story so many times that I expect her to take a few seconds to pull the trigger after what she said, not immediately. Good lord this is some of the most scariest things I've ever heard. And one of the most saddest things.
She probably did it fast to not lose her nerve and to not risk someone rushing up to stop her. I think- in the Bud Dwyer tape, he wanted to say more when he took the gun out, but people started approaching so he quickly shot himself.
It’s so chilling…she’s so casual about it, one moment she’s talking about the news, the next she’s reading lines that sound out of a creepy pasta…and the shot. It’s so unreal it hurts…
She was casual because people in general are just as casual about suicides. She tells people she wanted to die and they all automatically think she's just kidding. As if nobody alive could ever possibly be serious about suicide! 😂 No one gives a darn who lives and who dies, by the time anyone does give a darn it's way too little too late, that to me sounds like a pretty casual attitude the human species has on suicide🤣🤣🤣
@@user-gv3kk4ts9byea that shit is fucking unfortunate, and there’s people who be faking depression too for attention outshining those who really need help
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@anthonyhutchins2300 it was a big fuck you. It was almost like oh yeah you like fucked up things, well I’ve give you the most fucked up thing you’ll see in your life. And she dipped out. She did achieve the result she wanted, atleast partially
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
wow...... this was verified as real. this is actually it. it's only a matter of time till the video gets out, and i hope to god i'm not around when it is.
@@ericcarrluvr see i thought so too. it's a small chance, but we never thought we'd get the full audio either, and if THAT leaked, who knows? i hope not though. i really hope not.
@@ericcarrluvr Not to be rude but; that isn't accurate. In 2016, the widow of the former owner of WXLT news has a copy and claimed they will not ever release it out of respect for Christine, her family, and her friends. Whether it was ever leaked though, I don't know.
i hope she gets the peace and the partner she deserved somewhere. apparently she was very depressed about her relationships (or lack thereof) and honestly such a thing would make anyone depressed. she took things into her own hands. so many creepy people talking about her being a virgin and her appearance in this comment section though. like wtf can’t we just respect the woman?
Yo homie, she's DEAD dawg. There is NO "other side" or another world beyond this one. Once you gone, you gone. Stop trying to comfort yourselves by imagining up afterlives and assorted nonsense. Face reality.
@@BlueSkyCountry there’s no proof that an afterlife of some kind doesn’t exist, just as there is no proof that it does exist. Nobody knows anything, so stop acting as if you do.
It was chilling to hear that final line, I've heard it read so many times in so many lost media videos, but actually hearing it is an entirely different thing.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@forevernow9459 I simply but strongly disagree. I actually stutter in my everyday life 😆 and that’s not even a stutter. A slight but natural vocal block, sure. But this woman shows zero true hesitation leading up to the shot in my opinion.
I was obsessed with this case for a while. I researched Christine's history and everything. It seems to me that she wanted to live in the television. You know she when to 4 colleges in 4 years. This is rare, and every time she went to a bigger and better college until she landed in NYU (when NYU was a big deal and not just accepting anyone who was willing to pay their tuition). Then she got a summer television internship. Soon after that she worked in TV, I think in Pittsburgh, then moved to Sarasota, FL and got into computers for a few years until she got back into TV in that area. She was not good at getting men, she had a rush on a camera guy at her studio but he was dating another woman at that studio and they kept the relationship secret because they knew Christine was "sensitive". Christine baked this guy a cake for his birthday. When Christine found out that she was not most likely not going to have a baby after the age of thirty, then finding out about her camera guy crush dating her friend, she bought a gun, learned how to use it, then used the gun on herself. Her family knew she was suicidal, Christine's suicide was a common topic she talked about with her mother (her parents divorced when Christine was a kid). If the audio exists the video exists. July 14, 1974.
@@miscellaneousmedia3753 That is true. A sad state of affairs it is. Not to get too dark, but maybe because most men who attempt suicide succeed. Women don't mostly, so they get attention and their story told. When a man commits suicide he's already dead and thr family is splitting up his assets. I agree with you. Even Christine Chubbock said "...attempted suicide" before she pulled the trigger. That fact always messed with me, like she didn't think she was going to die, like it was all fake like TV is fake.
If I’m totally honest, I hope the footage is never found. No one needs to see what happened to her. It would be a heartbreaking and traumatizing video to witness
Yes. The Kennedys and Malcolm X and MLK being assassinated and the gory OD deaths of four members of the 27 Club (B Jones, J Hendrix, J Morrison & J Joplin) plus all the Kent State, Manson family, Altamont, civil rights, riots and Vietnam blood and guts seem to have turned some people cold as stone by the 70s. Chubbock still beat the clock, because 1974 was the year Ted Bundy was in his serial killing prime. She missed that horror show and the 100 other active serial killers in the mid 70s.
She was in a really bad mental state. I think she also was dealing with the news that she couldn't physically have kids. I don't know if that's the main reason, but a lot of stuff was building up for her. I feel like finding the video will just not give her peace. She deserves the little peace she has now.
Honestly, I think the loud sound the gun made was what shocked me the most, we're so used to only hearing shots on movies and the sounds are edited in, that the real sound of a gun firing almost sounds like a cannon
No way that sound was a handgun. If you listen to people who have been near or involved in a real shooting and they all say it sounds like a popping or firecrackers.
@@ahhh...5765 ...What? Gun sounds depend on the caliber and where it's fired, the girl was in a chambered room so it sounded way louder. It's definetly a handgun, and even if it wasn't, the sound it made can be created by one
@@leoortiiiz Agree mostly. Point of contention....she used a .38 spl. Even given it was a short-barreled revolver, no way that sound came from that gun.
Sounds like an audio-cassette recorded off the tv speaker. Whether it was recorded during the live broadcast, or viewing the station tape on a monitor, is unclear. What it definitely isn't is an audio rip from the tape. If the video exists, it's either on Umatic or Quad, and may not even be playable anymore due to degradation.
The family filed for it to not be released. I'm assuming the lawfirm leaked the audio but not the initial taping. A few fakes have surfaced but they do not match up with this audio. The camera was a quad and the film is likely gone which means this is all we have. It's sad that not much of her broadcasts made it to the internet. I hear she took pride in her work and actually made Sun Coast a worthy segment for the 9am time slot. Also she honestly didn't look bad at all. She has a jewish look and in that era would come off as masculine. A bit of makeup from the 2000 gen would literally make her stunning. Also back then bright colored makeup would have clashed against her facial structure.
@@sophie9521 How is that weird? People including her crush called her masculine. She wasn't masculine at all just not experienced in doing makeup or getting her hair professionally taken care of.
I believe she raised the gun to her head just as she said “attempted suicide”. That would explain why the gunshot happens so quickly after she finishes speaking. Of course, we won’t know for sure until we see the video.
@@annsky1896 Only what I have stated. The video was run to the time it was faded to black by the technician. It was so cut and dry that anyone seeing it will not glean much by her voice or expression. But I will say again that this event was seen beyond the local area. They were an ABC affiliate and I believe it was beamed while playing the tape to one or other stations and shown simply because she was not killed instantly and would hold on for another 14 hours. After the brother got an injunction to stop any rebroadcast that day it was not ever shown again. If the station I saw it on were found few there I believe would remember the rebroadcast or would deny that it ever was. I know better for I saw it twice that day before she died.
WOW, When I first heard of this case about 6 - 7 years ago I always thought that this was one of the lost media we would NEVER see in our lifetime, it’s fascinating that this is real, really depressing as well, may she Rest In Peace
@@Schnipp08 I lived in N.J. Still do. Despite what you may have read someone made a or copies of the event and it was shown on local news stations in this area that day with a warning. After July 16th it was not seen again for obvious reasons. I personally don't need to see it again. It is rather mild for it's content but none the less heartbreaking to see her do this to herself. We waited for continuing reports of her condition for almost a day until she finally succumb to her injuries. Life is precious and she was so young. I guess that is why it is so fresh in my memory. I have also known people close to me to have committed suicide and nearly been there myself if it weren't for the grace of GOD. If you saw the video of the incident you would not really be repulsed so much as to blood and guts (There isn't any) but rather her thoughts that there was no other way to find happiness. That is the tragedy.
@@paulglover6525 I agree with your observation about life and the depression of this situation overall, but it’s crazy that you got to see the footage, how many copies do you think where created, and besides the station one that is locked where do you think they’re located, thanks for your input!!!!!
@@dezmounts978 I really have no clue but can believe out of respect for the family any other news station that had a copy destroyed them after the injunction was put up that day.
1:39 I don't know if i'm over analyzing it but when she starts to say that, she goes silent for a bit, maybe she still had some fear or was nervous about what she was going to do.
Yeah, her voice suddenly had a mix of fear and nervousness. She knew this was it and she was reading the words pretty quickly, almost like she didn't want time to think about it.
Wow, this sounds a lot like a combination of the movie scripts about her with Rebecca Hall and Kate Lynn Shield, even her voice, I had thought that the script for the movies had been made up, making them longer, with more words , but it was very true to the real one (this one).
Yet too many retarded kids out there today saying they are depressed when they are not. I have severe clinical depression, it is not just cured by watching A video, hearing A song, etc. Its very rare I ever feel happy. I want to die most days, and I'm on meds and in therapy all I feel is pain and agony.
@@brokengirl8619 remember suicide is a cowards path thats what i was saying to myself when thinking about it cuz i was bullied all day every day in school
@@mural8639 believe it or not, suicide is not cowardly. its not a persons fault they cannot deal with life anymore to the point where they have to take their own life. saying it like that makes victims look like cowards when they were not, they simply could not handle the pain anymore.
My post below IN NO WAY encourages anyone to hurt themselves or anyone else. Still... YT made me edit some words & sentiments here. I don't write a lot of commentary, so I'm going to try to make the changes I think YT wants me to make without changing the overall message: I've heard that as well - "self is a coward's way out." To that I say: The fuck do you know about courage? It takes exactly zero courage to trash the mindset of a self person. YOU are the coward. YOU didn't have the courage, let alone the time or effort to help that person ease their pain. I say it takes tremendous courage to do such an irreversible, powerful act, repellant as it may be to you. Shit, I have my own pain - both emotional and physical - I want more than anything else to be free of this pain. Both pains keep getting worse by the day. And all that keeps me from curing myself is the LACK of COURAGE. This is my opinion, and mine alone. The day my pain > my fear --> my courage > my pain. Then I can finally and be released from this torture. So these ignorant, unaware, self-righteous people who say "self is a coward's way out" can take their sanctimonious platitudes and shove them waaaay up their asses, where the rest of their arrogance is kept. By the way: If you say this to a self-prone, depressed person (or just within earshot), you risk your entire relationship with them, because in that moment, you show them just how little you care about them and how insignificant you find their pain to be. Basically, if you utter these (or similar) words, you are a shit friend. Try instead to help your friend by talking to them on their level, and if you can't be bothered to do that, seek the help of someone who can/will. This is (I believe) a pretty important message, so I hope the powers that be do not see fit to erase it. -just my humble opinion. Just an opinion. Try not to freak out. Here are the websites YT has endorsed if you are considering self or other means of self: www.findahelpline.com/ www.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
I have a morbid fascination about things like this, but once I see, or hear them I really question myself. I enjoy seeing great stories that lift the soul. I love hearing about people genuinely being great. But there is some weird thing inside of me that questions why things like this happen.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
I was reading about Paddy Chayefsky upon writing the screenplay of 'Network', when I "happened" upon this horrific true account of this 1974 suicide...and as I learned of her last words, from reading what her last words were, I leaned in as her very last words of "In keeping with the WXLT..." then hearing the gun shot...my, God, I immediately began visualizing the reactions of her co workers; cameraman, studio programmers, so forth and so on...I just closed my eyes after hearing it and I just don't know what to think.
I've seen and heard alot of gore videos in my time but this one always hits me the hardest for some reason and the part that always gets me is when she says "in living color" sometimes I'll just be sitting around the house and my brain will just say that and I feel as if I'm going to cry no words can describe what I feel when I hear that and I know it sounds cheap to say that having never met her but Jesus those words just hit me like a freight train I hope that wherever christine is she's happy
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
As someone with depression who, like Christine, struggles with finding/keeping relationships and friendships, I really do understand that hopeless and utterly alone feeling that she must have been going through. It's sad, seeing how mental health was treated back then, but to look on the brighter side of things, we have come leaps and bounds since the 60's/70s when it comes to treating mental health. It's always hard thinking about all the people who died in the past for reasons that can be dealt with now. Hopefully this audio is enough closure for the people who were only really interested in the true crime aspect of her death. I would still like to have the video itself released, purely to have this piece of history archived. I don't think I could bring myself to watch the video if it does make it's way to the public. I hope Christine is in a better place now. At the very least, she is no longer suffering.
Leaps and bounds in mental health - not a chance. I have been in the system 30 years, the system now - is primitive, cold, even evil. I have had a literal hell of a time with mental health professionals. I have been to 8 hospitals, 50 therapists, 50 psychiatrists, and just as many outpatient programs all over the US, so I am qualified to say this. It's a farce. The field has become a joke.🔥
The video should not be released, won’t somebody please think about the children? It never fails. Kids can end up accidentally looking for this kind of stuff online.
@@vampire_juicebox tell me you’re a parents without actually telling me you’re a parent ruclips.net/video/3GSodYswtzw/видео.html ruclips.net/video/yAfm0EfaNN8/видео.html
Definitely have come leaps and bounds since the 60s/70s. Now the solution is to pump people with SSRIs and pray they don't go on a massive shooting spree.
This is one of the most scariest things that ever popped up in my recommendations... I could almost certainly imagine the whole scenario play out of my mind and it's terrifying to be honest with you guys!
This is definitely her voice, so this clip sounds authentic. Her story is so very sad and maybe she could've lived, with some help for her depression. She would've turned 77 on 8.24.21. RIP.
considering the audio was found. it’s only a matter of time before a recording of the whole thing is found. I know that with things like this.. lost media with it’s audio found will eventually have it’s video found. RIP Christine btw. she really did make a good point with the news as us being here proves her point.
@@GabrielMartinez-pe6ln No one knows. I heard that they gave the footage to her family privately. It is either kept there or they destroyed it. This audio if real is a very lucky keep.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
She was a volunteer in a local hospital making puppet shows to the medically handicaped children, she was a sweet and big hearted woman. I wish she was still alive. I cant imagine the poor Children that loved her seeing that she died...
@Austrian MLG Gamer 🇦🇹 he did say “I wish things had been different” meaning he WISHED she lived a life she wanted ofc. Just clearing that up since you didn’t see it homie
After years and years of reading her final words...I wasn't prepared to actually hear them. I wish Christine could have found another way. May she rest in peace.
How could she sound so calm? I don't blame her for her frustration of having to broadcast such awful news pieces. She had so many problems. Poor thing. She didn't need to report this crap every day. She said she wanted to work on human interest stories instead. She made a real statement with her final words and action.
@@rucianapollard7098 That's true, and good point, however, when you are about to blow your head off, it's possible that could change toward the end. And she did stumble a few times, actually.
The reaction at the end is of the person second-hand recording the audio from the video footage by the way...not part of the video itself. When you hear "Oh, man." that is the reaction of the person getting us this audio.
damn she must have going through so much with her deprssion, relationship struggles, and other things that she was going through. god bless her and i hope she's in a better place now
@@yung_dagger_d1469 Wasn’t defending anyone actually, just making an observation. Any more window licking comments you’d like to make? Maybe you should do what Christine did, but privately.
once she got to the restaurant robbery, I got chills all down my body, knowing what was coming next. My brain kept panicking, almost as if there was someway to stop it, to tell her not to do it. And only once that shot rang out did it become inexplicably clear that I just listened to someone's last words before they took their own life. Something I had thankfully never experienced before and hopefully never experience again. If there's an afterlife, I hope you've found peace Christine.
my heart broke when i heard the audio (i am 15 years old) i almost cried when i heard the gun sound, i hope christine found the peace after her death, i hope it too
There is an afterlife and Jesus proved it by defeating death. Confirming he is who he claimed to be. The son of God, savior and Lord. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. The wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life thru Jesus Christ our Lord. Jesus Christ is the way the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except thru Him. Repent and believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Even in the last moments of her life she remained professional, oh my God, I can't even imagine what went through her head right before she pulled the trigger. Rest in peace, Christine... I'm sorry that the world has treated you like this, I hope you have found peace...
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Wow she really thought that through. You can tell she ran it in her head so much that the real thing was just so easy for her. So calm it’s insane, but depression can do crazy things.
You hear no screaming because around that time came out prop guns that could dispense prop blood. The producers thought she used one. One of the producers actually said “very funny”, before discovering her head bleeding out from the right.
She felt unloved. She did not receive the care, compassion and understanding someone with depression needs. She really was failed by those around her. She had voiced her feelings, no one listened.
Her parents spent hundreds of thousands of dollars over a decade on treatments to try and help her, but we just didn't know much about depression (and alleged by her brother, bi-polar) so nothing helped for long. The people around her did everything they could.
On this day July 15th, 2024 marks exactly 50 years since this death happened. Rest in peace Christine Chubbuck, I still send prayers to her family since some of her family members are still alive
"if it bleeds, it leads." heard it quite a lot as a journalism student, albeit sometimes said rather sardonically. things haven't changed. people will always have morbid curiosity and that's not necessarily a bad thing, but the exploitation aspect of it is. i no longer have a desire to work in broadcast and haven't for quite some time for similar reasons. it's a depressing ass job having to constantly be reminded of all the bad in the world and as someone with depression, i'd rather have peace of mind. just wish it could have been the same for her. this story will always haunt me. always. she was beautiful, driven and seemed nice enough.
It's so tragic seeing a promising, beautiful, young woman take her own life. I read that it was a combination of the constant reporting of horrible news along with her love life being non-existent that she spiraled into deep depression. Regardless, I wish she would've gotten the help she needed.
So sad she reached this point. and honestly, she’s one of the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. but not only crazy beautiful, you can tell she was really intelligent as well, the kind of girl who can make any ordinary man feel intimidated, and I guess that’s why she struggled so much to find someone. anyway, so tragic, she deserved better. RIP, Christine.
Yeah it was traguc and she didnt deserve it (i guess). But if shes one of the most beautiful woman youve ever seen you need to go out and watch movies more often, cause shes far from it
I remember this. Not much was known about treating depression back then or stopping suicide. She had been given help her whole life and warned people she was about to kill herself. But no one dreamed she would do it on air. How sad.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Believe it or not my uncle actually would watch this station and saw her suicide live. I showed him this audio and he said this is 100% legit he remembered her last words before she even said them
@@thepittstop That's the problem with info on the internet. Sites will contradict other sites and the truth may never be known. I read it somewhere the guy in the booth cut to black as she produced the gun, but the audio was still live. I'm not saying you're wrong and I'm right. Just that we will probably never know.
@@HappyCynic the video definitely exists though. The studio and family themselves have said as much. I believe there are at least three known copies: one owned by the studio, one owned by the police/ lawyers, and another by the family (why on Earth the family decided they wanted a copy, I have no idea). There are also reports of people seeing it from their TVs from newspapers at the time. They could have lied, though
@@thepittstop It's in the hands of a law firm, apparently. The manager of the station left it to his wife when he died. She was sick of the harassment surrounding the tape so hired a law firm to look after it. Whether it will see the light of day after her death is anybodys guess.
Suicidal people are usually good people who in most cases were so nice, they're missed dearly, most homicidal people could never kill their self. One is selfless and the other is selfish. They're both horrible, because in both cases they leave a lot of people grieving. I hate guns. I hate guns. I hate murder. I hate abuse and abusive people. If I could change the world. Do you ever imagine hearing God say at the end of a day that today was a good day? Its sad to think about the grief God must be feeling.
i don’t know why i’m so shocked at how quickly it happened even though i was already expecting to hear the gunshot at the end. i read that she even wrote a script for her co workers to read about her being in critical condition
she had a sense of humor about it, and took the piss out of the station selling blood and guts to the public. THis is what you folks at home want to see, right?
Here from "The Darkest Lost Media [Vol. 1]". I think the part that puts me on edge is the audible exhale you hear right after the shot. It's proof that it's legit more than anything (don't ask me how I know that). Not excusing her actions, but this is an obvious result of both the environment of the time, and perfectly lined-up individual circumstances. In a way it was kind of inevitable, and more or less another push for safety protocols in modern media. My condolences to her family, but it doesn't make it any less fascinating.
Rest in Peace, Christine. Such a beautiful soul, just being misunderstood by 1970s society which didn't understand about psychology and mental health awareness.
@@RubberWilburI think they meant it was more taboo to speak on it back then Not to mention, people were still figuring stuff back, so there’s no guarantee that was a good psychologistz
She was nothing more than a product of Darwinism. You didn’t know her. She could’ve been a raging bitch. Certainly was severely mentally Ill. No reason to mourn her.
The modern news world could learn a lot from Christine's beliefs, but unfortunately all these years later it seems her message hasn't been heard. Rest in Peace.
Every once awhile i come back to famous stories like this whether it's lost media or disappearences i try to not do it to often because even people who make videos about these subjects say it can be to much and they need to take a break. As someone who is in my mid 20s she was a couple years older i understand why she was so distraught i am personally doing okay but we all go thru funks. Mid 20s is a weird time and you're kind of in a in-between age not that far from when you were in college but also old enough to understand adult issues. As someone who trys to be understanding and be there for others i wish some our age were a little better not jumping to conclusions and judging others treat others like you wanna be treated not as hard as some wanna make it and realize we all have shit we're going thru.. 🙌
Oh that is so haunting to hear that gun shot, knowing what happened. What makes it more eerie is that because because your so focused on listening, your brain fills in the blanks of the visual cues.
The most haunting part of this is how calmly and quickly she burns through the entire monologue. It's hard to tell at first where she goes off script.
from 1:38
@@kdotwilly7935 no that was all scripted acctually there is more to it that was ment to be found
@@Allywatt-2 she wrote the script of her last words, along a third person to read about her being in “critical condition at the Sarasota memorial hospital”.
@@GabrielMartinez-pe6ln and her prediction was exactly correct
@@spiderthatstoleyourbacon3222 forgot to add, according to the E! Television special show called Boulevard of broken dreams, they mentioned that in her notes, she wrote her final goodbyes to co workers and loved ones, and that she also requested the show to be taped in the first place and wanted everyone to see it.
It's chilling how calm she was, and sad.
She was even talking so fast
She was calm because she had made up her mind to do it with no turning back.
@@lilybond6485 yep
It’s sort of how pilots are when they’re about to crash. I never understood how ppl could be so calm right before death
This is a surprisingly common phenomenon amongst the truly suicidal. It's the elation of knowing their suffering is nearing its end... by force. If you know someone who has been badly depressed for some time and they then quickly appear to have turned over a new leaf for no discernable reason, i.e. going from isolationism to being a social butterfly overnight, you should brace yourself for bad news.
While I believe strongly that suicide is the (literal) ultimate act of selfishness and should be avoided or averted at _any_ cost, that's me and how I choose to live. If an individual believes theirself to have so little agency or control over their own life, lives daily in unbearable pain whether physical or emotional, or is facing a hopeless future with no or next to no alternatives available to them (like terminal illness, prolonged incarceration, or irreconcilable incompatibilities between their own life-state and their environment), then suicide becomes not just a viable option, but the _only_ option. In such cases, *it is not our place to intervene.*
Suicide is a horrible, selfish end for many, but *it is not our right to force life upon those unwilling to live it.*
You can hear the anxiousness in her voice as she rushes through reading
To me she sounds calm
@@rucianapollard7098 but im guessing anyone in her mind would feel some sort of worryness knowing your about to end your own life despite remaining calm. But im not one to speak about this stuff, just a guess. Rip to anyone lost to suicide.
@@rucianapollard7098 No she doesn't, she even fumbled a couple of words which is unusual for a news reader. She's definitely going fast, especially when she goes off script knowing her colleagues might cut her off.
@@Zwia. nah ,she sounds unbelievably calm
@@SRBOMBONICA86 not with the stumbles....sound anxious.
She proved her point by all of us being here right now
What
Yea ok In her final words Chubbuck says how she’ll keep in the practice of the “immediate and complete reports of local blood and guts”. While it can be considered as a sick quip, it can also be seen as satirical commentary on the exploitation of violence in the media. How many times do we hear horrible things occurring on the news over the positive? Whether for some entertainment or some instinctual reason it’s human nature to be drawn to morbid things. And so in a way, she is proving herself right time and time again since we are here, choosing to click on a video that is meant to display the last moments of a grisly suicide. Her death continues to be a subject of interest, and there are still people that seek to find the real footage. She criticized how people continue to seek morbid things, and here we are proving it.
I think it's a fake recording
@@user-qg1gf3og4nit’s been confirmed as real.
@@user-qg1gf3og4n it maybe be
but that is what she said
As much as my morbid curiosity wants to see the footage, the audio alone is absolutely haunting
The footage is on the internet.
@@maryann9226 where
@@maryann9226 lies
@@maryann9226 no it isn’t - a recreation may be, but not the real thing
This audio is fake
That was fast... and she was so calm...
She knew she couldn't pull it off if it wasn't done immediately.
Attempted tho
Right? The way she just transitioned into her last words was eerily effortless
@@Crazy_Sarah98 what? she stumbled trough her words as soon as her scripted part began she even said attempted suicide
@@AdrianHertz you sound like one of those ppl that are actually too smart for their own good.
I never expected it to be so immediate. No pause inbetween her final word and the shot. I can't imagine being that prepared to take my own life.
For real, it’s like the gun goes off before even finishes the word.
Almost like she draws the gun while saying the word suicide
From reports I read, she managed to get the gun to the back of her ear and then pulled the trigger to the side.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@factsmachine0I think you might be the "regarded" one. Have you never heard of sampling? That song is an extreme metal track, if you knew anything about metal you'd know that bands like Carcass, Cannibal Corpse and Mortician have used samples similarly in their music. That song was released after this video was put up, and I don't even know why you would think that a band would fake something like this for an unrelated song.
She made a great point with this. Violence is a big attraction on television, and the same goes for cinema. If we are being honest, we have to admit that negativity is what the general audiences love to consume. She was sick of that and gave everyone what they wanted.
As horrific as this tragedy is, human beings focus naturally on the negative because it can impede us from our daily tasks, like bad weather or a car accident on a highway are negative events but are sometimes necessary to know about if you live within the general area and maybe even travel along the same highway. Regardless, what happened to Christine was an absolute tragedy and my heart goes out to her remaining living relatives who had the privilege to know her.
She isn't commenting on the violence in fictional television/cinema, she's commenting on the exploitation of violence in news programming. This is a product of her disillusionment with the news industry after being hired as a newscaster and being assigned violent crimes as stories.
We can't get enough of violence and death, yet we treat sex and lust almost as living cancers while secretly indulging in them behind closed doors. The influence of the poison of religion suppressing natural human desires and fanning the flames of hatred and many are two faced supporting the ideology in public then surrounding themselves in it in secret
There's nothing wrong with violence in fiction. She was clearly against news stations exploiting tragedies for viewership, nothing to do with TV and Cinema
She also made a great point of why mental healthcare should be free and the stigma around it needs to go.
"Suicide" was her last word. 💔
You're the best around.
@@111highgh nothings ever gonna keep you down
Aye Daniel Son
You’re simply the best! Better than all the rest!
She said "attempted suicide"... Even weirder. It was clear she would not survive a shot to the head. I think it was a cry for help - but why choose to shoot yourself in the head then? Who the fuck attempts suicide with a gun and with the intention not to die?
Jesus, the moment I heard the words "blood and guts coverage" my stomach churned knowing that was the beginning monologue to an actual suicide just seconds later. Even if I do have my doubts as to the legitimacy of this recording, it's still damn crazy to hear. Rest in Peace.
This absolutely IS legit. I've heard her voice before (I believe it was during another broadcast where she was shown on tv.) I understand why you'd truly want to doubt the veracity of the audio. So harrowing and so matter-of-fact.
same!
This is confirmed to be real. Her brother wouldn't have threatened any RUclips channel that posted it otherwise.
@@stephaniebaker6001 but from where does this audio clip come from, is it from the real video? in that case, who made it available
@@Moja421 It's from the TV station Christine worked at. They released it a while after the event, but just the audio. I believe the video was either destroyed or is locked away somewhere. It is indeed real. Maybe try to GOOGLE it? It's so sad and harrowing.
You hear her hesitate between "local" and "blood and guts news" and I wonder if that's the last moment she has to stop herself but felt she had to go through with it. She didn't hesitate through any of the other monologue...just that moment. It was so fast...she clearly was prepared and thought things out according to what they said she left for the production team to say after she did this. That's lot of pain she must've been in. My heart aches for her and her family.
She didn't hesitate through "any of the other monologue" because she's reading a teleprompter all the way up until that part. I guarantee she wasn't rethinking her entire plan or feeling pressured to go on with it in that split second that she took a breath. You're projecting.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Probably because at the moment she was pulling out the gun out of her bag or somewhere.
@@eric63131 regarded, imagine being that much of a pussy. Also this ain't real, theres zero hard evidence that says so, and by being her you proved her point, that no one cares to watch the news unless theres blood, or guts, which she hated, this "audio" isn't real and it has nothing to do with a song that doesn't exist. Don't ever excuse yourself as part of the problem kid, you're a millennial zoomer, you are equally as "regarded" as everyone else on this trash site.
@@amityislandchum kid, shut up, don't act like you know anything, you don't, go "project" else where.
The fact that this is real. The actual audio. For years people knew about it but finally hearing it is just…surreal.
It's fake
It can’t be, only one person has actual an actual tape of it and seeing how this happened in 1970(something) no one recorded it
@@deftoneslover I've read and heard from more than one source that there is no tape of it. that technology was in its early stages at the time and they didn't save very much footage from the earlier decades
@@onionbubs386? But it is real ? One search and i got was that the tape is kept by a woman named Mollie nelson.
@@deftonesloverChristine requested that day that they record her brodcast, the stations owner had the copy now his widow does. it does exist.
I’m pretty sure this is legit, the whole thing is entirely Christine’s voice. Good god, she’d already voiced her disapproval of the ‘if it bleeds, it leads’ protocol of her station. All her stories were violent crime. God bless her, I hope she is at peace now.
@@christopherfoote4643 I’d rather believe in a god who promotes peace than one who punishes people for something they don’t deserve when they were already suffering so much in life. So yes, I like to believe people who offed themselves are at rest.
@@Theartisticyoshi there's one thing God never forgives and its suicide
I apologize, I didn’t mean to start a religious argument with my comment, all I
Can say is, I hope Christine is at peace and I believe she is. Any God that condemned her to hell for her actions, while obviously mentally ill, isn’t the one I pray to. I respect all of your beliefs, but just had to voice my opinion on this, god bless all of you, and Christine, and I believe she is in heaven, with the Lord, now, I know she is. Rest In Peace Christine.
@@user-pc7bn5cv8m And did god tell you this personally?
@@christopherfoote4643 and this is one of the reasons why i am an atheist.
This is one of the most insane yet groundbreaking pieces of lost media ever found! We may never see the video but the fact the audio has been leaked is HUGE! I've known about this for so many years and now that this lost audio has been found, it makes it that much darker...Rest in Peace.
@HEAD What was it like?
@HEAD Damn thats crazy
Where did you see it?
@@matthewmcalister2165 In his own weak mind.
You mean the same video you can now see on RUclips? Cause that wasn’t the real video. It’s been confirmed a fake, which is why you can find it on YT. Best gore never had the video as it hasn’t been released.
I didn't expect her to pull the trigger so fast, that caught me off guard. I heard about the story so many times that I expect her to take a few seconds to pull the trigger after what she said, not immediately. Good lord this is some of the most scariest things I've ever heard. And one of the most saddest things.
Make up your mind bro, it is the scariest or the saddest? or both?
@@joshua50101 Both
She probably did it fast to not lose her nerve and to not risk someone rushing up to stop her. I think- in the Bud Dwyer tape, he wanted to say more when he took the gun out, but people started approaching so he quickly shot himself.
She also likely rushed it so they wouldn’t cut her off, since she was already going off-script from 1:38.
The quick shot reminded me of Ronnie McNutt,he just said "hey guys,i think that's it" and then shot himself without hesitation
It’s so chilling…she’s so casual about it, one moment she’s talking about the news, the next she’s reading lines that sound out of a creepy pasta…and the shot. It’s so unreal it hurts…
She was casual because people in general are just as casual about suicides. She tells people she wanted to die and they all automatically think she's just kidding. As if nobody alive could ever possibly be serious about suicide! 😂 No one gives a darn who lives and who dies, by the time anyone does give a darn it's way too little too late, that to me sounds like a pretty casual attitude the human species has on suicide🤣🤣🤣
@@user-gv3kk4ts9byea that shit is fucking unfortunate, and there’s people who be faking depression too for attention outshining those who really need help
that's not nice to compare this to a creepypasta. literally any rational person knows all of them were dogshit writing
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@eric63131the song was released after this video
She was sick of reporting awful news and repulsed to the point that she slapped everybody in the face with her own death
So she put even more awful things on TV? Lol
@@anthonyhutchins2300 lol, yeppers.
@Roberto Lopez stfu. Lol.
@@anthonyhutchins2300 it was a big fuck you. It was almost like oh yeah you like fucked up things, well I’ve give you the most fucked up thing you’ll see in your life. And she dipped out. She did achieve the result she wanted, atleast partially
That's not what happened. She was depressed because she wasn't married and possibly couldn't conceive
After watching actual footage from her other interviews I can tell you that is her voice.
Lol. Yeppers.
Wasn't the footage lost?
@@annie.phoenix the OP said OTHER interviews
@@annie.phoenix no it was hidden by the widow of the person who owned the news station. It’s in a law firm now.
Yep. And not just her voice but also 100% her accent. Listen to the clip and compare. It's the same.
The way she sounds so forward, unshaken. No hesitation with what she was going to do.. I only hope she’s in a better place now.
Definitely isn’t
This happened forever ago
I knew exactly what was going to happen but was still taken aback. Hearing her do it with seemingly zero hesitation is haunting.
you knew it, you must be special
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
The News is extremely depressing. Sensitive people will struggle with news reports. She was depressed and not thinking clearly.
Thanks for saying that. It really is depressing. I can't stand to watch it anymore.
She was in the wrong business. News and depression, not a good combination. You have to be a little sociopathic to work in the media.
@@jukio02 just like the news reporters on 9/11 when the second plane hit and their only audible reaction was "oh wow"
@@somehaloguy9372 Yup.
No, most of her life was depressing and unsatisfying, it had nothing to do with the news.
wow...... this was verified as real. this is actually it. it's only a matter of time till the video gets out, and i hope to god i'm not around when it is.
highly unlikely it’ll ever get out, it’s been locked in a law firm as far as i remember.
@@ericcarrluvr see i thought so too. it's a small chance, but we never thought we'd get the full audio either, and if THAT leaked, who knows? i hope not though. i really hope not.
Please don’t commit suicide.
@@ClassicDepravities it's some leakers out here.
@@ericcarrluvr Not to be rude but; that isn't accurate. In 2016, the widow of the former owner of WXLT news has a copy and claimed they will not ever release it out of respect for Christine, her family, and her friends. Whether it was ever leaked though, I don't know.
i hope she gets the peace and the partner she deserved somewhere. apparently she was very depressed about her relationships (or lack thereof) and honestly such a thing would make anyone depressed. she took things into her own hands. so many creepy people talking about her being a virgin and her appearance in this comment section though. like wtf can’t we just respect the woman?
In our porn saturated culture, we notice appearances and sexual attractiveness first.
Umm she's dead stupid
@Ashley: In the English Department you need help
Yo homie, she's DEAD dawg. There is NO "other side" or another world beyond this one. Once you gone, you gone. Stop trying to comfort yourselves by imagining up afterlives and assorted nonsense. Face reality.
@@BlueSkyCountry there’s no proof that an afterlife of some kind doesn’t exist, just as there is no proof that it does exist. Nobody knows anything, so stop acting as if you do.
It was chilling to hear that final line, I've heard it read so many times in so many lost media videos, but actually hearing it is an entirely different thing.
🍔
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@NKCantKeepGettingAwayWitMurder regarded
1:39 you can hear the hesitation in her voice.
I don’t think that’s hesitation
@@dalisman the stutter was clear hesitation
@@forevernow9459 I simply but strongly disagree. I actually stutter in my everyday life 😆 and that’s not even a stutter. A slight but natural vocal block, sure. But this woman shows zero true hesitation leading up to the shot in my opinion.
I was obsessed with this case for a while. I researched Christine's history and everything. It seems to me that she wanted to live in the television. You know she when to 4 colleges in 4 years. This is rare, and every time she went to a bigger and better college until she landed in NYU (when NYU was a big deal and not just accepting anyone who was willing to pay their tuition). Then she got a summer television internship. Soon after that she worked in TV, I think in Pittsburgh, then moved to Sarasota, FL and got into computers for a few years until she got back into TV in that area. She was not good at getting men, she had a rush on a camera guy at her studio but he was dating another woman at that studio and they kept the relationship secret because they knew Christine was "sensitive". Christine baked this guy a cake for his birthday. When Christine found out that she was not most likely not going to have a baby after the age of thirty, then finding out about her camera guy crush dating her friend, she bought a gun, learned how to use it, then used the gun on herself. Her family knew she was suicidal, Christine's suicide was a common topic she talked about with her mother (her parents divorced when Christine was a kid). If the audio exists the video exists. July 14, 1974.
This type of reason to suicide it's common as fuck between males, this shit only gets attention because a woman did it lol
@@valentino7198 She did it on live television too. That makes it memorable. Men shoot themselves alone in their pick up truck.
@@valentino7198 Ammm no, it got attention because it was televised.
Yeah the fact that it was on live TV makes it unique, but I agree, no one gives a shit about a man committing suicide
@@miscellaneousmedia3753 That is true. A sad state of affairs it is. Not to get too dark, but maybe because most men who attempt suicide succeed. Women don't mostly, so they get attention and their story told. When a man commits suicide he's already dead and thr family is splitting up his assets. I agree with you. Even Christine Chubbock said "...attempted suicide" before she pulled the trigger. That fact always messed with me, like she didn't think she was going to die, like it was all fake like TV is fake.
If I’m totally honest, I hope the footage is never found. No one needs to see what happened to her. It would be a heartbreaking and traumatizing video to witness
Yes. The Kennedys and Malcolm X and MLK being assassinated and the gory OD deaths of four members of the 27 Club (B Jones, J Hendrix, J Morrison & J Joplin) plus all the Kent State, Manson family, Altamont, civil rights, riots and Vietnam blood and guts seem to have turned some people cold as stone by the 70s. Chubbock still beat the clock, because 1974 was the year Ted Bundy was in his serial killing prime. She missed that horror show and the 100 other active serial killers in the mid 70s.
I wonder why she felt the need to do it on air, and even with a sarcastic lead up to boot..
@@pamle1 she was clearly in a bad mental state. Maybe felt like she was near the end so it didn't matter, and also felt really lonely
She was in a really bad mental state. I think she also was dealing with the news that she couldn't physically have kids. I don't know if that's the main reason, but a lot of stuff was building up for her. I feel like finding the video will just not give her peace. She deserves the little peace she has now.
@@Eddie-cv1pr ……
Honestly, I think the loud sound the gun made was what shocked me the most, we're so used to only hearing shots on movies and the sounds are edited in, that the real sound of a gun firing almost sounds like a cannon
No way that sound was a handgun.
If you listen to people who have been near or involved in a real shooting and they all say it sounds like a popping or firecrackers.
@@ahhh...5765 Not really
@@leoortiiiz How about we come to you when we have a question on comic books and super heroes?
@@ahhh...5765 ...What?
Gun sounds depend on the caliber and where it's fired, the girl was in a chambered room so it sounded way louder. It's definetly a handgun, and even if it wasn't, the sound it made can be created by one
@@leoortiiiz Agree mostly.
Point of contention....she used a .38 spl. Even given it was a short-barreled revolver, no way that sound came from that gun.
Sounds like an audio-cassette recorded off the tv speaker. Whether it was recorded during the live broadcast, or viewing the station tape on a monitor, is unclear. What it definitely isn't is an audio rip from the tape. If the video exists, it's either on Umatic or Quad, and may not even be playable anymore due to degradation.
The video is locked for safekeeping, the lost media wiki has all the info
The family filed for it to not be released. I'm assuming the lawfirm leaked the audio but not the initial taping. A few fakes have surfaced but they do not match up with this audio. The camera was a quad and the film is likely gone which means this is all we have. It's sad that not much of her broadcasts made it to the internet. I hear she took pride in her work and actually made Sun Coast a worthy segment for the 9am time slot. Also she honestly didn't look bad at all. She has a jewish look and in that era would come off as masculine. A bit of makeup from the 2000 gen would literally make her stunning. Also back then bright colored makeup would have clashed against her facial structure.
@@Lilstanklegss is talking about her appearance like that really necessary? very very weird comment
@@sophie9521 How is that weird? People including her crush called her masculine. She wasn't masculine at all just not experienced in doing makeup or getting her hair professionally taken care of.
@@sophie9521 Get a life sophie you're the people she hated most. 👍
A part of me feels like I shouldn't be listening to this, but here I am. Curse my sick curiosity.
Curiosity leads to self destruction
I believe she raised the gun to her head just as she said “attempted suicide”. That would explain why the gunshot happens so quickly after she finishes speaking. Of course, we won’t know for sure until we see the video.
You are right. I saw this in 1974. It's not bloody but is disturbing.
@@paulglover6525 what else did you see in that show? What other details do you remember?
@@annsky1896 Only what I have stated. The video was run to the time it was faded to black by the technician. It was so cut and dry that anyone seeing it will not glean much by her voice or expression. But I will say again that this event was seen beyond the local area. They were an ABC affiliate and I believe it was beamed while playing the tape to one or other stations and shown simply because she was not killed instantly and would hold on for another 14 hours. After the brother got an injunction to stop any rebroadcast that day it was not ever shown again. If the station I saw it on were found few there I believe would remember the rebroadcast or would deny that it ever was. I know better for I saw it twice that day before she died.
We'll that speaks to the legitimacy of the audio, it would make sense she'd do it as fast as she possibley could had.
We'll that speaks to the legitimacy of the audio, it would make sense she'd do it as fast as she possibley could had.
WOW, When I first heard of this case about 6 - 7 years ago I always thought that this was one of the lost media we would NEVER see in our lifetime, it’s fascinating that this is real, really depressing as well, may she Rest In Peace
The video is locked away by the station owner. It is not bloody but is still disturbing. I will not forget seeing it.
@@paulglover6525 You lived in that area then? What was your reaction when you saw it? Did you watch that station/her morning show every morning?
@@Schnipp08 I lived in N.J. Still do. Despite what you may have read someone made a or copies of the event and it was shown on local news stations in this area that day with a warning. After July 16th it was not seen again for obvious reasons. I personally don't need to see it again. It is rather mild for it's content but none the less heartbreaking to see her do this to herself. We waited for continuing reports of her condition for almost a day until she finally succumb to her injuries. Life is precious and she was so young. I guess that is why it is so fresh in my memory. I have also known people close to me to have committed suicide and nearly been there myself if it weren't for the grace of GOD. If you saw the video of the incident you would not really be repulsed so much as to blood and guts (There isn't any) but rather her thoughts that there was no other way to find happiness. That is the tragedy.
@@paulglover6525 I agree with your observation about life and the depression of this situation overall, but it’s crazy that you got to see the footage, how many copies do you think where created, and besides the station one that is locked where do you think they’re located, thanks for your input!!!!!
@@dezmounts978 I really have no clue but can believe out of respect for the family any other news station that had a copy destroyed them after the injunction was put up that day.
1:39 I don't know if i'm over analyzing it but when she starts to say that, she goes silent for a bit, maybe she still had some fear or was nervous about what she was going to do.
Yeah, her voice suddenly had a mix of fear and nervousness. She knew this was it and she was reading the words pretty quickly, almost like she didn't want time to think about it.
Yeah it's almost like she was nervous about KILLING HERSELF
@@BulkBogan i know, it's just that some say she just did it in cold blood, when at least for me it wasn't like that.
Possibly she may have been a bit nervous, but she was absolutely set on doing what she did. 💔
The teleprompter malfunctioned, so she waited for a second for it to reboot, but then decided to deliver her final words
Wow, this sounds a lot like a combination of the movie scripts about her with Rebecca Hall and Kate Lynn Shield, even her voice, I had thought that the script for the movies had been made up, making them longer, with more words , but it was very true to the real one (this one).
All I had to say was "damn." Depression hurts and Chubbuck couldn't take it anymore and ended her life on live television.
Yet too many retarded kids out there today saying they are depressed when they are not. I have severe clinical depression, it is not just cured by watching A video, hearing A song, etc. Its very rare I ever feel happy. I want to die most days, and I'm on meds and in therapy all I feel is pain and agony.
@@brokengirl8619 remember suicide is a cowards path thats what i was saying to myself when thinking about it cuz i was bullied all day every day in school
@@mural8639 my parents and my sister think it’s a stupid thing someone would do.
@@mural8639 believe it or not, suicide is not cowardly. its not a persons fault they cannot deal with life anymore to the point where they have to take their own life. saying it like that makes victims look like cowards when they were not, they simply could not handle the pain anymore.
My post below IN NO WAY encourages anyone to hurt themselves or anyone else. Still...
YT made me edit some words & sentiments here. I don't write a lot of commentary, so I'm going to try to make the changes I think YT wants me to make without changing the overall message:
I've heard that as well - "self is a coward's way out." To that I say: The fuck do you know about courage? It takes exactly zero courage to trash the mindset of a self person. YOU are the coward. YOU didn't have the courage, let alone the time or effort to help that person ease their pain. I say it takes tremendous courage to do such an irreversible, powerful act, repellant as it may be to you.
Shit, I have my own pain - both emotional and physical - I want more than anything else to be free of this pain. Both pains keep getting worse by the day. And all that keeps me from curing myself is the LACK of COURAGE. This is my opinion, and mine alone.
The day my pain > my fear -->
my courage > my pain.
Then I can finally and be released from this torture.
So these ignorant, unaware, self-righteous people who say "self is a coward's way out" can take their sanctimonious platitudes and shove them waaaay up their asses, where the rest of their arrogance is kept.
By the way:
If you say this to a self-prone, depressed person (or just within earshot), you risk your entire relationship with them, because in that moment, you show them just how little you care about them and how insignificant you find their pain to be.
Basically, if you utter these (or similar) words, you are a shit friend. Try instead to help your friend by talking to them on their level, and if you can't be bothered to do that, seek the help of someone who can/will.
This is (I believe) a pretty important message, so I hope the powers that be do not see fit to erase it.
-just my humble opinion. Just an opinion. Try not to freak out.
Here are the websites YT has endorsed if you are considering self or other means of self:
www.findahelpline.com/
www.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
I have a morbid fascination about things like this, but once I see, or hear them I really question myself. I enjoy seeing great stories that lift the soul. I love hearing about people genuinely being great. But there is some weird thing inside of me that questions why things like this happen.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Damn, she did it quick, without hesitation.
I was reading about Paddy Chayefsky upon writing the screenplay of 'Network', when I "happened" upon this horrific true account of this 1974 suicide...and as I learned of her last words, from reading what her last words were, I leaned in as her very last words of "In keeping with the WXLT..." then hearing the gun shot...my, God, I immediately began visualizing the reactions of her co workers; cameraman, studio programmers, so forth and so on...I just closed my eyes after hearing it and I just don't know what to think.
You’re a thoughtful person
@@kaship98 Thank you.
@@ericcummings9671 how could you get a vision of what happened? (No offense)
@@GabrielMartinez-pe6ln Not "get a vision", but "visualizing the reactions" is what I stated. There is a difference.
@@ericcummings9671 sorry
Christine Chubbuck was known for being a beautiful and intelligent woman. It’s horrifically sad that she did this to herself.
I've seen and heard alot of gore videos in my time but this one always hits me the hardest for some reason and the part that always gets me is when she says "in living color" sometimes I'll just be sitting around the house and my brain will just say that and I feel as if I'm going to cry no words can describe what I feel when I hear that and I know it sounds cheap to say that having never met her but Jesus those words just hit me like a freight train I hope that wherever christine is she's happy
Read and listen to the audio about Timothy Treadwell it's really sad and gory.
@@akashiclight6279 that audio is fake. All of them are. The real audio hasn't been released and probably never well, at least not any time soon.
Jesus is Lord.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
@@TheJpep2424lol
As someone with depression who, like Christine, struggles with finding/keeping relationships and friendships, I really do understand that hopeless and utterly alone feeling that she must have been going through. It's sad, seeing how mental health was treated back then, but to look on the brighter side of things, we have come leaps and bounds since the 60's/70s when it comes to treating mental health. It's always hard thinking about all the people who died in the past for reasons that can be dealt with now.
Hopefully this audio is enough closure for the people who were only really interested in the true crime aspect of her death. I would still like to have the video itself released, purely to have this piece of history archived. I don't think I could bring myself to watch the video if it does make it's way to the public.
I hope Christine is in a better place now. At the very least, she is no longer suffering.
Leaps and bounds in mental health - not a chance. I have been in the system 30 years, the system now - is primitive, cold, even evil. I have had a literal hell of a time with mental health professionals. I have been to 8 hospitals, 50 therapists, 50 psychiatrists, and just as many outpatient programs all over the US, so I am qualified to say this. It's a farce. The field has become a joke.🔥
The video should not be released, won’t somebody please think about the children? It never fails.
Kids can end up accidentally looking for this kind of stuff online.
@@GabrielMartinez-pe6ln "Think of the children" okay, boomer.
@@vampire_juicebox tell me you’re a parents without actually telling me you’re a parent
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Definitely have come leaps and bounds since the 60s/70s. Now the solution is to pump people with SSRIs and pray they don't go on a massive shooting spree.
This is one of the most scariest things that ever popped up in my recommendations... I could almost certainly imagine the whole scenario play out of my mind and it's terrifying to be honest with you guys!
She was very pretty. So sorry she was so lonely. Hope she is resting peacefully and is finally free from depression.
She wasnt pretty
This is definitely her voice, so this clip sounds authentic. Her story is so very sad and maybe she could've lived, with some help for her depression. She would've turned 77 on 8.24.21. RIP.
theres no 24th month
@@sentryslmao The USA has different date format
@@shizumaakira yes, and its incorrect
Didn't know i shared my birthday, with Christine R.I.P 🕯
@@shizumaakira thanks for trying to correct an a$$ that won't be quiet.
considering the audio was found. it’s only a matter of time before a recording of the whole thing is found. I know that with things like this.. lost media with it’s audio found will eventually have it’s video found.
RIP Christine btw. she really did make a good point with the news as us being here proves her point.
If this is in fact real this is fucking terrifying. Honestly the fact that there’s no footage accompanying this makes it even more unnerving.
There is a footage, it’s just locked for safekeeping.
@@GabrielMartinez-pe6ln No one knows. I heard that they gave the footage to her family privately. It is either kept there or they destroyed it. This audio if real is a very lucky keep.
The footage is not bloody but is disturbing none the less. I saw it in 1974. I was 9 years old.
@@paulglover6525 no way how did people react to it after seeing it?
@@unclebruncle You would have to ask them. Perhaps the same way they reacted when Ruby shot Oswald.
You can tell she was getting nervous about it too. The way she starts stuttering it's clear she's anxious. Such a tragedy
It's eerie how nobody had a reaction because they all thought it was fake at first.
That, and the fact that it's so sudden. I think anybody would be speechless at first.
I don't know maybe it's just me, but I swear I hear people gasping in the background immediately after the gunshot
@@rachel-not-again-armamus89 I could swear I hear someone saying, "Oh God..."
@@rachel-not-again-armamus89 I think it’s from the people recording it but IDK.
You sure? 1:54… listen closely
The way she remains so stoic - is absolutely chilling. RIP Christine Chubbuck.
Really his name is it...❓️
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
She was a volunteer in a local hospital making puppet shows to the medically handicaped children, she was a sweet and big hearted woman. I wish she was still alive. I cant imagine the poor Children that loved her seeing that she died...
I find it ironic that a network that wanted a blood and guts coverage never exploited this footage. RIP Christine
The family got an injunction against it pretty quickly.
i cant imagine how traumatizing this must be to the viewers but especially to her family members. rest easy, christine.
This is so sad ☹️ I wish things had been different
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We also can’t change the past
@Austrian MLG Gamer 🇦🇹 he did say “I wish things had been different” meaning he WISHED she lived a life she wanted ofc. Just clearing that up since you didn’t see it homie
damn.. you can hear the pure agony in her voice near the end. poor woman, depression is no joke man
After years and years of reading her final words...I wasn't prepared to actually hear them. I wish Christine could have found another way. May she rest in peace.
How could she sound so calm? I don't blame her for her frustration of having to broadcast such awful news pieces. She had so many problems. Poor thing. She didn't need to report this crap every day. She said she wanted to work on human interest stories instead. She made a real statement with her final words and action.
She sounded calm because she was resolute about what she was about to do
@@rucianapollard7098 That's true, and good point, however, when you are about to blow your head off, it's possible that could change toward the end. And she did stumble a few times, actually.
The reaction at the end is of the person second-hand recording the audio from the video footage by the way...not part of the video itself. When you hear "Oh, man." that is the reaction of the person getting us this audio.
And to think that this suicide inspired part of the plot of the 1976 film Network, and its ending also inspired the interview scene in Joker on 2019.
damn she must have going through so much with her deprssion, relationship struggles, and other things that she was going through. god bless her and i hope she's in a better place now
Just look at society now. So many “Christine’s” out there. So many lonely people who just want connection but aren’t finding it.
Defending horrible people? New low
@@yung_dagger_d1469 Wasn’t defending anyone actually, just making an observation. Any more window licking comments you’d like to make? Maybe you should do what Christine did, but privately.
@@LRM5195 That's a terrible thing to say to someone.
She was so beautiful. Rip
@@mateusz-czajkowski that makes no sense
I believe 100% she was a virgin.
@@anthonyzarate9807 she wanted to be married and she wasn’t
@@anthonyzarate9807 why does this matter you creep
Bruh this was just a compliment. Why is virginity suddenly involved?
Thanks for posting this.
The fact that people talked badly about her after the death makes my blood boil. Evil people.
People still do…
once she got to the restaurant robbery, I got chills all down my body, knowing what was coming next. My brain kept panicking, almost as if there was someway to stop it, to tell her not to do it. And only once that shot rang out did it become inexplicably clear that I just listened to someone's last words before they took their own life. Something I had thankfully never experienced before and hopefully never experience again. If there's an afterlife, I hope you've found peace Christine.
my heart broke when i heard the audio (i am 15 years old) i almost cried when i heard the gun sound, i hope christine found the peace after her death, i hope it too
Thanks McLovin
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There is an afterlife and Jesus proved it by defeating death. Confirming he is who he claimed to be. The son of God, savior and Lord.
All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.
The wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life thru Jesus Christ our Lord.
Jesus Christ is the way the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except thru Him.
Repent and believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
After hearing this, I realize how amazing Rebecca Hall was in playing Christine in the 2016 movie about the tragedy.
Where can I watch it
The poor dude who says WOW at the end. I wonder how many years of therapy he needed 🥺
This was the most random recommendation I’ve ever gotten, I thought it was music when I clicked this. May she Rest In Peace..
Even in the last moments of her life she remained professional, oh my God, I can't even imagine what went through her head right before she pulled the trigger.
Rest in peace, Christine...
I'm sorry that the world has treated you like this, I hope you have found peace...
Imagine what went through her head right after.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Wow she really thought that through. You can tell she ran it in her head so much that the real thing was just so easy for her. So calm it’s insane, but depression can do crazy things.
You hear no screaming because around that time came out prop guns that could dispense prop blood. The producers thought she used one. One of the producers actually said “very funny”, before discovering her head bleeding out from the right.
So sad.... I feel she had the potential to be big... like a Diane Sawyer
What chills me is how effortless she was in going off script. You couldn’t tell it wasn’t scripted until the last few seconds.
It's freaky to think that in her mind she might be thinking, "this is the last time I ever say these specific words."
She felt unloved. She did not receive the care, compassion and understanding someone with depression needs. She really was failed by those around her. She had voiced her feelings, no one listened.
Her parents spent hundreds of thousands of dollars over a decade on treatments to try and help her, but we just didn't know much about depression (and alleged by her brother, bi-polar) so nothing helped for long. The people around her did everything they could.
There’s only one copy of the tape. We don’t even know where it’s at. I can’t imagine how much mental pain she was in.
On this day July 15th, 2024 marks exactly 50 years since this death happened. Rest in peace Christine Chubbuck, I still send prayers to her family since some of her family members are still alive
literally the ultimate middle finger to the news industry
Remember kids, don't look things like this up curiosity leads to trauma
Depression & mental illness is real. This is so sad.
"if it bleeds, it leads." heard it quite a lot as a journalism student, albeit sometimes said rather sardonically. things haven't changed. people will always have morbid curiosity and that's not necessarily a bad thing, but the exploitation aspect of it is. i no longer have a desire to work in broadcast and haven't for quite some time for similar reasons. it's a depressing ass job having to constantly be reminded of all the bad in the world and as someone with depression, i'd rather have peace of mind. just wish it could have been the same for her. this story will always haunt me. always. she was beautiful, driven and seemed nice enough.
After she shot herself there was a gasp which means she didn't die immediately afterwards, thats fucking horrifying
She was pronounced dead 14 hours later after being rushed to Sarasota Memorial Hospital
It is very true
It's so tragic seeing a promising, beautiful, young woman take her own life. I read that it was a combination of the constant reporting of horrible news along with her love life being non-existent that she spiraled into deep depression. Regardless, I wish she would've gotten the help she needed.
So sad she reached this point. and honestly, she’s one of the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. but not only crazy beautiful, you can tell she was really intelligent as well, the kind of girl who can make any ordinary man feel intimidated, and I guess that’s why she struggled so much to find someone. anyway, so tragic, she deserved better. RIP, Christine.
She didn't just commit suicide because she couldn't find a man... there were a lot of factors.
@@mayplaysgames7978 yes, you are right. love was just one of many other reasons.
Where does it say that?
You’re really putting her on a pedestal.
Yeah it was traguc and she didnt deserve it (i guess). But if shes one of the most beautiful woman youve ever seen you need to go out and watch movies more often, cause shes far from it
I remember this. Not much was known about treating depression back then or stopping suicide. She had been given help her whole life and warned people she was about to kill herself. But no one dreamed she would do it on air. How sad.
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@@mariaguadalupeguzmangalind5534 Kys - Keep yourself safe
And in some cases there's nothing ANYONE can do to treat someone else's depression. Some people seriously just don't want to be here anymore.
This audio was made for the song that is literally in the description. Thats why if you go to that very song, you will hear the same audio. This isn't from the movie Christine, let alone the real audio that was destroyed under attorney supervision. This generation is soooooo regarded 😂
Believe it or not my uncle actually would watch this station and saw her suicide live. I showed him this audio and he said this is 100% legit he remembered her last words before she even said them
The screen turned to black before she killed herself. Either you or your uncle are lying.
@@HappyCynic no, it didn't. It cut away seconds after she shot herself and then they began to play a movie
@@thepittstop That's the problem with info on the internet. Sites will contradict other sites and the truth may never be known.
I read it somewhere the guy in the booth cut to black as she produced the gun, but the audio was still live.
I'm not saying you're wrong and I'm right. Just that we will probably never know.
@@HappyCynic the video definitely exists though. The studio and family themselves have said as much. I believe there are at least three known copies: one owned by the studio, one owned by the police/ lawyers, and another by the family (why on Earth the family decided they wanted a copy, I have no idea). There are also reports of people seeing it from their TVs from newspapers at the time. They could have lied, though
@@thepittstop It's in the hands of a law firm, apparently. The manager of the station left it to his wife when he died. She was sick of the harassment surrounding the tape so hired a law firm to look after it.
Whether it will see the light of day after her death is anybodys guess.
Suicidal people are usually good people who in most cases were so nice, they're missed dearly, most homicidal people could never kill their self. One is selfless and the other is selfish. They're both horrible, because in both cases they leave a lot of people grieving. I hate guns. I hate guns. I hate murder. I hate abuse and abusive people. If I could change the world. Do you ever imagine hearing God say at the end of a day that today was a good day? Its sad to think about the grief God must be feeling.
i don’t know why i’m so shocked at how quickly it happened even though i was already expecting to hear the gunshot at the end. i read that she even wrote a script for her co workers to read about her being in critical condition
The video was lost. The audio was found but the videos of the death has been wiped. No trace of it remains. This is just sad.
There’s a copy of it in a law firm never to seen by the public
she had a sense of humor about it, and took the piss out of the station selling blood and guts to the public. THis is what you folks at home want to see, right?
That shot was super quick. She had to have already had it out during the final words.
Here from "The Darkest Lost Media [Vol. 1]".
I think the part that puts me on edge is the audible exhale you hear right after the shot. It's proof that it's legit more than anything (don't ask me how I know that).
Not excusing her actions, but this is an obvious result of both the environment of the time, and perfectly lined-up individual circumstances.
In a way it was kind of inevitable, and more or less another push for safety protocols in modern media.
My condolences to her family, but it doesn't make it any less fascinating.
She left behind people who loved her, and were devastated by her last act.
I was born in Sarasota and my dad tells me that he actually saw this live when it happened.
Did you showed him this audio?
@@resiniferatoxina4248 unfortunately, he’s been gone for several years now, but I would have if he were around.
Rest in Peace, Christine. Such a beautiful soul, just being misunderstood by 1970s society which didn't understand about psychology and mental health awareness.
what are you talking about? She was seeing psychologists and psychiatrists for 20 years before this.
@@RubberWilburI think they meant it was more taboo to speak on it back then
Not to mention, people were still figuring stuff back, so there’s no guarantee that was a good psychologistz
@@RubberWilbur Back then psychology issues were not accessible to ordinary people like us today, in the era of public awareness & internet
She was nothing more than a product of Darwinism. You didn’t know her. She could’ve been a raging bitch. Certainly was severely mentally Ill. No reason to mourn her.
The modern news world could learn a lot from Christine's beliefs, but unfortunately all these years later it seems her message hasn't been heard. Rest in Peace.
I don't know why I'm so obsessed with this. Poor beautiful girl. I have no words
Every once awhile i come back to famous stories like this whether it's lost media or disappearences i try to not do it to often because even people who make videos about these subjects say it can be to much and they need to take a break. As someone who is in my mid 20s she was a couple years older i understand why she was so distraught i am personally doing okay but we all go thru funks. Mid 20s is a weird time and you're kind of in a in-between age not that far from when you were in college but also old enough to understand adult issues. As someone who trys to be understanding and be there for others i wish some our age were a little better not jumping to conclusions and judging others treat others like you wanna be treated not as hard as some wanna make it and realize we all have shit we're going thru.. 🙌
She seems like some who could have been genuinely loveable. Sad.
Oh that is so haunting to hear that gun shot, knowing what happened. What makes it more eerie is that because because your so focused on listening, your brain fills in the blanks of the visual cues.
Wow that is actually her, I didn't expect this to be legitimate. 😓😭