All the southern boys would do this. I can’t believe people think it’s wrong. Check out the laws Leviticus . . Expect to get shot if u come around coveting our home
OMG I've never seen him cry before... and considering all the interviews he did in the past where he spoke about how much he loved his sisters, it was painful to hear him say that.
Down to earth guy? LOL. He was narcissist to the extreme. So full of himself, the way he looked, sounded. For fucks sake he even says himself he thought he was an immortal god. He was amazing guy nevertheless, and his band was in my opinion one of the greatest in history of r`n`r, not just metal. But to say he was down to earth is like saying the sky is down to earth.
@@macmclain1350 Shyness and narcissism are not necessarily opposed. I don`t think he was a narcissist in that psychopathic way like some politicians or sexual predators are. There are shy people who are introverted exactly because they feel superior. They find human interaction pointless and tiresome. He definitely was empathetic and kind dude. But he definitely thought of himself as smarter than most, stronger than most, prettier than most, more talented than most. And he really was all that, i am not denying it. But he most certainly was very aware of that.
P.S. Self hate does not always stem from inferiority complex. It can also come from feeling of grandeur and failing to meet the high standards you expect from yourself. It can also stem from feeling that your environment is not up to your standards, which is also something he lived with. Disappointments with women, society, his job etc. Thinking you deserve much better may also lead you to self hate.
So sad. Great singer along with great songs. He wanted to die. He didn't like himself. Do you know how many people in this world feel the same way? There is someone somewhere right now about to end their life. I have seen beautiful girls that thought they were ugly, where in fact I found them very beautiful. Remember, if you think you are ugly, there is always someone somewhere who thinks you are beautiful. Don't give up your life.
He's like so many addicts I've known. He's so mired in his addictive thinking that he can't see the contradictions between his anger and his fears. He's so pissed that his family stopped him from killing himself yet he wrote a hundred songs about his heartbreak from losing the ones he loved and his fears of losing more. Just listen to "Everything Dies" to hear the meaning others have to him and his desperate search to understand all the loss.
@@starshaderevenant yes. If the person needs help and don't wan't to get it. Peter was absolutelly psychotic and out of control at that time. He could be dangerous to himself and others. He was confused but if you are not stupid enough you would understand and forgive your family and friends...
@@alencarrodrigues3619 and you think the police are going to HELP someone? they will only put your loved one in jail, where they will learn how to be a better criminal, as Peter said. it's such an entitlted delusional upper class viewpoint to think the police are actually going to HELP especially anyone with addictions or mental health. the police are there to make arrests. not to help. and once your loved one enters the system, they are fucked. if you legitimately love them and want to help just be there for them. listen... let them talk without judging or preaching. let them vent. take them out and do stuff with them to get their mind off things. call them. simply be there for them until they are ready. someone has to be ready for help, and forcing it will never work.
I think the main reason why this is extremely heartbreaking for me to watch is that, even though I sympathize with Peter and feel sorry for him, I sort of know how fckd up it can be to have a family member in a situation of substance abuse. Being the daughter of an alcoholic mom, I got to have a fairly close look at the total train wreck into which an addiction can turn a person's life, and those of their family members as well. As far as I can tell from my personal experience, sometimes things get so dangerously out of control that an invasive (in the lack of a better word) intervention not only is required, but actually seems to be the only way to keep the person from harming or even killing themselves or someone else. That's how bad it can be. I do NOT believe, however, that simply locking someone up for good would be categorized as a valid, efficient way to deal with the whole thing. It mostly ends up in what we just saw here: someone pissed off, extremely hurt and disappointed, feeling betrayed and unable to critically analyze their situation and the toll it's taken on themselves and everyone else. Anyways, I honestly think this is the kind of situation that should not be judged unless one knows EXACTLY what happened, told and explained by both parts (which, unfortunately, will most probably never happen). Peace.
Exactly. Alot of people here take Peter's side with only hearing his side. What if he was driving around messed up on drugs? Maybe he had guns in his posession. All things I have also dealt with personally with my father. People are so quick to judge.
@killswitchNY he did not have guns, aside from his father Walther he brought home from the war which he had Josh keep as he wasn't allowed to do so as he was a convicted felon.
@@KillSwitchNY In later interviews he explains how he was suffering from psychosis from so much drug use. He either planted or was convinced there were cameras and microphones planted around his home. He smashed his toilet with a sledgehammer because he thought he saw a black octopus crawling out. He'd call up his relatives at weird hours and they'd go check up on him to find he'd covered electronics in foil and thought his cats were getting harassed by insects. Not to mention he was high when he went and found his ex fiancee and beat up her secret lover/husband and probably would've killed him if he'd been just a little more off his rocker that night.
He WAS SENSITIVE-yes, but let's NOT bullshit ourselves here: what REALLY killed him was eating bad food and abusing drugs and alcohol for way too long. As he says/said himself in one of his interviews re him STARTING to use cocaine at age 35(!): "What kind of an idiot STARTS using cocaine at 35?!?!??" A: A dead idiot (and I LOVE the guy AND the band, but that's REALITY).
@@arthurbishop3173 A lot of people start using and abusing substances later in their life. People like that also deserve help and are not immature, but just made a dumb decision based on their emotions that can sometimes overwhelm the person. He also had access to it which did not help.
Why did I watch this.. so sad. Peter seemed like a tortured soul and I wish there was someone who could've saved him. R.I.P peter I truly hope you're in a much better place♡♡♡
I got kicked out of my aunt's house around XMas and was homeless, I was then sent to a mental hospital and all that shit. Feel for this guy, and yeah, substances are what I was hiding behind as well and still do sometimes.
@@watamatafoyu It will change you. After being homeless I still would drink and take pills from time to time but once I was able to find work and rent a house and get married, I ended up being clean for over 2 years now.
@@Nodsbane Everybody reacts differently, some people's tolerance is for homelessness, some people can't even stand the thought of it. I can't say it's the best or worst thing for everyone, but I will say that just one thing is never enough for anyone. People need multiple things, and it's different for different people. I'm glad you found what works for you; a lot of people need things they can't get, and drugs are just a way of simulating the feelings those things cause. That's why we need a strong support system to find what people need and help them wind that engine up.
Really late reply but Em, I agree. I have watched this video several times and I actually do find it very sad. They wouldn't have done that if there wasn't some serious stuff going on with him. It's just sad that he couldn't see it. I love Type O and I admire Peter a lot but this is the one time where I feel uncomfortable watching him because I don't like what I have to hear. :(
as a recovering addict, and as a person that has been incarcerated for being an addict, I can so relate to this. and yes, its truly sad. Society looking out for us at its best. RIP Peter
@@patrickedwards8518 He was jailed for breaking probation on alcohol related charges I think. And for attacking his ex's secret husband. Then his family held an intervention to get him to rehab. He also needed the psych ward, he was very sick, dealing with drug-induced psychosis, bipolar disorder, and depression on top of that. He VOLUNTARILY continued to get psychiatric help.
I met him twice totally by accident. Once at "Albion/Batcave" and at "Duffs". What an intelligent and incredible fucking guy. Sips red wine and would talk about everything from stratus clouds and how much his music "sucks". Watching this video got me really upset for the guy. He's obviously (well was) family oriented, and he has a HUGE heart for his fans. The man WILL buy you a drink and ask questions and so on. Truly a genuine guy and not a disappointment like certain musicians/artists.
He reminds me a little bit of Christopher Walken. I love Type O Negative, in fact my blood type IS type o negative. I should probably donate blood more...
He's right. Preach on, brother Steele. No self-respecting family voluntarily throws their child in prison just to prove a point. There are civilized reasonable approaches to substance abuse and forced prison time is not one of them. I would disown my family if they did that shit to me. We miss you, Pete. Thank you for writing all of those songs we love listening to!
After listening to this interview, I scrolled down to comment that we will probably be hearing about this guy's death before too long. But before I commented, I read another comment that concluded with the words,"RIP Peter". So I Google searched the name "Peter Steele", and learned that he is already dead. What a tragic waste of a talented Human being's life.
Dead yes, but left an amazing legacy of albums, funny interviews, inspired people/fans/band mates/other bands, and on and on. I suggest you look into WHAT HE DID, rather than lamenting that he's gone. Not everyone lives to 80 or whatever. He didn't fade away...he burned VERY BRIGHTLY and then BURNED OUT. Sometimes, that's what God has in mind...who knows...
David Conner: the guy had a heart attack, you can’t argue when your oil pumps blown, sure his habits for a while didn’t help, but it’s always the case when a person finds that place of peace, when all the changes are made...
I to have been placed in a this same situation! 5 sisters and all! But I was kicked out on the street to be kept from my dying father because of the same reasons! And I am the eldest son! Now I am not sure if I will ever have the means to see my father alive again because I lack the resources and the mental stability to obtain the resources! Love you Peter! Rest in Peace brother!
@mark maietta They claim it was a gf of his that coaxed him to use with her. He said it was especially stupid given he was like 35 when he started, and he'd been mostly taking care of himself and should've known better.
Come on dude, i love Pete and his music too, but do you really believe him here? I`ve been in the same shit, and felt betrayed because of the same reason, today i am nothing but grateful. Shame he did not stay around long enough, he would surely be grateful too. He was still not thinking clearly here.
@@nyalarhotep He looks and sounds like relatives and an ex h struggling to cope with forced sobriety. Of course, in that state, they weren't "that bad", it was so-and-so's fault, everyone was demonizing them, "who do they think they are telling me how to run my life?! They're the ones ruining my life with all this legal shit" (Yeah, totalling vehicles multiple times bc they were piss-drunk, or assaulting others, doesn't make them a health hazard to everyone else /s) I'm glad he climbed out of that, as he mentioned it was two steps forward one step back, but by then end he was so much more level-headed, had acknowledged his part in it and didn't sound bitter about his friends and family doing the interventions. And congratulations! I wish you a long life of continued freedom and peace! ✌
i felt the need to comment on this vid....compelled to!!...i dont think any less of pete...for doing drugs and i dont think less of anyone for doing drugs...or think less of anyone period!...cause im not that way....i wish the whole world would man up and be as real of a person as pete was...the world would be a better place...RIP Pete...love u man...u did what was in ur heart...which is play music!!...and u did it well...thank u god for pete and who he was!...we need more ppl like him...amen!!!
It's now more than 12 years since you left. I see this video and it makes me thoughtful and sad. I know pretty well how it must have felt for you : You wrote this sublime, deep and haunting music. And at the same time you were devastated. It is very difficult to endure this state. It literally breaks your heart when you basically want to live a good life and your own inner demons keep coming back. It's a long, painful process, but there's basically only one way to avoid breaking : You have to learn to forget. Because only those who forget can be happy again. I know, unfortunately it's too late for you, but I think on the other hand you have found the peace that you were denied in life. You were absolutely amazing and your music accompanies me in my dark times and hours. Your spirit is immortal and I love your music. My blood type is Type O Negative, and I guess it's no coincidence that I think you're really great. With all the ups and downs, just the way you were, you were exactly right. Wolf Moon is being played at my funeral. Rest in peace Mister Peter Steele 🖤💚
i remember peter when workin at the record store in nyc in early 90s.one of the most down to earth,articulate and music(not just metal)savvy guys i have ever seen.never ever playing up to the rockstar stereotype,always up for a chat with fans.hope he gets through all this recent troubles..you cant keep a good man down
I don't care what people say, but Pete's a hard working, hard rocken, hard partying East Coast dude who's gone through a whole lot of shit in his life, either from his own actions, or from what others put him through. I think it's obvious that deep down this is a man with a good heart. He's got to work through his own anger and pain. I always try to send him positive vibes and wish him all my best. This kind of music career like anything in "Arts & Entertainment" can rip a person's soul apart.
He did, he got sober for about his last 2 years and turned catholic. He was doing great and looking so. Here’s a link to one of his last interviews: ruclips.net/video/665Wz4vB0q0/видео.html
A tortured soul a genius a very honest man I hope you found peace all you wanted was to have true love so so sad RIP beautiful man THE LEGEND THAT IS PETER STEELE ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
Its hard to see a loved one addicted to drugs kill themselves day in and day out. Ive seen this happen to a family and have had to deal with commiting someone for different reasons. It was the hardest thing i ever did in my life. I did do it because there was no other way. She was very mad at me at first but is so thankful it has changed her life completely. I did it because i love her i hope in my heart peter came at peace with his family before his passing. RIP
I love Peter Steele but I think addicts are always too rough on their families..assuming their family really loves them. It's a hard position to be in honestly..watching a loved one self destruct. Then when family tries to save them they are spit on and told they are betraying. That being said..jail is not the place for addicts..jail isn't the place for anyone really. We need a better system to help people get off the shit and help them rejoin society. I just think addicts are too selfish to see the other side of things and the pain they cause everyone else. And this usual talk of "oh it was just too much"..the only drug I endorse is marijuana. Other than that..you should run from any other substance..including alcohol. The pain you cause yourself and so many around you isn't worth it.
@MrAlienautopsy who says they really loved him? there was not a closeness between them and since his death he has been their meal ticket to pretend their pitiful lives amounted to anything.
Poor Peter. i had no idea this was happening to him. Highly creative people so often have to go through pain and dark times to create. And somehow in the process the created is a thing of beauty and light. Hope there are peaceful times ahead.
you listen to enough lyrics and watch enough interviews and you start to think...eh...he's a really awesome guy with really shitty coping skills. strip away the limelight and all that goes with it...i think he's got a good heart and is a lot more intellectually interesting than people give him credit for.
Peter, thank you for being a musical idol, good friend, and the spiritual big brother I never had. I hope the afterlife treats you better than how this sorry world treated you. You will be missed and revered by millions. Rest in Peace, you've earned it. Love, Destroyerofsouls666
He was good and bad...he was human being, just like the rest of us, and too many of us want to punish and put each other through shit when we fuck up, when we ought to just forgive and move on (though that in itself is hard). We love you Peter! R.I.P.....
Sounds like he's gonna cry. I feel so bad hearing the pain in his soul. I feel like I'd gonna hug him like a child, whispering "there, there, it's over now, you're safe now, you're loved so much". R.I.P. my angel ♥️♥️♥️
"Better to learn from MY mistakes than the mistakes of others" Peter never tried in his entirelife to blame others.. he was REAL&down to earth. The song he wrote after his father died the lyrics are so beautiful ..the video is the best! His quote of "I was trying to compensate for my fathers death@being a cowered by hiding behind chemicals.." OH PETER.. you weren't a cowerd most ALL of us have
Peter Steele was a huge musical influence to me and when I met him he was super cool and very friendly. This is an odd interview because in the beginning he knew he was messed up and it was his fault but then blames his family for sending him away to get clean under false pretense. I've been down this road with both parents. 1 for mental issues and 1 for alcoholism. They tend to think everyone is out to get them when we are in fact acting out of love and desperation to save them. Same thing happens if you give up on them and let them go on without you. It's a no win situation when dealing with addicts and mental disorders.
Unfortunately his mental health was not great at the time he did the interview. He has the anger towards his family probably more due to the humiliation of what had occurred. Watch his last interview where he is clean and sober and the contrast is stunning. So sad that he died shortly after.
i was there the day after helping his gf with her belongings, she was devastated, never did find out what happened to her after that. the day prior he had fallen in the backyard and pronounced dead at GCH in Scranton. He was a great musician and person. RIP brother you are missed
he truly spoke the truth. all of these guys tap into the negative energy that gives false power and they end up getting screwed spiritually, mentally and sometimes physically. satan and lucifer lie. any power you get is fleeting.
The thing that strikes me is that he was so goddamn honest about everything. Nobody bares their soul like that on national TV. It's like he was crying out for help. I respect the hell outta Peter for that. He was tortured but incredibly brave to "let it all out" like that. RIP Peter. God I wish I could have helped.
The problem with people like Peter is that they never recognize that THEY are the problem. It's always someone else to blame for what goes wrong for them.
Substance abuse can be an awful experience for someone, but like he mentioned, he avoided dealing with his father's death by abusing substances. Confront your issues rather than hiding from them. Those original issues are often (usually?) the problem and not the substance, current research shows.
I feel so sorry for Peter, on many levels. My brother started doing drugs when he was 11, mostly to deal w my parent’s divorce, and later to self-medicate for anxiety and bi-polar disorder. He ended up in prison for 3 years, got clean, and has stayed that way. He’s on year 5 now, almost 35 years after he started using. I don’t think addicts belong in jail/prison. We need better treatments for psychiatric issues. That’s why the majority of addicts use, whether it’s heroin, meth, sex, food, alcohol etc. I understand why people react violently to finding a lover or spouse cheating. Finding out my ex-husband cheated on me and then left me for that bitch was the worst thing I’ve ever been through, and I’m a cancer survivor. I’d rather have gone through chemo again. It was like having PTSD. That was 3 years ago, and it still tears me apart. RIP, Peter.
It's sad to see Pete go through this heart ache so near the end of his life, especially with family.. I know how it feels to have a Family member dishone you and take that bitterness to the Grave.. Not a nice feeling, still hurts even if your angry with them cause you can never forgive.
He got sober for about his last 2 years and turned catholic. He was doing great and looking so. Here’s a link to one of his last interviews: ruclips.net/video/665Wz4vB0q0/видео.html
I read in an interview with another band member that he was doing two eight balls a day. Nobody can say that didn't play a part in his eventual heart attack. Cocaine is hard on your heart, and he had a family history besides. I mean it sucks that it happened that way, but I can see why his family did it.
He died from a Aneurysm not heart attack. Not being a dick but I had one that Dissected by my heart same as Peter but I survived Emergency open heart surgery and my life will never be the same. Peter I hope is in a better place.
Correction on one part, he did find true love, but he messed it all up and regretted it every day of his life. The man was a godsend, a true visionary in more ways than one. He will be missed.
Pete is a really awesome guy,. I'm so irate at his fucking parents that put him into a mental hospital and then he was sent to jail. I know about family betrayal all too well. It's a shame he died so young at 48years old. I don't feel like Pete Steele squandered his life. He was an awesome rock star and he turned all his negative feelings and sought refuge in rock music.
It's really sad to learn about all of this stuff now about Peter Steele. He was a troubled soul and I hope he is finding his peace somewhere. All of Type O' Negative's CDs have a special meaning to me and they alternate in my car all the time. RIP Peter Steele.
Damn man, Pete was just a normal guy with an extraordinary job. The man was incredibly smart, sensitive and pretty tough, all in one. And to think he never found true love; perhaps he was smarter than everyone thinks. There is no such thing as true love. Only the idea of it. Damn man, miss ya Pete.
His heart gave out from all the weight it carried...he verbalized some of that here...he is at peace now, as we all will be soon enough. Till we meet again Pete...
The guy´s on speed. I´ve used to do that stuff for years, and it´s so obvious that he´s on it. Sad, but there´s a way out. It sucks at first, but then life has a meaning again. You go and get well man.
I love this interview. This is the late Peter Steele. I still think he would be alive if not for imposing rapid detox, abstinence, AA on a person over 50 whos body cannot take that kind of shock to the system. "Get that poison out of your body" philosophy is not good when done too fast. Has to be done gently.
Not to mention the physical and emotional strain of being imprisoned and betrayed. A really shitty story, and I think you're probably right that this ordeal was the real reason he died after a year of being clean. He was mothered to death.
Margatroid I was addicted to high amounts of opiates for 16 years. I remember people telling me "get that poison out of your system". and you are better everyday. They did not understand that I "indulged" in chemicals that the body naturally makes, dopamine, and my body has stopped making them, and won't for a long time. Rapid detox and strict drug testing can kill you if not understood. It took me 4 years to wean off. If I had been arrested and not been able to do on my own terms, I would be dead. It screws up your blood pressure. I love Peter and always will. He was too good for this world.
I have been in a few "institutions" in my day. Some suck, some don't. But all are better than being dead. Believe me when I say that addiction doesn't allow people who love you to help. You don't want help; you want more drugs and alcohol. People who love you get in the way of all that. In the end, they are not "pawning you off", they are saving your life. There is absolutely nothing easy about someone who loves you having to send you away to get help. It's by far harder on them than you.
A man that could kick the ass of everybody but have enough selfcontrol and heart to not do it have all my respect.
All the southern boys would do this. I can’t believe people think it’s wrong. Check out the laws Leviticus . . Expect to get shot if u come around coveting our home
He was brainy
@Brooklyn Sarcozi not to excuse what he did but the dude kind of deserved what he got for messing around,just sayin'🤷
💚 exactly
@sayvar44 he turned roman catholic towards the end of his life
OMG I've never seen him cry before... and considering all the interviews he did in the past where he spoke about how much he loved his sisters, it was painful to hear him say that.
He didn't cry
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"... And it caught up with me.....
.... *voice break* you know? "
"Better to learn by my mistake than by the mistakes of others"..Thats the quote of a man who has honor
I so agree with you
he said the opposite too lol
It's actually superior to learn from the mistakes of others and thus avoid the error to begin with. Avoiding the pain of the consequences.
@@unapprovedtruth7116 not only superior, but takes intelligence to apply. Average people usually learn from their own mistakes
I wish I could've met him, such an honest and down to earth guy. An extremely underrated musician as well.
Down to earth guy? LOL. He was narcissist to the extreme. So full of himself, the way he looked, sounded. For fucks sake he even says himself he thought he was an immortal god. He was amazing guy nevertheless, and his band was in my opinion one of the greatest in history of r`n`r, not just metal. But to say he was down to earth is like saying the sky is down to earth.
@@nyalarhotep He only thought that when he was coked out. He actually thought very low of himself. Definitely far from a narcissist.
Same here
@@macmclain1350 Shyness and narcissism are not necessarily opposed. I don`t think he was a narcissist in that psychopathic way like some politicians or sexual predators are. There are shy people who are introverted exactly because they feel superior. They find human interaction pointless and tiresome. He definitely was empathetic and kind dude. But he definitely thought of himself as smarter than most, stronger than most, prettier than most, more talented than most. And he really was all that, i am not denying it. But he most certainly was very aware of that.
P.S. Self hate does not always stem from inferiority complex. It can also come from feeling of grandeur and failing to meet the high standards you expect from yourself. It can also stem from feeling that your environment is not up to your standards, which is also something he lived with. Disappointments with women, society, his job etc. Thinking you deserve much better may also lead you to self hate.
Poor guy was in pain.
Michael Donohue oh poor baby he was 6'8 with a huge Dick come on
Lolol adam..
just bc he was attractive doesn't mean he didn't have emotional problems. and he clearly did. its very sad.
Wish being tall and well endowed equalled immunity to pain.....
💚 im 'relieved' pple start to see this (finally?), thx for y nice reaction (i know its old), it still stands tho
"THEY HAVE UNLEASHED ME UPON THE WORLD"
Reminds me of Black Sabbath’s Iron Man
So sad. Great singer along with great songs. He wanted to die. He didn't like himself. Do you know how many people in this world feel the same way?
There is someone somewhere right now about to end their life. I have seen beautiful girls that thought they were ugly, where in fact
I found them very beautiful. Remember, if you think you are ugly, there is always someone somewhere who thinks you are beautiful.
Don't give up your life.
It's so sad he died. He was such a talented man.
He's like so many addicts I've known. He's so mired in his addictive thinking that he can't see the contradictions between his anger and his fears. He's so pissed that his family stopped him from killing himself yet he wrote a hundred songs about his heartbreak from losing the ones he loved and his fears of losing more. Just listen to "Everything Dies" to hear the meaning others have to him and his desperate search to understand all the loss.
don't you ever call the police on someone and claim to love them. EVER
@@starshaderevenant yes. If the person needs help and don't wan't to get it. Peter was absolutelly psychotic and out of control at that time. He could be dangerous to himself and others. He was confused but if you are not stupid enough you would understand and forgive your family and friends...
@@alencarrodrigues3619 and you think the police are going to HELP someone? they will only put your loved one in jail, where they will learn how to be a better criminal, as Peter said. it's such an entitlted delusional upper class viewpoint to think the police are actually going to HELP especially anyone with addictions or mental health. the police are there to make arrests. not to help. and once your loved one enters the system, they are fucked. if you legitimately love them and want to help just be there for them. listen... let them talk without judging or preaching. let them vent. take them out and do stuff with them to get their mind off things. call them. simply be there for them until they are ready. someone has to be ready for help, and forcing it will never work.
Great take, I find his struggles unfortunately relatable and comments like this always cause me to reflect, very poignant.
Também vejo dessa forma!
I think the main reason why this is extremely heartbreaking for me to watch is that, even though I sympathize with Peter and feel sorry for him, I sort of know how fckd up it can be to have a family member in a situation of substance abuse. Being the daughter of an alcoholic mom, I got to have a fairly close look at the total train wreck into which an addiction can turn a person's life, and those of their family members as well. As far as I can tell from my personal experience, sometimes things get so dangerously out of control that an invasive (in the lack of a better word) intervention not only is required, but actually seems to be the only way to keep the person from harming or even killing themselves or someone else. That's how bad it can be. I do NOT believe, however, that simply locking someone up for good would be categorized as a valid, efficient way to deal with the whole thing. It mostly ends up in what we just saw here: someone pissed off, extremely hurt and disappointed, feeling betrayed and unable to critically analyze their situation and the toll it's taken on themselves and everyone else. Anyways, I honestly think this is the kind of situation that should not be judged unless one knows EXACTLY what happened, told and explained by both parts (which, unfortunately, will most probably never happen). Peace.
PsYxxxChAoS omg the best comment. I'm thinking in a same way tho...
Exactly. Alot of people here take Peter's side with only hearing his side. What if he was driving around messed up on drugs? Maybe he had guns in his posession. All things I have also dealt with personally with my father. People are so quick to judge.
@killswitchNY
he did not have guns, aside from his father Walther he brought home from the war which he had Josh keep as he wasn't allowed to do so as he was a convicted felon.
@@KillSwitchNY In later interviews he explains how he was suffering from psychosis from so much drug use. He either planted or was convinced there were cameras and microphones planted around his home. He smashed his toilet with a sledgehammer because he thought he saw a black octopus crawling out. He'd call up his relatives at weird hours and they'd go check up on him to find he'd covered electronics in foil and thought his cats were getting harassed by insects. Not to mention he was high when he went and found his ex fiancee and beat up her secret lover/husband and probably would've killed him if he'd been just a little more off his rocker that night.
The lesson I learned from this video is that Riker island will fuck you up
I have so much respect for how he wore his heart on his sleeve; a real loss :(
This guy was very sensitive and gentle.Thats what killed him of course.
At 6'8" he was a gentle giant
You silly bitch.
he really was!!! hurts me to see this video😔
He WAS SENSITIVE-yes, but let's NOT bullshit ourselves here: what REALLY killed him was eating bad food and abusing drugs and alcohol for way too long. As he says/said himself in one of his interviews re him STARTING to use cocaine at age 35(!):
"What kind of an idiot STARTS using cocaine at 35?!?!??"
A: A dead idiot (and I LOVE the guy AND the band, but that's REALITY).
@@arthurbishop3173 A lot of people start using and abusing substances later in their life. People like that also deserve help and are not immature, but just made a dumb decision based on their emotions that can sometimes overwhelm the person. He also had access to it which did not help.
Why did I watch this.. so sad. Peter seemed like a tortured soul and I wish there was someone who could've saved him. R.I.P peter I truly hope you're in a much better place♡♡♡
Slowly learning more about his attitude and where the music comes from because of interviews like this.
There is always more to learn about the Green Man. I only hope he found some peace and solace on the other side
I got kicked out of my aunt's house around XMas and was homeless, I was then sent to a mental hospital and all that shit. Feel for this guy, and yeah, substances are what I was hiding behind as well and still do sometimes.
Being homeless is the only thing that saved my sister
@@watamatafoyu It will change you. After being homeless I still would drink and take pills from time to time but once I was able to find work and rent a house and get married, I ended up being clean for over 2 years now.
@@Nodsbane Everybody reacts differently, some people's tolerance is for homelessness, some people can't even stand the thought of it. I can't say it's the best or worst thing for everyone, but I will say that just one thing is never enough for anyone. People need multiple things, and it's different for different people. I'm glad you found what works for you; a lot of people need things they can't get, and drugs are just a way of simulating the feelings those things cause. That's why we need a strong support system to find what people need and help them wind that engine up.
Simply brutal and the most honest statement I've ever heard from someone ever.
this is so heartbreaking. I hope he made peace with his family before he passed.
+Emily Dorsa They didn't deserve his forgiveness.
+Emily Dorsa Fuck his family.
If you are a family person, then you have failed at life.
Really late reply but Em, I agree. I have watched this video several times and I actually do find it very sad. They wouldn't have done that if there wasn't some serious stuff going on with him. It's just sad that he couldn't see it. I love Type O and I admire Peter a lot but this is the one time where I feel uncomfortable watching him because I don't like what I have to hear. :(
Why should he have? They sent him to fucking hell...
as a recovering addict, and as a person that has been incarcerated for being an addict, I can so relate to this. and yes, its truly sad. Society looking out for us at its best. RIP Peter
I agree. I think he needed just rehab, not jail or the psych ward. That's for people who are actually sick.
I agree with you 100% Patrick. Very sad situation.
@@patrickedwards8518 He was jailed for breaking probation on alcohol related charges I think. And for attacking his ex's secret husband. Then his family held an intervention to get him to rehab. He also needed the psych ward, he was very sick, dealing with drug-induced psychosis, bipolar disorder, and depression on top of that. He VOLUNTARILY continued to get psychiatric help.
@@patrickedwards8518 you don’t know what you are talking about mate, I’m sorry.
For every noble request their will be a defiant approach. This guy was very real, God bless him.
I met him twice totally by accident. Once at "Albion/Batcave" and at "Duffs". What an intelligent and incredible fucking guy. Sips red wine and would talk about everything from stratus clouds and how much his music "sucks". Watching this video got me really upset for the guy. He's obviously (well was) family oriented, and he has a HUGE heart for his fans. The man WILL buy you a drink and ask questions and so on. Truly a genuine guy and not a disappointment like certain musicians/artists.
He reminds me a little bit of Christopher Walken. I love Type O Negative, in fact my blood type IS type o negative. I should probably donate blood more...
Sunday Spencer Do me.
@ Sunday I’m sorry for what these people are saying to you it’s creepy
I’m RH O negative,what it mean?
@@benjaminbosch359 ?
FutureGirl2033 what?
God I miss this band! Wherever you are Pete, I hope you have peace. xo
He's right. Preach on, brother Steele. No self-respecting family voluntarily throws their child in prison just to prove a point. There are civilized reasonable approaches to substance abuse and forced prison time is not one of them. I would disown my family if they did that shit to me. We miss you, Pete. Thank you for writing all of those songs we love listening to!
After listening to this interview, I scrolled down to comment that we will probably be hearing about this guy's death before too long.
But before I commented, I read another comment that concluded with the words,"RIP Peter". So I Google searched the name "Peter Steele", and learned that he is already dead.
What a tragic waste of a talented Human being's life.
Dead yes, but left an amazing legacy of albums, funny interviews, inspired people/fans/band mates/other bands, and on and on.
I suggest you look into WHAT HE DID, rather than lamenting that he's gone. Not everyone lives to 80 or whatever. He didn't fade away...he burned VERY BRIGHTLY and then BURNED OUT. Sometimes, that's what God has in mind...who knows...
David Conner: the guy had a heart attack, you can’t argue when your oil pumps blown, sure his habits for a while didn’t help, but it’s always the case when a person finds that place of peace, when all the changes are made...
@@DARTHMOBIUS Not heart attack, sepsis, but whatever.
I to have been placed in a this same situation! 5 sisters and all! But I was kicked out on the street to be kept from my dying father because of the same reasons! And I am the eldest son! Now I am not sure if I will ever have the means to see my father alive again because I lack the resources and the mental stability to obtain the resources! Love you Peter! Rest in Peace brother!
Above all odds...in this society there r a myriad of choices 1 could make to get help
How do you have internet then if you're on the street?
Bonehead Trevor public library lmao
@above Please hang in there my friend. I hope you are able to rise above these challenges. I'm rooting for you.
Don't do drugs kids
Or smoke!!!!!!!!
That’s a bit of a stretch
@mark maietta They claim it was a gf of his that coaxed him to use with her. He said it was especially stupid given he was like 35 when he started, and he'd been mostly taking care of himself and should've known better.
Man, it’s been 11 years today...I wish he was still here.
I hate when your own family betrays you over some goddamn reason
Come on dude, i love Pete and his music too, but do you really believe him here? I`ve been in the same shit, and felt betrayed because of the same reason, today i am nothing but grateful. Shame he did not stay around long enough, he would surely be grateful too. He was still not thinking clearly here.
@@nyalarhotep He looks and sounds like relatives and an ex h struggling to cope with forced sobriety. Of course, in that state, they weren't "that bad", it was so-and-so's fault, everyone was demonizing them, "who do they think they are telling me how to run my life?! They're the ones ruining my life with all this legal shit" (Yeah, totalling vehicles multiple times bc they were piss-drunk, or assaulting others, doesn't make them a health hazard to everyone else /s)
I'm glad he climbed out of that, as he mentioned it was two steps forward one step back, but by then end he was so much more level-headed, had acknowledged his part in it and didn't sound bitter about his friends and family doing the interventions.
And congratulations! I wish you a long life of continued freedom and peace! ✌
I understand him. I just lost my dad... one simply feels like shit, lonely and in constant pain :,(
I'm sorry to hear that. I understand Lost my pops to brain cancer. Take care of yourself.
this is so heartbreaking to watch, he was in so much pain
Aw Pete. Can we have him back now please
i felt the need to comment on this vid....compelled to!!...i dont think any less of pete...for doing drugs and i dont think less of anyone for doing drugs...or think less of anyone period!...cause im not that way....i wish the whole world would man up and be as real of a person as pete was...the world would be a better place...RIP Pete...love u man...u did what was in ur heart...which is play music!!...and u did it well...thank u god for pete and who he was!...we need more ppl like him...amen!!!
Peter was unique.there will be no more of this kind of stellar music since his song writing talent left this earth.rip Peter.
It's now more than 12 years since you left.
I see this video and it makes me thoughtful and sad. I know pretty well how it must have felt for you :
You wrote this sublime, deep and haunting music. And at the same time you were devastated.
It is very difficult to endure this state. It literally breaks your heart when you basically want to live a good life and your own inner demons keep coming back.
It's a long, painful process, but there's basically only one way to avoid breaking :
You have to learn to forget.
Because only those who forget can be happy again.
I know, unfortunately it's too late for you, but I think on the other hand you have found the peace that you were denied in life.
You were absolutely amazing and your music accompanies me in my dark times and hours. Your spirit is immortal and I love your music.
My blood type is Type O Negative, and I guess it's no coincidence that I think you're really great.
With all the ups and downs, just the way you were, you were exactly right.
Wolf Moon is being played at my funeral.
Rest in peace Mister Peter Steele 🖤💚
awww man. breaks my heart
i remember peter when workin at the record store in nyc in early 90s.one of the most down to earth,articulate and music(not just metal)savvy guys i have ever seen.never ever playing up to the rockstar stereotype,always up for a chat with fans.hope he gets through all this recent troubles..you cant keep a good man down
At least he admited his wrongs, he knew where he stood and where he is now. I wish I could have sat down to had a chat with him.
I don't care what people say, but Pete's a hard working, hard rocken, hard partying East Coast dude who's gone through a whole lot of shit in his life, either from his own actions, or from what others put him through. I think it's obvious that deep down this is a man with a good heart. He's got to work through his own anger and pain. I always try to send him positive vibes and wish him all my best. This kind of music career like anything in "Arts & Entertainment" can rip a person's soul apart.
He looked puffy and unwell here. Really wish he would’ve gotten sober long before this. Maybe he’d still be with us. 😭
I wouldn't say puffy.
@@djcease1996 is “swollen” better for you?
He did, he got sober for about his last 2 years and turned catholic. He was doing great and looking so. Here’s a link to one of his last interviews: ruclips.net/video/665Wz4vB0q0/видео.html
A tortured soul a genius a very honest man I hope you found peace all you wanted was to have true love so so sad RIP beautiful man THE LEGEND THAT IS PETER STEELE ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
💚sooooooo true
Its hard to see a loved one addicted to drugs kill themselves day in and day out. Ive seen this happen to a family and have had to deal with commiting someone for different reasons. It was the hardest thing i ever did in my life. I did do it because there was no other way. She was very mad at me at first but is so thankful it has changed her life completely. I did it because i love her i hope in my heart peter came at peace with his family before his passing. RIP
RIP, Pete
There will never be another
This makes me so sad :(
I love Peter Steele but I think addicts are always too rough on their families..assuming their family really loves them. It's a hard position to be in honestly..watching a loved one self destruct. Then when family tries to save them they are spit on and told they are betraying. That being said..jail is not the place for addicts..jail isn't the place for anyone really. We need a better system to help people get off the shit and help them rejoin society. I just think addicts are too selfish to see the other side of things and the pain they cause everyone else. And this usual talk of "oh it was just too much"..the only drug I endorse is marijuana. Other than that..you should run from any other substance..including alcohol. The pain you cause yourself and so many around you isn't worth it.
@MrAlienautopsy who says they really loved him? there was not a closeness between them and since his death he has been their meal ticket to pretend their pitiful lives amounted to anything.
@@phuckoffbigbrother7557 I believe they loved him.
A place in my heart for this man gets deeper with each interview. Sometimes I feel like I'm a female version of him.
I often feel I am the 5'10 version of him.
Awe buddy we miss you man...i miss you. Your music was and still is everything to me. I rely on it alot in life still
Poor Peter. i had no idea this was happening to him. Highly creative people so often have to go through pain and dark times to create. And somehow in the process the created is a thing of beauty and light. Hope there are peaceful times ahead.
you listen to enough lyrics and watch enough interviews and you start to think...eh...he's a really awesome guy with really shitty coping skills. strip away the limelight and all that goes with it...i think he's got a good heart and is a lot more intellectually interesting than people give him credit for.
He was a big hearted glorious man .
Peter, thank you for being a musical idol, good friend, and the spiritual big brother I never had. I hope the afterlife treats you better than how this sorry world treated you.
You will be missed and revered by millions.
Rest in Peace, you've earned it.
Love,
Destroyerofsouls666
He was good and bad...he was human being, just like the rest of us, and too many of us want to punish and put each other through shit when we fuck up, when we ought to just forgive and move on (though that in itself is hard). We love you Peter! R.I.P.....
My God, this is so sad. :( Poor Peter. He was such an injured soul.
Died way too young.. Such a cool guy
Signs saying: "APPLAUSE" and: "YOU SUCK" = XD XD XD XD
Sounds like he's gonna cry. I feel so bad hearing the pain in his soul. I feel like I'd gonna hug him like a child, whispering "there, there, it's over now, you're safe now, you're loved so much". R.I.P. my angel ♥️♥️♥️
my gentle giant.. love this man more than life itself
He was a very down-to- earth person it seems and his music was such a part of himself. It was nice and refreshing to see some so honest.
"Better to learn from MY mistakes than the mistakes of others" Peter never tried in his entirelife to blame others.. he was REAL&down to earth. The song he wrote after his father died the lyrics are so beautiful ..the video is the best! His quote of "I was trying to compensate for my fathers death@being a cowered by hiding behind chemicals.." OH PETER.. you weren't a cowerd most ALL of us have
He was honest and was not ashamed of it he stood up like a real man
One of my favorite bands gone way to soon signed your greatest fan
i just respect the hell out of him. He is so honest and sincere. I envy the way he showed himself to the world. RIP man.
Peter Steele was a huge musical influence to me and when I met him he was super cool and very friendly. This is an odd interview because in the beginning he knew he was messed up and it was his fault but then blames his family for sending him away to get clean under false pretense. I've been down this road with both parents. 1 for mental issues and 1 for alcoholism. They tend to think everyone is out to get them when we are in fact acting out of love and desperation to save them. Same thing happens if you give up on them and let them go on without you. It's a no win situation when dealing with addicts and mental disorders.
Unfortunately his mental health was not great at the time he did the interview. He has the anger towards his family probably more due to the humiliation of what had occurred. Watch his last interview where he is clean and sober and the contrast is stunning. So sad that he died shortly after.
i was there the day after helping his gf with her belongings, she was devastated, never did find out what happened to her after that. the day prior he had fallen in the backyard and pronounced dead at GCH in Scranton. He was a great musician and person. RIP brother you are missed
@Sam Hayes which girlfriend?
he truly spoke the truth. all of these guys tap into the negative energy that gives false power and they end up getting screwed spiritually, mentally and sometimes physically.
satan and lucifer lie. any power you get is fleeting.
r.i.p beautiful man
Such a great guy but man the pain he was feeling you can clearly see it ! Rip bro I hope your with your old man ! Respect ✊
The thing that strikes me is that he was so goddamn honest about everything. Nobody bares their soul like that on national TV. It's like he was crying out for help. I respect the hell outta Peter for that. He was tortured but incredibly brave to "let it all out" like that. RIP Peter. God I wish I could have helped.
Saw them back in '07 too! Can't wait to see them again someday..they're fantastic.
The problem with people like Peter is that they never recognize that THEY are the problem. It's always someone else to blame for what goes wrong for them.
I can’t😭 miss you Peter if you reading this from heaven or wherever know there are people that care for you💔
I met Peter in 2007 and he was the nicest guy... very nice to his fans.....
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SACRIFICES.
Substance abuse can be an awful experience for someone, but like he mentioned, he avoided dealing with his father's death by abusing substances. Confront your issues rather than hiding from them. Those original issues are often (usually?) the problem and not the substance, current research shows.
he's from brooklyn, as far as I know.
I feel so sorry for Peter, on many levels. My brother started doing drugs when he was 11, mostly to deal w my parent’s divorce, and later to self-medicate for anxiety and bi-polar disorder. He ended up in prison for 3 years, got clean, and has stayed that way. He’s on year 5 now, almost 35 years after he started using. I don’t think addicts belong in jail/prison. We need better treatments for psychiatric issues. That’s why the majority of addicts use, whether it’s heroin, meth, sex, food, alcohol etc. I understand why people react violently to finding a lover or spouse cheating. Finding out my ex-husband cheated on me and then left me for that bitch was the worst thing I’ve ever been through, and I’m a cancer survivor. I’d rather have gone through chemo again. It was like having PTSD. That was 3 years ago, and it still tears me apart. RIP, Peter.
This guy is just awesome....
It's sad to see Pete go through this heart ache so near the end of his life, especially with family.. I know how it feels to have a Family member dishone you and take that bitterness to the Grave.. Not a nice feeling, still hurts even if your angry with them cause you can never forgive.
He got sober for about his last 2 years and turned catholic. He was doing great and looking so. Here’s a link to one of his last interviews: ruclips.net/video/665Wz4vB0q0/видео.html
Rest in Power Saint Petrus. You are still missed. None more negative.
The leader of the legendary Type o negative has passed. Rest in peace Peter Steele. I will always listen to your great music and lyrics.
I read in an interview with another band member that he was doing two eight balls a day. Nobody can say that didn't play a part in his eventual heart attack. Cocaine is hard on your heart, and he had a family history besides. I mean it sucks that it happened that way, but I can see why his family did it.
He died from a Aneurysm not heart attack. Not being a dick but I had one that Dissected by my heart same as Peter but I survived Emergency open heart surgery and my life will never be the same. Peter I hope is in a better place.
Sad to see him in pain here. . . . but he left us in a much sought after n happy state. I m sure along with Dimaag he is rocking the heavens \m/
I never even got to see him live. :(
God I hope you make Peter my neighbor when I get to heaven. I would love to have known him here.
Correction on one part, he did find true love, but he messed it all up and regretted it every day of his life. The man was a godsend, a true visionary in more ways than one. He will be missed.
MAN Peter is so gorgeous!
(Even more gorgeous in person I must admit).
such a nice guy, so sad to hear this, and even worse knowing that he's not with us, R.I.P
i drink red wine and listen to his songs and wish he was still here - but most of all that he is at rest finally.
Peter, your fans from Polend love YOU!!
STAY STRONG!
Pete is a really awesome guy,. I'm so irate at his fucking parents that put him into a mental hospital and then he was sent to jail. I know about family betrayal all too well. It's a shame he died so young at 48years old. I don't feel like Pete Steele squandered his life. He was an awesome rock star and he turned all his negative feelings and sought refuge in rock music.
***** Hi! You're funny. I used to write poetry all the time. Mine was pretty dark though, not many appreciated it.
His sisters put him there, not his parents.
@@12Ominous According to his family the drugs made him go crazy. Aluminum foil hat crazy.
I have Tears in my eyes
I Am Just Glad I Saw Them Play On The Life Is Killing Me Tour Before He Passed. I Love You Pete. Rest Easy My Brother.
It's really sad to learn about all of this stuff now about Peter Steele. He was a troubled soul and I hope he is finding his peace somewhere. All of Type O' Negative's CDs have a special meaning to me and they alternate in my car all the time. RIP Peter Steele.
Damn man, Pete was just a normal guy with an extraordinary job. The man was incredibly smart, sensitive and pretty tough, all in one. And to think he never found true love; perhaps he was smarter than everyone thinks. There is no such thing as true love. Only the idea of it. Damn man, miss ya Pete.
His heart gave out from all the weight it carried...he verbalized some of that here...he is at peace now, as we all will be soon enough. Till we meet again Pete...
The guy´s on speed. I´ve used to do that stuff for years, and it´s so obvious that he´s on it. Sad, but there´s a way out. It sucks at first, but then life has a meaning again. You go and get well man.
Stay Negative Mr.Steele.
We're all marching right behind you.
I love this interview. This is the late Peter Steele. I still think he would be alive if not for imposing rapid detox, abstinence, AA on a person over 50 whos body cannot take that kind of shock to the system. "Get that poison out of your body" philosophy is not good when done too fast. Has to be done gently.
+HamerSlammerSeries Peter wasn't over 50 when he died. He was 48.
Nigel Fortune
I know that that, type o, no pun intended.
Not to mention the physical and emotional strain of being imprisoned and betrayed. A really shitty story, and I think you're probably right that this ordeal was the real reason he died after a year of being clean. He was mothered to death.
Margatroid
I was addicted to high amounts of opiates for 16 years. I remember people telling me "get that poison out of your system". and you are better everyday. They did not understand that I "indulged" in chemicals that the body naturally makes, dopamine, and my body has stopped making them, and won't for a long time. Rapid detox and strict drug testing can kill you if not understood. It took me 4 years to wean off. If I had been arrested and not been able to do on my own terms, I would be dead. It screws up your blood pressure. I love Peter and always will. He was too good for this world.
@@CapstoneTider Opiates do not mess with your blood pressure. Mine is fine.
6'8''?? damn he's tall as hell...
this was a good opening up by him- so sad :( Hope he keeps strong though.
Not in the cards for Peter, I'm afraid. At least we have his music 6)
I have been in a few "institutions" in my day. Some suck, some don't. But all are better than being dead. Believe me when I say that addiction doesn't allow people who love you to help. You don't want help; you want more drugs and alcohol. People who love you get in the way of all that. In the end, they are not "pawning you off", they are saving your life. There is absolutely nothing easy about someone who loves you having to send you away to get help. It's by far harder on them than you.
Peter was a legend, his music lives on! 😀