how to STAY FRESH & clean all day in SCHOOL (avoid school air)

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  • Опубликовано: 8 янв 2025

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  • @mitsuyuhh
    @mitsuyuhh Год назад +878

    Hygiene! 1:00
    Skincare! 1:17
    Haircare! 2:00
    Clothing! 4:32
    Minimal Makeup! 5:24
    Confidence! 5:44
    Stay Fresh On-The-Go! 5:56
    Cool Showers! 6:18
    Stay Organized! 6:45
    Regular Sleep! 6:56
    Stay Indoors During Peak Heat! 7:06
    good luck everyone!! 💗💗

  • @kcnkck
    @kcnkck Год назад +1152

    School air is a whole other force istg

  • @linalou1199
    @linalou1199 Год назад +708

    Some tips:
    Keep lipbalm in your pencil case to reapply during the day
    For very oily skin. Bring blotting paper to remove excess oil in the t-zone if necessary
    But a little bit of hairspray over your hairdo in the morning to prevent it from getting loose
    Wear comfortable underwear, nothing is more annoying that a bra that’s to tight or pants that get stuck.
    Prepare your outfit the night before and check if the underwear is showing through unintentionally…
    Do this to avoid stress in the morning and having to improvise
    Make sure to air out your shoes and if possible switch between different pairs during the week
    If you shower at night wash your armpits in the sink using a gentle soap bar and a wash cloth. Make sure to apply deodorant/ antiperspirant to well dried underarms as it might be less effective if they are still damp.
    Check your clothing for materials that make you sweat more or smelly easier and try to avoid them especially on long school days.
    Bring a waterbottle to school to stay hydrated.

    • @cayke.
      @cayke. Год назад +15

      my school will dump your water bottle if you bring it with liquid so you're basically forced to drink the NASTY school water

    • @BuniSway
      @BuniSway Год назад +2

      ​whatttt

    • @linalou1199
      @linalou1199 Год назад +19

      @@cayke. that’s horrible omg. In my school we had fountains. They even had sparkling water for free 🥹

    • @cayke.
      @cayke. Год назад

      @@linalou1199 ugh the luxury 😞

    • @Luvrantotthus
      @Luvrantotthus Год назад +1

      @@cayke. but why???

  • @Wxrld_0f_luvieee
    @Wxrld_0f_luvieee Год назад +641

    I needed this as I’m starting school again! And the school air is horrible 😭

    • @kadz_s8k
      @kadz_s8k Год назад +4

      Frr

    • @natty-zxa
      @natty-zxa Год назад +5

      same ITS TOMORROW OMG

    • @-Kira...
      @-Kira... Год назад +24

      Bro, my school conducts assembly everyday morning and the assembly hall has no fans and the school management don't even turn on the AC and my hair gets messed up due to sweating excessively before the class even starts...
      And my skin becomes dull too.. in home, I look like I could be a deadass celebrity but in school I look like a homeless person...

    • @gen6563
      @gen6563 Год назад +7

      @@-Kira... buy a small fan, braid your hair or put it in a pony and carry a brush, always have tissues for sweat and wear deodorant

    • @cece-c4g
      @cece-c4g Год назад

      FRR

  • @naveidens
    @naveidens Год назад +770

    Stay fresh & clean is difficult for countries with hot and humid climates😞😞

    • @chumiee.e
      @chumiee.e Год назад +30

      So truee :((

    • @Chessmaster_kpop
      @Chessmaster_kpop Год назад

      @hibaiqbalnaveediqbal9839ye same in my country its still hot

    • @AHHHH255
      @AHHHH255 Год назад +21

      most of america cause we cant take care of the planet we literally live on(pollution & shit)

    • @star_lightxv
      @star_lightxv Год назад +10

      so true in Pakistan there is still 54 degree temperature here

    • @nazninkazal6999
      @nazninkazal6999 Год назад +15

      Same in Bangladesh 🇧🇩 and my skin getting darker due to the heat

  • @federicamazzaccaro
    @federicamazzaccaro Год назад +590

    WAKE UP OBAKIE POSTED‼️‼️

  • @natty-zxa
    @natty-zxa Год назад +100

    cool showers actually make you feel warmer!
    i’ve seen that hot showers make me feel cold because of the steamy water making the bathroom humid. once you leave, there is no shower air and your body temp lowers!
    edit: this was only 3 weeks ago?

    • @Flake52
      @Flake52 Год назад +3

      Yeah I also noticed that

    • @Immakpopstan136
      @Immakpopstan136 8 месяцев назад +1

      Omg buddy so true I just came out of the shower lol

  • @Co4daQuettes
    @Co4daQuettes Год назад +187

    I loved how the examples were so diverse when it came to different races and hair types ❤and everyone in the pictures looked so beautiful❤️

    • @Gabeeys
      @Gabeeys Год назад +8

      Fr, some people only care about “east asian girlies” its a weird fetish ngl.

    • @Sj_zxxchh
      @Sj_zxxchh 6 месяцев назад

      yeah it was nice to see hair like mine

  • @svnqmae1
    @svnqmae1 Год назад +56

    Thank you sm for adding other hair styles for different textured hair, cause i've seen so many videos where there would only be styles for people with straight hair, so tysm

    • @LittleNugget143
      @LittleNugget143 Год назад +2

      Fr, my hair type is curly, and in these type of videos I’d only see straight hair. 😭
      Glad she contained others

    • @svnqmae1
      @svnqmae1 Год назад

      @@LittleNugget143 Yess frr ✋

  • @delilahahaha
    @delilahahaha Год назад +65

    One thing i really suggest if you get oily easily and/or wear makeup is SETTING POWDER!!!!! Get a good pressed powder and a fluffy brush (i use the essence all about matte pressed powder and a cheap fluffy brush) I use VERY LITTLE throughout the day so I can have a satin or soft matte look. You can bring it with you in your pencil bag or in your pocket and just lightly dust a small amount on your oily spots and voila you've beat school air!

  • @putupututu
    @putupututu Год назад +61

    just a rec, the laroche posay sunscreen is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING, my mom thinks it even helped to hide my sun spots more and blended my sun spots to my skintone more, but the one in the vid is the shiny one so ur face looks oily, get the matte no shine one and it’s so so so so so perfect!

    • @Seoluv_
      @Seoluv_ Год назад +2

      I actually did a whole entire school thing in like 7th grade about which sunscreen brand works the best and Aveeno was the winner! Then Neutrogena, then La roche posay. But use whatever suits you best!

    • @eita7353
      @eita7353 Год назад +2

      ⁠@@Seoluv_is the neutrogena broad spectrum sunscreen good for getting rid of discoluration?

  • @andtipidee
    @andtipidee Год назад +36

    I like how it’s a simple routine, it isn’t “look at your hair every five seconds throughout the day”. It is a reasonable routine.

  • @SuchaWannaBeQueen
    @SuchaWannaBeQueen Год назад +58

    Aesthetic accounts that actually help the black girls too>>>

  • @Na1maa._
    @Na1maa._ Год назад +13

    Ive been watching your videos all summer and today i started my first day of secondary school, your tips help so much!

  • @stvrlight_xP
    @stvrlight_xP Год назад +6

    School air be ruining our whole 3 hour self care session💀

  • @MUSICGIRLIE_6445
    @MUSICGIRLIE_6445 Год назад +20

    GIRL THANNKSSSS YOU ARE SUCH A LIFE CHANGER ✨✨💕

  • @Slemikopa
    @Slemikopa Год назад +7

    Love that obakie gives tips for all hair types 💗

  • @dearxdiary
    @dearxdiary Год назад +31

    Really needed this man. School air just ruins everything 😫

    • @Yuki_Official_777
      @Yuki_Official_777 Год назад +1

      OMG FRRRR
      GIRL...
      When it was 1st September the school air was kinda ok but, I imagine on the next days being worse

    • @LittleNugget143
      @LittleNugget143 Год назад +2

      FR, school started 2 weeks ago for me.
      The school air is just doing us dirty, I’d leave the house looking nice, then come back home looking like a mess😭

  • @KatarzynkaaCytrycka
    @KatarzynkaaCytrycka Год назад +7

    Thanks obakie! I def need this because school air is the worst😢❤

  • @pearlygirly634
    @pearlygirly634 Год назад +3

    i love how she included all hair types!!!! 💕💕

  • @yachimylove
    @yachimylove Год назад +7

    ok! i love these videos because they let me be super creative (well… as creative as i can get) with going around school uniforms!
    1. pins!!
    putting cute pins on your school uniform is usually not specified in dress codes and you can get super creative with them!
    2. clear mascara! + curling your lashes
    a cute boost to enhance your natural eyelashes without being too dramatic as so to avoid attention from teachers!
    3. BANDAIDS.
    a super underrated form of spazzing up your uniform!!!! try to find cute patterns because they’re adorable!! i personally use sanrio themed bandages because i love cute thingsss!!!
    ok those were just the things she didn’t mention!! ily all wishing you the best in your self care journey!!!

    • @shoopdoodooshoopdoobadoo
      @shoopdoodooshoopdoobadoo Год назад +1

      i would love a friend like you 😭

    • @yachimylove
      @yachimylove Год назад +1

      @@shoopdoodooshoopdoobadoo ohmygod!!! this made my day!!

    • @JadeMolina-dm7fk
      @JadeMolina-dm7fk 11 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@yachimyloveHi! I have a question. Where did u get ur sanrio bandages from?

    • @yachimylove
      @yachimylove 11 месяцев назад

      @@JadeMolina-dm7fk hi!! i got mine from stationery pal because they were generally cheap and affordable! with branded products from japan it’s very hard to get bargains like that… I would avoid fast fashion websites such as shein or temu though because the adherence is kind of gross and not suitable for every day life.

    • @yachimylove
      @yachimylove 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@JadeMolina-dm7fk tell me if you can find some there! if not i’ll find some alternatives for you. :)

  • @rrezarta7945
    @rrezarta7945 Год назад +10

    This was so helpful , l just started school, thank you so much Obakie 💗❤🥰

  • @J0u.-.157
    @J0u.-.157 Год назад +5

    Obakies vids are so helpful and aesthetic and I just love it sm!

  • @beitarsamiratou3823
    @beitarsamiratou3823 Год назад +4

    Really thanks for this I’ll make sure to follow this since I’m starting school 😊

  • @Its_me_Amiii_2
    @Its_me_Amiii_2 10 месяцев назад +1

    I clicked on this video faster than my teacher giving extra assigments

  • @altaircain
    @altaircain Год назад +11

    all boys school could NEVERRR 🗣️

  • @excell4265
    @excell4265 Год назад +10

    As a student That going to a strict school, we are not allowed to bring any makeups, and we only can put our hair in a ponytail. We also not allowed to bring chapstick 😅 and it is really hard for me to keep looking fresh.

    • @serene_dreams_YT
      @serene_dreams_YT Год назад

      You could do things the night before you go to school! A lip mask and face mask the day before can leave your skin looking hydrated. You could do heatless curls while you sleep which look great in a ponytail. You could wear small accessories if possible if not just make sure your clothes are straight and neat. Wear perfume before you go to school, make sure you display a confident demeanor, and keep your neck held high. Hope this helps! :)

  • @Zainab-sw7wm
    @Zainab-sw7wm Год назад +1

    Thank you so much I really needed this soo okay I always smell good and at least normal but I love that feeling of feeling clean and on top of everyone

  • @KiwiScott-z5d
    @KiwiScott-z5d 6 месяцев назад

    Thank you so much, there is finaly a channel that actual includes all hair types💗💗

  • @Tipsbynaee
    @Tipsbynaee Год назад +1

    YES OBAKIE POSTED!

  • @Chessmaster_kpop
    @Chessmaster_kpop Год назад +7

    This was extremely helpful thank you❤.I usually do braids but this year im either trying a poinytail or bun ❤❤

  • @SnowCat-dk3hu
    @SnowCat-dk3hu 3 месяца назад

    Honestly your channel should get more popularity ! loving the content 🤧❤❤

    • @karin__art
      @karin__art 3 месяца назад

      Be clean everytime: ruclips.net/video/qPFBZrL5Lqg/видео.htmlsi=yyn-Y7Hsip1tgFoN

  • @LinasVlogs27
    @LinasVlogs27 2 месяца назад

    omg thank you (: I am in the 5th grade and i really need these tipps. my clasmate will wondering how fresh and clean i look after the holiday 😍

  • @skylar_yt
    @skylar_yt Год назад +1

    "Regular sleep"
    Me watching this at 4am and have school in an hour: ✋️💀

  • @Yuji_Amane
    @Yuji_Amane Год назад

    This is such a booster for me!! Tysm

  • @averypaeste7396
    @averypaeste7396 Год назад +4

    Earlyy! I luv ur vids so much!!! Can you pls make a video on "how to get ready the night before school starts"?
    Thank youuu💟💟💟!

  • @brattt9748
    @brattt9748 Год назад +6

    I love how inclusive this is and diverse !!!❤

  • @ElianaPikuła
    @ElianaPikuła Год назад +18

    Thank you so much!!! MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALL. ✝️✝️🙏🏻🥰💗.MAY GOD BLESS AND HELP YOU ALL. JESUS LOVES YOU. GOD LOVES YOU. PRAISE THE LORD. PRAY. REPENT. ✝️.

    • @1MxMxRY1
      @1MxMxRY1 Год назад

      Atheist here but love the energy about spreading happiness and love! Stay safe!

  • @Blossom_Bxrry
    @Blossom_Bxrry Год назад

    Thanks so much 🩰🫧🍓💫!
    Obakie I have quite a big obsession with your videos!!
    You’re incredible 🎀🎀!

  • @hyuryu141
    @hyuryu141 Год назад +11

    Balance between school work and life😂😂that’s not an option for me💀not when you come home everyday with a mountain of homework and 5 exams in a few days😭

    • @june_haa
      @june_haa 5 месяцев назад

      you should definitely watch Faye films

  • @imjustbetter2010
    @imjustbetter2010 Год назад +1

    Luv how u included all races 🫶🏽

  • @natsusawae
    @natsusawae Год назад

    youre my favourite youtube channel!

  • @Aesthetic_hanua
    @Aesthetic_hanua Год назад +1

    ❤❤ oh my god the queen is here 🌷💕🌸💖

  • @Flourish_Oji
    @Flourish_Oji Год назад +4

    obakie love your contents alot
    thanks

  • @achuiscoolatartehehe
    @achuiscoolatartehehe Год назад +5

    staying without tanned or being tired is literally hard for the places like Kerala (India) where the humidity and the hotness kills us.
    PS: I HATE SCHOOL AIRS!

  • @SahraIbinn
    @SahraIbinn 2 месяца назад +2

    2:38 BTW what do u use to cut the backgrounds of these pretty ladies

  • @Idontknow-w3c
    @Idontknow-w3c Год назад

    Love your editing sm😭

  • @achwath16
    @achwath16 Год назад

    i didn't expect it would be so diverse! nice video : )

  • @_Vaishnavi_.
    @_Vaishnavi_. Год назад +7

    Just wake up early, brush up teeth, bath, uniform, eat, do hair ( braid)
    You'll look fresh even if u think u r not!
    (It's 9 months already??)

    • @shananyarajakumar5781
      @shananyarajakumar5781 5 месяцев назад

      But like you’ll still get sweaty and need most, also that doesn’t do much for ur skin😭

    • @_Vaishnavi_.
      @_Vaishnavi_. 5 месяцев назад

      Idk i am physically not able to do hygiene for myself so i just do this routine 😭
      I slept 1 and half hours last night but felt more fresh

    • @_Vaishnavi_.
      @_Vaishnavi_. 5 месяцев назад

      This comment is 10 ! months old oh gosh

    • @shananyarajakumar5781
      @shananyarajakumar5781 5 месяцев назад

      @@_Vaishnavi_. 😭

    • @_Vaishnavi_.
      @_Vaishnavi_. 5 месяцев назад

      @@shananyarajakumar5781 help- I'll try to do skin care now
      But these skin care so weird ah like i don't wanna put what mitti on my face?
      Multani mitti 💀

  • @laggysoggy
    @laggysoggy Год назад +1

    i do like most of these and i still be sweatin' and my school has a lot of restrictions 😭😭

  • @Nina_ganyu0592
    @Nina_ganyu0592 Год назад

    WAKE UP THE QUEEN OBACKIE POSTED!!!

  • @Ash_100_1
    @Ash_100_1 Год назад

    Queen uploaded

  • @Kuhol.12
    @Kuhol.12 8 месяцев назад

    there will be times where I walk into the classroom and literally FEEL the must 🥲

  • @amieeee_
    @amieeee_ Год назад

    I am currently binge watching your videos❤

  • @Enhypenstan24
    @Enhypenstan24 Год назад +1

    First!! Ty a lot this is perfect for my glow up!

  • @Aizayayayaya
    @Aizayayayaya Год назад

    WAKEUP THE QUEEN HAS POSTED!

  • @yusramaha
    @yusramaha Год назад

    Omg I've been wating for a new video!

  • @aesthetic_010
    @aesthetic_010 8 месяцев назад

    new subscriber!!!!!
    literally school air-

  • @glowandgrow7
    @glowandgrow7 Год назад +1

    Please make one for college, as I have to go from trains... it's almost like I'm a alien when I reach there

  • @Coquitcore
    @Coquitcore Год назад +1

    I love this sm bestie❤👀

  • @jamescharlesleftpinkytoe
    @jamescharlesleftpinkytoe 5 месяцев назад

    i love you obaki 😍

  • @eenalsaeed2727
    @eenalsaeed2727 Год назад +1

    I have a big question when should you wash your hair and when should you not?

  • @judaspriestfan
    @judaspriestfan 4 месяца назад

    im a guy with long hair and i wear eyeliner, and i hate school air so much. i have greasy hair most of the time but at school its even worse, and even when it is clean it feels wet, and my eyeliner litterly starts dripping, but at home or when im with friends it looks perfect.

  • @Yuki_Official_777
    @Yuki_Official_777 Год назад +2

    I'm sorry but when i saw "avoid school air" it made me giggle-
    But tbh the school air was alright on 1st september but on the next days it's gonna be worse helpp

  • @AesthCup
    @AesthCup Год назад

    Thank you Obakie luv your amazing tips! ♡🍒

  • @OnlyVivx
    @OnlyVivx Год назад

    When confidence came up I was like oh no I don’t have that….

  • @stxrlvx
    @stxrlvx 7 месяцев назад

    THANK YOUUU

  • @sillyypupp
    @sillyypupp 27 дней назад

    i wear my hair down for school , but ALWAYS USE HAIRCLIPS OR HEADBANDS. i have pediculophobia ( the phobia of head lice ) and it helps!

  • @itssavannana
    @itssavannana 5 месяцев назад

    hi everyone 🌷 what is the most better to use gold watch or white bracelet's (our uniform was maxi red plaid skirt and a white blouse with red buttons in it hehe) ty in advance! ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

  • @qikomxna
    @qikomxna Год назад +4

    as a Chinese student , the school air is HORRID

  • @Rana_chan_2009
    @Rana_chan_2009 Год назад +29

    It is wonderful to be a Muslim, so there is no need to think about all the hair styles, especially for me, it looks complicated, in addition to the fact that my hair is short🙂🤡, but the video is very nice and I loved it❤🍡. Keep it up, my dear.( Note: I do not have any racism towards other religions. This is just my point of view as an Arab Muslim girl) 🙂🤡

    • @teaspoonfullofnonsense
      @teaspoonfullofnonsense Год назад +5

      Omg yess I’m Muslim too and have short hair aswell

    • @Rana_chan_2009
      @Rana_chan_2009 Год назад +3

      @@teaspoonfullofnonsense This is so cool to find a foreign girl who looks like me ✨❤🍡 الله يثبتك على الإسلام عزيزتي ❤🍡

    • @teaspoonfullofnonsense
      @teaspoonfullofnonsense Год назад +2

      @@Rana_chan_2009 ikr 🙂

    • @húmnaa123-m5p
      @húmnaa123-m5p Год назад +2

      omg sameeee

    • @Me21344
      @Me21344 Год назад +1

      Same with mmeee aaaa

  • @blackpeace8996
    @blackpeace8996 Год назад

    love the fact that you have hairstyle for black women too

  • @Janamadrigal
    @Janamadrigal Год назад +1

    I love your editing so mich

  • @zahoorahmad9046
    @zahoorahmad9046 7 месяцев назад

    Those chairs in the thumbnail are litterly in my school's computer lab ❤😊

  • @dandelion_dalia
    @dandelion_dalia Год назад

    Omg the true bauty photos got me

  • @yunayt2
    @yunayt2 Год назад

    Tysm! As school is starting in a week for me😩💗

  • @mizutxko
    @mizutxko Год назад

    cosrx propolis ampoule is very good and snail mucin very good (except when you have allergy ) and some by mi products are so good especially the retinol that doesnt have any side effects and beauty of joseon is very good the radiance cleansing balm and glow deep serum is super great

  • @Lona_Misa17
    @Lona_Misa17 Год назад +5

    Omg i really needed it thanks a lot For the best tips :) And Btw I have Short bob Hair at My shoulders But My Teacher Says that i have to wear a head-Band and i look really Ugly With That and also my school doesn't allow any facial Mist or any Skincare product 😭 Please give some tips for these Problems

    • @AnushkaLondhe-sr6fd
      @AnushkaLondhe-sr6fd Год назад

      yes

    • @1MxMxRY1
      @1MxMxRY1 Год назад

      I would recommend doing a ordered skin-care routine at home instead. Try dif ways so style your type of hair by watching videos and such. Hope this helps!

    • @1MxMxRY1
      @1MxMxRY1 Год назад

      I would recommend doing a ordered skin-care routine at home instead. Try dif ways so style your type of hair by watching videos and such. Hope this helps!

  • @hanniru
    @hanniru Год назад

    hii i love your videosss ❤️❤️❤️

  • @priyalbhardwaj5575
    @priyalbhardwaj5575 6 месяцев назад

    Im watching this coz tomorrow is my first day of school after summer holidays 😀😀❤

  • @alokroy797
    @alokroy797 Год назад

    Please make video on " Right perfume according to their personality "

  • @poorvivlog3877
    @poorvivlog3877 9 месяцев назад

    I am going to a new school tmrw!! After i come back from school I will tell y'all about my day!❤

    • @israforev
      @israforev 5 месяцев назад

      I'm also going to a new school after 17 days.. like on 5th august. Can you tell me what really happened on your first day so I can get a bit familiarized? Plsse

  • @safa.o-o
    @safa.o-o Год назад +1

    I start school in 3 days thank you❤❤❤

  • @ZelinaPlayz
    @ZelinaPlayz Год назад

    The video quality ❤❤❤❤

  • @Yourfavmariam
    @Yourfavmariam Год назад +1

    Im going to start my high school tomorrow 🥰

  • @user-xe6zr4nk7r
    @user-xe6zr4nk7r 6 месяцев назад

    in Trinidad we call "corn" rows "cain" rows as in cane rows

  • @Rose-db6bx
    @Rose-db6bx Год назад

    This was so helpful for me thanks

  • @jannatulferdoussynthia8874
    @jannatulferdoussynthia8874 4 месяца назад

    Love your vids❤

  • @ramposhusdaipan66
    @ramposhusdaipan66 Год назад +2

    Getting regular sleep is impossible in my school 💀😭

  • @lloovvee_eee
    @lloovvee_eee Год назад

    Obakie fandom you may rise

  • @luiselilianavenittelli2660
    @luiselilianavenittelli2660 Год назад

    i love your tips

  • @Michellelain
    @Michellelain Год назад

    So fresh, so clean. 😭😭

  • @chillcat5242
    @chillcat5242 Год назад +1

    It is hard when you have so oily skin that the powder melts on it 😑 i tried everything and only expensive medicine helps me

  • @EmmaAlmodovar-rz8fc
    @EmmaAlmodovar-rz8fc Год назад +2

    This video: How to look and stay fresh throughout the day!
    Arizona: 👁👄👁 this is what now?

  • @kpopXlilac
    @kpopXlilac 10 месяцев назад +2

    1:39 the fourth one 💀

  • @gianwarner4465
    @gianwarner4465 Год назад

    VERY AESTHETIC

  • @bla350
    @bla350 Год назад +1

    I just sweat a lot and turn brown when I get hot what should I do

  • @redrodriguez2856
    @redrodriguez2856 15 дней назад

    When im go to classroom is not air-conditioning is electric fan but im paying attention in class

  • @cat1ee4_Da_Kween
    @cat1ee4_Da_Kween Год назад

    Girl , I forgot you existed for a second then like when I saw your vid I was like how did i forget the Queen, how did I not notice that I became crusty after 2 months of no watching for help :o

  • @catilovespiwon
    @catilovespiwon 8 месяцев назад

    watching this at 2am when i saw the sleep part i panicked