Love this band. Last time I saw them, Garrett and I were talking about our struggles in life and I shared with him that my sister died and how I've had severe depression since. He broke down crying and hugged me and began to pray that God would comfort and heal me. Such a cool experience, definitely the real deal.
I've been trying to get then to listen to them forever now lol I wanted them to do hush yael or in the wake of pigs but any song by them would be amazing
Trilogy is definitely my favorite Silent Planet song right now. The raw sound and emotion in this song really hits hard and I can't wait to see what else Silent Planet has in store Georgia 🤘🏻
Man, Mr Robert..Watching you from the last year or two to now, it’s great to see how open and excited you’ve become with the Metal community. You’ve always been open to understanding when it comes to watching these videos and listening to the music, but seeing you now, we can tell you’ve dove in and genuinely care about what’s on the inside through all the chaos and what you hear on the outside. And seeing you get stoked over a breakdown!?!? Yes sir!!!! This was a great one, with an honest discussion.
When we filmed our fist video I would have never imagined the journey it would take us on. I’ve really come to love metal and especially the people in the metal community. My taste in music has shifted significantly in the last year. I find myself reaching for metal before anything else, much to my wife’s chagrin. Lol.
“It’s not as cool for a pastor to have issues like that in the past...” actually, I think it’s just as cool. Personally I’ve been struggling with my faith, but one thing I’ve always appreciated is genuineness; and people not pretending or wearing a mask in and out of the church. We’re all human, and I think as believers or fellow humans, we forget that sometimes. We’re allowed to be imperfect or to have a past or to stumble; and we shouldn’t be hurt or get upset when someone we looked up to end up being human, and not whatever vision we had of them or whatever pedestal we put them on. Thank you for sharing your story and being open; and for the great content.
This is the best channel I’ve ever found. Not only do I love Christian metal, I love Jesus. But not only these two things, I also spent 4 days in a mental facility for extreme depression. At one point didn’t leave my house for 6 weeks and lost my job and apartment. Anxiety and depression can destroy you, it’s terrifying.
Silent Planet is one of many bands that truly puts all efforts in to making great music with some good lyrical substance and instrumentals. Great video 👍🏼
I’m so glad Garrett and Pastor Rob are open about their anxiety depression and some losing touch with reality I’ve got all of those same problems and around the time of trilogy’s release they all got worse and so when trilogy released I instantly connected with trilogy and the story and lyrics involved with it and the analogy of groundhogs day is spot on that’s exactly what it feels like the same day only separated by a few hours of sleep but like Pastor Rob said there is hope and I know it can and will get better it just may not be at this exact moment
I can relate. I've struggled with anxiety and clinical depression my whole life. I stopped taking meds a few years ago. I replaced the meds with exercise the Bible and have never felt better. I would really like to see you guys react to "Feels like fiction" by Death Therapy (featuring Garrett Russell of Silent Planet)
Greetings from Pennsylvania, you’re channel has really changed my view on Christianity. I grew up in a very strict Christian family, family gatherings are very weird for me because of their extreme judge-mental attitude towards people who are different than them. I’ve been watching your channel since you guys started and you have brought be closer to God and have shown me that no all Christians are harsh like ones in my family. You guys are doing something great here! Keep up the good work! You guys are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Dear Erin, as a young mom i can tell you one thing : you'll be great mom just based on your experience with your own family. God loves you . Sending you my love and prayers
My life is in pieces at the moment, my wife left due to my own destructive tendencies, I was served paper work, had a mental breakdown and was diagnosed with Type 2 Bipolar Disorder. This song hits so close to home for me, hearing Garret’s accounts along with Rob’s really connect with me. Praying constantly and trusting in God to deliver me through this time in my life.
Your the perfect example to NOT judge a book by the cover. Would have never thought that you went through something like that. But SO happy that you over came your struggle. Your heat and soul is stronger than most!
I love how much you guys love Silent Planet! Sadly I live in Norway, so I can't enter the competition. Still, I'll never get sick of you guys reacting to SP!
Thanks for sharing your story. There are many listeners out there who can relate, including myself. Here is a verse that has helped me tremendously: "Sorrow is better than laughter: for by the sadness of the countenance the heart is made better." - Ecclesiastes 7:3
This video made my day. As a metal man following christ, it just brightens my day to see this kind of content. Silent Planet has been my favorite band for years and their new album SUPERBLOOM has blown me away. Much love.
I’m seeing them in march! I can’t wait to hear this song live, it’s gonna be so great. Silent planet opened at the first concert i went to and i still have a silent planet hat that garrett russel signed for me after that show!
Heylookitsnoah ! I’ve seen them live three times and they never disappoint!! I wish they would come back to where I live on this tour but they’re not and I’m sad, but enjoy!! This one looks like a ton of fun for everyone there at the show!
Loved what you shared...made me think about some friends in the psych ward going through this literal hell. It hurts me so much. This song means a lot to me and makes me think of them a lot more than I already do. (From Virginia for the giveaway)
It means a lot, you opening up like that. I've struggled and struggle similarly. But your videos speak just the right things to me at just the right time, and I'm thankful that God led me to your channel. Bless
Thank you! As Christians, we have the tendency to need to appear with it, especially in ministry. I myself went through years and years of these sorts of trials and I remember just breaking down and crying out to God, why me? Please release me from this pain and suffering. I have been involved in ministry for most of my life in one way or another, had several health scares, and anxiety, depression and mood disorders to boot. And it is exhausting the turmoil you go through. No one can understand unless they have been there. It is hell. I am now a minister and run several nonprofits helping people in need through food, fellowship, and faith. I have had several moments of experiencing God through heavy music and I was floored when I found your channel. It's been cool to watch you grow and how God uses you here. I definitely had my aha moment like you spoke of about why I went through all I did from nearly dying, to feeling like my mind is gone, to the loss of my mother to cancer and my wife attempting suicide twice in our time together, but God has picked me up and made me more whole than I would have ever thought possible. I would just warn you with not putting out the message that people are in these places due to a lack of faith. Because I think that is a dangerous rabbit hole. God can lift us out of trials and suffering, but he can also allow it for reasons we might never understand. As you said, you couldn't hear or didn't want to hear the words of others in that place. Keep doing what you are doing. You have touched a lot of hearts and I am glad you keep going. God bless and amen.
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story with us. It helps so much to know other people (especially even with a strong faith) struggle. I’m also pumped you’re as big a fan of SP as I am!
Man, Pastor Rob, I really love that we got to know you even better. Thank you for sharing your story. Also, I’m from Texas. Howdy from the south, y’all.
This was such a powerful video, both the song and the discussion after. I love when pastors are honest about their struggles, it shows the human element that a lot of the world thinks Christians lack.
YESSSSSSSSS. Been waiting for this video 😅 such a good song. Glad you liked it! Also, thank you for opening up about your past. I know it's not easy. I used to really deal with severe anxiety and OCD but the Lord has since delivered me. Couldn't agree more with being grateful for it as horrible as it is. I learned so much going through it and now I want to help other people as much as I can and let them know they're not alone. Much love man. Keep it up! (From Colorado for the giveaway.)
We got to see Silent Planet last night in Portland and what an amazing show. And Garret talk about his time in the hospital and the thing that stuck out to me was after the show he took the time to come down in the crowd and talk and pray with anyone who wanted to talk. Talk about a witness of God. It was a blessing to see them. And thank you for telling you story of depression and anxiety. I have suffered with anxiety and bipolar for over 20 years starting at the age of 12. With two suicide attempts and several stays in the hospital I have survived and I look back at it all and know it was all part of the Lords plan for me. It has made me the man of God I am today. I still have the scars from my past and just like Paul I have a constant thorn in my flesh reminding me of the need for God and his grace. Thank you again for your work here on RUclips God bless you both. My family is praying for yours in the rough time and we all know Gods will is going to be done. God bless
I’m 22 years old almost 23 trying to fulfill God’s purpose for my life. I’ve dealt with depression and anxiety my whole life. It’s been almost unbearable from about the age 14 to currently. I’ve done better at maintaining a level of self awareness to keep myself in check. I wanted to end my life but felt like I was too much of a coward to do so. I’ve been in those pits of despair. Hearing your story was a sobering moment for me and had me reflect on my life as I watch the foggy overcast roll in. Everything happens for a reason I guess. God bless you both
Thanks Pastor Rob for sharing your story! Thanks for being honest and showing that despite real struggles in life that God gives us hope and a way out (even if it’s not immediately leaving our bad situation). I’ve also struggled with anxiety, depression, and suicide, and was almost committed myself. My sister was. I’m in the process of leaving fear/anxiety behind as I’ve worked with a Christian counselor for years and have experienced personal renewal in my walk with God as I’ve learned to surrender to Him and trust that what He says is true. I love this ministry, and you guys do a great job. Keep it up! Also, I’ve prayed for and will pray for your wife. Many blessings to you and your family!
I have struggled with depression and anxiety for the majority of my life, but felt there was more to the depression - and like you, the depression medication made it worse. I was later diagnosed with bipolar 2 as well. My first bipolar medication hit the nail on the head and I have stuck with it since. Last year, after knowing my entire life, I was diagnosed with ADHD at 26 years old. This was a turning point and the most drastic change in my life. I started my treatment and actually felt like a human again after all my years of struggling. That being said, finding the right treatment and medication is an extremely difficult process, as a lot can be misunderstood and go under the radar. Another thing is that medication is not the end all be all. Therapy, a healthy outlet, and surrounding one's self with loving and understanding people are extremely important. But like you said, this is something that ultimately falls on you and your willingness to seek help and FIGHT. Thank you for sharing your story because its important to understand these afflictions do not discriminate. I discovered this band fairly recently and they are just on a completely different level. If no one has suggested it, My Disguise by Currents is another absolutely incredible song that falls within these lines thematically. It still tears me apart to this day.
Thanks for sharing that with us! It’s always good to talk it out and hopefully let it impact others. This may be one of my absolute favorites from the SP boys. They did a great job. Can’t wait to see them in Atlanta soon!
Man, your story and analysis were both beautiful, Pastor Rob. It gives a ton of encouragement, and all the works the Spirit is doing through you and Gage are truly glorifying the Lord!
I was fortunate to meet these guys at a festival years ago (they just released their first album) it was pouring and raining all day and he (Garrett)was gracious enough to let us stay under the tent out of the rain. Talked to him for almost an hour about life. Glad to hear he's doing better, he and his music are such a blessing to so many people. Years later still a fan...keep on rocking Garret! Rob, thanks for sharing your story...I'm so glad God was able to pull you out of your depression.
I'm not religious but I really appreciate your videos and your thoughts and the information you share Pastor Rob. This video was powerful and moving to hear about the struggles you have been through. To be honest it was surprising to hear that you had been through that. I'm glad you came through and are the person you are today. I'm sure many people would have got something important from this video.
Thank you for opening up! Had my fair share of experience with depression and anxiety in the past. At the moment my girlfriend is fighting against depression. She has been struggling for multiple years, also as a result of being adopted when she was 11 months old and the inherent issues and thoughts that can come with that. It’s good to hear someone say: ‘it gets better’ from time to time. It’s soulcrushing to see her hurting so much while there is nothing I can do to help her feel better and get rid of the depression.
Hey pastor Rob, saw you guys did a review of Demon Hunter's "On my side" from their album War. Was wondering if you had any plans to review something from Peace like the ballad "Fear is Not My Guide". Anyways, always enjoy your content. Hope all is well with you and your family!
Kamelot - Memento Mori please It's part of a concept album based on the classic literature Faust, and will be different to the metal you've done so far, and I think it would be great for you to react to. The song is a masterpiece IMO.
Watching your reaction is worth paying for lol... Totally awesome! I had a similar situation and I realized I had my humbling experience to realize it can happen to anyone and we are weak in our flesh. And we need to live for a bigger purpose than bettering our worldly positions. When it happened to me they also tried to double my dose saying that it's because I'm a big guy. Thankfully I had the mindset to say no and stopped taking the meds. Things slowly improved. I appreciate you being open. Great talk sir. Texas
Thank you thank you so much for sharing this, Pastor. I’ve recently been in my darkest bouts with anxiety/depression and self loathing. All while I’ve been given the greatest gift from God other than my salvation: my beautiful girlfriend. I’ve hurt her through my mood swings and we are currently on break while I try to find closure and better myself. It relieved me so much to hear that you had to do something similar. The “I’m doing this (being intentional about helping yourself) for you.” As well as for yourself of course. What an encouragement from such a powerful and relevant song. I would appreciate prayer for myself and my partner as we journey through this storm. Much love 🤍
Thanks! Actually working on a series where I explain some of my shirts. Here’s a sneak peak. The Five Solas T Shirt Explanation. ruclips.net/video/lVN8smbMwE4/видео.html
Pastor Rob, I love those shirts... Send me the link to purchase. Speaking of Deftones, please react to one of the following; Minerva, Hexagram, or Anniversary of an Uniteresting Event.
I been through those horrible days also, I think everyone has. Never seek help, because getting prescribed all those meds, but little, less overthinking, has help me alot. I learned that things happened for a reason. For those going through those horrible thoughts. Never give up. It always get better.
It feels weird to say thank you to someone I’ve never met before, but damn. What you said and explained hit so hard and honestly made me think harder than I ever have before. I’ve been dealing with bipolar for so long and it’s terrifying to think about “what if it’s forever?” But when you said “it took years to become human again”, I felt that hit home so hard. That was awesome to listen to
Dudes I woke up on valentines day and found this waiting for me in apple music and IMMEDIATELY clicked play. Incredible song. Georgia, btw. That vinyl would be a brilliant addition to my small collection lol
Love this song, and love Pastor Rob's commentary about his experience with depression. I haven't always struggled with depression, but recently went through a really bad time. It was immensely helpful to talk with someone (my Pastor was especially helpful). The book "Spiritual Depression" by Martyn Lloyd-Jones was also extremely helpful, and a very gospel centred approach to depression; I highly HIGHLY recommend this book to anyone struggling, or anyone with a loved one who is struggling. To expand a bit... I'm a big believer that 'chemical imbalance' is real thing, but most often caused by circumstance, feelings of hopelessness, etc. I watched a fascinating video on this (I forget where now), where they were saying that even in someone who doesn't normally struggle with depression, after a traumatically depressing event, you can scientifically detect a chemical imbalance in that person's brain. Like, that person may not be chemically imbalanced for most of their life, but given the right circumstances in life, you can hook up all the equipment and detect a chemical imbalance at that time. If this is true, then you could say medication is just a bandaid. While it may very well be possible to be born with a chemical imbalance, I like how Martyn Lloyd-Jones puts it: Some people are naturally more prone to depression than others. Whether that's physical or psychological, doesn't matter. Paul had his thorn, asked God to remove it, and God didn't, saying that his grace was sufficient. God doesn't always promise to take away our thorns / infirmities, but his grace is sufficient. The gospel is written all over this, and spending time to reflect on what Christ has done for us brings TRUE joy
Love the chaoticness of this song. Makes me think of Ubderoath (pre Erase Me). If you havnt, not sure if you have not not but you should react to/listen to both Define the Grear Line by Underoath and Lost in the Sound of Separation (more of the chaotic sound)
It’s ok to be a fan boy! They are an awesome band! Such a great song and loved your reaction to it! Thank you for being so open and vulnerable and sharing your story. What a great video.
I’m a therapist watching this in between sessions. Thanks for sharing your story and for helping to spread hope and encouragement while fighting the stigma that mental health issue/ depression.
Hey guys! Glad you are back. I hope all is well. This song has been on repeat for me for the past many days. I want to also recommend you do a video to an Architects song. I love your heart for reaching the metal community and this is such a good band to do it. We're all waiting for it lol. Keep up the good work!
I’ve been genuinely waiting for this particular reaction. I’ve seen other RUclipsrs react to it, and I thought to myself, “alright, now where’s ‘Pastor Reacts to Trilogy by Silent Planet’?” Thank you.
CA, I just was introduced to this band with this song. Very glad I got to see your reaction and to hear more on your story as well as the lead singers.
Wow I about shed a tear through all that. I needed to hear it, and I had no idea it was coming. I just clicked cuz I new the song was gonna be great, I'll probably watch the whole thing again
so good. knowing their past work makes this even more special too. the absolute rawness and brutality hits different. especially knowing what garrett's gone through mentally.
Hey pastor Rob, greetings from Chile, I recently became a Christian, and I really like rock/metal/metalcore etc etc ! and this channel is really good for us.
I love your excitement in the intro, and that you've looked further into Silent Planet since the reaction to Panic Room. They are a great band, possibly my favorite band right now
I would love to see your reaction to “Redefined” off of As I Lay Dying’s newest album, Shaped by Fire. The entire album is incredible and extremely cathartic, particularly for the band. They have an insane story, with their lead vocalist having an incredible story of redemption and reconciliation from what he had done about 5 years ago.
I really like how Rob started to enjoy this music, Ive seen some older videos and youve alway been like interested but through time I can see that you really like metal music overall. It grew up on you.
Thanks for sharing your story. I've gone through it too. It was that struggle that brought me to the lord. I have plenty of room and time to grow, but I'm glad for the experience. God bless you guys keep it up
Wow, appreciate your willingness to share that. Being a person that that struggles with similar issues it allows you to feel not so alone in it. I personally not only struggle with anxiety and depression but also trusting church leadership, because of issues not necessarily important to share. Keep up the good work.
Unfortunately, church leadership has a history of letting people down. Some very minor and some very major. As I look back over my years of ministry I can think of many times I unintentionally let someone down. There’s a song by Dillon Chase that speaks about his struggle with letting people down and wondering what happened as a result. ruclips.net/video/eft74NcVUD8/видео.html
This was a good song. Very nice. Like the bits of discordant sound they put in there to set the mood. Really appreciate opening up about your struggles with mental health. I know that can be hard. I've been in situations not entirely unlike what you described and ended up in a mental hospital. I didn't have anyone recognize just how bad it could be. I came out worse than I was: I was treated like a prisoner for nearly 2 weeks and the only result was a change in medication. My condition just didn't fit what they could treat there. For anyone who doesn't know or hasn't thought about it: Even if you go in voluntarily, you can't leave without a doctor's permission (whom you may not be able to see but on rare occasion.) Take a hard look at your options before you go with this option and have people with experience advise you. Don't discount how much help you can get, but make sure you're informed of the quality of care you'd get and just how helpful it would be for your circumstances. Don't trust only in yourself when you're in that kind of situation, but don't forget that, while you should trust those trying to help, it *can* lead to bad advice if they don't know what they're dealing with.
if you didn't know, Garrett has battled bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and suicide his whole life. as you know, he regressed to the point of suicide again, so he and the band decided to cancel their European tour so that Garrett could take care of his mental health. you might already know all of this, since i haven't finished this video yet haha, but thought i'd throw it out there anyway! love your videos. it's one of the few things currently that gets me back in touch with the Holy Spirit, and motivates me to get back to reading my bible and stuff. thank you
God Bless u and your Family pastor Rob I know the feeling I to suffer from anxiety and depression having faith in our Father and hearing the gospel is the only thing keeping me goin thoughts and prayers for you and your Family God Bless Brother ✞
1,000,000 Watts by Norma Jean or Hell Below or I Am The Lion by Phinehas!!! Great reaction and breakdown btw. I've been through something similar with anti depressants. So much great music being released lately! BTW, I live in Orlando, where are you guys located? I'll be going to quite a few shows coming up. Mostly in Tampa. Hope to see you guys at the Killswitch Engage and ABR show!
I'm in Oklahoma Some people around would say, "that there is the devil's music!" Obviously it's not. God bless you pastor Rob and thank you for the great content.
Wow, an amazing track and a very touching testimony as well. I've been through stuff that's had me asking "God, what's the reason?" But it is encouraging to know I'm not the only one & I have hope it wasn't for nothing.
Hey Pastor Rob I completely relate to that. I was prescribed Lexapro and days later I just kept throwing up and getting more anxiety. I stopped taking my meds and became a zombie and every day was the same. I was depressed and just didn't want to wake up anymore. Sometimes I get anxious now and I now understand why I was in that mindset. Nothing's permanent and when your mind is like that it's a phase or a cycle you CAN break.
Love this band. Last time I saw them, Garrett and I were talking about our struggles in life and I shared with him that my sister died and how I've had severe depression since. He broke down crying and hugged me and began to pray that God would comfort and heal me. Such a cool experience, definitely the real deal.
Pastor Rob's reaction to the breakdown is all of us.
Ohio, represent.
OH...IO
Oscar Herrera what up from Dayton.
He's from Ohio?? WHERE??
OHIO
YAS!!! O-H
Oh, Sleeper - Son of the Morning & The Finisher....pretty please!
Yes!
YES!!!
I've been trying to get then to listen to them forever now lol I wanted them to do hush yael or in the wake of pigs but any song by them would be amazing
Yes! I've been telling them to do it also.
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Trilogy is definitely my favorite Silent Planet song right now. The raw sound and emotion in this song really hits hard and I can't wait to see what else Silent Planet has in store
Georgia 🤘🏻
Fellow Georgian 🤘
Man, Mr Robert..Watching you from the last year or two to now, it’s great to see how open and excited you’ve become with the Metal community. You’ve always been open to understanding when it comes to watching these videos and listening to the music, but seeing you now, we can tell you’ve dove in and genuinely care about what’s on the inside through all the chaos and what you hear on the outside. And seeing you get stoked over a breakdown!?!? Yes sir!!!! This was a great one, with an honest discussion.
When we filmed our fist video I would have never imagined the journey it would take us on. I’ve really come to love metal and especially the people in the metal community. My taste in music has shifted significantly in the last year. I find myself reaching for metal before anything else, much to my wife’s chagrin. Lol.
“It’s not as cool for a pastor to have issues like that in the past...” actually, I think it’s just as cool. Personally I’ve been struggling with my faith, but one thing I’ve always appreciated is genuineness; and people not pretending or wearing a mask in and out of the church. We’re all human, and I think as believers or fellow humans, we forget that sometimes. We’re allowed to be imperfect or to have a past or to stumble; and we shouldn’t be hurt or get upset when someone we looked up to end up being human, and not whatever vision we had of them or whatever pedestal we put them on. Thank you for sharing your story and being open; and for the great content.
This is the best channel I’ve ever found. Not only do I love Christian metal, I love Jesus. But not only these two things, I also spent 4 days in a mental facility for extreme depression. At one point didn’t leave my house for 6 weeks and lost my job and apartment. Anxiety and depression can destroy you, it’s terrifying.
Silent Planet is one of many bands that truly puts all efforts in to making great music with some good lyrical substance and instrumentals. Great video 👍🏼
I’m so glad Garrett and Pastor Rob are open about their anxiety depression and some losing touch with reality I’ve got all of those same problems and around the time of trilogy’s release they all got worse and so when trilogy released I instantly connected with trilogy and the story and lyrics involved with it and the analogy of groundhogs day is spot on that’s exactly what it feels like the same day only separated by a few hours of sleep but like Pastor Rob said there is hope and I know it can and will get better it just may not be at this exact moment
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To quote ABR: “You’ve given me this nightmare to wake me up.”
"TAKE PRIDE IN THE PROVISIONNNN"
React to Oblivion by Fit For A King!
And Deathgrip!!
Dead Memory and Forever Unbroken too 🔥
Shattered Glass is great too.
Tower of Pain or Shattered Glass!
@@thayeryates8941 Tower of Pain is such a great song, so is Stacking Bodies. They have a lot of great music.
I can relate. I've struggled with anxiety and clinical depression my whole life. I stopped taking meds a few years ago. I replaced the meds with exercise the Bible and have never felt better.
I would really like to see you guys react to "Feels like fiction" by Death Therapy (featuring Garrett Russell of Silent Planet)
Oh yeah a Death Therapy reaction would be amazing, the bridge in that song gives me chills.
Also so glad to hear you are doing better, keep fighting!
@@emmanuel_ej Thank you brother.
Greetings from Pennsylvania, you’re channel has really changed my view on Christianity. I grew up in a very strict Christian family, family gatherings are very weird for me because of their extreme judge-mental attitude towards people who are different than them. I’ve been watching your channel since you guys started and you have brought be closer to God and have shown me that no all Christians are harsh like ones in my family. You guys are doing something great here! Keep up the good work! You guys are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Dear Erin, as a young mom i can tell you one thing : you'll be great mom just based on your experience with your own family. God loves you . Sending you my love and prayers
Most silent planet songs have references in their lyrics, but this one was personal and purely emotional
My life is in pieces at the moment, my wife left due to my own destructive tendencies, I was served paper work, had a mental breakdown and was diagnosed with Type 2 Bipolar Disorder. This song hits so close to home for me, hearing Garret’s accounts along with Rob’s really connect with me. Praying constantly and trusting in God to deliver me through this time in my life.
Your the perfect example to NOT judge a book by the cover. Would have never thought that you went through something like that. But SO happy that you over came your struggle. Your heat and soul is stronger than most!
Thanks for being open. Inspirational to those who live in darkness. you might of just been their light. God bless you always.
I love how much you guys love Silent Planet! Sadly I live in Norway, so I can't enter the competition. Still, I'll never get sick of you guys reacting to SP!
Thanks for sharing your story. There are many listeners out there who can relate, including myself.
Here is a verse that has helped me tremendously: "Sorrow is better than laughter: for by the sadness of the countenance the heart is made better." - Ecclesiastes 7:3
This video made my day. As a metal man following christ, it just brightens my day to see this kind of content. Silent Planet has been my favorite band for years and their new album SUPERBLOOM has blown me away. Much love.
I’m seeing them in march! I can’t wait to hear this song live, it’s gonna be so great. Silent planet opened at the first concert i went to and i still have a silent planet hat that garrett russel signed for me after that show!
Heylookitsnoah ! I’ve seen them live three times and they never disappoint!! I wish they would come back to where I live on this tour but they’re not and I’m sad, but enjoy!! This one looks like a ton of fun for everyone there at the show!
Loved what you shared...made me think about some friends in the psych ward going through this literal hell. It hurts me so much. This song means a lot to me and makes me think of them a lot more than I already do.
(From Virginia for the giveaway)
It means a lot, you opening up like that. I've struggled and struggle similarly. But your videos speak just the right things to me at just the right time, and I'm thankful that God led me to your channel.
Bless
This may be my song of the year. Idk.
The mix is divine. The bass hits me in my soul.
What's up Archer
Ayo 🎯 🤘🏻
Song of the year for sure
Fire born resistance!
"The Cure" by "Wolves at the Gate" is a really dope song. You guys should react to that.
Thank you! As Christians, we have the tendency to need to appear with it, especially in ministry. I myself went through years and years of these sorts of trials and I remember just breaking down and crying out to God, why me? Please release me from this pain and suffering. I have been involved in ministry for most of my life in one way or another, had several health scares, and anxiety, depression and mood disorders to boot. And it is exhausting the turmoil you go through. No one can understand unless they have been there. It is hell. I am now a minister and run several nonprofits helping people in need through food, fellowship, and faith. I have had several moments of experiencing God through heavy music and I was floored when I found your channel. It's been cool to watch you grow and how God uses you here. I definitely had my aha moment like you spoke of about why I went through all I did from nearly dying, to feeling like my mind is gone, to the loss of my mother to cancer and my wife attempting suicide twice in our time together, but God has picked me up and made me more whole than I would have ever thought possible. I would just warn you with not putting out the message that people are in these places due to a lack of faith. Because I think that is a dangerous rabbit hole. God can lift us out of trials and suffering, but he can also allow it for reasons we might never understand. As you said, you couldn't hear or didn't want to hear the words of others in that place. Keep doing what you are doing. You have touched a lot of hearts and I am glad you keep going. God bless and amen.
Pastor Rob, I definitely can relate to you being excited about this song...definitely couldn’t be happier as a Silent Planet fan.
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story with us. It helps so much to know other people (especially even with a strong faith) struggle. I’m also pumped you’re as big a fan of SP as I am!
Man, Pastor Rob, I really love that we got to know you even better. Thank you for sharing your story. Also, I’m from Texas. Howdy from the south, y’all.
This was such a powerful video, both the song and the discussion after. I love when pastors are honest about their struggles, it shows the human element that a lot of the world thinks Christians lack.
You saved my life pastor rob, Thank you.
Would love the record! I live in Georgia. You should react to “Pray for Rain” by Polaris
Tyler Paul yes
YESSSSSSSSS. Been waiting for this video 😅 such a good song. Glad you liked it! Also, thank you for opening up about your past. I know it's not easy. I used to really deal with severe anxiety and OCD but the Lord has since delivered me. Couldn't agree more with being grateful for it as horrible as it is. I learned so much going through it and now I want to help other people as much as I can and let them know they're not alone. Much love man. Keep it up!
(From Colorado for the giveaway.)
You guys are awesome and I love your relationship with eachother.
Is awesome you two can enjoy music together. One of the greatest tools of bonding.
We got to see Silent Planet last night in Portland and what an amazing show. And Garret talk about his time in the hospital and the thing that stuck out to me was after the show he took the time to come down in the crowd and talk and pray with anyone who wanted to talk. Talk about a witness of God. It was a blessing to see them. And thank you for telling you story of depression and anxiety. I have suffered with anxiety and bipolar for over 20 years starting at the age of 12. With two suicide attempts and several stays in the hospital I have survived and I look back at it all and know it was all part of the Lords plan for me. It has made me the man of God I am today. I still have the scars from my past and just like Paul I have a constant thorn in my flesh reminding me of the need for God and his grace. Thank you again for your work here on RUclips God bless you both. My family is praying for yours in the rough time and we all know Gods will is going to be done. God bless
Watching from North Carolina, absolutely stoked for this video. I love SP and these videos, so it's great to see them both in one spot.
I’m 22 years old almost 23 trying to fulfill God’s purpose for my life. I’ve dealt with depression and anxiety my whole life. It’s been almost unbearable from about the age 14 to currently. I’ve done better at maintaining a level of self awareness to keep myself in check. I wanted to end my life but felt like I was too much of a coward to do so. I’ve been in those pits of despair. Hearing your story was a sobering moment for me and had me reflect on my life as I watch the foggy overcast roll in. Everything happens for a reason I guess. God bless you both
Thanks Pastor Rob for sharing your story! Thanks for being honest and showing that despite real struggles in life that God gives us hope and a way out (even if it’s not immediately leaving our bad situation). I’ve also struggled with anxiety, depression, and suicide, and was almost committed myself. My sister was. I’m in the process of leaving fear/anxiety behind as I’ve worked with a Christian counselor for years and have experienced personal renewal in my walk with God as I’ve learned to surrender to Him and trust that what He says is true. I love this ministry, and you guys do a great job. Keep it up! Also, I’ve prayed for and will pray for your wife. Many blessings to you and your family!
I have struggled with depression and anxiety for the majority of my life, but felt there was more to the depression - and like you, the depression medication made it worse. I was later diagnosed with bipolar 2 as well. My first bipolar medication hit the nail on the head and I have stuck with it since. Last year, after knowing my entire life, I was diagnosed with ADHD at 26 years old. This was a turning point and the most drastic change in my life. I started my treatment and actually felt like a human again after all my years of struggling. That being said, finding the right treatment and medication is an extremely difficult process, as a lot can be misunderstood and go under the radar. Another thing is that medication is not the end all be all. Therapy, a healthy outlet, and surrounding one's self with loving and understanding people are extremely important. But like you said, this is something that ultimately falls on you and your willingness to seek help and FIGHT. Thank you for sharing your story because its important to understand these afflictions do not discriminate.
I discovered this band fairly recently and they are just on a completely different level. If no one has suggested it, My Disguise by Currents is another absolutely incredible song that falls within these lines thematically. It still tears me apart to this day.
Thanks for sharing that with us! It’s always good to talk it out and hopefully let it impact others. This may be one of my absolute favorites from the SP boys. They did a great job. Can’t wait to see them in Atlanta soon!
Man, your story and analysis were both beautiful, Pastor Rob. It gives a ton of encouragement, and all the works the Spirit is doing through you and Gage are truly glorifying the Lord!
I was fortunate to meet these guys at a festival years ago (they just released their first album) it was pouring and raining all day and he (Garrett)was gracious enough to let us stay under the tent out of the rain. Talked to him for almost an hour about life. Glad to hear he's doing better, he and his music are such a blessing to so many people. Years later still a fan...keep on rocking Garret! Rob, thanks for sharing your story...I'm so glad God was able to pull you out of your depression.
I'm not religious but I really appreciate your videos and your thoughts and the information you share Pastor Rob. This video was powerful and moving to hear about the struggles you have been through. To be honest it was surprising to hear that you had been through that. I'm glad you came through and are the person you are today. I'm sure many people would have got something important from this video.
Thank you for opening up! Had my fair share of experience with depression and anxiety in the past. At the moment my girlfriend is fighting against depression. She has been struggling for multiple years, also as a result of being adopted when she was 11 months old and the inherent issues and thoughts that can come with that. It’s good to hear someone say: ‘it gets better’ from time to time. It’s soulcrushing to see her hurting so much while there is nothing I can do to help her feel better and get rid of the depression.
The build was like Parkway drive - Dark days " I can't watch it burn" best breakdown since that one!
Hey pastor Rob, saw you guys did a review of Demon Hunter's "On my side" from their album War. Was wondering if you had any plans to review something from Peace like the ballad "Fear is Not My Guide". Anyways, always enjoy your content. Hope all is well with you and your family!
SECONDED for Fear Is Not My Guide.... truly beautiful song. Would love to hear your opinion on this.
Great video Rob!
@@FalconOfStorms it's truly one of their best ballads. In my top 3 for sure. Very beautiful song.
Kamelot - Memento Mori please
It's part of a concept album based on the classic literature Faust, and will be different to the metal you've done so far, and I think it would be great for you to react to.
The song is a masterpiece IMO.
Thanks for the review and sharing your story. Really powerful. Peace and props from Australia.
Watching your reaction is worth paying for lol... Totally awesome!
I had a similar situation and I realized I had my humbling experience to realize it can happen to anyone and we are weak in our flesh. And we need to live for a bigger purpose than bettering our worldly positions. When it happened to me they also tried to double my dose saying that it's because I'm a big guy. Thankfully I had the mindset to say no and stopped taking the meds. Things slowly improved. I appreciate you being open. Great talk sir.
Texas
I got to see them in Springfield MO for like the 5th time on the last date of this tour before Covid. Amazing band and such humble guys ❤️🤘🏻
Thank you thank you so much for sharing this, Pastor.
I’ve recently been in my darkest bouts with anxiety/depression and self loathing. All while I’ve been given the greatest gift from God other than my salvation: my beautiful girlfriend.
I’ve hurt her through my mood swings and we are currently on break while I try to find closure and better myself.
It relieved me so much to hear that you had to do something similar.
The “I’m doing this (being intentional about helping yourself) for you.” As well as for yourself of course.
What an encouragement from such a powerful and relevant song.
I would appreciate prayer for myself and my partner as we journey through this storm.
Much love 🤍
My man’s shirts are always great. Massachusetts gang
Thanks! Actually working on a series where I explain some of my shirts. Here’s a sneak peak. The Five Solas T Shirt Explanation. ruclips.net/video/lVN8smbMwE4/видео.html
I’m from MA what’s the shirt?
Pastor Rob, I love those shirts... Send me the link to purchase. Speaking of Deftones, please react to one of the following; Minerva, Hexagram, or Anniversary of an Uniteresting Event.
I been through those horrible days also, I think everyone has. Never seek help, because getting prescribed all those meds, but little, less overthinking, has help me alot. I learned that things happened for a reason. For those going through those horrible thoughts. Never give up. It always get better.
It feels weird to say thank you to someone I’ve never met before, but damn. What you said and explained hit so hard and honestly made me think harder than I ever have before. I’ve been dealing with bipolar for so long and it’s terrifying to think about “what if it’s forever?” But when you said “it took years to become human again”, I felt that hit home so hard. That was awesome to listen to
Dudes I woke up on valentines day and found this waiting for me in apple music and IMMEDIATELY clicked play. Incredible song.
Georgia, btw. That vinyl would be a brilliant addition to my small collection lol
Love this song, and love Pastor Rob's commentary about his experience with depression. I haven't always struggled with depression, but recently went through a really bad time. It was immensely helpful to talk with someone (my Pastor was especially helpful). The book "Spiritual Depression" by Martyn Lloyd-Jones was also extremely helpful, and a very gospel centred approach to depression; I highly HIGHLY recommend this book to anyone struggling, or anyone with a loved one who is struggling.
To expand a bit... I'm a big believer that 'chemical imbalance' is real thing, but most often caused by circumstance, feelings of hopelessness, etc. I watched a fascinating video on this (I forget where now), where they were saying that even in someone who doesn't normally struggle with depression, after a traumatically depressing event, you can scientifically detect a chemical imbalance in that person's brain. Like, that person may not be chemically imbalanced for most of their life, but given the right circumstances in life, you can hook up all the equipment and detect a chemical imbalance at that time. If this is true, then you could say medication is just a bandaid. While it may very well be possible to be born with a chemical imbalance, I like how Martyn Lloyd-Jones puts it: Some people are naturally more prone to depression than others. Whether that's physical or psychological, doesn't matter. Paul had his thorn, asked God to remove it, and God didn't, saying that his grace was sufficient. God doesn't always promise to take away our thorns / infirmities, but his grace is sufficient. The gospel is written all over this, and spending time to reflect on what Christ has done for us brings TRUE joy
Incredible single. These guys never cease to amaze 🔥❤️ Texas livin!
So happy to see you smiling, Pastor Rob, and see you making videos again. Makes my heart happy.
Love the chaoticness of this song. Makes me think of Ubderoath (pre Erase Me). If you havnt, not sure if you have not not but you should react to/listen to both Define the Grear Line by Underoath and Lost in the Sound of Separation (more of the chaotic sound)
It’s ok to be a fan boy! They are an awesome band! Such a great song and loved your reaction to it! Thank you for being so open and vulnerable and sharing your story. What a great video.
I’m a therapist watching this in between sessions. Thanks for sharing your story and for helping to spread hope and encouragement while fighting the stigma that mental health issue/ depression.
Thanks for watching! Thank you for what you do.
Hey guys! Glad you are back. I hope all is well. This song has been on repeat for me for the past many days. I want to also recommend you do a video to an Architects song. I love your heart for reaching the metal community and this is such a good band to do it. We're all waiting for it lol. Keep up the good work!
I’ve been genuinely waiting for this particular reaction. I’ve seen other RUclipsrs react to it, and I thought to myself, “alright, now where’s ‘Pastor Reacts to Trilogy by Silent Planet’?” Thank you.
Awesome!
“Words Darker Than Their Wings” Live @ The Royal Albert Hall - Alter Bridge
How have I not heard of this band!? Thanks for sharing!
Shout out from Texas!
CA, I just was introduced to this band with this song. Very glad I got to see your reaction and to hear more on your story as well as the lead singers.
Wow I about shed a tear through all that. I needed to hear it, and I had no idea it was coming. I just clicked cuz I new the song was gonna be great, I'll probably watch the whole thing again
so good. knowing their past work makes this even more special too. the absolute rawness and brutality hits different. especially knowing what garrett's gone through mentally.
That was SIIIICK!! I love vocal variations like that! Very good 🤍
Hey pastor Rob, greetings from Chile, I recently became a Christian, and I really like rock/metal/metalcore etc etc ! and this channel is really good for us.
That breakdown was majestic! Georgia here
Florida brothers! Much respect and love. Keep doing what your doing, it really helps those of us that need your words of wisdom.
I love your excitement in the intro, and that you've looked further into Silent Planet since the reaction to Panic Room. They are a great band, possibly my favorite band right now
I would love to see your reaction to “Redefined” off of As I Lay Dying’s newest album, Shaped by Fire. The entire album is incredible and extremely cathartic, particularly for the band. They have an insane story, with their lead vocalist having an incredible story of redemption and reconciliation from what he had done about 5 years ago.
First video I've watched of your reactions, loved it. Subscribed and look forward to seeing more and god bless.
I love what you guys do. I continue to pray for you and yours. Idaho Stand UP
I really like how Rob started to enjoy this music, Ive seen some older videos and youve alway been like interested but through time I can see that you really like metal music overall. It grew up on you.
Thanks for sharing your story. I've gone through it too. It was that struggle that brought me to the lord. I have plenty of room and time to grow, but I'm glad for the experience. God bless you guys keep it up
That was a symphony of well organized chaos! My goose bumps had cold chills! Loved it.
Saw silent planet for the second time on the first show of the trilogy tour at el corazón in Seattle. Incredible band and even more incredible show.
Wow, appreciate your willingness to share that. Being a person that that struggles with similar issues it allows you to feel not so alone in it. I personally not only struggle with anxiety and depression but also trusting church leadership, because of issues not necessarily important to share. Keep up the good work.
Unfortunately, church leadership has a history of letting people down. Some very minor and some very major. As I look back over my years of ministry I can think of many times I unintentionally let someone down. There’s a song by Dillon Chase that speaks about his struggle with letting people down and wondering what happened as a result. ruclips.net/video/eft74NcVUD8/видео.html
Amen the church has failed the mentally ill in this country on so many fronts
This was a good song. Very nice. Like the bits of discordant sound they put in there to set the mood.
Really appreciate opening up about your struggles with mental health. I know that can be hard. I've been in situations not entirely unlike what you described and ended up in a mental hospital. I didn't have anyone recognize just how bad it could be. I came out worse than I was: I was treated like a prisoner for nearly 2 weeks and the only result was a change in medication. My condition just didn't fit what they could treat there.
For anyone who doesn't know or hasn't thought about it:
Even if you go in voluntarily, you can't leave without a doctor's permission (whom you may not be able to see but on rare occasion.) Take a hard look at your options before you go with this option and have people with experience advise you. Don't discount how much help you can get, but make sure you're informed of the quality of care you'd get and just how helpful it would be for your circumstances. Don't trust only in yourself when you're in that kind of situation, but don't forget that, while you should trust those trying to help, it *can* lead to bad advice if they don't know what they're dealing with.
if you didn't know, Garrett has battled bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and suicide his whole life. as you know, he regressed to the point of suicide again, so he and the band decided to cancel their European tour so that Garrett could take care of his mental health. you might already know all of this, since i haven't finished this video yet haha, but thought i'd throw it out there anyway! love your videos. it's one of the few things currently that gets me back in touch with the Holy Spirit, and motivates me to get back to reading my bible and stuff. thank you
God Bless u and your Family pastor Rob I know the feeling I to suffer from anxiety and depression having faith in our Father and hearing the gospel is the only thing keeping me goin thoughts and prayers for you and your Family God Bless Brother ✞
1,000,000 Watts by Norma Jean or Hell Below or I Am The Lion by Phinehas!!! Great reaction and breakdown btw. I've been through something similar with anti depressants. So much great music being released lately! BTW, I live in Orlando, where are you guys located? I'll be going to quite a few shows coming up. Mostly in Tampa. Hope to see you guys at the Killswitch Engage and ABR show!
So Awesome. I have never heard of Silent Planet. i am totally putting them on my playlist. Always looking for new Metal Christian music!!!
It's amazing what a little bass and good production does for a song
Hello u 2 Metal boys. Fantastic music again. Ive been following the band for some time now, so already have the LP 8). Love and peace from Denmark-
I'm in Oklahoma
Some people around would say, "that there is the devil's music!" Obviously it's not. God bless you pastor Rob and thank you for the great content.
Wow, an amazing track and a very touching testimony as well. I've been through stuff that's had me asking "God, what's the reason?" But it is encouraging to know I'm not the only one & I have hope it wasn't for nothing.
Love this new single and direction for the band. Tuning in from Florida!
Thanks for sharing your story Pastor Rob! I needed this today brother.
Can’t wait for you two to react to “Popular Monster” by Falling in Reverse
This story is really profound. It should be heard by more people.
Theocracy - I Am
sopwithsnoopy I hope they do
Would be awesome to see their reaction to this piece
couldn’t agree more. 🙌🏻
Heck yeah!
Yess!! I like this melody a lot.
As someone who also loves Silent Planet I'm glad you got into them. Garrett is a top tier lyricist for sure.
Hey Pastor Rob
I completely relate to that. I was prescribed Lexapro and days later I just kept throwing up and getting more anxiety. I stopped taking my meds and became a zombie and every day was the same. I was depressed and just didn't want to wake up anymore. Sometimes I get anxious now and I now understand why I was in that mindset. Nothing's permanent and when your mind is like that it's a phase or a cycle you CAN break.
It's absolutely insane how good this song is.
Here we go again. Love this band. Also love the reactions.
Texas, lets go!
Silent Planet is one of my faves too! Thanks for sharing your story.